english: And I was afraid, not for myself, but I was afraid that I was going to lose him, that he was going to sink into one of his states, and that I would ruin his relationship with the violin if I started talking about scales and arpeggios and other exciting forms of didactic violin pedagogy.
non_english: Ve korktum, kendim için değil, ama onu kaybedeceğimden korktum, her zamanki hallerinden birine dalacağından, ve eğer ölçülerden ve arpejlerden ve didaktik keman pedagojisinin diğer büyüleyici formlarından bahsedersem, kemanla ilişkisini mahvedeceğimden korktum.