One thing I can say with certainty is that it was worse, and my feelings of hopelessness and self-hatred were the worst when I was living a life that opposed God.
मेरो बुबा र आमालाई धेरै धेरै सम्झिरहेको छु , धेरै दुःख नगर्नु होला सधैं आफ्नो स्वास्थ्य को ख्याल गर्नु होला भन्न चाहन्छु।