english: Maybe I wanted to be so successful and so able to take responsibility that I would do so and I would be able to take care of my attending's patients without even having to contact him.
non_english: Možda sam želeo da budem toliko uspešan i sposoban da preuzmem odgovornost, a da bih to uradio trebalo je da se postaram o pacijentima nadređenog, a da ga uopšte ne kontaktiram.