english: it's difficult because a couple years ago, or, hell, even a few months ago, i probably would've had my head screwed on straight about this whole thing, but i'm at the point now where i wouldn't have cared if we got really attatched and then had to leave each other. i would've been ok with that, because i would have been ok with the fact that she wouldn't have physically been around me all the time. as long as i could talk to her and see her once a month or something, i'd be ok with that.
non_english: うぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅぅうぐぅうぐぅぐ～ぐ～ぐ～。。。。