english: I'm sure I would have ignored it if it hadn't reminded me of something I had experienced, something I felt uncomfortable telling anyone: that when I was sure that I was going to die, I didn't feel angry.
non_english: Eminim ki bunu görmezden gelirdim eğer tecrübe ettiğim ve anlatırken rahatsız olduğum bir şeyi hatırlatmasaydı. Öleceğime eminken öfkeli hissetmiyordum.