mariri First I would like to say, sometimes, it is okay to feel this way as I do myself. It being this frequent is slightly concerning, I'd say, if you have this feeling do something you love or enjoy, when feeling this way the best way to change how the feeling effects you or impacts you is to project it back into something you're either passionate about or love. It will be hard to do for a while and it won't be easy to change how it effects you, I will be here every step of the way to help or provide some sort of advice if needed, you've helped me through many things and you've made a large impact on how I have lately been reacting to my own sadness and emptiness, people like you are important in this world and you go up and beyond for those who need help themselves. I'm proud to be around for you


Zebadiah Thank you...Honestly. I've slept and again, had one of those again. But I'm feeling a bit better after reading this. I can't thank you enough Isaiah you're an incredible friend


Ily mari, things will get better w time I promise


Im about to change from honor to regular class


Cant do online class like this


well i hope this allows you to do better with school


and i wish you the best with your studies:


my cousin keeps avoiding me, i know i sound like a clingy person but i just miss her so much... i didnt spend time with her for so long and now she is avoiding me.. i dont know what to do i feel so tired.. i keep overthinking things like should i just die and then i think of the promise i made with my best friend to never think of that again until we meet irl...but its just so hard...my mom abusing me for being a gamer and liking hoodies, my brother is gonna leave me soon to graduate, my cousin avoiding me, then i find out half of my friends are fake, its just so much pain to hold...


@ wholesome of the day!


i'm sorry you have to go through this much stress and such. just understand that right now is a difficult time for all of us. if you feel as if your cousin is avoiding you, confront her either by text, voice, or in person. tell her that you wanna spend more time but understand if she wants to be on her own. as for your brother, just know he's moving on to be successful, and although leaving him will be painful, you'll be happy knowing he's going out and living a good life. as for your toxic friends, it's best to just stay away from them, and rather embrace the real friends you have, even if they're just online friends. if your mom is physically abusing you, it's best to call the authorities to handle this out.


don't worry, because things will always get better if you take the right steps. your life is worth living, and why stop now when you've got so much ahead?


Pls don't think yourself to die and don't give up already,maybe just talk to your cousin and ask her why is she avoiding you?,And i feel sorry for your mother abusing you,and maybe here you'll find some new friends:3 forget about those fake frie ds of yours they aren't important of your life.just don't give up and do some suicide things ok?.don't give up too early,maybe soon when you finished collage you'll leave your mother and have a family .i hope this message feels you better


thank ya'll


np


you're welcome!


And yo name is also potato UwU


AH YES


Wish had nitro unU


same u.u


U.U


Feeling better now?


TvT


well there's always giveaways, maybe enter a couple and who knows, you might just get a chance


Yep TvT


i've been wanting to kill myself for multiple months now. i've been depressed for maybe a year or so now. i've been on the meds, i'm in therapy, i've tried everything.


i used to be a straight 10 student. i used to overwork myself and cry if i got a 10. now, with the influence of depression, i can't bring myself to get even 9s. getting worse grades just makes my depression worse. it's an endless cycle.


if i get bad grades, i get yelled at and beat up. i have everlasting scars and bruises on my body. my dad has stabbed me multiple times. i can't report him to the police either, he's the one with the job.


i'm not going to get into why i'm depressed in the first place, but sometimes it just feels like it's too much.


@ wholesome of the day!


im gonna stick to the last part about your dad stabbing you right now because that kind of seems like a problem. in reality, you can report your father if he's stabbing you or abusing you even if he is apart of the police department, there shouldn't be any reason why you can't. im really sorry about all of this, i really do want you to try and get some help soon and to find someone better to live with, otherwise please stay safe. ik we've never met before or anything but im gonna say i love you because i care about you deeply


i agree with, N3I S4N , as your father stabbing you and abusing you is a problem. firstly, she/he is right; you can report to another police officer of the abuse with evidence of his behavior, even if he is part of the police. they can always fire him and arrest him. we all care for you, as said, and if youre 18, you can always legally rent the house. i know, we cant do much more about it, but still, try your best, stay safe, and please, dont think about suicide or anything like that. you can always ping us here and tell us what the problem is. and sorry for the late response on this. take care! and also maybe go to a hospital..? and well, get the spots he stabbed you healed. we all care deeply about you. and again, sorry i couldnt get back to you earlier.


About your mental health and you health. I think that it's not the best at the moment. I'd say report him. Even if it doesnt work, it's worth the shot. Just because he is part of law reinforcement doesn't mean he can get away with anything. It just doesnt make any sense. Letting him pull the f you card everyday isnt healthy for you. It'll maybe lead to possibly worsening both your mental and physical health. I hope you get better


Tai Please do not bypass swears cutie!


oki afphlacoaoyas


I'm already at home, but my heart is still racing, because Its hard to fake happiness when I dont feel happy at all


No I havent tried


Because my mum is a control freak


She monitors my phone 24/7


And she can hear me if I call


Yeah, I'm trying to


My mum wont let me go to a therapist


So I'm trying with the counsellor


They're like a mini therapist


I dont know what will happen. They said they will see me again tomorrow at 10:25am


The time was a bit of an excess detail but, that's what they said


I just hope mum wont do anything to me.


She hits me and hurts me psychologically


My mum doesnt know I'm going to the counsellor


I'll try my best


I dont know how to respond to that question .


Back to what I was saying, all that's happening to me everyday is overwhelming and it turned into my daily routine


I think there is something wrong with my heart because it feels like I'm going to faint


I cannot breath well


Tbh I'd adopt you, weird as that is. At least I'd let you visit doctors and everything else you need


c':


My mum is abusive and you might ask what about my dad?


He's a smoker and he does nothing about it


He doesnt care about it


I would've punched her so badly, prolly to a point where she gets sent to the er cause y'all do NOT mess with these kinds of things


Nevena is my real name but I really prefer if you call me Neve


Man if only I could take y'all poor souls with me and my bf. We'd be on after school or anything else sessions constantly and get rid of anyone who hurts y'alls


Ice cream sessions i meant


caus ice cream makes peeps happ


Yeah... Veera its better to report to the police because you cant live ur life like this


but we'd be homeless.


Sorry I'm usually the one who needs advice for herself so I'm not the best at advice im really sorry


Oh..


I got abused heavily and constantly and partly i regret not putting myself up for adoption


I grew up without any parents but jesus christ where do y'all get these satan spawns as your parents? What I'm reading rn is disgusting behavior from them


it seems i'm not allowed to say that one word


Welp, Im the only one who does not have a family I think


@ I'm rejected from birth so technically you and me are on the same boat with no family


I'm 20 and can legally adopt i think, anyways y'all getting ice cream period


and new plushies


lunaaa qwq


that act of an unborn child being removed from the mom? i think i'm not allowed to say that word i've had two of those. they were both my dad's.


oh my lord veera i just saw this vent. bb you should call the police, you said you'd be homeless but there are many organaizations that can help with this kind of stuff. so please please just report it to the police, and i'm so sorry that this has happened to you and that your dad has raped you


yeah i saw in the message logs


that's just going too far i


I cant breath well


please please get some help


I want time to stop


I'm so stressed


yeah that


i think it's blacklisted


word


yeah


That's a good idea


Because I'm pretty sure that word ain't allowed here


yeah i sent a message with that word and it got removed immediately


oof


Veera report to the police


Y'all better not stay silent and fight for your lives


THIS IS NOT NORMAL


Luna, I wish.. but i dont know what to do


I'm legally still a child


I'm 14


Almost 15


But its unbearable


i've been fighting with depression for a year or two now. i don't have enough mental energy to do anything about it.


takes you in and rolls into blanket burrito


We have a chonky cat here


gives a big huggie


I mean, the counsellor says I have mental issues as well but she cannot diagnose because that isnt her place


And I cant get a therapist


So I always felt like there was no way out


my depression has nothing to do with my dad funnily enough. sure he may have traumatized me but i don't think he's a factor in my depression.


You could have anxiety or possible PTSD but you have to get specific results from a pro


I have done bad things to myself..


My mum isnt the only problem of my life


But I find it hard to tall about the other problems


Talk


And I forgot how comfort feels like


And normal has turned into heart attacks


Not literally, but that's how it feels like


Veera, I have a feeling I'm ignoring you too much...


Please talk to the police


i wish i never selfharmed. there are stabs/cuts/scars all over my chest and thighs. on my thighs just from selfharm but on my chest because of actual suicide attempts.


Veera...


That's not good


Dont do that


i wear bandages on my thighs now because i don't want anyone to see what i've done.


I wish I could take all of your problems away, but unfortunately that's not possible and I'm just a stranger reading things from kids who don't deserve this treatment at all.


Veera do you have anyone else you could stay with?


and by stay with i mean live with.


veera you could loose a lot of blood.


Yeah


@ veevee and i did.


That's not good for you


you need to go to a hospital.


i've been in the hospital so many times.


like now.


Veera Can i ask you something? How do you see life right now?


What colors or what season do you see in your own eyes?


i haven't done that in a month now. i decided i'll quit. it evolved from selfharm to suicide attempts.


veera i think the only thing you can do is move out with your mom.


to me it's all just gray.


it seems pointless.


no, it isnt.


nothing really matters anymore.


your just giving up.


i want to give up.


i'd be in a better place.


your giving up on your life.


I think I'm gonna leave the chat.. I dont want to interrupt anyone any longer


giving up is not a good idea.


giving up is the best idea.


just call the police or move out.


i can't move out. i can't call the police.


I...


I'm gonna leave. I'm sorry for being irrelevant


Good luck, v


i wouldn't like going to jail, but i want him to go through what i did.


Veera I haven't done the things you have, but I can guarantee you life isn't as gray as you see it. You woke up alive, with no issues and just being alive is a blessing not many experience. I had the same mindset as you and i attempted to kms several times before Ichose to finally fight for my happiness. I used to see the world as gray and pointless as you but now it's colorful again and i even have someone who understands pain. You're not a waste of space, you're not invalid, what you're experiencing should be treated and you need help. Don't plan revenge either to ruin your life. They'll pass in the most painful, agonizing way possible and you'll be happy with your own life and partner id you choose to do so.


.,. what took you so long to type that


typos


and correct words


thank you Shandra


i'm not really a person to hold grudges, but my right eye is a character trait at this point.


They're not in the correct mindset or feelings to grasp things roughly so they should be handled with care especially after everything they told us


One wrong word can trigger them and we wouldn't know


i really am a tragic anime character.


You're just somebody who's suffering for no reason like all of us here.


If anything, I'm glad you're alive and still fightinf


Anybody elde would've been gone but look at you handling this situation and being strong


when i was like 5, my dad threw a glass my way. i dodged, but one of the shards flew in my right eye. now i wear this pirate eyepatch on my eye as a fashion statement.


You probably look so cool too, idk how you look like but i bet it fits you despite the unfortunate situation that happened back then


my left eye is failing and i thought I'd wear a patch too


but then I'd need one glass for my right eye cause I'm still blind


i've been taking this for years, and will have to take it for years to come. it really feels worthless, and i just want to end it all. but to be honest, i'm alive just to rub it in my dad's face. one day he'll taste his own medicine.


Nah sis you gotta start building your happiness


if he hates you for being alive then imagine his tomato red face when you'll be the happiest person alive and he won't be there to witness it


omg. that i will do.


thanks for being here for me. i have to go eat dinner now.


Just don't do anything to your body please


Don't harm it anymore, it's with you constantly and keeps you alive and in check


Veera Enjoy your dinner and come back anytime


If anybody else has issues rn don't be shy to speak out


a does that mean i can speak


I just wanna say thank you real quick for helping me out last night. I'd been feeling horrible about it for a while but i feel better now


oh


well im not the person who helped u i don't think but dw, and you can speak here anytime


sorry if i did help and i just offended you i forget names


but yes, come back here anytime


Ah, i just didn't wanna ping the people that helped I've come from servers where they used to all but scream at people for pinging, so i've got a sort of personal aversion to pinging people that I'm trying to get over


pats everyone


I just finished talking with the police cause my dad banged the door so violently it left me shaking physically and mentally


Felt like my heart's gonna stop


I fricking hate drunks and alcoholics. Wish they'd poof out existence


i thought i took out my vent helpers role oo


i'm sorry to hear about your father kath. just understand that's he's in a good place now, and no matter what, going forward you'll rest easy knowing that he's out there cheering for you. as for your brother, if he ever abuses you again, tell someone as soon as possible, maybe even the authorities if it gets serious. i'm glad to hear that things are getting slightly better, and i wish you the best


im so sorry your dad passed away, and i think you should ask to your brother why he is so jealous of you. then, tell your brother to stop doing those things to you, if he doesnt tell someone that could help you.


you're welcome.


have a good rest of the day!


and thats good


@ i pat your head


I miss my grandma's mom


She passed away when i was still little but i remember playing near her death bed


i sleep where she passed and only my grandma and aunt have experienced paranormal activity, not me in my time being living here


I still tear up sometimes cause my mom said she was a golden person


But then again i feel very blessed and protected so maybe it's her, who knows


im so so so sorry, i really hope you get through this and remember you are super strong for venting here with people you don't even know just asking for help. keep up, she's watching you from above knowing how strong of a i dont know ur pronouns you've become:


@ wholesome of the day! okay, I feel bad right now, I feel like a horrible aunt, I feel like I've failed as even being one to my two nieces... I started watching my friends videos and just, watching how amazing she is at editing, doesn't make me feel jealous, it makes me feel.. like I'm not good enough. I know that practice makes perfect, but, I feel like I can't do it..I feel upset that I'm going to lose one of my bestest friends ever..she said that their online twin is their closest discord friend.. when I knew her longer, and, I started feeling hurt due to pervious drama, due the drama, I feel like now one cares if I self harm, if I kms, or do anything bad to myself, I feel like no one would even care due to the drama, since my friend that was involved in the drama was the one who got protected while me and my twin sister got completely hurt, it started off whhn we said language, aka don't cuss, she almost killed herself, sure, I feel bad, but, what happens? No one would even care atleast a little bit.


you are good enough, and i bet you are a very good aunt! and for your friend, she is good because she practiced or watched tutorials, so its normal. and if i dont know about your best friend, try spending more time with her/him maybe? self harm,suicide,etc will not solve anything, i already tried to cut and it made the pain worst.. and for your twin sister, please try to support her as long as you can, sorry im not really good at vent helping so thats all i can help you with for now


Thank you both so much, this really made me feel so much better, thank you so much


its fine! i hope you feel better


Mwah im so glad


@ wholesome of the day!


i just got really idk what to call it it was almost a mental breakdown idk what the correct term for it is but i'm in a recital rn and i just got really nervous while i was playing and started kinda hyperventilating and i started to sweat a lot and my glasses kept slipping and i had to adjust them like 5 times and also the other people were 45 years older than me, which made me feel like i'm not good enough and also i made a bunch of mistakes while playing cause my glasses were slipping and now i'm like still sweating and close to crying cause i feel like i'm not good enough


weian I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. Confidence is something difficult to achieve to some people and I can see why. The fear of messing up or making things worse is scary. But you shouldn't let it get in your head. There is no such things as not good enough. Repeat that to yourself. If you tried, that just shows you're good enough. As long as there is willingness to do something, you can always do great. Plus, you said that the other people are older than you. Therefore, they may have more experience than you. Try and control your breathing, drink water, and just calm down. It's alright to make mistakes sometimes. It's a part of life since, there is no thing such as perfectly doing something. You tried and that's what matters.


don't cry weian, don't you dare say you're not good enough. just because people are older than you and because you are nervous doesn't define that you are not good enough: everyone makes mistakes and we all get nervous before a presentation or a performance, i understand that sometimes it can be really nerve wrecking but don't call yourself not good enough because of that please don't cry, never ever call yourself not good enough because we all know how amazing and hardworking you are just because you made some mistakes doesn't define you as a person, inside and outside you are talented and amazing feel better ok weian


my girlfriend hasn't been online for three days, she says it's because of school but then she also said she is sick so she can't go to school.. im starting to think bad thoughts and starting to get more and more depressed.. i'm so lonely but i don't know what to do.


up above


in person


You have me too if you ever need to call or message anyone


okay, thanks.. imma go sleep now


last nitro emoji im going to use ever because mine expires tomorrow:'


Good night


This is gonna be so so stupid but here I go..


So I have a lot of family problems and sometimes they get to me..I start thinking about a lot like suicide,and hurting people at times due to those family problems im very violet and small worded with people at times I feel lonely and my anxiety gets the best of me..I dont have a father so I only have my mother..but she doesnt really pay attention to my needs and Ive never really had people to care for and they care for me back...my anxiety gets worse and worse everyday


@ awe, I'm so so so so so sorry that you have these problems! I know that these are a lot of feelings to take in completely, and I completely understand how your anxiety must get the best of you, but, there's so much to live for, I know that you may not think there's nothing to live for, but, problems are all temporary, they will go away, and, I know that hurting people may be on your mind, but just know, that, those thoughts aren't how you really feelatleast, the way I see it and that, your anxiety is part of the reason you're thinking like this. I 100 believe that you can make it through this and, we all care for you so much!3


You're welcome!3


I know this is a new server for me, but I'm gonna go ahead and say this.


Not too long ago, a was being stalked by a boy in my grade. I used to have a crush on him but after a while, he asked me on a date. I really wasn't all that interested in him anymore, so I said I didn't wanna go on a date with him.


A little later, I started hanging out with another boy from my Enrichment group. He was super nice, but I didn't particularly find our relationship romantic. We were hanging out one day, I saw the boy that asked me on a date spying on us behind a building. Me and the other boy shrugged it off, thinking it was a joke. He kept doing that. He did a few other things that I'd rather not mention...he kept asking me on a date even though I said no. Now whenever I hang out with the boy from the Enrichment group, I have to worry about him pushing me to do what I didn't wanna do.


Talk to your parents about this at all eh? Bringing it up to someone older is always good, and if your parents don't listen or believe you go to the authorities please, stalking is a serious thing and should not be taken lightly, I suggest if possible create some sort of schedule with your friend/friends to apply a sort of security for when you're out, have a few people with you at all times for your safety and protection, be careful whenever you're out pleaseYouCanCallMePanic


Luben No I haven't told my parents yet. I tend to get really emotional whenever I bring this up. Even writing this was hard. I'm gonna try and tell my mom tomorrow, but I did talk about it to my friends and it really helped. Thank you so much for these kind words.


Of course, if there's anything more you need or want to discuss feel free to come back here again or dm me as they are always open! Take care and be safe please 3


Thank you, you just made my night


Hope that helps


It actually does help XD


i'm really really sorry. i would love to help you but i'm in the same situation myself.


Honestly its getting worse... I dont trust myself...


all i can tell you is, i promise it'll get better.


i'd help you but i have to go to school. it's 8.30am. i'm so sorry.


Its fine...


please don't do anything to yourself. you matter to me and everyone else here.


I dont think I can do this im sorry I waisted your time


No


I just wanna die


I have a plan


I dont...


Hm


Um


I have razor blades and I wanna slit my wrist


Maybe


Idk


I'm sorry


Thank you I think


when i was suicidal my mom would always tell me that its permanent solution to a temporary problem


it helped me a lot and i hope it helps you too


what i did is i made a big list of all the things i would miss if i died and all the people that would be devastated by my death


and when i was feeling suicidal i would go to that list and read it and know that its really not worth it in the long run, even though it seems like it would be


Yeah


Thank you guys


Probably not


But


There not as strong ig


I dont think they will go away


I've been having them for like 5 days


So


I appreciate your help tho


If it gets worse inpromise ill come back


Ima try and talk in the main chat


I dont know what it is but something has made me remember the past and everything I have done wrong and regret. I regret leaving my first friends on discord because I felt so safe with them, they cared about me and made me feel loved but now they are gone and I feel so lonely even though it happened 2 months ago. It feels like it was just yesterday and I just want to cry. I wasnt in my best state while being friends with them and I didnt want them to feel my pain so I unfriended them and blocked all contact because I didnt want to make them feel the same way I did. Now I wish I would have still stayed friends but took a break, they were amazing and didnt deserve losing a friend.” Now every time I talk to someone who I consider a friend I imagine what it would be without them and remember what I did. It is not that I want to go back to them it is just I miss being care free and having someone to tell all my secrets to. I used to wake up everyday being excited for a new day now I just wake up to a nightmare I call reality, and cry. Whenever I try to talk about my emotions I feel guilty and weak, I also remember what I did and I dont want to lose my current friends like I did with my old ones.


@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping.


Yaa I feel you! It happened to me too...you got two choices here...you can move on from it which you are doing and eventually you will realise that it is fine now that they are gone! Or else you can just befriend them again and tell them what happened to you at that point and you cared for them that's why you felt! It is really on you how you will pull it off!


its ok to cry unblock them and send a friend request try and get closer with them again


@! Vicky I dont know their tags/usernames


I just unfriended by block all contact I mean I left all of the servers we are together in


I have no idea how I would friend them again


May trigger some, Not mine jsuk.


@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping but SS Posted this before It was deleted Now I shall go, and bb feel better


am i allowed to vent? i don't wanna inturrupt..


sure!


interrupting is allowed btw


oh


okay


y'all shouldn't hold back your emotions just cause a convo is going on pats everyone's heads


anywho goodnight


Ty again


gnight and sleep well!


it got deleted


pls snipe


nvm


so uhhm


bruh


it keeps getting deleted so nv,


I'm here


eerie it's possible it was too long I'll brb


yeah it kinda was


You know when you give your all to someone and they say I'm going through something and they say I can't get with you but you just wanna help them through the problem and they don't want you to bc they dont want it to get you and say it won't and still dont let and you feel like you lost forever and things but you keep trying and she get mad about it you know ShinglyWarrior


eerie I guess just split it into 2 messages


i'll most likely get kicked from my vent but uhm


ok


Not really.


it still wont work i tried lmao


3 ?


But in here to listen.


not working LMFAO


Send to me.


in dms?


It's like the feeling of losing something that you care about ShinglyWarrior


i feel like im a piece of crap, i dont know how to control myself anymore i know ummm started to be happy” around you guys, but i feel like im gonna go back to being sad. i know ive complained about me to not explaining my emotions anymore, but it just hurts to hold it all in. school starts on wednesday and watch im gonna get bullied again, yea i may act tough towards them, and all that but its the words they say, i guess i never really thought how much it hurts till now, i know ive been getting bullied for more then 4 years now, and it hurts, but i just need to act tough around them so it doesnt seem like theyre winning.


Is the vent


Like losing a friend.


You had a cuss in there, that's why.


i sent in dms


ooo


T Raptor I feel you man.


yeah yeah


wait here


ShinglyWarrior love u bro


Me too bro.


ok stuff it


And Maddie I'm sorry about your thing


no its fine


Hope your okay


im fine


thanks tho


You promise


mhm


I'll come over and cuddle if not


its ok


dw


Okay


Dm me T Raptor if you need anything.


I will thank u


THIS IS FOR EVERYONE GOING ON A HARD TIME, READ IF U NEED TO 33 i am literaly so amazed that this many people are feeling this way, that it hurts. i never thought this many people suffered and i would love to do comething to help, i just dont know what. so here, take some words that i hope will change your mind on still living: eventhough you dont feel like it, someone at least one person likes you and doesn't want you to go, it can be your family, or one of your friends, or someone you dont know yet, i know this might not help but if you didn't have a purpose in living where you born? because you ARE worth something, you have a purpose. so please, dont say or do such things about yourself. seek help, or chat here, there are many people who care about you. i might not know about this topic, but im trying to help somehow. hope this helped, remember, i care about you eventhough i dont know you 33 xo


Help fast


@ wholesome of the day!


ArmyChickenWhisperer


Do you like them?


Uhhh


She is cute


But do you like them in that way?


I really dont know


Yes you should only say yes if you feel the same about them and want that too


She just asked me


how long have you known them?


Just listen to your heart uwu


She jsut asked me


Ive only spoke to her for a little bit


i'd say if you guys have enough in common and you like her enough, then go for it


hmmm


Alr


My god


in that case it might not be a good idea since you don't know her that well


but at the end of the day it's up to you


I choose no because ive barly know her


yeah


yeah its always best to be certain about that decision, its a big thing


it might upset her but it's for the better


If you've known her for a while and felt the same way it'd be understandable, but if you know 0 and had no 0 communication then I'm sorry but reject her


Cause it can backfire later on at some point


I just did


Better to be honest with her at the end of the day


She hasnt yet


i'm guessing it's through text


About 3 days ago my bffl and I were facetiming and she said smt to me and I took it srsly and then I just said bye, Im gonna go” and then she asked me whats wrong and I didnt respond, and then she hung up. She doesnt want to talk to me, I dont understand what I did, ik I did smt because she doesnt want to talk to me tho. I tried making myself happy with other things which works, but it feels like she just threw me away. I think well make up because we always do, but it scares me to think that maybe she just doesnt want to be friends. Shes the only friend that I can rlly talk to about personal stuff and actually laugh a lot with. Idk what to do:c @ wholesome of the day!


She butlly


Give it time, maybe her head is too heated up right now and she needs space. It happened often with my former best friend, we didn't talk up to a week before making up and being close again


When she looks calm, approach her and ask what's wrong and talk it out


i agree with what luna says. it's best to just give her some space for now and confront her later. don't be too pushy, just calmly ask her what's wrong


She could be throwing a tantrum, who knows. But giving space is the best option at the moment


am i a mistake? whats my purpose in life? why does nobody like me? am i a joke to everyone? why does nobody care? why cant i be happy for once? why am i so fat? why do i ask questions so much? are my anger issues too much? is it rude to have nitro to people who dont? why cant i be normal? why do i cry all the time? am i just a bunch of atoms floating in space? am i nothing? am i worthless?


splatwo dms. please.


Thx guys


thank you!


We're always here for you so don't be shy to come in


We all love you Stella!


i didn't know i was supposed to do this assignment and my teacher was like who did this assignment? and then i didn't raise my hand so then he looked at who turned it in and said elizebeth and weian didn't do it and i know he called us out cause we're supposed to be the top students in our class and i started crying a bit and now i have to do it for hw and now i'm just really embarassed


Just dropped down to say


I love you


rei thank you


@ wholesome of the day! i made my 2 only best friends meet up and they both started teaming against me, i dont know what is happenning to my life im so tired i just want to die already.. 2 of my bffs are not my friends anymore, so whats worth living?


Dont listen to them


yeah..


they just started playing together, teaming against me, ruining my happiness..and yeah..


i just feel so empty, i want to cry but its like i lost all my tears...


no...they were the only real friends i had..and now im lonely..


im trying..but it just hurts..its hard to hold all the pain


i just dont think my parents understand.


they will think im dumb to feel sad about some fake friends


yeah...


true, my mom got hit a lot and now that she learned abuse she started doing it to me


my dad got hit too but he is still kind and tries to cheer me up


She has a childhood trauma huh?


@ i think so..


@ Baby girl I have been through something like this before, I am sorry you had to go through this too, the thing I recommend is look for new people to be your friends. They clearly are not cut out for you! They were never true friends if they did this to you. Block them on all platforms, and just ignore them. They will never be good enough for someone like you! DM me if you want more help, or just to vent everything out!heartpixelAbowcat:


we are all here for you!


hushkyshead i want to block them but im scared to regret it


they were friends with me for so long..


yeah i think its good


you have us


thank you both for your help!


I got trust issues from my fake friends, and i dealt with them


Np!


rei thank you


sky, 3


anyone who sees this your beautiful and wonderful dont let ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT I LOVE YOU your the best. im not okay but if i learned anything its to build even when weak


aww thanks it just i think your beautiful your not perfect your better your extrodinarily beautifully amazing


omg you're so sweet i love you


you dont need anyone to tell you anything YOU ARE A STAR


thanks chu


you might think im doing this for fame but no i actually luv u i cant see you but i love u


i try my best to build when weak no matter what you can always vent to me or annoyed or emi sorry if s pelt your names wrong love you all god be with u peace


thank you the same for you, humanity is really beautiful sometimes


So I have learned that my behavior is very toxic and rude. If someone says they have feelings for me I usually ghost them because Im not really prepared for things like that. Also I like to gossip a lot about people. If someone is really rude to me or they hurt me a bit I will be super rude to them. I have figured out that really what ever I do is toxic and even if I tried I cant changed. Im really disappointed in my self. I have no energy to even do anything, just doing school in general will drain me. I honestly dont what to do I feel like Im drowning in these toxic emotions. I dont know its because of past trauma or Im just a asshole of a person. I really want to change but I dont have the energy to nor the emotions for it. Im just so sorry about everything I have ever done. I really just dont know at this point what to do.


perfect


but thats okay


just try your best to change


you are strong


who else needs to be vented t


to


@ Baby girl Regarding those 2 friends..dump them. I literally had the same thing but in 11th grade, 2 of my closest people whom I considered as friends actually teamed up and backstabbed me, so what I did was: cry and sulk for a bit then dump them knowing they were TOXIC and NOT friends at all. Anybody else experiencing this MUST NOT keep toxic, bad people in their lives. It's understandable you'll be upset and you'll feel the way you do but but sweetheart, they don't deserve you. If they do crap like this out of nowhere to you for no absolute reason then they're not worthy of your tears or time. Find new friends or keep yourself occupied with the things you love. And regarding abuse it sounds like your mom needs help and your dad a smack in the face. Please talk to an adult or a school counselor, don't keep silent and seek help. None of us here want you to be traumatized. Be safe and come back anytime


floof It's good you acknowledge your behavior and everything but honestly you can't really control it if it's caused by something traumatic in your past, by someone rude or you're just the way you are. People are different, they cope differently and they behave differently. I suggest you explain to people why you do things and how you feel so they don't misunderstand you immediately even when you're rude and toxic to which I doubt, you seem like a sweet, approachable person to me


I don't know what to do anymore. I lost a friend for no reason. I don't know what I did wrong. I don't get why people these days make you happy then just click the button. BLOCKED i honestly don't know at this point. I've been going through so much for the longest and i just.. i need help..


so uh earlier today my teacher wanted to talk with me after class. usually during class im singing to myself while im muted and my camera is on. my teacher told me im distracting to some kids, which i kinda expected. but it reminded me of a few years ago when i was singing really loud with headphones on and my mom told me to stop because my neighbors could hear me and i felt really embarrassed. now i never want to sing again


also ive been crying about it because im embarrassed:


deathaura Is there any way i can try and help...?


maybe. i dont really know? im gonna email my schools therapist/nurse soon but i just thought i could get that out


rei Don't be gullible and fall for these things, people do it on purpose to hurt anyone


Protect yourself more and don't be so easy to injure in any way


oki..


Jackson huggy


akajjw now im debating sending that email to my schools nurse


i feel like im making a bigger deal out of it than it is


deathaura Nono you need to send it. It's not nothing if you feel embarrassed and driven to tears


i sent it


deathaura Good job!


deathaura Heyyy no need to feel scared or anything, you're helping yourself emotionally and it's good you're doing so


thanks. its late right now so ill probably end up getting a response tomorrow


well it isnt late but


yknow


Alright, goodnight and sleep well


We care for you and you matter


You left me on read again, Am I a book to you?! My friend told me.


I'm leaving you on read for reasons. That is


I'm having a bad mood.


Family Issues.


Homeworks that are to be finished.


I'm trying to calm myself down by listening to music and a bit distant to anyone by chatting. So I only read their texts to know what's happening or what's going on. I need some bits of comfort for this.


You should tell them that you need time off at moments so they know ahead of time that you're not okay and need to recharge. Also stan bel


alright.


Iah you've a right to


What your doing is right and about you


Not them


You dont need that negativity


I'm proud of you mhm


Cause thats hard to say mhm


I wav you iah


It doesn't matter what they'll think. Your own health and self and your own physical and emotional state is far more important than a second person's feelings. I understand you'll feel bad and guilty but it's NOT SELFISH if you want to make things better for yourself.


Sometimes we all have to do this for the better, you're not alone.


If anything they are selfish


For trying to keep you on a leash


Instead of being honest and supportive


WARNING: may trigger some people!


@ wholesome of the day!


im feeling suicidal these days... i keep telling myself im not clinically depressed but in reality i dont know what to believe. im scared to tell my parents or anyone for that matter.. they will most likely blame it on me for not taking care of my mental health.. whenever i see a window i have thoughts of jumping.. or whenever i see anything sharp i have other thoughts.. im just glad these r just thoughts right now and i dont want things to escalate to urges or even worse.. i dont really know what to do.. my friends r really nice and doing all they can to make me feel better but i feel like its only getting worse..


im sorry if this made u feel uncomfortable in any way but if u read all of it and have any advice, thank you...


well, i'm sorry you have to go through such difficult matters, but i'm here to give you advice.


first off, i wanna remind you that your life is worth living. you've got a ton ahead of you, new opportunities, new experiences, all things that will come to you if you stick around. even if you don't see those things, think about the people who will miss you when you're gone, including me. yes, i care about you, otherwise i wouldn't be typing this in the first place. so, the best thing to do at this point is to tell anyone, your parents, your friends, or even someone you just know well enough. as long as you put it in appropriate words, they can't hurt you or blame you. if things continue to get worse, and it comes to the point where these thoughts escalate into urges, seek help. contact a hotline or find online help.


i'm hoping my advice can get you into the right direction, and i wish you the best going forward


alright, i will try my best to follow it.. thank you.. i really appreciate it


you're welcome. have a good day


oh god not nitro emotes


hm?


my sister lost her nitro yesterday, shes been really anxious that since she makes a lot of servers, her not having nitro wont make her look good


she didn't buy the nitro herself, she got gifted


nitro doesn't make you look good tho tbh


yeah


thats what ive been trying to tell her


oh man i can't imagine being upset over it, never experienced that one oof


;w;


ive never had nitro so uhm


idk


I'm sorry if I'm not much of help, i never met anyone or got upset personally about this topic


its alright


but she can use her emotes within the server though if they're not animated


true, i just dont know why shes upset


it's not a luxury thing either unless you boost servers or use it professionally tbh


i use it for the emotes


I just feel different from others but in a bad way. I always feel like an insult to society, trying to figure out what I did wrong to other people. But they just end up hurting me more. I can't even stand up against myself because I'm a person who people refuse to believe. So, it's really just useless. Nobody even asks how I feel. Some people think hurting my feelings is the right thing to do. I don't even know what I did to them to deserve this. I can't even tell anyone how I feel because I just end up getting more hurt. Nobody really cares about me. Well.. I wish I knew who did but I can't feel anything anymore. The pain that I've been through ever since summer, and bad things still happens to me. My heart can't even take anymore pain, now I have to go search for a place where I feel comfortable so I can feel loved. But, that's hard to find in the world I'm in. It's just very terrible and messed up.


awe nooo i dont think so even tho Ive never really talked to u before, but I can tell that you are a wonderful person


So...i thought i'd come and update you guys in that situation with that friend of mine. Turns out her decline in emotional health wasn't my fault, and i was over thinking the whole thing. It was my now ex boyfriend's fault. When we'd had some relarionship struggles, he went to her for help, and the way he was behaving and acting while he was speaking to her reminded her of her trauma, and it caused her to have a relapse. She used to have problems with people becoming her friends, and they would turn around and manipulate her or others would try to tell her that if they weren't friends with her anymore they would kill themselves. She told me that he would go go her and tell her similar things about mine and his relationship, and it combined with the stress from school caused her to have go into a spiral.


I haven't heard from the last part but, your friend shouldn't feel like that, she is perfect the way she is. If she felt like that the best way is to comfort her. She probably doesn't deserve all that stress on her.


Yeah, thankfully she got away from those people, but unfortunately it would seem like my ex said something to her that shook her. She's since gotten help and done the things she needs to do to get back on the mend, so she's doing better now.


I really need help I was born a guy but Im not really sure what gender im supposed to be or what I am and I dont really know what to do about any of this, Will my parents accept it? Will I accept it? WIll you guys accept it? I dont know whats gonna happen and I really need some help i just dont know how I feel about myself and its a lot of different and confusing emotions. Please help me and sorry for ping @ wholesome of the day! Im kind of freaking out


I just dont feel like myself as a guy but I dont exactly feel like a girl


first of all


ofc we here at sayumi will accept you


no matter what


It really helps but I dont know if they will


and if you don't feel like a guy or girl that's FINE bc you're YOU and you know what makes you feel right, you can be non binary aswell! meaning you aren't a boy or girl


i havent told them yet but I hope youre right


i'm sure they'll be vv supportive 3


Thanks guys


Its been so hard to come to this


Its the little things yknow


Gender division things


Like bathrooms


Makes me question stuff


Im glad this server is here


Yknow at least I look nonbinary


I dont really resemble a boy or a girl


I think I just started changing without even knowing it


I grew my hair out a little longer and stopped cutting it as much, i started hanging out with more girls, acting more and more like a girl but yet still masculine


Glad we live in a time where its not fully accepting sadly but much more accepting than say, 50 years ago


I'll see you all later, thanks for the help. I think i'll tell my parents tommorow. Goodnight you guys, wish me luck with coming out. 3


gn


, wasnt expecting to see a vent from me ? well here i am


normally i try not to rant in bigger servers but right nows something i need to talk about and something i dont wanna bring up in other servers. so lemme get to the point: im struggling from a lack of self love. yes i have my own talents alongside my own imperfections, but i always seem to stick out appearance wise, which is where i tend to not shine. im far from attractive, and i know it. just earlier we were discussing something that turned into discussing our heights, and thats when i found out i was way taller than most of my online friends, if not almost all of them. it just upsets me, im 510” at 15 and a half years old, probably taller than that, and additionally, im still supposed to grow afterwards. it just feels so awkward and shameful to be out of place in your friend pool, and this is an issue that carries over from last years highschool classes. it feels like whenever people say that being tall is a benefit theyre only hiding the truth, which is that being tall is a huge pain. sometimes i wish i could be shorter by a few inches


useless vent so im not gonna ping, and sorry you gotta see me at my low point


MayXStar omg i totally understand. for a long time, i was taller than all of my friends, and i felt pretty out of place. i can assure you that they love you for who you are, and not your height. i totally understand wanting to be shorter, as i have wanted that too. but if you focus on that and not more important things, youll never have any fun! i bet youre super attractive! the truth is that both being short and being tall have their pros and cons, so either way, you get the short end of the stick. but just keep on going, and youll be fine!


thanks


tbh this is more of me letting go of some stress and im glad to hear that


MayXStar


You shouldn't be ashamed! I bet you're a beautiful person on the inside and outside! Don't let the negativity get into you and think about the positives sides. I am sure your friends love you just the way you are! You are worth it, love yourself the way you are.


Note: I am not good at comforting so it might feel a little a lot cringe


um ok so this is a mix of kinda happy n sad so:


im talking abt the pandemic so if ur sensitive to it dont open spoilers ty


also talking abt SLIGHT harm.


so my friend had contact w/ someone who has covid and i hung out with her recently so im REALLY SCARED i dont know what to do and just wanna cry but can't its really stressful for me to handle this especially in person school so i may be endangering others if i have covid but dont realize it n this is really hard for me not to swear but i wont do it for the sake of the server.


and the person i really want to talk to this abt hes offline bc its 3am for him 5hrs and i really like him bc hes just a really awesome person its hard to explain. we both have this bond and i think he likes me too but idk and the timezones dont even bother too much bc i text him during school sometimes which i can get in huge trouble for so thats cute. anyways hes just really cool and i wanna ask him if he likes me but i dont want it to be awkward if he doesnt like me and plus its long distance, etc. im just scared really bad and need something to do so i dont think of SH. i vented to another one of my friends, avery they're nonbinary but they need to go to sleep so thats cute. theese timezones kinda suck for me in ways. but like back to the guy i really like hes just someone i can go to and he'll always be able to get me to laugh a little by sending stupid selfies or whatever. idk what to do anymore love is hurting me x


@ wholesome of the day!


oh man ive been there


Okay I never ship real people but this is an exception


LMAO


i


JAKSJAKSA


how do u talk more in server when ur mentally incapable and also u left out? ive been so silent and its really bad cri


i cant talk to anyone in real life


its different for online


Hmmm idk say get into a conversation where you know you have an opinion on the matter


i would go get a covid test if possible


see if any urgent cares are open for walkin tests


I used to get left out of general chats but I would strategies to get more interactive


Oh yea I was supposed to get a test


Idk what happened to that


i got a test just yesterday


my parents wont take me to get a test unless my friend gets tested positive


thats cute


Okay I don't wanna talk about this in venting


but like all of thsi is stressing me out


anyway i would think about how much you value your friendship


all of it happens friday 13th


with the guy


he stuck thru with me from a 5 month drama


Yea it's like so difficult to ask something like that


and even my friends accused him being the acc we had drama with


and we've still talked


How he's ur lucky


Like we all need that one person


i wish i had that person


hes just generally cute idk what to do


i can barely speak cus everyone is silent or when i try to insert myself nobody answers


well bunni come join in what do u think they should do


bunni its ok i barley fit in with this chat so thats why im usually silent


Here anqel, from now on if you enter chat, I'll try to talk to you on a subject to see if anyone bound


Joins


i doubt they r more prone to talking to their group of friends so sigh


m trying my best here


can you guys add me i wanna make a group chat so we dont flood vent too much and dont wanna disturb the general chat


if thats ok


obv


I'll make the chat


but im not always around cus im not good at being active when im sad


Add meee


sent


my brain is likke head empty no thoughts except anime boys and food so:D


LAJDKAJSKA


sorry i was trying to


might spend the weekend watching the vampire diaries teeheee


i didnt see my discord


I have been losing the ability to empathise much and it's concerning.


MayXStar Being tall in this generation is normal, it's the personality and how you handle things that matters so please don't feel bad about something you can't control. All sizes are valid and gorgeous


Im 5'10 as well and was taller than any other of my classmates during 20092014


I'm getting irritable at my close friends. I just really hurt. She stopped calling me at night everynight. And found someone else. It hurts. She was like, Oh. I'm actually happy now. Like, wow. Cool. Thank you. Doesn't help me lmao. I'm hella depressed considering she is just dry with me now. Stuff hurts like a son of a person. Just. What the hell is wrong with me. WHy have I been more rude towards her, and I feel good doing it, then right afterwards, I feel remorse, and bad about it.


@ wholesome of the day!


im invisible


Nah


im invisible, i tell you.


you're not


i feel my body burning up with fire everyday


Happens to all of us unfortunately


im beginning to feel suicidal


my mental health is not stable anymore


Are there any other ongoing issues in your life or are people just ignoring you in general?


so many problems


2 of my cousins and uncles died


I'm sorry to hear that, i hope they're at peace


im not at peace though


i feel like choking myself


i want to kill myself


Does nobody irl give you any emotional support through this time?


my parents


are not emotionally supported as well


2 cousins on my father's side


and 2 uncles on my mother's side


died.


i wanna help them


You're doing your best right now and I'm sure they're happy for your efforts


I'm sorry if i said anything wrong


no, you didn't.


im just surprised even after venting im still not feeling any better


it just makes me feel more guilty and..


I just wish i could relate more so i can give you more specific advice other than keep being happy cause i can feel it's almost a impossible when 2 people from both sides passed away


It's not your fault they passed away, unfortunately life is like this. Anything can happen to any of us at a time we don't expect it


thanks, ig.


But it's always best to remember that even through a rough time like this, the light will shine through the dark and hope will always find you


It feels sucky and depressing right now but I believe you all can support each other as a family every way possible.


You shouldn't feel guilty for anything or overthink it with what ifs and so on. Life is unfair to everyone and the way we can survive it is by sticking together and emotionally being there for our loved ones


I understand you want to end it, but it would be more painful for your family if you do so. You don't know if your parents will be so broken and follow you as well


They'll blame themselves for your absence and will ty to do it too. Please fight through this time together and give them constant comfort. I'm sure they probably feel the same way as you but they're being alive to keep you all together and strong


I don't know what else to say cause I never experienced this kind of thing in my own family, but i want you all to be strong and emotionally supportive of each other.


Don't harm yourselves or think of anything bad, it'll only damage it more and hurt more of your relatives


Stay strong and the people here love you and are always here to comfort you. We believe in you


I just


I'm sure they will forgive you


If they are your friends they will understand and work things out with you:


They will forgive, they're your friends.


They'll definitely understand


Take the time to learn who you are, loving yourself is important in life and it can carry you s long way, some things like this will happen yes, but eventually it gets better and your friends will understand, I'm sure they worry about you and care for you


Then those weren't really your friend, or they acted out of anger, it can happen I'm certain but try to reach out after some time


If needed some space from eachother can be good. It gives you a chance to focus on yourself


I can be... annoying sorry but i need to vent something, i just... ugh i cant tell this.. i got a fight with the server where my friends that cared about me, i leaved the server but i feel regret, sadness and emptyness.. they we're my real friends i don't know what to do!... i just dont love myself and always asking why me?... please help i can't take this @ wholesome of the day!


I sometimes feel the same way... but it will be all ok, dont give up!


rough


TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ im so sorry that you feel that way, i used to feel that too...then, yes, your friends are made to support, and for your parents please give me an example, because it depends on what they do to you... and maybe they dont greet you because they think you need privacy? for your sister, its normal for a sibling to annoy their older sibling, she just wants your attention.. if you dont want to stay with them, call someone that could help you move out until you can live on your own, if you have contact with your grandparents please tell them what your parents are doing and they'll deal with it, for now stay with your friend and talk with them about it, she probably knows how to give you advice better than me


Thank you. I'll try to leave the house more to give myself some space and to have some fun with my friends but during the week I would do some gaming on my phone to pass the time but she took that away. I'm scared of her like in an unnatural way that shouldn't happen. SHe is my mum but the only reason I'm doing half ok at school is because I'm scared. I cried today which surprised me bcuz I can't remember the last time I cried. I just feel this deep pain and sadness inside


aw i hope you will feel better soon! we are all with you and will support you!


SO soon im going to come out to my family as Nonbinary, Could i get some encouragement? Im really nervous to do it but it needs to be said. @ wholesome of the day! Sorry for ping


Run to them yell it and run away:


I just feel like it needs to be said sooner rather than later


This is so normal idk why some parents look at coming out in any way as a plague or anything else


Have a sit down in a comfy place like the sofas or smth and just tell them that you have smth to tell them and not to over react. You want to make them feel like you aren't any different bcuz you arent but they may see it as a disgrace and tell them and see how they react to that like shocked or dissapointed and work on that


Thanks


It helps


I think im gonna do it


Wish me luck that they accept it


If they are happy then thats good but if they arent then you should see why they think its wrong


Goodluck!


expiredmilk Don't worry about it. Everyone here will love and support you no matter how bad or good it goes! Good luck. 3


i see you as valid, and i wish you the best of luck


Again thanks


I have my first therapy appointment today and i'm panicking because my parents have to come to the first one. I feel like if my therapist brings up a sensitive topic, they'll get mad at me or interrogate me on the spot. I hate being asked a bunch of questions at once or being asked for clarification under pressure, and i feel like i'll crack under pressure. I just need some encouragement: @ wholesome of the day!


Im really sorry for you having to go through this but I get the feeling, I just feel insecure and start getting nervous anytime my parents even mention my name, Maybe you could just keep quiet a little and maybe lie low? Then on your next visit without your parents you could tell your therapist that youre sorry for lying but you just don't like your parents being nosy and involved with every little thing, Sorry i couldnt be of that much help but I hope that you find an option and if you pick mine I would be flattered and I hope it ends up well.


Well,


I told em


I really want to thank you guys for the encouragement


They said they are proud of me


And they really like me coming out


Again, really thank you so much


I have my first therapy appointment today and i'm panicking because my parents have to come to the first one. I feel like if my therapist brings up a sensitive topic, they'll get mad at me or interrogate me on the spot. I hate being asked a bunch of questions at once or being asked for clarification under pressure, and i feel like i'll crack under pressure. I just need some encouragement:


liv Hey dont panick! It's okay, however the therapy appointment goes, it will go that way. I'm sure if you're parents start to interrogate you the therapist will stop them and tell them why they shouldn't. Don't worry! You'll be fine bb  And when the therapy appointment is done, you can tell me how it went in my DMs! Hopefully it goes well!


Good job expiredmilk!We're so proud of you


@ Milku I'm so sorry to hear that love I think its just your entire families really hurt about your dad leaving which is why your mom might be acting super over protective


Just try your best to have fun and always take care of yourself


Yes this may be impacting how you feel and how happy you are but in the end you control your happiness


Try your best to be positive and do things which you like to take your mind off of whats happening


Maybe try talking to your mom and brother about it? And if they don't listen just give them some time


I Almost Hung Myself The Other Day, The Feeling Of Not Being Wanted, Or The Fact I Never Fit A Girls Needs, And How Im Useless To Everyone And Not Allowed To Be Happy Is Just Gonna Push Me Off Edge One Day


@ Milku I agree with Misty


Silent Marsh Marsh, pls don't hang yourself or try to harm yourself in anyway, could you promise me that? I know it seems like a big promise, but many people love you. It may not seem like it, but many people do. You are wanted, if someone doesn't want you it's their problem. You aren't useless to people, pls don't think that, try to do things that calm you down or make you happy. We love you so much bb I know it may seem hard rn, and it may feel like nothing will get better, but it will. I thought that before when I had so so many things going on, but if we keep going it will get better. I love you so much


My Family Alone Has Tried To Kill Me In My Sleep, I Doubt It


And Im So Over It


Marsh, just know I love you so much. Yeah I'm just someone that's on the internet, but I do. If your own family is trying to kill you in your sleep you should try to report it. But pls, don't give up. It may not seem like your family loves you, but we do. I'm sorry for everything happening in your life. Pls don't give up, pls. Silent Marsh Sowwy for ping again


I tried to report it, local authorities dont believe me


If you ever need someone to talk to or let your feelings out, my DMs are always open.


Silent Marsh If your parents do anything else, or try to harm you, take a video secretly or get proof so that you can show the authorities what's actually going on.


It may seem as if the only way you can escape is by killing yourself but pls, it isn't, we have to stay strong. Could you pls do that for me?


I just want someone who would love and care about me and actually see me for who I am, and not who I could be


I can do that for you


Are You Sure?


Mhm


No One Wants To Stick Around Anymore So I Dont Know


I want to, Marsh


My friend still won't talk to me, it's been 4 days since we had a tiny argument ig. I'm trying to distract myself with other things, and it's working, but I want my bffl back. She's the only one that I could rlly talk to, I talked about what happened in my vent from a couple days ago. But she still wont talk to me. I tried giving her space and I tried approaching her but she still wont talk to me. I dont know what to do @ wholesome of the day! Sowwy for ping


Im Not Really Sure, But Im Thinking About Rumning Away, If Police Try To Come For Me, Ill tell them that Im not staying with a family who tried to kill me in my sleep, so they can stick me with a family who arnt Pyschos and I cant be found or Im gone


@ wholesome of the day!


omg what


No im just pinging the comment above


So that people can see it and help


I'll just delete mine then, sorry


mikachu Try talking to her mayb she might respond


After all bffs cant really stay mad at u forever


bb grill I did, she still wont respond


Oh


Did u try calling her?


mikachu it happens to me a lot, you just need to try and move on, she/he will obviously ignore you for so long, if you want to apologies do it, i dont usually do that.. i just wait until they apologies but do whatever you want


Do You Want To Move This To DMs Mikachu


bb grill Yeah, multiple times


Silent Marsh Sure


Hmm


@ Baby girl pls when ur quoting messages take out the ping


@ Baby girl can you please remove the venting helpers ping whenever quoting so no repings, also mika you have to move on, it happened to me, they prob are toxic


Yeah i think they a little toxic


Shes my bffl tho:c


I understand how hard it is to let go of your bffl but you have to do it


Its the best way


bb grill omg i forgot so sorry


It oky


I had a friend for 8 years and when we had an arguement i knew she was toxic so i stopped talking to her and move on, you dont want to be sad when she leaves so move on now


My friend still won't talk to me, it's been 4 days since we had a tiny argument ig. I'm trying to distract myself with other things, and it's working, but I want my bffl back. She's the only one that I could rlly talk to, I talked about what happened in my vent from a couple days ago. But she still wont talk to me. I tried giving her space and I tried approaching her but she still wont talk to me. I dont know what to do @.692408666330103968 Sowwy for ping


mikachu awe, I completely understand! I had friendship problems in the past, instead, I was the one not talking, I prefer waiting awhile so things can calm down, but, if they don't talk to you, then, that's a sign to move on, but, another thing is that they didn't block you, which is good! But, if they did, then, that's something bad, but, they didn't block you for the time period, so, they might want it to work out! I believe in you!3


mikachu how long has she not talked to u? Mayb its a sign that u should move on and find better friends


ShadOw Ty We're still friends on all socials


bb grill Shes hasnt talked to me for 4 days


Well try to dm her or give her a call


mikachu give it some more time, she might come back to u in a week prob


At that point if theres no answer or there is one but she be mean then its over


Calling doesnt work i dont think


Well at some point she has 2 respond to a msg


Mayb she will in a week


I think if ur bffl is mad at you u should give it a rest for probably a week


Its physically impossible for your bestie to stay mad at you


@!.674431628373917736 Ty We're still friends on all socials


mikachu mhm! You're welcome!


Silent Marsh noo why did u say that now im about to scroll up and see ur vent


Oky i wont if u dont want me 2


But whatever ur dealing w/ i hope ur oki


Idc if u do but plz try not to involve anyone else


Oky


I can't do this anymore I just want to give up. My exfriend talked about my bsf behind her back and denied it making me look like a liar, accused me of starting a rumour, got her friends to accuse me of it too, and got other people to deny it too. She's so popular, people will just believe everything she says. I just can't do this anymore. I just broke down into my other bsf's arms, in tears. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hope i'm not interrupting anything


@ wholesome of the day! up there


Ty everyone btw


@ Yuri You should probably not go to school for a while, tell your parents about it and make sure you and ur bsf comfort each other.


mikachu np


@ Yuri aw.. im so sorry.. try telling people what your exfriend did to you and maybe people will believe you, and you can cry, let it all out, keeping your pain inside is bad..


what always helped me when i was going through a lot was keeping a diary. keeping a dairy helps you let your feelings out in a safe way @ Yuri


@ Yuri You should also try talking to your bsf about the rumour thing and get her to realise that u didnt spread the rumour if she thinks that u did it Also confront your exfrend too, surely some people will belive you


@ Yuri okay, what she did was so stupid and hurtful, try to not go to school for awhile, tell you parents, tell some people what she does to you, maybe even tell your principle. Let your bsf and you comfort each other, I believe in you and your bsf!3


bb grill did u see the messages


Only a bit


Of them


bb grill um just look at ur DMs


Oki


@ Yuri If you can, try to record what your exfriend has been doing to you and show an trusted adult. Hope this helps!:D P.S. Your lucky that you have a bsf that trusts you


@ wholesome of the day!


Please help, soo sorry for the ping


Oh wow


@ Confront your mom about it, say they same things you said just now mayb then she might understand


cry it out luv:


that always helped me


Please dont let that stop you


You can do it, you can show her what is on your mind


She isnt a true mother


exactly


Go somewhere else if needed.


Im hurt, hurt a lot and its bad, and no I wont even be able to figure it out, not knowing that Im wanted dead, by my own family


Just another problem to the world


So I thought about leaving it


Yea Im am, just another unplanned disaster that not wanted


Lucky me


@ Nobody should ever go like that. All that negativity is trying to get into you. You should try to talk to a trusted adult about your problems it might help.


Yea to be at a girls disposal


and I don't have any trusted adults to talk to


Do you have someone that you trust that can help you?


To be at the end of a knife when I sleep


Yea I definitely have reason to be here


My Family Tried To Kill Me When I Was ASLEEP


Silent Marsh


You are worth it, love yourself. Think positively, try to do things you love, or to talk to someone about it.


I Have No One


I Have Nothin To Love, No One To Love, How can be positive knowing this


I might as well let my family complete their mission


No dont, if they are doing that you should call for help.


you are worth it! Keep going you have so much adventures waiting for you!


Whos gonna help, police dont believe me, I have no friends no other family


My next adventure will be the gates of hell


You have tried calling for help?


God stuck me here so he didnt have to deal with me


Just like everyone else


But who carez


Certainly not my family


Do you have any other relatives


How do you know? If you were asleep?


No


They either dont care or they are dead


Because they were loud, I woke up to a knife by my head


I screamed and it scared them


I should have kept sleeping


Who was holding the knife?!


My Mom


So you woke up to your mom holding a knife by your head?


Yes


Right and when you went to the police they didn't believe you?


No they said that I was probably mistaken some tree shadows


When did you go to the police?


so you didnt have any proof?


The next day


No I dont


Okay NEVER MIND ALL OF THAT


Why didn't you confront your family?!


Why didn't you run away from the house the same day?!


You're either so depressed that you wanted to die so you fell asleep or you're the world's slowest person


The police didn't believe you because you didn't go right away


Them trying to kill you is child abuse right now. You need to do something right now or it will get worse.


Logically speaking


If they really wanted to kill you then a scream wouldn't BUDGE THEM


They must have been hesitant


So you have to at least gather everyone in your house and confront your mom directly


Because you're lucky you're even with us rn


Your fate has not given up on you yet so don't even wait a second


Be aggressive and be angry


And grab a weapon just in case


this could all be a dream btw because sometimes dreams can blend into reality and I've had a similar thing happen to me and I was angry at my mom but at the end when I confronted her I knew I was just paranoid so please reconsider


Akiro did you ping @ wholesome of the day! ?


hmmm i got ping here.


my message deleted its self sorry


Yeah someone wrote a whole paragraph


Sorry about that emi


its fine


If you wanna you can send it in my dms


I can help


ArmyChickenWhisperer i want you for my sunday dinner


no its fine


Nooo


i will be fine


Okay so, This kid from my year said to my bsf I hope you fall and d!3..should I tell a teacher?..


yes


why does everyone have anime pfps and then I'm over here being a fictional character


You should tell the teacher.


Mikachu has left the server


Wh so many pings


Pancake if you don't wanna get pinged then go to deletedchannel and take off the venting helpers role because you're not helping anyone by complaining.


@ well have you tried inviting them to maybe watch a movie or play something with them because when you're watching a movie you can comment or make a joke about something in the movie giving you a subject to talk about and of you're playing maybe a game that requires you to talk like a quiz game or something then you will have to talk and the subject would be in front of you so you won't have to get out of your comfort zone to make up a subject


Hmm well maybe try to ask your mom first before you ask them


Like tell her that you wanna watch a movie with a friend and then if she says yes you can ask what time your friend is free then tell her that time


Try to find a good schedule so both your mom and your friend accept so when your friend builds a familarity with your mom you can just invite him whenever


because she thinks my friends are distracting me from my schoolwork


@ then invite them to do schoolwork together!


Come on be creative!


What did your mom say?


Well lie to her and tell her it's an important group project


Oop


Why?


Why doesn't want you to socialize?


Why aren't you getting your schoolwork done?


I really need someone to talk to right now and let myself out to. I don't have the courage to do it here.


Also Luke please wait till someone finishes their vent then you can vent or vent in my dms


Okay.


I can talk to you


Sorry.


No no you don't have to be sorry


I'll go


Nooo


Look we can chat in dms


No it's fine


Tell me what's up


Forget it


No it's not fine I saw the paragraph you wrote


8 lines of text is not fine


Come on you can tell me


Theres other people who have it harder. I'm not worth any of your guy's time.


I'm sorry for disrupting the venting.


Everyone have struggles and all struggles are worth listening to even tho some of them are worse than others that's why I told you to wait a bit


Your problems are as important as anyone's problems and they should be given the same amount of attention


Now please would you open up for me?


No it's okay, forget it. I'll just go take a nap or something.


Rejecting help is the worst way you can treat any problem


Fine..


Great! You can rant as much as you like in my dms and don't worry I have all the time in the world to listen


Okay, thank you..


Np!


@ if you want you can tell me about your mental illness we can maybe solve this problem


someone is ghost pinging me.


evertime i come offline and i come back i get a ping.


It's the venting helper role


who vented?


? Akiro


you're so funny get out.


who pings me oop


man I'm so blind


Venting helper


The role


anyways y'all matter and are precious buns. drink water, eat and stay safe


Indeed


I'll look at it.


Brb


i used to be so intimated by everyone who would be talking in main chat. i still kind of am but im getting better with it. i just hate how i cant hold a conversation or cant message chat without poofing like a minute later. i wish i wasnt so awkward with talking to people. i just want to make friends that's all i want but i cant seem to really do that


heheheheh i finally have cavities on my teeth after so many years of not having one yuh


i havent had cavities in like... 67 years


Domph you're not weird, being yourself is actually you being special.


from my experience most people dont like me all that much when im being myself.. usually i have to make up a complete different personality just for groups of people. i havent done it in this server cause i havent felt the need to but its still scary.


Treacy hey, you can talk to me if ur comfortable ''


tbh its hard to fit in sometimes


sometimes i get ignored in groups that i just feel like i melt away in the wall


i dont even feel like a person, i just feel like im an object in the background yuh


yeah same with groups im almost always the one that's just there, getting ignored. it's made it difficult for me to make friends cause i dont? really know how to be a friend.


@ wholesome of the day! not rlly a vent but i have this online friend on discord that I havent talked to in ages and hes like my brother and i wanna talk to him but im to ShYYY help


bb grill


Sorry for double ping


When quoting another member, remove the venting ping


Hello cuties I want to say that please do not vent for attention or bring up any serious topics like killing yourself, murder that may make anyone uncomfortable. If anything serious is happing like abuse please get off discord and call the police. Yes this channel is locked for people who dont want to see it but please do not talk about these topics. If you are having extreme suicidal thoughts or want to vent about very serious things please call a hotline. Here are the hotlines:


Suicide Hotline: 1


Crisis Hotline:


LGBTQ Hotline: 1


National Hopeline Network: 1


Self Harm Hotline: 1


Eating Disorder Hotline: 1


Rape Abuse Hotline: 1


find more here:


Thank you cuties for reading!


I must have freaked, I think I must have passed out


ImLoen


Dmn now I feel like its my fault all over again!


I passed out, and everyone is worried, I just need to sleep


Ok dm me, I am working on something but I will answer in like 5 minutes if that is fine with you


Dont scare people like that


Im soo tired I feel like I can close my eyes forever, I feel really weak rn tho


Gn guys


i used to be so intimated by everyone who would be talking in main chat. i still kind of am but im getting better with it. i just hate how i cant hold a conversation or cant message chat without poofing like a minute later. i wish i wasnt so awkward with talking to people. i just want to make friends that's all i want but i cant seem to really do that


Selinski you have me Bee! I'll always be here to talk to you


i've always felt the same way; i think the easiest way to get over that is exposure therapy! what's stopping you is most likely a fear of embarrassing yourself in front of a lot of people, which ties into a fear of being vulnerable, a thing that most people suffer from. a method of exposure therapy you could use is when the chat is dead say something that could start a conversation, like an interesting fact you learned that day or maybe an achievement you've made recently! that way, you get used to starting a conversation and keeping it, and you might get to meet some new people who have the same problem! so when the chat just happens to be dead, try that for me, ok? Newfeld


After another one of my friends leaving discord I feel alone. I know there are lots of people around me to talk to and I have lots more friends but I still feel lonely. I feel so lost, I had so much fun with this friend and I loved her personality but it is all gone now. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again, everyone I love I lose. What is next? Will I lose by boyfriend... he hasnt said anything for 3 days and I am worried, most of the time he tells me before he goes away or sends at least 1 message a day so I know he is alive. My 3rd friend on discord left me after her mom saw our dms, I was so close to her but of course she was the one that had to get her account deleted right after we had so much fun playing animal crossing together and talked for hours In call. Well at least I have some friends? Most of my friends ignore me now but it is better than nothing, friends I felt so close to now seem like strangers. I feel like I am in a simulation, being controlled by someone else. All my emotions are fake, they just want to see me suffer losing every friend one by one.


@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping cuties


ImLoen hey, sorry for ping, I know how it feels when you lose great friends and awesome people and start feeling alone, I never had friends except for my 2 siblings when I was young. Maybe they need a break from something or they're having a hard time at home. If you need friends, I can be your friend, don't forget there are 7.6 billions of people around the world. Again I'm sorry for ping.


Seasonal depression sucks but I guess that finding out its seasonal is nice


So you know that itll end


i've always felt the same way; i think the easiest way to get over that is exposure therapy! what's stopping you is most likely a fear of embarrassing yourself in front of a lot of people, which ties into a fear of being vulnerable, a thing that most people suffer from. a method of exposure therapy you could use is when the chat is dead say something that could start a conversation, like an interesting fact you learned that day or maybe an achievement you've made recently! that way, you get used to starting a conversation and keeping it, and you might get to meet some new people who have the same problem! so when the chat just happens to be dead, try that for me, ok? Ita


small rock yeahyeah i can try that thankyou!


dont worry about it!


can uh


ImLoen how do you feel now, need me to dm you?


can i go now?


nvm


okay ill go now


Sorry if I pinged you at the wrong time loen


tbh ive been kind of lonely and depressed today, i dont know why. i feel like its because someone told me i own too many servers and i need to delete some, because honestly i spent a lot of time on those servers and still am. i've always been bullied not really for making too many servers because literally they ALWAYS'DIE' RIGHT AWAY, but i do want to become a big discord developer... i just dont know how.


not pinging because not really important


okay reading that over


that made no sense


lemme redo it


there


hey its fine, if you love doing discord servers and people are letting you down for it, bad for them! they are jealous because honestly iys nit easy to create a server, so they dump all that jelousy right at your face. i know its hard because trust me ive been told this before, but dont listen to them. dont let others manipulate you into giving up something you like. i know this might not help, but i hope it does.


dont listen to them, keep toxic ppl away


points at bin


they belong there for making you feel bad for something you're passionate about


i agree


thank you 3


np 33


i love helping people and making them feel better about themselves, it makes me happy


but, is it ok if i ask for help too?


i know its dumb, like it really is, but i dont know what to do or feel about myself


Root Absolutely


ok..im sorry to overload everyone with this but, here, i need to get this off my chest:


time t have a memntal break dwon about my volllume nioot workinng


splatwo your volume isn't working?


nope


i cant hear my spotify songs


cant call my friends


is it your phone or your earset?


i know it's a hard time but i promise you will be okay


its my chrome book


im not even using earbuds


my volume is turned up all the way


aaa


it'll be okay


maybe its because of your proxy?


sometimes you need to update it


so things on ur computer can work


could be also if the device is old or the system overworked


whats a proxy


uhh


its like


ehh


its hard to explain


o k


but if you go on spotify and go to settings


click on advanced settings


and you will see ur proxy


search the word up if you want too


Hey, you are a wonderful person. Don't feel like that you're amazing! Mistakes are important in life, it's like a new adventure to get back up! Maybe talk to your family about your feelings, they might help you and it might make you feel a lot better!


i'm always here if you want to talk  just know that i totally understand what you're going through, i know that sometimes we fall into the mindset that making mistakes means that we're stupid or that we're a disappointment. But know that their are people around you that are very proud of you and that they love you.


Idk whats happening to me so please someone explain


I keep counting my blinks


And I do it over and over


and like i keep checking the door


Even tho i know its locked


If i dont do it I feel like uncomfortable like if i dont keep checking my blinks


I asked some one they said it might be OCD then another said Anxiety so I am confused


Please someone help me clam down. Today has not been my day. This afternoon I tried to watch the lil nas x concert on Roblox since I was super excited to watch it yesterday but I couldn't so I tried it today. It worked, for a minute untill it teleported me to the pre concert no matter how many times I rejoined. Seems like it happened to others around me as well. So I ended up having to watch a live stream of it. When I thought my day couldn't get worse, it did. I was trying to draw the eyes for my XD meme I finished everything else for 15 minutes and I just couldn't get it. I got so frustrated but I didn't show it at all. I felt like throwing myself and my phone off the balcony making sure we both break and just wanting to fly away like a balloon, far away untill I pop.


Molang Bun bon thank you, I wish I couldve responded earlier but I wasnt available, Im really grateful for all these comments, they make me so happy. Once again, thank you, this cheered me up and I will talk to my family, u dont know how much I needed this


liv thank you, Im really happy that I read these comments and that people care for me, once again, Im really grateful, thank you.


stay safe cutie


thank you, you too


ProbablyAnne hey its fine, I promise it will get better, everyone has these bad days just like me a few hours ago. I just came from a walk with my family and it calmed me down not having to think of everything else, just me being me. I dont know if this might help, but I hope it does, just relax, I know it may not sound easy but a break form all of this can help and help you calm down. We are all here for you:


i need to vent ig to someone whos good with relationship advice? please and ty


wish i could help even though i'm late.


Sorry for any spelling mistakes I dont rlly wanna spell check all that.


The face was to make fun of my mental disorders btw:


How nice of her


i don't think it's right to keep dogs cramped up into small areas/places or cages and they should be trained to not attack other animals maybe you could talk to your sister about training the dog. dog's dont automatically know better not to attack, etc and maybe if your sister does not agree to train the dog then you can maybe try to do it yourself but just a suggestion and if you do decide to train it then you can ask me any questions. i'm technically a certified veterinarian.


Yeah. She doesnt let anyone let the dog out unless its herself her gf or my mom. And she hates being told to train her.


The thing is she hasnt trained that dog AT ALL


It was mostly her gf


The only place Finny can run around is our backyard which isnt even an acre


could take the dog to a dog park:0


Again, she shouldnt be around other dogs with how aggressive she gets:/


She still takes her to dog parks like once a month tho


i understand that but i'm not really sure how to stop the dog from biting/attacking because all dogs react differently


Yeah I mean thats my sisters issue until Finny seriously harms puppy then its also gonna be my issue cuz I love puppy. My problem is the fact that my mom took my sisters side after she clearly made fun of my mental disabilities and now my moms tryna act like it never happened


i get that, must be painful but i say ignore them and don't let it get to you


Yeah. I normally would have TW self harmed but this time I didnt I just slammed my door and my mom yelled at me. Only me tho cuz my sister can do no wrong


i'm glad you did not do that


Thank you


of course! you are definitely worth alot so def ignore your family


Please don't hate your siblings because your parents might prefer them more than you, it's not their fault


Better yet make them love you and love them so they protect you from your parents since they're the preferred one


This person is correct, it is not your sibilings fault that your parents are having favoritism amongst you, nor is it your fault. Parents shouldn't so such a thing as it destroys a child mentally and I am deeply sorry that this goes on, I hope that one day, you can prove to your parents that they had made a mistake in doing so.


Sherlock you have me Bee! I'll always be here to talk to you


rei i didnt see this before thankyou luke


Can't you just call me by my name instead of this person


Akiro I she made fun of my mental disabilities what?


She told me my stepdads death was my fault


She is 19


And Im 14


Hmm.


She hasnt rlly had anything happen to her.


You really think a 19 year old doesn't have a mental illness in 2020


LMAO


Be real


She's probably hiding it


Yeah, she isnt diagnosed with anything and shes never been thru anything traumatic so idk


Pfft yeah she did


She went through a traumatic event called 2020


LMFAOOO


Anyone who's over 18 probably lost their jobs or something


Or something had happened to them


Shes actually never been fired. She resigned once cuz her job for closed down tho


Hmm


I dont know. She always feels bad when she makes my mom cry tho


Thats rlly it


How about you just go and ask her


She would beat me


Genuinely


Ask her did you go through any traumatic events?


2020 every second:


but wait, there's more


my attempt to be funny and hopefully make someone smile, thank you. Imma head out


Yeah no. She would probably think I was rlly weird and her gf would be a bh about it cuz her gf is rlly self centered


Lexy congrats you got your answer she's mentally fricked up if she lays a finger on you after you ask her this simple question


Yep


She once slapped me cuz I tried to call my mom on the house phone


Yes she is


I am too:


Hmmm


You could go full evil mode and start making gay stereotypes about her


But that's just homophobic


Oo


It didnt load


Well how about you just ignore the heck out out of her


Like she doesn't exist in your house


Thats normally what I do


I dont leave my room a lot thats why


Great and if she insults you then insult her back


I got to go


What does she normally do when you're around her?


i'm always hungry for some reason and this past week all i've done is consume food so much and now i feel like i've eaten to much. i'm used to working, coming home and sleeping and then still sleeping at night so i do not usually eat alot rarely eating but even if i eat a huge meal maybe not even half an hour later i then remain hungry again and i don't think it's healthy but from what i know i could just burn calories faster than most people even if i'm just laying down. i'm just confused on why i'm constantly hungry @ wholesome of the day!


Maybe stomach worms


i don't know how i could get that though


I'm not so good at helping but, it could be depending on your growth of course, maybe it's because as you grow your body needs more energy aka food


What have you been eating


Have you been eating out?


i don't eat out


Hmmm


i don't eat meat


i rarely eat meat.


Zara. . yeah i know about that i just keep thinking me being hungry constantly is a bit overdoing


Growths whatever its called? It sounds like burt idk how to spell it lmao. aes


Give her some time alone


Maybe a week


By giving her some time I don't mean ghost her


I mean just think of her as a friend for a week


Lexy Growth Spurts


Then if she doesn't change or she gets worse maybe take some time and actually talk to her about her feelings but don't make her feel like you know what's up just ask her what's up or how is she feeling today


Tell her you'll die before me with a sinister smile


Akiro she'll kick me out of the house:v


Shxrtz. then tell her I won't cry at your funeral with a sinister smile


Have you asked yourself why?


@;; no


That's just dum


Yeah but we gotta know why


Look sometimes it might look like everyone else is wrong but it's actually you


So let's hear why


So


Menma


Why are you here?


No like did you wanna vent?


i am lurking here


o no


just me hovering here


I just set this chat's notifications to all so I always am watching


Akiro same


It has been like that for 2 months


ALWAYS watching


o


no no no


not in a weird physco way


I just like helping others


i am very mentally stable and have alot of experience so ya i help people to


Idk why but helping others really helps me mentally


Tbh who isn't depressed after 2020?


But nah I just feel cold inside but when I help others I feel warmth


It's a pleasent feeling


i cannot find my charger


it ran away


And when someone makes up bullshyt I don't hesitate to call them out


I just feel like my blood boils when someone makes up a story to get attention


Yeah because they vent over other venters who are actually in real need to talk to someone but when they see the shyt they make up they think that they should just keep it inside of them because other people are having it worse than them


I never understood why someone would make a whole story about them suffering just for attention


Like dude we give help here


It's like going to the doctor and telling him you have fake symptoms


You'll get a useless medication


Shxrtz. damn what was it?


And why didn't you post it?


Nu let's help Ayumi


Actually


Yes


I need your help


I want you to help me by not saying k


Ever again


Because it triggers the hell out of me


Shxrtz. please do not cry


Shxrtz. no post it here


Come on


yui hug Shxrtz.


there there


@;; reminds me of my ex


Yeah she too


Nah I've moved on hehe


I now have a bf instead:3


Shxrtz. and please post your back story we wanna help you!


@;; nice


Just pooost ittt


Good


Well toxicity spreads like the plague


Eh when I was 6 I met a boy that I really liked we became bffs and after a year, after the summer break of school... He joined my bully's group and started bullying me together


Male


Why?


Oh yeah I don't have role


S


Lemme get those


Ping me in like 30 seconds okay?


Please


ok


Akiro


Done


Thanks!


europe


Europe


just seen ur roles that ur from europe


i didnt get all my roles


Shxrtz. anyway about your friend, don't let her drag you down! The fact that she was corrupted easily means that she doesn't have a strong good will, but you didn't change so that means you're a good soul so please don't let her put your self esteem down and ignore her because she will wake up from that corruption and she will regret everything she's done to you.


i usually always leave out my location and age


aes eh nobody is gonna guess that I live in France and come get me if I put eu as my location


In fact nobody is gonna get me if I say I live in France


@;; no, it just means you like that song so yeah it's normal really


i listen to a song over and over bc i like it


@;; you like lewd animes?


You like romcoms?


UwU


uwu


woah


@;; then watch Uenosan wa Bukiyou


It's super funny and cool


Np


owo


Yeah


Why?


Saix stop spamming please.


..sorry


And the bad thing?


No not really


I have a very devoted bf


I know but it's bad because they would think I died if I don't talk to them for a day


Thank you!


Okie have fun and we all will someday:


i know right


i absolutely agree


i like how were chatting in venting


Hmm


Time for me to vent about some people in the server Hehe


go ahead


i mean compliments boost self esteem.


I understand but acting super wholesome with someone who wants to die or lost hope in living won't help


Did I say I hated you?


Here's your answer


Akiro i see what you're saying and i completely agree


It actually makes it worse


Because like imagine you try to get advice but people start giving you compliments and acting wholesome with you without even asking you any further


You'll feel like they just don't care


It's true


I've been in that situation before and those people literally didn't do shyt to help me they just made me think that they don't wanna deal with me or with my vent


ok, goooddayy


Nice talking to to you too


Akiro i get that and i now realize alot of people simply compliment only and dont try to help but some people do compliment then give advice, doing both.


Well I don't really compliment or give advice


You see those people who compliment are those who attract bullshytters


I dig into the problem and stick to the person so we could solve it


Usually if someone is bullshytting they won't go through all of that pain for some attention


again, i honestly agree and don't know why i didn't think of saying any of this before


same


Like the first thing they do when they see a girl venting is ask HeY wAnNa tAlK aBoUT THis iN dMs?


simps are cringe


Very


they let the girl vent to them in dms then soon be friends with them, yadayada then try to hook up with them


Anyway nvm that pervert


I'll go watch some YouTube


Cya later


cya!


theres a lot of more stuff i couldve added, but im really just tired of having to deal with so much at this point. no one has to help me or reply to this, i just wanted to let my feelings out. thank you.


im sorry if it not much, but thank you. your words really do mean a lot to me! 3