My testimony certainly does not diminish the pain I caused my family and friends — nothing can do that.
وملينا إلى متىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىىى؟؟؟؟؟؟