FINALLY


VENTING CHANNEL IS HERE


vents


yo im really fricking sad lmao i wanna cry but im not allowed to say why here


HOW ARE YOU ALLOWED TO SWEAR AND IM NOT


bc i do be sad


its okay


Fhsbsbww


I mean I would say stuff here but it's way too graphic for this server


Hmmm how can I phrase it in the most gentlest way possible


Hewp I weally frimken lonelyyy


I dont like being by myself because then I just have time to remember how much I hate myself;3c


If chu need a friend Im here and my DMs are open


Too many people saying why Im super single


And been talking about it


Wut the point of living when they just are been rude because ur single


Dont pay them attention. Asian families can be really blunt or irrational.


In reality you can take your time and find one when youre ready.


yo yooo


im kinda trash


at like


everything uwu


well, each person has their own way of being good at something.


it looks like you haven't found what you are good at yet


and each person is different @ Kitty Rika!


im so sad


I havent stepped foot outside the house for a few weeks! I have a boyfriend who lives on campus, so I havent been able to see him because public transport is super gross, especially atm.


He wants to come visit me, but my mom doesnt know about him. She used to let me go out if I said I was with friends, but I feel like she might not let me this time.


I think it would be nice to get some fresh air and see him though.


Ive been getting a little antsy staying inside.


I am crying a lot


me crying


Ye...


I'll just stay here for now


i wanna leave this person im dating but


if i do they would kill themself


so I'm stuck basically


they will do it


they not bluffing


that's not okay, if they're threatening you on that, that's being vvv manipulative


I am contemplating self forever sleep at this point. Even if this outbreak subsides, social gatherings will be FUBAR. If I try to approach a girl after this virus subsides, they will go into self preservation mode and most likely tell me to get away. I guess my chance at love is now completely ruined. I'm scared, I'm stressed, and I'm beginning to lose hope.


SouthGamer stay strong. it'll be okay


just keep trying.


As I said, you have to just keep trying man.


it's a mater of waiting.


thanks anyway m8


mhm.


I would argue that you don't have to keep trying. There's literally nothing wrong with remaining single. A lot of people are more in love with the idea of being in a relationship than the actual partner.


I think that when the right one comes along, it'll happen. There's no rush at all.


I was pretty set on staying single till I was 30, because I wanted to find my own path first and feel ready.


SouthGamer And maybe you don't meet the conventional standards of attractiveness, but it's conventional because not everyone meets them. We aren't cookie dough cutters. If that's what most girls want then good for them? But that doesn't mean ALL girls want that. Someone will appreciate you for yourself, and hopefully you will also learn to appreciate yourself when that happens.


What really hurts is Ive been played and used.


Unknown That's a very serious issue, and you should alert authorities.


SouthGamer You need time to heal from that then Like I said, no rush.


You should just chill for the meantime and do what you enjoy.


Thanks anyway, but Im losing things I do enjoy.


About Richard's issue It baffles me that there are people who are so suicidal and manipulative but think they're ready to take on an entire relationship. Like it takes two to tangle, what makes them think that they're in the right mental state to care for another human being if they can't take care of themselves first.


SouthGamer Find more things you enjoy


I'm all for venting, but you also need to be pro active about lifting yourself up. Sitting around and talking about how terrible your situation is isn't going to make it any better!


I have tried being pro active. Ive tried Tinder, and Im just gonna say its ridiculous. Plus I cant get out and do such things because I dont have a car and I we are under quarantine and curfew. When I did get out, I would go to college. After Id get out of class Id literally walk all over campus trying to look for someone. Ive met a few of course, but they didnt go well. I kept trying but to no avail, nothing worked out.


I did do all of that. I do plan to do the exact same when this is all over


However I dont know how I will adapt to this new atmosphere


Uhh, I mean being proactive about finding hobbies


This group is so


Perfect


im kinda sad, a really nice teacher of mine ended up passing away because of cancer, she was young too, aaa


im so sorrie to hear


Thats honestly extremely tragic I really do hope you feel better!


Long ago I really wanted a love couple, because I somehow feel WORTHLESS without one.


But suddenly my crush liked me back, and I finally got to be with them!


Cool, right?


Yeah, until I made a little joke. They took it seriously and I apologized 10000 times saying it was a joke.


Now they hate me, and before leaving me alone..


They punched me right in the face.


I've been an hour crying, and I can't sleep.


wth idk what kind of joke you made, but maybe if they act so seriously like that I don't think it was just a'little' joke. Btw, they need to apologize for hitting u.


encouragement level 10000


I guess I should've been more aware.


Was this the crush you told me about @ QQ K


Yup, he is Jalex


Welp


I told you he wasn't a good one


But we'll done ig for at least getting him ig


@ QQ K If a friend punches you in the face for a joke, that is not your friend


Hhm


How is the top members getting chibi characters..?


i lost my Minecraft dog.


Rip


a sad thing to hear


i am a bad person;w;


Why?


Void. T Im sorry for you loss


Chita you're not a bad person, you are amazing


Thank you


I had him for 8 months


We had a good run together


My friend doesn't accept I'm bisexual, at all


They said ewww to me saying I'm bisexual


This isn't exactly venting I guess? I just feel dissapointed


it is venting


like


i would consider it is venting


@ QQ K i will say this, i think it will take time for your friend to accept you are bisexual.


@ QQ K If they can't accept you for who you are maybe they shouldn't be your friend. You are amazing and you deserve to have people around you who accept you for who you are.


You are amazing love


@ QQ K you shouldn't let people like them make you feel bad, society has progressed in leaps and bounds that more people feel they can come out now than ever before. The only sad thing about that is that there's still people stuck in the past, but it's not you who needs to change, it's them and not for this situation alone, but so they don't find themselves alienated by society, in the same way they try and alienate people who love, but not in the ways considered'conventional' half a century ago. Stay true to yourself always and know that everybody accepts you for who you are here on Sayumi:.


Hey I'm looking for someone to vent to


If anyone is willing to


Ping me


Nvm


I found someone


I need to vent to someone in DMS if their open.


Lunn Im open love


Cool, can we dm.?


Of course


Thanks everyone


uwu


i'm good at listening and stuff, so if anyone ever has problems feel free to dm me but please ping and ask me first


Thanks


Open to boost anyone's ego cuz sometimes we just need someone to do that


there is no one to talk to so why am i here


your too busy in chat


no


not really


yes you are


yes


i can always switch back and forth


nvm your not here to talk to me


i want to quit life


why do you wanna quit on life?


oh


is that all?


if your underage and on discord, you can get into some trouble regarding that.


i am not underage.


then prove those people wrong


i feel better


yaay


yaaa


I kinda need someone to talk to in DMs, maybe like I kinda know you..? quq


Hm?


Ping me if you are okay with me qxq..


oop okai


I could dm you?


storytime yaaay! me being the clumsy child I am, I accidentally bumped into one of my many doorways in my house which shook the shelf against the wall and knocked over this small music box that my dad likes and broke it. I'm sure where he got it exactly I just know that's it was very important to him. Anyways, I was scared since I didn't want him to find it but he walked in as I was trying to put it together and got mad at me and started yelling. And then to make this eeeven better he said If you weren't so bad at everything then maybe your mom would still be here. since my parents got a divorce. Now I'm just sitting in my room trying not to cry.:


Also this happened like two hours ago. Yes it took me two hours just to build up enough courage to post this.


shoot you're right I wasn't thinking. I'm always that one person that tells too much without thinking.3.'


I'll try. Hopefully he'll come pack and apologize though.'


It's okay Crummy Boi, we all make mistakes. Being clumsy doesn't always have to be a bad thing. And you're amazing, just know that. Keep smiling and be yourself.


Id cry from happiness if my eyes were as dry as the Sahara desert


;; I just got friendzoned and I wanna cry


Oof


I felt that


:. She said it kinda mean too. I don't think she meant it rude though


I got friendzoned two years ago nicely


But still oof to you dude


Ye.


ok so i don't have a lot of time but i need to get this off my chest. My mom found out i ate some chocolate yesterday a rare thing to find with my strict mom and not only did she ban screens for 3 days she's making me write another book report. I feel like this is unfair because she said it was my chocolate but i'm not sure. Is she right? Am I a bad kid..?


And this is only one of the many crazy things she has done to me..for instance she made it so that when my 2 hour screen time limit built in on my phone is over, the only person i can contact is her. nobody else. I am 14 and i feel like I'm too old for these things...


thank you, i needed that


meanwhile my brother ate an entire box of chocolate that was my moms and he got the exact same punishment, like, you'd assume he'd get a worse punishment for eating all of my moms stuff but nooo...It makes me so mad


OK UPDATE ITS ONLY ME THAT HAS THE CONTACT LIMITS


My younger brother can call and text literally anybody at any time but i can only contact my mom


I think i know who my mom's favorite child is now..


Well well well hello ayum


But she's scary


i'm afraid she'll yell at me or do the things she did when i was a kid


something i can't bring myself to share


my mom is just terrifying and i tried telling her she was strict once and i got in trouble


I can try


Ok...I got this


I tried to talk to her but she sushed me and told me to get going on that book report


shushed


aight i usually like solving crap on my own but its getting out of hand rn, lately my life just been not going good. I live in a stable household with loving parents and lots of stuff that should make me happy, and Im somewhat ok at school. Recently Ive been feeling down for some reason and in turn this makes me mad at myself because I should be happy. This is causing me to lose motivation to really do anything at all, which is GREATLY lowering my grades. I used to be a top 15 honor roll student but now I get Cs and Bs. This is getting me in trouble with my parents causing me to feel worse and lose even more motivation


I just dont know what to do


My life is spiraling downward quickly, as I dont really get along with my parents anymore, Im doing worse in school.


I have some supportive friends but like I cant be sensitive/ open with them


Im sorry that this is happening to you. To help you feel more motivated, you could try putting motivational messages on a sticky note and leave them where youll look a lot like in your bedroom or on the bathroom mirror. If that doesnt work then you could try to talk to your parents about it. Yeah, itll be hard but Im sure itll help a lot!


Kendrah


Im not that great with advice sorry if this doesnt help at all


Actually thats a good idea


Ill try it


Tysm! Crummy


youre welcome:D


Vent?


I see a lot of people saying about their lives


yeah


Won't that reveal your info?


wdym


no not really


I'm...not that open


how will it reaveal lives


It reveals whats going on in your life I guess thats what theyre talking about.


I get what they mean but as long as you dont share too much information about yourself unlike me.3. then Im sure youll be fine


Sometimes I wonder how its like having someone to hug due to the lack of affection i get in reality Im becoming lonelier and lonelier my imagination isnt wanting to work with me anymore and Im starting to feel like Im truly am alone, I been trying to get better but every time i go to bed i feel nothing but loneliness


Yes, people do say that parents love you and all but Im slowly beginning to think that my mother doesnt love me anymore since she never tells me she loves me, even if i told her i did. I just want to be the perfect daughter but all i really am to her is just a mistake.


I'm here for chu, and you're not a mistake. Lemme read the whole thing, all I read was just a mistake..


Oh


I'm sure your mother loves you to death, maybe she's just getting lonely as well due to whatever it's called


Have you tried to get her to talk to you?


Its okay, Im here for you girl, Im 100 sure your mother loves you and shes just probably going through something too.


Always talk to her and tell her you love her even if she doesnt say it back.


You are not a mistake, you are living for a reason. You have a purpose in life and you are perfect never think that you are not and dont listen to others if they say this.


You are an amazing person inside and out, never forget that


Well she does call me a mistake


So i do start to believe her


Because what can i say it leaves me in tears


Im not good at coping with my feelings for a long time


I usually just cry myself to bed somedays


Or stay up and just lay in my bed


Because i really dont understand why my mother doesnt want to accept me


Oh, dont believe that. You mother should never call anyone especially you a mistake when your not.


Try to do things that make you happy to cheer yourself up and continue being a good person because you will be rewarded in life


I dont have anything that can cheer me up other than my plushie


I call him mr bee and he always helps me sleep and cope with my sadness


Apparently I dont really feel like my family loves me


So i imagine my nightmares as dreams i rather want to happen.


But in reality Im just that child that gets forgotten


But what can i say if im a mistake then i just am.


No, you are not a mistake. Remember that we are always here for you if your family isnt.


Continue to keep mr bee with you and get lots of rest and stay healthy.


Stay strong and push through this hardness in life because you will face happy times soon


Ash..


Sometimes, life becomes hard and reality hits you. Perhaps people who are your family or loved ones don't love you anymore.


But you are not a mistake. We're here on this planet for a reason. If there was no reason for us to exist, we wouldn't be here.


There is meaning to life, to everyone's life including yours. Maybe the meaning isn't obvious, but as we grow older we find out what our purpose is, or we create one.


Whatever happens, whatever life throws at you and whatever comes next, just know we are always always here for you.


aww Ash, even if your mother thinks you're a mistake. You aren't one everyone here is here for a reason. Life has its ups and downs and the only way to get through it is to push yourself and believe that you can get through it! your mom probably has a reason to feel this way, not because of you but because she might be going through certain things she doesn't tell you about. Be strong Ash, and remember that you've got all of us to vent to if you ever need it


This might be weird as this is my first time venting


So, my name Shizuruki Nanaki, is just a fictional. Meaning that no one will has ever use it but the thing I'm trying to explain here is well


In reality, people think that they are the most important person in the world as the first thing they saw when they wake up is themselves. I personally know that there are many people who keep thinking about themselves. Some even became more annoying this way


true story


e


It fine


your stll pretty


baha


end of story


tehee


now get out before the girl goes insane


sO?


I was helpin her my friend


OKAY


EVERYONE


i mean, at the time i was rlly upset


SHOO


This is a venting channel you cant really tell them to shoo from a channel thats meant to help and assist them in?


You have to watch at least 500 animes in one year to earn the title


Hmm, smile all the way i can? That's too bad, smile was the first thing i did, maybe I should retire my smile business


i know this is going to sound really shallow


but its how i feel


IM SO SICK


OF GUYS


ASKING ME OUT


its like


I Have a boyfriend!


sure they dont know that


but its so awkward to tell them no thanks!


i dont want to hurt their feelings!


ive been asked out like 4 times todayyy


chill


out


dude


yo Chloe


Chloe honestly the first thing you should tell them is that you have a boyfriend. If you dont theyll keep pushing it.


dw my lovely soon to be wife Sheepii Plushii has the same problem


think of it like this, your bf is gunna be really happy because he has you and they dont, so honestly take the positive because its better that way


btw may i ask, are these online or irl?


well we're in quarentine


so online


yeah


if you dont rlly know them that well


its just shallow confessions


so dw about it, youll say no they will get upset and forget about it the next day and ask out someone else


its the cycle of being a 13 year old guy on discord, i was there with kik once so ik how it gets


give this man a metal


just ignore and block them


real advice on a venting server


but if someone genuinly confesses to you then the best advice i can give you is to straight up reject them and dont sugar coat it


thats unheard of xD


and NEVER NEVER EVER USE THE LINE WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS


that line will kill a mans moral and will to live


got it


no friendship


nono


you can be friends


just


dont say to them


friendship not magic


xD


we can still be friends


coz that line is so horrible to hear


ah uh


idk what to say now


s'all good


but yeah chloe dw about it yk


its just shallow


just dont let it inflate your ego


just be the best person you can for your bf, dw my gf got asked out hourly


but the ppl who ask her out, well they are long since gone xD


im here


in fact she has a funny story about a guy who asked her out once


it was like a dare


someone dared me to date them so i said yeah within a second i said im breaking up with you


they didn;t say i couldnt breakup


Tbh once you give a confessions like that your friendship will never be the same


i got a vent rn: i don't want to do my science hw which is due today


So best just not say it


ITS ME AND HERS 4 MONTH TOMORROW


i mean


i told plushie every day for a year


that i loved her so much


and the day where all my homework is due


she rejected me but then confessed 4 months ago today


up until that point we were still besties


so yk


Sheepii Plushii get as much done as you can


Your grades are important


friendship defo still possible


Its possible


But its weird


then again me and plushie have always been kinda like bf and gf to most ppl


the issue is due to how i am and everything im more interested in art and stuff i do so doing science i hate so i try to avoid it


they would always assume we were dating


so yeah i guess we technically been together for like a long time but shh


Sheepii Plushii its something you have to get past


Thats life


i know


i mean i told her


if she isnt improving in science


maybe dropping it would be good to focus on other subjects


yk?


no point in getting a subpar grade in science when you can bolster a diff subject


i shoot i need to do maths i forgot


she doesnt actually need the science grade for her career either so its not relevant really


but i might do if i don't get it


shush


its like with pe


Its still a graduation requirement


my teacher told me to give up


coz i was gunna fail


It doesnt matter if it wont benefit her


so i gave up and focused on english


its not a grad req


you can grad with all f's


coz england


xD


Ah English


i just need A in most things i do


i grad with 2 c's and 2 d's and


thats all...


for my science


i got a hard E


so yeah


apparently im meant to be able to get an A or A


ik i am


i mean


you defo can your smart af


dw


dont be pressured


just enjoy school and give it your all


no point in stressing about stuff


eh we all do


remember when i was saying i wasnt dumb


and i legit messed up my grammar


all together


xD


and english


window maker


SHHH


heheh


so my final grades were


cenglish


dmaths


cpfwl prep for working life


aECDL The ECDL European Computer Driving License certification is a highly recognised qualification, it offers you a key recognition of your literacy in computer skills and is designed for novices or casual computer users and will get you to a high computer literacy standard.


ddt


escience


im sorry to all whom care for me but i have to get this off my chest that i have cut an im sorry


Bright's my daddy


how deep?


and how severe


and why


1 not that deep 2 not really sever 3 cause of my mum stressing me out an she wont leave me alone after i ask her to leave me alone then i needed to get rid of my stress but i was in the moment


oh


well what ill say then is if its not too deep and it was just this one time dont feel scared okay?


its okay to lose control just please try to find other ways to deal with it


agreed


im 8 months clean thanks to support from plushie


we both know how bad it can get in life


but trust me you can find other thing


things


if you get into it too much it will end up being an addiction for every time your upset


try music or art or even just screaming out loud or crying


i pick my acne i can't stop it i went clean for a week then started to pick again it's hard to find ways to stop


because i was always a picker when i was little too


i cant cry


well any more at least


i'd recommend trying to get some help with it


with the cutting


so you don't do it as much


ive been to the hospital 5 times now


hospitals aren't the only thing that will help


therapists too


ive tried


then keep doing it


until you find the right one


Aah Sorry im replying late but, take deep breaths. Calm yourself with the things you love the most. It is possible to reach goals if you motivate yourself into doing it, like occasionally saying hello. The process of getting to your goal takes a bit, so take your time and try not to overwhelm yourself.


People aren't perfect, we all make mistakes.


Get an app called CalmHarm. Ive heard its good for when you cut instead of using sharp objects it gives you different ways to take out your anger or upset. I havent used it myself but I suppose you could give it a go until you manage to control it.


I'm thinking of ending myself not like anyone cares anyway


mmm


i got all drunk


coz of some issues with another server and the mems constanyl harassing me


so i decided to drink


and then i argued with my future wife and made her cry


and i cant forgive myself for that


i hurt her because i gave in and got drunk because it was the easier option


im so pathetic


Humble Egg Hey Plushie, I don't know how you feel. And to be honest, everyone does that. Just that, it's ok to feel pathetic sometimes, but you need to solve this problem


14th Daylight


dw its sorted


i wasnt rlly looking for advice, more of just venting for the sake of venting


i knew the problem would get fixed, btw im not a drinking addict


ive been drunk 4 times in my whole life


2 of those were this week but the other 2 were really far apart. There is no problem luckily


Welll I'm tired of how worthless I am. I basically disappoint my parents a lot, or maybe it's just them. I don't really know. This might be a silly thing to vent about to some people but it's not to me. My parents get mad at me for a lot of the little things I do and I practically hate it. It stresses me out a lot but there isn't much I can do about it.


@, Starlight Rose I go through the same thing everyday. Its mostly because they expect so highly of you. But truth be told we arent wired to be that way. Parents are meant to guide you not map out your life. This isnt permanent so just know that will be over before you know it. Just keep your head up. You arent alone.


I mean when my mom gets pissed at the dogs she comes into my room and yells at me.


Sometimes its just to let off steam


Its not okay but thats how it is. But I always think of it as a lesson to be learned and something to look forward to getting out of


I live with a lot of the same issues as you @, Starlight Rose and all I can say is that eventually one day you won't feel your dependence on your folks and you'll eventually be your own person. Starting now though, please try and listen to your friends more, because there's lots of people who don't criticize you constantly, they're here and they're in a all manner of places in your life. Keep those positive influences ever present and close to you:.


Ok, thank you!


Knackered my Mom yells at me because my handwriting is too small


Quarantine is kind of chill.


Its so surreal though.


My mom took me and my sister out for a drive for the first time in three weeks and she cried in the car because her friend is still working at the restaurant that she owns. The restaurant is a nonprofit where you pay what you can for the food. It feeds normally homeless people.


I havent been doing my schoolwork and its going to end up bad for me.


My sister may not end up going to the college she wants.


Its so surreal i dont even know how to process what Im supposed to be feeling.


@MagicalCheeseball Not to sound wrong or weird, but you are so young. You're not even an adult yet, so you have plenty of years to find out who you want to be. So many young people worry too much about what they're going to be, what kind of person they're going to become, what job they will get etc. You cannot forget, that you are still young and free. I'm not kidding, once you become an adult you literally can throw away any thoughts of being free, having fun and so on. Being an adult is a joke, not much fun. So please, don't worry so much about what kind of person you will be. Just be yourself, go with the flow and it will come to you. Don't waste it thinking about not knowing who to be. You can be a great person, I know you can. Just find it in your heart to mingle with likeminded people, people who care and will include you. Don't give up. c:


velo1 I'm so sorry to hear that, it's a terrible thing to hear about from a loved one. You say she was drunk? Drunk people tend to become very emotional and overexaggerate thoughts and emotions. They have no control. Perhaps try talking to her when she's sober? And I know she means a lot, don't break that bond with her ever. Bonds between relatives and loved ones are very special, and they deserve to be cherished.. not let go of. She's still your nan, and until that happens which it surely won't she will always be your beloved Nan. Hold your chin up and stay strong.


I'm really sorry everyone. I love you all with all my heart, but I have to do what I have to do. I need to get out of here and discord. I'm really sorry. Take care all of you, I'll never forget you.


Unknown youll be missed


SPFreely Sean2402 well miss you, it was nice to meet you. Im glad that youre taking a break or stopping if you need to.


Knackered


im not entirely sure whats gone on but just know you are a great staff


Thank you love. Humble Egg


yvw


my dms always open if you wanna vent in privacy


Ooh


I like this


okay well one of my friends i met in my first server left discord and is never coming back.. apparently drama in the server i was not part of made her leave discord.. it hurted me but she left so idk what to do now


Rem ReZero thats usually most of the reasons why people leave discord love. Its either the bad environments or it takes away their time from doing other things. Its not really new for someone to randomly leave especially a close friend. But this is the internet. Most of the time you are just going to go through a new circle of people every year or a few months.


Its just how it goes sadly


Rem ReZero That kind of stuff just happens, dude. Its sad that they leave, sad that they dont want to keep in touch, but youll find new friends. You just gotta roll with the punches mate. And, since hindsight is 20/20, maybe reflect if you want and see what you can improve about anything. Thats all we can do.


Aww thx for at least appreciating this time..thx


So ever since we have gotten the results saying I have autism, dad had been more...aggressive lately. He cant accept it because he doesnt understand and I dont think he ever will. You dont know my dad. I dont think he actually will ever accept this but lately its been getting worse, when Im called by my mum, he will immediately shout at me to get up and say you were called three times!” Even though I was only called once and I was getting up. And if I miss making him coffee, hell go to my sister and ask her to make it instead of reminding me. Living with him is horrible. It wasnt this bad but its getting worse as time goes on. I have broken down multiple times due to this. I am having trouble keeping my self together, I dont know how much longer I can do this. No Im not threatening suicide, just gotta point this out I dont know what Ill do if I break again. I havent reached that point yet since usually Im pretty calm and collected most of the time. I just hope mum can get through to him before that happens.


I have an evil side not many know of. If I break too many times maybe Ill fail to suppress it. And maybe itll be unleashed. This side is dangerous. Or maybe Ill successfully suppress it even if I break too many times. Who knows.


My evil side is the reason why I was sent to Laurel Ridge.


VidPlt all I can say is dont let your dad get the best of you. Thats just how it is some times, just people cant and wont understand and thats just life. But dont change because someone cant understand. Be better than what your dad is showing you because If you lose it it wont get nothing but worse. You have people around you who support and love you. Just focus on them. You wont be with your family forever. Youll move out. Nothing is permanent and this dark stage will pass.


Hehe...mentally? I'm fragile.


So it's easy for people to get under my skin. I may seem strong on the outside, but internally I'm always having a meltdown.


welcome to the club


You will make it through this. Bet those people are just as fragile mentally. They're not worth worrying about, YOU are worth worrying about. Be kind to yourself, and forget anybody who tries to make you feel bad in any way.


I already have someone I can love


And Im glad shes by my side


Downside is she lives halfway across the world


Yeah I know how that feels


I had a relationship like that for three years


We left eventually because we saw it going nowhere, but it was worth it. Because we learned there are people we can love nearby us. We still are friends, and we keep in contact to keep each other happy. But she's free, and so am I. The important thing is, to keep those who love and care about us close, even if they aren't physically there. Love has no boundaries, and even long distance cannot stop love, only if you believe.


We virtually kiss eachother and give eachother coddles. And we play games together. I just wish she spoke though.


Maybe you should organize her to join Discord so she can vc, or skype call or messenger?


She is in discord.


Tell her you wish to hear her speak, it would mean the world to you.


Ehhh...I already tried that multiple times;;


I do beg her to actually speak;;


Perhaps she's just not ready yet. I'm sure she will one day. Do you know she's a female and the right age? I'm saying just in case..


You may already know who has claimed me


Yes I know


Okay good, just in case.


Who is it?


xd


You dont know?


Is Star! Or Chiye as you may know her as


Nope I never knew that until now.


Well whatever happens next, I hope it goes well for you and Chiye.


nyaaa


Well. I feel better.


That's good. Keep Chiye close to you. Have a good day/evening!


so basically i have a friend. she can really get on my nerves. i was playing a game with a friend and she starts asking so many questions like'are they online friends?''how do you know them?''is it only or all of them?' and i, myself like to keep stuff to myself so i respond with'you don't need to know' and'why are you asking?' and i already know her quite well and she makes problems out of small things and is very obnoxious and nosy so i tell her she doesn't need to know and she starts acting cold'fine, don't tell me.' and'k bye' and she leaves. i start feeling like crying for no reason. i message her'hey sorry i didn't tell you' because that's the only way she will not get mad. she hasn't responded yet and i don't want to unfriend her because we have the same friend group in real life. she acts like a whole new person in real life, she's sweet and all that but when she's online, she gets really cold. i know this isn't bad but i really want to just rant to someone.


edit : also, i messaged her on instagram where i said sorry and after a few minutes she posted on her story meaning she's most likely ignoring me.


I want to like


Not be ashamed of my interests w


I feel like I wanna curl up and die but like


I just wanna be cyute :


Also uh I'm rly lonely and i


Want a girl I can just cuddle with


But stoopid covid19 is making that hard


Ggrrr


@ Kitty Rika! Covid will end sometime and you will be given the chance to connect with the person you want the way you want and I am sure that person will support your interests as if they were their own. There's no point in being ashamed because there are many many people who will have the same if not similar interests as you. Something to be ashamed of is something wrong, not something out of the ordinary. I am sure with time and support your shame will evolve into prowess:


The fudge


i just left my server, i didnt delete because people begged me. but being an owner of that server mentally put me down. It was so toxic everyday was drama. Im glad i made this decision now i can focus on myself.


i feel a bit down


but im unsure if i would like to express my feelings or not


Is it ok if I vent?..I dont want to stress anyone


Go ahead bb!


So uh... I havent eaten in like 5 days or so. I got in a lot of fight with my mom and she said some pretty men things. She once said Im an animal and I should be held in chains and that I dont dont deserve food or anything I have. I mean I dont shes wrong. Im not the perfect child. Im not even close. I have been telling myself Im not good enough, that I should kll myself that Im not worth anything.Im already cting. Im not happy with myself. So yeah...Thats all


Uhm..


Sorry to interrupt but how do you do that cool w?


I hate staying inside the house I cant take it anymore;; my sister comes into my room and takes everything from me and then I can hear her from the room next door on call with her friends talking super loudly. And then my mom comes into my room and then gets me all stressed out cause of the school call and then she sits on the bed with me listening and I just hear her heavy breathing and it just makes me flippen nervous All the time. I wish I could leave the house but I cant cause of this big Baka virus.


and to top it all off I had a panic attack cause I was so stressed out that I started crying while in call with my online class


UGGHH


yikes


Uhm. Uh. Thats uhm. She is crazy.


I have so much anxiety now


I keep getting scared whenever guys go near me that their going to touch me


Im not going to cry


I can't cry she'll yell at me


SOMEONE PLEASE SAY SOMETHING THAT WONT MAKE ME CRY


No cryyy


Nooo


Owohug Chloe


Chloe. It's going to be okay. Just breathe in and out and try to stay calm. We are all here for you. Just stay strong


We no leave you alone


We here for you. Remember you have us by your side


It's just I want to do so many things and she takes them away. And I'll never get those things back


I had a huge acting opportunity and she made me turn it down


It could've changed my life


My sister has a friend who kind of goes through this. Her mom is controlling, doesnt let her get her drivers license, doesnt let her go out.


Producers?


Or the photographers would make me stripe on camera


It's a kids tv show


Smh


sigh


All I can say without getting warned


She's a maniac, that's what she is


Is that she is a psycho


Who is paranoid


YoU doNt sAy


I don't know what to do now


Acting opportunity? Gone


Agent? She wouldn't get it I'm the first place


Instagram? HA HA HA


no no no


She scared me away from acting saying they might make me do that


Owohug Chloe more hugs


I wanted to model too and she said the same thing


I feel deprived


I mean unless your in something sketchy, that wont happen


And my dad can't do anything about it


She's one of those mean pretty girls


I wouldve just booked it to my dads


Oh so


She'd take it to court and act like he's abusive or something


Shes entitled or whatever?


She tells me I'm her last hope


Because all my other siblings got Instagrams too soon and didn't want to get confirmed for church


She wants you to be what she couldnt be or something?


I don't blame em she basically shoved us into Christianity!


Wait shes Christian? Im not trying to be mean


So


Yeah she a Catholic Minister


sigh


It's nice to vent but besides support I'm pretty sure nobody has real advice


My mom won't let the fact that she's wrong go through her head


My nana forced me and my little bro to go to church when I was like 5


I never went back


I'm 13 and on the road to getting confirmed


If anything my mom wants me to be a nun


Get in line


I would just book it but since your 13... I dont think thatll work


I wish I could help


I really do


Me too


Just dont be too paranoid around people thinking they are gonna do that to you. But you should still be careful.


I have never ever encountered someone with an actual insane Christian mom.


Chloe whenever you want feel free to pop in VC. Hope this venting helped


i feel sad again


Maybe try talking to him about how you feel and stuff


I mean being in a relationship means that you need to talk to understand what the other person wants so that you can work things out


that is indeed true


im sure he would understand of course


but im not sure if my feelings are just a bit overdramatic


If he keeps playing his video games that means that his games are way more important to him then his love for you


I mean I would feel the same way if I had a boyfriend who was playing video games all the time and cancel plans with me too


Just express how you feel and how you wish he spent a lil less time with his video games but more time with your company and having a connection with you


hm i can try to bring it up


theres a 3 hour time difference between us so sometimes its difficult to do some things


but thank you for listening and giving advice


i feel better now


No problemo happy to help anytime


If you need any advice my DMs are always open


I love listening and helping people out


aw thank you


same to you


OwO hug yoonchigga


owo hug Catziwwa


I mean I dont have a boyfriend yet but I do have a guy that wants to be with me but like its still kind of like shocking and scary because I really dont think I would be that much of a good girlfriend plus I never even been in a relationship before so everything is super new to me if he were to ask me to get into one with him


And like make it official


Cat, Im in the same boat as you. Kind of me and Love kind of just came together, and I have never been in a relationship before


But it may turn out for the best. I mean I feel reenergized. I have new energy, new hopes.


Im thankful for this


But the downside is that shes miles away across the ocean


I feel like a noob too. Lovely has been in plenty too


I kind of met Inferno, her BF before me


He


Was


A


Douche


Oof


But I feel like a complete noob when it comes to relationships.


Honestly same he just has so many experience and know what he is doing and even if he says something about wanting to be with me I just get embarrassed and blush


Lovely makes me blush a lot


I dont know if I make her blush when I say I wanna buy a plane ticket to be with you”


Or say something like that


well me and him both live in the same country


I live in the US, shes in the EU.


Oof that is far


I think idk


It is


Well he always says he wants to go on a date and stuff so basically he will be my first everything basically and I just feel like I would be like his whatever number of girlfriend he had so it would be like boring for him or whatever or not special


Guess it may seem like that. But maybe YOU will make a difference in his life. Maybe you will be the one.


Yeah I mean he is like really in love with me over the short period of time that we meet


We only knew eachother for about a week or more I think idk I forgot lmao


We are like pretty close with one another and just comfortable


Same thing kinda happened with me and Love


She admits that Im a rare find. Im the kindest person shes ever met.


It warms my heart that someone like her said that.


Awe


Honestly it makes me super happy how he makes me happy because nobody has ever done that for me before or said they wanted to get into a relationship with me for real and stuff


He is just too sweet that it makes me smile way too much


Theres never such a thing as too much smiling.


He makes you smile


Thats good


All the guys I liked and had a crush on they all left me and ghosted me but he is like different which is like super shocking too me


Thats sweet


I do believe I made the same difference to Lovely.


That is gud


Mhm


Hope you feel less stressed Catziwwa


I do UwU


Yaaay! The helper of sad people strikes again!


owo hug Suzulai


My bf stopped talking to me, he doesnt wanna talk to anyone till quarantine is over. i feel so alone tbh and I cant go till April 30th with no communication


fox that really does suck love. Im really sorry to hear that. But some people do that as a way to cope. Probably so they dont over stress about someone else over this time because it could easily damage things. Just understand you can always talk to us. If you ever want to vc Im open to it. Just know you arent in this alone and there are other ways to communicate.


Thank you sm hun Knackered


No problem


fox it could be worse. You could have been me and stuck without knowing love for all 19 years of your life. At least you have someone to call your own. I dont have that privilege because of my small figure and my mental state being that of a 12 or 13 year old. Appreciate what you have and who he is as a person. Give him some leeway. Though strange he doesnt want to talk, he is probably going through hard times. See if he changes his mind a week from now. Update us if you feel like it.


Blissary dont chat here, go tochat


hi im rika and im going to die alone


das not true, im sure you're gonna find someone unless you don't want to


but relationships aren't necessary, focus on yourself first!


im sorry you feel that way though, i hope u feel better soon:


especially at our age.


Ive been told I have this talent/ability” of being about to bring people so close into my life and gain trust over them. Just to drive them away and make them not want to be apart of my life anymore when I need them the most.


So Im a mess


@ Yogurt


Youre amazing love. If they are driven away they arent worth it. The ones that stay no matter what will always be with you through thick and thin.


Knackered


hey, it's ok, you got this! You don't have to change for anyone, but yourself. If you want to change, it may take time. I'm also trying to change, we both got this. We will learn from our mistakes. Even if you're tired lf being the same, we still eventually grow


Okay, I need to talk about this. My family is the absolute fing worst. I hate them. They hate me. They made me do yardwork for like 6 hours yesterday and chop wood and clean the house for around 7 today. What did they do? My father spent the day lying on the couch and doing nothing. My mother spent the day fing SLEEPING. And now I have to make a fire for my parents to sit by later? And if I dont I get punished to h? I hate this fing house, my shole parents, and how I have no fing rights at ALL.


Sorry, just had to say that. I feel better already.


Ooop


Felt that


I rarely vent but i try to. I feel like I'm bothering people when I do, so i just don't. My best friend, i rarely vent to her anymore bc she responds hours later when I'm already feeling better and it's like sorry, my problem isn't important anymore. We feel really distant lately and I don't know anymore. I've... been distancing myself from everyone. I don't really talk to anyone and it sucks.. Like, i avoided talking to all my servers because i was really down this week. I have no motivation at all, I haven't gotten anything done. I tried drawing but found that i absolutely suck at it and I'm trying to get better. I've lost motivation for drawing too. I lost interest in everything


I feel you, it happened to me too


I don't know your life path and can't relate to everything going on but my only advice is to give yourself time and try to have a touch with reality like having a cold shower or something and, if you want someone to vent I propose, even though like you I don't vent often aha


Everything will be fine, after the storm comes the sun but it's not easy to dance when everything is falling apart around you


thank you


owohug Neve


im not the best person to come to when someone vents:


Thanks for the hug tho..


Owo hug @ yena!


Neve Ah Neve, I'm truly sad about a long time friend doing this to you. It's not right at all and he should really apologise to you since he is your friend.


People are allowed to enjoy whatever they want, especially if it brings them happiness. It's called freewill, and every human is allowed freewill. Unfortunately, people have strong opinions against just about everything, and fully believe in this no matter what people say.


You as a human being have a right, a right to enjoy anime, gacha, furries and other Japanese stuff. He, as a friend, should respect your liking to these interests that bring you happiness, and not be judged upon or criticised.


I know we've never talked before, but if you ever want support or more advice, my dms are always open to you or anybody else. I may not be the most comforting, but I can give you honest advice.


Don't ever be discouraged, you deserve so much more. And well I don't want to judge but from what I read, that doesn't sound like a friend to me. Continue doing what you enjoy, and if he ever judges you for it, people are always here for you.


Thank you c,:


just under lots of stress.. school isnt helping either, even though its online school. ive lost contact with most my friends but a few. im not in lockdown but rarely go outside because im more likely for the y'know. and ive been having bad thoughts, not self harm but just not good ones. i would like to vent more but i feel like i'd just break down and start swearing and its not allowed


I felt that, i feel pretty lonely now that we're in quarantine:


but you got this charlie. If you ever need anyone, we're all here for you


Even if you feel lonely, there are others who also are lonely. The friends that you may not be contacting rn, they may be lonely too.


i hope i helped a little


I know Im not going to be able to live up to my life goals, considering I can hardly do online school, and that sucks. There arent enough jobs in the careers I would like that are enough to make a living and accomplish the purpose of doing it. And Im aware that there are many other hard things for people to deal with, its an unimportant vent, but I kind of just need an outlet right now


ramensocks I know how you feel but if you push yourself to continue and try harder you will get to where you want to be in life even tho things atm dont look so good and that the world might seem to be against you as long as you keep your head up and work hard for your goals you will get somewhere you want to be in life


thanks, that helps me


My mom keeps questioning me about why did i get a laptop, what happens if you dont get in with financial aid if its too expensive and I dont have a job, like...why cant she be proud of me? For once im doing something to forward my life and careers.


makes me suh sad reading all chur messages..


Shadowsfire26 same goes wif meh parents..


Yeah...it really sucks. Im the first one in my family to graduate highschool, first one to get accepted into college and she keeps doubting me. No matter what I do


Shadowsfire26 You are doing what you believe is right for yourself, and correct taking those little steps really does matter. With a laptop of your own, you can make resumes and do free online courses. It's little baby steps that really matter. She should be proud of you, since she is your mother.


You do whatever you want in life, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Keep moving forward and succeeding!


Loco thank you


Im really sad because my dog just passed away. He was only 2 years old and got infected by a parasite. I cant stop crying. I miss him to much


Thats messed up m8. What breed was he


im so sorry to hear:


Aww im sorry to hear that


Awe that's a terrible thing. He deserved to live longer. He's in a better place now, not sick anymore.. we're here for support, you can count on us. Your dog will always be with you, a special place in your heart.


Ah, Im sorry for wrong info he was 4


He was a Rottweiler


Awe cute. I hope you will be okay soon. You will always have memories of him.


I giv loaf so u feel better


Hey guys, Im really struggling with the stress of coping up with my 10 assignments per day, some from classes I only take once a fortnight! Does anyone have some advice on how to keep a good schedule up and an app or something I can use to set my reminders on?


claraa how long does it take you to complete each homework assignment?


Sometimes they set different tasks, with different due dates. Id say on average about 2 hours max, 30 minutes minimum.


Knackered


My thing is dont do everything in one day


I cant sleep because Im too sad D:


Sometimes, I feel like I force my friends to do things.


I don't know, maybe I ask them to help me make servers, or just talk with me or something..


But it always looks forced.


ALWAYS.


And there's a point where my friends screamed at me, saying I should stop being manipulative.


What can I do to stop being like this?


Ping me if you wanna say something about this.


@ QQ K what do you say exactly?


Im done with people calling me a attention seeker just cuz i want to hang out with them. I was on pony town today and went to our friend hangout spot. They were roleplaying and when i said hi they attacked me called me a attention seeker, a bword, and a s. I just wanted to hang out cuz i was bored.


but youre not an attention seeker for that! and even if someone is an attention seeker, its not bad at all to seek attention unless youre doing something harmful to get it.


I dont think they know what it means.


Heyooo


I mean there are many other relationships that you have now that may help and support you then build to a romantic relationship Honey


Right now Id say find yourself and work on yourself. Get to know yourself better. You dont need a significant other to make you not lonely you have mates, if not the server is your mate to help you and support you. Youll find someone. Just dont rush into it cause you feel like its a necessity. Also there are people out there that would love to date you. It just takes time and you do have to be out of your comfort zone. Cause finding some one and getting into a relationship with someone will always be a risk.


I know its just something I feel super desperate for and its really difficult to not want it


I feel like maybe things would be better for me if I could really connect to someone irl


I really want someone physically there to comfort me and tell me Im gonna be ok


3 I understand how you feel and all that its hard to be nice but have to reject someone but to also think it will more then likely hurt people more in the long run its better to tell them you dont have the same feelings as they do and even if they cry its better then them being hurt even worse in the longer term of giving them false hope always lead with what you want to do sometimes there are times you cant be that nice and people will use you for being too” nice in the end its just really what you want I hope this helps you figure out and all if not I tried my best my DMs are open if you ever want someone to talk to


Thank you so much


Shiro is here to let you know that YOU are the most amazing and funniest person in the world be yourself uwu Shiro giv huggie


awww was it the same one with the yandere?


im reading this manga because i saw a girl with blood and she was smiling on the cover and i was interested in what it was about


no this one is a different one


i don't like smiling girls with blood


im sort of just having an existential crisis bruh


ah yeah im probably going to stop reading that manga


ill be okie


okie


would you like a wholesome recommendation


yes pls


ok


have you seen the nekopara anime


NOT the game


OOH


I WANNA WATCH THAT


it's wholesome af


and im jellis


i have all the games too


wait


wait ;3


the 18 is dlc tho


ohhh i see you didn't buy the dlc


yeah it's really cute


i don't have the games cause


welll i bought it for the first volume today


oh my


hentai doesnt really bother me


its jsut gore and stuff,


honestly


ohp


@ Kitty Rika! i prefer wholesome hentai too


how


how can u say that and i cant .


well now i can but im too scared


so what happens if i get by the week without any more infractions


?infractions @ Kitty Rika!


mee9 is special


?infraction @ Kitty Rika!


use the! i think


OH EYAH IWFHHJVBJ


!infractions @ Kitty Rika!


I'm starting to consider cutting myself


and I'm also considering putting myself in another institution


I have no one


it's just up to me and I'm currently at a state where I'm just tired of fighting


I've been fighting for three years


these last three years have been the worst, just when I reach some sort of happiness, I end up in the same place


oh man bloo


i hope this server can help you a bit


before coming to this server i was actually suffering from really bad depression


no one online cares, I doubt my few friends I have in real life would care


my parents usually criticize me and want to change the subject when I bring up my depression


bloo;w;


i mean idk if this will help but


i felt kinda the same way when i first joined the server


I'm starting to become where I genuinely think it's best I killed myself that one time instead of looking for help


i didn't feel like anybody would really care abt me


yeah


i had that thought too;w;


It was best if my mom found my hanging corpse in my garage


of course it's not completely gone now but


im really sorry to hear that;w;


i can assure you that cutting yourself isnt the answer. it will only leave painful scars. there are many people who do care about you im sure, and i can assure you things do get better. you might say that therapy doesnt help, but you just have to find the right counsellor. i went through 3 different therapists before i found one that really helped me. please dont give up, and if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are always open, i promise


dms are open as well


idk abt u but


wholesome anime really helped...?


and this whole cute aesthetic


Usually what helps me is music


losing myself in this world of cuteness helps me forget how much i hate myself uwu


music is great too


it's the one thing that's been there for me these 7 years


the only one I relied on


this prolly doesn't apply but also pretending like im a girl also distracts me;w;


i like to delude myself until someone comes along who loves me as much as I imagine people do;w;


i mean


idk if that really helps but


we can totally talk


I feel like crying because I genuinely have no one, all my life I've had no friends IRL and no friends online and my parents were always distant and never involved with anything I did


and when I try talking to them about my depression they criticize me and try to change subjects


it really sucks how society treats some ppl sometimes;w;


like


especially introverted guys


like us .


i can kinda relate


i've also never had an irl friend


i bet there are tons of ppl out there


who share ur interests


brb


I've been to a mental hospital and prescribed anti depressants which I mixed with alcohol, I've drank myself to sleep on countless nights, I used to cut, I've tried killing myself three times, I used to starve myself and was hospitalized for anorexia because I was really sick, I was weak, I was throwing up, dehydrated, my head hurted, etc., I've done drugs


all of this to numb the emptiness I feel inside


recently, I thought I was doing better


but I'm not


I'm slowly falling right back down into that hole


I still drink myself stupid on some night when things are just unbearable


I promised my grandmother on her deathbed that I wouldn't do this again, but I can't help it


I feel numb, I feel alone, I feel hollow. I feel the need to cut and drink


it's so hard


and now I'm trying not to cry while I type this to strangers on the internet because it's the one thing that I can do, the one thing that can hopefully help me


back


oh dang


I don't really know what to say to that but


i really appreciate you taking the time to share this


i know that we don't really know each other yet


hopefully that'll change


Don't worry, I won't laugh;w;


This is serious and I really hope you can find someone special and all the help you need


I don't even care about finding someone special


I just want friends


I want to live


that's what i meant .


oop


I have so many dreams and aspirations


and I just can't


they all seem so far away especially now


yeah,


so as ironic as it seems, I want to die just because I want to live


if im getting this right


the pain of having your hopes crushed is so unbearable you wanna die to get rid of it...?


yes


the pain of living the same day over and over


hey so


and never getting anywhere near what I want to be


do you feel better venting to me?


is this making u feel better?


aww;w;


I need a drink


but I appreciate you speaking to me


yeah;w;


i mean


i guess


when i vented to ppl


it didn't immediately feel good


but in the end i think it helped me a lot


just to know that there is someone there to talk to


something constant in my life yknow?


sometimes it made me feel worse in the moment


but in the long run i think it helped


but maybe that's cause of the type of person i am


since this all hits us differently


I'm the type of guy who needs to express his emotions


I'm glad you at least got help as someone studying psychology I'm glad someone else isn't going through what I'm going through


idk if that's the same for u


oof


well i don't have a therapist if that's what ur implying


and the people that i used to vent to are all gone now


uwu


no I decided to start studying Psychology because I don't want anyone to feel the pain I feel


at least I know there's one person less feeling this way


who;


I mean you're saying you feel happier than you used to feel


at least you're happy


oh yeah


well im not happy just happier


XD


yeah i have relapses now and again


I'm just here trying not to cry


but for the most part its going alright ig


yeah


but lets not compare you and me


I'm genuinely about to get up and drink myself stuoid


i have a huge comparison problem


I feel horrible


if we linger to much on the fact that you have it worse than me then I'll start feeling insanely guilty and relapse


yeah man;w;


no no I'm not comparing us anymore


I'm just saying


ikkk


I want to cry and drink


hhh im too young for that


so i cant advise you like a professional


I know


but I just need to let that out


ok dude


I'm one of those emotional people too


tomorrow


you come on to discord


and you tell me


that you did not drink


at least 12 hours


in 12 hours time i wanna hear from you that you did not drink a drop


ok?


it's 12 AM for me


yup


if u sleep it may be easier to make the deadline


I'll probably just stay up listening to doomer music xD


owww


have you heard of grandson


then


I usually listen to sad 90s rock like Nine Inch Nails


i haven't heard of em;w;


you should try grandson though


he's def got some rock vibes


for your own safety, don't listen to them little one


they're very depressing


im very depressing too


i mean


i listen to some very dark stuff .


I wanna go boom pow pow and die


I


Someone I liked


figured out I liked them last night, and I got friendzoned, then he asked my close friend out not long after.


so, good timez amirite


Oh I know, it's just he led me on.. he knows he did too. We talked about it.. and he said he didn't know I felt for him and just thought we were joking around, which I guess I can't blame him for since we were joking in the beginning.


but he realized how I felt and uh yeah so


I think I put myself in this position anyways


Oh no its alright gracee. You will finally someone who will love you equally.


Something similar happened to me before. We both are still friends with our own partners


thank youuu and hehe that's good!:D


awww;w;


I really don't understand beauty standards


but i'm sure you're super cute!


idk if this even helps but


flat is justice


i mean


i also have really bad body image issues


but the people here are so so nice and they think im even cute,


even though im really ugly too


honestly im really interested in getting to know you now .


i really genuinely hate myself


yeah,


like i don't want to look like this


uhhh


i keep trying to change it but nothing is working


you want me to tell you about my similar struggles


will that help?;w;


sure


okie;w;


we can suffer together


so im really uncomfortable with my body too


i really hate being a guy


i would do anything to be cute like an anime girl .


i also hate myself a lot, it kind of scares people


i used to be think super violent things about myself


but now that i joined sayumi


the community here is so welcoming my self esteem is slowly getting better


i cant really give u an example about what i thought about myself because it's not appropriate for this server


but i can say that the people here are super accepting no matter what you look like and what you want to look like


well i mean in my view it's very easy to accept someone you can't see


i posted my first selfie .


here


and ppl called me cute


for the first time


like ever


i'm glad


dude i have really bad acne


and really greasy hair


that sticks out all over the place


and i have big ears


and my eyes are lopsided


and my jaw is too prominent


and im so skinny people think im anorexic


my hips are so small they are literally concave


you can see my ribs through my shirts


my wrist is smaller than some people's bones


im short and wimpy af


i have a terrible looking smile


my lips are always chapped and my fingernails are bitten


and i still get called cute


i also have bad acne...the amount of times i've been told that i need to eat more are too many to even count on my hands and toes...i have short curly hair that i can't grow...my hips have weird dips in them...my jawling has disappeared cause my face is gaining all the weight...my chest looks so dumb like i might as well not have breasts


the list goes on and on


yeah i can really relate;w;


and the only person who has seen me and genuinely made me believe they think i'm beautiful is my boyfriend


all of those things ring true for me


awww


but when he's not with me it's sadboihours


sounds amazing;w;


yeah


because i have no confidence or self esteem


i mean


i cant relate rn cause


im single


like always


but


having at least one person you can rely on is really important so im glad u got that at least


what i used to say is


no matter how much u hate urself i will love you twice as much


;w;


i wish someone said that to me


anyway


im super glad


and jellis


u have the bf


though rly


you really only have to be beautiful for ur bf... right?;w;


if he thinks ur beautiful who else do u need to prove it to?


idk if that helps


i wanna be beautiful to myself


aaah


do u do art?


yeah


i found that drawing myself as some different sort of creature


like as a wolf


something that represents me but isn't actually a drawing of me


it kind of gives me this identity without having to deal with all the physical imperfections


like u could draw a dove and have that represent you in some way


so ur free from human skin


idk if that makes sense


yeah but then i'm liking a version of me that isn't me


ig


is talking about this helping in any way


yeah but like the feelings are gonna get worse again


i'm used to it though


asajdkasjh


i relate so hard to what ur saying its painful i cant help more


heck


sayumi helped me that's all i can say XD


its really active here to and the community is really friendly and not intimidating so even a social outcast like me can find a place


whenever im not talking to someone i get incredibly lonely so always having someone to chat with is a huge plus


everybody even calls me cutie


even after they've seen my ugly mug


it makes me feel just a little better about myself


i stopped doing art because i would just beat myself up every time i tried to do something


but encouragement from really good friends made me pick it back up again


and now i'm actually excited to show it to people


that's good to hear


yeah


and i can talk however i wanna too


i can go around calling ppl cutie and bby and luv and nobody bats an eyelash even though im a guy cause they know its harmless


i mean


yeah i don't think im helping


XD


man i used to be so good at this


it's okay


talking does help


it keeps my mind off of it


ikr


it feels amazing to b e urself without fear of being judged


i mean i guess its different for u since its for urself right


but it does help me feel more comfortable in my skin


sure


ugh


with each passing day i want to die more and more


i... hate my family


im grateful


but


i hate them.


Hey Rudman I am so sorry to hear that. Stay strong and there are people here for you.


thanks


If you want to talk about it I am always here to offer a listening ear


My dad died almost a month ago and scrolling through his facebook makes me miss him so much more. I really wish I could have one of his shirts or smell his tobacco again, even something small like listening to his favourite song would be enough. Reading his blog and looking at old photos made him seem alive but I was fully aware that he isnt and it just makes the grief worse but I cant stop. I want to see him again so badly and I just wish I could have told him I loved him one last time before he left


@ fwuff, you should probably get an adult or a person you trust to help you preferably someone you know IRL, maybe even get CPS involved


This sounds like an abuse case


If not counseling could help


Family counseling


Sorry to hear that fluffy, but im just glad that you still have a mother


she might be scary but in the end, she made you and feed you till you're here right now


you aren't ready for a relationship and it seems he doesn't pay attention to you and you guys are in this state of Love/Hate. I know it hurts but what you need to do is sit him down and talk to him and try to fix the problem. Communication is a big thing in relationships, however, if you feel he's using you, you're both ghosting eachother, you don't trust him, then unfortunately as much as it hurts you need to break up


Its going to hurt ofc, youre ending something you put so much effort into and you feel close to this person but staying in that relationship will only hurt you rather than benefit you


This is ofc assuming you cant fix things


You love him but he doesn't, hard to say but clarity is right. Try to talk to him and settle it out,


If he really is using you then I suggest you stay out of a relationship for a while. Yes it'll be hard but it'll go by time.


I believe you will meet the right one, the one that cares and truly loves you as you are


Im bad at supporting once again QwQ


Thank you so much I know I cant do it because Im to scared but Ill try thank you so much


mhm, no need to rush


why is the night so depressing;;


I always feel so sad at night


same here


i try my best to stay positive but its hard not to break down and have a panick attack


its been this way for the longest time


but i just hide it


I guess It's ok to feel that way at night, since no one could see..;;


yeah


i mean at night


all of my close friends are a sleep


well my bf being the only one up


sleeping makes me feel a little better, but it's hard to sleep when you're sad.


that's why I'm still awake


but eventually crying makes you so tired that you fall asleep so It's ok in the end..;;


when my mind if like full or idk distracted i cant sleep


yeah same


even if i cry for a while


my insomnia is like nope


:c


: I just hope the bad feelings would go away in the morning


I worry about other ppl too much


i dont like seeing people fight


I recently had a revelation. Its more of an unpopular opinion. When someone says its going to be okay” I almost take it as a lie. Dont take it the wrong way, hear me out. There is a large chance nothing the person saying that can make it okay”. They cant just snap their fingers and make it okay”. You have to make it okay yourself. Its not just magically going to be okay in the next few days. You, yourself, have to make it okay.


Plz dont be angry its just an opinion


I actually agree


Ive just been through so much that my view warped into that


same here. but sometimes people need to hear the hope in the bad times..


A have to agree with south idk I hate it when ppl always say the usual like its fine its gonna get better and thats it I get tired of hearing that or when someones says why did you do that you had many options I just want to hear something new from my friends like then saying there gonna be with me a long the way to help;;


Sometimes u just


Cannot explain it


Or sometimes u dont even the reason urself


It just defies logic


Feelings dont always require reasons


Rhsbsbww shaking so much idk why


Bones r ratttlin


I cant talk in chat


SouthGamer i mean it's not always going to be okay, but eventually, you get through a problem and you're less stressed


that's what i see as ok. But like ik you can't always be positive.


I can admit, that I have the bad lucky of having relationships, I just don't know they all most of them finish cheating on me or break up with me with no sense. And know people have crush on me and see that was for a long time and they have someone. I can't understand it.


ty for anybody.


Bun 3994 your an amazing person those people dont deserve you they see your weak and easy to walk over if you be yourself and stand strong and dont let them will scare he fake away and people who truly love you for you and want you forever will stay never give up even when things seem to be against you you make your future take what happens in the past to improve your future every relationship may not work and people may move on lose feeling or never loved someone but if you stay strong and dont let them walk over you and show them all you are and who you are good things will come even if it takes its time just never give up on yourself xo


Ps my Dms are open if you ever need someone to talk to


i know it's bad, i wanna stop, but honestly im so tired, i dont see the point in trying. its been years. so long. I cant remember how it felt to be genuinely happy and honestly im losing everyone, so why not lose too?


im just tired. im tired of waiting for a day everything gets better


Maybe find new mates


I'm not good at finding friends


I tend to get too close


:c


But I'll try


Making friends is like any other skills, a social skill. It takes time, practice and knowledge to find the right ones. You want to surround yourself with people who think similar to you, so not as many fights happen but also so you can trust you have their support, and you are willing to support them back. That's just my opinion on friends, you make have something different. Your trying will soon become a skill you have mastered. Like most things in life, all you can do is try Shut it Yoda, this isn't Jedi training. Yoda wasn't correct when he said Do or do not, there is no try. If you don't try, how can you know you can or cannot?. Good luck Neve,


My head hurts so much rn, I'm like going through an insane amount of stress, i just want to dye my hair rn. Ugh. I want to take a break but i can't do that rn, there's something important i have to find out trust me, you wouldn't want to know, it's really... bad. I keep dreaming about this person that im avoiding and I'm like... stressing. Because of her. I just want to throw hands with everyone and everything. Im tired of stressing, I'm tired of waiting for everything to get better, I'm tired of being patient, I'm tired of my exhaustion. I want it to end. I don't want to care anymore. I could put an insane amount of positivity into my words, feel good about it, and then start getting emotionally drained because of how much i want to make everyone less... sad.


There's so much more on my mind but I can't put it into words right now.


I can't talk in the lounge @ RTL


you never realize how alone you are till your sitting in your room, by yourself, everything is silent, no notifications, no calls, no one talking. You never really notice till your sitting there and the world is quiet. You start to think about the past, past memories, relationships, friendships, family members, the family members who got the call back to heaven. You think about your little siblings and question if the world is being kinder to them but then you think about all the things your family is going through, the heartache, the broken family, sibling hate, the family hate. There are no more bonds like there used to be. There is no more glue holding your family together. Your family becomes people you once knew, still love but you don't know if they even feel the same anymore. There is no love in forced relationships with family, there is no love in forcing yourself to talk to that family member to try to get a stupid relationship started.


its really hard to care for someone so deeply thats a family member when they clearly dont care the same


Oh man,


The quarantine really doesnt help does it?


i hope u and ur family can reforge soke bonds but the sad truth is that that's not always the case


Eventually a lot of families just grow distant as time passes


There's so much societal pressure on having strong family bonds


But with so many toxic or dysfunctional families that societal pressure is just harmful imo


the quarantine is making it so much worse, we are almost always at eachothers throats


all of use used to be each others ride or die.


but now some of us wouldnt even flinch


Dang


Thats so sad


Covid rly messing up everything


i mean


Its a global phenomenkn


This is history in the process


Nobody is ready for this


Yep..


Currently stressed about grades and finding the right college in the UK to learn music production and more. Sadly Im so lost Idk where to find a place that has dorms etc. Im also worried about money. I also feel stressed out because there is so much I need and do but too afraid to pay for no matter how much I need it and more.


Saddest thing of all.


I feel like nobody actually loves me they just say it to make me feel better and people are just my friends because they feel sorry for me and I feel like everything is my fault like I'm the reason why I have no friends I'm the reason why my parents got divorced I feel like I did everything wrong


poisonedveinz


awwh you should never think any of those things! ik some people might say ily bc they feel bad, but I genuinely love u! everyone deserves love, and you definitely do. keep ur head high, someday you'll look back and see these rough times as a memory. so please stay positive, and my dms are open all the time 3 wove you baby


, I agree with you! I was on your shoes not long ago, No one loves me literally no one, except my parents, and by that, I kept finding and here I am 3 I made wonderful friends here.


Not everyone will love you, and that's a fact, but a few will.


Stay positive and face your rough times in fun ways:3 the quote I made xd


Say, let's be friends. Not because I feel bad but I was like you before and I want more friends xd. I added u, accept me anytime! poisonedveinz


i feel mildly annoyed whenever i receive dms even when people dont mean any harm


i think i just enjoy talking on my own terms and when i receive dms it's like im forced to hold a conversation when i dont want to, if that makes sense


it feels like a chore to respond sometimes. i would feel terrible saying that to their face though..


it would be nice if there was an easier way to tell ppl u dont want to talk to them, not necessarily bc of them but more like a personal preference


cant you just close your dms? I feel the same way even though mine are open still hehe but you can go on settings and like make it so ppl cant dm you


it'll make more sense if you look in settings, I'm not good at explaining.


tru! i should start doing that more often


yeah:


im not sure how to approach the topic with the people in question atm though


just tell them what you said, you don't wanna talk, because of personal preference.


I'd rather be told straight up than have a dry convo with someone who doesn't wanna talk tbh.


for sure


just like ripping off a bandaid!


yes:D


gracee hi


deletedchannel


Why would I feel sad while I have nothing to feel sad about, while others have reasons to feel sad and worse situations? Should I feel guilty for feeling sad while others have worse situations and mine is ok?


1. You have every right to feel sad, whether it is about a breakup to someone opening your milk carton from the wrong side, or even if you have nothing to be sad about. Although other people may have it tougher than you, its always ok to feel bad for yourself, or to have a little time with yourself.


2. You should never feel guilty for feeling sad, because its unhealthy for people to be selfless. Yes, there are times where you may be selfish, but sometimes, its ok to just be a little selfish once in a while. Be happy!


I want to argue with someone over the internet, but i don't have the mentality to do it well we're fighting so uh


Do it! As long as you know that you aren't going to regret what you're going to say, you have every right to argue against their points, no matter what. We're all rooting for you!


Thanks claudehugs alt that helped me


yep yep! always happy to help


claudehugs alt can thou send me your pfp


are they permanently kicked?


No @ Mimi


ohh ok.


They just need an invite back


So um, I dont want to talk too much about my personal life so Ill keep it short. Stuff is happening, worse than usual, and Im just not dealing with it in the best way. My emotions are out of control and my mental state is not stable. Im going to just take a little break and try to see the light in things. I dont know how long Ill be gone. I dont know if you guys hate me for this or if you already hate me, but I need to do what I feel is best for me.


Dont take anything out of context


Gold


but it doesnt mean im gonna stop fighting:c


fighting!


Its true that I dont know how it feels, but it is true that I care, and Ill walk with you through your pain. Youre not alone


Yes you're never alone


ah you guys dont have to but i appreciate it;;


we have to:D


Why am I so scared of so many things


ramensocks welp nature of human thing i suppose .


i here if you want to talk about it


I just cant seem to do anything


Im too scared to mess it all up, or who knows what


I still havent worked up the courage to post a simple art piece, and what would I be afraid of there, I know the community Id post it to would never be rude


Just dm me for the details


I cant with this bot


Actually please dm me


that's odd, i though mee6 was disabled here


and.. i cant ping venting support either?


hmmm hold up


and i cant edit the channel perms for mee6...


alright well uh


You arent allowed to cuss in here anyways


@ Kitty Rika!


understood


Hence the bot


The pings should work now though


Please dont overuse them


yep they do, thanks!


No problem


UwU


why are all my friends sad and depressed


it makes me sad two of my friends almost died already. one tried to overdose and one was about to stab themselves with a knife. gladly they are both still alive but it makes me feel like I did something wrong. Like I failed to be their friend. I am usually so bad at comforting people so I did nothing about it but say it's going to be okay but I know it's not but I don't know what to say. now one of them are trying to do it again, and it seems like it's going to be successful, they won't answer my messages or calls or anything. im really scared


You did not fail to be their friend. You stuck by their side so far haven't you? Just continue to be there. You don't have to be their therapist , but tell them to get out and ask for help. They need it. It's not your responsibility, they really need to get someone to help them, a professional. Call the police if you know where that one friend lives, if think you should. please.


You seem like an amazing friend and you're trying your hardest.


Minetta


thank you 3


Hey Kaylie, we know each other irl and we might not be as close as we were before, though Ill be here if you ever want to talk about their problems affecting you or any of your own problems. My DMs are open and we can call anytime too.


Your friends are important in your life and I get it. You stayed by their side like Gracee said, meaning youre already a good friend. If you only know them online, the best you can do is just.. Try to stop them and hope for the best. Tell them to get help in real life either online therapy or real therapy. Texted a suicidal help line before so if you wish to, you can tell them to text one too. Text 741741 and say Hello. Wish you the best from you Kaylie and just know Ill be by your side no matter what happens, hopefully the same for you.


Gardas


Ily as a friend you dork.


I feel like ill never be anything in life


im so young to think about it


i try hardest on my drawings but they aren't good enough


i try hardest on my discord servers but they also aren't good enough


i try to play piano but i can't play it as well as my other friends that use the same app and had the same amount of time to learn


am i a slow learner?


i don't know


i always feel like i can get better


im reaching for something that does not exist


but i feel like it does


i have so many different thoughts in my head


am i just a jealous person?


or am i overthinking everything...? as always..?


you just have to keep practicing, practicing is one of the many keys to life's success, patience is too.


try setting lower goals, ones that you can reach in a faster pace. these lower goals can be like, practicing a bit more than your friends, or just random doodles on a scrap piece of paper


you can see success in many forms, and sometimes it takes a bit longer, so that's where the patience thing comes in to play


Neve hey, i get where you are coming from. i want you to know that everything you put an effort into, will always get an outcome, every minute of practice will always get an outcome and that might not always be the outcome you want but it is always a sign of improvement.


i have definitely been through what youre thinking and im sure many people go through these things so you dont need to think that you are overthinking, you dont need to consider yourself as a jealous person.


i feel like you have succeeded in many goals that you have and that you have a passion of improvement and being the best you can! id like you to try to take these feelings to the best as positive you can:


and so heres a hug!


if you ever need to talk about things things in a one on one, my dms are always open.


iselle Hebert tysm guys! owo


@ wholesome of the day! Anyone of you in DMS?


Mmh


Sure


hm


Of course


hit me up


Im also free


Who do I vent to Y'all are so many


@. bet


its really up to you


anyone


I'm open whenever


How about the oldest of us


Your choice


whoever you think is most approachable


Aka me


Who ever you feel is right


mhm


Clarity dont force them let them pick


yup!


we're all here:3


mhm:


You Clarity or Katee.


Ofc Im free just dm me!


Okay.


@. hello yes yes bb they're open!


Oopsies


If anybody wants to DM me I'm free and full of random sentences filled with uwus, love and care!


awww


And you reading this, You are amazing and beautiful!


If I don't reply, I'm not ignoring you, I might be sleeping, keep good self care Beautiful!


Don't feel sad, Sad is just a feeling you don't need it's annoying, Everything you may do may be a waste of time, If you hate it why are you doing it, if you're irresponsible, That's just you, if it's with work that's just your personality, there is nothing wrong with that, I'll DM you a hug you need it ramen I'll DM it when you are online Ramen amazing 500 By the way you are amazing!


Awww its okay! Sometimes we dont always love what we do. And if it makes me feel irresponsible, remember that even the smartest people in the world take breaks


Take a step back and look at your work in a different angle


That might help


I'd like to talk to someone in dms


You can talk to me Zusman


take your time .


Im sorry for making you sad


First at all you have to relize it not your fault you have to trust your self


Second what happens it not gonna change all you can do is accept it and go through it and you don't have to be that sad for those peoples you know?


But everything that breaks you down can also build your character, cause people love to see you fail, just be aware of it, don't let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative


look after all we're all products of the things that we experience


You know when you have those days where you just don't want to be here


just strive ur best even if ur best isnt the best, its good enough, at least u tried


just let go of ur anger no use of bottling them up


Otherwise go on a break for everything, for like a week or so, watch youtube or do whatever youd like, make it the happiest week of your life


The pain doesnt stop unless you want it to stop, nothing can stop the pain aside from you


Welp let me tell you ashi


I know some things that you gona cover up, but you can't ignore


And you gonna act like it don't hurt much, but it hurts, don't it?


Insecurities of all kind, yeah, you are hostage to your own pride


life can be a lot to talk


But you have to know, you gonna make a lot of mistakes


and peoples gonna laugh at your face, that is part of life, that is just the way that it goes


And it fine to be sad we don't expect you 100 always happy and you not failure the way you think of your self that what make you a failure


@ Ashi On Break take your time to recover let me know if you still want to like having some one to talk i free just let me know if you feel comfortable about it .


And yeah you should go rest it fine to be sad you don't need to alway stay happy be your self aight?


yo im really feeling that ashii but i know it'll get better soon, for both of us


you will gain motivation when you want to and times where you feel like you won't bc you just don't want to do something


and if you're becoming annoying to them, find new friends, they're not worth your time. yeah, people can get annoyed but like they should address it and communicate w you instead of letting it drag out ykyk


it is really hard to let go of the past... and i wouldn't know how to help with that but just realize it's over, your past doesn't need to define you. Just go with the way events sre happening now, it'll... somehow turn out ok. You're strong, we're strong. You got this and i believe in you. There's always someone to talk to about your emotions, so don't hold them all in. It's not healthy. Even if you think you vent too often, it's ok. things happen.


Let me tell you ash, you've got it all wrong with happiness dahl. Happiness is something we all like to have, something we wish we could experience forever.


But we can't. Happiness is an emotion, it comes and goes, never sticks around because that's how emotions works. They're only temporary. You experience emotions like a normal human being since happiness doesn't last any longer than 1520 minutes, that sounds about how long it would last.


We're human, only designed to be seldom or content. If we were happy all the time, we'd let our guard down and it would be much easier for things to hurt us that way, mentally or physically. It's just how we humans are built.


Anyway, enough of that, my point is @ Ashi On Break to never give in to those feelings of sadness, they're just thoughts. Something that exists in the back of our head, nothing physical. It only hurts us if we let it or think it will hurt us. You have to stay strong, talk it out to people you trust and let yourself heal. Eat properly, get enough sleep and remember, you are your own thoughts. Thoughts and emotions don't run your life, you do.


So like I always say, what's next?


eek, my problems;w;


I don't like being yelled at. Simple. Right?...well, it's gotten to the point to where everytime I get yelled at or do something wrong, I feel as if I need to blame myself for everything. If someone blames something on me, I blame myself too. I feel as if every where I turn, I make mistakes. Which sucks if you think about it. I wish people knew that I'm not perfect...I wish I knew that I wasn't perfect. If I could tell people that sometimes I just need a break, that would be great. But confrentation is not my favorite...


Ha, I know you feel pillow. Wishing you couldn't make so many mistakes and whenever something happens you blame yourself, you just feel it's your fault right? Being mistake prone isn't fun, I'm pretty mistake prone myself.


But if you want to talk about it more I'm here always. Just know, mistakes mean you are learning. Mistakes are normal, which means you are a human. Being yelled at, again that's not your fault because you aren't the one doing the yelling, so again don't blame yourself.


To say you aren't perfect is actually a smart thing to know, only people with no brains say they are perfect in every way. So therefore, that's not a mistake. You don't deserve that yelling at all, I promise you that.


Lastly, take a break. You need breaks, and infact you'll make less mistakes by having a break. It'll refresh your body and mind, allowing you to think more clearly and have a growth mindset rather than a fixed mindset. Talk to me if you want more, but all I can say is: Keep making mistakes, you'll get to a point when you make barely any at all, and take that break!


My ex called me and my friend the B word doesnt know if Im allowed to say bad words and some servers dont allow that for me blocking me. Heres our love story. He is named Robo, and Im Philo. Me and him started dating a few months ago until he started getting mentally abusive. He made me feel uncomfortable and to be honest I was fine with that if he wanted to control me like a doll. I also feel like I need to blame myself for the things he did. The relationship started dying and so he broke up with me. He would talk to me, but my friend told me to block him. So I did, this guy has the nerve to go to my alt account and message me there. He told me I was stupid for blocking him, so I said my friend told me do this not my fault you were a jerk to me. And he called me and my friend a B. So I told him to F off and I blocked him.


Now Im stressed out all the time to the point I cant sleep any more because Im thinking of him.


I cant talk to the people I trust because theyll leave me sooner or later.


TW EDI'm so sick of feeling like this. i want to be recovered but at the same time i want to keep losing weight. i like to see the number on the scale drop. i love and hate feeling like this all the time. i'm so obsessed with my weight. i wish i could focus on other things, but at the same time it feels so good to lose weight and focus on that feeling. i don't understand this


How much doest thou weigh? Im 109lbs.


I would actually like to be more buff. I hate being smol


Being unfriended from someone you really liked hurts so bad


And i know damn well its my fault, i cant even dm them anymore


Maybe i should leave discord entirely, nobody seems to care


aw man..


I shouldve been more active on discord, i made them feel sad


I hate making ppl sad, i want to make them hapy


But no, i had to ruin it like everything else i touch


We can't really please everyone in life


It was just one person, just one


I should leave...


dont leave


Why? Im being a depressed sack of patatoes


Hey, do you blame yourself?


Yeah i do


If you do, then think about where it went wrong. Sometimes when you give it a thought or two you will understand what happened and why it went wrong.


I know where it went wrong, with me


What did you do?


To make it go all wrong?


I wasnt active enough for them, i was to anxious and scared of messing it up


Did you love them?


Not enough for them to stay


Maybe it isn't because of you not being active. It was maybe the fact that when you were active, you might have never really given them the care, love, and attention they deserved.


Yeah, i did everything i could possibly do the worst kind of wrong


Well, hey we all make mistakes don't we? We are humans.


It was the worst mistake ive ever made


Everyone makes them, it shows that at least you tried.


Maybe you guys didn't click? Don't worry you will find someone in your life soon.


Not likely, im going to go drink


It is very likely.


Everyone falls in and out of love. That's the beauty of it.


It takes a couple 100 times. But we finally do manage to find the one.


I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night.


It wont be


Oh come on, if you keep thinking negative then how will anything be positive?


If its bothering you so much, then you can just apologise?


I cant, they unfriended me


Then friend them?


Ive already done enough damage... i dont want to do more


Did you try dming them after they unfriended you?


They dont have dms open


Damage? Apologising actually makes things better.


And oh.


If you don't try you don't know what you can do, can you?


Give it a try. At least it will make you feel better that you said sorry.


Open up to them?


I dont think so


Just try.


Now I'm sorry, it is currently 3 AM here so Imma go ahead and sleep. Feel free to DM me anytime.


SouthGamer 105 lbs


i'm 13. how tall are you btw?


SouthGamer


Possible 5.1


SouthGamer ah, i was a little worried you were underweight


Well technically I am. It would be normal if I was a female. But Im a male


i'm always told that i'm underweight, but i don't look or feel underweight.


i just wanna lose weight so badly. i just want to reach my goal weight


ugh i really hate feeling like this. it sucks


I likely weighed less than you at age 13


Its fine m8


Think about it, you are 13. You just hit your first teen year, its completely normal. Youll probably put on a few pounds as you go. Dont let anyone tell you you are underweight when you are 13 XD. What do they expect? Not everyone can be some massive football player. Plus I can tell that I AM the one that is actually underweight. 19 and 109lbs, yeah Im strange


truth be told, i am underweight. but i don't look or feel underweight. i'm 5'6 and 105 lbs. SouthGamer


how tall are you?


5 7


weight?


Like 95


@ Kitty Rika! that's severely underweight


are you okay?


yeah im perfectly healthy actually


i have a very fast metabolism and i actually eat a lot


it runs in the famil


y


really?


95 pound is severely underweight


that's a bmi in the 14 range... you can have organ and heart failure from that


doctors haven't found a problem with me shrugs


you're worth our time and attention


we all care about you so much


we don't want anything to happen to you


Sometimes, the love and care from strangers is better than from friends. If you feel inferior, you have an insecurity issue with yourself. So you should try to find out what that is and take it head on. One things for sure, I can guarantee you no one is inferior to everybody. There's always AT LEAST ONE thing you are best at compared to everyone else, so don't ever say you are inferior. Trust me a lot of other people feel inferior as well, they just prefer to hide it.


my older brother came over to help get rid of some big trash using his trailer, he says to hurry up, i tell him if hes in a hurry he should help, then he punched me in the side so hard i couldnt breathe and ripped up my shirt


it was hurting so much i took 6 ibuprofen and it still hurts a bit


if he comes over again and tries to get in the room im stayin in im calling 911


for me you should tell him stop cause it caught your physical issue he can get arrest by doing that and yes if he keep doing that you should call the police get hand on


So badly


why do the best people always have to suffer


i can't tell if this is a positive or a negative vent


i love her so much and I want to be with her forever


I want to show her what I see in her


I want her to be happy


I want her to feel safe


I want her to be alive...