black lab
part of me
i want you so badly my bones start to ache. i'm in equal parts wonder and pain. there's a part of me. there's a part of me that just wants what it wants and that's all it can do. could i let go of having your love? could the longing itself be enough? there's a part of me. the very heart of me that can barely remember my life without you. and this fear this pain this love this weight this joy your slave lays his head down. i dream and it's all for you. bear the tension of tears held at bay. it's the main thing i do with my days. there's a part of me. there's a part of me painting over the world with these pictures of you. i can't even pretend to be strong. i get up and i shake like a dog. you're the part of me. the very heart of me. in the language of love there is no word for no. so bring this fear this pain this love this weight this fight your slave lays his head down. i dream and it's all for you.