english: But despite telling myself, "I'm just studying this stuff, I'm nothing like them," when I got my diagnosis, I suddenly understood how deeply invested I was in my own Horatio Alger theology.
non_english: Ali uprkos što sam govorila sebi: „Ja ovo samo izučavam, uopšte nisam kao oni,“ kada sam dobila dijagnozu, odjednom sam shvatila koliko duboko sam zašla u ličnu teologiju Horejšija Aldžera.