english: I've had to also let go of magical thinking -- this idea that if I just was patient enough and tightened my belt that things would go back to normal.
non_english: Ben ayrıca, yeterince sabredersem ve yeterince kemer sıkarsam  işler normale dönecek türü sihir bekleyen düşünce kalıplarından kurtulmak zorundaydım.