english: And as I fall apart for the hundredth time this week, I find myself clinging to them more than ever, and thinking about everything I’ve done and everywhere I’ve been in the past year, all of the new memories I’ve made and every time I laughed and every time I wished I could be pick up the phone and tell her about something, and trying so very hard to live by the words that I read in that poem to her, and wishing so desperately that I could have one more moment with her here.
non_english: うぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅうぐぅぅうぐぅうぐぅぐ～ぐ～ぐ～。。。。