english: And it was at that point that I began to think that it was just too painful to be alive, and that the only reason not to kill oneself was so as not to hurt other people.
non_english: Ve tam da o nokta da düşünmeye başladım ki hayatta olmak çok acı vericiydi ve kendini öldürmemenin tek sebebi diğer insanların canını yakmamaktı.