english: i am wondering if me and him is really together or should i keep trying with him, thinking we had a lot of problems within our 11 years, and i know i love him. and he is my first serious relationship. or do i just give up. i try so hard to prove to him i can be the best thing for him, but he says when i make my self better in life, buy houses and cars and things, and he sees i have things in life, then he don't mind being with me
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