english: we were together for 4 years too. and i felt so happy but then a few weeks ago he said he needed a break bcs i was being too clingy to him. and then a few days after that he said he wanted to break up. and now he already has a new girlfriend and i feel so hurt i honestly dont know what to do. i tried finding new activities that might interest me, going out with family and friends, but at the end of the day i still feel so awful and sad, like im carrying a heavy weight all the time
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