english: Oh, and I went in search -- I wanted to put what I had in mind, hitch it onto something. I didn't want a wish just to start from nowhere.
non_english: Oh, arastirma yaptim -- aklimda olanlari koymak istiyordum, birseyin uzerine baglamak icin. Bir dilegim hicbiryerden baslamasini istemedim.