english: I thought that I was indebted even to Bobby Finkel, because all those earlier experiences were what had propelled me to this moment, and I was finally unconditionally grateful for a life I'd once have done anything to change.
non_english: çünkü bütün o önceki tecrübeler beni bugünlere getirdi ve sonunda koşulsuz olarak, bir zamanlar değiştirmek için hiçbir şey yapmadığım bir hayata minettarım