marillion
an accidental man
You ask me how I'm feeling  I only wish you knew  How hard it is for me to share  Share that kind of thing with you   It's not that I don't love you  It's just I can't connect  'Cause I was taught from much too young  To shine and not reflect   And if you sense a smoke screen here  A trick of the dry ice  Just try to see there's more to me  Than sour grapes and sugar mice   Just try to understand  I don't say all I can  A stranger to myself, I am  An accidental man   You ask me if I'm happy  I only wish I knew  'Cause happiness is not a thing  I ever learned to do   It's not that I'm complaining  It's all the same to me  If everything that happens  Happens accidentally   Just try to understand  I don't say all I can  A stranger to myself, I am  An accidental man  A stranger to myself, I am  An accidental man   I was taught for every secret  There's a price you have to pay  Yes, I was taught for every secret  There's a price you have to pay  I was taught from much too young  To never give myself away   Just try to understand  I don't say all I can  A stranger to myself, I am  An accidental man  Just try to understand  I don't do all I can  A mystery to burned-out love  An accidental man