bright eyes
a perfect sonnet
Lately I've been wishing I had one desire Something that would make me never want another Something that would make it so that nothing matters All would be clear then  But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments And watch all dissolve into a single second And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet Or one foolish line  Because that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept You are here and then you're gone But I believe that lovers should be tied together and Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather  And left there to drown Left there to drown In their innocence But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter  I read all of the pages and there is still no answer Only all that was before I know must soon come after That is the only way it can be So I stand in the sun  And I breathe with my lungs Trying to spare myself the weight of the truth Saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror And you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever  And now you are laying ina bathtum full of freezing water Wishing you were a ghost But once you knew a girl and you named her lover And danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer  But autumn came, she disappeared You don't remember where she said she was going to But you know that she is gone because she left you a song That you don't want to sing  We're singing I believe that lovers should be chained together And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters And left there to burn in their arrogance But as for me I'm coming to my final failure  I've killed myself with changes trying to make it better But I still ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers And laid entwined together on a bed of clover  And left there to sleep Left there to dream of their happiness