english: I am so sorry for what you are going through and I can relate somewhat having experienced a similar issue myself a number of years ago.
non_english: ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡