english: SW: Yes, so for me, I had to really take anything negative and any emotions that I was feeling at that point and kind of just bottle them up and really figure out what the next step for me to do was.
non_english: Evet, kendi adıma,  o an hissettiğim her türlü olumsuz  durumu ve duyguyu bir şekilde bastırmak ve bir sonraki adımı hesap etmek zorundaydım.