hi whoever sees this, so uh.. basically; i stayed up for 2 hours crying while listening to songs that get me in the feels. 6am8am songs r by Mother MotherPenelope Scott. i guess im just fed up with life, school, etc. ive lost a lot of friends when school started due to me not liking what they do n stuff. i also suffer from anxiety and have a really bad attendance percentage at school.. ive tried a lot of stuff and ive been 2 doctors n stuff but i guess none of that is helping.


soph. those who will be your true friends will not leave you because you dislike what they do. It is, unfortunate that they felt the need to do so and I am deeply sorry.. anxiety is a thing that takes time to improve idk the severity of it with you, but the advice I can give is to slowly nudge yourself toward something that would normally trigger it in order to help yourself grow more comfortable and get through it. Attendance in school, is it because of your anxiety? Doctors will not always help, I've learned that, but hopefully soon something comes along to do so because I'm sure that you're so sweet and caring that the least that you deserve is the help for the things you need


tysm 4 the msgs 3


My cat died last night at 1 in the morning. I woke up to my mom and sister crying and I knew it was probably about our cat. She was old and sick and I knew her time was near. My family wanted me to say my goodbye's but I couldn't because I prefer to remember her alive last then dead. I only got two hours of sleep last night and I don't feel the same anymore I grew up with her my whole life and now she's gone and I don't know what to do because the memories hurt now


this isn't fair. i've been crying for an hour. my heads so messed up. i wanna go. i don't wanna be here. my head hurts. i can't push through this one i've been through too much. im done


This happened years ago


So basically, in school I was playing basketball and then a boy just came up to me and called me the'n' word


It's scarred me for life


i'm finally facing my fears.. a while ago i dated a girl that tortured my head and controlled me and i didn't know, i was so in love with her i didn't know what i was doing to myself. i let her use my discord account because she was paranoid. she then proceeded to unblock herself when i was blocking her because i was annoyed at her. i played roblox with her for 2 years. i'm now on roblox and i have been for 10 minutes and i'm trying to get over my ptsd, the way i got ptsd was when i was 13 i had a house fire. and i watched my best friend shoot herself in the head. i attended therapy for 3 years


and now i'm slowly sinking into depression looking at my roblox character and thinking of what i could've done to stop myself from putting myself into such a toxic relationship


and i regret everything, i can't play among us, it triggers my ptsd.. i can't play much minecraft.. because it does the same, but i've improved playing minecraft. i can now play it for a longer amount of time.. but now i'm on roblox and getting used to it. my heart kinda just aches


and i want to get over this hurdle as fast as possible.


Omg ask for my new discord.


I love you bro


i'm trying hard not to let the thoughts at the back of my head attack me


Ty


I got muted for no reason xD


Ah That happened to me too a few days ago ! Automod can be annoying sometimes


Mhm


I said something that only British could relate to and I got mited


Anyways, if you ever need help or advice feel free to message me!


Ok thanks


ive been crying for four hours lmao


tysm 3


As a South Asian who's lived in North America for a majority of my life since I was one years old I believe. I feel very out of touch with my religion, and I really don't want it to be part of who I am. When I was younger I looked at traditions in my culture boring and found other religions more interesting, currently I don't have anything against my religion but I wish not to be south asain it just doesn't make me feel good, I look at more northern asains I feel so envious. All the other females in my religion look better too! They're so engaged in what they're doing and do it perfectly. Why are you trying to learn Koren when you can't even speak in your own language? Why listen to this type of music when you should listen to your cultural music? I feel so left out and I don't want to believe in what they do. I want to study hard but not to live for my parents dreams it sounds selfish but I don't want to be a whatever my parents want me to work for, I want to do therapy or psychology. I want to learn to be prideful of who I am but I really don't have a place in my heart for it instead I work up to who I wanna be, there's nothing wrong with that, right?


No, there is 100 nothing wrong with anything youve said. Youre just finding out who you wanna be, everyone gets 1 shot at life and if thats what you wanna put it towards, then go for it. Your parents raised you, its true. Youll feel like you owe them, but telling you what to believe in, that happens so much... but I believe that you should follow your own beliefs, wherever they may lead you. Grow up to be someone you wanna be, like a therapist you said. Hopefully your parents will understand. I know its not easy to change religion when your whole family supports it. Just go to someone in your family you trust and tell them and slowly build up your courage to tell your parents. Youve got friends here who support your choice no matter what it is! istu


Cyma Ill help dont worry.


ok ok i feel so embarrassed rn AAA


Dont worry, just certain words get taken down.


It's okay just swears are why it was deleted:/ but nw


Ill read it now


ok ok sorry for like the trouble


I wanna stop loving.


I wanna stop being inlove


Awww


Love is part of our life hun it's smth we carve for smth we want and need, love and affection, kindness, sweetness, and being loved.


If someone doesn't like you back then let it slide and look for someone else that maybe would be better


OOO


I seee


Notice the sarcasm of Any Better in my custom stats?


If anyone needs any help with self care and loving yourself I have a website that really helps. Dm for the lion


so uh


this is gonna be a weird vent


Im here take your time


but this dude told me he likes me and then he unadded me on discord, then added me back and then unadded me. and i feel like im living a cliche rn because hes so pretty and when i asked a mutual friend, she said that he was so wholesome talking about me, how im really interesting and funny af. but like i understand that he thought i was going to ghost him but im NOT, hes doing that to me kind of but he still responds a bit and when i asked her, she said hes probably distancing himself to not fall in love more or hes incredibly flustered. but this fine af man is really blunt sometimes and he cant really express his feelings well so idk if hes being mean or if he just doesn't know how to say it properly. and me not being able to take a hint feels slightly offended that he doesn't want to talk to me but he is, im like really confused. what do i do lmao


and also hes had past gfs use him for his friends and stuff so that might be why hes extremely cautious?


and right before that he told me how much he appreciates me and i feel like im getting mixed signals here


Hey, replying now @ Bunnygirl Angeli


thank you Harewood yeah hes a pretty shy dude, but he isnt shy when he talks to me but like i also don't feel like i am enough for him, like hes so nice but i just always feel like theres a big catch behind it


Im just waiting for them to just leave and such... lmao


But they wont, youve gotta have faith that they wont leave you aha @ Bunnygirl Angeli


Stanleigh thank you, i appreciate you taking your time out of your day to help me


i just hope he never decides hes unworhy of having me hes beautiful


in all ways, not just appearance wise


Alcremie talk to me in dms please


Were here for you dude.


Im sick and tired of seeing everyone with a gf and bf. I want to feel that love. Ive had to deal with bullying all my life and had nobody to support me. Im tired of putting in so much effort to be extra nice and kind to people and nobody gaf. Im tired of people ignoring me and wasting my time. Im tired of living in general.


Im tired of cutting myself and not just doing it.


Yes they are abusive parents tho so they dont care


Bruh


grrr my advice isnt that good, but do you know any nearest shelters around your place?


you could either escape your abusive household, and someone in that nearest shelter could take care of you?


remember to bring all of your important belongings if youre willing to do that


extras try to call a hotline or the fire department if possible


and dont even try calling the police, they dont know how to handle this type of stuff properly


Everyones here for you dude


firstly, love isnt something that can be rushed. it'll come when it comes. that aside, you dont need someone else to provide you with the love and care you desire. you can do that for yourself. more often than not, self care is much more effective and much less taxing compared to relationships. next, happiness is different for everyone. it's up to you to figure out what can bring happiness to you. it involves self reflection. for all you know, getting the love you long so much for may not be the cause of happiness. happiness can be easily attained through being appreciative. something simple, could make you entire day. lastly, what's dying going to do for you? is it going to magically fix everything? if anything, it'll make the people that bullied you, or hated you, happy. one less person to hate. one less person to annoy them. you dont live for others. you live for yourself. if you understand that, happiness would come naturally. i apologize if this entire thing sounds harsh, but i believe sugarcoating things isnt going to help anything.


bruh


Oof... I feel like Ive done something wrong and I dont know how to fix it... I dont know how to be a better and more friendly person. I thought I was already my best self... so why do certain friends still leave me? I dont get it. Can being too friendly be a thing? Idk.


I really hate the way my boss talks to me. He always calls me things like sweetheart”, dear”, honey” and just hhh. He walks up behind me a lot and gets close to my face or touches my shoulders. I hate it, and every time he tries to do it, when I try to scooch away, he tells me to stop being so tense. Even if Im lucky and someday he doesnt do this to me, hell drop an awkward compliment. Im just glad I dont see him too often, but it still makes me very uncomfortable.


I know, Im a guy too. Luckily, hes usually off before I get there because I work the night shift.


Eh, I just wanted to get it off my chest.


Hes around 45, Im 16.


Omg... thats wrong dude...


Yeah. It freaks me out.


If I lose this job, I dont think Ill be able to get another.


I really need the money because my spouse cant work.


Dont worry, just speak to your parents. Im pretty sure theyll be able to help you sort something out.


Theyd probably get mad at me.


I knew you were too young to work”


I dont trust it.


I cant risk it.


I dont know, I think its too risky. I dont wanna make this a big thing.


Im sorry.


my friend betrayed me 2 times and hes been harassing me and saying things to me and tormented me while this other boy told me to go jump on a road and get ran over now I have been getting nightmares of horror loneliness and I cry in my sleep and I cry a lot my friend almost r me people bullied me for no reason I get called April fools since my name


That all happend when I was 10 and my friend wanted to r me


Can I dm?


Mhm.


So basically my vent.


Things have been a bit out of control lately for me. Yesterday was a bit stressful and I cried a few times cuz Im on my fricking period and its causing me to cry a lot. We just got off a lockdown in my server and I thought we were going back to normal...but things only got worse. And with someone in my server causing drama over one little thing...from a simple conversation to basically a war. He caused me distress when he said he raided an innocent furry server because I didnt give him his admin. Then he said something unforgivable. Before he banned me from his server, he said gas her like the Jews”. I cannot believe his behavior and it caused me to cry again. Anyway all I wanted to say was today was absolutely terrible and I just want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow knowing its a different day.


Thank you so much


Ofc!


And Im glad others helped u


guess whos in a possible mixed episode and split again:,Di say possible bc im not. Really diagnosd with bipolar yet plus i cant tell if this is a wave or an episode it JUST started xD


I'm not the best at giving advice or helping people but it just breaks my heart to hear what you're going through:


if anyone is sad rn and is insecure about their body i can sing a song for chu


awww that's so sweet


tw ive been having terrible thoughts. ive even started to imagine situations that dont even happen. even people. its ruining me atm. if i messed something up, i think of a different situation and suddenly feel no guilt. school isnt helping either. ive missed a bunch of assignments and due to that i ended up taking a lot of pills. this happened 2 times and the thought of pills just makes me sick to my stomach. nothing else is getting better. im being misgendered more. even by my own friends. i tell em calmly to not misgender me but they say whatever and continue. life just seems like a big mess of things that aren't going well. just going downhill


i just kinda wanna die because i have been lonely for almost 4 years now and i am 22 years old right now and i just feel like nobody loves me wants me or even needs me i ask myself what is the point in living when you feel like a nobody


idk what to do tbh


i dont even have a gf i really wish i had one tbh


but im just a nobody


i'm literally a disappointment to everyone i absolutely hate myself


herobrine


can i ask something


what


what's your favorite thing in the whole entire world


idk


it can be anything, tell me what it is


i guess having a girlfriend why


i dont have a gf tbh


you're not gonna get the chance to have a gf when you kys


do you want that?


i have been single and lonely for 3 to 4 years


you never know what can happen


that's the element of surprise


uh huh?


so you probably wouldn't want to kys if you knew you have a chance at being happy


you do have a huge possibility of being happy


but thats the thing... nobody wants me


that's your brain saying that


trick it


how


keep telling yourself


i can be happy, no matter what.


i've seen it work so much


but its not true tho i have depression


again


trick yourself to think it's not depression


you're only feeling a bit lonely


and a bit sad, too


and you can fix those


first of all, stop it now.


why


Let me handle this, herobrine6225 may I dm you?


sure


thank you


i was just trying to help?


I know, but trust me


I had his issue too


ok.


Both can help


In dms


Please


no you have not actually


nvm sigh


mimi, leave nora alone. she was just trying to help.


but you can try


huh?


ok whatever


not that i meant you have not had the same problem as me


same with you mimi


alrighty


but what if she has had the same problem?


anyways, nvm


i dont think she has had the problem i had


i will say i happened to me thru my life ok


thats fine, whatever you believe. I wont force it. However, I give you much luck with your situation!


ok


be warned tho its really bad


if you don't want me to help i won't


i need the help but can i type what happened to me plz


Plus relationships sometimes dont work out


and that's okay


WOW


ok what ever im not typing it again


it was alot to type


your summary has blacklisted words in it that's why it got deleted


shah. mind you look at message logs to copy paste it and cut out the blacklisted words


it said that i sent to many spoiler tags


which are these


at the age of 5 years old i was rped and i had a g7n to my head by my biological father my birth mother called the cops and they came to the house my dad and i was in and they sh0t him then he fell on top of me and then they picked him up and left with his body


at age 8 years old i was taken from my birth mother and she did not hug me or say i love you to me and the social workers put me in the car and took me to a child care center thats when i developed depression


age 10 i had to go to 3 other child care centers and 11 different foster families and then the 12th family took me in at age 12 and they adopted me a year later i was really scared because i thought they were gonna ab4se me like all the other families did and tbh i did not want to be adopted because of how scared i was


age 22 now i was about ran over by 3 people who were dr4nk 2 of them were at least and the 3rd one was on their phone while driving


thnx


i'm really sorry all that happened to you. that's a lot of trauma and a lot. but, I also have gone through one of them, not saying mine was worse or anything. But, I survived. I am okay. And you will be too. You didn't deserve what happened to you. You will be okay, There's still hope. You have to tell yourself, I'm okay. I'm okay. , Even if you do not really have anybody in real life. You have me, You have others in Sayumi on Discord. Who would LOVE to be your friend, who would love for YOU to meet their friend group. There are still many good people in this world who will help you, and love you for who you are. And support you through everything you have gone through, or are going to at this very moment.


its ok


I'm here for you, and if you want to be friends. I would love to be your friend


Same here!


I will show you what friendship and support is, and i'll be here for you through thick and thin


See, even estonio 3


I'm in!


and kokachi:


ok thnx guys


of course


np


this is what our community is, to help others and be there for each other no matter what. we love you, all of us.


i'm in too


i wanna vent but now i don't want to.


you can vent in my dms, if you'd like nora. they're always open for you and i' will welcome you with open arms.


i wanna vent but idk if anyone is willing to listen


i am willing to listen @ Gracie On Break


i barely eat, i barely sleep, and i barely focus in class anymore. i barely have any friends that care about me, and i have nobody to talk. i feel like nobody understands me, nobody understands what's it's like to be a teenager growing up. especially in the world we live in now.


that really made me feel better. i don't wanna go back to cutting because even myself didn't like it, but i did it cause nobody else was there. i hope things get better soon, hopefully next year will be much better. i'll try to keep moving forward and having hope in myself and keeping my confidence. and i'll try not to think suicidal thoughts. it hurts really bad to hear the things people have said about me in the past that aren't true. but im slowly moving away from that. and im giving this a chance to help me make new and better friends and focus more on myself. i haven't been in this server for to long but from what i've seen you all are so supportive and i hope to meet all of you and hopefully make new friends. as hard as it is, i'll try to get better and move on. my mom may not listen to me but i will try and talk to her about it. we don't have a close relationship but i hope she takes it ok.


thank you for listening. i know it's not much but it made me feel 100 better that someone was actually willing to listen to me and even relate to what im saying.


No problem at all. And I'm always here for you. Any time you need to vent, my dms are open for you. And if you would like to meet new friends, like I said. My friend group will welcome you with open arms.


you helped me more than my friends have, even though we've just met.


Of course. It'll be a good start for you to make new friends, you can decide whenever you want and I'll wait for your reponse on the offer. 3


this is the second time I am exposing myself through venting, I know school problem has been answered, but I am really worried and all, my parents, friends, cousins, relatives, classmates like everyone always expect me to get honors. i dont want to disappoint them, ive been getting bad test results and everything. on top of that, i have many performance tasks all due this week, and an exam soon. i just spend time in discord, and it makes me worry all the time. i just wished there was a way to cure this or atleast advice on academics


That's very high expectations but you can do it, I believe in you. I suggest you take a break from discord and focus on your studies for a bit. Maybe a week or 2 and see how it effects your studies. From what I read, you are stressed. You need to breathe, take a break and just rest for one whole day and then start the next day without discord. Maybe go on discord before sleep for like an hour and then sleep. I was addicted to discord a while back but then, I focused on myself a bit more. I watched movies, and sang and spent time with family and all of it got better. I have 27 chapters to do by the 23rd of december. And then 2 exams next year, at the start. and i have to catch up on 4 years of studies. It's a lot and I am surviving through it and if I get too stressed, I watch a movie and pick up on it after I am calm again. Maybe talk to your parents about how they're stressing you out and making you worried. And if they don't understand, Try to make them understand by a text if not in person. I am scared to talk to my parents face to face so I text them how I feel and then they read it and talk to me about it. Maybe that'll help?, Though don't lose hope. You'll be okay, just a bit of a struggle at the moment but all your hard work will pay off. JM


Yes of course, no problem at all! I wish you good luck, and you got this! 3


My dms are always open if you want to talk to me or be friends!


Ahh shoot.. I just got dumped for the third time by the same person.. nothing was every wrong in the relationship, we never argued, but he had to leave me every time because his mental health was not able to tolerate a relationship.. I dont know why I keep falling for this heartless soul, honestly. The relationship was good, it was the only relationship in my life where everything goes well and it was never toxic between us but he just left so easily. Im not sure if I should be heartbroken or mad


tw sh everytime my cat sees me relapse, she runs up to me and rubs up all over in my face and purrs loudly. She drives my attention away from the pain to her.


Awhhh... thats cute


i find it adorable


I hope your pain isnt too strong


its not dw!


Awww your cat loves you so much


Could you maybe use your cat as a er say diversion?


im sorry if im interrupting something but i have so much homework and other duties and its stressing me out, i cry myself to sleep every night and im tired of it all really, im scared of making mistakes, scared of having crushes and i never make new friends because im scared they'll all leave me. im having trouble with homework and im so confused i just wanna cry again but i can't and my parents wont help because im not a responsible person if they help and my dad is tired and my life is chaos at the moment


and when i tell my friends im crying they make a joke about it


like wow thanks


uh


so sorry about that im not good with speaking but


you are responsible, and kind if youre asking others to help


uh if you dont understand your homework I know a server, with your permission I can invite you to it. its a server for homework and basically helping you understand learning material


wrong friends happen, and in the end you realize you dont need them


tell your teachers or school staff especially counselor that youre super stressed and you want a bit of an easier class


most teachers care and will try their best to make you have a better class experience


even my teacher, a rude one, is dedicated to her job for more than 20 years, is rude but is extremely considerate of her students


im already going to the counsellors


but thank you for your advice


it's just my parents cant know


because mum's a bit abusive at times


they know about it and have had several meetings


if you want to remain anonymous to your parents


let them know you dont want them to know


some schools send social workers to a parents house if its abusive or a bad environment, if so, tell them you dont want a social worker.


im sure theyll be understanding


It brings me great sorrow to remember the people I thought I'd know forever, so many things change, and I just wish I had kept in contact with them for the missing years. There are 2 people in my life who I have always wished I could keep around. Both of which I met during my time at a catholic school. One had gone off to Hollywood to pursue his dreams as an actor and dancer, the other, i have absolutely no idea, i just hope he's still around. As much as i miss these two people greatly, i wish i had never left. I should've taken what was given to me, a chance to spend that final year with everyone I grew up with... declining and moving, was probably the biggest mistake I could've made for myself. I don't understand why I cry over something so, little to me. I felt hatred, I felt like I was unwanted, but still I regret it. Was another year of possibly being bullied worth it? It could've been, seeing as to how much I regret leaving it behind. Who knows... I just wish, I kept that picture. God i would love it now. There's a picture that the class took together, and they gave it to me on my last day. I never cried harder, for hatred, and sadness, to never have looked at it after that day, it eventually disappeared, and I'll never get it back. I wish I still had that picture, tbh I'd probably just look at it and cry everytime.. this is something so little to me, yet it feels like it's everything.


I am so sorry that you feel that way Isaiah. Sometimes we have to lose the things we love to get better things, I lost my old friends but now I have new amazing friends like you. If I was you I would move on, it may hurt but it was the past. Spending so much time thinking about the past is something I regret, it will always make you sad thinking about what you have lost. How about instead of thinking about the past you think about what you have right now, stay in the moment. Right now you have Suzu and all the staff ready to help you in any way, if you need help with anything including emotional support I will be here as you have helped me a lot before. Crying over things is normal, crying isn't a sign of weakness. In my opinion crying is a sign of strength as it is hard for one to let out their emotions. I often cry to reset and feel happy again, it helps a lot. When I lost my toxic friends I wanted to go back because I felt pressured to stay, going back is not a good idea even if it is impossible because bullying isn't good no matter what you think/other people think. Another year of being bullied wasn't worth it, bullying really hurts people's self esteem and I am glad you left that school. You won't get those days back yes, but you will get way more wonderful memories. I hope you feel better soon Isaiah. Galen I am sorry for the ping but you probably want to see this.


ImLoen I think it is okay, as I haven't thought about this particular thing uh at all since I left actually, I'll find a way to get another copy of that picture somehow. Thank you.


No problem Isaiah, I am glad I was help


you ever just put your own panic and stress on hold to help someone else? yeah i dont know how to stop anymore its been too long dealing with others, never enough time for mine, and its not like its worse, its just there and thats enough to be bad


tired


It is hard to take time for yourself when you love to help others but make sure to take care of yourself too! If you get too stressed understand that you should be your first priority and that you should take care of yourself first. If it is getting so much that it is bad then please take a break, people will understand and it will help a lot. Make sure to check in with yourself everyday as well, the key to making others happy is making sure you are happy first! I hope this helped @ Bunnygirl Angeli


thank you, i've spent a while making others happy and its incredibly draining, i'll try taking that break every once in a while


I am glad I was help!


Ive been holding this in ever since I havent seen him. This was a friend of mine from preschool1st grade. We were really close until 1st grade I moved to California. We both lost touch and stopped contacting. In the summer when I went to visit my old school I started to miss him all over. I went to my friends house that same week and she told me he moved to penisavania. Ive never heard about him ever since. I wish I can find him again. We both liked eachother more than friends. Guess we were too young.


im not safe anywhere


i want to kms. this is not working out for me and im so tired and sick of this


nobody is making me feel safe


when they want to help and make me feel included it goes so wrong and makes me feel the opposite


i hate myself


i dont understand anything people call me fake they call me names they verbally and physically abuse me and treat me like im invisible


no matter what i do people all gang up on me and hate me


nobody likes me


im unwanted


i dont wanna go back to selfharm.


No. Don't do it. Your life is precious and deserves a chance at this.


no


it doesn't


who would care if i died


Your friends, you family.


my family is too busy to notice


they have my intelligent and beautiful sister and brother


You're like that too. So don't do it. You'll miss out on so much.


no.


nobody. would. care.


Yes, they would.


NO THEY WON'T NOBODY LIKES ME THEY ALL HATE ME NOBODY WOULD STAY FOR ME I'M JUST AS UNIMPORTANT UNLIKE THEM


YES THEY WOULD. WE CARE ABOUT YOU. WE WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. its not worth it. please trust me. i know, because ive gone through this too. do not kys, its the last thing you should do. please. my dms are open if you wanna become friends or something. just dont do it.


You could also express what you're feeling about this to your parents, who knows, maybe they need reminding that you are also a valuable part of the family and should treat you as such.


im always pushed away... im always the last one you'd want to meet. i'm a selfish person and you know it


you're not


id love to get to know you more nora


i won't call them


why should i


they won't care


think about everyone who you've met online. you havent even seen the world yet. you need to live your life and meet new people. dont let one thing hold you back. you are precious. there wont be another life to live. you have to make the best out of this one, nora.


please.


EVERYONE ONLINE BULLIES ME AND MAKES FUN OF ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE THIS


nobody wants me


okay


i know i want you.


i want you


nora


no you don't


i want to be friends with you


yes i do


nobody does


i swear on my life i want to be friends with you


they all want me to disappear...


i would love to get to know you in dms


or something


no


no one does


we are here for you nora


we can help you


ignore everyone who is hating


focus on the people who love you


one


loves


me


nora please


let me type something rq okay?


okay, i know im just a stranger you met online. and i know i say i want you, and i really mean it. because every life is precious. you were given this life because of a reason. pull through the hardships. you can do this. you are stronger than anyone who hates on you. you are you, nora. and i know this may sound cliche, but you are beautiful. you are wonderful. you WILL meet people who love you and care for you. maybe not yet, but im willing to get to know you. you're only, what, a teen right? you still have so much of the world to experience, to see. you havent found love, or happiness yet, but you will. you have to fight through this because you are strong. you can do this, nora. do not take your own life. you are amazing, beautiful, precious, strong, wonderful, and i love you. so do not do it. im begging you. done with everything, quit fr.


i have to go to bed but ilysm dont do it


i wish my one of my friends would stop calling me annoying


i was on a call with them and then they told me to shut up aand i didnt want to stop talking so i continued and then they muted me and said to my other friend in the call, i had to mute lunar cause she was being annoying


i don't know what they expect me to do on a call, not say anything? it's a voice call obviously i'm gonna talk


they usually call me annoying and stuff like that and it always hurts my feelings


i left the call and said i would come back when they stop calling me annoying and they havent apologized


Oh wow they sound exactly like my ex besties. From experience if they are asian PLEASE drop them immediately. If they arent I still think you should drop them. People like them arent worth it. Crumble them and throw them in the trash. I promise youll feel a lot better. Its like being free from shakles.


I had a classmate who triggered severe mental breakdowns and he got suspended twice because he told me to OD twice tw pillz


Aaand mt dads yellingat me


Erm... Im just having self belief issues. I dont think im enough. I feel like I waste peoples time talking to them...


done with everything, quit fr.4111 I hope youre feeling better! My dms are open if you wanna talk


Ooo no...


I should of been here... damn...


Even though people know me in this server I feel like I am just known as a embarrassment, and I start feeling like every other person in every other server I am thinks the same..I can't get over it..it feels terrible chatting here when it feels like nobody is even wanting you to...when you don't even get a respond...


Hmm helz I'm trying to contact her myself, I know how much she means to you but the best thing to do rn is to try and be calm even if it sounds like it is a very hard thing to do which it is I am deeply sorry people are doing this to her again she is such a sweet individual and she deserves the things you give her. Er I'd have to ask you to please put a tw over suicidal so others can see at their own risk... I may not know you very well but I will hope that she is going to be okay, she is a close person to myself and I would not want these sorts of things for her.


It is very hard to try to get over something you cannot get over...


Feeling like nobody likes me


Even though I have 0 hugs I still feel like that


Idk why...


my dad just insulted me because im failing all my classeshighest grade is a 13 and he sounded so angry.. i think he geniunly meant it hnng


History is written by the victors, history is full of liars, I may be remembered as a failure because of losing against my familys court case against a crime I didnt commit...


Assist me in any way that you can.


hi is it normal to miss a human being


it feels unnatural


it's normal.


anyone wanna hear me sing heather or any song to make anyone feel better?


And if your relationship is coming to an end over a harem roulette, thats hefty


I know but Ive been gone for 2hrs now so I feel bad


Idk what to say


I'm going to dump my joy. I am extremely grateful. Today had started as an absolute mess for me, but as the day continued and I got past my overthinking, everything got way better. I was able to get something out that had been a burden to me for 12 years, the person I love has given me more than I could've asked for, and I am beyond happy for the outcome of today, I feel like I've overcome a lot, and I can't wait to see what the near future may hold for me. I may tend to think of bigger pictures, but today was all about in the moment things which is how my life should be, over the anxiety of the future and the guilt of the past, I would never want to change how today went, as I feel like I achieved something i ne er thought I would've in years.


Is there a cause for this that you know of?


Also how often do you have these thoughts


TW for suicide


Do you genuinely want to die because you don't want to live, or do you want to die because you wanna know how it feels like?


srAWBErr I used to think to same stuff, and worse honestly. I understand why you would think those things it is a subtle curiosity, but don't let it get anything more than that. It can be confusing as to why you have those thoughts or why you think about how things are after death but honest to god thst waits until you diewhen you're old. It isn't something young people exactly would want to know about or see, from personal experience. Maybe you just need someone to talk to about this because in reality, thoughts are thoughts, they happen, it is when thoughts become actions that they become a problem.


Yeah, the concept of death may be intriguing, but it's really not worth it to die just because you wanna know how it feels like to die.


You have lots of things to live for and I'm sure tons of people care for you including me, even though I'm a total stranger online. Don't let your curiosity get the better of you.


idk why my life is getting worse everyday


everyday something bad happens and like i end up having a ton of bad stuff to deal with


then i have school, which stresses me too much


and i have my mental health issues


Do you have someone to talk to? Maybe you could try and talk to your parents or teachers about how school stresses you out and what you could do to make this better. About the bad stuff... have you tried out writing diary? I think writing your thoughts down can be really helpful.


Lots of loveee


I've been crying a lot these days for private reasons..


at 10:24 Today, December 12th, I really felt that i wanted to run away from home. I wanted to run away so much that i packed a few clothes and blankets. My parents thinks im a disappointment sometimes, theyd hit me and punch my head. Especially when my grades are down. But thats mostly my dad, I appreciate my mom. Though she still yells at me. One time I got 8/10 on a test, and yelled at me. I cried. I need some help.


it's been 5 days since my girlfriends talked to me and i'm worried


nope


do you know her


or other social media


oh, that's bad


im sorry, aH idk what to do but id say maybe try msging her, calling her, telling her ur worried you've probably done all that already, but deep breaths okay? shes gonna be okay.


i hope they're okay.. i miss her and it's only been like a week


I dont think I have depression anymore. It sounds like a good thing but its almost like a piece of me is gone. Ive had it since I was 11/12 and its been 23 years since I was diagnosed. The meds dont do anything but make my head hurt and make me feel sick.


r0ttenFr0g Child abuse and abuse in general can be extremely dangerous. It's honestly terrifying.


I suggest you to continue trying to contact your girlfriend, while also preparing an emergency number for extra caution. Maybe look into the child welfare website for further information, I'll attach a link on the bottom of this response as well as a possible number to report the situation.


Try to keep your calm. Yes, it's not a bad thing to be scared in these types of situations, but set a clear mind so it's easier for you to distribute and collect information. Have you tried contacting any of her friends, neighboors, or anyone else that may have a way to contact her? If so, you should contact them if you can. That's all of the advice I can give for now, I hope that your girlfriend will come out safe. Take care and stay safe.


Attachments:


Child Welfare Website


File a Child Abuse Report Call or text 1.800.4.A.CHILD 1.


ive contacted her best friend recently, she lives near by her and ive asked her to check in on her this weekend so hopefully that helps


we are thinking that her phone got broken/ stolen..


her best friend lives 25 minutes away and i'd have her check in this week but her mother doesn't let her see anyone except for on weekends


Lexy It takes a lot of time to get over a mental illness. Normally, yes, people would be happy about this. But if you just feel bad about it, then it's ok. If something has been a part of your life, then you'll get extremely used to it, so I understand why this made you feel different. You'll get there eventually. You don't need to force yourself to be happy, just let time do it's work. Keep taking care of yourself and you'll reach your goal. Medication sometimes won't work immediately and even if it hurts, you still have to take it. If you think it doesn't work, you can always try contacting the people who gave you those meds again and see if they can find a way to fix or replace the medication. I wish you the best of luck.


r0ttenFr0g I see. Well, good luck on that. I just hope the both of you will be safe. At the very least, I can only given advice and an emergency number. Have a lovely day 3


you too! tysm


im vibing to HU as a distraction but i think its making it worse as its 12 am


alr update im looking at a distraction playlist my friend gave me and it seems to be working:


Who left the vent open?


my channel is not good


and my friend family hate me


i hate my life


my family only think about my grades


and my friends only like me because i have a channel


i want to run away from my life


Your channel isnt everything, dont worry about it. hard work will pay off. and theyre not your friends if they hate you. stop being friends with them and find better friends wholl love you for who you are instead of your channel. my family thinks about my grades too. but they dont hate me. yes theyre strict and say a lot of crap to me but they do it because they care about me and because they want me to succeed. so, dont take them the wrong way. parents can say very mean stuff but in the end, they do it so you succeed and they only want the best for you. they just dont realize that whatever they say thats mean, hurts the child.


I've started contemplating life all over again


;C


Because some guy in another server he called me a brat just for telling him to try not to ping everyone all the flipping time


No need to do that. You were doing your job correctly and he just said some mean words to you. Show him it doesn't effect you and it'll be okay. Try to ignore them. Bri'ish ChrisChan


Thanks C:


AutumnLeaves It's normal to fewl this way. I used to be like that too but I've managed to feel better these days. There's no exact cure for this but if you feel like you need some kind words, try and message your friends. Maybe ask your parents to help you out. You can also check wotd. There's already a few messages and I hope it helps. Feel better soon sweetie 3


So yeah, basically I'm regretting having ever come back here. Every day something happens to make me feel miserable and remind me why I was better off gone from Discord. The source originates 9 times out of 10 from the people in this server. I've already got half a dozen people who chat in main that I've now got on block because they've treated me like garbage and yes if I don't say hi to you in main anymore then you know exactly who you are. Someone who I thought was an old friend today, left the server but oh, she didn't unfriend anyone except me. You see on Discord there is a notice right next to my name, just mine, no one elses, it tells you unfriend this guy and feel 100 times better. I'm surprised you don't know it, but then again it works every couple of days. I feel like there's no place here for me, unless someone needs a doormat to wipe their dirty shoes all over. I'm not down with that so please give me an incentive to stay, I can't see one right now.


now im going to rant to nobody in particular. well yes someone but she isnt in this server, i dont think


i don't like you. you get away with everything. i can say im jealous, yes. you have life so easily, and you dont appreciate it. you dont even want to give it to someone who would. that seems bratty to me. you dont seem selfish because one little slip leaves you to die. you also can't handle the truth, which is why i never said your name, also said to nobody in particular. i dont hate you but you seem... wrong.


thanks. I wouldn't mind if people didn't like me but I think I get singled out by people. Like I'm just an automatic, treat like garbage, green tick, you know?


you don't know how EVERYONE thinks of you, do you?


no, just the influential people which is bad enough, like I've blocked popular members and staff because they've treated me like garbage.


probably a thing to report to ashi.


Vent: I always feel like some girls are prettier than me, and I always feel like everytime I like someone there will always be a better girl than me, which hurts me a lot because I wish I could be as pretty as that girl just for at least someone to notice me


Adding on: I been really unhealthy in a bad mindset lately, since Im trying by best for at least someone to notice me, but I feel like everyone drifting away. Most of the times my friends talk about their relationships, finding someone who fits them, it hurts a lot to say goodjob because I always have to change my personality, always have to find things just for them to even notice me. But it takes the person only 1 thing just for them to notice them.


Lately I havent been happy in my skin, sometimes I wish I wasnt my skin color, sometimes I wish I could just change how I look, just so I can feel like Im not alone, It seems like I have to put makeup on me just to look pretty, and fit in. A lot of girls are built differently, and it seems as if I was built to be ugly you know?


Oof... sorry for the spam @


Ashli, I honestly look up to you and your incredible breathtaking beauty. And honestly, half the girls you may be seeing on the internet use Photoshop and things to achieve the way they look such as personal trainers and special diets for themselves. You are wonderful just the way you are and I am proud of you for speaking out about this. ilysm and stay strong. beauty standards are sucky.


Also trust me, little by little you'll come to realize how pretty you are. It takes time for a person to start loving themselves yet self love isn't something to rush, we are all here for you no matter what and we're ready to do anything if that'll make you feel happier and better about yourself. You've made us all feel happy and safe after all, it's our time to give back to you, to show you how much we appreciate you. We are unable to give you as much as you've given us as well, that is how much of an impact you had on our lives. You're our tiny little ball of wholesomeness and a darling that we have to protect at all cost


so uh


um


i got 1000000000000000000000000


orders


;; it feels like it


cuz i offered to be a personal gfx designer


and um


uh


;; they flooded me with orders


thats


Lmao what


and so yeah im dying


they


then i offered to help my bff


with her orders


that um


and she has a lot too


so uh


im doomed


save me later


Aomg


LMAO


is this ever vent


idek


LMAO i wouldnt be so stressed if there was a due date


Due date


Interesting


yuh


they want me to be done by a deadline


ye;;


You will be missed


nvm


if you believe you have many orders currently, do not accept more and avoid overworking yourself. tell those that ordered you that you will need time to finish everything as you have a lot on your plate currently. other than gfx you have to focus on other stuff and irl as well cutie.


i am sure you can make it, yet please do not stress too much about it and believe you can finish it all. if you can't make it to their deadline then ask for more time because it's not right for them to pressure you this much


aaa tyy


uu thats a good idea


one sec imma just tell the other dm'ers that ill finish their 1st preferred item but ill postpone the rest


they have ordered you after all so you have the right to spend as much time as you need, they cannot make you rush your work


UwU dunn


and tysm lulu my stress has flown away


so me and my bestie was spending some time until my bestie started to saying that hes horrible and not kind and not sweet and not beautiful which isnt true.. I started to crying because of it.. and I dont know what to do I told him that he isnt horrible.. but he keeps calling himself horrible Im crying so much Idek what to do..


please help me..


do you know if something has happened to your friend recently if i may ask?


Nope.


i know that it is awful to see your friend treat himself like he's worth nothing. it's extremely easy for a person to be hard on themselves and convincing them about the otherwise can be a struggle at times. yet i beg you, do not lose hope and keep telling him he's amazing. self love is absolutely hard to gain as a trait but the more you tell him how precious he is, how much he means you, the more you'd be able to help him overcome this wave of sadness and selfhatred. please wipe your precious tears away as well. shh, you know that i am here for you, you're not alone and your friend will eventually understand how much he is worth. if he isn't happy with what kind of person he is right now, you should continue encouraging him and giving him the support he needs so he can become a better version of himself which will help when it comes to loving himself.


Thanks


do your best, i am sure everything will slowly become better dear


I feel like most of my friends are starting to dislike me, my close friends never talk to me and seem to have found better friends. I feel like I failed my closest friends, why else would they never talk to me and talk with other people. I feel like a failure, I suck at everything I do and all of my friends will eventually hate me.


I want to go back to one week ago when my friends talked to me, the past few days have just seemed off.


I have been two faced by people before many times so maybe I am just being used again.


Basically how do I get people to like me? as a friend


Everytime I find a friend group I am the worst of the group.


First of all, please do not ever change yourself and act like someone else when you want other people to like you in a friendly way. those who will like you for who you are will eventually find and befriend you!


and about your friends, i am terribly sorry you feel this way. in fact, i know that feeling very well because recently friends of mine would ignore me as well. the best thing you can do is to tell them about the way you feel, they should know what you think of the situation in general. so do not hide your feelings and go talk to them! communication is the key after all love. it is true that some friends can care less and eventually leave yet if they really care about you as much as you care about them, they would consider what you tell them and try to talk to you more. i wish you the best of luck as well, i apologise for not being much of a helper as i was awake the entire night, yet i hope you'll feel better


and i would love befriending you if that'll help you feel better dearie


Thank you


you're loved by many, do not ever forget that


lately my mothers been body shaming me constantly. i'm sick of hearing you could eat less, at your age i didn't have a single stretch mark, you're disappointing me. it makes me so upset and i hate it.


Everybody complains about be being annoying, disturbing olders and youngers, being distracting and a lot more..I don't know why I can't just be the person I am. I have to always make sure not to say a bad wordbecause I will always get one back...I have to make sure not to do something that people don't like...I have to make sure not to overthink...theres so many things disturbing me right now...I have a lot of studies left..I don't do anything others like...I don't do any cleaning or anything and I cannot see my mother feeling bad about it...


She just wants you to live a happy life without caring about being ugly, fat or anything else..


Never forget that


I never get ignored but I always feel like that, people don't like me thinking about somethings that does not even happen to me...


I start to talk to myself for no reason..people don't like that..


But it embarrasses me when they point it out


I don't believe in myself


Not ever


I always pass things off to the future but when the future comes I never do them..


I will go now..


Message me... Im here to talk.


I was about to tell my friends how I feel about them not being interested in me but I was too scared. They are the some of the only friends I have, if I mess up then I will be alone, but wouldnt that be better? If I was alone I wouldnt feel the guilt of being boring and uninteresting. I feel like it has all piled up and now they all secretly hate me. I feel like if I do one more thing wrong all of my friendships will end. This isnt the first time I felt like my friends all secretly hate me, in fact I am used to it but I am really close with these friends and losing them would be horrible. I think I should just pretend to be happy and hide my pain for now and maybe I will be interesting and fun again... Also this guy I really like called me mean, I think it was him teasing but I feel like I did something wrong. I keep on accidentally complimenting him even though he doesnt like it and I didnt know that was mean. I dont know how to stop, I tried but it doesnt seem right. If I did that he would deserve way better. Wait... he actually deserves better than me no matter what.


Tell them all you feel, you are scared you will lose them and you may but close friendships never end..


It is not important that they think you are interesting


You are you, you will always be special the way you are


Sometimes hiding your pain just makes the pain increase...


Tysm


I will try and type something later to say


My closest friend and I have the most fights, but in the end we both see a sorry card on our table from eachother


My friend still talks to me but I feel replaced, but that is what matters. I tried to change myself to be friends with her again but I found out I did not need that really. True friends don't just walk away on something you say.. they support you.. no true friend would hate you..


Tysm I will try


I can't even swallow one pill, yet I have to do this for a solid month. What the heck am I even meant to do?


theres this boy I like but sadly he likes me back as best friend but not more than best friend.. He said if we get to relationship.. it wont workout and I dont want to lose you and stuff. And it really hurts my feelings, he ever said that Im overreacting over small stuff.


which I think isnt true


Im just crying so much rn and heartbroken..


If this boy treats you like this, you shouldn't waste your time on him. If you can't let go, continue this friend relationship, and grow your bond. You're not overreacting, YOU are worried you'll lose him and won't find love. Don't overthink. Become. You will find love at one point and it doesn't have to start with that boy. Don't cry, and overcome your heart breaking, fix it back and protect it. If this boy hurts your feelings, let him go. You're better off without him. Again, love doesn't have to start in a bad way. Start slowly, then grow. Take it easy. If you feel overwhelmed, ask a friend for advice. @ ROIECHU3V


I'm so bad at giving help sdhbfhds I hoped this helped you either way


Thank you


You're very welcome


going somewhere else


im just im having a moment where im jumbling my words and i woke up cold i have school im stressed for no reason but my brain is making me stressed, Im not hungry, im just having a bad day for no reason


Or you could eat some gum, it relieves stress aswell!


I have no idea how it does though


im such a useless human, i cant even help others when theyre struggling


hell, i dont even know how to help myself


its so goddamn frustrating watching the world behind a glass wall


i dont understand


i cant empathize in the right way, i mean i can but as soon as i say it


its all wrong


its embarrassing


im sorry


aww, its alright! ur beautiful and amazing and ur such a cool person! you arent useless, do you know how many people are looking for a person like you? never give up on your perspective of yourself, and always get back up when you fall down! if you want some more advice go to wotd @ Bunnygirl Angeli


Ive been feeling so freaking lonely. Ive tried to make people happy but I just never get an answer from them. Its so...I dont know, it just makes me wanna hit something. I know they have stuff to do, but cant they at least talk about it with me, if they are feeling down? I want to make them feel happy. I do TONS of stuff for them. But, I dont get anything back. This probably sounds like Im complaining just because Im getting ignored. But, its not like that. I just want them to be happy and while Im trying to make them feel better I just feel worse. At this point...I just feel like I dont have any friends.


Im just a sensitive girl. I act tough but Im really just a crybaby who is misunderstood.


Neko Paws It's not uncommon to feel this way. We all want to help people, but sometimes we just end up hurting ourselves. It may be because of the people that we're helping, or because of our own mistakes. I know it's probably hard to be happy when you feel ignored but we have to keep on pushing forward. As for the people, yes, they may have other stuff to do and/or are busy with other things. It's difficult to keep up a bond with people and we all struggle from time to time. But nonetheless, even if some ignore you, there will always be that one person who will be there for you alone. For now, try and take care of yourself first. Let your happiness be your priority. It's not a bad thing to be sensitive. You can't control it so don't feel bad about it. I'm sure you'll find that person. You just need patience and effort. Also, try not to help people a LOT, they have to take care of themselves, not rely on you. If they keep relying on you it'll just hurt you more. And if you ever feel like it, you can always try to speak up about this. You're not alone, it's just that you haven't found someone for you.


jaisy is supreme This seems like a relationship you shouldn't keep. You should try and leave them as soon as possible. Don't interact with them that much to prevent further problems. These kinds of people should be avoided. Because of a manipulative personality, they can easily affect someone drastically wether physically, mentally, or psychologically. I'm sorry to hear you've gone through such a thing. If this person continues to be like this, you can report them. Take care and be safe.


No problem


TW: mentions of self hate and self harm


I wonder why the heck am I still on this earth, like Im not perfect and is that ok with me? No I wanna be like everyone else: pretty, perfect body, good grades but I didnt get that.


I always compare myself to my pretty friends or celebrities who look so perfect and Im just a ugly piece of trash, but Im thinking of self harming again and not eating because Im basically done of this pain I want to be like everyone else: perfect, smart, and pretty so I might just take the pain out in a hurtful way. Some of my friends are toxic and my friends don't seem to care about me, but none of them care for me. I just want a friend to accept me and not bully me and not care for me, but they just moved on from being my friend to being a toxic person.


Aliinnit


I can be that friend


Empty World No Friends


I Accept it


I Accept my fate


Hello


daisy


Never mind


nizzyyukari okay first of all, your looks do NOT matter. you are perfect just the way you are. you are someone unique, and nothing can change that. stop comparing yourself to other people. you are so precious. do not doubt yourself for one second.


i know its hard to look at people and wonder why you aren't as pretty. but what matters is on the inside. i can tell you have a beautiful personality, and that will make you you, not your looks.


as for grades, keep trying. as long as you are determined to improve your own grades, they will improve. ilysm bb, please do not think that you are trash. do not self harm, it won't do you any good. trust me.


Ok


I'm sorry


I just been heartbroken by girls who don't even care about me and Been bullied and mistreated by all my friends I had


And I would always get blamed for things I didn't do and I would get in trouble for it all the time


And my best friend in the world killed herself 2 years ago


And ever since I been very heartbroken, depressed, and insane about it


im sorry about that bb...


also put that in spoilers please because its a sensitive topic:


Wait no


Ok I'll go good bye


Positive vent: Today I confessed to my crush and he loves me back. Ever since I met him I felt something between us and I am glad he loves me too. Today was a horrible day but it is slowly getting better thanks to my friends and my bf. Lately hasn't been the best for me and I am glad that it is slowly getting better. I talked to my friends more and I feel like we are getting closer again. Thank you to everyone that helped me when I vented.


Tysm Daisy!


Tysm


sad meow


I feel sad for no reason idk why I'm just feeling kinda down it makes me insane


No one here to comfort us


NOOO!


Why is this


Promise


I promise


You're never alone, always keep that in mind


Someone is always there for you to reach out to


When thanks


If you want, you can always message me


Can you be my friend please


And make me feel loved please


It would make me feel alot better


nizzyyukari I would love being a friend of yours


I dont like venting much but well i just wanted to let this out basically my ex ex who was extremley special to me who i loved more than anything and anyone i hurt her i thought i was trying to stop her from hurting herself again or making a mistake and i ended up hurting her from coming back i miss her alot and i wish i could tell her sorry for hurting her i didnt want to hurt her i feel pretty much broken im both happy that she found someone else but also hurt knowing she is someone elses im trying to move on But its hard because everything i do reminds me of her i wish i could properly explain my feelings for her im pretty sure she hates me and dosent want to see me anymore my heart hurts and i just wish she was back here it hurts even more that its christmas and we planned stuff to do on that day before we broke up the memories are constantly coming in my mind i just feel like i dont have the strength because saying goodbye took all of it


I miss her


Im pretty sure i lost her forever


Hey it's alright kal yuta!! A heartbreak may be breaking, but it must not take your future off! You've a pour future coming up and you will find the right one eventually. You might have loved her as hell, but sometimes love is not the only thing. Believe me, the right one is waiting out for you 33 !


I hope so


I just wish i could tell her sorry


telling sorry can't change the past, but you guys could just be friends!


I wish i could still be her friend


But she hates me and dosent want to see me im pretty sure


you can! if you do your best to try to contact her as friends, and you try to ask it nicely, she won't say no! if she does, then she was absolutely the wrong person 33 !


She said she wants to change and that i should move on for her but me coming back to stop basically nothing hurt her


It just hurts to let go


then you must respect her descission. I know it hurts to let go but life is giving, and taking things from you.


i guess so i just wish i could see her one last time but i just have to move on


It just hurts when everything i do reminds me of her


Since i did everything with her


ill miss her for a long time but i just have to keep going for her


I know it hurts, it hurts so badly, but sometimes it's just better to let go. If you let go fast, you'll get less pain in a less time. If you let go slow, you'll get more pain in a long time.


ill try


good luck!


Thanks


Tons


I genuinley appreciate it


no problem! anything for others 33 !


Whats wrong?


How is everyone else feel happy alone and single but I feel soo depressed and heartbroken when I'm alone and single


Youll be okay, a relationship isnt everything. Some of my friends I have are arguably better then any relationship Ill have. Its okay. Your friends are there to support you


But why am I not okay with it tho


Its because you probably wanna feeel affection? Love? Care? Maybe you want to experience cute things? Theres many reasons why people want relationships


For me, it used to be seen as a power boost, I wanted a gf at school because I could use that as a fuel to force me to get good attendance or something...


Later I realised that it was silly...


Im grown up now and Ive never had a relationship once. Im okay with that aha.


I miss that love care and affection


Ever since I lost my Karina


I always missed how she loved me Soo much


Yeah maybe


Who's knows


How old are you may I ask?


I just turned 17


Did your message get deleted? Try not using swears


I'll jus dm the message I wrote for you


So u can really see where I'm coming from


Okay mate


@ wholesome of the day!


my sister bothers me during my online class and now the teacher is gonna call my parents im scared im worried i hate this im stressed and its all because she wanted to annoy me and no matter how many times i told her to stop she still did and its really hard to get into words but im just stressed about it


AutumnLeaves Sorry for interrupting love, but wotd is not a vent ping


It is now


its in the channels bio


Whats wotd


it is


Vent ping got replaced


whole of the day?


yea


wholesome


look in the channel desc


wotd means wholesome of the day


they didnt change that tho


o woah my bad


its ok:


Its oki misty


AutumnLeaves tell your teacher about it, just let them know that your sister is bothering you and nothing else, inform your parents about it too


ty


Np granny


whats going on here


Thats the new vent ping


If you didnt know already


why ping ms chicken


accident


a whole flock o feathers is gonna take over my octopus life


i was pinging mr chicken


Erm guys.. can you stop messaging in here? Its for venting


yes pls.


chat.


I have notifications on for this channel for those who need help


Ty


um does someone need help


im confused


i thought wotd was positivity of the day


go to channel description


wotd is the new vent ping


ok do chu need help?


everything's gonna be okay


try talking to your parents about it let them know but be respectful


i'll be here to support you and stuffs


can i talk about anything that happend to me here?


ok tysm


No worries, Ill be here if you need help


ok!


i feel like i should dump my friend. she never says hi or anything when i enter her house in the morning, and she never tells me anything. she always says im dumb and im slow and im annoying, and it hurts. i really feel like we shouldnt be friend anymore because of how she treats me. she has online friends and on roblox, and whenever i join her, she always chooses them over me. those are her ONLINE friends, and im her IRL friend. honestly she makes me feel left out. should i dump her or no? i feel like if i do it would be for the best but honestly i dont know anymore, because she's the only friend i have at my school. we've laughed together but we rarely do, she usually just looks at me awkwardly when i try to bring up a joke and says ok..?


my crush talked about me today and laughed


ok! ill try not to and stay positive thank you!


Please do not use the wotd pinging role for vents anymore. It says its meant for venting in deletedchannel but its not, it just says that because the roles channel hasn't been updated yet! If your confused why/need a better explanation just tap on the link.


If anyone uses this role for venting on accident please politely tell them to read pinned msg or give them a link to this msg.


Sammy You


SAMMY YOU!


A slow train wreck, you'll close your eyes


But forever hear the sound


And boy it's tough


'Cause thats the sound of people falling out of Love


Source: Musixmatch


Venting again


Its hard to be without my ex


I miss her tons


It hurts knowing she is someone else


It feels harder and harder to accept it


I want to see her again


Or atleast to be able to tell her im sorry


And that i love her


One last time


I dont want her to hate me


As much as i know i deserve it


Everyday feels more and more painful


My hearts in pain


Thinking about her


I wish i can literally die in her arms


Knowing she loves me still


Then i could once and for all be happy


I dont know how to deal with this pain


I just want her back


Its getting harder and harder to accept i lost her


I just wish she was here to hold me and to tell me everything is okay


I miss her more and more each day


At the same time i hope she okay and happy


kal yuta! It's hard to let go of someone you loved dearly. I understand how it hurts to see such a huge part of your life slowly fade away to the distance, never coming back and I'm sorry to hear that you two have broken ties. But we have to learn to let things be. Don't let a sad past time get the most of you. Yes, the feeling will linger for a while, but if you put the time to focus on yourself and what you need, you can soon recover. Try doing your hobbies, and if you don't have one, find one. Hobbies are a great way to keep you in a good mood because you're doing something that you genuinely enjoy and have interest in. Take care of your health. Start a healthy diet, exercise, and just take the time to care for your needs. Love isn't easy to most people. It's complicated and sometimes, struggling. We have to just accept the fact that lost means lost, and we can better improve ourselves from that experience. So don't take this as a bad storm. If you lose someone, then that means you have something or someone extraordinary ahead of you. As for your exgirlfriend, maybe you can try and keep contact with her. You don't need to have this bond with her just, maybe a few check ups here and there? It's better not to get attached again or it'll affect you even more. Take care and stay safe.


TW Sexual relationship I started dating my friend Santiago I loved him but I got really uncomfortable he started saying sexual things to me. It really creeped me out he kept saying those things to me since Im a girl and I find those really uncomfortable I felt like a toy. Then I wanted to break up with him so I asked my cousin to help me out he got really angry and wanted to talk to him and I said sure and he said could I curse at him and I said Do what you want” I was careless then Santiago said Abril look at Snapchat ” I looked then he said really for me to die and heartful stuff then I wanted to cry my eyes out then I did I started getting depression I wanted to talk it out with my friend but she was friends with Santiago and I didnt want to I started getting nightmares then I realized it was my fault. It was all my fault no wonder I was a stupid it was that one word I said that ruined my life. Do what you want.


alright im here,


gimme a sec to read


Ok so the main issue is


That your partner is overly sexual and youre not?


Clarify me that


aw thanks cutie!


Ahmad call the police my guy


also i been crying my dad caught me and my bf doing stuff if you get what i mean and he told him to go home


Ahmad I agree with yoonchigga


I tried calling the police but all they said was Man up


Police here aren't the best


what country do you live in?


Jordan


Damn


I just realized how lonely I really am and thats depressing as hell lmao


Im here Nessa, dont worry:3


Nessa? Carlick im waiting here dont worry.


Nah, I mean like fr. I dont have many friends anymore or believe I am able to rely on anyone for help because I have terrible trust issues. Im afraid to branch to other places because theyre more or less the same except different faces, same stuff.


All my friends completely given up on me because Im always busy or too tired to hang out No one checks up on me, invites me to play games or hangout with them, or simply have a casual conversation with me.


I wish I didnt have terrible trust issues and was socially awkward, I try to make friends, but I realize Im out of reach, unable to relate to anyone because I have a hard time blending into this world.


Doesnt help the fact I hate most type of people.


Vent yet again


Its getting harder without her i feel my heart slowly giving out the strength in my body and everything else go i cant describe this pain i feel like dying i just cant go without her anymore meanwhile she abandoned me has a bf and is happier im happy for her and i wish her the best but i think my time is just about ending everything to me is fading to black i cant anymore


I do everything to stop this pain it works for a moment then i go back to remembering her and i feel my insides shatter


Im losing hope


Giving up


I cant go on anymore


Everything i do no matter what i do and wherever i look i see her


Not a moment goes by where i dont miss her


I cant stop crying


Her adorable smile and face dosent leave my mind


I cant anymore


I just cant


Im losing a grip of life


Im losing a grip of everything


I dont reckon i will


And im trying to hold onto hope


But im just losing it


She was my world and my everything


The pain only keeps growing inside my heart all the regret and guilt


Its getting harder to eat


Sleep


Do anything


Instead of getting better


I cant live without her


You cannn dude


If theres any vent helpers I Guess


Im sorry to


Like bring this here but


Bring what? hana.


ok so


i broke up for the 4th time


so like


whats the point of having a gf?


i feel depressed


MyLifeIsAMeme whys that?


I got an F


Pricilla


Ive been spending the last 6 hours on assignments


You will get it up I believe in you


hopefully


my parents are extremely kissed


pissed


does anyone have time to just listen to me rant and help me out? i'm having a really hard time with nobody to talk to.


if you smiled then I accomplished making you feel at least slightly better.


Esmemy bf at the time said he loved being with me and when i told him he'll find someone soon, he said you too and my god i cant stop crying.. i just wanna be with someone forever.. but seems like i cant have that with my dumbassery. Its my fault we broke up and cant get back together.


i know im young n all but as dumb as it sounds im scared of being single forever.


because atleast i have one reason to live!


Move on, you'll find someone else and they'll find someone else also I can see that you regret your behavior and that's good since now you know what to do and what not to do so you learned something therefore your personality developed. Don't worry nobody will be single forever unless they really want to.


Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear


Could anyone pls listen to me rant about my imagination?


I am being persistent rn


Idk why


Hey ImLoen Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?


Pleas do not ping me for this


Or anyone else


Ok I wont


I need someone to listen to me rn


Hey Aiko Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?


I'm sorry Retro but I don't think i'd be able to help


Why is that?


Ok nvm


srry


It's ok


I'm not gonna ping staff for this


Rly?


Yes? OK


Hey mimi V Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?


This is the last ping I swear


do venting helpers


don't ping random people pls


Retro. I apologize for saying this but please do not ping a specific person for support. use the support role because people chose that role on their own.


O k k k k


Yes, please ping the role


I will


@ wholesome of the day!


There


Is that enough?


uh


wrong ping im pretty sure


OMG


it says not to ping


bye


Is that role the wrong ping?


yeah,


What if I do Venting helpers?


Notice: Please do not ping wotd every time you


there is no venting role anymore


wotd was the venting role


I'll just leave this chat then


no


dont leave


theyre just telling you not to do it again


no need to leave:D


Ok then


alrighty


sooo


your rant?


I need to rant about my imagination


It's a long story


im here for you


Ok here it is


although im talking with someone else as well so mayyy respond late


ok


When I first joined discord, I thought the people online would be nice. And they were. Then I thought about how I would have been forced to follow a list of rules all the time. I kept thinking about how badly I would have been treated. It was hurtful.


You know the golden rule right?


Treat others the way you want to be treated


oh of course


Well uhm


I'll just continue


mk


Back in fourth grade, I started to learn how to become a toxic person. I kept swearing at my teacher A LOT. I thought using bad words was a good thing. I got grounded a lot for being toxic. Then I just tried to stop, but I couldn't. For ONE WHOLE MONTH STRAIGHT, I was so toxic to my teacher. And my classmates. That's when I got suspended from school for the entire weekend. I just couldn't handle being toxic AT ALL.


The worst part is dreaming about bad thoughts


Rly


what motivated you to become a toxic person?


The thing that made me a toxic person was offense and using insults in front of people.


I hated myself for that


awe


Now I'm not so toxic anymore


I've been using discord for 4 months now


thats great


oh gosh


still typing?


Wanna know what happened to me during that time? which is during my use of discord I kept thinking about how I should have acted across those classmates back in 2017. I started to become toxic again from time to time. Then I just stopped. I didn't let hate blind me. Because of this I wanted to think of how nice I wanted to be. Unfortunately, I was forced to do good things like a six year old by my conscience. If I did those things I would have been my conscience's slave permanently. As I am to say anymore toxic stuff in front of my siblings, I'd be in true bloody hell. It's not so nice of me to be toxic anyway.


I can't change the past.


Neither can you


you cant but


you can still change the future


You can't change'yesterday' but you can change'today', the day after and even after!


Really?


yes!


Is that so?


That's the way time works


just try your best to stay on the right path


For everyone.


Now to conclude my rant


mk!


Once I learned to be kind again, I stopped being toxic. I stopped being rude. Now I can live a good life without any frustration. Well, almost. But that's the end of the long story.:D


Thanks for your time


Levi's brat Eulalie, Smart Cactus Its nice to meet both of you.


its nice to meet you as well:


i usually am not so active in this chat sooo


How about we become friends?


Hmm?


sure!


:D


Thanks


please do not use this channel for casual conversation. for that is not its purpose. If you wish to speak plainly use chat or deletedchannel


ah, sorry


as long as it's understood you're fine uwu


Not someone pinging the wotd role again


ahem.


i think i might've pissed someone off accidentally but i dont know how to like ask them without setting them off again


im sure i messed up but likehsjfb idk what to do


idk how to talk to them without accidentally making them madder


If you are sure the person is mad at you, then be honest! Say that you are sorry and that you never wanted to hurt the person!


Explain what you really meant, and, once again, apologize. It will be okay, if you worry this much about hurting someone there's no way the person can stil be mad at you especially if it was an accident!


i just dont know if they want to be left alone or something


bc ik that works sometimes for other people


i could totally be making it worse and i wouldnt even know


jdkfbhsdnlm;


im so dumb


Err. Do what seems right. I don't know what they're like, but I think saying'sorry' can't make someone that mad


everyone ignores me at the moment and Im feeling tired of this. oi should i just delete my account.


i turned rude against my friends


i blocked some


i insulted some


and I screwed some.


and even unfriended some.


Nooo... Yuna


now i feel like ive messed up everything


Im dming you


I feel like i cant do anything good. Feels like every step I set, is every step to problems, to mistakes, to bad things.


some are threatening me to blacklist me


some are crying in my dms and blocked me.


This is not an actual vent, but someone help yuna, she needs it


no bye


omg im closing my damn dms.


She needs it please


Leave me alone.


Thats exactly What you should not be, someone help her


Its okay, cheer up:3


Cant


Imma dm you


@ ROIECHU3V wdym the owner:


But I do


I have been for a while


Thx, I usually say i take those offers, but i don't really dm people


That often


But ty


Hey, in this sector we still care about you, dont give up Isaiah:3


Furmark I get what you're saying. I've seen multiple times of that happening and I'm incredibly sorry if I ever made you feel that way as well. I'm still trying to learn to better myself in keeping bonds with people outside of those who I'm used to. I'm sorry to hear you feel like this. Wether it'll be staff or normal members, there are people who actually care for you and want you to stay. In which, if you really do want to leave becayse of personal reasons, I'm okay with that. I just want you to promise me that you'll take care of yourself, alright? You're not a bad person Isaiah. You're genuine and honestly really nice to talk to. They may not look like it, but some people enjoy being with you and would be sad if you'd ever leave. But again, I want to respect your decisions that you make and if it means letting you go from this server, then I'll try my best to accept it. You've been a wonderful person to me Isaiah, and I'm thankful that I've met you and glad that I've considered you as someone I can be comfortable with.


Thank you mari, I've tried my best


You did, and I'm happy that you've tried.


Thanks


Thanks everyone


I love you.


Yw. Ilyt.


I feel a bit stressed rn since I'm trying to finish lots of gfx commissions, along with having to finish my portal replying to partnerships. I feel like I want to quit as a pm, but I dont know if it's the right choice or not. I havent been able to do much partnerships, because I'm trying to improve on my gfx the most, and I honestly don't really enjoy pming anymore. If i do quit, I feel like I didn't really help a lot so I guess I'll feel a bit guilty? But I'm just really tired to deal with any more things. Should I quit as a pm? I really need help


I mean you help yourself w gfx more than pming and if you no longer enjoy it why stress over it? Star!


Plus if you're doing other things don't push yourself to do all this stuff


Can I vent in someones dms...?


Im sorry for your loss..


Thanks, it was a while ago dont worry. But its still sickening how people can joke about it..


She told me not to call anyone Bc she had it under control but like idk


where are you right now? are you still near them?


Yeah Im in my room right across from hers atm


And


To make things worse


There is literally a 4 year old child in that room with them as this is going on


Luca, you should stay in your room, your mother will deal with it okay.


It doesnt sound like she is


He legit just threatened to beat her


Uh


Itll be okay, sometimes people say things they dont mean. Just stay in your bedroom until he leaves


alright, good. at least youre in your room. now im going to ask do you have any way to outlet your anxiety? like a stim/stress toy, music, a comfort show/movie/character or people you like to talk to? if not, itd best to try to focus on your breathing.


if the situation does get violent and he hurts you or her, call the police. i know your mother said not to but it's for your mothers and yourselfs safety.


Yeah ok Ill try my best to ty


in and out slowly. breath in for 4, hold for 6, exhale for 8.


when you feel like you can, play some music or call someone you trust to distract yourself from the shouting that can help you at least feel a little comfort.


do you have an inhaler?


::: ::: anyone hurt take this bandaid


Awh thanks, I slipped and bumped my head 00


something snapped in me. It's weird. I'm being too nice.. I'm being too hardworking and I still get the same treatment from everyone... as if I'm some type of dog. My mum is still abusive and I'm still being bullied yet I carry 3 of my friend's bags in the morning and I help my bullies.


Why am I doing this? I don't know. I realised that talking about my problems is just a burden to everyone


So it's okay, really. No it's not, it really hurts


I want to talk to him about what happens at home but I can't it would ruin everything


I always ruin everything


Youre so cute! Im sorry this is happening to you! Ima dm you okay


Okay...


For sure karma will get them


im tired of people's pretending to care for me lmfao.


m


just wanted to let this out somewhere


here for people sad


list of things to heal your mood: 1 cry it. walk it. write it. scream it. dance it out of your body. 2 if after all that you are still spiraling out of control ask yourself if sinking into the mud is worth it 3 the answer is no 4 the answer is breathe 5 sip tea and feel your nervous system settle 6 you are the hero of your life 7 this feeling doesn't have power over you 8 the universe has prepared you to handle this 9 no matter how dark it gets the light is always on the way 10 you are the light 11 walk yourself back to where the love lives


also for happiness you didn't lose it happiness has always been here you just lost perspective


another positive thing: we can work at our own pace and still be successful


I dont feel like eating now, Im not feeling well, Im worried about my lover Im very worried about him and thinking about him, I dont feel like eating at all..


Dymah, i suggest getting a small nap, or do something you like or atleast, do something that makes you happy, don't overthink things. If you don't feel like eating, then take a rest, but if you're hungry, atleast eat a biscuit.


I just wake up, I dont want to take nap


why are you so worried about your lover, anyway? did something happen?


No..


I has a nightmare..


@ ROIECHU3V I know it's hard to eat when you don't feel like it. I've been there before and I get it. Like I predicted, this is probably because of your stress from thinking too much and worrying about your lover. It's not a bad thing to care for someone you love, but that doesn't mean you have to stop taking good care of yourself. Trust me, once you've faced the consequences, both you and everyone else will struggle. So, try and at least eat something. Bread, cookies, etc. After that, then you can go text your lover and wait for a response. If they don't respond immediately then continue to take care of yourself. I know you love this person dearly, but we have to take the time to fill our needs. I'm sure your lover will be fine. You both will be alright.


Mhm, thanks!


mhm, yes i agree. it's normal to worry about someone you love, but, that doesn't mean you shouldn't be taking care of yourself!


cheer up, Dymah! 33


Yus


Take care of yourself


omg mari didn't know you can be so serious it's scary


Hi guys I just showed someone a confident side of me that I don't show anyone because I'm scared they won't like me. I don't think they like me anymore.


I DiDNT WANT YOU TO RESPONDDD


NUUU


I think to myself if I am still useful


They hate me


They say harsh words


I can't take it anymore


But the bad thing is that I want to cry on my friends shoulder but they... Treat me as a ghost


Idk why is the world cruel


I can't take this anymore


If suicide is not a sin


Hey KaKdXXClark to your name sorry I know this probably won't help but your name is sunny the happy sun. What's the sun without a little rain? The sun needs rain. It's okay to be sad sometimes. I'm sorry I know this probably won't help...


Their words is like sword as if it is tearing me into pieces


Yeah sun needs rain


My name is happy


But I am no longer happy


I use a anime pfp to hide my real identity cause I can't do the fake smile anymore


You don't have to fake a smile.


You don't have to be alone.


I hope I can still go to college


You don't have to listen to peoples harsh words.


I hope they will be happy without me


You can always go to college.


No one will be happy without you.


I know the barrier can be broken.


I'm still thinking if I should do it or what


But I can be there for you.


I can comfort you and be honest.


If anything happens I am ready the notes is here


Do not hurt yourself.


My friend ohh plastic friends


I'm not a plastic friend.


I am real


I can be a real friend.


Please do not hurt yourself


I've done it once


I hope it will be a hurtless end


End...


Of


Life


stop


You really shouldn't.


What about your family?


Can't take it anymore


I'm a bad baf person


I'm sorry I didn't help you...


No thanks


It's ok


Lipp I'm so sorry for the late reply.. thank you for your kind words. I feel like I can't tell anyone irl because I feel like I'd burden them, and when I do try, they just say I'm having a bad day. I feel useless and worthless and I have since I was 9. I thought it was normal..


Sunny, whats up dude? Princess is giving you solid advice


Yeah


Shes trying her hardest


Try and hear what shes saying


Sorry


i'm sorry ii tried helping


Sorry TheittlePrincess


Neve it is by far from normal neve, no 9 yo should be feeling that at all let alone someone who is in their teens.


Sorry Sturges


Sorry princess


I must listen to you


ii really don't want anyone to feel the pain i felt so it hurts when you say your hurting yourself


I can be here for you.


I'll stay up with you when you need me to.


KaKdXXClark


I can be your real friend.


Yeah thanks


I'm serious


My


Don't worry


I'll check up on you and ask you to hangout.


I am treating it


did i help you?


Yeyez


ok please come to me if you need any support or love im here


Thanks


I don't want to send you the slit in my hand but it is treating so don't worry


It's not good anymore


Sorry for my bad words about suicide


I don't mean to


But this is the only way to so that I can feel good


Sorry


Its alright mate, just get better, time helps trust me. I know that everyone says it, but it really does. Youve gotta try and stay optimistic.


Thats terrible dude, you shouldnt feel good from self harm. At this rate you should seek professional help. Like a therapist. KaKdXXClark


I am poor


I don't need therapist


My parents will only say that I am just overthinking


Oh, well theres a good app thats free that you can use for free therapy. Its not professional but its incredibly useful


Can you please tell me the name?


Its called 7cups.


Use it, its really helpful. It got me through some tough moments. Download the app.


yui hug KaKdXXClark


Im just so upset lately.. I just wish I had friends or at least just someone to talk to.. like no one likes me anymore, mostly because I push others away because of my issues and just the way I am. I really just wish I couldnt be that way... I really just want someone to talk to and be amazing friends with. Most of the servers Im on are full of toxic people who are just rude and disrespectful to each other. I dont know what to do currently, I just really need some help..


@ me if you want to help me, so I know


i love you sunny


accept it


Thanks duh


The sad part is my first friend...


Who didn't bacstab mee


And care for me died


I mean what tf is wrong with reaper


He's my one and only friend


But instead suffer from covid and died


oh my gosh


im so sorry


yui kiss KaKdXXClark


Yeah


Life is verry tough


I wonder if isekai is real


TheittlePrincess ik how that feels but Trust me its just some things in life happen for a reason and as cliche as it is to say we tend to make mistakes that are out of our reach and just happen dont let it define you and you having a normal human emotion isnt hurting anyone


Dont forget that you are an amazing and beautiful hooman and remember to keep smiling and be happy no matter what TheittlePrincess


Will do


Life with a little bit of toxitity


Well in my life it ain't balanced anymore


A lot of toxic and small percent of love


You might be asking sometimes why do I talk by myself in the chat


Well there's a reason behin that. When I was a kid to be honest I'm a loner cause I don't have that much confidence to talk about myself and it developed until this day. I am a transfer student in a school I mean I can know that the people their is toxic cause my first day I have been bullied well in a few weeeks I get bullied again


In that school I have a friend I trust them but in the end they just backstab me


Well it hurts more than physical bullying


That's how I got my trust issues


I don't trust that much so that when I get backstab again I won't be hurt that much anymore


At that point I think to myself is there still someone who can treat me as a friend?


And I think how about I just talk to myself, I know it sounds weird but I don't have friends so I have no choice


That's why sometimes in the chat I talk to myself


Yui hug KaKdXXClark


when I woke up on few minutes ago when Im trying to move I felt like Im gonna faint out I cant move at all someone pls help me.. my family is mean and WonT help me.. and Im fricking hungry


@ ROIECHU3V Like I said, I'm not the brightest when it comes to situations like these and I suggest you should try and do a bit of research like browsing google. It may not be the most trusted source of medical help, but at least it'll help a bit. Can you call for your mother now? If so, you can try asking her for some food and warm water. This could probably be neck pain since you've said you just woke up. Get a heat pad and press it against your neck and then your forehead. I hope you'll feel better soon.


I tried to suicide but don't work


I'm now in the hospital


I hate this world


I'm so depressed and disappointed in mt life


School is so much, I really dont know what to do. The stress is killing me. I got a B and my family got mad. Plus over half of my friends are so fake, and I feel like I am alone. I cant trust anyone and everything is getting rough. I feel so sick atm, and I am always hyperventilating, and puking bc of all the stress. Idk what to do.


And covid doesnt make all this easier


I give and help people..


But when it comes to me, they will never help in any way


Tysm 3


It helps me a lot when someone understands 3


Im tired of living in this world. Every fricking day, kys kys kys” Im done with this pain. I just want to self harm, KMS.. no one cares about me. They dont. I wish I was just happy and perfect but I never will be. Im just an ugly person who will never stop being a mean person to everyone.. I just wish I wasnt here anymore


Dont give up. You can dm me anytime. Tell me whats on your mind. You have to stay strong. Dont let anyone bring you down. You are you. You are beautiful. If those people bother you then talk to someone else. You are not ugly, you very very beatiful! You have to hold on. You cant end it yet. Self harm is not going to solve anything. Ending your life will not solve anything. For the people that love you, they want you to stay strong. You can fight this battle. You can do it.Those guys, they are not worth your time. You have to stay strong, please. shiro


I mean realistically here, you're able to do whatever you put your mind to, and right now you're letting your mind beat your ability to do things, you're giving up, that's not what people want to see from you, they want to see you push, they want to see you flourish with life, however your life may be right now, it will not be like this forever it can't be. Everyones life changes many times before they are truly happy yuna. Not will not be now that one can find what they need but it will be years from now unfortunately.


There are things to do to change that.


Many things


My parents put my by a group called Raising Poli” which means they could not raise me well. They dont care about my health, whenever I tell them Im depressed they laugh into my face and say Im joking. When I cut myself infront of them, they laugh further and ignore me.


What I started doing, in the midst of my stupidity and choosing to self medicate w many drugs in order to not feel anything was meditate, meditation is the healthiest and most efficient way of relieving the mind, a nice incense, the focus on what makes you you, and what can be for you later when these things pass, there are also other things that can help. after a while I used astral projecting to help me, it is very calming and is a er strange way to handle things, but meditation is a part of that. And meditation will always help me, it has been for the past 5/6 years, and I too have been struggling w the same issues for 10 years yuna. You are not alone, I have many more issues no one knows about and why I have so many problems.


Giving up is not the way to go in this position


You cant give up. Dont let anyone bring you down. You have to get back up. Have selfconfidence in yourself. You can get through it.


Everyone says that, but pain can only do so much. It gets annoying after a while and I would know from experience


Funny, those last 4 years was pain a relief for me.


You do care, or else you wouldn't be here talking about it yuna.


Yeah


You gotta understand that really you care about it more than you're willing to admit because honestly I can see that you're in a psychological warfare with yourself.


I've seen it many times before


And gone through it myself as well.


Things get better, it may not be now, may not be next year, but it will get better.


I lost hope.


Yuna, I want you to know that you can do anything you set your mind to. Anyone can. No one is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. You have to stay strong.


Hope was first my favourite word.


Now i started hating it.


What's the point in losing hope if that's what keeps people moving?


do you wanna know how it feels to be truly insane or take the advice from your prime example from so many things that scare people in life? There are so many things that I've seen done and been that I refuse to tell people about because they deserve to not go through that kind of stuff. You deserve better, yet you refuse to believe so like many other people have.