english: And I sometimes wonder whether I could have found such fulfillment in marriage and children if they'd come more readily, if I'd been straight in my youth or were young now, in either of which cases this might be easier.
non_english: Ponekad se pitam da li bih našao toliku ispunjenost u braku i deci da su oni naišli spremnije, da sam bio strejt u svojoj mladosti ili da sam sada mlad, a ovo bi bilo lakše u oba slučaja.