english: I rationalized my silence by reminding myself that I was a guest in the country, that sounding the alarm could even get me kicked out, keep me from doing good work, taking care of my patients, doing much-needed research.
non_english: Racionalizovala sam svoje ćutanje podsećajući se da sam gost u zemlji, da me zbog oglašavanja uzbune mogu čak i izbaciti, sprečiti me da obavljam dobar posao, staram se o svojim pacijentima, sprovodim toliko potrebno istraživanje.