english: I was and still and am after a number of years still feeling the aftershock of such an experience and it has led to what I feel has been a long road of suffering for some of the reasons mentioned.
non_english: ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡