english: so, anyway, her and i talked about that and i tried my best not to cry. and in trying not to cry, i realized just how much i wanted to talk to my mom about everything and also, that i wanted to be able to talk to my husband. every night for the past week, we’ve been talking in whispers just before we went to sleep and a bit in the morning, but not for too long. he’s been working all week and i’ve been exhausted, so there hasn’t been much time.
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