english: And it took me a long time to understand that what is at the heart of that contradiction is also at the heart of the contradiction as to why I can be so good at something I am so bad at.
non_english: Trebalo mi je dugo da shvatim da je ono što je suština te protivrečnosti isto ono što je suština protivrečnosti zbog koje ja mogu biti tako dobra u onome u čemu sam loša.