english: But when you are feeling alone and lonely, and add to that missing my son as it is only a few more days that he turns 11 months (which means 11 months since I last saw him and held him in my arms and talked to him) and working many long hours and feeling growing irritabilty and then having no one to talk to because everyone is busy or tired or some other excuse…it is very “challenging” to find the better feeling thoughts…of course not impossible….BUT VERY “Challenging”!
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