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what i am
I see faces in the sky of sad forgotten souls Low down decaying joy no hope to keep me whole No breeze to comfort me no love to save my mood Sunlight burns into me I'm branded solitude  How many times can I ignore That devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die but still I live  Too many thoughts demanding what I'm meant to do Too many pains of old call out the pains of new I squeeze my head so hard to force the demons out Dark angels laugh at me and all that I'm about   How many times can I ignore That devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die but still I live  I can't go on I hate my self I can't let go Of what I am  A poisoned mind corrupts the fabric of my soul I rip apart the script but still I play the role