english: But, in my life, the one fulfilling skill that I had was now invoking feelings of conflict -- conflict ranging from extreme sorrow and doubt at dawn to celebratory joy at engrafting the gift of life at dusk.
non_english: Ali u mom životu, umeće koje me je uvek ispunjavalo je sada budilo konfliktna osećanja -- a to je konflikt koji je imao raspon od ekstremne tuge i nedoumice u zoru do vanredne radosti usled spašavanja života u svitanje.