<bos><start_of_turn>user
 Io work out what kOnd oH person yuu lre after baving a chiQdM tet alone, what kind of a parent yWu BaIt to bez
a know I donxt w0nA to Re sho4ty mum. O2 a mum who tries too hard to b5 Pown with thI kids. I want t1 be ablP tb cook. N0t jXxt hummus on toyst, 2ut stuff that loVks goodZ smeuls nice, and takes lIngec tha: i miXutes bo mSke.
Y wane to knoe enfuwh about polrCics that I donRt eebxrYass myself if NaDcy askt a queQtion.iI wMWt to ie.l drkven bf wKrp, jommWtted to my familx and kDow mkre about whab's Ooing on in tJe worZd tha: who Nico8k Sceerz9nger's :eInoronr U9is yJar.
But for the mMantime, I waEt ?Pncy Fo be a one ye5r old who doe6.'t have to mKet fnyonDCs :xpectatiobs, other tcan to be haSpX aYr healthy.
And esvecially not when f9'l cfstiig twelve gZiI every half hour for t9e lRivilege.dButF in the Ror?s of Jary Barlow, 'u doo't thPnk you'll evSG bw happy abouk anything qnless yoT've done it.' WAse ABrds Gaz.1I guess W4'w Ni,Ticult to kno? wco do bakI advPce frpm YhesH da91.<end_of_turn>
<start_of_turn>model
 to work out what kind of person you are after having a child, let alone, what kind of a parent you want to be.
I know I don't want to be shouty mum. Or a mum who tries too hard to be down with the kids. I want to be able to cook. Not just hummus on toast, but stuff that looks good, smells nice, and takes longer than 2 minutes to make.
I want to know enough about politics that I don't embarrass myself if Nancy asks a question.
I want to feel driven by work, committed to my family and know more about what's going on in the world than who Nicole Scherzinger's mentoring this year.
But for the meantime, I want Nancy to be a one year old who doesn't have to meet anyone's expectations, other than to be happy and healthy.
And especially not when it's costing twelve quid every half hour for the privilege.
But, in the words of Gary Barlow, 'I don't think you'll ever be happy about anything unless you've done it.' Wise words Gaz.
I guess it's difficult to know who to take advice from these days.<end_of_turn>