barry manilow
even now
Even now when there's someone else who cares When there's someone home who's waiting just for me Even now I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs And I wonder what to do so she won't see  That even now when I know it wasn't right And I've found a better life than what we had Even now I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad  Even now when I have come so far I wonder where you are, I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shining through, I swear I think of you And how I wish you knew, even now  Even now when I never hear your name And the world has changed so much since you've been gone Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same And this pain inside of me goes on and on, even now  Even now when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shinin' through I swear I think of you and God, I wish you knew Somehow, even now