english: Now I say this all with remorse, and I was feeling a tremendous amount of remorse at that time, but I was conflicted, because, while I was feeling remorse, I was excited, because I didn't get caught.
non_english: Bunu büyük vicdan azabıyla söylüyorum, ve o zamanlar da vicdan azabı çekiyordum, ama arada kalmıştım, çünkü vicdan azabı çekerken bir yandan da heyecanlıydım, çünkü yakalanmamıştım,