english: And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense, that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
non_english: Ve 20'de bir his geldi bunu atlatabileceğimi gerçekten hissettim. Kendimi istekli ve yeterince güçlü hissettim. Obsesif düşüncelerimi fırlatıp atabilirdim.