english: I have to sort of find some way to have a safe distance between me, as I am writing, and my very natural anxiety about what the reaction to that writing is going to be, from now on.
non_english: Bundan böyle, yazarlığa devam edebilmek için, kendimle, kitaplarıma halkın vereceği tepkiye dair endişem arasına güvenli bir mesafe koymalıyım.