big k r i t
something
(Something) in my heart that got me trippin Today like yesterday it ain't no different The struggle, (gotta hold on me) And I can't breathe nowadays I wanna leave nowadays But lord I'm knowin that there (somthin) In this music and in my soul The thought I might not blow Dat shit just keeps on (bothering me) And I don't know how long I can keep on like this I need a sign so (whatever it is) I'm meant to do I need to find it Cause the game is addictive And I ain't gettin out it Cause (I can't leave it alone) I try it and I try but they keep callin me back Yea they Keep callin me back because there's (somthin) In my music that makes them feel me The sweetest melody sometimes can heal me cause (Gotta hold on me) like my grandmas hands When I was younger, warmer than summer Then I knew it's (somthin) That was bigger than the money and the fame The fact that so many can change Keeps (botherin me) Yo but who am I to judge It's been a while since I did it for the love Or (whatever it is) I gotta pay for it Sometimes happiness the only thing I pray for (I can't leave it alone) The will to ask questions like How can George bush receive blessings But I'm knowin that there's (something) Or somthings that I cannot explain Forget, forgive the change and the pain (Gotta hold on me) I gotta gun to keep me safe Sometimes I drink and smoke to get away Because of (something) That I know ain't right Pops forgive me but this can't be life And (it's botherin me) Because I wanna do better But this rain seem to pour forever So (whatever it is) I feen for it, think of it, speak on it Wish for it, dream of it, and lord (I can't leave it alone) No I can't leave it alone And she said there was (something) That draws her to me and it's meant to be And you the only one that ever, ever, ever (Gotta hold on me) yea But you ain't been the same There was somthin that made you change So tell me it was (somthin) or Someone that made you feel good Or way better than I ever could Truth is (it's botherin me) But I'm cool with it Just know if it's over today that you did it But (whatever it is) Don't let it take you to your grave Protect yourself from aids, I know you want me to But (I can't leave it alone) I knew I couldn't turn this house of ours into a home [And I said there's (somthin) That I've done to make you leave Baby girl why you trippin can't you see That you always (gotta hold on me) And I don't know what I can say To make you stay but I know I gotta say (Something)[but now and then I get tired Of you packin your bags and all this drama is (Botherin me) and I don't need it on my mind Lately you been like this all the time So (whatever it is) you feelin guilty bout Go and spit out while you accusin me you must be cheatin Cause you (can't leave it alone) why you cryin See you can't deny it, I always had this feelin it was (somthin)](556008) Dat God gave me as a gift, the power to make words fit (I look at the sky), and dream of soarin just as high But as time goes by it always (somthin) That will knock me off my track Got to get back cause time is short ay (Do you feel it) And I don't know how long I can keep on like this I need a sign so (whatever it is), I gotta pay for it Sometimes happiness the only thing I pray for (I can't leave it alone) the will to do better as a man I can't struggle forever because of (somthin...)