english: It was really up to me to decide if something was bad or good based on where I was at that point in time, and it was in my control to determine if it really was a bad day.
non_english: O noktada olduğum yere dayanarak bir şeyin iyi mi kötü mü olduğuna karar vermek bana kalmıştı ve o günü gerçekten kötü bir  gün saymak benim kontrolümdeydi.