deaf havana
pensacola, 2013
It started out with a book that I was carrying with me "Love is a Dog from Hell" I guess you didn't see the relevance back then I was a sweaty, tattooed mess You were like a bull at best But I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again, oh  And I knew if I let you go to waste I'd never forgive myself So I sat back, enjoyed my time Drinking till the morning Laughing with your Dad I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye  And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction Yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real  I turn with it all in my head As I stumbled 'round the city where your Grandfather died And I got lost in all the alcohol Open skies and antidotes Those good ol' boys could charm me all night  And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction Yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real  And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall And I was thinking back, oh, to Hugh and Chelsea Wonder if they're married or still together at all Still together at all  Still together at all  And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall