english: And it was that disappearance, that began when I was 13 and lasted for five years, that shaped the person I became, the person I later had to unbecome.
non_english: Kişiliğimi şekillendiren, sonrasında da beni eski halime dönmek zorunda bırakan olay, annemin, ben on üç yaşındayken olan ve beş yıl süren bu kayboluşuydu.