english: Over the next few weeks, I beat myself up and I experienced for the first time the unhealthy shame that exists in our culture of medicine -- where I felt alone, isolated, not feeling the healthy kind of shame that you feel, because you can't talk about it with your colleagues.
non_english: U toku narednih nekoliko nedelja sam mučio samog sebe, i po prvi put doživeo tu nezdravu sramotu koja karakteriše kulturu medicine. Osećao sam se usamljeno, izolovano, nisam doživljavao kao vi zdravu sramotu, jer nisam mogao da pričam o tome sa kolegama.