For me it was knowing there was an explanation (other than a judgmental one) for my behavior that was a huge relief.
अर्थात हे इन्द्रियहरूका अधिष्ठाता (कृष्ण) मलाई धर्मको ज्ञान छ, तर मेरो रुझान त्यसतर्फ छैन ।