english: And I realized so clearly in bringing my own life experience, from working with dying people and training caregivers, that any attachment to outcome would distort deeply my own capacity to be fully present to the whole catastrophe.
non_english: I jasno sam shvatila iz svog ličnog iskustva, radeći sa ljudima koji umiru sa negovateljima da bi svaka veza sa ishodom duboko poremetila moj lični kapacitet da budem potpuno prisutna u čitavoj katastrofi.