english: And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense, that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
non_english: Do 20. imao sam osećaj, zaista sam imao osećaj da mogu ovo da prevaziđem, da sam sada dovoljno jak da snagom volje, mogu da odagnam opsesivna razmišljanja.