english: But if I had done that, if I had given up writing, I would have lost my beloved vocation, so I knew that the task was that I had to find some way to gin up the inspiration to write the next book regardless of its inevitable negative outcome.
non_english: Ali, da sam uradila to, da sam odustala od pisanja, izgubila bih svoj voljeni poziv i znala sam da moram da pronađem inspiraciju da napišem sledeću knjigu bez obzira što će ona doživeti neuspeh.