english: I should have been the one to die; I said this over and over again many times.
non_english: ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡. ➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡➡