english: I was kneeling long after the congregation was on its feet, dip both hands into holy water, trace the trinity across my chest, my tiny body drooping  like a question mark all over the wooden pew.
non_english: Cemaatin önünde diz çöküyordum. Kutsal suya ellerimi batırmış, Kutsal üçlemeyi göğsümde gezdirmiş bir halde. Benim cılız vücudum soru işareti  gibi bükülürken kilise oturağında,