english: What I was trying to do with tuning these hormones and neurotransmitters and so forth was to try to get my intelligence back after my illness and surgery, my creative thought, my idea flow.
non_english: Zapravo sam pokušavala da uklopim ove hormone i neurotransmitere i tako dalje da bih povratila svoju inteligenciju nakon operacije, moje kreativno razmišljanje, moj tok misli.