english: And it was clear -- not to me, because nothing was clear to me at that time anymore -- that I would need long-term hospitalization in that awful place called a "mental hospital."
non_english: I postalo je jasno - ne meni, jer meni više ništa nije bilo jasno u to vreme - da će mi trebati dugotrajna hospitalizacija u tom groznom mestu zvanom mentalna bolnica.