english: After a lot of reading and talking with experts, I have come to believe that his involvement in the shootings was rooted not in his desire to kill but in his desire to die.
non_english: Pek çok okumadan ve uzmanla konuşmadan sonra, onun katliama başvurma sebebinin, öldürme isteğinden değil, ölme arzusundan kaynaklandığına inanmaya başladım.