english: And that's where I kind of launched into this, that feeling of deep strangeness and deep lack of understanding of how this thing was constructed that seems to be presented around me.
non_english: Ben de bu noktada bu konuya yöneldim, çevremde sunuluyor gibi görünen bu şeyin nasıl inşa edildiğini asla anlayamama ve derin yabancılaşma hissi.