If I tell them I need some time, it'll just get worse and work will just pile up more


Sorry if I use bad English terms.


I'm not that of an English speaker


I don't want to make people feel disappointed about me not doing work.


I would make my parents and teachers sad.


Um...that is normal to fall behind because you took a break...but it doesn't mean you can't ask for extensions. Some teachers do understand their work is a little much and it takes up a lot of your relaxation...


The other problem is that the work comes from the ministry and they're forced to give me work and not fall behind.


Um..if your parents really make you feel disappointed in yourself for having a break you have to tell them how unhealthy it is


Tried every trick in the book


I don't know how other countries teach their students when once you go up you can't go back down...but that doesn't seem fair. Education isn't everything in the world, and to be honest, people learn that once they reach high school. Usually by the age of 15 people realize that school isn't a bad thing, it's just a hard thing. And parents always want their child to be better than they are, so they get disappointed if you're behind. I personally am behind in my courses because I decided to take a few days off for mental health because I got headaches from reading and it was hard to think of any responses to my work. So if you feel like you need at least one day off then do so. And then try your best to catch up.


I'm bad at catching up.


You don't have to be the smartest of the group to maintain intelligence. I feel like smart people believe they have to work hard and obtain the highest of grades in order to feel good about class. And feel like it isn't enough if someone beats them. It's like a competition


Which is a waste of time, as long as you're doing your best


well said mar.


If you are bad at catching up then ask your teachers or parents for help on your coursework so you can understand how to catchup pretty quickly. Well some parents don't understand how to but the teachers do.


Or just ask us. Some of us are either out of school or are on your level of work by now, so we can help as much as we can if we know how to do it.


I really don't know what to say rn.


Trust me I know what the elite work feels like which is why I was behind. Well...am behind. But usually teachers understand why you're behind more than your parents will if you tell them. I mean my teachers know why I'm behind right now because I told them I went through a week of horrible health and needed a long break. Being smart is a big competition nowadays so I kind of learned that having awards doesn't make you any better. And colleges don't actually care about grades as much, because they realize teenagers work hard enough on their own, and an A student's grades will all look the same to them. It's more about what you do outside of those classes. So you really should take a break to enjoy yourself. I mean once you reach adulthood it will only get worse, with college, jobs, bills, family expenses, and your own working hours and conditions.


So I do encourage taking the break now


@ wholesome of the day! Late ping for most of you Im so sorry So just a few hours ago, me and my boyfriend had a fight. Today was supposed to be our one month anniversary but we ended up breaking up today. He keeps saying all this apologetic stuff and stuff to make me feel better but its not making me feel better. He keeps thinking we have a one sided relationship and that I dont love him anymore but I still do. I decided to block him for a week but I keep forgetting he has a alt account. I feel like blocking him was a bad choice but what do you guys think?


um


well


what do u do for him


and what does he do for u?


Umm maybe blocking was a bad idea after all he is your bf...


yea


when that happend to me it ruined the relationship completely


Well, I havent talked to him since we broke up. He keeps sending me dms about what happened and that hes sorry but I dont know what to say to them.


You love him right?


i mean


do u?


I do, yeah.


then why not forgive him?


give him a second chance?


Then forgive him and try been together like before?


You see maybe if you don't do it now you won't get another chance


If you love him then dm him right now and try making it good


I'm sorry about your breakup. I get blocking him was probably your one chance to try and forget about your pain. If he thinks it was one sided maybe show him that it wasn't. He is missing out on a great person tbh. It was only a month so maybe the breakup isn't permanent if you both still love each other. It was one small fight, a simple accident. You can still fix it if he's trying to.


Okay, you guys have a point. Ill unblock him now and dm him. Thanks for your advice I appreciate it


Yaa try showing him you love him


Okay I know venting about this may seem like a weak move but I have to do it


So, uhm. Someone I won't mention them in a group chat was talking about wanting to kill themselves saying things like I wish I could cut myself and What is worth living for? and imo, it was pretty edgy.


Yes, I know it was a really bad comment to make but I'm pretty skeptical when it comes to things like this. And I do realize my mistake in this and I do feel guilty about it.


The friends of this person started to say I'll nuke your house and I'd turn your blood cells into macaroni That last one was pretty funny actually. They started to swear and call me the bad names that I can't say in here since, rules.


I've tried to ask if we can resolve this in a peaceful way but they kept saying no. I tried, but I can't. I already left the group chat dw.


I truly do note my fault in this and I just hope whoever that person is to get through all of their problems If they do have them and not resolve to suicide.


@ wholesome of the day!


okay, im SUPER late on this but imma still say a few things


i appreciate your concern for your friends, and making your distance from them is probably the best choice. if youre worried about the friend you mentioned before, you can always contact them privately. just stay away from the toxic people, theyre not worth your attention


MayXStar I appreciate you telling me this. I feel much more better now. Thank you so much


youre welcome


Bro


I was going through snaps story and came across this story and don't know why I watched and It was some dude cutting but It was the old cut my man cut his hole arm open my g


That must have been awful. I'm sorry you had to see that. Social sites show a lot of... terrible things.


My arm started shaking but it only doing it a little bit now


Selcouth thank you for checking on me


T Raptor


I've seen awful stuff too. It's best to watch who you follow on social sites and things such as that. Take a break maybe and try to get your mind into other things.


My cat cuddling me Selcouth


Cats have a way of sensing a lower mood on people. Or maybe sensing when they don't feel well. They may hmm vibrate? for this reason. Cats are loving creatures so that's nice.


Selcouth your right about that


My phone hasn't shown which emote it is yet. So I have blindly sent an hug one.


Mow shes demanding our family to do everything for her


not to mention all she does is spend money, sleep, make messes without cleaning, cook food without eating or cleaning, go on her phone all day, and scream


And she gets OFFENDED when I say shes not my rolemodel


im sorry to hear that you have such a trashy sister. its best that you tell your family about this, and keep your distance from her.


if things are getting physical, then report the situation to the authorities


I want to, shes also underaged and drank beer


Im an asian so I have an okay brain for my age, and I never drink beer legit left out in the open xd


I wanted to call the police etc but my parents refused


then convince them to call the police, or do it yourself


i want to and I have accidentally called 911 but Im afraid yk, cus they can track your phone number a police person will call and probably arrest my sister xd


it also means Ill reveal everything to he rboyfriend


AutumnLeaves Get your sister away from your family.


This could be a sign of a mental disorder so try and bring her to a psychiatrist or doctor. Please do this as soon as possible for the sake of you and your sister this is a horrible toxic family relationship and it needs to stop.


You don't have to call the police, but for safety reasons, you should always have them in your breach. Don't make it seem obvious to your sister, it'll aggravate her even more.


They won't arrest your sister I'm sure.


Please look out for yourself


okeh


my dad has said that she needs to see a therapist, she just screamed more


shes a good person sometimes but most times shes screaming abt getting said no


don't tell her that you're taking her to a therapist


yes


it'll make her aggresive


say she once broke a plate


maris got a good idea


i only hope things get better for you


Try to find a place where she won't notice you contacting help.


Whenever she has a tantrum, give her some time alone. You can also try buying cheap things that she can break


Does she have a room for herself


Leave her in that room whenever she's angry. It'll contain her in a space where she won't danger other people's lives


Your life matters too


honestly, her room has a more expensive bed, she has tons of jewelry worth a LOT of money and a whole TV


did i mention I think her room is infested with bugs so i told her boyfriend


and she got mad at me


For now, try figuring out if you can put her in a room where she can have a tantrum by herself. Seek help, don't tell your sister or else she'll be extremely mad. Just keep things secret from her


Get her checked and see if she's diagnosed with any illnesses or disorders


her door has a lock on it, but only she can lock it we have a key


she always goes out and makes a big deal out of everything


to pushing me literally in my HEART because I wont get her a paper towle


I was sitting on the couch doing assignments and she asks for a glass of iced water


I stay still, Im tired, I dont want to move and she proceeds to yell at me and hits me in my heart


Try and be patient. These are the types of things you need to stay calm and do what she says. It'll reduce the damage she will do.


And of course, do seek help asap.


Like the shy bug I am I start crying not a disorder but a genetic passed on to me


my dad comforts me


and she starts yelling more about how I need to learn to be tough


I know it's difficult to see a family member being taken away, but it's for the sake of your's and your family's safety


I know, I actually dont want her taken away. I just want her to actually be disciplined


she sleeps during online class, she barely pays attention at all,


That is exactly why you should take her to a doctor/therapy.


The sooner you get her there, the sooner she can be helped


and she just yelled at me for not moving


and she is now demanding my parents to order instead of her


and we were going to go shopping so ofc i said with her fake age and all Arent you 18? Dont you have a bank account


and she straight up ignores that with a rude look


I just want to convince my parents


I know I will, this really helped thank you!


Ofc! Seek help asap sweetie! I hope your family can come together soon


I just talked to my mom about how i was feeling and it really helped I feel a bit better now tysm guys for the tips last time


Moka the demon Awee I'm really glad you're doing better now!


You managed to stay strong and I'm proud of you!


Why? Tell me your problems


WHA?


Why do you want to die?


oh


Tell us the reason


Well please vent to us!


I'm really sorry to hear that love. Don't let those bullies intimidate you


usually it is easier with paragraphs so lemme think


gathers thoughts


okie dokie


bruh


bots.


why.


what bot mari?


idk


my text just disappeared


Well i'll just explain it one by one then


You should go and seek help


Tell your family about this especially your parents


Get them to comfort you


You can also try and get to know some self defense


mariri Self defence aint always smart, especially if people start saying you started the fight.


Oh


Well since you both have similar situations I'll try to help both at once


I don't mean it that way.


Use self defense in a good way. Don't attack them, just defend yourself


Well people do always say kill em with kindness but don't let them intimidate you


As long as you're safe and not causing any troubles


I don't think kindness helps in that scenario. Have you tried reporting the bullying?


to a counselor or teacher?


Even defending can get the blame pinned on you, best bet is too report this instantly to police if the school isnt doing anything.


Understandable


I sense you have no parental support huh...


Any outside relatives?


makes sense. parents are sucky when it comes to a child's overall health. at least in an majority view. I'm really sorry about that. I mean mothers are not really the kind of people to look for in search of selfdefense or guidance. Most mother figures are there to teach life lessons the hard way. I mean my own mother never guided me through life. On anything. I learned on my own or through my aunt. But I believe you can get through it, even without her


I did of course


I know you're going through a lot it really reflects how you're talking to us actually. At least that's how I can see it. Try not to be so tense though. I know we're new and it's hard for you to try and fit in especially with personal life being such a bust. But even with you guys getting bullied we'll become your new friends. We really do not mind, at all, if you come to us to vent about what's going on. It's what we're here for. We're a safe community so you don't have to be afraid to ask us for any help. My dms are open if you ever need assistance


i


mar is a good person but marry i


Lydia please dont talk casually here this is meant for venting and serious things.


Why is that?


like what causes you too


i understand. trust me i know the feeling


you two can get through it trust me on this


don't let someone make you feel like cutting is an option of punishment or satisfaction


it only makes them feel beteter about themselves


mar is low key the best


life is tough man


you have to cut those people those who make you want to self harm out of your life


and do it asap


those kind of people find pleasure in it and it isn't healthy


i swear once their gone you'd slowly stop doing it


wha


why must you two bully each other


hug it out rn


please stop


Oi no bully be nice


well that is an awkward friendship then


don't be harsh on the both of you tho. if it'll negatively affect you try working it out


well you both have harsh personal lives so you have one thing in common, but making each feel bad about it isn't going to help you


i see


then i shall be the friendship counseling director for the day


tell me your troubles


i


why do you both do that


no wonder you guys have it so hard


Idk but it seems yall are taking this in a joking manner which isnt good.


Just sayin.


so my dad just came around to me and asked about missing assignments, I told him I completed some stuff and that I turned it in, I tried to go look for it and it isn't there. I'm trying to tell him that I can't find, he starts getting ped off, and I said that if I don't find them then I'll simply do them again, he starts getting stubborn and yanks my phone out of my charger and takes it. I'm telling him the truth and yet he thinks its bs, so he thinks he can do whatever he wants and just ruin my day.


I love this.


they're so misunderstanding sometimes...


but they try to keep pushing that they are right even though it's ok to be wrong sometimes


it's annoying...


parents are...


My parents do the exact same thing if my teacher calls about missing assignments when I specifically told the teacher myself that I would do the assignment after my mental health break


and if i do it they still yell at me


the funny part is I have until midnight to turn the stuff in, nope they want it all done in like 2 seconds and get mad at me for not doing it


I tell him I have the whole day to do it, he's like, I don't care if you have the whole day!


oh


well yeah school is dumb that way


that's a rip


it shouldnt but...yeah


is it the workload


no


no cut


because bad


nobody really want to do anything with me. like nobody invites me anywhere etc.


im just a side character, that one friend everybody can count on when their best friend turned out toxic etc


if i didnt write first then half of my friendships would be really down:/


ik this isn't much but yeah...


it is much in my view. i get that your feel like people use you as a side character, and just need you whenever they have no one to contact. it can make you feel lonely, like no one is actually your friend. it is hard to feel included that way if you aren't invited to hangout with the rest of the group because people feel like they don't have to invite you and you'll be fine otherwise. you should really tell your friends that you are there to actually hangout and enjoy yourself rather than meeting them and then stop keeping incontact. and how it makes you sad that no one wants to speak with you much.


i'm glad you try making the first move, so maybe try taking it up a notch into a different level, where you can try getting to know what kind of things they like so you can conversate on a regular basis


@ wholesome of the day! oH please please help


im boo hoo cryin;;


basically I was at the beach house


i was going to my dads friend house


and I wore gloves to protect myself from bird bites from our pet bird


cus i was gonna let him out


Check pinned messages to see a message from me to all of you 3


AutumnLeaves Look, as long as you're comfortable with it and you like it, you shouldn't listen to your sister.


I'm sure you can handle this. You're strong. But, it's good to let out emotions once in a while. It's OKAY to cry. We can't really control our emotions, rather, we LEARN about them.


Follow what your dad said, cool down your mind. Calm yourself and enjoy some time alone


owo pat AutumnLeaves


ty


youre all so noce


nice


np sweetie


I appreciate you all here


it wasnt your fault that what happened made her look bad and she should take you feelings into consideration: i would maybe try talking about it with her if you and her would want to talk to each other and please keep the gloves on to stay safe


She always says that I have to stop being so sensitive, but Its one of my personality traits:


My dads friend also said that she needed to love me more


Mhn, you shouldn't really care about the most things she says. Just like you, your sister has a personality. It's aggressive and not that healthy


yea but online she acts like the most okayest person ever


but online she does call ppl ugly:


she was watching a random tiktok sent by a friend on insta, and she said when shes still ugly”


I really think she should care about others feelings, even if it is a joke


Hmm


Maybe little by little, try and change her a bit


how:v


Make her less physically aggressive


how tho


I'll try and think of ways to help


I'll ping you once I can


My crying has died down, ty for the help


np


she just slapped me for sitting in her chair


she called me useless eep


ty


AutumnLeaves Okay, I haven't found/figure out any ways to fix your sister's aggressiveness, but I have a few suggestions you can try:


Try to listen to them. Whenever she starts an argument, just focus. It's better to let her talk even though it hurts.


Just because you listen to them doesn't mean you can't voice opinions. Be assertive. Don't raise your voice to much, you need to keep her in a calm state.


And last, I don't know if this is needed but, try and get some stress relieving toys. Maybe like those rubber balls that she can squish.


There also could be a reason on why she's like this and you can try to figure it out. Think about the things she went through in her childhood. Is she spoiled or not or was she exposed to some terrible people on the internet.


uh what..?


she was just giving tips on how to make my sister less agressive


Ohhh


Yes


oop


ok


also to whoever said that: Its insensitive


Hm?


Some people in social platforms such as discord, instagram, etc. can be pretty toxic and horrible. She could have potentially met some people like that. If so, I'm terribly sorry your sister is like that


What's insensitive


Trolling may make people who actually need help be less heard and uncomfortable


tge messages were deleted


what's wrong with saying that


yea, its offensive


nothing insensitive about it


i don't judge


so what if they are


you can be and have a depressing life


they were trolling in a sensitive topic


did they say they were trolling?


Okay, maybe lay it down ppl.


This is all a misunderstanding, just let go of it.


or do you all want to assume that because they say the word gay


not everyone has easy lives I'm afraid


and being sad about it could be they get bullied for it


it's confusing yes


yeah sure


but uh


what'd i miss other than venting


nothing much really


and people's offense to a hopeless child


nothing much


i take no offense obvi it wasn't said in general so I take no offense to whatever they said


but what is your situation hun


oh and mari


shes just spoiled


Could've guessed that


ok...


Maybe try and lay down the spoiling


Unknown sorry about these people, you wanna dm me hun?


like smh


i'm helping if no one else will


shes not spoiled anymore ofc


its just that shes just rude


who is rude per say


my sister


Well, hopefully those tips will help you granny.


I'm going to catch some book time. I wish you the best of luck with your sister


whatd you think? I was calling you rude


why would you be callling me rude?


why are ya'll so offended today my goodness


chile


it wasnt suppsed to be rude heh


sorry if it sounded so


it's quite alright


you're good just hate how people think of stuff as trolling bc they wanna help one person at a time


that's just super rude


i shall channel emotions in my journal now


I can't tell you much, I don't know directly how you feel. But you should tell someone that to make it stop


that dosent help, the only person is my dad and mom and they are both on his side


Spoiled brother


none of this helps


i can do it for u


jk, srry


Jesus Christ


im sorry you have to deal with this stress and such


just know that your life is worth living all the way through


pain is only temporary and were here to help


if your coowner is troubling you, confront them, and dont talk with them afterwards


as for your brother, if youre experiencing physical abuse, call a trusted family member or the police


stop your not helping at all your making it worse


you should call the police or something if your parent are siding with him


@.SYO


yeh


also cata, please dont joke here.


this is a serious channel


i cant even call the police, he's 10 years old


worst case i get sent to jail for defending myself


Wot


quit


And surely he is aware of what he does.


Spoiled brother


Yep


yes he is!


what is a spoiled brother


brb my moms asking if im ok


Say no


tell her the truth


it wont hurt, itll only help


I don't know, it's pretty serious for me. You should just do something without fear


I'm tell them


I mean, its actually a bad idea in their case.


if ur parents wont do anything u do something


no i have no other siblings


i am defending myself


If the parents are on the other siblings side, shell get in more trouble.


Yeh


yes im defending myself thhe best way possible


oooh


Hm, honestly if it was me. I would run away and go to the house of a distant friend or relative and not return, but it would bring you much more trouble. Sorry i think i can't help


no no its fine


i honestly just want to move to paris with my mom


hey sorry i had to go


but i hope things are gonna get better for you


sounds like normal sibling banter...if he's younger fight back


i was just trying to watch a movie


and he starting kicking me


and almost sent me to the er


break his leg next time


in the meantime, i send you my love and moral support


youll get through this


yeh


what u need to do


is next time he does that


or while he sleeps hit him in the stomach repetedly


Lock him in the bathroom


it doesnt bruise


you people have brutal ways of handling your own siblings


gosh


when did everyone here turn into a wwe fighter


if he wants to be like that


brutal


well im just brutal in general


wait


but i dont do that to my siblings


thats just wrong


but if they do something to me then i bend their hand till it pops


wrong


eyyew


brutal ways to handle siblings


goodness


yeeeh


OK i either should listen to yall or not


uah


most likely not


not them


pls no


quit Come live with me I take care of you


yes omg pls


13 vs 10


yeah smack him


LMFAO


this is what i do


just pinch him away


if u want


lmao


spank


and he runs away


crying to parents?


Break his arm and tell him he broke it himself


lmfao


u know what u could do


parents are too busy spoiling him to give him discipline


so u do it


u could give him a smiley


parent


my moms on my side e.e


not rlly tho


uuuh


ah


tell the mother


i have


tattling to a 10 yr old's case


Maybe you should have your cell phone handy, record how he treats you and maybe the situation will take weight


lock yourself in your own bedroom


or a bedroom


throughout the day


i have locked myself in my bedroom


rn


i am


in my bedroom


LMFAO


he's 10


how can he pick a lock


what 10 year old picks locks


i still think the smiley is the best course of action


i understand hacking a phone


but a door


I don't know, it made me want to go look for her and hit her parents for being so clueless


YEH


i mean babies crack open phones


doesn't surprise me


that's a good idea


killing my brother is not a good idea


we want the blood


skhvs


lmao


Lmao no no don't I was just joking


i dont


u ppl must really hate ur siblings


Sorry I am really sorry but I couldn't resist!


ur good alpha


its fine


Mar


Yep


oof


they just annoying at times


i tried being nice to my brother today


pinch him


We should all go to her house, and hit his brother some good


No mar I love him but he just triggers me up alot


bonk him


bruh i would assasinate him lmao


go bonk bonk


LMFAI


You guys they are not solutions


this is what we do


Amey


he's a spoiled 10 yr old alpha


so parents don't help


aww it didnt pop up


KJBHG


l i n k


Umm ok then first you have to teach him good things


the child made the kid bleed what else can she do


fight back child


Not break his arms


fight back


bonk him on the head


make him a human potato


Lmao you guys going to break there relationship


its already broken


oop


quit Tell your dear brother, that if one day I see him I will split him and I hope I see him


LMFAOOASFHIBG


Nothing is that broken which can't be solved!


y e h


maya u were spitting ways of getting me locked up in jail


Then break his arm and put him in bin


you ppl are so brutal omg


i could ignore


Amey


just when u leave the house just tell him u cant wait for the day when u get to pull the plug on his life support


Yes thats what I am saying mar!


lock yourself in a room


LMAFO


bonk him


nipotino LMAF0SOIRUGUIERGERUIG


go bonk bonk with the newspaper


Lmao like chika


OK NOW LETS TALK ABOUT HOW I CAN GET RID OF MY CO OWNER PLS


oh alright


just remove them


ban em


ill be ur new co owner


but they have contact with someone else


so do i ban both


yes


i should just ban block both


no toxicity allowed in ur server


Hmm idk why the hack venting is so bad today!


ban both


anyways who wants to see me ban and block both


ye


do it


y e h


ok


ill send u an invite then u can leave e.e


wait who wants to


or i can become new co owner for u


sit on him


Lmao mar!


yes ok brb imma ban both e/e


my sister did it to me when she was 5


slap him


and e a t h i m


i did nothing and boom


N a m N a m


jk


Lmao yaa my brother too did it


disturbed my cartoons smh


she sat on my face alpha


This is not venting anymore!


YALYYE


i banned my


co owner


yesseys


boom


and now my momes yelling uhoh


back


@ FatASS


yk what imma go hug my brother


N. A. M


have fun


squeze the oxygen from him


consume his life essence


jk


The chinese sentence in my status says it all


Im gonna do a short and quick vent thats connected to the one I did a day ago. So me and my ex finally broke up and we arent talking to each other and he decided to be petty and delete the apology letter he sent. I decided to be petty as well and delete my apology letter plus our past dms. Did I make the right choice? I dont know.


@ wholesome of the day!


Believe in your decisions! They are not right or wrong they are yours! It is on you to make it right!


Now hes talking behind my back where I can literally see him talking behind my back.


Then tell him to stop that...


ceiling fan The both of you need some time to chill.


Maybe have 2 days of space from each other. If you feel comfortable apologizing to him, go for it.


If he does accept it, you two can start over again. See if it'll work out.


If he doesn't, then just leave him. Ignore, block, the whole shebang


Idk why people do such things after breake up! It is just so bad...talking behind the back of the person you loved...


yeah, people act like that because of emotions probably


Like alpha said, tell them to stop or ignore them


mariri Im trying to leave him alone but he keeps talking to me. I already apologized and he did to but he revoked that apology and so did I. Im probably gonna block him later anyways because I have nothing to do with him.


Thats a good choice to make tho...moving on would be better as you both are in not in a emotional stage


Yeah, you should just block him


move on and just have fun with your friends


Sorry...I will delete it


Yaa that's a good idea!


but we have the same friends and we talk in the same servers


i am


so like I cant talk to him without talking to my friends


Umm sorry Leon I just deleted it


Hmm what she mean was rl friends


hm


that seems really awkward


I mean discord friends


irl friends?


irl me and my ex live like two hours away from each other


Oh God I am just saying spend your time with real life friends not the discord ones


mhn


It is best to be with rl friends after break up as you can share your feelings more better! But it is on you


my rl friends left me, we dont even talk to each other anymore because of corona


I can only talk to my cousins:


well, you can try to interact with your family


I trusted someone and spent so much time with them but turns out they dont care about me


ImLoen it's really hard to trust anyone these days, but I hope you're doing good. They don't deserve you, you deserve better. Someone like them is not worth your time. There are many people out there who can be trusted more. It really knowing that we've cared for someone so much, but they don't care the same way we do to them. I hope you're doing great right now. And don't worry you will find someone better than them, someone who deserves you. Cheer up sweetie, you can do this, I believe in you


I hate myself, so much. I cant control my emotions, I constantly feel like im being ignored when in reality, im probably ignoring them. I cant even think straight rn, all I can think of doing is ending myself, but if I did that, itd be selfish of me considering I just told my friend id hate to lose them like that. Idk what to do anymore, I dont even feel normal anymore. I feel so... Empty, but full of emotions at the same time, I hate this feeling. I feel like my purpose has been filled, I dont feel useful to anyone, anymore. Then again, who am I to complain about my life when everyone elses seems to be worse than mine?


sigh One last thing.


Aiko You shouldn't blame this on yourself.


People tend to think and feel this way. Which results into more self hatred and emptiness. Feelings like these are difficult to figure out and get through but I'm sure you can. Speak up about this to the people you love. Tell them how you feel. No life is less worthy than another. Psychologically problematic situations can be tricky so it's best to understand it more.


Let loose of your feelings. Cry it out. It'll calm you down. Clear your mind more. Exercise, find new hobbies, learn about the things you're interested in.


Life may be hopeless but it's liveable. We have to get through it. If you feel like ending it all, don't. Go and get some comfort. It's the best solution to this problem nolan.


Feel better soon


I only have myself to blame for starting this 3 months ago.


No you don't. These things are natural


Yes, I do.


Why do you think so


If I had just never overthought anything.


And I hadnt of gotten in that relationship.


I wouldnt have to look at my right arm, and hate myself, every. single. day.


Overthinking huh.


It's not your fault if you overthink. Some people have that kind of trait. Try amd clear your mind a bit more. Think about the things you enjoy rather than overthinking.


As for relationship. You need to let go. Moving on is something that will be worth it. The relationship you had didn't work out well is what I'm guessing. So, try and put it aside


I have moved on.


The thing is tho, its the reason im like this now.


I destroyed myself.


You didn't. Can you still contact the person/people you're implying


Yea, but I refuse to.


Try and talk with them. Build a nice and healthy relationship this time. If fault is found on you, apologize. Being apologetic is the way to go.


If this seems like something you want to do. Go for it. If not, like I said, clear your mind a bit.


Thats never happening.


Ill pass.


Mkay. Now, do you have any hobbies, likes, etc.


no


I have nothing to do in life except sit on Discord all day, everything else bores me.


Well, it's best you should try and pick up a hobby.


If you can't, the last thing I can think of is online friends. It may be something unhealthy, but if you can leave some time to take a break from it maybe like a 2030 min break every 2 hours or so


Give time to do self care


Self care?


Yeah, like reading, exercise, eating, cleansing, the whole shebang


Hope you'll feel better soon nolan


I wish that was a realistic possibility.


But thanks anyways.


It is. The thing is, it'll take a bit of time


No problem


You look cute in any photo don't worry about how it looks. Everyone tries being fancy with their photos


I bet it looks cute


But I didnt even have time to smile, and my hair was all over the place


It doesnt


I was so happy that today I could take a retake, but then I reread the email


Eh who cares


okay so i just got insulted for no reason and someone who i thought was my best friend we were friends for a year know that i have anxiety problems, i was crying and shaking while they insulted me and my'friend' told ME to apologies to them even tho i didnt do anything, i just feel like i want everything to end..


@ wholesome of the day!


i try to


but i just cant, i just got betrayed by my best friend And i feel like its useless to think that


its not


what your friend says is just trying to hurt you


try interacting with some other friends, or even online friends


if youre able to surround yourself with people who make you feel good, youll develop a positive mindset as a result


you got this, and things will get better


please help;; @ wholesome of the day!


not rlky a vent but um im fighting tears


my sister showed her friends pics of me crying


and now their calling me a crybaby


AutumnLeaves don't listen to them and your sister should not have done that ur not a cry baby just BC u cry that means your human and u have feeling and that you care...don't let them get to you just ignore the haters


OH MY GODDD HELP


I ACCIDENTALLY PLYED CARDI B DURING CLAS


anyways ya'll i feel better


not really


but its better than before i guess


i'm feeling really sad rn... my history teacher assigned us to make a google slide and now looking at other peoples theirs is so fancy and cute and attractive compared to my very simple one and good thing it's not due til tomorrow but i'm just so embarrased and sad


okok


You don't have to be like everyone else you know that right? Its ok if its simple or not.


don't feel so bad about not having a fancy google slide. we all try to be perfectionists or make ours look super fancy and presentable, which kind of defeats the purpose of the assignment if most of our time revolved around editing then typing the actual thing. even though yours isn't as pretty and has many special effects it's still quality when it comes to having do what they asked you to


I'm really sorry to hear that. I get some people do eat away pain as a coping mechanism because it's a tasty distraction rather than a super painful one. You should still love yourself for your size love. We wouldn't want you to feel insecure about your weight. And if you ever want to lose any weight we will support you through it. Please don't try to solve anything through cutting we'd hate to see you hurt, and eating at the same time would probably make you sick from blood loss and overeating. I'm sorry to hear about your condition and I hope it gets better. But no one should be bullied about the way they look or their size. Sometimes our body weight is natural or it comes from how we eat and gain from it. Not everyone is skinny or average and it's what makes you unique in your own way. You aren't a misfit, you're just a person who wishes people wouldn't judge themselves for how they behave. You should really tell someone about how you feel and how your anxiety and sadness really affects how you look upon others since it upsets you. You're beautiful the way you are, cherish that. Because those bullies would want the same happy positive energy from you if they became just like you.


honeycxke You're not at fault here. Learn to appreciate yourself. You're beautiful and amazing. Seek therapy. Eating disorders are the most deadliest disorders out there and I'm glad you're still stable. Talk to the people you really trust. Speak out to them. Ask them for reassurance and comfort. Cutting won't solve this problem. Embrace the type of beauty you have. Stay optimistic. You can get through this sweetie. There are people out there who love for who you are and we're one of them.


That. Ex. Is. A. Snob.


im sorry to hear youre not doing well


just know that things are gonna get better


maybe not right now


but soon


you have plenty of people who care about you, and your life matters


UGH LMFAO


ArmyChickenWhisperer Don't listen to what they say. They're there just to put you down. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Just live your life. You're going to be alright. Have fun with your friends. Take care of yourself. You're a good person. If you do anything to those who make fun of you, it won't resolve the problem. So just relax and chill.


Simple. If she wouldn't tell them to stop harassing you then you've done the right thing to break up with her. She didn't seem very supportive. And I see your point, staying at home can be a bit boring and makes people depressed to be stuck in one place for so long without fresh air. I'd recommend just standing outside your door, making taking a drive through town without necessarily getting out of the car if you choose not to. To take your mind off of things a bit. That kind of drama even from home is really stressful to deal with. I'd say give the girl some place and isolate yourself from those who harassed you


Im glad to have people to care about me


Pick up a new hobby if you can. It's fun to enjoy the things you like honestly


I skate


That's cool! You can try to improve your skating skills


Its in real life


Go skating for a bit to get some fresh air. Staying inside does get boring I suppose


steals the kneecaps of the harrassing teenage girls


I feel much better


Thanks guys!


no problem! i hope i helped!


Np np


yui pat ArmyChickenWhisperer


yui hug ArmyChickenWhisperer


Thank you


still wishing to take kneecaps


kneecaps


yum


yui pat chicken


Stella has been typing for a while now


Mhm


We'll wait for her


For now watch him dance


She stopped


we should keep quiet


Im really scared for my physical health. I had two baseball games back to back, and everything was going well. I was pitching, and pretty damn well too, not to brag or anything like that. When I was pitching I just felt a pop in my arm, and I was down. I popped my shoulder out of its socket for the 7th time ever since I started baseball, about 12 years ago. Now, Im terrified that this one was the last breaking point, and that I may need surgery, and that my arm will never be the same, and that I wont be able to play or swim ever again. I just dont know what to do..


@ wholesome of the day!


Maybe tell the coach that you dont feel well


oh


guess i read both


sorry


its so long..


it's fine hun


Stella are you passionate about anything?


mostly art


ikaenia I'm sorry to hear this. You should try and look on the bright side. You'll be OK. Go to a doctor. Let it get fixed. You'll be in good care. Don't be scared sweetie. You're strong. You can get through this. Even if your hand has to be surgically fixed, there are other things you can do. Just because you have a physical flaw, doesn't mean you can't do amazing things. Dw about it, we're here for you


And you spend a lot of time doing your art I would assume?


yeah..


At least the time you can


BRUH


When do you find yourself doing it the most


huh


Making art


oh hmm


THATS SO DUB


mostly during online classes, since i get bored easily. but before school i got art block and gave up


ikaenia hey, maybe you should get it checked out. I know how hard it is to admit that youre injured when playing a sport competitively i used to play basketball but i quit and now i do competitive gymnastics, training for nationals, ive avoided telling anyone i had any injuries either but its not always bad yk. Sometimes you just need a bit to recover, sometimes you may need more. I know basketball may be your passion but its a lot better to get it checked out than to make it worse. I advise you to get it checked out and hope for the best, if you can, and if it doesnt come out well so many people will be here to support you throughout the way. I hope things go well for you:


But you've been making it again yes?


To yourself


i keep getting ghost pinged help


yeds


yes


Your life


Matters


too many people all at once


To everyone


im just gonna keep quiet now this is issue is more important


does it really?


Honey you're young, and I'm sorry to hear that. I don't have step parents, but I do understand how that feels on a personal level. I've had a frustrated mother who kind of forced us to move places, got kicked out, etc etc. Had to live with my grandmother for like a few months. The thing is in my situation it was my mom's fault. I understand not having both parents are tough and not having the best financial situation makes it tougher, but you are stronger than you think honey. Please be okay...


When things get hard for you or you think about the things that have happened to you, create some sort of adaptation into or of your art


ikaenia i'm reading yours too hush. you are just as important right now.


okay


If you use the struggles you go through into something you're passionate about, it can possibly help, in multiple ways


ikaenia everyones issues are valid, yours are valid too


You can get through it just as much as I have honey. You are a very strong girl and you can easily get by with having us around. And doing things you enjoy to distract yourself from your step father


yall making me cry:'


thank you for making me feel like i belong for once:D


Even, if you'd like I can write a poem of some sort to go with your art, to match it's imagery


honey we all have dark pasts... of course you belong


If you work on giving things like your art much more meaning to you, you can see results in your surroundings as well


you said you like art. how about you channel that for us? do it for yourself. draw pictures of what goes on around you or what makes you happy


splatwo It's best you should leave your step dad. It's not a good relationship you should keep. I'm incredibly sorry to hear you're going through this kind of thing. I'm glad you've spoke out about this. You can get through this. Suicide isn't the way. Think about your mother, she'll be devastated if you killed yourself. So don't do it please. I'm sure you're a strong girl. There are people here for you. We love and care about you and your health. Go talk to your mother. Ask her for comfort. We crave physical contact, go hug someone. Everyone deserves a life. You're no difference. You're loved sweetie


Also, if these suicidal thoughts keep on getting worse, do seek a hotline, you'll be in contact with a professional that can help you too


you're old enough to express yourself freely without parental issues, maybe not in a legal way by forcing your step dad to help her. but I think making your mother smile by seeing your happy face would really make her day much brighter with her struggles


I'd say, even so if you feel proud of a piece, selling is always an option for you, you don't have to if you don't want to, but it would give you more motivation to do other things you love if needed


Art is a good way to express yourself freely, no matter what kind it is


don't make the girl do illegal things


wait did i forget to mention that my step dad and mom broke up when i was 8


omg i got so distracted


Mar i


Thank god


wot


It seemed like a terrible relationship


you see this step father angers me as much as the father does now


yes it was.. i think. my mom hasnt told me a lot of details


Uh i wish to help too, because I have a very very similar issue


first he puts your mother in debt then breaks up with her


and doesn't help fix her financial issues


Sure, go ahead yuuki


that's horrible


why do i relate so much to this ;;


Baby Mshi go ahead and make me cry moreee hAPPY TeARSSS


yui pat splatwo


yui pat stella


Mar because uh yes


i


life


okay I wrote a whole essay while helping people so might take a while


take your time


It's alright


take your timeee


i have the urge to hug you right now


i'm gonna do it


eli hug splatwo


mariri if covid didnt exist i would literally walk because plane cost too much to your country and hug you uu


uu


yesyes


ikaenia you poor thing;;. Please see a doctor. Like asap. If it's causing you pain please see one. I know you're worried about your physical ability to play sports or even continue enjoying yourself with a torn arm, but your health is way more important right now. Get your arm xrayed if you can and try not to pitch so hard so it doesn't bother you. Maybe opt out of practice for a while so you don't cause anymore damage. If you do not figure out what's wrong I be sad


I'd hug all of you tbh;;


even if your country is 5000000000000000000000 miles away


even if it was I have a mother in debt also. the only problem is that it was her fault...


owo hug @ everyone


hehe


yui hug splatwo


i would launch myself across space to your place and hug everyone uu


Yui hug Mar


hugs all around


or, group hug


yui hug Noland


why hug me


because


everyone gets a hug


yui hug Mar


yui hug mariri


hugsss


Yui hug splatwo


no hug me


give hugs to those needing it rn


I'm not gonna bother mentioning the bots channel bc this is needed imo


yes.


oh yeah


bots channel


don't tell staff


tthat dOES exist


he is staff


oh wait they can just check logs nvm


bad staff


no it's fine in this situation, I'm gonna leave it be


bad bad


mariri when isaiah is staff


I know


yes


bad


shush isaiah


dont tell OTHER staff


I'm gonna go this way


you didn't see anything


yes i did


totally not watching you all rn


Luca shhh


OH NOES IT'S LUCA


bad staffie


Dw I wont tell


Let there be love


Shhh


Tyty


ty luca


mhm


Ofc


bad


Also


Im not sure what happened and Im to lazy to scroll up and check but


Oof


ya spammed too much for luca to even look you baka


Stella, if there's anything else you need feel free to dm or ping me or really anyone here


you only needed to give a hug to the person needing the hug we're just helping


If they're open


o k


go hug the others in spam


tYSMmm


okok


aww no worries honey


Of course, I hope things get better for you


np stella sweetie!


Just wanna let you all know that you are valid, loved, welcomed, and deserve love of all kind. Stay safe loves


you go express yourself and make your mother happy oki?


im scared about it man idk


go. see. a. doctor.


i cant


cant drive myself


whyyy


have your parents drive you


Mar my mother is not home but i will when she gets back :3


parents wont let me go money on that


Yes Stella go


my friend is coming


because


Yes do that stella. It would make her day to see you smile


yOu cAn dO iT


of my status


Yes


o


yay!


YAYAYAY


ikaenia


ill just sit in pain its okay  dont worry mar


that's not okay!


it just is


you'll make it worse


take a break


rest


just stop going to practice until you figure it out


don't hurt yourself


mhn


health is more important


go fix it or i be sad


my parents will make me go to practice


i literally wont be able to not go


no more practice


eee


tell them you can't


sit on the sidelines baby...


tell the coach about it;;


it's not good to force yourself in this situation


Mar why does this remind me of baby hotline


coach will tell them


sidelines baby is the rip off version of baby hotline


its happened before 5 months ago


then they can finally take you to a doctor love


it's for the best


no they wont


theyll have me play anyway


you can easily make it worse by continuing to pitch...


they dont care


they just dont


talk about this to your parents. tell them about this. if they're good parents, they'll understand


yes


istg i'm stealing you from your parents


hi friend


sorry for pinging you guys


hehe


It's okay honey


hi audrey 2


or jaycee


or


uh


wait


what are your


other names


stella pls dont thnk negative:c


Who tf has many names


rika i wont


ilyyy


oop no bypassing


im just scared man


Mar ok


ty ilyy more


ok um wrong channel


like i cannot move it at all


Matt I'm stealing you


if only


chat


rika let all your feelings out at once


ok rika and stella lets go to the car


before we get in trouble


ikaenia You'll be ok. Talk to your coach about this. Get them to talk to your parents about this. You're strong, I'm sure


rika has to vent also?


@ Near omg no


pls do


get IN the car


GET in THE car


Mar no she my gfff: and mirai is my other friend


@ Near NO


ohhh


YES


thats it im dragging you


owo slap @ Near


Drags stella to the car


please continue conversations in chat sweeties.


well if you guys ever need to vent don't hesitate to


okay


ikaenia doctor


i cant


i physically cannot go


you can't even move it though...just don't force yourself to play...


one i cant drive well enough with one hand


i have to


im gonna get surgery


bad parenting


now im hyperventilating again yeehaw


i know surgery is scary but it's always a good idea to get xrays


that isn't a good thing either!


have you told them about what happened to your arm?


no


sat in silence


you really should so they can try to help you get better


maybe give you pain killers in the meantime


they just wont help me theyre always too busy


ive taken 3 in the last hour


i'm sure they aren't that busy to talk to you for 5 minutes about your arm


at least try telling them


your health is more important right now


mhm


mar. they wont even try to help me. theyll tell me to ice it and thats it.


Talk to your coach about this then.


If your parents can't help you, others will


I'm sure your coach will let you sit out during the next game so you don't hurt yourself


That kind of thing is a really serious injury


im gonna need tommy john surgery


it's ok to need surgery


it's for your own good


but they wont let me get it is the thing


they dont care enough about me


or else i wouldve gotten it the past 6 times its hsppened


can they just not afford it?


moneys not really a factor


well you've already had 6 fatal incidents with it, so it's gotten worse until now


you should really tell them before it gets worse


and you can't use your arm at all hun


i cant not use my arm


also ive tried and they havent cared


did you tell them about the injury?:o


yeah


i have


and theyve waved me off


hmm...can't you call someone to help you?


or tell your coach?


im gonna try to anyway


mhm


that's a good idea


please go do your work now.. im probably just overreacting..


no


you are not overreacting, it's good to worry about your health


so i like a guy he knows i like him and honestly i thought maybe i made progress, but today i realized i was given hope for something that literally would never exist he misses his ex and they live close by so at any time he could up and leave me for them so


very not fun so now im sad and i want to cry for being so dumb


im tired of falling for everyone who looks my way but ig im just gullible and touch starved and love starved


tbh ive started self harm on my arms, legs, etcw to stop now.


i also have been losing hell tonof blood these days


ive started doing 15 cuts per day


i fr dont know how to stop. anyone got any tips, if yes that will help me a lot


Cameron Self harm is a very serious thing. I suggest you should seek therapy. You'll be in the hands of a professional. Try to stay in a room that has the minimum amount of any sharp objects that you can use to do self harm. Take care of yourself. You can get through this.


bunni It's alright to fall in love. Don't feel sad sweetie. You can always find someone else. You still have a long way to go. Try and enjoy other things like hobbies. Don't forget tot ake care of yourself as well


If you feel like crying about this. It's okay. You can't really hold back emotions


oh yeah ofc thank u, things r jus looking a bit bleak


Mhm, I can see that


yeah i cried like 4 times over this hshs


i have depression so that dont help none


It just shows you're strong


and im having an episode:


awww i'm sorry to hear that


like later this month


yeah its okie!


I'm sure you'll get better


it dont change much tbh


jus more crying


but thats fine


owo pat bunni


Enjoy your life as it is


As long as you're taking care of yourself


thankies uwu


np np


mhm!


have a hug


yus thank u


i need need affection rn jnfvjswa


covid is cramping my style sigh


yeah same for me


cri


deep sigh


it really does ugh but its fine covid helped me pass school


lmaooo


Repost, because I didn't want to really talk about this after I woke up, but I'll take any advice I can get for this now


Read at your own risk.


I'm lost. Idk what to do... im sure as hell so unaware of how to act rn that it's affecting me drastically, I can't over react right now, but I need to talk to someone asap. I'm scared, I'm not sure how I'll be able to handle this. There's so much she deserves in her life and she won't be able to get it. She's giving up, I can't do anything, if she decides to leave I may be going too. I can't deal with another loss this way. She shouldn't have to feel like this is her only option... i love her so much. I know she loves me, but she hurts, I know I'm no where near her and I can't just take her away and help her the way I want to. Her life is so precious. I wish she doesn't go through with this. I'm gonna be torn, I'm gonna be broken, I'm not gonna be able to keep myself rolling every single god damn day with this on my heart. She's the most amazing girl. Yet. Here we are... I just want her to live the way she deserves, the way she should... instead of believing that this is her only option. It pains me, it will always pain me. I'm sorry. Idk if I'd be able to keep going myself.


@ wholesome of the day!


Jaime Do you have anything to prove that she's struggling because of you? I'm sure she isn't. She loves you. She truly does. You're not a bother Isaiah. You're a good person. Problems and overthinking is something usual to experience. The best way you can do about it is to clear your head. Don't distract yourself from it rather, try and put it aside. Have you tried speaking up to her? If not, try and do it. She'll understand. We care about you Isaiah. You deserve love.


so uh quick vent, doesnt deserve a ping though. My friend from another server has been suffering from cancer for a few months now and is on the breaking point. I really want her to be safe but theres nothing I can do. I wish she would be okay.


Me and my friends made a hashtag called yellow4sushu and YFS and made a collage of our wishes for her and memories. I want her to be better so much.


ceiling fan I'm sorry to hear that! It's best that you should calm down amd spend your time with her. She could potentially...well, let's not talk about that. But just relax. Cherish the friendship you have while you can. But, I do hope she'll get better


Also Isaiah, if you want to talk about it through dms, im always open


Shes getting offline more and more and I cant see her because of corona too. I just want her to get better.


Mozelle Do you have anything to prove that she's struggling because of you? I'm sure she isn't. She loves you. She truly does. You're not a bother Isaiah. You're a good person. Problems and overthinking is something usual to experience. The best way you can do about it is to clear your head. Don't distract yourself from it rather, try and put it aside. Have you tried speaking up to her? If not, try and do it. She'll understand. We care about you Isaiah. You deserve love.


mariri I know it isn't because of me, she said this might be goodbye tonight, and last thing I've heard from her was I love you, I tried to speak up to her, I sent her a lot of messages tonight, I'm just hoping she wakes up tomorrow, even if she wishes she doesn't..


Tanitansy I'm sure you'll be alright Isaiah. Try and relax. Have fun with others and you'll get through it


I feel loved, I feel more loved now than I have in a long time, but I don't know how I'd handle this loss


ceiling fan Me too. I really do hope she'll be alright. Just try and calm down sweetie


She given me more happiness than I could have asked for, with the length we were together for


I know it's really hard to let go of someone who has done so much in your life to the point where you can't imagine living without them. I've experienced that. Till this day, I'm still really sad about the fact that they left and at first it affected me emotionally. But, once I've gotten through the crying phase. I decided that I should start to let go of it. I started doing things. Talking with people, hobbies, etc.


And now, I'm pretty alright


Just know that, there won't be just 1 person who will do that. Many will. You just have to wait for it


we'll just have to see what is brought with the morning, I cried myself into a nap earlier but now I'm gonna be up all night so hopefully she's okay


As long as you both feel like it's the best choice. I'm sure you two will be fine


It is all I guess depending on how she chose to handle it


owo pat Virgilia


I couldn't find her last night so she must be okay


mariri she just sent a few pictures of herself before she goes offline for a week or more. I love her so much 33 shes so beautiful and she doesnt deserve to be body shamed by her family


I'm very spiritual and went searching which put me to sleep, calling out to her didn't do anything so it means she didn't, I don't know why i didn't connect the dots once i woke up


Body shamed? That's horrible. I hope she'll stay strong and won't listen to what her family said. Smhsmh


ceiling fan For now, take care of yourself and spend time with your friend as much as you can. Give her the amount of appreciation she gave you


Lindsley I'm sure you'll be fine. Like I said, try and relax. You'll be in a better state once you do. Ily


I'm distracting myself by doing school work, I think soon I'm gonna write in my book


But ty


mariri I am trying my best 33


Nice nice!


np isaiah


I get a suspicious feeling that I am emotionally wounded, due to a lot of traumatic flashbacks, etc. Problematically, if the health professional notice it, they would prescribe another type of chronic medication on my list, and it would be again trial and error. What do I have to do now? Because my mom would put the blame on me no matter what, and I told her many times to drop it, and she just gets more worse no matter what. She even did beat me up a few times. She even called me Worthless and Lazy, and I proved her many times wrong, but she still persists on. My brother, same results; My dad, same results. My life is like Hell now a days.


@ wholesome of the day! ha, ha, your life is great, i wish i was as smart as you, your grades are perfect. me... i worked for it... but thank you, me inside, i am not perfect, my life isnt as good as it seems, i feel empty.


i want to feel:


Love


Happiness


why can't i feel these things, do i feel empty? yep.


am i smart? thats what people say


how do you cope? i dont.


i want to be happy again, a fake smile is all i got.


i dont know what to say...


and that fake smile is everything. your alive for a reason, smile every second of every life. your more than enough.


its okay to be smart


that something you can point to and be happy about


if youre happy about being smart


its the first step to having good self esteem


think about how many people can see your smil, and cheer up


Noone has a perfect life


nobodys perfect


we all have our cracks


Just put that real smile and be happy


We all experience something new


surround yourself with people who make you happy


hushkyshead your wonderful and very nice person we all love you and we will make you feel happy and your smart dont let nayone make you feel left out or anything if you want to hear more from me your free to dm me but right now i am in class..


ty... i love you all


Hope that feels you good:3


This isn't going to be a vent but i think everyone needs to hear this


A rose is honored for its beauty, not its size. Consider ourselfs roses. It's the beauty on the inside that counts, not the outside. Everyone here is beautiful and amazing. Everything will be ok! Sometimes seems like it won't, But everything will be ok. You have to persevere, if your going through something don't think about the fact that your going to lose or you cant take it think abou the fact that your going to make it because you have to push through it because you will persevere. There are people in the world that love you, you just dont know it yet and neither do they. I'm proud of everyone, i love you all, your all beautiful. love iimeky 3


@ wholesome of the day!


To everyone that helps those people going through something you are amazing!


rarwr


poethic


thank you so much


no problem 33


I just really thought people needed to hear that


Id actually needes it


Tysm


Np! 33


My point proven, yet again, about my mom, again causing drama, in the house ! If only she would ever learn not to do it. I even stood up for my brother, and he appreciates my assistance, yet again my mom persists by not listening because things did not go her way. tsk when will she learn?


! Ii do not mean you who is/are reading it. Uhh how do I explain it?


There starts my flashbacks again...


Daily Self Care Check!


Hihi! Just Magi here checking in on you! So, how are you all feeling?


Hopefully you feel better than ever! If not, how about go relax yourself


and drink some water? Remember to always love yourself and ignore


other's opinions about you! Stay strong and fight whatever comes in your


way! You're worth it! Wub you all so so much, I'm always here if you need


me and my DMs will always be open for you to slide into them!


hey cutie i heard your sad rn


drink some water and get rest


@ wholesome of the day! I cut my self, i liked it, i punched a pillow, and i spoke to my toxic friends, how can my life get any worse? i gave up my dream of being a therapist, for bullying to stop.


what gave you that urge love?


i know pain is enjoyable sometimes when you feel down because you think you deserve it but that isn't okay. You can fight it. I believe you can. I'd recommend a stressball or pillow during those times, not sharp objects. Carry it around with you when you feel that kind of urge and squeeze it. Don't give up on your dreams because your own life is hard either


no. do not self harm. i am always gonna be here for you, i will check in on you every day if it is needed. even though you barely know me. cutting isn't gonna help take the pain away, because then all your loved ones such as us here at sayu will be sad too. so just don't do it. please talk to me in dms whenever you feel the urge to do it please, because i don't want you to self harm


bullying wont stop tho if anything its gotten worse...


You may be the one person who can change the way people see things faster than you see it yourself. I believe you can be a therapist if you put your mind to it


ty weian


can you tell a trusted adult about it?


hopefully, what i said helped you a bit


ignore the bullying trust me. you're an amazing person. You don't deserve to be bullied at all.


if you ignore the bullying it will get better. Bullies can't crush your dreams, only you can


weian no, they will go like ugh, dont do it again then leave


hmmm


any good friends then?


other than Mrs. Harvey, my support worker


well why don't you try talking to her?


i cant


its halloween break


well my best advice for you is to ignore it, because no matter what you will always be so kind and beautiful. don't react, that's all they're looking for: a good reaction


i will try weian ty


glad i could help, and don't forget you can talk to me anytime


ofc


ok so these kids on discord are making fun of my bestfriend who killed herself and keeps calling me an attention seeking girl because i didnt do anything to stop her and stuff, they also keep making fun of furries and they also call me a snowflake because apparently im sensitive but they just do everythign wrong, ill send screenshots to prove,


cant senf photos nvm,


You know what they don't even know what your going through ash you tell them until they lose someone close to them and then they can say something and there is no why of making someone not kill themselve okay its not your fault she did what she did okay don't beat yourself up over that tell them to leave you alone and I'm for your sorry for your lost ash


i don't think we'd need the proof we've heard enough from you ashlyn. those people are honestly stoopid rude poops. You aren't a snowflake or an attention seeker for doing anything and neither was she. You can't control how she felt and if you guys live far away it's not like you could stop her. They're just being insensitive about the topic. That's sickening. I really do support you and wish you the best over the loss of your best friend. It seems she went through a lot of pain...I hope you find the courage to stand up to them also, because that isn't right...


thank you raptor,


thank you mar


So where did they do this


wdym


Dms or server


T Raptor server


Dont listen to what they say to you especially on discord, not many people on discord know you personally. So, dont take things. Dont engage with them because most likely itll end up in a downward spiral that often makes things worst.


V Hanachi thank you,


Good grief, I went to the airport today and I came 3 hours early. One of the staff was missing and I had to wait forever to get my pets and luggage checked and I ended up missing my flight


ANGEL file a complaint


dot/ ashlyn hope you are feeling better love


Am I just, not good enough anymore..?


update from my other vent a couple days ago; first off i just wanna say thanks guys you guys are so sweet! secondly i also want to say this is not really sad? i just kind of wanna do a little update so uh yeah. thanks


so i visited an apartment yesterday; because my mom was looking at apartments still to see if we could move out; and honestly i really liked the apartment but ive also been sharing a room with my mom for like.. 2 years now not in the same bed but she said she found a two bedroom, and the kitchen and living room had a LOT of space so she said she might put a bed there for herself, and give me and my brother our own rooms. honestly, the apartment is very nice, but the people there are redoing the whole thing, like new floors, windows, cabinets, etc. and uh thats basically it.. idrk


ok so that was my update now lets go to my feelings hshshsh


so me and my mom got into a fight when we we're coming back from the apartment, and uh.. i think i might have had too much attitude but she called me a baby and a brat so i kinda got offended by that i dont feel like i belong:


we made up though, she apologised and i did too but i still hate how she called me thattt :


uh anyways i have NO CLUE what this vent was so uh yeah


byeee


oh yeah @ wholesome of the day!


The text above?


yeah


Ah yes I'm back BABYYY


OK I'll give it a read


have a hug honeybear


Umm you know you should just let go of it has she is your mom...they say things when they feel offended so it would be good if you just let go of it!


And from what you said she seems to be a good mom


Yeah, about the text, do not worry, from what I understood that got out of her without hesitation in the heat of the moment but she didn't mean to make you feel like this


okay


Am I just, not good enough anymore..?


Stauder no your gr8 m8 :


you are worthy 3 and you help me a lot


Yay


My vent got deleted


ok so this is a weird vent be prepared:


you know when you have friends but you feel like you don't know how to include yourself?


i have like 2 close friends and 2 acquaintances, and i tried to talk to them but i couldn't.. just couldn't get myself to speak? Is it anxiety? Idk. Ok ill be honest, my mind says this to me, but i have a feeling the teachers all know i'm a problem child. Not like others exactly. The 14 year old who runs around the football pitch with her hands a bit lower than the Tpose, laying down on the grass to look at the clouds. No one does that. Also that one kid who laughs at themselves even if no one said anything. They all know i'm quiet, and i just feel like i'm a big nuisance and that i don't need to be here. I act too much like a kid and i feel like it's annoying literally everyone. The guidance teachers look at me with a pitiful face, i don't know and i don't like it.


It's okay to feel that way Nev. It doesn't mean you're a problem child you're just different. And if people think you're weird because of it then that haven't taken a good look at themselves. They know well enough that they do abnormal things as well, because no one is normal. Normal isn't a thing. You're being yourself and that's all that matters. It's okay to not know how to fit in. Tbh people who say try to include yourself in convos have no clue how hard it is to do that. No one can just force their way in sometimes. It's hard to join something you may not be educated about or feel uncomfortable talking about because we all have our own unique views on things, and some may agree and disagree with them which kinda makes you feel like a coward and a complete fool. If you get anxiety and are scared to talk to people then that's okay. It does take a few days or weeks to get used to the weirdness of people. Not everyone is outgoing, not even myself. It takes me literally months to find people I find comfort in, and even then I barely talk because I'm shy and get a lot of anxiety to speak among crowds. Don't feel so out of place about it, because it's perfectly okay to feel that way. Not everyone understands people's comfort zones.


i really want to do 11037


sigh


i do not know what that means i'm afraid


its not bad


its from a game


so dont worry 3


also!


i woke up to seeing a Number on me


@ wholesome of the day!


sorry for the ping:c


what happened?


i woke ups and i had a number on me


why would you have a number on you...?


i dont remember anything last night


i dont know but its like kinda red


sorry


js i might get my phone taken at 5 pm so if i'm not active after that you guys know why. i love you guys and i'm pretty sure it won't be like this forever. so like my school found out i was depressed and thought it would be nice to tell my parents and my mom is making me a doctors appointment becuase i've been in a depressive episode for so long um i shouldn't have sent this here but anyways.


yui pat HappyFrog


it's okay ashlyn we understand. Be safe


i have no idea who wrote a number on you though froggo...


unless i forgot.?..


but it was like red and it was hurting


it was scratched into your arm or hand or..


arm..


but i think i did itbut i dont remember


hmm...


do you remember anything?


well i was sad


Check pinned messages to hear a message from me to you 3


so he talked about his ex again but i cant get mad at him because its not my fault nor his that he likes her so much i jus feel lonelier than ever and hes personally not helping


im going back to the depressive episode and crying every day


its not fun but even when i feel like crap i always help him


not to mention he goes from texting me then completely disappearing so mixed signals


Beaver no your gr8 m8 :


you are worthy 3 and you help me a lot


splatwo it just feels like I'm not enough for the gf, she'd rather talk to other guys and ignore me until she's going to sleep


yeah, but it's fine I'll talk to her about it tonight


splatwo anyway, thank you for trying to help


in 5 hours i hit 5 days self harm free, im happy.. ive improved a lot


OMG YAY


I'm so proud of you ashlyn!


omg thats so amazing! IM SO PROUD OF UUU


Good girl I'm proud of you Ashlyn


Let the progress continue


thank you guys


More days self harm free


this is the farthest ive made it so far


that's good!


i'm glad you've began stopping


Well let just keep it going


thank you!


keep up the good progress, and if you ever feel like you can't keep up with the days and have that urge come tell so we can stop chu


We are here if you ever need to talk or vent about something sweetie


okii thank you so much, you are amazing


no u


No no your amazing keep it up


oopsies


i did it


back to 0


oh no, do you want to talk about it?


my boyfriend now my ex cheated on me but its ok


dot/ ashlyn omg that's terrible to hear how are you feeling


Give me some Anger issues management cause istg one day I am gonna drag someone to hell with me


I'm sorry ashlyn, I hope you're going be feeling okay or better soon, if you need someone to talk to my dms are open or you can always me


honeycxke Try to rip paper apart, scream into your pillow, etc. It's best to let it out rather than keeping it in. But remember safety as well. You can do something calming like listening to relaxing music, laying down, etc.


But like if I try ripping paper apart and etc I will destroy everything in the room because i have done it more then once


I am also energetic so i cant stay in one place


if you don't feel like it, you can always choose the second option


hm yea I like to make banners and its calms me down but then again I compare myself to others


dw about it


im sure your handwork is amazing


Idk how do I know about a lot of stuff? Like even the voice in my head's warnings become an actual warning, and I knew about it. Seems like most of the time the voice in my head does not give False Alarms. Maybe it is due to my flashing that gives such behaviour? And the flashbacks are sometimes a big problem, making it difficult for me to control. This seems tricky that I have a voice in my head that keeps on knowing such things that are going to happen. should I listen to it? @ wholesome of the day!


It is cuz of the thing call experience! You have experienced that things before which were bad for you and now it is just warning you! If that's not the case then you have been guarded that way! There is no harm in following that voice till the time you are ready to face the results! Maybe it be good or bad! But I would suggest to listen to it!


life experience and a very good gut feeling


it is up to you to follow it, but it is an instinct that tryes to get you out of danger


... Ok...


You'd be smart to follow gut instinct. It isn't a bad thing. You have a lot of experience s and those flashbacks are reminders of past mistakes that can easily come back again if you aren't careful. Having that voice in your head in useful. It's just your conscience telling you to be careful. It's good to be cautious about things so nothing bad happens to you. It isn't a bad thing. You're lucky to have a conscious that keeps you away from danger. A lot of risk takers ignore it and put themselves in a lot of regret. I'd listen to it because it could easily save you from a lot of things.


@ wholesome of the day! im sorry for the ping


i just don't know what to do


because now literally everyone hates me


and one of the popular girls will 100 sure spread it everywhere


i was lonely enough but now


this is just


no


have you talked to your parents about changing schools maybe?


you have anything, any proof that you are in fact, not guilty to bring to light the crop, and the fact that you aren't the bad one here?


clean your name?


F34rr Please don't bypass filter 3


because not doing so is basically admiting you are in fact, the bad one


That is horrible, I would tell my parents about it. Maybe say everything that happened was not true and try to clear it up. I haven't been in a similar situation before but that is what I would do.


not doing anything about it, to others, gives the idea that you have been caught red handed, and at least fighting back would go to show you aren't who they think you are


im not talking about violence


but any resistance that you can back up


but please do something about it, girl 3


hm but


thank you mar


i have a feeling i vent too much


no one ever vents too much. we're happy to help you if you need it


I told my friends that I would get out of knitting class at 5. At 5:05 they spammed my dms asking me to join but I was still knitting. I said at 5:30 Ill be done. Then at 5:35 I was still knitting so they spammed my dms so much my discord almost crashed. Is it my fault I was still knitting or should I have just left the class to play with my friends.


This isnt really a big problem just wondering


Technically speaking, yes. But, I don't think anyone's at fault here. Do the things you enjoy. There's nothing wrong about it. Just, next time, try and actually set a time to stop.


when noticing, my mom finally apologized. I might need some time to recover from my unhealed trauma inside of me oh, erm, hold on, my inner voice wants to communicate.


mariri It was with my Great Aunt, I don't think she would have liked it if I had left but I don't know. I think I should have said sometihng about it earlier I guess?


Inner voice: It turns out you have done well to tell someone about your traumatic experience, even with a lot of effort needed to do so. You might still need to recover from Unhealed Trauma, but you are slowly getting there. I will see you in the morning.


MegaPlasma: Well you did say to step out of the comfort zone. Sorry, the traumatic experiences is a very sensitive topic to me, so it is for me difficult to talk to someone about it.


Inner Voice: There's no need to apologize for it; I know it is difficult to step out of the comfort zone, especially for a Dandere like you.


MegaPlasma: Indeed it is.


Inner Voice: You will finally get some rest from all the problems you had, so for now, take some rest, for it is going to be a big day for you tomorrow.


MegaPlasma: Ok. Night night.


Inner Voice: Night night, David.


ImLoen I see. Well, you shouldn't worry about this too much. Next time, make sure to tell your friends why you can't come.


MegaPlasma I'm glad you're slowly recovering. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you! But anyways, good luck on it!


my sisters boyfriend is texting me to stop eating and go answer my sisters phone whole she sleeps


kore of a rant but


like


dude no


no


youre a disrespectful piece of lemon


Keep eating and ignore him, .


bruh


just ignore him


like that is very disrespectful to blther me while im eating


yup


Foods more important, he can wait.


I was raised around 5 things: Having my own opinion, having my own rights, manners, respecting people while they eat, and body slamming any unreasonable person who thinks their right.


nice


liek just let me enjoy my cheeseburger


i only had 1 meal today


and i cant live off of that


BRO ONLY ONE CHEESE BURGER


TAKE MY FRIDGE DUDE


EAT UP


i spent all day cleaning up after my sister, and he expects me to live off of one cheeseburger


like i cant keep having 1 meal a day straight off of school meals


don't listen to her all the time


go tell your parents to make you food


Keep on eating, also tried telling your parents?


i could go on for weeks about my sisters boyfriend


yea they know


and they tell me to say no


Don't let people push you around like that


and thats exactly what im going to do


good


He can't do anything.


how to 101: Not be a doormat but still be assertive in a nice body slamming way


He's not there


dude sayin Im getting impatient” ITS BEEN 5 MINUTES OF ME IGNORING YOU


Keep doing it


Like he has feet he can do it.


their virtual


he lives somewhere else


Oh oop


he should be the one to take care of his own gf not you


dude tehy sleep on call


, really?


yea


her phone is legit cracked up from falling so much off her bed


Cute but weird


like if that phone is on all noghr the battery will be damaged


Just me or i find it scary to have someone MONITOR YOUR SLEEP


Her fault lolz


HE MONITORS HER SLEEP?


unless you have a condition where if you sleep you cant breathe on your own i understand and you gotta hire someone to keep watch


but if its just so he can virtually sleep” with you were gonna have a problem here


THATS JUST FULL ON STALKING.


he wants to know who shes texting, etc


BRo I


and he doesnt want her to put her acc on public cus other guys will talk to her”


like bruh no


theres this thing called trust


like he yells at her for wanting to study alone


BRo let the girl LiVe


like youre not paying her


his phone calls are getting in the way of LIFE


and thats a problem


Girl should just break up with him.


calling maybe a few hours at day and night BUT WE HAD A POWER OUTAGE AND YOU WANNA CALL HER?!


LIKE NO


she tried several times but he got sad so she got back together with him


like some ppl just arent meant to be:/


Just


N o


To be honest


Just snap at him back or something


like you called me ugly and when i cried when my sister beat me up


he said Oooh! Im boutta fight someone who wont fight baaack!”


like brooo


Ill stab your eyeballs out


I cant fight but I have legs and arms


what do you think those are for


Someone just take the phone away from this 6 year old


shes actually older than me


Oop


like she has so many clothes


But I wouldn't know because I'm the eldest


BRO


THEN WHEN MY MOMS CLOTHES ARE IN STYLE SHE TAKES THEM


LIKE BRUH NO BACK OFF


my mom bought a beautiful, sleek, high brand, amazing weather jacket


GET A PSYCHIATRIST


AND MY SISTER PROCEEDS TO TAKE IT


SIS I


DUDE


THATS NOT YOURS MA'AM?


when she cooks


she doesnt clean anything


so if i leave for 5 minutes


she makes stuff and doesnt eat it and no cleaning up


like i get it you like cooking but


Im not coming home to 2 piles of dishes, dirty table, chocolate stains, etc


we once had the most EXTREME PILE OF DISHES everrr


it was so tall omg


Just proceed to walk upstairs


when she cleans her room


SHE PUTS EVERYTHING OUT AND EXPECTS ME TO DEAL WITH IT


Liek no might aswell give it to charity if you dont want it


JUST


S E L L


my mom bought a trash can for my room extra aesthetic


I T


SHE'S STEALING TRASH CANS NOW?


hers was more for paper than stuff


mine had a bag


hers had holes so yk


mine had a bag so she took it and replaced mine


like nah fam keep yours


my sister didnt even care abt her” yoga mat


Steal it back


so i took it and used it


AND SHE SAYS Why is my yoga mat out here?”


LIKE YOU HAVENT USED IT FOR YEARS


THE HELL YOU TALKIN BOUT


Someone's going bonkers


she made a fort


like a bjg one


AND EXPECTS ME TO CLEAN UP HER MESS


HELL NAH


BRO


Child


N O


she sleeps witg the light on


she doesnt like it off


BRO THATS 400 BUCKEROOS USD TO THE ELECTRIC BILL


Scared of the dark?


FOOD, OTHER BILLS, AND YOU?


i guess


just dash to your bed


Scare the demons away with a stick my dude


when i was 6 id turn off the light and jump 100 ft to my bed


better yet scare them off with your ugly face


SAME


ha HAVE YOU SEEN HER ACNE


ALFNSKWKDKDKS


LOLZ


Amazing


SHE KICKS THE BACKSEAT OF CAR WHEN SHE DOESNT GET WHAT SHE WANTS


LIKE YOURE OLDER


THEN SHE LEGIT GETS MAD WHEN I SAY Youre not my rolemodel.”


LIKESHE TAKES IT OFFENSIVE


HAVE YOU SEEN THE WAY YOU LIVE?!


SOMEONE BE THROWING TANTRUMS IN THE CAR


we got a new catilac car didnt spell it right but yk


and she immediately asks if she can take pictures of it


LIKE ITS NOT YOUR FREAKING CAR


she set up RULES FOR IT


like no


SHE DID WHA


stop pretending your room is clean online and your car is


cus its not


CHILD


I


bwt the drivers license says EAT”


i had to throw that in


like we went to our half a million dollar house


what a beauty


karaoke, rich as hEccness


hEccness


Y e s


and she starts complaining about everything


she complains about the food, the decor, the blankets


LIKE HOW DO YOU EVEN WOMAN


who vented


I feel like I don't fit in...it's weird. It kinda makes me feel useless? Like everyone around me seems to have control and i'm just kinda..sitting here awkwardly


@ Josaiah! It's not that you don't fit in. I'm sure you do, plus, you're a really nice person from what I've seen. I know how it's pretty difficult to slip into conversations or start them. I don't have a proper solution but you mostly just have to talk. Say hi, ask how people are doing, and just talk about the things you like. The longer you do that the more you get used to it. Now go have fun Johnny


I was in a bad headspace but I'm definitely easing into things now and feel a lot better tysm


np np


if youre old enough I recommend you run away and tell the cops about the maid and bath thing


@ Baby girl i really dont kow what to say


hmmm true


i understand that


happiness transcends what the ye can see, life has ups and downs, right now it is going a bit downhill for you, but no evil lasts forever, live on, dream on, this might just be the end of a stage in your life, but happiness will come in your life, sooner or later, but lifes has much more for you in store, simply it hasn't happened yet


oh bb i'm so sorry you've had a bad day! first of all, can you talk to your mom or maid and say you're uncomfortable? second, if you can contact your friend any other way, do it! and of course you're worth it, at least one person loves you, we here at sayu all love you. so hopefully you feel better bb and if you need it feel free to dm me!


a day might have the worst beggining and the best ending, dont let this ruin it for you


it might no be the best moment, but you will find a way or moment to explain her


Then tell someone you ACTUALLY trust and who will listen


i cant trust anyone:/


the persons that i trusted ended up being fake


but we love you, life is worth much more than a bad morning


aw


thank you guys i'll try to tell my dad about this


yes, please, dialogue is your greatest tool in life


remember that


cries in my nitro ran out on my birthday not today


When your old enough then move out


Thats all imma say


Bc your mom is a rachet bubble bottom feeder


I honestly hate group projects. There this one guys didnt wanted to do his job and was really not cooperating at all he always wanted me to do everything and whenever im in group projects im the only one who ask about stuff and have to actually start it myself first so they can follow and ngl sometimes i do more of work its because of my anxiety and overthinking that im gonna fail if no one doing their work in the group. But now this one guy really did it for me. He still debated that im the one who shouldve do this and that and i needed his work to continue doing my work but he blame me right now for not asking him about how to do his work? Like I shouldnt even ask him how! Everything examples all are already there! Its so simple. And now he want to blame me if the assignment is not finished. He always changes subject and always wanted him to be right. I offer to only help but he said oh then you do it im like wat thats is your job im here having my own work that i needed to do I said help not do his work all for him. It was so stressful day too when we argue bcs i was having an really tough exam. I didnt even eat the whole day bcs of the stress that im having. I almost fainted and cried alot of thinking i might be wrong or they would all blame me in the end like. The fact that I was trying so hard not too freaking overthink but my anxiety has taken over me again. Im tired. I cant even freaking sleep.


AutumnLeaves I know what it's like to be in that situation. There is nothing wrong with supporting the LGBTQ community without being a part of it. All I have to say is, your mother and sister are not the people you should look up to. Talk about this to your dad. Ask him to comfort you. You'll be alright.


qish' That is indeed a very horrible situation to be in. You should probably report this to your teacher. They should take action for this. Calm down and try to do the assignment little by little. You can get through this.


I feel like I need to be happy for people to like me because when I am sad no one cares


Callida I can't say I've been in your situation, but as a genuine responseI gotta say...don't blame yourself. I know that's hard not to do, but I don't think you're at fault. At least from what I can gather! Sometimes people switch emotions and feelings so fast, and it's really not fair.: So I can at the very least, understand why you'd feel used. And feel so upset. Especially when you invest so much time and emotions into another person. But, you're a good person, and I certainly enjoy being around you! Also, I can see how it'd be draining when people all around you are saying they want to die and stuff, that just tacks onto the stress and weight of everything. Overall, I'm Really sorry you are feeling this way...if you need any distractions or positivity, my DMs are open.


hushkyshead I'm so proud of you for feeling comfortable with yourself! I only recently found I was genderfluid and found the names I'm most comfortable with:3 also, yeahhh the thing with telling parents is always the most anxiety inducing: I hope you find the courage to say something and that your parents accept you!


It is just like selecting job or been a female or male! If you have a good relationship with your parents then you should tell them how you feel about been a nonbinary!


Thank you johnny


It is great that you were able to realise what makes you feel better! Hope you will be good life forward!


ty 33333


thx


My sister literally has asked me to do things all day and I was working tirelessly and wasnt in the mood for anything. So I say in a moody and kinda loud voice: oKay!” and she starts screaming and yelling Did you just yell at me?” @ wholesome of the day!


AutumnLeaves i think you should confront her, if that doesnt work then try talking to your parent about it


I had sweeper the floor, washed a pile if dishes, and got the birds travel cage ready. I also had to put in the trash bag and do my chores Then again I also have to study and LOOK GOOD because we are going to pick up our car today


I drop kicked mine down the stairs


It's what happens with the family, they bother a lot but at the same time you love them


I also have brownies in the oven and I have to keep an eye on those too


AutumnLeaves you should confront her about it


AutumnLeaves mmm brownies...


Cutie Sarita


My parents are going to come early and I have to pack everything


What happens? i like brownies uwu


I know shes manipulating me but shes gonna beat me up


I wanna go to my local police station and talk to them but am scawed


You should probably just not do what she says and focus on what you need to do


, I also manipulate my sister to buy meh nitro, but it doesn't work


AutumnLeaves i dont think you need the police for this, prob your parents can deal witb this situation


AutumnLeaves Do not be scared, so it happens with the family


my police arent that great


some of em might aswell be breaking the laws themselves


Wow


and my crime rates are extremely high, legit a shooting happened a few days ago in my area and their looking for a dood


Omg


once I was driving by a mall that i usually go to


I wanted to go but then police blocked me and they were like:sTawp”


so we went to our friends place a few mins away and they said there was a shooting


this time it was walmart


Your area is so dangerous


Like seriously


yes


a few people are nice


legit in my nail salon idk how they do it


hut they destroy everything


from chairs to tables


like how do you even


omg


im just shocked


Can I get a link to the art


@.SYO the sad thing is u cannot do much unless it was copyrighted


Or trademarked


isnt that illegal technically


Okay, if one thing makes me more mad then anyone stealing and tracing for no reason, you should try and get in contact and say you don't like your art being stolen/and or traced, if that doesn't work, you can link me their channel and I'll try my honest best to tell them to stop


since it is copyrighted and you made it


you could technically sue them even if they are a minor


AutumnLeaves yeh u can take action if its copyrighted if it aint then sorry you cant do much


Yes, it's palagarism I suppose.


I suggest contact in the people they stole from


That's really disappointing. Everyone has talent and just never shows it. They'd rather steal someone else's work. And if you're stealing from big youtubers and artists that isn't okay either, and I wonder how the popular youtubers haven't caught it yet. If you have the watermark people can probably search it unless they removed it. Or you can report it to youtube and other servers


Ok


Yep I see what u mean


They stole some purple girl ting


Cant u report channels for stealing


What I would do is, report them, if they do such actions again expose them, on your channel and such, even on your instagram, tweeter and whatever else, dont let people fall for them like you did


you can


i think


Welp ur screwed


U cannot report it unless it was copyrighted


oh


i cant really help then


I wish I could


I was gonna say


Find the people she stole from


Find there contacts


And chat


@.SYO also for future reference I suggest making 2 copys one with a giant water mark on to share and one without


Yep


And mines rippedvodka”


Im pretty sure


Now Im boree


@.SYO whats this shop thing u keep speaking bout


And I wouldnt suppose Cloudy Bunny was u


I've given in. I'm done talking to her. I'm done being used. I'm done being played with. I may be sad. But at least I can go back to being myself again. I'm sick of this stupid constantly depressed version of me. People cause this to happen. I'm not depressed much when I'm alone. But life continues and things move on


Please do not converse here


Is meant for help and vents, ty


Isnt vents swearing


Like every other server


Venting is a release of emotion or stress


Anyway someone needs u in questions


Just please do not converse here


Okay


Well, now that it is becoming conversation


Does this person have like a discord or their own server?


Because maybe their members believe the art they post is theirs as well


2 days ago i had a check in with my school counselor about my anxiety and grades, but he brought up that someone said they thought i wasn't doing well and that i was more distant than usual. He asked if i was distancing myself or if i ever thought of harming myself and i said that i have, then he asked about deeper negative thoughts. Then he said since he works for the school that he has to tell my parents. He called them and told them about what we talked about and how i should probably find a therapist/counselor outside of school. And now my parents don't really talk to me at all we are usually very close and talk all the time. We talked about everything for like 5 minutes and then, nothing. That was it and now i'm worried and more anxious than ever.


@ wholesome of the day! i feel sad someone cheer me up i lost 5 million if you want to donate to make me feel happy again pls donate:C


Luciano bruh u been gambling money


Bruh no more spending money


thats what i realize


i have to stop:C


wait you what


5 million? What currency? And how?


real money?


or fake?


How?


I have a big gambling addiction


Oh


Uhhh


Wait are yall adults or smthn


in gambling


Well


pls donate atleast 100k t cheer me up and get atleast to 1 mill


Bruh I dont got 100k


Man aint rich


The first thing to do is to lower the amount of gambling you do


Gradual


Take things slow


i know:C


i agree with iimeky


lmao thank you


It hasn't been a while since I took a break but now everyone seems like a complete stranger to me I took my break near Oct 312 and came back like 5 days after so it wasn't long and then poof all my friends are strangers, all the servers I chatted on are dead. I feel so lonely on discord now it's not really a big vent but I just wanna know if this is normal


@ wholesome of the day! uh so my sister wants me to go outside ALONE and its extremely dangerous rn because of my crime rates our yard isnt fenced and there are scary things etc


should I do it:


i went outside for like 5 seconds and ran back in because I was scared


dont do it