I do wish that I found the process of creation easier, less stressful, less emotionally turbulent, but maybe I simply need to stop this desire to look into the future, to know exactly what I’m going to end up with – its clearly a control thing, linked to the ‘hyper vigilance’ that runs through every aspect of my life, even more so since my out of the blue, brutal reminder of my mortality.
家用摄像头网上专卖店满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满意意满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满满意意了我是我是我是我是我是我是我是非常满意！。