before their eyes
how it feels to be defeated
dark spots that have broken down an annual calvary clover on this day i can finally say i am defeated i watch the clouds disintegrate in front of me everyday i tell them not to go so soon and i need you and i know you need me too god i hope you do on this day i can finally say i am defeated it's too late too late to turn back but my stomach tells me something else is waiting where the forests don't seem to hide i know it's complicating it's something that you get with time and i'll never see you again on this day i can finally say i am defeated on this day i can finally say i am defeated