english: Because I'd had such a bad problem with self-injury that most of the cutlery in the house had been hidden, so I ended up arming myself with a plastic fork, kind of like picnic ware, and sort of sat outside the room clutching it and waiting to spring into action should anything happen.
non_english: Zbog toga što sam imala dosta problema sa samopovređivanjem većina pribora za jelo je bila sakrivena, pa sam se na kraju naoružala plastičnom viljuškom, kao escajg za piknik, sedela sam ispred sobe stežući viljušku i čekajući da skočim ako se išta desi.