cameron, alex
too far
i wake up in the middle of the night and i swear i heard him call your name it's nothing new and i've got my exes too but it irks me baby all the same i can feel it i know you feel him too ye he's calling you ye he's calling you baby i don't know just what the hell i'm 'sposed to do one boy in your head one boy in your heart feeling like it's gone too far feeling like it's gone too far we're at brunch and the scampi's on ice i'm feeling like a million bucks in he comes he's a bobbing turd this piece of shit he just won't flush i can feel it i know you feel it too ye he's comin' ye he's comin' baby i don't know just what the fuck i'm 'sposed to do one boy in your head one boy in your heart feeling like it's gone too far feeling like it's gone too far one boy in your bed one boy in your heart feeling like it's gone too far feeling like it's gone too far sometimes i find myself contemplating what my life could be like after you've left me and it's a dark place but in that place for a brief moment i understand how the men from your past feel they feel pathetic having lost someone so unique what i can't understand is how they treat you how their own feelings of shame and disappointment in themselves obscure the truth the truth that you're a good mother the truth that your children love and admire you and that they have nothing to be afraid of when they're in your presence the truth that you're an artist you're an actor and a real motherfucking powerhouse so if you're worried that this could all come undone because of something you did or said that might come back to haunt you i don't care about your past i don't care about how many times you've lied to save face or to protect yourself i only care that you're mine for as long as you're around and for as long as that's in the cards then sweet one you could never go too far