english: Was my community the one that I had manufactured around me to boost my own ego, because I felt self-hatred for myself and I wanted to project it onto others, or was it the one that I had physically given life to?
non_english: Benim topluluğum; kendimden nefret ettiğim ve bunu etrafıma yansıtarak egomu tatmin etmesi için çevremde oluşturduğum mu ya da fiziksel olarak hayat verdiğim mi?