life of agony
unstable
This cancer is killing me As much as it's killing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim through the magazines Pretend like everything's gonna be alright Although you know it won't be Unstable It's hard to be the one who's strong Who's always got a shoulder to cry on Who's got a shoulder for me? When I'm about to breakdown You're never around But maybe it's better that way You've got enough to worry about You've got your hands full don't you Don't you see? This cancer is killing me Like it's killing you Mentally Unstable And all I really want to know is if she's going to be alright  'cause she's benn in there a long, long time And I've been out here losing my mind You're scared You're frightened You're so afraid of what he may say But you try and be brave For me sitting impatiently In the lobby of emergency You burst on through that door with this look on your face I've never seen before You explode into endless tears Whisper in my ear Baby Baby I've only got one more year Unstable