i miss my dad, who is currently in the icu for almost a month. even though me and him never been the closest, it's weird not having him around as he was always there in the house watching tv or wtv now it's weirdly quiet in a way? i don't know what i am saying.


Stay safe sweetie!


mental health overall is still not good, family problems but i came out atleast


little bit of weight off my shoulders yk


Sorry to vent but i was wearing a hoodie and stockings and my mom said i was a wh0r3 so now im scared of wearing stockings incase my mother lowers my confidence/ happiness


Thank you.


As for my friend, I mean he just scolded me for not eating so I could lose weight which I think is what I needed. I'm just working on breaking the habit. I used to eat around 400 cal a day and now I'm reaching a little past 1000. Right now I'm working on motivating myself to get out of bed and take care of myself. Most of the time I wake up around 2pm fall asleep around 4 because of insomnia and eat a couple hours after I wake up or when my stomach starts cramping or rumbling a lot.


Sorry for the slow response, I'm a little tired.


its 4am and im gonna sleep soon so prolly waking up near 2pm as well


ah, 4am for me as well


Also, look at it this way, at least you brushed your teeth, even is you do it at 1am or 5pm, you still did something healthy.:


working on fixing my sleep schedule tho not going too hot


yeah, I'm not trying, school will fix my sleep schedule


i have to get a min 6h sleep or I'll fall asleep during class


at least my classes start at 9am so thats a start


if I'm not in school I sleep through most of my classes. mine starts at 8:15


o


my sleep schedule got pretty bad since midwinter break started


ion know if i prefer it this way but


It's think I messed up my sleep schedule while watching gordon ramsey.


my mom had my phones internet turn off at 12am so i would sleep which i would probably prefer at this point


Then maybe you could ask her to do it again, even though winter break is pretty much over


she'll prolly remember to anyway, im gonna go sleep, gn!


Gn!


dont let her take ur passion away from you


joshh thank you so much qt


SeNor Cyan oh wow it was unexpected that you responded but thank you so much


Well im not so active here but I just want to vent about my relationship with friends. I only have one that I rely on and I want to make some more. I really do but.. It's hard for me since I overthink about what the other person is thinking. I tend to feel left out, too. Today, actually my friend suggested that I should meet one of her friends and I finally said yes and I felt so nervous and I thought I was just being so incredibly awkward. It was..until my friend decided to add another one of her friends there, too and they spoke and i felt left out and I left the dm group in tears. Im just wishing that maybe one day i can have a best friend who understands me and i understand them. Do maybe any of you have any friends? I really need it..since i do feel quite lonely if i need to be honest.


Thank u so much


Honestly so confused about myself rn. I feel like maybe I'm going down the wrong path, and that i'm actually nonbinary, but at the same time I also feel like i'm female trans. Idk, I should probably talk to someone irl about this for guidance and assistance to truly figure out myself, but idrk.


Yea, you're right. Ty for that 3


Glad I could help


ghost ping?


The text I tried to send dissapeared and idk why


Maybe it was too long?


Mmm maybe, though usually it would just be sent as 2 separate messages


idk


I sent it as a paragraph and a half


like


this


Weird


sorry if my message didnt help:


have a great day/night


Yeah, I got so much on my mind rn and it's stressing me out, so it's ot helping me out much mentally xd. And nah, you did help 3


It was poossibly too long.


stay safe sweetie


I shall try, you stay safe as well


My cat died and I've been crying almost all day. I know this is stupid but my cat was literally the best and the only one who i loved playing with


I straight up want to cry but my body won't let me.


Thank you Kris


Do you have any family or friends you can live with?


No, not at all


I sneak out to my boyfriend's house, i stay there till 6AM so my parents would be asleep. Same thing with my sister, although i sometimes don't trust her boyfriend cuz he always wanted to touch her and almost rped her.


You should probably call the police.


Mhm.


Being taken away from a family a possibly being put in an adoption center is rough but it's probably better than growing up in that environment. That or talk sense into the woman that is letting him stay in her home.


As long as you have evidence of abuse then you're good.


I really wish the best for you and your sister. Also remember that they can't force you to stay there forever.


Thanks


Godspeed


That old friend went on how it was all my fing fault all mine over and over then went on how horrible of a monster I was accused me of spying on her here a server with fing 24k people and told me I treat people like pets she said I was an attention seeker I have my own server with 1.2k members and there was a time when I stopped being her friend I had to make an announcement mentioning why I was gone for 2 weeks the reason was because I tried to overdose not proud of it didn't wanna go into details I just said that I tried to and I'm also human and I've been going through a lot and then I explained about how I didn't wanna hear about that old friend anymore on how I couldn't be friends with her anymore because my mental health is already such a mess yk so she goes ranting on how I lied to people and manipulated things then went on how I shouldn't scream to 1.2k people yk yeah which I didn't I just wanted to explain why I was gone for 2 weeks but still it hurts so much I'm so hurt I don't wanna be called an attention seeker but I feel safe enough to let things out here I'm so tired of everything of myself I'm trying but it feels like it's never enough people always ruin me when I feel better people always have to go no u can't be happy because ur horrible and I know I'm horrible


My life sucks I wanna get better but I can't because people always mess me up I get messed up easily but I wanted to move pass what that old friend said I wanted to just get better


And bottling up isn't good for u bb. Talk to ur close friends about ur problems, they won't judge u. I'm sure everyone loves u


the next day I decide to eat breakfast the day wasn't the best and I told my boyfriend so and we called since he always makes me so happy yk but then catastrophe stroke ofcofc


i


Ur boyfriend seems like a good person


I dont think I should talk rn


Even though I think you got the wrong idea on aoi


Goldie let her talk


That stupid huge breakdown lead me to asking for a breakup which I didn't want but I was stressed sad and I wanted to disappear I couldn't do it anymore I started throwing pretty mucja. tantrum throwing things off to look for something to self harm but I couldn't find anything I always break glass when things happen and idk it's just so hard to explain I started throwing pretty much a rampage and just went on and on my boyfriend didn't know I did that on call with him until I told him 2 days after and he felt bad and I'm horrible honestly horrible I can't believe I asked him for a breakup 3 times my mouth went I WANT A FING BREAKUP but my head was going what am I even doing what am I doing I'm doing something wrong again I shouldn't do this


I have many friends but it bacame harder and harder to vent to them to trust them fully they seem to not trust me when I talk about what I do to myself they get so upset and I don't want that


I know I'm a horrible person


People saying it more and more


just makes it worse


I try my best to be a good person but I know I'm probably not trying well enough people always say I'm not trying enough that's what I always hear people always complain about me


I just wanna get better but it seems impossible


I always hear the same stuff over and over again


No, it's not impossible


Everything is possible, rawr


I won't even try to do smth, ty


I KNOW UR PARANOID BUT IM SO TIRED


I just wanted to live life but


even after I fixed the issue with my boyfriend


after I did I still wanted to look at it positively we got this out of the way we can get through some more I mean it's almost been 3 months


his friend called me a guilt tripper


I tried to ignore it


I really did because she didn't know me


Can you guys


stop


for a second


she didn't know anything about me I'm sorry


jesus..


I'll stop


at least I let some off


sorry I never really vented apart from my calls with my boyfriend and in a group


but that group just went really messy


Leah.


but I kinda feel better even tho I didn't tell my friends about my problems and I shouldn't have just let everything here well 5 of it here I shouldn't anymore


Can I dms you real quick?


First off calm.


I'm calm


thank you


Can I dms you?


Yeah sorry if I messed up


Tysm Kris actually really helpful ty


That was a lot to read


But I have some feedback as far as quitting self harm goes. Let me see if I have a picture of what I do.


Man, I don't.


But, if you enjoy art, I think a thing that might help you is taking a marker so you won't be able to scratch yourself and finding a shape or something you enjoy drawing on yourself. I usually draw swirls and I knew something that would draw flowers. Take your pain and turn it into something beautiful.


Breaking a self harm addiction isn't easy by any means trust me I would know but anyone can break an addiction. Especially with the lovely people here and people outside of here that are willing to support you.


Another thing that may help is to take a warm shower unless you like them cold but I advise against hot. I did that a lot when I was dealing with withdrawals getting off of medication.


Or if you like writing you could write poetry about it or a short story.


I can list all of the stuff I do to distract myself from picking up old addictions if anyone is interested.


I literally want to cry so bad Rn im in math class i hate math so much, i just heard that my dad might pass away today and im not going to be able to see him why must covid be like this why did it get him this bad i didnt think this would be so soon i have barely recovered from covid why couldnt he also..., the nurse said he also has depression... was he not happy with us? Is this why he didnt tell us he had all the symptoms? Why didnt he say something? Why didnt he agree to the help the nurses were offering him? Why did he not want to go on ft, we wanted to see him. Im done.


And if you don't want to come off as rude or you don't want to ignore the person you can say, Thank you for your feedback but I like it the way it is and I don't want to change it..


i can relate tho normally when i dont wanna criticism people are like your wm can be cropped out


thank you both! Botched Holmes; the work i posted was in a your work section, and there was a separate channel for crticism. thank you!


they told us it was a suggestion, and a compliment. unfortunately, im not aggressive like xela. its alright now, im not mad anymore; a bit irritated, but im alright. part 2 of venting


so here's the thing. i just talked to my mom for a few minutes for a school life. i explained to her i can't do the homework because my lack of motivation. i can do the homework, yes, it's not hard, but i'm just not motivated enough. the homework is just boring. and if i spend too much time on it, i eventually quit it because i'm bored and unmotivated. instead of homework, i like writing, reading, and mma more. i like focusing on that more. but my teachers and mom don't know that. i have a ptc with my math and science teacher on wednesday and english and history on friday. she's going to tell them i feel unmotivated and can't do it, which might be a nice thing but the thing is she might start pressuring me to do homework.


Hi everybody so I got exams I didn't read anything too so I'm on a break and till March 25th so ly all stay safe and take care byeeheart


Goodluck on your exams!


woa


i didnt mean to type that much


Happy Vent


I'm happier than usual, I feel like life has actually been good. I'll list some things that happened to me:.


1. I have a boyfriend, he loves me, I love him, we're happy, and I hope it won't last painful, and I hope it will last long.


2. My parents still hate me because I'm not good at studying, but since we got out of financial problems, I have a better life, and I'm able to put some weight off my shoulders. So now I have more time to look at my career at school.


3. I finally got to stop self harm after a long period using it to relieve pain. I feel like I'm happier this way.


4. Last but not least, I feel more myself. I feel like I'm finally becoming myself, someone who doesn't care about anyone's opinion about me, I only care about my opinion. I feel happier.


Note: Just be yourself, and start a great beginning, and you'll be able to do anything, thank you for all the support I got when I vented here a lot of times, I'm grateful, it all worked thank to you. I also want to give a special thanks to @ because they are extremely nice, and they helped me the most. I love you, thank you very much.


PLSSS NP ILYYY


wow so much paragraphs


pLS


its my 1st time being in this channel


uHm keep convo's out this channel tho this is for venting, chat


im so like mad rn bc life isnt fair anymore for me i lost my dad when i was 9 and my mom went to jail when i was 6 for doing drogs and they left me in russia and then i didnt know any english so i couldnt understand anything when i moved to america i didnt know english and i like died bc ppl were making fun of me for not knowing english and that was pretty hard but now ik a lot of english bc i studied for 5 years im literally sooo good at english now


Hi! Im sorry If I should not do this here, my apologize! BUt just incase I wanted to let everyone know smt oW o


oh its to long ono


WAIT NORMAN?


@ akari


IS THAT YOU


mUAHAHA


oh wait nvm now i know what your talking about


heh Ima try to make it shorter


its way to long..


oo


hm ik what to do!


try to make the message one by one


and boom


ty owo


I think its just way WAy to long...


does not fit any where oo


put it shorter and send the message one by one


oh didnt expect that but thank you!


We arent supposed to do any of that


Just keep your strength


Keep your faith


Dont change because you were told to


Be yourself


Sometimes playing a character, isnt the best thing to do. Have a great day, and dont stop spreading awareness about things that are happening currently in the world.


this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. out of the experience, it destroys people. Please don't be afraid to ask for help.


Please, I beg you, please don't do it. You are worth it and there are people who love you.


I need everyone to pass this on.


As it says, its not mine! But I thought it will be important to share, and Im so sorry if anyone feels uncomftable/not pleased ect. my intentions where not to make anyone feel bad!


thank you


np! hugs and kisses to anyone having a bad day


Sorry to ask here, but I cant seem to find the main chatt o/o wil anyone tag it? Ty;w;


my true happy vent and life!


TW trigger warning! Depression, Anxiety, Starving yourself, Self harm!


when i was little i was very happy ever since i was 5 i felt kinda sad and it got worse and worse i was tryna figure what was wrong with me and when i searched what it was it was depression and i never heard about depression before. When i started school i begin to shake for no reason i never stop shaking till the end of the day my teacher didnt even see me i felt like i was frozen in a freezer and being dead while shaking and when i was home i cried so much and telling myself what was wrong with me i had to study what was wrong with me and i guess i knew it 24/7. when i turned 8 my depression and anxiety became worse and worse and self harming thoughts are very much worse i cutted myself on my finger and it started to sting when i took a shower.. when i was 10 i was kinda getting lil better till better i remember starving myself when i was 9 i completely cried very much and when i found something that belongs to me i finally found it and i must keep it. it was happiness! my health is getting better once again i promised myself to be better and help others.


I feel so bad ono


uhh its very long


all that typing


for it to be tagged


oh nvm I found a way to take it out


YOU ARE SO STRONG MAAM/SIR


Nobody should every go through that: But Im so proud ur getting better


And Ik you will keep bc ur so strong and I believe in u w ALL MY HEART


uvu


awe ty 3


oo


oh


why wont it let me go in?


hmm I probaly missed a step! I verified and checked all the rules


it was kinda triggering im vv sorry:


For everyone feeling down, here ily all so much If you see this I just want you to know I love you. You are precious, an incredible person with an amazing personality. You are beautiful, I hope that you are eating well, staying hydrated and getting good sleep. I hope you are taking care of your mental health. I hope you are taking care of your grades and you are feeling better. Everything is going to work out, dont give up. You are amazing, you are strong. You are a gift that was sent into this world, you are here for a reason. We are given an opportunity to live, to be born with great health. Lets take advantage and be grateful of what others cant have. Im sorry I havent been helping with rants lately but Ive been dealing with my own problems that I havent talked about. But I hope you are doing good and I want you to know you are worth so much and that I love you. I will always be here for you!


I want to cry


well that all just got deleted


it wasn't much of a long paragraph so uh


bro, why can I talk here:,


osoro fix perms, I'm not supposed to talk here while muted


u should be grateful lmfao


Sorry about aoi. Shes always like that


Jiiko I know you said that


Aoi would never say that


Smh


Now go back to chat


Mute


Hm?


Muted


Also I wasnt trying to be them if you are confused


Well, good then cause I dont want you messing up what aois worked for


Uh huh...


Now go to dms this isnt the chat


oh, its okay. i just interpreted what aoi said in the wrong way.


hi! I wanted to share something of mine And also everyone here also sharing, you are so strong Im so proud of you! CW: T!CKS


So I usua;y get what is known as Ticks but Im still not diagnosed so I dont like saying I have them!


bUT I get really uncrontoulable moves a lot usually during the night ono


and Ive noticed that usually when I concentrade its better and its more calming


and I just wanted to ask if anyone could give me some calming activities I can concentrde in!


that was all! Thank you I


@ akari Try doing your hobbies! I think it's best to try things that are more on the artistic side when it comes to therapeutic things. Draw, write, sing, etc. Maybe watch a comedy show. Read a book or just find interesting things on the internet! Mess around with Google AI. Use the wide variety and availability of fun things to do. Or maybe just sit down, drink a cup of beverage, look outside, listen to some calm music and just admire some scenery! I hope you can quickly get a diagnosis and help yourself even more


Np! Anytime


someone's watching, i can't say who but they're watching me, i can't say anything anymore, i hear footsteps, i have to go


I'm scared


Too much happened today


it caught me off guard


not even discord is my safe space anymore


i thought discord was the place where i could say what's happening to me but i was wrong


i can't say what happened


i don't want them to be angry at me anymore


i just really need someone to hug me right now


i have someone in mind


but they're not with me right now


i'm gonna see them tomorrow but they're out of reach


this is the end isn't it


i'm scared


i'm silently screaming for help


it's all useless now


i can't even remember what was meaningful to me anymore


i feel so guilty


I feel really sad I was off for a whole day because the exact day my friend got frustrated at me my cat died and it might be stupid but my cat has been there for me throughout my saddest moments and happiest I'm so sad I lost her she did leave me her kittens but it's still so frustrating because she was doing so well she was just playing and jumping on and off my lap like usual and then it just happened I'm probably gonna talk about this to my other friends my gf said some nice things already I just can't bring myself to be my positive self atm because of my friend I'm trying to fix my relationship with her I hope I do well I don't wanna tell her my cat died yet since she might just get upset and go all sad


Adding just now I was on call with that friend and we were doing good she said she wasn't mad at me and I already knew that but I did upset her badly she didn't say that but I know I did but in the call her mom started shouting at her mean things and then idk I'm scared her parents are quite abusive at times I need to be reassured she's ok but idk where to look for that reassure ment


It was such a short call because of her mom who just started throwing things off and she just disappeared on me with don't worry I'll be fine it happens a lot lately and it just doesn't make me worry less


i had a mini anxiety attack why can't i just forget about it this makes me fear sleeping the more this happens


ok so my friend just lost his dog and i feel like a bad friend for not being able to be there for him and instead doing schoolwork


either do what i need to do, or try and help my friend


like, what the hell am i supposed to do


btw sorry for replying super late omg


So, I have those jelly window clings and Recently they have been disappearing off of my window. And this evening I found my cat choking on a window cling..


WUT...


uhh be careful put them in a spot where your cat cant get to them


I keep getting nightmares of me being chased by some people i used to be friends with and then one of them stabs me. I sometimes wake up, crying and unable to breathe


The nightmare keeps repeating every single day and it makes me not wanna sleep anymore


I tried talking to one of my friends about it


They didn't seem to believe me


any other close friend? or talk to your parents/guardian about it? they could help you and/or get medication if it gets worse D: sorry im not the best at giving advice ahh


Ty


Just a small venting. I have a friend that is mostly free because he stays at home. I am usually busy during the day with my projects and he always wants to talk to me. I can't talk all the time because of the things I have to do.. But he keeps spamming me with messages telling me I am an awful friend for not answering him in time. I barely have time for myself sometimes and I talk from time to time with other friends because they are busy too and understsnd. But this one keeps telling me I am a bad friend and thinks my fiance keeps me away from him when it's just my projects. I am sensitive when it comes to people I care about and I don't want to make him mad so I go out of my way to answer him as often as I can but it's still not enough and I don't know what to do anymore...


I feel violated, people dm me or add me just to play with me and my feelings because they think that im cute only just to ask me for nasty things i just want to off myself because i feel dumb and good for nothing.


So I'm kinda sad rn because I just found out of my friends has taken their life 30 minutes ago


And I'm just tired of losing everyone so I don't know what to do anymore


omg,I am so sorry!


And with the amount of friends I've been losing I've been thinking about joining them so I don't really know what to do because I don't wanna make my other friends sad but I also can't deal with this pain anymore so I'm at a stump completely


no! your family still cares about you!


don't take your life away,I understand that you lost your friends and that makes you sad but they would be upset if you took yours too and think about your family they will be worried that their child took away there life. Don't do it


well then think about your brother and there are so many good moments in life that you wont experience anymore if you did it


And everyday I'm just normally told to kill myself so yeah I guess it's all just adding up to more and more and making me be at the point of killing myself already and therapy isn't working at all


Mely plus I have almost nothing to really live for tbh


Everyone leaves me one way or another so I just kinda distance myself from others


So like me living already is kinda pointless


don't think like that!


Thinking like that just makes you bring yourself down even more!


Omg


hey yo uh Xswag could you rewhitelist this channel and intros


im trying to vent.


yeah, sorry wick whitelist got screwed up


if you want you can dm me your vent and i'll paste it here


an ex friend of mine that i blocked because he was stalking me on every account and got mad if i didn't answer for 5 minutes keeps making accounts to harass me over and over again and i don't know what to do anymore. he doesn't listen to anyone and keeps messaging me on multiple accounts to call me names and threaten me with death I know him since 2014 but he got worse and possessive over everything i do. i am scared at this point


aw, i'm so sorry about that:


they sound so horrible, i'm sorry you have to put up with that.


have you tried making a second account and using that one instead? but keep your old one not deleted so it can seem like you're still there and he won't know you have a second account.


i made a new facebook account only. on discord he can't reach me and on instagram i dont want to give up because i have many memories. my fiance messaged him on all accounts he used telling him i will go to police for harassement. he has my number since 2014 cause he was different. on my phone number i blocked him so he cant really reach me. i am just scared because i cared about him as friend but couldnt take it anymore to hide my status or anything i do cause he will stalk me and even tell me he did. i am just very scared now because i want peace. i am already going through a rough time and he wasn't a positive energy for me. thank you so much for replying to me! i planned to delete my other account but i keep it open for him until he stops. thank you again for helping me. i appreciate it a lot!


I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT HER FACE


AND MY FRIEND IS LAUGHING ABOUT ME SHAKING AND HAVING ANXIETY


Huh?


What


What even is


Is that person's face scary


IT FRICKING HURTS


I CANT BREATHE


But why are u telling us to see it if it's so scary


Try thinking of smth else


Hm


Ur crush


MY FRIEND IS LAUGHING AT ME WHEN I HAD AN ANXIETY


Hey hey it's ok


I also used to have friends that do the same


If u do that, you'll be thinking of it 24/7


And maybe fall asleep while doing it


I know this is probably the worst advice but i tried


i hope it works and thank you so much


You got this Ruby you will survive, you got this Rubyyy


I am getting annoyed YET AGAIN, because of those manipulators, drunk aggressive people, and my classmates being complete jerks. They were making fun of me, maybe they still do Idk, told that if I would drink with them, the friendship will still continue... AND OF COURSE... I ALMOST WENT OUT OF MY LIMITS after getting mocked by my classmates ofc I EVEN STARTED TO THROW A TEMPER TANTRUM AND BROKE THE DICTIONARY AND THREW IT INTO THE TRASH CAN!


if they're manipulative, they're not your friends. it'd be best to distance yourself from them!


you don't have to do something just for the sake of pleasing others/ entertain others/ preserve your friendship status


you do not need the validation of others, and if they cant appreciate you, they arent worth your time


o.o


well thank god my message wasn't deleted


sigh


Not all of us..


Im sorry Im not rlly good at cheering up ppl


or even saying anything smart Im sorry sajhbfgerf'


I joined a vc u where in, and ur SO COOL YGFUSEW RETG


I think ur so aweomse uvu


sorry i just like among us


just really stressed


thats horrible oh my..kou recommend drinking tea or hot beverages like hot cocoa to help. also bananas are good kou think


Coughs Heres me ranting Ok so for some reason ive been barely eating some days i eat only one meal but normally i eat 2 And idk what it is made its from medication that i take or something like that idk mabye its Idk Um Yeah its been going on since online school idk what to do..


My STOMACH HURTS OW!


Im in it for alot of reasons...


I feel so forgotten. Nobody notices me not even my own family. They almost forgot about me when they were about to go out to dinner. It's funny


Ksjskdn


I'm gonna come back in a second


a nvm I'm not gonna continue


Woah


But I was tryna help someone!


sadly i am not so active in this server but I want to say that you are all very nice and that yall should love yourself for the person you are cause you are perfect the way you are! If someone need something my dms are always open and I'm here to talk and listen. Also i am proud of every single one of you! Maybe you think about yourself bad because you did a mistake but every human does so it's okay to make mistakes and its okay to feel sad or bad. I'm always here to vibe together. So yeah I love all of u


Hi hi! Ive sent this before but I would like to send it again to anyone who needs it


this si actually a rlly long text


but sadly I cant send it


so I will make it shorter!


I lost it..


oo


my bad


oh wait I can still chat! Oh no


Perms are messed up, just dm me it or I can try to find it!


i dmed them about it


thank u tho!


I stopped feeling comfortable in servers a few days ago, idk why


And it's also happening here


So if I'm inactive it's probably cuz of that


oh mk!


drawing on my hands does not work anymore:/


vent:


so my friend has been ignoring me for 2 days and im really tired of it, i see her online and i try to say hi, then she goes offline, and even when i do some things like the daily notes i used to write for her, i get no response anyone can help?


so its been a while since all my friends ditched me after i left my city, and after the only friend I had left me, i realized im on my own now, and I accepted that. When i genuinly needed someone to talk to, i was left in the dark. Im not going to rely on people anymore. Idk.


why


I guess i have no where else to let myself out


HJIO TGWR


Im sorry I love when the bot says that


real life school is almost about to start, i didnt study alot, our school is strict and were gonna have alot of tests, my parents are gonna kill me if i cant get to the next class since im a transfer student, i didnt finish my previous homework, stress and alot more


can't. vent.


i am trying


but i can't.


hi, so today i was going to ask my bsf out in a game by building i like you” and i told him to go sail his boat in the game so i could build the i like you” but he never did. we got mad at eachother because i said to go sail his freaking boat and i didnt tell him why because it was a surprise so i switched teams to go build it there and after i did he never ever took a step close to my message aka the i like you” but what he did was like bomb my entire freaking work so i got so mad that i left the game and cried for an hour. i joined back in his game and he ignored me and instead of calling me best friend or friend, he called me person.


I feel unsafe


And shaky


So I broke up with my last ex back in early August of last year. While I already was fed up with him, recently a friend came up to me and shared some info that I didnt know neither did my other friends know about. While I did break up with him immediately after he nuked my server did a hacking prank on my account which scared all my friends and members. My friend told me that apparently he was cheating on me for a while perhaps maybe not long after we started dating. He even harassed several girls, doing probably worse things than he did in our relationship, and made them feel so bad. Although I already broke up with him for different reasons and I no longer have feelings for him, I guess Im just in a state of shock. Made my heart sank.


Also that coward even deleted like so many of his messages from my dms so like I almost have no proofs


Let's wait for the response of Kris, they are the best in helping.


Ive only been focusing on my friends, but hearing that news just shocked me and threw me back in time


I guess. Although that wasnt the worst relationship I was in rather not discuss about that, but yeah ever since that, my irl friends maybe just 5 of them and discord friends have stayed by my side and protected me ever since that last guy.


Hopefully. The first one, I was still very innocent I was 13 and got into... a huge and scarily unrealistic mess. The second one I was able to deal with faster since I matured a bit


On the bright side, as of recently, I was able to gain back all the weight I have lost, and also quitted ways to hurt myself. Although this year feels a bit lonely mostly because I miss interacting with irl friends and quiet, I guess I have the things around me that makes feel happy and safe.2sparklehearts:


I'm so scared of thunders. I don't know what to do against it. I have astraphobia. I literally shake at the sound of thunder, it makes my skin crawl, I'm so scared. It's rn super trash weather, and I can hear the thunders from afar.. I'm so scared.


Makes me relaxed


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i only send a message trying to help somebody


i s w i c k y n o t w a n t i n g m e t o h e l p p e o p l e?


I reincarnated as a other person


hi i just wanna ask where the general chat is idk where else to type srry


knew it


bunni kek


JKJK


smh


bunni hello again


why isn't this channel whitelisted anyways


eh, guess i wont post my vent then


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nvm i forgot to verify


the bot


it mutes people for no reason :


like breh


it mean


like its mean


TW! mentions of undere4t1ng and p1lls


yo what is wrong with me i think i have a damn eating disorder but i dont wanna selfdiagnose. my parents are telling me that im rlly thin but i think im fat and they said they might even start giving me pills so like idfk. i mean i think its reasonable bc ive been undereating and skipping meals but someone pls help im stressing:


im? trying to help? thx bot


stress eating cold pancakes at 1am because of a breakdowm? couldn't be me


nitro ver


bro


i poured my heart into that msg


why are people getting muted?


I don't think this is a vent but my teacher failed me even though I did the work


Wick won't mute you if you leave a vent, sorry for the cuties who got muted while trying to!


I keep getting left by people and I keep trying to give people my all, but I am just really lonely I don't tend to vent because id rather help people but its honestly overwhelming now...


I am tired, sad, and etc. But unable to explain why. Thank you.


I just feel bad that noone is replying to the vents


Especially since my vent was ignored not too long ago


thank uuu