english: Now you could be sure in those days I was being measured more than ever, by the doctors and nurses for sure but maybe more so in my own mind, and I found myself comparing what I thought I was going to be able to do going forward with what I once was able to do.
non_english: O günlerde doktor ve hemşireler tarafından her zamankinden fazla  ölçüldüğüm doğru olabilir, belki de kendi zihnimde daha çok öyleydi. Kendimi, ileride iyileşip yapabileceklerim ile, bir zamanlar yapabildiklerimi  karşılaştırırken buluyordum.