aa thank you


My bestfriend just ditched me for a liar. I thought I could trust you. What happened? We were always there for each other. We had so much fun. You helped me find myself. Now today you call me up and basically bring out problems from the past which is unnecessary. You told me I couldnt change. Well guess what? You cant change a person! We were fine 3 days ago! We were happy and had sleepovers. Were just stabbing me in the back this whole time? Am I really that naive? HUH? AM I?! Honestly I cant let go of the memories but I am SURE GLAD to throw you OUT IF MY LIFE.


Im sorry I just had to. All of my friends are offline so I HAD TO spill it all out.


tw about d/th


i read some stuff about death and I may have fear of dying now because idk where my soul will go or what it will decide further so uh yeah I'm frightened a lot


I'm not joking


lot


not


it's okay sjdbsj


Im feeling discouraged because of them. And Ive been trying to shift for like 2 weeks maybe because of the stress. And I also have like school tmr:/


Sorry its prob TMI:/


x o x o!


If your okay with it!


But I do have traditional starting tmr so I might not be able to respond asap


Xoxo XD


I have no clue honestly.


I believe in god but at the same time i don't?


it's..complex


my family are Christians


idk if I'm religious on my own though, but i do come from a Christian family


Im Asian...but vegetarian...people still blame me for spreading covid like waht


i have no idea why


!mnwd!xnt!btuhd


play it cuties


!un!ld


@;; me? talk to you? when.


im screwed. i dont know what to do. im gonna be off my meds for a while. i had to go get tested for covid this morning and now i cant leave the house at all for a week or 2. my parents dont even know im on antidepressants so i cant even ask if we can get someone to go get my prescription for me. im so screwed oh god.


Its best to tell your parents first that you need antidepressant.


they wouldnt allow me to. they dont even believe me when i say im not okay. that's why i got the meds without them knowing. they cant know. they'll just say im faking it or im being overdramatic.


Maybe its not the right time to tell them.


Do you know the reason why they dont believe you?


Oh


You need a way to make them believe it


Do you have any trusted relatives?


I love you 3 check the pins for help cutie! Loen really helped!


Thanks Tbh I never tough of that but Ill think about it a bit more now and say to myself like you just told me its just my past” also thank you for helping me it means a lot


Moka the demon i agree with Nuggie boi , you shouldn't get held up on the fact that you did it, take it as an opportunity and be proud that you stopped yourself. I know it might be hard rn, but im here if you ever want to talk or be friends


Thats honestly how I see mine


I tho they aren't good


They're battle scares


I got through the hardest part of my life


And im still pushing


It has to mean something


But I have a thing never be ashamed of your scares they are proof of how strong you are because your steal here and they are proof


Moka the demon I get the feeling. Honestly, I've been experiencing a similar thing to your situation and it's really difficult. First things is that it's alright to feel this way. It's a part of our lives. We can't really force it out or anything but we can better cope with it. Talk to a friend or a family member. Getting comfort and reassurance from those who you love is always a great thing. Self harm isn't worth it. It relieves stress, yes, but you'll only make things worse. Speak up and acknowledge the fact that people do love you dearly.


Thanks honestly Ill try to talk with a friend ty


We are here tooo


calm down


sory


look


ok


jk


plz help


im having anxiety rn


yes it does


i understand it can be hard seeing your girl leaving you like that but live moves on and you have to move on too. better yet find a new gf that actually cares for you and loves you


menma chan how old are you


fIo as for the noise, just listen to music at night and calm yourself


I'm just freaking out because I stopped taking my meds suddenly a while ago and my body's readjusting and it is making me anxious and i don't like it


suicide would just prove that you are weak


don't act like you're weak


im not weak


stay strong


Ive been taking them again


then don't care about her. fIo


And its going to work again but right now its just making me anxious since I've gone without them for a while i wasnt supposed to


It's just scary


And i have school work to do and I dont want to do it


kingkuromi wow this problem is so hard to solve maybe i should ask the staff of knowledge


i like feet


want to see my feet


the staff of knowledge says you should take your meds


who could've knew


I know


I kept forgetting


ok in dms


kingkuromi set an alarm .


My mom did but i still did


fIo go away.


I still forgot


kingkuromi don't. rely. on. others.


set your own alarm goddammit


U arent helping..


sorry


what


I know i made a mistake i just need help with dealing with the anxiety


just look set an alarm for it and you'll be fine trust me


wholesomeness


can help


Just


Say it'll be ok? I don't know.


Okay ill try the anime thing


kingkuromi don't worry it's all gonna be okay! just don't think about it too much! everyone makes mistakes so don't worry! you're loved and valid


is that good?


great!


hey moth before you post your vent make sure it doesn't have any swearing so it doesn't get deleted by the bot


mk.


Lately I've been feeling like I'm unwanted.. like my boyfriend doesn't even love me anymore, I've missed over 80 school assignments and rushing to try to get them all done, it's hard, I'm sitting over here crying rn cause I can't do anything right, and I know I can't, I've never succeeded in life, never, not that I remember, I'm trying my best to stay positive but every little word breaks me down, piece by piece.


I overdosed the other day to get joy out of myself for once, I regret it


loli helps


confirmed


should lolis be legal


rin i understand, we all get through tough times and that's totally normal! it's good that you are doing your assignments now, that means that you are slowly getting over it and you're being strong.


rin its ok i can be your boy friend


stay strong and have patients because one day your life will turn upside down


nvm your pfp isnt a anime girl


fIo i said get out.


why


They removed me from the classroom, of GC


because you're not helping anyone.


bro tf did i walk into the daily therapy session with yo e boy akiro


hey be nice


sory


aleh come take a look at this guy


when u cant aford a real therapist so you go on discord and hope you find one


nah i want him out of the server


he said the n word


so


my people earned it


idgaf


u didnt earn sghit


you should know not to use slurs in this server


so either stop


ok ill stop


i was gonna anyway, slurs are the part of the rules to not use


okay lets move on from this, hes gone and thanks for pinging me about it


aleh thanks for the fast respond


idk


i don't have anything to vent about


hbu menma


hm


guess we'll lurk in the shadows till someone comes


i think ill just play krunker again even tho i ahte it


@;; nice


u too


uwu


can I just release my happiness on everyone rq? Like honestly, I haven't been talking to her for that long but the fact that I actually feel the genuine connection and happiness that I have been for the last couple of days since I've known for sure that the feeling is mutual has taken a lot off my chest, I um wasn't very subtle about my feelings toward her or anything and she knew already because I'm so very out there with how I feel. Oh Suzu, the happiness, I'm telling you, is the best feeling in the world;;. I was so all over the place with how I felt before this had erupted, but I've been nothing but happy since, I just want you to know that if you ever see this. There's very little that could potentially cause me pain when I talk to you 3 ily maam.


I


Thanks


Yeah we're all still young


Time will bring happiness


im old


ya never know


oh


good dayyy


Prolly one of the youngest in the server


how old are you? perhaps im younger


he said that he was gonna text me back today after his 1 week break from talking to me


it was last tuesday when we started the break


ugh


i dont want him to forget about me i still love him


i hope he doesnt forget about me nonnonoko


can't you just text him?


i just feel like i was used for emotional satisfaction or something of that sort


actually no,


why


he said he would be the one to text me first


that was his word


this is not fair


i'm sorry but you're not 5 years old


nope


if you really care about him, then text him.


hes gonna think im clingy


no no he has to text me first


maybe later this week if he doesnt text me again, ill drop by and greet him or something


im already clingy


well sounds like an excuse for attention tbh


sigh


i dont know what to do


i will tell you what to do


he literally promised” that he was gonna text me first


you go


like


type hello


and send


me: hey, do you promise to text me back after our break


him: i cant promise you anything


that was so shady man


i cant even


No you're over thinking it smh


ughhh


he probably just forgot


or did he...


poke him


hes been on discord daily


its either hes avoiding me or


yuh


yeah um you know there's something called life outside of discord


exactly


thats why hes so busy


he cant keep up with this relationship that we have


yes he probably has school or maybe want's to take a break


look, im trying to respect the guy and give him the space that he needs


apparently he likes to put ppl before him, but for the first time in his life, he put himself first


hes an empath...


or is he


he put himself first by saying his needs, and thats space


look, everyone goes through tough times and maybe have to take a break off of talking to their loved ones and that's okay


no he's not putting himself first, i'm sure he loves you and cares for you


stop being so insecure about him because that will hurt him


grow up and stop acting like you're in elementary school


it'll hurt you aswell


isn't worth it


think of the best scenario


just because someone took a break doesn't mean he's dead or cheating


uh no


hes not cheating


good


and hes... not dead


he would never cheat tho


yes


he cant get a girl


im his first ever girlfriend


hmph


now i see why he took a break.


what


you're being possesive


wha


how


he's just like you


narcissistic even.


a human


yes...


imagine him in your position


think before you speak and don't treat him like an object.


im not


i love him so much


i care for him


i feel suicidal


i ask him how his day is and i tell him to take care of himself


im not treating him like an object


i just dont even know anymore


if i should live


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 what's wrong?


Groome but do you mean it?


and if anything else, hes impulsive, so i tell him to think about what hes going to do that will put himself in jeopardy


people keep treating me like im useless


i mean it. i love him


and my family abuses me


im like his conscience, i give him advice


have you tried using less I in your sentences?


its not about me


its about him.


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 how do they abuse you?


the way you talk makes it seem like the only thing in your mind is you.


verbally and physically


thats why he needs enough space to think for himself and to be in his zone


they're beating you or like tickling you?


beating


once my older brother brought a pipe and hit my head with it


HES ONLINE


ouch.


AHHH


why would he do that?


bad brother.


Slocum alright great when he comes back i want you to ask hiim what's up


i made him mad.


is he older then you?


i took his treasure and hid it.


yeah


why would i call him my older brother then


but seriously if i text him first, hes probably gonna feel smothered by my clingyness


so ima just wait


Mariejeanne or he will feel like you actually care for him.


sorry Im just blind


but it's okay


just wait


look, he said that he wasnt sure if he wanted to continue our relationship


wait for like 1 hour


thats why he took a break


then text him


he needed time for himself


oooh


you could've just said that


now


since they abuse me


i abuse myself


and become one of them?


no...


that's a bad idea friend


i self harm


can I call you a friend?


sure, as if i have any.


then yeah let him be but if he doesn't send a message today you can send a text tomorrow Stuppy


okay...


remember that self harm


itll only make things worse


make you weaker to them


i just wanna end myself


who doesn't these days?


i can jump off a roof and nobody will care


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 and you think that's good?


maybe


oh yeah remember that weird kid? he committed suicide


oh nooo


who did?


anyway


what weird kid?


oh, wait


im talking about the people if you do end yourself


i see what you're doing.


look


tomorrow i visit my cousin, we're basically living next to each other.


and she's the only one that comforts me even when im almost 20


who?


life


suicide won't help you nor help your family


i


cant help myself


as for your brother


you can


but with a good help of others


no


nobody is helping


yes dont fight it


we are


you may help me now


remember even tho you've met lots of bad people out there who hurt you


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 because you do not need help you need encouragement


but after ill still remember about doing it


there's still good people who will care for you


example


who will like you for who you are


i can only visit my cousin twice a year


does your cousin like you?


she does


that's one example


look


she helps me and helps me throughout life


i used to visit her everyday when i was younger


there are many people that care for you but by saying nobody cares about you or by saying nobody want's to help you, you are pushing away


but now my parents and family became abusive


and restricted me


Akiro only she does


my other friends became toxic


and left me


how many


how many are those friends


1? 2? a whole group?


it doesn't matter you don't need them


find new friends


online friends do count btw


a friend is someone that cares for you and will stand with you at all costs


find people that you can talk to, and they actually listen


7 friends


no


people will never be my friends


and why did they leave you?


they dont like the way i am


all of my friends do that...


then they're not your friends


also define yourself


have you thought maybe that something you're doing makes people don't like you?


youre not really helping, honestly..


no no


look i'm not insulting you


i'm asking you


to look into yourself and find if those people left you because of them or because of you


BECAUSE OF THEM


IT'S BECAUSE OF THEM


how are you sure?


I AM A PROBLEM TO EVERYONE IN MY SIGHT


why?


I AM A PROBLEM AND THATS IT


I AM THIS CLOSE TO HANGING MYSELF


but why are you a problem?


calm down and tell me


why are you a problem?


just no


why do you think you're a problem?


i am nothing to anyone


i am horrible


i am rude


i am selfish


menma can you please let me handle this


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 why do you think of all of this?


because i do


because i am


nobody said you're bad


you really don't


look nobody deserves to die


just stay with me


why do you think ALL of that?ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3


because some friends left you?


my family


abusing


bullied


self harming


WELL


I AM A PROBLEM BECAUSE I REALIZE THIS NOW


no


not really


What's wrong now


Morna nothing just someone venting


may I be provided with info to give guidance


Hmm


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 please dm me


no i dont want to...


Why is that?


I just want to help


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 look nobody said you were a problem, your family is abusing you and since you realize that then you must know that no matter what they say, they are lying to you and trying to keep your self esteem down. dont let them do that


You don't have to wait to speak @;;


@;; go ahead


np


i have a knife right now


Put it down


put that knife down


now.


Just let us talk to you


no


then listen to us


i cant


Yes, this is for your sake


man I stg


it isnt


i.


Put it down.


Put it away.


And don't touch it again


ok, fine, for my cousin.


if you won't put it down for your sake do it for the person that cares for you the most.


good.


your cousin does too


isaiah


do you know who my cousin is?


no but i know they love you and care for you.


im asking isaiah


No I don't


Who?


isaiah, do you know who?


i mentioned it twice before.


Nora


mm.


have you tried talking to her


i have, i have.


And?


but she's too busy with way too many things, she genuinely wants to help, but her work is not letting her..


You see


In this situation then


You have to use the patience card and try to wait for her and her ability of being free


i already said that menma


my cousin is nora.


I'm sure when she isn't doing anything she would set the time out to be there for you


she does, a lot.


I care about everyone


I've felt your pain


I understand the things you go through


i..


I've seen a lot of things I shouldn't have


And I wish that some would understand the pain it brings when they do end up doing something so permanent


nora is too busy


you will probably forget about me after i stab myself with the kitchen knife


If what you need, is someone to talk to


I'll give you that


my family will just dispose my body happily


If you need someone who's gonna be around


I'll give you that.


i once asked to my father what was suicide


Please


he said i should do it


Don't do this.


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 yes, but do you know who will never forget about you? your cousin, nora. do you wanna hurt nora?


i do not


but in my head


i think she's too busy because of me..


Don't listen to yourself


You're feeding yourself things you just want to feel to fill your emotions


im sorry, but


That's how it is when you think this way


im still having that knife in my hand no matter what you say


Alright everyone stop typing for a few moments


Let me.get something out.


Listen


nora is too busy for me


I may not know you, who you are, what your name is or where your life has gone, but I do understand the kinds of situations you're in.


i have to kill myself so she will be free


Growing up I was in similar ones myself.


i feel that i annoy her every 10 minutes dming her my problems


Hey hey


killing yourself isn't the answer here.


to me


Killing yourself isn't going to solve anything


it's definitely the answer


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 the fact that she is taking time out of her life to comfort you and help you, means that she cares about you more than anything so don't say that.


she does, she does..


but i dont want to bother her


i bother her too much


That's not the answer, just because you think it is, it's actually not. If she cares about you and taking the time out of her day to comfort you. That doesn't seem like you're bothering her.


the knife is probably my fate


Maybe try and talk it out with her I feel like I'm bothering you, am I? and see what she says.


I've seen my own brother light himself on flippin fire dude. that's the last thing you want to do, it will get you no where and you have a whole lot of life ahead of you. You're just gonna throw away potential happiness in the future for this? You got a lot of things you can do with yourself if you just keep yourself rolling and ignore these thoughts no matter how demanding they'll feel.


yes it is and i will not


Put the knife down.


i cause problems for everyone


sorry, but no..


You don't.


Right, cutting yourself isn't the right thing to do. Talk with her if you need too


Stop telling yourself you do.


no no no


stop playing with that knife


she will be sad, but she'll forget


she probably will


Wrong.


goodbye, i guess.


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 Is she on discord?


Your cousin will be crying for months.


I guarantee it.


VOdka she's nora, the staff member.


I'll ping her right now to talk to you


you dont need to


Yeah I kind of do


Quit Discord


im already die right now


No.


Stip.


she doesn't respond to pings for a few minutes


because of her work


There's no need to do something like this.


she has exams she has to study for


leave her, let her study in peace...


Call her eh.


im going to put the knife in my chest and none of you can do anything about it...


why are you here, nora?


I AM NOT LETTING ANOTHER LOVED ONE DIE


what?


WE ALL CAME HERE BECAUSE WE CARE FOR YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT US?


TWO OF MY UNCLES DIED ALREADY


I AM NOT ADDING YOU TO THE LIST


WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER RIGHT?


right.


AND IF I COME BREAKING DOWN THAT DOOT


DOOR


YOU BETTER BE ALIVE


YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS


i have


im wasting your time here


you have exams, right?


you really don't understand, I feel your sadness anger anguish whatever you may be feeling right now. You deserve much more with your life than to just, leave it behind... you matter in this world, it may be cruel and unkind to you, but people like me, like nora, and then others here, truly care about you and want to see you do better...


you. have SO much more to your life.


you're going to be a lovely person, nora. but.. i have to go.


no


NO.


No.


I AM GOING RIGHT UP THE APARTMENT STAIRS RIGHT NOW AND YOU SEE IF I GIVE A TINKER'S TOOT ABOUT MY EXAMS IF YOU DIE


Nora go break down that door


im sorry, nora, everyone.


but


STOP IT


You're not.


this is the end to my book.


If you were sorry, you wouldn't do this to nora, I'm sorry but that's the truth


NORA FUVK OFF AND GO BREAK THAT DOOR DOWN


Hey


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 STOP


STOOOPPP


I AM KNOCKING AND BANGING RIGHT NOW BUT DAISUKE IS NOT ANSWERING


YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A CHILD


you are


you are hitting that door, right now.


but i locked it


Don't bypass no matter what the situation is please respect the rules, I understand we're in a rough spot rn


IM TRYING


nora, stop.


NO NO NO


I AM NOT


dsisuke you stop


look what you're doing to her


no, im going to be dead.


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 OPEN THAT DOOR


do you really want her to be like this?


I WILL NEVER


AND YOU SEE IF I DONT


Is this how you want it to be


I DONT WANT NORA TO SEE MY DEAD BODY


Your cousin


In agonizing pain because of something you didn't have to do


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 THEN DON'T END IT


WE'D NEVER DO SOMETHING WRONG THAT WOULD END US


WELL IM SORRY BUT ASK MY MENTAL HEALTH WHY


You can always fix mental health.


NOPE


Anyone can.


AND THAT'S A MYTH


Don't tell me no.


I have.


I've bettered myself.


I don't have those thoughts anymore.


no.


I've battled being suicidal and all that.


I AM STOP MAKING ME ABOUT TO CRY


nora.


I've learned that life, is much more than just, wanting to dieand being sad all the time.


you'll be better off with my younger brother.


You'll do things with your life, that you never would've thought were possible


too late


too la


ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 YOU JUST LIKE HURTING THOSE WHO CARE FOR YOU AND YOU ASK WHY PEOPLE LEAVE YOU?! THIS IS THE REASON YOU ARE ACTING SUPER SELFISH AND NOT CONSIDERING ANY OF OUR FEELINGS BECAUSE IF YOU REALLY CARED YOU WOULD'VE NOT DONE ANY OF THIS


DAISUKE


sigh


LISTEN TO ME


YOU DON'T NEED THIS I SWEAR TO GOD


Seriously man this isn't worth it.


no


ARE YOU OKAY


call him


OLIVER LISTEN TO ME


DONT DO THIS


welp he said too late


He's not going to answer now


so like eh do something irl not here


i called the cops.


and they're still on their way


I'm going to be, deeply saddened


im banging on the door as hard as i can


and my shoulders want to fall off


unfortunately, I feel the pains and sorrows of those around me


So I'll be feeling this for a bit


Nora


Plz keep me updated


agony is all i feel right now..


Not just for myself


But for you


I'll be here if you need somebody to talk to


At any time


You, deserve that at the least


Quit Discord grab a hammer or a rock and break the door.


im going to my flat to get the hammer.


if he's alive, i write , if he's dead... .


i mean


judging by the way he talked


he probably did something to his hand


so you do have time


the hand takes a while to bleed


oh thank lord


thank god


the cops


what


are here


great


now call an ambulance


uncanny


uncanny what?


this is the first time i witness such thing


i find it uncanny


goodluck


it is uncanny.


i will never


recover


I am, sorry.


remember to tell the cops that his parents and siblings are abusers


i told them already, and..


Akiro I hope, you never truly have to see it.


he's...


i dont wanna be here anymore.


I'm so sorry..


did he go for the hand or throat?


i guess


Please dont ask these questions she's suffering right now...


I don't think she'd want to even talk about it


i dont even want to


i dont even want to witness this


you did what you could


go home now


We all tried..


relax


You don't deserve this


forget about it


He doesn't even deserve this.


that was his request


forget him


don't encourage that


me and daisuke


were always together as kids.


You never. I seriously mean never.


and now


he's


Forget someone.


Especially like this.


Stoo


Stop


We tried.


Not all efforts help


It's how it is


grief.


Nora, you have my condolences, regards, and support if needed, no one should go through anything alone.


i cant even


describe


how he looked like


on the floor


i cant, just leave me alone for now..


Okay let's leave the channel be for now please


Thank you.


Im back from my trip!:3 not that anyone missed me xddd


welcome back


thank u! o no i realised i said this on the wrong thingy im sorry


it's okay


i'm at a loss of words from this...


oh my god


this is... a lot


thats it


i have had enough of this


ok so i have a crush on a girl and i don't feel good enough for her at all. I try my best, i see her every weekend and at school, we have sleepovers, i buy her sweets and we hug eachother a lot, but my self esteem is low, and her's is also and i feel like im an idiot who can't help her. Her friends make fun of me of how we're friends but she doesn't trust me bc she has personal problems and it just kills me. I wish i could help her, and i wish she liked me the same way, because i already know that she doesn't, because why would anyone like me if i don't like myself? @ wholesome of the day!


please love yourself before loving other people, you are worth it, and you are good enough! you can try your best to help her and im pretty sure you are the best friend she could ever ask for! please try to help her with her personal problems, and dont pay attention to her'friends'


her friends are obviously just trying to bug you for your attention, you're better off ignoring them because you're a good person and you don't deserve their insults. take care of yourself first, and then feel free to confront her in a kind way, and she'll open up to you


i understand how you feel, ive went through the same once, if her friend make fun of you, just ignore them, if you think she doesnt trust you tell her that if she doesnt trust you its fine, try your best to still be there for her in her hard times, if she looks upset try to talk to her, and i really think you should explain this to her, try to get her opinion on you, rejection might hurt but it sometimes takes a very heavy feeling off of your chest


Dont worry i had the same thing happen to me 1 year ago! But it was ok ofc u are worth it love yourself sweetie and those are Fake friends what you do is TALK to her she will understand im sure! Your amazing i know it!


I'm sorry to hear that. It's clear that her friends are there to just out you down. You don't need to respond to them. It hurts, maybe, but if you respond to them things will just get worse. They're doing this to get a reaction out of you. As for your feelings, it's never wrong to speak up about these things. Yes, it may leave some awkwardness in your relationship but it just shows how much you both cherish each other. You're not a bad person. Don't degrade yourself just because you think. People have flaws and it's alright to accept it.


thank you all for responding! im really stressed right now because of everything happening in my life


my class is involved in cyber crime because they cyberbullied me and another classmate


and they're involved with the police which doesn't make me feel better


im not gonna go into detail..


i don't go one day without crying my eyes out and screaming because jeez, there's some sh stuff happening to me and my family


ill try my best, life's just a bump in the road right?


i'm really sorry i'm not active in this channel. i'm currently going through mad depression myself and i'm not in the mindset to do anything. all i want is for this bed to absorb me, so i'd never see the light of day ever again.


ah


much better


I hope you feel better


Suki thanks bby


MY CRAMPS FROM MY PERIOD ARE LITERALLY GONNA KILL ME


19PATEK i literally feel that


i have endometriosis, and most of the time on my period i can't walk.


omg


Im so sorry


i also don't really go to school during that week because. i can't even physically get there.


19PATEK literally same TT


pain


if you were gonna quote a message, please remove the venting helpers so people dont get pinged like i just did! thank you


@;; i appreciate you trying to help but please remove the venting helpers ping when replying


no worries


i don't want anymore...my life is trash and full of pain...why i keep getting hurt...


both...


idk i feel rn just like running away and leave discord rn...


oh..


btw see my pfp? that's exact how i am...smile and act up like am happy but irl am hurt and wanna cry...


idk alone time often worses it but yh...


ok


nice.


no no self harm, had an accident 2 years injury still hurts, that's my physically pain ago and was kinda getting raped 3 years ago, but that's rn not the point...


yh


was 3 years ago


it's okay


am kinda over with it


lets say it was my cousin he was in but luckily not in in so yh


and the story is a bit worse but yh


nvm


that's not the point atm


i had tons of bad stuff in my life...


Im trying to avoid that fact


actions mainly and memories...


lets say my bf broke up...was 10 days ago...a good friend cheered me up we began to fell in love, but he knew that i need time...today he came in my dms like yh lets just stay friends also in futur etc...i was finaly kinda ok with the break up and he breaks my heart again and all the memories that come up abt my past damn much stress irl...


i feel like i can't aynmore and it's like my emotions fade...


guys play with me and hurt me...


always...


even my friends did...


everybody uses me...


ig yh...


nope def not


i have no one and my parents aren't good to talk with...


now i spit at those types


they'll just get mad, will anyways tell it my grandma etc. they never keep secrets and my friends irll are not good in supporting and so


nobody recognizes that i feel down and have no one...


yeet them


if we were irls I'd pull wedgies on those kids for hurting you


i feel alone and hurt...having trust issues and even being afraid of getting a new friendship...i feel alone and just wanna cry ngl...


yh had one sry


i wrote it again without the swear word...


awww you guys r lovly...


hey bruised cheeks are temporary pain but a hurt soul is forever


wedgies are too kind anyways


you guys don't even know the half of the bad stuff...believe me even some adults r kinda shocked for what experiences i already had in this ag and how much it already was...some were even surprised that i keep up and don't get suicidal...


mhm but didn't find now...


same


never had it


nitro


i don't like to slap someone


people are surprised at my experience as well cause anybody else in my place would've been gone by now, but i live for the purpose of being happy


I'll do it for you


there's like dozens of them tho and it's circle of life


ik but still i can't do something painful like that to a poor animal


it's just how i am


my discord bro says even that am over kind and have nothing bad in me


you belong...in a animal shelter staff thing idk


oki enjoy your food


do you volunteer anywhere?


I'm sure animals would love your kind heart since they're usually neglected and need it


no i don't


but i anyways have no time


oh


are you in the appropriate age to do so?


idk don't think so


next week is my bday...


i gonna be 15


why?


how do i get pinged for birthdays


np dw


btw sent yah a friends req just saying, since you didn't accept


awww am so sorry to hear so


hopefully you're soon better


just try to disctract you


and talk with people abt your probs, it often helps


am sure everything gonna be fine again


i know, but i really don't want to tell anyone


mhm ik that prob


and am also afraid of getting used


i didnt want to write this here either but i would've just exploded if i didnt


but hey if you get used, you're the nice one, the one that actually helps and isn't as mean as the others you'll smh get paid once in life for it so keep up, try to be happy and make what lets you feel happy


fefe. same with me


that's why i began to talk in here before you came


life can be painful ik


but it also has a good side


i know.. you're right


we just need to find the way to this side


thank you so much


i hope one day we'll both be happy again


some people find this way easily and some needs to work for it and the ones which worked for it will appericate the new way way more, than the ones which r used to it, that means the ones which had to work for it gonna be really happy


and they know for what they've suffered in the past


am sure you gonna get through it and everything will turn out fine


like i said distract you and try to be happy as much as possible, do things you like and not just help others


thank you so much, you gave me the strenght to keep fighting


i hope everything will be fine for you too


no season lasts forever


ty:


yup some longer and some short, but everything has an end one day


i like to help people:


you look like a really great person


if you ever need someone you always cud dm me, just don't know how fast i'll be able to answer since i have tons of exams/hw irl and barly have time to come online


awww ty, you too


i do too but not always people appreciate my effort for them:


Princess sure, same for me


fefe. same by me, but i keep up helping them, cuz i gonna know that they gonna be happy and am happy abt the fact, that am not useless and helped


btw sry for my grammar faults


you said you're italian?


yea that's what motivates me the most too


yup i am!


nice


Io parlo un poco italiano. La mia nationalita e svizzera:


wow thats impressive


i didnt expect that


hehe sry just shortly wanted to use some sentence i learnt, just started italian


why?


so ypu live in the italian part of switzerland


nope


german


IDK i never find people who speak italian


here on discord you cant even find other italians soo


i started italian class but it's difficult ngl


ik someone


an italian


sry that i made your job menma, but i wanted to help her, she's really friendly


yeah just gotta take it a day at a time, grammar and pronuciation can be difficult for foreigners but once you pick it up its gonna be easy


ig, but you guys talk sooo fast ngl


Princess its alright. You did a great job


@;; ty:


yes she is


oki have fun


that's so true, i live in a part of italy where we have the most complex dialect and its so fun to hear but sometimes i cant understand either so i get the struggles a foreigner can have, but for your classes you can ask me and i can explain to you something you didnt understand or i can help you do hw!


btw i liked the anime of your pfp:


fefe. ty


sadly am just in my seccond year of italian class and it's my last after this year i gotta work sadly


italian is a pain for us students too kk


oh i see


the thing i said, had it any errors?


This is the venting channel


Where people vent


Yeah thats ok.


Oof


Maybe chat now.w.


well we cant, this is for venting only


Just gonna drop a vent here


i just feel like im getting left out of everything. discord is actually is the only place where i can talk and make friends... Im so weird, i dont even love myself my bff lied to me. And i just found out today, while my day has already been through heck? My sisters are like ganging up on me and leaving me out of every single thing... thats how i feel At this point idek what to do with my life..


Is that a vent


This is a venting channel only for venting


I believe


but thats none of my business, im just sitting watching this whole soap opera unfold


eh kind of


i just need to let it out


Neko Paws that does count as venting dummy


yeah im gonna close my window ive had enough of her


Love yourself, you are worth everything you got! Do things you love and make you happy. Talk to your parents about whats happening it might help with your situation with your sisters.


I've never felt more alone then I do right now ya know I wanna dissappear it feels like no one would notice if I left if I just disappear no one would say anything no one would care there's so many other people that no one would care... idk... I could leave the server I could get banned and no one... would care... idk this is pointless @ wholesome of the day!


Nuggie boi I know how you feel..


People dont show they care enough..or we dont realize how much they actually do..


Its not that I don't think they dont...


I just dont think they notice heh


I've never felt more alone then I do right now ya know I wanna dissappear it feels like no one would notice if I left if I just disappear no one would say anything no one would care there's so many other people that no one would care... idk... I could leave the server I could get banned and no one... would care... idk this is pointless


Nuggie boi


Im so sorry that this is the way youre feeling.. I know exactly what youre going through, and have my own moments just like these. The great thing about this server, though, is that we are a very tightknit community. Whenever I feel alone, I just talk to people here and that allows me to feel better. While this may not have the exact same result for you, if you havent already tried, I believe its certainly worth a shot. Stay strong, love, you got this. Youre stronger than the thoughts youre feeling, so so much stronger. Much love to you.


Thank you...


Nuggie boi i'm sorry you feel that way, there might be people who don't care, but ignore them. i'm sure the majority of people here would care if you left and/or go banned, we're not that close, but you seem like a good person, you don't deserver to feel this way.. believe in yourself, just like i believe in you! stay strong, i know it's hard, but many people here are here for you and would be willing to support you! im sure of that:


im not that good at advice nor comforting sorry


Nuggie boi No worries! If you ever need someone to confide in, dont be afraid to shoot me a dm, okay?


You all are so sweet


I appreciate you thanks


Im scared...I really need to get out of my toxic relationship... Im planning to call them because Im too scared to do it in person and my mom and twin sister said they will be there for me when I do Im still just really scared of what there gonna say or do, I never thought that I would be in a toxic relationship, I thought theres no way this could be toxic there nice... but just didnt end up that way... @ wholesome of the day!


better to be out than in


whats the worst they can do?


probably tackle that first from happening


then go ahead


i was in a toxic relationship once and i know its hard


but you got to end it before they completely end you


your mom and sister is there to support.. im sure everything will turn out ok.


Thanks... I guess Im just scared of there reaction the most


don't be. though i know how nerve wrecking it can get, you have to do this. not for me, but for you. you matter and you shouldnt let anyone push you around


you can do it ducky!


so I woke up just now and already I get another headache and I feel so dizzy, I'm suppose to be doing online work right now but I can't focus I just wanna go back to sleep, sorry it's not really a vent


Ok thank you


I think i'll just rest right now, thank you for reminding me I can talk to someone though!


Thanks


be with people who bring out the best in you. does she look like shes bringing out the best in you? ask yourself that.


take some space away from her and her friends. you need to think this alone and be in solitude. analyze your relationship with her in isolation. you need to communicate with your soul.


my friend nuked all my servers because i have the same name as her cousin and she thinks im stealing her name when stella is my actual name in real life she even called me a bunch of swear words hehe hehe so funny ahhahah


Lmao


you even think is it funny


hehe


Bruh


lmao


You said it's funny


i was


being


Why the same name as her cousin


sarcastic


Everyone can have the same name


i swear to god i want to break something


Queen Elizabeth has the audacity to have the same name as me, time to nuke Britain!


Floppy I


That friend is quite scummy, honestly. Is there anything that helps you relieve stress?


i want to break my neck


the only thing that relives my stress is


is


i dont know


i would usually vent to my girlfriend but shes at school


irl soo


How do you steal a


Name


Ask my mom my mom named me


I mean


The question is have you ever met her cousin


Guys, this is my super original Sonic character named Amy the Hergeherg. Do not steal!


Those are the vibes I'm getting


Molang Bun bon y e s


Ouch


Now I know why she thinks that


Are you born before her cousin


idk


If so she technically stole your name


ive only taked to her once


talked


i didnt even know her name


@ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping but not too long ago i copied a server layout and i did not know i did not give credit or did anyting now i fell very stressed after that i deleted the layout an no one believes me pls help me! someone even join the server thats the owner of this server and when i dmed her she not repyling i need you guys to help me to take down that blacklist becuase that false


sorry for ping but not too long ago i copied a server layout and i did not know i did not give credit or did anyting now i fell very stressed after that i deleted the layout an no one believes me pls help me! someone even join the server thats the owner of this server and when i dmed her she not repyling i need you guys to help me to take down that blacklist becuase that false


@ Fluffy! V i can try to help


i mean if you've told them and you have no other way of convincing them, i think you've tried your best and there's nothing else you can do


ik but my first server i have tried my best get blacklisted small rock


and i even apologized and still blaclisted and everyone gonna hate me now


im not sure how to help then:


how? @ Baby girl


everyone gonna hate me and i dont want that


i have been so nice


and to get blacklisted is not right for me


@ Fluffy! V aw: did you try to explain?


ofc i did @ Baby girl


no but i know people hate me aes and in no sec i gonn get banned from here


aw


idk how to help, maybe send the invite to the server?


i will


dmes closed @ Baby girl .


ah i'll open them


done


omg


can someone listen pls


i really just wanna punch something


im so irritable rn


gosh i wanna punch something


ugh can i dm someone


what did he tell you to do?


i dont know


i know french so i can help:


because he said it in french


oh


uhh


i would tell him that you couldn't hear him and ask him to repeat it and then i can translate?


ok


well i have to go anyways:' ima just get in trouble bye ty anyways


@ Fluffy! V But you stole my layout


but okay


Go off, i guess


and you banned them


Me?


noono


fluffy


Fluffy is the one who stole my layout


From divine


ik


they blocked me


Well now so let me get this straight you deleted the layout and now claiming that the blacklist is false? How would we know that you deleted it” if you banned us. And there were way better ways to handling a situation then getting angry at Tabbez like it was her fault. If youre really sorry just admit what you did and how you responded was wrong and apologize to Tabbez my message to you @ Fluffy! V5576


This is just sad


Like no one hates you but just acting like it didnt happen doesnt make the situation go away


i dont know whats happening but if its server drama related, keep it outside of the server and talk it out somewhere else please. we dont want to discuss bans, blacklists, and unnecessary stuff anywhere really.


also, do not drag along server members of sayumi to another server to discuss whats wrong.


thats your issue, not theirs. if you happen to have a friend who can help contact the owner, message them instead, not here.


Not trying to I mean have really no way of trying to work it out


i understand. theyre probably in a emotional state right and cant think rationally atm. once theyre feeling better, they may unblock you and try to converse.


dont think about it too much, preoccupy yourself with other things for the time being and dont let this consume you for the rest of the day


Love for yoU


yeah np.


anyways, the topic is over now. any further mentioning of it will lead to a mute.


i think i may have been a teeny bit overdramatic


so one of my dad's student's parents has recently tested positive for the coronavirus. which, of course, means that i could possibly have it. now i need to quarantine for two weeks and get a covid test


starburst has a plant obsession


Sorry for ping


Make sure you take care of yourself more! Do something that you like or do something positive to get your mind off.


I feel like I'm depressed without a partner but when I do have one they always end up just using me for one reason or another. I'm too easily manipulated and I absolutely hate it. I hate how gullible I am.


Like that


@;; the thing is ive thought abt it many times i always get called toxic for no reason etc


it deleted but i can read it livia


i have a message logger


@;; dms are open if you want to talk


You said you just wanted someone to talk to;;


oh my goodness


either these boys r too young or are too old and creepy


that's kinda mean: just because someone is young, doesnt mean they cant help, it's the thought that counts! and older people have more experience


Take your time Shin.


IS HERE


I've been having a headache for this entire week and I didn't want to vent or sound annoying to others. Now it's getting worse, I can't just rest or drink tea as it always makes me feel better or something, I just can't feel safe anymore or take some time alone. I've always wanted to feel well rested but I also have loved ones in my life as well, I can't leave them alone without my help, being intelligent or helpful isn't that good to me because I stress myself out when it comes to me and here I am, my heart keeps... Idk what to say anymore, I don't think I have feelings or express myself. I always say funny things about myself and chat with others. And I don't mean to stress anyone else.


Now I have stress in my head saying that.


Thats Nobel of you ya know


Its not easy when you have people depending on you


And


If they are depending on you


And your not ok


How the heck are you gonna take care of them


Taking care of yourself is also taking care of them shi


But I never think of myself that much.


I care about others more about myself.


Thats a good quality to have


And a dangerous one


Like how I try and keep others day better.


All the people you care for what are they fonn do without you as morbid as it is


I rarely even vent that much..


And I don't open up to people...


ShinglyWarrior I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. It's never a bad thing to help people, and it's also never ever a bad thing to not help people when you're trying to help yourself. Yes it's nice but you need to take care of yourself. If resting and self care is not working, go seek a medical professional. I think they're much more suitable for this. Take medicine if you have some. The people that love you want you to be safe and healthy as well. Saying no or denying things doesn't make you a bad person Shin. So try and put yourself before others.


People are here for you


And depending on them is hard


Now I'm tearing up.


Great.


But sometimes...


you can't help others if you don't yourself. go take a break sir shin and maybe get a check up. hopefully you'll feel better


I just have a weak heart...


I know.. but you matter too, not just them


I don't even know if I'm going to say stuff that'll make sense...


and i know its hard to be selfish sometimes and take time for yourself but it isn't healthy to keep pushing for others needs without a break.


You'll be alright Shin. Look out for yourself first now, and then you can focus on other things


What you guys are saying is true.


But I also can't understand my nature.


And, we all have a weak heart. The average human can't really control their emotions so easily unless they have some form of mental disorder.


you're not alone


I don't think I'm mentally disordered


I just don't think about myself.


Exactly. So it's fine if you have a weak heart


And I don't mean to waste your time on me or something.


I don't know why I'm doing this at this time.


its not wasting! ono


While literally revising for physics...


we wouldn't be sitting here if we didnt want to


True.


you can depend on us too!


I just don't know when it's the right time.


People tend to forget about their own health when they're dealing with others. I'm just going to drop some quick advice: Focus on creating a balance between helping people and helping yourself. People can't always help others every time. Helping takes time and if you just rush towards a conclusion, you won't get a satisfying outcome.


That is the issue with me.


Just try and care for yourself. Go see a doctor Shin and see if they can give you any medicine.


I don't sit with myself.


And if I tell my parents...


Even if you think you're not worthy of care, you still need it.


They wouldn't get it.


Talk to some friends/family members that will get it


Someone you trust and love will give you the most support


Irl friends don't really know me.


And my family have 4 kids to take care of...


It would be a mess if I told them I have something or whatever.


It's really hard to express...


Then talk to a professional.


Like I said, a doctor could help and if you're really pushing this, you can always book a therapy session.


If you can't help yourself, then let others help you.


It's a last retort but it'll help drastically


I just can't imagine telling my therapist my problems and he starts googling my symptoms


I'm sure you'll be in good hands Shin. Trust me, we're talking about licensed professionals here.


True.


I really thank you guys for sitting with me.


Again, I didn't mean to disturb you or anything.


It's alright Shin. We chose to do this so you're not disturbing us.


Thanks princess...


ILY guys


I feel better about myself.


Yui pat Shin


I feel lonely..


eli pat Dorotea


Ive given up with art,Im not good enough,I will never be happy with my art,I genuinely hate art now,all of it...it used to bring me joy now all I can feel is hate


Well,its just that...I showed someone my art and I said oh god my art is so bad” and they didnt even like say I think its good” or anything like that they just said you will improve with refs” and I just see people who are younger then me with amazing art and I realize Ill never be good at it so Ive given up just like my motivation to live has gone away


..no..its just really bad and I hate it,I dont feel comfortable with showing my art anymore


Still Im not comfortable anymore,I dont wanna show it


That used to be me with my art, but when I kept practicing it kept getting better and better. I also watch YouTubers that have amazing art and when I looked at their very old art, it gives me the motivation that my art can grow like them.


Trashman


But if you really decide to stop art cause you hate it, it is really up to you. Everyone doesn't always have to like doing art.


Trashman People draw from different ages and people improve in their own given time. Just cause somebody got better faster than you doesn't mean your art is less special. I mean mine was so badly done in mspaint with neon colors and it took me 7 years to improve


My friend is 15 and I'm 20, she's amazing and she got good at it way earlier in her age than i did but I don't get upset over it cause art is art. You can't get better in a short amount of time and you definitely don't count as less of an artist. Your art still has value even if others see it as bad but you'll improve with years, you just have to be sure it's what you want to do with heart and a smile, not for the competition or to get better than anyone else


The best artists were useless suckers like the rest of us, but they continued to improve. People will love you and people will hate you, just do what makes you happy and if they're being rude then tell them you'll get better


or flip them off and ignore them cause nobody really cares about people who do nothing. they jist love to bicker with us who do something while they do nothing


I'm saying this out experience, cause i got heavily bullied for my art and almost overdosed on pills because of it.


Screw what others think, do what you love and do it with no regret.


heh so i was planning something for my friends and then i got stressed cause people kept telling me things left and right and then i started feeling anxious


but now i got it all cleared and i got the plans set


i really wanted to do something nice for people and then it kinda backfired in a way


but now everythings fine


what is this feeling? Is it normal to feel this way? Im like outside i havent sleep in like 4 days still i dont feel sleepy and im now feeling down all of the sudden and later it will go away and it will go to me again what is this? Im so confused i don't know why im feeling this way do i just lack off attention? I dont know anymore im just sad rn i dont know what is the reason ive been here outside for 4days and just staring at my laptop with no sleep im i dont know.


this isnt really a vent but i swear im aboutta lose it. I had got new perfumes from my aunt for my birthday and a few days ago i found out my mom had been TAKING my perfumes and not asking, or telling me, or any of that. So i decided to sneak into her room and take them and other things she had taken from me. She then found out and slapped me and got mad at me. She then told me i wasnt aloud in her room anymore without asking even though when im asleep she takes my stuff. then i tried to tell her that and because im the child and shes the parent it doesnt matter. it annoys me so much that she can take my stuff but i cant take it back but when i even use a bit of some of her stuff she goes off on me. its MY stuff. if she asked she could use it but she doesnt even use it! she just takes it to take it and thats what annoys me the most. telling her isnt gonna work because iM tHe cHiLd aNd sHeS a pArEnT and i dont know what to do. @ wholesome of the day!


Bruh, that's so rude, that's your stuff, I recommend locking your door and hiding your stuff, don't leave it out in the open, also, I hope you're okay! All because you're the child and she's the parent, doesn't make a difference, it's very rude and disrespectful, you can't mess with any of her stuff, then she has no right messing with yours! Happy late birthday by the way! Hope you feel better!3


Kenzie 3


Sorry for ping! I just want you to feel better!


its ok no need to apologize for pinging! and i dont have a lock on my door, and if i locked my door if i did my mom would iterally unscrew my doornob, that would never happen, and i do have it hidden but if she wants something i have to give it to her or im off my electronics for who knows long,


its really not my decision what i can or cant do at all


Oh, well, I feel really bad for you. Just know, don't be afraid to speak up for yourself, cause you don't need to be treated like this.


dont listen?! man if u guys were in my shoes you would never ever even say that, if i dont listen to her like ive never even dared to do that


you dont understand how scary that is


and shes the best mom ever i couldnt, like i love her so much


just some things i hate her for


if i dont listen like


alrighty


i guess i could do that


Yeah


thats ok


Mhm!


tbh Kenzie i have a older brother who comes in and steals my video games so i understand kinda what ur going threw


my stuff is mine and yours is yours


I WANT TO CHOKE MY fRieNds


I HATE THEM


I HGFUVGHK


I CANT TAKE IT


OMG


I WANG TO SCREAM


I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT


I WANT TO ALL YTRF EYEGS MOUT


I CNAT TAKIEE IT


I CANT


CNAT


I CQANT


brb i know i would need this noose


bbye


cya and i sorry about ur friends


so you want in the group chat?


okay


Sure, I'll see what's going on


guys i think im being sexually assaulted online


is it someone from the server?


Eh?


in stellas gc


Ok calm down.


my used to be friend keeps saying come closer and i feel very uncomfortable


then maybe block the person if need to be then


I dont like this channel but rn i have nobody to talk to..


I just dont want to be sad alone


awe:


its okay to cry


its really good to let all that emotion out


But i cride twice today already


or youll feel super constipated with emotions


its okay love


jus drink water


and lay down


or do something


Om laying in bed


like watch videos


jus stay hydrated


I dont really feel like watching stuff rn


I just want to talk


I was in a voice call with my friend and they just abandoned me in a state i dont like being in


We were talking about really heavy topic


And some are triggering to me


For the most part i can deal with it


But this time oml


did you tell them that those topics triggered you?


They got the bingo


Yeh


I mean they know me quite well


Ah, i see. they are probably selfish, or dont understand what youre being serious. and to that i say pull away from their friendship or talk it out with them


Its not really the topics one on one that felt bad. Its just it was the wholl list in one discussion


No nooo


dont stay for a friendship cus ur lonely cus it will only hurt you :


oooh


what is it then


Just the way it ended, it was abrupt and i wasnt ready for it


After heavy topic i expected a more chill convo or just basic talks


But no


Not this time


oh:


maybe you need some time


Ye but my classes start in 6h


I have to wake up in 4 to 5h


I havent sleep


Online school is so invasive because u dont know someones home situation. And teacher say well we see u at school why not at home because some of us dont have good home lifes! Wow! Surprise! Like huh? Ur in OUR space not the other way around


Cuz i feel like that's me talking up there


Great


Hbu?


Wait a minute


Why do you feel like a failure?


Eh


Cooking is not so easy


It needs a lot of practice and focusing


And even multitasking


Hey, hey don't be so harsh on yourself


Well that can go in the trash


Okie


Then you ded?


Im very confused


Ah


Someone ignored a vent


Hello staff person


I see what you mean akiro


And, Im the owner not a staff love


Hello owner


@;; Lexy's vent


Lexy I could relate 100 love, I never understood why they want us to have our cameras on, some students fear of being judged and hated on, for their looks.


Akiro suggestion love


So can this rule be a written one?


Like do NOT overwrite other people's vents


It could be! I can try to see?


Maybe i can have a policy where you add a dash after your vent


So people can read over it


I don't understand


What is that?


Nevermind, Ill take that into accountive


urm, are you okay..?


ok..


um


@;; so tell me why do you feel like a failure?


@ Ashi On Break thank you!


Akiro i failed to make a apple crisp


@;; and?


@ Ashi On Break facts


Look I learned how to crack an egg when I turned 15


Though lexy I hope youre good sweety


So either try again or switch it up


It's not the end of the world


Like I just knew what an apple crisp is just after you told me about it lmao


So it's unlikely anyone will ask you to make one


Oh its fine Menma! How are u btw I saw ur vent


those mixed signals don't work with me, either you tell us what's up or don't.


Stop hinting at things


As they say


Spill the tea sis


Yes


You


Till now I don't understand why you are not okay


Tell me what's up


I understand, we all are physically fine but why is it frying itself?


Your brain


Sleep?


You slept for 2 hours?!


Go get some sleep!


Hmmm


Then rest for a bit


Okay well


Time to lurk here


Idk why people are afraid of talking too much here


ooh


lruking


cool


im sorry for the trouble im causing right now,


It's the advanced level of lurking


nyaib. you don't have to be sorry also what trouble?!


Akiro i have no idea how to type my problems


jaisy is supreme begin with what you feel then we'll ask you why you feel like this


strange


Akiro venting. I was crying; You couldve been texting with your friends, but instead. all of you are here to help me.


Were strangers that just met.


nyaib. friends? Pfft you're a funny person aren't you?


i sound so


I literally have nothing better to do idk about menma tho


annoying right now


nyaib. Canadian


PLS


jaisy is supreme come on let out what's in your heart


im very um


i feel weird because people... kind of misunderstand me


How so?


they think...


well they just think im trying to do something else than what i am


Give me an example


An instant where that happened


like


uh


someone said that i was trying to hurt them


By?


when i really just wanted to help with a problem


they said i wanted to hurt their feelings


Menma


That's literally their problem


That people missunderstand them


Hmmm


How can we solve it?


jaisy is supreme well your case is a bit confusing because it doesn't depend on mental health it depends on the way you're talking.


It could be that I don't understand them, maybe I don't know what they want to hear


And the people you're talking to


Oops sorry I meant it does depend on the mental health of the people you're talking to


jaisy is supreme yes but at the same time you really aren't the one who is at fault because you would never know if you didn't try


Like I said it depends on the mental health of the person in front of you


Like if I say to an optimistic person to have a great day, they will be happy and tell me to have a great day too


But if I tell that to a passimistic person they will probably make some connections and start hating me because they think I'm telling them to flip off


i dont know how to make people like me


The only solution for this is to be an observer and learn about the person you wanna chat with then you can know what to say and what to do


Also you never know who likes you!


A lot of people don't show signs of likeness towards you because they're too shy or that's their personality


Also sometimes people act angry and act like they hate you when they really have a crush on you


It's real I've been through this experience


Well imagine you have a crush on someone and when they start talking to you, you feel a bit angry


And then you can't find anything to get that anger out so you get it out at them


... ty for your help


You're welcome!


Yay


We make a great team


You know stuff and I know stuff


With our knowledge combined nothing will stand in our way of making people's days


Which word?


Tbh having blacklisted words here is stupid because people write huge paragraphs that take 1020 minutes just for their work to be gone in a millisecond


Would you be happy if you had the courage to write your feelings and just because you said something wrong all of it will be gone?


Aww same here


Bad internet


I'm not talking about cussing


Cussing is bad


Yes time to lruk


We're... Not casually talking... We're waiting for people to help...


Let's just... Lruk


afk Lruking;3


Maybe keep a lamp on eh?


what do you use to watch anime on? cuz i know that on some phones you can change the brightness settings to nighttime mode


Stay with the light on


yeah so there's a new role, it's not venting helpers anymore. what does wotd exactly mean


all that comes to my mind is word of the day but that's obviously not it


uhm no I do but eventually I heard bumping noises in the hallway when there is literally nothing so I close the light


@;; r u living with someone?


Damn


That its something bad hmm


Welp


No not that


The fact they check up on u


Yes


Thats illegal


Thats sad


hey


whats the website for the server?


the developer for the server said he made a website for it or something


nvm


hhh thanks I'll try to move on and find better friends, you're nice and yh you helped thanks for the advice,


yh sometimes I struggle to make friends too, I always stutter when I speak and I'm not good at speaking with people.


hhh ye I'm a very introverted person so I have no one really to talk with


I have no one to talk to alot so when I lose someone close to me it's a big thing for me bc I barely have anyone to say or vent my problems to


I've been trying to keep myself positive and I've been trying to make others positive, but it's just become hard. It's like everyone around me is just way more talented than me and I can't stop myself from believing that I'm just a mistake. my entire life has just been a problem after a problem and when I finally fond happiness there always has to be someone tht has to make me feel negative again. and a big problem is that... everyone around me seems to be hsppy, and I'm just feeling left out. Every time I want to go to a chat in a server everybody is focusing on one person or everybody is laughing, and I want to join them but... I just can't. I envy those people that are able to come into a place and feel happy since all I feel is ignored.


The one hope I had in succeeding was thrown away due to my arrogance and the one hope I had in being happy was deleted by my ignorance.


I just feel so ignored to the point where it feels like no one cares about me, and it feels like I'm just a failure. I even failed at writing this with proper grammar.


Every attempt I make to have a new friend just ends with us never talking again.


I just... feel ignored. I feel like I've failed at everything. I feel like an annoyance to everyone.


This time, it's not a specific person that's bullying me or targeting me, and this time it's not a single problem about me that's making me feel down. this time I just generally feel like a failure or a mistake.


Have you ever thought you wont be loved by anyone, especially if your a person that dont like to be lonely, and might have a lots of problems in life


That's actually me...


All my friends literally left me, they were 21 friends in 1 server, but they left me bc I cancelled my game project, that actually hurt my feelings


It's been 2 months since they left me, and I still cant find any new friends...


They mostly make fun of me bc I dont have


You know I lost hope finding new friends, I might even leave this server after time...


Ignore that I was crying for 2 months now.,.


i feel u


i have been wearing a mask for so long that i forgot how i look like underneath it


so imma be here if u need anything


Yessir o7


i still haven't made any friends cause i see no point in it if I'll try to strike a convo and it'll drown


majority here are so young it's trouble for us people in our 20's to mske friends or find stable topics to talk about and connect


I'm just like blegh and lurk here and try to help like a big sister or mom figure. Anything beyond that is non existent lmao


i cant do this


I agree actually, but I have been with friends for so long, and there were friends I love from my heart, but they broke it...


So that's why I dont want to be lonely


I get the bad feelings when I be lonely TnT


Your lucky...


And I'm sure your complimented with that


I'm not


Friends come and go


That's how life is


Find new ones


Agree...


Don't let the other people make you feel down


And they well break your heart


My heart is sealed in a safe place


Oh where?


You need to know that not all people you meet are friends


Inside a safe made of titanium


pls help ik this isnt a vent but my friend asked me what lmao means help help help


@ Baby girl licking my Abdo off


Wait I think off


WRF


XD


YES LICKING MY ABDO OFF


No


It will die


Gc?


Oh


I dont think so...


Sorry


Anyway as for you CARLOS don't let friends get to your heart


Mhm


Only let best friends and lovers do


So yeah my feelings broke about 21 times


Nice


Love actually gone for so long


A highscore


None cares about it these days


That's not true


It is true...


Me and my partner care about each other and love each other


Well yea family well do that


But I mean with friends


Yeah don't love your friends


Like them


True


@ Baby girl tell me what they say after you tell them the meaning


Of lmao


Akiro okay


CARLOS do you know what love means anyway?


It means understanding


If you understand something you love it


Akiro she said'wow that sounds so weird'


If you don't understand something that will result in fear and then that fear will develop into hatred


@ Baby girl lmao


y'all speaking about abdo licking


i saw it up i think


yeah I'm sorry for my reply, imma delete it


As for loneliness topic: it's a curse and a blessing. Cause you don't have people to constantly disappoint but you feel unwated and as if you'll never have what others do


Personally I have nobody but my bf, i try to see it as a blessing but sometimes i do overthink and start feeling like the fault is in my head


That nobody wants to be near me cause I'm either unapproachable or somebody spread rumors about me


But at this point i don't really care and I'm fine being with one person as a friend by heart


I love being lonely but at the same time I make some friends


If you don't find peace in being lonely you're definitely not gonna find it around a group of friends


Gerome that is a wrong conclusion.


@ Baby girl @;; Please dont talk about arse in this channel and anywhere in this server. Also, Unsleepy, dont ask questions like that again.


Frankie sorry


Bunny that is a wrong conclusion.


Akiro probably but it's what i learned by my own experience


Yeah but a lot of people I know find peace in being in a group


Then it's just me being socially rejected and insecure ig idk really


but i find peace with others when i am in peace in my own silence and loneliness


No


No no no


Trant there are people who prefer to be lonely and people who prefer to be with others. It doesn't have any deep meaning


Not everything has to have a deep meaning and a secret lore


ok this is a real vent, my mom just said that my maid could enter on me BATHING, even tho i told her to respect my privacy


You have a maid?


Sick


yeah i mean everyone has one


Maids don't exist here unless you're rich


wtf


how


They're probably called house managers not maids


idk but maids here work for rich people where I'm from, I'm just confused a bit i think


anyways that's creepy as hell ew


I've heard in Egypt having a maid is normal


can you lock the door or something?


@ Baby girl is the maid a guy or a girl?


a girl but still


How old is she?


yeah I'd feel uncomfortable too


i dont know


how old does she look like?


Eh just talk to her and tell her that you feel uncomfortable about it


she looks 20


Oh my


Akiro no actually she just told my mom she wanted to come on me bathing and my mom agreed


Uhhh


Are you 18?


no


im 16


Why do you have the 1718 role then?


wait i do


yea


when i picked my roles i was on phone


so i probably picked it by accident


lemme change it


done


Dont call me out like that nessa


I mean, its not really a big deal since some people selected 1718 role when theyre 16 about to turn 17 so yeah


Danielle im about to change 17 in 2 months so theres still time for that


@ Baby girl anyway if she does come on you, you have the right to call the police


she already came in: D


and im scared to call the police cuz its not really a reason


A maid asked my mom to come into my bathroom while I was naked and my agreed


Isn't that a good reason?


What did she do anyway?


she just did whatever we do in a bath, shower


She took a shower while you were bathing?


no, she washed me


Eh that's... Normal tbh


but like when we FINALLY finished aka the moment i have to dress up she stayed in and pretended to do something in the bathroom


Normally maids do that and given that she was a girl then it's okay


For people that don't normally have maids it might seem weird but it's really one of the services they do


i had maids


i dont wanna say that because im afraid i'll get warned but when i took off my shirt she kind of touched me and smiled


@ Baby girl yeah that breaks the rules AND GO CALL THE POLICE


im scared to do that


that is scary


that is not okay. definitely.


Don't be afraid


i'd be very uncomfy if i was in your situation


The cops will believe you


i'd recommend calling the police as well


i always wanted to call the cops


You can call them and say your being sexually assaulted I know its scary but its for your safety


okay


Alright stay staff love 3.


Safe Oml


stay safe 3


@ Baby girl if you have any proof then please don't hesitate to turn it in


My crush just said this about me to my friend: well to be completely honest the longer im in that gc the more depressed i can see myself getting. Also thats why i wasnt coming out cos i cant cope with her. Ik im sounding harsh but its easier telling the truth. I tell her I hate her dw. Hate is a bit too strong nvm


I guess this person doesn't like you


It's their right as a human


And you have a right to move on


yeah its just difficult ig


he has also blackmailed me in the past and blames me for stuff but its okay ig


feeling sad


nobody cares though


hm?


oh yeah, someones blackmailing me. why?


That's not normal.


oh i forgot to delete the messages i sent


crap


uh


disgusting behavior actually


you should report it to the police.


its even someone in this server


and this is how you can tell parents failed at raising kids


what?


i mean them


you're confusing me


nevermind..


just report it to the police.


why?


their someone i know online


doesn't allow them to blackmail you.


still crappy behavior.


ok.


Not from you though, from them


Just cause you know them doesn't mean they can do whatever and get away with it. That's bad parenting and bad influence cause they might do worse thinking it's normal when it's not.


Be careful with the people you're with, none of us here want you in any trouble.


i don't wanna be rude but do y'all pick your crushes out trash cause what is this behavior in this new generation...it wasn't like that few years ago where I'm from


Romelda hes my first crush, he tried to blackmail me into not being annoying by threatening to tell my friend the things i said about her behind her back, he also threatened to tell all my friends about how i was fiends with someone they all didnt like, knowing it would cause drama


Eh the first one you're the one that was at fault you shouldn't talk to someone behind their back but the second one is just... Stupidly idiotic


Like literally if that someone they don't like is good with you then why tf would they care?


Seems like you're in a toxic group


And you're being toxic too


Leave that group of friends immediately because those aren't friends those are enemies in disguise


he also threatened to ruin me and my friends friendship


Tbh if you had a pinch of common sense you would've turned that to the police immediately or to a psychologist


But instead you chose to let him blackmail you and be free


Congratulations, he's not a bad person, you are.


For letting him continue what he's doing rn you're just giving him a free training ground


He's using you as a gateway so you better close that gateway and start taking action


he cant actually do that stuff, now heres some messages of him threatening me. stuff in the font is him Is it just me that knows you still talk to anna or anyone else? Just you Now lets do a little experiment shall we oh god Wonder what would happen if maisie and eishal found out about you and anna, just for some tea, to make things even with us to prove i dont hate you, cuz ik you like tea eishal knows ik but does maisie?


He sounds like a creep


Akiro I didnt let him blackmail me, he didnt go through with his plan because i told her the things i said and apologised, and he brushed it off as a joke. I can send you the screenshots if you would like


Just tell me how tf did you have a crush on him


Actually nvm


i dont know


Where do you normally talk?


Discord?


With him


School and over this group chat, that he has now left


and no, i have him on discord but we dont talk on there


Well I want you to go to his profile click on those three points in the corner and press a word called block.


no thanks 3


Why?


because i dont want to make things any worse


i have a plan and im gonna go with it


And your plan is?


Not talk to him this weekend at all, when im at school only talk to him when he talks to me


Well


Does he have a gun?


Does he bring that gun to school and aim at you?


he doesnt have a gun, so no


Then why do you feel obligated to even get near him?


Why even answer him


because i like him, thats why


AHH


You're making me frustrated


i like the thrill i get when im around him, the slight fear when he opens his bag, his deep voice


thatcanbetakenmanydifferentways


I also like feeling in danger and having constant anxiety that today is my last day on earth everytime someone opens his bag because I'm a dumb person that doesn't have any other people to talk to


Literally how lonely do you have to be to hang out with a potential school shooter?


I'm sorry but you're hopeless


You really need to wake up from that darkness you're in because that person is a danger to everyone around him and if he doesn't get therapy then he might commit disturbing things


The least you can do if you really like him is to help him


At least go to a school counselor or a psychologist and show him all the text messages and the voice messages


You might be able to help him and he will be thankful and you 2 might actually become a thing


Do something instead of letting him do something first


Theres still time left to help him


Take that time and try to help


heres more of our messages hes the font again ill make a deal okay if you annoy me more time im telling ashley the things you said behind her back. Chile okay cos if you do and i say that chances are itll split the gc, and i dont want that to happen, but quite a few people do. Lmao okay Or i could do it rn? Miss girl, i dont really care tbh So you dc about the gc, the one thing your holding together cos your the leader. I do care but blackmailing mes not gonna work


Honestly you need to cut him off because uh thats a no no. No real friend will blackmail you. Someone you love would never blackmail you or do bad things in general.


we arent friends, he hates me


Why are you near him


Turn him lose


im hoping i can fix things if im patient


B3TH pick a crush that actually can differentiate between your and you're


i dont think grammars the issue here lmao


Not the point


if yous think this is bad you dont wanna see the voice messages


Why are you staying around him?


Bc you love him or you wanna help him


never said i love him


Nani


hes just a high school crush


Like


How old is that dude anyway?


i stay around him because i get a thrill, and hes very funny so i enjoy his presence


Bruh


A 14 year old can do all of that to you?


Hes your typical edgy” boy


Im not surprised


Yeah


if yous want to hear the voice messages i can send them to you?


fair enough


Send it to me


he also showed me his knifes on facetime


I wanna have a good cringe


okay


one sec


B3TH lmao his toy knives?


They probably are all blunt


I cant tell if youre helping or just clowning


I'm clowning on him


Yeah figured


I usually just lurk but i was too to let this go


ugh its not sending give me a min


Good luck you too


Great


i sent you some of them


they are litteraly so weird


oh and i just found the messages of him telling me how to drown myself


Great but people like him probably are just doing that for attention


I'm sorry everyone for what I'm about to say


Go ahead


Pea


yeah


And you literally said what I wanted to say


Thank you


I'm just...highkey mad like what is this? gen z is just...my god


horrible, disgusting generation with only few people being normal


It's not gen z


It's our society


okay but that mindset is still disgusting


I'm being blackmailed and i have toxic friends, this is absolutely fine and normal and i don't mind it lIKE NO YOU RUN AND YOU RUN FAR AND FAST WTH YOU DOING


Please your the generation normalized suicide so you shut up and stop talking smack about gen z.


It's not the generation it's the parents, society and friends


what in the world


Those are the people who make a person


hewwo


Not some generation


idk what else to say but


i think i have a boyfriend  im really happy so i just wanted to share that


My generation didn't normalize that fyi


Maximilianus deletedchannel


Akiro oh! thank you!


ill go there!


Sigrid great well our generation isn't like that


Demeter I have attempted to help, i have gone to people but all refused to help because he likes dark humor” and hes just like that”


Neither is ours.


B3TH just dump everyone for pete's sake...


You don't


Besides the generation crap is just a way for old people to talk smack about younger people to feel better about themselves


Akiro Not true in what i tried to say cause things were far different than they are now


i do


Jennings yes societal change not generation related


i am in 23/32 of his classes a week, i cant change that unless i want to change my studdies


B3TH also no you can just walk away.


Yeah but y'all ain't living together so


Akiro I cant unless i want to change half my subjects and my house clas


Look you have no common sense because anyone with common sense would pick a chair far from the chair he's sitting in in class and don't hang out with him


Yall be more understanding, and softer spoken with people.


bunni we tried


Read above


Akiro I dont hang out with him and we dont pick our seats cause of covid


OOOh so that means you're at least 1 meter apart


So you just can ignore him


yes, several meters a part


See


which is what i do


You can ignore him


Great


Even then, dont start berating them if they dont listen. If you cannot help, and feel as if they arent listen you can end the convo and someone else can help.


some types can't be helped even if we wanted


i have not mentioned the nice things he has done though, you do not know everything about me or him


Some types need some sense slapped into them


yup


B3TH are they more than the bad things he did for you also didn't you say he hated you?


No, thats not how you go about stuff. you can hurt someone that way.


You're contradicting yourself


Doesn't matter, if a person has psychopathic tendencies it doesn't matter the amount of good they've done. At some point they'll snap and your necks will too. Those people are dangerous and to be stayed away from


Akiro He used to be nice, i messed it up though


bunni what if their life is on the line?


B3TH great since you messed up then walk away and find someone else to talk to because after highschool you will never see him again or think about him again


he physically cant do anything, he has admitted he wouldnt kill everyone, its only a fantasy of his. He is very intelligent


That's what all pedos say


and you believe it?


not surprised


yes because i am an empath


look, i cant control what he says or does, ive tried to help him but he refuses help.


Don't help him.


I second what nessa said.


That just because someone says that they fancy something terrible then they probably will try doing it


simple as that


but 10 minuets ago you told me to help him


Yes because we thought that you had enough common sense to do


I didn't personally


But now just please run away from him


i do, and i have tried, as i said


For your sake and his


oi. This is not a debate nor argumentative chat. it this does not pertain to venting or simply getting feels out. Discuss it outside of Sayu.


You sound like you're obsessed with him not just have a crush on him


this is a verbal warning.


i am not obsessed with him


Alright I'm going away now


anyway, hes a funny, intelligent guy and i just wish i didnt mess things up between us


This is the last time I'm helping anyone with an anime pfp


what does my pfp have to do with this?


okay let's end the topic here, i don't want the mods to warn either of you including me


What's said is said, things will be fine and we shouldn't stress too much about it


Venting is a safe place for all who want to get out their feelings, and be heard. For someone to help you out with tough situations in which you feel you cant ask anyone else. However, some topics that are talked about or brought up can be triggering and for that we kindly ask you to put a trigger warning and spoil said message. Words like cutting, ed, suicide, etc., should have spoilers on them. Although this is the venting chat where topics such as those are talked about, we still are trying to keep this place safe and triggering people isnt what we want.


You say this even tho this channel is locked out from people and you need to get a role to see it...


If you get triggered from those topics you shouldn't even be here for God's sake


And for extra precautions, and personally some people have already been spoiling their stuff so it isnt much of an upgrade. Anyways, any more comments or questions you can dm.


How do you put spoilers on things?


like this


Like, putting these at the end of a sentence


yeah


Okay thank you:


youre welcome!


IIthis?II


No thats not it


not Ls


hey


this?


yes beth!


Okay done


Tremml I'm trying to dm you but I can't.


That's alright we all have our lazy phases


Don't think about it and let it happen normally


When you feel like getting up do it okie?:3


c: okay


I don't have any energy but I'll let it come to me


Maybe I'll get something done today


That's the spirit! I'm proud of you already:3


i just was supposed to record smth for my orchestra, and i don't even have one now. there's a million things that went wrong: my phone kept turning off so i had to pause and tap it, i could hear zoom while i was recording that was distracting me, i couldn't turn the volume off because i had to play a recording through headphones waaahhh and the song is super long aswell, almost 20 mins, and i played it about 3 times and now i don't even have a recording to show my conductor


and i would ping venting helpers but it's not letting me


@. Venting Helpers .


Unknown


i have no clue


IM GOING CRAAZY


no


nah


he got a gf


oof i am so sorry to hear that angel


i cant get mad over it tbh


lmfao


i hate myself so much for falling for everyone and getting hurt


the thing is he didnt even tell me.


and im his best friend.


ooh?


im tired, i jus want love.


unless you're willing to make mistakes you'll regret later on to find the one


nah it's not your brain, you think with your heart


same as me


We're all mentally ill one way or another, let's be honest here


because i want the experience before i die, i jus wanna know what it feels like to actually be unconditionally loved because i do it for everyone and i want it to be my turned to be pampered to be loved.


That's understandable but you can't really force it on your mind like that


Desperation can lead you to trouble


It'll come to you on it's own at the moment you won't expect


It's good you're able to love others but it's also bad cause you don't seem to give yourself the amount of love you give others


I hope all of you ppl with problems feel better as fast as it's possible. All of you are awesome and sweet. Remember ppl that are shy to tell abt ur problems that u don't need to hide ur problems, we are here for you and we LY SO MUCH. So feel free to text Me or someone will try to help you. ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE IMPORTANT.


Who reads that: Hope u have a great day/evening/night, u awesome and nice person, remember that everything will be good and we worry abt you LY all


tysm sweetie


It really means a lot to me. I've been stressing myself out with assignments and my responsibilities on discord. You're such a sweetheart, have a lovely day


Mhm 3


i don't know if this really belongs here, because this is a positive vent, but.


i've been depressed for multiple months now. i've been trying to kill myself all the time. i just couldn't get myself to go to school, or even get up from bed. but i've been taking meds for a couple weeks now, and i feel so energetic. i have a lot to do today, and i feel like i want to do it. i feel so motivated and i feel like one day, it'll finally get better.


Veera Does the medication you take have any after effects? Like you feeling worse or something


I did drop them like 4 years ago tbo


I tried suggesting that I might have it to my mom but she brushed it off as just lazyness


I can't tell my brother because how are you depressed when you live in France?


Where I came from they think therapists and psychologists are only for really messed up people


No, they're for people who get neglected like you and give support


I dont understand


Negative Vent


So, I got into the server and I actually decided I would talk to the chat and make some friends and turns out I did, I was very proud of myself that I got above my anxiety for the first time!...but, weeks later, they all started being toxic and rude to other including me. I had to leave cause I was getting hate and it was enough for me at school, they kept calling me annoying” , fat” and other mean things. I didnt like this...at all.


@;; I think they are just like that, sometimes I call them cuss word names as jokes and I hope they know that, I think I did some stuff that made them do this..but I dont know what?


@;; okay sure.


You must respect your friends if you want them to respect you


I know but some people think that she means it and don't say anything to not embarrass her


Also it's extremely disrespectful


Not only to the person you're saying it to but to the people around them


Maybe you call them that cuss word and their parents are near


It's completely unnecessary


And I used to talk like that with my cousin


Until he started talking like that with my mom


WITH MY OWN MOTHER


He did


And now he's blocked from half of the family


He doesn't


1 month older than me


I'm 16


Yes


A month ago


Arguing is expired, but people will do it anyways cause they're bored and drama feeds them


The house could be burning and I'd sit in my place calmly drinking soda lmao


same applies to people, some do it cause they're bored so best to just wave them bye


anyways it's my first time hearing a kid talking rudely to their parent from cussing alone


I remember saying darnit was enough to make an appointment with a belt or a 2 hour paragraph about my vile language


if i was a kid rn and did that I'd be yeeted to the moon ngl


alright, enjoy whatever you're watching


ima watch cat vids


clover.


okay i have a plan, im gonna try my hardest for him to stop hating me. I will just ignore him this week and restart next week. I will then get him back in the group chat and we will start calling again


im gonna undo it i swear i just need to be patient


that's not what you should do but ok


it is important he doesnt hate me, considering the amount of time i have to spend with him


@! Rose i know this is a late reply but im sorry you feel that way. i hate feeling lonely and sad too. you may feel lonely but there is always people around that you can talk to if you feel comfortable talking to them. me included! i tend to not tell my friends when i feel sad too but try not to bottle it up too much. your friends are there so you dont feel lonely and so they can help you feel better! you can always talk about how you feel with your friends and say to them ways that might make you feel better. people have different ways with coping so thats probably why what they say dont help to you. you can use this to also talk with them and ask what they would like you to do to make them feel better too! anytime you feel lonely you can talk to me in the server or in dms since my dms are always open! i hope you do feel better soon you lovely person


guys I'm not gonna go into detail but I'm a victim of child abuse and I told the counsellors at school and they're saying that they will meet with my parents and I'm scared because they put it in my full hands. I'm the one who has to give them permission and the day they will have it, and they said a repercussion could happen, I'm sorry but I cant lie. And I'm terrified


@ wholesome of the day!


oh god


I know


But what if my parents end up locking me up or something?


Possibilities are basically endless


They could move me to a new school, God knows what could happen


It's not like they care if I'm suffering


It might help if u just think of it as a quest in Mario


Oh


Never thought of it that way..


Sry I bad at giving advices


im


No you're not


dont say that


I'm even worse


Nah ah.., u r verrry gud 2


oki qwq


ty guys for answering quickly


Umu, just stop by if u need something


Hey, my vent isn't really as bad as others yet I just wants to get a few things off my chest. One of my friends pisses me off for the same reason always seems to ignore me or be annoyed with me, her humor is sorta cruel and I usually don't feel such heavy emotions towards someone but the anger sorta makes me wonder why I always have a reason to be mad at her, perhaps it's envy but I don't see any reason I'd be interested in being such a individual, me and her don't have quite a good past and fought a decent amount of times. I just don't understand my hatred I just wanna scream whenever I'm near her.


maybe it's because of the rough past yall had! possibly all the hatred is tied in from everything that happened in the past. maybe you can try to forget all the bad stuff from the past and focus on all the good and you could talk to that specific friend about how you feel, you will feel better if you do talk to that person.


honestly


i dont have a significant other


i feel so happy


i barely have any friends


but i have full freedom


free time wise


as if i had a boyfriend/girlfriend i wouldn't have any free time because i would be spending time w them


i do love my family and my pets


Then keep punching


Jump rope and walk a lot if you're not trying to gain weight


Do something like that, punching the bag will only do so much


Okay take care


junnie X ShinglyWarrior


WHAT?


Bruh this is a venting channel...


Yes


But why though?


She likes the kisses you give her so Im just helping


I am the priest


Nani?


For your marriage


WHAT


NONONO


I geusss bit


Nit


Not


You better guess not.


Angel is my angel cuz she is my friend


Because that was war.


everyones shipping us help shin


wrong channel


yeyeye ok i go bye bye


hey hey hey


hello amber


okaybye


aight, sayounara


y e s


yes


we will prepare the marriage of


shin


oh


gn


i will now prepare the marriage of ShinglyWarrior and junnie


stooo


p


Wrong channel


and slendermythic will be the priest


You shall marry.


Yes


Thank you


I marry thee


Both


Amen


Bruh


junnie and ShinglyWarrior may now kiss


You can't ship me


I dont have a boat


I'm already shipped.


Thank you, Nessa. If you're not gonna vent here, don't be here, this channel is only for venting and in my opinion I found it silly how you didn't double check the channel if it was correct or not.


This channel is only for venting... And helping people. don't forget that


The venting channel should be used for 1 of 2 reasons.


1. Someone is venting and is in need of help/support by using and releasing ones emotions or about a situation they don't exactly know how to handle themselves.


2. Venting helpers doing what they do and calming someone if needed by providing advice and help for said situation or providing emotional support and anything that could potentially help one related to that person's vents as they're fully capable of doing so.


Any conversation outside of venting or unrelated to venting and held here is unadvised. We would like all members to respect the channel topics and act accordingly in the respected channels. If done otherwise moderation will be provided and administrative action will be taken if need be, we hope that no harm is done to those who want to just release their feelings or need help with things they feel are too hard on them.


i felt like venting but i'll hold it. i don't want someone to answer in a not serious light.


That's why my message is there


Added if you ever see anyone speak unrelated to the server topic and tell them to stop ping a staff member online at the same time please!


TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ well you see parents are humans like you and they are figuring things out, maybe they saw the vent or maybe they just thought about it and decided they wanted to treat you well! Be thankful and tell them you love them:3