katatonia
had to (leave)
So you were with us until the last minute And then you were gone from here And I watched and I just figured out That I will never see you again  I had a choice You had to leave Into the night This was my choice  It's so hard to explain what I meant When I said that I wanted you dead But I saw you fuck up and I just can't get back The feeling I had for you  So I put all my strength into my only will It was the only thing to do And now I only regret that I cried 'Cause you would never do that for me