english: I think of how hard it must have been, how profoundly unfair it must have felt for them to feel like they had  to strip away parts of my childhood just so that I could come home at night.
non_english: Razmišljam koliko im je bio težak i duboko nepravičan osećaj što su su morali da skrate delove mog detinjstva, samo da bih se mogao vratiti uveče kući.