english: And once I did decide who I wanted to be friends with I couldn't think of anything to say to start a conversation (and when I did have occasion to talk to one of them, I spent the rest of the week over-analyzing what I said and how stupid I was for saying it...and it probably was stupid, because I had a whole week to think about it since that person wasn't having any more conversations with me) and by the end of the first couple of days everyone had established their friend groups...
non_english: うぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅぅうぐぅうぐぅぐ～ぐ～ぐ～。。。。