smile empty soul
out to sea
The air is cold, I'm getting old and going nowhere This job is shit, I wanna quit but money is scarce I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care Everyday seems the same, another blank stare  All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again  I hate this town and all the sounds that drive me crazy I wanna run and buy a gun but I'm too lazy I feel so dead, I feel so numb but nothing phase me I check my pulse but nothing's there, I think I'm fading  All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again  Out to sea, nothing but waves to surround me And all I feel is pain, it's the only thing that's real And all I need is turned to reflect on the life I lead I'm lost at sea, nothing but ocean to drown me in  All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me That still believes And all my hopes and my dreams To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again 