liv Don't be. I'm sure you're parents care about you. If you feel this way, try and talk to them about this. Ask them to comfort you. You'll get through your troubles sweetie


I did but shens cooking


and she says that i cant be scared all the time


she also said If i dont get them we wont have food which isnt true btw


istu It's not normal but not uncommon at the same time. Being gone for a long time can cause you to forget a lot of things. The best thing to do is to just roll with it. You can try and restore it by just talking with the people you used to know.


AutumnLeaves Just don't go. Your sister probably has anger issues and you shouldn't do everything she says. If you do basically anything for her, it'll get worse and she'll be more aggressive knowing that you can't dismiss her.


shes refusing to go with me


no my parents are at work


she says she cant go with me because


no she still wants me to go out before the fries get cold”


because were gonna go somewhere and she has to pack up her clothes”


their gonna come in 2 hrs


shes saying i have to be braver


just


don


Im crying in my bathroom


i got 1 leaf and she screamed because i got the wrong one


she said if i didnt she was gonna lock me outside


wth


call your parents


yea but my sisters outside


shell hear


well outside in my living room


text them


ring the call but don't make them answer it


it'll get their attention


ok ty


those are not real friends


real friends, they can tell when something is wrong


real friends, they stick by you and know who you are


but they are nice most of the time


real friends will immediately drop everything to even a boy just for their girlfriends


we just fight a lot


fight over what?


and i want to not fight but they keep on going about things that happened like 5 years ago


me leaving gcs


How long does it take for you to recover from those fights


we never do


they always bring it up again


Then you dont deserve them and they dont deserve you


but


aw


do you love them too muchm


they are my irl friends and arent always like this


then their fake, I think


Im like what 16 and enjoy watching my little pony


I once quit a job and left a note for being treated unfairly


and they harassed me, got their accs deleted


realized that I was fine without them


I usually ate dinner alone hated being with ppl


and when my dad told me to eat with him bdcause we havent in a long time


i had this urge to eat by myself


really i just liked talking to my online friends because at that point they were my family


bisexual or not they were pretty much my sisters


i too am currently all up in my feeling because pf a simple mistake


HOLY OMG


i thought it was my friend who left on her own


but it was my other friends fault because she said she should


ok nvm


i delete vent


Repost.


I've given in. I'm done talking to her. I'm done being used. I'm done being played with. I may be sad. But at least I can go back to being myself again. I'm sick of this stupid constantly depressed version of me. People cause this to happen. I'm not depressed much when I'm alone. But life continues and things move on. I think things will be better this way... I thought things could've been good but, ig I was wrong


oh my god now my friend thinks im guilt tripping


ImLoen how so..?


i said i was having a bad day


That isn't


to the friends that got mad at me for leaving a group chat


then one goes guilt tripping


You saying you're having a bad day isn't guilt tripping, they should be trying to understand your position instead of making it worse by being mad


They would just tell my parents I am ignoring them and that wouldn't be good


I don't know why both have my mom in their contacts


Why do they even have your mom as a contact;;


to stalk me?


That's very unsettling in my eyes


now she is just bringing up everytime i made a mistake


i dont have the guts to do the same though


at least i said sorry everytime unlike her


now she is guilt tripping


she is saying how everyone hates her when they dint


and how I am everyones favorite


n


cri


and i dont think she will say sorry ever


I feel like no one is ever around 90 of the time. Like what does it take to feel included in this world? I feel like a literal ant compared to ppl because no one wants to chat with me. I get pushed over for staff convos, weird things i can never understand because i'm not crazy enough and too normal to understand things amusing and awkward, an things not relating to my age or things i can't afford or bothering being able to have and get left out. I already have enough social anxiety and it make it worse when no one even bothers speaking to me. I feel like I shouldn't try talking or fitting in sometimes. I get bored of myself because i never have anyone to talk to...I feel alone and isolated to myself. I just sit in silence waiting for that one moment when the earth can finally say let's have a chat shall we? you need one rn. I thought friends were there to support you, not say they're all guilty. It's like they don't want to actually understand. Sometimes I'm left out a lot on purpose. I can sit next to them and ask to talk and they'd say sure, yet walk away to go sit with someone else at another table. So basically irl and online life is horrible.


Mar i told you to stop callin me no one


jaisy is supreme wdym? that's a general statement


you make me feel bad about even venting


i should probably reread it in case it says everyone though


i kinda mispell a lot tbh


no i wrote wrong, i meant no one


ohhh


i wanna chat wif u:


sure let us chat


That doesn't help my case here but ok?


I mean you all got upset over it and say to speak directly about ppl's feelings


So it kinda makes me feel super bad about myself


Like I legit said I can't say how I feel because everyone thinks I make them feel bad when really I only wish to feel welcome sometimes, and no one understood that..not even irl. So it's not making ppl feel bad if you can't really even try doing that. I can't really talk in dms anyway. I even try with irl friends. I usually get toxic responses or no response at all


Well, that happens with me too. Honestly I don't communicate with irl friends well but we have fun a lot together. I do consider them friends but they are either the best friends ever or not good friends at all. This probably won't help since I had like no topic, but I'm kinda just talking.


It's alright


I just feel bad about myself now because people can literally say talk in dms, try getting into a convo, or don't make ppl feel bad. Yet make me feel bad about myself when they say it. First how can you expect someone to be in a convo they aren't knowledgeable about, and secondly, you can't say don't make ppl feel bad if they already feel that way. So it isn't entirely anyone's fault. Like how are you going to tell someone in a vent to tell them in dms if you're here to help ppl


I don't get life anymore


it's all so confusing. and my irl friends all ignore me. they told me they would text me and never do, and that was 2 weeks ago


do u reach out a lot?


yeah i have my irl friends on instagram, but usually i get left on seen


oh


well i suggest that you reach out more, and dont try to change yourself


i cant give much advice since i have huge empathy and i am currency experiencing that too


i could reach out, but i don't get much support in doing so a lot. i mean i even asked teachers about it and like being more engaged in the school but like they kinda shut me down a lot


so it's like eh


Mar Okay I'm super late to this but I still feel like I need to say this.


Nothing I say is solid and I'm probably making a lot of mistakes writing this. Be a little confident. And I don't mean confident as in bursting into the spotlight, just confident enough to say things. Maybe try and talk about something you like. Uh, speaking of that. I actually do want to know what your likes and dislikes are. Back to what I was explaining, I understand you don't have a mindset to be in weird conversations that generally happen. Social anxiety itself is a horrible thing to have. One thing you can look out for is if you're being to harsh or to honest on yourself. If youre really honest with yourself, you may realize you probably feel invisible because youve kind of checked out of your own life. Enjoy some hobbies. It's cool to have a hobby or two. Plus, it'll give you something to talk about as well. I know how people can make you feel bad because you simply stated these things but that's just a part of making mistakes. People being subjected to things like this could react differently and spontaneously.


Last thing, you still deserve to be visible. I'll just take this last part to say that you're a wonderful person and I really appreciate you for helping people. This may not have helped you, but I hope you'll feel better.


good advice


Not really,I just realized the writing mistakes


uhhh warning because im going into a LOT of detail


so my mom was working 3pm 12am for halloween


and my brother was going to a party


so it was just my nana and i home


we decided to watch some movies and order wendys


and uh


i kind of


ate too much


and threw up twice


it looked like chunks of fries in hot chocolate on the floor


i missed the toilet


so its all over the floor


i have no clue what to do


i havent thrown up in a while so uh


i dont know what im doing


i feel kind of bad because my old nana has to clean up my mess


im such an idiot


and im not pinging because i kinda dont need help for this one


splatwo Mistakes can happen. You shouldn't feel bad sweetie. It's just a simple oopsie. All you have to do is just calm down and apologize for it. You'll be alright


It's okay stella. You didn't know. We can never control how our body reacts to certain foods. It's okay if you felt sick, it's nothing to be afraid of. If you think you're not feeling well have a glass of water and try to relax a bit. I'm sure she doesn't mind cleaning the mess. We all get sick from time to time.


;; been drinking water?


Not really


AAAHHH MY VENT IS THAT I KEEP GETTING PINGS FROM VENTING EVEN AFTER THEY TOOK IT OFF AND LIKE I CAN'T TAKE IT OFF EITHER FOR SOME REASON AND I FEEL LIKE EYEBHRJDJRJEHR I HAVE TO COME HERE EVERYDAY AND MY CURIOUS ASSS IS LIKE omfg everyone here is sad... And then I'm also sad... And then I have a bad day


i


SLEEPY Removed it


i feel scared of my mom and i still do


i dont like her threatening me if something doesnt go her way


i even had a breakdown how scared i am and i told her i have many symptoms about something and she just made fun of it and called me delusional


i cant run away


i cant hide


i cant face her


what do i do? @ wholesome of the day!


i get punished


i tried


Look at yourself then...how much will you fear someone...


At some point you have to get brave


my parents and family are the only thing that provoke unstable feelings


to my friends, they didn't ever see me really mad and stuff


Then you just got one option bear with them till the time you get on your own feet


And then leave...


At some point your mom is wrong too! You just have to get courage to face her! Talk to your friends!


i did talk to her


it's like im talking to a wall or something


she feels bad


but she doesnt do anything


about it


Then be with yourself! Take care of yourself...


Remember the only person with you is you yourself


Don't lose yourself for the sack of others...


Idk if I even helped but be as good as you are now!


Okay okay I have a crush on someone I've known for months but. Tbh. I'm really terrified about it..if I confess, I risk tension. If I don't confess, I'll never know..


thank you Amey


@ Josaiah!


Confess! You should confess! But before that look for signs if he too loves you...hope you will get along with him


tbh this server is like


it has great and caring members


and its very active


and the community is very loving and kind


@ wholesome of the day! My sister always calls me ugly, and I am starting to believe it. I dont wanna believe it but I am:c


no u r nawt


everyone and everything except for poop is PRETTY AND CUTEE


you are cute


splatwo yus


dont believe your sister bc she has no brain


Just cut it off for a sec...everyone is good looking and everyone is ugly! No one has a right to judge you when they are the same as you!


I dont wanna believe but I am


no you aren't


hm true she wears glasses


oop


Even if you are then what? Your heart is pure that's what matters


yes u are pretty


ty, but sometimes I feel like a burden well like my religion catholic I do like believe in it but Im not sure if I believe it


That's fine


like I am catholic but not a serious catholic


that is ok


It is in you if you want to have it or not


like I do believe in it but I dont know if I believe it


My sister always calls me ugly, and I am starting to believe it. I dont wanna believe it but I am:c


AutumnLeaves


don't believe her, no person is ugly. It also goes for you, you are a very beautiful person, do not believe the negative things that people say


I'm back to venting but if someone calls me a girl again, just because I sound and look like a girl, I'm going to eject them into the sun. Yes, I may be genderfluid and use any pronouns but I feel like using he/him or they/them pronouns. If I feel like using she/her pronouns people will Know because I will Tell People.:


@ Josaiah! Awee bb, im sorry whoever calls u a girl send them to me


I will fight them so hardcore


and tell them to stop messing w you


Ty Ashli ilysm!


@ wholesome of the day! Tysm cuties for helping out! You guys are truly blessings to sayumi


np! @ Ashi On Break


Ofc!


Everyone deserves help


Agreed when people need help they deserve it:3


ofc!


i dont have time to read this much, but i read some and if shes dming you bad things then make a new account or block/report her.


alright.. thanks for the advice


Nev you are literally too sweet to deal with the jerks who constantly bring you down so much


I have an advice i wish it could help you


hey, its okay. You probably hear that a lot, but its good to vent. You dont deserve any of that bullcrap. just keep pushing threw ok? Because i know you'll find someone who'll care for you, you just haven't found them yet. I apologize that happened to you. Think about it this way, you've come this far, and you'll still fighting threw all this crap. You just need to ignore them. I know thats kinda hard, but its the best for you. You should know that theres people who care a lot about you. They dont deserve someone as amazing as you. Stay strong, ok?


im really sorry if that isn't helpful, i tried my best dhfow


If you don't want to be rude with her, just block her on the social media and keep your distance from her


It's normal, don't feel that your weak


You're stronger than you can imagine


Be yourself and be happy, don't think about idiots beacause they don't want to be nice with you


Ignore them


I Hope my advice helped you Neve


And don't forget that we are here for you sweetie


Neve Honestly, you should just go talk to him. You absolutely know that he'll listen to you and that could help you. If you feel like you need to speak up to him, go for it. You won't be wasting any of his time since we're talking about you and you're well being. As for your friends, you should just block or even report them. If you respond to any of their shenanigans, it'll just result in more psychological damage. For now, you should look out to yourself. Minimize the time you go on your phone. Exercise, cook, write, draw, etc. Do any kind of activity that will help your mental health. You can do this Nev. You're a person that deserves love too


thank you everyone so much for all the lovely msgs c':


Ok I shall now give my advice now that I've had dinner


Np Nev


I remember what you said before about them talking bad about you. That's so insulting you're too nice to deal with those kind of people. I don't think talking to your friend is a bad thing. If you trust him you should tell him about it. Since he's older he can give you a lot of advice and try talking to the people who bullied you through social media. A lot of older people, like most of us, have dealt with that kind of bullying before at least once, so we can give you help through experience. And being nice to them when you dealt with it was a good choice. At least now they can't say they were victims because you were rude to them, and try to mix the story around a bit. If you can take screenshots also that's a good choice. And you can report it to your school. That kind of thing can easily get students suspended or expelled and it isn't okay to deal with it alone. I'm really sorry about your personal issues with parents and I do hope it gets better. Just hang in there and it'll all get better soon. You're a good person and you shouldn't have to deal with it.


thank you so much qt


ill try my best


You're welcome


Im not gonna vent right now but I want to leave a quote here.


Something Ive learned about bodies is they dont define who we really are. They are just temporary. I know it seems impossible but try not to expect shallow people to love you. They dont even have the capacity to understand how amazing you are. Everyone is deserving of love. Everyone. ”


Melanie Martinez


Hhh Im really upset with my friend today for a dumb reason she normally is totally fine with these situations but today shes just being really really annoying and I want to tell her but it feels dumb because it is but Im just really upset with her and dont want to tell her


Thanks for the advice


this happened years ago, but the main character are me when i was 79 and a neighbor who was 1214 and trigger warning cause it might mention rp3 in it im not sure


so one day i was at home after school and my grandma babysit this boy, ill call him mark. mark always kept saying he had a crush on my which made me uncomfortable cuz i didnt like him back but i said i did cuz i didnt wanna hurt his feeling.


so after school, he came, and my grandma went to sleep bc she was tired and always took care of kids and i was in my room watching tv and he walked in and said something along the line of do you like me?” and i was hesitant and said ..yes..?” and he was trying to get on my bed but i backed away and was rlly uncomfortable bc i didnt know what he could do so i fell off the bed after he kept going and ran to my grandmas room and woke her up, i never told her what happened but she stopped babysitting him after


idk what he coulda done but i wanted to get it off my chest


@ wholesome of the day! sorry for the pong if i interrupted you with something;


tell someone you trust


like


a parent


or guardian


tell someone or tell the cops if you're very uncomfotable


uncomforatbel


omg i cant spell


but plese tell someone


please


I don't mind the ping at all it's what we're here for. It's perfectly normal to tell someone about mixed emotions. You shouldn't have to hide them, and waking up your grandmother before something bad happened to you was a smart choice. I know it happened years ago and you're super hesitant and afraid but you shouldn't be. If you feel like something bad can happen please tell your grandmother and your parents/guardians as they are the ones who take care of you. You aren't alone in those situations either. We all have things that have happened to us, on accident or on purpose, that was never meant to happen due to us being afraid, and everyone hides it. It's totally normal to feel out of place but you shouldn't be because we all care about you.


thank you all


idk why but im really disappointed that my old crush is going to a all boys high school


I was venting in this server and someone dmed me basically saying how they have it worse and I shouldnt be complaining because people have it worse and that I should be happy with what I have and not be selfish. I told them sorry for your problems and I hope you get better soon and they replied with a no no word you, it is all your fault What did I do, why is it my fault, I have never even met them before.


Also my boyfriend has very horrible parents and I am very worried that his discord account will be deleted or something will happen to him. I just want to fly over to Arizona and see if he is okay.


Also this problem made me remember a similar situation in the past when I was in a very bad state. Now I feel like I was a few months ago and all my progress is gone. I want to cut again and I feel horrible.


@ wholesome of the day!


ignore them


theyre just trying to get you to pay attention to their problems


clearly from that theyre a selfish person and only care about their own problems


Should I block them?


ImLoen You arent selfish for venting about one of your problem. Its okay to vent about small things, because everyone feels different about certain things. And you arent selfish at all.


Maybe you shouldnt bc people can lash out at other people because of their problems, its a common thing


Ok


Also thank you


I hope I could help


Np


have a hug dear


Neve Calm down. Sit down and breathe. Ignore the problems you're currently having and think about something else for at least 10 minutes. It'll clear off your mind. Improving isn't something people can easily judge. It takes time to change/erase a bad habit/forget something. And it also varies from person to person. Never be afraid to try and improve. Even if people think you're not improving or it won't work, don't mind them. You only have yourself to focus on. As long as you see eventhe slightest change, you don't need to feel ashamed. Reward yourself, pat yourself in the back, and feel relieved once you've improved. It'll motivate you more. Remember that no one can just change in one day. I am here to support you.


mariri tysm


my'friends' and i recently got into a huge fight.


basically one of them named... jay called me something as being a joke, and i took it the wrong way. so i called them a name, and since i was the co founder of the server i threatned to take their admin away. they told me i should kill myself or something like that, and then they blocked me. then unblocked me, just so i could see their status's or smthn. but jay changed her status to shut the f up i don't give a sh, and audreee nam changed her status to she left the server because she has'anger issues' or idk i was really tired last night


i tried apologizing and it didn't work


i need helppp


update: jays status has now changed to what you gonna do about it? make me mad? go on make me mad


@ wholesome of the day!


that's not very nice


stella dear have a hug


Yes it is not!


Maybe you should really tell them that you misunderstood that...


i trieddd


Honestly, you should take their admin away and just stop talking to themblock them. They arent real friends and you should not come in contact with toxic people.


splatwo Just ignore them. Block them yourself. They're just there to put you down. It may be a misunderstanding and, at first, your fault. But if they were calling you names as a joke, they should've just told you it was a joke. Honestly, they look like a bunch of dummies. They're overreacting on a simple misunderstanding. Just stay away from them. You don't need to worry.


she said not until nam accepts my apology hbdf


Maybe they are hurt...but it is kidda toxic!


splatwo ara ara, that's a bullshii


Yes it is


What happened? Mar what did you typed?


I cannot remember


I type long stuff


oof


It wasn't bad dw


Nvm back to that...you should just block them as misunderstanding can happen to anyone


nvm then i guess..


maybe someone can check logs


Or else if they are close to you then try telling them what happened to you...


It's fine! Maybe bot got angry on mar!


mhm i agree


ack


I just go now...


update: look in media because i think i made a huge mistake


@ wholesome of the day! because i cant send photos here


btw theres swearing in the photos so uhmm i'll also say it here


so i sent her the photos of y'all helping me and she kinda raged ig and said'''cant take me and nam's fing joke'


Why did you just send the picture anyways? The person at side would say that thing!


Ofc after knowing what is going they will say it...and blocking is not a part of joking as of I see


A screenshot of help?


It's fine! I am just saying it...


btw sorry for ping


it's oki


It's fine... For me


i say small things now because bot hates my help


why do i feel


happy now


i blocked her


well that's good that you have a lot of weight off your chest now


it's relief


good to always have that sense of comfort in these situations


ima go now! bye cuties 3 ty for helping


i wish i could've helped...


np cya stella


my message disappeared


nah it's alright


i go cry now


yui pat mar


it's ok to not help people for once in a while


@ key. if you feel that you want to cry, so cry it's normal to express your emotions


I


A police car cam next to my best friends house and later her dad come out with hands cuffs


and her dad was in my house a few minutes ago


I am gonna have a mental breakdown I am shaking


For some reason I feel like all of my irl friends don't like me. I changed schools and now everyone seems so weird. My only irl friends i keep proper touch with get mad at me for no reason and bring up past drama. I ask one of them to say sorry but it takes a long time for them to and i don't feel like she means it. They are always spamming my dms for me to play with them because I have these cool party games and probably not because they actually like playing with me. Then my online friends, they always backstab me and try to guilt trip me and make me feel bad over a small problem that happened a few months ago. Also any new friends I meet i never seem to trust them, I have been backstabbed too much so now that i meet someone I never get to trust them. Also I don't know what is happening with my boyfriend. It seems like he might go to a mental hospital because of his stupid parents and I would probably won't see him for a long time if that happens. Also lots of family problems have been happening with him, he is never on and it seems like I might lose him.


@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping


i love you ImLoen


dont be sorry for the ping: now let me read


don't worry, some people can be very very very very very toxic, and if you think their hiding something they stay away from them! if you don't trust them, then you don't trust them. don't worry. you're not the weirdo, they are.


ImLoen


ImLoen Ignore them, best option. You should probably block them. I think a person like u can make so many newer friends. Also you should comfort your boyfriend since thats the triggers the real love in a relationship also triggers the hope and faith You can also confront your friends before blocking them so you can feel better and more confident


aww dont feel like that, most ppl just have the urge to take advantage of others or even play them off, but just know, were here for u ImLoen! block them, and dont talk to them, make new friends! new school new friends!


I know them irl though, they have my mom as a contact. They could just ask my mom why I blocked them and that wouldn't be good


You Can Say at you're mother what happen


Why?


SHe shouldn't worry about me


What if she isnt


bruh


tel you mom ImLoen


this is so annoying, i won a nitro giveaway and i dmed the provider. Its almost been 2 days, they've been online but never replied to my message to claim my nitro grr


nit rlly a vent


but just feel


scAmmEd


Shoot they took my dad


It's very bad


Neve don't listen to them, be yourself, love who you are and live your life like you wish to be


Sorry for asking. Why can't you tell your parents?


... my mum would probably blame me


and my dad wouldn't understand


You should try to ignore them Nev. I know it's hard to but it's best to ignore what people say. And if you can tell your counselors and your parents about it so they can help you


i want to but it's so hard when those exact people say im faking my emotions and pretending to be sad


that's why i never went to guidance


Have you told the principal? I know its hard but what your going through is unacceptable. They need a lesson.


You aren't a bad person. Just ignore them. And just talk to a trusted adult about what happened so they can understand the issue, whether it's a teacher, parent, or counselor of yours


don't listen to them be yourself Neve


im shaking so hard


Neve what they see of you doesnt matter, what matters is being yourself and loving who you are. Dont worry about people being terrible if they are terrible then their opinion shouldnt define you anyways because they dont deserve that choice to be true one to decide who you are


They'll know how to handle if it's in irl


i haven't eaten in a while because of all that's happening to me


Also try asking a teacher to help


You should eat Nev. No one can stop you from being yourself


i feel like such a hopeless person


why do they have to do this to me


i don't know


Neve be strong dont lisen to those fools if you can diss them and make them feel bad in a way do it'


yea


because when im myself they do this to me:


oh i cant send pics


sigh


Neve try not to not eat, starving yourself will only make you feel worse: it will make it harder for you to surpass these current situation


you should ignore them. those negative opinions don't matter. what matters most is that you're comfortable with yourself


be strong tell a teacher or the principal


Neve I agree with Mar if people are negative about you their opinions dont really matter, other peoples negativity isnt what defines you, you define yourself. No one else can do that for you


Neve send me a pic in dms


im shaking so hard


Neve Take a deep breath. I know you have a lot of pressure on you, try the best you can, we are here to help you. Stay strong. You are a strong woman! You need to tell someone in your school about this for example a teacher, principal, council anyone! We are here for you, we will try to comfort you and do what we can


and also don't starve yourself it will only make things worse


are you in class now? Neve


No


it's instagram


they find any way to message me


instagram, microsoft teams


irl..


Zara. . ill try:c


take some yoga classes and try to keep calm


drink some water or run around a lil


im trying so hard not to cry


because if mum knows im dead


because she will blame it on me


and if she sees that i swore because of all the pressure put on me, she's ground me.. and hit me maybe.. i don't know i seriously don't know


i want everything to be normal


That's not right. Maybe if someone in school could check the cameras or screen shot messages that they sent you you could get enough evidence and prove what they did or at least get your mother to believe you


the world can be a sad place I know, I've been there before but never let those bullies into you stay strong stand up for yourself


okay..


and another thing


if i open the can of worms about the cyberbullying... it will open up something else


my ongoing sadness


if you ever need help we are all here for you


i cannot call it yk what


it's instagram


Neve block them I personally dont use any form of social media other than discord so I honestly suggest just blocking them all if they bother you too much


because that's self diagnose


ok..


but if my mum knows about how depressed i feel 24/7 she will hurt me even more


she will say im making it all up and things like that


and it just kills me


don't worry too much, and all of use are here for you


no no it's ok


thank you:


Neve Maybe you should call someone and tell this. What your mother is doing. It's for the best at least what I think.. We really hope you get through this. We all believe in you! Stay strong


Or you could talk to someone trusted


okay..


i don't have anyone though


my family is distant


i don't have siblings


Hmm. Can you think of anyone or someone that can help?


im sorry if im bothering any of you


Neve it doesnt bother anyone we are here to help


like a cousin that you have contact with


Does any one know how to calm down while in a mental breakdown


take a walk drink some water


that always helps me


Try to take a nap. Drink a glass of water like what lilweirdo said. Maybe have a snack, wash your face if you would like. Take a deep breath, know it's okay to cry! It's apart of life. We all hope you feel better. Try to stay strong


yea


do a lil excercise


Great advice lil! Also If you feel comfortable you can also talk with someone


yep


also tysm


you can call me Eli by the way


Alrighty!


Of course


Remi


please


i tried


but i failed


i did it in a wrong way


give me jaycee


whats her username


splatwo chat


thought it was audrey


thought she accepted my apologyyy


but ty


When getting jumpscares, immediate adrenaline occurred with high pulse... Man if I could not even catch a fright for a while, then it would be appreciated.


dont


please dont


you have a long way to go


i don't know how to express my feelings


all i can say is


AAA


but


i'll get banned if i spam


and i love this community


so...


why are you killing yourself


i'll explain and also send pictures but in media


okay so


basically me and my friends got into a huge fight


let me find the vent


my'friends' and i recently got into a huge fight.


basically one of them named... jay called me something as being a joke, and i took it the wrong way. so i called them a name, and since i was the co founder of the server i threatned to take their admin away. they told me i should kill myself or something like that, and then they blocked me. then unblocked me, just so i could see their status's or smthn. but jay changed her status to shut the f up i don't give a sh, and audreee nam changed her status to she left the server because she has'anger issues' or idk i was really tired last night


i tried apologizing and it didn't work


i need helppp


splatwo


after that we got into a even BIGGER fight


and more people got invovled


so theres


jay


nam


choco


jazz


jojo


and more people but im scared their going to attack me for saying there names


you should just leave and forget about it


block them


and report


i did


they got on alts


harrased me


harrassed


i would just report all those alts


then they'forgived' me


so i unblocked them on their mains


and then they tricked me


and added me to a groupchat


and


media


dwacuiina it


anyways


ill send screenshots in


i see


yeah block them


lmfao you're going to make me go even more mad


omg


um sorry to interrupt but is it ok if i send a vent or should i just wait a bit because it seems like stella needs to vent rn


uhm


your pfp


i need to uh


leave the thing


go


bye


not the server


oh god


dwacuiina the girl who started this


her pfp was venti


the same one you have


wha


i need to go


what


im confused


mintie you can vent now btw


wait but i feel bad


nooo go ahead


oh


i was abt to vent but mintie can go


ill wait


no no u can go first


noo u can go


u were here first


oh no i dont need to vent i was just helping someone


ok i'll go first then


oop


woahh


i think imma have to send that in paragraphs


shorter ones


mayb send little by little lmao


this might take a bit sorry


its ok!


oh ok


i think i can contain myself now


i'm not scared anymore


everyone has a venti profile picture


so it's okay


i got this


hello.. again.


ok thats good


and hihi


s a m e h e r e


d a n g


i just feel like a useless human being. i feel like such a disappointment to everyone i know. theres so many things i wanna do in life but my motivation has hit rock bottom and i never wanna do anything. im also scared of what others will think about me. my parents continuously get mad because i cant socialize when they know im shy and its been like that for YEARS.


it h ur t S.


my'girlfriend' just DMd me saying you understand now, don't you?


splatwo block her, or just say can u not, can u just stop?!


i kinds have the same prob


imma just end my vent there because its taking too long to try and figure out how short i need to make these paragraphs


and stella im so sorry that i made u uncomfortable with my pfp


ok can i vent to?


all of uss


we are here for u


are y0u


mintie its okkkay


ok so, i had a gf, she was all i had, an i say that cuz she rlly was, she was always there for me... but, there was a gc, so i said alm i didnt know it was rasict to black lives till i did my research, she said all the truths abt me, i was insecure to tell others abt who i rlly was, but not here, she leaked my pictures, everything... to strangers... i couldnt help but to say that i hate her, so aster all that it hurt her friends, then she left me, she was all of me, she was my other half, so now that she left, idk, i feel lost, and stupid, all the ily!s and cuddles we did, just, everything, gone... idk what to do anymore...


@ wholesome of the day! srry for ping!


don't apologize for a ping, we're here to help after all


ok, ty


don't trust anyone


everybody is a bad person


but


lovers are the worst


just don't trust anybody


well, i wouldn't put it that way


everybody will bring you down


i hate lovers


into a deep


dark


they just


hole


of depression


break me


and they'll break you apart


peice by peice


yeah it's good to be cautious, but if you shut yourself out it's just gonna make you feel worse


mhm


and end up in the hospital


and decease


if your lover is hurting you, it's best to just stay out of contact with them. find a good hobby, or talk with some friends. and take time to care for yourself


Check pinned messages to hear a heartfelt message from me to you stella 3


but i cant


it wont let you?


they don't help


my grandma, and my ex's mom r fr close, their bff's


so might as well


Sorry I'll go


not let her see me ever again!


not let anyone see me..


so many tried attempts


expiredmilk no i need you


i need your comfort


but she always stops me


no


shutting yourself out is only gonna make you feel worse.


are your family members trying to hurt you?


i feel like my grandfather is trying to hurt me


eh


wait whos talking to who


my mother said she got harrassed sxually by a family member, and i feel like that family member is him


he always smiles at me


weirdly


it creeps me out


if she's getting harrassed, you should encourage her to talk to the authorities


it was a long time ago


and sona, i was asking you if you're family members are trying to hurt you


and stella, i got it. but if something happens in the future, please tell the authorities. they can only fix the situation


anyways


imma brb


@BE 7 Rin It's okay to feel lost after losing someone. Don't feel bad. I'm sure there are more people out there and you're not alone. You can always talk to us if you need to. I understand it's hard and it is confusing if you didn't know things but that doesn't make you a bad person. You did your research and we all make mistakes. I'm sorry for your troubles


I hope it gets better


me to


tysm


yw


i can't do this


or else my nana will see me crying for no reason


splatwo awh I'm sorry your upset must be awfull what happened to ur mom and how u have all theese negative emotions


When someone is venting tho your supposed to offer words of encouragement or even just something as simple as sending a heart just letting the person know u understand even if you yourself are going through something


i think im going to take a break from the internet for a while.. i'll be back on the weekend or something...


im sorry to hear ur friend stopped talking to u


u want one of us to like mesage her and see whats wrong or something?


plus one of us well talk to u and be ur friend im sure of it


she is a spoiled brat bc you or anyone, really gave her nitro


basically cause she has nitro


i mean thats a shitty thing to say


u dont know exactly what happend


nitro doesnt last long


u dont think a week or so of nitro would change a friendship


exspecially with how useless it is


they askeD


i mean


just calling their friend a brat is not an answer lmao


or solution


so i cant say anything.


I'm sorry that happened to you. It seems like she was only talking to you so you could give her nitro for the edits you made for her. She doesn't seem like a good person to talk to. If you ever want to talk to us we'd be more than happy to. I'm sure your career for gfx commissions will get better as people will want you around. Instead of doing it only for the nitro. I'd distance yourself from her if she ever asks you to make edits for her again, considering she doesn't bother to message you often.


@ wholesome of the day!


not really going into detail on this one


but read the thing above


Hmm...are the personalities due to your surroundings?


now someone is impersonatiing me


I relate to this pretty hard.


media


So I might be able to help with that.


Well impersonating isn't nice


someone named stel1ae0001 is pretending to be me but im stel1a0001


oh god


its choco


one second


i feel cold


I try focusing all my thoughts into being happy. This server has helped me a lot, its kinda been like therapy in a weird way for me. Granted, I slip sometimes, but its usually when im under a lot of stress. Maybe itd be worth a shot for you to try that.


i've shared literally my whole life with a lot of staff in this server


oops


sorry for ghost ping person


splatwo


thats me


oof


look in the entries


please help


Hmm


Well you could always talk to us to get your mind off things. It seems like you're not really surrounded by much positivity...we can help with that


im scared


what is choco steals my life


if


is this identity theft?!


No not really. I don't think anyone can just steal a person's life as you both have different personal experiences. But I can see how that can be a bother. I mean most people could probably tell who's the real one.


@ wholesome of the day!


hello everyone, i would just like to say that i hope each and every one of you guys stay safe tomorrow. stay indoors, and be prepared. take a deep breath and relax, and make sure to get some rest all.


I know I'm staying safe tomorrow


I'll be prepared for whatever this crazy future holds...


Ty nessa bb


Im getting a Nintendo Switch any games to recommendations?


Um no not that I know of


Just go off of what you're interested in. And have fun with your new game system


I like how I added the tm


chat chicken, not a place for conversation please


Alr


ArmyChickenWhisperer Animal Crossing, Splatoon, Mario Kart 8, Stuff like that


DM me for my friend code if youre getting online


Dm md


Me


Maybe I'm not a helper but I'll do what I can best to.


oh also if u don't like/feel uncomfortable w/swearing prob best if you don't dm me bc i have a problem


Okay, I understand you're mad. If you're having that numb feeling, do something active. Go on a walk or a run, exercise do something. But if you're gonna mention content like that not only cover it, but provide a trigger warning please.


It's ok


yk what


What?


this ends now


I'm not dealing w/this anymore


eat some sweets I make u feel better


treat yo self


fat is a word that people use to describe body weight, and judging people over body weight is very bad. So you are not fat. We are all the same.


TrashPanda bruh what is wrong.


Meng if. you. want. details. dm. me. You'll yell at me if I say it in here.


splatwo TrashPanda


That is why I'm asking.


It's okay panpan. Just take a break and let it all out and pass over. It's good to let off steam than keep it in. If you're angry at something just take a breather. It'll get better


calm your self down listen to some music or something yess


even though I dont know what happened


if someone harassed you


then block them


ignore them


how do I block my parents irl


we all have haters


TrashPanda run to your room with the door locked


hide under the blankets


idk


cut them out your life


afk taking a walk or whatever


yes


get a breather


Well when you're old enough you can always move out. I get parents can be frustrating to deal with. Good luck panpan


WHY DID I WALK AT 12 AM


WHY DID I DO THAT


WH


What's wrong with that?


Okay, Its not my vent but I need help since I'm worried about my friend.


Recently she's been depressed, I told her once that I haven't experienced depression and her vents doesn't affect me and I'll help her during her tough times. But I need advices coming from you guys.


She's been feeling Suicidal, Depressed, Numb, Faking her emotions, She doesn't want to talk about herself since she's worried that It'll affect me but that'll make me more worried for her, She wants to be as bright for me and everyone else and I dont want that..I want her to be the normal her. She lost two friends for being a predator, one for their toxicity and ignorance, one for doing drugs at 15 and one for trying to attempt suicide mutiple of times and got tired of her..


and she lost more because they thought that her boyfriend was toxic, she was called by multiple of names. She almost got raped as a child, also been bullied at school. She ran to me for comfort and for someone to talk to.


@ wholesome of the day!


That is really harsh for a person so small... You should really give her mental and physical support! Try telling her, her life has a meaning and just give it time and it will get better soon!


Well you're a good friend to worry about her. It seems like she does need a lot of support and help right now. Feeling that way is actually normal for teens but she shouldn't have to. She isn't alone. Just tell her that she shouldn't resort to anything bad because she's amazing on her own. She's just had a hard life and some tough experiences. We all make mistakes and she can learn from them. What people have done to her directly wasn't her fault so people shouldn't hate her for it. She seems like she comes across as toxic because her emotions aren't in the best place right now considering that she's depressed. She should take a break and relax before talking to people for now.


But we have her back don't worry


I feel so bad for your friend! I cant believe all that could happen to just one person. She should probably take a rest and go to a therapist to solve her problems. If its really bad then she coild have antidepressants


Alright! I tried cheering her up by sending her multiple of pictures of her favorite anime character. and it really helped cheering her up a bit


Send her more pics of her favourite things


Or maybe take her to some of her favourite places


Don't over do it or else it won't have effect when it is to be really needed


Her favorite character is the only favorite thing I know that cheers her up


That helps. She should take a break and do things she enjoys to make herself feel better. What she's gone through isn't entirely her fault, and to lose people because of it can hurt. It's best for her to calm down before becoming toxic to others because of her emotions.


alright


Oh


Hmm


It's best to cheer her up. It'll make her feel better about herself


I am really worried about my boyfriend, he is never online because of his family and when he is online it is only for 12 hours. His parents are trying to send him to a mental hospital and he cant be on discord much because all of his devices but his school chrome book were taken away. I wish I could be with him but we live in different states. I dont know how I can make anything better or get less worried because now all I think about is Is Carter okay.” I have panic attacks because I imagine that he isnt okay, I cry myself to sleep if he doesnt send a single message all day.


ImLoen I'm sure your boyfriend's parents are doing this for his health and well being. You do want him to be well right? You shouldn't worry about him. Remind yourself that he is in good hands. Try to schedule a time where the both of you can contact each other. That way it'll be less stressful for the both of you. He'll be okay. For now, support and give your best words of care to him.


my friend poisoned herself and was admitted in the hospital.. i feel terrible cuz i cant do anything about it.. it feels like its all my fault.. im sorry..


its ok.. thank you


My pleasure


I cant give too much advice because I havent had an experience like this yet so Im sorry:


nekomancer I'm sorry to hear that. For now, you should calm down and try to give her your best support


ok ill try.. thank you


nekomancer that is truly terrible.. I hope your friend is going to be okay, and I'm sure if you could you'd go visit her, just have hope please, I send my regards and prayers to you your friend and their family


thanks a lot.. all of u 3


Of course, if there is anything else feel free to reach out again, we will continue to be here for you and others who need our help! 3


I feel I have a hard time doing what I can or possibly could for those who need help or ask for advice. I tend to hold my opinion in due to potential back lash I may receive for stating previous ways to handle certain things that I have seen work in the past not only for myself but for other people. I also feel like I'm not exactly good for people, yet those I surround myself with love having me there, sometimes I think I'm just overthinking the other times I believe I'm just telling myself these things because of my past. I'm still trying my best for everyone, and my best to fill my place here in sayumi, even as part of the staff team I dont feel like the things I've done are adequate for me to continue. Ig it'll just take some time to accept that I wrong in many ways, but either way, I love those who I've decided to call my friends and talk to on a daily basis. My life couldn't be as good as it has been without any of you here, and especially sayumi. It has given me another place I can call my home and provides me with my own escape from the real world, I love it here and idk how I would be today if I had never stumbled across this server.


Aww Isaiah, im so sorry to hear you feel that way bro.;;


Let me assure you, having you around makes the chat so much better 3


Also, that last part is all to relatable, so I understand where youre coming from in that sense.


i get scared. and anxious. like their watching me.


@ wholesome of the day!


up above


splatwo it's not your fault that you overreacted in the heat of the situation. sure you might've made some mistakes but the important part is that you admitted to doing them. so here's how i would settle the situation. shut down the server for now, and keep your distance from your friends. it's very likely they're just trying to be toxic to you and guilt you about what you've done, so it's best if you stay away from them for now. as for your girlfriend, don't worry for now, but if she continues to ignore you, it's probably best to comfort them, if possible through a voice call. things can only get better if you take the right steps, and i only wish that things can go up from here


tysm


ur welcome. have a good day


splatwo yes


but i want to write a paragrah but i am in class


same


im in class


splatwo same


let me read first


i wrote a paragraph


i dont even read it


Adaha same I'm in class;;


of course my toxic friend classes has to merge with mine. of course it has to be merged class meeting. why?. why do i have to see his face after a long time and after finally forgetting him he comes back. why do i have to put up with the person that never gave me any privacy. why do i have to put up with the person that constantly yelled at me for doing or saying what i want. why do you have to respond with everything i say with cool”.. just ignore me. please.


I just feel so useless.


@ Bunnygirl Angeli You're not useless sweetie. If things are hard for you, don't be afraid to speak out about it. Talk to someone you trust. I'm sure they'll listen. You won't be hurting anyone's feelings whenever you say no. You think you are not capable to do it so it's okay if you don't it. There are things where difficulty varies from person to person and you shouldn't be ashamed for it. It shows how different and unique we are. You're going to be alright sweetie


Me ooglie.


Don;t you try to googlie


I don't look good


I am misunderstood


Having trouble with family,


But I can live through the fantasy


I make it a poem


And sing it in a low hum


I'm not doing so good,


It's all just a hood


Me saying i'm ok


And there is no way


I guess I'll hit the road


With my light mode


my friend has been staying up late up to 45am because of her panic attacks, im trying to help her but I haven't felt what panic attacks are and I dont know how tot help her. please give me some advice on how to help her. @ wholesome of the day!


Aoi Well, the first and mandatory thing to do is to work on her breathing. Slowly breathing plays a huge part on calming someone down. You should also try and figure out the reason as to why she's having a panic attack in the first place.


i get panic attacks a lot.. and what i do is take a deep breath and close my eyes.. im not sure the next part will help but it helps me.. i count down from 100 by 3's like 100, 97, 94... i really hope this helps.. i also suggest maybe in ur free time googling a bit about it and the cause behind it..


she had them a few weeks ago, she doesn't know the reason why she's having panic attacks, I also tried telling her on doing deep breaths but nothing worked out.


usually panic attacks r caused due to too much caffeine.. but i dont drink coffee and i still get them


Aoi Maybe take her to a professional. Ask her parents to bring her.


Medication is another way


yea that might be the better option


she tried therapy sessions and asking her parents but she told me that they said she's being too dramatic


and the therapy session didnt work enough for her.


Honestly, it's best to take her as soon as possible. If things get worse it'll be more difficult to handle


But what if she doesn't want to? or her parents might call her dramatic over and over? I'm not the type of person who forces someone while they're having a tough time.


Aoi I don't have any other advice than that. If she feels like she needs to, let her go for it. For now, you should calm down and guve her your best support. I hope the best for your friend


alright. Thank you!


np np


What took it so much effort for my parents to finally realize what they did was wrong, and they had to take responsibility for it? All this time I struggled with them, and now I have quite heavy flashbacks of what they did to me, and it is intrusive ones, and for a fact, my Psychiatrist still does not even notice it. Is mine so complex?


okay so first


if you are old enough i recommend to call the police for abuse


second


dont cut yourself, i tried to and thankfully my skin was strong enough to hold it


id also like to say, if she were to call the police, shed need evidence as well.


oh right


but she doesnt need to have proof, abuse is not something to joke about


and i also recommend using ice instead of... that.


ice is a much more safer way


hi madi, please don't cut. it's not gonna make you feel better. maybe it'll make you feel better for a moment but not in the long run. as someone whose mental health has gone down as well, and has also done self harm before i know what you feel. i may not have the same experiences of you but i can help you. i'm a very emotional person as well, and in my experience sometimes it's best to forgive and forget. about your mom abusing you, this is a serious issue. please call the police or tell a trusted adult about it. if your friends are putting you down, then imo you should find some friends who care. keep on drawing those butterflies. draw flowers, play with a pet, do whatever you can to stop yourself from self harming i'm not very mentally stable at the moment as well, i get how you're feeling. i feel like i'm a failure...etc etc. so don't forget that i love you and also my dms are always open so feel free to talk to me.


anyways


and hopefully my paragraph helped in some way


sad frog hours


hihi madi boo sorry for the late response. but i believe in you. and i understand how you feel with not having a lot of support throughout your stress. my mom personally never helped in my teenage career also. she physically took me out of the things that literally kept me from crying everyday and being depressed, treated me like a maid, and just yelled at me for no reason about everything. it's hard finding time to feel like yourself if your friends and family bring you down for just being yourself despite stressing about how they feel about you. i know it isn't fair and it isn't your fault. you should be happy to be who you are, so not enjoying yourself is really disappointing and we hope you feel much better and can get through this. we're all here to support you through it all. whatever you do though, don't cut. keep the butterflies alive. doing the butterfly challenge, or even experiencing new hobbies and taking a few hours to relax can really take your mind off things. i hope your family and friends come to realize how stressed you are and how awful they make you feel so you can finally have a peaceful day without worrying so much.


HappyFrog why sad froggo?


what happened in school that's made you so bummed out?


my grades


i have so much work


but im jusr listening to uh Jack Stauber


so


ohh


yeah


well don't feel so stressed about your grades. i'm sure your family will be proud of you as long as you tried your best. i understand that work can be stressful


maybe take a few hours a day to take some time to yourself


my family


wont be proud actually


i'm sure you did your best


i did


the only low grade i have is


let me check


you can only do so much for yourself


and my high one is


well if you only made one bad grade they should be able to understand that it's hard to juggle so many courses and maintain a high grade in each


you did your best and that's all that matters


i guess


thank yous 3


you are welcome 3


CALL THE POLICE! @ chaennie


so, theres, this girl, my best friend, i like her, i like her a lot. but she isnt LGBTQ, or doesn't really support it, i have never told her about my sexuality and my gender. Shes so me, i feel like i can never be myself, i get told to be perfect, in class i get called, Creep. Freak. yet none know about me, and i cant tell them, i have a huge passion for singing but every time i do its, EW, what is that noise? I am on the edge of dropping out of school, i know not to but its getting real bad.and i am starting to give up @ wholesome of the day!


mk noone helping thats fine


The best way to deal with an issue like this is to either A talk to school staff about it, B talk to your parents about it or C which is the hardest thing to do, would be to ignore everyone who says things like that because it just drags you down... and your best friend should be accepting of you regardless of how you are, any real friend would be, so if when you decide to say anything about it if she decides not to be your friend or leaves or anything just know she isn't your real friend. You'll find many more friends in life I promise, you'll get people who accept you for you not who you're not or have to hide or anything that you're currently doing... I can assure you that you are not a creep or freak, if you love singing please, sing your heart out I highly encourage it, and by all means if you have the time or courage there are some of us who go into the vcs here and sing pretty often, we would love to have more people to join us when we do and we don't crack on people who come to just come. I'm always open to dm if needed and I hope that these things deflate, it makes me sad to see people are still this way, and I am truly sorry you deal with these issues. Idk your age or anything to give confirmation of kids being confused and such but they definitely don't know what they're talking about, I'm sure your voice is beautiful and that you're a wonderful person


hushkyshead


oh tyyy that must have taken ages


Nope:


Like 2 or 3 minutes maybe


333 i will do those thing


If you need anything else just ping or dm me, I have a past with similar issues so I'll help as much as I can


emo bob It's difficult to go through that honestly. Being cooped up with something you would never like. Try to just stay neutral. It's the best way to go and it won't cause any further troubles. You'll get used to it honestly. If they're actually annoying you to the point where it's to much, don't be afraid to cut ties with them. Even if you're forced to be friends with them.


ty!


np np


I have survivors guilt now bc my cousin was 10lbs and really strong when he was born but I was 1lb 8oz and not finished developing but somehow I'm still alive and he died of cancer at 11 :


Oran Has No Braincells That is horrible to hear, you did nothing wrong. There is no need to feel guilty because it is not your fault. I know it is hard losing someone you love but please do not think it is your fault. I hope you are doing alright.


Man I really wanna vent but I cant bring myself to type how I feel or rather.. dont really know how too? All I know rn is that Im feeling rlly bad like really really bad rn and Im having trouble keeping my mind steady not really working tho sadly Im having trouble keeping myself from tw: self harm cutting or doing something else that could potentially hurt me very badly so Im just idek anymore I dont wanna keep it in but again I cant seem to let it out.. my family doesnt help at all I mean they dont even bother showing concern for their child and Ive literally been in a depression episode for over a year over a year :/ anyways yeh just gonna leave this here, any love sent is appreciated but not necessary ofc


Also Im not gonna ping bc Im scared of bothering or being a burden to ppl sO


You wouldnt be a burden to people, trust me. Also, im really sorry to hear about this, Ori. I had no clue that you had been going through that, and I really do hope you manage to find a way to get help which actually helps you. 33


Also, I fully understand and realise how hard it is to resist, so I get how hard it can be at times. Just know that its not worth it tho.;;


Yeah I know, Im just my thoughts rn are NOT playing along


Its very hard bc Ive done it before already


So the temptation is just


y e h


Yeah ;;


As much as I hate to admit it, distracting yourself can actually work pretty well for the time being if you can pull it off.


Im trying too atm, Ive done basically everything that usually keeps me from doing it but so far Ive had no luck


Aww, im sorry Ori;;


Its alr, dont apologize its no ones fault. Im just hopefully Ill be ok for the night but Im not too sure about later on


I really hope that you can manage to get through this. Were all here for you, well support you all the way, okay?


Ok..


Annabella You're not going to bother anyone. People have this role because they want to help you. They chose it om their own will. I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time. And overall, that is already what a vent looks like. It doesn't need any immediate detail if you can't string the right words. Take your time, I'll wait. I know it's hard to keep your mind stable if you're experencing something like this, but self harm isn't the way to gom Sure it maycalm you down at first but it'll only cause more problems and then it'll lead you to do more self harm etc. Overall, you should try and do things that may help. Maybe drawing, writing, and just being in a state of relax. Again, if you do want to vent but don't know how to, just think up a way you want to structure your vent. Think about the problems you're currently having, and then figure out a way to construct a paragraph. You've honestly been one of the greatest people I've met and you don't need to worry about bothering me. You're someone I really love and appreciate so please takecare of yourself.


;; thats so sad:


Please dont end it all, you are an amazing person. I havent talked to you much but from what i can tell you are wonderful, if you died your friends would care about you. If they didnt they arent real friends, if you died I could care, I would cry because you seem like a wonderful person. I am sorry to hear your brother is an abuser and that people call you names. I would confront the people calling you names and tell them to stop, confrontation is hard but it will be worth it. If you ever need help dm me. You arent a loser for venting, we all are here to help you, venting is a good move to make in this situation. I would go relax and do the things you love, if you want to be friends my dms are open . Just make sure to remember we are all here for you and we care about your mental health and physical health, if you need help dm me. I will always try to help good people like you.


ImLoen thank you so much, i really needed to hear it. confrontation is extremely hard for me, but i'll try. 33


I mean I guess, It's just like my girlfriend isn't really talking to me anymore. Idk. Uh, She just upset me because she isn't doing what she normally did. When I was talking loud, and she thought I was yelling, she said I'll yell back. She just hurt me I guess. I don't want to talk to her right now. I want to, but she takes forever to respond. and I just really want to say goodbye to her, but I know that isn't a good idea. I'm just pissed the heck off.


I feel neglected. It's like she doesn't care anymore. Sooo, if she wants to talk, she can, but I am not going to start the conversation.


i suggest you tell her your feelings and then ask her if you guys can maybe take a break.


To be fair though, she had back surgery


try to talk it out with her, maybe she's going through something you don't know


r0ttenFr0g That's honestly horrible. I'm sorry to hear that. I know it may be difficult with the things you're currently experiencing but trust me, talking to someone will help. If thoughts of ending it all gets worse, do seek a hotline. Try talking to your friends about this. You think they're better off without you, but do you have any solid evidence to prove that? I'm sure they're great friends that'll always be there to listen to you. You're not a loser. It's hard to live with people that judge you for everything. I know the feeling. But, hear me out, you're not a bad person. From what I've seen, you're genuinely nice. Family plays a huge part in shaping one's happiness. And it always makes me mad that people have terrible experiences with their families. And, It's sad to say this, but most of the time there is no helping. If things get worse, seek authorities. You're going to be alright. Tale care of yourself sweetie


The thing is, I asked her if she was still stressed and whatnot. I asked her if she wants to continue dating. She said Are you okay?” Im just stressed about that, its just what if she is like, oh finally I can break up idk. She said it was like it was random and out of the blue, and I just feel bad for asking now. My anxiety is rock bottom due to her and not talking that much anymore. We talked all summer. Its just..idk anymore.


Yeah; Im scared to lose as well. Thats what Im afraid of. Also you should call authorities though.


i really don't want to go through the adoption system though or the foster care system


r0ttenFr0g I get it, even if your family does these things. There is just this sense of guilt with you. And don't worry, it's normal to feel that way. We have an emotional attachment with our family, even with or without a good relationship. But, if things actually get worse, you have to seek authorities. It's for your safety and well being. For now, try to calm yourself down through therapy. Adoption ans foster care may seem scary, but you'll be in good hands. They won't let you off in an unacceptable family condition again.


thanks for the advice and being understanding, i appreciate it.


I hit my head one day ago and it still hurts


Pancake Like peachu said, you should talk to her about this first. If things turn out badly and your relationship just gets worse and worse. Then she may not be the one. It's hard to leave someone you love but it's for the sake of your and their happiness.


Np peachu


Do you want to continue being together? Its been a month and a few days. Just asking


Why do you ask?


Well, like I was just asking because you wanted to make sure were on the same page after a month


Are you okie?”


Yeah?


Why wouldnt I be okay?


Just that was randomly thrown out, but making sure”


Whats how the conversation went


ImLoen You should probably get some rest. Even if it feels like something simple. Don't move too much. Once you're 100 sure you're alright, you're good to go. Get well soon Loen


ImLoen i suggest using an ice pack, it probably bruised, take some pamprin or ibuprofen to take down the swelling.


But like I dont think it is that serious I couldnt feel my arm for one week and it was fine


Yeah, but still, try and be careful


It is 12 am I cant just go to the kitchen and get an ice pack


if you have an ice maker put some ice in a ziplock


and then put a paper towel around it and put it on your head


My mom thinks Im sleeping


tell her you woke up because it hurt really bad


You're welcome @ Baby girl


help, I'm sad now... I just wanted to talk about my book again, but remembered the deal I made with myself, this can mean everything or blow up in my face and I'm slightly terrified it's not gonna be good enough for possible publishing or even making it to a well known or good editor, if I don't get published, idec about selling, if I don't publish I'm never writing again...


pong i get pings from here like 10 times a day


so much people wants help?


yeah


i just came back from school and the bullies didnt try to bully me


@ wholesome of the day! i know i vent a lot but there are so many things happenning in my life, so today when i came back from school i realised that my brother wasnt trying to change for the others, which made him look so cool..i tried to be like him but it was too late, i already changed for people and i dont know who and what i am or what im not, i tried to be kawaii, cool, smart, serious...and now i dont know which person i really am.


Don't be sorry for venting a lot!


And i'm so sorry for everything thats going on in your life:


when i see;long paragragh i just press speak message


cant bother to read


@ Baby girl I think you should try and find your interests and look around the some discord server to see which one you like best. You dont need to live your life being forced to be some way, you should should express what you like even if other people dont relate.


aww.. just be yourself. if you need help, speak to a professional with .crisis country and mimu will give a list of hotlines you can speak too.


Also dont be sorry about venting a lot 33


@ Baby girl


There is nothing wrong in having alot of things in you! I think change the way of talking with different people! We change ways of appproching as per how close we are to that person!


We don't be ourself with the people who don't know us...so just relax and be who you are! And don't worry about the world just worry about yourself...


Don't be afraid to vent its's okay! I know it's hard because people were so used to the personality you had during change but if they disliked the real you it isn't worth your time to deal with it. You shouldn't have to change every single time you meet new ppl to fit in. We like the real you rather than the person ppl expect you to be. I see that your brother shows a lot of confidence and I truly hope that you have a lot of support in finding yourself hun


thank ya'll


bb grill i really like this one tho, its the only server where people respect me


Than stay in here if it what you like


i will


Thats good


btw if i dont reply to vents its because im busy


this isn't really a vent but in a way it is like i'll be enjoying my day and TW: su!c!de then all of a sudden somehow i'm just thinking about what a perfect day it is to just commit and i get a bit concerned and have to tune out my thoughts. its pretty random and i don't like it. it doesn't always have to be that, sometimes it something different. it happens from time to time so i usually keep myself busy so i don't think about it. idk if other people think like this but


Awww, Im really sorry. Suicidal thoughts are hard to deal with:/ You have every right not to like it, these thoughts can be destructive and can really ruin your day. Its good that you are trying to keep yourself busy, but at the same time, if you ever need to vent again, you are always open here, or in my DMs. Remember that you are loved and cared for, even if you dont see it now there are people that would miss you! And for the people that dont know you as well, Im sure theyd love to get to know you. For every person who hasnt liked you in the past, there is a person that loves and appreciates you for who you are. Remember; if youd hit rock bottom, its only uphill from here”


@ Bunnygirl Angeli sorry for the ping, but please, if you are thinking of committing dont follow through with anything. It isnt worth it in the end, and you have friends that are waiting for you here right now


I feel like Im in a toxic friendship right now, about two days ago I met a new a friend, I really love her even though we met two days ago. Shes the one thats keeping me alive, making me feel happy. But I also have this other friend whos trying to take her away from me, I dont really like since shes the reason Im living.


I dont wanna ruin our friendship tho, so its hard to to them. I kinda feel like I should just give up, at this point nobody likes me Im sure.


If you enjoy spending time with your new friend tell your other friend to stop trying to take her away. Meeting new friends is good and your other friends shouldn't prevent you from having fun with new friends. If they do then they aren't a true friend, true friends aren't jealous of your accomplisments and let you do what you like. I used to have a friend that would write me notes calling me stupid etc because I didn't play with her, after confronting her I felt much better so maybe try confronting/talking about it with your friend? If your friendship is toxic then end it, it is hard because you feel attached but leaving is for the better. Please do not give up, you seem like a wonderful person and I would love to be friends with you. gone acc


My girlfriend said sometimes I can be boring, and she said oh be interesting. That hurt me. Im not going to talk to her. I just that really hurt me because I thought I was interesting, but I guess not.


I see how that could hurt, I would be hurt too. Maybe u should tell her how that made u feel, because she might not see right now how that could hurt. Im sure u r interesting, maybe she wants you to talk to her more about some stuff. Sowwy if this didn't rlly help Pancake And sorry for the ping, hopefully it works out and I think you should tell her how it made you feel


Yeah, I bet ur a great person!


I came here to vent too, but I think it's better for me to do it later ;


You can do it now


Im here to help


Neve You can do it if u would like! We're hear to listen, I get why u dont think its the time but I think u could:3


Ok so, I dont wanna say names so uh. I like this girl, let's call her friend A, friend A has another friend which we will call friend B. Friend B always disliked me just slightly and we didnt mind it. But today, she told friend A that I like her and that she hopes we will never be together because I'm an immature loser that gives off a bad vibe and she even told friend A that I shouldn't deserve to be friends with friend A. I cant tell my parents, because they are a bit homophobic.. if they knew I liked a girl, I'd be dead.


And she told me she never wants to see me again


And many other things


That I dont want to mention


I'm not even allowed to cry


I've been shaking for the past 30 minutes


@ wholesome of the day!


I'm scared that friend A will feel pressured and will leave me


And she is my only friend


I can help if you'd like. It could be me just listening or giving advice. But I feel like friend A would stay by your side if they really respected you


yeah.


I can understand why you'd feel stressed


Neve I appreciate it, yeah. Ill tell her later, Im just too upset to talk to her at the moment.


Yeah get away from friend b and if you dont want to cry maybe find a different way to let it out? Its not good to bottle up your emotions so maybe try to take your mind off of it with a hobby of yours


Neve ok so, dont listen to friend B and continue talking to friend A as you like, and tell friend A that friend B lied to her because she was disliking you. and you dont need to tell your parents


I'm so scared


Because friend A, she's been with me through everything


That is a mood


Like


honestly, friend b is the immature loser. you arent. if friend a actually respects you, she will stay with you. if not, shes the same as friend b. shes toxic. i wouldnt leave you!


I'm so sorry Nev: I know how it feels and I've been in a similar situation, I'm so sorry:


If friend A is willing to dip on you after yall have been through everything together, then tbh, I think youre saving yourself here.


Aiko


off topic but why is there a channel called e


nvm


Neve A terrible friend I see. It's disgusting to see how far the lengths people go to just ruin someone. You don't need to be afraid. If friend A really is an appreciative friend, she would stay with you. You don't need to worry about wether she will distance herself from you. If you feel like it, talk to friend A about your situation with friend B. As for family matters, I understand how it's difficult to be in a family in which they don't accept a certain category of people. But they don't dictate your life style. People have religous beliefs, yeah sure. But they can't force you to become a certain way. Stay true to yourself Nev. Don't change. You're already a great human being.


Minuu legit I said one of my friends said I was boring, and she was like depends ” I was like how can i be not boring, she was like oh be interesting, I just dont wanna talkto her at the moment.


I wouldn't wanna talk to her either. That would kinda hurt someone's feelings


Neve I know what it's like to possibly lose a close friend. But trust me, as someone who has lost multiple close friends, it seems horrible at the time, but after a while, you will realize that losing someone who's been with you through all that for such a stupid reason, that if friend A will dip you just because of what their toxic friend says after all you two have been through together, friend A is not worth it and you are gaining.


Pancake If you feel like not talking to her for a while, go for it. Try for about a week or so. Clear your mind a bit.


Thank you guys for all the comments


No problem


Yeah we will always be here for you!


just hit 200 subscribers on youtube but i have no clue what do for a special and its making me very anxious aaa


splatwo You don't need to make a big and lenghty video. Make a video where you're just sincerely appreciating your subscribers. Add in your own element in it if you want!


Also, congratulations!


OK! Thanks!


My friends are making fun of me for not knowing my sexuality


How do i make them stop


So, something really, really bad happened today. My friend who found out about my vent and joked around about it and said, well, hes not gonna kms is he now?” After I said I was planning on it I was purposely tryna not talk about it, and now that hes got Discord, im really fricking worried. I dont even wanna talk in there anymore since hes pretty racist and hes homophobic at times, which I dont support at all. I dont even know why I still call him my friend, im just extremely worried as to what hed say if he found out I was serious and if he found out I was actually planning on doing it.


And if he found out I was bi, boy am I gonna dip.


I don't think you should vent there at all anymore. Those people are honestly the worst. My dms are always open and this channel is always open too. I'm sorry you're going through that by the way, nobody should joke around with that either.


ugh but bi boys are the cutest:


i


The thing is.


Ive been trying my hardest not to vent here because I didnt wanna bring any of my issues here, so I finally decided to vent to my irl friends.


After I did, one of my friends leaked it to him.


No one except about 5 of us should have know about that vent.


That's terrible, I don't understand why anyone would do that


I'm sorry Nolan.


I mean, he was tryna show concern.


It did fail hard tho, and when he told him, he just laughed it off and pretended that I was joking.


Yeah, about that.


I should probably put the vent here for context


You don't have to since you were trying to avoid it, but it's really up to you.


Ive been thinking about putting it here for the past few days.


Do you feel comfortable doing so?


Yeah.


Gotta edit out the swearing rq tho.


I feel so useless to people, I dont even feel like I have any purpose left in this world. I feel like im so unloved and unneeded that I doubt anyone would even care if I did kms. Ive been feeling suicidal again recently, and I think ik why, but thats not important rn. Ik I seem like a really chill and outgoing guy irl who has an amazing life, but in reality, im just that guy who sits at home all day, drowning out his thoughts and emotions by gaming for hours on end and blasting music in my ears which is finally starting to have an effect on me. I also dont feel like id be very accepted by a lot of people if I told them that im bi. I feel like id be tossed aside from my main friend group and id just get a neg rep upon everyone. Also, the reason im moving school isnt necessarily that I want better grades. Yes, that is one reason, but the main reason is that ik I cant escape the toxicity at this school, the ppl here have ruined me and made me into a toxic piece of crap. I also forgot to add, im starting to get really aggressive with my parents again.


Wrote that around 5 1/2 days ago.


If I missed any swears, lmk.


Im really sorry youre feeling that way and it shocks me that you can still act positively. Honestly, if I never read that, I wouldnt have even suspected that you went through all of that or felt this way. And I wanted to let you know that even though we havent really know eachother for very long, I still care about you. Whenever you speak in chat or something, it makes me a little happier. Plus, you always acknowledge me as well. Youre really amazing, I dont know if anyone has told you that recently, but you really are amazing. And Im not just saying that because youre feeling like this. I dont really go out of my way for anyone, I barely even check the venting channels. But you mean a lot to me and I hate to see you like this.


Thank you, Psy. It means a lot to know that despite the fact we havent know each other long, you still care about me. And yeah, im really not surprised by the fact that youre shocked by that. Im still kinda shocked by the fact I can still get through every single day being somewhat positive at all tbh. Also, youre more amazing for listening to me vent, you have many of my thanks 33


Dont bother thanking me. I could listen to you all day and if you want to vent to me all day, Im down for that. Just know Im always here for you and that youre more amazing.


Imma still thank you. 3


Dont bother 3


@ wholesome of the day! Im 1 week clean but i wanna do it again and idk what to do and Im panicking


please dont do it


Griffin, its really not worth it. Trust me bro.


no don't do it;;


Like smoking and cutting wise


dont do it


I understand how hard it is to resist.


But please man.


its not worth it dont do it


use ice and red dye instead. please, its not worth it bb


Please don't


Thanks but its like really hard cuz i feel awful


And kinda useless


Wanna talk about it bro?


Aww love please don't you're doing so well. A week is a great accomplishment and I'm very very proud of you. It really isn't worth it. You've been strong for so long, you shouldn't have to feel like doing that


Sure


yeah, we're here


don't you dare do it, i've cut in the past and now i realize it's not good. i WILL check on you EVERY DAY if i need to. and dms are always open.


It can be really tempting but once you have done it, you don't gain anything but negative emotions. Its difficult we know but you're strong enough to not do that. I belive in you


You all are so nice. Its just getting high makes me feel so much better and theres alcohol in the fridge that i really want but i know my mom would find out but its the only thing that would make me feel better


you got this bby


Idk if i can talk about that in the vent channel so lmk if i cant


I dont wanna trigger anyone


i dont think you should do it. because there are other things you could do. call a friend, vc, talk to ppl on discord, or play some games. listening to music helps me, or go outside for a walk. just dont do it because you wont be thinking properly


You won't honey we're here to help you, just sensor it by using spoilers


We believe that you can fight it though


Please don't turn to drink and drugs, that isn't the best either, as silly as it sounds, sit in your room alone and try to clear your head. Look online for positive things


Times are hard but you've already had a week where you've been completely clean and we'll help to make sure that continues


If you would like I'm free atm to maybe listen to some music in a VC with you if you'd like?


Thank yous. This is the best server Ive been in in a while and by far the best supportive one so i really love u guys


I actually would recommend getting out of the house and doing something.


Yea sure


we love you too


And the only place i can go is my dealers house


Staying alone with your thoughts is gonna make you feel worse if its just constantly on your mind and on repeat.


Oh


fresh air


Please stop the drink and drugs if you can


here, try this. every week you stay clean or day, give yourself a reward to remind yourself how amazing you are. my dms are open. i can help you get thru anything or give u positivity. we're all here for you and we want you to be well


Thank you so much. What i wanna do is eat a good snacc every day Im clean so i can get a bit less skinny


And maybe workout if Im feeling well


That's a good distraction


Working out helps release tension and stress and take your mind off of things


Even just a few stretches in the morning and night will make you feel better


We are here if you need anything and my dms are always open xx


Ty! And if you guys need anything Im here


sure, that would be great for you griffin!


Ty bb


Np luv


Minuu remember i'm a little same as you so i know how it feels so if you want you can dm me don't worry


Thank you so much


Yall are really supportive


Of course!


that's why some of as are here like me


it's what we enjoy doing


Im really proud of myself for not doing it every day its like i feel happy but sad at the same time cuz i miss the person that gave it to me. They were so fun and i loved them but i know if i go back i wont be clean


well i'm glad that you took yourself out of that environment


I shall now go eat and if anyone wants to talk further or has any other things to say dm me


ofc luv, enjoy your meal


enjoy your meal! 3


ofc no worries! enjoy your meal:


who vented


Repost


I just wanted to talk about my book again, but remembered the deal I made with myself, this can mean everything or blow up in my face and I'm slightly terrified it's not gonna be good enough for possible publishing or even making it to a well known or good editor, if I don't get published, idec about selling, if I don't publish I'm never writing again...


Oh my god i accidentally put my zoom password in vent.


I bet your book is amazing Isaiah! If it isn't published then there is always a next time, if you try hard you will become a good editor. I believe in you and I am sure with practice and time you will become an amazing editor/author!


ImLoen thank you loen, I'm not sure as it is a challenge I am giving myself, which I am steering far from what I usually do in terms of writing which would be poetry


No problem, it is always good to challenge yourself and I am glad you are doing so!


just dropped my so close friends, the first thing in the morning. i feel bad still, they were people who i trusted but they started to become toxic and selfish. it wasnt good for my mental health, i wanted to be surrounded with people that were positive not toxic. i still feel really upset about it, since they were the only ones i could go to properly somehow and feel good with them but then things went downhill. i suck at conversing and looking for friends, overall being social is a big weakness for me. im basically kinda lonely and i hate this feeling its so upsetting to me. i lost all my irl friend's only 1 stayed with me and around 23 close friends here in discord. i dont know what to do at this point


You may have gotten what you dont like, or an outcome you dont like. However you are still strong for hanging on in there. Stay strong. Hope youll find more friends some day. Maybe youll find some non toxic friends:


Oh, congratulations! Im proud of you for making the right decision for the sake of your mental health, taking proper care of yourself is the way to go. Yes, it may be a tough journey to move on, but you will see a vast improvement from dropping them. Plus, most important tip ever is to learn to love your solitude. Learn how to love being alone, if you havent already. Yes, youll have many nostalgia and will have to remind yourself constantly why you are no longer friends with them. Its the only way to move on. xui


Dem grades just came back and most of the things that i chagned was correct and grades go brrr


What grade are you in?


um


grade 10 or 11


me no liv in america


and teachers say this year supposedly hardest


awh man, me and my bf are gonna tell our asian parents that we're dating tomorrow on the 7th im really scared, they hate him: and we were acc supposed to break up last year in november TwT but were gonna tell them cause telling the truth is better than getting caught ig:, i hope they support us and i really hope they dont take everything away. im not ready to leave discord and my phone...ive made so many new friends and weve made so many memories together im not ready to leave all this i really hope they support us and let us be together...


also hes taking a break from discord, for 3 weeks idk what ill do without him. 3 weeks is so long i really hope i can get through this:


@ wholesome of the day!


hi


ooo


I think you should block your bff, if you have any other friends that live in your country try and see if u can live with them. Go see a therapist as well it should help you.


lilweirdo


ok


@ Baby girl hello


Hope I could help


Please talk in the fluff chat


thank you for the advice everyone


ty


no problem i hope it will make you feel better, i dont really know how to help people


@ Baby girl if I were to do that i would have gotten my teeth in a jar;;


and that's on having parents that hit you uwu


same


they hit me with everything


tysm I'll try that


Vicky you have the best advice I ever heard anyone give me


yw


Khaotic oooh my gad


yep


this vent is literally gonna be my life in a nutshell plus all my stress read if you want


i'm vv stressed about my paid plans and some are nice about it and saying i can take my time but there was this other one who was a bit rude about it and that made me feel really bad but the thing is i have a million things going on in my life rn. i'm switching schools this year and if i don't get in my top choice i have to move and go to a private school. for the private schools i have to take a test i'm very stressed about, and when prepping i cheat so i can please my parents, i hate it sm. also i'm scared about the election i'm chinese and either way something bad will happen to china and the relationships and my extended family is from there. also i don't pay attention to class anymore i'm on discord all day and i'm so slow and lazy i'm not evenn productive it takes me forever to finish my hw these days.


@ wholesome of the day!


oh god wait


weian discord is less important than school and other needs


thats all i gotta say i leave the advice essay for vicky


Don't give up on yourself, we can help you study if you want, when going to a new school stay calm talk to more of the chill kids take things slowly one at a time


and i wanna go back to self harm


don't do that it will only make your problems worse


first of all, please take a lot of rest im sure your comms can wait, ik how your feeling hun im also moving schools. At school times i close all my tabs except for zoom listen to my teachers, after school i do my hw. After that i take a loong nap then i wake up. I hope you do it too. Im saying this cause a lot of people commited suicide because of stress and basically at this point of life school. You are loved please take a lot of rest


take some time off, do some exercise, walk a round a bit


drink some water


also wait a bit till Vicky gets her essay done


oml


welp


fingers dead now


ok


alright imma read your essay


I feel like my SS teacher will like you a lot lmao


thanks for the essay vicky and that made me feel better


who knows


@! Vicky I know


Well I just. Ugh. Life is hard right now. Now Im single. Her and I arent on good terms now. I got angry at her. Like emotionally. And I hurt her. I just wish I never said the things I did. She is just saying. Just take some space..I just..Im sorry I just cant. I really messed up lmao. Good job Gabe


@ wholesome of the day!


Uhm, maybe she and you both need some space, if it wasn't official that you guys broke up, maybe it's just space you guys need?


i know how you feel rn. can i talk to her? i can help her understand


Pancake Try and relax a bit and stay a away from dating for a while. Maybe meditate or try and do things that help you get her off your mind, also avoid things that she likes. It might remind u of her


I'm sorry to hear that...I hope things get better, but yeah it is best to take space and cool off a bit. I'm sorry about the break up though, sometimes we say things that hurt people and never mean to. Things will get better though trust me.


Sometimes people need space, people make mistakes I suggest you take a breather for yourself? Like work on yourself and see what comes from that. Just know your valid and good things come eventually 3


LMAO


Pancake just give her some space


bruh you would be a good writer @! Vicky


i write slower than a obese stick on 12 steriods


true


usually when paragrah of venting helpers i just press speak message lo;


oh


ikr


WHAT


By


I


FIRKC


I was trying to


I got pinged


smthing happen?


Yeah


I was responding to everyone


Lmao


But


ohhh


Basically the thing is


awh


Thats why i got a ping xD


COME


ON


okay


Basically


yui slap MEE6


smh


I hurt her emotionally, because when Im upset and hurt. I tend to inflict emotional pain. I just was angry. I just feel bad. She was my best friend now since I was hella toxic, and I know I was because i was. I cant believe that. She said oh I finally got to see your true colors, appreciate it.


who pinged twice


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oh and also remove the ping when quoting


it's in the pinned messages! be careful!


Hmm. Well don't feel so negative about yourself. Even though some attributes to people tend to have a scientific positive vs a scientific negative, we can't help how we look, and should embrace our own natural beauty. Doesn't make you any less of an amazing person. It's just how the world is. You shouldn't compare yourself to people because we all have flaws that we dislike about ourselves it's human nature. I don't think you're ugly at all even if I have no idea what you look like, we're all special in our own way. I get that knowing that is a bit frustrating, but we all have qualities about ourselves that are good things, whether physically or mentally. You should be happy to be yourself because either way those who dislike you would never make it far enough to realize how great you are on the inside. Besides looks don't matter to anyone. You're all qt's in ways people don't actually notice, not even yourself. Your personality is enough to bring a smile to people's faces and that's what matters


sighs but whenever i see like cute boys out in the street i feel like i'll never be pretty enough


they arent worth it tbh


weian nya. weian nya. you don't have to feel self conscious. and no comparing yourself to others alright? our worst critic is always ourselves. comparing is useless when not everyone is the same. now I don't know what you look like but I'm willing to bet you're absolutely adorable.


who cares if your hair isn't long enough. you're beautiful just the way you are. your eyes are fine they sparkle like everyone else's. everyone has a different face and each one of them are as adorable and amazing and gorgeous as the rest.


so don't hide please. you're an amazing qt, weian. and no it was not a stupid ping. thank you for venting.


yea its a confidence booster for them to like you but in the long run they arent important but you are very important


ily all you guys really make my day


thatewhat we're here for


I honestly hate how I am. I'm constantly angry and constantly in a bad mood. I tend to come off as aggressive and it starts things I didn't mean to do. It's mostly in real like but still. I feel as if it's started from people keep interrupting me and stepping over me. And whenever I talk I feel as if nobody would ever be listening, online or irl. That's probably the reason why I always shout to try to make a point but nobody listens anyway. I hate my voice too but that's another story. I feel like I'm constantly looking for someone that I can spend all of my time with and care for them but I know that it just doesnt work for me if I'm constantly wanting attention. I feel like I seek attention at this point from never getting any from family.


Warning: it is very long and boring of a rant


Idk if I'm supposed to do a ping cuz I've pinged before