english: I had, to me, a fascinating job  writing about world affairs, but I could never separate myself enough from them to hear myself think -- or really, to understand if I was truly happy.
non_english: Po meni, imao sam fascinantan posao gde sam pisao o dešavanjima u svetu, ali nikad nisam mogao da sebe dovoljno odvojim od toga da se čujem kako mislim - ili zaista, razumevam da li sam istinski bio srećan.