jordin sparks
landmines
Trying to pretend it`s perfect wish that I could run away and hide in someone else's life Feel like I'm 5 and helpless Like a child left alone Crying through the night And when you yell at me I get scared of you All I want is to be close to you I wish I could tell you the way I feel But I can't break through I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, when I don't have to dig up through the landmines So afraid if I say the wrong thing That you`re gonna blow up at me Till I crumble to the ground Finally I'm getting stronger And if I have to walk away, I will, and I won't turn around If you saw my tears, would you look away? Hold me close? Would you beg to stay? If I fall apart, and let you see inside? Would you tell me it`s alright? I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, I don't have to dig up through the landmines How can I be so conflicted? You`re the light and the darkness in my heart You'll always have a place inside it How can loving you be so hard? Just want it to be ok Someday, someday.... I don't wanna talk about it I don't say another word I've already said too much Cause you just never seem to get it Do you even care how much it hurts? To hate the one you love And I'm just waiting for the day when I, can finally leave all this hurt behind So I don't have to dig up through the landmines I don't have to dig up through the landmines Dig up through the landmines.