I feel the same for a solid 85 of your vent yo, and I understand how crap a lot of that can feel. Im really sorry to hear that youre going through all that and tbh, I really do hope you manage to find a way to get through your anger. Constantly starting arguments without meaning to is really not a great thing speaking from experience ofc so I really do hope you manage to get through this. Well all be here supporting you along the way and well try helping you as much as we can. 33


Thx man I really appreciate it 333 I've started working on keeping in my anger but that's the only thing going for me atm


but if I keep bottling up my anger I'll end up having another moment like my other vent


Maybe its worth trying some sort of anger management?


Maybe. I might have to talk to my therapist about it


Yeah, that might be a good idea.


But I can't share too much or I'll go to the hospital again so that scares mr


Me


Aww;;


Ewer I'm sorry to hear that Isaiah. I understand how stressful these things can be. And it's extremely difficult to forget about it. I'm not the best when it comes to advice, but try and clear your mind. That's what I usually say. Learn more about your interests, spend time with family of friends, and know that you're going to be alright. People are here for you. No matter how long and how terrible those things get, you'll find a way. I'm sure.


grr that made me feel useless hopefully someone else can help u


@! Vicky you poor thing.. please don't apologize.. you tried, and things like this are hard to help with or fully understand, I appreciate the effort you took to try I promise


mariri I personally have no idea to keep myself calm or composed when it hits me, out of no where usually..


Do you have any favorite songs?


Mhm


Try and listen to them while doing something like, cooking for example


I do


Sorry my response was to be longer but I almost fell asleep


oop


i c


get some rest if you feel tired, i won't force you


I uh listen to my music when I do cook and such


mariri ha it's been 24 hours


Beyond tired


But ty


Ima try again


np np


sleep well Isaiah


eli hug Raines


I um.. was meaning sleep dreams, but thank you... yes this does help in a lot of ways, thank you


I'm sowwy;;


No no is okay


why do you have such negative dreams tho


is it things you think of that reoccured during the day?


No it's literally just things in the future that have yet to happen


No idea when or why at the time


so.. you anticipate yourself


But when it does it catches me off guard as I forget


not even gonna ping for this i'd just like someone to dm me since someone called me a very offensive slur MULTIPLE times


You're just anticipating the future


And the deja vu hits me like and train and breaks my brain


Nothing wrong with that


But no one can predict it. I'm sure dreams can give a view of what the future may be like, or how it is in your opinion


But this is the present, so you have time to change the outcomes


alright weian who are we fighting today? cuz offensive slurs are not okay


weian oh weian I'm so sorry, block that person please, you're such a great person and deserve to be treated way better than that


yeah blocked and i told a few people about it


well that's good


never have that kind of negative energy around you


Mar nono it's quite literally the events that happen to an exact T mar...


they joined my portal and was like who the f pings everyone while doing prts so i explained, then started swearing more


bullying is one thing, but slurs are even worse


how do you predict the future that well?


then eventually called me a dumbss h


I just dream;;


nah nah that isn't okay time to block


I have no control of this thing


Hmm


maybe that's your brain telling you what to expect


like a warning maybe


Then I end up forgetting


sorry i interrupted your vent isaiah


No you're not


Ily hush


ofc we luv you. that bully is going to realize their mistake one day tho


i got really mad and made some poor decisions


such as swearing back at them


and got mad at my best friend


don't worry it was just an accident during the heat of the moment because you were angry


you didn't mean to


we all say weird things sometimes during selfdefense and anger


Daberath I'm sorry love. I understand that the larger the server, the longer it takes to find the people you actually...click with if you know what I mean. I know it sucks trust me on that I know how it feels, but..if you ever want someone to talk to or get to know more personally in order to gain new friends, my dms are always open and I'm willing to get to you more as a person. And all of us are more than happy to get to know you. Because you are now apart of the sayu family, and what we want most is for you to know that you are one of us


Mar i tysm


im so done omg, ive been spying on a few people but as it might sound creepy, its just so i can tell people the truth before it gets out of hand. my friends keep telling me to, i hate how sick people are in this world. they cheat and cheat all the time. again, im doing this all so i can tell them before things get out of hand. im so mad and upset. i just wish everybody could have perfect relationships. im so done with this. i love all my friends and i cant bare to see them hurt like this anymore. i just wish i could make them happy and they could live a good life till the very end. at this point i just feel i shouldnt trust anybody anymore.


aodjdkddnjw hmm I understand, some people just don't know how to be loyal to one person... cheating is a horrible thing and it destroys ones trust immensely. You should still trust people, but don't just bring people in, give yourself time to have that person build trust with you before you accept them as a friend, or whatever you decide. Unfortunately the reality is that perfect relationships don't exist, trust me I wish they did but it just isn't realistic...'perfect' relationships don't last long if at all, people don't like what is classified as a perfect relationship, it gets boring and one party if not both wish that things were different in one way or another.. I'm sorry that this has happened and I hope that things get better, if there's any more you need please feel free to ping or dm me as I am always open to help


@ wholesome of the day! anyone I can DM? I don't wanna keep venting here cuz it would be my third time


go ahead and dm me


my dms are always open for anyone


mine are always open


my dms are always open


Mine open


I are is and cool


yep


Honestly, it's okay to vent here again. This is the function of the channel There's nothing such as venting too much


mhm agree


have a hug


Ty!


my dms are always open, don't be afraid to send me anything I'd always respond


Um ok... so I've just pushed all my closest friends out of my life... for personal reasons but it needed to be done... I feel really alone and Its taking me alot to do this. I'm in alot of pain right now and well ig I'm asking for friends... but I dont know how to do this does anyone um...know what I should do? @ wholesome of the day!


Thats terrible;;


I think you should talk to ypur old friends and tell them why you did it. They might understand since they are close to you


That


No


I cant


Were they toxic?


It was toxic


Yes


Oh I completely get that then!


To the point I worried myself sick


Try making new friends then


Yet I was just ending up being used for when it was good for them


See thats the thing


I dont know where to start


I wanna make new friends but I dont know how


And I mean I've cut off all my friends


Try just talking to someone


They might end up befriending you


Nuggie boi I'm sorry to hear you've experienced such a thing. You did the right decision on leaving toxic friends. You did nothing wrong and you shouldn't feel ashamed. It's really difficult to leave your own friends. Kind or not. I know what it's like. But, you did this for your own good. At first, you may feel sad about it, but once you've found the perfect kinds of people to have fun with, you're good to go. As for finding new friends, you can always start here! In Sayumi! This server overall has a really friendly community that will love to welcome you. Oh, and if you want, I can try being friends with you of course. Keep in mind that there are people good for you and will always unconditionally love you no matter what.


Thank you I appreciate that


I'll try being more active in the server mhm


And I wouldn't mind being friends mhm


Mhm! That's the spirit


That made me feel a little better


Glad to hear that


I really appreciate it thank you all


Np np


And ill send you a friend request I cant wait to get to know you more mhm


Try and talk in chat there are a few people there


Oki


I hope you feel better and don't stress over it. It's his loss


If you ever need to talk to me as well, feel free to


@! Vicky What a terrible man. It's good for you to leave him. You've made the right choice. It's aggravating, yes, but you have to calm down. Try and get your mind off of him. Pick up a hobby, exercise, etc. And just, hang out with the right friends. I'm sure you'll be alright. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this sweetheart


Eli pat @! Vicky


Hmph im gonna be straight with you... that's bs I'm honestly glad that you blocked him... he doesn't deserve any of your time your a frickin queen and if he can't see that h a h bye... he has no right im sorry that he hurt you cause like w o w... you did the right thing and im proud of you cause thats hard...


As for your friend that's one messed up friend if he can't see whats right in front of him clear as day. I personally don't see why he thinks this is right I dont think he's a good friend if he doesn't atleast try to see your side. So im proud of you none the lest dont let this get you down if you need someone to vent to or even just to be a friend im almost positive anyone would love to be there


That's the spirit!


Mwah


Just rember its hard yes this isn't easy and your probably hurting alot mhm


And there's nothing wrong with that


You have been hurt


I feel like my friends dont like me anymore. They never talk to me/answer my dms and whenever I come in a gc or server they just leave. I offered to make 4 banners for them for free and guess what while I was working my butt off making these banners as good as I can she decides to cancel her order because she commissioned someone to make banners. Is my gfx so bad that you have to go and commissions someone instead when I can make perfectly fine banners for free. Also I ordered a boost plan from my friend she said she would do 2 icons and 2 animated banners, she has done 1 animated banner and 2 icons. Now she says when did I say I was making two” and wont answer when I ping her. I feel like my bf is lying to me, he said he is doing good” but what happened a few days ago was horrible, I dont know how you can be doing good a few days after something like that.. Also he had a simping contest with my friend? What does that even mean. He said it was a joke but I feel like he lied because he is bffs with her and I am talentless Loen of course,. Now my internet is meant to go off at 11 pm every night I found a loophole but my mom would probably find out. Instead of her asking what is wrong she decides to just cut off internet at 11. I want to tell my mom what is wrong but it feels like she doesnt accept me already. @ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping


What


ImLoen I'm sorry to hear that. I suggest you should just leave your current friends and find new ones. Ik it's difficult to get new friends, but if you put enough time into it, you'll find the right person for you. Talk it out with your friend. Say the things and ask the things you want. Take this relationship seriously. If he doesn't take it seriously simply say Do you even want to commit to this relationship? That'll get him to say something. If he doesn't say anything about this, then leave him. Yes, I know it seems pushy but it's for your own sake. Relationships like this aren't healthy and you're better off with someone who actually cares for you. Not someone who will mentally concern you. The same goes for friends. They're supposed to share interests with you and will always make the time to take care of each other. Physically and mentally. As for your mother, try and have a serious talk with her. Talk about your problems in life. Let her hear you out. Again, I'm incredibly sorry to hear you going through such a thing and I hope you'll feel better soon Loen. Take care sweetheart!


Oh, and next time, when you do commissions, take screenshots of it so you have proof when the transaction isn't to what you were expecting! Just some quick tips


If I am in the gfx community then I will probably see them, they are quite known and that would be awkward.


I am good friends with a few of their friends so wouldnt they notice?


Maybe try distancing yourself from them. You don't have to entirely cut ties. If they say hi, then say hi back. But if they ask you to for example, do commissions, simply decline


The main way I chat with their friends is a server which I am admin in. The owner is one of the friends


Ok


Thank you Mari  !


If they do notice and ask you about it, you're free to tell them about all of this Provide some proof if you want Or if you would like to keep it to only a select few, simply say it's private matters and you're not comfortable with sharing it.


Np Loen


Oi...


I'm sorry


Huh?


Why?


I feel that in a way I just recently cut off my friends too;;


Well not that you cut em off


But like you know what I mean


Bsbwbw


Mhm


Maybe you should take some space get your head clear ya know


Then talk to em mhmhmhm


What


Who pinged me?


Maybe something triggered the bot


Did you say anything that could've possibly triggered bots?


@! Vicky You sweared in your vent that is why


Same server rules apply when venting 3


No problem cutie, feel free to repost your vent once you have removed the swears


Oop


I see


Eli pat @! Vicky


Take your time sweetheart


Np


It's alright


then like last month he threatened me


@! Vicky you poor girl... honestly, as painful and garbage this way sound going to the police is the best option for some sort of aollution, if he hits you again and it's very obvious physically that he touched you please call them, they will protect you and take care of you and your sister accordingly, idk how your living situation is but the fact that your dad is abusing you is absolutely terrible... people who treat their kids like this are disgusting and you really just deserve the love he should very giving you.. I'm so sorry that things are the way they are, I hope this gives some sort of help, and if you're afraid to call the police bc of things he might do if they leave it alone I completely understand, I'd say next time you know something is going to happen to you, set your phone up to record a video where it captures you and hin in shot with him hitting you or doing whatever before you do call, having evidence is highly necessary in cases like these... I hope this helps you in some sort of way I'm so sorry;;


@! Vicky I'm sorry to hear that. You're such a sweetheart how could anyone do this to you? Just like Isaiah said, you should seek authoroties if this continues. Record a video or a voice note, preferably a video if you can. They're the ones who can stop this without phyisically, and mentally hurting you. It always pains me hearing parents being abusive towards their child. Parents are supposed to teach their kids in a good way, not straight up abuse them. For now, distance yourself from your father a bit, put yourself in a safe enviroment. Calm yourself down and seek comfort from people. Don't be scared to ask for help. If you keep quiet about this, it'll just get worse. Take care of yourself sweetie


man i dont know if this is the right place to say this but im down i asked my bro to let me play genshin impact on his phone cuz his phone is powerful and mine is not, i asked him and he said no and i just feel so down i dont know why lmao im just idk i dont know why im like this im im i dont know anymore


Well i woke up like an hours ago and saw a text from a close friend of Mine saying I was just Fake I replied ?” And she that I told random girls that she was pregnant” but never did that and she was kinda my only friend and She told me that someone told her but she wont tell me who and she believe them and not me,she told me to never talk to her again,... and Im crying in my bed rn..


@ wholesome of the day!


So she chose someone else


Yeah..


I know friends come and go you might feel lonely but hey, thats the good part you get to see their true side and start to notice who they really are..


It happened to me


Turns out they were using me


But dont stop going cuz thats what they want u to do


They want to hurt you


Mistakes and problems happens so youre able to find the answer and try again, and the reason why is because if u find the answer youd be able to know what u did wrong or what she did wrong so youre able to become a stronger person in life


And so if u experience it again youd know what to do


Dont be sad about it


I know its hard


I know ur not okay


Im trying my best, pardon me if its bad, Ill keep trying to help you!


Yeah.. but now Im alone and shes probably gonna gossip about me and Make me get bullied... And I really trusted her bc I talked to her about my problems and everything and she just lets me down like that.. it really hurts.. And dont worry you do help I appreciate that you Try and do help me


What Im about to say might hurt, we were all born alone, to love someone and die alone then to see them again in the trusted side, get it? We went through all pain all of loneliness just to teach you because this is a test, a test thats about how weak you are or if youre able to understand what to do in this situation


The reason why she believed someone else I dont think that was someone else


Either she did something bad behind your back and she isnt telling you


A tip is that people change when they do stuffs behind your back


I dont really know... but I think Ill try to talk to her Monday.. if I can and try to explain..


And you, dont give up and fight back


I just woke up my helping skills are kinda off


Sowwy


Its okay dont worry you dont need apologize


I think Ill go and text her to try and explain...


I suggest giving the message and then giving her time to think and see


And if shes rude to you


Do what u think is right


Dont make decisions while ur sad please


I can tell u my experience, technically she left me hurt but then I hurt her back and then she started bullying me but I didnt cared at all about the comments and everything and then when I came out to the whole class i said keep pushing me down the hill youd be able to free me and never see me again cuz Id be dead because of you and thats how they stopped


Yeah... she probably needs some time To Think about what happened.. and realize that I didnt did that.. ty for helping me I appreciate 33 and Im sorry for what happened to you..


Its alrighty!


She was a... anyway


Mei loves you


Aw ty ily too 33 Ill try to calm down and Think a bit


Alrighty!


I know this might be annoying but i just feel like everytime im confident someone has to bring me down like today i was confident about myself and then i posted a picture in one of my servers and everyone was like ew and you're so ugly and i just felt so bad about myself i couldnt take it. I deleted most of my socialmedia accounts and i cried for about an hour. I dont know whats wrong with me, why am i so ugly? why does nobody want me?


@ wholesome of the day!


im sorry


omg you're not ugly, you're wanted, you're needed, you have loving friends and caring people to support you, you shine and are amazing to everyone, don't listen to them! they are just jealous and taken aback by your beauty! 3 you are wanted and remember that


I am sorta in the same place as you, well, look, feedback and opinions are simply suggestions, it's much easier said than done, but just don't care about them, it is hard for someone to care for you and love you if you don't love yourself already, I learned that one the hard way


Edlun Try and stay confident and dont let them bring you down, say something like look im trying to stay confident, can you not kill my vibe? Or something i dont really know . But you are very pretty, just dont listen to those nasty people and be a queen or a king


you're not ugly, don't believe the lies people tell you. why would you even be ugly? i bet you're amazing! we all have different ways we see beauty, and tbh, those who can see you for things other than your looks are people to keep. your looks shouldn't matter your personality should. because


1. you're cute


2. you're pretty


3. you're amazing


4. you're just an all around awesome person


you're beautiful! don't forget that please!


youre amazing, beautiful, and needed. Dont listen to them, ik it is hard sometimes but trust me, try to love yourself to the fullest first. No one is perfect, we all have our flaws, but we still are beautiful in different ways. Heres a quotes I like If the leaning tower of Pisa wasnt leaning, no one would care”  wuv u Iow


Im stressing out a lot. My moms in the hospital still, my dads gf had a baby girl and now Im a big sister, my dads dogs leg has been broken for a month but he had to go somewhere else and now its just my grandma and me that have to take care of the dog, and its so sad to see him in pain also Im fine with my dad having a gf, and my mom and dad are still rlly good friends I feel like I can do it, I will keep going, but at the same time I feel like its too much for me @ wholesome of the day! sowwy if this isnt rlly a vent


It is a real vent dont worry! That sounds like a lot to handle. First of all congrats on being a big sister! That must be fun. But you should try and find even just a little time to tend to yourself so you dont exhaust yourself or anything


dont be sorry for anything, you're supposed to vent here! let all your feelings out. try to relax. listen to some calming music. if this still doesnt help then uhm.. try getting some sleep. try to distract yourself from the stress. everything will be fine, you just have to get used to it. mikachu


this isn't a vent but if you're feeling down, stressed or anxious, try listening to your favourite songs. sing the lyrics! jam all night long! let all of your feelings out. if you need help, ping Venting Helpers . . they will definetly help. just know that you're STRONG! and i love you SOSOOSSOOSOSOSOSOOSOOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSOSOOS mUCHHH!


still stressed?


sleep!


sleep it ALLL out. get LOTS of rest. or chill with some friends! don't have any? make some new friends in here! chat!


i LOVE YOU CUTIE!


Ty, all of u this rlly helped


guys my stomach sinked like the 5th time today. You know how ppl vent and other ppl help eachother? I don't know why but for some reason when it's me who's venting, everyone gets sad too, i don't know why, and it makes me want to bottle it up. Why would i vent if ppl get sad bc of me? even in the blacklist of angel, she quotes me for my vent in the video, and it just makes me sad. If people don't want me to vent.. just say so.. because i don't know what to think anymore.


@ wholesome of the day!


i don't know what to think


im sorry if i offended anyone


Look, don't let the grief of others affect you, everyone has the right to feel down independent of others


You know it is not your fault if people get sad cuz of your vents! If they can't take it then they should be helping you!


And no matter how much pressure you're under, Venting is always something good


Yep you should be open about your feelings to someone or other


And for us willing to help others, we know what we are facing when we help


No need to worry about us, and in either case, we can vent too


Yep that's true! Just let all your feelings come out!


I myself have vented here several times


And I try to help others when I can, I find joy in helping others


Well sympathy is a thing that makes people sad over vents, because they feel bad. That isn't your fault. We really don't mind if you vent. People vent about many things, and some of us don't vent at all. It's really not a bad thing. We'd try to help as soon as we can when you ping us if we're available. Don't worry about it you aren't bothering anyone


It's what we're here for


Facts


So don't worry, you arent bothering anyone


thanks yall.. but ive lost so many friends because of my vents


i know if i bottle it up, nothing will help


The ones who take a vent is because they are truly interested in helping you


but at least i won't make anyone sad


and i won't lose anyone


but i don't want to bottle it up


that's why im confused


If they leave you for letting your feelings out then they are not to be meant to be with you nev


And that's fine


It is better to let it out than to keep it inside


Well a lot of us bottle up vents because we're too busy helping those who already vented. And tbh you shouldn't be afraid to vent it isn't a bad thing if you struggle with stuff, because we all do. You aren't causing any harm by it


Yaa that's true! So try DM someone you know well and will help you


okay.. it just hurts when people leave me


people leave for a lot of reasons, it isn't your fault


So yeah, be aware that anyone that jumps in on your vent is completely willing to help you


Yaa ik but we can't keep them with us forever


We have to let go of them if they don't want to be with us


Really loving someone implies being able to let them go, and maybe they can return, but nothing ever lasts forever, and people coming in and out of your life is simply part of life, so treasure your time with them but don't feel bad when they leave, it is the course of life


okay..


thanks everyone


No worries, thanks to you for Venting


We all care for you


Someone in Svdgh0ul's server called one of my templates homophobic, racist, weirdsomething like that and someone stole the layout and didnt credit and they said they made it i was just mad out of my mind bc i just woke up, usually i just get snap out of it eventually..but when i just woke up, it usually takes 5 or more hours to cool off, what should i do


Sometimes I just wanna be invisible and cry. That way nobody would have to worry about me


delighted well first I'd like to ask of things that relax you


my mom just insulted me...yay...


Tw gore ig


I just coughed a lot of blood and i feel tried. IT looks like vomiting with blood and chunks of food


Yeah I feel like many people have popularity on their head right now. If the person is trying to copyright an idea/link many other people use then I would show the proof, if they are ignorant just don't credit. If you get blacklisted then tell everyone who blacklists you that it is an idea and you can't copyright ideas. If it gets out of hand blacklist the person who blacklisted you for false blacklisting. Also Maya please don't stop doing commissions because of one bad person, I am 100 here for you during this madness, if you need any help dm me. I hope that this problem can get sorted out soon. @.SYO


That sounds toxic ngl... I personally don't do commissions and don't know much about that but in all honestly I don't think you should quite but I believe you should not work with them your friend can do as they please but clearly thats not right. You shouldn't quite especially if you love commissions but maybe being a little more idk clear on your clients if that makes any sense


@ Baby girl would you mind answering my question so I could potentially help you more if something like this happens again;;


I'm sorry for another ping


honeycxke Tell your parents about this, it sounds serious and shouldn't be taken lightly. I hope you get well soon!


we did but they didnt listen ImLoen


@.SYO Dm me about it


I think I know what you are talking about


I am depresseo esperesso, I understand the love and care I get from people, fellow staff, and friends here, but sometimes I just feel alone if that makes any sense. It tires me when i can be here get all this love and still feel how i do some times. It kinda feels like it's not right for me to be feeling this way with the people I surround myself. Eh I feel like it isn't fair for the people who do all these things for me and care about me to feel that way regardless of the love care and attention I tend to get. But that's just my opinion idk how you guys feel about it yourselves


@ wholesome of the day!


look if you want to talk i can talk with you so you don't feel so depressd


It is always okay to feel alone and it is very common, if you ever want to talk there is always people here for you. It is good to surround yourself with nice people, if you feel like you aren't putting in as much as you take out maybe ask the people that help you if you are helping as much as you get help. We care about you Isaiah because you are a wonderful person, you are caring and kind. I am friends with you because of how nice and talented you are.


ImLoen


I'm having a hard time right now... I'm going through kinda a break up ig... and well I really miss him and we aren't talking right now and I know it's a good thing cause he needs time and im ok with that... and it kinda hurts... yes him and I were together but he was my best friend and I know one day we will talk and yeah but for now I feel so alone not only did I lose my bf I lost my best friend I honestly know he needs this and im ok with that I wanna give him that he's going through alot and hurting and I feel alone


I dont know lmao... @ wholesome of the day!


Is it you or is it him


Wdym?


Are you the problem or is he the problem


Its what he thinks


If hes breaking up with you


Oi neither


Idk


Right now there's some things going on thats alot more important this this lmao


So he need space


What do you think you did


Right now he's just focused on that not nessesarily us


if he's hurting you in any way, it's best to keep your distance. i know it's painful the first few days, but you just need to keep moving forward. surround youself with friends and the people that make you feel good


either way it's best to leave him be


Thats the thing


I dont have friends


And its not him thats hurting me


I miss him yeah and ig its more the unknowns that are hurting me


I just dont wanna be alone...


Thank you for taking this advice we are here for you if you need any more help 3


I dislike life


Pancake would you like to talk about it?


my mom just insulted me...yay...


@ Baby girl


she was probably just spurred in that moment, you dont need to worry and take it seriously. She does love you, and will support you


she doesnt, whenever i am happy she ruins it and she uses me to look like a good mother


I feel like shiz;;


Think about the things that made you happy


And how happy you were


Things that make me happy are gone


Then try to make new ones


And fogged with the memory of someone I cant have


Shiz


No bypassing


Cant have?


Idk


What do you mean


I miss him alot and I wanna be alone


Hm


Hmmm


I've done good all day and now I can't stop thinking


Hmm


My last resort


The one thing I never wanted to go to


Watch cat videos


Thats all i got


;w;


I am watching videos...


And they aren't helping


They just make me feel alone


Wanna play some games?


Wit me?


I can try to make you happy


What kinda games?


What games do you wanna play


Or what games do you have


Do you have a switch?


Hmmm


Do you have minecraft?


I would love to make you happy


Wait


Be right back


Just


Stay here


Otay


did somebody say minecwaft


I will msg you when i am done okay?


Oi we may be playing minecraft


I d k


epic gamer thingo


Mhm


Wanna play?


sure


what yall playing?


also


if we do play wanna see some stuff i did in a server im in while we wait for them?


She is sad


No cri


Plz


nipotino join music if you want to play minecraft


Ima try and redownload discord


I even tried a whole other device...


H m


i cant talk


I have tried all


I have reinstalled


I have logged out


I've tried another device


I've tried all


It works in other servers


But not this one


Wat the heckarooonus


i dont feel pretty, i dont have clothes that make me feel pretty so i jus sat in my room crying cus i dont really feel complete.


aww


im sorry to hear


that


but u dont need pretty clothes to feel prtty


and u probably are super pretty


bunni Aww sweetie. Don't feel bad! It doesn't matter if you have pretty clothes, face, etc. You have a wonderful personality and a lovely heart. That's all that matters. Insecurity will always be there, yes, but people love you no matter what. It's a natural feeling we usually have and you don't need to feel ashamed of it. Honestly, you are one of the most nicest people I've ever met qt


hmm


My reason to live has finally presented itself. Ive finally found it; on the worst day ive ever had. Life has its ups and downs ig, but this time, itll be down for a while.


I shall elaborate more later, for rn, its not safe for me to continue.


i feel like garbage. i constantly battle with myself, constantly hate myself, and constantly get upset over the smallest things. my faith is Christianity and i continue to fail God. I'm always lazy and feel like I'm going be a failure in the future just because I can't get any school work done and every time I try to do school work, I get distracted and end up not doing it. I don't pay attention in class and instead continue to watch tiktok and waste my life away. I'm just so sick of myself, I feel like a monster and I feel like my dad is so disappointed in me for constantly sitting in my room. My mom contracted COVID19 and It ruined today for me. I was trying my best to stay positive after I heard about it, but after about 20 minutes I broke down crying feeling that I won't have a mom in the future and that she will suffer just because of how the United States handled the coronavirus. I'm really reaching my breaking point.


@ wholesome of the day!


Riyrus awe, if you get sidetracked with scholl cause of Tik tok, I would recommend deleting the app then logging back in later, or,putting your phone far away enough where you can't find it, also, I'm so so so so so sorry about your mom! I hope that she'll have a safe and fast recovery!3


Riyrus For people, there will always be hatred for themselves and it comes and goes. You don't need to feel like a failure. You did nothing wrong. As someone with the same religious beliefs, you're doing nothing wrong. We get distracted easily so it's understandable. If you do want to better yourself, try and locking your phone. Deleting the app for a while as a practice would be an option as well. Try talking about this to your father. Let him help you. As for your mother, I'm incredibly sorry to hear this news. Don't worry, she'll be in good hands and I hope the best of her recovery.


i will try that. thank you guys, today hasn't been the best day and it's nice to have people to vent to


I wish I could stop crying and stop being so ignored but it's probably because I never have much to say


Minuu I really hope you get better soon. You can always message me, I don't respond super duper quick but you can always know that I won't ignore you


Thank you so much I just wanna stop crying and stop being suicidal 24/7


o


yeah


if you ever need to


please message me


i wont ever ignore you


happy vent time


Okay so I know my last vent was kinda sad but my crush just called me cute and said kinda wish I was dating you ngl and my heart is going


WOOOAAAH


DAMN


HE'S SO ADORABLE


AWW


Like his voice is just


Lemme see if I can find a recording


Lmao imagine you responded wanna try?


WAIT I THINK THAT'S TOO FAST


Lmao


Actually I'm gonna say it


We have known each other for a bit it's fine


LMAO YES


SPILL THE TEA


Hold on I asked if I can show a thing of him talking he said yes but literally 90 of the voice messages is him calling me kiwi


I


Yes


Kiwi


Worship the kiwi


That's one quality boy


I have a recording of him talking from a while ago if you wanna see in DMS


MMM


Sure if he'll allow it


It's his privacy tho


He already did I asked


Oop


I seee


Can I hear it


Sure


@ wholesome of the day!


it might seem like shes really annoying right now, but give her a chance and try to show her right and wrong. maybe you'll be able to change her if you really try and talk to her about it. she might not even know LMAO


Nuggie boi just tell her you don't want to talk to her, it's the least rude thing and easy way to put her down easily than to be mean to her and such despite how you feel personally


She knows


When I say she knows


She is so bossy


I cant explain


Everything has to be about her


Anna.


Yes


You are 17, correct?


She is 10.


Nuggie boi I know how difficult it is to have an annoying relative. Honestly. You should just say what you think of her. Tell her that you don't feel comfortable with her and maybe you two can resolve this.


You are 7 years older than your sister.


Ignore her.


Just, ignore her.


See but then she wants to act like I'm the one being mean


She counters everything


Yeah just ignore her


Honestly like I said just tell her to leave you alone


And like people don't see through it they all know


Yeah you're telling me my sister is 12 and she annoys me


I'm flippin 20


I get that yeah...


Honestly


Vicky has a point aswell.


I would love to be close to my sister


Dont get me wrong


Anna, let your sister know that.


But she makes it impossible


She acts like a spoiled 6 year old


Quit Discord some siblings tend to be real stubborn and ignorant with how they already are


Oi shes 11


Not 10


I understand that being close to her sister is important but


O k


Ignore them


No 10/11 year old is gonna know how to properly make that change in a year


Ignore them, I'm telling you.


So just ignore her until she acts more mature


But she like lives with her dad


i know how you feel Nuggie boi kinda happen to me once but guess what i did i just boss her around and serious her up and she leaves me alone


And he is so unfit to raise a child


@ Fluffy! V LMAO YES


I wish


ikr


But I dont live with her


boss them and be very serious


Make them know you're the oldest, not the youngest.


and if you can slap her slap her


I cant be there to make a diffrence


That makes sense


I'm supposed ta call her tomorrow


Ima talk to my mom about it too


But


stand up for your self and dont make anyone rule you.


I have no problems with any other siblings


Exactly


But her


And maybe cause I have never been like overly spoiled like her


But sjhejebsbs


i literlay have to wake up to make you feel happy


i was sleeping when i saw 2 pings from here


I appreciate you mhm


Thank you guys


np i am always here to give little possivity


I really needed that cause its been bothering me for a while


yeh people got lots of issues these days


so yeah


as i said dont let anyone rule you


no one can rule me and i am 14


cant


if anyone trying to boss me around i give them 1 slap and they go to there bed


ok i am going back to bed


afk goodnight!


Goodnight


Sleep well


Mwah


Hmm..I feel the same way about my own siblings, yet mine live with me. I mean once my sister farted in front of me..well... on me and it wasn't funny and I was like 6 and I felt upset and my parents did nothing about it. I mean my sister isn't selfish she's just spoiled. I've been blamed for a lot of things that aren't my fault, and for the record my sister honestly hates me for no reason. She actually wants me to move out when I graduate high school and is happy to see me leave. So it's like she doesn't care about me. I know it's hard to talk to your sister but you may want to say at least hi. You don't have to have a conversation with her if you choose not to and feel like it's for the best, but young children tend to miss those they are close to, whether in bullies or in friends, and she may want to check up on you. I'd honestly suggest trying to form some kind of bond, because it may be a good thing. Even if she's annoying, she really can use a good example on manners.


life's great


i lied, it's not great.


people are now ghosting me and avoiding me.


so in like 10 servers, I was in a convo and suddenly when I had to go respond to a DM and returned to the main chat, everyone was saying: ok, ok, understood.


I was REALLY confused. I just shrugged it off and continued talking, someone new said Hello!, and I said Hi. And when everyone ELSE said Hi, that dude who was new ignored me, and ONLY me, and said thank you to everyone else who said Hi to them. This happens, so much. People keep ghosting me like I'm nothing. And their excuse is: Sorry! Do I even bother about u lmaoa.


And everyone else AGREES.


Now 5m later, people start sending me in DMs how I'm a monster, how I'm nobody, and how I don't deserve to live.


Ok. I am a monster, I am nobody, I am invisible. Enough people have made in clear to me throughout my entire life. In school, online, etc. You do not need to say it. I am really that bad? I am really a monster? Is that why everyone ghosts me all the time..? People pretend they care, but NO. THEY DON'T CARE AT ALL. THEY JUST THINK I'M REVOLTING AND DISGUSTING. THAT'S IT. NOTHING ELSE, PEOPLE LOVE TO HARASS ME IN DMS AND LAUGH IT OFF SAYING IT'S A JOKE. YES, A JOKE. VERY FUNNY, LAUGHED SO MUCH.


If they want me to disappear, I can disappear right now, and nobody will care after a few weeks... is that what they want...?


@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for ping.


PONG


Hmph...


Let me at em


Gimmi there things


Quit Discord i will love to talk to those people


Pleaze just ignore those people and block those who think that they feel that they need to talk to you like that.


And leave those servers as they're not welcoming.


an good advice is to BLOCK THEM NOW


oops wrong perosn


i just


they want me


to disappear


Quit Discord give us there user and tag in dms


we need to have a word with them.


if i ignore them


exacty! @! Vicky


they go in my dms


Please do not bypass swears!


block them Quit Discord


I understand you're trying to help


dont you not know to block and leave the servers


No worries 3


The servers im in dont allow anyone to be blocked cause it might hurt friendships and fake rumors


im suicidal and i hate my life. my parents and family treat me horribly. i have no respect and no control over what i want to do. I got yelled at and called a dissapointment because i forgot to turn in an assignment, any small mistake makes my parents hate my, my brother is the golden child, i try so damn hard, and im better then him at everything but my parents dont care. because he's the golden child and I guess im ungrateful because i live a good life my best friend hates me and has basically ghosted me, we used to dm thousands of time a day and now she doesnt even talk to me all day, my friends are ghosting me, people hate me, my only friends use me, i have no one to go to or no where to hide. life sucks yk? I own a pretty sizeable group and my best friend is the coowner and we are so happy with it but she's left the discord twice in 2 days and has tried to quit multiple times, Im spending so much robux and effort to get it to grow, I might be dramatic but nothing good has happened to me for a long time. idk do you think im being dramatic or if I have a problem? i feel worthless and im just being dramatic, it's nothing my friends tell me, im just dramatic, drama king  TW  btw i cut too so yeah @ wholesome of the day!


i cant live a happy life


kinda obsessed with it:


@! Vicky well as long as you keep it in mind we won't be on your case.


its not possible


hmm nice to see you doing you job Glimp


smh why so much people want help


Thank you


@ Fluffy! V why is that wrong;;


np Kittie i will write a good review about you


@ Fluffy! V why do you have the ping then?


thank you


why what wrong Henka


A lot of people wanting to help


I think it's good


sky, to put some positivity


but i dont mind it it happens to me too


but every server i join in


1 i think its good that you are getting help so don't think its a bad thing sky,


there is always 1 person or more


who wants to do this to me.


Nuggie boi


very happy rn, not crying at all


good nora nice to know you happy


not really good to be crying


just stand up for your self


Nora I'd love to talk to you, and give those people a piece of my mind. If they don't bother at least trying to talk to you they aren't worth your time at all. They don't deserve to know such an amazing person. People legit ghost people all of the time and I am not sure why... it's like there's literally a convo going on and you come back and something happens. No one bothers to explain or try to include you and it's bothersome but it doesn't mean you should disappear. They aren't worth disappearing for. As long as you know how special you are on the inside and how valuable you are for trying to make yourself fit in. You can just keep trying and I'm sure they'd finally listen to you. I know I do that's for sure. I'd never agree to people ignoring you or ghosting you after a single message or 2. You deserve to be heard just as much as anyone and I hope you do. Your voice matters just as much as anyone in this world and it's your right to say whether or not people let your voice get heard. If they don't it's on them to fix it or leave it. You are not a monster, or a nobody, just someone who needs a bit of encouragement and I'd be more than happy to give that to you


sky, honestly, screw your friends if they use you. They're not your friends if that's how they are. Screw your parents next time they yell or make a big deal about something small, tell them how you fell. You're way better of a person than you parents could be if they favor one child over the other, as I'm sure you love your brother aside the fact that they treat him differently. Please, I ask you to find a healthy alternative from cutting as you don't deserve to give yourself more pain than you deal with. being suicidal I understand but you have so much ahead of you as I'm sure you're a smart kid, once you prove your parents wrong about you and blow them out the water with the things you do I'm sure they'll ask you for things, and at that point proudly say no walk away and remove yourself from that toxic environment for your own good, cut them from your life when you can for your health and well being.


And I sorry I really am... I can't say I understand what your feeling cause all of us feel thing differently ya know but what I can say is I'm sorry cause that hurts... it hurts alot and im sure you see that. Your feelings aren't something you wanna be hated for and parents tend to think that because we are so young we don't have problems but when it comes to it our problems aren't small we just grow and see things differently. We all have problems no matter how small they are if they make you feel something most the time there valid. Your suicidal feelings they aren't nice they are honestly hell and I hate to know that you are in the middle of that... you clearly aren't going through and easy time and im here if you wanna go into more detail and I would love to be friends... you arent being dramatic you arent worthless you are just struggling and admitting that. Is a big step coming to people is amazing so needless to say I am so so proud of you sky,


I dont know how to censor words


Yall should teach me mhm


do in front and after the word


@! Vicky this


like this


thank you


I just dont know my parents think im not wanted I study all day and I try and get perfect A but I just have so many breakdowns, and when i try and stand up for myself they threaten to take away my only cope of life so I can't do anything about it, after I hit 8th grade their mood changed from to a sledge hammer in my face


O h


So like hi


Oh


Ok thank you iah


yes


hi


Mar yeah I understand your minor grade. my mom came to say hi and I was taking a quiz while chatting to her and I got an 84 and she just threw all her wrath at me and i felt so scared and suffocated i dont know why


I just think parents believe life is easier due to technology and that children slack off due to the wonders of the internet when you're literally trying your best. My parents can be upset if I have a B or C once they see that I have an A in something and wonder why I couldn't get an A in the other courses


Quit Discord Apologies for the sudden ping, but youve been taken for granted by others, and when youre often treated with indifference, you write yourself off as unworthy, right? Perhaps most important, it may help to remind yourself that you cant control others but have some measure control over yourself. Try replacing others assurance with your own selfs appraisal..


Also, if this was a passing stranger, take the hurt and carry on. You dont have to endure whatever hurts you or hurt them back, be assertive and toss the ball back to them in a nonagressive manner. These people who harrass you seem to lack social skills and empathy, and those are the people you dont want to be around. It goes to show that theyre not worth your time.


Ty nessa 3


Thanks everyone for your help


Trigger warning.


I want, a sort of suffering.. physical suffering. The kind of things I refuse to do to myself for many reasons, yet at times it's all I wish for. I'm sad, but happy, and I still want this pain. Maybe as a means of personal punishment, or the need to feel more alive than I recently have. I'm very odd and things like this tend to happen. Everything changes after today, who knows where itll go, how they'll affect me, or where I'm taken. I must continue to move forward, and not dwell on this. Maybe I'll find a way to fix this yearning for pain I have at times, knowing I'm alive and all. Oh well I apologize, I am uh odd.


@ wholesome of the day!


Dont apologize for how you feel your feelings are your feelings and you shouldn't feel guilty for feeling iah


But I have a question so I can understand a little better


Are you feeling like you deserve this suffering because you feel guilty?


No, I just want to trade my emotional sufferings with physical ones.


A h


That makes so much more sense ok


Honestly people who are in physical pain have it so easy...I would rather break a leg the suffer from depression


Yet I dont think you deserve punishment


Not as negative


I can sit here and tell you what I think you deserve and don't but in the end it doesn't help and I know that


So instead ima tell you that you arent weird or diffrent for felling these thing ya know


And


I dont know your story so really thats all I can say


I hope you understand


I'd rather not share that, the details are quite, personal


Oh no


I understand that


I hope I didn't make you feel pressured to think you had too


No you didn't


Oi


I'm glad


Thx


I try i hope it helped a little


Hell, idek how to feel about this. I feel like im meant to feel some sort of anger or sadness, but I just feel blank, as usual.


Oh yeah, also lost a few friends today I think lmao.


Feels great man!


Why?


I don't know what to say about this


I dont blame you.


I could go more in depth on some other things, but im pretty sure no one would know what to say .


Hmm, not as much worried since ik he won't be able to get full custody.


More worried as to what he could possibly do.


No clue bro.


You can't I don't think.


uhm..where is your dad? is he in prison or is he still around


I actually don't know lmfao.


Think he went to stay with his parents.


where have ur dad last been before he went to stay with his parents


He was with us, at our house.


mk! sorry if i was asking personal questions or anything


Aiko It's hard to express any sort of feelings in empathy, nor sympathy when you're being told something so unbelievable. I'm sorry to hear your mother had to go through such a terrible marriage and I'm glad she picked up the courage to leave your father. Abuse is never something good. As for custody on your sisters, I think your mother's safe as long as she provides a convincing narrative. Your father has stalked a person before and there was a chance for him to purposely get himself into a car crash. Which, by all means, is incredibly irresponsible. You don't need to feel any large amounts of emotions. We can't really force them out without looking weird. As long as you're taking care of your family, it's alright. So, you should just try and help your mother as much as you can if things within custody gets out of hand. Oh and comfort her as well as your sisters if they become scared. As for your friends, you did the right choice. You don't need to feel horrible about leaving people who are actually terrible beings.


Thank you all sm. 3


I asked my best friend what I can do to make things better. She said Just go take some space” that you need


@ wholesome of the day!


Im sorta confused, did you have a vent before that has something to do with this? Like, a recent message about this?


Pancake recommend just not talking to that group of people as a whole anymore eh they're not good tor you


Pancake Maybe you should consider it, and ask your friend to consider taking a break as well. Just to clear up some tension, if thats the right word. Anyways, dont ignore them on purpose, though. Ignoring them and not talking with them and working it out could probably worsen your friendship. This is all I have to say for now, I'll probably continue this message in DMS or something.


My dog just passed away an hour ago and i feel like shiiit


Right


Idk I just feel like I could've done something to help her


We don't know the cause of her death, just that she became uninterested the past 3 days


So I have a good ish vent...


Um alot of things have been hard recently and im trying to look on the positives if ya know what I mean lmao. But one positive is im 3 days clean and I just wanted to share that with everyone. I know its not a big number but im still proud of myself. self harm and suicidal thoughts suck but its the little things that get ya through... but yeah three days clean hehe @ wholesome of the day!


yaya! keep continuing! no more self harm. keep POSITIVE!


that's amazing to hear!


it's good to recover from a negative mindset. even if it's a small milestone, it's one step closer to your goal. keep going and staying strong


thats great! keep it up very proud of you


Awww I'm so proud of youuu. That's great! Even though it's a small number that's a great accomplishment. You're doing an amazing job. That kind of thing is hard to come by, and takes a really long time to fully recover from. We're here for you if you ever need any kind of help. Being positive is great, you're stronger than you think


Thank you all that means so much heh


TW: Death


Please help... I didn't think this would hurt so much but, it does. My StepMom's Dad just died.. I barely knew him but he and his wife helped my family out so much and now he's gone.. I just found out this morning and this is about 3 weeks after my dog had died... It just hurts so much and I don't know what to do...


I'm sorry for your losses...loss is never easy and im sorry you have to go through so many in such a small amount of time I can't imagine the pain your feeling and how intense it is even if you weren't that close to him he still impacted your live in a great way...this is a great time to lean on family they feel the pain too ya know. And if your not close to them you can lean on me or im sure anyone else would love to be there for you even just to listen... right now there is not quick and easy fix these things take time but that doesn't mean you can't begin to cope with things... for example again talking about these feelings helps alot...or if your not ready to talk just being around people or even doing stuff you love... you may not want to do these things but they are going to help... im sorry again I really do hate that you have to go through this its not easy for anyone...


Thank you so much...


I'm really sorry for your lost honey... losing someone who you really cared about and a big supporter for you does hurt, but I do know you can get through it. I know pain is hard and not very easy to get over, but as time passes you will heal over time I hope. We are all here for you. Just hang in there. What's best is to know that he's in a better place right now, and even though he isn't helping you physically, his memories will always be there to guide you though things so you aren't alone. And if you ever need our help don't hesitate to ask us either. Because we are willing to make your life a bit more at ease.


Yes please dont think you need to do anything rash please everyone is here for you if you have any thoughts just come to the channel or im always here and love to talk


Thank you.. all of you...


You arent alone i promise no matter what your thoughts say


Thank you...


Your welcome


hey everyone! if u need sumone to talk to my dms are opened bUt im busy right noww so im afk so i wont resoonf until later luv u alll im proud of u guys for being here because your trying to find yourself help! and thats strong


Um I'm having a hard time right now... I really miss my best friend and want him so bad... anyone wanna talk...


What happened?


just give him some space for now. i wouldn't expose dms either if that's what ruined the friendship with the other person. maybe he just needs time to think things over and try to fix stuff and he'd respond as soon as he's gathered up his thoughts. some people take time to rethink things and stuff so maybe he will come back eventually, but probably just wants time alone from everyone


Hes saying its because of what I said


Thats the thing


Hes talking to her


This girl pushed him away and chose her toxic ex bf over him


Oh


Maybe it made him uncomfortable or something. I'm not really sure...


Ig...


Wow


Thank you bots.


Well, I'll just rearrange what I said since my message got deleted.


Saying things that you just said to him may had made him feel worse. I know that you tried to help him. But it didn't work. And that's okay. For now, just leave him some space to rekindle his thoughts until you two can finally settle things down.


Its been 3 days tho


How long...


Hm


A week could be a possibility


You can try checking up on him every once in a while


I hurt


Like alot


It's alright to feel bad about this. But don't let it get in the way of your life. And if you do have thoughts on killing yourself seek hotlines.


Ok...


I'm sure you two will be fine


Oh my


tonight is a really bad night and im just so irritated and miserable and exhausted and idk what to do. pregnancy is killing my mental state. Im so depressed and existential. Im always stressed and overthinking. I have constant migraines and nausea and theres no way for me to relieve my pain. Ignore this, I just needed to get this out. Pls continue with helping n supporting people who can actually be helped and comforted cx


You shouldent be depressed your going to be a mom


You should also never overthink things


Always do your best and try to be happy


It's okay to have a weird mental state during pregnancy considering that hormones change and you have more mood swings. It isn't a bad thing, and you should be happy that you have a small miracle arriving soon, despite the conditions in the world a small laughter of a baby and knowing that you support it could make your day a bit better. Although I am not very familiar with motherhood and how it works I'm sure you'll be great at it. Your mood is probably from the mood swings and tendencies to have a lot of stress and pain. Since you're in a state where it's hard to control things I'd probably take a little break to make sure you and the baby are in good hands. And I wish you luck on your journey in being a mom, you got this


So today I have gotten ride of all my friends... I was told that I wasnt OK and I'm not and they aren't and that's OK I just I need too be OK...I really wanna be OK


Well why not take a break for a while to get things together first?


I don't think that's the best thing fore


Me


I'm not good with being alone


Oh


Well being alone gives you time to think and obviously your friends seem to need a break


Why did you get rid of them though if I may ask?:o


Well I was told I was toxic


And well I'm really not and I know I'm not


But they blame me for everything


Well maybe it was what you said


Although I do not know exactly...


Yeah


But its more then that


It seems they are in a state where they want a break, so maybe that's just what they mean


I'm being told that I'm hurting them


When really I'm just myself


I'm in love with that boy


It depends on what you said I think


And I wish I could be him now


But I need this


Guilt does happen and since the situation was already bad it seemed to have made it much worse for him to make it seem like he did something that would make you feel that way


I'd give everyone space for now


That's what IMA do


But I need ta stop blame myself for everything


So um


Does anyone have any good playlist


No not really


Listen to whatever makes you happy:


Otay thank you


You are welcome


my younger brother called me a trnny today. literally because he was mad that i didnt want to make him coffee. usually i laugh when i get called slurs but hearing it from family stings. he was one of the first people in my family i came out to cause i knew i could trust him with it.. it's been a few hours since he said it but it still hurts.


who here is a homeless staying with their grandma huge idiot simp who loves boys and girls with pseudobulbar mental disease and you have anger issues along with suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety and you have autophobia person?


@ wholesome of the day! un reasonable ping sorry


Are you ok love?


h


idrk actually


I am so sorry what?


I don't think I understand;;


i don't know how to explain it so i put it as that qwq


i'll write a paragraph brb


I'm sorry


I see


Okay;; I'm sorry


I font get it either tbh


Mllly Have you talked to your brother?


Ark Have you talked to your brother?


Nuggie boi yeah, we didn't talk about what he said though we just kinda brushed past it and made cookie dough together. he's an idiot but theres not much i can do besides try to educate him on it


aww, wholesome


Well, I understand you want to move, but if that's all you have for a place to stay at the moment please try your best to enjoy it and understand that things are the way they are for now to only get better in the future.


Hmm maybe, figuring a way to reform the way your emotions cause you to have these crushes on people as you love your gf and I'm sure you're happy with her.


Hmm these diseases sound terrible and I'm truly sorry, I understand autophobia and depression more the pseudobulbar, as I sometimes get the paranoia that makes me feel like I'm gonna die when I'm home alone in general, depression I deal w more than anything but it isn't self driven but by those I surround myself with or whom I put myself out to the most. I'm sorry you feel like you're too over weight, idk if this matters but you can always so something about your weight even if you don't want to, I myself am in that position currently so I understand it isn't the best thing to hear or do but it is possible...


thank you!


Of course 3


There's no such thing as venting too much kiddo


Always glad to shed some light


I know what its like to be homeless i used to be homeless when I was younger and me and my mom shared this one room together it sucked and I cant imagine doing it with my grandma it gets really clostraphobic or however you spell it its alot and im sorry if you ever need someone to talk about it I'm here for you.


For the liking alot of people thats ok you have feelings feelings are weird its what you do with thos feelings. I recomend opening up to your gf and being straight with her about whats going on ya know


Mental illness is never easy nor fun. It doesn't mean anything wrong with you and your sexuality either. Its hard your going through some hard things. Don't blame yourself it helps to admit this isn't easy anyone would have these problems


Duwalt


I get that...Its hard to do it tho maybe even going more to him and saying dude this really hurt. And even opening up and saying that its something you struggle with and he shouldn't use it against you. You didn't choose this... and if he still doesn't respect this maybe step back and reevaluate your your relationship with him because that's not ok


im honestly not one to open up/talk to my family about things that bother or hurt me cause usually they just dont understand but this really hurt it's something i never expected to hear him say after him being so supportive the last few months. sigh ill probably try talking to him tomorrow when he gets off school


Yeah I'm here if you need more support


thankyou sm


I'm glad uwu


hhh okay so i just ditched two very very toxic friends and now one of them friend requested me again and i dont know what to do i cant calm down and im freaking out for like nothing


deathaura If you feel like it, you can accept the request and see if they apologize for being toxic. If you don't, it's alright to deny it. They were toxic so I understand why you left them.


i feel like there isn't a point for me to try anymore, honestly i'm kind of done. anyone got any ideas on what to do?


There's not really a good answer cause in the end nothing good ever comes from trying cause the end u either are dislike by the people u went against or u die unremembered and unwanted


But


U can always keep going and enjoy what time u have


Cause in the end even tho no one will remember u ull still remember what u tried to do for them and that should be all that counts


As well as what u were able to do for urself


I'm going to sleep


Gn


And gl


night thanks


Overall this has been in my mind for some time. I dont know who I am at this point and Im stressing out because of this. I cannot find out who I am, what name I want and feel comfortable with, and what pronouns I enjoy. Its stressing me out to the point I cant stop thinking about it once the thought crosses my mind. When I changed my pronouns to he/him from she/her people were shocked and I didnt think too much about it until the misgendering came, I felt uncomfortable and thought I had to change back for the sake of everyone. Ever since I changed my name and pronouns Ive been so confused and cautious about what I want to be referred as. Its scary because every and any single little comment anyone does about my identity, hurts me tbh. Im still the same irl, like she/her and my name: Eliza. but here I wanna be able to express myself but I feel like people would be weirded out by my sudden change. I dont know if I seek approval of others first rather than my own just to change who I am. Its getting stressful to me and I wanna just calm down and not worry too much about it anymore. But I really dont know what to do


Nothing wrong with wanting to figure it out. I mean people may figure things out a bit too early and it becomes stressful, but you should take as much time as you need to figure it out, and not rush it. It'll take time for people to adjust if they've known you as one pronoun your entire life without you bothering to even change it, but once things settle and you finally confirm what you are, people will begin adjusting slowly but steadily to remember the new pronoun. People don't learn things on the first day and remember them if they're brains have adjusted to one thing, and I think that's the issue people don't understand when it comes to misgenders. I'm sure they don't mean to make you question things, but once you actually know what you are you can tell them what you'd want to officially be called and they'd gradually change to the new pronoun, whether it be she/her, he/him, she/they, he/they, and they/them. It isn't a bad thing at all to want to find your identity because it's your choice and you should be comfortable with yourself first rather than do it for a person's approval. It's your body and it's all in your ability and power to change it to make you feel even happier in it. And I wish you the best of luck in finding your true self and your goals and ambitions.


But good luck


That moment when you say hi to people and ask them a question and no body says anything


I'm starting to think that I'm just annoying


@ wholesome of the day! idk if I should ping this because of it but I just feel very ignored again


no your not my fella


Wait what no? Mostly the other people might be just busy


no worries


No I mean in like general chat


Don't worry just leave it as it is! Don't worry


Yaa sometimes when chats are death


No one really replies


well some people might be busy or not see your message, so don't assume you're getting ignored


Yep


Okay I get it now


Thanks 333


Cuz in big servers there are no notification for chats


Okay I won't I'm sorry


It's fine Kath


Don't be rude!


It's fine she's not being rude


She's just giving advice


yeah i agree with her, but for now you're fine


don't worry about it


Try messaging when the chat is active


I do message when I the chat is active and dead. At least I try to


Yep that's why at that time don't send hi


Instead start talking directly


Okay got it!


It's not active rn is what he's saying


At least not crowded type active


I don't mind the ping smh you're just wanting help and wondering if you're the only one feeling that way


Thank you! That's what I was trying to say. No matter if it's not active, in the middle, or very active nobody really pays attention to what I have to say. But it's probably because I don't type long enough messages or I'm not enthusiastic so I need to work on that


I don't think it matters about how long a message is though imo. I'm sorry that you feel left out. I've been so caught up this morning I'm really sorry. You can always dm me and I'll get back to you


I really appreciate ur understanding 333 thank you luv


You're welcome. Sorry your message got overlooked btw. I'll try to read more closely


It's fine no worries! You just didn't notice and nobody can blame you for that


Yeah I'm sorry about that


Ok so uh a while ago there are two people who are welcoming me but I'm old in the server then they always doing it again and again then I fully raged quit and left the server and now idk what to do now I'm crying cause ei regret cause of what happened!


@ wholesome of the day!


That's all thank you!


not to be rood, but im in le class right now


so i cannot help: sorry


Oof ok


Don't be sorry


Don't you think you should just rejoint the server?


It's not a big deal according to me tho...


I can't join back tho


They will just spam ping me


I know it's a stupid thing


Did you try to talk to the owner about them pinging?


No he's busy doing something tho


Maybe just rejoint it...


Fine I'll just join again and see what happens


Yep that's great


But I won't be talking


It's fine maybe try talking after some days


Mk


Thank you tho!


I'd probably tell them that you aren't new so you don't want to be pinged a lot


people keep being concerned for me and my status, dont worry. its a joke.


wow


@ wholesome of the day! my bff got into an arguement, her friend joined and was very rude to me in private and told my bff i was insulting her, so she believed her and we are not friends anymore.. sorry for venting too much because i got a lot of problems in my life and its hard


no need to apologize, we're here to help


i know how it feels and can tell you only one thing don't sweat about it i had same situation and i find someone who helpt me and now we are friends since den


anyways, it's best that you stay away from those friends. i know it seems saddening but it's best to just keep your distance and avoid talking with them. take some time to care for yourself, or read a book, draw something, listen to some music. relax and don't worry about your friends, because you deserve better than them


what


you are interesting, who said you arent? and everyone needs love and attention, even me. people leave, but it doesnt mean its your fault! and im pretty sure your friends were fake, they are not worth your time.


i'm aromatic


i feel no romantic attraction whatsoever and can't imagine myself dating i can never feel love. people keep saying you'll find the one and why not? and i'm sick and tired i feel hopeless. i feel as if there's no point in life and nobody understands me. i don't want to be aromatic, i hate myself for it.


Just when I didn't think life could get any worse, I get hit with a damn boulder. Everything is happening so fast it's overwhelming and making me anxious. No wonder I can't sleep at night or really at all for that matter. I don't wanna be sad man but really with what happened w my ex and now one of my closest friends removing themselves from the only thing I'll have contact with them idk how I'm supposed to feel or react.


guess i gotta leave then...


elu don't do that;;. I know that stuff is...stressful, probably a pain even, but you can get through it. things don't last forever and things improve one way or another with time. and no this is not me doing this to make you feel better like a lot of ppl:/. I've been through that moment, and tbh I still do. But.. I try fighting it as hard as I can, and yeah sometimes it doesn't help but it's due to not having no one to rant to or tell people because I feel like a total burden. But life isn't all that bad. Life is a mess yes but with hard work it gets better, and getting rid of those distractions and people who interfere with that would possibly help


Im so done for


the hypocrisy of her is so annoying


he calls people out for toxic and is himself


its so annoying how he gets his 10K server to come and attack you for a mistake


I feel like I'm such an outsider sometimes..


hey ashlyn, you're very very loved by all of us and we all want you to. what do you mean by one of them worked?


psycxdxlic one of my attemps worked and i almost died


I'm sorry:. you're super strong


thank you..


sobs


I just spent an hour on dividers and my friend just said I wanted to make them anyways


ashlyn you are strong, you will get through this, we all all here for you when you need us


Ashlyn, death doesnt solve anything. It can only cause more problems. You can do anything, just by being yourself, doing your best, and being the best. And guess what? Youre already the best . Just try your best to keep calm and try coping. It can help at many times. Stay healthy, love u in a noncreepy way


My grandma passed away this month too from smthing i dont wanna talk about, hope you get better soon.


Its not easy getting better from losing a loved one or the ones you treasure, however i wish you for the best


im panicking


im scared


should i be panic? or kalm?


or both?


take deep breaths and calm down


okay


but im scared


Same, but of myself


When hes all you want and then you find out he has a new girlfriend, so you support him as the good close friend you are, when you actually have been with him and gave him all your love and support, but he chooses to be with someone else, and you are just sitting their like


pain.


I wasn't going to vent about this but my boyfriend lied about his hakuna matata being chopped off just to see my reaction and because someone asked for him to mess with me. I was really worried that he wasn't lying and I am really confused why he lied to me about that. He either is playing with me or was pressured by his friend, both aren't good. I am hoping he isn't just playing with me.


That's not an okay thing to be joking around about, I woukdve been concerned if in your position myself loen I am sorry


I'm not sure how to exactly provide help other than to say that it was wrong for it to even have happen in the first place


Being starved cause granny provoked me on purpose yesterday to a point of me grabbing her throat lightly and then acting as if i did worse


Man these people resent my existence since I was born and i never did anything to them


Imagine living in a household that's beyond toxic, makes you feel like ending it all and then says the issue is in you and not them when they're the issue


i wanna rant on sumn from a friend's roleplay


So all of her ocs are clearly depressed, from every rp we have there's always a depression scene, and I was just here with my ocs clearly being a therapist for her ocs. I just want to have an rp with just drama and love and no depression and suicide


this rp happened earlier where her ocs tried to commit suicide. I want to tell her to make her ocs less depressed since i told her that depression triggers me nowdays but I dont rlly know how. depression and suicide shouldn't be in roleplays for fun since it may also affect me


i wont ping since i think this rant isnt important:'


was that one curse word that bad


im just mad okay :


imma rewrite it in a cleaner version


My friend and I are currently fighting about the Server Icon because I changed it into a Flamingo Themed icon with our squad name in it. I told her I changed it because I was sure everyone would agree with keeping it, she was mad. The old server icon was her MoSt LoVeD hUsBaNdO tHaT cAnT bE iGnOrEd EvEn In A sInGlE sEcOnD, iTs ToO pReCiOuS. now she removed her from all roles and tried to leave, but jokes on her owners cant leave unless they give it to someone else. Now she blocked me, but jokes on her I have my sister's account which I can use to message her.


What should I do?


ArisaIchigayaJ this argument seems a bit childish on her end, but do try to compromise with her so that she is happy as well on the server icon, imo it's just how things are, ask everyone else what they want for the icon as well make sure everyone is happy on that front


shes a very sensitive person


I'm sad, I want to be loved, I'm tired at this point, that's all.


Just try to compromise w her on an icon and make sure everyone else is on board then


The best way to deal with the situation


i asked her if we could do polls on what the server icon should be, she ignored it then poof argument


ok i saw a server go poof in the servers tab, im guessing she was serious about deleting our hardwork trying to set up the server


we might've swore at each other and i might've called her selfish and other swear words


That happens in the heat of the moment though


yeah I would let her cool down


Give her some space for a day or two eh then try to message her again


she blocked and unfriended me


not sure about our other members


You said you had another account to message her on


she also unfriended my sister's acc


Hmm


the only person she didnt unfriend is our 10 yr old friend


yes ik underage


Mhm.


maybe i can ask her


LORD


PLS


DID I TYPE SOMETHUNG WRONG IM NOT REWRITING THAT AGAIN


ikr


i typed 1 single swear in a spoiler yet, deleted;;


it was kinda long


I dont even know what I wanted to talk about anymore


sad


Ill rewrite it then...


Nevermind its too much and Im not in the mood at all anymore


Pembrook ur loved isaiah, promise.


hugss!


Thank you totah


dyno looking out for me thanks bot


imactuallyhoriishiii It's not you, it's him. Don't pay much attention cause my grandma is exactly like him


ive reached the point where i kinda like getting beaten up oh welp lmfao it doesn't matter anymore thanks thoo i appreciate it very much


imactuallyhoriishiii you shouldn't get used to the abuse you're getting or develop some kink from it. That's horrible and can backfire on you, damage your mental health as well


So I am Asexual due to reason I was skinny and had a big chest People would look and its made me really uncomfortable. It went to far when people started touching me and I was really uncomfortable so it gives me trauma. So now this guys say what happened to you insert real name? You used to be so sexy now yours fat trash” THE TEACHER heard and could see i was uncomfortable and want to beat him and he started laughing so in the end I beat the guy up but I am still so mad


honeycxke I don't know where you're coming from since I've been flat and ugly to society for years but you shouldn't be disrespected like this. Your body isn't eye candy to others and it's not your fault you're built the way you are. I'm sorry you have to go through this and i hope that person learned his lesson. If not then smack him some more cause you're not a toy or anything else below human.


Just know you're perfect the way you are and you should love your body regardless if you're skinny or a bigger person. People don't teach those kinds of guys to keep it in their minds and pants and be respectful unfortunately, but showing them their place isn't wrong if they're stepping out the line and making you visibly uncomfortable


@; kylo You need to seek help from a therapist or a psychologist, anyone professional or close by heart with whom you can talk it out and have a shoulder to cry on.


@; kylo I don't know how it feels like to lose someone to suicide but if it was me, I'd want my close mutuals to be happy


Naturally it's okay to grief, I'm not saying you shouldn't. But unfortunately it can't be reversed and all we can do is move forward, be happy and hope their pain and soul is somewhere at ease and much happier than they were with us


@; kylo It's rough, especially on their family. My condolences to them all


And anyone else including you who knew them


It's okay


Nuggie boi that's great! But as unus annus say: everything will eventually has to come to an end I'm glad you found the right time to end your relationship.


Nuggie boi I honestly feel the same way about Unus Annus. I always have this feeling that if i turn back time, over and over again...I'll get to enjoy this channel forever. But, we have to respect Mark and Ethan's choice on deleting the channel. The whole purpose of this channel is to remind us that good things come to an end. Just like they say Memento mori which means Remember death. I'm sorry that you're having a rough time with your relationship. But I'm sure you two did it for the both of your's own good. Try and get your head away from terrible thoughts, and enjoy Unus Annus while it's still alive. Take care 3


Uwu


rei sure


I'm suffering greatly right now and I just wanna say to all of you thank you so so frickin much for being so bright and happy and here. I am struggling with separation anxiety at the moment and just can't be alone at all right now so you all mean so so much to me thank you @ wholesome of the day! mariri Akiro rei and more thank you all for being her well I'm at my weakest I hope I can be there for you guys tooo


youre welcome!


i only hope that things get better for you


maybe they wont right away, but soon, very soon


you are a bootiful person


I'm just really sad right now for no real reason? Well there is a reason, but I can't help feel childish for that reason. I just feel really sad because all my hard work got destroyed, and now I just feel sad. I understand the server layout is messy but all people have different opinions right? There isn't anything to be sad about.


I can't help but agree to remake it since I don't want to lose the friendship, or make them angry. And I understand that it is.


What if they get mad that I'm sad about this?


Am I selfish?


Do u guys have anything in mind that can make me happy?


@ wholesome of the day!


that's not being selfish at all, it must have took a long time and a lot of effort to create the layout and i understand why you would be upset: maybe try listening to positive music, talk to someone, look at wholesome and positive quotes to make you feel better 3 i'm sorry to hear that you're sad and i hope you get happy soon


and you are definitely entitled to your own opinion, even if they think the layout is messy, you still worked really hard on it and deserve recognition


Thank you really. I appreciate the help, and I'll try doing those things.


i hope you get better soon bby


thank you so much again,zzpinkheart:


hi idk where else to take this because its just happened and i only joined today but i feel like it'd be better if i typed it out instead of sitting on it. i just had to go downstairs at 1am bc my dog was barking, she's very old and has a lot of problems with pain in her ears and legs which has been under control with medicine until the last few weeks. she was clearly very uncomfortable and i think this might be one of her last days. she looked at me like she hadnt done since she was a puppy i took a 3 year break away from home for uni and i think her memory of me was a little hazy and i cannot bring myself to do anything but cry. she has meant so much to me and i cannot look at her like that without feeling hopeless. i really dont know what im going to do without her, on top of this i thought i was really making strides with my mental health and this feels like such a huge step backwards and im afraid


i'm really sorry to hear what you're going through, she must mean so much to you. it may be difficult at first but don't worry she will eventually be in a better place a place where she won't feel pain and have all the treats she wants 3 it's difficult and hard to go through losing your loved ones but don't be afraid, let your tears out and it will make you feel better, take a break and relax, it wil be painful for a while but i know you can get through it! don't lose faith in yourself, keep going and i know for a fact that she would be so proud of you and she loves you just like you love her don't be afraid to let the past behind, life is short and you have to stay happy until the end, stay happy for me okay? it will be difficult but i'm here and we are all here to support you on your journey


feel better ok?


I'm in a situation online right now. There is a group I have always wanted to join but I'm too scared to ask. There is also a server I'm in where I get ignored a ton. I have some friends and some strangers who talk to me but there are a lot of people ignore me. I know I shouldnt let Discord and stuff get me down but I've been really stressed without it. I also play online games where the main thing is roleplaying but nobody lets me roleplay with them, and they roleplay with big groups too. I just feel like I'm not social enough. I don't know what to do... can someone help me


jaisy is supreme It's always a good thing to have confidence. But it's a difficult feeling to collect. There is never a time to try. And it may seem scary, but you'll feel relieved once you've done it!


I've said to people many times that socializing can be extremely difficult to some people. And it can pester to those who struggle to the extent of being stressful. It's scary to experience things like this and I have to say, it's not that common to the human mind. Some people may have different likes than you, and you can't easily come up with conversations. Again, it's alright to try and if you're not social enough, that doesn't mean you need to punish yourself for it. Let people know your feelings sweetie. Nothing wrong with opening up. And if you're thinking your social life on Discord getting in your way, it's not your fault. We have emotions and most of our feelings come from interactions. So don't be afraid. Speak up and be happy sweetheart


Ofc I can always try talking to you and maybe we can be friends 3


i understand how you feel, it's hard to fit in with society sometimes am I right? don't be scared to ask them if you could join, i know you can do it! you have all my love and support, don't be scared to make some new friends and i'm sorry to hear that you are getting ignored in the server, i think you should find new servers to join because servers that support and welcome their members are the sweetest ones 3 and i think that can help reduce the stress you may think you're not social but i'm pretty sure you are! don't focus on what others think about you, focus on your beautiful and amazing self confidence is hard to achieve but if you should give it a go! i wish you lots of love and support and i hope you find somewhere where you fit in


unrelated, who leads floor?


Queen Beau


Overall, you don't need to stress out about this


i agree with mari! don't stress about fitting in, i'm sure you will find somewhere for you


Mhm


evie mariri thank you for your help...


Ofc!


aw no problem, let me give you a hug 3


So a little while ago i was having problems with my now ex boyfriend. My friend told me i could vent to her if i needed to. I wasn't in so many servers with such nice and helpful people as i am now, so i didn't really have any where else i could go, so i decided to take her up on her offer. In a couple days' time we had a solution to my problems. And over the next day or so i'd get frustrated again and end up launching into another rant, and then we'd go back to having a regular conversation. She told ke shortly after that that she'd had a discussion with her therapist and he told her based on what she told him that she should tell me that i need to stop venting to her about the situation, because it reminded her of her own past and was taking a toll on her emotionap state. I agreed not to rant to her anymore and apologized and then she disappeared from Discord and me and her other friends found out through her bf that she'd fallen into a dark place but that she was getting help for it irl, and i can't help but feel bad. Because now i feel my like my ranting and venting reminded her of her struggles and now she's in that dark place and had to get help because of me. If i hadn't gone to her and burdebed her with my problems she wouldn't have fallen into such a downward spiral.


Requiem she didn't tell you anything about her triggers and gladly agreed so the problem is her tbh not you. Cause if it reminded her so much of her past, she should've warned you from the beggining.


I mean...I knew about her struggles in the past, but I didnt think that venting would bring her memories of them up. I was just so lost and hopeless in the moment. Last time I heard from her was when she had said she was busy with college. And that was when shed disappeared, then hearing about what happened to her from her bf. I just feel so bad. Because what if she hurt herself? Id feel awful if I found out she had hurt herself over me accidentally reminding her of her traumas.


I slap these kinds of people honestly. Really hate it how you have issues of your own then agree to take more on yourself then act all whiny and whatnot when it gets worse. She knew what she was doing so don't feel bad


It doesn't matter id you knew or not, the point is she got slightly triggered and instead of calmly telling you it was affecting her badly from the start, she kept silent. Tongues aren't in your mouth for decor


If something triggers you, you speak about it. Even if it's a friend you value


It just looks bad on her rep rn from my view cause idk if she did this to purposely make you look bad


But from another angle she could have thought you'd lash out on her or something if she didn't listen


But still, she didn't say anything and that's already a big no for me


I dont know. Maybe Im just over thinking it. We hadnt even discussed anything about what I had been venting about when she left. So unless its residual from me inadvertently reminding her of her trauma, then I just dont know.


She had just seemed just fine the night I had last spoken with her.


I'm just disgusted at the audacity to keep silent, complain to others then create this image that you're the reason when she freely agreed to it. If it was so traumatic she should've told you that certain topics trigger her past traumas


If anybody blame you for it then bloody hell girl has a tongue in her mouth and she didn't use it to speak about her triggers


I have a pile of triggering past traumatic topics more than her and I always speak up when i feel I'm being triggered


mm there were so many times where i considered leaving the server cause i wasnt sure if i'd be able to work myself up to talk here since it's such a big server but i didnt leave. i stayed. i still get overwhelmed when trying to join in on conversations but im glad i stayed. this is such a great environment. everyone is so sweet and absolute qts


Yeah. I guess I just wish shed never offered to help at all. It sucks that I feel like this is my fault. Especially since she disappeared without a word to me. Its just jarring to hear from someone else she knows that shes in such a bad spot after being the last one to talk to her. Even if she didnt or doesnt blame me.


Requiem It's not your fault but it is sucky that she didn't speak about it to you eye to eye.


am i selfish?


am i useless?


am i nothing?


am i moody?


im insensitive too ig.


people say that a lot to me


Same tho, nothing wrong with it imo tho


when they get mad at something they did they blame me


Same here


they like blaming me alot.


Relatable, big mood right there


they dont help me with anything yet i help them


God, same. I've had so much sht to endure and literally nobody helped me


but i had to help them


im their puppet


they like controlling me


No you're not.


You're a human of your own, they like controlling you because they failed at life and want you to take their path


Which you shouldn't do cause you're your own person


breathe


It's going to be alright, i completely understand how you feel and where you're coming from


ok..


I endured it since i was 7 and still haven't gotten over the trauma at age 20


You shouldn't allow them to control you


Yeah i figured much


You should be yourself, your real actual self, but make a fake mask and pretend you're obedient in their presence. If they start abusing you and using violence then you should definitely contact the authorities cause that's not allowed or should be normalized


Talk to a school counselor or a psychologist there if possible and tell what's going on. You shouldn't be silenced.


I was and i regret it but oh well


i did talk to them


they said i was just imagining things and just pretend to be fine.


smfh


who even hired them istg


Idk what to tell you. If I was there I'd take care of it myself since I'm a young adult


that's fine if you don't know what to say.


I know all of it and how it goes, but i can't physically help you and it makes me feel bad cause you shouldn't be dealing with this


It's basically traumatizing you and it digusts me


This stuff is dead serious


Much as this is cruel, throw them out


It's your place and you pay for it, they have no right to invade your space like this


I would say the same thing as Luna


I was gonna vent but I dont feel like its the right time


We love our familiesexcept me but if it's too much in a place YOU live and the place YOU PAY for then they should go.


Why have I started to feel lonely these days? It's not really your generic I feel like I'm invisible or People are ignoring me kind of lonely. It's this feeling that I get that makes me feel empty. Like I don't have a purpose to do something. To put it simply, I would just stare blankly into something, and there would be a shock of, emptiness I guess in my head, and it makes my chest heavy. Everyday. Every. Single. Day. I would always enjoy my day and have fun. But, there will be many moments where it just clicks...and I feel alone. It's gotten to the point where I've started to question my life, regrets, and choices. Idk it just makes me uncomfortable...


I keep telling myself to ignore it, but it just got worse. I don't know how to act. I kept on thinking that I'm a burden to a lot of people. I'm frequently thinking about slowly drifting away from reality, unable to grasp anyone. I can't handle this. I don't know what it wants. I don't know how to get rid of it. I just...want to know, how. Just, HOW did I have this feeling of loneliness.


Well, I won't really ping anyone since this isn't that much of a big deal. Enjoy your day lovely people


@ wholesome of the day!


I am so confused still. I still have no clue why my boyfriend would literally lie to me about his hakuna matata being chopped off as a joke. I thought he was dead serious and I got so mad afterwards. If you love someone why lie as a joke” about something serious. Also he had a simping contest” with his friend.” He said it was a joke but he literally changed his status for it and he actually likes the girl he was simping” for a lot. I hope I am not being cheated on, I would ask him about it but he so going through a lot and I dont want to be a bad gf. Other than that everything has been great in the relationship. @ wholesome of the day!


Ok


Ok, I asked him about the hakuna matata thing


Ill ask about the simping contest later


I usually don't do these stuff but, I just want to ask for any advice? Online school have been really tuff. Basically now its all just harder and harder. I have like 3 activities and quizzes in each subject. I have 13 subjects. Next, those activities are all to be passed in 1 week each. This will continue till the end of the quarter. My family expect great from me since I get honors quite a lot. I don't want to stay behind because of this. I have also gotten really low scores at my mock exam. @ wholesome of the day!


JM it's okay dear ik that life can be tough at times but it doesnt mean u cannot give time to yourself


Give time for ur body hun


Rest abit


And go have fun abit


Then go back to hw


Then again


Focusing it on studies is really painful for ur brain


Trying smth that doesn't require alot of thinking can make u feel alot better w


Tysm


Regarding boys, dump em. Y'all don't need to settle or break your hearts over 5 year olds who'll never get past that mindset


Okay, I don't know about everyone here, but please try to reduce the amount of pings. If a vent before already used the ping, maybe don't use it again in yours, cause some people can still be active here and can respond even without the ping.


and jm, hun, take some rest. Don't overwork yourself. Have a little entertainment and give yourself a treat, then go back to whatever you have to do 3


I'm gonna be in touch with my lil stepbro, y'all pray my sanity doesn't drop pls


Cause I passionately hate my siblings for the fact they're spoiled rotten or growing criminals


Mood, I have a little brother who likes biting us a lot. If he annoys you that much, ignore him. But sometimes, after a little while, try interacting with him instead, maybe he changed over time. You never really know unless you try.