{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "FINALLY"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "VENTING CHANNEL IS HERE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "vents"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "yo im really fricking sad lmao i wanna cry but im not allowed to say why here"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "HOW ARE YOU ALLOWED TO SWEAR AND IM NOT"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "bc i do be sad"}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Fhsbsbww"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I mean I would say stuff here but it's way too graphic for this server"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Hmmm how can I phrase it in the most gentlest way possible"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Hewp I weally frimken lonelyyy"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I dont like being by myself because then I just have time to remember how much I hate myself;3c"}
{"username": "suga", "content": "If chu need a friend Im here and my DMs are open"}
{"username": "itscakeyuanli", "content": "Too many people saying why Im super single"}
{"username": "itscakeyuanli", "content": "And been talking about it"}
{"username": "itscakeyuanli", "content": "Wut the point of living when they just are been rude because ur single"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "Dont pay them attention. Asian families can be really blunt or irrational."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "In reality you can take your time and find one when youre ready."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yo yooo"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im kinda trash"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "at like"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "everything uwu"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "well, each person has their own way of being good at something."}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "it looks like you haven't found what you are good at yet"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "and each person is different @ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "alex!", "content": "im so sad"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I havent stepped foot outside the house for a few weeks! I have a boyfriend who lives on campus, so I havent been able to see him because public transport is super gross, especially atm."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "He wants to come visit me, but my mom doesnt know about him. She used to let me go out if I said I was with friends, but I feel like she might not let me this time. "}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I think it would be nice to get some fresh air and see him though."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "Ive been getting a little antsy staying inside."}
{"username": "Vaz", "content": "I am crying a lot"}
{"username": "Vaz", "content": "me crying"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Ye..."}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I'll just stay here for now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i wanna leave this person im dating but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if i do they would kill themself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so I'm stuck basically"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they will do it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they not bluffing"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's not okay, if they're threatening you on that, that's being vvv manipulative"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I am contemplating self forever sleep at this point. Even if this outbreak subsides, social gatherings will be FUBAR. If I try to approach a girl after this virus subsides, they will go into self preservation mode and most likely tell me to get away. I guess my chance at love is now completely ruined. I'm scared, I'm stressed, and I'm beginning to lose hope."}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "SouthGamer stay strong. it'll be okay"}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "just keep trying."}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "As I said, you have to just keep trying man."}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "it's a mater of waiting."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "thanks anyway m8"}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "mhm."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I would argue that you don't have to keep trying. There's literally nothing wrong with remaining single. A lot of people are more in love with the idea of being in a relationship than the actual partner."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I think that when the right one comes along, it'll happen. There's no rush at all."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I was pretty set on staying single till I was 30, because I wanted to find my own path first and feel ready."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "SouthGamer And maybe you don't meet the conventional standards of attractiveness, but it's conventional because not everyone meets them. We aren't cookie dough cutters. If that's what most girls want then good for them? But that doesn't mean ALL girls want that. Someone will appreciate you for yourself, and hopefully you will also learn to appreciate yourself when that happens."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "What really hurts is Ive been played and used."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "Unknown That's a very serious issue, and you should alert authorities."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "SouthGamer You need time to heal from that then Like I said, no rush."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "You should just chill for the meantime and do what you enjoy."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thanks anyway, but Im losing things I do enjoy."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "About Richard's issue It baffles me that there are people who are so suicidal and manipulative but think they're ready to take on an entire relationship. Like it takes two to tangle, what makes them think that they're in the right mental state to care for another human being if they can't take care of themselves first."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "SouthGamer Find more things you enjoy "}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "I'm all for venting, but you also need to be pro active about lifting yourself up. Sitting around and talking about how terrible your situation is isn't going to make it any better!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I have tried being pro active. Ive tried Tinder, and Im just gonna say its ridiculous. Plus I cant get out and do such things because I dont have a car and I we are under quarantine and curfew. When I did get out, I would go to college. After Id get out of class Id literally walk all over campus trying to look for someone. Ive met a few of course, but they didnt go well. I kept trying but to no avail, nothing worked out."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I did do all of that. I do plan to do the exact same when this is all over"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "However I dont know how I will adapt to this new atmosphere"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "Uhh, I mean being proactive about finding hobbies"}
{"username": "Carl", "content": "This group is so"}
{"username": "Carl", "content": "Perfect"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im kinda sad, a really nice teacher of mine ended up passing away because of cancer, she was young too, aaa"}
{"username": "yena!", "content": "im so sorrie to hear"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Thats honestly extremely tragic I really do hope you feel better!"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Long ago I really wanted a love couple, because I somehow feel WORTHLESS without one."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "But suddenly my crush liked me back, and I finally got to be with them!"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Cool, right?"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Yeah, until I made a little joke. They took it seriously and I apologized 10000 times saying it was a joke."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Now they hate me, and before leaving me alone.."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "They punched me right in the face."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I've been an hour crying, and I can't sleep."}
{"username": "xxdeleted", "content": "wth idk what kind of joke you made, but maybe if they act so seriously like that I don't think it was just a'little' joke. Btw, they need to apologize for hitting u."}
{"username": "itsWynter", "content": "encouragement level 10000"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I guess I should've been more aware."}
{"username": "Jalex", "content": "Was this the crush you told me about @ QQ K"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Yup, he is Jalex"}
{"username": "Jalex", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "Jalex", "content": "I told you he wasn't a good one"}
{"username": "Jalex", "content": "But we'll done ig for at least getting him ig"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "@ QQ K If a friend punches you in the face for a joke, that is not your friend"}
{"username": "Carl", "content": "Hhm"}
{"username": "Carl", "content": "How is the top members getting chibi characters..?"}
{"username": "Void. T", "content": "i lost my Minecraft dog."}
{"username": "DeletedUser", "content": "Rip"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "a sad thing to hear"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i am a bad person;w;"}
{"username": "FdezTW", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Void. T Im sorry for you loss"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Chita you're not a bad person, you are amazing \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Void. T", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Void. T", "content": "I had him for 8 months"}
{"username": "Void. T", "content": "We had a good run together"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "My friend doesn't accept I'm bisexual, at all"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "They said ewww to me saying I'm bisexual"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "This isn't exactly venting I guess? I just feel dissapointed"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "it is venting"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "like"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "i would consider it is venting"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "@ QQ K i will say this, i think it will take time for your friend to accept you are bisexual."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "@ QQ K If they can't accept you for who you are maybe they shouldn't be your friend. You are amazing and you deserve to have people around you who accept you for who you are."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "You are amazing love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ QQ K you shouldn't let people like them make you feel bad, society has progressed in leaps and bounds that more people feel they can come out now than ever before. The only sad thing about that is that there's still people stuck in the past, but it's not you who needs to change, it's them and not for this situation alone, but so they don't find themselves alienated by society, in the same way they try and alienate people who love, but not in the ways considered'conventional' half a century ago. Stay true to yourself always and know that everybody accepts you for who you are here on Sayumi:."}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "Hey I'm looking for someone to vent to"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "If anyone is willing to"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "Ping me"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "skyforcemk", "content": "I found someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I need to vent to someone in DMS if their open."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Lunn Im open love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cool, can we dm.?"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Thanks everyone"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "i'm good at listening and stuff, so if anyone ever has problems feel free to dm me but please ping and ask me first"}
{"username": "FdezTW", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Open to boost anyone's ego cuz sometimes we just need someone to do that"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "."}
{"username": "grave", "content": "."}
{"username": "grave", "content": "there is no one to talk to so why am i here"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "."}
{"username": "grave", "content": "your too busy in chat"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "yes you are"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i can always switch back and forth"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "nvm your not here to talk to me"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "i want to quit life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why do you wanna quit on life?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "is that all?"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if your underage and on discord, you can get into some trouble regarding that."}
{"username": "grave", "content": "i am not underage."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then prove those people wrong"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "i feel better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yaay"}
{"username": "grave", "content": "yaaa"}
{"username": "F L O O F I EC H A N", "content": "I kinda need someone to talk to in DMs, maybe like I kinda know you..? quq"}
{"username": "Life's hard.", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "F L O O F I EC H A N", "content": "Ping me if you are okay with me qxq.."}
{"username": "F L O O F I EC H A N", "content": "oop okai"}
{"username": "F L O O F I EC H A N", "content": "I could dm you?"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "storytime yaaay! me being the clumsy child I am, I accidentally bumped into one of my many doorways in my house which shook the shelf against the wall and knocked over this small music box that my dad likes and broke it. I'm sure where he got it exactly I just know that's it was very important to him. Anyways, I was scared since I didn't want him to find it but he walked in as I was trying to put it together and got mad at me and started yelling. And then to make this eeeven better he said If you weren't so bad at everything then maybe your mom would still be here. since my parents got a divorce. Now I'm just sitting in my room trying not to cry.:"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "Also this happened like two hours ago. Yes it took me two hours just to build up enough courage to post this."}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "shoot you're right I wasn't thinking. I'm always that one person that tells too much without thinking.3.'"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "I'll try. Hopefully he'll come pack and apologize though.'"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's okay Crummy Boi, we all make mistakes. Being clumsy doesn't always have to be a bad thing. And you're amazing, just know that. Keep smiling and be yourself."}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "Id cry from happiness if my eyes were as dry as the Sahara desert"}
{"username": "roguegamer248", "content": ";; I just got friendzoned and I wanna cry"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "I felt that"}
{"username": "roguegamer248", "content": ":. She said it kinda mean too. I don't think she meant it rude though"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "I got friendzoned two years ago nicely"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "But still oof to you dude"}
{"username": "roguegamer248", "content": "Ye."}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "ok so i don't have a lot of time but i need to get this off my chest. My mom found out i ate some chocolate yesterday a rare thing to find with my strict mom and not only did she ban screens for 3 days she's making me write another book report. I feel like this is unfair because she said it was my chocolate but i'm not sure. Is she right? Am I a bad kid..?"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "And this is only one of the many crazy things she has done to me..for instance she made it so that when my 2 hour screen time limit built in on my phone is over, the only person i can contact is her. nobody else. I am 14 and i feel like I'm too old for these things..."}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "thank you, i needed that"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "meanwhile my brother ate an entire box of chocolate that was my moms and he got the exact same punishment, like, you'd assume he'd get a worse punishment for eating all of my moms stuff but nooo...It makes me so mad"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "OK UPDATE ITS ONLY ME THAT HAS THE CONTACT LIMITS"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "My younger brother can call and text literally anybody at any time but i can only contact my mom"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "I think i know who my mom's favorite child is now.."}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "Well well well hello ayum"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "But she's scary"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "i'm afraid she'll yell at me or do the things she did when i was a kid"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "something i can't bring myself to share"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "my mom is just terrifying and i tried telling her she was strict once and i got in trouble"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "I can try"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "Ok...I got this"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "I tried to talk to her but she sushed me and told me to get going on that book report"}
{"username": "Jukebug", "content": "shushed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aight i usually like solving crap on my own but its getting out of hand rn, lately my life just been not going good. I live in a stable household with loving parents and lots of stuff that should make me happy, and Im somewhat ok at school. Recently Ive been feeling down for some reason and in turn this makes me mad at myself because I should be happy. This is causing me to lose motivation to really do anything at all, which is GREATLY lowering my grades. I used to be a top 15 honor roll student but now I get Cs and Bs. This is getting me in trouble with my parents causing me to feel worse and lose even more motivation"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My life is spiraling downward quickly, as I dont really get along with my parents anymore, Im doing worse in school."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have some supportive friends but like I cant be sensitive/ open with them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "Im sorry that this is happening to you. To help you feel more motivated, you could try putting motivational messages on a sticky note and leave them where youll look a lot like in your bedroom or on the bathroom mirror. If that doesnt work then you could try to talk to your parents about it. Yeah, itll be hard but Im sure itll help a lot!"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "Kendrah"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "Im not that great with advice sorry if this doesnt help at all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Actually thats a good idea"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ill try it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tysm! Crummy"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "youre welcome:D"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "Vent?"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "I see a lot of people saying about their lives"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "Won't that reveal your info?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wdym"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no not really"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "I'm...not that open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how will it reaveal lives"}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "It reveals whats going on in your life I guess thats what theyre talking about."}
{"username": "Crummy", "content": "I get what they mean but as long as you dont share too much information about yourself unlike me.3. then Im sure youll be fine"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Sometimes I wonder how its like having someone to hug due to the lack of affection i get in reality Im becoming lonelier and lonelier my imagination isnt wanting to work with me anymore and Im starting to feel like Im truly am alone, I been trying to get better but every time i go to bed i feel nothing but loneliness"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Yes, people do say that parents love you and all but Im slowly beginning to think that my mother doesnt love me anymore since she never tells me she loves me, even if i told her i did. I just want to be the perfect daughter but all i really am to her is just a mistake."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm here for chu, and you're not a mistake. Lemme read the whole thing, all I read was just a mistake.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sure your mother loves you to death, maybe she's just getting lonely as well due to whatever it's called"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Have you tried to get her to talk to you?"}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Its okay, Im here for you girl, Im 100 sure your mother loves you and shes just probably going through something too."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Always talk to her and tell her you love her even if she doesnt say it back."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "You are not a mistake, you are living for a reason. You have a purpose in life and you are perfect never think that you are not and dont listen to others if they say this."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "You are an amazing person inside and out, never forget that"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Well she does call me a mistake"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "So i do start to believe her"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Because what can i say it leaves me in tears"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Im not good at coping with my feelings for a long time"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I usually just cry myself to bed somedays"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Or stay up and just lay in my bed"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Because i really dont understand why my mother doesnt want to accept me"}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Oh, dont believe that. You mother should never call anyone especially you a mistake when your not."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Try to do things that make you happy to cheer yourself up and continue being a good person because you will be rewarded in life"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I dont have anything that can cheer me up other than my plushie"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I call him mr bee and he always helps me sleep and cope with my sadness"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Apparently I dont really feel like my family loves me"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "So i imagine my nightmares as dreams i rather want to happen."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "But in reality Im just that child that gets forgotten"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "But what can i say if im a mistake then i just am."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "No, you are not a mistake. Remember that we are always here for you if your family isnt."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Continue to keep mr bee with you and get lots of rest and stay healthy."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Stay strong and push through this hardness in life because you will face happy times soon \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Ash.."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sometimes, life becomes hard and reality hits you. Perhaps people who are your family or loved ones don't love you anymore."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But you are not a mistake. We're here on this planet for a reason. If there was no reason for us to exist, we wouldn't be here."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "There is meaning to life, to everyone's life including yours. Maybe the meaning isn't obvious, but as we grow older we find out what our purpose is, or we create one."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Whatever happens, whatever life throws at you and whatever comes next, just know we are always always here for you."}
{"username": "Tori", "content": "aww Ash, even if your mother thinks you're a mistake. You aren't one everyone here is here for a reason. Life has its ups and downs and the only way to get through it is to push yourself and believe that you can get through it! your mom probably has a reason to feel this way, not because of you but because she might be going through certain things she doesn't tell you about. Be strong Ash, and remember that you've got all of us to vent to if you ever need it"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "This might be weird as this is my first time venting"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "So, my name Shizuruki Nanaki, is just a fictional. Meaning that no one will has ever use it but the thing I'm trying to explain here is well"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "In reality, people think that they are the most important person in the world as the first thing they saw when they wake up is themselves. I personally know that there are many people who keep thinking about themselves. Some even became more annoying this way"}
{"username": "velo1", "content": "true story"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "e"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "It fine"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "your stll pretty"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "baha"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "end of story"}
{"username": "velo1", "content": "tehee"}
{"username": "velo1", "content": "?"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "now get out before the girl goes insane"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "sO?"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "I was helpin her my friend"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "OKAY"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "EVERYONE"}
{"username": "velo1", "content": "i mean, at the time i was rlly upset"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "EVERYONE"}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "SHOO"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "This is a venting channel you cant really tell them to shoo from a channel thats meant to help and assist them in?"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "You have to watch at least 500 animes in one year to earn the title"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "Hmm, smile all the way i can? That's too bad, smile was the first thing i did, maybe I should retire my smile business"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "i know this is going to sound really shallow"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "but its how i feel"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "IM SO SICK"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "OF GUYS"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "ASKING ME OUT"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "its like"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I Have a boyfriend!"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "sure they dont know that"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "but its so awkward to tell them no thanks!"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "i dont want to hurt their feelings!"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "ive been asked out like 4 times todayyy"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "its like"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "chill"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "out"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "dude"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "yo Chloe"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Chloe honestly the first thing you should tell them is that you have a boyfriend. If you dont theyll keep pushing it."}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dw my lovely soon to be wife Sheepii Plushii has the same problem"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "think of it like this, your bf is gunna be really happy because he has you and they dont, so honestly take the positive because its better that way"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "btw may i ask, are these online or irl?"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "well we're in quarentine"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "so online"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "if you dont rlly know them that well"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its just shallow confessions"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so dw about it, youll say no they will get upset and forget about it the next day and ask out someone else"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its the cycle of being a 13 year old guy on discord, i was there with kik once so ik how it gets"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "give this man a metal"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "just ignore and block them"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "real advice on a venting server"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "but if someone genuinly confesses to you then the best advice i can give you is to straight up reject them and dont sugar coat it"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "thats unheard of xD"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "and NEVER NEVER EVER USE THE LINE WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "that line will kill a mans moral and will to live"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "got it"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "no friendship"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "nono"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "you can be friends"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "just"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dont say to them"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "friendship not magic"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "xD"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "we can still be friends"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "coz that line is so horrible to hear"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "ah uh"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "idk what to say now"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "s'all good"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "but yeah chloe dw about it yk"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its just shallow"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "just dont let it inflate your ego"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "just be the best person you can for your bf, dw my gf got asked out hourly"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "but the ppl who ask her out, well they are long since gone xD"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "im here"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "in fact she has a funny story about a guy who asked her out once"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "it was like a dare"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "someone dared me to date them so i said yeah within a second i said im breaking up with you"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "they didn;t say i couldnt breakup"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Tbh once you give a confessions like that your friendship will never be the same"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i got a vent rn: i don't want to do my science hw which is due today"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "So best just not say it"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "ITS ME AND HERS 4 MONTH TOMORROW"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i told plushie every day for a year"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "that i loved her so much"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "and the day where all my homework is due"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "she rejected me but then confessed 4 months ago today"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "up until that point we were still besties"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so yk"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Sheepii Plushii get as much done as you can"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Your grades are important"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "friendship defo still possible"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Its possible"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "But its weird"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "then again me and plushie have always been kinda like bf and gf to most ppl"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "the issue is due to how i am and everything im more interested in art and stuff i do so doing science i hate so i try to avoid it"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "they would always assume we were dating"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so yeah i guess we technically been together for like a long time but shh"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Sheepii Plushii its something you have to get past"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Thats life"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i mean i told her"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "if she isnt improving in science"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "maybe dropping it would be good to focus on other subjects"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "yk?"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "no point in getting a subpar grade in science when you can bolster a diff subject"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i shoot i need to do maths i forgot"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "she doesnt actually need the science grade for her career either so its not relevant really"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "but i might do if i don't get it"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "shush"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its like with pe"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Its still a graduation requirement"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "my teacher told me to give up"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "coz i was gunna fail"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "It doesnt matter if it wont benefit her"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so i gave up and focused on english"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its not a grad req"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "you can grad with all f's"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "coz england"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "xD"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Ah English"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i just need A in most things i do"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i grad with 2 c's and 2 d's and"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "thats all..."}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "for my science"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i got a hard E"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so yeah"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "apparently im meant to be able to get an A or A"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "ik i am"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "you defo can your smart af"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dw"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dont be pressured"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "just enjoy school and give it your all"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "no point in stressing about stuff"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "eh we all do"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "remember when i was saying i wasnt dumb"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "and i legit messed up my grammar"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "all together"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "xD"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "and english"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "window maker"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "SHHH"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "heheh"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so my final grades were"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "cenglish"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dmaths"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "cpfwl prep for working life"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "aECDL The ECDL European Computer Driving License certification is a highly recognised qualification, it offers you a key recognition of your literacy in computer skills and is designed for novices or casual computer users and will get you to a high computer literacy standard."}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "ddt"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "escience"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "im sorry to all whom care for me but i have to get this off my chest that i have cut an im sorry"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "Bright's my daddy"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "how deep?"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "and how severe"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "and why"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "1 not that deep 2 not really sever 3 cause of my mum stressing me out an she wont leave me alone after i ask her to leave me alone then i needed to get rid of my stress but i was in the moment"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "well what ill say then is if its not too deep and it was just this one time dont feel scared okay?"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "its okay to lose control just please try to find other ways to deal with it"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "agreed"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "im 8 months clean thanks to support from plushie"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "we both know how bad it can get in life"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "but trust me you can find other thing"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "things"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "if you get into it too much it will end up being an addiction for every time your upset"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "try music or art or even just screaming out loud or crying"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i pick my acne i can't stop it i went clean for a week then started to pick again it's hard to find ways to stop"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "because i was always a picker when i was little too"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "i cant cry"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "well any more at least"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "i'd recommend trying to get some help with it"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "with the cutting"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "so you don't do it as much"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "ive been to the hospital 5 times now"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "hospitals aren't the only thing that will help"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "therapists too"}
{"username": "Bright's my daddy", "content": "ive tried"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "then keep doing it"}
{"username": "Sheepii Plushii", "content": "until you find the right one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Aah Sorry im replying late but, take deep breaths. Calm yourself with the things you love the most. It is possible to reach goals if you motivate yourself into doing it, like occasionally saying hello. The process of getting to your goal takes a bit, so take your time and try not to overwhelm yourself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "People aren't perfect, we all make mistakes."}
{"username": "claraa :potted_plant:", "content": "Get an app called CalmHarm. Ive heard its good for when you cut instead of using sharp objects it gives you different ways to take out your anger or upset. I havent used it myself but I suppose you could give it a go until you manage to control it."}
{"username": "discord.gg/RWjkfNCSyk", "content": "I'm thinking of ending myself not like anyone cares anyway"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i got all drunk"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "coz of some issues with another server and the mems constanyl harassing me"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "so i decided to drink"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "and then i argued with my future wife and made her cry"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "and i cant forgive myself for that"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i hurt her because i gave in and got drunk because it was the easier option"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "im so pathetic"}
{"username": "14th Daylight", "content": "Humble Egg Hey Plushie, I don't know how you feel. And to be honest, everyone does that. Just that, it's ok to feel pathetic sometimes, but you need to solve this problem"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "14th Daylight"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "dw its sorted"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i wasnt rlly looking for advice, more of just venting for the sake of venting"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "i knew the problem would get fixed, btw im not a drinking addict"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "ive been drunk 4 times in my whole life"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "2 of those were this week but the other 2 were really far apart. There is no problem luckily"}
{"username": ", Starlight Rose", "content": "Welll I'm tired of how worthless I am. I basically disappoint my parents a lot, or maybe it's just them. I don't really know. This might be a silly thing to vent about to some people but it's not to me. My parents get mad at me for a lot of the little things I do and I practically hate it. It stresses me out a lot but there isn't much I can do about it."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "@, Starlight Rose I go through the same thing everyday. Its mostly because they expect so highly of you. But truth be told we arent wired to be that way. Parents are meant to guide you not map out your life. This isnt permanent so just know that will be over before you know it. Just keep your head up. You arent alone."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "I mean when my mom gets pissed at the dogs she comes into my room and yells at me."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Sometimes its just to let off steam"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Its not okay but thats how it is. But I always think of it as a lesson to be learned and something to look forward to getting out of"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I live with a lot of the same issues as you @, Starlight Rose and all I can say is that eventually one day you won't feel your dependence on your folks and you'll eventually be your own person. Starting now though, please try and listen to your friends more, because there's lots of people who don't criticize you constantly, they're here and they're in a all manner of places in your life. Keep those positive influences ever present and close to you:."}
{"username": ", Starlight Rose", "content": "Ok, thank you!"}
{"username": ", Starlight Rose", "content": "Knackered my Mom yells at me because my handwriting is too small"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Quarantine is kind of chill."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Its so surreal though."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "My mom took me and my sister out for a drive for the first time in three weeks and she cried in the car because her friend is still working at the restaurant that she owns. The restaurant is a nonprofit where you pay what you can for the food. It feeds normally homeless people."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I havent been doing my schoolwork and its going to end up bad for me."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "My sister may not end up going to the college she wants."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Its so surreal i dont even know how to process what Im supposed to be feeling."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "@MagicalCheeseball Not to sound wrong or weird, but you are so young. You're not even an adult yet, so you have plenty of years to find out who you want to be. So many young people worry too much about what they're going to be, what kind of person they're going to become, what job they will get etc. You cannot forget, that you are still young and free. I'm not kidding, once you become an adult you literally can throw away any thoughts of being free, having fun and so on. Being an adult is a joke, not much fun. So please, don't worry so much about what kind of person you will be. Just be yourself, go with the flow and it will come to you. Don't waste it thinking about not knowing who to be. You can be a great person, I know you can. Just find it in your heart to mingle with likeminded people, people who care and will include you. Don't give up. c:"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "velo1 I'm so sorry to hear that, it's a terrible thing to hear about from a loved one. You say she was drunk? Drunk people tend to become very emotional and overexaggerate thoughts and emotions. They have no control. Perhaps try talking to her when she's sober? And I know she means a lot, don't break that bond with her ever. Bonds between relatives and loved ones are very special, and they deserve to be cherished.. not let go of. She's still your nan, and until that happens which it surely won't she will always be your beloved Nan. Hold your chin up and stay strong."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm really sorry everyone. I love you all with all my heart, but I have to do what I have to do. I need to get out of here and discord. I'm really sorry. Take care all of you, I'll never forget you."}
{"username": "suga", "content": "Unknown youll be missed"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "SPFreely Sean2402 well miss you, it was nice to meet you. Im glad that youre taking a break or stopping if you need to."}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "Knackered"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "im not entirely sure whats gone on but just know you are a great staff"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Thank you love. Humble Egg"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "yvw"}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "my dms always open if you wanna vent in privacy"}
{"username": "cured by ranboo", "content": "Ooh"}
{"username": "cured by ranboo", "content": "I like this"}
{"username": "Rem ReZero", "content": "okay well one of my friends i met in my first server left discord and is never coming back.. apparently drama in the server i was not part of made her leave discord.. it hurted me but she left so idk what to do now"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Rem ReZero thats usually most of the reasons why people leave discord love. Its either the bad environments or it takes away their time from doing other things. Its not really new for someone to randomly leave especially a close friend. But this is the internet. Most of the time you are just going to go through a new circle of people every year or a few months."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Its just how it goes sadly"}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "Rem ReZero That kind of stuff just happens, dude. Its sad that they leave, sad that they dont want to keep in touch, but youll find new friends. You just gotta roll with the punches mate. And, since hindsight is 20/20, maybe reflect if you want and see what you can improve about anything. Thats all we can do."}
{"username": "Rem ReZero", "content": "Aww thx for at least appreciating this time..thx"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "So ever since we have gotten the results saying I have autism, dad had been more...aggressive lately. He cant accept it because he doesnt understand and I dont think he ever will. You dont know my dad. I dont think he actually will ever accept this but lately its been getting worse, when Im called by my mum, he will immediately shout at me to get up and say you were called three times!\u201d Even though I was only called once and I was getting up. And if I miss making him coffee, hell go to my sister and ask her to make it instead of reminding me. Living with him is horrible. It wasnt this bad but its getting worse as time goes on. I have broken down multiple times due to this. I am having trouble keeping my self together, I dont know how much longer I can do this. No Im not threatening suicide, just gotta point this out I dont know what Ill do if I break again. I havent reached that point yet since usually Im pretty calm and collected most of the time. I just hope mum can get through to him before that happens."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I have an evil side not many know of. If I break too many times maybe Ill fail to suppress it. And maybe itll be unleashed. This side is dangerous. Or maybe Ill successfully suppress it even if I break too many times. Who knows."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "My evil side is the reason why I was sent to Laurel Ridge."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "VidPlt all I can say is dont let your dad get the best of you. Thats just how it is some times, just people cant and wont understand and thats just life. But dont change because someone cant understand. Be better than what your dad is showing you because If you lose it it wont get nothing but worse. You have people around you who support and love you. Just focus on them. You wont be with your family forever. Youll move out. Nothing is permanent and this dark stage will pass."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Hehe...mentally? I'm fragile."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "So it's easy for people to get under my skin. I may seem strong on the outside, but internally I'm always having a meltdown."}
{"username": "Humble Egg", "content": "welcome to the club"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You will make it through this. Bet those people are just as fragile mentally. They're not worth worrying about, YOU are worth worrying about. Be kind to yourself, and forget anybody who tries to make you feel bad in any way."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I already have someone I can love"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "And Im glad shes by my side"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Downside is she lives halfway across the world"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yeah I know how that feels"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I had a relationship like that for three years"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "We left eventually because we saw it going nowhere, but it was worth it. Because we learned there are people we can love nearby us. We still are friends, and we keep in contact to keep each other happy. But she's free, and so am I. The important thing is, to keep those who love and care about us close, even if they aren't physically there. Love has no boundaries, and even long distance cannot stop love, only if you believe."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "We virtually kiss eachother and give eachother coddles. And we play games together. I just wish she spoke though."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Maybe you should organize her to join Discord so she can vc, or skype call or messenger?"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "She is in discord."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Tell her you wish to hear her speak, it would mean the world to you."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Ehhh...I already tried that multiple times;;"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I do beg her to actually speak;;"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Perhaps she's just not ready yet. I'm sure she will one day. Do you know she's a female and the right age? I'm saying just in case.."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "You may already know who has claimed me"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Yes I know"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Okay good, just in case."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Who is it?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "xd"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "You dont know?"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Is Star! Or Chiye as you may know her as"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Nope I never knew that until now."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Well whatever happens next, I hope it goes well for you and Chiye."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "nyaaa"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Well. I feel better."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's good. Keep Chiye close to you. Have a good day/evening!"}
{"username": "hanako", "content": "so basically i have a friend. she can really get on my nerves. i was playing a game with a friend and she starts asking so many questions like'are they online friends?''how do you know them?''is it only or all of them?' and i, myself like to keep stuff to myself so i respond with'you don't need to know' and'why are you asking?' and i already know her quite well and she makes problems out of small things and is very obnoxious and nosy so i tell her she doesn't need to know and she starts acting cold'fine, don't tell me.' and'k bye' and she leaves. i start feeling like crying for no reason. i message her'hey sorry i didn't tell you' because that's the only way she will not get mad. she hasn't responded yet and i don't want to unfriend her because we have the same friend group in real life. she acts like a whole new person in real life, she's sweet and all that but when she's online, she gets really cold. i know this isn't bad but i really want to just rant to someone."}
{"username": "hanako", "content": "edit : also, i messaged her on instagram where i said sorry and after a few minutes she posted on her story meaning she's most likely ignoring me."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want to like"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Not be ashamed of my interests w"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I feel like I wanna curl up and die but like"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I just wanna be cyute :"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Also uh I'm rly lonely and i"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Want a girl I can just cuddle with"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "But stoopid covid19 is making that hard"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Ggrrr"}
{"username": "chuu", "content": "@ Kitty Rika! Covid will end sometime and you will be given the chance to connect with the person you want the way you want and I am sure that person will support your interests as if they were their own. There's no point in being ashamed because there are many many people who will have the same if not similar interests as you. Something to be ashamed of is something wrong, not something out of the ordinary. I am sure with time and support your shame will evolve into prowess:"}
{"username": "cured by ranboo", "content": "The fudge"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i just left my server, i didnt delete because people begged me. but being an owner of that server mentally put me down. It was so toxic everyday was drama. Im glad i made this decision now i can focus on myself."}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i feel a bit down"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "but im unsure if i would like to express my feelings or not"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Is it ok if I vent?..I dont want to stress anyone"}
{"username": "Suzulai", "content": "Go ahead bb!"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "So uh... I havent eaten in like 5 days or so. I got in a lot of fight with my mom and she said some pretty men things. She once said Im an animal and I should be held in chains and that I dont dont deserve food or anything I have. I mean I dont shes wrong. Im not the perfect child. Im not even close. I have been telling myself Im not good enough, that I should kll myself that Im not worth anything.Im already cting. Im not happy with myself. So yeah...Thats all"}
{"username": "cured by ranboo", "content": "Uhm.."}
{"username": "cured by ranboo", "content": "Sorry to interrupt but how do you do that cool w?"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I hate staying inside the house I cant take it anymore;; my sister comes into my room and takes everything from me and then I can hear her from the room next door on call with her friends talking super loudly. And then my mom comes into my room and then gets me all stressed out cause of the school call and then she sits on the bed with me listening and I just hear her heavy breathing and it just makes me flippen nervous All the time. I wish I could leave the house but I cant cause of this big Baka virus."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "and to top it all off I had a panic attack cause I was so stressed out that I started crying while in call with my online class"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "UGGHH"}
{"username": "itsbyfrosti", "content": "yikes"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Uhm. Uh. Thats uhm. She is crazy."}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I have so much anxiety now"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I keep getting scared whenever guys go near me that their going to touch me"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Im not going to cry"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I can't cry she'll yell at me"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "SOMEONE PLEASE SAY SOMETHING THAT WONT MAKE ME CRY"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "No cryyy"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Owohug Chloe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Chloe. It's going to be okay. Just breathe in and out and try to stay calm. We are all here for you. Just stay strong"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "We no leave you alone"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "We here for you. Remember you have us by your side"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "It's just I want to do so many things and she takes them away. And I'll never get those things back"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I had a huge acting opportunity and she made me turn it down"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "It could've changed my life"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "My sister has a friend who kind of goes through this. Her mom is controlling, doesnt let her get her drivers license, doesnt let her go out."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Producers?"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Or the photographers would make me stripe on camera"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "It's a kids tv show"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Smh"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "All I can say without getting warned"}
{"username": "Suzulai", "content": "She's a maniac, that's what she is"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Is that she is a psycho"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Who is paranoid"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "YoU doNt sAy"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I don't know what to do now"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Acting opportunity? Gone"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Agent? She wouldn't get it I'm the first place"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Instagram? HA HA HA"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "no no no"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "She scared me away from acting saying they might make me do that"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Owohug Chloe more hugs"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I wanted to model too and she said the same thing"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I feel deprived"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I mean unless your in something sketchy, that wont happen"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "And my dad can't do anything about it"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "She's one of those mean pretty girls"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I wouldve just booked it to my dads"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Oh so"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "She'd take it to court and act like he's abusive or something"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Shes entitled or whatever?"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "She tells me I'm her last hope"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Because all my other siblings got Instagrams too soon and didn't want to get confirmed for church"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "She wants you to be what she couldnt be or something?"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I don't blame em she basically shoved us into Christianity!"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Wait shes Christian? Im not trying to be mean"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Yeah she a Catholic Minister"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "It's nice to vent but besides support I'm pretty sure nobody has real advice"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "My mom won't let the fact that she's wrong go through her head"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "My nana forced me and my little bro to go to church when I was like 5"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I never went back"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "I'm 13 and on the road to getting confirmed"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "If anything my mom wants me to be a nun"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Get in line"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I would just book it but since your 13... I dont think thatll work"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I wish I could help"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I really do"}
{"username": "Chloe", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Just dont be too paranoid around people thinking they are gonna do that to you. But you should still be careful."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I have never ever encountered someone with an actual insane Christian mom."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Chloe whenever you want feel free to pop in VC. Hope this venting helped"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i feel sad again"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Maybe try talking to him about how you feel and stuff"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I mean being in a relationship means that you need to talk to understand what the other person wants so that you can work things out"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "that is indeed true"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im sure he would understand of course"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "but im not sure if my feelings are just a bit overdramatic"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "If he keeps playing his video games that means that his games are way more important to him then his love for you"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I mean I would feel the same way if I had a boyfriend who was playing video games all the time and cancel plans with me too"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Just express how you feel and how you wish he spent a lil less time with his video games but more time with your company and having a connection with you"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "hm i can try to bring it up"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "theres a 3 hour time difference between us so sometimes its difficult to do some things"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "but thank you for listening and giving advice"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i feel better now"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "No problemo happy to help anytime"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "If you need any advice my DMs are always open"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I love listening and helping people out"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "aw thank you"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "same to you"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "OwO hug yoonchigga"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "owo hug Catziwwa"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I mean I dont have a boyfriend yet but I do have a guy that wants to be with me but like its still kind of like shocking and scary because I really dont think I would be that much of a good girlfriend plus I never even been in a relationship before so everything is super new to me if he were to ask me to get into one with him"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "And like make it official"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Cat, Im in the same boat as you. Kind of me and Love kind of just came together, and I have never been in a relationship before"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "But it may turn out for the best. I mean I feel reenergized. I have new energy, new hopes."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Im thankful for this"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "But the downside is that shes miles away across the ocean"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I feel like a noob too. Lovely has been in plenty too"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I kind of met Inferno, her BF before me"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "He"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Was"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "A"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Douche"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "But I feel like a complete noob when it comes to relationships."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Honestly same he just has so many experience and know what he is doing and even if he says something about wanting to be with me I just get embarrassed and blush"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Lovely makes me blush a lot"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I dont know if I make her blush when I say I wanna buy a plane ticket to be with you\u201d"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Or say something like that"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "well me and him both live in the same country"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I live in the US, shes in the EU."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Oof that is far"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I think idk"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Well he always says he wants to go on a date and stuff so basically he will be my first everything basically and I just feel like I would be like his whatever number of girlfriend he had so it would be like boring for him or whatever or not special"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Guess it may seem like that. But maybe YOU will make a difference in his life. Maybe you will be the one."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Yeah I mean he is like really in love with me over the short period of time that we meet"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "We only knew eachother for about a week or more I think idk I forgot lmao"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "We are like pretty close with one another and just comfortable"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Same thing kinda happened with me and Love"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "She admits that Im a rare find. Im the kindest person shes ever met."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "It warms my heart that someone like her said that."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Awe"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Honestly it makes me super happy how he makes me happy because nobody has ever done that for me before or said they wanted to get into a relationship with me for real and stuff"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "He is just too sweet that it makes me smile way too much"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Theres never such a thing as too much smiling."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "He makes you smile"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "All the guys I liked and had a crush on they all left me and ghosted me but he is like different which is like super shocking too me"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Thats sweet"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I do believe I made the same difference to Lovely."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "That is gud"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Hope you feel less stressed Catziwwa"}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "I do UwU"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Yaaay! The helper of sad people strikes again!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "owo hug Suzulai"}
{"username": "fox", "content": "My bf stopped talking to me, he doesnt wanna talk to anyone till quarantine is over. i feel so alone tbh and I cant go till April 30th with no communication"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "fox that really does suck love. Im really sorry to hear that. But some people do that as a way to cope. Probably so they dont over stress about someone else over this time because it could easily damage things. Just understand you can always talk to us. If you ever want to vc Im open to it. Just know you arent in this alone and there are other ways to communicate."}
{"username": "fox", "content": "Thank you sm hun Knackered"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "fox it could be worse. You could have been me and stuck without knowing love for all 19 years of your life. At least you have someone to call your own. I dont have that privilege because of my small figure and my mental state being that of a 12 or 13 year old. Appreciate what you have and who he is as a person. Give him some leeway. Though strange he doesnt want to talk, he is probably going through hard times. See if he changes his mind a week from now. Update us if you feel like it."}
{"username": "Tori", "content": "Blissary dont chat here, go tochat"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "hi im rika and im going to die alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "das not true, im sure you're gonna find someone unless you don't want to "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but relationships aren't necessary, focus on yourself first!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sorry you feel that way though, i hope u feel better soon:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " but relationships aren't necessary, focus on yourself first!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "especially at our age."}
{"username": "Yogurt", "content": "Ive been told I have this talent/ability\u201d of being about to bring people so close into my life and gain trust over them. Just to drive them away and make them not want to be apart of my life anymore when I need them the most."}
{"username": "Yogurt", "content": "So Im a mess"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "@ Yogurt"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Youre amazing love. If they are driven away they arent worth it. The ones that stay no matter what will always be with you through thick and thin."}
{"username": "Yogurt", "content": "Knackered"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hey, it's ok, you got this! You don't have to change for anyone, but yourself. If you want to change, it may take time. I'm also trying to change, we both got this. We will learn from our mistakes. Even if you're tired lf being the same, we still eventually grow"}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "Okay, I need to talk about this. My family is the absolute fing worst. I hate them. They hate me. They made me do yardwork for like 6 hours yesterday and chop wood and clean the house for around 7 today. What did they do? My father spent the day lying on the couch and doing nothing. My mother spent the day fing SLEEPING. And now I have to make a fire for my parents to sit by later? And if I dont I get punished to h? I hate this fing house, my shole parents, and how I have no fing rights at ALL."}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "Sorry, just had to say that. I feel better already."}
{"username": "Catziwwa", "content": "Ooop"}
{"username": "MRRiku", "content": "Felt that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I rarely vent but i try to. I feel like I'm bothering people when I do, so i just don't. My best friend, i rarely vent to her anymore bc she responds hours later when I'm already feeling better and it's like sorry, my problem isn't important anymore. We feel really distant lately and I don't know anymore. I've... been distancing myself from everyone. I don't really talk to anyone and it sucks.. Like, i avoided talking to all my servers because i was really down this week. I have no motivation at all, I haven't gotten anything done. I tried drawing but found that i absolutely suck at it and I'm trying to get better. I've lost motivation for drawing too. I lost interest in everything"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "I feel you, it happened to me too"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "I don't know your life path and can't relate to everything going on but my only advice is to give yourself time and try to have a touch with reality like having a cold shower or something and, if you want someone to vent I propose, even though like you I don't vent often aha"}
{"username": "MS. WONDERtAINMENt", "content": "Everything will be fine, after the storm comes the sun but it's not easy to dance when everything is falling apart around you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "yena!", "content": "owohug Neve"}
{"username": "yena!", "content": "im not the best person to come to when someone vents:"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thanks for the hug tho.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Owo hug @ yena!"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Neve Ah Neve, I'm truly sad about a long time friend doing this to you. It's not right at all and he should really apologise to you since he is your friend."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "People are allowed to enjoy whatever they want, especially if it brings them happiness. It's called freewill, and every human is allowed freewill. Unfortunately, people have strong opinions against just about everything, and fully believe in this no matter what people say."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You as a human being have a right, a right to enjoy anime, gacha, furries and other Japanese stuff. He, as a friend, should respect your liking to these interests that bring you happiness, and not be judged upon or criticised."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I know we've never talked before, but if you ever want support or more advice, my dms are always open to you or anybody else. I may not be the most comforting, but I can give you honest advice."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't ever be discouraged, you deserve so much more. And well I don't want to judge but from what I read, that doesn't sound like a friend to me. Continue doing what you enjoy, and if he ever judges you for it, people are always here for you."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thank you c,:"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "just under lots of stress.. school isnt helping either, even though its online school. ive lost contact with most my friends but a few. im not in lockdown but rarely go outside because im more likely for the y'know. and ive been having bad thoughts, not self harm but just not good ones. i would like to vent more but i feel like i'd just break down and start swearing and its not allowed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I felt that, i feel pretty lonely now that we're in quarantine:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but you got this charlie. If you ever need anyone, we're all here for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Even if you feel lonely, there are others who also are lonely. The friends that you may not be contacting rn, they may be lonely too."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i hope i helped a little"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I know Im not going to be able to live up to my life goals, considering I can hardly do online school, and that sucks. There arent enough jobs in the careers I would like that are enough to make a living and accomplish the purpose of doing it. And Im aware that there are many other hard things for people to deal with, its an unimportant vent, but I kind of just need an outlet right now"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "ramensocks I know how you feel but if you push yourself to continue and try harder you will get to where you want to be in life even tho things atm dont look so good and that the world might seem to be against you as long as you keep your head up and work hard for your goals you will get somewhere you want to be in life"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "thanks, that helps me"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "My mom keeps questioning me about why did i get a laptop, what happens if you dont get in with financial aid if its too expensive and I dont have a job, like...why cant she be proud of me? For once im doing something to forward my life and careers."}
{"username": "WintyHeart .", "content": "makes me suh sad reading all chur messages.."}
{"username": "WintyHeart .", "content": "Shadowsfire26 same goes wif meh parents.."}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "Yeah...it really sucks. Im the first one in my family to graduate highschool, first one to get accepted into college and she keeps doubting me. No matter what I do"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Shadowsfire26 You are doing what you believe is right for yourself, and correct taking those little steps really does matter. With a laptop of your own, you can make resumes and do free online courses. It's little baby steps that really matter. She should be proud of you, since she is your mother."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You do whatever you want in life, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Keep moving forward and succeeding!"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "Loco thank you"}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Im really sad because my dog just passed away. He was only 2 years old and got infected by a parasite. I cant stop crying. I miss him to much"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thats messed up m8. What breed was he"}
{"username": "yena!", "content": "im so sorry to hear:"}
{"username": "Gogurt man", "content": "Aww im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Awe that's a terrible thing. He deserved to live longer. He's in a better place now, not sick anymore.. we're here for support, you can count on us. Your dog will always be with you, a special place in your heart."}
{"username": "sona", "content": "Ah, Im sorry for wrong info he was 4"}
{"username": "sona", "content": "He was a Rottweiler"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Awe cute. I hope you will be okay soon. You will always have memories of him."}
{"username": "Gogurt man", "content": "I giv loaf so u feel better"}
{"username": "claraa :potted_plant:", "content": "Hey guys, Im really struggling with the stress of coping up with my 10 assignments per day, some from classes I only take once a fortnight! Does anyone have some advice on how to keep a good schedule up and an app or something I can use to set my reminders on?"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "claraa how long does it take you to complete each homework assignment?"}
{"username": "claraa :potted_plant:", "content": "Sometimes they set different tasks, with different due dates. Id say on average about 2 hours max, 30 minutes minimum."}
{"username": "claraa :potted_plant:", "content": "Knackered"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "My thing is dont do everything in one day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I cant sleep because Im too sad D:"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Sometimes, I feel like I force my friends to do things."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I don't know, maybe I ask them to help me make servers, or just talk with me or something.."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "But it always looks forced."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "ALWAYS."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "And there's a point where my friends screamed at me, saying I should stop being manipulative."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "What can I do to stop being like this?"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Ping me if you wanna say something about this."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "@ QQ K what do you say exactly?"}
{"username": "Gogurt man", "content": "Im done with people calling me a attention seeker just cuz i want to hang out with them. I was on pony town today and went to our friend hangout spot. They were roleplaying and when i said hi they attacked me called me a attention seeker, a bword, and a s. I just wanted to hang out cuz i was bored."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but youre not an attention seeker for that! and even if someone is an attention seeker, its not bad at all to seek attention unless youre doing something harmful to get it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I dont think they know what it means."}
{"username": "Honey", "content": "Heyooo"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "I mean there are many other relationships that you have now that may help and support you then build to a romantic relationship Honey"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Right now Id say find yourself and work on yourself. Get to know yourself better. You dont need a significant other to make you not lonely you have mates, if not the server is your mate to help you and support you. Youll find someone. Just dont rush into it cause you feel like its a necessity. Also there are people out there that would love to date you. It just takes time and you do have to be out of your comfort zone. Cause finding some one and getting into a relationship with someone will always be a risk."}
{"username": "Honey", "content": "I know its just something I feel super desperate for and its really difficult to not want it"}
{"username": "Honey", "content": "I feel like maybe things would be better for me if I could really connect to someone irl"}
{"username": "Honey", "content": "I really want someone physically there to comfort me and tell me Im gonna be ok"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "3 I understand how you feel and all that its hard to be nice but have to reject someone but to also think it will more then likely hurt people more in the long run its better to tell them you dont have the same feelings as they do and even if they cry its better then them being hurt even worse in the longer term of giving them false hope always lead with what you want to do sometimes there are times you cant be that nice and people will use you for being too\u201d nice in the end its just really what you want I hope this helps you figure out and all if not I tried my best my DMs are open if you ever want someone to talk to"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Thank you so much"}
{"username": "Gogurt man", "content": "Shiro is here to let you know that YOU are the most amazing and funniest person in the world be yourself uwu Shiro giv huggie"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "awww was it the same one with the yandere?"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im reading this manga because i saw a girl with blood and she was smiling on the cover and i was interested in what it was about"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "no this one is a different one"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i don't like smiling girls with blood"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im sort of just having an existential crisis bruh"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "ah yeah im probably going to stop reading that manga"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "ill be okie"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "okie \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "would you like a wholesome recommendation"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "yes pls"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "have you seen the nekopara anime"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "NOT the game"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "OOH"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "I WANNA WATCH THAT"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it's wholesome af"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and im jellis"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i have all the games too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "wait ;3"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "the 18 is dlc tho"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ohhh i see you didn't buy the dlc"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah it's really cute"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i don't have the games cause"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "welll i bought it for the first volume today"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oh my"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "hentai doesnt really bother me"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "its jsut gore and stuff,"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "honestly"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "ohp"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "@ Kitty Rika! i prefer wholesome hentai too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "how"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "how can u say that and i cant ."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "well now i can but im too scared"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "so what happens if i get by the week without any more infractions"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "?infractions @ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "mee9 is special"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "?infraction @ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "use the! i think"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "OH EYAH IWFHHJVBJ"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "!infractions @ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm starting to consider cutting myself"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "and I'm also considering putting myself in another institution"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I have no one"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "it's just up to me and I'm currently at a state where I'm just tired of fighting"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I've been fighting for three years"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "these last three years have been the worst, just when I reach some sort of happiness, I end up in the same place"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oh man bloo"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i hope this server can help you a bit"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "before coming to this server i was actually suffering from really bad depression"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "no one online cares, I doubt my few friends I have in real life would care"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "my parents usually criticize me and want to change the subject when I bring up my depression"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "bloo;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean idk if this will help but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i felt kinda the same way when i first joined the server"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm starting to become where I genuinely think it's best I killed myself that one time instead of looking for help"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i didn't feel like anybody would really care abt me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i had that thought too;w;"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "It was best if my mom found my hanging corpse in my garage"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "of course it's not completely gone now but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im really sorry to hear that;w;"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i can assure you that cutting yourself isnt the answer. it will only leave painful scars. there are many people who do care about you im sure, and i can assure you things do get better. you might say that therapy doesnt help, but you just have to find the right counsellor. i went through 3 different therapists before i found one that really helped me. please dont give up, and if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are always open, i promise"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "dms are open as well \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk abt u but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "wholesome anime really helped...?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and this whole cute aesthetic"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "Usually what helps me is music"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "losing myself in this world of cuteness helps me forget how much i hate myself uwu"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "music is great too"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "it's the one thing that's been there for me these 7 years"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "the only one I relied on"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "this prolly doesn't apply but also pretending like im a girl also distracts me;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i like to delude myself until someone comes along who loves me as much as I imagine people do;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk if that really helps but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "we can totally talk"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I feel like crying because I genuinely have no one, all my life I've had no friends IRL and no friends online and my parents were always distant and never involved with anything I did"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "and when I try talking to them about my depression they criticize me and try to change subjects"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it really sucks how society treats some ppl sometimes;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "especially introverted guys"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like us ."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i can kinda relate"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i've also never had an irl friend"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i bet there are tons of ppl out there"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "who share ur interests"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "brb"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I've been to a mental hospital and prescribed anti depressants which I mixed with alcohol, I've drank myself to sleep on countless nights, I used to cut, I've tried killing myself three times, I used to starve myself and was hospitalized for anorexia because I was really sick, I was weak, I was throwing up, dehydrated, my head hurted, etc., I've done drugs"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "all of this to numb the emptiness I feel inside"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "recently, I thought I was doing better"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "but I'm not"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm slowly falling right back down into that hole"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I still drink myself stupid on some night when things are just unbearable"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I promised my grandmother on her deathbed that I wouldn't do this again, but I can't help it"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I feel numb, I feel alone, I feel hollow. I feel the need to cut and drink"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "it's so hard"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "and now I'm trying not to cry while I type this to strangers on the internet because it's the one thing that I can do, the one thing that can hopefully help me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "back \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oh dang"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I don't really know what to say to that but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i really appreciate you taking the time to share this"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i know that we don't really know each other yet"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "hopefully that'll change"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Don't worry, I won't laugh;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "This is serious and I really hope you can find someone special and all the help you need"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I don't even care about finding someone special"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I just want friends"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I want to live"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "that's what i meant ."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I have so many dreams and aspirations"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "and I just can't"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "they all seem so far away especially now"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah,"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "so as ironic as it seems, I want to die just because I want to live"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "if im getting this right"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "the pain of having your hopes crushed is so unbearable you wanna die to get rid of it...?"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah,"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "the pain of living the same day over and over"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "hey so"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "and never getting anywhere near what I want to be"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "do you feel better venting to me?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "is this making u feel better?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "aww;w;"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I need a drink"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "but I appreciate you speaking to me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "when i vented to ppl"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it didn't immediately feel good"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but in the end i think it helped me a lot"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "just to know that there is someone there to talk to"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "something constant in my life yknow?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "sometimes it made me feel worse in the moment"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but in the long run i think it helped"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but maybe that's cause of the type of person i am"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "since this all hits us differently"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I'm the type of guy who needs to express his emotions"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm glad you at least got help as someone studying psychology I'm glad someone else isn't going through what I'm going through"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk if that's the same for u"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "well i don't have a therapist if that's what ur implying"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and the people that i used to vent to are all gone now"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "no I decided to start studying Psychology because I don't want anyone to feel the pain I feel"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "at least I know there's one person less feeling this way"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "who;"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I mean you're saying you feel happier than you used to feel"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "at least you're happy"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "oh yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "well im not happy just happier"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "XD"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah i have relapses now and again"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm just here trying not to cry"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but for the most part its going alright ig"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but lets not compare you and me"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm genuinely about to get up and drink myself stuoid"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i have a huge comparison problem"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I feel horrible"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "if we linger to much on the fact that you have it worse than me then I'll start feeling insanely guilty and relapse"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah man;w;"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "no no I'm not comparing us anymore"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm just saying"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ikkk"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I want to cry and drink"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "hhh im too young for that"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "so i cant advise you like a professional"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "but I just need to let that out"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ok dude"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'm one of those emotional people too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "tomorrow"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you come on to discord"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and you tell me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "that you did not drink"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "at least 12 hours"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "in 12 hours time i wanna hear from you that you did not drink a drop"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ok?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": ":3"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "it's 12 AM for me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "if u sleep it may be easier to make the deadline"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I'll probably just stay up listening to doomer music xD"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "owww"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "have you heard of grandson"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "then"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I usually listen to sad 90s rock like Nine Inch Nails"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i haven't heard of em;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you should try grandson though"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "he's def got some rock vibes"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "for your own safety, don't listen to them little one"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "they're very depressing"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im very depressing too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i listen to some very dark stuff ."}
{"username": "luvvie!", "content": "I wanna go boom pow pow and die"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "I"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "Someone I liked"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "figured out I liked them last night, and I got friendzoned, then he asked my close friend out not long after."}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "so, good timez amirite"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "Oh I know, it's just he led me on.. he knows he did too. We talked about it.. and he said he didn't know I felt for him and just thought we were joking around, which I guess I can't blame him for since we were joking in the beginning."}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "but he realized how I felt and uh yeah so"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "I think I put myself in this position anyways"}
{"username": "Hunnymilktea", "content": "Oh no its alright gracee. You will finally someone who will love you equally."}
{"username": "Hunnymilktea", "content": "Something similar happened to me before. We both are still friends with our own partners"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "thank youuu and hehe that's good!:D"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "awww;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I really don't understand beauty standards"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but i'm sure you're super cute!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk if this even helps but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "flat is justice"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i also have really bad body image issues"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but the people here are so so nice and they think im even cute,"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "even though im really ugly too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "honestly im really interested in getting to know you now ."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i really genuinely hate myself"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like i don't want to look like this"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "uhhh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i keep trying to change it but nothing is working"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you want me to tell you about my similar struggles"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "will that help?;w;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "okie;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "we can suffer together"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "so im really uncomfortable with my body too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i really hate being a guy"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i would do anything to be cute like an anime girl ."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i also hate myself a lot, it kind of scares people"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i used to be think super violent things about myself"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but now that i joined sayumi"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "the community here is so welcoming my self esteem is slowly getting better"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i cant really give u an example about what i thought about myself because it's not appropriate for this server"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but i can say that the people here are super accepting no matter what you look like and what you want to look like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well i mean in my view it's very easy to accept someone you can't see"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i posted my first selfie ."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "here"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and ppl called me cute"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "for the first time"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like ever"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'm glad"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "dude i have really bad acne"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and really greasy hair"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "that sticks out all over the place"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and i have big ears"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and my eyes are lopsided"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and my jaw is too prominent"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and im so skinny people think im anorexic"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "my hips are so small they are literally concave"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you can see my ribs through my shirts"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "my wrist is smaller than some people's bones"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im short and wimpy af"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i have a terrible looking smile"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "my lips are always chapped and my fingernails are bitten"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and i still get called cute"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i also have bad acne...the amount of times i've been told that i need to eat more are too many to even count on my hands and toes...i have short curly hair that i can't grow...my hips have weird dips in them...my jawling has disappeared cause my face is gaining all the weight...my chest looks so dumb like i might as well not have breasts"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the list goes on and on"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah i can really relate;w;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and the only person who has seen me and genuinely made me believe they think i'm beautiful is my boyfriend"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "all of those things ring true for me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "awww \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but when he's not with me it's sadboihours"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "sounds amazing;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "because i have no confidence or self esteem"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i cant relate rn cause"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im single"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like always"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "having at least one person you can rely on is really important so im glad u got that at least"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "what i used to say is"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "no matter how much u hate urself i will love you twice as much"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": ";w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i wish someone said that to me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "anyway"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im super glad"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and jellis"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "u have the bf"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "though rly"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you really only have to be beautiful for ur bf... right?;w;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "if he thinks ur beautiful who else do u need to prove it to?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk if that helps"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i wanna be beautiful to myself"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "aaah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "do u do art?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i found that drawing myself as some different sort of creature"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like as a wolf"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "something that represents me but isn't actually a drawing of me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it kind of gives me this identity without having to deal with all the physical imperfections"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "like u could draw a dove and have that represent you in some way"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "so ur free from human skin"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "idk if that makes sense"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah but then i'm liking a version of me that isn't me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ig"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "is talking about this helping in any way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah but like the feelings are gonna get worse again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'm used to it though"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "asajdkasjh"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i relate so hard to what ur saying its painful i cant help more"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "heck"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "sayumi helped me that's all i can say XD"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "its really active here to and the community is really friendly and not intimidating so even a social outcast like me can find a place"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "whenever im not talking to someone i get incredibly lonely so always having someone to chat with is a huge plus"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "everybody even calls me cutie"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "even after they've seen my ugly mug"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it makes me feel just a little better about myself"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i stopped doing art because i would just beat myself up every time i tried to do something"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but encouragement from really good friends made me pick it back up again"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and now i'm actually excited to show it to people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's good to hear"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and i can talk however i wanna too"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i can go around calling ppl cutie and bby and luv and nobody bats an eyelash even though im a guy cause they know its harmless"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah i don't think im helping"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "XD"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "man i used to be so good at this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "talking does help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it keeps my mind off of it"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it feels amazing to b e urself without fear of being judged"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean i guess its different for u since its for urself right"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "but it does help me feel more comfortable in my skin"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ugh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "with each passing day i want to die more and more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i... hate my family"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im grateful"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i hate them."}
{"username": "Hunnymilktea", "content": "Hey Rudman I am so sorry to hear that. Stay strong and there are people here for you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Hunnymilktea", "content": "If you want to talk about it I am always here to offer a listening ear"}
{"username": "Officer Milan", "content": "My dad died almost a month ago and scrolling through his facebook makes me miss him so much more. I really wish I could have one of his shirts or smell his tobacco again, even something small like listening to his favourite song would be enough. Reading his blog and looking at old photos made him seem alive but I was fully aware that he isnt and it just makes the grief worse but I cant stop. I want to see him again so badly and I just wish I could have told him I loved him one last time before he left"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "@ fwuff, you should probably get an adult or a person you trust to help you preferably someone you know IRL, maybe even get CPS involved"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "This sounds like an abuse case"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "If not counseling could help"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "Family counseling"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Sorry to hear that fluffy, but im just glad that you still have a mother "}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "she might be scary but in the end, she made you and feed you till you're here right now"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "you aren't ready for a relationship and it seems he doesn't pay attention to you and you guys are in this state of Love/Hate. I know it hurts but what you need to do is sit him down and talk to him and try to fix the problem. Communication is a big thing in relationships, however, if you feel he's using you, you're both ghosting eachother, you don't trust him, then unfortunately as much as it hurts you need to break up"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "Its going to hurt ofc, youre ending something you put so much effort into and you feel close to this person but staying in that relationship will only hurt you rather than benefit you"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "This is ofc assuming you cant fix things"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You love him but he doesn't, hard to say but clarity is right. Try to talk to him and settle it out,"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "If he really is using you then I suggest you stay out of a relationship for a while. Yes it'll be hard but it'll go by time."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "I believe you will meet the right one, the one that cares and truly loves you as you are"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Im bad at supporting once again QwQ"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Thank you so much I know I cant do it because Im to scared but Ill try thank you so much"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "mhm, no need to rush"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why is the night so depressing;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I always feel so sad at night"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i try my best to stay positive but its hard not to break down and have a panick attack"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its been this way for the longest time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i just hide it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I guess It's ok to feel that way at night, since no one could see..;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean at night"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "all of my close friends are a sleep"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well my bf being the only one up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sleeping makes me feel a little better, but it's hard to sleep when you're sad."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's why I'm still awake"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but eventually crying makes you so tired that you fall asleep so It's ok in the end..;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "when my mind if like full or idk distracted i cant sleep"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah same"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "even if i cry for a while"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my insomnia is like nope"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ": I just hope the bad feelings would go away in the morning"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I worry about other ppl too much"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i dont like seeing people fight"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I recently had a revelation. Its more of an unpopular opinion. When someone says its going to be okay\u201d I almost take it as a lie. Dont take it the wrong way, hear me out. There is a large chance nothing the person saying that can make it okay\u201d. They cant just snap their fingers and make it okay\u201d. You have to make it okay yourself. Its not just magically going to be okay in the next few days. You, yourself, have to make it okay."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Plz dont be angry its just an opinion"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I actually agree"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Ive just been through so much that my view warped into that"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "same here. but sometimes people need to hear the hope in the bad times.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "A have to agree with south idk I hate it when ppl always say the usual like its fine its gonna get better and thats it I get tired of hearing that or when someones says why did you do that you had many options I just want to hear something new from my friends like then saying there gonna be with me a long the way to help;;"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Sometimes u just"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Cannot explain it"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Or sometimes u dont even the reason urself"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "It just defies logic"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Feelings dont always require reasons"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Rhsbsbww shaking so much idk why"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Bones r ratttlin"}
{"username": "mimi V", "content": "I cant talk in chat"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "SouthGamer i mean it's not always going to be okay, but eventually, you get through a problem and you're less stressed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's what i see as ok. But like ik you can't always be positive."}
{"username": "Bun", "content": "I can admit, that I have the bad lucky of having relationships, I just don't know they all most of them finish cheating on me or break up with me with no sense. And know people have crush on me and see that was for a long time and they have someone. I can't understand it."}
{"username": "Bun", "content": "ty for anybody."}
{"username": "Bun", "content": ":,"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "Bun 3994 your an amazing person those people dont deserve you they see your weak and easy to walk over if you be yourself and stand strong and dont let them will scare he fake away and people who truly love you for you and want you forever will stay never give up even when things seem to be against you you make your future take what happens in the past to improve your future every relationship may not work and people may move on lose feeling or never loved someone but if you stay strong and dont let them walk over you and show them all you are and who you are good things will come even if it takes its time just never give up on yourself xo"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "Ps my Dms are open if you ever need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i know it's bad, i wanna stop, but honestly im so tired, i dont see the point in trying. its been years. so long. I cant remember how it felt to be genuinely happy and honestly im losing everyone, so why not lose too?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im just tired. im tired of waiting for a day everything gets better"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Maybe find new mates"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm not good at finding friends"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I tend to get too close"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "But I'll try"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Making friends is like any other skills, a social skill. It takes time, practice and knowledge to find the right ones. You want to surround yourself with people who think similar to you, so not as many fights happen but also so you can trust you have their support, and you are willing to support them back. That's just my opinion on friends, you make have something different. Your trying will soon become a skill you have mastered. Like most things in life, all you can do is try Shut it Yoda, this isn't Jedi training. Yoda wasn't correct when he said Do or do not, there is no try. If you don't try, how can you know you can or cannot?. Good luck Neve,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My head hurts so much rn, I'm like going through an insane amount of stress, i just want to dye my hair rn. Ugh. I want to take a break but i can't do that rn, there's something important i have to find out trust me, you wouldn't want to know, it's really... bad. I keep dreaming about this person that im avoiding and I'm like... stressing. Because of her. I just want to throw hands with everyone and everything. Im tired of stressing, I'm tired of waiting for everything to get better, I'm tired of being patient, I'm tired of my exhaustion. I want it to end. I don't want to care anymore. I could put an insane amount of positivity into my words, feel good about it, and then start getting emotionally drained because of how much i want to make everyone less... sad."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There's so much more on my mind but I can't put it into words right now."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can't talk in the lounge @ RTL"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "you never realize how alone you are till your sitting in your room, by yourself, everything is silent, no notifications, no calls, no one talking. You never really notice till your sitting there and the world is quiet. You start to think about the past, past memories, relationships, friendships, family members, the family members who got the call back to heaven. You think about your little siblings and question if the world is being kinder to them but then you think about all the things your family is going through, the heartache, the broken family, sibling hate, the family hate. There are no more bonds like there used to be. There is no more glue holding your family together. Your family becomes people you once knew, still love but you don't know if they even feel the same anymore. There is no love in forced relationships with family, there is no love in forcing yourself to talk to that family member to try to get a stupid relationship started."}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "its really hard to care for someone so deeply thats a family member when they clearly dont care the same"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Oh man,"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "The quarantine really doesnt help does it?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i hope u and ur family can reforge soke bonds but the sad truth is that that's not always the case"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Eventually a lot of families just grow distant as time passes"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "There's so much societal pressure on having strong family bonds"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "But with so many toxic or dysfunctional families that societal pressure is just harmful imo"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "the quarantine is making it so much worse, we are almost always at eachothers throats"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "all of use used to be each others ride or die."}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "but now some of us wouldnt even flinch"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Thats so sad"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Covid rly messing up everything"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Its a global phenomenkn"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "This is history in the process"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Nobody is ready for this"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "Yep.."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Currently stressed about grades and finding the right college in the UK to learn music production and more. Sadly Im so lost Idk where to find a place that has dorms etc. Im also worried about money. I also feel stressed out because there is so much I need and do but too afraid to pay for no matter how much I need it and more."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Saddest thing of all."}
{"username": "poisonedveinz", "content": "I feel like nobody actually loves me they just say it to make me feel better and people are just my friends because they feel sorry for me and I feel like everything is my fault like I'm the reason why I have no friends I'm the reason why my parents got divorced I feel like I did everything wrong"}
{"username": "withdrawal", "content": "poisonedveinz"}
{"username": "withdrawal", "content": "awwh you should never think any of those things! ik some people might say ily bc they feel bad, but I genuinely love u! everyone deserves love, and you definitely do. keep ur head high, someday you'll look back and see these rough times as a memory. so please stay positive, and my dms are open all the time 3 wove you baby"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": ", I agree with you! I was on your shoes not long ago, No one loves me literally no one, except my parents, and by that, I kept finding and here I am 3 I made wonderful friends here."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Not everyone will love you, and that's a fact, but a few will."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Stay positive and face your rough times in fun ways:3 the quote I made xd"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Say, let's be friends. Not because I feel bad but I was like you before and I want more friends xd. I added u, accept me anytime! poisonedveinz"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "i feel mildly annoyed whenever i receive dms even when people dont mean any harm"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "i think i just enjoy talking on my own terms and when i receive dms it's like im forced to hold a conversation when i dont want to, if that makes sense"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "it feels like a chore to respond sometimes. i would feel terrible saying that to their face though.."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "it would be nice if there was an easier way to tell ppl u dont want to talk to them, not necessarily bc of them but more like a personal preference"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "cant you just close your dms? I feel the same way even though mine are open still hehe but you can go on settings and like make it so ppl cant dm you"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "it'll make more sense if you look in settings, I'm not good at explaining."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "tru! i should start doing that more often"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "yeah:"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "im not sure how to approach the topic with the people in question atm though"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "just tell them what you said, you don't wanna talk, because of personal preference."}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "I'd rather be told straight up than have a dry convo with someone who doesn't wanna talk tbh."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "for sure"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "just like ripping off a bandaid!"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "yes:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "gracee hi"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "deletedchannel"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Why would I feel sad while I have nothing to feel sad about, while others have reasons to feel sad and worse situations? Should I feel guilty for feeling sad while others have worse situations and mine is ok?"}
{"username": "claudehugs alt", "content": "1. You have every right to feel sad, whether it is about a breakup to someone opening your milk carton from the wrong side, or even if you have nothing to be sad about. Although other people may have it tougher than you, its always ok to feel bad for yourself, or to have a little time with yourself."}
{"username": "claudehugs alt", "content": "2. You should never feel guilty for feeling sad, because its unhealthy for people to be selfless. Yes, there are times where you may be selfish, but sometimes, its ok to just be a little selfish once in a while. Be happy!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I want to argue with someone over the internet, but i don't have the mentality to do it well we're fighting so uh"}
{"username": "claudehugs alt", "content": "Do it! As long as you know that you aren't going to regret what you're going to say, you have every right to argue against their points, no matter what. We're all rooting for you!"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Thanks claudehugs alt that helped me"}
{"username": "claudehugs alt", "content": "yep yep! always happy to help"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "claudehugs alt can thou send me your pfp"}
{"username": "Mimi", "content": "are they permanently kicked?"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "No @ Mimi"}
{"username": "Mimi", "content": "ohh ok."}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "They just need an invite back"}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "So um, I dont want to talk too much about my personal life so Ill keep it short. Stuff is happening, worse than usual, and Im just not dealing with it in the best way. My emotions are out of control and my mental state is not stable. Im going to just take a little break and try to see the light in things. I dont know how long Ill be gone. I dont know if you guys hate me for this or if you already hate me, but I need to do what I feel is best for me."}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "Dont take anything out of context"}
{"username": "crissy", "content": "Gold"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but it doesnt mean im gonna stop fighting:c"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "fighting!"}
{"username": "yasha", "content": "Its true that I dont know how it feels, but it is true that I care, and Ill walk with you through your pain. Youre not alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes you're never alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ah you guys dont have to but i appreciate it;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we have to:D"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Why am I so scared of so many things"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "ramensocks welp nature of human thing i suppose ."}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "i here if you want to talk about it"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I just cant seem to do anything"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Im too scared to mess it all up, or who knows what"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I still havent worked up the courage to post a simple art piece, and what would I be afraid of there, I know the community Id post it to would never be rude"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "Just dm me for the details"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "I cant with this bot"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "Actually please dm me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "that's odd, i though mee6 was disabled here"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and.. i cant ping venting support either?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "hmmm hold up"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and i cant edit the channel perms for mee6..."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "alright well uh"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "You arent allowed to cuss in here anyways"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "@ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "understood"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Hence the bot"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "The pings should work now though"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "Please dont overuse them"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yep they do, thanks!"}
{"username": "Knackered", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "UwU"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why are all my friends sad and depressed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it makes me sad two of my friends almost died already. one tried to overdose and one was about to stab themselves with a knife. gladly they are both still alive but it makes me feel like I did something wrong. Like I failed to be their friend. I am usually so bad at comforting people so I did nothing about it but say it's going to be okay but I know it's not but I don't know what to say. now one of them are trying to do it again, and it seems like it's going to be successful, they won't answer my messages or calls or anything. im really scared"}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "You did not fail to be their friend. You stuck by their side so far haven't you? Just continue to be there. You don't have to be their therapist , but tell them to get out and ask for help. They need it. It's not your responsibility, they really need to get someone to help them, a professional. Call the police if you know where that one friend lives, if think you should. please."}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "You seem like an amazing friend and you're trying your hardest."}
{"username": "gracee", "content": "Minetta"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you 3"}
{"username": "nam.", "content": "Hey Kaylie, we know each other irl and we might not be as close as we were before, though Ill be here if you ever want to talk about their problems affecting you or any of your own problems. My DMs are open and we can call anytime too."}
{"username": "nam.", "content": "Your friends are important in your life and I get it. You stayed by their side like Gracee said, meaning youre already a good friend. If you only know them online, the best you can do is just.. Try to stop them and hope for the best. Tell them to get help in real life either online therapy or real therapy. Texted a suicidal help line before so if you wish to, you can tell them to text one too. Text 741741 and say Hello. Wish you the best from you Kaylie and just know Ill be by your side no matter what happens, hopefully the same for you."}
{"username": "nam.", "content": "Gardas"}
{"username": "nam.", "content": "Ily as a friend you dork."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I feel like ill never be anything in life"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im so young to think about it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i try hardest on my drawings but they aren't good enough"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i try hardest on my discord servers but they also aren't good enough"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i try to play piano but i can't play it as well as my other friends that use the same app and had the same amount of time to learn"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "am i a slow learner?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i always feel like i can get better"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im reaching for something that does not exist"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but i feel like it does"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i have so many different thoughts in my head"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "am i just a jealous person?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "or am i overthinking everything...? as always..?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you just have to keep practicing, practicing is one of the many keys to life's success, patience is too."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "try setting lower goals, ones that you can reach in a faster pace. these lower goals can be like, practicing a bit more than your friends, or just random doodles on a scrap piece of paper"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you can see success in many forms, and sometimes it takes a bit longer, so that's where the patience thing comes in to play"}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "Neve hey, i get where you are coming from. i want you to know that everything you put an effort into, will always get an outcome, every minute of practice will always get an outcome and that might not always be the outcome you want but it is always a sign of improvement."}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "i have definitely been through what youre thinking and im sure many people go through these things so you dont need to think that you are overthinking, you dont need to consider yourself as a jealous person."}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "i feel like you have succeeded in many goals that you have and that you have a passion of improvement and being the best you can! id like you to try to take these feelings to the best as positive you can:"}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "and so heres a hug!"}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "if you ever need to talk about things things in a one on one, my dms are always open."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "iselle Hebert tysm guys! owo"}
{"username": ".", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Anyone of you in DMS?"}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "Mmh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hit me up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im also free"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Who do I vent to Y'all are so many"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "@. bet"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its really up to you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyone"}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "I'm open whenever"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "How about the oldest of us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your choice"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "whoever you think is most approachable"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "Aka me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Who ever you feel is right"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Clarity dont force them let them pick"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yup!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "we're all here:3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm:"}
{"username": ".", "content": "You Clarity or Katee."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ofc Im free just dm me!"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Okay."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@. hello yes yes bb they're open!"}
{"username": "LittleBeany", "content": "Oopsies"}
{"username": "UltimateIdiotButMother", "content": "If anybody wants to DM me I'm free and full of random sentences filled with uwus, love and care!"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "awww"}
{"username": "UltimateIdiotButMother", "content": "And you reading this, You are amazing and beautiful!"}
{"username": "UltimateIdiotButMother", "content": "If I don't reply, I'm not ignoring you, I might be sleeping, keep good self care Beautiful!"}
{"username": "UltimateIdiotButMother", "content": "Don't feel sad, Sad is just a feeling you don't need it's annoying, Everything you may do may be a waste of time, If you hate it why are you doing it, if you're irresponsible, That's just you, if it's with work that's just your personality, there is nothing wrong with that, I'll DM you a hug you need it ramen I'll DM it when you are online Ramen amazing 500 By the way you are amazing!"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Awww its okay! Sometimes we dont always love what we do. And if it makes me feel irresponsible, remember that even the smartest people in the world take breaks"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Take a step back and look at your work in a different angle"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "That might help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd like to talk to someone in dms"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "You can talk to me Zusman"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "take your time ."}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Im sorry for making you sad"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "First at all you have to relize it not your fault you have to trust your self"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Second what happens it not gonna change all you can do is accept it and go through it and you don't have to be that sad for those peoples you know?"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "But everything that breaks you down can also build your character, cause people love to see you fail, just be aware of it, don't let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "look after all we're all products of the things that we experience"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "You know when you have those days where you just don't want to be here"}
{"username": "eyebags", "content": "just strive ur best even if ur best isnt the best, its good enough, at least u tried"}
{"username": "eyebags", "content": "just let go of ur anger no use of bottling them up"}
{"username": "eyebags", "content": "Otherwise go on a break for everything, for like a week or so, watch youtube or do whatever youd like, make it the happiest week of your life"}
{"username": "eyebags", "content": "The pain doesnt stop unless you want it to stop, nothing can stop the pain aside from you"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Welp let me tell you ashi"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "I know some things that you gona cover up, but you can't ignore"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "And you gonna act like it don't hurt much, but it hurts, don't it?"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Insecurities of all kind, yeah, you are hostage to your own pride"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "life can be a lot to talk"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "But you have to know, you gonna make a lot of mistakes"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "and peoples gonna laugh at your face, that is part of life, that is just the way that it goes"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "And it fine to be sad we don't expect you 100 always happy and you not failure the way you think of your self that what make you a failure"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "@ Ashi On Break take your time to recover let me know if you still want to like having some one to talk i free just let me know if you feel comfortable about it ."}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "And yeah you should go rest it fine to be sad you don't need to alway stay happy be your self aight?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yo im really feeling that ashii but i know it'll get better soon, for both of us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you will gain motivation when you want to and times where you feel like you won't bc you just don't want to do something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and if you're becoming annoying to them, find new friends, they're not worth your time. yeah, people can get annoyed but like they should address it and communicate w you instead of letting it drag out ykyk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it is really hard to let go of the past... and i wouldn't know how to help with that but just realize it's over, your past doesn't need to define you. Just go with the way events sre happening now, it'll... somehow turn out ok. You're strong, we're strong. You got this and i believe in you. There's always someone to talk to about your emotions, so don't hold them all in. It's not healthy. Even if you think you vent too often, it's ok. things happen."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Let me tell you ash, you've got it all wrong with happiness dahl. Happiness is something we all like to have, something we wish we could experience forever."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But we can't. Happiness is an emotion, it comes and goes, never sticks around because that's how emotions works. They're only temporary. You experience emotions like a normal human being since happiness doesn't last any longer than 1520 minutes, that sounds about how long it would last."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "We're human, only designed to be seldom or content. If we were happy all the time, we'd let our guard down and it would be much easier for things to hurt us that way, mentally or physically. It's just how we humans are built."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Anyway, enough of that, my point is @ Ashi On Break to never give in to those feelings of sadness, they're just thoughts. Something that exists in the back of our head, nothing physical. It only hurts us if we let it or think it will hurt us. You have to stay strong, talk it out to people you trust and let yourself heal. Eat properly, get enough sleep and remember, you are your own thoughts. Thoughts and emotions don't run your life, you do."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So like I always say, what's next?"}
{"username": "anxiety", "content": "eek, my problems;w;"}
{"username": "anxiety", "content": "I don't like being yelled at. Simple. Right?...well, it's gotten to the point to where everytime I get yelled at or do something wrong, I feel as if I need to blame myself for everything. If someone blames something on me, I blame myself too. I feel as if every where I turn, I make mistakes. Which sucks if you think about it. I wish people knew that I'm not perfect...I wish I knew that I wasn't perfect. If I could tell people that sometimes I just need a break, that would be great. But confrentation is not my favorite..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Ha, I know you feel pillow. Wishing you couldn't make so many mistakes and whenever something happens you blame yourself, you just feel it's your fault right? Being mistake prone isn't fun, I'm pretty mistake prone myself."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But if you want to talk about it more I'm here always. Just know, mistakes mean you are learning. Mistakes are normal, which means you are a human. Being yelled at, again that's not your fault because you aren't the one doing the yelling, so again don't blame yourself."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "To say you aren't perfect is actually a smart thing to know, only people with no brains say they are perfect in every way. So therefore, that's not a mistake. You don't deserve that yelling at all, I promise you that."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Lastly, take a break. You need breaks, and infact you'll make less mistakes by having a break. It'll refresh your body and mind, allowing you to think more clearly and have a growth mindset rather than a fixed mindset. Talk to me if you want more, but all I can say is: Keep making mistakes, you'll get to a point when you make barely any at all, and take that break!"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "My ex called me and my friend the B word doesnt know if Im allowed to say bad words and some servers dont allow that for me blocking me. Heres our love story. He is named Robo, and Im Philo. Me and him started dating a few months ago until he started getting mentally abusive. He made me feel uncomfortable and to be honest I was fine with that if he wanted to control me like a doll. I also feel like I need to blame myself for the things he did. The relationship started dying and so he broke up with me. He would talk to me, but my friend told me to block him. So I did, this guy has the nerve to go to my alt account and message me there. He told me I was stupid for blocking him, so I said my friend told me do this not my fault you were a jerk to me. And he called me and my friend a B. So I told him to F off and I blocked him."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Now Im stressed out all the time to the point I cant sleep any more because Im thinking of him."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "I cant talk to the people I trust because theyll leave me sooner or later."}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "TW EDI'm so sick of feeling like this. i want to be recovered but at the same time i want to keep losing weight. i like to see the number on the scale drop. i love and hate feeling like this all the time. i'm so obsessed with my weight. i wish i could focus on other things, but at the same time it feels so good to lose weight and focus on that feeling. i don't understand this"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "How much doest thou weigh? Im 109lbs."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I would actually like to be more buff. I hate being smol"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Being unfriended from someone you really liked hurts so bad"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "And i know damn well its my fault, i cant even dm them anymore"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Maybe i should leave discord entirely, nobody seems to care"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "aw man.."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I shouldve been more active on discord, i made them feel sad"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I hate making ppl sad, i want to make them hapy"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "But no, i had to ruin it like everything else i touch"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We can't really please everyone in life"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "It was just one person, just one"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I should leave..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dont leave"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Why? Im being a depressed sack of patatoes"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Hey, do you blame yourself?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Yeah i do"}
{"username": ".", "content": "If you do, then think about where it went wrong. Sometimes when you give it a thought or two you will understand what happened and why it went wrong."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I know where it went wrong, with me"}
{"username": ".", "content": "What did you do?"}
{"username": ".", "content": "To make it go all wrong?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I wasnt active enough for them, i was to anxious and scared of messing it up"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Did you love them?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Not enough for them to stay"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Maybe it isn't because of you not being active. It was maybe the fact that when you were active, you might have never really given them the care, love, and attention they deserved."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Yeah, i did everything i could possibly do the worst kind of wrong"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Well, hey we all make mistakes don't we? We are humans."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "It was the worst mistake ive ever made"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Everyone makes them, it shows that at least you tried."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Maybe you guys didn't click? Don't worry you will find someone in your life soon."}
{"username": ".", "content": "."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Not likely, im going to go drink"}
{"username": ".", "content": "It is very likely."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Everyone falls in and out of love. That's the beauty of it."}
{"username": ".", "content": "It takes a couple 100 times. But we finally do manage to find the one."}
{"username": ".", "content": "I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night."}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "It wont be"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Oh come on, if you keep thinking negative then how will anything be positive?"}
{"username": ".", "content": "If its bothering you so much, then you can just apologise?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I cant, they unfriended me"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Then friend them?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "Ive already done enough damage... i dont want to do more"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Did you try dming them after they unfriended you?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "They dont have dms open"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Damage? Apologising actually makes things better."}
{"username": ".", "content": "And oh."}
{"username": ".", "content": "If you don't try you don't know what you can do, can you?"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Give it a try. At least it will make you feel better that you said sorry."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Open up to them?"}
{"username": "Justin Lord of Hugs", "content": "I dont think so"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Just try."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Now I'm sorry, it is currently 3 AM here so Imma go ahead and sleep. Feel free to DM me anytime."}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "SouthGamer 105 lbs"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "i'm 13. how tall are you btw?"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "SouthGamer"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "5.2"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Possible 5.1"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "SouthGamer ah, i was a little worried you were underweight"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Well technically I am. It would be normal if I was a female. But Im a male"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "i'm always told that i'm underweight, but i don't look or feel underweight."}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "i just wanna lose weight so badly. i just want to reach my goal weight"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "ugh i really hate feeling like this. it sucks"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I likely weighed less than you at age 13"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Its fine m8"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Think about it, you are 13. You just hit your first teen year, its completely normal. Youll probably put on a few pounds as you go. Dont let anyone tell you you are underweight when you are 13 XD. What do they expect? Not everyone can be some massive football player. Plus I can tell that I AM the one that is actually underweight. 19 and 109lbs, yeah Im strange"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "truth be told, i am underweight. but i don't look or feel underweight. i'm 5'6 and 105 lbs. SouthGamer"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "how tall are you?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "5 7"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "weight?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Like 95"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "@ Kitty Rika! that's severely underweight"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "are you okay?"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "yeah im perfectly healthy actually"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i have a very fast metabolism and i actually eat a lot"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "it runs in the famil"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "y"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "really?"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "95 pound is severely underweight"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "that's a bmi in the 14 range... you can have organ and heart failure from that"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "doctors haven't found a problem with me shrugs"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "you're worth our time and attention"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "we all care about you so much"}
{"username": "griffin", "content": "we don't want anything to happen to you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sometimes, the love and care from strangers is better than from friends. If you feel inferior, you have an insecurity issue with yourself. So you should try to find out what that is and take it head on. One things for sure, I can guarantee you no one is inferior to everybody. There's always AT LEAST ONE thing you are best at compared to everyone else, so don't ever say you are inferior. Trust me a lot of other people feel inferior as well, they just prefer to hide it."}
{"username": "Bunny Boi", "content": "my older brother came over to help get rid of some big trash using his trailer, he says to hurry up, i tell him if hes in a hurry he should help, then he punched me in the side so hard i couldnt breathe and ripped up my shirt"}
{"username": "Bunny Boi", "content": "it was hurting so much i took 6 ibuprofen and it still hurts a bit"}
{"username": "Bunny Boi", "content": "if he comes over again and tries to get in the room im stayin in im calling 911"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "for me you should tell him stop cause it caught your physical issue he can get arrest by doing that and yes if he keep doing that you should call the police get hand on"}
{"username": "Quixotic", "content": "So badly"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "why do the best people always have to suffer"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i can't tell if this is a positive or a negative vent"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "i love her so much and I want to be with her forever"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want to show her what I see in her"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want her to be happy"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want her to feel safe"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want her to be alive..."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Gosh darnit"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im crying my eyes out"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "It's so hard"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "To scream louder than the voices in her head"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "To chase away the black clouds that surround her mind"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "She thinks that they hurt me"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "She thinks it isn't worth it"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I would do anything to prove to her that that's not true"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I dont doubt for a second that I'll always be there for her"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I'm just praying that she doesn't hurt herself because she thinks she doesn't deserve it"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "I want her to feel okay with leaning against my shoulder"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Forget about how it's because she's so needy"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "or that she's asking too much"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "and just"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "breathe..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "rika your a strong person from what i know"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "she's stronger"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "both of you are"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "tbh i don't what to say it like you are confess you feeling to some one if you are struggle with it should tell how you feel for her welp it depend on you"}
{"username": "Neko's Baby Kitten", "content": "But..."}
{"username": "Neko's Baby Kitten", "content": "I didnt type a bad word..."}
{"username": "Neko's Baby Kitten", "content": "Intentionally"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "@ Neko's Baby Kitten try again"}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "Why does life have to be unfair..? My gf broke up with me,I had to block one of my greatest friends,now I lost everyone I had..."}
{"username": "iselle", "content": "V HINOUU Im sorry that things like that are happening to you, think of it as something in the road though. Things happen and there will be good things coming, I promise you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Think of it as knowing there is no expectations when it comes to life. Life will and always will be unfair, we just have to be ready for the worst and not expect the best every time. Just keep your head up high, and life will get better soon."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Ive never even had a gf"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Sometimes I just want to end it, but of course those are just thoughts and I never act on them and they go away, but they always come back"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Knowing that many people around me are loved and cherished breaks my moral"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Like I shouldnt exist. Maybe my two friends would have better lives if I left tomorrow. Yeah Ive thought of that when down"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Being as shy as I am, but wanting to reach out is painful"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Its like a war happening inside me every day. A war to kill off my mental disorders and shyness. Too become who I want to be"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I only want to be loved in this world by just 1 person. Just 1"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yet it hasnt happened"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I hate myself for what Ive done, for what I have become. How hard it will be to fix this situation is beyond me"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I CANT F REACH OUT!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I want to be included"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Why am I unimfingportant? Because I didnt grow up with many friends?!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Even though I tried?!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yet those two friends I have are better at finding that special someone?!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Im scared. Im afraid. Im sad. I barely have anything to look forward to anymore."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I dont want to die like this"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Am I undeserving of attention? Is it because Im small? Underweight?"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "If I die tomorrow will anyone care?"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Will people value me, or will they think of me as an unimportant waste on society itself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't hate yourself, love yourself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It won't be hard to fix it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You can reach out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You are already included."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your are important, you don't need many friends."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You tried your best."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just be patient, you'll soon find that special person."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't be scared, be brave."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You won't die like that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You deserve attention."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You may be short, but at least you don't live like me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "At least your soft enough for me to carry you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I will care."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I will value you, your important to society."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Other words, I love you. As a friend cause we don't know each other that much."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thx anyway, Ms. Chloe"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "alrightt so im helping to set up a new server, and ive been working super hard because im the only staff with any experience there"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "and like, the other staff are mostly not too active bc they have studies/other priorities atm."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "there is one staff though that is active but he has zero experience whatsoever, he's staff because he was one of the server founders"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "he always wants to help A TON and like he's super super eager but i feel like he gets in my way sometimes or like the vision i have for certain features of the server"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "and it's just lowkey annoying me. and i do feel bad because he's a sweetheart, but like im doing everything and it's making my job harder"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "i got a bit triggered just now because he moved the role order around without asking me to organize them and it messed up the permissions."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "ex. we have a disable affiliates role for obvious reasons and he messed it up so everyone got pinged including members who originally disabled the channel. so... if we lose members that's on him."}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "it just irritates me like, he doesnt know any of the basics but he just goes ahead with things and trying to help ..."}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "For me you should warm him not like over used the power and told him what is wrong and that he need to stop, ik he try to help but you have to let him know what is help and what is not you can only help him gain experiment on what he do wrong and he will yeah get better if he try not listen to you welp you can ask him to stop and let you do it or you can take his power away"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "That why every restaurant alway have staff manager to secure the restaurant not going crazy"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Teach him the basic if he still not listen yeah you know what for the good i sorry it may hurt but it true"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Welp good luck being a mod/staff is hard have to responsibility to eevrything that can caution to sv"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "thank u for the advice pillow"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "No need to thank take your time and stay calm"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Being mad just made thing heat stay calm and process"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "And idk about setup sv sorry I cannot help but i can give you advice what to do and sorry that all i can do"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "it's okay i agree with what u said"}
{"username": "Blush", "content": "i just vent in here so i can stay calm outside"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Ik it hard to stay calm everytimes"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "I have sam issue tbh xD"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Welp if i mad something i ussually go vent on league where i can expose my real mad lmao"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "So yeah dw no one perfect that why they need each pther"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Let me know if you still need help or vent or what ever you need i can try to help in my ability"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "I dislike feeling yucky in side and scard"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "I wanna cry"}
{"username": "leafyy", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "Because I really feel lm alone and people only talk to me when absolutely necessary like this is even in irl hate it happens what ever server I go into I'm just ignored no one feels the need to say hi just makes me feel yucky"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "leafyy"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "That's y"}
{"username": "leafyy", "content": "ooh, I felt that once. I thought that everyone thinks I'm useless, but I told this to my sister she said It's okay! a lot of people would love to listen to your stories, you just gotta speak up so I did and that makes me less anxious. Hope you will feel less alone!"}
{"username": "Duckie momo", "content": "leafyy thank you"}
{"username": "leafyy", "content": "ywww"}
{"username": "blahax", "content": "o lovelyt"}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "VidPlt"}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "This is why failure is the best teacher of all. It basically tells you where you should not step on and at the end nobody is perfect to walk perfectly straight. It is indeed tough and reaaally painful when you are wrong but if you instead letting yourself down and think how can i not make the same mistake again? you will see how everything changes. It will take time so lots of patience is needed and you have to keep learning every time you fail but most importantly, never give up accomplishing what you desire."}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "Thanks for reading."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I feel like nobody values any work I do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im sure your works are amazing"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sometimes, the best work goes unnoticed. Legends never get written down into the history books, and hero's are unknown. If every single hero, legend and best worker was acknowledged, books would be way too long. I believe you are noticed and people do value your work, but they think you're just being a glory hound which you aren't. So keep working hard and one of these days, people will show their appreciation."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "It feels like a gut punch sometimes but itll happen eventually"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Somebody has to value it eventually. Even if its a smol number"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "On a lighter note from the norm, failure can be the best teacher. Hell I play many games and can confirm that"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Failure is how we progress into greater achievements in society. We learn from our mistakes and come back harder."}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "I disagree with southgamer. Everyone can draw the same stickman. But the only difference is how it is drawn to get attention."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The only thing keeping me from hurting myself is a freaking baby toy."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what's wrong?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My boyfriend is being weird and distant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ouchies have you been texting him?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and he hasn't responded?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He does"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just one message and then disappears"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh damn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i really hope he starts messaging more often"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And he is doing the same thing to his boyfriend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Same excuse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But it doesn't make sense"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it doesnt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it really doesnt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just want to talk to him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I told him how it makes me feel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And then he disappeared again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "could you do a call with him?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have tried calling him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "AHK"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "editing stuff aint my forte"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i guess he doesnt pick up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ah damn"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "? What happens?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yan's boyfriend is being distant with her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and she's concerned and stuff like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "she messages him but he replies and leaves"}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "but since when, maybe he needs some time alone"}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "also, try to contact his family?"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Welp if he been distance he must give her something as the reason welp cant just leave like that"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "And that wrong"}
{"username": "Yogi", "content": "okay, but what do you think she should do then?"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "Welp for my point i think she should try contact and ask if he doesnt pick up 1. It must some thing serious he have to leave 2. Some thing that cant let him contact 3. If he really love her he would try everything to contatc but if he dont you know it online dating you aint know what gonna happens"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know him irl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He has autism"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just like me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So things like communication sometimes aren't very easy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But normally it doesn't affect our relationship"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just worried"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "So take your time if you trust him and he does really love you he would not give up on you there must something happens that stop him text you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He texts me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just like one message and then disappears"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "In this case tbh idk how to advice you all you can do rn is wait trust him he not gonna leave ypu that easy if he truely love you"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I feel so alone right now.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "It's been so long since my girlfriend has last texted me and I don't know what's going on.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Like if it's me I can change.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "But her ignoring me is breaking my heart.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I just feel empty and lost. She never texts me anymore and if she wants to leave the relationship she could just tell me..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Like what am I to her.?"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Nothing?"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "A friend?"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "What am I?.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I feel like I'm just being annoying..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I tell her I love her everyday no response.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I say good night/ good morning everyday no response..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "My heart is just being crushed at this point..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "And reading over old text messages hurt even more.."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "March 31st is our anniversary..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "1 month and 9 days ago..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I just miss her..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I miss her I love her but I don't know if she feels the same way anymore..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I'm starting to fall back into that pit of depression that took me two years to crawl out of..."}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "So this is what vent looks like"}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "So I cried today again"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't fall back into that cycle of depression, you know nothing good will ever come out of it if you say back into that pit."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I think you should move on. Sounds harsh I know, especially since you love her. But it's like talking to a gravestone. You can wish and talk to it to come back, bring back that loved one but it won't ever happen. There's no point in doing that if nothing happens."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "This girl, she doesn't deserve a caring and loving person like you. 1 month and 9 days sounds like they might've given up and moved on already.. You might be right about how she doesn't feel the same."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I know your heart feels broken and alone, but you can't let yourself be defeated by a relationship no matter how much you love them."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Move on from the relationship and start healing, delete the conversation and take time for yourself. Don't wait for them, they most likely are never coming back @M I I A"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "She never wants to talk even when she's online..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Y'all can try to dm her she's in the server..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "There's someone out there better for you worthless, someone who will acknowledge you and love you for who you are. If you want that, it's best for yourself to move on."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "I hugged her in deletedchannel"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Maybe one of you can get through to her..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I can try talking to her, but in the end it's not of my business. In situations like this, you have to think about yourself."}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "This is something I wanna share. My mental state became screwed up five years ago it was when everything was just too much for me plus my class betrayed me and it broke me. I was weak and socialy unstable for 2 years next I had to go through a lot of stuff to make myself go back in gears and not go completely unsocial... Now I'm better but there are still many things that hunt me and it hurts me inside. I feel loneliness and fear like I'm lost inside, don't rly know what to do my minds a mess and sometimes wonder do I want love do I just want to hang out with my friends do I want to meet new ppl. There's something holding me back from it. Feels like I'm chained and in front of me is a key but I can't reach it."}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "I always wear a fake mask and pretend that everything is OK and fine"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You've got to be brave Kuro, take that leap of faith. The past is the past, nothing can change that. But what you can change is what you do next. Will you become a stronger person and risk it for friends, love and better quality of life? Or do you stay afraid, lonely and stuck inside your own bubble where the only good thing that comes out of it is safety and security?"}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Will you keep that fixed mindset or grow?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's up to you"}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "But ppl tend to avoid me"}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's their problem, not yours"}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "Okey"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You keep trying, you keep fighting and trust me, one day it will be worth it."}
{"username": "Kurogane", "content": "I'll take your word on that. Thanks u rly did help"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Father of the year lmao"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You're welcome"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Man I swear yo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "too many drama about me its really getting to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like I just wanna have fun and talk to my friends"}
{"username": "Leachiee", "content": "I was in war and now I cant come out please help"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "What war is it?"}
{"username": "Leachiee", "content": "I was in the 2020 war for 40 years"}
{"username": "Alicee?", "content": "wait how?"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "bruh lmao"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Theres no such thing"}
{"username": "Alicee?", "content": "I don't understand"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "theyre obviously joking"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Leachiee", "content": "no omg"}
{"username": "Leachiee", "content": "i was in war in 2019 all the way throughout 2020"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "heesh man"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "you know that impending feeling of dread"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "when ur like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright can you explain it again?"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "Wha t"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "He just walked into my room and said that"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "He might be drunk or something I dont know"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "That's a toxic Brother."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "How old is he?"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "He has dipolar hes 23"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Sometimes he lashes out on me and other times hes super nice to me"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "w h a t."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "He plays with my emotions in a way"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "That's a very toxic relationship you have with your brother."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Well, a lot of horrible things have happened between me and him I have a lot of trauma from him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Honey, just don't call it toxic"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "mh"}
{"username": "Kawami!", "content": "it kinda is though"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cause my lil' bro does that to me too, and like I don't really care but we also get along pretty well. But anyways, peach, I recommend you try and talk to a trusted adult/someone who can take care of this. I don't recommend asking him/ignoring him/try and make things better. Cause some people will say to ask him, or ignore him but if he's actually drunk don't do it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Try asking your mom to maybe like, not allow your brother in your room, but if he comes in then he's drunk."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "He wont listen to that shes tried, trust me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh, okay let me think... have you tried every possible way, to not let him in your room?"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Thanks!"}
{"username": "Ryu", "content": "I'd never thought I'd be here to vent"}
{"username": "Ryu", "content": "But i need to right now"}
{"username": "Ryu", "content": "All my parents care about is homework and they never consider how I might feel and they don't bother to help me or even be beside me to guide me,Then you should go ask us is all they say to defend themselves,my mom would always say go ask your dad but the only thing he does is stress me. I was expecting a different kind of school holiday but NO they just HAD to ruin it. They don't even realize that their stressing me a lot. I'm done with all the stuff they put me through,but they don't even care,they're just pushy people that made me hate them. Honestly,I want to run away but then again I can't because I'd have nowhere to go,no money for food or even have the endurance to the dark. I have nyctophobia They only put their feelings first and never thinking about mine,I know that I've been keeping this in because I didn't want anyone to bother about me.. but I guess the truth is,I guess I just want them to treat me a little better even the smallest bit"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Maybe you could try and reason with them? like, when you do your homework maybe tell them afterwards you want to spend time with them. That should help a bit, because then they feel like their kid cares for them, and theyll start caring back."}
{"username": "Dev", "content": "truth be told i need someone to vsnt to i have been dating a guy for a year and a half weve been on and off a lot and its getting tiring. it has gotteb to the point where now i just wanna leave, i asked him for his account details and he refused i realized i still had them so i went on his account. he has my account so i thought it was only fair, our relationship was really toxic he called me worthless ugly and a lot more. while going through his account i found he was talking to his ex this earlier today so when we were discussing getting back together. they had vced and he had called her voice cute and he had said things about her body. i screenshotted because he told me there was nothing going on i talked to the girl and like ngl she was defending him saying they were just friends but had i said those things to someone else hed accuse me of cheating. im at the point where i dont know what to do, he tells me he only loves me i guess it doesnt matter if he treats me so horribly"}
{"username": "Dev", "content": "i dont know if im being sensitive and theyre just friends, when i was friends with an ex of mine someone who actually helped me get with him my bf said nasty things about him and nade me block him but he refused to do the same. am i in the wrong for snooping and lack of trust?"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "I have no rights to talk but who cares, You should maybe talk or sort it out with your bf because that's a bad relationship right there.."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Why wasting ur time on someone that calls you ugly/worthless;w;"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Well, im not telling you to break up, or at least not yet try to sort it out with him and talk about it"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "IF you think he's not right for you then do as you please. Stay or leave"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "And if she really is just a friend then there's no problem:3, since you said it doesn't matter if he treats me horribly WHICH IS NOT RIGHT CUS WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND DOES THAT"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Alright, here's my opinion sorry im not good at giving advice:c"}
{"username": "Dev", "content": "awww thank you so much i appreciate it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dev sorry for the ping qwq"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "In this situation focus on how you feel.You said he treats you horribly then he isnt worth your time.If you dont feel good around him then somethings wrong there hes supposed to be supporting you and complementing you.With the friend I say talk to him about it and tell him how you feel if he keeps on lying and you dont feel well or comfortable then it isnt worth it Im 100 sure youre an amazing person and you dont need this youre strong so show him that Ive been in your shoes before and imo when I got out of it it was like being set free"}
{"username": "Dev", "content": "thank you so much i really needed your advuce"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm anytime just want to make sure everyones okay we need happiness not toxicity!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm just stressed cuz I'm staff in a bunch of servers and i have to stay active but at the same time i have a bunch of homework and"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Its hard to stay active in five servers"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm afraid of letting people down especially because I promised I would be active but I'm not as active as before"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Maltese is a hard language, I've been learning it for 14 years and I still suck"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm a Maltese native and I don't know Maltese"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm getting lots of homework"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm behind on homework"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Its stressful"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Maltese is as hard as arabic"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Actually, harder"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "How can a Maltese native not know her language"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Yui kill @M I I A"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Yui slap @M I I A"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! please do us a huge favor and help ashwi out. She really needs your love and support right now and I'm begging you, please help her."}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "ah, i'm not very good at this but what's wrong?"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "We will do what we can."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Is she stressed?"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Neves vent"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "@ Kitty Rika!"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I think Ashi is really sad about the thing that she is loosing boosts, activity etc."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "aw."}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "She doesn't know how to make the server spark again, not so sure though."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Its a lot more than that"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Im just asking you to show her that you love her"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "@ Ashi On Break"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "I lub u rebuccaa! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "SPAMS WITH LOVE EMOJIS"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Not right now"}
{"username": ".", "content": "We all love youuu."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Im crying"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Not"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Right now"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Maybe later"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I dont feel right"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Please feel better soon.."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Thats right ashwi"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Well do it later today and you will be there for it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im sorry that isn't active and we're losing boosts!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I want you to know we all love you! "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "For whatever is happening to you, I hope you feel happier! If you need to let it out go ahead!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I should try to be more active here"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "Look, Ashi. You're the best owner ever, you do everything for the server and more."}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "And, we all do love you for sure. We hope that you'll feel happier. Just, if you're ever feeling upset or sad you should just vent here or in DMs."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your amazing and yeah, you are the best server owner ever!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We all love you so much and we all hope that you'll feel better!"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I know that words don't help much, but.. still."}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "We all love you ashi, you can always talk to us. Pleass feel better soon ashi.."}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I just want you to know that were always here to help you."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Dear Ashi."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "As Amy said, youre the best owner ever. You have the cutest server and please know that we all love you/ care for you. We will always be here for you, we have our DMs and this chat open for a reason. We will spread love to you and support forever and forever, Im sorry this is happening to you and hope you know all of our DMs are open for you to vent in. We will help you in very way and all ways. We all love you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Please dont be sad, but if you really have to spill out the feelings. Were here."}
{"username": "den", "content": "ashi, you deserve all the love this world has to give. you're hardworking, kind, caring, patient and so tolerant. you're one of the nicest people i've met ok? this is the best server, in the discord community and i live by that. we're all so proud of you and everything you've done/ achieved for this server. what's happening now, isn't a downfall, it's a lesson to get you to work even hard and if we stay strong everything will be okay. we love you and appreciate you endlessly."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Brb so bbing m yheart out"}
{"username": "jelly", "content": "to ashi:"}
{"username": "jelly", "content": "chickheartchickwow2chickclapchicksealchickbun:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hey ash, you deserve all the love, you're an amazing person and im glad your my friend. i love this community you built for us!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Ash, sorry for being inactive. Your server is the best server I've ever come across. Everytime I joined a server, no one would care if I was there. Sayu changed that, I actually got friends and I'm very happy to help any way I can"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Baba well I won't say much because I know you can do it :3, I'll support you and be more active on the chat!"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "So don't be sad! Tell me if Ya need help okai. I'll always be there for you so dont worry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ashi, don't be sad, don't be lonely and don't be depressed! We're here for you 3 I'm sure you will make up soon! I will try to help whenever you need help We all love you and appreciate you! I will be more active in the chat and like how hiya said, I will also support you, and your server! Don't worry, everything's going to be alright:3"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "This isnt much of a problem, but as much as I try to be happy I fail. Im trying to cheer others up too but I fail. I feel very left out in servers too, I really dont know why."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Best way to find happiness is to stop looking. It sounds simple but it's really quite easy. Just notice what you have, friends online or irl, even the fact you have nitro."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "And if you want to find it, focus on other people's happiness not trying to make them happy, but simply just noticing happiness in others. Just give it a try c:"}
{"username": "molly", "content": "one of the mods from this server has vanished for the last 3 days, and i don't know if i should be worried. it's definitely not like him to suddenly disappear without saying anything, and i don't know if i'm overreacting about it. he's my best friend and i miss him a lot. i've been sending him a few messages and he hasn't responded to any, nor seen my messages on instagram. i dont know if i should be this concerned but its really not like him to do this and i don't know if something bad has happened"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Sorry to ask but, is it Sammy?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah it's sammy"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Maybe he's just taking a break from discord, perhaps he's hooked up to a game or something, etc, or maybe he quits since he left the server"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Well, try talking to him. He'll reply lets hope he'll reply:3"}
{"username": "molly", "content": "ive been messaging him for 3 days"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "And I just don't know what to do..."}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "My heart is just broken..."}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "hugs thats horrid"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "i am so sorry she did those things and said those things. well, we are all your friends here, you got us now"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Woah that is harsh, im truly sorry for that.. actually, if I were you I would slap that girl DONT DO THIS OK because she just went to far.."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "But hey, look at the bright side:3"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "If you were to date her, I think you'll just waste your time with her/ toxic relationship, etc, it's not good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "owo hug @M I I A"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": ":heart:M I I A :heart:", "content": "?afk dancing like sluty gay boyo I am"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Today my friend gave me a message that said that I never respect people. I used to be friends with her since grade 5 and my friend told me that I hate everyone and treat her like sht... My sister exposed me and told my friend to do this hurtful things... so Im never in the mood to talk to anyone today"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they're both not worth your time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry you have a sister like that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope you find better friends."}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "Never thought that Id have to vent here"}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "But apparently I cant trust any other server"}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "So these days Ive just been breaking down from the stress of many things, not just schoolwork, and other peoplefrom other servers are just trying to play and use me. They assume everythings fine, but they dont know anything. Theyre just trying to hurt me and they dont think about whats actually going on. They think they can just push me around, but they dont know whats going on in my head. I doubt theyd care anyways tbh. Im just sick and tired of them, but I cant do anything about it. Ive been upset for days, and it shows, but they just ignore all that. Not everything is sugar sweet, but they dont care. I cant trust them, but I cant do anything. I havent laughed at all for like months until this morning because someone in this server did something to make me laugh. I want to say thank you to him. Ive been stressed, and broken down 3 times this past week."}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "Sigh"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "I feel overwhelmed all the time. Like...i cant sleep, I cant enjoy gaming, I keep thinking about things. I cant turn my brain off. Either it be my PTSD or something else going on. Sometimes ill be up for a few days and not be able to get any sleep and im afraid it will affect my new job and eventually the rest of my life"}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "So, my girlfriend is in quite bad position right now, to the point where she was hospitalised for harming herself too bad, and was barely breathing, and her heart was barely beating. She somewhat recovered and was able to message me for a bit today. She had other things to tell me. She's had heart problems since she was a kid and now that all of this has happened her heart has weakened more and she only has a 30 chance of survival... I don't want to lose another person who I care and love for so much.. it's just feels like my past is gonna repeat.. this'll be the 2nd time someone I've been in a relationship has died and idk how I'll be able cope with it all. As I feel a lot stronger for this person rather than the other one... I know all I can do is hope that she will be okay... But I honestly jusy don't know..."}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im very sorry to hear this. she is in good hands and the most you can do is try to make the best out of everything. try to make her happy, be positive and cheerful. she needs you more than ever right now, and just keep praying"}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "I do all I can for her, according to her I'm the only thing that has been able to keep her happy and I've been trying my best to keep it that way."}
{"username": "Tori", "content": "Mhm, and if she really does pass, just know that shell be in a better place."}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "but im sure she wont"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "30 is more than 0"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "she has a chance still"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So Im back here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Lately Ive been feeling weak its like if my body is giving out on me it down at wanna work earlier today I felt like if I was gonna faint Ive also been feeling different.Ive been trying to stay positive but the only thing I have are those pills that help the pain go away last year I was in a very bad position with well self harm and really bad things and well I have that fear of going back and Im trying my best to not go back but all I can do is cry but I dont tell anyone to not burden them"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Best advice I can give is, soldier on. Tomorrow is another day, a new day to do something different or new."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Whenever you feel beat down, you get back up and you look at depression or anything in the eyes and say That punch was weak, try harder next time. Don't give it control over you, and each time you don't give it control it loses some of that grip on you, if you know what I mean."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Feeling better won't happen immediately, like a cold it takes time to get better and mental health takes months or years to improve."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So keep at it and keep going, even just wanting or attempting to try and be positive is a change. I believe in you!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "And so Im going to spend yet another birthday without someone I can hold in my arms. My morale is dropping, and hope for a future is diminishing. There may not be a 2021 for me. There is always that chance I give up."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "2020 has screwed me. I guess I should have never became interested in video games, anime, and everything else Im interested in today. Maybe I should just stop being a nice guy and become the meanest person like everyone else not you guys. Just maybe this will give me someone to hold in my arms. My nice guy persona has caused people to use me for personal gain."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I regret who I am, and who Ive become. It hasnt brought me love, only sadness and depression as I watch everyone around me ravish in love"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Being different is crime I guess"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "i don't think that you should become a mean person and stop being a nice guy, because that's not who you are, it's mostly about being with the right kind of people easy said then done. think of this, life can be like a game, for every year you go up a level it gets harder and harder, and that's were your skills and the person you are comes in, you level up and gets some new skills. yeah there will be times were you fail, but you try again, the level is not one way, it has a lot of ways to beat the level, but it's gonna be hard to find the easiest way to beat the level, but in the end you end up beating the level, because you believed you can and i believe that you can and people who is there for you when you fail, is there because they also believe that you can beat the level. don't lose hope stay strong."}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "sorry if my English is bad"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "Sammai your english is great"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "thanks yoonchigga"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thanks for the advice Sammai"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Well now I feel horrible. I basically just ruined a salvageable friendship with a friend I considered close. The reason it was ruined is because I wasnt paying attention to them and ignoring them. I dont know if I can still fix it, tbh I dont think I can. The friendships I managed to make are just dropping like flies, and it just tears me apart."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "I guess I could try and make more but"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "For me its not easy."}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "Thats why I try and cherish the ones I made, I wanna make them last, Ik friends come and go"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": "But"}
{"username": "VidPlt", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I feel like I want to die.."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "hi. Im here to help."}
{"username": "Hina", "content": "Wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "Ms. flame 4 life 8881941", "content": "I'm here to help too"}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "I just wish I wasn't alone anymore and this pandemic isn't helping at all"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Everythings going to be okay. It might not be okay right now, but just think of your future. Everything might seem hopeless, but itll get better."}
{"username": "Clarity", "content": "Idek who to DM"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Dm anyone you want to dm"}
{"username": "kuku's old acc", "content": "Clarity Darling no one is ever alone! We're all here for you. We'll get through this pandemic together! You will be fine. Hang on to life, it will eventually lead to good. Think about all the things you never had a chance to do yet and think about things and people that make you HAPPY! We all care and love you. 3"}
{"username": "3", "content": "People keep venting in my dms and I just cant tell them to stop Ill feel like a horrible person then when I share what I think they just keep saying worser things and I just end up crying myself because I cant handle it out I cant handle people feeling sad so I just carry along with it Im so tired but Im to scared to say anything"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Suki, maybe react to ask to dm role for now, and Since there's status, you should write hmmm.. Let's say Dont DM unless blabla"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Its not just people from this server its from many servers where they dont have roles"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "3", "content": "I just want people to talk to but there is always people like that and if I put my status like that I feel like theyre going to feel like I dont care about them"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Status"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You can talk to them or you can put something like"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "No vent"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "on ue status"}
{"username": "3", "content": "... Ive been trying to say that I will feel like theyre bothering me and I dont want them to feel that way"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "But there's no choice"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "But I think it's a good thing"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "that means they trust you enough"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Im sorry Im just so sensitive"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "No no dont be xd"}
{"username": "Sochi", "content": "Ik this might not be part of venting but idk, so lately we started soccer at our school and were put into teams, Im in an all boys team and theyre all rlly good, and the teams we vs r good as well, Im like the worst at soccer im a girl btw and then finally one of the teachers came up to me and said I hv to be more active and not just stand around, I feel like im gonna fail and get a D for sport or maybe an E. We hv sport again tmr and Im rlly dreading it. Anyone hv any advice they can give me to help me get better? I would be extremely grateful"}
{"username": "Sochi", "content": "If I fail it will be the first time I ever get a D in anything"}
{"username": "Sochi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Sochi", "content": "Oki tysm!"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Harua:sparkles:", "content": "Np its the least I can do! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NotLilaux", "content": "u can try ur best its ok to fail but practise more"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "It was probably in the vent"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Welp... there it goes."}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "let me test something"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "god damn"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "yeah that doesnt pick up as a bad word"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "I dont know what the bad word was"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "I re wrote the whole thing"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "well.."}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "weird"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "W h a t"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "What bad word"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "DM me what u dmed, Ill try to find the bad word"}
{"username": "yumi inactive", "content": "ping pong;w;"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "I mean messaged"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "I needed help because I vented a little bit"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "TRIGGER WARNING"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "As a person who attempted sicide 4 times its very annoying to see people depressed\u201d over their crushes. I dont understand what could hurt so much that someone would self harm\u201d. I have been heart broken before but i didnt start self harm because of that. No! I started self harm, sicidal thoughts and sicide attempts because of the abse, because of the touching, because of the beating, because of the bllying, because of the words... And i still self harm sometimes. Im being pushed to the absolute edge and currently contemplating another attempt...Yeah..Thats all...Bye."}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Im very sorry for all the pings..."}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Thank you finally"}
{"username": "w i n t e r", "content": "To be honest I agree, you shouldnt really be self harming or depressed over your crush just not wanting you. Its kinda petty"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "I dont let them heal. If i self harm i do it over what i already did. So it gets worse"}
{"username": "liz", "content": "ngl seeing people self harm or just be depressed over a crush or something like that isnt worth it"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "To be honest, I kinda disagree. But I know how you feel. But when a girl/ boy is depressed over their crush it means something. But I was depressed over my crush and a few other things not long ago."}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Not body shaming. But how stupid i am. How wrthless i am. i dont deserve anything in the world. Things like this.."}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Yes but i dont think it brought you to self harm"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "and being suicidal"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Some people self harmover their crushes because of something the crush or they have done."}
{"username": "w i n t e r", "content": "I understand how it must hurt a lot to be rejected from someone you wanted to date, but I think its a little overboard by becoming depressed"}
{"username": "liz", "content": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE ok but you shouldnt selfharm unless like the crush was being rude or smth they shouldnt even be your crush in the first place if so"}
{"username": "w i n t e r", "content": "If theyre being manipulative just because you have a crush over them thats something for you to leave"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "I think often the cause of depression isnt the breakup, but the person may have already been depressed to some level and the breakup tipped them over, as some people may get depressed when a family member leaves, if someone is very attatched it may have the same or similar affect"}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "To respond to something previous"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Uh...what?"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "@! twinkii?"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "What does my status have to do with this?"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "No no no"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Im just talking about the people who are depressed over crushes"}
{"username": "Tall Kami", "content": "Sorry for the confusion"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "oh goodness I missed a lot of venting care pings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " i did self harm for the reason that my family was toxic my dad was abusive etc"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like i said before i guess im in a better state but at the same time its like if im rolling backwards with it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like im slowly going back into it"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "oopie can't relate after my breakup it was harsh"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": ";w;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im sorry to hear that ashii:c \ufe0f"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i think no one should self harm no matter what. there is no good reason to do it and no good reason to end your life. dont self harm over anything, because youll get through it one day and then youll end up with a bunch of scars"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "uhm So i keep sleeping at like 65 pm and i wake up at 910 pm and then i go back to sleep at like 12 and wake up at like 23 i know its super complicated but i cant seem to fix my sleeping schedule. I also keep having strange, unnerving dreams about my loved ones dying and one of them was that my cat died, The next day my cat died. Today i had a dream my dog dies. I dont know how to control these dreams, someone please help. I always wake up having panic attacks or huge migraines or just crying a bunch. Someone please help, i cant endure this anymore."}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Im not gonna ping the vent helpers cause most people are likely asleep right now..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Most people yeah but there's always someone"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Elixir, that sounds like anxiety and something must have terrified you. Had this happened before? Is your cat dying a coincidence or has a similar event occurred before?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sometimes we can have crazy dreams from having anxiety, whether it's obvious or not."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It could also be due to stress or sleep deprivation or even insomnia. I'm no doctor so if you're really worried tell someone you trust and respect, most likely your family. Tell them you've been having a lot of strange dreams and it makes you feel upset or anything you can explain to them."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "For now, just focus on breathing and trying to keep calm."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Once you've done that, try to figure out what could be causing all these dreams and take care of it from there such as letting go of your past. If you can't or fine it hard to let go, that's when I recommend you tell someone, anyone at all, before it gets worse. I know you can get through this, update me if you feel comfortable about it. I'm here for you and so are other people."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There's this feeling I have, so you guys know ships right? Well, cause of that I'm starting to turn into homophbic due to toxic gay shippers, why can't they appreciate straight ships? Yes gay ships are cute but straight ships are cute too. Every single time I mention IzuOcha, or TodoMomo, or any straight ship, they just say'Ew! I like TodoDeku better, or MomoJiro' or any other gay ships. When they do that I tend to cry, what's wrong with straight ships? Literally. At least some people agree with me but most of them are just. Like I really wanna quit Discord now, once I think about quitting Discord, I won't tell anyone unless I really trust them with all my heart. Can someone at least agree with me straight ships are cute. I just need that right now."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I agree with all ships, but straight ships are cute and always have been."}
{"username": "FiftySkies", "content": "I agree!"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! hi very sorry to be pinging at this hour but im really anxious can someone dm me please"}
{"username": "baby squirrel", "content": "Yeah, of course 3"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "awh ofc"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "agree"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i try helping people out but im not sure if they take my advice, and i just use my knowledge when giving advice. im stressed and tired knowing that people some appreciate what i do for them. i just want to please others and help them out with their problems, but sometimes it gets on my nerves, sometimes i realize i cant save others. i feel pained when i know they're going through some things and i try to reach out, i try to help i really do."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! what in the lords name do i do now after my gf broke up with me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "take some time to recover"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's terrible"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sure your a wonderful person perm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do you feel sad, mad, etc?"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Oh no. How could anyone say that."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "im annoyed, putting it nicely"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Can I DM you? britthetransgirl"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "@. yea go on"}
{"username": ".", "content": "Ty."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "britthetransgirl is okay if i dm to talk to you about this convo further?"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "Nesto yea"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I suggest listening to music, spending some you time. Try to relax."}
{"username": ".", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Anyone send me a hi in DMS so I can rant a bit. Ty."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "if anyone reads my status they will be killed with an axe"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "well. seems like i have my first victim"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "noone"}
{"username": ".", "content": "I really wanna die. I am worried and stressed. I don't even know what to do anymore it just hurts a lot."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "well"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "your not the only one"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im not good enough"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":,"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "just listening to Snail's house Hot milk on repeat"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "has no words. but somehow... it's relatable.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i just don't know, i feel like no one will care even after i send these messages."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "they'll just skip me."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because why would my feelings matter to them if they don't know me personally."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":,c"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Guys I have an unpopular opinion"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Jk"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Hi."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Neve you have to listen to your own feelings, thoughts and emotions. They are your own and only yours. In the end they only matter to you. Who cares what people say about you, good or bad it doesn't matter. What does matter is what you think of yourself. If you believe you aren't good enough that's not ok because you are. To someone, you could mean the whole world. That's how much you can and do matter, so keep trying."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yui hug Neve"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Ty guys..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":,"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Nya"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I will go have a rest.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Good night everyone.."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Night!"}
{"username": "1004", "content": "HIHIHII"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'm so sad for the stupidest reasons"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "NightLIGHT", "content": "welp stuff gonna happens don't blame your self too much"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "whatever happened has happened. try to forget about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no it's like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "really"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stupid"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i had a panic attack over it and"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "2 people wished me a happy birthday this morning smh"}
{"username": ".", "content": "I'm really worried about something. Anyone DM me for any advice or consolation. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Late but here if you need it @."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Loco It's solved, ty for your concern."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ack when i said they wished me a happy bday i meant they wished me a bad one"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's rough;;"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "things have just been really off since apr 15 tho"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Well considering the Pandemic and all, it has gotten rougher for some people."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the pandemic isnt the reason"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the thing is 12 yrs ago my online bestfriends online friend told me that casey my online bsf died from a car crash, but they were just online friends so how could this be true? after 12 years of wondering, my old online friend, gian, gets in contact with me and we talk, then he just blurts out: did you know casey died? and i just couldnt believe it, i said ..\u201d THAT WAS TRUE?!\u201d gian and casey were online friends, but gian said val told him, and val was an irl friend of casey, which meant it had to be true."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and then my other online friend tells me that he got run over and died and i cant imagine how painful it is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i cried so hard that day because i had known him for years"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i found this out on apr 15th"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and thats when things just started going wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i got super jealous super easily, like once i got jealous of something that i really shouldnt have"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i had a panic attack"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this was my first panic attack"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and there were more to come"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i then had another one a while after my first one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i forget what it was and i had this friend i talked to when it happened"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so im gonna go see what it was abt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ah i remembee"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a group of people were peer pressuring me into doing something that i didnt wanna"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "because i knew i wouldnt be able to handle it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and of you are wondering no it wasnt about taking weed or drugs or anything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it was simply something normal that i didnt wanna do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and this happened online as well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i started crying and had a panic attack"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and thwn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i had my 3rd panic attack 2 days ago"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "because he really did me like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and once again i got jealous and talked to my friend about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i fell asleep bc of it and the next day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a little later in the day he thought i was manipulating him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk this is such a complicated story"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh and lets not forget about the 2 people who wished me a bad birthday"}
{"username": "Shadowsfire26", "content": "im tired of people thinking that oh you are a girl, you cant game, you cant defend yourself FIRST OFF, i am a casual gamer, i game for MY enjoyment, i dont game to prove a point, i dont game to cause myself more stress, i use it a stress relief. As for defense? i was raised in the south, i know how to use a weapon, either it be a shooty or a sharp. even pepper spray. not all girls are useless or defensless. i can defend myself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "PERIODT"}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "Periodt"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "Anyone look at my status they get beheaded and I keep their heads"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "takes head and pins on wall"}
{"username": "julianna", "content": "Alright so basically I met this guy. We actually highly disliked each other in the beginning, but we started finding out that we had the same interests. I was already in a toxic relationship that I was scared to get out, but I finally had the courage to do so. So I finally told this guy how I felt and I asked him out and now we're dating. It's been around a couple of days, but I feel like I've made the wrong choice. I feel like I've not given my self time to heal and I don't want or need a boyfriend atm, but he literally loves me and I ofc love him, but I'm not ready. If anything I don't want to go back to the toxic relationship, but I don't want to be in the relationship at the moment right now. He's mostly doing all the effort and I just jumped in to this relationship after I broke up with my toxic ex thinking everything was going to be okay. I just want time to myself for a while before I put myself for someone else. I'm not being the best girlfriend and I'm kind of avoiding him, but at the same time I'm not. And I know it hurts him because that's what my ex did and if anything I don't want him to feel that way. I just don't think I'm ready to move on yet. Like I said I don't miss him, but I haven't healed from it. I just need time to focus on myself before I put myself out there for others, but I'm not sure he'll understand since we've been waiting to get together for a while now."}
{"username": "a fkn dumbass", "content": "Also.. I'm questioning my gender.. In starting to think.. I may be NonBinary.. I'm confused.. An I need to talk to someone..maybe who is non binary..an help me through this.."}
{"username": "a fkn dumbass", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Overthinking about your sexuality makes it more confusing, just be who you want to be!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sorry that your parents are like that, Evangeline and i really hope it gets better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "trust me, it'll get better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "your a very strong person Evangeline"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I feel like JJ chips said it all, but I'll add my bit anyway."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You can be anything you like, nobody has the right to tell you otherwise. And nobody should ever compare themselves to you, because that's just wrong and again they have no right."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If you are questioning, just be Queer/Questioning and if you think you're nonbinary you be nonbinary."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If so probs yes"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I was about to vent and i found a song that displays my feelings better than myself..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Whats wrong?:"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":,"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "my head is tricking me saying im a bad person"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Something's wrong with me.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thanks for worrying.. there are lots of things happening in the world right now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "perhaps thats why i feel like this.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sobs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'm done they all get"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "qwq u ok?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i thought i trusted my friends but apparently not"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "In the end, just goes to show not even the best of friends can always be trusted."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": ".", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Can any one of you DM me please?"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "I can!"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "ofc"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's why we're here. 3"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! could anybody dm me too? I just need somebody to help me with my feelings and stuff like that."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "I can!"}
{"username": "ME IS SHE SHE IS ME WE ARE SHE", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ummm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wanna send a pic but I cant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes it about vent btw"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If you want send it to me and I'll post it here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I tried to help at least"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im replaced"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and that's all i will say"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i give up at trying to explain every single stupid time"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's sad."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Like.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Am i not as good as them..?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I spend every second of my life on this app trying to get friends but they use me. for whatever purpose."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "usually for servers because i'm quite decent at that.. im not contacted afterwards.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'll stop talking, goodbye, im just selfish, bye bye.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you arent selfish Neve!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i got used multiple times and its a terrible experience, and i guess what i learn from them is not to trust people so easily on the internet"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Very true. Some people on the internet cannot be trusted so easily, and even the people you thought were your best friends can also misplace your trust."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You can never be replaced, because there's only one of you and you have something no one else does. And don't ever try to compare yourself to someone else, it'll never help you feel any better."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Like JJ said, take it as a learning experience and move on from it. They don't think you're good enough? Than they don't deserve you around."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You're not selfish either, because you are aware of selfless acts that you did for your friends. Only selfish people would say otherwise."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Move on, learn from it and find friends you can trust will always talk to you and be there."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Nobody likes what I do. I can put so much effort into something, and the most people will notice is that its my style.\u201d It hurts to have everybody assume Im just lazy with everything I do when Im not."}
{"username": "ramensocks", "content": "Vent ab something that happened in a diff server"}
{"username": "!", "content": "My best friend is suffering from sleeping problems, her thoughts try to be positive, but negative things come to her head and she becomes insane, and I would like anyone to give me falling asleep tips for her, I don't want her to suffer more. That's all, thank you."}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "i think i can help. let's start with some basics, like no screen time 15 min before bed it can help a bit, drinking something warm like milk or tea, and last don't think if she don't thinks about anything it should calm she down easy said then done. if non of it works she should see a doctor cause sleep problems is a REAL problem and should get help with her sleeping problem remember it should be the last thing if there is nothing that is helping"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "and for ramensocks i don't really know what you mean, i know then someone put effort into something, that is not being lazy, just the fact that you got up and did it says in it self that you are not lazy and i fell sorry for you that some people are thinking of you that way."}
{"username": "!", "content": "i think i can help. let's start with some basics, like no screen time 15 min before bed it can help a bit, drinking something warm like milk or tea, and last don't think if she don't thinks about anything it should calm she down easy said then done. if non of it works she should see a doctor cause sleep problems is a REAL problem and should get help with her sleeping problem remember it should be the last thing if there is nothing that is helping"}
{"username": "!", "content": "Thank you so much!"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "you're welcome!"}
{"username": ".", "content": "One DM from any one of you. Just one person please. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "@. do you need to vent?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You can DM me."}
{"username": ".", "content": "It's more of something that happened rn, and I can't do anything cause I'm scared."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you need help, or if you wanna vent, or if its really serious. Or you just really need someone to talk too, Im here."}
{"username": ".", "content": "Thanks for your caring."}
{"username": ".", "content": "It's not really serious."}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "Your feelings matter"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "mhm ur feelings do matter"}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "If it's hard to deal with, you should probably talk to someone. I'm not trying to boss you but keeping your feeling all bottled up makes it worse"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "Maybe you can talk to someone you know to make it feel comfortable?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Yeaaa"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Ashi didn't believe them"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Luckily"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I said I'm not gonna point any fingers"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Since I think the person doesn't want to get any hate or something like that"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Oh I know the consequences, the funny thing is they said I'm 19"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Because they didn't know my age so they just assumed"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "That's a dangerous age with that context"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Like, if you told that to the wrong person"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I'm like 13 so I'm safe I think lmao"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I mean they only told ashi"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "And ashi doesn't believe them"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "So yeah"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I told you I won't point fingers"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I already told someone who is in contact with them since when I trued to confront them they blocked me"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "tried"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Wdym?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I think you're going to far here"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I guess so, but reporting it to discord is not needed"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "They can so whatever, proof is what they need"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Without proof you can't do shit"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "You can't just go uhh, this person is a pedophile because I said do"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "And then expect them to be arrested"}
{"username": "Quixotic", "content": "In case you think Im flexing\u201d like others do please dont click this"}
{"username": "Quixotic", "content": "I just feel disrespected and uncomfortable with nitro now.."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "aw..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hope someone can help me out.."}
{"username": "Kitty Rika!", "content": "im wide open cutie \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "Like sure, gay ships are fine. But it's so annoying because no everything has to be gay. It's just getting kind of overrated, and no one appreciates perfectly fine straight ships that are more logical sometimes"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "They should be accepting, just like the world has when gays became legal. Lgbtq people who hate straight couples should honestly be thankful they exist. Without straight couples, nobody would exist because society never had access to IV or Artificial insemination. We're all human regardless of sexuality, and people should just accept it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "also"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that church is super homo and transphobic as well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i could go on and on about how rotten my experience was with that church but ill save that for another day"}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "Jer i feel sorry for the pathetic things you have been put through, but i can say that you're a strong person, that'll be able to do anything and no one can stop you, the fact that you're standing to this day inspires me, thank you, you're a strong person and i want you to remember that. the world will be full of hatred but some day it will cease to exist."}
{"username": "Sammai", "content": "i didn't mean to ping you, sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sammai ty"}
{"username": "Akiko", "content": "Wth pollux"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i don't mean to spread hate about this person but Tai blocked me for no reason. what do i do..."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "i am proper mad about it"}
{"username": "giyuu smells like sadness", "content": "Wait, Tai Sorry not sorry for the ping, but why did you block them?"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "i didnt do anything wrong"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "What's wrong sweetie did something happen between I guys?britthetransgirl"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "it was not my fault some idk how i blocked them"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "britthetransgirl tai wasn't trying to block u sweetie I think he was only trying to block someone else but blocked chu by accident"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "o ok."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "im not mad now"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Pollux wanted to vent about how selling her chests is her only job and feels depressed"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I'm starting to hate myself"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I lack confidence to keep things together"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I hate that I can't speak to my parents about how I feel about them getting separated"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I hate how I can't tell dad to not leave"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I hate how I'm disappointing my mother and making her feel like I don't love her"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I hate how I'm a burden to my parents"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I feel like I'm mute and speaking could make things worse.."}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I don't know the right words.."}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I don't know who's right... Who's side to take.. Dad or mom..."}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I'm having a mental breakdown and idk how exactly to explain it"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "The only thing I can do rn is just to hope that things gets better this time too.."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "Hika i wish you the best and i hope that things get better in ur life. good luck cutie"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "It got worse rn but thank you"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "I will keep hoping for the better"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "It got better now"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "So good to be true like smiling so hard"}
{"username": "STAY", "content": "It's good that things got better! Glad to see that you are smiling!"}
{"username": "Hika", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "recently, I've been starting to fall out of love to my girlfriend"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "i just don't seem to like her as much as I used to"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "to be honest, i consider her as a friend more than a lover"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "and i dont want to hurt her feelings if i say we should break up"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "i tried breaking up with her before but she convinced me to stay"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "so i did, i stayed to be her girlfriend until now"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "but i dont really think our relationship is working out"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "me and her barely say ily or things to eachother"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "we actually barely talk often"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "it's just"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "hard for me to decide whether or not i should"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "tell her what i feel again and break up with her"}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "i don't really know what to do"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Hmmm, welp its up to you whether u want to break up or not. But before you do, I want you to think about how she's gonna feel.. I mean she wants u to stay and be together with you. Affection/something like that can grow over time, but once you break up it ends and will never come back.. So choose wisely, if u want to break up then sure. Good luck"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Do what feels best for yourself. In these situations, is comes down to the person who feels they should leave."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If there is good reason, as you have said yourself Fall out of love Don't seem to like her as much as I used to are the telltale signs a relationships is heading for the rocks. And it seems you have tried, since she convinced you to stay, to fix it but it seems to not have worked."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It doesn't sound very healthy, since you don't say the ily or talk much."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If your gut is telling you it's time to go, and you know you have good reasons, listen to your gut. It has helped us survive as a species for thousands of years, so you should listen to it. Don't prolong a relationship if you don't want to be there. It'll only hurt worse the longer it lasts."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "In the end, it's up to you. I'm here if you need more advice. Good luck."}
{"username": "ruinexox", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "KARLS WIFE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "KARLS WIFE", "content": "Is there anyone available in dms..?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im open"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "KARLS WIFE I'm open aswell"}
{"username": "rosalie", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Is anyone available?"}
{"username": "TyfuxX", "content": "I am rosalie6666"}
{"username": "LittleBeany", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "LittleBeany", "content": "rosalie"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "is everything ok?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im available"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Late but I'm here too!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Im open"}
{"username": "Phoon", "content": "Just want to say if anyone needs help I'm on pretty often your all valid and deserve help 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! so thing ping exists. anyone available to dm?"}
{"username": "Hina", "content": "I am!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hii"}
{"username": "mocha", "content": "yes hi"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "drowsy", "content": "When your friends assume you have tiktok"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "You can DM me whenever you see me as online \ufe0f"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! hi. i need someone to talk to.. all I do is blame myself for things that arent my fault and it hurts me so bad. So if anyone can talk, please dm me."}
{"username": "rosalie", "content": "I'm opened!"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "chu can DM meh, Cutie!"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I'm also open yessir"}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I feel forgotten and hated on by a family member and im feeling kinda sad abt it."}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": "im actually in a online class rn so if any one can be online on the next 40 mins ill take that"}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": "actually"}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": "its fine just ignore mine"}
{"username": "tulip.", "content": " sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i try helping people with their problems and im just using what i know for advice, so it prolly gets repetitive and annoying. i do feel happy when people take my advice, but i get stresssed and tired knowing they aren't okay i just want to please others and help them out ya know. then i realize i cant save everyone, it just hits you i just feel so hurt when i think about things like it. i try and help them out and i guess im not good enough"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "It's not ur fault, that's what I think for me. Because I know you're giving them good advice.. It's just whether they will take it or no, so in the end it's them not you, so take it easy okai"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! , can I sob into someone while talking about some stuff?"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Thank you thank you"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "yeah sure!"}
{"username": "Shroomie", "content": "Im just so tired of my grandma saying Ill be just like my dad and mother, Im just so tired of it., Nobody understands me. I need confidence not belittling or downing me."}
{"username": "Shroomie", "content": "I truly love my family I really do. But Im just really sick of it."}
{"username": "Sleepshu", "content": "If someone could dm me that'd be nice"}
{"username": "seiy", "content": "hi everyone3 i'm quite new here but just know my dms are always open to anyone at anytime"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "so like I'm pretty sad."}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "If u dont really want to hear about some sad st then dont click"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "it has been a year since I have lost my dog from blood failure and a stomach"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Failure basically some blood got loose or something, so I kept crying,"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "and everyday.. I look at the sky and say, when will I be able to meet u?"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I really want to hug you. Cuddle you. Everything. I want to commit suicide"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Just for you but I dont want anyone to be sad. : I wish I was with you already"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "please look after me down from heaven 3 it's so depressing losing"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "A so much loved one. I just feel so down, I wish I had seen him again,"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "thank you so much, Chelsey. For being there for me because ily to much"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "and I just want to see you again. Please, your my angel to protect me."}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": ":"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "Awwuh sounds hard I know how it feels"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "But Im sure shell be happy if you didnt give up"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "it's hard going through this pain"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "also it's a boy but its fine"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "Oof Im so sorry"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "but Im sure hed like you to be alive, and try to be happy"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! / @ gfx access Venting channel has been reopened"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "he made you happy, so now its your turn to make others but especially yourself happy"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Super sorry for the nsfw channel delay"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "ok i can see"}
{"username": "Party Q Cake", "content": "why is the slow,ode 5 hours?"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "oh oki"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ gfx access Fixed sorryy"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Awe"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Is sad"}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! can uh someone help? just urges and yeah. basically."}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "I'msoconfusedonhowthisworks."}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "well you vent here"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "when your having problems or"}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "feel down"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Yeah! Put your problems and thoughts."}
{"username": "dd with hats", "content": "need to let out your feelings"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "And well make you feel better."}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "oo Okay I'll try I can just put it here in this channel?"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Sure!"}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "Uhm. Basically Im having a lot of suicidal urges. Like, urges to take a bunch of pills/overdose. I did a few days ago and now Im still sickI dont know how to tell my psychologist. My psychiatrist and her tell my parents everything. They dont try to help really. They just take away the pills, the sharp objects and call it a day. Its really hard. Theres not even a reason to it. Everyone always asks me why, but I dont know. Theres justurges. I wanted to tell my friend, but I dont want to annoy him, and he gets really worried when I talk about attempts. My other friend left me saying I just wanted attention with my suicidal thoughts, and I dont want to lose this one, too. tw Ig. diescauseIfeellikethisistoopersonalforthis."}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "Problem twoStruggling with my sexuality. I dont know how to tell if Im bi Like, I find women so pretty and attractive and honestly would date a girl, but does that classifies me as bi? I would also date boys and find them okayish attractive. I cant tell if its temporary. Can I change my sexuality as I get older? I dont want to say Im bi to my friends and then just end up being straight and its just temporary. HHH confused."}
{"username": "new tab", "content": "No need to help on problem two, Im justconfused sorry for how long it is."}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Aw. Its okay."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Since you are a teenager"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "things change"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "its okay if youre bi for a little while"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "and you end up realizing youre straight"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "thats fine"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "youre still a child"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "and for your suicidal thoughts"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "try to not think about it"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "do things you enjoy"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "talk to friends"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "etc"}
{"username": "faerie", "content": "heya, im so sorry to hear that youre feeling this way. have you thought of seeking professional help? someone who is qualified will probably be able to help you overcome this and get better and provide more solid advice and feedback on another note, if your friend is a real true one, theyll be there to stand by you no matter what, and you shouldnt be afraid of losing them"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Also, focus on different things."}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Besides the terrible."}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "You can always DM me."}
{"username": "faerie", "content": "yeah! find your passion, find what makes you happy, and focus on it"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "I recommend that VERY much"}
{"username": "new tab", "content": ";w;w;w; I do see a few professionals, but they don't really help with the urges. Right now I'm just distracting myself with music. It's kind of helping"}
{"username": "faerie", "content": "oh thats good to hear"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Thats good."}
{"username": "faerie", "content": "anything to keep you from spiralling again"}
{"username": "faerie", "content": "keeping busy may also help"}
{"username": "cupidscythe", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "ayano hhh", "content": "tbh i don't rant to my online friends n e more bc they don't seem to care about my feelings n e ways"}
{"username": "ayano hhh", "content": "i'm starting to think that my rl friends and only one of my online friend actually care"}
{"username": "ayano hhh", "content": "every time i seem visibly upset they don't do anything and when one of them just puts a dot, then they worry"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Anyone up?"}
{"username": "starmiya", "content": "lowkey"}
{"username": "starmiya", "content": "not feeling the best rn"}
{"username": "starmiya", "content": "but thats okay because being not okay is fine! right?"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I'm here if you need to talk"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's okay to not be okay, we all feel that way from time to time. If it lasts for too long, do something you enjoy."}
{"username": "teheehe", "content": "I know the past is the past.. but this will forever freaking bug me. So I copied things from Jill and I freaking regret it. And now seeing like all the things because it's more visible to me now it's just hurts and make me feel empty. And now I'm a trial staff in her server and I feel like I'll let her down for what I did in the past. I know I learned my lesson but it still freaking bugs me. And I feel Jill doesn't like me but I don't understand why she chose me to be trial staff. I am happy that I made it in but it ugh. I just feel like I'll let her down again... And reading all of this it just makes me feel weak or whatever. I know i never should've done it in the first place but when I read what she said about me in the staff chat it makes my stomach feel all twisted"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i feel like i should really stop bottling this up."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "everyday i worry im not good enough because so many people say im dumb, worthless and i've been told to die because im a furry and in LGBTQ. at a point i just gave up and took a break from social media n such but chaos happened and im back online for a while no not the pandemic but life is stressful."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "ive kept my feelings bottled up together and i've been with my friends for most the way to support them with what they've been going thru like for example ashi was feeling down last night but i helped her and she let me know she felt a bit better. then one of my friends for 5 death threats in a week, and myself i've dealt with my death threats n stuff."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "ive been stressing out so much, the past few days because i feel if i let out to my friends they're gonna not be able to help me after what they've been through. i want to just break down and give up speaking to others because it is very stressful for me, and it doesnt help my sister is CONSTANTLY rude to me and like it never stops and i've been sick of this. she constantly just talks behind my back and i know it i feel like no one loves me at this point.."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "am i really this useless to the point where my own gf told me to go die?"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "or should i just end it all?"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "oh be gone with the whole your worth everything act"}
{"username": "teheehe", "content": "Your girlfriend is pointless don't be in a toxic relationship. That girl didn't get the vibe"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i kinda feel offended now"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "but okay."}
{"username": "teheehe", "content": "Who"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "idk chip just went like oh be gone with the whole your worth everything act i was just trying to help"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "I might sound rude here, but im saying the truth, they asked for it anyway"}
{"username": "asimpthatsgone", "content": "people are wishing me dead even though I did nothing to them"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "i'm sorry that's happening, and they really shouldn't be doing that to you. try as many methods as possible to block them and restrict any contact with them. if you see them physically and they're still harassing you, try to file for some sort of restraining order. i hope you can get through this, stay strong!"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "xui awww! I'm so sorry for you. They arent real friends if they backstab you,"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Im so sorry. I had a girlfriend who back stabbed me. I hope ur doing fine 3"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "demi on fire tysm and Im so sorry hearing that Im doing ok I guess and hope you are also doing fine 33 aa lag"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "PhonePhankorb I know it's sad, everyone misses their friends alot from school,"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I want school back aswell. I'm so sorry about ur parents aswell, I wish u didnt feel that pain."}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "If u ever need to speak to someone I'm here. 3 and i do hope u go back home. And RIP ur progress."}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "xui Have had something like that happen in a server and a ex who wasn't the best"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "All i can say is they aren't your friends if they act like this, ignore them"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "xui np 3"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "awww"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Melian tysmm I left everything and broke contact with them"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "aww I feel so bad"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "xui That's the best you can do in situations like that, trust me you'll find better friends"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "and your welcome"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I'm so sorry"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "it would be ok"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I would love to make u happy"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "but I'm kinda saving up rn teehee"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Dont be saddd"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "yui pat PhonePhankorb"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I can't help..."}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "It's not something i know alot about"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "xui alrighty so first off id like to start off as, im truly sorry that happened to you!"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "i use to have people thatd backstab me too for my niceness and would use me for anything"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "but lets not make this about me, my main focus is you."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "it is not right that they falsely accuse people when they did absolutely nothing."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "thats just toxicity right there."}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "True"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "i guess the main thing is that they think theyre powerful enough to do whatever they want when thats not the case."}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Very true"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "so i understand that."}
{"username": "xui", "content": "It hurt me when i got kicked and the mods proceeded to laugh at me"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "And even mock me in their statues"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "yikes, that just makes me angry"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "one question"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "what server are you in"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "some SFW community"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Oh so a fake one?"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "The mods think they have so much power"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "That's"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "I was kicked due to me being accused of bullying\u201d someone"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "And they didnt even wait for my side of the story"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "They just waited for me to come online and then they kicked me"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Surprised that server isn't blacklisted"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "They dont do partners"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Honestly, I can relate"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "How did you find them then?"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Some friend send me the link"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Prolly through a friend"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Ye"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Well if the server is that toxic, that's the only way to keep it active"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Its literally just the mods not even the community surprisingly"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "I was accused of bullying a new member/lower level"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "When I never did"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "And its even funnier how the victim\u201d proceeded to disrespect my friends pronouns and assume her gender after multiple times being told my friend was a female"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "What did the owner say?"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "The owner doesnt even get involved with these types of things"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "My bad its a youtuber server I forgot \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Shouldn't they?"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Idek anymore"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "But all I know is that my friend and I were falsely accused"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "And were made fun of by the staff"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "the audacity"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "People really think it's ok to do things like that"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "like what goes through your mind to think"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "It really hurt me but I guess that doesnt matter"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "oh lets kick them even though we havent heard their side of the story because were so powerful huhuhuhu kick\u201d"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "The sad part is it could be a joke to them, but it hurts the person they mock and belittle"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "True"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "wait you got kicked"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "not banned"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "which means.."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "you can confront them!"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "im always here to help if you need help confronting them"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Oh well this is unrelated but, I was head moderator on a server for like, 3 months and then one day some guy came and became close friends with the owner or something. He wen't from trial mod to admin in two days while I was just about to get promoted to admin after 3 months of being there. He literally was on the server for 12 weeks and managed to get as far as I did on 2 days, 2 DAYS. So ofc, I got pissed and because he thought he was higher then me he started picking on me saying I'm inactive and immature I literally sent 200 messages a day depends on activity of the server and I was mostly 6 hours a day active. He didn't even care about his position because he knew that he was gonna keep it no matter what, ffw 2 months. He boosted the server 7 times and is still on his position with no to minimal activity"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I got banned for calling out a owner for belittling her staff and stealing"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "i can be a bit harsh though"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Update, I realized the guy left"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Oof that's good"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "He still had under 3k messages while I had 6k"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "She was playing favorites"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "congrats to him on his rank up but like"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "That's how some people are"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "16 hours a day on that damned server"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "im kinda getting tired of these people who think theyre on top of the world and can do whatever they want"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "The server i got banned from would be another example"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Its really sad how people get treated differently because of their roles"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "True"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "It does really change people if theyre admins"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Depends"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Oh yeah you talk a lot to me here I'll put you over the people that actually work"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I've been one"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I was about to become one"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I coown a server and have admin experience in others"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "After being a head moderator for 2 months"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I was about to be a admin but nooo"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I was hurt asf"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Well they're gone now"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "So all's good yes?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "And so is my position"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Yes duh, I can't reapply"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "They took away your mod role?"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "For no reason?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Yep, they completely stripped me off my rank that day"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "of"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "He said I'm inactive and immature"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "So I had a fight with him"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "6k messages a day you said?"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Yeaa"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "That's very active"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "I wish they kinda cared"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "And maybe you'll have a chance here to try"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "Eh, they aren't good people if they do that"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "6k messages is a ton"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Anyway, fingers crossed that I'll have a chance here"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I'm sure you will but good luck!"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Oh well"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Venting time over"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "I'm not sure if i helped but glad you're better now"}
{"username": "d3st1ny", "content": "Well you did help a little! At least I don't feel so bad about myself now"}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "That's good!"}
{"username": "mimi V", "content": "I grew up to be very lonely and have no friends. So forgive me if I ever say I feel ignored\u201d or something sad. I never had good friends to talk with."}
{"username": "Melian", "content": "mimi V No worries i've been where you are, and i'm sure you'll find great friends just give it time!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mimi V Ive had the same situation dont worry, I know how it feels having no friends. Dont give up though, if you need a friend just talk to me, Ill gladly be your friend!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Im so tired of trying to be perfect for everyone. perfect friend, perfect girlfriend, perfect student, perfect daughter ; girl with perfect body, attitude, face... The more I try to be perfect, the more they leave me lonely and try to change me. I have never been one who I wanna be. I always lived according to peoples likes and desires. But they broke me, tho. And I forgive them when they apologize and do it again. Im tired of being used. Im tired of people who are trying to change me. Tired of people who loves me when I do good things but hate me when I do bad things at the same time. Im tired of people who dont accept me just the way I am and always see my mistakes and faults instead of my good things. I dont wanna live however other people like. I wanna live however I like. I wanna get that perfect body because I want it; not for others. I wish people would stop meddling in my life. But.. I know Ill care again. But I just wanna stop. People can either love me or hate me but I just wanna be with people loves me way I am. I dont care if I lose them but... I just want people to love me just how much I love them."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "potato queen awww, nobody should tell you what to do, your beautiful just the way you are. Everyone isnt perfect, but one thing everyone is beautiful. If you need anyone to talk, DM me! Im always open!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "thanks a lot. and I wish people would understand it too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No problem!"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Before I start my vent, potato queen i apologize for the ping remember that perfect is no such word!"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Be who you want to be."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Humans come with imperfections."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Imperfections are what makes us human!"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Stay strong and prove them that theyre wrong."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I feel like that I need to get this out."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Im tired of saying that Im straight\u201d when Im really not."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Im a closeted bisexual."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Im into boys in girls."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "But does anyone around me accept that?"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "No they do not."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I end up being called nasty for liking girls"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "or the other word"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "the g word which is used for boys."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "But they dont understand"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I like girls AND boys."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "My parents found out about this and they werent happy."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "They put me in a depressed state for a few months"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "calling me a disgrace."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I cant control how I feel towards other people."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I know that Im not fully straight."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I sadly cant say that Im straight."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I also fall for girls and not just boys."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Boys can be awfully disgusting no offense and untrustworthy."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Youre trying to force me to be someone I dont want to be."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I hate that kind of toxic people too. Im straight\u201d I hate this mention and If I was lesbian or bisexual my mom, who makes me feel worthless would be reject me."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "igh"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Yes mine too."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "My mothers the key to my anxiety and sadness."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "She thinks insulting me will make me stronger."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "people always trying to fix and meddle someone elses lives as if theirs are 10/10"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Then takes away my phone for the dumbest reasons knowing that my phone is the only thing that makes me happy."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "And yes, that is true and quite accurate."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I also had friends like this."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "But they werent really homophobic since we had another friend who was into girls in the group"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "The group was toxic"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "She thinks insulting me will make me stronger."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "deja yea okie, mine is doesnt even like this. She always tells my faults and wrongs with mock and insanely and doesnt even think my feelings"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "All they did was curse"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "eww"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "And say the n word which was extremely racist because none of them were ya know.."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "One got mad at me and called me a pusxsy for not saying it."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I ended up leaving them"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "There was only one unproblematic one"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "she minded her own business"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "she bullied me sometimes to make me feel bad though lmao"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "but other than that, were still friends"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "the other two thought they were so cool"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "making fun of me for liking anime"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "anime is great"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "legit"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "so that kinda hurt"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Thankfully my friends are always supportive and accept me way I am. But my parents, who are supposed to be the most important thing in childs life, have always been toxic and they used me and make me do what they want and didnt care about my feelings"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "theyre all now blocked and i have only one left"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "In irl, humanity is so much different with friends"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "They arent supportive"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "They werent supportive about me coming out"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Instead they told everyone they knew after I said keep it a secret"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Then I got called gxay"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Like wtf"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I stopped trusting friends"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "And this is why I gatekeep my secrets"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "They either blackmail me, backstab me or just humiliate me"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Because they think its quirky and cool"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "my parents got divorced 4 years ago. And we were getting on really well till last year. My father cut the connection between me and treated me insanely and got me and my mom into trouble both in financial way and emotional way. Why? Because I didnt do what he wanted me to."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "And my mom does the same even dou she hates what my father did"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "My parents did the same"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "When I do good things, she just tell me well done but when I do bad things or dont do anything she talks about it whole day. Egh, with mock and insanely as I said"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I got taken away from my father and well"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Its been tough"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I study and do some chores because I wanna help bc she works"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "ALSO SAME HERE"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "But she doesnt think thats enough"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "SHE MOCKS ME FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS I DO"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "She wants more"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "She repeatedly reminds me of all the bad things Ive done"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "And constantly try to make me feel bad about it"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "She wants me to faultless BUT I CANNOT"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Shes so ratty"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "She repeatedly reminds me of all the bad things Ive done"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "deja yea same but I DO. I do all my best to help"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "and she doesnt see them"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Parents are sick"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "last night I forgot to say good night and went to bed"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "They think theyre helping their child but instead theyre putting us through literal hell"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "And she got nothing left to say me"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "all curse words, bad things"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": " They think theyre helping their child but instead theyre putting us through literal hell"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "deja yea she doesnt think that shes helping me"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "idk why"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I dont think that shes doing it purposely because she says that whenever we argue but shes still supposed to think what shes gonna say and think about my feelings"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "My parents act like I dont have feelings"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "But hey thats the same for almost all my siblings"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "My Dad couldnt show up to me or my brothers 1st birthdays because he didnt want to see my mother"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "He was more worried about her than seeing his own children finally turn one years old"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Their first year of growing up"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "my mom waits for me to do her favors but doesnt see that i do and always tells that she does everything for me and I dont do the same but I do"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Ive locked myself in my room so many times because of their crap"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Im always on my phone or doing schoolwork"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "I only come out occasionally"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "To get a quick snack"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "we have so much common things"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Also"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "Yes we do."}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": " my mom waits for me to do her favors but doesnt see that i do and always tells that she does everything for me and I dont do the same but I do"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "potato queen MINE TOO"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "oml"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I cant ignore what she does for me and shes working hard for me but she makes me not seeing them"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I want a little care while I'm sobbing down tears...pwease at least a huggu"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "KawaiiAlpha whats wrong?"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I wish I had a better father..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "awh...i felt that too since my mother just bad mouths my father and uhh dunnu"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i felt bad about it"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "but im okay with it:"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "When it father regects u"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "uh thats so sad to hear because my dad is also a trash. And weird.. the last 3 people here talked about how bad parents that they have"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish I had a father figure"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "never had one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i use to but that was years ago"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "uhh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well this is kind of a whatever situation but for no reason whatsoever someone here blocked me. i thought i was their friend but whatever. they wanna block me they can go ahead. have a nice life."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im very hurt and upset that they did that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But whatever. nice people always come in last."}
{"username": "ely", "content": "Greninja just forget them they arent even worth your time you did nothing to them but yet you got blocked for no reason"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "just got told to kms again but im okay:"}
{"username": "RVvN", "content": "He might not like your smile, I bet he doesnt know you havent eaten in a while. He might not know your worth, but I do. Please love you for you. And he has his idea list, but when he cuts you off, hes only cutting your wrists. He doesnt care for you... but I guess sometimes hes there for you. And its really not fair to you. Please dont let him take your air from you..."}
{"username": "RVvN", "content": "you know those kinds of girls who look like theyre made of honey and glass like... sticky sweet ash. and you cant get the taste off your tongue? burnt sugar and a little bit of rum? and she dances in the rain with her clothes on, drenched to the bone and never knows when shes all gone. but shes the life of the party and deep down I know that nobody flinches when they take off her clothes. and I wonder whats its like to be one of those girls, to sit in the sun and look at the world and never think... wow. am I enough? cause life is easy when you know that youre the main character and Im sitting here thinking... this is not fair.. but her smile makes it hard to be mad. Its not her fault that Im so fcking sad. so Ill sit here and look at these girls in the sun, dancing in the rain and having their fun... and maybe one day I can forget the past... and be one of those girls of honey and glass"}
{"username": "RVvN", "content": "you think youve seen her naked because you took her clothes off. tell me about her dreams... tell me what breaks her heart... what shes passionate about, what makes her cry... tell me about her childhood... better yet, tell me one story about her that youre not in. youve seen her skin and youve touched her body... but... you still know as much about her as a book you once found... you never got around to open it."}
{"username": "xui", "content": "As much as I wanna let go I cannot. I was treated unfairly because of some unprofessional mods. They mocked me and continue to hide their insecurities in their statues by going after my friends and me. They are so insecure to the point they have to take it out on others, but because theyre so entitled its so funny how they dont even know what theyre doing wrong. I trusted them and they all back stabbed in such minutes, I loved them all but then they chose a server over me. They like to blame the community for their issues, when it was THEIR CHOICE to babysit\u201d 12k members. They are such hypocrites that sometimes I wished they could see their mistakes but theyre so stubborn its impossible"}
{"username": "Ms. flame 4 life 8881941", "content": "I got cyber bullying a few times and the last was hard for me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hello everyone! If you guys are reading this this is a big disclaimer! This will contain a bunch of suicidal things! If your not used to it please dont read it if your grossed out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yesterday my friend Ben told me that he had depression and he wanted to kill himself. I told him that you have to talk to your family or me about what it is but he didnt share the information. So he decided to go to the doctors about his mental illness. But today! Heres the worse worse part! He started to text me taking photos of his cuts on his arm. I started to cringe and feel pain like what he did to his hand.. my body felt so so worried! I didnt want him to die!"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "Oofie"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "he hurt himself badly?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like I can feel the pain now"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "ehhh, it sometimes happens..but he still good Ig?"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "yah should try to force him to talk about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I tried to give him a stress relief like a video"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or a song"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "he needs something positive that makes him forget it and feel better"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "show him care and kindness more.."}
{"username": "MrNubishly", "content": "Believe in him, if you know he can get through it then so can you"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "stay beside him and try to make him talk abt it"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "he will surely be okay after a day or two, Imma v sure about that"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "just try to make him feel comfortable"}
{"username": "Q Q", "content": "and all will be v v goodie!"}
{"username": "MrNubishly", "content": "Keep supporting him, the fact that he told you must been a really big step for him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hes suffering from anxiety, anger issues and depression"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I need to find a way but hes still never listening"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I tried to tell him about eating well and exercising but its still gonna fight it"}
{"username": "mimi V", "content": "Ive been suffering a lot from panic attacks and I almost had a heart attack today bc my dog has a horrible disease"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That horrible"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know losing a pet you love is really sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I remember my next door friend lost her dog from a bad sickness too since its cancer"}
{"username": "deja yea", "content": "okay so"}
{"username": "asimpthatsgone", "content": "I told her to leave me alone, she wouldnt. I told her because she didnt do that she was toxic. Now shes turning more friends on me"}
{"username": "asimpthatsgone", "content": "Im sick of this shiz"}
{"username": "Br JX", "content": "I feel so uncomfortable.. you guys discomfort me and I'm slowly becoming corrupted . even slowly becoming wise, u guys kept ignored it... im so done! I regret my decisions. my major depression kept developed"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "if theres no one you know personally in your life who you can talk to, theres always people here who can help and lend an ear."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "if you want to talk to me about it, im available! ill try my best to provide advice c:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dude I feel like Im forgotten, or alone. Many of my friends told me they cant be friends with me. I compare myself to other too, I know comparing isnt right but I did. I feel my friend loves more my other friend than me, she shows more love to my friend than me, Its like Im jealous or something, I just feel so stupid."}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "aww ik that feeling i hope thing will work out but ur not forgotten"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "i am here for u if u ever want to talk Idelle"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you,"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "hey, im so sorry about that. i hope youre doing okay with the panic attacks, and i hope you can find some way to ground yourself."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "as for you and your dad, i feel as long as youre taking proper safety measures wearing masks, always sanitizing shared surfaces, and monitoring your health regularly, thats the best you can do and probably the best for yourself and your family."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "if you can, id recommend starting a health/mentality journal about how youre feeling each day. if your abilities and feelings become reminiscent of those of COVID19 symptoms, follow up with professional attention."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "also, in general, id recommend that you keep this journal for the rest of quarantine. this is a fairly new chapter for the world although things like this have happened before, and i feel like our society can use this time to improve its infrastructure systems so when this happens again its not as devastating"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "we, the younger generations, do have the power to prevent something like this from happening again. if we pay attention to patterns, trends, daily updates and data contributions, we can find a way to make sure things dont go as haywire as they did this time"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "im wishing the best for you and your family and i hope things are going well! make sure to wash your hands, drink water, and eat regularly."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "ill be here if you need someone to talk to c:"}
{"username": "Shadow", "content": "everyday that goes by the reality of it sinks in further and further. Im never going to win at this life, Im cursed to struggle and be tormented forever. and the sad thing is that Ive accepted it now"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I think I failed my exam;; and this was so much important exam"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "i'm sorry you feel that way! as long as you worked diligently while studying and tried your hardest, i think you'll be okay"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "if not, this is an opportunity for you to learn and utilize whatever resources you have"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "please don't hesitate to dm me if you need someone to talk to about this!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "awe thank youu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel sad and my head is everywhere"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Yo moon, may if I take it to dms"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sorry pretend you didnt read anything"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Too late"}
{"username": "Toffifee", "content": "I also never thought i have family issues, i juse realized i have/had alot of them.."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "hey Toffifee, im sorry you feel that way. i understand it may be hard for you to assert yourself, but i feel like your mother will only become more distrustful and skeptical of you if you arent being truthful and saying youre not dating anyone."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "id recommend having a talk with her, if you feel like its best to. do you know what causes her to overreact and jump to conclusions about this? perhaps if you posed that question, shed open up."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "if youve told her that you dont online date anyone, and have showed her proof of that perhaps your search history and have also expressed your disinterest for dating men, i feel like that would solve the problem as well as her explaining her truth. if youve told her these things on multiple occasions and she refuses to believe you, thats a problem she has, and it might not even have anything to do with you."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "hey kitty, im sorry youre feeling that way, and you definitely deserve someone wholl make you happy! do you find that you feel uncomfortable around yourself? perhaps your loneliness could be worsened because you may not feel good with yourself."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "sometimes the best remedy to loneliness is to appreciate oneself and indulge in things that make you happy"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "i once heard a quote from a short film that said the worst loneliness is to be uncomfortable with oneself\u201d if that helps at all"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "np!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i would vent but i feel like im overreacting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i tend to exagerrate feelings"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "sometimes it helps to vent to others so they can help you figure out which parts are genuine problems that you need to find solutions to and which parts arent as significant"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "but you ofc arent obliged to tell us anything, at least not at this moment, if you feel uncomfortable doing so. just know this community will be open for you to express your struggles and feelings when you need assistance!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Im so damn scared man. Why does it have to be me. All I want is to be loved. Ive been used, played and lied to. All I want in life is someone to wrap my hands around. To bury my tears into. I collect plushes because theyre the only thing I can bury my sadness into. They are sometimes my only friends. I dont want to die alone. Im scared. COVID is spreading everyone out. I may never be able to have that girl I so want in my arms. Is life even worth living through this? I only have one life. I want to live while Im young, and the world says NO."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I want to know what it feels like to be loved. To be happy. Joyful. To just be content. You see all these girls being used and cheated on by scum. I wouldnt do that. They keep choosing people that shouldnt be loved. Why? People that dont really care for them, that dont want a long lasting relationship. Why cant they see the idiocy in these men? The carelessness."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "hey SouthGamer, im sorry about how youre feeling right now. the best thing might be to focus on yourself for a little while. selflove provides a sense of security that having a relationship with someone who, unbeknownst to you, will hurt you, lacks."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "i want to wish you all the best as you continue to navigate your life, and i want you to know things can and will get better if you put in the effort and devote your attention to it."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "as young people, we feel like the world has turned its back on us. but we have the power to turn everything around. our generation will bring the next big thinkers and innovators, and we will be able to solve the problems we are facing right now if we believe we can."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "even though your youth might be filled with memories of the COVID pandemic, it could help you come up with solutions to crippling problems that are prevalent in our society. even though our youth might not be the happiest or utopian, we can use our experiences and knowledge to further our understanding of the world around us."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "yes, there are terrible people out there who lie, cheat, and play with your feelings. sometimes we cant change that. however, if you have selflove and are content with being with yourself, it should be easier to deal with. perhaps you cant convert all the lying, cheating, disgusting people in this world into people with better morals and better senses of judgement, but as long as you have yourself, you can find those who are just the people you need."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thx for the advice ultraviolet"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "np! ill be here if you need advice or would like to update me."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "It is SOO sad that my mom is homophobic but I am LGBT supporter;;"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Thankfully I am heterosexual; she would reject me if I was lesbian or bi.."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "thanks for allying yourself with the community, your support is greatly appreciated!"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "im sorry about your mother, do you know why shes homophobic? perhaps if you knew, you could somehow convince her that love is love, no matter how people identify."}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "ofc, it isnt your fault if you cant get her to see that. at the end of the day, what matters is that you made an effort."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "im sorry about your mother, do you know why shes homophobic? perhaps if you knew, you could somehow convince her that love is love, no matter how people identify."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "ultraviolet shes strictly religious and she thinks being LGBT person is prohibited. But she doesnt understand that its not a choice but tendency and its not in peoples power;;"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "ah okay. i know this might not work for every religious person, but if you can get her to understand that religion teaches individuals to foster love and respect for all people at least from my understanding, perhaps she could learn to understand and accept the LGBT community"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "she may soon realize that there really isnt anything morally wrong with loving someone other than what society or religion has taught or implied to us is the norm"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "u may be right. thank you"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "np!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have friends who are really nice supportive, my friend Valeria has a girlfriend, shes really nice and sweet. Today they were planning on making a wedding probably.\u201d I was happy for them not irl bday tho. Vales girlfriend name was Blue Cookie\u201d. I was good friends with her too! When I said I wont be showing up, bc Ill be too busy eating Nutella.\u201d"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Later we started arguing for this dumbass comment I said of eating Nutella. When I said I need time alone\u201d Blue cookie started talking about me like:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She cant even take a joke lmao: I understand I cant take funny jokes\u201d."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She became depressed 1m already: Ive been depressed my whole life."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its like they give more attention to her than me, they mostly ONLY care about BLUE COOKIES life. They dont even bother to say to me:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Are you okay Chi?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont cry Chi.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They only ask vales gf those questions"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "At this point I feel very useless invisible right now."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "I feel alone. I have great friends, then they leave me or somehow I stupidly leave them. But theyre all online. I want real friends because half of these online people come out toxic and leave me. I just need some hugs from someone real. Someone who understands me. But I can never find that. Theyre all fake or Ill never meet them irl. I hate the feeling that Im alone. Like my family loves me and I love them they give me hugs and stuff and comfort me but they only say its gonna be alright because they dont understand."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yui hug Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yui hug Edric"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Id hug the living bejeezus out of you"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Maybe cuddle"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yui hug Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Thank you guys"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "youre welcome \ufe0f"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "It makes me sad that the most toxic people in my life are my parents. Especially my mother, because i live with her. If I listed her bad sides, it would be an endless list. I dont fcking care anymore and she cant hurt me no longer but it still does because she is my mother. Pfff"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "um"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "ik i shouldnt be thinking about this now"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "when im not even in highschool"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "but idk what i want to be when i grow up and now its stressing me out"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i like so many things and ig im good\u201d at them"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "but i either dont see myself pursuing them as a career or dont think i can do that career for the rest of my life"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i just dont know what to do because 2020 is going by so fast and the next thing ik ill be graduating highschool and im rlly scared;;"}
{"username": "ultraviolet", "content": "hey, thats alright! im going through some similar things as you, and i just want to reassure you that youll cross these bridges when you get to them. theres so much time for you to figure out what you want to do, even if it feels like the world is going by so fast."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "there ya go, hope it helps"}
{"username": "Geliebte Bunnie", "content": "i gave it my everything"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Ya, push ur own limit and maybe who knows"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Don't give up till u reach it, Maybe it's hard but nothing is impossible"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Get a better/supporting friend, Maybe it's hard for you but, it's better to get out of that circle of frendship, cuz they be fake"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I do whatever people want me to do even if i dont want but people dont do the same and refuses me easily. Just now i asked my friend to start a new mutual series and he said no. Oki starting a new series is not the problem but the problem is if he wanted me the same id accept immediately. Or for example; when I ask people to go out they say i dont want, no\u201d etc. but when people ask i accept even if i dont want because of the fear of breaking their hearts but no i wont anymore and i hope theyll understand."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Simple, say no when u don't want to. Ur not their dolls, neither them are yours as well, it won't break their heart because the decision is yours to choose"}
{"username": "preppyash 3", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I don't fit in anywhere."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Like, no matter what in a group chat, server, I always feel like i'm different and that i don't fit in."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Maybe it's the topics we discuss? Maybe it's everyone's sense of humor. I don't know."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I hate being weird and different from others."}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "I had this feeling for a really long time.. and I wanna just get it off my head.."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "no youre perfect and fit and its ok to be different because what if we were all the same? differences make us precious and if people think its not nice and they criticize you dont listen to them. i know what you are feeling i used to trying to be person that everyone would love but especially my classmates always criticized me; about my nail polish color, my behaviors, that i laugh for everything, my thoughts etc. and i thought that i wasnt good enough and fit but now, i know that theres someone that loves me just the way i am. they dont wait for me to be perfect because they find me perfect so i know who im living and being me for. you dont have to be fit and similar to others because youre unique and as i said, differences are what makes us unique from others and a person so dont be sad and feel weird, being weird is good sjdjwjjxejn"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "You can DM me if you wanna talk more, ily"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Thank you so much!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "This isnt really me venting, but Ill lay it out. To achieve what I deem as impossible\u201d I must do what I deem as impossible\u201d. Basically, to achieve what I think is not achievable, I must push myself to an immeasurable limit to achieve it"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Therefore if I may have to do the impossible"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Just my mind going philosophical"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I got two ventings that tie in with each other, but am too tired and Im trying to go to sleep. Ill deliver hopefully in the next 1224 hours"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "im straight up crying right now, i lost one of my close friends i dont know what to do anymore me and her were in a fight sort of and she was calling me names as a joke but then i tell her not to later she dms me saying: Charlie i just wanna say some stuff. its getting kinda annoying when i feel like i cant say anything anymore. its a JOKE, ur not a pig or anything. and ik its bc of ur anger issues, and same here, but sometimes i just feel unsafe. like i just am scared to talk to you bc ur gonna get mad and block me.;/ a bunch of stuff happened and now she said she doesnt want to be my friend i dont know what to do anymore she pretends shes fine then next thing you know she wants to die i really dont know what to do anymore i constantly lose friends and it hurts so much but fr i just wanna leave but my friends that i still have, are gonna be worried again."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sorry that you lost your friend, but.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "she doesnt seem understanding."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a close friend wouldnt call you names, and then just say deal with it its just a joke. if you asked her to stop, she should have stopped. its not your fault that you dont want to be called names."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im not the best advice, but... try talking things calmy with her, even if you're not gonna be friends."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i wish the best for you and im so sorry this all happened"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "the person i was venting about before, we were gonna take a break n stuff but then i wake up to a dm from her saying she doesnt want to be friends anymore just because she doesnt want to fight. im so sick of losing my best friends and its a horrible DM to wake up to. i dont even want to talk to her at this point how sad i feel right now because she was my best friend and its really upsetting i lose so many people, and im worried im gonna lose more. like for example i almost lost ashi, but luckily we had a close bond so it didnt last long the fight. and then another person i got into maybe 2 fights with him and i almost cried, and had another mental breakdown because i was so overwhelmed that day. i just really want someone who will be there forever, no matter the fight if its literally not something bad"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im sorry. But that person will come, and the person will stay if they truly care about you and know the fights will be temporary."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I'm sorry that you had to go through loosing your best friend. But just know that you will find the person you're looking and they will be there for you through all the good and bad time. And fights are inevitable in friendships and both the people need to work it out together. I hope that you get over this soon and feel better soon."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Where is general"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Where is general"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Hayne chat"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can't type there."}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Ill tell the staffs"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Ive got no enthusiasm for life left. I dont wanna do anything, I dont wanna see or talk to anyone. I wanna be alone. People think that Im ignoring them but no. I am not as I used to be, happy, joyful, enthusiastic... I just wanna lie on my bed and look idly.. but I dont want it too. I dont even know if I want to live longer. It feels like I will never get rid of this. Either I wanna get old me back, or... I dont wanna eat, I dont wanna workout, I dont wanna go out... whereas they were my favorite activities. I dont know who i was. I dont wanna live like this no longer"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "It feels like peoples lives would be better without me. At least they wont feel my emptiness. They will cry for a couple of days. Then they will go on"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I am nothing"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I am no one."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im sorry you have to go through that, but I assure you people will miss you. Heck, Ive lost people from years ago and sometimes I still mourn over them. Its a dark time in your life, but it will get better, you hear me? You are something. Everyone is, and everyone is needed to complete the puzzle we call life. Peoples lives will be worse without you, much much worse. So hang in there, please."}
{"username": "neko", "content": "maam, i think you just want to be happy"}
{"username": "neko", "content": "i can say the same thing"}
{"username": "neko", "content": "and im sure many others can too."}
{"username": "neko", "content": "its completely normal"}
{"username": "neko", "content": "dont do anything to harm yourself tho"}
{"username": "neko", "content": "ok so like im getting tired of getting messages like why cant you act cute\u201d or why do you always have an attitude?\u201d bruh i still havent figured out how to change my personality. and dont ever get my attitude mixed with my personality. i cant just be myself without getting hate comments. im starting to rlly give up now. im sad now, mission accomplished, are you happy? are you happy that i can no longer be mel because all you wanna do is criticize me of what i do like come on man "}
{"username": "neko", "content": "i dont have to say wElCcY\u201d or hewo\u201d if i dont want to. just because im in a cute server doesnt mean i have to follow after the people there LMAO. but really"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't listen to people just because they dislike your personality. You are allowed to be whoever you want and be yourself, that's the whole point of this group: To be welcome and be yourself while making friends. You are allowed to be your own person, and not follow other people. Just like you said yourself Just because you are in a cute server doesn't mean you have to act like everyone else. You are correct, you don't have to. As long as you aren't hurting anyone, which I doubt, then there's no issue. Go ahead mel, be yourself and be amazing. Don't listen to those who criticize you, because if they have a problem with you that's their issue, not yours."}
{"username": "dewayx", "content": "Sitting in front of pc crying, fingers heavy from arguing and losing reality, mind and every frame of reference i had. want to go but am too lazy. think this is it, fingers dont want to write more"}
{"username": "GREMLIN", "content": "I feel ugly today.."}
{"username": "GREMLIN", "content": "I'm sad"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "So my friend group is sorta breaking apart we barely ever talk anymore, but it's sorta sad because we were great friends, I just wish we hung out more, last time we really hung out was in like may."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "bu"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "but"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Please, I got a C in math, he ligit BEATED me for it.."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "no but literally my moms like"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "my mom:daisy get off ur phone. my dad's name tell DAISY TO GET OFF HER PHONE"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "My dad: daisy get off ur freaking phone or im taking it away"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "like they support each other"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": ":"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "and when i talk"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im not allowed to"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "because my mom tells me"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i ahve no freedom of speech in her house"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "so i have to agree with all the wrong things she says"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "shes so egotistical"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "she tells me im always right ive never been wrong and when i try to argue she tells me to shush and to stop arguing then she tells me im being a bad daughter if i argue"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im trying not to cry"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i want to punch them both"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! :/"}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "Ouuu"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i feel u"}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "I know exactly how you feel"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "she sounds extremely overconfident"}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "Some of us may relate"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ur not alone daisy"}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "Mhm:"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "parents need to realize they arent always right and should let their kids speak"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "i saw myself when i read it"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "You have a right of saying your opinion where you live right? That's some law going right against your mother's tales."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "otherwise the relationship is just rlly toxic"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Try music to make you feel better and write down how u feel in like a book or something. I hope everything gets better!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i cant deal with them"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "np daisy"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if you ever wanna talk my dms are open"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "my face when they blame me during an arguement for that 1 chore i didnt do 2 years ago ebcause i didnt want to"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "mine also! dms open if u need to talk"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ty guys sm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "and then my mom just told me shes not making me lunch omg"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": " np daisy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "mintie ty ily"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": " mine also! dms open if u need to talk"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "breezy ilyy 33"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "we love you too"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ilyt"}
{"username": "claudia", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "claudia", "content": "Whts tht,"}
{"username": "claudia", "content": "?"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "this is where you come to vent if ur feeling down!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "the main chat is chat"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yup!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "its okay! 3"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "daisy OMG I feel u mannn"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "bahah"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "PARENTS ARE STOOPID SMH!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awh i didnt get here in time for the pingg"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "qQ"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "WHY CANT I HAVE MY FREEDOM DAN G IT"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I'm like 18"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "BUT STILL"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awwhh"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "mom supports me cuz she is away"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Father is..."}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Let's not Xd"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "I SO RELATE"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "But mines worse"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "My father is like gurl u still a child"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "They want me to be a doctor"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "But I dont wanna"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Obey me u dumb f"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I'm like;;"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Id probably kill people if I became a doc"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i wanna be an oncologist if im honest"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or an author"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so its kind of... ehhh"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Just bc of my father"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I can't live my life like anyone else.."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "so we all agree"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "AND HE ALWAYS TRY TO RELATE ME SONE SOMEONE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aww... im sorry that happens to you i wish i could help"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "It's Okie dear"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I try to forget it by socialising on the internet"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "react with if u think parents are pretty annoying and sometimes WRONG but they'll never admit it"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "react with if u think no"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "why are u always on that phone?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "YES IK THATS LIKE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i try to relieve my stress by going in the internet but its kinda worse"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "they dont understand us"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "they dont understand why we're in our room on our phones"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Stryker OMG same"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "BC IM ANXIOUS AROUND THEM"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "they dont understand why some of us have depression/anxiety"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "they dont understand why we get so sensitive"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Finally understand"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Pll"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im here if u need to talk"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I FEEL RELIEVED"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "WOOO"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I was just panicking 2mins before now"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ok imma go to main chat 33"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Okay lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how can ya'll vent so easily?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont understand coz its really hard for me to vent"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I just let it all out"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": " Studner u have to"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "To make urself feel better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its... difficult, i just dont wanna bother or annoy people with my feelings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and im kinda scared of what someone will say"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I got a issue where I get anxious then I need to go pwee xD"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "THIS"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "IS"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "VENTING"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "CHANNEL"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "am sorri"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Its okie lul"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Just let it out"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Who knows maybe someone may relate to you Rusticus"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Btw I'm trying to relax xd"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awweh, im sorri:c"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i kind of relate to u in a way"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "tyty"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i have a question tho"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "why do you feel the need to push urself?"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "bc i had an aunt and she was like my second mom. but she died and i just wanna make her proud"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "awww"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hey Chefy I know how you feel plus that feeling when you want to talk so much about how you feel yet its hard dw,if they dont help you as your friends and ignore how you feel then they dont deserve to be called your friend youre an amazing person and Im sure if you talked to one of them they would hear you out and help you.Keep your chin up luv!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "im sure your aunt is proud of you already"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ty abi ilyyy"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "aw ty ily"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ily2 if you ever need to vent come to my DMs if needed!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "okok tysmmm"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "my dms are open too"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Why would you say that."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "That doesnt help"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "suki you just pinged again"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Next time be careful though"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im at online class"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ty suki!"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Np qt"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "No worries suki. We should focus on our cuties that need a Helper now."}
{"username": "SecretlyMis", "content": "Oof pings?"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "OMG TYSM teefy i'm so greateful for the help"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "grateful"}
{"username": "teefy", "content": "Please take care of yourself! i know its hard but its gonna get better, just know you're going to be alright."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I feel like my focused on fashion and her phone more than us because, I think she doesnt care about us she just focused on her phone rather than. That we spend many days without her cooking food.. It makes me sad @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "She would say I looked like a homeless when I wear something she hates"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "wdym?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "And other stuff"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "who"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My mother"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I feel like my focused on fashion and her phone more than us because, I think she doesnt care about us she just focused on her phone rather than. That we spend many days without her cooking food.. It makes me sad, by that I mean shes so much more addicted to her phone and fashion she doesnt care about us, shes so focused on her phone sometimes we spend days without her cooking dinner.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "Sorry to hear this cutie. It quite sounds like your mother is a phone addict, sadly. Maybe you should talk with the rest of your family and try and get your mother to do a therapy against addictions 3"}
{"username": "Edit Ryu", "content": "Hope you'll be better soon.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Shes so much more focused on her reputation too"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Im sorry to hear that mwilku. I really hope you guys arent going hungry and that youre eating;;"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "We are"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "is your dad home?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "if he is then ask him to get you some food"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im at his house right now"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "then you should ask for some food"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I have abit of a gambling addiction"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "We eat okay but thats the case sometimes"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "aw hope everything gets better!"}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "Okay, so I used to work in the Don't Trip Army discord server If you don't know which server that is, its YouTuber Jeremy's official discord server. I was really happy that I got in! I worked at another place as well and it was called Scammer Police. We try to prevent scams and stop them. The owner, my exfriend, was jealous that I got into the Don't Trip Army staff team and thought that I didn't deserve it and that she should've gotten in instead of me. She made up fake rumors and made fake evidence and made me get fired from my Don't Trip Army staff position. I was devastated because working there was my dream. I cried for an hour. Only one of the don't trip army staff believed me. Soon later, I decided to quit being staff in scammer police because the owner was toxic, and didn't care about anything except for the fame that her server brought her. I got over it, but now I just remembered it and started crying. I need advice..."}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Poor you.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Its best to explain how the proof is fake, expose as much of it as possible.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im not good at explaining."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "What was the rumor?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Do you know?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "what the heck"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "thats just"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "thats so toxic"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "you didnt deserve that at all"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "shame on the dont trip army staff"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Awe Stellaif it's toxic like that then you don't need to be in that! You should explain how the rumor was fake."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": " If they don't believe you maybe you shouldn't be in that! I hope everything goes better for you!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": " DMs open if you need to talk!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "im giving props to the staff member that believed u"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if you ever wanna talk about something my dms are open as well"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "you deserve better"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "agreed"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "mintie it wasnt the staff fault they didnt know it was fake"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It her friend\u201d"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "ik but still"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It wouldnt make sense to fault them for not knowing"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i just wonder how good the fake evidence was"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "because if mustve been really good if only one person believed stella"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "it could also depend on the relationships"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "but either way stella deserves better than a toxic friend\u201d"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i just really hope"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "that the servers doesnt bring up on the situation and starts talking crap about you"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "I now work at 3 servers with 1k members each and the owners aren't toxic. My toxic friend who framed me is now begging for me to come work at scammer police again because they are losing a bunch of members since I left. apparently I was the members favorite staff"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "did the staff know you were lesbian?"}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "No.."}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "This happened a month ago and I wasn't confident exposing my sexuality in public. But last week, my real friends explained that it was okay to be attracted to the same gender and that it doesn't make me any less of who I am now."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "is your exfriend still trying to contact you?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if so you should block them"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If things don't work out it wasn't meant to be and you should let go of it, I'm not really good at comforting people, don't worry karma is going to collect her debt."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "im sorry if my somewhat advice isnt helpful"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "half of the time i was mad and not giving u some good advice;;"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "I'm so sorry this is happening to you Stella! DMs open if u need to talk."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "I'm bad at advice"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "stellatrix also you should tell them your sexuality! Then perhaps they won't think your homophobic?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Of course, only if your comfortable with it"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "it may be too late to try and get her job back since it happened over a month ago"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh right"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I missed that"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "and she already works with 3 other servers and she shouldnt stress herself out"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "stellatrix", "content": "Thank you all for the advice. Unfortunately, I don't have contact with the staff anymore, but now I feel more confident! Thank you all!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yw stella"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Glad we helped you, I hope you the best of luck with the other 3 servers you work in!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " I've sorta got to get this off my chest, it's been around a few hours now and I've still been feeling guilty, my friend and her other friends made a marriage server which was a joke server and I had alot of fun there! And me and a girl were joking about being yanderes and murder, no we weren't joking about deaths that have happened we were just joking around and saying stuff like we were going to murder each other, we were joking don't worry. And out of nowhere a girl starts to scold us for joking about it and saying it wasn't funny, we all got into a fight and the girl who owned the server was so upset that we wouldn't stop fighting that she considered deleting the server, and a few other events happened, I felt guilty for a while, and I sorta want someone to shame me. I feel like I ruined their friendship. The whole situation is sorta stupid but I just feel guilty."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "It really depends on everyones humor"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "lord"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i cannot type"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Listen it's not your fault! You were just messing around with someone. Everyone takes everything differently! It's just how she took it! Don't feel guilty for being yourself. So you just do you and let them do them"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": " DM me if u need to talk more!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "You didnt do anything wrong. Its just that you and the girl have different types of humor. You werent making fun of anyones death so you dont need to be shamed!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "qwq"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you all for the advice, I was actually sorta afraid to talk about this situation at first, I really appreciate it."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "yw yw"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "Ya see thats the stuff i like not just ;;\u201d actually reading the story and helping"}
{"username": "jademart", "content": "I've sorta got to get this off my chest, it's been around a few hours now and I've still been feeling guilty, my friend and her other friends made a marriage server which was a joke server and I had alot of fun there! And me and a girl were joking about being yanderes and murder, no we weren't joking about deaths that have happened we were just joking around and saying stuff like we were going to murder each other, we were joking don't worry. And out of nowhere a girl starts to scold us for joking about it and saying it wasn't funny, we all got into a fight and the girl who owned the server was so upset that we wouldn't stop fighting that she considered deleting the server, and a few other events happened, I felt guilty for a while, and I sorta want someone to shame me. I feel like I ruined their friendship. The whole situation is sorta stupid but I just feel guilty."}
{"username": "jademart", "content": "istu you have no need to feel gulity, she probably didn't understand it was a joke"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Hi, I just needed to well say something. I've had this close friend. She is really nice. But it seems like she copies everything I do. I tried to take it as flattery. But it is really hard. I know she looks up to me somehow, but sometimes I just want my ideas to my own? Like she copied my writing idea, decided to make banners when I did. Copied my style once. Tried to copy my channel namevery similar. Now she is trying to make discord banners. She got into anime when I did. Now she is trying to make discord servers as well as I got into making discord servers for people. I love my friend. I told her this. And she yes, got better, but still kinda copies. I'm glad she learned. But, I still feel sad because sometimes she acts really odd. Like for example, when I tell her to stop, sometimes she doesn't stop. It angried me enough to block her for 1 hour. I'm a really easy forgiving person. But, this time, I feel really angered. I know I shouldn't be angry. But I am. I feel like I'm the bad person for feeling thing way."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Hm, your friend should stop if you ask them.."}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Tell them you had enough of them copying you, if they dont listen still just block her for 1 hr or something"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Its okay to be harsh sometimes"}
{"username": "Rat.", "content": "Copying is never okay even if it's from a friend"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Theres a huge difference between being inspired by someone and just straight up copying someone."}
{"username": "Rat.", "content": "Yeah, Inspiration is wayyy different; anyone who's experienced in any creative field would understand the difference.;P"}
{"username": "SWugar V", "content": "even though shes a friend, if their just copying you its not okay you cant just go down right copy someone and expect them to be okay with it"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah, thanks for the help. I will somehow try to confront her. I really appreciate it that you came here to help me. Thank you again!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "np"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "and yw"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I just wonder if she actually enjoys doing all of this stuff or if she only does these things because you do them"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah. Well I'm gonna go and try to get ready to confront her. Goodbye!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Bye bye and Gl"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I dont know if Im supposed to ping or how this works sorry if I wasnt supposed to"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "its okay!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "u pinged the correct thing:"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Its okay to still feel upset about something someone did"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "For some people, an apology doesnt work when someone does something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's kinda why I don't apologize to someone right away"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "It can even depend on what that someone did"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but what I say is you should just tell him how you feel and then give it a little time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "atleast that's what I would do"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "mhmm"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Okay. Thank you so much you guys"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Np and yw"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "It's okie sweetie dw"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Yui hug justpeachy"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yui hug justpeachy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "alright i give up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i seriously needa vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont feel comfortable talking about everything i feel depressed about though, just what i really need to put out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My life feels like a loop, im stressed everyday, i get angry everyday, i cry everyday, and i just overall never really feel peaceful. I cant do my hobbies anymore, i just... cant bring myself to enjoy them anymore, no matter how inspired or how much i want to do them. My family is just stressing me every day and its not their fault, i just get stressed too easily. I feel depressed a lot and i cant enjoy my life anymore like i did. I always end up angry and locked in my room doing nothing but crying."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "School just worsens everything since i have to do all my homeworks, projects and essays, etc. No matter how much i sleep i always wake up tired and wishing i could sleep for a few more days, i always wake up with either leg pains, back pains or fatigue. I take medicine for anxiety and insomnia but it feels like it doesnt help."}
{"username": "faith", "content": "Oh my god I wish I could just hug you for days "}
{"username": "faith", "content": "Being stressed must suck so so bad and I wish I could relate and help you but I cant do much"}
{"username": "faith", "content": "yui hug Goff"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "i dont feel comfortable talking about everything i feel depressed about though, just what i really need to put out."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "My life feels like a loop, im stressed everyday, i get angry everyday, i cry everyday, and i just overall never really feel peaceful. I cant do my hobbies anymore, i just... cant bring myself to enjoy them anymore, no matter how inspired or how much i want to do them. My family is just stressing me every day and its not their fault, i just get stressed too easily. I feel depressed a lot and i cant enjoy my life anymore like i did. I always end up angry and locked in my room doing nothing but crying."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "School just worsens everything since i have to do all my homeworks, projects and essays, etc. No matter how much i sleep i always wake up tired and wishing i could sleep for a few more days, i always wake up with either leg pains, back pains or fatigue. I take medicine for anxiety and insomnia but it feels like it doesnt help."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Secor sorry for ping try to find something to help you cope. like find a happy place and go there when u feel sad for ex: mine is music also drinking hot tea helps me a lot"}
{"username": "faith", "content": "My happy place is when I daydream"}
{"username": "faith", "content": "Its nice being in a world where you can do what you want."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My hobbies, like music, cooking, drawing, etc. Helped me cope... im trying to enjoy them more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And tysvm guys"}
{"username": "faith", "content": "No worries!!"}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "i should be here more often 0.0"}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "yui hug Jonathan"}
{"username": "teefy", "content": "i was gonna vent here since none of my friends r available atm but i feel like all im gonna get is rlly short answers and like"}
{"username": "teefy", "content": "its okay qt!, a bot hug, or something of the sort"}
{"username": "teefy", "content": "it rlly doesnt help at all, im literally in a state of distress"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "teefy Hiya and if you'd like to vent here i'll try my best to give you good advice and whatever I can to help out! Just ping me with your messages"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "im just sad all the time it's like a curse"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "im crying and idek why"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "im probably overracting to a little bit of stress"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "ugh everything bad is my fault, even if it isnt i still have to find a way to make it my fault, im such terrible whiney person smh"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "youre probably sick of me"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "maybe i should delete those messages"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "oh this counts as spam"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "cya..."}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! so sorry for ping"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "everything"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "What is the thing you are mainly sad abt..?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "We arent sick of you, and its not your fault. Some things just happen, and they sometimes arent in your control. That doesnt make it your fault at all. You just have to keep having hope that things will get better, thats the key to healing. If you ever want to vent again its fine because you arent making us sick of you or anything so feel free"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "idk some toxic friend i had 3 years ago"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Oh ic."}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "We arent sick of you, and its not your fault. Some things just happen, and they sometimes arent in your control. That doesnt make it your fault at all. You just have to keep having hope that things will get better, thats the key to healing. If you ever want to vent again its fine because you arent making us sick of you or anything so feel free"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "so"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "much"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "but im not into dealing with positivity directed at me, apologies but i usually only suck up negative things"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "were gonna say negative things to you"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "so uh."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": " im not a 2 year old"}
{"username": "ayachii", "content": "Any advice to make myself happier?.. I have a really really bad time in my Life and now i feel depressed even more."}
{"username": "ayachii", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ayachii", "content": "sorry for late ping!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "hmm how about text your friends or think about something that makes you happier?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Hmm, first of all, Im sorry you are going through a bad time. Keep in mind that it will be over soon, so hang in there! I suggest trying new things. Doing that might find you a new hobby which will be able to bring you a bit of joy for a while, or at least distract you."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "orrr play with your pets if you have one?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "im not good with advices so cri"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah thats a good idea! If you dont have one you can also just talk to your friends as they suggested earlier"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "SOME GOOD ADVICE FROM ME TO BE HAPPY jkjk, im bad at this but BEAR WITH ME"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Just don't think about it:D"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Maybe you're lonely? THEN JUST IDK JUMP AROUND UR BED OR Read some manga like me"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "And that's basically it actually, Everything you do makes u happy as long as you enjoy everything"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "i was gonna vent here since none of my friends r available atm but i feel like all im gonna get is rlly short answers and like"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "its okay qt!, a bot hug, or something of the sort"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "it rlly doesnt help at all, im literally in a state of distress"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Then should I say IKNOWITSNOTOKAYBUTJUSTENJOYEVERYTHINGYOUDOANDANDJUSTBEHAPPY Okay my bad xd"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Well, just overcome or overwhelm? SORRY BAD VOCABULATY ur stress"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You have problems irl? That's okay, it happens, that's just how life works"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "But if u overcome it, you'll turn into a stronger person stronger than John cena NEVERMIND"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "ayachii do what you love do something that makes you happy. If you don't have something find it or watch a show that'll make you feel good. If there's anything you need help on don't hesitate to ask any of us"}
{"username": "han", "content": "Any advice to make myself happier?.. I have a really really bad time in my Life and now i feel depressed even more."}
{"username": "han", "content": "ayachii"}
{"username": "han", "content": "i agree with the statement above, find something that you will find satisfaction and contentment in. don't be afraid to express how you feel, don't force yourself to feel happy if you can't at the moment. let your feelings flow for a while then muster up the strength to get back up again. it's best you find a healthy coping mechanism like maybe journalling or a support group like this channel. hydrate yourself and never skip meals. remember that these bad times will end too and that healing isn't linear."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "can someone comfort me for something?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Im kinda upset rn for the harsh and hurtful words my Best Friend Told me..."}
{"username": "han", "content": "what did they tell you?"}
{"username": "ria", "content": "well,"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "can someone comfort me for something?"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Im kinda upset rn for the harsh and hurtful words my Best Friend Told me..."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Aoi i cann sorry ping and being here late"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "This is sorta not a big problem but it's been going on for a while so hey! Why not vent about it! People usually leave me either on read which doesn't really bother me but then there's people who full on go offline right when I DM them and it's sorta hurtful usually the only reason people respond to me are if because I asked something or if I'm offering something and it's sorta sad. It's sorta made me feel like I'm annoying or a bother "}
{"username": "istu", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I have a question for you, are they your friends or just people you just met?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Well, usually both"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It's not that big of a deal but it just sorta hurts y'know?"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Hey imma be real people now a days don't really expect whole heartedness"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "They always expect people to be fake and think they want something in return"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Just remember it's ok and there's a never a reason to fret however"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "I'm just talking from personal experience"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Your never a bother or annoyance to anyone"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "what did they tell you?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "han"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "well..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Its not really harsh but"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "She's just annoyed at my excuses"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "like im busy and all, But its really true that im busy...she just only cares about us roleplaying and not letting me have small breaks since im working on my youtube and editings and all...I also wanted to joke around and it doesnt seem like she cares and i told her than im upset and she just said"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Are we just gonna be sad and not continue? coz if you are gonna be sad all day Im out!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "We've been friends since 2nd grade i dont know why she's been treating me differently as I treat her..."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "This is sorta not a big problem but it's been going on for a while so hey! Why not vent about it! People usually leave me either on read which doesn't really bother me but then there's people who full on go offline right when I DM them and it's sorta hurtful usually the only reason people respond to me are if because I asked something or if I'm offering something and it's sorta sad. It's sorta made me feel like I'm annoying or a bother "}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "istu I'm so sorry that happens to you. If they don't text back, maybe find new friends. Find some real people, not people who don't talk to you. It's kinda hard to find some like that! But, i wish you luck finding friends sorry for ping DMs open if u need to talk more"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright thank you."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Yeah my DMS are always open if you need to talk"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I wouldn't consider them fake though"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "They do talk to me"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "And they aren't toxic in any way"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just sorta hurts seeing people purposely leaving me on read"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Ah I see"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Like I said though it's not that big of a deal"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just wanted to talk to someone about it"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Perhaps you could confront them about it just to know if they do it on purpose and maybe it'll make you feel better to get a direct answer"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "O h n o"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Oh I see"}
{"username": "han", "content": "han"}
{"username": "han", "content": "well..."}
{"username": "han", "content": "Its not really harsh but"}
{"username": "han", "content": "She's just annoyed at my excuses"}
{"username": "han", "content": "like im busy and all, But its really true that im busy...she just only cares about us roleplaying and not letting me have small breaks since im working on my youtube and editings and all...I also wanted to joke around and it doesnt seem like she cares and i told her than im upset and she just said"}
{"username": "han", "content": "Are we just gonna be sad and not continue? coz if you are gonna be sad all day Im out!"}
{"username": "han", "content": "We've been friends since 2nd grade i dont know why she's been treating me differently as I treat her..."}
{"username": "han", "content": "Aoi"}
{"username": "han", "content": "hm, can you try bringing up her behavior? and when did she start treating you like this? if she doesn't own up to her actions and apologize and not do it again after you explain how you feel and how she's been acting toward you, it's best to cut contact with her as it will affect you mentally."}
{"username": "han", "content": "explain to her that you have a life outside of roleplaying."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "When i tell her that im afraid that she'll say more hurtful words to me and might stop being my best friend...she is kinda my only friend that i talk or roleplay if i might say everyday..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "when did she start this?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Well the first ever i noticed about this was at 4th grade I changed schools and havent gotten in contact with her for that grade and at 5th grade i came back to that school where we both met and started our friendship there is when I noticed she kinda hates me a bit i didnt do anything to her or probably its because I changed schools...this kinda went up until now..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I do also have other friends but I dont wanna loose a friend...im not used to it"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I do also have other friends but I dont wanna loose a friend...im not used to it"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "aww, i'm pretty sure that a lot of people is not used to it. but, she is toxic, and its bad if you have a toxic friend. i know you might feel really sad, but you need to well have to cut ties with her! its better to have friends that treat you better than have a friend that can affect you mentally."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "When i tell her that im afraid that she'll say more hurtful words to me and might stop being my best friend...she is kinda my only friend that i talk or roleplay if i might say everyday..."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "when did she start this?"}
{"username": "saki", "content": "Well the first ever i noticed about this was at 4th grade I changed schools and havent gotten in contact with her for that grade and at 5th grade i came back to that school where we both met and started our friendship there is when I noticed she kinda hates me a bit i didnt do anything to her or probably its because I changed schools...this kinda went up until now..."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "Aoi In this situation, I don't think this is your fault. Maybe she is not in a good mood or some kind of that? Still, you have other friends and they will support you w. What about you guys spend more time which each other like playing games, having a sleepover? About her harmful words, ask her if she really mean it or having a talk with her about it! I hope you found this helpful because I'm not good at these stuff as well TT"}
{"username": "han", "content": "When i tell her that im afraid that she'll say more hurtful words to me and might stop being my best friend...she is kinda my only friend that i talk or roleplay if i might say everyday..."}
{"username": "han", "content": "when did she start this?"}
{"username": "han", "content": "Well the first ever i noticed about this was at 4th grade I changed schools and havent gotten in contact with her for that grade and at 5th grade i came back to that school where we both met and started our friendship there is when I noticed she kinda hates me a bit i didnt do anything to her or probably its because I changed schools...this kinda went up until now..."}
{"username": "han", "content": "Aoi"}
{"username": "han", "content": "i agree with Sayaki, this isn't your fault."}
{"username": "han", "content": "i know it must be hard to confront her about it but it's better if this matter is addressed, it's not good she's acting hurtful towards you. as Sayaki said, ask her if she really meant it and talk about it. she's been your bestfriend for a long time, she's supposed to understand."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i already confronted her and talked things out and in the matter of fact, I forgave her in the end"}
{"username": "han", "content": "i see, did it go alright?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "yepp"}
{"username": "han", "content": "well, that's good to know then!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "she's just been jealous about me ever since she met me...i dont really know why..."}
{"username": "yuukii", "content": "ok my first time venting"}
{"username": "yuukii", "content": "real story actually,"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I know this is not a venting actually but..."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I really wanna open my own YouTube channel in which I share my covers. But I dont trust myself actually and dont know if I can do it or not because people may not like my voice, i dont even know if my voice is good my friends say so but im not sure oof;;"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "potato queen Why don't you just post a short piece of your singing and see where it goes? If your friends like it, I'm sure there will be other people who like it as well! I often don't trust myself too, but I can tell you: Just try it! If people don't like it, ignore them. Focus on the persons who like it, and the most important thing is: You have to like it. So many like its xD Hope I could help!"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Dw sweetie I'm sure your voice is fantastic and great3 you'll just have to practice if your voice changes while you panic. No one has a bad voice you know cutiepotato queen"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Or u can just join vc!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "aww thanks"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": " potato queen Why don't you just post a short piece of your singing and see where it goes? If your friends like it, I'm sure there will be other people who like it as well! I often don't trust myself too, but I can tell you: Just try it! If people don't like it, ignore them. Focus on the persons who like it, and the most important thing is: You have to like it. So many like its xD Hope I could help!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Asebility it might be good even tho my earphones are broken hehe"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "ria", "content": "I feel like I wanna let my crying out. I try to stay strong. But watching one of my family members suffer. Makes me sad, my cousin is in the hospital. And she wants to go home so bad, it makes me wanna cry when she says that. Shes the one that always spend times with me, and I appreciate that. I just want a chance to talk to her for once. But again, my family keeps fighting and yelling. They cant even agree one single thing. My cousin needs to do this one thing but she cant. She doesnt believe in herself. I dont wanna lose one of my love ones..."}
{"username": "ria", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Omg.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am so sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "in having a hard time too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm.. Speachless, I'm so sorry you have to go through this.."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If you'd like to vent more my DMs are always opened"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel like I wanna let my crying out. I try to stay strong. But watching one of my family members suffer. Makes me sad, my cousin is in the hospital. And she wants to go home so bad, it makes me wanna cry when she says that. Shes the one that always spend times with me, and I appreciate that. I just want a chance to talk to her for once. But again, my family keeps fighting and yelling. They cant even agree one single thing. My cousin needs to do this one thing but she cant. She doesnt believe in herself. I dont wanna loss one of my love ones..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ria hey, its good. I would try to talk to someone about it, like someone you really know, a family member, it'll be good to actually get it off your chest, and you'll feel better. Take a deep breath, and just sit there without doing anything but breathing. It'll really help im sure"}
{"username": "cinder", "content": "It will get better with time. For now it seems like it's a dead end but it really isn't. Your cousin will be okay. Pleasd stay strong, I believe in you"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "omg. Thats crazy i'm so sorry that happened you to u dms open if u need to vent more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you every need anything else my dms are always opened"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "I feel like I wanna let my crying out. I try to stay strong. But watching one of my family members suffer. Makes me sad, my cousin is in the hospital. And she wants to go home so bad, it makes me wanna cry when she says that. Shes the one that always spend times with me, and I appreciate that. I just want a chance to talk to her for once. But again, my family keeps fighting and yelling. They cant even agree one single thing. My cousin needs to do this one thing but she cant. She doesnt believe in herself. I dont wanna lose one of my love ones..."}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "ria im so sorry to hear that, cherri. its very hard to deal with, but i know everything will turn out well in the future, i hope the best for you. keep staying positive! 33"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I am TMinus 11 days until College restarts, I have put together a plan but it may be the riskiest undertaking I will ever do"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "If you are not caught up with my situation, slide left, hit search and paste this into the search bar"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "From: Th3S0uth3rnGamR6920 inloveletter:venting"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "With my college opening 11 days out, I do have a plan"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "The college has a different system now, you only have to go to class every other day"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Before we get started, at the end of this I want to know if Im crazy"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "With the class system in mind, I will be up there every day"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "But, this may be breaking the rules"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Which Im worried about"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Suki, it may be a while for me to lay all this out"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "So dont feel forced to stay"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "You can always come back"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Im just reading it."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "You can continue"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "If the latter occurs I may circumvent to make every day count"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I dont want to hurt anyone, I didnt want to break the rules, I just want to be loved while Im still young"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I am but one man"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Its ok!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I have surveyed the area to see exactly where people would be, and areas that are marked off"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Sorry to interrupt you!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Im sure you understand my situation of never being loved in my life. It is a disaster that I will have to resort to violating COVID rules"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "But its the only plan I have"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I have bettered myself for this very moment"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I now have a car"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "A drivers license"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "All acquired in mere months"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I am proud"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I have readied myself"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I have more independence then I ever have had in my whole life"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "All acquired in months"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Not years"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I will try the hardest"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I respect authority, I always have. Everyone who is above me, I have treated with the utmost respect, and I will continue to do so"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I follow the rules, I respect the rules i obey the rules, but these new rules, if I have to break them just to be find a person I can hold in my arms and cry into, your damn right Ill break them, Im not hurting anybody by doing so"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Yes I understand, and you are right"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Still, nobody do what what Im gonna do"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Seriously"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "But thanks for your understanding"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Y'know those times where you feel offended, betrayed and ganged up on but you know the other people are just kidding but you still feel offended and try to keep it secretive but your failing and you don't know what to do and it's just a bit rude what they said to you but you really don't feel like confronting them because they are your best friends and you don't know what to do because you've turned the awkward and you start to panic a bit and yeah"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I feel you sis"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm"}
{"username": "m i n t y.", "content": "mood"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I don't know what to do"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Ah, I can relate to that"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i feel you"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I usually confront them.."}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Yes we got into a fight once"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "But I usually tell them to think before they say something"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I can't do that"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Awe why is that?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'd look rude and I don't know not calling you rude or anything but I just feel like it'd be rude coming from me you know"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Dont worry"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "There is always a first"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm not good at confronting people"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "u wont look rude just tell them straight up that you dont like it"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "They are technically the ones rude"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "but be polite about it at the same time"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Mgm"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "w"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Umm like Im sorry but that quite offended me somehow\u201d"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Something like that"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Umm sorry I wasnt much help but goodluck!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I hope the best for you and always alwayss have a great day!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "God bless you!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "My pleasure"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "You too!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Do you believe in alternate timelines?"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "if youre lonely"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My friend blocked me for no reason and Im worried"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He even kicked my friend and me out of their server"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He even blocked me out of their insta"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "have you heard of a l t s?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "use an alt to check it out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But idk if they would text"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I texted him why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He texted me and he said that he will talk about it later"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "yo they muted the deletedchannel"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "and the deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok so lately I got a text message that a friend of mine in grade 8 wanted to have a gay relationship with me even though Im straight! I told her that I have a straight relationship with another person. but she told me that she would not tell him anything about our relationship. Even if I told her that I have another straight relationship with someone, she would text me a sweating emoji. I really need the @ wholesome of the day! to help me how to solve the problem to that because Im straight"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Oh, yikes. It really looks like shes not respecting your boundaries."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Thats not okay at all, Im sorry shes doing that to you."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "dang ive never heard of a situation like this before"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "but ill try my best to help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She really really loves me but idk how to respond to that"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Ok so lately I got a text message that a friend of mine in grade 8 wanted to have a gay relationship with me even though Im straight! I told her that I have a straight relationship with another person. but she told me that she would not tell him anything about our relationship. Even if I told her that I have another straight relationship with someone, she would text me a sweating emoji. I really need the @ wholesome of the day! to help me how to solve the problem to that because Im straight"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Judson hmm that sounds bad. i would suggest warning her saying stop, i'm not interested. if you do this again i'll have to block you i know its hard but shes clearly going over the line. tell her to stop, and if u need me to help ill try my best 3."}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "op"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "please be careful with double pings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can send the text screenshot for proof"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Shes trying to pressure you into having a relationship with her, thats not okay! Thats honestly very shady, and disrespectful to you as a friend."}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "No need to"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if she starts getting toxic over it i would suggest separating from her for a bit"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "K"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im trying but she likes texting me all the time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I told her that we can still be friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But she texted "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Yes, please dont let her pressure you into anything... If she keeps texting you, just dont reply if you dont want to. If youre busy, or just dont feel like talking, or at any time feel uncomfortable with the conversation, Id recommend to stop texting. She needs to learn to respect your feelings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok thanks so much Peach!"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if she cant understand that theres boundaries then she might not be a good friend after all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "two p i n g s"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I told her that Im not interested and shes telling me why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk how to reply to that"}
{"username": "Bunny Boo", "content": "Ok so lately I got a text message that a friend of mine in grade 8 wanted to have a gay relationship with me even though Im straight! I told her that I have a straight relationship with another person. but she told me that she would not tell him anything about our relationship. Even if I told her that I have another straight relationship with someone, she would text me a sweating emoji. I really need the @/692408666330103968 to help me how to solve the problem to that because Im straight"}
{"username": "Bunny Boo", "content": "Dygall"}
{"username": "Bunny Boo", "content": "If she wants to stay friends with you or overall to be in good relations with you, you should ask her to stop pressuring you into something you're not interested in. First off you are taken and in happy relationship, second off nobody has right to pressure you into different sexuality if you don't feel comfortable about it because it your personal thing and not their business."}
{"username": "Bunny Boo", "content": "Also you should tell your partner too in case she starts to bother you."}
{"username": "Bunny Boo", "content": "Comfort her together if that's the only solution to get her to stop."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok so I decided to block her because shes forcing me on a relationship that Im not ok with"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! thanks so much guys"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "0o", "content": "Im sad that I couldnt help but hopefully you feel better:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "P i n g"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "if you ever need to talk again my dms are open"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "p i n g"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Y e s"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thanks so much guys"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Charil next time just say thank you, the ping is for if you have need to vent"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or just ping a few people who helped"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "This isnt exactly a vent but its just my body hurts my shoulder hurts everything hurts it hurts too much and Im getting extremely cold.. My throat feels weird its like the pain Mercer stop"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Oof well i suggest drinking more water"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "did you try resting D:"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I even drunk water"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "And putting something warm on like pajamas"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe just take a nice nap"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "drink water maybe drink some tea for your throat get a blanket and eat something warm like soup"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "oh if you have a heating blanket you can put that on your shoulders"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "or something warm"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Maybe take a hot shower."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "?"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "yeah that to"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "i hope you feel better:/"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "honestly Scooterrat i would suggest getting off discord, off electronics. then heat up some milk or drink some warm water. then you should maybe eat something off the BRAT diet if u feel hungry. but you should take a nap and wrap yourself in warm blankets. i hope you feel better hun 3"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "BRAT diet is Bananas, Rice, Applesauce, Toast"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I lost my appetite.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "The only thing I ate all the day was cereal"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "oh no"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "try having some saltine crackers"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "just take a nap tho, it'll help for sure. make sure you dont sleep more than an hour or else u might feel woozy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or dizzy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or just ewird"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "weird"}
{"username": "sabi", "content": "sleeping to much can make you feel sick"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ill try"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "stuff nose"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "u might be sick"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or anxious"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i get that feeling when im anxious"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ive had it for a few days"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Its getting like worse"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "go wrap urself in blankets and sleep or watch some television, have like 2 saltine crackers and i'd advise u to eat either airborne or vitamin c drink that always helps also have some soup"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "talk to ur parents"}
{"username": "claudia", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "claudia", "content": "Whts tht?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "They told me to take a warm bath"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i felt similar when i got food poisoning abt 2 weeks ago. maybe you should schedule an app with your doctor depending on how you feel in the morning to see whats wrong, in the meantime if you get hungry eat but not too much and try to avoid very sugary or salty things if you begin to feel sick to the stomach."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "My dad currently started taking night shifts at his workplace and most of the workers there have either caught COVID19 or have a few symptoms, most workers who have took the night shifts are the ones that caught COVID and although my dad hasn't developed any symptoms I'm concerned. He smokes aswell as drinks, which isn't any help, I really am concerned and I have a younger brother who's only 7 and most likely doesn't have that strong of an immune system, I'm really nervous and I just really hope none of us catch COVID during this pandemic. @ wholesome of the day! ."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "warm baths will help but i would reccomend a shower then a bath so you can feel refreshed then relax in a bath dont use any bath bombs or scented things! Scooterrat"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I just took a shower"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Didnt help"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "alright hmm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "awww i'm really sorry ur going thru that. i hope ur family stays safe, istu"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "mwily did you read my other message?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I really hope so aswell"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what time is it for you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alot of people near me have caught COVID and a few are recovering from it which gives me hope."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My state is top contagious."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "mwilky what time is it"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "7:01PM"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im at my dad house"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Since my mom wants me safe"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what are you going to do next, eat, sleep, or do something else."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "u should sleep"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Lay down and take a nap if possible"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "If I feel better Ill eat"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "alright heres what i did when i got food poisoning"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i would usually go te sleep early at around 8 and would eat something very small like a granola bar"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes.."}
{"username": "0o", "content": "You could do some activities like drawing to keep your mind calm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "lag?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or spam"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Lag"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ahh ok"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Thank you for the suggestions.. right now we dont have any crackers"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im not too sure. try heating up some water and going to bed 3 i hope u feel better"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "In camp I had a similiar CASS but with throwing up and waking up to throw up"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "if i started to feel sick or began shaking i would turn on a dim light and distract myself with something while in a sleeping or resting position in my bed and if it got very bad i would get up and take a shower or bath then try to relax myself so i would stop getting chills or shaking and then fall asleep, it helps i you have a warm fluffy pet resting by your side."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yeah, omg pets are the best"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "also drink tiny sips of water, do not eat or chug water or any other liquid if you begin to shake or feel nauseous"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i would focus on stuff i usually dont; watch the news, watch my ssiter, do some hw or something"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sister"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i hope this helped mwilky bun if you need anything else just ask and ill help as ive said i got food poisoning recently which felt very similar to as yyou are describing how you feel"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ill try.."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "and of course this is my take on things so not everythong is accurate as we are different"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "if you need to distract yourself by talking dim your brightness and ill be here"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "low light and relaxing steam helps calm your stomach and relax you"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I need help with things i dont know how to say tbh im torn between 2 people 1 i have a lot of history with and started talking too again and knows a lot about me and has helped me through some shiz the other she knows a lot about me helped me through a lot shiz and they both have keep me from doing things and i dont know to say too one and too the other i mean i love them both but like i just need help honestly. Sorry its not really a vent but it is at the same time idk anymore. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Torn?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "do you mean like you want to date one of them?"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I cant spell for the life of me"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "I don't really understand what you mean by torn. Can you elaborate more on that?"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Its hard to explain honestly"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "oh."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Is it like"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "You like two people?"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Its like i like 2 people who both like me i have history with one a long history not like dating just knowing eachother and helping eachother"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "choose both"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "why tho"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Why not start a polymory?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "wel i mean"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "My friend is in one and she perfectly fine!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "choose the one u think will be there for u, the one who's kind, the one who's helpful and the one that puts the most smiles on ur face"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "If you like her then date her"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Tbh"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I dont know what to tell the other one"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It's alright to reject them"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Ive read the thread. You dont need to tell me anything"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just apologize"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Thanks for the help"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I really do wish I helped more, unfortunately I'm not that great in giving advice when it comes to love."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I've never been in a relationship so"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I have to go now"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Stay safe"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I feel like Im going to die. I didnt realize I loved him until it was too late. And theres nothing I can do about it. I didnt even know I could love another person. Im. Im devastated I dont know what to do."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I dont know if Ive ever cried like this its so strange to me. I thought I was aromantic before this, but. My heart hurts so freaking bad."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "justpeachy what do you mean? what happened"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "He literally left every server we have in common Im"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "daisy Im the other girl.."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Im not ready for a relationship"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "But I love him I didnt even know it"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Until he found another girl"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I just feel so stupid"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "He thinks Id be mad at him for being with another girl"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I dont hate him I hate myself"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Im not happy. I cant be. I love him. I dont know her. Im literally devastated. He told me hes liked her all this time. It feels like a sucker punch. He told me he loved me even though he knew he still liked her"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I just. I wish I couldve been a normal person so I couldve been with him like I wanted to."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "I shouldve just never fallen for him oh my life. My religion says we arent supposed to do that kind of thing and I did it anyway. This has gotta be my punishment or something. Gods trying to teach me something. Unless this is just sick karma. I never knew a person could hurt like this."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "It feels like he offered me the world, and I was hesitant about taking him up on it, then he ripped the carpet out from under my feet"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "expiredmilk didnt work.."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "?"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "is everything alright?"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "is u ok"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Scooterrat"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im still hurting"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what pain u feel"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "stomach, eyes, headache, back or your whole body hurt"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what does it feel like, are you getting waves of hot and cold, are you getting chills or are u achey and feel like ur whole body is bruised"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i sound like a doctor"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i am your temporary support doctor heehee"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It hurts and whenever I touch something cold it feels like it hurts more"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "are you very tense in your legs and chest?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "By that what do you mean"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "like do your legs and chest feel weird or do they ache and feel different from the rest of your body"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Well its more like a slightly intense ache when I touch something cold"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "well you need to warm up and balance yourself between hot and cold until you find a temp and position that you comfortable with then the most important thing through all of this is relax and try to get as much rest as you can, like i said earlier try to relax by doing an activity that will make you fall asleep that comforts you"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ik saying it a lot doesnt really help"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "but just keep trying to fall asleep, its best if you have a warm soft pet that you can be near its very soothing"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "all im really saying is the same thing over and over which you dont want to hear but its very needed"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i have to go soon so if you have any more problems relax yourself and get some rest ill be here in the morning around 7:30 to 8 in your timezone. Please sleep good and I hope you feel much better \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "That can be serious"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "How big was the computer and how heavy is it"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Hon go to the damn doctor"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Tell someone to take you"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "dont say it like that"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "vun, tell your parents about it."}
{"username": "Rien", "content": ":D"}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Even if its nothing, thats not a risk you want to take. Especially if youve already had a heart attack."}
{"username": "justpeachy", "content": "Definitely go doctor"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hope ur okay"}
{"username": "ayachii", "content": "I hope you will get a good doctor!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "im back if anyone needs more help im here for the day!"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "i dont want to seem like im searching for attention, but i hope i dont. nowadays i feel like theres nothing to like about, life isnt going great and i keep wishing it would. sometimes i feel so lonely. its like theres no one around me anymore. i keep getting stressed from school work and i want to relax, i want to have more friends but im just such an awkward person they'll say im weird. honestly, i dont know whats this feeling. im sorry if i offended you or seem like an attention seeker, thank you for reading this. i love you, enjoy your day/ night."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "were here for you"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Rien hey it's ok to be weird. We all are. It's ok to feel bad. I've been there quite a bit. But it gets better cause we as a community are here for you. If you ever need to talk dm me cause I would love to help you in any way I can"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "thank you, case and milk."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Anytime you need to talk I'm here"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Huh, It turns out that I look pale. What else will be happening?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "However, I have to admit; I had a cold night for two nights in a row..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im so mad today... yesterday about my situation, my sister had a text from her and she said it was a joke about me being lesbians with her. The reason why she pranked me is that she! Is bored"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im so mad I need help"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Thats just"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Messed up"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "wrong on so many levels"}
{"username": "emily!?", "content": "queer baiting AND messed up"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thats so unfair! I can see why you would be mad. Maybe though, if you show her you were unaffected she wont do it again. And also thats so wrong and messed up. Im sorry you have to go through that : Do you have any hobbies you could do?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I think you should give a lecture on why thats completely wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats rude."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "m i n t y.", "content": "that makes me angry on so many levels"}
{"username": "emily!?", "content": "frfr"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I was confused until she said that shes fricking bored"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah its just so wrong on like so many levels"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i would be pissed at them if someone did that to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im not gonna be friends with her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like Im done"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Clearly she doesnt realize what people go through when they are part of the LGBTQ community"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, I dont think you should be friends anymore"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "like i said before i recommend giving her a lecture on why that wasnt okay so she doesnt do it again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My mom told me that its ok but done talk to her"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Unless she changes anytime soon, sorry but I dont think shes worth it"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Mhmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its not worth it"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, thats honestly just messed up and hurtful ngl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks so much @ wholesome of the day! "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Anytime"}
{"username": "m i n t y.", "content": "no problem"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Yw! We got your back"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "I just found out my boyfriend cheating on me with my sister. I don't wanna comfort them but i wanna kill them. Please help @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "emily!?", "content": "np and DUMP THAT BF"}
{"username": "emily!?", "content": "DUMP YO SISTER"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Nani"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Slap your sister and tell her what shes doing wrong"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im so so sorry. That is so messed up. I know it might be hard, but I strongly suggest breaking up or taking a break until you can make up your mind"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "The fact that it was with ur sister"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Why would your sister go behind your back?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "The most trusted person"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I'm sorry that happened to you, your bf doesn't deserve you if he is going to treat you so terribly"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Why would your sister go behind your back?"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Saira i dont know"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Did she know it was your boyfriend?"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Did she know it was your boyfriend?"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Saira ofc she did. She was my favorite sister"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Unforgivable"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "There should be no excuse"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I think she was fake to you the whole time Im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Cheating is a big deal in relationships especially when they cheat with someone you trust. You have got to break up. Take a break from your sister too"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes for now you must be very hurt so"}
{"username": "m i n t y.", "content": "how is that nsfw \ufe0f \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Dont make big decisions"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Do break up with him"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "And take a break"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Ill try"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "When you are calm and able to think properly then deal with your sister"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "You shouldnt have to get along with people who treat you terribly and break your trust in this way, break up with him and just take some time to heal"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Ill do so"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "No one deserves to get cheated"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I think you should break up ngl. Its your choice in the end but thats so wrong. You dont deserve to be in a relationship with someone who would stoop so low"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "He showed me signs that he didnt like me anymore but i was just too naive to read them"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I hope that you feel better soon and get over this terrible incident"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "I hope so too"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Its alright what matters is now it is revealed"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Many people can be d!Ckheads in our world"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Well he didnt have to go as far as cheating on you, he could've directly let you know and in the end its his fault for treating you like this"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "He couldve told you"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "If he didnt like you"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Couldve been honest with you"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "please dont ping that role"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "please dont pint"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ping"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "AH"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Anytime, we are always here"}
{"username": "m i n t y.", "content": "no problem:"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "We dont mind \ufe0f"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "you can ping for a vent but dont ping the everyone with the thanks, just a few people"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "yh but some people don't like it when it constantly gets pinged, but its okay for now since it was probably just an accident"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! for some reason I have this vibe that that my mother likes my brother more..In the case I mean that whenever I want to do something shes like Oh no I dont have money sorry next time! but when Im at my dad she goes with my brother and Does all the things I wanted to do.. its not fair"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "try talking to her about it. she might not realize it or maybe ur brother is going thru something and she's tryna make him feel better. talk to her about it, tell her i feel like i'm treated unfairly. i hope everything goes well 3"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Talk to your mother"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Thats mean"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Let her know"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "You feel this way"}
{"username": "Belle", "content": "Communication is key here in the relationship so try talking to her alone when no one is around and telling her how you feel"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "Inactive: talk to her sweetheart i am sure it is not a conscious decision to do all of that. if you two discuss it, im sure she will see that and everything will get better as pepper said, communication is key between any relationship"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "take away her phone gently and then tell her when shes focused on you"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "Inactive: or wait for her to finish"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "no need to be aggressive"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "habhahaha"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Tell your dad whats happening maybe he can help?"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "Inactive: sit next to her at a point she seems available and try to start a conversation, if she says to wait, then wait, but make sure she knows that you are waiting"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "i dont think being aggressive about it will help"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "you dont know that, it can easily be a misunderstanding"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "i think trying the nice way first would be better"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "for some reason I have this vibe that that my mother likes my brother more..In the case I mean that whenever I want to do something shes like Oh no I dont have money sorry next time! but when Im at my dad she goes with my brother and Does all the things I wanted to do.. its not fair"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Scooterrat My mom does that too. Ask your mother some questions like who is better at this or who do you think will succeed in life if she says you everything is fine in most questions if she says your brother then you must really talk to her about it. Cuz thats not good parenting"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Dont be aggressive bruh"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Be nice if she doesnt listen"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "You know she aint yo mama"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "Inactive: as milk said, if they just pull their phone away theyll get grounded"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Shes to addicted to her phone shes so addicted that one day is started raining and we where all outside so I had to shout at her and she got mad at me for shouting at her for using the phone in the rain"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "And grounded me"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Shes to focused on my fashion"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "And to focused on how I dress than rather me"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Oh if phone isnt the problem"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "She needs to see somebody"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Shes an addict"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Their so addicted that they like watching tv and using the phone at the same time"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Facebook thats all I see"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I didnt even know"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Parents could be phone addict"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "Inactive: then talk to her"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "everyone can be addicted to anything"}
{"username": "MioChan :heart", "content": "its not good"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im tired of her she broke my tablet with my piggy bank so I had to get a new one.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yeah discord has been acting up lately"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I mean if she broke it"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "She will buy it"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "She says that 1 dollar candy is too expensive but when it comes to her she buys 300500S stuff that she doesnt even touch"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I tried telling her but she gets mad at me"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My brother is locked in his room all day"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Go to Dr.phil Scooterrat"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "He will help your mother"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ye doesnt play fortnite"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "She isnt even a understanding mother"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Thats why I said Dr.Phil"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "She gets so mad she almost threw a knife at me"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Run away"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Just because I didnt answer her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have Depression thats Crippling me into pieces from people bullying me all the time, and im sick of it. I cry everyday, and sadness always overcomes me, and i hate it. my parents say i don't have depression but i don't know, i always fake my smiles, and..its just..SICKENING. my friend, also recently told me that she liked me and i didn't like her, matter of fact i have a girlfriend but she's a friend and i didn't wanna be mean so idk what to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Actually you should politely say no"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Because I think thats the best option"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "idk how to help but if ya wanna talk my dms are always open!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Also I dont think your parents understand how your feeling"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i haven't told them about the depression"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe instead of telling your parents you can contact some type of online therapist"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i asked my mom that i wanted to get checked up abut it or go to a therapist but i want their consultation"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Also if somebody is bullying you, STAND UP FOR YOURSELF"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thats the best option in my opinion"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "sometimes i think my dad doesnt love me, he gets mad and yells and tells me he doesnt then he always after says sorry and we go back to normal but i cant keep doing this is hurts and hurts every time and i love my dad bc hes my dad but sometimes i just question, does he really love me back? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i told my other friend about her liking me who is also her best friend but she kept saying bc your a very good friend and brushed it off"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I'm sorry all this is happening to you Eclipse, its better to come clean to your friend and politely decline them and letting them know you dont feel the same way so that it doesnt cause any misunderstandings later on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i would talk to him and ask"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Sometimes i dont wanna be happy"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "WRONG CHAT"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "SORRY"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Oh no problem"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Kenzie 3 this happens with both of my parents too, and sometimes I dont think they love me. But even if he yells at you, deep down he loves you with all his heart"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "sometimes i think my dad doesnt love me, he gets mad and yells and tells me he doesnt then he always after says sorry and we go back to normal but i cant keep doing this is hurts and hurts every time and i love my dad bc hes my dad but sometimes i just question, does he really love me back? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Kenzie 3 Im thinking the same thing about my mom but i think he loves you, I know i hurts a lot but I know youre strong enough \ufe0f My dms are open if you want"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "No problem Kenzie"}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "pls don't quote the msg it pings a lot of people"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "oh okie"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Maybe he just cant express his love to you Kenzie but im sure your father loves you and Cares about you very much"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "potato, the double pings ping venting helpers all over again, thats why ty! 333"}
{"username": "beanbean", "content": "if you do quote get rid of the venting helpers ping 3"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "i got it, imma be careful \ufe0f"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sheri"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If you feel like committing suicide then you have to talk with your parents!"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Yee ty Potato"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "They need to understand what is going on"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "And if you feel like punching him in the face, then do it! verbally of course, express your anger and put your bullies in their place"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Who warned me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and everytime i think of it cry, becuase my mom just told me really sweet and wshe would be devasted if i was dead, like"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Who warned me if you warned me poner me"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ping me"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Becuase my discord was lagging"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its great that your letting out all your feelings Eclipse, but your parents understand your mire then anyone could!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "More"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "So talk to them, then come back here and tell me what happened"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Scooterrat you feeling better with the family stuff and the sickness?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "um"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "can i vent a bit?"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "idek why im asking"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Well, I've been noticing how much of perfectionist my mom is. She'll come into my room randomly and point out every little thing. If there's things on the floor, she'll start getting angry with everything that's on the floor. Even though there's something on the floor, it's not even taken up a lot of space or cluttering things up. It's so annoying too. I feel like everything has to be perfect otherwise I'm going to get yelled at."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "It's the same thing with my bathroom counter. There can't be anything on it, but she literally has stuff on her bathroom counter and that just makes me angry."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "But I know if I confront her about it, she'll start getting mad, probably call me disrespectful, and say something about me to make an excuse."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "But at the same time she wants me to be honest with her"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I honestly don't know what to do about it, but it's really starting to get on my nerves."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "Maybe just maybe I'm in the wrong though..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Shes just like my mom, but its a personality trait, she wants everything to be perfect because she thinks if somebody comes into her house they will think that shes dirty and careless"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Even though it may seem annoying, you have to respect how she behaves"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "But then you also have to speak up for yourself and say that not everything can be perfect, and that she needs to cool down"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I just don't want her to yell at me when I try to"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You have to make her realise how shes acting"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "And go farther in to comfort her"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I'll try. tysm for the advice i really appreciate it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Your welcome:"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "I"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Dont ask that, when somebody vents they are in pain.. So..you should probably wait until somebody wants or feels comfortable to vent"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Fair enough"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Me just wanna help ppl"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Mhm I understand!"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "expiredmilk my body kinda started hurting and it burns whenever I breath"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "have you asked your parents to go to the doctor"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ik u probably have but you should really go to the doctors"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "for now drink cold wate and sit upright or slightly laid back"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Help"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I inhaled foam that is soap"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Wdym?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "is this a joke"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why did you inhale it"}
{"username": "breizy.", "content": "Drink water"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yeah why"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It was a accident"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Uh put some water in your mouth, and spit it out maybe? Like gurgle? Or just drink water if you cant do that"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "i dont really understand my dear"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I swallowed.."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "u ate soap"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'd try to eat smhin seweet to get the tast eout"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "3like candy, icecream, ad that you like thats flavorful"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "oh, i see."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i dont think this is helping"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "drink water"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "but i searched it up online"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "and"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im sscared now"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "use mouth wash i suppose?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Toxicity: Hand and body soaps are minimally toxic, but may cause mild irritation to the stomach or intestines. also that just drink some water and notify ur parents"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thats"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "what i searched"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Oh noo"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im so scared"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dmed you the needed link"}
{"username": "sage", "content": "how tf did you swallow soap"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "just try not to drink soap again, okay?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes I was washing my hands and accidentally inhaled"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My stomach hurts"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "aww are you okay?"}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "WAIT YOU SWALLOWED SOAP?"}
{"username": "yourlivingroomfloor", "content": "Oh that mustve tasted awful im sorry"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "call a posion center;;"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "It is okay.."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Nothing bad has happened"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "I'm afraid of what will happen"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "That's serious"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "But Im lucky it was only a bit.."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "mwilky"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "did you talk abt going to the doctor with your parents"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ik ive said it and everyone else has but that is extremely important rn."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "with everything that happened yesterday and the soap you need to go to the doctor asap."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Not yet."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im scared to tell them"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "you need to rest as much as you can, drink lots of water, and stay calm"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "until you get to the doctor"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "just stay in one place close to the bathroom thats cozy and relaxing"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Well my stomach started hurting"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "A bit"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "and drink water and calm yourself"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "its 9:09 pm for u rn right"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "8:11"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "9:11"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "if it is try to get to bed early to get sleep as the rest of the night could be rough as you might have a hard time sleeping"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im scared becuase it can possibly happen while Im asleep"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "its ok vuni we all do silly stuff"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "And I dont want anything bad"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "dont worry mwilky it will not happen while you are asleep your body will wake up, heres what u do if u do wake up randomly with a painful stomach"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My leg has been twitching for a while"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ok heres what u do"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "you wake up randomly with a sick stomach. dont run to the bathroom, stay still, feel whats going on, think abt it, then if you think its gonna happen go to bathrrom and stay for a bit, then please please please PLEASE tell your parents you need to go to the doctor that is so important. if you dont tell them you will not get the help you need and this wont heal."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i have to go now i wish the best of luck to you, think abt my advice and make sure to get sleep and do not forget to tell your parents you need medical attention! goodnight mwilky. feel better \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My nose is clogged"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Goodnight"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "idk why im like dis:"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "anyway"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "dont worry vuni im very clumsy too!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i cant walk without tripping, making a mess, knocking over something, running into a wall, or falling"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "just dont think abt it, the more u think abt it the worse it gets!"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ok not feeling so well my head hurts and my stomach feels like I need to throw up"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "expiredmilk"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Huh, I did not have good rest last night. And those are due the two causes; one is that I had to recovery rest for recovery purposes; I struggled last night with Gastritis again, which is why I did a recovery rest; the other cause is that I wasn't able to get to my Chronic Medications; without them, I have very bad and dark flaws waiting for me to trigger; and those are the two that caused it. I have to admit, Recovery Rest is for Recovery purposes Not for stamina purposes."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hello! U called owo"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "hello my dearr"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "whats the problem my darlingg?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Its for the person above the ping"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "oh i"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wait did someone swallow soap?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Huh, I did not have good rest last night. And those are due the two causes; one is that I had to recovery rest for recovery purposes; I struggled last night with Gastritis again, which is why I did a recovery rest; the other cause is that I wasn't able to get to my Chronic Medications; without them, I have very bad and dark flaws waiting for me to trigger; and those are the two that caused it. I have to admit, Recovery Rest is for Recovery purposes Not for stamina purposes."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "MegaPlasma Were you able to at least take a nap?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry what i"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Wait did someone swallow soap?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "bb grill yeah milky"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "A very short one yes, but not enough to recover my stamina."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wait there is another yuki?!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh doki"}
{"username": ". ZuruRasp", "content": "Well medical pains are something nobody can fix except doctors. If youre having trouble with sleep you could try listening to music or having another medication thats more accessible"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Asmr eating/ satisfying videos is a possible sulotipn MegaPlasma"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "im sorry, but i cannot help yuri due to my english, im sorry. 3"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Rien please leave if your not helping."}
{"username": ". ZuruRasp", "content": "You could also try and eat a soft food"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "that was kind of."}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "im sorry, but i cannot help yuri due to my english, im sorry. 3"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "That is alright Rienna. Maybe I can teach you one day."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "You see just talking about yuri and other things"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Why do I feel like if you a venting helper you arent allowed to vent? Because thats whats stopping me from venting"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And listen to some classical music or Lofi"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "ill go then, bye loves."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im not feeling so well"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Bye Rienna c:"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I swallowed soap foam yesterday"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Why do I feel like if you a venting helper you arent allowed to vent? Because thats whats stopping me from venting"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "bb grill nothing should stop you from getting help my dms are open if you need someone to talk to! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Seems like you are not the only one that experienced it MilkyBun."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thanks Ice :"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Mhm np"}
{"username": ". ZuruRasp", "content": "Well try and eat something or drink water to wash it out"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "What kind of soap is it?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Im always here to help"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Kids soap"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Probably a tiny chunk"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Have you been drinking a lot of water"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Have you been resting well"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I feel sick in my stomach and constantly going to the restroom"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Seems like Nausea that you are having..."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Have you told your parents?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I havent told anyone"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Tell them and go to the ER"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Drink a lot of water"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Can you taste anything"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "if your hungry try eating soft foods"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Like fruit"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Just fine"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And tell your parents"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "If one of them is busy tell the other"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "mwilky im here to help \ufe0f"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "they seem to have it under control actually"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "thx"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Text your parents"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "You need them"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im at home"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Are they at work?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Not yet"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Who is going to work mom or dad?"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Nothing happened yet"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "But stepmom"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And please tell them"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "miwlky please the most important thing is telling thrm to get the help you need you cannot hold it off any longer."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I know its hard"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "But please"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "My stomach has a burning feeling though"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "We are here for you"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "mwilky you need to tell them."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Drink water"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "im sorry its gonna be hard but you have to"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Ok I will"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Please tell them"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Send them a text"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Ok good"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Uhh"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "I just want to sleep"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Mwilky did you tell them"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Ok them play some Lofi and take a nap"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Lofi is on YouTube Spotify"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Scooterrat"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Did you tell them"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Not yet"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Im going to in a bit"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "She says Im acting like I while die\u201d"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "expiredmilk holiday"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Oops sorry"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "just tell her you need to go to the docto and you threw up blood"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Hi Sayumi CENSOR"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "totally didnt do it"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Yes do what expiredmilk"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "So the BioResonance is actually correct..."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Fortunately, my recovery rest worked..."}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "I don't have much experience, But I hope you feel better and the sickness is resolved!"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Scooterrat did you go to the doctor?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "How is you tummy"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Now my mom says, You are asymptomatic, yet it is true that I do not show any symptoms, unless at night. Now I have to admit, she has a lot of experience with the Health Profession of hers, but she is not as good with Cyber as I am."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "You do not show any symptoms."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "True indeed..."}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Try some research MegaPlasma"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Hi..so yeah, Im venting here and Im very sorry I need to vent but no one has been listening to me lately..."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im so used to the feeling of death that it feels like it follows me. Everyday Im greeted with at least 24 people who want to die and recently Ive been dealing with so many deaths as well. Ive been sensing deaths around too that are soon to happen and I know its dumb..but I feel like Im the reason they feel this way. I cant go anywhere without feeling the familiar feeling of deaths despair beside me. Today I lost my best friend and I was so used to the feeling of loss I couldnt even feel anything strongly...it was like everything was numbed down."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "So yeah, I really needed to get this off my chest since no one has listened to me. Thank you for listening and sorry for the bother."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I think I might have to do the ping...Im sorry for everyone with the role "}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Im so so sorry about your best friend! The fact of dealing with trauma because of deaths if absolutely depressing, if you ever need somebody to talk too, feel free to dm me"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Its extremely sad to hear what youre experiencing... I honestly dont know a way to comfort you, but stand strong. Some people hate being strong, but understand your life is worth it. People in this server love you. Know that! And as for your best friend, keep her in heart. Look up into the sky and say goodbye. Ya need to let it out sometimes, girl. Were here for you!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you so much, both of you"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Aw Kai I'm sorry that you have been going through so much and it is indeed hard to loose people important to you. And it is really hard to get over it as well, I hope that you heal from this soon and if you need someone to talk to my dms always open"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I miss him but Ive been sensing the feeling of death around him before he passed. Im glad we spent our time together though.."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I see I guess you were somehow ready for this but nonetheless its very sad and I am sorry for your loss"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "You need help"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Ive loss some one who was important"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thats the thing thats bothering the most. I can sense it before they go. Whether its a dream or vision, or just the heavy feeling in my heart I can tell. I dont want to say this but Ive been sensing it around my grandmother lately and now Im waiting...Im sorry to bother you all again but thank you"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "We have time to spare"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ive loss some one who was important"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im sorry for your loss"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Thats what were here for"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Its not a bother at all and perhaps since you spend time around these people you developed a bond with them and can sense if something bad is going to happen to these important people"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "That makes sense yeah"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Im sorry for your loss"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Thank you it was my grandpa in 2014 on my dads side"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Aw : that must have been tough. Im so sorry again"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And you are trying to look out for them"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "I hope that you heal from this soon and take care of your self"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Aw : that must have been tough. Im so sorry again"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I still miss him"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Even though"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I bearly knew him"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "But its ok"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I have good memories"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, keeping them close to you is good"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Try to relax"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Death happens"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "All around the world"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah I know"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "And I shouldnt be feeling bad about this when others have it worse"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I got to go now but thank you"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Mhm np"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Ok take care Kai"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "If you ever need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "My dms are open"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you, all of you so much"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Talking about this rlly helped"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Tminus 3 days until College restarts. Everything is in place and prepared."}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "same"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! come help them because idk what to say"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "or 2 ppl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "p i n g"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I am so so sorry you have to go through that. Thats so unfair! : please dont listen to anything they say tho. hug"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Maybe try talking to your parents about it? Sorry if I got something wrong and I know its hard to do it but I think its best if you do"}
{"username": "Belle", "content": "It doesnt matter what those people say about you cause its most likely untrue but, you need to tell the teachers whats happening and even talk to your parents about all thats going on in the classroom. Its considered bullying and manipulation and its wrong. Have that relationship with your parents where you tell them whats bothering you at school and how you were really upset about it. Tell them you feel left out and they make you cry from the things they say. You have got to speak up and tell someone. Im really sorry youre going through this hugs"}
{"username": "evaadead", "content": "i may not be a venting helper but Shiro needs a hug rn"}
{"username": "evaadead", "content": "yui hug Shiro"}
{"username": ". ZuruRasp", "content": "yui hug Shiro"}
{"username": "Rien", "content": "yui hug Shiro"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "I'm going though the same thing! I recommend sharing your emotions. Keeping them bottled, will only make it worse \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I found a video just for that ill dm you itt"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "hi! I'm not good with helping but if you want to talk my dms are always open!"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "yui hug Eclipsa"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "I'm trying to share my emotions more, just anxiety is stopping me from doing that."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "We are all uniquely created maple! You should not judge yourself or let what others think of you inside your head! My dms are always open"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Yui hug Shiro"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "hi, maybe try to talk to someone about your thoughts! my dms are open!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Yui hug Eclipsa"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "yui hug maple"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "You're gonna be alright, ik what you're saying though, my friends are the same too but don't try and stay quiet, there are going to be people like that in the world, you just need love yourself more bc you're awesome the way you are and only you need to understand that"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "yui hug Eclipsa"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ily maple"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Thank you all so much, so have no idea how much i needed this. Been wanting to be told those words for so long. I really, really appreciate it! Ilya!"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "yui hug @ Zoe"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "yui hug Eclipsa"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "idk how to help people so have this:'"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Yui hug breezy"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Yui hug Lovely.Starlight"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Yui hug savanus"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "bots please!"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Its ok!"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "Thank you all so much, so have no idea how much i needed this. Been wanting to be told those words for so long. I really, really appreciate it! Ilya!"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "LY TOO"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "suki uwu3 i think these hugs in here are okay since theyre for comfort and a kind act"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": ";I;"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I need physical hugs"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "even tho i'm not w you"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "here"}
{"username": "Zoe", "content": "yui hug SouthGamer"}
{"username": "Minjun", "content": "this isnt really for me, but its for Jin from bts. People say hes ugly, useless and he cant even sing or dance well. Hes been through enough. When he was little, his mother always listened to people bragging about their sons and how they were so great. Jin felt that he disappointed his mum, so he joined bts to make his parents proud of him instead of just sitting around and listening to other people brag about their own sons. Just before, when I showed what he looked like, people kept saying he was ugly. I know how that feels because Ive been bullied at school, how would you feel if someone said that to you? Antis even payed google to take him off there. Its annoying and rude at this point. People dont just like bts because they like 1 or 2 members. This is extremely unfair and I think this should come to a stop. This hurts me deep down even though its not me. Nobody should be treated this way. Justiceforjin"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "suki uwu3 i think these hugs in here are okay since theyre for comfort and a kind act"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Lehman lord late reply but ok"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Yui hug @ Zoe"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Yeah I feel the same way"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Its ok."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "My belly is big so Im fat."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "But then"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "My stinky arms"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "There so annoying"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "I dont want to have them."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Everyone calls me stick."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "It hurts but you cant let it get to you."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im sorry you have to go through that"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill try but its really hard, its like Im stuck without being able to speak up about it to them"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Its ok."}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "Just do youre best!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill try, thank you"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "So Im kind of one of those people who get VERY into roleplays and I did and I found this very cute guy and we are the same age, we think the exact same, we feel the same emotions and we got along so well, in many times the roleplay caused me to cry tears of joy or sadness irl and last night we were hanging out and doing cute things in the rp and then some girl started flirting with him and we both knew without saying it that he was gonna choose me over her and we tried to give the girl a hint but she wouldnt stop with him and we didnt tell her directly to stop so i immediately left saying i had to go to sleep and i had a nervous breakdown and fell asleep in the shower for abt 20 mins then i fell asleep sick to my stomach not being comfortable at all and im still stressed and nervous we both know that he likes me not her and we both felt the same last night he told me that he didnt sleep and was stressed too so how can you guys help us get through this please? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "what we need help on is handling the girl and handling our emotions better."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im so sorry that happened : I think just straight up telling her though, ask if you can sit down and talk to her and just tell her the truth. Im sorry I cant help much but I hope it gets better"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "I tbh dont know how to deal with these stuffs because Im not like that one girl that dates a lot"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i dont want to talk to the girl whenever i even go into the game we were roleplaying in start to have a panick attack"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "expiredmilk Actually meeting someone over the Internet is very, VERY risky. But If you really think your safe and sure that he is a good guy, you have to speak to her directly since the boy also knows whats up."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "yes ik it was risky but its ok w"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay thats fine then c:"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "sorry im just a nervous wreck"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i cant talk to her and he cant either we get so nervous and start panicking"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ill be afk hold on"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "jademart", "content": "So Im kind of one of those people who get VERY into roleplays and I did and I found this very cute guy and we are the same age, we think the exact same, we feel the same emotions and we got along so well, in many times the roleplay caused me to cry tears of joy or sadness irl and last night we were hanging out and doing cute things in the rp and then some girl started flirting with him and we both knew without saying it that he was gonna choose me over her and we tried to give the girl a hint but she wouldnt stop with him and we didnt tell her directly to stop so i immediately left saying i had to go to sleep and i had a nervous breakdown and fell asleep in the shower for abt 20 mins then i fell asleep sick to my stomach not being comfortable at all and im still stressed and nervous we both know that he likes me not her and we both felt the same last night he told me that he didnt sleep and was stressed too so how can you guys help us get through this please? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "jademart", "content": "expiredmilk idk, just dont talk to that girl? if you and him ignore her then she'll probably just forget about it"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Dont ping the Vent Helpers malady"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Um please try to not ping the venting helpers tag when replying or responding to someones vent tyy"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yes please"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "uhm"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "we cnat do that we are nice people and she follows us around"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Hm but that is a good option tho"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Why double ping"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Im sorry you feel that way"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Well do you not want help from regular people"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "the staff do care about you sometimes we're just kind of busy. we all love you! mwah @.SYO"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "..."}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "We all care about you"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thank you! c:"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "My bad"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "dw about it:"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "I thought it would be okay Bc they are already in the server"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "aww im sorry"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sometimes that happens on accident, no staff would EVER ignore you on purpose"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sometimes we get busy and just miss it:/"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ill try to keep an eye out for questions and if you have any, just ping me! c:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "@.SYO hope you feel better; we're all here for you. ill try my best to answer any questions you have:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "@.SYO ofc! ill be happy to help:"}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "Please everyone if you quote a msg make sure to put the ping venting helpers out of it or don't quote bcs it pings a lot of people and not everyone likes pings i hope everyone can understand"}
{"username": "lovElyy", "content": "you are beautiful, there should be no reason you should want to change"}
{"username": "lovElyy", "content": "I am terribly sorry that you feel that way and I want to let you know that you are very special. Everyone messes up sometimes, but eventually we all get over it. I think you will too, with enough selfesteem and help!"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "thank you, i just wish i didnt mess up.."}
{"username": "lovElyy", "content": "its okay to mess up! I bet you are an amazing person."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Sorry im late! Im not the best at supporting nor advice but ill try!"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "just know, everyone makes mistakes! Its part of our human nature!"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "You're none of those awful things, no one is. We are all different in beautiful ways. We are born in different shapes and sizes, and all shapes and sizes are beautiful no matter what. If you ever want a comfy place, you can always come here, or to my dms! I'll accept you, everyone here will! You are loved by us all, and if you ever want to, just ping me and ask if we can dm, cause i may be asleep or busy so ask first! Ily!"}
{"username": "zenon", "content": "I'm so sorry you have to deal with that, nobody deserves to go through that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That sounds terrible:"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "You are beautiful just the way you are!"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "I hate it, I cant do anything or have my own privacy"}
{"username": "zenon", "content": "I'm not the best at supporting but always be yourself don't try and change for others. I'm so sorry about your sister and friends you do deserve your own privacy like any other person."}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": ":"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Im not really good at helping people"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Im also not sure if this is trauma but my sister used to beat me when we were younger so im kinda like, scared of her"}
{"username": "zenon", "content": "I'll be your new friend i'm kinda bad at replying but if it helps i'll talk about anything with you!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "But you are beautiful just the way you are, dont believe such lies they make. Its whats inside that matters"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Tysm \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Im also not sure if this is trauma but my sister used to beat me when we were younger so im kinda like, scared of her"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Mipha! are you younger or older?"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Younger"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Ah I see."}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Shes 1415 im only 13"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "Mipha!, That sounds really bad, but you should never ever go through that. I'm sorry if you feel un secure about your body, but let me tell you, your beautiful in your own way, and you should never let anyone bring you down"}
{"username": "zenon", "content": "Don't let your sister push you down keep your head up and shoot for the stars!"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Tysm @.SYO dwacuiina \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Tysm too zenon \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Hm, you have to step up your game soon! Once you have the courage, you should go have a family meeting. Express all your feelings, tell them everything on how you feel.. its hard building up courage but I believe you can do it!"}
{"username": "zenon", "content": "yw!"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "Every single body is... temporary"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "bc ur body changes"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "day after day"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "So you cant really control it"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Im also scared to come out since my sister made fun of me, I was still finding myself out as I thought I was lesbian so now im Pan but still scared"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "Mipha!, Never let anyone bring you down! always show your true colors, no matter how different you are from others:"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "You need to confront your sister soon:. Im not the best at helping tho its the only thing that can mostly help"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "We are here for emotional support the rest is up to you 3"}
{"username": "Mipha!", "content": "Ty for your help guys"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "It was my pleasure"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Dm me anytime! My dms are open. Feel free to talk to me, whether you just feel like it or you out of the blue 3"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "if you need a friend to talk to im here"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Ive checked my colleges website and it seems that it is allowed to be on campus on days with no class. So, crisis may be averted, but I dont know just yet"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Im.. Not gonna ping anyone but hi! Uh, this is the first time I ever vented here."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Lately Ive been feeling really really dull, and thanks to my mother who is very verbally abusive, Ive started to hate myself more and more I had a massive meltdown earlier."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "And in that breakdown I pretty much lost all my motivation to do the things I love playing my instruments and cosplaying. Its just really frustrating when youre not appreciated for majority of the things you do"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "All in all, I just want love and support my story is super long and its tiring to tYpE so Im leaving it there."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "@ M u y Make some friends here that will help you escape the reality sometime and feel loved here if not there. And follow your dreams. Do cosplay and play instruments have fun. Enjoy your time while you still have it. Dont let people bring you down not even your abusive mother. Stay safe, dear! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i feel quite sad"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "my mothers boyfriend is really abusive and i hate being at her place cos of it, but she cant do anything cos if she kicks him out then she loses her house"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "cos she cant pay bills"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "and my dad just broke up with his girlfriend so hes really sad and stuff and idk what to do to cheer him up"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "and ive been super busy the past week so i havent had time to sit down and relax, and now that i am able to right now a lot of things are just playing on my mind"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i think about my future and im really not sure what i want to do with my career path, and i worry because i know that people expect great things for me"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "and honestly i just miss my boyfriend, he makes me really happy and i love being with him and i wish i could have him come over to help take my mind off things"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "although i know i cant keep avoiding how i feel"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! if anyone has any advice on any of these things id love to listen"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That sounds.. terrible."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im really bad at comforting people but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Look, things dont last forever"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They all have a end"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I havent experienced any of those situations so Im sorry that I cant relate or anything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And, Im not just gonna say that I understand your feelings n stuff but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just relax."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Itll be all fine."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Things might look terrible, and it is but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Life is just hard:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I cant think of anything to solve, or fix your problems but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just know that Im here:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My advice kinda sucks, but Im really trying my best to comfort you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Even if"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "um"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "suck at that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry Im really awkward um"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry if I sound like Im not taking you seriously"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im really sorry. i think you should try to like help your mom make money by doing small things? selling adopt me pets, making servers, earn her a bit of cash and try to help. cheer your mom up because she might be in a dark zone due to her sit. rn. about ur dad, idk.. make him something to make him happy. hug him and tell both ur parents i love you more often to help them know that they're loved. take ur mind off of it because it might damage ur mental health and im sure thats the last thing ur parents want. you seem really compassionate so my best advice is to try to help ur mom make money and try to love your dad and stuff. i hope you're okay and if u ever need to vent more, my dms are open. feel better, hun. 333"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "im glad that youll listen, i know itll get better eventually and thank you for caring Emelia"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its np"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats why were here"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "daisy the money thing is a great idea actually, id love to get a job and make some money, i would just need to get a bank account first . though what is an adopt me pet?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "dont worry about ur career. ur still pretty young and just find something that you love. another tip is to find a scholarship to help w money and stuff i'd recommend trying out for like talent searches to help w ur resume for when ur older. also an adopt me pet is a game on roblox and some ppl make money from getting good pets"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yoonchigga"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "also chick fil a hires 14 yr olds but idk bc of the pandemic and stuff"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hope everything goes well for u"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "oh dang i didnt know i could make money off of roblox like that. and ye, i do pretty well in school, im going to grade 10 so i still have a bit of time to think about it. the problem is that im not in any sports and i dont really do stuff within my towns community. theres not really clubs here either so ye but ill definitely look into it"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "ah we wont have chick fil a here im in a pretty small town"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ohh ok"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "and ill be 16 soon so im not so worried about being accepted cos of age im just rlly awkward and shy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "you can make money by selling small things too like lemonade and stuff"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "true true"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i hope my advice helped!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "gl! 33"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "yess it did! tysm"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "np! my dms are always open if u ever need anything btw"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i know this sounds stupid, but im just gonna go ahead and say it. i feel wrong.. ive been trial staff for abt 1/2 and a half weeks and im doing the best i can but im still not promoted. chefy and the others were only trial for a few days and POOF a week later shes a mod. i know the admins said ill get promoted when i do something but im trying and trying and everyone else is getting promoted. i feel like im doing something wrong or not good enough to be a staff here. this probably sounds stupid but yeah, thats my feelings. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "it's alright to express your feelings and vent off about them, typically they help you feel better instead of holding them up. Also i'm sorry to hear to that you think you are a bad staff but you probably really aren't, I don't fully know what happenes in this sever becuase I'm not very active but you seem like an amazing trail staff, maybe talk with the founder or whoever does promitions about it"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Kenzie sweetie"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "U will get promoted she u don't expect it to happen"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I know that by experience"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "thank you, and ashli is my bff i guess i could talk to her abt it but shes done so much for me in the past few weeks idk if i can ask her fot more i dont want her to think im using her or something."}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "A trial staff is better than a helper!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "thank you kawaii"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Kenzie u do things that are special"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Make pll comfy"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "And make the place safe"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Yui hug Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "tyy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sobs"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Kenzie 3 i get how you feel except i've been trial for even longer lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hate my skin! And the weather is bad"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Dont listen to them! Haters be haters. Dont let anyone stop you! Its you, not them, I think being a kpop idol is lovely!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Dont let such people bring you down, do what you want to do, keep your head up!"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Its your dream, not theirs. Someday, you might become famous and prove them wrong"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Never give up"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "If you need a friend to contact, my dms are always open"}
{"username": "Minjun", "content": "thanks for the comforting."}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "I tried my best 3"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "It's your dream job! Not everyone will support it, but don't let those people get in your way. If it's really your passion, ignore what people say, it's your dream and they shouldn't be able to stop you! Not all kpop idols are toxic! You can be different! Please don't let them drag you down!"}
{"username": "jen", "content": "and when you are super successful, you can say i told you so : or just have the satisfaction that you worked hard for something that people say you cant do, and you did it"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Ok so theres a party and im kknda fat, in scared that they'll laugh at me when i get into my dressm"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Dress"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "And im stressed"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "The party begins at 19:30"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Someone help"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Aww sweetie you not need to be feel about that"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "I still dont know, everyone's kinda thick anddd i have more skin than them.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ah sweetie don't say that to yourself be confident in yourself just don't hear what people say about you just be yourself"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Ill try"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Thanks for helping!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Np sweetie!:"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "I know I'm late but don't let it get to you. I know it's easier said than done, but you're beautiful in your own way. Everyone is. You're going to a party, so try to enjoy the party for the fun of it. If someone laughs at you, don't let it bother you. Instead, act nice to them. Compliment them even! I do this a lot when others make fun of me, and it usually shocks people so much that they go silent and stop bothering me."}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Some boy looked up my skirt and im fricking traumatized now."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "slap him or tell someone :c"}
{"username": "Silvergeth", "content": "So, my family payed S650 for a farm share so that we get Vegetables every week. The past two weeks there have been no vegetables, nothing. My father went this week to the house and it looks abandoned."}
{"username": "Silvergeth", "content": "We've tried calling and messaging when this first happened, there has been no response"}
{"username": "Silvergeth", "content": "Really hoping that they didn't just run off with the money"}
{"username": "Silvergeth", "content": "There's been no updates on Facebook or the website"}
{"username": "Silvergeth", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I've recently been upset, My parents are deciding to send us back to school although there's a choice of also letting us take virtual classes, I personally would be fine with this but, they are deciding to make my 7 year old brother go to school aswell, it's not really a big deal but I feel like its going to be hard for a 7 year old to adapt to this life style and my brother is really talkative and tends to hang out with his friends which isn't any help since he'll have to keep a distance, I know it's sorta childish, but I'm really concerned for my brother if we go back."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! ."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Have you ever talked about it to your parents?"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "You're brother is only 7, it isn't a good idea for him to go back, he's really young. It probably will be hard for him to adapt, maybe use that as a reason to your parents, a child his age shouldn't go out during these times"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "They've already signed us up for school though."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "And whenever I tell my mom she just replies Don't worry about it."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Well the least thing i can think of is talk to your brother about it, tell him what he should do and shouldn't do. Hopefully he listens and stays safe, both of you stay safe"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I really hope so."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im late but yeah. Make sure he understands what to do, and what not to do"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you guys for hearing me out."}
{"username": "liv", "content": "I'm so upset. I'm in this server, and one of the staff tw committed suicide"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "I wasn't close to them, but it's still upsetting. They were super sweet, and extremely helpful. It breaks my heart seeing all of their friends on the server upset, and I'm trying my best to help, but it's just super sad:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im really sorry that happened. it is really upsetting and im so sorry that it happened. i dont know what else to say, thats just really heartbreaking:' liv"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "Thanks. It's just been a wild day. I didn't want to go to the vent channel in that specific server. There are a bunch of people who are taking the day to help out with the server, answer dms for those who need it, ect. It's just crazy."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I'm so upset. I'm in this server, and one of the staff tw committed suicide"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I wasn't close to them, but it's still upsetting. They were super sweet, and extremely helpful. It breaks my heart seeing all of their friends on the server upset, and I'm trying my best to help, but it's just super sad:"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I am so sorry for your loss and thats rlly sad that it happened : a loss is always hard"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im rlly rlly rlly sorry Im venting again...I know yall must be sick of me already but I have two vents...I am so so sorry"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Today I learnt, that, guess what, I wasnt invited to family night. Again..."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Like, am I doing something wrong? Is me existing something bad?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "My siblings always talk without me and hang out without me"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Same with my parents, the entire family just kind of leaves me out, I just feel like they want me out of the family..."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Lately Ive been getting flashbacks and thinking a lot about my bullying and friends. For some reason today I remembered the gc they made without me titled BEST FRIENDS or something and with all our friends except for me there and it bothered me. I cant shake the feeling something is wrong and my friends all hate me now too..."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thanks for listening to my vents and again, I am so so sorry to be a waste of your time."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Oh I forgot to do the ping...sry for the ping "}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "owohug @'kaitokid"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "@'kaitokid nonono! ur not wasting our time, dw about it hun 33"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "1. dont worry about family night. talk to ur parents about it. maybe they think you dont like the game or osomething? definitely talk to them about it"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "2. im really sorry they made that gc, its pretty mean of them. you should also talk it out with them."}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Ignore dem haters :c"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "y!hug @'kaitokid"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "y!hug @'kaitokid"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "alr no more hugs or else its in bots lmao"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "You wonderful human being,"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "You're not doing anything wrong!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "They are just to blind to see you as you are."}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Your friends are not friends if they don't consider you a friend, They just mihgt be blind to see you as you are too!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "My Dms are always open, if you need a friend, you can add m if you wish!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ty for the hugs and Ill try talking to them but I dont think they think I dont like the game...they know I really like the game and with my friends I think they will dismiss it. Idk if they still talk in that gc tho"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Be positive hun! I'm going though what your going though right now too!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Tbh I dont know why they dont invite me to hang outs and stuff anymore, it just happened ig"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": " Be positive hun! I'm going though what your going though right now too!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you and Im sorry you have to go through that as well hug"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I think for now the best option is just to kind of drop hints with my fam that I want to be invited. With my friends, tbh, none of them talk to me anymore but they seem to talk to each other a lot without me. Ill try starting convos more maybe? Thx for all the advice and hugs and listening"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Alright!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "Yw cutie \ufe0f"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "do you ever feel unwanted in a way?"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i do"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "to be honest"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i cant talk to someone without them just suddenly not responding and just"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "ignore me"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "for"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "idk how long"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i also remember the bad times with them"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i know its in the past but"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "one time they got rlly mad at me and started to insult me and cuss at me"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "they said they didnt mean it but what if they did"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i really dont know at this point"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "what if theyre just trying to be nice to me so they dont have to listen to me whine and cry all of the time?"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i also just now made them upset"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i tried to talk to them but they wouldnt respond and that kinda annoyed me so i just said nvm and right when i said that they said something but i was too annoyed to rlly talk to them so i just said k and pushed them away"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "now theyre upset and i feel bad about it"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i feel really selfish and i also feel like a crybaby for being so sensitive all of the time"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "im most likely in the wrong here"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "theres worse so why am i even upset over this?"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i remember being upset before and someone called me selfish cause i shouldnt be upset when i have most stuff others dont and that theres worse"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "sorry for the ping but @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "im hoping i used the ping right"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "if not please let me know"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "NEVER and I mean NEVER apologize for showing your emotions"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "And first thank you for speaking out and contacting us your very strong for doing that"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "I agree tell people how u feel be yourself and thoose who bring you down aren't worth your time."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Your emotional cause your human"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "And sometimes it's ok to cry or not feel know how to feel"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Holding back crying is bad cause it's really good for you"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "you have all rights to be sad,mad,annoyed or anything. you are 100 entitled to your emotions because you are a human being not some emotionless object."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "As we people should showing emotions is what makes us...us"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "I do sometimes. It's good to express your emotions! Never EVER say sorry for how yoou are feeling."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "And saying hey I need help is fine cause as a normal person should we care for our brothers and sisters we do need help everynow and then"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "should i talk to them about it or no"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Only if your comfortable"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "But yes absolutely"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "But if they come back at you with insults or try to guilt you don't talk them"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "No one needs negative vibes"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "The less negative people you talk to the less negative emotions you'll have"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "help im so scared"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "my gf is about to commit suicide"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "she says she wont stop"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i need help i dont know what to say or do"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i keep on repeating stop and dont do it but she wont stop"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "What is she doing?"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "shes getting pills"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "At this moment?"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "shes gonna overdose"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i keep on telling her stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay you need to stay calm"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "why does she want to?"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "have you asked her?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tell her her worth"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "she says she wants to cause she wants to stop hurting everyone around her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tell her people care for her"}
{"username": "v a la r i a", "content": "Tell her her worth"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Atm stop wont help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Shes scared anxious"}
{"username": "Kaiman", "content": "Call the emergency number for your area, if you call ahead even if you can't stop her they will be there in time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "she needs you right now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And yes like Dio said"}
{"username": "Kaiman", "content": "Keep trying to help her though"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Talk through to her."}
{"username": "Kaiman", "content": "Because the best case would be that you stop her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She needs to know that this isnt the right option"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Theres hope"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Theres a chance"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "Stay with her and talk through to her like Siddie said, and make sure youre breathing alright. Ive been in your situation before and its really scary so I understand."}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "im back"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "she still wont stop"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "AGH lunar tell her you love and appreciate her and make sure she knows this is the wrong decisoin"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Call her"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "right now"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "call someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Call 911"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "call 911 please"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "call a suicide hotline prevention"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Any"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just stop her"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Call 911, suicide hotline, and wait until they get there."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "just call someone and tell her that shes beautiful and kind and loving and tell her she shouldnt do it, too many people love her"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "daisy they cant come to her house tho and stop her just call 911"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This is no joke and calling 911 is the best notice"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "alr u two are right, call 911"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "please call the police now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Kenzie it doesnt matter if they call the hotline they can have someone to listen tell them words of encouragement"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But for the other person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They call 911"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is urgent"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "lunar sorry for the ping but please update us im really concerned and i know ur busy but:c"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "update"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "she stopped"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "sorry for taking so long"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "she is"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "still alive"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "we are talking"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "That is good, but now, I must vent."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Make sure she is alright and keep her company."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay yes good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lunar tell her if youre not there to always call her local suicide hotline"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " That is good, but now, I must vent."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Aperia and go ahead"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What are you feeling at the moment"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Traumatized."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Upset."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Angry."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What has helped you in the past for those feelings to stop"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Honestly, nothing. I would sleep it off, but I can't sleep. It's almost 3 PM, and I've already taken my naps."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Lets do a check up list to make yourself breathing and calm down"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "How is your breathing Aperia"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "make sure to take deep breathes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And dont let that person get to you"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they said mean and hurtful things that hurt you but dont listen to them who are they to tell you who you are as a person.You are much stronger than you think. Theyre just trying to feel something. You are so wonderful for being here. You are you and who you are is amazing and special dont let anyone tell you otherwise. Its also okay to be sensitive it means you feel emotions stronger youre heart is special to you and to many people. Feel better soon we all care luv"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "uhm i was in school and my legs were fine, but in the morning my mum shook"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "my foot up and down and made my toe even more sore"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "then at school i was a bit ok then my legs started hurting alot"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I dont know how to stop the pain but"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "my toe and legs are hurting so bad rn and idk how to stop it at all"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "i feel alot of pain and in gym i almost cried cause of all the pain"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I was in, please help"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Lovely.Starlight", "content": "We can't really help though the internet! I suggest going to a doctor."}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "Lovely.Starlight aight"}
{"username": "JamieGames", "content": "I've Been Muted In Fruit Salad I will Never Forget To Break The Rules Ever The Again"}
{"username": "JamieGames", "content": "I Always Read The Rules This Is My Favorite Server So Why I Got Muted"}
{"username": "JamieGames", "content": "I will Never Push The Wall One More Bad Thing I Will Get Banned"}
{"username": "JamieGames", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Maybe you broke a rule without realizing?"}
{"username": "Arikawa!", "content": "Thats good that you understand "}
{"username": "Arikawa!", "content": "I also got banned from a server for a dumb reason"}
{"username": "Arikawa!", "content": "If anyone needs to talk to someone my dms are always open!"}
{"username": "han", "content": "man this is kind of shallow but we had a reading exercise today and i had a hard time comprehending and completing it compared to highschool reading tasks. it feels like the skill level took a large turn. i feel like I won't be able to graduate college at this rate lmfao"}
{"username": "han", "content": "any academic peeps have advice on improving reading comprehension?"}
{"username": "han", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Practice makes perfect ig I never went to college but basically take your time study at home sound out the words break them down use a dictionary if u need it"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "If you have trouble pronouncing words, maybe find the online version and play the audio, then try to repeat the word"}
{"username": "han", "content": "okie ty guys!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "han i know this is a bit late but you should probably read more books and take a lexile test to see what your lexile is, then read some books above ur lexile score so you can start learning more words. make sure you write every word you dont know down or something so it helps improve your memory and vocabular"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "y"}
{"username": "han", "content": "thank you I'll do that!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " I'm being isolated since I'm symptomatic, I'm honestly fine with self isolation but I'm slowly starting to lose contact with sanity, I've just took a test for COVID today and now am waiting for the results, I'm pretty sure I'll be tested negative but who knows?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Could someone tell me how to keep sane when isolated in a pretty cramped room?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "hmm i understand what you feel like, you should really focus on stuff you like to do like drawing or something. also read a lot of books and facetme and talk with your friends. we all understand you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Try to find ways to distract yourself. Try finding new hobbies and such to keep you busy"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Try to do other inside things you like to keep your mind off of negative thoughts"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm just not doing a good job at keeping my mental stability during this time @@"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It's not really negative thoughts"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It's just me going insane"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "@...692408666330103968"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": " I'm being isolated since I'm symptomatic, I'm honestly fine with self isolation but I'm slowly starting to lose contact with sanity, I've just took a test for COVID today and now am waiting for the results, I'm pretty sure I'll be tested negative but who knows?"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Could someone tell me how to keep sane when isolated in a pretty cramped room?"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "istu its alright. You can do this, even if you get positive to the Covid19 test, its not gonna be bad! Make sure youre trying to be healthy by eating lots of nutrients. For me, staying in my house isnt a problem. Im not an outdoor person so Im fine with staying home, sometimes I wanna go outside but sadly I cant. Have positive thoughts and try not to panic a lot."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "istu its alright. You can do this, even if you get positive to the Covid19 test, its not gonna be bad! Make sure youre trying to be healthy by eating lots of nutrients. For me, staying in my house isnt a problem. Im not an outdoor person so Im fine with staying home, sometimes I wanna go outside but sadly I cant. Have positive thoughts and try not to panic a lot."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "MimiKit thank you, but it's not really negative thoughts that keep me up it's just me wanting to get fresh air, I myself am not even an ambivert but staying in a room alone for countless hours with no company but the people on the other side of the screen sorta makes me go a little insane Y'know?"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Its okay to go outside for a walk, just beg your parents"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm not walking out this room no matter how much sanity I lose"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Trust me, the word insane\u201d describes me the best. I could ligit go kill someone rn"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "I ligit am psycho inside"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Just trapped"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "In a body"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "O h"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I reallly wish I wasnt so unstable right now, my emotions are all over the place, I cry at the lightest insult from my parents, and Im so anxious. I have a driving test again on Thursday and theyre making me stay here at their place till then, I cant wait to go home. I miss my girlfriend and I miss my cat, they both bring me lots of comfort."}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I wanna go home so badly"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I just wanna take my car and go home to them"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I hate it here"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "God"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I understand why they wanna keep me here until then but I dont wanna stay"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "Idk how to cope right now, give me ideas..? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its ok to cry everyone does it"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "People have lots of problems"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i mean, thats really hard being away from home but i promise you can get through it. i like listening to soothing music and hugging soft plushies and stuff"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "or drawing"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And thats what where here for"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "or maybe even just get some rest and drink some water"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Yes try what Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Said"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "try to find something to help you feel better any special hobbies?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its super hard"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "I only have my switch here, I wish I brought my sketchbook.."}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "i understand what you mean but i usually try to do things that make me calm down."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Especially"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "When you have other things coming at you"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Just try to relax"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Its very hard"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "Okay.."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "And I feel your pain"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "yes yes do that"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That I have"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I hate them"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "on break, will come back later I'm so sorry your going through something right now and yes it will get better venting does help my DMS are always open as well if you need a someone \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "I'm typing this with tears, this hurts me so much though it's not a huge thing."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "So i have a group of close friends, and we have a group server and our own channels in it, i always talk in my channel for comfort but in the end i always get hurt. Cause no one says anything even though theyre online and active. It makes me feel like im annoying them, and i just cry over it which i think is stupid. Being ignored is one of my fears and really triggers an anxiety attack. My mind takes it in multiple negative ways. I want to talk less, but again, talking there is really my only way i cope with stress. It's been happening for a long time now, i cry each day cause of this. I'm too scared to tell them how i feel, cause i think they'll be mad or just ignore me again."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Not sure if i should ping for this so im not gonna."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope you feel better! I felt this before, I got ignored by my friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And It really hurts me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I overcome my fears and start a new life"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Eclipsa I hope chu get better! I'm sure there are friends irl to help chu overcome this! I would feel hurt too if i were u, but chu can always tell them how much u hate being treated this way, or leave the server, if u feel this way."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "I had many times I got ignored just like u did, so I know how u feel."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Thank you so much! I'm trying to gather up the courage to tell them, just may take some time."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "I'm sorry it happened to you alot, being ignored may seem like a small thing but it does so much damage. Hope you feel better"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Being ignored is something that seems so miniscule, so small.. yet people don't realize just how badly it can affect people. You're already showing strength by working up enough courage to tell them how you feel, so take your time and do it at your own pace. Very few things can compete with being noticed by someone, it's a fantastic feeling when someone acknowledges your presence. Stay strong Eclipsa"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "thank you! And you're right, such a simple thing, easy to do, can hurt someone so badly"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Can someone help me please? Im litterally crying about a ban in a server."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "What's up?"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Why would you cry over a ban?"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Their loss if they banned you."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Why did they ban you?"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "If you mind me asking."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "But it was from violating dms and I told the person I was from another server and I told them I didnt see their dm status in the server they banned me in so they banned me in the server"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Sorry if its confusing"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "That's kind of messed up."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Did you say it was an accident?"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "No need to cry"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "They banned you because of the DM status..?"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Its just a ban"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Do not repeat your mistake again"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "And move on like a big person"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Violating dm status\u201d"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I didnt even get to talk much in the server I was banned in"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Was it an accident?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "You didn't read their status, correct?"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Yeah cuz I didnt know their DMs were closed"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Mm."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Well, it's nothing to cry over. Honestly, it was only a simple mistake. You should just remember to read those things in the future."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I just never got to see the community of that server"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "To me, does not seem like a good community."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Its Mimi feed I was banned in."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I wouldn't recommend any communities like that one."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Try and find a community less strict.."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "mimi feed?"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "umm"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I was banned from there"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "You in it? cait"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "Im not in it but ik what it is"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "and ik the owner"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Ooo."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Wait who is the owner"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3 Anywho, if you have a mental illness like that, dont worry. If you need someone to talk to on a daily basis just feel free to slide into my DMs."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I think Im going to find a server to fill that spot"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Mm, alright."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Any recommendations?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "rejected"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Eh, I have none."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "cait who is the owner"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I didnt even know the persons DMs were closed"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I was warned then banned"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Those red lights its together but autocorrect dkdkekdkdjjd"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I didnt even know that their DMs were closed"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "It doesnt"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Um I see none of that"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "It said something else when I dmed then"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Like Im the turkey"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Cuz their friend had whos the turkey"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Well I didnt read the roles and actually I came to their DMs from another server that doesnt have dm stays"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Mm."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "status"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I would ask an admin or moderator to ask the owner."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Also make sure you tell them that they made me cry"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "@.SYO"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "that the owner"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "I litterally told them that I had a mental illness that makes it harder for me to stop talking"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Well I didnt notice that when I dmed them"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "@.SYO"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Im going to read discord tos now"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "And see if they have anything with mental illness"}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Welp I guess its their loss to have an amazing person in their server. right @.SYO ?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3 That is right, to me at least."}
{"username": "Galaxy the wholesome bear 3", "content": "Im going to find a great server to fill that spot"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Alright, you have fun."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "anyway i have some hw i gtg do rn so thanks, goodnight cu all tmrw or later"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "I honestly think you should drop your friend"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i did!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "shes mad at me"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "and is now trying to get my best friends to turn on me"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "she said"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "oml"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "that's fake friend"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's a toxic friend"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "agreed"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "dont waste your time with her"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "u can tell ur best friends wut shes been doigng"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "ignore her"}
{"username": "beanbean", "content": "she doesnt deserve you"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "period"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "lmfao hes not a heart breaker? you barely know him. dont be shy, unblock me. but i dont want to"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i've known him longer than her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "As for your parents you need to just ignore most of what they say because parents will always have very big expectationa of their kids they don't mean any harm to you they just want to motivate you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "twilight what you say is so true"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you want you can sit with them and talk to them about it"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thats what they tell me"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i try"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "my mom never listens"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "makes up some weird excuse"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "twists words"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then ignore what she says."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "but parents end up taking it the wrong way all the time..."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ill try"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "they dont understand us"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well instead of arguing with them just listen and say okay and just don't listen to what they say"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "also my mental health is going down but i cant seem to take a break from discord because its addicting"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "okay thanks twilight"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Believe me it will save you a lot of time and drama"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thank you all of you"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "yw even tho i wasnt able to help much"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "As for your friend tell her to stop being so toxic and tell your best friends about her."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Now go do your hw."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Tea."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "tysmmm"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I came too late."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im okay now"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "thanks guys"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "love you"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "ywww"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I'm sorry I couldn't help."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "nono its okay!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im gonna go finish hw and then go to bed"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i have classes tomorrow"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "a language class"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Hope it goes well and good luck."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "gl with ur classes:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "anyway thanks love you all goodnight!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Alright then go do your hw!"}
{"username": "Korechii", "content": "I also came late im sorry i couldnt help;;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's okay you'll make it later"}
{"username": "Korechii", "content": "Dont stress yourself over your homework as well! Stressing before sleep is bad especially in my experience. Goodluck with classes and may you have a good night's sleep"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Alright. After others venting and telling us horrible events that has caused anxiety or sadness, possibly depression, I gotta confess."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I've always been that person people could speak to. But right now, I'm honestly not feeling any sympathy or sadness for anyone. I feel very empty inside, almost like I don't care. Do not take this statement as an insult, I deeply care about your situations. Anywho, I would normally feel terrible for those kinds of situations, honestly I'd take them more seriously than i would with my own."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Today, I've been feeling very lonely. But, I haven't felt sadness, anger or annoyance. I'd usually feel angry and sad, but today I just feel different. It hasn't been a normal day ever since an incident that happened in another server, not the incident I've mentioned before. I wont lie, I feel very disgusted with myself."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I'm not one to ask for help or advice from people during such situations, but I honestly have a migraine from thinking about my feelings way too much these past 3 or 2 days."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "im not very good with the whole loosing emotions topic as ive never heard of it except in cringy gacha movies nor dealt with it but maybe try to think of something that could trigger some emotion or watch something funny maybe itll make you happy or laugh. but try to do something that would make you feel good Aperia"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Just seeing you say those cringey gacha movies made me laugh."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "GREAT"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "atleast you felt something"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "If you feel empty, I tend to talk to someone I trust and love"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I don't have someone I trust."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "You don't?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Nope."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Trust has been a thing I kept for myself."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "No one else."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Ok!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Trust has been a thing I kept for myself."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Aperia ah, i can definitely relate to that. its so hard to trust people because so many peope will stab you in the back just like that. its very hard to find trustworthy people."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah!"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "All honesty, I've never trusted someone with anything."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "That's why I use vent channels to spill my emotions out and ask for advice on rare occasions."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "oh 00"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "omggg"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "im gonna go try to save my shirt"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "afk trying to save my shirt death is coming upon it"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Oml"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "So uh"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "How do you make people not ignore you?"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "im back"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "wait no im not"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "afk searching up on youtube how to get chili out of a white shirt"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "okayyyluis"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "What do you mean?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm late"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "A lot of people are ignoring me"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Spam."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Kidding, give them time."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "but its been 1 week"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Mm."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "And all the people I know is wellnot busy"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Well, try and start up a small conversation..like how have you been? How's your day going? And all that jazz."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah!"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Idk if that will work though"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Siddie, not everyone deserves attention."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Kindness and respect can run out from time to time."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't let anyone take all your attention and kindness."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If someone is having a problem, Help them but if this person wants you to be by thier side 24/7 then you have to tell them that you have a life of your own and you don't have all day for them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's what I do when I feel someone is leeching off of me"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I do take time for myself. I don't always respond to people's situations, but to whoever I do help, recently it hasn't felt like I actually cared about what they're going through."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes I know this feeling"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't have to feel terrible about yourself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Take a break and make it clear that you are not an angel, you are a human and you have your own problems too"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": ", that simple mistake in your writing made me laugh."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Angle."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Heh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyway just don't help people 24/7"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Take breaks"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I'll try my best."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And don't feel like a terrible person, you're great."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Oh, how beautiful."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Let's have some tea and talk in chat shall we?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Tea."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Well okay, i don't usually vent here that much, but I'm starting feel like I'm starting become more stress, and I guess building up self hatered, since I have a very low esteem due to many things, I apparently feel jealous of my friend, since she's very pretty along with way more better than me, I just feel like I'm garbage compare to her, I usually just compare myself to people because It just always been a habit, It's hard to really stay happy, when everyday I always call myself ugly, or just not attractive whenever it comes to my friend, I also just compare sayumi to other servers, and just develop this sadness, where I just feel like my server isn't that good enough."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Okay, first off, you are beautiful no matter what. Do not let yourself down like that. Two, try and give yourself a relaxing mechanism to relieve stress, like taking long walks or listening to music. Three, your server here is the most kawaii, beautiful, well organized server."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hum"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Your server is amazing! You shouldn't let other servers and people let you down like that. So many people love your server, and thats how you can tell you did a wonderful job! Even if those things let you down, it doesn't change the fact that you are an amazing, sweet person."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I suggest not putting yourself down and telling yourself how good you are and how well made your server is."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Ashi its hard to feel good when you compare yourself to others but just know that you are amazing just the way you are, You are beautiful both inside and out. Sayu is also one of the best servers out there and it has come so far, this is an amazing server and your are the most amazing server owner, so please dont think that. all of the members are here for you and we love you"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I'm not really beautiful, in honesty, I don't really like my skin color, since every school I went too was filled with white people, and I been bullied for how I look, along with race."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Don't let those people get to you."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Bullying Impacted my, and made me insecured, to a point where I can't walk into a classroom without feeling like the black sheep in the crowd."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "They are slackers and wont get anywhere in the future."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Those people dont care. what matters about people the most is people's personalalities."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "The sad, thing is, I don't understand why I compare sayumi to other servers, I just feel like everything I do is nothing but a disaster."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "As much care, and word I put into a server, it's never enough."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Your skin doesnt matter Ashi, they couldnt recognize how amazing you really are as a person and that is their loss, You are absolutely beautiful and don't let anyone tell you otherwise"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It's always someone who hates it, it's always someone who thinks it copied."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Everything I do Is just a disaster, even I am one when it comes to reality."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "If I can't fit in anywhere where do I even fit in? Inside of the garbage can."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Those people want you to make you feel bad, but they dont understand the hard work you put in."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I'm sick of how much people put me down for so much things, I've tried my best to work my hardest for, I'm tired of people picking on me just because Im the black sheep in the crowd."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It makes me just want to give up even exisiting on this world, because all I ever ask for it to actually feel like I'm welcomed, not a outcast"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "But my skin color, just never fits people taste at all."}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "You look the way you do because your beautiful and unique. You don't need to be a specific race or anything."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "People spread bad things about you, but the birght side of you overpowers those bad things. They try to make you look bad, but you are sweet and amazing. They just dont know you"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Well thats because its their job to find flaws in things they can't achieve. Sayu is an amazing server built with so much love and hardwork. They just cannot accept that and would rather pick on you about other things so please don't let their comments get to you, so please stay strong Ashi, you can do this!"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Dont compare yourself to people higher than you. you will be special to everybody, especially to the pepople in this server. You are unqiue."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "If you let their mean comments hurt you then you are letting them win and they'll take advantage of that to make you feel terrible about yourself, in this situation you should try your best to stay strong and positive though it can be hard but we are here for you and we will always support you and Sayu. You are unique, amazing and absolutely beautiful so never compare yourself to others because you are one in a million and no one else can compare with you or be like you."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "mo god are we using big paragraphs"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I'm sorry Lmao I'm just getting really worked up."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Same here"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "it shows that you care"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "owo"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "WE LOVE YOU ASHI, PLEASE STAY STRONG"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "MHM, DONT LET THOSE BAD THINGS GET TO U!"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "I love her most."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Aw"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "thank you guys honestly"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "reading that made me tear up"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "in happy tears of course"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Don't cry"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Since all I really needed is just a boost, since I been letting negativity get to me lately"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Yes dont let those haters affect you instead take their mean comments as compliments as the only reason people are mean is because they arent as good as you."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Ashi is best girl"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "Halo welcome to meh vent"}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "I was kinda becoming attached to dis server, and I was rlly enjoying it! I was helper, and I recently noticed I became trial mod! I was super ecstatic! I was just messaging in main chat, when I left to go attend to my own server, I had a question so I went to ask in main chat, and I noticed my nick was changed and I no longer had helper, or trial mod: I am super confused, cause I dont know what I did wrong, and I was never warned or even informed about this "}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "If I did something wrong I am truly truly sorry: I still love sayumi "}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "Thank you for listening to my vent"}
{"username": "han", "content": "maybe it's best to privately message the admins about this matter."}
{"username": "MooVA", "content": "Okay, I will"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "Someone in my server made me feel really bad about my body, they said I would never look as good as the girl in my pfp and Im already self conscious about my body so that comment made me feel even worse about my body."}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Just ignore them. I mean, yes, your pfp is beautiful, but I think your inner beauty is so much more important than how you look! I mean, I'm sure you are a real cutie and this person who said that to you... maybe they look really bad too? As long as you feel healthy in your body it is not important how your body looks like. And if other people tell you that you will never look pretty... then they have a really really bad heart. And maybe just ban or kick this person from your server!"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "Inner beauty matters MUCH MUCH MUCHHH more than just being attractive. I love you the way you are, and you should never be sad about your body. theres no perfect body, and everyone is beautiful in their own way 3"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "Smile, your an iconic queen"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "I know I don't talk in here like at all but I needed to get this off my chest: I have a crush and we both like each other, but we can't date. I don't know why it bothers me so much but it does. I just wish we could be together... My vent isn't very long, I just needed to get it off my chest."}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "why not?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "is it cuz of ur parents or his?"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "It's because of our parents."}
{"username": "0o", "content": "Oh my.."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "well then do it secretly lmo"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i haave a bf my parents dont know about lmao"}
{"username": "0o", "content": "Sometimes dating in secret can get you in trouble:"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "if they find out"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "as long as i have good grades and stuff they let me cuz they just think boys are a distraction"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "my sister's like 20 and she's never kissed anyone or had a bf"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Thank you, I appreciate it."}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "i mean im tempted to date my crush in secret XD"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "oooppp"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Sayumi Censor here"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Well lets see"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "as long as my grades arent lower then 86"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Im most likely to get forced marriage but Ill run away faster. If you like each other, go for it. Be yourself, if your parents dont support you then they dont have to."}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "If I get a B my dad will smack me"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "yeah ruh if you aren't happy, and i wanna date him but he's also taken w"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "and im very sorry to hear, my mums scream at me if i have a B"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "If I get a B my dad will smack me"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "MimiKit If I get a B my parents will get mad at me"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "What"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "Only mad tho"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "My parents are strict"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "You dont know my main"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "My parents bully me everyday"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "i have to deal with 2 mums"}
{"username": "The heck is that above me", "content": "why the heck did it delete that, i use spoilers to not trigger people w"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Kenzie 3 have you tried talking to someone outside of discord like an adult tell them how your feeling? Sounds kinda like depression"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "depression?"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": ".."}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "no i havent.."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "afk crying"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah depression happens from time to time it's not that scary don't worry it's okay to be sad without a reason just ask an adult or tell your parents that you're not feeling too well."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also talk to your friend and tell her what you feel."}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Sometimes things just build up inside and it's not good at all to keep it in talk to an adult you trust take small baby steps talk to your friend as well let her know how you feel"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Honestly this emotion always happens to me. I feel like everyone and everything I love just doesnt feel the same way about me. I just want to die. Suffocate and die. Gasping for air because I deserve it. I always try to look happy. For the most part, I was. Until today. I have made so many mistakes and I feel like I should just disappear and leave this earth entirely. I am just a mistake. I am saying that with my complete and utter beliefs. I just want everyone to know how much I love them but I just cant seem to do that. I said a really hurtful thing to my mum today because its how I feel about myself. I dont want me. I dont think anyone wants me and if they did I dont deserve it. As Im typing this I am holding a very sharp piece of equipment to my hand. Thank you for reading this. I just needed to say this. Thank you"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "being sad for no reason is valid, i happens to me a lot, but if its a constant feeling you might have depression and its okay to talk to a therapist or something"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "i suck as a venting helper"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "maisie wait wait wait stop what you're doing drop the sharp object and listen."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You might feel like you've done a lot of mistakes but believe me everyone does mistakes and no matter how bad they are they are from the past."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look to the future!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also just go to your mom and tell her sorry and tell her what you feel."}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "You might feel like you've done a lot of mistakes but believe me everyone does mistakes and no matter how bad they are they are from the past."}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Look to the future!"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Also just go to your mom and tell her sorry and tell her what you feel."}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Akiro Thank you. I'm doing that rn"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "ty ur a good venting helper"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "maisie also life has ups and downs so please have patience and don't. Give. Up."}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "maisie also life has ups and downs so please have patience and don't. Give. Up."}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Akiro Tysm. I was in a really dark place earlier and I just couldn't rely on myself not hurting you knwo"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Sometimes things just build up inside and it's not good at all to keep it in talk to an adult you trust take small baby steps talk to your friend as well let her know how you feel"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "MamaMiya ah, talk to my friend? @ Ashi On Break hey ashi. we need to talk. thats the ashi i was talking abt who else?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well look just know that you deserve everything good that happened to you"}
{"username": "mimi!", "content": "i just feel empty inside all the time, i hate being alone and forced to think my own thoughts. during quarantine ive been unable to talk to people and my friends and ive just been thinking about how much of a terrible mistake i truly am. i want to say im lonely but im not, i want to say im sad but people will ask me why but i have no reason. i always tell people that no one is perfect and that they dont need to be the best. i can never believe my own words, i cant convice myself that i am worthy of attention because im not. i hate my looks, i hate my personality, i loathe every part of myself and it would be better to just give up. but im scared, im scared because its bad to self diagnose, its bad to not love yourself, its narrccistic to love yourself how to spell. but i only ever tell myself the negative things. i cant focus on the positive, theres almost none left. sorry if this vent made no sense but i just need to get my feelings out e."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kaylie don't listen to your family also please eat a lot and look whatever you look like you're always beautiful from the inside. also no, You're not a mistake."}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "Kenzie 3 tbh i feel exactly how you're feeling right now. selfconscious and usually get embarrassed. i always try and avoid conversations as i always think i'd/i'll mess something up. i usually just listen to sad songs on spotify. im scared of getting humiliated and horribly judged. i've never really spoke about how i feel to anybody and its just really hurting me atm. i recommend speaking to somebody you trust about what you're going through. times like this can be hard but i reckon you'll pass. try do stuff you really enjoy doing cause that can usually help."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Kenzie 3 tbh i feel exactly how you're feeling right now. selfconscious and usually get embarrassed. i always try and avoid conversations as i always think i'd/i'll mess something up. i usually just listen to sad songs on spotify. im scared of getting humiliated and horribly judged. i've never really spoke about how i feel to anybody and its just really hurting me atm. i recommend speaking to somebody you trust about what you're going through. times like this can be hard but i reckon you'll pass. try do stuff you really enjoy doing cause that can usually help."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "liv noob mouse cheese ew thanks. but its scary as if you went through this you would know. you cant just go up to someone and say that that easily. my mom is in her room asleep and i just went in there but i couldnt get out the words to say anything and she was asleep and my dad would just never understand so scratch that. wel ill try in the morning im going to bed now thanks for all ur guys help wishh me luck xx"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "mimi! you don't have to be completely alone to feel lonely and you don't need a reason to feel sad this is how humans work they always have good days and bad days also like I said to the other person you're always beautiful on the inside and please have patience because life is like a rollercoaster it goes up and down."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And the virus thing will end eventually just keep talking to your friends on the phone and playing games with them and DON'T. GIVE. UP."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also there's a reason why you get attention, it's because you're an interesting person."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kaylie nothing will ever satisfy the eyes of the human"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just know that people sometimes make fun of you because they're jealous."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So don't listen to them."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sometimes people tease those who are better than them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Looking for every single imperfections to make them feel bad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't listen to them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They will never be satisfied."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Remember to always have patience."}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "mm"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I hate it"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I want her back"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "Its been almost a year now"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "11 months"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "september 18th, 2019"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "thats when she went missing"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I just want her back, thats all I ask for"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I vented about this in another server but all I got was a ;;"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "please"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I just want her back"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Who?"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "my cat"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "shes been missing for 11 months"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well I hope your cat is in a better place"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "11 months is too much"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "or with another owner"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I really hope shes in a different house"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "getting loved and treated well"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But I hope she's okay"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "same for me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't think about it too much"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "Ive been trying to but it always comes back into my mind"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That means you're a good person and care about your loved ones"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's normal"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "I vented about this in a server and all I got was a ;;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well they probably didn't care"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "and everybody else ignored it"}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "i know how its to lose a cat. i've lost 3 in my entire life. 2 sadly passed of old age and one other went missing. it didn't come back for 4 days and then never came back. i really miss it though. don't lose hope in finding your cat. she is probably looking for you 2. misses you, wants you etc."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "mm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I hate it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I want her back"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Its been almost a year now"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "11 months"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "september 18th, 2019"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "thats when she went missing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I just want her back, thats all I ask for"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I vented about this in another server but all I got was a ;;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I just want her back"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "teakettle.exe \ufe0f this makes it sound like a troll"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just straight up say that you lost your cat"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "wait wdym"}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "its a really horrible feeling when you lose someone you really loved. doesn't matter if its an human or animal."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I mean they won't care enough if you typed it this way"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't speak in riddles"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Speak what's in your heart"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "you right"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'd suggest avoiding cat pics at all cost"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "its aight since I got like 3 cats back in november of 2019"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "but I still miss her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hm well be on the look out for any cat that may pass you by"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe someone took her"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "probs"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "or maybe she"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "yknow"}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "yeah when i lost the 3rd cat me and my family looked around every cat shelter and sadly never found her"}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "yeah it did"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I once lost 2 baby cats because my grandmother didn't like them so she threw them in THE STREET"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's why I never talk to her"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "bRUH"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyway just don't think about your cat too much"}
{"username": "liv noob mouse cheese ew", "content": "spend time with your grandmother/ grandfather while they're here thats all im saying"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "o dreamys typing"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "nnvm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "liv noob mouse cheese ew they're not here they love in America"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So I can't really talk to them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "teakettle.exe", "content": "imagine throwing cats into the streets just because you dont like them"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "I wanna start making music about my feelings but i'm kinda scared that people gonna find out that there are mg feelings"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "Then, why would you make songs based off of your feelings if you dont want others to know they are about your feelings..?"}
{"username": "Aperia", "content": "It's not a bad idea if you have a passion for the music industry, but I still dont get why you would make songs based off of your feelings and then getting scared others will find out they are your actual feelings."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's a way of expressing your feelings"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Putting your feelings into a Hobbie you like is the best way of expressing your feelings and even sometimes coping yourself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It doesn't have to be for attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shiro can I Listen to them? I like music"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "It's not a bad idea if you have a passion for the music industry, but I still dont get why you would make songs based off of your feelings and then getting scared others will find out they are your actual feelings."}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Aperia2599 i mean"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "My friends"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": " Shiro can I Listen to them? I like music"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "Twilight4071"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "I dont think ill share it with public for now, its my first song and idk how ppl gonna react to it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You do you bud"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Saira it takes time and it's okay to be sad but don't let it take over your whole life put the past behind you and try to focus on healing. You need to let him go otherwise you'll never move on and find happiness"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i honestly feel you. youve just got to try not think ab it, i know its hard but try to do things to distract you from thinking about it. its okay to be sad and it will take some time to get over him/ her."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Saira don't let one bad apple spoil the rest... Just because someone has forgotten about you that doesn't mean that you don't matter just don't think about them too much and try to look forward to the future because the past never helps."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Saira"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe you should hang out with other people to get your mind off him, if he moved on, so should you! The best way to get rid of somebody is to meet new people and make new friends. Though it is a quarantine right now, so it might be really hard, but you can always learn new hobbies and try new things!"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "it's not that easy to get over someone tho and move on, and i know that myself. u just have to keep trying"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's why you gotta distract yourself."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Mhm, thank you all for your piece of words, I will try harder. I wont let my emotion control me."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "you're welcome, sorry i wasn't much help."}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "No no, its okay u understood my feelings and im grateful for that. We all been through tough time so sometime we just happen to not have anything to say."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i got ghoted TwT"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "s h o s t e d"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "why can i not type"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "I feel sonsad i cant help"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "So ehm i was crying 3 times today"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "From stufff but im not telling"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "but theres also other stuff i cried abt and yes"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "my head hurts aswell"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "and im still shaking and i also feel like crying again"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! naw"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "You scared me"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "i thought i was getting results"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "its about my turn to vent abiut how much eggy bullied me just now"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "demi on fire", "content": "I dont bully"}
{"username": "MimiKit", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "guys this is the venting channel.."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "cwy"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "is sad"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "ydfg'"}
{"username": "miyu", "content": "is it weird that im just not interested in any person? romantically throughout all my life? like at all? kdndkddn now that i have reached legal age 18 my parents have been pressuring themselves into my love life and talking about hooking me up w boys and im just like... no? i dont want this, i laugh it off but im scared theyll do something more than just words and actually force me into a relationship bc uh its common in my familys culture and its stressing me out i dont what this at all ahhh TTTT"}
{"username": "miyu", "content": "aw... i will! thank you for taking the time of your day/night to listen to me, eden!"}
{"username": "miyu", "content": "@"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Why cant I go up and talk to a girl? Just why? Ive had this problem for years. When I see one sit down or see one already by herself, I just cant do it. Its like Im paralyzed, I want to but Im afraid. Im afraid of being embarrassed. Being immediately told to go away."}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "It has been long ago before lockdown that I had a hug irl... Thus I cannot have it, yet, until lockdown ends..."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Idk, I might be finally feeling lonely; I cannot even visit one of my friends..."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "They should bring loadshedding more often As an irony..."}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "Im gonna try to support anyone that has any problems irl in dms Im new to this so I hope I can help someone"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm sure you can help"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "Not that weird if you care about it very much"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Shiro Honestly, males who don't respect woman ends up getting kicked in the face and become a low life, so don't let them get to you queen, as a female we have to deal with those types of annoying males."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@! ok I'd say take another route, so they wouldn't find you or a short cut"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Whos fighting who"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@.SYO You've might've gained a attachment to your plushie, as if it's your safe object that helps you whenever you're stressed. Id say maybe take it wherever you go so you can feel safe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ooh you like krew as well"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "For some strange reason whenever I'm embarrassed instead of just being, uh, embarrassed? I carry around this guilt wherever I go, and it fades away over time, but I honestly think it's strange and really overwhelming, is it normal by any chance?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Everybody faces embarrassment in a different way, so i think its normal, your letting it find its way to the door"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "so uhm this is a little vent but I want to get it off my chest.."}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "So as you know,I have 2 siblings but I also have school next month,so its going to be real tough for me,but Im still a bit stressed cause I have to take care of my siblings and mostly my sister cause my mom always says she has to go\u201d downstairs,and I understand that,but I feel like Im under too much pressure and putting my sister to bed is going to be tougher so...I might need rest but my sister wakes before I can just shut my eyes,but it happens everyday,and even have trouble sleeping..."}
{"username": "V HINOUU :sparkles:", "content": "@ @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I know what you mean"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "You need sleep but you cant get it"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Try and relax"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Take naps?"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "During the day"}
{"username": "L", "content": "When you have spare time take naps it will help a lot"}
{"username": "Water", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "L", "content": "But mostly do the important things first of course"}
{"username": "Water", "content": "It's hard ik"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Then you have no excuse for people asking why you're sleeping, that's what I'd do"}
{"username": "L", "content": " have a emotional support squeeze"}
{"username": "KYRO", "content": "Im positive youll be able to pull through any problem life throws at you! Just look at your problem from a different angle and try to find a solution!"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "tell your mother she needs to start doing her own work. its her responsibility because she was the one who decided to have a child. youre not your sisters mother, therefore you shouldnt have to do this all the time. its nice to help out but you dont have to do any of these things"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "how old is your sister?"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I can't do anything right"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "guys please dont swear when venting, server rules still apply"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm such a monster"}
{"username": "L", "content": "That's always rule one"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "B...But"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I loved him"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "H...How could he replace me like that"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Well he didn't love you clearly, I promise you that he isn't worth this pain"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I thought it wouldn't be this painful"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "B...But it hurts so much"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I tryed to date another person and got my heart broken again"}
{"username": "L", "content": "No matter what if you get through this and I know you will because I believe in you you'll be stronger and wiser"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I just want to forget about him"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Try to get your mind clear and set straight before you try to date another person again. You deserve a lot better."}
{"username": "L", "content": "Trials and tribulations are what make you human"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You can forget about him, but it will take time. Let time heal you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You have to be patient zero, let it heal you."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sticking in the past will only hurt you more."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "H...Heartache can't heal my pain"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Also have supportive people around you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "I swear I'll help you because I'm your friend everyone is my friend till they do something wrong so I guess you can talk to me if you ever feel like this but don't wanna be public about it"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Of course heartache can't heal your pain, but it will soon go away you just have to trust that in time it will get better. Right now you have to take care of yourself and try your best to not remember him. You need to move on, otherwise you'll always be hurting.."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Let friends help and support you through this."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I should overdose"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't do that"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "you shouldnt."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's not worth it zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "The memories and pain won't go away just because of overdose."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "H...Hang myself"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Infact that will make it worse"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Zero no:c"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "More pain and self harm"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Is not the answer"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You have to go talk to someone, a trusted friend friend or maybe a parent"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "Y...You know that I'm happy for him"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Someone who won't judge you"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I hope she loves him the same way I did"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You deserve happiness zero, just like he does. You deserve a lot more than this."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "zero you shouldnt overdose or any of that. its not worth it and think about how hurt ur family and the ppl that love and care ab you would be."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "T...That's what I get for sticking with him"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "talk to someone"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "that u trust."}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "L..Lucas"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Look, that's what we get for dating. Dating bites, and sometimes it hurts. But that doesn't mean a breakup is the end, it's just learning and experience for the next relationship. Right now your job is to recover and learn from this."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yes exactly"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "C...Can we talk"}
{"username": "L", "content": "We are all here for you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Go talk with lucas, I think talking to a close will help you more zero."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "friend"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Me?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "She seems to want to talk to you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Okay I mean yeah you can"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry if I'm causing you trouble"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't ever think you would cause anyone trouble here zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You didn't"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "J...Just like I caused him"}
{"username": "L", "content": "What no you're not at all"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Go have a chat with lucas zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "B...But what happens if he or she doesn't want to talk to a mistake like me"}
{"username": "L", "content": "That wouldn't happen"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If lucas doesn't which I doubt that, there's other people here as well"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Dw about it zero"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm only going to hurt you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "I'm here for you remember dont worry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "What's important is you getting better and"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "youre not a mistake"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "..."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "go talk to them zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If we were a mistake, we wouldn't have survived pregnancy or lived"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So we're here for a reason"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I didn't ask to be here"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "okay uh please just talk to someone irl"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I didn't ask for a abusive dad!"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But somebody did, you just have to find that person who did ask you to be here"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "Im acc worried ab u now"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "An abusive dad isn't your fault zero.."}
{"username": "L", "content": "No one did but we are here and that's our blessing"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I'm fine..."}
{"username": "L", "content": "No you're not"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Don't lie"}
{"username": "L", "content": "We want to help you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "So please don't lie"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Zero, choose someone here to dm. Lucas, cait or myself and we'll be here for you"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I'm not lying I'm fine..."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "zero do u have someone to talk to irl"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I promise I'm fine..."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I'm just really tired..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "you arent fine."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If there's anyone to talk to irl, a friend perhaps"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Go to them and talk it out"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm just sleeply"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm laying down"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "A physical appearance of someone you know or trust is better than online. All we can do is give you words of advice xd"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Okay just rest zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just relax and breathe"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I haven't slept in 510 days"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "I"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "go to sleep."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Maybe if you're tired, have a nap"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Or even slepp"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If it's night time"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I can't sleep anymore"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "u dont want to end up in hospital."}
{"username": "cait", "content": "try and sleep"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Being sleep deprived and heart broken isn't a good mix"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "S...Sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Taking care of yourself is now more important than ever"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's okay don't apologize"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just rest or sleep if you want to"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm so sorry"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Stop saying sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "No no zero, don't be sorry"}
{"username": "L", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm so sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "yui hug Mellow"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "its okay zero honestly dont be sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Shhh"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm so sorry"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "chu havent done anything"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You don't have any reason to apologize zero"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah you haven't done anything, you're just expressing your emotions like we all do"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's alright zero"}
{"username": "L", "content": "No need to say sorry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "We're all human and like to freely express emotions"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "please just go rest zero"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "There's nothing wrong with telling people how you feel"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I honestly thought he loved me"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Well if he did you would still be together"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But rn don't even think about him"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just try to rest"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "try not to think about it rn and do something to take ur mind off it"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "We're all crybabys sometimes, no biggy zero"}
{"username": "L", "content": "I know several people like that irl"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just be careful who you trust with your heart"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Gender doesn't matter, anyone can be fake. Just be a little more cautious next time."}
{"username": "L", "content": "Just forget him, and cry as much as you like it's not gonna matter to anyone as long as you feel good/better afterwards is all that matters"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I can't cry anymore..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's okay"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "it's because you're tired"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You haven't had sleep for days now"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "zero can u talk to ur parents"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "or someone ur close to in ur family"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "N...No"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "How come?"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I um"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Can't, she told you? Her dad is abusive"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "They are your parents they would understand. Maybe your mother?"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "M...My mother knows that's why I'm in bed"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Why don't you go have a chat with your mother?"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Well try sleep please it will do you a world of good"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'll be fine"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "O...Ok"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm not going to hurt myself"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yui hug Mellow okie like I said in dms dw about taking to me anytime"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's good then, go and sleep"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "J...Just gonna sleep it off"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Sleeping is a good start"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "L...Lucas I want to talk to you if that's ok with you"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Yeah best place to start zero"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "C...Can I dm you?"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "Ive got to go now but if chu want to talk anymore at any point, my dms are open."}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "T...Thank you!"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "no problem. 3"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Dm me anytime luvvie"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "L...Luvvie?"}
{"username": "L", "content": "Dw I call everyone luvvie"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "O...Ok"}
{"username": "L", "content": "It's just a. Sweet nickname sorry"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "L...Lucas kun!"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I...I'm sorry my apologies"}
{"username": "L", "content": "No no it's okie"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "0 100"}
{"username": "Minjun", "content": "i think im going to die from this parent teacher interview. everytime I dont do what my parents expect me to do, they hit me. they once made me clean the toilet outside in the backyard, and said I had to sleep there with no food, unless I cleaned it. Im starting to get scared, and right now, im panicing. If i did something bad, my father would hit me with a broomstick 10 times, harder than ever. I dont know what to do anymore. I tried to say sorry, but they just kept hitting me. My dad even yells at me because i didn't close the door. At this point, im thinking to go to an orphanage. I dont know what to do anymore, and i dont like this lifestyle. My friends keep saying its going to be ok, but i dont think thats true. I dont know what to do. I feel like im going to break any moment now. I dont think i can handle this anymore. If i call the police, my dad might get arrested, and I dont want that. Im really tired of this, yet I dont know which path to take. @ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping guys, I really need help."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "oh god, thats straight up abuse. call the police your father deserves to be arrested you should want that as he is hurting you for no reason. and maybe you could live with a family member aunt/uncle etc. but please, do something that is not okay please please do something you could call the police or run away or something but yea no get away from them"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "im so sorry thats happening to you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hii minsoo, thanks for the ping and hopefully others come to give advice."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That sounds like a very rough situation, I personally feel that's a rather horrible situation to be in. I wouldn't be able to put up with that for very long."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Do you know why your parents do this? They have expectations for their child and want their child to succeed in life, which is great. However they are going about it the wrong way, with punishments both physically and mentally scarring. That's clearly not how you bring up a child, since punishments don't do anything but make the child feel depressed and anxious."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Going to an orphanage wouldn't be a good solution, I don't recommend it because you're throwing your life away for some complete strangers to take care of you, and there's no guarantee that life in an orphanage is any better or being adopted by another family."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Your friends saying it'll be okay are both correct and wrong. It will be okay but I doubt any time soon."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "As for your father abusing you, I'm sorry but you should really contact the officials for that. Kids helpline or police, since your life is in danger and no child should ever be brought up like that. I know you don't want your father arrested, but since he is abusing you quite extremely there is no other choice minsoo. I would encourage you to call the Police up about it. Whatever happens after that is up to the officials"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I really wish I could help here but All I can do is say"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Im not doing much but I hope it helps the others got you they are good \ufe0f"}
{"username": "christine", "content": "yeah you can have someone call 991 or tell someone you know, if it continues, it'll get worse please act fast"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "Minjun hey bb, that sounds really rough. try talking with your parents and if it gets really bad, i would talk to one of your friends and ask them if you could stay with them for a while or something, but definitely dont go to an orphanage. it may sound like the solution, but trust me, its not. i hope you're okay, you dont deserve any of this. 33"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Guys dont hurt yourself, it isnt worth it"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Your father is a scumbag, but I would rather your father be rehabilitated and still have a relationship than be placed in a foster home, if you are still of that age or have to live with someone else"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Dear gosh this world can be messed up"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "I hope you recover"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "What do I do when my grandma calls me a bullshitted mistake?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "And also would anyone know the answer why she made me hate her own dead husband just because he drinks too much alchohol?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "my grandfather never does anything bad to her or anyone"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Bullshitted mistake? What does your mother or father say about you?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Your grandma isn't your parent so, therefore she has no say in whether you are a mistake or not"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "And well, if your grandfather never did anything wrong, I don't know why she would make you hate him."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "you shouldn't have to listen to that at all cause any genuine grandmother should never say that to her grandchild, but if you need to vent to anyone about anything going on or you're mad/upset about we're open"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It could be out of anger or rage or feeling lonely since you say he's dead"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "People sometimes say things offensive when they are missing a loved one in life"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "before he died she was also acting like today, she just doesn't does that when anyone is there with us."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Well all I can say is, don't listen to someone who's always been acting this way. You don't deserve it and shouldn't listen to the insults she gives you."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "As for hating grandfather, that's not up to her. You can decide whether you liked your grandfather or not."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "maybe shes grieving today especially more than other days, sometimes the emotions tend to take over but it should never be made an excuse"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "She has her own opinions, and you have your own."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't take the insults to heart, you deserve more than that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If you ever want to vent again, people will always be here"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yw btw"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "no one deserves to put down like that, especially by family, people say things because they're hurt or want to put that hurt on other people, whatever she said wasn't true and you're strong for coping with it \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I'm feeling extremely suicidal, does anyone have any tips or advice to help me feel better, or any hotlines that are text only or have a text option?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Please dont do it"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "If you ever need to reach out to someone professional, Here are some hotlines I have listed down:"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "National Suicide Prevention Hotline:"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "1"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Crisis Text Line:"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "741741, I have used this one personally, If you ever feel too scared to call; This is only through text to text."}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "SAMSHAs National Helpline:"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "1800662HELP 4357"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I copied and pasted that"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "It isnt worth it. It seems like the answer but youll end up regretting it. Please stay"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "But there"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "I'm scared to die, but why do I feel like it would be better, even though I know it won't?"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "the person I cared about most has been gone for months and I just"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "it's been hard"}
{"username": "Belle", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "Belle", "content": "Hang on"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "you can dm me"}
{"username": "Belle", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "mak!", "content": "ever since my mom passed away back last September, I haven't had the best mental health and I got myself into a lot of bad situations because of it. just when I thought things were getting better, everything just kinda crashed again."}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "This is the first time I've seen this channel"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "And well"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "My things are too much to spill"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "I'll say a few thjnhs"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "Abused since age of 3"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "Dad that will spend 5000 plus on a airplane I stead of supporting his daughter"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "It's hard on a phone ok?"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "Er"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "Mom that doesn't let me do anything but study and fill out her forms and look at her emails for her on top of chinese and english and school"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "And that's why I'm in the closet right now secretly typing"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "I wake up at 6 30 am to clean the house and do yard work"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "I on e had a NEHS form and she made me fill it out even though I had no leaderships"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "She pushes me beyond my limits just because I'm GT"}
{"username": "R!s", "content": "Yeaaah"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Hey y'all just to let you guys know cause some of my friends are going through some hard time rn that if any of you guys need to talk about anything I'm here. I don't care how minor or major it is I'm here to listen and help you in any way I can"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "DMs are always open"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Try your best and if you fail its not a big deal tbh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If they tell you why tell them because the exam is too hard and they shouldn't get their expectations too high."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "These days, I've been wanting to vent, but about nothing? I just feel empty. I feel like I'm slowly drifting away from everyone I've ever held close to me, the thought of losing the people around me torments me, I don't know if it's quarantine that sorta makes me question like my whole existence also it's not like, oh why am I living I wanna die questioning my existence it's just like What if I'm in a simulation, what if nothing I do is important, what if I'm not important y'know"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "can someone help me please"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "What's up"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Im crushing on this dude and I want ur guys help with what to do/what he will do if he like me back"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If it was meant to be it'll go fine"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just be yourself"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "He'll love you for who you are"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Or he's not worth it"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Be you and relax"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't over think the situation"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Or else your brain will go \ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Pretty much"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Go with the flow"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Your important"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "why are yall so wholesome"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Sometimes it won't go according to plan"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "And that's okay!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "The sun will rise and you can start from scratch again!"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "I think being yourself is the best thing you can be towards someone else. Never force yourself to be something you are not."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Also istu quarntine has driven everyone crazy just to know that we as YOUR friends and supports will not leave you because the fact that your helping other shows us the person you are. And people like you deserve the best \ufe0f"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hi yui, Im sorry to hear that! I also went through similar days youre describing; so youre definitely not alone, These emotions pass and our minds can just get tough on us sometimes, especially if youre really vulnerable. Im sure that you do matter and youre an important person to many people in your life. Take a deep breath; Reach out to your loved ones. Theyre all here for you!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ I really appreciate your feedback it's people like you that make me smile keep up the great work, and remember your important"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "If you need it, you can do .crisis and mimu will send hotlines, etc"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Same goes for you Case!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "No, no, it's not like depression!"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Aw thank you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you guys for the advice remember, 3 big meals a day!"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "As for Yui, Im glad you came to vent. Its hard to keep that inside you. Dont let it consume you. Personally, even before quarantine, I had a lot of people drift away from me. Because of school and work. But to me, You are important not a simulation at all. You are as real as it gets and are a caring person. I can see that you are a helping hand to others air hugs by the way nice to meet you. Im new."}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Are we allowed to use mimu for hotlines, etc?"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "in this channel"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Also, Sonisunnay I'm really glad you considered joining welcome!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Also ! I don't think your aloud to"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "That's a shame"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Also, Sonisunnay I'm really glad you considered joining welcome!"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "istu yay"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "It really hurts that I'll be on rapid testing coz one of my fam has been tested positive and I'm really afraid if I'm positive about the covid... I don't like being poke with injection coz I'm traumatised about it.. ahhh I can't stop thinking about it"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "It really hurts that I'll be on rapid testing coz one of my fam has been tested positive and I'm really afraid if I'm positive about the covid... I don't like being poke with injection coz I'm traumatised about it.. ahhh I can't stop thinking about it"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "UChiaki aww air hugs Im sorry to hear that. I hope they dont poke you or inject you with anything sharp. I hope they access you safely and not make you feel uncomfortable. Im sure you are gonna be okay. Just take deep breathes and try to distract yourself by doing something positive so that you dont think about injections too much."}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "My parents keeps telling me I'm dramatic"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "And it starts tommorow"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "UChiaki air hugs you arent dramatic. Its your real feelings so I hope nothing but the best for you! Safety first"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "TW: Suicide"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "I cant do this.. I know we broke up but I still care about my ex... and finding out hes attempting to commit suicide because of how his life is falling apart? His sister told me this because she felt like I should know but I didnt take it well. I start crying so hard... I wish I stayed and supported him more. I feel like Im so selfish for not realizing the way he was treating himself.. Im so overwhelmed I cant even explain how I feel about it... I thought I was over him, I thought I was feeling free and happy.. but I just keep getting constant reminders about it and I just... what am I supposed to do? should I talk to him.. I want to be able to help him with some way..."}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "@ chaennie talking to him is a better way"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "If you wanted to stop him for attempting suicide you shoul talk to him and just comfort him?"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "If you wanted to stop him for attempting suicide you shoul talk to him and just comfort him?"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "UChiaki"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "Youre right, I should talk to him and comfort him.. I dont think I want to hear news that he ended his life so soon.. I want to be there for him while I can and help him so it doesnt ever happen.."}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I will support you BB"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "Thank you:"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "im"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "deleted it"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "bruh.."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "@ Auvelle Doll! Q what happened"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! is rhere a number i can text because i feel horrible and i need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i dont want to die i just cant keep it in anymore"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im here"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "im hee"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "here to"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "i need a professional though"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "im here too"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "then not meh"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Hm Ill go find some online numbers"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "They might not be the best tho, Im sorry"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "brb"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "yeah call your local mental health hotline"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, mental health hotlines etc like the ones they sent"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! is rhere a number i can text because i feel horrible and i need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "yoonchigga my dms are always open"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "mine too"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "i u just pinged again"}
{"username": "cait", "content": "dont quote peoples msg with the ping in."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "p i n g"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "PING"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "OhgodhelpIgotintoafightwithmyfriendandIcanttellifitsajokeorshesliterallymadatmeforlikingananimecharacter"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "SLEEPY", "content": "U alright?"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "You ok?"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "what happened..?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "So basically"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "We were talking"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Then I'm like"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "shoto todoroki is hot"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "And she's just like your a stranger, don't talk to me then hung up"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "thats mean"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I don't know if it was a joke or"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "That's not good..even if you do or don't she should respect your opinion;;"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "The thing is"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She's probably joking?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "But she didn't go back into call then went offline"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Maybe you should ask her and see if she comes back on?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Mk"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She sent me"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "An picture"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Of animal crossing characters saying You hear something?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "must've been the wind."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She's not really ignoring me"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She isn't replying back"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She's just sending me memes saying You hear something? or something like that"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Aight I think she's joking"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It wasn't like"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Anything bad"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Buy like"}
{"username": "Shiro", "content": "but it hurts anyways"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "But"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I was sorta panicking."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Aight now I'm going back to thinking she's mad"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She said yOu hAVe dOne An UnForgIvEaBlE sIn"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Then I made a joke and she immediately went offline"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "We joke about these situations all the time but usually it doesn't go this far"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "She likes anime characters too but for some reason she's against the fact I find shoto hot"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Mk."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm too scared to"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "What if she's joking?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Just tell her its not funny to like say stuff like that"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "It might not be easy, and you might be scared, but its for the best"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "if you think its going to far just tell her how you feel and that isn't funny, if she keeps going with it then shes just a fake friend"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "K so I really need help Im crushing mad hard on this guy and I really dont know what to do someone please help I need advice: @ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping:e"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Okay well"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Do you chat with him a lot?"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "We talk all of the time"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Daily and hourly"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "What do you guys say?"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Are you best friends?"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "We kinda talk about a lot"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "o,o"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Friends yes"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "the best thing to do if you're really close to him is confess, but reassure him that you'd want to stay friends otherwise"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "How long have you been friends?"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "3 years"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Mhm, but you should be careful, too. Is there any sign of him liking you back?"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Ahhh Im just too scared to do that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yuh I'd say if you feel comfortable go for it."}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Its okay! You can take your time to gather up courage"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Mhm, but you should be careful, too. Is there any sign of him liking you back?"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "pastellia . He always teases me about liking my friend and I do the same to him"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Go through your head about what you will say to him"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Teasing is a good sign"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "As long ws it's nice teasing"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "As"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Could say that too"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "I was gonna say like Celine likes you she told me\u201d and pretend its my friend"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Yeah hes just joking"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "The only way to know is to ask/confess"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "In the end there's no other way around it"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Ahhh ty"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Ly all of you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Np and good luck celunaria"}
{"username": "maisie", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Goodnight everyone, just remember if you are having a rough time and are scared about talking about it but it must be addressed or you need some advice or just need to talk to someone about how you feel don't worry even though these people in the server aren't professional but they can help you through what you're going through without having to pay for a therapist that helps you not as much instead of talking to someone your age that might understand what you're going through. These people helped me through some struggles, if you ever need to talk to someone or need to confess something that was weighing you down, Come here, no matter what we love you and will help you Have a Good night or day"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "And maybe your a helper here! If you are always helping others, maybe It would be good to come out too as you should know how effective just a few words from someone like you and how much you help us all"}
{"username": "JH", "content": "stop lying"}
{"username": "I 3 Grace Mine Only", "content": "He lost someone as great as you"}
{"username": "I 3 Grace Mine Only", "content": "Humans are selfish creatures. Are we not? Maslows theory of human needs tells us. People will ask for help but will not return the help if it does not benefit them. We always seek attention and it honestly isnt a bad thing. If we need help then we should seek it. Helping others is what I am here for as well. Please reconsider those negative thoughts as it is demeaning to your stature. Its okay to be selfish at sometimes but please if you have to be selfish dont be selfish in this way. for anyone whos thinking about committing suicide please reconsider."}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I need help how to broke up with my bf coz he is being very toxic To me.."}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "@ positivity reminder!"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I'm sorry for the ping but I don't know what I'm gonna do rn"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I'll help you"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Just say like this thank you so much for being in my life but Im very sorry i have to break up with you. Have a nice day goodbye"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Idk what will I do to this I never had a bf"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Or that"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": ":"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I have a boyfriend"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "IM A SINGLE PRINGLE"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Oooh"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "So i get it"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "SOMEONE GIVE ME A BF"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": ".."}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Girl"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Chill"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Having one is hard to deal with"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "True"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Your time will be spent with him"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Like the whole time"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "But"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Since he is my online boyfriend"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I'm gonna write a very very long paragraph how he treated me so bad"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "And how it hurts me"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I cant do nothing but just to hope"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Do it"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "whyikeepsayingindeed?;;"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Yeah I've been a rebound so yeah I'm gonna end my love life"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Your a brave girl!"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I'm scareddd"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "why is this motivating me"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Oops XD"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "YESH"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "This channel is to motivate"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": ":3"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Wait ima go to write a very long paragraph"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Byeee wish me luck"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Don't you want like simple"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I prefer short and simple"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "But he is been toxic and I wanted to tell him all my feelings about it"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Good luck"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "can i talk about something similar too?"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Suree"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "srry if this is overwhelming u"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I'll be here to help everyone"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "well uh"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "my bf seems like he doesnt really care"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Ghurl same"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "he just responds with oh or ok"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Is it like a weird atmosphere on your chatting?"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Does he always been like this since you two have this relationship?"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "1. wdym"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "2. nope"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Gad it's the same..."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Did you ask him if he's bored or tired?"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Maybe talk to him?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I recommend asking him that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Before going any further"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Since when he starts to be like this?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Communication is essential after all"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "idk but its not recent"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "hes like this after hes had a breakdown or after we fight"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I think you should talk to him more often"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Maybe he could be depressed or fatigued or even just not in the mood"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Yea true"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yes talk to him about it"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "but the thing is"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't make any rash decisions until you're sure what's causing him to reply with ok or oh"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "?"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "i feel like he'll get mad or blame himself"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It doesn't hurt to ask"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "He should understand since he's with you"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "If he keeps saying that ok and oh just say like this why are you keeping saying that? Is there something wrong? Maybe i could help you, im your girlfriend and Im here to help you"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But try not to be too upfront, just casually say Are you feeling okay? Is there anything bothering you or making you feel sad?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Something like that"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Say it like soft and comfortable"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Don't be afraid to ask him, you're his gf and are allowed to know what he's feeling"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I havent chat with my boyfriend since my bday"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Oofies"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Im just getting worried about him"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Ive been texting all day long"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "but how will he take it"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "will he understand what im saying"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You'll have to find out"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Ofc he will"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": " You'll have to find out"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Loco its hard to find out cuz he's my online boyfriend"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "There's no other way, you will have to tackle it head on"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yeah ofc"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "He said he's gonna be more active but its getting more quiet"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Maybe it's growing apart?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It happens sometimes"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hmm, you can't really talk to him much so you can't know why"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "He's sister also used to use his account but this is really different"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": " Hmm, you can't really talk to him much so you can't know why"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Loco yea"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "We kinda have a fight but were ok now"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "But"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "He's just like... Idk"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just the disadvantages of online dating huh?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Been there before many times"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I wish you good luck and hope you find a solution for the both of you"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "maybe i will talk to him about it"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I did it!"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I just send him the break up paragraph"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "if he says anything degrading you in anyway"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "dont listen to him"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "you know none of thats true"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "promies?"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Yes promises"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "what does he mean by that"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "I don't know also"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "But he says harsh words"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "why are people so mean"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "no one deserves that"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "hes not the one"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Why tho? If you truly love me then you can handle anything, i can already see your future, you wont probably have a ever lasting long relationship, because of this attitude"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "That's what he said"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "look whos talking"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "you're the one with the attitude"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "He is talking very harshly to me"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "he sure does have an ego"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "He is immature"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": " he sure does have an ego"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "savanus like what?"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "if hes going to treat you like that then he was never worth it in the first place, I would suggest blocking him which would be the most beneficial thing for your mental state"}
{"username": "gothicc", "content": "Did someone ping me in here?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yes they did"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "UChiaki sorry for the ping but I'm very sorry he did that to you. He shouldn't have reacted that way and accepted the break up more peacefully. I hope you're okay.. tomorrow is another day"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Thank you so much I'm done with him btw Im gonna move on and start my new self tomorrow"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I hope youre ok now. 3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yikes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's a yucky person"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs Im glad you are done with him. A new self is a selfloving self. Toxicity is gone so Im glad"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "How many times am I going to recieve a phone call from telemarketers and robocallers?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "More than 1 times"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "I get it now a days at random from 2 to 20 times a day."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Gosh no wonder why I am always Sceptical about phone calls."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "And it is mostly robocalls that keeps on going like: Stand a chance to win 1 Million Dollars worth of airtime; press 1 right now Infinite Loop. I end the call, because I am not interested for airtime, nor am I interested for money"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "And Telemarketers going like: Hello, can I speak to Mr Young? and I keep on telling them: I am sorry, you have got a wrong number. And they continue on like it is Mr Young's number, so I ended the call."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Sorry if I sound angry about it; I just needed to vent."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": " More than 1 times"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Yes. More than 1 times."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": " uuu... I am getting the feeling something intriguing is going to happen..."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Taylor1tns", "content": "I need to get something off my chest, TW,"}
{"username": "Taylor1tns", "content": "someone pinned their suicide on me. i dont wanna talk about it but i needed to get it off my chest."}
{"username": "Taylor1tns", "content": "i feel bette now after saying it."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "thats good, at least you got it out of your system, i'm glad you were able to speak up about it"}
{"username": "UChiaki", "content": "Thank you so much"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Uh hi, so Im here I kinda went through a break up yesterday. I really cant tell if Im over him or not, bur I kinda do miss him a lot, and the fact that the break up was so out of the blue kinda hurt me.. A a a a a Ill be okay I think"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Really really short vent bc my brain cant process much"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I feel you. I dont even know what to say. But take care of yourself girl. You need some care and love around you esp when times are tough \ufe0f @ M u y"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "@ positivity reminder! pls help me,my mom just talked to me and got angry about me idk what will I Doo? Can y'all help me calm down? Nor be responsible?"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Why is she mad?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "She's mad about my studies"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I passed my module that's incomplete"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "My mom is also mad at my studies too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awh"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Idk what to do"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I think you should enjoy while your studying"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "That's the problem"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I don't have to enjoy studying"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "My eyes are always in my phone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "calm down, you can do it! think of positive things, like you can get ur dream job"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I can't get rid of it"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "You can study in your phone tho"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "She may cancel my studies"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "And I'll be stuck in grade 8 again"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Nor may not be study anymore"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Just try your best while study"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Put the phone away"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "And focus"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "But I wanna listen to music tho"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "You can hear music while studying:D"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Hmm I guess I try that"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I'm really crying rn"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "You can take a rest"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Or hear music"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "I used to do that when Im crying"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Hmm..."}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "That helps me"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I guess I'll try that:"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "Okk"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Thx for the tips himari:3"}
{"username": "HiMaRi Izukukatsu", "content": "No prob"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Its 12:00 AM"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "And Im crying like a lost kid"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Smh"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Rip"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Break ups here and there"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Youll be fine my dear, if not today then tomorrow youll"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "It happened two days ago"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "And no cap"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Im attached to him"}
{"username": "M u y", "content": "Im trynna detach myself but its really hard to do so"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stop worrying so much i guess."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you i really needed that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Noticed and read Ashli's Message about Comfychoo... This seems very intriguing... However, Ashli has a point, and Ashli might have someone to team up with her. I have to admit, intriguing stuff most of the time interests me, but Comfychoo? They will definitely be blacklisted. All I need is evidence and their Server ID, and the Blacklist reasons. I hope you do not mind sending those to me, I would like to help support your server. Ping me when you have decided Is it fine?Y/N"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MegaPlasma dont you put that in questions?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is venting"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Oh, sorry..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no its not ur fault"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "even i dnt know where it belongs"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Oh ok."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "If you are ever feeling like you don't matter check pinned messages and remember, cheesu luvs you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Hi chu a qt"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Im fine but Ive been better you ash?"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "youre all mega super duper ultra cuties and I hope youre all taking care of yourselves to the best of your ability!"}
{"username": "Ronni", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "lub you all"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "@. Venting Helpers . Hi chu a qt"}
{"username": "suki uwu3", "content": "@ Ashi On Break no you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Hi chu a qt"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "@ Ashi On Break"}
{"username": "3", "content": "692408.666330103968 Hi chu a qt"}
{"username": "3", "content": "@ .Ashi 6666 noo "}
{"username": "3", "content": "You're more cute "}
{"username": "3", "content": " youre all mega super duper ultra cuties and I hope youre all taking care of yourselves to the best of your ability!"}
{"username": "3", "content": "ms.dak.i0472 tysm "}
{"username": "3", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Hi..."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "O"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i have been going through alot for the past few years"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "and"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i feel left out"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "like always"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "nothing ever happened in my life that felt special to me"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "like litteraly anything"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "not even a small gift"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "everyone always hated me."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Sometimes when my mom is mad at me, she yells at me and asks me DONT WE GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT?\u201d And i have to say yes, bc thats exactly what she wants to hear, but its NOT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "they NEVER give me anything i want"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "nothing"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "And so im thinking about... su\ufe0f ciD E"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Nobody has ever given me anything special"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "maybe one of you will.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "No no no don't think that way"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Aw.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "Don't do a side pls"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Don't do it please"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "There are so many people that care about you"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Mhm.."}
{"username": "zaina", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "trigger warning"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "something that might trigger some people"}
{"username": "3", "content": "We will always love you.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "Dont do it please.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "no.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "nobody likes me"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "everyone calls me toxic"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I've been in your shoes before"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "With friends"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "The best thing to do is to let go"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Not only friends"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Hey listen dont think of sde as ur first answer. Maybe try finding new people and get to know them. My DMs are open and I would love to be ur friend. But Im just saying we are always here for and Ily"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Yeah what Chefy said"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "My dms are closed atm but you can friend me"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Hang in there you can do it, have you tried manifesting? If not Ill try manifesting for you!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Yui hug Sia 3"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Whats manifesting"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Like asking for what you want"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Anything"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Aww air hugs tightly Dont ever think that your life is not precious. It is wonderful and we care about you. Tell her the truth, that everything isnt tangible. You need hugs. You need someone to listen and not have to say anything but just be present. Im here for you!"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Basically ANYTHING"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Ok..."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "that"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "means alot"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "to"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Please dont just because it seems like its so bad you want to take an attempt dont. You have your whole life ahead of you, and who knows how great it would get. But please just be safe and dont take an attempt.. even though Im a total stranger to you I care about you. Nobody should take their life because every life is precious and we shouldnt take advantage of it. Because there are people that want to live but cant, and you have that choice to live your life to the fullest. Sia 3"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "m"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "me"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I've lost someone to suicde before and it hurts"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "and I barely know them"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Ill try doing it for you! 3"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Please don't do it"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "You have people who care for you"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Like we do"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "You guys.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "are the best people"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i have ever talked to"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Its no problem, its just that sucide is a strong thing to think about."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "to me"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "suicide feels like nothing"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "The small gift we can give you now is our words and support. You are always welcomed to say what you need and know that we will talk it through air hugs"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Its taking your life away, its not being able to see how beautiful the world is anymore. Its leaving your friends behind"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "What about your family?"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "And the people that care about you behind"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "They would be sad if you did it"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "nnothing.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "o"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "So yeah I believe that its a strong topic to think about. Even if it seems like nothing"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Taking your life is a biiig choice"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Trust me people would miss you"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "t r u s t m e"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Hey hang in there for us. If u needs talk more my DMs are open 24/7"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "The word feels like nothing but its you\u201d that we think about. You are so precious and beautiful. You arent toxic at all. You just were missing us in your life"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "My dms are closed but you can send me a friend request"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "My dms are always open"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "gnn"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Good night"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Stay safe!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so me and my ex had broke up like a month ago orr like a weeks ago? i kinda forgot but once we had broken up ive really been just upset about it and my mental health has been all over the place and i some days i dont get even get out of bed like that, and ive also been just upset about me and him breaking up and when we had first broken up i was just overthinking about so much like he didnt ever like me and hes glad we broke up and just a whole bunch of other stuff and i really hadnt had anyone to vent to about this because my friends told me basically they didnt want to hesr me complaining about him and stuff.. and some one of my friends arent really any help so ive been just keeping this to myself for a while and its also really hard for me to stop thinking about him and its honestly like super hard for me to let him go and move on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and people are just telling me like my friends well get over it move on but its really not that easy to get over someone whove you honestly been super attached to, its really hard to face reality well for me and just accept their not coming back or anything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like i even wish i can get over him quickly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and whats annoying is when i actually try and slightly kinda do he just pops up in a server im in"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " imma spoiler this just in case we arent allowed to talk about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i blacklisted sayumi for the comfychoo thing when nii blacklisted, and now that i heard sayumi's side im indecisive . both sides are too good to be true how the heck am i supposed to know who should be blacklisted bro should it be both? just comfychoo? just sayumi? or just none at all.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@.SYO I first off think that you should blacklist comfychoo and thats it. but if you dont want to risk it just do none at all. Maybe you should ask in questions bc thats why the channel is there after all."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@.SYO It just depends, which server hurt the other, or which one caused the most damage."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "the server whom caused the most damage during the mass blacklist, is the one whom deserves it"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "both sides are wrong, but if you think about it, which side was the one whom went overboard"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "and that'll give you the answer on who to blacklist, and who to not."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I did not, like the fact that sayumi name was painted on as a highly toxic server, so I told my side of the story. And I will not be called toxic for it nor, a liar because every bit information is true."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Even when, comfychoo decided to paint my adminstrators as if their manipulators, but at the end they weren't. It was only them being toxic, not my staff."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "So, I do not care, if people blacklist sayumi, I've told my story, because I dislike onesided stories, they will never get you anywhere but lies."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "And that's what comfychoo did, they aren't innocent nor is sayumi, but the fact they called sayumi toxic, when they have over 30 pages on toxicity, along with slurs racism and other nsfw topics. So I find it hypocritcal how they put us down over 34 pages of nsfw, when they had 5x more of it."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "You have to trust yourself, and see who's telling the real truth and who's just throwing information, just to throw it for entertianment, and attention and not defending."}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Ugh I feel like my mom always blames me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She gets mad when i do or say anything"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I'm really annoyed by it"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She never listens to me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She embarasses me in public"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I never wanted her to come to my school because I feared she was gonna yell at me in front of my cladd"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Class"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She never listens"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "For some reason I'm always in trouble"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She always compares as well"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She never changes"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Sometimes her words are harsh too"}
{"username": "KYRO", "content": "2009,"}
{"username": "KYRO", "content": "Im sorry to hear that your mother acts the way she does. Have you tried talking with her? Having a one on one conversation? I know they wont always listen, but its better to give them that type of reminder. If she continues to not listen I suggest contacting your school councilor for help. They can really help. Trust me, I would know."}
{"username": "KYRO", "content": "Mothers...mothers can be irrational. They dont tend to our needs 100 of the time. But Im sure your mother tries her hardest to be the best mother she can. But in some cases, this isnt true. Every child deserves a mother, but not every mother deserves a child."}
{"username": "KYRO", "content": "Just, sit down and talk with her. If she ignores what you have told her, contact your school counselor."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "2009 im going through the same thing.. well that is a part of all im going through and my dms are open, so if you wanna talk to me, im free. Because i understand what you are going through."}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Thanks guys"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "But she's not the type to have a convo"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She gets mad"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She gets mad when she doesn't understand stuff roo"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Too"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "2009 its ok my mom too.."}
{"username": "2009", "content": "There's not one day I don't cry or argue with my mom"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I'm seriously sick of it"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She doesn't even listen"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Whatever I say is talking back"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She always complains we dont do stuff"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Even tho we help her"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I get sometimes it's my fault too"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "But I'm really fed up with it"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "When I even try to talk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Have you tried sitting with her a telling her your feeling?"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She finds me annoying"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "do you mind if i agree with you?"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "And doesn't wanna hear it"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Let me think"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I try to tell her what she does but she just gets mad"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She always gets mad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well then you gotta treat her the simp treatment"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "It's kinda sad how kpop make me more happy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just say yes to everything she says"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Than my own mim"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Mom"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well just try to ignore what she says and try not to argue with her too much"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also try to avoid her but not too much so it's not suspicious"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I can't even be in my own room"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She gets suspicious of me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell her that it's your privacy"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Sometimes what she says really hurts"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I have no privacy"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I literally"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "One time"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Went downstairs with my tablet"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "To check on the kittens"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "And she got so suspicious of me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Like i was a spy or something"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She never comforts me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I always reside to the internet"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "That's why I'm attached I guess"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I'm on my phone a lot and my laptop because it makes me happy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well just try to force your privacy"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She doesn't like junk either"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I made her a bday card"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She just threw it away"}
{"username": "2009", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She always compares me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She also embarrasses me in public"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I can be looking at something"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "To like buy"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "And she says I'm slow"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "And she gets mad"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I always end up crying at a store"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I was CRYING in the mall"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't get out with her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Stay home"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Or go with your friends if she let's you."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Which I doubt"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well then stay home"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What will she do? Drag you out?"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She even got mad at me for"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Staying at my cousins"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She was like didnt you just go"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Do you wanna live with her now"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I have to go"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Because my sister goes sometimes"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "And i can't stay home alone"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I can try to avoid an argument"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "She just brings it to me"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I feel like she just fights because she is bored"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Like i would be doing nothing and she'd get mad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well then just have patience till you become 18 and just bounce away"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "True"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I just need to be more patient"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Honestly I need to bottle up my anger"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No no no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't bottle up your anger"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Try to express it in another way"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What do you like doing?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like your Hobby"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "I play games but like"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Art"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Dancing"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "But I don't wanna sing in my house"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "2009 well try to express your feelings in art or dancing"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Ah ok that sounds nice"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "you ever feel like you are having a rough time check pinned messages \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Thatgirlstone", "content": "Hey..."}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Hey!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "My boyfriend sometimes makes me mad. I see that he is online for hours but he dont even say me good morning. I think I dont even come to his mind unless i text him. Im thinking that I wont text him for a couple of days, and Im quite sure that he wont text me at least 23 days. If he does, I will talk to him."}
{"username": "chicazz", "content": "Trying to not communicate in a relationship is just a no no, you should try communicating like eden said and if he doesnt seem to care or even try to respond clearly they arent worth your time"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I feel empty. I don't remember when I last felt happy, or anything, even. I just feel like life is beating me up until I can't, won't, fight back anymore. And I feel too depressed to keep fighting and I'm starting to think everything would've been better for everyone if I just never existed. Not that I died, that would just hurt, more than do good. No, if I just didn't ever exist, all of my problems would be solved. There wouldn't be anything to hurt me more. I wouldn't hurt my friends, family and loved ones more than I have. Sure, I would be more lonely but at least I would be saving others the energy of trying to aid my hopeless attempt at life. My friends wouldn't have been held back by me, my family wouldn't have to pay for me, my meds, my therapy, and the food and water that I don't deserve. Everyone has worked so hard to help me for no reason. I don't deserve it. There's nothing I've done to help them as much as they've done to help me. And I've still failed them. Even with their help."}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "For: the 0 people who care and the thousands who cant relate"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Aww.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "I know you are strong!"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "But I dont"}
{"username": "3", "content": "You are strong and loved! You can fight it again! I know you can do it"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "But I don't think I can"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I don't believe I can"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "You havent failed them. A lot of ppl have support from their family members. You deserve ppl to care for you. air hugs being empty is normal tho I honestly have friends be in your shoes and not existing would def be a sad thing. I spread love to you and I just hope that you write out more about what frustrates you and what you feel makes you feel this way. There are so many things you can do small things that is always helpful. Please dont ever feel like your existence isnt enough it is enough"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "You have to stay strong. All this may be tearing you into pieces, making you weak, but you gotta put yourself back together. I really do feel the same, but you have to know you are loved and appreciated for what you're already doing. You could be helping someone without even trying to, you're existence could be helping someone. You never know, so don't think you're existence isn't worth anything. Don't think you don't deserve anything good, that's not a healthy mindset. You deserve lots of good things, i just know it. Trust me, you're not alone, some of us could be feel the same thing, and we will fight with you. I will fight with you. Continue to battle all this, i believe in you."}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'm sure I'm not alone but you know how everyone is unique? Nobody knows what it's like to be in my particular situation. I haven't worked for anything and when I have, I've failed. I've hurt my friends more than helped, hurt my family more than helped, hurt everyone and haven't helped. And they still help me. They still support me, pay for me, house me, even though all I've done is hurt. If I died, I would be gone but my parents, friends, family, would all suffer and I don't want that. If I never existed, all my pain would be gone, all the damage I've done would never happen, all the people that spent their energy on my lost cause would use it on something worth while. I know that there are people who feel the same, but nobody has done the same awful things I have"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I don't deserve everything I have but I can't give it back"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I feel trapped. I can't go back and decide not to exist, though I wish I could, and I don't want to die because it'll only cause more damage. I can't do anything. I have a therapist already, and everything I would need to be normal. To be stable, but I'm still not. Ive let everyone in my life down by existing and wasting their time."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you are fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you let no one down"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just be calm"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I've tried"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "take a deep breath in and out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and try doing some activities like sports or games"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "That doesn't help"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Everyone suggests ways to get better, to feel better, and I've only let them down more, because none of them work"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you are not letting anyone down when it doesn't work"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs Your hurt is yours only yes. Everyone is unique because ultimately youre right Im not in your shoes but I honestly feel that love is the best thing to give back. It is intangible and its something you can always give. Ppl love thank you or even your presence is what is needed. I think being able to just self love is what you need the most. The resources are there yes and It takes time to even grasp what you can think is normal but Just know that you arent wasting anyones time. Being trapped is a mental force field, you can always walk out of it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "watch this phoenix"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh I can't post links"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ROAD TO REDEMPTION Tyson Fury"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Watch it"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "This is really sweet. I'll sleep on it. Thank you all"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'll talk to my therapist more later"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I really appreciate the effort"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Sleep well everyone"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "I appreciate you Phoenix for writing"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Or have a good day ig"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "I hope you sleep well much love to you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "Im sorry for any spelling mistakes because Im crying when typing this. But my pet fish died. He meant the world and much more to me and everyone he knew. Rip Tom. 20192020..."}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Awww its ok let it"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "Out"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I know how it feels for a pet to die"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "I had hermit crabs"}
{"username": "holiday", "content": "but they died"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Hello, my friend kept a lot of secrets from me and I don't know what to say"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't have to know everything about your friend"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And they don't have to know everything about you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's how you keep a healthy relationship and don't risk them turning up on you and telling your secrets"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeah but"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "the secrets are like really hurtful"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "For example, like she talks behind my back"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's not good"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yeo"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What else?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "That's the only one"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "One secret I mean"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well then if they keep talking behind your back then you need to confront them about it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's what I got"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Goodbye"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "For example, like she talks behind my back"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "okayyyluis if she talks about you behind your back, you should confront her about it. you don't need thst negativity in your life, you deserve better. tell her how you feel and if she doesn't apologize or stop, you need better friends"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "Ive had someone talk behind my back before"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "Ive had someone talk behind my back before"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "SouthGamer they're unhealthy, stay away from people that do that. i would usually give them a second chance if it was a long time ago, but depending on what they did u should get out of that toxic relationship. don't trust them with anything"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "just be calm and find better friends"}
{"username": "Vermyller", "content": "Thanks."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I sorta have to go back to school soon and I don't know how to socialize and I stutter alot and everything I end up doing makes me look dumb does anyone have any socializing advice"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "O h"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "That's hard"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "don't think so much about what others think of you! you probably think everuone is judging you, but they aren't! i promise you. think of a random girl or boy sitting down eating lunch, are you going to spend all your time thinking about him and judging all his flaws? no you arent! don't care what other people think of you, just be you. make some friends. don't overthink, just act confidently and they'll believe you are. if someone is sitting alone, go up to them and introduce urself! if someone doesn't like you, then who cares. there's always someone who won't like you and always someone who will like you, you can't control other people's opinions!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "istu oh hey yui I'm currently going to a French school and I don't know much French and they don't know any English or other languages I go around not worrying at all and ignoring anyone who laughs at my mistakes and I try to focus on learning so maybe you should do that!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why do you worry about what other people think"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright, I'll keep that in mind, but I've been told it's like impossible to talk to me irl because how awkward I make everything"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "you're probably going to think oh they're laughing at me because anxiety gives you that feel if everyone's thinking of you"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i promise you they aren't"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't go to school to make friends, go to school to learn!"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "just be chill"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "if you act confident, they'll see you as confiden"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't go to school to make friends, go to school to learn!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro correct"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Alright, I'll keep that in mind, but I've been told it's like impossible to talk to me irl because how awkward I make everything"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "istu then prove them wrong"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "you could be scared inside, but put a brave face on and a smile"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "By not talking to anyone and letting them come to you"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i promise u it's gonna be okay!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "But I have good friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Believe me you'll be better minding your own business there"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "then talk w your friend group but also be nice to others"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "if someone needs help, offer them help"}
{"username": "Averi", "content": "But shouldn't she/he be able to be their selfs?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "smile at them and make their day"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "compliment smth about them"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "then people will like u and be more comfortable around u"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Averi yeah but not around the wrong people"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Do you guys know how to get rid of stuttering?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "don't be nervous"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "just don't overthink what you're saying"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "try to get the words to flow on your mind and don't be scared to say anything"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'll try"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "you can practice the words in your head as well"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "before you say them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Do you guys know how to get rid of stuttering?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "istu before doing anything just know that it'll be alright and count from 1 to 5 or 3 then say go in your head and talk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It doesn't matter if you stutter that's normal"}
{"username": "Averi", "content": "Do you guys know how to get rid of stuttering?"}
{"username": "Averi", "content": "istu be calm and practice what your going to say before hand!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also good luck with school"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Bring in the good grades."}
{"username": "Averi", "content": "np hunni!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Helge not all schools"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So boring"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Not all schools."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ofc not all schools"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Depends on where you're living."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I live in australia"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like schools here are pretty cool"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That makes sense"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "istu look you're not going to school to get compliments you're going there to learn so ignore everything they say about you because some people will never have enough."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyway I gotta figure out how to read this French book"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Cya later"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "cya"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Good luck!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Bonne chance sur votre FranCais"}
{"username": "nego scaramouche superiority", "content": "I come online to escape from some form of reality and I put on a facade, a happy one only ever showing someone I wished to be and not who I actually was. Its much easier to control yourself online sometimes, so people end up seeing the better side of me and liking only the better side of me. If they knew the other side they wouldnt like me the same anymore and sometimes its so hard keeping up this facade pretending to be happy when Im lowkey hurt at what they said but know that they dont mean it. I always pretend to be happy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nego scaramouche superiority everyone can relate... We all put on our happy masks but sometimes you need to take it off and show the real you to the people you're pretending to."}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Read my text"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Read my text please"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "It got deleted.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "AKAKU MOESAKARU what was the text?"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "It was a pretty big text"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "About my anxiety, my depression, my panic attacks and my insecurities"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "I guess here you cant talk about it"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Oh thanks i just did it"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "About my anxiety, my depression, my panic attacks and my insecurities"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "AKAKU MOESAKARU dm me if you need to"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "If you have something you need to get off your chest or are feeling shy just check Pinned messages \ufe0f feel better and remember Cheesu loves u"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "Remember just know that you all are loved by all pets in this server!"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I dont vent but this is something that I really just need to talk to someone with"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Please dont read if you arent comfortable with bulling, abuse, racism or self harm."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I have this friend\u201d who is really abusive"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "He hits, punches, kicks and pushes me"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "He insults me, is racist to me and makes fun of me behind my back to my only friend"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "He also excludes me from hanging out with my only friend"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "He intentionally makes my friends ignore me"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "And he is one of the reason my anxiety is so bad now because I fear that he going to take away all my friends and hurt me"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "And I cant tell my friends because they all just dont believe me even though he has bullied them as well"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "And I cant tell any teachers because they will tell him I told them which will make him more angry"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I cant tell my parents because if they find out Im friends with a boy I will get in trouble"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Not only does he force me to show him my arms something I dont like to show people because of stuff I did in the past he makes fun of me for being self conscious of them"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Ive attempted once because of him"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "And it makes me want to actually succeed because not matter what I do"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "No one believes me and none of my friends will actually support me and help me confront him about it"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Sorry if this was super long..."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "you should contact the police about this"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I dont know...I dont want to get anyone in trouble"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "they will listen and do something about it definitely"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "if you dont tell someone then it could escalate, and he could be doing this to other people who are scared too"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Honestly, a person like that deserves to get in serious trouble"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It seems harsh but wouldnt the best way would be to ignore and move on?.."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I had same kind of thing in the past ignoring doesnt change much but at least you stop gettin in more trouble.."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "well...I could try but Im afraid Ill be all alone again because Im not the greatest at making friends"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Everyone's situations are different I guess"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Yeah.. sorry for suggesting that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if I were you I would tell my parents I am getting bullied since you have strict parents but if they ask who it is just wish the best for urself"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Im a bit nervous to tell them but i will try my best because I dont want him to do this to anyone else"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you have any close family members that wont contact your family when you tell them stuff and you can trust?"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Ive not close with any of my family members"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do you have a sister?"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "try and talk to her"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I feel like that will work because even if I dont talk to her much I know she will listen"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Jusst a question maybe not important at all, do you go to a local school or one of those private ones?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Depending on the school they don't care as much"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Local"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Mm"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Then nevermind what I just asked, go on"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": " Every school is different with it, too"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I know but private ones are a little like the student is another client of ours too"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "if no one does anything about it then your last option would be to contact the police but as a last resort"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "if he threatens your life though, tell the police immediately"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "And don't care about the students at all ffs.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if no one does anything about it then your last option would be to contact the police but as a last resort"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yoonchigga"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Thank you for helping me"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I actually feel a bit more confident to tell someone about this"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I will probably tell my school as they are a bit strict when it come to students and Im sure they will take this seriously"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Yeah.. you're right dawn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah.. you're right dawn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Denzqi"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Well.. It's my first time here qwq"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "I'm sorry to be that person, but police cannot/don't do a lot about bullying"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "@ it really depends on where you live. police in my area are ready to step in always"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well.. It's my first time here qwq"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Denzqi same im trying to get used to here"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "if it becomes violent to the point your life is being threatened then police are needed"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I want to be able to help people, that's the reason of my living tbh, not for myself at all"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "Just know if a fake friend threatens you, stand up for yourself. Reach out for a non fake friend. Or your parents."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "are you expiriencing neck pain?"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "no"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "im just lonely depressed and i feel like a nobody that no one loves and wants"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe that's true?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but you don't have to die because of it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "plus why do you even want to be loved and wanted so much"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "because nobody cares about me and everyone that i try to meet they say go kys and i want to be loved because idk how it feels to be loved or wanted"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "idek what love is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "go onto dating app and make a profile and go meet random people your age"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "idk if that will work"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "well first off im ugly 2nd of all i get nervous around girls so yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's not all about looks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "with the nervous idk"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i dont even know what to say to a girl when i first meet her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then she says hi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then say idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "go of the top of your head"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "say who is your favourite you tuber"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's a good conversation starter"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It actually is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you should try it"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "thnx i guess"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no problem"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Good advice..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "If anyone feels the need to talk about there problems I am completely willing to help out"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ill copy paste something i told foxy"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "foxy/desty"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Go ahead"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's a lot of text but let's see..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "First no school doesn't only have homework and loneliness"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Trust me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Do you have any friends? Irl? Neve"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If yes then I'd suggest you spend more time with them and if no then I'd suggest you to... Try to make some... Even if it means waiting another 28 days... Just look please have patience and please endure those 28 days till school"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Believe me I used to be like you when I was in quarantine I even used to sit in the corner and feel like I was the most miserable human being alive but... After I got out of quarantine and was forced to go to high school I met some really cool people"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also about your parents... Please try to report them or do something about them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell them that you are feeling this way"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If they hit you please tell the school or tell an adult"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't have to endure this"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And the fact that you tried seeking therapy... Please if you don't tell the school the full story they won't be able to help you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell them everything... Like I said you don't deserve all of this..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also crying acts as a natural pain killer so you are feeling pain and I think that you actually have ptsd from your parents..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I've lived with it my entire life"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I actually thought it was normal"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My friends think I'm seriously depressed"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I dont want to admit it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And I cant self diagnose"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What do you think is normal?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Getting abused?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My parents hitting me when I look at then the wrong way"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Emotionally mentally and physically?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "...;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Your parents need serious help and you need help too"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My dad is fine"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum is the problem"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah moms are 50 more likely to abuse their kids"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The more you know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum once locked me in the bathroom with her because I told her I brushed my teeth and she thought I was lying"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I was so terrified"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "um"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She seems fine to mw"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She never drinks"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "All she does to me is in her normal state of mind"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I wonder what she would do if you added drinking to it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "YOU NOTICE THAT'S WORSE THAN BEING AN ALCOHOLIC, RIGHT?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Dude"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "From one abused kid to another"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Get help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Get the cops"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also if you have bruises or cuts from them then show the school"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Show the cops"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Show everyone!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Some people don't deserve kids."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I dont.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She just spanks me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "So I have no proof"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ";"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Spank you?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Welp tell her if you were a dog would she still hit you?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I bet she believes in antivax propaganda"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just get adult help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Talk to your grandma"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Grandparents are in serbia"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Talk to any family member with enough brain to understand how messed up this is"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "You know there's something wrong when you're drawing pictures of you dying"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "There's something seriously wrong with me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I legit draw pictures of me killing myself"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "There is something wrong with me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I seriously need to get help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm glad you understand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just get professionnel help or adult help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "End of talk"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thanks for the advice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "I have ptsd"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "I hate it and I hate going for therapy"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ hello! Tysm I feel like this everyday but I'm willing to change but I have to endure another 2530 days of pain;"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Ram aw, I don't know how to help I suck at giving advice but I hope you feel better soon, therapy can help you;,"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ram well do you want to suddenly start crying and sweating in school or work after remembering a bad memory?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "that's abuse"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "this is what i mean people experience bigger problems than mine im being a crybaby with my big deal problems"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "stay safe delighted"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "delighted Im so sorry this is happening I too had to put up with abuse for most of my childhood from our own dad. You need to tell someone so he doesnt hurt you anyone things wont get better unless you do he cant do that to you or your mother. Please be safe and stay strong dont give up just yet"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Neve just because someone has it worse than you doesn't make your problems any less important."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "delighted call the police"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Call the freaking cops."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro please dont be rude no matter what it is being rude isnt the right thing here this is a caring place for advice and venting safe place for people so please edit your message"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh Abi this doesn't make sense"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If what they said was true then they're the most ignorant person in the world"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wont repeat it again since I dont want any problems please dont be rude no matter what the situation is being rude isnt the right thing here this is a caring place for advice and venting safe place for people so please edit your message"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its very simple thank you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Happy?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Done"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But I won't tolerate any trolls here."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They made someone feel like their problems are nothing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And this is not nice."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay so what if theyre not trolling"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it wouldnt be their intention to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's what I said"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if the other person feels that way its their negativity winning and in that case they need to talk to someone and vent so they can get help and know theyre worth"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "doesnt mean you should be downright be rude to the other person"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's why they come to venting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it gives you no right too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We all have our different problems"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I won't stretch this conversation any further."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and thats why the first person came to vent"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "now idk what just happened and who ur talking about"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "We didn't want this to turn into a bigger problem so we deleted the messages."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "If only I would be able to get a proper job, then when I have got enough, I will be able to move out, but the requirements keeps on demanding me to get Metric History that is not necessary for programmers like me. The reason why for a proper job is so that I can live independently without my parents spreading rumours lies about me, and due to my passion of programming I know I am a nerd."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "but my parents would just make things worse, no matter what."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe try freelancing?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Get some projects done so when they ask you if you have past experience then just show them the projects that you worked on"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like in future interviews"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also you're not a nerd you're cool"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Freelancing you say? Sounds like a plan."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Thank you for calling me cool."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No problem dude"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I need to talk to someone"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My hands are shaking"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im not valid"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Who says u arent?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Every emotion in my body"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Every thought in my mind"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I can feel and hear them all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "And they all hate me all of me hates me"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you feel panicked?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I feel panicked and calm"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its shaking from side to side like a metronome"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Is that how you spell it?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Choose one to act as first c:"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "it's your's too choose c:"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant even figure that out"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I feel them both"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant choose"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its all happening at once"}
{"username": "Lynnie", "content": "Hey bb, please please please calm down! You matter okay? Try to think positively no matter what obstacles youre facing. Your emotions matter, your mind and soul matters, it is best to move on from the toxic people who hurt you, take deep breaths and remember that you need to calm down and if you cant think, just write down how you feel, then crumble it up and say this is how I feel about this and this\u201d"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant move on from myself"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I know how you feel really, the thing I do might not work for you but it's not a waste of time to try it c:"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Are you okay?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I hope you feel better"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im not ok"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I can literally feel everything"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant choose"}
{"username": "Lynnie", "content": "Try, just try"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its never ending"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "All of the emotions at once"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I feel like im gonna pass out"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet I feel so awake"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its nit stoping at all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its endless and it filling my mind"}
{"username": "Lynnie", "content": "Try to move on and please take deep breaths :"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its just wont stop"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "pat pat please calm down for a second"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant take deep breaths"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Wow such a poet, no jk, and all joke asides, you matter ok bb?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont matter"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Have you ever wondered why, you feel this way?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I know why"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But I dont how to stop it all"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Then what is it"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Toi much to list"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant even remember anything from below 10 years old anymore"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "You are strong enough to choose a way if you're clever enough to know everything you are feeling at the same time"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Do you know anything to help?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Just know that you do matter"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "And you are an amazing person I'm sure"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Demzqi I cant choose a way"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im not amazing"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Then what are you?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Who is amazing then?:c"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am just atoms"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You're not the only one that is feeling this way. You can connect to people that have felt. Do you know anyone that has?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Atoms forming the parts for a carbon based life form"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "And despite all those atoms effort"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im not even good enough for tham"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont know anyone that feels like this"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "There are people who do I know that"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont know anyone who does"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant talk to anyonw who understand it"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Do you think you are the worst person in the world?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Then why, do you feel this way?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You might not be the greatest, and you are surely not the worst"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its nit just self hate"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I'm not the greatest either"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its everything"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I keep saying it. Its EVERYTHING"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Are you confused?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Literally everything"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Every emotion"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Self hate, wow, I've felt selfhate too"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I'm pretty sure I've muttered to myself that I wanted to die"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "everyone must've felt that way in their lifetime"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its not just that"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "but loving at the same time"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am feeling it all at the same time"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Fear"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Happiness"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Saddness"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Pain"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Panic"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Calm"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its keeps cycling between them all and combining them"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You aren't calm. You're confused"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Of course I am"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you want to feel just one thing?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "People can have mixed emotions"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I want to feel one at a time"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But I cant"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Wanna try to listen to some music?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its either nothing or everything"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "It doesnt work"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It usually effects the way you feel"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Relax.."}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Just focus or even sing"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Do you want to go to a doctor?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My dad keeps prolonging it"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Everyome keeps prolonging it all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Nobody wants to know my problems"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I keep being left to rot"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Who is everyone?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Being told im confused"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Being told I dont know how I feel"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Being told taht IM wrong"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "And thats not how I feel"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant keep taking it all"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "So you aren't confused?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am and Im not at the same time"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I don't think that they don't want to know"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I u derstand some things"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Are you just in denial?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But at the same time others I dont"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Denzqi my mother and father have denied me seeing a doctor since I was 8"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I had hallucinations and psychedellic attacks and anxiety"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you have any drugs/medicine?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Do you hate your parents?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont hate them at all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont have medicine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Or drugs"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You are 1516 right?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Drugs are medicine just in american way"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You're in high school?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you feel like you need a friend to tell your stuff too?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "This may be due to stress then"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Did you bottle it up too much?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Have you been stressed lately?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Bottled up your feelings"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My friend dont help"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I tell them not too"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont like pushing my problems on others"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "But do you have a feel to tell"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "mm.."}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont know what this feeling even is"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But right now"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "The main one I am feeling that is the strongest"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im scared"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im absolutely terrified"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet at the same time I am familiar to this"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Are you scared of the mess in your mind?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im scared of my own emotions"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "So"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you need a reasoning?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I have one"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Right now cant you see"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am literalky being torn apart by my own emotions"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "SO YOUR FEAR, IS FEAR?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Not just fear"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Arent you listening"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "YES I WAS"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I keep saying"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "but I'm focusing on the emotion fear right now"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its more than that"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I know you're scared of emotions"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "No you dont"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Then get torn apart and live again like the phoneix legend"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cany"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I do that everyday"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I hurt more and more each time"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Are you getting any professional help by any chance Nico?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "No you dont"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "so are you saying I don't want to help you?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im not"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I have said this"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "No Im not"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "There are too many people too many emotions too much thoughts"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My mind is tearing itself apart"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I recommend you do get professional help to sort out your emotions, because it's quite serious"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My parents keep prolonging it"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You can, there's always people to help"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "And they dont velieve doctors"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They dont want me ro get help"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Do you believe doctors?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They think they can help me"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They are my last hope"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So why not walk to the doctors one day after school or something?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Psychiatrists and therapists"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They are my last hope"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Because mental health is very important"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My dad wont let me"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You are typing right now correct?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "On aphone or computer?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "They dont want me ro get help"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Nico Maybe they're trying to make you stronger by making you let it deal with yourself on the other hand"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Phone"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "You can call a phoneline"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "text"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Call a doctor or ophonline"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Someone can help you"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "There"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Anything at all"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "At least try"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "The phoneline people can help you, or at the very least know you're not okay"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant take all this"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Yeah it's anoying really"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I know it"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Your parents not helping obviously makes it even worse"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just cant do this all"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Why don't you tell them, what you are saying right now? Or have you tried"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant handle it all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I have tried"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I get yelled at"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "That's good"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "that you tried"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Why dont you forget then?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "At least"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant forget ut"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I tried forgetting"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "It doesnt work"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "You need to believe in yourself"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Whether they believe doctors can help or not, sooner or later medical professionals will come into this and take you away or worse, an asylum."}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So doctors are inevitably going to be involed"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's just a matter of time"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I know that may happen"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I KNOW"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant keep doing this anymore"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I get close to jumping out my window every second I feel this way"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just cant take it anymore"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "It keeps hurting"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "It wont stop ni matter how hard I try"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "The stress just keeps boiling up"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Peoppe tell me I am going to be ok"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They never say how"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont have any hope"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "No offense to your parents, but just how ignorant are they for not realising their own child needs serious help?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I have nothing on my mind that is proof itll be ok"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They know I do"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "They just don't believe in science"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My dad knwos im suicidal he took my sword props because of it"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "He literalky told me he thinks Im suicidal"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Same with my mother"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet THEY WONT HELP"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They thi k They can do it all"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "They think it's easy to cure"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They put their mind and sanity before mine"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Pfft"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "How typical"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They think its my head"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "They think ik lying"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant keep doing this"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just want to die"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just want to let it all go"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I do t want go feel this way"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet I know"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Oh how typical of people these days, thinking it's all in your head"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Omce I sleep and wake up"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I wont feel again"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Ill feel emoty"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Then ill miss this feeling i am having"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But I know ill hate it again"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its a neverending cycle"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My life is what my dad calls the definition of insanoty"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Oh how typical of people these days, thinking it's all in your head"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Yeah, helping is harder than assuming things right?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Doing the same thing over and over knowing the outcome yet doing ut anyway"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant do it all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "It wont stop"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just want to let it all go"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Can I just say something?"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Depression is like that."}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Once you're done being sad, you'll miss the feeling."}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "Then you'll go back being sad again and you'll hate the feeling"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its nit just saddness"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Depression is hard to explain really"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I keep telling everyone"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "But it is a constant cycle of in and out"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its more than that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Much more"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I am feeling it all"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant keeo doing it"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I didn't say you weren't feeling just sadness"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet you keep acting liek I can just puck a feeling"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "You and that other person"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Keep acting as if I can choose"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its all combined"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "My mind is non stop"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its liek its releasing every chemical it can"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Endorphins"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Seratonin"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Dopamine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Melatonin"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Qnd all others"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "I'm no doctor, but this is the highest level of depression here"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Mm.. same"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "it couldn't be any clearer that doctors are needed"}
{"username": "tsum tsum 3", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "To the extreme that it would result in asylum"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont want to feel but I dont want to feel nothing"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yet I know I will never get to the imbatween"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Do you have any family member you can contact about it? other than your parents because I see that they're not really being helpful"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You will, you just need someone to help you and professionals"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yes anyone to contact"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Even if it's to bring the ambulance or police over"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Cause it's very serious"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Once they see your condition they'll know what to do"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Have you ever showed your parents your anger about this situation, that they're not taking you to anywhere?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont want to feel nothing again"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "But I dont want to feel this"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I cant even cry anymore"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I physically cant cry"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Again, I feel it's necessary to call the Police or paramedics on this one"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Yeah that's the point"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's gotten to the point where the parents won't even try"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "And thats all I have left"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Who cares what people think, what matters is your health"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "What is the meaning of the word family when they're not helping you?"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Does it matter if they hate you at this situation?"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If they hate you for taking car eof yourself or trying, then you don't need them"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont even know anymore"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You have to think about yourself in this situation"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Not worry about what others think"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I'm so mad at those"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im slipping away"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont want to feel nothing"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont even know what I want to feel"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So why care about what others feel if you don't know what to feel?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "mmhm"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You don't even know how you feel right now"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "So why would it matter what they feel?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "It's not fine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its over now"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It seems like a mere lie"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You said several suicide sentences in less than an hour"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's not fine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "You have to use the time now to take action, before you feel not fine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I said its fine"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Just leave it ok"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "We just cant leave you like that too"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "My dad knwos im suicidal he took my sword props because of it"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "He literalky told me he thinks Im suicidal"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Same with my mother"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Yet THEY WONT HELP"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "They thi k They can do it all"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "That's your definition of fine?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Its fine Loco"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Just keep yourself happy"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "MMM I don't know about that"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Just don't do anything that'll harm you"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "No im fine Denzqi"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "You are fine now"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "So is your solution to wait it out?"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Fair enough"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Im back at nothing"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "So I think im fine"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "If that's a solution, knowing I've suffered from mild depression before"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It's peaceful at least"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "it's only a matter of time before it comes back"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Like the eye in a cyclone"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "If that's a solution, knowing I've suffered from mild depression before"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "mm.. same"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "PEaceful for now, then bad again"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Mild depression was terrible, I can't imagine what chronic depression is like"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "yeah..."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "At least we can try to help them out of it"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "eventually leading to medical help or just feeling better"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Yes you all did a good job"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Here have some cookies"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Hopefully in the future, medical help comes along"}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "c:"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "even though not thinking of a solution seems wrong I dont think it is right either"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "reminding yourself of the things you hate"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Hey guys one of you take the cookies"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "having another problem to deal with"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I don't pick up ground cookies"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "...ok ill send then in chat"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "There we go"}
{"username": "Nico", "content": "There"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i guess ima just kms"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "sooo good bye forever ppl"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "good bye"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "Ram well do you want to suddenly start crying and sweating in school or work after remembering a bad memory?"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "Akiro"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ram then go to therapy"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "have you been able to get in contact with anyone? maybe when school starts. as for your dad, is there anything you can do to make him take you seriously?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "Neve"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Sap hii thanks for the message I like to draw and I also like to play with my dog I play the piano too and I like to sing and bake. I don't know what I could do to make my dad take me seriously.. he thinks it's a phase;"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I still do feel emotions ofc but I hide them.. so I kind of have a poker face all the time;"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Right now I feel tired.. not exactly happy"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "oi oi, no need for a poker face silly. at least not here. think of it this way, Sayu and all these other servers are for joy and support."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "if you're tired, please rest?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "okay.. I just don't know what to do at this point.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I need to wait for school to start"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "x.x I had a migraine earlier today, and dear snowpaws, have frosting. I slept all day."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "its noon right now"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as for your dad, do you know things that he take seriously?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I woke up at 9am but I slept at 3am"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "oop, xd right. UK."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm not sure"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "No it's like almost 1pm noon as in 12:47"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm one hour in front of the UK"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My dad.. I think the only way he'll take it seriously is if the guidance teacher tells him or some professional or something"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "also its alright"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "by now you have 2830 days you said?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "my mum was talking about me and now im scared"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "all i understood was basically that my phone isn't my private space which it, is idk why it can't be"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i also understood that she is gonna finish business with me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im just scared."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's giving a bad feeling to my stomach."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Relax"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Keep up your guard"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And stay close to something that can block either a knife or a gun if you have in your house"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also lock your phone"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Stay close to a potential weapon and put a chair near the door so you can only open the door a lil bit Neve"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And if she pushes the door the chair would stop it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "quit."}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "My sister hates me, we dont have a bond but thank you."}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "Not exactly, but when I talk to her she says leave me alone! I hate you! None of ur business! And she hits me any chance she gets."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe you should tell your parents about that and tell them that you wanna spend time with her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look it all depends on the way you're talking and the way you feel towards her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Try to be the sweetest person she'll ever meet for a week at least"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't take any of her insults to heart"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also how old is she?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm guessing 1214"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Wtf"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "She might be cranky because that's when puberty hits most people"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "I'm guessing 1214"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "Akiro"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "16"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "school is starting tomorrow and Im not ready for it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "quit. well then um still try to be besties with her please... Sometimes I wish I spent time with my own sister more... I haven't seen her in person in 2 years... so please spend a lil more time with her"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "I will"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Meowchii that's what I was thinking when I was getting in high school 7 days ago but then I just minded my own business, focused on the teacher and bam! The whole class likes me! Works like a charm so don't worry just focus on learning not making new friends"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "alright, thanks"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "last night i slept only 4 hours not really a vent.. just saying:c"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Aww that's alright"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sometimes when I help people here I feel like... Who am I to give people advice? Who am I to help people fix something in their lives when my life is utter chaos... Idk those thoughts come and go in my head..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "because you know how they feel, your helping other people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not wrong to ask for help for yourself from those people youve helped"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "theres some point where youll say'today was a tough day' and they'd probably respond with' forreal' when you let them pour your heart out and they didnt show any sign of being caring the same way you did"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "those people shouldnt base how you feel about yourself, you can give good advice because other than seeing it youve probably experienced it. its better to have someone whose experienced a specific situation rather than skimmed across the situation and made poor assumptions on the way said person felt."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "your a good person to give someone advice because you know how it feels. its all your choice to try to fix how they feel, you arent forced to all the time all because you have the role"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Be yourself! Go with the flow and then theres Be who you want to be! Follow you're dreams."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I don't understand.. You wanted me to be myself, now you want me to be who I want to, what if i don't want to be myself? Heck, I don't even know who I am, I change so often. What is wrong with me? Is it my fault? Is it my surroundings? I want to stick to an identity, why, why can't I pick? What if I wanna be myself one day then someone else the other? Is that the reason people get tired of me and ignore me? Is it really my fault? Why can't I just stop being such an outcast and stick to something!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "it's not your fault, your not alone. it's okay to feel that way. i honestly got out of being plain sad for a while and was talking to a friend about wht to do. she said just be yourself and have fun! then it hit me, i had no idea who i was. literally, so many people feel this way and get lost. it's completely okay. sometimes u need somewhere to vent. there will always be someone there; whether it's your parents, your friends, a therapist, online friends, or even your pets! you can write about how your whole day went and what you want to change. the only way you'll change is it you step out of your comfort zone. if you don't like who u are, change it. if you don't know who u are, go find it! do different things. i know it'll be hard, but i promise once you get out there you won't regret it. you do you, and what you feel is right"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you, it's a rough journey, I really thought I found myself before; A heterosexual female, into girly stuff. That's what I thought every female had to be, I slowly started to figure out that I could really be whoever I wanted, reality hit me hard and now I can't understand who I am, I plan on doing my very best, thank you for your advice, it means alot I wish you all the best, thank you."}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Sometimes when I help people here I feel like... Who am I to give people advice? Who am I to help people fix something in their lives when my life is utter chaos... Idk those thoughts come and go in my head..."}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Akiro try not to focus on that, think about the good your doing! Even if it's hard to give advice sometimes and your going through something your self maybe you can try to take your own advice? don't worry I can't do that sometimes or get help from someone else!"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Anyone here have any ideas how to make me calm from crying?"}
{"username": "3", "content": "im a potato555 0 try to search some meme, or playing some games you like.. 4"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "tabioca It is normal to question your own existence and to think that life doesn't seem real. And perhaps to investigate philosophers who have done the same. The branch of philosophy that deals with questions of knowing and reality is called metaphysics."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also don't worry we're happy for how you turned out as a person"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "At the end you're one in trillions of other that tried to get born but you finished the race first and became who you are today"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "At the end you're one in trillions of other that tried to get born but you finished the race first and became who you are today"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "oh wow.. thanks so much for that, I didnt even know how much I needed to hear it still, its kind of frustrating barely knowing really anything about whats life is, but Im glad to know Im not alone on that c:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Venting? Nope, not gonna do that and I will never."}
{"username": "Loco", "content": "Life just pushes us into this world with no instructions or what our purpose is, so just make up your own rules and purpose as long as you don't hurt anyone."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Your best friend isn't her fault, it was never going to be your fault, relapse is a part of recovery and no matter what you are strong and amazing and never deserve any type of pain, it's ok to hurt and let out your emotions and there will always be people that are proud of you"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Anyone here have any ideas how to make me calm from crying?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Aikashi here you go"}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "I am losing a lot of friends, sleep and i dont even feel like eating anymore I dont rlly know whats happenin to me at this point rn, I am trying to attend school, but I really cant due to my sickness of me getting viral infection it isnt corona or anything , a lot of my friends are hating me because im leaving them alone in school. Whenever im trying to explain what happen, they always ignore me.. idk what to even do anymore."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Molly 3 I understand how you feel, And my DMs are forever open so please DM me if you need help, because I assure you I can help."}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "Smol vent, so I watched that video\u201d I guess I could say it was traumatizing? I watched it at night so I couldnt really sleep.. when I was able to sleep I only got like 21 hours. and I saw a comment saying it could decrease mental health when someone sees that person k!/ing themselves? Ion know if thats tru"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What did you watch?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Molly 3 it's okay it's actually good that those fakers are leaving you, real friends will stick with you and whatever you do they will find an excuse for it so don't worry just focus on school please and don't even try to explain yourself to the ones who can't handle you just explain yourself to the ones who really matter."}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "What did you watch?"}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "Akiro there was a livestream on fb of a man with a shotgun commiting nono but it went viral and people keep reposting it on tiktok and other platforms I think, theres also when someone puts something cute then it shows the gorey part of the stream"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You mean the mosque shooting?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "In new Zealand?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm interested"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you have a link please send it to me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes I'm messed up"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's just satisfying to see people get shot"}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "I aint sending anyone a link"}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "I didnt see it on tiktok,I saw it on insta"}
{"username": "Davthewolfy", "content": "I will just say the important things"}
{"username": "Davthewolfy", "content": "In a few months ago i had a big crush on someone is pretending he's a boy, but when i joined her server i just got a big disappointment when i knew she's a female and i tried to avoid that and perhaps i had crush on her again and i asked to hang out but...she didn't told me she'd be dating someone and i just get into a deep depression and I'm still so damn sad then she started ignoring my messages"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Ive seen it also. Its really messed up Akiro"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Davthewolfy just know that she's feeling even more shame and guilt than you are feeling depressed, she knows she's a faker and she knows what she did was bad that's why she doesn't have the confidence to text you."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm really sorry that you had to go through this... But don't worry, there are plenty of fish in the sea and occasionally you might get a catfish and that's fine they don't deserve you thinking about them."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just know that this is just another online troll."}
{"username": "Ram", "content": "So, this might be a bit silly but, I used to have a friend I played with in Minecraft in 2014, we always played on a prison server and had tons of fun, but then she disappeared one day and I still cant stop thinking about it. I dont want to forget her but I dont want to cry either, I honestly have no idea what to do but I hope I can meet her again someday. You dont have to reply to this as I said it was silly."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "She's probably out or has no time to play currently, next time when she's back at least ask her discord or insta or etc"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "My discord friend once disappeared without a trace for a year and a half"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then he accidentally found me and we were happy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So there's hope ram one day they'll come back"}
{"username": "Davthewolfy", "content": "Akiro bro i just wish i didn't meet her friends to tell me that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Davthewolfy yeah makes sense, a spineless coward like her would never tell the truth."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ and that's why you don't join dating servers and servers with low moderation also I'm sorry that happened to you before."}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "just tell everyone that the rumor is fake"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "e well step one is to ignore everything they say and treat them like barking dogs in the streat"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Step 2 is to report that person that threatened you to the police or YouTube"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Step 3 turn off your comment section."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That is if you are on YouTube"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And then when I'm in 1st year of high school I now understand the feeling that I felt when I was a kid they said it's'depression' but for me I don't think I have those because y'know, I don't wanna be those people who'll only live in the darkness but I think not, even I is getting sucked up by the darkness they're saying, little by little the pain inside of me is getting worse. I am still getting bullied at school but I just ignore those and pretend nothing has happened."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I even left my friend because I was so down that I can't even control my anger and put it into someone that I don't even know."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And until rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm still feeling down"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I don't wanna hurt people anymore so I try not to feel down."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Goodbye."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry for the bad grammar"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Don't worry! Sometimes it feels as your hurting others even when you try your best not too!"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Just try your best to be the best person you can! Everyone has flaws and makes mistakes"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Maybe try to watch a show or take a nap to feel better? Ik that this won't be much but"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Even when you think you might be hurting someone it's probably bc they feel down themselves try talking to them! Always be the best you can be, don't let others tell you otherwise"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Try to feel happy by doing the stuff you love and enjoy! "}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "All love is sent your way"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Also it's like morning now so in tired hope this helps!"}
{"username": "salt", "content": "i can i understand exactly how u felt back then because i used to make fun of and was nervous and asked the same question'are they talking bout me?' I was made fun of mainly cuz of skin issues and stuff. But a tip you should always stand up to them u shouldnt let them get you down. Look into the people who love you, and the sweet people that makes you happy! Ans we all go thru these kind of things at least once throughout our life. Like i told so many people bout ugliness, it doesn't matter to me. What should they think about is your personality, which is important. and you have a kind, and amazing personaity that i met in chat."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "Just be happy! don't be down. You've got to tell yourself you are an amazing, sweet, kind person."}
{"username": "salt", "content": "sry for bad grammar n stuff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you all for making me feel good, it really means so much to me, I don't deserve this kind of thing so I'm really really grateful that you guys notice my vent in here so I wish you all a good life and hope you all are doing well!"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "ilym Tolliver"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": ". I wanted to try and relate to you so you wouldn't feel alone."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Christos you know... I understand how terrible being bullied is and I have a way of feeling better even if you are getting bullied... You need to understand the bully and why they are hurting you... When you come to the realization that they are just reflecting the household they live in on other students you start to actually understand them... So please don't feel bad that they are bullying you... Feel bad that they are bullying in general... If we can read the secret history of our enemies, we can find in them enough sarrow and suffering to disarm all of our hostility."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Henry Longfellow."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You can either understand them or avoid them at all costs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Aldin you know... I understand how terrible being bullied is and I have a way of feeling better even if you are getting bullied... You need to understand the bully and why they are hurting you... When you come to the realization that they are just reflecting the household they live in on other students you start to actually understand them... So please don't feel bad that they are bullying you... Feel bad that they are bullying in general... If we can read the secret history of our enemies, we can find in them enough sarrow and suffering to disarm all of our hostility."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Henry Longfellow."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro yes ty and I understand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You know I used to get bullied like hell from a kid when I was in elementary school but after I saw their house... Their food... Their living conditions in general... I became actually their best friend..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They stopped bullying for good after I understood them and talked to them about it later when we were older"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But it's better for you to just ignore them and avoid them at all costs"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Aw.. so sad.."}
{"username": "Kylieplayz", "content": "Sad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Aoi just know that they are in a better place and that one of your dogs got a meal."}
{"username": "3", "content": "I hope you're feeling better.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "But hey."}
{"username": "3", "content": "You can find a new pet ?"}
{"username": "Im just in Discord", "content": "im sorry for the loss"}
{"username": "Im just in Discord", "content": "But all i can do is hug you becus i have no experience whatsoever"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I was away from home so I didnt know, When I got home my brothers girlfriend told me that he died"}
{"username": "cait x", "content": "i"}
{"username": "cait x", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "But all i can do is hug you becus i have no experience whatsoever"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Im just in Discord"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "Im just in Discord", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "Aoi make sure to find things that are fun so you can at least distract yourself a bit"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I feel you man.. Aoi"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "If you don't feel any agression try to forget aight?.."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It's hard ik"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I dont feel anything but just sadness "}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright then"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "aWe cRap hERe wE gO agAin, I'm sorry I vent way too much, I think it's the fact quarantine came around and I can't really do my dailies which drives me slowly insane but,"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "A toy in the back of the shelf wanting attention, that's me, I feel so selfish is it the feeling of jealously? Or am I really being left out of everything. And I the second option? Or the last? I tip over to atleast get a look at but no matter what I do they ignore me, is it I am not loud enough? Or is it I'm too loud? Is it because I have too much flaws? Why do I feel like I never get treated the way I use to. I feel thrown away. It's like the are trying to sell me off, introducing me to their new friends. But never hanging out with us together. I get it, I'm a thrown out rag doll aren't I? If so.. Why don't I atleast get replies from people. It's like they ignore me. They immediately go offline when I text them.. Why would I text you if I knew you weren't online? Is it something they want from me? Am I supposed to be a Barbie? Instead I'm a cheaper thrown out doll, wanting to be stitched up with tons of happiness. I want to get rid of the empty feeling inside, nothing I do is never enough is it? I feel so selfish."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Aww.. i know it hurt.. but, cheer up! You'll find someone who can make you feel happy"}
{"username": "3", "content": "You will find it. Don't give up!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "the fact you feel that way is not your fault, you aren't selfish, or to loud, or not loud enough. True friends should never make you feel like a thrown out toy with no worth, cause in reality you're so much more than that but yet you can't see it, because you don't have the right people in your life to let you see that. I'm sure you'll meet some friends who will make you feel your worth, cause you really seem like an amazing person who doesn't deserve to feel this way, I have faith in you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "The thing is I know it's not my friends, they are supportive of everything I do. Is it the mindset I wake up in? I feel so selfish like I'm shifting the blame on them when they are really supportive and It hurts."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "the mindset you wake up in isn't your fault and you shouldn't be expected to control it, you aren't selfish at all and the best thing to do is express your emotions and let the ones who mean the most to you hear about your pain and concerns, instead of bottling up the things that are really hurting you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Will do, thank you guys a ton."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "anytime you need help my dms are open \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "istu well first you have to not ask for attention, second don't try too hard, third be interesting not saying you're not interesting, forth... No you're not selfish, humans are social creatures they like to be noticed so it's just natural instincts so don't be harsh on yourself and have patience."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I wanna meet my more than friend but I can't because he lives so far away"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "oof."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I would say that I can relate?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "But its a bit too late to say that I guess."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oooF"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can defo relate"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I could relate but honestly idk now"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "My childhood friend found himself a toxic possessive girlfriend online and I have no idea what to do. She doesnt let him talk to me and hes been really distant ever since. I just want my old friend back. I knew him for so long and letting him go because of this just... I dont know. Someone please help me. I know you are all going to think Im lame or something but I really need advice."}
{"username": "3", "content": "aw.. must be hurt, but hey! keep strong! someday you'll find your own happiness."}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes people arent meant for u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not always meant to be"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "youre always gonna be something to someone and that someone is gonna know you have worth to them, its a little bit hard to grasp that fact but some people cant really show affection but its possible i promise u that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it might be hard to believe but people care and people dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its just how the world is and always has been"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a human is a human, no matter what qualities. you can feel lesser than what that girl is but in no way could someone be better than something of the same specimen"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Just because someone left you for another one that doesnt mean your worth changes. I prefer to drop that person, theyll know what theyre missing once they break up with their current partner. Your worth will never change, dont let a mf make you think you changed. I hope that guy comes to his senses and knows what he did wrong. Lord how people get blinded with supposed love\u201d."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and maybe that person didnt like u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sad truth"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe they found someone more interesting to talk to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but sweetheart dont think that your not worth anything to anyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they werent right for u and thats okay : its a painful process i know"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Thanks everyone"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "i feel like i dont fit in anywhere. this past week, all of my friends have been hanging out with their own friend groups and i have nobody else to talk to. my friends would hang out by themselves and never invite me, saying, oh we thought you were gonna be busy that day i feel like they are leaving me out on purpose. what should i do?"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Awe, you should maybe try to be more social? Find more friends! Get out of that comfort zone and find new things to do, just be more social and drop your friends if they continue this type of behavior. Its clear enough now to you and to everyone that they are they to distance themselves from you. You can ask whats up and if they dont give you a response then leave, just drop them. Find new more people itll be much more better"}
{"username": "jen", "content": "ive had that problem with my friend group as well, honestly it only hurt me more to be with them. i recommend going to discord or other socials to find a new friend group to socialize with. but i wouldnt worry trying to find a group right now, its a pandemic and people might not be about to go outside. you should focus on yourself and self love"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "ty ill try that"}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "Hello?"}
{"username": "cait x", "content": "saduglyroach this is the venting channel, go to chat to talk"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "my screen cracked and im really afraid my mom will punish me really bad and i can't handle the pressure anymore"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Today my work friend will call J and Me will just call me Ivar ig."}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "So J got fired today for some bull. And I was p hes one of the hardest workers there and they just do this s. But I was p off so much I was shaking so bad. Then the f assistant manager came up to me all happy and s she just fired someome will just call her Karen. If you dont get the reference dont ask. But Karens like So where down a cart person so your gonna have to pull extra hours! And I lost my stuff. I'm working my a off and do everything im told and i was like you know what f this s I'm done. She started talking to me like I'm a f kindergartener and I said you know what. F you Karen. F this store. F this walky. And F your money. And ripped off my vest trough it on the floor ripped off the walky same with the vest and the mask and got my ciggrettes went up stairs and dumb follows me. Im trying to get my s and leave but shes gotta follow me like a little lost puppy. And then she gets the manager and comes out to me and hes like You cant be acting like that in my store and stuff. And i try to explain to him that she fired the only person who was trying to help me and train me in carts and she fired him. I was so angery. I better get my money or imma raise something."}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I censored it the best i could I'm ngl i cuss way too much"}
{"username": "kristor", "content": "Nono the ping is fine, I think most of us here can agree that toxic friendships aren't worth thinking about. Things will get better as time goes on and just keep telling yourself you'll get better and you will."}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "Thats kinda screwed up too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk i just get anxious because being confronted or yelled at makes my anxiety spike and i think i have adhd plus i believe i have bipolar depression so im all over the place and i feel bad to make people maybe upset with my own problems on accident even tho i know i probably wont get better if i dont get help"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Guenevere you were right to stand up for what you believe in the comments they made were totally unnecessary my advice block the toxic people and move on because you don't need that extra stress in your life."}
{"username": "josefina", "content": "And even i get some anger risen in me to shout at her. I cant control it because i have mood swings. I dont want her to feel uncomfortable or sad"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Awh, I know how you feel. I have 6 siblings and my mom always just wants to pull her hair out. A few months ago I saw her texting my uncle saying They wouldn't care if I left So I definitely know how you feel. But you have to love your mom no matter what, and always think positive. Yeah, your mom is being stressed but you have to remind her that staying with her family is the best thing ever. Even if your sisters make her stressed you have to give her the most love and show her that she should stay. And yes, kids get angry at their parents, but you shouldn't let it out at them. Because they are going through things way worse already. Like bills and money. If you do yell at her just tell her sorry. A sorry, hug and crying can do alot."}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Just tell her that she can't let the negativity get to her head."}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "I'm sorry if somethings didn't make sense"}
{"username": "josefina", "content": "Awh, I know how you feel. I have 6 siblings and my mom always just wants to pull her hair out. A few months ago I saw her texting my uncle saying They wouldn't care if I left So I definitely know how you feel. But you have to love your mom no matter what, and always think positive. Yeah, your mom is being stressed but you have to remind her that staying with her family is the best thing ever. Even if your sisters make her stressed you have to give her the most love and show her that she should stay. And yes, kids get angry at their parents, but you shouldn't let it out at them. Because they are going through things way worse already. Like bills and money. If you do yell at her just tell her sorry. A sorry, hug and crying can do alot."}
{"username": "josefina", "content": "quit account no no you made much sense! Tysm for your feedback and yeah it must be tough having 6 siblings"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "It's is. But I'm glad I could help love!"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "My best friend kinda just cut me off and I dont know why and then I remember earlier today some of my friends and her they made a server of some sort? And they left me out of it and now Im having a panic attack because Im thinking I did something and now that she hates and Im about to start hating myself because I feel like a horrible person And all the friends who went to the server said something happened but they wont tell me and she dmed me saying its for the best\u201d and now I really dont know what to do and we all have mutual friends so if I tell one of them their going to tell her and I cant vent barely any servers because were in a lot of them together and the servers I own are mostly friends so I cant vent anywhere and idk Im panicking so bad rn"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "This is one of the servers shes in and Im so scared"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "But I dont know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "My best friend kinda just cut me off and I dont know why and then I remember earlier today some of my friends and her they made a server of some sort? And they left me out of it and now Im having a panic attack because Im thinking I did something and now that she hates and Im about to start hating myself because I feel like a horrible person And all the friends who went to the server said something happened but they wont tell me and she dmed me saying its for the best\u201d and now I really dont know what to do and we all have mutual friends so if I tell one of them their going to tell her and I cant vent barely any servers because were in a lot of them together and the servers I own are mostly friends so I cant vent anywhere and idk Im panicking so bad rn"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Alle dont over think it and if it really is something try to ask someone for help or try to talk it out with her. This is a tough scenario. I feel bad for you"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Does anyone else have any advice for her?"}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "well first take a few breaths and get some water so you can calm down, and dont start hating yourself just because something happened between you two im pretty sure it wasnt your fault, im sorry that this has happened but just know you will get through it"}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "yes do that please"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "yes please"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "Its 8pm and I still havent eaten dinner"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "and take some rest"}
{"username": "Your Sleep Paralysis Demon", "content": "maybe try washing off if u havent already"}
{"username": "Your Sleep Paralysis Demon", "content": "showers tend to help"}
{"username": "Your Sleep Paralysis Demon", "content": "or take a relaxing bath"}
{"username": "Your Sleep Paralysis Demon", "content": "and ofc eat"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "Thanks Ill go eat something now"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Yeah get some rest and rethink the situation try relaxing"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Well, it depends. Try to ask her whatever so bad you did, take some time to gather the courage. If you want to connect with them, try to talk it out, make it up to them, etc. If you really want to stay friends with them, you gotta try hard! But if they continue leaving them out and more, you should drop them and move on. Its rude and quite toxic, and things wont get better, I may damage your mental health if you like them a lot. Of course, take some time to move on and calm down. I hope things get better, take care of yourself.!"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Take care Alle"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "take care"}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "i hope you feel better soon"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "Guess what"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "Its somewhat fixed"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "I feel lighter now"}
{"username": "Alle", "content": "I still dont know what happened but she said she didnt mean it to look like she hated me"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "uh, this isnt a big vent: but, irl i have these 3 friends, kind of? well, they usually ignore me, or just run away laughing at me. today they started yelling at me, and just hitting me, for dropping one of their jackets on the floor on accident. idk what to do, i feel so bad and guilty, although it was me who got hit and yelled at by them? please help me,"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! im sorry for the bother.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "i suggest you to find new friend"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Hm, they arent real friends. Hun, I suggest you leave them. Because there will be plenty of other opportunities for you to find better friends than them. They are just jerks."}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "They arent real friends, I think its best you report them and find new friendsthey arent worth it"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "You dont have to feel bad or guilty because its not your fault"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "3", "content": "cause they already being harsh on you. if you let them to always be your friend, they would hit you more"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You shouldn't get hit for doing something by accident. Those aren't your real friends they're just bullying you and making you feel bad. They already ignore you and laugh at you. We're here for you bby. I'll fight them off"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I dont know, theyre nice to me sometimes but rarely.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "just left them"}
{"username": "3", "content": "ignore them like how they ignore you"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I can try.."}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "That isnt real friend characteristics. If they make you uncomfortable, hurt you and bully you. I dont think those little bit of nice moments are worth it."}
{"username": "3", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "I mean, I think youre right.. so Ill just try and leave them"}
{"username": "3", "content": "I dont know, theyre nice to me sometimes but rarely.."}
{"username": "3", "content": "if it's rare, then i suggest you to really leave them"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "youll meet some better people. Just have to give it time, and you cant force friendships"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "I suggest you use this method:"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "Create a list of things that you like while being friends with them and create a list about things that made you feel bad, if the good outweighs the bad, keep them as your friendsif the bad outweighs the good, let them go and find new friends, there are a lot of people out there who are worth your time and deserve your kindness"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Find people who care about you and are attached to you for who you are"}
{"username": "3", "content": "and i know they will regret bullying you!"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": "Thank you, guys. Ill try:"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Find people who care about you and are attached to you for who you are"}
{"username": "3", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "give them an ora ora"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Also I highly suggest surrounding and associating yourself with people who try to make good decisions and dont do dumb mean things for the sack of being mean"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Its no problem hun, you just have to know when to let go sometimes"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": ":"}
{"username": "st4n l00n4", "content": ":"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Like surrounding your self with people who make smart choices and are nice to you is honestly the best advice I can give"}
{"username": "3", "content": "Thank you, guys. Ill try:"}
{"username": "3", "content": "here to help! dont too much thinking you'll feel bad because you left them. it's all their fault!"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "I wish you the best of luck good luck"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "You dont have a thing to worry about because of your personality"}
{"username": "3", "content": "always be aware! good luck on finding new friends! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Hello..! So... like on Friday, I was on a call with my IBFF She was having serious problems, cried for hours and even thought about harming herself and I was trying to help her and talk to her when my mother came. She asked me who I was calling and said that I have to stop talking on the phone right away. She got really mad because she told me to do homework but I didn't, so she took my phone. I couldn't even say Goodbye to my friend or tell her that I have to stop talking to her now, my mother just stopped the call. Then she asked me again who it was and I told her. My mother got even angrier and said that I can't contact my IBFF anymore. And now I really don't know what to do..."}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "I know other people have more serious issues than me so I won't ping the Vent helpers but I still hope that someone can give me advice...'"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "First try reasoning with your mom"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "please tell your mom that they need serious help and that you're only helping them"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Try explaining to your mom what you where doing, maybe she will understand then you will be able to talk your your ibf again! I hope everyone is okay tho"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "I think instead of disobeying I think you should have talking about it to your mom. And even if she would get angrier you should still take the chance."}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Im not really supposed to be on my phone rn if I get caught I am going to get in trouble. So I have to go"}
{"username": "quit account", "content": "Just reason it out with your mom because its your best chance right now"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Thank you all"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "I'll try and talk to her:"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "Ive had very similar problems with my mom saying I cant talk to anyone on the internet and that just broke me because I have so much amazing friends here. But what I did was I texted her and told her how I let and we reasoned and now im good to go."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Warning!: On the 21st day of each month, the DMs and Friend Requests will be temporarily closed to prevent attackers meaning'Hackers' from getting info of my account!"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Gosh how do I always knew that my mom is going to do something suspicious...?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "My friend is suddenly being rude to me. She was nice a second ago now shes rude and than back to kind and back to rude and it keeps on going. I didn't nothing to her. She was just rude a second ago now shes kind."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I did before."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "She was just like well than do you not like me"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "BRuh, that is something called manipulation"}
{"username": "saki", "content": "idk if this is a vent but.. i just feel like i have to talk about this. cause im really scared at this point.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Annie . maybe your friend has some type of disorder? Maybe she's had a bad day? Maybe it's that time of the month for her. Just ask her if there is anything wrong or how was her day today, NEVER assume by saying what's wrong or I know something is wrong because that will probably just make her even more rude"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just let her vent to you"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "but why suddenly rude than back to kind.."}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "you need to get friends that wont betray you..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "that's literally impossible"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "all my life i've been a loner, i don't know why, no one seems to come up to me to talk and if i come up to someone else, they just look at me weirdly"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "I can be your friend:"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "IVE TRIED OKAY?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i've tried to be confident, something as simple as asking where a classroom is, this STUPID GIRL JUST SCOFFS AT ME FOR NO REASON. I don't know anymore"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And oh"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "c':"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i sent you a friend request;"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Yeah I dont have a lot of friends either dont worry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Neve that's a yikes, you need to vent in better servers and those are just yucky people."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just either leave that server or never vent there again"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Vent here so I can get paid more"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But yeah seriously just block them out of your life they're just trolls."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thing is ik them irl"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and im gonna see them in 20 days"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "they're just gonna bully me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and no one will care enough to stop it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "parents wont care, teachers dont care"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Honestly if no one irl will care just find friends online who can"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "I personally live life online"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Ive given up on my physical life"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Ooh you have a point there Akiro"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And when they insult you, you can just smile back like nothing happened"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "There won't be a digital screen between you and them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also people tend to say and do stuff they wouldn't do irl"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Online"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Yeah neve just worry about yourself and dont let other peoples opinions get to you, if they are negative and fake people whats the point of caring about their opinions"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So they'll probably just be scared away if you scold them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Or just glare at them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also DO NOT make yourself look sad in school"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Never let them take advantage of you because if they do they will never stop."}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Yup or else you will become an even bigger target"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "My friends seem to have become more and more sad and suicidal I don't know what to do and I myself aren't in the best state right now because I have been feeling pessimistic and I don't know what to do everyday becomes harder and harder at first it was just me but then my friends started to become more open with me which I'm happy with but they seem to be suicidal or sad and it hurts me to see them like this because I know they deserve so much more and should love themselves and I can't help but feel like it's my fault because I vent way too much and I had a sudden change in attitude and maybe somehow she adapted to getting a negative mindset by the way I vent and I wish I could help somehow, my friends seem to be getting worser everyday and it just hurts. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well maybe they feel like your using them as an emotional punching bag, instead of just venting to them without letting them do the same back for a relapse you need to help them and make them feel better with compliments even if they say they dont accept them because i know it boosts their mood anyway"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "being randomly reminded theyre beautiful and loved is a great way to make sure that your still there for them and theyre there for u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you can always help by giving them time and space and a shoulder to lean on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont often accept compliments because i feel like its not true but thinking back on them can make someone happier, even just your presence is enough to make someoneand me happier if they care about you enough and platonically love you since i dont want to make it sound like only love as in relationships is what would keep someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i only use myself as an example, not because i have the same depression but i know how it feels to be suicidal and sad sometimes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you just sometimes gotta stick with people and its okay to do the same and be patient with the way someone thinks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes they say stuff they dont mean yknow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its just through thick and thin"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I've been nice to them I don't know it's just confusing"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I treat them as I'd like to be treated and I tend to keep a positive mindset during normal conversations and only keep the negative energy in the times I vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah, i understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes depression confuses people and how they think"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it happens to me a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but at least your doing whats right and doing your best to help them when the option is available"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Also offer help whenever wether it be taking time to help them or if the situation worsens call local hotlines for help"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "The thing is"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "They are online friends"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I don't know the area they live in"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I'd say just keep being there for them. they helped you through and in your darkest hours. you should do the same, they'll appreciate it just as you probably appreciate the support from them. and remind them of what you see. beautiful people, people you can rely on, people who deserve the love even if they don't think it themselves. be patient with them. that's really the only way things will get better because nobody can fix a problem like this overnight. with sadness comes openess a lot."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "point out the things they don't see. it never hurts to say it how it is. because often times, people can't see what's in front of them until someone helps them realize it and then things become a little clearer."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as for those hotlines. why not just ask them? if y'all are close enough for them to talk about their personal feelings they might be willing to give that info. otherwise if things continue, if things get too much for you, yourself. you're welcome to vent to anyone here I'm betting while they vent to you."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "My friend just blocked me on all her socials... I did nothing wrong though."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Have you guys had any arguments before then?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I was sleeping"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm late"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Have you guys had any arguments before then?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Suki no i havent.."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "@ Annie . she just completely ghosted you without reason?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Yep."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Well I cant speak for everyone or you, but that doesn't sound like a real friend to me. No friend just ghosts their friend without explanation and completely out of nowhere. But I hope she comes back and explains everything to you. If not try to get over it, her actions aren't of a true friend. I hope you're okay and get better though"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "i went on a alt and asked her and she said she didnt. She said she thinks it was her brother how come all my socials."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Did she unblock and refriend you?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "In my opinion, I feel like she's lying"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "same"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Am I a bad person"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "feel so sad"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "for some reason"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "ah ok"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "What's been going on?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I just want someone to vent to"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "But my friends ignore my vents"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "okayyyluis we're all here for you, you can vent to us"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Tysm"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I have this friend."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Her name is Kim. Kim is a fake name"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "She is really rude."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "she doesn't listen to me sometimes."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "She ghosts me."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "And talks to other people. While I talk to her. She Backstabs me"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "We haven't talked that much."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I know I should just dump her"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "But sometimes"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I feel like I'm overexaggerating"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "or just simply jealous"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "In all honesty, that's not a great friend. A friend should always be there for you through thick and thin. Any person who is rude, doesn't listen to you, ghost, and backstabs you is no friend at all. In my opinion you should just stop being her friend. okayyyluis"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "yeahprobably"}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "lorie, i think you should see if she changes, but if she does not maybe try talking to her? i have a fake friend too and she hates everything i do. i have just avoided her and she has stopped messing with me now. maybe give it some time. i know it is easier said than done, but people come and go nobody stays forever."}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "but i totally understand where you are coming from. i do not think she is a real friend sorry if i sound rude."}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "do you not have any other friends to talk to instead of her?"}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "TvT"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "You could try talking to her and tell her your feelings if you haven't. It never hurts to try as mocha said"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I do have friends"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "If she didnt acknowledge them"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I just feel like"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "friends are my backbones"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "they're the ones that hold me up"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "she's my childhood friend"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I knew her since 2nd grade"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "And if I lose her"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Maybe I'll lose a piece of me"}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "oh well you should keep yourself away from her a little while. but you will feel bad about losing her?"}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "but seriously, you should try and see what is bothering her so much about chu"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Guys help"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "My friend just said she wants to giveaway all her account I think its because of me..."}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Oof did u ask her why"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "No.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I tried."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "She never responded."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The last thing she said scared me..."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "She said.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Shut it. Im done with life\u201d"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I dont know what to say, do i cant really think rn."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "What exactly happened?"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "i dont care dyno."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Guys I think I ruined my own birthday..."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Guys I'm worrying rn idk what will I give my father a gift? Help me out pls"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "My friend is being forced to go to the army and I don't know how I feel about that"}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "Guys I I dont feel like Im good enough I feel like Im just a cry baby my brother is just toxic one time I was showing him something and he said he wants it and I was saying to him what if someone else wants it?\u201d He said yeah I want it\u201d I started crying and then a few minutes later I said to him I KNOW U GO THE EASY WAY BUT JUST LISTEN TO ME!\u201d"}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "... what hurt me the most was when he said... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO DIFFICULT\u201d he said that to me 2X then when he got it i said are you happy now?...\u201d he said yes but you didnt have to make it difficult\u201d I kept on saying IIM SORRY\u201d but he wouldnt take it and then I had to do math and my dad yelled at me too my other brother,mom and sister were not home.."}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "please what can I do to help me..."}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "And on top of that Ive been having family issues. Constant arguments with my parents to the point where they start yelling at me."}
{"username": "josefina", "content": "foxtea Im sorry that you are feeling this way. My feedback to you is to tell your parents that you love them with all of your heart and give them a big hug. If you are feeling lonely, you can talk to your parents and try to work it out. I hope you feel better soon."}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Im really sorry you feel this way but please dont ever feel that you are worthless, and the girl you are in a relationship with is perhaps busy but you can always talk it out with her. And as for having friends, I'm sure many people would love to be your friend, my dm's are always open and I'll be willing to listen to you if you're going through something. I sincerely hope you feel better."}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "...! Ii am getting a Monika De Ja Vu..."}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "i have major depression and i mostly get panic attacks when i am nervous"}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "So.. I have had a crush on one of my best friends and still do, I had confessed to her about 2 days ago and got rejected. Normally after a rejection I just forget about it and move on.. but this one sticks and it hurts. Ive tried to move on and focus on other things to not think about it.. its not working and I dont wanna end the friendship with her."}
{"username": "Rynnette", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "If the friendship is true then you shouldn't have to end the friendship with her, she should accept the fact that you like her and move on without it being a big thing, I'm sorry that happened to you and I really hope you find someone worth while"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "I was in a similar situation for a long time. I say, just treat it like a normal crush, like the confession hadn't happened. Don't encroach on their boundaries, and you'll move on eventually. It'll take time, but it'll happen."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui hug breezy"}
{"username": "3", "content": "aw.. sad to hear. hope your mother realize what does she always do to you"}
{"username": "xosunny", "content": "Awe it's okay, same thing to me, maybe ask her why she does that, or try and connect with her and do something with her? I honestly don't really know though because my mum hates me too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "You aren't doing anything, as much as your mum tries to make you believe it, you should be allowed to cry and express your emotions and your mum should come to terms with that. No matter what she says she'll never be a victim in that situation, I really hope life gets better for you and you work out something with your dad"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Yall are so nice"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Ily"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "Wow, relatable unfortunately. So far I use outlets such as friends or Discord to vent about it then I'll play the role, bite my tongue no matter how unfair, but I always no deep down that I won't respect them. That keeps me going. Also, counting down the days until you turn 18!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Do you think you can contact any family member or your dad? My mom did the same thing to me for years but I talked to other family members about it. She always yelled at me and never thought I was doing stuff right, and she'd force me to quit school activities to manage the house instead. You aren't alone in your situation. Hopefully your mom realizes how bad it affects chu.aulove:"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "I talked to my other cousins about it. They are trying to work out somethings for me to do."}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "That's good, I hope it all works out. Much love \ufe0f"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "thats great! good luck for the future I give my best wishes \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "uhm.. im not very good at talk about my feelings at all. because i never really do it..and i mean never. but this is a little something that i kinda would like to say, or just talk about. because i heard talking about how i feel would made me feel better...so here i go.."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "about two weeks ago i had started to school, and it was very scary for me. its because i had moved schools and homes. so i didnt know anyone..and i felt so scared and alone. and i had talked to my bf about it, but he only made me feel so much more worse..and i ended up cutting my wrists and having a big break down the day before i started school..and the first day wasnt the greatest..i had another break down during school. and i just got so much anxiety. and even now after two weeks i still cry and get so much anxiety in school..and i just feel like a big baby who cant go thru things on my own..and i just feel so alone..."}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "You arent alone at all! So many people feel the same! Did you tell ur bf it made u feel worse? Also, everyone has anxiety! Some people just dont show it. You arent a baby. Ive cried sometimes too, and crying is a good way to make yourself feel better. You should watch Psych2Go, they make videos a lot of people can relate to, and it makes u feel a lot better if you can relate to someone! You are not a baby. And you dont need to do it by yourself! Who cares if you cant do it alone? Its natural for a human to need support in life!"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Anyone got any Advice for Lori"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "I get that, it's scary and settling in is daunting. I'd say try and identify who seems nice and talk to them. Maybe start talking to others as time goes on, but that's not an obligation. It's alright, you're not a baby. Everyone is allowed to feel things and everyone feels this way when they start. It'll get easier, trust me."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "I couldnt have said it better myself, WhatamIdoinghere"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "Thank you, MM"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Yui hug Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs to the extreme adapting to a new environment can always be rough at first Lori. You arent alone. you are not a big baby. In all honesty dont bottle your feelings its okay to cry about it. Just know that we are to listen and for you just do little smal things that are familiar like remembering to have a small quote to boost you up. Or saying affirmations in the morning or hearing a song that you would enjoy with others. air hugs"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Have you tried talking to your school counselor about your problem? I suggest you do that, I'm sure they'll understand."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Know you are not a baby for having emotions, and it's also anxiety, anxiety can really tear you down. Take deep breaths whenever you feel uneasy, ask a teacher if you can go out the class for a bit to breathe and drink water, something like that. Find ways to cope is basically what I'm saying. You're not alone nor a baby! What youre feeling is valid!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Have you tried talking to your school counselor about your problem? I suggest you do that, I'm sure they'll understand."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Eclipsa ive had one of the teachers ask me if i wanted to see a school counsellor. because some of the teachers do notice i get upset. but i told them no. because i think i said that im not very good at saying how i feel. in person its just even more worse. because i cry so much and i dont really talk much.. and even if i did want to talk to her. i really wouldnt be able to talk i guess.. because my dad forced me to go to therapy when he found out i was cutting and wanted to kill myself.."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "i know it's hard, i struggled to speak to my counselor too. Opening up isn't the easiest thing. You're feelings are valid and should be heard. You shouldn't be struggling like this in an educational environment. They should find ways to help you with, like small breaks whenever needed. Please try to get a hold of them and tell them you do need to talk to your counselor. The counselor should be patient with you and give you time to get comfortable and able to talk about your problem."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Like we said, crying is totally ok! It lets you get it all out. And I understand not wanting to talk to the school counselor. No one really wants to. You dont really know them and its awkward, and most of the time all they say is Aw well Im sorry, Im gonna call your parents and tell them what happened\u201d even after saying no. It sucks, and same for the therapist. You dont really know them. But you do have to open up to somebody, and the therapist is the best option, they have to right training and it will make you feel so much better!"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Opening up will never be easy, but it will make you feel a ton better"}
{"username": "Ace of Hearts", "content": "awww dear its okk weve all been there tbh and dont feel ashamed about venting! we all have our ups and downs and just know that were all here for you"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im really sorry i cant really respond right nwow because im kinda shaking a lot and crying a lot..."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Feelings are very complicated and very hard to deal with, but its the beautiful thing about life. Its understandable when you say opening up is hard for you, especially when your scared of judgment. But thats what counselors and therapists are for! They wont judge you, and once you start, youll be getting gl better and everything will seem great again. It sounds unbelievable but its true, trust us"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "hey it's alright! Take deep breaths, drink some water."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "im really sorry i cant really respond right nwow because im kinda shaking a lot and crying a lot..."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Suicidal Slut Thats totally ok! take some time to get it all out, however much you need"}
{"username": "Ace of Hearts", "content": "Suicidal Slut its okkayy! you dont have to reply, take deep breaths an talk wen youre ready. theres no need to rush. drink some water and maybe listen to music or do something that makes you happy and/or relaxed!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i love you all so much! thank you"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Anytime sis"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "we love you too! We are always here to help"}
{"username": "Ace of Hearts", "content": "ofc dear, were all here for you"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Yui hug Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "Star!", "content": "so i have a crush that i really like we don't normally talk irl but when i got his discord i started to talk to him a lot and he started to talk to me a lot too. he asked me to hangout a few times but yk since corona is rlly bad rn i had to plan ahead but yesterday i found time on next sunday and i told him i could hangout and bike together. he said yes so im getting really nervous... i want to tell him how i feel and just get it over with? or i really dont know. But what if he says he doesnt like me and just treats me kindly as a friend? i would get really embarassed and no, i just dont wanna think about it... should i tell him? or should i do it on discord? just virtually so it won't get too embarrasing? and what way should i do it? like what ways are there...please help..."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Be yourself"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Period. Thats all"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "yui hug MM"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "He will love you for you, and thats how it should be"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "But"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "If thats not enough advice, just try your best to act natural"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Making mistakes is ok, turn it into a joke, thats totally fine. If things get awkward, then just drop everything and run into a nearby tree."}
{"username": "MM", "content": "No Im just kidding dont do that"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Its ok to be nervous, I mean its your crush after all, but dont try too hard. Like I said, be yourself"}
{"username": "Star!", "content": "MM omg tysmm 3 it helps so much 33"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "This advice is useless Im sorry "}
{"username": "MM", "content": "Oh wait really?"}
{"username": "Star!", "content": "no its not OnO"}
{"username": "Star!", "content": "owo hug MM"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i dont wanna get into what has happened but i really need some hugs rn"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "jdismsosmsisjis okay uhm..hi i exist again. and i think i feel a bit better now"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "jdismsiwmiwmwisjsijs. ack to council thingy thing uhmm yeah i dont really know anymore.. but the thing itzjustmeh said they wont judge you\u201d thats the thing im terrified of. getting judged. and its not just about how i feel, or express myself..its of how i look. and speak. and my personality..im scared ill get judged of those things too."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sorry but I can't understand anything from the first few phrases but I'm glad you're feeling better"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Lori, you have always existed air hugs to the extreme Im thankful that you gave us an update on feeling a bit better. I hope nothing but the best for you. Also I think when you say stuff about judging its not always judging someone just think of it as hey They are just getting to know me. I know being critical of yourself is hard, I know it well because I would judge many things about myself but dont try to dig a hole of negativity of yourself. You are amazing and its okay we can definitely help you with talking more I guess and Im sure your personality is fine. Im more of an introvert to do being more to yourself is normal. Maybe just write a few things you like and when youre ready Im sure you can share it with ppl that are new to you. Dont worry, we will be here to air hug you if you feel scared still"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hey don't forget if people judge you that means that you're interesting enough that you brought their attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Not everyone got that power"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "If people judge you, I find it best to try and push them aside mentally and seek out those that care for you. Just as a reminder, we care for you and we'll never judge you Lori"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i dont know if i should say goodbye to you all im crying so much @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Kylieplayz", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "im disgusting"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i did so much bad stuff"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i made so much people suffer"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so? that doesnt mean you cant change"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i just want to dissapear"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ive beendoing it for years"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i just ruin everyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its wrong but it doesnt prevent you from being a better person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you dont ruin everyone"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "you dont know how much i inflicted pain"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you did"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but now you dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats past tense sweetheart"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "no"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i did now too"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i just lost all of my friends and boyfriend"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i lost everything"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "because of what i did in the past"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i got what i deserved"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stuff resurfaces"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "people are childish to assume it will always reflect on who you are currently"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "I can't imagine how painful that would be and i'm sorry, but people can always change, they just have to prove they can"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it happens as a lot of online drama"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its only able to be safely assumed that people are THE same ONLY if the things they did, as in a pattern or a way of what they did seems to have to always reoccur have they not changed"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "It was in the past, you can change, everyone can for the better or for worse it all depends on the outcome,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not something you should feel miserable for"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i regret the things i have done"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "but ive done so much"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "You'll find people who'll accept you even after those so called mistakes you've made. Those friends who you just lost, Left you over an old mistake that you made that resurfaced"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "they have lost trust"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "people are unpredictable"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "besides you haven't lost everything, you still have us"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "But you regret it, so thats the change you needed we have all done things we regret but we at least know we wont be doing it again"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You have all our support, mate"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes theyre utter sweethearts to you then they turn their back on you in an instant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "pretending or just an impulse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "your not a bad person in our eyes"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i changed ive done so much to change"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i hope at least im not hated here"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "You're not hated here at all!"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You aren't hated here"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "You're loved by all of us"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "We love you!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just dont lose hope so easily! There are people out there whome you havent met yet!"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "if they can't accept someone then they aren't worth waiting for, if someone is willing to change for the better despite past issues then they deserve friends who will love and support them the whole way through"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Fax, we all want to give you our support and affection!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "this made me a bit better"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you guys"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "anytime,"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Dont lose hope so easily there are times we have let go to get what's better for us"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "They may have turned their back on you, yes. But you have us! We'll be your friend, We'll be your support and we'll pick you up every time you fall down"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anytime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its what the role and channel are for"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "for us to support you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i wont recover in a long time but at least i will a bit"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "We're all here for you and with you"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you guys"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "if you ever feel alone just know we'll be here every step of the way!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Any time 3"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "We're here to help you!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you guys"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "no need to thank us, we're here for you"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i regret the things i have done"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "kleid hey, i know how you feel. i used to live in the past and be stuck on the past and wish i could go back and fix it all. i ruined relationships and i felt that i deserved terrible things bc of what i did. but one day i realized you can't go back. uou cannot go back into the past and change anything about it, so there is no point in dwelling on it. you might've done some deep stuff, but it's okay. you'll be okay if you fix your mindset. everyone does bad things at least once in their life. don't let it define you or get to you. you can change. you can show the people you're different. if they choose to only see uyou for your old self, that's their fault. you don't need them in your life. mistakes are made to learn from them. some might haunt you for years, but i promise you it's not forever. just listen to me. i know how hard it is to listen to other people's advice and actually take it in, but when you're more calm, come back snd take a look at it. ny dms are open if you need someone to vent to. you aren't alone, you're gonna be okay"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "kleid hey, i know how you feel. i used to live in the past and be stuck on the past and wish i could go back and fix it all. i ruined relationships and i felt that i deserved terrible things bc of what i did. but one day i realized you can't go back. uou cannot go back into the past and change anything about it, so there is no point in dwelling on it. you might've done some deep stuff, but it's okay. you'll be okay if you fix your mindset. everyone does bad things at least once in their life. don't let it define you or get to you. you can change. you can show the people you're different. if they choose to only see uyou for your old self, that's their fault. you don't need them in your life. mistakes are made to learn from them. some might haunt you for years, but i promise you it's not forever. just listen to me. i know how hard it is to listen to other people's advice and actually take it in, but when you're more calm, come back snd take a look at it. ny dms are open if you need someone to vent to. you aren't alone, you're gonna be okay"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ayewa thank you"}
{"username": "MM", "content": "For the random person reading this"}
{"username": "Davthewolfy", "content": "Alright the same girl came back to my dms telling me she will stop ignoring me and she promised me with that, and then i was ignored many times"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Blimy, this seems to prove that hackers day is real; my friend has been victimized by a malicious software right at the 21st day of this month reference of today..."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Anyone good with Desktop Computers?"}
{"username": "yumi", "content": "wew i don't know much about computers but has she/he reported it? or got it checked by a professional?"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "i really need help"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "so ive been dating my bf for like 6 months now, hes polysexual my bestfriend is also poly and he asked if he can join the relationship, i said yes cause i wanted to help my best friend out with his relationship to see if hes poly. its been over a month now and my bf also loves my best friend, while my best friend loves me and my bf, but I don't like him that way, he was my ex a year ago. i don't know what to do i just feel left out and i don't want to be in a relationship with him in it, its making me uncomfortable, i wish i could send screenshots but yeah"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "i dmed my bf yesterday that i barely feel loved by him, he said he will show me how much he loves me, its been a day and the only sweet remark i got was a heart emoji when i said 5 min ago that i gtg'study' which was just an excuse for me to leave the convo. i'm too scared to confront them about it, i'm seriously not made for relationships"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "it would help me more if someone else dmed them instead, but i really dont want to make people uncomfortable it"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "honeyy Okay, well if it's an issue within he relationship, then you'll have to confront your bf about if. I'm so sorry, but communication is really important. It seems that you're monogamous, so perhaps being with a poly person isn't what's right for you. Be brave honey, I believe in you. No one deserves to feel like the third wheel in their own relationship."}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "just letting you know, polysexual and polyamorous are two different things"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "geez I feel like I'm not a good helper but I'm gonna try Honey you're amazing, but communication with them both should help. I'm proud of you for making sure both of them are happy but if you aren't happy then it's just not benefitting you. Even if you have to talk to them separately I think it would help. You are meant for a relationship, just maybe not with them. You're a wonderful person you shouldn't feel left out or sad, because that makes me sad. I want you to be happy. Probably the poly thing isn't for you, it's probably something else, but if they're really hurting you about it you should tell them. Be brave little soldier I believe in chu"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Rant again I think yes."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Aha here we go again. I hate the fact that I always feel alone and I have no one when I have people. I stay up for days at a time thinking about the past bc I cant let it go. Ive been hurt so many times I pretend it doesnt hurt anymore. All my friends say I have changed and that they dont think Im the same anymore. They act like Im weirdo now. Im more awkward around people. I get major anxiety when Im around people I dont know. I end up crying in the middle of class and no one noticed thank god I hate the way I dress but if I dress the way I want to everyone judges me. I always think about the way people think of me bc I dont know how not too. Im constantly hiding the pain so my friends dont worry about me. Im scared for my own mental health bc that went down so fast and badly. I used to think about suicide a lot but now I rarely do. I cant imagine the pain my family would go through if I did go. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "breezy, Believe me, I know exactly what youre going through. I constantly felt the same way you did, just feeling so alone, and everyone else saying that youve changed. That exact same thing happened to me, thoughts of dying crossing through my mind, thank god not anymore. The best thing you can do, honestly, is to talk to your family. Theyre going to be there for you no matter what, and I know that I cant say how your parents feel about you, but they want the best for you. Maybe talking to your parents about seeing a therapist to get more back to your normal self would be beneficial, however, that is up to you. The best thing you can do is confide in the ones who want to help you. Much love and I hope everything gets better."}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "breezy I understand that. Pretending it doesn't hurt anymore only backfires, trust me. Also, this may seem a little out of left field but boundaries and communication are important. And I understand not wanting to worry your friends. But they'll continue worrying about the behavioural shift if you don't tell them a bit of what's happening. They're your friends, you can trust them. As for hating what you wear, I suggest adding 1 element of your style and seeing whether people judge. If they don't, go with 2, etc. Those people's opinions shouldn't matter but I understand that they do. Also, seeing a professional may help as well. It didn't personally, but that doesn't mean that it won't work for you. Keep a diary/journal. Oddly enough, I always felt like it understood me better than most people. You're allowed to be scared, that's okay. But I promise it gets better."}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "Mar WhatamIdoinghere Thanks, I will talk to my bf now, I really needed that, I'm scared of the reaction, but I just have to do it, ty again"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "breezy, Believe me, I know exactly what youre going through. I constantly felt the same way you did, just feeling so alone, and everyone else saying that youve changed. That exact same thing happened to me, thoughts of dying crossing through my mind, thank god not anymore. The best thing you can do, honestly, is to talk to your family. Theyre going to be there for you no matter what, and I know that I cant say how your parents feel about you, but they want the best for you. Maybe talking to your parents about seeing a therapist to get more back to your normal self would be beneficial, however, that is up to you. The best thing you can do is confide in the ones who want to help you. Much love and I hope everything gets better."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ikaenia I cant talk to my family. The only one who would listen to me and care is dead sadly. It was one of the hardest things I had to go through. Its sad bc I have no one. Everyone I try to talk to other than the people on and lullu, moka, etc are the only people have rn who would actually listen and care. I cant go to a therapist my mom said she wont let me bc I havent been through a lot. My whole childhood was a living hell. She acts like my happiness doesnt matter. Ty tho ily"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "honeyy That's great news! I'm glad you then courage to do so. You're so strong and I promise this will makes things better. Ily"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "Ily2, I will try my best, it might seem weird but this gave me a boost, I can't really explain it"}
{"username": "WhatamIdoinghere", "content": "No I get it, just gets you psyched up!/It's a good feeling,"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "I dmed him, now I just wait for a response, I don't even feel scared for some reason"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's the spirit. Always have that confidence to talk to them about how you feel"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "HE RESPONDED NO IM GONNA PANIC IM SORRY"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "I'm too scared to open the dm"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "I really don't want to be rejected"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Dw you can do it If you need help we can always support you if they don't appreciate that you told them how you felt. We wove chu"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "Okay okay, it isn't that bad, I can't send a screenshot tho"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "He said he'll do something about that, I feel really bad"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No feel bad only feel good"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "So uh... some of you might know this but about that childhood friend who got into a really possessive relationship. He changed. A LOT. He would ignore me, send really dry messages, and just... it wasn't like before where we would talk for hours. He sent me a tweet making fun of BTS a group that saved me from TW/suicide and I just kind of snapped. I poured out all my feelings and insulted him and he just replied with. I don't care, don't be my friend then. I'm not forcing you to. He didn't even reply with sorry or I didn't know. He just made it feel like it was my fault. And I just feel so horrible now. I lost a friend whom I knew for so long and I feel like it's my fault. And worst of all, it's 7 days until my birthday so I just feel so horrible and I think it's all my fault and I don't know what to do."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "CUT HIM OFFF"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "yeah man"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "man fck him"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "thats really toxic"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "ill punch him in the throat"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "thats a bit excessive."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "no?"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "never"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you're not helping."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "no it just depends how hard you punch"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "uhm."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Most of the people change after getting in relationships! They will try removing every friend and give time for there gf or bf I too got that problem with my really good friend"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "but dude you should cut him off"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "We literally fight for 30minutes day before today"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I blocked him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "still that's too violent to be a solution."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't worry they probably aren't in the best mindset, But you should only keep around you people who respect you and keep you happy! They obviously aren't worth your tears nor your time!"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "exactly."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "but it's gotten pretty bad"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "he kinda crossed the line"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "What's up?"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f that's exactly what i was saying but more concise, why tf was i being scolded"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uhm"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f that's exactly what i was saying but more concise, why tf was i being scolded"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "sneezes violently"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "ill punch him in the throat"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "sneezes violently"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "thats just violent."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Lmao."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "It wouldnt help anything if you were to punch them in the throat."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Also BTS is ePic"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Maybe not literally?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "guess he/she's just carried by the topic."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "But still."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "a shame"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "should i apologize or not:T"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "No."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Why should you?"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "dont apologise"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "i think i kinda went too far with the insults"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "You had some stuff to get off your chest."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And in the end,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "all he said was"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I dont care."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Meaning,"}
{"username": "neli", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "neli", "content": "iok"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "it would be pointless to apologize."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean boys just hate bts beacuse of social media"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Especially if he doesnt care already."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa maybe true"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "he kKNOWS how much they mean to me"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "THEY LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's a bit odd"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe he just want to cut it off"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I still think I went too far with the insults ngl"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "But dont apologiz"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Ignoring someone is one of the worst things someone can do to someone."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't apologize they'll take advantage of you"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Believe me,"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "oki i wont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "let him realize it"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Ive been in he same situation."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "sneezes violently Simp"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Just Reese. no, just trying to cheer up someone who needs help. a simp is entirely different, look at uo the definition instead of spouting words because you're pressed, xoxo. \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "It was a joke."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Lmao."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Chill."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "They'll understand you have mercy for them and they'll just walk over you"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And dont tell me about looking up the definition of a word thats meant as a meme."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "too bad: dont joke to me about that especially after you were coming after me for a joke as well"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't pay attention to them and give them the cold shoulder back"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uhm"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "you literally said youd punch someone in the throat."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "They'll come running back to you in no time!"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "you literally said youd punch someone in the throat."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Just Reese. yeah and?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "thats violent."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can we just help her?"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "WELL I BLOCKED HIM SO NOT GUNNA HAPPEN"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "can we just help her?"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Ushijima this"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "not really something to be joked about?.."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Well just don't unblock them!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sneezes violently just accept the fault from the first."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not hard."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "okii"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "WELL I BLOCKED THEM SO NOT GUNNA HAPPEN"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "candy good, don't let them come back. those types of people in the end, as painful as it is, they aren't worth your time as it will just happen again."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "now, let's focus on her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Okay uh so, i kinda want to commit suicide, i told my parents i need therapy and all but like im so awkward i can't tell the reason why, and i can't tell them. I really don't know what to do and i need help. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "its not hard."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Alfie I wasn't at fault for a joke."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Just Reese. yeah and? "}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "sneezes violently If someone said they were going to punch your friend in the throat, would you take it as a joke?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Or literally?"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Okay uh so, i kinda want to commit suicide, i told my parents i need therapy and all but like im so awkward i can't tell the reason why, and i can't tell them. I really don't know what to do and i need help."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "Shanahan don't do it bb please:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "duh, just stop mr."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And i like 3 people, and i have a girlfriend but i like a lot of people and i don't want to break her heart"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "sneezes violently If someone said they were going to punch your friend in the throat, would you take it as a joke?"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Just Reese. uh? my friend? no"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "exactly."}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "can we drop that topic and focus on helping the person whos in trouble rn please \ufe0f"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "lets drop the topic"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "and help eclipse"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "Okay uh so, i kinda want to commit suicide, i told my parents i need therapy and all but like im so awkward i can't tell the reason why, and i can't tell them. I really don't know what to do and i need help. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "Une what i would do is i would try to find other ways to tell them besides face to face like texting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "violence wouldn't help even if its a joke."}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "its not worth it"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "ok drop. the. topic."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "even if you cant talk to them"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "lets not argue over this punching throat thing"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "we might have different povs on violence"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can't breathe about it, and i feel like nothings a joke anymore I hate myself and someone laughed at me today and it was just"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "yeah please just help people."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "candy didnt even mind, it was just meant to lighten the mood. why are you all coming for me instead of helping candy? stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Terrible"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "yes texting is often easier because you can think over everything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uhm."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can u guys please help the person who asked for it instead of arguing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Helping."}
{"username": "taaee", "content": "uh ima go"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "can u guys please help the person who asked for it instead of arguing"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "please"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "Jeanie that's what ive been trying to do"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "ok stop arguing nobody and bratty please:"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "ty now lets help eclipse"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "I can't breathe about it, and i feel like nothings a joke anymore I hate myself and someone laughed at me today and it was just"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "Kipp tbh your not alone dont worry you can dm me whenever you feel down or need help with something"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "im almost always on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't want to call a suicide line, and everytime i think of dying its it makes me cry, but also feel happy as if it happens."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "call a suicide line please"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ogg you should not felt awkward, its your parents after all"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Okay uh so, i kinda want to commit suicide, i told my parents i need therapy and all but like im so awkward i can't tell the reason why, and i can't tell them. I really don't know what to do and i need help. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Lonni I remember something similar happening to me. And when I finally told my parents, all they did was give a bottle of pills."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "B r u h"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Maybe in some cases it does help to tell someone?"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Stop pinging"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Prince", "content": "Ums can we pleaseee stop quoting the venting ping"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "pls stop pinging the vent role over and over again you can revoke the ping by deleting it even if your quoting it"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I didnt realize I was doing that ."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "suicide will just pass the pain to someone."}
{"username": "candy", "content": "I agree but lets not argue about that now"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "someone is suicidal"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "and now isn't the right time to argue about pinging"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If your parents aren't there to help you try calling a hot line"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've tried to give hints about the depression, and everyone hates me irl so no one will care."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i care!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Suicide isn't the answer"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My dads the one house currently"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i dont know you but i care!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Go ask him"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If they don't help call a hot line"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "go tell him how you feal"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It's better than suicide"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "and if they dont care call a hotline"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why would someone hate your because your suicidal?"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "theres always someone in this world that cares"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i think even if it makes you happy thinking about it you need to text or call someone from a suicide hotline and just tell them about how it makes you feel and they can discuss pros and cons of it mostly cons but just talk to them as if theyre a friend because trust me, hotlines really do care and will be there to just talk about it with you"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "mhm."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "just a reminder everything gets worse before it gets better"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i know a lot of people with experience in and with hotlines and theyre a huge support and their goal is simply to help you feel happy and better about things"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "if you do what you're thinking about, think about the pain it will inflict onto other people and all the things you could miss out on by never trying"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I would suggest writing a text paragraph or just a message about explaining how you feel to your parents since I did that a few days ago and they've started to try to understand me. It takes a lot of guts and I know there's a lot to fear like, what if they will never understand? but trust me, if they don't understand then it's their fault."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Right like Shah said if your awkward just write text paragraph and vent yourself out."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If they don't understand call a hot line"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "maybe do what i do when im stressed about things and write a physical letter to myself about it, then i use that letter and i tear it up to make art with it to show myself that you can turn negativity into something beautiful this works even if youre not artistic"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Woah, you have quite a unique coping strategy."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They definetely would understand, the thing is i just feel embarrassed, like I'd be laughed at And the thought of anything is just"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Making me feel terrible"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And i cry every day and every night"}
{"username": "candy", "content": "you won't be laughed at"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "What I do to cope is write a text about how I am feeling and What I want to do and then send it to my alt account or to someone that I know won't check their DMs. I can go back to them and see what I was thinking wrong.."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't be embarrassed asking for help doesn't make you weak it shows your confident enough to say your flaws."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "When I think of stuff like this, I write them down on my personal server so nobody would see it and it also helps me to get my thoughts out, If I want to share them just copy pasting it works"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Please do ask for help it'll be worth it, you don't have to fight or suffer alone there's people out there who want to help you."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Eclipse, Trust me when I say this. There's no need to be embarrassed. You need to seek for help to get better and like you said, they'll understand. So, Seek the help you need and get better. We'd love to see you recover."}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "mhm.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay, thank you all so much, this has kind of boosted me to feel better, and it feels a lot better"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "If that's how you feel, I'm glad to hear it although I didnt contribute much because thinking"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Think to yourself, imagine it as if every time you harm yourself your hurting others because truly if people you know and love figure out they will be hurt."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm glad!"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": ". Apparently my bff was taking trash about he behind my back, and my ibf/rp ex rp wife started spreading rumors about me."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "oh no."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats terrible, don't associate with them anymore, leave them alone"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "This is why I shouldnt make friends"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "what is exactly going on?"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Make friends carefully from now on"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Don trust everyone"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "So my friend kinda just used me for fame."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "AND DUMP THAT butterfly"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Fine that book"}
{"username": "SLEEPY", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "If this wasn't a pg 13 server, I would say that fr"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Uncensored"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It's weird that, now it happens so much it seems normal"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Yea."}
{"username": "sun.", "content": "can somebody remove my vent roleee"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "It's just all the stuff you know what you should be doing to prevent"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "Is there anything you want to get out of your mind and just say?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "can somebody remove my vent roleee"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "sun. you can go to deletedchannel and remove it."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Just click the venting part again so it removes the emoji form you"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "So I guess that concludes it"}
{"username": "Denzqi", "content": "I'm sorry if I offend anyone"}
{"username": "sun.", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "sun.", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "sun. Ill get a higher role to remove it for you"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "not rly a big vent but im trying to figure out my sexuality and im not sure if im bi or not and nobody i know irl is supportive and my online friends were all saying gay is bad and just making fun of things no matter how serious i made it sound and they were spamming me with dont be gay and stuff and i just want some advice ig bc my parents especially i cant talk to them, its a religion thing"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "with all the negativity towards it it makes me feel like my judgement is being clouded"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i probably dont make any sense but if anyone has any advice thatd be really helpful"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "idk if this is serious enough to ping so i wont"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "pls dont be homophobic towards this either im just really confused rn"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Idk y I would be homophobic towards u dude"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'm with you"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I have the same problem and have had it for a while"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'm lucky to have great parents and a great community but sometimes they don't... Get it."}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Idk. I understand your situation, but I don't think I can help. I've had that problem in that I've questioned everything before, but I've never really taken anyone's words to heart. I wish I could help more, but like I said, I can't really give any good advice."}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I don't really get effected by people words directly to my face because I know I'll always be my worst critic"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Idk life's hard and people are dumb"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "its not like my parents would cut me off completely if i ended up actually being bi but theyd always have that cringe when they saw me"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "thinking in the back of their head that im not normal"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Oh that's the worst kind of rejection"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Honestly tho I think it's fine if u ping"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "They have the role so they can help"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "alr"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! dont hate me bbs i need the advice"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Scroll up"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "It's about homophobia and stuffs"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "UvU"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I really want to help, but i have the same situation currently so"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i feel like i would probably be able to find out so much easier if i wasnt worried about stooping below all the perfect straight girls at my school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean just don't get the role if you just hate being pinged"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I feel like this situation is so relatable to the lgbt community that any advice will help a ton of people"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i have a need to be like at least as good as other ppl and thinking abt what would happen if i was bi scares me bc what if im not invited to ever hang out w ppl bc they dont want me to have a crush on them or something and my friends dont wanna be around me bc their worried about me falling in love w them"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "so i dont have feelings for my girlfriend anymore but theres a twist. she says if i ever break up with her she'll kill herself somebody help. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "and sometimes i just wish my life was easy and i could be a popular straight pretty girl"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Omg its leilani from rumor hi"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "squeezy my best friend had the exact same issue"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I thats toxic"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i have advice"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i really need advice.:"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Honesty"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats just ew"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "and i know! it puts so much stress on me and she doesnt even know"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "how about seeking help from police?"}
{"username": "SLEEPY", "content": "Ur Local Lucas that's a really toxic relationship... And you should probably just break up if ur not happy.."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "so i dont have feelings for my girlfriend anymore but theres a twist. she says if i ever break up with her she'll kill herself somebody help."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Try maybe letting her down gently and nicely. Dont make it to harsh and maybe tell someone about because nots good to be in a situation like taht."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Shes not a good gf if thats happening you need to break up with her and maybe if it helps be like heres someone elss"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "chibi aka eri i dont think the police would be needed"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "first things first you tell someone close to her. for example her parents or a hotline to help her and you. my best friend was in the exact same situation and its so toxic and you need out of it immediately. you want to make sure to tell someone even your parents before breaking up or it could actually end up with her getting hurt"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Has she made threats like this before"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "If she can't realize that saying something like that is putting stress on you, maybe talk about it?"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Idk, I've never rlly been in a proper relationship.."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yes do tell someone close"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "If you cant hotlines are pefrect"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "everytime i bring up the topic of breaking up she says what i would do is cry, self harm them kill myself"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "but you need to not feel obligated to stay because that only ends up hurting you and my best friend didnt get out of it when she still could and her significant other would blame her for sh and her anxiety"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And if you need someone to talk to im always open"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Just pm me plesss"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "you need to tell someone then get out sooner rather than later like my bsf"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "thank you for all the advice:,"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "same im always here to talk"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "thank you:"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Uwu"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "dm me if you need, im at school a lot but i would still love to help"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'm here too even tho I won't be much help:'"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Maybe if she needs to talk to someone else"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "everyone has been a big help tysm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its not fair to her to be in a relationship where someone doesnt have feelings"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "yeah."}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "i can also ask my bsf if she would be open to dming you and giving you advice personally if thats something you would be interested in but dont feel pressured"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I know my friend had ta do something similar too"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "but im gonna go now thanks for all the advice"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its not fun and it really affected him"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "NO PROBLEM"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "ok ofc anytime"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "bye!:"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Byee:"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Good luck"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "chefy im here for u and waiting ily babygorl"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "oh god i hate him ok advice time"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Also he literally in love with my best friend also:"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Tell everyone else what he did"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Block him again"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Block and report"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I'm not good at this stuff"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "First of all I am not experienced in this things"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am sorry Chefy for what happened to you!"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "hes toxic. like u already know that but my advice is to just cut him off entirely and block him again. tell your bsf everything hes done. you can either tell whoever hes spreading rumors to that theyre fake or u can do what id do and just walk it off even tho its really hard and put on your confident independent babygorl pants and strut ur stuff acting like his toxic butt only made u a stronger person and just brush him off, act like u the baddest b \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "or u could deal with it in a much more wholesome way but this is just what id do"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Act like you never knew him"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Yui kiss shawty ty babygorl"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "act cool asf cause u know its the truth u rly do be cool asf and i know that u deserve better so strut that stuff like the star u are "}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "yw babygorl"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "I am sorry Chefy for what happened to you!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Amey aw ty"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Ily all so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yui kiss breezy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Report him and block him, tell your best friend to see i wouldn't recommend it tho it may cause drama"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "What's with all the kiss? Is it that easy to kiss anyone? Xd"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "y e a h"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Hi first air hugs you to the extreme. Second,I believe that you arent a bad person at all. When you seek help and advice and try to keep a safe space to yourself and vent to others. I know you are a wonderful human being and you shouldnt be treated badly. I think hes just circling for attention because he's probably channeling his stress or whatever he feels to you. I went through something similar but my ex obviously knew where i lived and would call me or i would block him or just delete my account so that he wouldnt be able to find me."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "But please dont read his messages cause if they make you uncomfortable i dont want you to feel unsafe. Also I would compile the things he would say and would report it. I think it is best to always have the evidence show that you havent said or done anything. In school, its best to have a counselor to talk to. I would have friends that would walk with me safely to class as well."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "Aha I need help"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "His name is Nate and hes from my school"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "So basically I blocked my ex on all social medias and I decided to unblock him. He started to talk all weird and said I should date him again bc im hot. It made me feel really uncomfy and I blocked him again. He made an alt acc to message me and started to talk about me and hot and stuff. Even after I told him to stop I said please stop dming this its making me feel uncomfy\u201d he said good you deserve it h and then u goes to tell everyone that I did stuff that I didnt do. It really sucks because now everyone thinks Im a bad person"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "gosh, there are people that extreme and toxic? Im so sorry for you."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "yes, try cutting him off. dont look, dont respond and act like you never knew him... he does not have the right to make you feel like that. you can be, you are so much greater and stronger. exactly what leilani said, right on the point. it might be difficult, but I know you can do it :"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Hi first air hugs you to the extreme. Second,I believe that you arent a bad person at all. When you seek help and advice and try to keep a safe space to yourself and vent to others. I know you are a wonderful human being and you shouldnt be treated badly. I think hes just circling for attention because he's probably channeling his stress or whatever he feels to you. I went through something similar but my ex obviously knew where i lived and would call me or i would block him or just delete my account so that he wouldnt be able to find me."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "But please dont read his messages cause if they make you uncomfortable i dont want you to feel unsafe. Also I would compile the things he would say and would report it. I think it is best to always have the evidence show that you havent said or done anything. In school, its best to have a counselor to talk to. I would have friends that would walk with me safely to class as well."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "SoniSinas omg ily"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Yui hug tabioca"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "Yui hug breezy"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "breezy aww much love to you as well"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Im not looking forward to math class tomorrow...I get so stressed I want to cry...yesterday was the first day and I wanted to cry so much, I cant handle all the talking in the side chat, the teacher not explaining things well and having to go back and forth between tabs...the kids there are mean and semi racist my teacher is black and has an accent and the kids make fun of him the also speak in German and Morse code in the chat, one kid talked about kicking his cat but saying that would be mean\u201d and just was gonna scare her instead, Im not looking forward to today..."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I hope today goes better for u"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP?!"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "I WAS GOING TO CHAT IN ANOTHER SERVER WHEN A PERSON SAID THEY WERE GONNA JUMP"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "oh god, hes offline.."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I dont think there going to do anything but like if they were theres probably not much u could do"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "chibi aka eri long as that person doesn't live near you or around you, you'll be fine"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "It's just a common internet bully who thinks their tough"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "really?"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Ah man, Ive had to deal with people like that before, its horrible"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "dang... just zone out the kids"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "shut up dyno"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "anyway"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "there are things that i need to keep to myself too, because if i don't ill be judged, and they're not exactly bad things, it's just my family has taught me to be perfect so.. here i am."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "wtf am i actually saying? i don't even know, i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, but hey im still 14 with a mum that likes to hit me so like let's just exist and vibe even if you don't want to"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "today was hella tiring, japanese was hella tiring, i didn't even feel like playing among us. yesterday? ehhh i was also loaded up with work but today's the absolute worst"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's not going to get better"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and im still alone and in the same place as i was before"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "cool"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "what am i saying"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "nevermind"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "mum's coming"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "act normal"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "she's left the room"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "um. ok."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "that's really all i had to say."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i just.. don't know anymore"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i'm sorry"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ill go now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im annoying everyone here"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "good bye."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Uhhh so i just heard news that one of my grandmas friends son just died.. And they're all crying i don't know what to do and i feel really sad for them and his mother.. But now im freaking out and crying and i can barely see.. It was in my other grandmas neighborhood so im really worried and scared and i don't know what to do and i need help.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And i don't know what to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And its all over the news and stuff"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Helaina I feel that the most important thing you can do is to just be there for them in any way you can, even if its just as little as sending them a text being like hey, im here for you\u201d and all that. Youre a very strong person for going through this as well.. loss isnt an easy thing to get through. But I know that you are strong enough to overcome this and to maybe even help others overcome it too."}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Maurie Dont worry, we all feel like that sometimes! Just try being there for them as much as you can there isnt really much you can do but as long as you keep them company and let them know you would always be there for them would cheer them up a bit, I hope. Stay calm and dont blame yourself, it happens! Just make sure to talk to them when they need it Im sure they need a bit of comfort just stay calm and try not to stress yourself out over it, its okay."}
{"username": "Blinky .", "content": "Studley Only do what you can do to keep balance after the fact. Of course, nothing can change what happened sadly. But of course, being a light for someone elses struggle will surely make you feel better about the situation. Just be calm! Dont hold any guilt over yourself and just keep on riding the bike, because if you stop you will fall over...make sure others keep moving too, talk to them about happy things and comfort when needed. Dont forget to comfort yourself at the same time! Loss is loss, but it doesnt have to be more painful than face value. I have faith in you to be strong"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "Neve"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "aww man, that really sucks. Im really sorry to hear that youre feeling this way. Days like that are the worst."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "I think I just had a day like that not too long ago. It wasnt so serious, a bit later I felt fine, but then I was so tired and I just wasnt feeling like doing anything in life. The whole time, i just felt useless and bad about myself, but i never did anything to change."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "Theres always going to be bad days and bad things. But know its just a bad day, not a bad life. The thing about feeling really down, you always know theres an upside. And you know what? No matter how far down you are, youll get to the top."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "If youre not in the mood to be happy, thats always fine. Being positive doesnt mean smiling all the time, it just means knowing theres better days coming. If youre feeling down at the moment, just relax. Listen to a bit of music, chat with friends, rest. Its okay to not do anything."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.\u201d"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "one of my favorite quotes from Winnie the Pooh"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "You may not feel like happily vibing and dancing on rainbows, and we get that. Youre not selfish, you just feel kind of selfempty."}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "Sorry for replying SO late but really, its okay to feel that way. But know that you wont always be. Well be waiting for you to feel like yourself again, Ill happy when you do 3"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "I have no friends...my depression is getting worse and worse Im trying to make friends but due to my disability i have struggles socializing with others. My depression started when I was in elementary school where I was bullied. Then the bullying continued in middle and high school. In high school I was mentally and physically bullied to the point where I wanted to kms. How do I make friends if Im different. I dont know what to do anymore...maybe I should just give up idk but I need a solution."}
{"username": "Willie", "content": "foxtea Aww, I'm so sorry you had to go through that! Please speak to your parents or a trusted adult about how you are feeling, and you can always ask people in discord servers if they would want to be friends!"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "foxtea air hugs you to the extreme Take a deep breath from what Ive read thats a harsh childhood. It def would feel hard to connect with others when so much has been done. When things are done in repetition, sometimes it takes away from what you want the most. I think for you the way you can connect with others is first doing it online then venture to making friends slowly in person by finding something in common with someone or being courteous and not expecting anything in return. Friendships take time and Im sure you can make some good ones soon. Even online the best start is just saying hi or asking a quick question. There is always something to talk about. And if youre nervous, its okay just take your time. If you just need a buddy to talk with then you can talk to me. Im not always on but I believe I will write as much as possible to let you know you arent alone  manifest love to be spread to you and for you to create wonderful bonds with others"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "so i broke up with my girlfriend bc i lost feelings and shes acting like she hates me now.. i feel really bad.. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "what do i do?"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Dont feel bad"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Losing feelings is natural"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "savanus", "content": "she should try to understand that"}
{"username": "2009", "content": "Give her time"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "ok i will"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "you did what was best for you, the relationship wouldn't have been healthy if you didn't have feelings for her and were with her for the sake of her being happy, it might take her a while to except but really it was what was best for both of you"}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "Maybe you can take your mind off of it for a bit maybe you can play some games or something,losing feelings,its OK! I lost feeling for some people just know that its OK"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "thank you:,"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "so i broke up with my girlfriend bc i lost feelings and shes acting like she hates me now.. i feel really bad.."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "its fine to lose feelings! we cant just force ourselves in a relationship that we have lost feelings"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "U pinged again"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "People go through stages when it comes to break ups. Stay strong Squeezy air hugs to the extreme ultimately what you decided was for your own personal health and time so its okay. Feeling bad now is just because its a recent thing that occurred. You cant help it but I know that stay calm, dont ever get tied into to anything negative that may be given to you."}
{"username": "saduglyroach", "content": "I just hope you feel OK"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "thank you all:,"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Please when quoting someone and the @. Venting Helpers . is in it please be sure to take it out so you dont ping again! Ty"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "you can't be blamed. losing feelings is a natural thing and it can happen to anyone, not just you. you don't have to feel bad for not finding your happiness in a certain person."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "and as for the gal. I guess I can relate. why? because I've been on the receiving end of something just like this. and while her feelings aren't exactly justified, it's more of a matter of the heart. the heart wants what it wants whether it can have it or not. I can see why she would feel hatred. you may/not have broken her heart. everyone is different. they react differently. some feel the need to push others away, some feel the need for payback, some wish the best to their former partner."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "now I don't quite know who your gal is but there's a song that kinda reminds me of a situation like this; lose you to love me Selena Gomez. literally. that's what could be going on with her, because that's half how I felt in the beginning."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "just leave her be. she'll get on with life easier that way. as for you. you should do the same. she's a chapter done in your story. go do what you do, be happy."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "Ur Local Lucas"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "ok. thank you:"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as for you mew, mafudo nya. mintie I saw the deleted message why? why do ya overthink about your friends? to me, the defintion of friends not the actual def . is people who are like family to you regardless of blood or not. people you trust and know on a deeper level. I dunno why your health plummets on your birthday and I hope you're alright. but if you trust your friends then don't stress yourself out so much just overthinking what they think about you. remember plus, you don't necessarily need to care what anyone thinks to be fair. what matters is what you think about yourself, outside opinions are welcome sometimes too because some of those things make us who we are. but you also need to remember the good things about yourself and what exactly your friends have; you.:3"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i ended up deleting the message because i saw your response to squeezy and felt like i vented at the wrong time. i didnt get to finish since the messages kept disappearing everytime i tried sending so i didnt fully explain yet but either way tysm for the advice. i really appreciate it"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "nono . I apologize for responding during your vent"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "uhm...my message keeps deleting as well..."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o.o?"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "now i just wanna give up on my venting.."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "ill go"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "no, no you guys this chat is all for you to share"}
{"username": "tabioca", "content": "and if you really feel like you need to be listened to directly, you can always DM me about it as long as NSFW Im there for you 3"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "As I was cleaning I found a old letter I wrote to my dead friend the week of his passing I opened it today and I remember when I wrote it I was crying so hard I started to cry myself, I couldn't believe when I heard he died I'm still mad at the people who pushed him to his limit but I'm not sure If I'll ever be able to get over his death, I hate how they didn't like him bc he was gay, it wasn't there place to judge I just needed to get this out and still I don't know If I'll ever get over his death"}
{"username": "Usagi Chan", "content": "I'm so sorry for your loss and just remember it's ok to be sad"}
{"username": "Eternal", "content": "what's venting"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "what's venting"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "venting is where u talk ur feelings out or ask for help whenever u feel sad"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "u can ping @. Venting Helpers . whenever u need advices, we're here for u"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "My turn apparently.."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "I just feel useless. Its even hard to get out of bed in the morning. Im just sick of being alone and being ridiculed from those around me over things that dont matter. Sure, I should just be ignoring them and all that.. but I cant do that. I just feel so lost.. tired of being ridiculed and insulted by even the ones closest to me.."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "I feel the need to help everyone, to the point where i am pushing my own problems away until they naturally scale into big issues like this. It has been happening for years now, probably ever since I was 15. But I cant just leave the people I hold closest to me, and even people I dont know out to dry. I feel the need to help everyone, so that they dont have to be sad. I would gladly take a bullet for anyone if I knew they were a good person. I just feel terrible about everything and some bad thoughts are coming back."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "you don't deserve to get driven into dark places by those thoughts crowding in your head, you seem like a kind of genuine person but you need to look out for your own mental health before you help others. Its understandable that you feel like that, and your feelings should never be invalidated or ridiculed by others cause what you're feeling is completely ok, and as much as you think those things don't matter they do, and no one should make you feel otherwise. Kind people like you don't deserve to be knocked down by others around them, and no matter how bad you feel, every emotion you have is completely valid and should be valued by the others around you, cause everyone deserves support and love from people close to them"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "My turn apparently.."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "I just feel useless. Its even hard to get out of bed in the morning. Im just sick of being alone and being ridiculed from those around me over things that dont matter. Sure, I should just be ignoring them and all that.. but I cant do that. I just feel so lost.. tired of being ridiculed and insulted by even the ones closest to me.."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "I feel the need to help everyone, to the point where i am pushing my own problems away until they naturally scale into big issues like this. It has been happening for years now, probably ever since I was 15. But I cant just leave the people I hold closest to me, and even people I dont know out to dry. I feel the need to help everyone, so that they dont have to be sad. I would gladly take a bullet for anyone if I knew they were a good person. I just feel terrible about everything and some bad thoughts are coming back."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "ikaenia ify and i understand. you're never alone and you should know that. everyone around you is there for you especially us, we may not know each other but everyone and i are always here for you. you're such a strong and good person for helping others that are sad and even getting out of bed even if its hard! i'm so proud of you. you're also not useless, you helped everyone so much and that's what's important! please do remember to also take care of yourself, you're also very important. you don't deserve being treated like this. you deserve so much better"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "a lot have people have responded so i'm gonna say smth short you aren't alone. i see you're a good person bc u help others, but don't push your own feelings away! u have my dms which are always open if u need someone to talk to or just vent to. ur loved and appreciated. who knows where some ppl would be without you? don't give up. ik you've heard it a lot, but things do get better. the good thing abt hitting rock bottom is that you can only go up from there:D"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i'm sure your friends wouldn't mind to hear your problems"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "and if they don't, then you need better friends"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "u deserve a lot, don't be so hard on yourself"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i get what u said about the meds and therapy. my mom was hesitant for 2 years but finally got me the antidepressants. all they did was make me numb. it was nice at first but now it sucks because it's hard to feel anything, i'm slowly getting off them without their knowledge tho. i tried therapy for two years on and off but it never worked. maybe it does for some people, but you can't rely on anyone or anythihn else to help you. you're your only hope. other people's ideas might change some or ur opinions, but this is all u. remember my dms are open so i'm always willing to help you ans be there for you. you are loved. your mother loves you but maybe it just doesn't show because you're hurting, but i promise you're loved, cared for, and appreciated. being locked in all day and doing the same stuff really impacts u too. ik it's hard at first but if u get out of ur comfort zone an do smth w ur friends or something u wouldn't normally do, it helps a lot. finding a hobby, etc is a great distraction. maybe soon it won't become a distraction, it'll just become life. live on and carry through, you got this. you have your family, your friends, and now your online friends in here."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "i'm sorry you feel unloved and unheard, all your emotions and everything you're going through is valid and deserves to be taken 100 seriously, you should never have to feel that your mental health is an inconvenience to others cause they need to support and listen to you no matter the situation. Even though things seem hopeless sometimes I can tell you're a really good person and deserve to achieve the things you want in life, you deserve people that will be there for you every step of the way and do things that will benefit your mental health, finding distractions can also be good during these hard times or just something you particularly enjoy. You should never hesitate to seek help and guidance by others around you or even if you wanted to go down the path of therapy cause your voice and your issues deserve to be heard, considered and cared for."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "im so sorry that you felt that way, you deserve so much better than this. im so proud of you being so strong despite the things happening to you. your feelings should be handled very seriously and it should be taken care of. if you feel like your feelings are being ignored again, come n talk to us, i am sure that we can help you. as they say, finding distractions can be a help! i know this seems kind of not help rn but everything will be alright, it seems like it wont but i am sure everything will be alright."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "i'm sorry you have to go through that you really don't deserve that, people think its best to try and not cry but in reality sometimes its good to just let it all out and not bottle up your emotions because its beneficial to other people, your mother should understand and respect you and your emotions and help you through your tough times and stress. If you ever need to get your worried thoughts out or just clear your head then my dms are always open, in terms of school your mental health is much important than work and people should understand that cause you are trying the best you can, hope everything gets better!"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "no problem! my dms are always open if you need anything, your emotions are valid and important"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Its fine, sometimes a person really needs to get their emotions out and express what their feeling, try not to overthink things that wont matter in the future, if it happened it did and that was in the past, I'm sure your mom will start understanding your feelings and start checking in on you every once in a while. Try talking to your dad without your mom really noticing it, or you can have a talk with their mom about it and how much talking to him helps you a lot, just never start blaming yourself, because it happened and you can't change it, focusing isnt something you should overthink its fine, if you feel like you can't focus whatsoever just try giving some time to yourself be with things that make you comfortable and positive because you deserve it! Just remember you're special and you deserve the very best."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "breezy i just saw the vent im sorry chefy pls take some rest time to time when doing school works, i know its stressing but hey, you do deserve a break! and your mom should calm down because you literally didn't do anything right? ilysm chefy! we're always here for you"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "breezy i just saw the vent im sorry chefy pls take some rest time to time when doing school works, i know its stressing but hey, you do deserve a break! and your mom should calm down because you literally didn't do anything right? ilysm chefy! we're always here for you"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "iisa ilysm omg 33"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": " Its fine, sometimes a person really needs to get their emotions out and express what their feeling, try not to overthink things that wont matter in the future, if it happened it did and that was in the past, I'm sure your mom will start understanding your feelings and start checking in on you every once in a while. Try talking to your dad without your mom really noticing it, or you can have a talk with their mom about it and how much talking to him helps you a lot, just never start blaming yourself, because it happened and you can't change it, focusing isnt something you should overthink its fine, if you feel like you can't focus whatsoever just try giving some time to yourself be with things that make you comfortable and positive because you deserve it! Just remember you're special and you deserve the very best."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "bonk tyyy ilysm 33"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "No problem! I'm always here if you want to talk."}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "breezy same if you ever need to talk Im here also"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I need help...I get good friends that aren't actually toxic. Then, i do something that makes me feel toxic and i leave them alone then they say its okay. I feel like an idiot. I've done this for everyone and i hate myself. I tried my best to tell my dad about me committing suicide but i just can't. And now im questioning why i exist."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "I'm so sorry you have to go through that, people who are struggling often think of themselves as toxic or bad people but that really isn't the case, you should tell your dad about how you feel when you're ready cause in reality your life is worth it and your feelings deserved to be expressed and listened to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Love I think admitting to feeling toxic is hard but it doesnt make you dumb at all. To me, I dont see you toxic at all, Im thankful that you at least expressed how you are feeling right now. air hugs to the extreme We are here to listen and help. Definitely Having people who love and support you the way you are is okay. Its good to have positivity around you and sometimes being to yourself its okay. Slowly opening up takes time. In your position, I feel that you arent alone in your battle. You deserve joy and time to take away the feeling of toxicity. You can always tell yourself I know this is how I feel I accept it and take a deep breath. Think about what makes you feel good. You dont have to say bye to everyone. Sometimes there are days where I dont even connect with others because I honestly need to do self love or take care of myself. Just write \ufe0f it out the things that make you really worried or feel that way and once youre done. Rip it and say to yourself Im more than what these negative things are because you are indeed a wonderful human being. You may not feel that way now but its okay. You dont have to be perfect around the ppl who love you."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "hey i advice you to talk to your family, and those people who leave you, they aren't your real friends, I advice you to have online friends to make yourself feel better and don't think suicidal, it won't help just think positive"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "If you leave him you won't be able I promise, although opening up about your feelings is hard sometimes it's the best thing you could do in order to get people to see your pain and things from your perspective, you deserve to be heard and cared for the others around you and should never hesitate to reach out to others, you seem so kind and genuine and if it makes you feel any better we're all here to listen and care for you no matter what \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "and plus, leave the boy, it'll make it worse. you can talk to us tho"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i thought of leaving him last night..."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "but i didnt do it yet"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "is he somehow toxic and doesn't help you?"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "if he is, please leave him, it's bad for your mental health."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "he is...and i know"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "is he ur irl bf or online?"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "irl bf but we talk a lot more online"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "maybe he'll understand if you explain it to him"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry i cant breathe and cant stop crying or shaking and i im sorry..."}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "no no, it's okay, that's normal"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "just inhale and exhale"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "dont say sorry:"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "crying is totally normal"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "just let it out"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i say sorry too much.."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "i feel like im so mean because i read the problems you guys have and want to have say something but im not that good at help others feel good im getting bad at english, idk why though"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "i say sorry alot too and people are thinking i am weird because of it"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "i feell better when alone and talking to the person because whwen there is 3 people trying to make the m fell better i mess up and i leave because they help them more"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Dont worry achi sometimes I feel the same way but if you cant help at those subjects dont stress to advice it may cause trouble than before so at that time just give them hope..."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Yes Ia am gonna wait for the Tonty The Waffle to finish. Maybe I can help."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Tony The Waffle."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Hopefully I Have anough timecoz of school"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Xd he didnt said anything and left!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "No I just have a lot to type.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Im having so much trouble rn that it doesnt fit.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Im hurting rn tbh too.. so thats always wonderful.."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Just type seperate"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "Like i type alot I put seperate"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "LONGGGLONG TEXTTT"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "and iIput to much so I"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "do the"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "LONGGG TEXT"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "again"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "and i couldnot fit so!"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "You do that"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "To separate it but if I separate them at the same time then itd still look the same sort of"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Honestly I have anxiety sending long types to someone or a group.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Cause its long and stuff.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "So I apologize.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "But a lot has happened and Im breaking.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Ive bottled it for 10 years or even more.. and Im not getting into therapy until quite late into October.."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i say sorry alot too and people are thinking i am weird because of it"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "@.5309 people think im weird because of it too:C"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Now I dont want to send it cause it seems way to long.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I think it would be better to break up but it is your choice. If you have more fights I think its best to break up."}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "W"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "here let me hug you"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Thank you, I really need it.. le hugs them"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": " I think it would be better to break up but it is your choice. If you have more fights I think its best to break up."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "@ Annie ."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Yeah, I probably should, but I dont know if I could ever be able to move on.. thats what Im worried about. I dont think I could.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ Annie ."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Yeah, I probably should, but I dont know if I could ever be able to move on.. thats what Im worried about. I dont think I could.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Tony.the.waffle.boi6758 if you cant you can try taking with family."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "o"}
{"username": "touka", "content": "If you need me to talk too yo i can talk on vcc, or the text coz it seems like you are having a really bad hard time. though I can nt now coz im gona sleep."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Theres the problem.. my dad, grandma, and mom thinks hes a predator.. and I dont think itll help."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": " If you need me to talk too yo i can talk on vcc, or the text coz it seems like you are having a really bad hard time. though I can nt now coz im gona sleep."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "@.5309"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "So maybe tomorrow? Id honestly love to talk to someone for once.. I really do need help. My life hasnt been great at all tbh"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "That whole thing"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Though I think it's up to you if you break up, but I think looking at what you said it would be healthy to break up with him"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "yes better for you and your mental heath"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "health"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "I actually tried running away 6 times and Im thinking of doing it again to get away. I could ask to hang out with one of my friends."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "make sure to pack your belongings and if ur friend has internet please give us updates on how ur doing"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "we care about everyone here in the care room of sayu!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And yeah.. but I really want to try to make it work.. I was just thinking maybe if we started fresh and we had more communication. But if that doesnt work then yeah.. Ill let him go and be single."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i mean better to be a single than in a toxic relationship"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "be a single pringle"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i need a ad for this"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And I will! I just got to ask first but they might be asleep. But where would I send the updates?"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And yeah, it is.. I was single Pringle for a long while until he came around. I may become singel again. XD"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Pfft"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i mean like we can make a gc with u and the people who want updates on how ur doing and u can just text us in the gc"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "and yeah honestly its better for u"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "sayumi health and care room!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "come on over to the venting room where our venting helpers will give u wholesome care and luvv"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "thats out new ad folks"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Thatd be a smart move. Id honestly like to do that"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "But I honestly dont think a lot of people would want to know.."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Thats perfect!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Wayyy to perfect"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "XDDD"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i mean i know me and Phoenix? would probs want to"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i would"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i wanna know how ur doinggg"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And maybe touka"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And thanks.. I honestly really want to get better and heal"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "yeppp whoever u can make a gc and add us"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "no problem! i honestly love helping people! ive helped multiple staff/mods here and me and ashi are like bffs so ive helped her and other peoplee"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "if u need something just ring ping the venting helpers!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "omggg imma a ad now"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Should I ask everyone if they would want that kind of update?"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "kenzie, what do u wanna be when u grow up sweetie?"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "mom, i wanna be a commercial"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "maybe not everyone but hmm the people that responded to ur vent u should ask them"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "im totally in"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Alright and go for it it! Your ad is going to be outstanding!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "BAHAH, i was just joking but tyyy"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i wanna be a graphic designer"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "sobbb i gotta go to bed now byeee"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "hope u get better!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "@ Annie ."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "@.5309"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Phoenix?"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Would you guys like to be in a gc and have updates about how Im doing..? It was it Kenzie 3 s idea"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh okay!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Night, sleep well"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And I bet youd be a great graphic designer"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "But ur welcome"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Oh, sure UvU"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "It you would like to I would be glad too."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "But I have to sleep"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "So, gn!"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Alrighty, thank you guys"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And night Annie"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I don't sleep so I'm here still"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh okay its probably cause different time zones."}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "What time is it over where youre at?"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "36 minutes past midnight"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "It's finee"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh same well now 37"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Its 12:37 over here"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I only have advanced algebra online class tomorroww"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I mean later today"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "12 hours and 23 minutes until I get my new adhd meds"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "22"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh okay, ngl, thats pretty cool do the pills help?"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "And good luck with that!"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "Not rn so we're getting different ones"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "They used to but my adhd got worse"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "So they don't anymore"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh, well hopefully the different pills will work"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I hopes so too"}
{"username": "Phoenix?", "content": "I nearly failed the first week of school cause I couldn't focus"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Are you going to school virtually or actually going to school. If its virtually then you could probably record it"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Eh heh.. but dont stay up to late"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Unless its morning instead XD"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Imma play among us for a bit to clear my mind"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Oh wait, I just realized.. I forgot about someone"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Sorry, I really am sorry about that"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "kokicheese"}
{"username": "BluAngelBoi", "content": "Would you like updates about how Im doing too? Im making the gc later today since its already tomorrow. You dont have to tbh"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "aaahhh its my first time using this channel but i just feel so sad rn. i have been offline for days in social media because i've been really sad these day, september is such a hard month for me. so like i just came online in social media and i tried talking to my friend but she seemed so dry, idk what i did and she wont tell me. i feel like im gonna cry and im shaking so hard because i really dont know what i did. i go offline in social media because i tend to push people away when they offer help and hurt them but i think its a bad idea now. im just so sad rn i feel like im gonna cry @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "i also bottle up my feelings as well because im so bad at pouring my emotions out and thats one of the reasons why my friends are worried and annoyed of me thats what i think that is"}
{"username": "min", "content": "It's okay iisa. 2020 is a hard year for all of us. If you want to cry, it's alright, cry all you want if that what makes you feel better. For your friends problem, don't care a single bit about them. They are just jealous that you're such a nice and amazing person. September is a hard month for me too. But I stay strong and positive. I will always be here for you no matter what. DM me if you want to vent, or just simply want someone to talk to. Stay strong"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I agree. September is a very depressing month, but no matter what you must stay positive if you want to make it through this month. Your friend might also be feeling the same as you, and if they arent telling you dont put pressure on them."}
{"username": "min", "content": "You also deserve better friends too!"}
{"username": "min", "content": "yes im bad at this skssj"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes, they should also respect your feelings"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Mhm. There are types of people that doesn't want to open up. The more other people pressure them to open up, the more they get sad, mad, and just annoyed."}
{"username": "min", "content": "Your friends should know that and they should accept it."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "tysm for the kind words the both of you u both are such good people. i will try to stay positive while getting out of this dark place. tysm and ilysm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "yw and ily 2 :"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Ily too! Stay strong queen"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Did I get pinged?"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ghost ping? please don't"}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "re pinged"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "ah, sorry my vent suddenly got deleted?"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "please don't ghost ping vent helpers that's disgusting"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ooh"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "sorry everyone"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "ah okay"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it's okay!"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "its okay sean!"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Ahh its aight!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "its oki dw! :"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "we are here now"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "my vent suddenly got deleted idk why"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Yesh"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Its okii dww"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "we will listen to you sean"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "yeah dw bout it! :"}
{"username": "min", "content": "sips coffee"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "aw thanks you too and enjoy!"}
{"username": "min", "content": "You too Ash!"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "Sesan you cursed qwq"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "If any of you ever feel like you are having a bad day or just need to talk to someone don't be scared and Check Pinned Messages and remember Expiredmilk Cheesu Luvs u"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "Sesan you cursed qwq"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "quit. that's why"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "gsjsbsjsbz"}
{"username": "min", "content": "sjfhjksd"}
{"username": "min", "content": "No curse words allowed here uvu"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "ah, thats why sorry"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Its oki doki"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Ping me again when you're finish letting your emotions out:"}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "thankyou"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Have a great day:3"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "Im feeling numb and empty"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "Im lonely if that helps"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "My depression also getting worse I dont know why"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "My boyfriend works a lot everyone else is busy"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Casino"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Don't worry, feeling like this in depression is normal and it'll just get worse if you don't go and talk to someone,vent, or get mental help."}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Bur you seem like a kind individual"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "My depression also getting worse I dont know why"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Casino seeking help is sometimes the best thing when you feel that way, opening up to others about how you feel could allow them to help through your emotions, cause you seem like a kind and genuine person who deserves all the support they can get"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "I have an appointment tomorrow"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "Finally"}
{"username": "Casino", "content": "I dont wanna get worse"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "before you do this challenge and you before you call someone a hater of tik tok, just know this specific challenge on tik tok killed a teenager and hospitalized many others. Because they wanted to fit in the trend. This challenge was the benadryl challenge. They wanted to hallucinate and trip. and a teen DIED over it. and many other teens got hospitalized."}
{"username": "waffles123", "content": "can I DM someone? im not feeling too good rn"}
{"username": "waffles123", "content": "I kinda have no one else"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "Oh wait, I just realized.. I forgot about someone"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "Sorry, I really am sorry about that"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "kokicheese"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "Would you like updates about how Im doing too? Im making the gc later today since its already tomorrow. You dont have to tbh"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "Tony.the.waffle.boi6758 ohhh of courseee QQ"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "okay uhm..sooo...idk how to start this..and im sorry if im always here..and being an annoyance...i ill just start.."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "uhm, so the other night me and my best friend Vida snuck out and went to this abandoned house in the middle of the night. then we just smoked weed and cigarettesss...and this weekend me and her are planning to just get out of this corrupted place called home\u201d.. and i kinda just dont know how i feel about life anymore. i feel so broken, and useless. and just like a big disappointment. as i said in my last vent.. i feel like im slowly losing everyone and everything. all i have left is Vida. shes all i really had. shes always been there when i was at my lowest. but she doesnt know how bad i really feel..and i dont know how to open up to her.."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "hiii.."}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "If you don't feel like it's safe, maybe tell your friend and try making a comprimise?"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "aw noo im sorry you feel that way and im sure you arent useless or a disappointment. you can take some time to think out what to say to her if youre ready"}
{"username": "Usagi Chan", "content": "okay uhm..sooo...idk how to start this..and im sorry if im always here..and being an annoyance...i ill just start.."}
{"username": "Usagi Chan", "content": "uhm, so the other night me and my best friend Vida snuck out and went to this abandoned house in the middle of the night. then we just smoked weed and cigarettesss...and this weekend me and her are planning to just get out of this corrupted place called home\u201d.. and i kinda just dont know how i feel about life anymore. i feel so broken, and useless. and just like a big disappointment. as i said in my last vent.. i feel like im slowly losing everyone and everything. all i have left is Vida. shes all i really had. shes always been there when i was at my lowest. but she doesnt know how bad i really feel..and i dont know how to open up to her.."}
{"username": "Usagi Chan", "content": "Suicidal Slut I'm not the best on giving advice for stuff like this but you should try and find a place were you both feel comfortable and try and tell her when shes in a good mood"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i just dont know to really put the words together without saying so,etching stypud.."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Suicidal Slut how is'home' corrupted?"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Home is supposed to be safe"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "it takes time to open up lori so don't rush! im sure vida will understand as well. you're also not a big disappointment because we all love u im so sorry you feel that way, ilysm"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Isa is correct"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "some homes aren't safe yknow"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "lori don't be sorry! its not your fault"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Suicidal Slut I'm not the best on giving advice for stuff like this but you should try and find a place were you both feel comfortable and try and tell her when shes in a good mood "}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Usagi Chan you are definitely not useless cause everyone makes mistakes, especially when they're their lowest. Sometimes it's best to open up to people whether it may be someone you close to or professionally, you don't deserve to feel that way because you seem like a worthy, kind and genuine person who deserves a good support system in their life"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Besides"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "You at least have one friend"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "One is all you need"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "And friends are there to talk to"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im not good at opening up. thats the thing. well, its easy when online. because no one came see my emotion. but its hard when talking to her in person. i cant put the right words together. and i just get so emotional"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Then be emotional, its part of being human"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "And if your friend makes fun of ya, they werent worth your very important time"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "im not good at opening up. thats the thing. well, its easy when online. because no one came see my emotion. but its hard when talking to her in person. i cant put the right words together. and i just get so emotional"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "Suicidal Slut it takes time lori! im sure vida will wait and understand. take all the time u need to open up to her i know its not easy but it will surely turn out good dw!"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Your a person and you are to be treated as such"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Its the past, you cant erase it, but try looking towards a brighter future"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Suicidal Slut it takes time lori! im sure vida will wait and understand. take all the time u need to open up to her i know its not easy but it will surely turn out good dw!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "iisa what if it doesnt turn out good..."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "If it doesnt work out, then move on"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "..."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "zero, moving on isn't easy so pls.."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "zero please, this is a serious time."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im just..gonna go..."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i give up.."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "lori dm me instead if you like"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "lori don't please"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Isa, theres different ways to help other than using the same emoji after every sentence"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "and theres different times to make jokes."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Jokes are a medicine to emotional pain"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "It helps"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "you could see that lori was BEING SERIOUS about her situation"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "it didn't help at all"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "and neither are you by arguing"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "this is my fault"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "No its not"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "so if you're just gonna make jokes in vent, i suggest you just don't go here at all."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "I suggest you learn about psychology"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "CAN YOU PELAEE JUST STIP. I CANT ANYMROW. JISTS TOP"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "..."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Lori air hugs to the extreme I want to say more but i know that what you need is just someone to listen to you. Its okay to vent. I got a ping for a reason so dont ever apologize. The fact that Vida is there for you is wonderful even tho you feel like you cant open up right now its okay. At least physically being together is something Im thankful for because you always have support to do something and get away from home. You always have me here even if Im not on often I will still hear you out."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "If anything i guess im kinda pointless, nothing i say makes a difference anyways, might as well turn off the vent ping"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "I cant find the roles channel"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "deletedchannel"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Lori air hugs to the extreme I want to say more but i know that what you need is just someone to listen to you. Its okay to vent. I got a ping for a reason so dont ever apologize. The fact that Vida is there for you is wonderful even tho you feel like you cant open up right now its okay. At least physically being together is something Im thankful for because you always have support to do something and get away from home. You always have me here even if Im not on often I will still hear you out."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "SoniSinas air hugs her back thank you a lot. this helps me a lot. and everyone else here does too. and i just apologize a lot. so uhm..im uh, sorry about that..its annoyinging.. i know p."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": " If anything i guess im kinda pointless, nothing i say makes a difference anyways, might as well turn off the vent ping"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "IQlvlZero im sorry Zero. i just.. dont like when people argue"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Yeah, still doesnt mean im wrong"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "You did nothing"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "SoniSinas air hugs her back thank you a lot. this helps me a lot. and everyone else here does too. and i just apologize a lot. so uhm..im uh, sorry about that..its annoyinging.. i know p."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Suicidal Slut 1st youve never been annoying. 2. Im the same way I apologized about everything but you dont have to say sorry for opening up because its important for you to say it in any shape or form. life is definitely a heavy topic but I know feelings can always move through a spectrum sometimes youre okay and sometimes youre not and when you arent feeling like you its okay to say it."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "But you can do something, something important, and what that something is"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Is your choice"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Suicidal Slut 1st youve never been annoying. 2. Im the same way I apologized about everything but you dont have to say sorry for opening up because its important for you to say it in any shape or form. life is definitely a heavy topic but I know feelings can always move through a spectrum sometimes youre okay and sometimes youre not and when you arent feeling like you its okay to say it."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "SoniSinas i get called annoying a lot i just started believing it.."}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "I get called it too"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "My actual username is IQlvlzero"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Because my iq level"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "Is zero"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Suicidal Slut aww well Im just letting you know Ill be one of the ppl that will never call you that word"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "thank you soni"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Due to my Disabilities I have a hard time making friends and socializing. This has been a big problem for me and I needs to get resolved. Sometimes I feel like because Im different I cant make friends. What do I do to improve my socializing skills and make friends. Plz help!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Due to my Disabilities I have a hard time making friends and socializing. This has been a big problem for me and I needs to get resolved. Sometimes I feel like because Im different I cant make friends. What do I do to improve my socializing skills and make friends. Plz help!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "foxtea"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "not the greatest at advice so im sorry"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i have problems making friends and socializing so i know how you feel about that. but maybe you could just try and slowly start talking to others. it takes time to make friends. and they might not understand. but you seem like a very nice person already! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "youre welcome! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "eli hug foxtea"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Due to my Disabilities I have a hard time making friends and socializing. This has been a big problem for me and I needs to get resolved. Sometimes I feel like because Im different I cant make friends. What do I do to improve my socializing skills and make friends. Plz help!"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "foxtea Any type of skill takes time. air hugs to the extreme I hope you get to make friends too manifest your success what Id do is just natural things like in the mirror talking to one self is helpful. Saying hi, and seeing how you see yourself and just saying how are you or saying hey do you happen to know how to do this..insert answer. Just trying it with yourself is good. I talk to my dogs if I feel like I cant talk to anyone. I def havent socialized in such a long time but I have to talk to a few ppl while Im working cause Its necessary. But yeah just boosting your own confidence is good. Body language is good too like making sure you feel like you are open to let someone come into your bubble. Its like energy if you bring a warm glow someone will come I hope that is somewhat helpful. If anything Ill look for more natural ways for you to improve your socializing skills"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a person i"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i really liked unadded me today not too long ago and i dont know how to feel right now i feel so miserable and unloved and i feel like im just being ignored i wanna turn to suicide but i dont have the guts to and im suffering so much i cant stop crying i dont know what i should do i really feel like im not gonna be able to have someone genuinely like me because of my depression and anxiety and it hurts me mentally so much and i dont know what to do anymore i say it so much because i dont know i really dont and i feel like im miserable and i have no worth and i was already in a depressive episode and i dont know what to do besides listen to music and i rlly dont understand anything anymore i havent cried like this in a long time bruh i really feel like im such a burden to so many people i dont know anymore i keep saying it but i dont know how to explain how i feel right now and i dont even know who to turn to @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "aaa im sorry to hear that they unadded you and im not sure how much you really liked them. itll take time to find someone that will really understand you and theyll show that they really love you. i know that itll probably be a long process but youll get there. and i know you arent a burden to people and if you ever feel alone well always be here for you. you dont ever have to be alone"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Iran Personally, i dont think you should cry about just one person leaving you, and thinking you feel unloved. Because you should know deep down, everyone that you know and you love loves you back. Maybe that person had a reason to unadd you, and they still like you too. I hope you take this advice and definitely DO NOT lean towards suicide, thats not the answer. If you still feel unloved then just so you know i very much love you and think your an amazing person \ufe0f"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Noakes Hey, Its fine, if anyone was there to truly love you, they would love you for who you are! The right one would never and I repeat, never leave you if they left they werent right for you, you aren't no burden you're worth so much more than you think you do, and you dont have to prove that to anyone but yourself, before giving love to anyone else I personally think you should give yourself the most affection and love you can because you deserve it way more than anyone else, when the right one comes you wouldnt feel the loss youre feeling right now, just wait and you will see it will happen one way or another, just remember to love yourself first, anytime you feel suicidal sad or just need someone to talk to in general Im always, always here! You're special and we all here know it keep loving yourself, because it isnt in any way selfish and you deserve all the happiness here!"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I feel ungreatful. I have everything in life, I have a loving family, friends, accepting parents, wealth, and everything else you can imagine. Yet I'm still sad. I always find a way to complain and compared to my other friends, I feel as if I'm taking it for granted, I'm sad and feel as if I don't deserve help because I have everything I could ever need/want. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "TrashPanda you could have everything and still be sad/upset it doesn't mean you don't deserve help everyone does"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "TrashPanda alr i'm going to start off with saying that it's okay to make a big deal out of what matters to you. all your emotions are valid, and just because other people's situations are different from yours doesn't invalidate anything you think or feel. i've definitely felt like this before, and the advice i would give is to just be more accepting of yourself. the conflict you have with not liking your emotions is prbly making you feel worse, i know it did for me. i'm often sad for no reason, and i just find things that make me happy like listening to music and surrounding myself with what makes me feel better. privilege does not make your emotions invalid. one last thing is that if you think you're ungrateful/undeserving, just try your best everyday to make the most out of what you have, and take the time to be happy for the things around you. 3 lysm and hope this helps!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "A lot of people can relate to your problem TrashPanda, and all i need to say is, have you ever took the time to actually ask yourself want you really, truly want in life? Your most desired wish? Something which none of the things you already have could top? You shouldnt feel ungrateful if you feel incomplete, nobody is complete. Everyone still wants something, and its normal to feel the way you do when your in a lifestyle like that."}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "TrashPanda Just because you have everything doesnt mean you dont have the right to feel sad, it doesnt matter the priority, anyone can be sad, you deserve help! and happiness too, expressing your feeling doesnt mean youre taking anyone for granted, were all here willing to help you by every step until you feel the comfort and positivity you deserve, you're honestly pretty strong for expressing everything you feel!"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "...i love all of you. Thank you so much. I just needed to say that."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ily u too pan pan \ufe0f"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "ly pan pan"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "I feel ungreatful. I have everything in life, I have a loving family, friends, accepting parents, wealth, and everything else you can imagine. Yet I'm still sad. I always find a way to complain and compared to my other friends, I feel as if I'm taking it for granted, I'm sad and feel as if I don't deserve help because I have everything I could ever need/want."}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "TrashPanda Listen you deserve everything you get. you are amazing and everything you have/want is what you deserve because you did get it. I love you so much and when you need help then you go get help. you very much deserve help. 33 also don't compare your things to other peoples things bc everyone deals with everything differently!"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "but the only reason that I have all the stuff that i do is bc of privilege. Literally if I didn't have it i would be on the street rn. I don't deserve anything, i was given it. I didn't have to work for it. And now i feel like I'm taking it all for granted."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Your beautiful TrashPanda"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "\ufe0f ily"}
{"username": "Olxive", "content": "Ya so long story short i wanna kms"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Olxive", "content": "Yes pls"}
{"username": "Olxive", "content": "Im losing interest for my girlfriend to be honest. We dont really talk anymore unless i stay up late, cause we live in completely different timezones and idk if i should break up with her. Advice?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I agree, rejection very much sucks @ , but you shouldnt let it get to your head and make it all you ever think about. If the person who rejected you hurt you in a way that never happened before, you must ignore it, if its effecting you to the point where just ignoring it wont work. Talk to someone about your problems and maybe stay away from guys for awhile until you get over the rejection"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Olxive if you feel as if you lost interest in your gf, i suggest you break up with her. Of course its your opinion, but if the love is long gone i dont think there is a point in trying to bring it back. Maybe you and her just aint it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np:"}
{"username": "Olxive", "content": "Tysm!:"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ for some odd reason i didnt get the ping in your message"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i feel empty and lonely"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "thats it."}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i feel like no one actually cares about me apart from my family"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "like i want friends"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "someone who i can have a special sort of affection for"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "but i dont have that"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i hate myself for saying all of this because i just sound like a whiny brat"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "thank you for reading \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i feel like no one actually cares about me apart from my family"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "softysugar i care about u! more people care about u than ur family. you might not see it, but they do i promise. you have us here as well:D"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "ik it's not the same"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "but my dms are always open"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "be yourself and you'll find the best of friends"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "be kind to others and positive"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "and you'll be seen as more approachable and get friends and close with more people!"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "trust me ur loved appreciated and cared for and u aren't alone"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Hey if any of you have something on your mind that you need to be let out dont be scared, check pinned messages, and remember expiredmilk cheesu luvs you"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Apparently my friend says we cant be friends anymore. She says Im it the right person for her. I thought a friend would love you threw anything. Guess not. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ayah", "content": "Im sorry, some people feel like they dont want to be friends with people for specific reasons and it hurts and sucks but sometimes we have to accept it. Your friend doesnt know what shes going to lose an amazing person but if it were meant to be friends then you guys would be so: youll meet a lot of people throughout bb, youll make a lot of great friends i promise"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The thing is, I used to be all those things she wanted. I just got attacked than stopped."}
{"username": "Sesan", "content": "hey, i feel you i also got a bestfriend who said we cant be friends anymore with no specific reason, maybe it means they arent the right person to be friends with. as you said you were the things she wanted, maybe she got tired? or maybe she has a reason aswell. im sorry if i didnt help"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "Apparently my friend says we cant be friends anymore. She says Im it the right person for her. I thought a friend would love you threw anything. Guess not."}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "@ Annie . Hey, it's okay. I used to have a friend that told me that we couldn't be friends anymore. Friendships do strike hard a lot. You probably choose a person who really doesn't care that much. If you have other friends, that's good to hear. They might help you though your struggles. If this doesn't help, sorry.:"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "aa that sucks and im sorry to hear. everyone have reasons for doing things. i'm sure you were a great friend to her and you can be friends to many people in the future. you can remember and cherish whatever you guys have been through together and look on about how you can have more memories like that with new people! i'm sure she still loves you too and she must have a reason for doing that. if you want to, take the time and try and understand her and why she did what she did if she wants to talk. just look towards the future and go meet great people"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "@ Annie . air hugs to the extreme Thats tough Im sorry that happened to you. I know how it feels to lose good friends, I lost many good ones over the yrs but what I do know is that you will have someone that will love you through everything and maybe she will be the type that needs to grow a bit and come back to you to love you even more. I hope someone comes into your life like a whirlwind and bonds with you so much tht you feel their everlasting friendship"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Let me just tell yall whats happened to me so yall understand what Im going through"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Im diagnosed with severe ADHD. I struggle making friends and socializing with others. When I first entered elementary school there was a girl I liked named Kim. She was really pretty but she ended up being a nasty jerk She spread rumors about me which cause me to get bullied everyday at school. I also got sand thrown at me at recess. After elementary school I went to middle school where Kim followed me to the same school. She did the same thing but worse. My depression hit then and it got so bad I tried to kms. Because of that I was sent to a facility where I never got to see my family for weeks. I was all alone by myself. When I finally got out I cried for days straight. Depression became worse and worse. Then I went to high school where things happened even worse then middle school. I liked a girl and she used me, Kim bullied me, I was physically bullied by kids. I hurt myself multiple times struggling to hang on. My question now is what do I do now. Im lonely and sad and feel like I wanna die."}
{"username": "touka", "content": "ooh you shouldve pinged venting helpers aa i feel bad"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "Im diagnosed with severe ADHD. I struggle making friends and socializing with others. When I first entered elementary school there was a girl I liked named Kim. She was really pretty but she ended up being a nasty jerk She spread rumors about me which cause me to get bullied everyday at school. I also got sand thrown at me at recess. After elementary school I went to middle school where Kim followed me to the same school. She did the same thing but worse. My depression hit then and it got so bad I tried to kms. Because of that I was sent to a facility where I never got to see my family for weeks. I was all alone by myself. When I finally got out I cried for days straight. Depression became worse and worse. Then I went to high school where things happened even worse then middle school. I liked a girl and she used me, Kim bullied me, I was physically bullied by kids. I hurt myself multiple times struggling to hang on. My question now is what do I do now. Im lonely and sad and feel like I wanna die."}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "foxtea my dms are open if you want anything. ily so much, please dont kys. i dont want to you all sad. i genuinely dont, no one here does. we all love you and we mean it from the bottom of our hearts. \ufe0f"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Oh god what did I miss..."}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "ive been bullied before because of the colour my my skin and my weight and my physical appearance in general and things that i dont have control over. i ignore them but i have had some days where i cant hold it in anymore and i have thought about kms and i have just cried through the night. but you need to realise that you deserve better. you shouldnt be judged based on your past but by who you are right now and all the incredible things that you have done because i know youre amazing. you dont need to be smart or athletic or have highest grades. you just breathing and staying alive is enough for me and everyone else here"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Im sorry you feel thetas way cause you deserve to Be treated with love and respect and your feelings should be valued, i promise you there will be people in your life who will care and look out for you cause your worth it and your worth being in this world, cause no one deserves to feel like that. Also if you ever feel like hurting yourself there are plenty of alternatives for stress relief, and if you ever need to vent or let your feelings out were here \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i im sorry im really sorry i just cant. its too hard do all of this alone. and i lost my only best friend. and now my weekend is completely ruined. i just cant do any of this any longer"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "no"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "please stay"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i genuinely honestly mean it"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "please stay"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "3 always here for you Suicidal Slut so many ppl are"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "Suicidal Slut please stay."}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "grieving is the hardest part but committing wont help"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "but the fact that you arent really here..it just kills me inside. because i know that there is people who do care. but they arent really here. and i still feel so alone. because all of you are just random people on the other side of the screen..."}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "my dms are always open for you to vent in 3"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "i've had similar thoughts in the past, so while i don't pretend to understand what you're going through, want you to know that you're not alone"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "you can always find people who have the same interests as you"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "just please dont commit"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i love you"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "so much"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "so many ppl care, whether they're on the other side of the screen or the other side of a wall, ly lori"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "here if ya need me:"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "and me"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "i've literally had my school vice principal stay up with me at midnight talking things through on the phone, i've learned that life has a twisted way of giving us an open door, even though i don't know you, so many ppl are here for you to reach out to, softysugar is completely right"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "so are you skyrise"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "and you have a really sweet vice principal"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "lmao it was kinda awkward tbh, but most ppl out there are pretty nice as long as you reach out"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "its the thought that counts i guess"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "lori, ik i already said this, but it's important, you can talk to me 3"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "just a lot of people at school. so it doesnt matter. my brothers call me it too"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "boys will be boys"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "isn't it strange? you know yourself better than anyone else yet u crumble at the words of someone who hasn't even lived a second in ur life. this world is filled with people who think they know you. listen to no one else's voice but yours."}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "smth i saw a while ago that helped me out"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "that is so true"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "anyways lori, don't go, there's so much left to stay for 3"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "skyrise Suicidal Slut yall still here"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "hereee"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "heyyy"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i just edited a list of reasons why to stay alive"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "ah idk where lori is"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "offline"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "when she comes back ill send the list"}
{"username": "softysugar", "content": "i really hope shes ok"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "mhmm"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "TW: involves the r slur, etc."}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "So... I was bored for a while and I decided to talk in this server called Babi\u201d for a bit because I never really talk in it so I was like okay let me say hi and talk to them for a bit. so I say hi and they say hi and Im like Im bored blah blah blah\u201d and this boy randomly goes no one fkn asked\u201d and i snapped back and was like well no one asked for you either \u201d and then he starts escalating it more and telling me to shut the f up and Im literally like can you stop?\u201d and hes like Im continuing it?! like how is me saying for him to stop continuing it?! and then he goes on to calling me the r slur Im not saying it though because its offensive and triggering to a lot of people. and Im like wow real mature\u201d and hes going to saying who gets fkn mad at people for saying the r slur\u201d like is he okay? going on to the co owner and him just continuing to attack me and I literally had nothing left to say. so I left and when I left, I started crying so hard. I never felt so glad to say that my hate for toxic boys is stronger then ever. in conclusion, dont join babi if you dont want to be attacked by immature people. and i will most likely leave discord sooner or later cause Im tired of getting into random drama."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "..I feel useless since my dad call me one. He said that im useless because i didnt study. I mean I did study. I was just taking a break that time since I was on my screen for sooo many hours. He should atleast give me a break because my books were put online. I know he's concerned about my education, But he should also be concerned about myself too."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "IQlvlZero", "content": "I thought i turned off the vent ping..."}
{"username": "shawty", "content": "just ask staff to help you instead of saying that here please"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Aoi Sometimes parents dont understand how hard it is to do a certain piece of work. Your dad should know not to call you a mistake because that is something toxic parents would do, if he continues it, you can totally talk about it here. And btw you are for sure not useless:"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Aoi Hey.. It's alright. Don't cry. Your dad is just uneducated with the corona situation rn. and bc of that, school has come online and not normally again. Books and materials are online now. He should know that. Sometimes parents don't understand our new technology. But it's alright. At least you study and get your lesson well. Keep up the good work and stay safe!"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "@ saki Everyone will be dying at the end, and thats fine! we can't change it at all! We need to live with it and make the best out of it, live it to best you can, take some time thinking about the things you live for, its okay to feel this way but just make sure to understand that its something you mentally and physically can't control."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Sometimes, My dad does slightly sexual things to me. Like groping my axx and I feel really uncomfortable about it. I kept tellig him to stop but he thinks of it as a joke."}
{"username": "min", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "min", "content": "OMG OMG"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "that went over for years now"}
{"username": "min", "content": "im out of advices help"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You should tell someone that isnt okay."}
{"username": "min", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i think when I was 8 or 9."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Awe, you're right, he should be more concerned about your health. He shouldn't call you that! Parent's are supposed to be there for their children, not call them names. I truly believe you need a break, you're not useless! And, your dad needs to stop that. That isn't a joke."}
{"username": "min", "content": "Sexually harassing someone isn't right"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Stand up for yourself, push him away, get violent if needed, its your body you control it."}
{"username": "min", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I dont know how to be violent or be angry to my parents."}
{"username": "min", "content": "Stand up for yourself. It's for the best"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You can, anyone can"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Im not brave enough."}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You are."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ saki Dont think about death because that is very unhealthy to think about, I understand that trying to avoid thoughts of existentialism in really hard in 2020 but thinking about death just make your year worse. If it makes you feel better, I bet your going to live a very long life with people that love you:"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Dont underestimate yourself"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Everyone is brave enough to do anything. Just take time and learn how to stand up for yourself"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "If you want, I can fill in a police form for you."}
{"username": "min", "content": "We will always support you gurll:"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Aoi dont let your dad touch you like that, parents should be your guardians"}
{"username": "min", "content": "I can come straight to your house with 1000 reasons why you shouldnt sexually harass someone"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "We're all here to help you!"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes, we all support you"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "ty!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np:"}
{"username": "min", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "min", "content": "anytime hun"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'll try to be brave anough to tell my dad about it."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ew! i hope you can report them to child services! stay safe"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Be brave gurll. You got this."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "yyy"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "report him until this gets worse."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "trust me, im telling you from experience, report sexual assult"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "dont keep it a secret"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "kleid experience?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry if its too personal and you dont wanna tell me"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I totally understand"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "too personal sorry"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay thats fine"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "okey"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Ima kms I dont care what yall think"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Idc if you care about me Im done trying to improve myself. Im just to messed up to do anything right"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "why are you asking for help if you won't listen to us?"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "I do but nothing helps"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "foxtea if you are fed up in trying to improve yourself then just dont, i belive you are perfect the way you are"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "@.Kay knowing when not to do something that may make someone uncomfortable"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Because of my ADHD I have struggles with that"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "and now people are spreading rumors that Im a creep"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "foxtea I think you should first ask that person if they are uncomfortable with anything that you might say. Also people misunderstand sometimes, you just have to show them your not like that"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hope i could help:"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "But now what do I do about the rumors"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "I wont make any friends"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ignore them would probably be the best option"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "But if its really effecting you maybe get your parents or someone to help you deal with it"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I hope i could help"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "A youtuber who is really popular in my country got corona virus. I actually dont love him and find him a bit cringe, but I got really sad about him and his fans."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I talked about it to my bf, who also dont love him. And he said I wish he was dead\u201d and I got really mad with him. I said how can you want someone to die?\u201d and he said he was a devil bla bla. He was someone that I could give my life to, but what he said make me feel strange from him. I dont know. He has some mental issues and I promised him that Ill never let him go. I know he loves me too. But... Idk. Unless he say something to me about this, I think Ill try to incline away from him step by step. What hes thinking of is not good and merciful. The idea of breaking up with him sounds so bad because I love him, even more than my family. But.. i wouldnt want to be with people who think like this. Pfff"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I appreciate that even though you dont actually like the ytber but you still care for them potato queen however your boyfriend is very much toxic and honestly i dont think its good to stay with a person that talks bad about other people, i suggest you break up but you can do whatever you want to. Also talk to him slowly about the break up as there is a high chance they might go ballistic, but i dont actually know so"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "yeah ur right"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i feel really bad... i'll pray for your bf and the youtuber you said about."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "thank youu\ufe0f"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "no problem, feel free to dm me aswell 3"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "potato queen which youtuber? wishing someone to die isnt cool but ill look into this and see if this person is as bad as ur bf described them to be"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Jacoby"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Tell your parents or call the cops..this is serious"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont wanna be in trouble"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im really scared"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont know them in rl"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Can you call the police?"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "This is a police involvement situation"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Thia your not gonna be in trouble for being safe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sibyl your not gonna be in trouble for being safe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Case i have contacted them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you so much."}
{"username": "Case", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Alvord how did they get your IP adress? Did u click on a link or smth in your dms"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Balling air hugs you to the extreme I just read an article and a lot of ppl can take ip addresses, sometimes even an image can contain a code that can get your ip. Honestly I would ask why they would need it? Is it cause they just have time or just need some attention. Either way Im sorry that this happened. You wont get in trouble that telling a higher authority that someone knows your IP address, its okay. I just want you to feel safe. But also I think thats why some ppl invest in VPN in order to be safe while browsing through what keeps them cool through this pandemic. manifests much love to you yes authorities is best, just not being online or connecting through the same network is good as well."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! UH GUYS HELP PLEASE"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "MY FRIEND IS PLANNING ON RUNNING AWAY"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "AND THEYRE SERIOUS"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "AND I NEED HELP"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Maybe you should call the police or go pick them up?"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "IDFK IF I CAN?"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I WILL THE SECOND THEY DO THATS FOR SURE"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "talk it out with them and do your very best to convince them to say and really talk about what they are thinking about, why they want to go, tell them the good things about staying and for sure be very polite"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "just talk it out just let them vent to you and say to wait before they make any huge decisions"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "First, breathe and remain calm for them. I wouldnt want them to feel like they cant come to you or tell you their feelings and concerns. I would try to calm them down and be like a place where they would feel safe. I wouldnt want them to be far and in this pandemic I wouldnt want them to be around others. Just listen to them and just be their support. manifests to send love to your friend I hope as well that you make sure to not lose contact with them. Please be okay too"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I stg the second they run away the police are going to be CALLED"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Going off of what sonisunnay said yes just calm yourself before calming them"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "i'm super duper stressed"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "its alright just breathe, drink a little warm water, put down your device for around 30sec1min or as long as it takes to feel lighter then go back into talking with your friend and calm her down too"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "its okay to feel stressed. try calling them and talking to them. ask them why she/he wants to leave and stay calm. tell your parents and make sure she's/he's like not joking. then if they are serious, call the police please."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "just make sure to calm her/him then talk it out calmly"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "oh and dont threaten her/him with calling the police in a harshish tone sort of do it like im really worried abt u im gonna call the policee please dont go or something along the lines of that maybe?"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "i am going to commit sudoku"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "okay thats not a great idea just repeat the calming process again and really focus on your breathing and how your chest feels"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Pan Id be stressed too cause thats someone you know and its like someone you connect with as well air hugs to the extreme I hope they will be okay or at least get to mentally feel better soon. Idk their situation but I know since it does affect you I hope that the energy of worrying is manifested to channel that aura to be strength for your friend and yourself."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "AAA"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "its time for me to go im very sorry but if you need to hear something from me reread my messages, listen to the others like sonisunnay, try your best with the calming method and check pinned messages pleaaase its a message from me to you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "all here for you pan pan 3"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Hey, Pan. Do you know why they want to run away? Is there something bad happening at home or something you can help them with?"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "okay so im really bad at giving advices when it comes to situations abt like these but like what everyone said, you should talk it out with them and help them. calm down a bit before you talk to them, pan. we love u n ur friend sm"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "HEY OKAY SO"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "GUESS WHAT"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "GUESS WHAT YOU KIDS"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "WHAT?"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO HIM ANYMORE"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I HAVE WASTED TOO MUCH ENERGY ON TRYING TO PROTECT EVERY LITTLE THING ABOUT THEM"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "IF THEY DO IT, AND SEE HOW MUCH THEY REGRET IT."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "THEY WILL COME BACK."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "i stg"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "i'm so angry"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "this is making my brain"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs to the extreme Pan! Aww. In any reasoning if they do decide to run away, youre right. They will regret it when they come back. Ultimately I wish they dont run away, I hope they decide to just remain where they are and just find a way to decompress the negativity they may have that has them decide to run. But anyways I dont want you to lose the energy you half left to be okay. its okay if you dont need to respond to me but I just will manifesting love and peace to be sent your way"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "I dont pity you and you arent a loser Pan. Im concerned and hope nothing but the best for you. You arent worthless at all. I have felt like I wasnt good enough to respond to you or be a supportive person here at times but dont blame yourself. Sometimes things have to be solved with more things/people than just you. Sometimes there are more things that have to be situated before everything can be okay. You are helpful, you asked for help and advice"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I don't even want it to be okay. I don't need myself to be okay. i just need them to be okay, i don't care at ALL about myself anymore, i've given up on myself, I AM ONE PERSON, but i can help more than one. And if i can't help EVEN ONE PERSON, then guess what. I'm useless."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs Pan to the extreme You are selfless and thats what makes you strong for that other person. You are helpful if the time youve spent here they havent fled and that they are still under your radar it means you are being helpful. Being mentally and physically there for your friend is being helpful."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "@.Kay i'm not sad, i'm being honest with myself."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I'm not worth anything."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I'm a useless sack of worthless."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "I'm a useless sack of worthless."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "TrashPanda no you're not. worthless sacks woudln't be so popular with people. worthless sacks wouldn't make me smile. trust me, pan pan, ur not worthless. you're enough, you're beatiful, you're loved. i don't know why you would think otherwise. 3"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "Cuya."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "Shut up."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "SHUT UP."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "SHUT UP"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU, THIS IS NOT YOUR TIME."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "It's about you and me aswell"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You're worthless I get it but does that mean ur not loveable? Read back"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Everybody tried their hardest to love you"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Pan Pan, if you were a useless sack as you claim you were, then you wouldnt be able to make people have a genuinely good time around you yo."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Everyone loves you"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Still"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "Pan Pan: dont say youre useless if anything you make a lot of people happy even me! you always check in on us, have fun with us, and hang out with you a lot if anything we should be thanking you for what youve done for us, know your worth because you ARE worth it."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Ty for the hug u.u"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "But my intention is to tell him, I dont need comforts, he needs it more"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Don be sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Honestly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm rather tired and annoyed with people who say they're worthless"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You aren't worthless, nobody is worthless, you only feel worthless but feeling something doesn't make it true."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "For everyone that responded here. I just want you to know."}
{"username": "Euclid", "content": "pan pan, i don't know u nor do u know me but from what i've seen, you're a ray of sunshine and u make lots of people happy, tysm for being so brave and being so kind, we all love u so so much"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "pan pan, you were never worthless and useless. u made everyone so happy especially me n the people who responded. i may have responded late but i just wanted you to know that you are not one of those. you made us feel good and special. we love you so much"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I'm not worth anything."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I'm a useless sack of worthless."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "TrashPanda same"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "! Please... Help me control my flashbacks... I know it is difficult for me to gain trust, thus the flashbacks are making my dark side more worse... I cannot hold it even for a week anymore... I might have to go seek a health professional for it, do I? I cannot trust a friend anymore, nor can I trust a health professional; that is how difficult it is for me... What if the health professional realizes it? Then what chronic medications is he/she going to add? I had trauma since childhood and it is haunting me for real..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "MegaPlasma Trauma from childhood is the worst thing ever, i suggest going to a therapist. When struggling to trust someone always know that that person or thing is not the same thing/person that traumatised you. That will help you to trust more people. For the flashbacks maybe you should talk to a person that might have the same problem and see what they might do."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If its okay with you can you dm me exactly what your dealing with so that i can help you more?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bertsche how did they get your IP adress? Did u click on a link or smth in your dms"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MamaMiya they said i clicked a link sometime ago but there wasnt any link that i could find."}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Mabey they lied to you to create panick either way I'm sorry u had to go through something like that it's so scary"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "You said you know them irl, correct? Report them to the police and say they were threatening you. Thats probably the best course of action."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "! Please... Help me control my flashbacks... I know it is difficult for me to gain trust, thus the flashbacks are making my dark side more worse... I cannot hold it even for a week anymore... I might have to go seek a health professional for it, do I? I cannot trust a friend anymore, nor can I trust a health professional; that is how difficult it is for me... What if the health professional realizes it? Then what chronic medications is he/she going to add? I had trauma since childhood and it is haunting me for real..."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "MegaPlasma im not an expert at these things, but if i were you i would just report that to the police or seek help. i know they might add shots, medicine, or even worse stuff to your body but im pretty sure thats the only way you will reach your sanity again. sorry for the ping, by the way."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "MegaPlasma im not an expert at these things, but if i were you i would just report that to the police or seek help. i know they might add shots, medicine, or even worse stuff to your body but im pretty sure thats the only way you will reach your sanity again. sorry for the ping, by the way."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Yeah, if the cops in Africa would listen... There is no need to be sorry about pinging me though."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "MegaPlasma Trauma from childhood is the worst thing ever, i suggest going to a therapist. When struggling to trust someone always know that that person or thing is not the same thing/person that traumatised you. That will help you to trust more people. For the flashbacks maybe you should talk to a person that might have the same problem and see what they might do."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "If its okay with you can you dm me exactly what your dealing with so that i can help you more?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "bb grill Erm... About the message earlier... How am I going to talk about exactly what I am dealing with, without having to lose control?... Going to a Therapist you say? Might as well look into one..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "bb grill Erm... About the message earlier... How am I going to talk about exactly what I am dealing with, without having to lose control?... Going to a Therapist you say? Might as well look into one..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "MegaPlasma maybe talk about it slowly and try and think about other things while talking about it"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "so i once vented like almost a week ago about my bf and guess what he broke up with me"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "so here i am, sitting in the bathroom, sobbing and thinking about tw overdosing. i had those thoughts for a while and now that i have 100 nothing to live for anymore, no one would care"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "honeyy hey wanna talk about it in dms Ive been through similar situations"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "honeyy hey wanna talk about it in dms Ive been through similar situations"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "foxtea"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "That's really nice of you, but I think I feel better right now, but thank you anyway i appreciate that a lot 3"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "honeyy are you sure"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "100, my bff talked to me about it"}
{"username": "honeyy", "content": "but tysm"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Oh ok thats good"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I don't wanna say tonight's the night, because it's not. I'm too scared. But what I will say is that fear has a breaking point where at some point, you don't care if you're scared. School, friends, and me being who I am, all of this are factors. I'm out of ideas, what do you guys got."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "So your really scared about something?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "If you are I would recommend fidget toys if you dont have any just try watching something you love or talk with family"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I'm scared of death. I don't care about anything else."}
{"username": "min", "content": "I am here"}
{"username": "mika kagehiras wife 3", "content": "im in the same position right now. just hang on a little longer youll get a sign of something soon. im here for you"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I don't need people here, people have forsaken me, I'm done with them. I need answers, if my only option is death then that's it. But I'm trying to find every excuse not to."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "You dont need an excuse, no one deserves that, you just need the right people in your life to make you feel needed, because thats what you are. People are cruel, but the right ones can make your life a whole lot better"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "pan pan, death is not an answer and was never. im really bad at giving advices at situations like these but please don't, im begging you."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "No one deserves that, no one deserves to be stuck, but sometimes letting your anger and emotions out can make you feel less trapped and more open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do something aggressively violent like punching something ig"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I've done nothing today but make peoples lives worsw."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Why do you think that?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "TrashPanda"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Why. Someone wants my mother dead. Just because I shared my opinion. This is why. This is why I want to stop. I told them it was offensive they wanted me to be offended.. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "tf is this person"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "give me their tag bb, dont be shy 3"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "this is why people should respect opinions instead of sending death threats. im so sorry that happened to you annie, you deserve more respect than that."}
{"username": "alys", "content": "thats so horrible to hear. you arent wrong for sharing your opinion and if they cant listen or understand why you think that then theyre just bad"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "and also, they should literally be so ashamed for telling someone to de. that is horrible and encouraging that is against the law"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Its not in discord. Its on tt."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "its YOUR opinion and they should respect that."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I told them to keep thier opinion to thier self they didnt."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Awe, I'm very sorry for that! Sadly, no one can really take others opinions anymore. And, it was very disrespectful for them to say that. Just so you know, you're such a talented,amazing, beautiful, ect. Person! I know, we've never met, but, stay strong!3"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Im ganna talk to a friend about it."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Bye."}
{"username": "skyrise", "content": "take that time to relax, sending love 3"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Your worth everything! Everyone would feel heart broken if you died and ik how it feels to lose someone like that, don't worry it's okay! You need someone to vent to we are here relax yourself and try to calm down and love is sent your way 3"}
{"username": "kristor", "content": "Thanks everyone."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Why. Someone wants my mother dead. Just because I shared my opinion. This is why. This is why I want to stop. I told them it was offensive they wanted me to be offended.."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ Annie . well they said sorry."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Late again"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "i wish i had friends like you people"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "i wish i had friends like you people "}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "S ROHIT.OP We arent friend we are a family"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "me after seeing this msg"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Boop C:"}
{"username": "min", "content": "I am here uvu"}
{"username": "min", "content": "Istg im so late sorry"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I feel bad I'm always late fjkhkd"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "ghostping? please do not ghostping in venting thats very rude to missuse that"}
{"username": "Kylieplayz", "content": "Who ping?"}
{"username": "Medea", "content": "Oh I think the person who pinged used a bad word in the msg so it got deleted by the bot"}
{"username": "Kylieplayz", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "kristor You arent useless or a burden. If you feel as if you cant show your real feelings to your parents or anyone then you can always talk about them here, I love constant venters. Also please stop the selfharm, it only makes things worse, if you are the only one who can stop it then please try to. If you feel invisible and unlikeable you can always come to discord and find some friends that like you more. Also always remember that every single human on earth apart from the bad ones are worth more that a million dollars and a million diamonds."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I feel so...fake. Everything about me, from who I am to who I pretend to be. My irl self is this toxic jerk who honestly doesnt care about anyone, yet thats not who I want to be, but I cant seem to be able to change it no matter what I try. My online self is who I wish I was irl. Chill, relaxed, easy to talk to, but no. The only reason I started using full stops and caps is to try and make people take me more seriously, since people normally just treat me like a joke and never take me seriously, which now that I think about it, probably explains why I have such a hard time talking to people about things."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "its okay nolan, we won't take you as a joke. im so bad at giving advice but i wanna help you but changing takes time! so don't rush. tbh i know this is just small and really bad im always here for you nolan and everybody else is to. you can dm me whenever you feel sad also. 3"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Aiko Talk to us! We'll listen yep. Idk who you are referring to but just know you can talk here alright? I'm sure a lot of people do take you seriously, you don't have to have proper grammar for you to be believable. And that doesn't make you different if you wish to be your online self more than the irl one. A lot of people change more online and gain more lifelong friendships through online connections it's alright. We love chu anyway!"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "I feel so...fake. Everything about me, from who I am to who I pretend to be. My irl self is this toxic jerk who honestly doesnt care about anyone, yet thats not who I want to be, but I cant seem to be able to change it no matter what I try. My online self is who I wish I was irl. Chill, relaxed, easy to talk to, but no. The only reason I started using full stops and caps is to try and make people take me more seriously, since people normally just treat me like a joke and never take me seriously, which now that I think about it, probably explains why I have such a hard time talking to people about things."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Aiko you arent a joke no matter what anyone says to you, its easier to talk to people online than in real life, it doesnt make you a jerk, you just need to find the right people to surround yourself in. The only reason you view yourself as toxic is because of the mindset youre in and you dont deserve that at all, we will take you seriously no matter what you say and do and support you through whatever you need"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Aiko I understand what its like having completely different personalities, but that doesnt mean you should feel like a fake when thinking about it. Also people shouldnt take you as a joke just because of how you act. I think you are just perfect:"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Thank you, all."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "It means a lot to know that people dont think of me as a joke, considering a lot of people normally just laugh at me for no reason."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "We will always support u:3"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "ywyw"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "No one deserves to be treated like a joke, not even the people that think they do \ufe0f"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I mean, yea, ig so."}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "I feel so...fake. Everything about me, from who I am to who I pretend to be. My irl self is this toxic jerk who honestly doesnt care about anyone, yet thats not who I want to be, but I cant seem to be able to change it no matter what I try. My online self is who I wish I was irl. Chill, relaxed, easy to talk to, but no. The only reason I started using full stops and caps is to try and make people take me more seriously, since people normally just treat me like a joke and never take me seriously, which now that I think about it, probably explains why I have such a hard time talking to people about things."}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "Aiko i'm similar i usually change personalities around certain people or certain surroundings. ik how you feel fake, but you aren't. you're just trying to find your true self because sometimes it gets lost and it's hard to find. if you don't like yourself, change it! ik it'll be hard to change, but it's better as soon as possible than never. when you're grown up and old, you'll be happy that you became the person you always wanted to be earlier instead of holding it off. be yourself, that's the best version anyone could wish for. i'm here for you and everyone here is there for you. i don't judge 3"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages if you feeling down \ufe0f"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I feel so...fake. Everything about me, from who I am to who I pretend to be. My irl self is this toxic jerk who honestly doesnt care about anyone, yet thats not who I want to be, but I cant seem to be able to change it no matter what I try. My online self is who I wish I was irl. Chill, relaxed, easy to talk to, but no. The only reason I started using full stops and caps is to try and make people take me more seriously, since people normally just treat me like a joke and never take me seriously, which now that I think about it, probably explains why I have such a hard time talking to people about things."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Aiko this thing happens to me also"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "So the best way to put this is to start from the first lost"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "Losing someone, is the hardest thing you can experience. Nothing is worse than someone/something ripping your friend away from you when you need them most. It makes you feel alone in the world. It makes you feel like they abandoned you. Even if you KNOW that it isn't true, the feeling never goes away. Honoring memory only does so much, because even though they are alive in your brain, they are not next to you. You can no longer cry with them, laugh with them. You cannot enjoy their company, at least not in the same way."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "So at the start of this year I lose my best friend my mate my companion, he was 9 talking about my dog he was feeling well the day before and he couldn't walk at all and he was trying to but he was in so much pain, the vet came out and put him on something and said if not better tm then he need to be put down, we woke up and he wasnt better he couldnt control the back end of his body and he didn't feel any of the pain and he was a good boy and he changed our life with good and bad memories and then 4 months pass and my Nana pass away and it my family hard we all were crying and when the funeral came around I want in to see her and she was so cold I was crying my eyes out and I wish she was still here and I miss them both"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I know what you're going through, losing not one but two in a shorter time span is irreverible pain. Tell me about them."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Well I'll show you a pic of my dog"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Just go to pets"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My grandfather died a week ago."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am still having a hard time grasping the fact that I will never have deep conversations with him again, I'll never laugh and play with him again. The fact that I wasn't able to see him at least once more this past few years makes it harder, and now I will never see him again in my lifetime, I never got to attend his funeral due to travel restrictions and I feel that not being present at his funeral makes his death even more unreal to me."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Izy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "All I have of him are happy memories though"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Then keep it like that \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah it's always going to be like that, since he isn't around for me to make any more memories with him, be them happy or sad."}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "Idk what to do anymore Im losing friends and I feel useless. I hate myself because I cant do anything right. People are ignoring me and Im so lonely"}
{"username": "foxtea", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Same with me also"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "foxtea I think you should think about why people are ignoring you and suddenly unfriending you. Maybe it was something you did? Maybe something you said? Have you tried and asking the person your having a conversation with if they feel uncomfortable like we suggested? If you really dont know then i will remind you that i am always your friend and i will always support you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "This is the reason Iove this server"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "maybe you can talk it out or try to think about why they are ignoring you? if you want i can be your friend and im sure you arent useless. no one is ever useless. you dont always have to do everything right to love yourself. everyone has some imperfections. you can find better friends in when time comes and those people will be with you every step of the way and they wont ignore you"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "foxtea Mate, its fine, no one in this world is set off as useless, you're worth way more than you can see, if people keep ignoring you, try finding people that truly care about you, all of us here would support you no matter what."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "im sorry. its a bit long..."}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "im so sorry that happened to you lori, you're such a great person and you don't deserve to go through that. you're perfect in your own way. you deserve so much happiness and i hope in one of these days, you get it. i don't want you to see you in pain, my dms are always open for vents. everyone is here to help you. please don't disappear, we will be so worried about you. we love you so much and we're never leaving you."}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Dont hurt yourself, at this point you might be losing a lot of things and people. But, soon in the future your gonna get 10x better, I hope you feel okay. Your beautiful the way you are, and dont change that. Your special, dont hurt yourself anymore, please. We care about you, and nobody wants to get rid of you. If someone says that, ignore them. They dont deserve your precious time and attention. You are you, you are special, you are amazing, you are beautiful. Dont think about hurting yourself, it isnt gonna work. You disappearing can break other peoples hearts, be strong. Dont give up, you still have many things to experience in. It takes time, Im really sorry for you going through this. I will pray for your life to get better."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "it just seems like nobody ever cared about how i felt. or how much pain i was really in. i just felt like a big joke to everyone."}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Well we care, we care about you."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "they all keep saying, its gonna get better. but when? i just want to know... theyve been saying that for years. ever since my mom left. but yet it never gotten better"}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Maybe it takes time? But all I know, we have to brighten up. We have to leave the past behind. Ever since my dad past away, I had to force myself to move on. Until this day, Im happy. Even though I still remember my dad, because I know my dad is watching from above."}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Its better if you try to stop hurting yourself, take some rest and try to move on"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "ive lost my patience to just wait for something good to happen. and its not that easy to just stop hurting myself. i just...im sorry.."}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "I know your suffering, and been through a lot. But what does hurting yourself gonna help? Imagine, you disappearing, we will be upset. There is plenty of people who cares about you. But you never notice, attacking/destroying your precious skin? I dont think that is any help at all. All it does it hurt you, and gives you pain."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "you probably wont even notice im gone..."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "But you never notice, attacking/destroying your precious skin? I dont think that is any help at all. All it does it hurt you, and gives you pain."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "@ Molly 2021 i know it doesnt do anything. i just..i dont know..i dont know how to explain how i..feel?.. about it. im sorry, im really sorry.."}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Do you feel depressed?"}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "If these doesnt work, its better if you go to a therapist. I think they can help, because what your going through is a lot. I dont rlly know how to help properly. I apologize."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "therapists..scare me. once my dad kinda found out i started cutting and saw what i wrote about how i felt about life. and me wanting to kill my self. he didnt know what to do with me, he kinda just gave up on me. and made me live with my grandmother and forced me to go see a therapist. he didnt get my permission to do that. and the lady who was there just.. i dont know.. she didnt really help"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "hey im a little late but i just want to say i promise you that you are not the problem at all. anyone who cant accept that not everyone can be the way that they view perfect\u201d is the problem and anyone who feels the need to degrade you in any way. sending lots of love 3"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i give up on being here.."}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "Idk what to do anymore Im losing friends and I feel useless. I hate myself because I cant do anything right. People are ignoring me and Im so lonely"}
{"username": "HoneyBunny", "content": "BlazingAura5086 i'm sorry people are doing that to you, you definitely aren't useless and I hope you find the right people in your life to make you feel needed like you are, if you ever need someone to talk or vent to the dms or the venting helper is always open \ufe0f"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "i honestly dont know what to say but please dont give up lori. you are an amazing and beautiful person. you dont know how many people love you and care about you. there is always new opportunities that we would hate to see you miss out on just remember there is always new ways to find happiness if you are looking!"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "So this vent isn't much but like I haven't been able to sleep for two days now and this would be the third and to get myself to sleep I literally have to just lay there in the same position for more than a hour and it doesn't really work well and I'm not sure why I'm not able to sleep;;"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Celestiatofu Maybe something is bothering you? Try and drink some water before you sleep, maybe you can search why you are not able to go to sleep?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I've tried and it shows up with anxiety issues and not clear minds but I haven't noticed anything different in myself"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u tried sleeping with a fan?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or with some sort of noise?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh alright"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I sleep with one"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "All the time"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u ever sleep on call with people?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just a suggestion"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Try and search why you not able to sleep tofu"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or idea i guess"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Try and search why you not able to sleep tofu"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "bb grill ok"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "E"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "searching doesnt really help ngl"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if u cant sleep thinking about it isnt gonna help"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe you can find some soulotions"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ahh cant spell"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Thing is I'll lay there for more than a hour not doing anything and I still can't sleep"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "most the time when i cant sleep i try to call with people even if i dont talk its just there presence is quite helpful due to extreme loneliness and thoughts about impending death"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Is your whole room completely silent when you try and sleep tofu?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "nah they sleep with a fan"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ah okay"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I tried keeping it quiet thinking that was the problem but it didn't work so I turned back on my fan"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i dont think that would work ngl"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Key"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if anything it prob made it worse"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i sleep with a fan every night and like"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Have you tried sleeping with relaxing music?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "when it turns off im like instatly up"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "No it just keeps me more awake"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "really?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ummm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u try taking like ambian or sleeping pills?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I've done that before when it's happened before but my dad didn't want to give me anymore after it was 3 days on and off its like this is a on and off thing that will happen randomly"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hm kay"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Longest this happened to me so far was a week and a half"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Man this is hard"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u stressed about anything?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Is your whole bedpillow comfortable?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "My bed is normal"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "u stressed about anything?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "nipotino not that I know of"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well sleeping"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but um"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Have you talked to you parents about this problem"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I have in the past"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "K"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Did the say or do anything about the problem?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "My dad doesn't want to give me meds for it bc he doesn't want it to hurt me"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "maybe go to doc"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and get a lower perscription"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "What"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Wdym by prescription?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "like for medicien"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if ur unable to sleep"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "the doc will give u a certain amount of milligrams that will be healthy for u"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and help u sleep"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I can say that to my parents I'll see what they say when they wake back up"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "tbh u can just probably take ur dads ambien and cut it into a fourth or a half"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wait here is some stuff that i found on google"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "depending on his miligrams"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ban electronics from the bedroom...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Charge phones elsewhere...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maintain a regular sleep schedule...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Discourage afternoon naps...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Don't procrastinate on big tasks...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Stick to sleepfriendly bedtime routines...."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Try melatonin."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "whats he got like 400 or something?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe try those if you havent already"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "melatonin might work"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I put my phone and all that on the other side of my room on my desk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if u cant get the perscription"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I'm able to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "my dad takes that now that he cant take ambien"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well he can they just wont let him"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe try melatonin"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If you can get ut"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "most likely i would just go the perscription way first if u can"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "That's what my dad gives me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if not then the melatonan"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and ah"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "it doesnt seem to help does it?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "No not really"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ur body has probably gotten used to it"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "It's either that or venadril"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Have you been getting any big tasks lately?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "the same will happen if u take the ambien"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Benadryl However you spell it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u take it a certain amount of days"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Have you been getting any big tasks lately?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "bb grill I mean school work but not really"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and then u have to go a day or 2 without taking it"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Yeah pretty much"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm..."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "that way ur body doesnt become like imune to it or tolerant"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Yea my dad gives it to me when I ask which is like 2 3 days apart"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "how much he give u?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Like one of the pills"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "of what?"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I forgot how much"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "But I need to read the bottle"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "of what tho?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Celestiatofu have you tried reading a book or a lot of books? That usually helps me sleep"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Benadryl or melatonin depends"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": " Celestiatofu have you tried reading a book or a lot of books? That usually helps me sleep"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "bb grill I haven't but I could try"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Do that, its the best option"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "normally i watch yt ngl"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Try and read a bunch of books tonight maybe that will help"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I've tried a bunch of things before but nothing really worked for me I usually have to wait till it's over but it got annoying not being able to sleep"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It is very annoying"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Yesterday I was up til 4 in the morning and finally getting rest and waking up litterly 2 hours later"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "And if I do ever get almost asleep my body with shake awake"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Your body really doesnt want you to sleep smh"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "It always me falling or feel like in falling then I'll shake awake"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": " Your body really doesnt want you to sleep smh"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "bb grill;;"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ive had that problem alot"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "The only times i was unable to sleep was when i had my stomachaches"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I feel fine and I can't sleep at all"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Your lucky that's the only time you can't sleep"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "maybe ur not meant to sleep at night?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Heh"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Lmao I stay awake during the day"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I always get headaches from not sleeping whenever this happens"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hopefully you will be able to sleep tonight"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "I hope honestly"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Thank you both for the suggestions 3"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np  \ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "can one of yall message lori"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "cause i think i upset them accidently talking to them like about there venting thing"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i wasnt trying to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but i think she blocked me or something"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and i feel bad now"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "idk if they left the server or if i just cant see them"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but i feel really bad now"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "do they have a red hoodie as a pfp?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay,"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Uh she left sayu"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You want me to talk to her about her venting situation?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "honestly i just want her to know i didnt mean to upset her"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It said i was blocked by the recipient?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Can i send you a picture of what i mean by that?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "did u message her at all"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ugh god i messed up;;"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sowwry"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "eh no need for u to be sorry"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thanks for trying"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im the one that upset her"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its ok:"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im really worried for her"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "she thinks no one cares about her and stuff"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "all i did was try to tell her she matters and other stuff and she got upset and stuff"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well im sorry that im so dumb to understand that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "that what she said"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i dont understand it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "ah ok"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i was only trying to help tho;;"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I dont really understand why she got upset but i guess different people get sensitive about different things"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "this is why i try to stay away from vent stuff ngl"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oh well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i wonder if anyone in this server is friends with her"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Anyways probably best to change the subject"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "How are u doing?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Im good"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry I answered so late w"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Remember to check pinned messages everyone"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "hi so, theres this admin in my friends server I co own there, and theyve been a big help, yeah sure, but they said my layout was weird and their bf says the f slur and yeah."}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "and they also dox"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "have you talked to the server owner about it?"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "they seem like they shouldnt be an admin in my opinion but thats none of my business"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "yeah, in their intro they said Im a little toxic\u201d"}
{"username": "Meowchii", "content": "which I didnt see because at the time I was busy"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "people who think being rude and toxic is their entire life and take it as a compliment\u201d get omn"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "but yeah i think you should mention it to the server owner mention that their actions made you uncomfortable or upset if they did and talk to them about possibly removing their admin role?"}
{"username": "el em aye oh", "content": "well ive never been in charge of a server before this is the best i can do if it was you who gave the role then probably dm and tell them instead of the owner and then tell the owner so that they know why he was removed? yikes idk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u said that they kind of have helped"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "so in a sense u did do good on choosing"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u just didnt notice that they were pricks"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and yea probably just talk to the owner"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or maybe talk to them and see if u can get them to be better without bringing the owner into this?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "God, I know Im used to being Ignored but it still huts, like yes I know I try to hard to be heard and that back fires...and now Im just being ignored again...it hurts but life is life so whatever"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry to hear ur being ignored"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm heading home atm but if u want to talk or something I can in about 20 or so mins?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Trashman"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Mhm, I can wait"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Trashman I'm here whenever u get on"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ok?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ngl im pretty sad"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "19PATEK sounds like your going through something I'm sorry you feel that way but you matter and not everyone here is fake you just have to find people you can relate to and be yourself Mabey talk to a trusted adult tell them how your feeling and try some therapy19PATEK"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "Sorry for the double ping dang phone"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "W here have a hug"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "im very bad at giving advices at things like this but im really sorry that you're going through something and that you feel that way. we're all here to help you and we love you so much!"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Oh my... What took my psychiatrist so long to realize about my traumatic experience being so bad?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Come to think of it, it took me a lot of effort to talk to her about it, but at the same time, it was very embarrassing for me..."}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "Uh, hey everyone! If anyone here is having a sad day, or is feeling sad, I hope things get better for you! If you're ever feeling lonely, I'll be here for you! Being sad is okay, it's an emotion, we all get to feel it, if you guys feel suicidal or anything... Please know that there are People's out there who care for you, we may not know who, but there's atleast 1 or 2 person out there.. if you're ever going through a difficult path, don't worry.. the time will come where you'll reach your destination."}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "There's always a rain before the rainbow., Someone told me this before, and I really cherish them, so I hope that..you guys know that too, that before happiness, we all go through hard and tough times.. but, things get better, neve lose hope. Just a reminder that I love you all and that there's people's out there who care for you!"}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "I don't know if this will help you guys, but I do hope that, it would sort of make you guys feel better..."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i feel like this is not really a vent bc all the vents below are pretty serious there's an art contest in a server that i'm in, i want to do it but i feel like no one will like it, because there are so many people out there who are more talented then me, so now i don't wanna do it because it will take up a lot of time and probably not win anything but i still kinda want to do it. basically i'm just scared no one will notice it"}
{"username": "xosunny", "content": "Im sure no one will hate it! It's better to try than be too scared to participate"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I feel like such a bother today has been so awful, i feel so bad,"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "The separation anxiety is so bad, i just wanna let my bf gane for one time today, something im usually fine with cuz he has his phone with him and i give random hugs but today is just awful and i feel like im relapsing"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I dont wanna sit here alone it feels like im gonna start bursting into tears again i dont know why im like this"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Ive already broke down twice today i dont want to again"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Im just so sorry and its hard to stay calm i really need a little help:"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! can i have a litte support? Sorry"}
{"username": "alabama", "content": "Sure!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "of course"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "ofc you can! talk to us until you feel calm 3"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "okay i don't make sense wait"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "okay thats better"}
{"username": "alabama", "content": "Hold on let me read it then Ill help"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yeah!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i think is that you should take some time to appreciate the space. after all, if youre able to look at something more positive, youll feel better about yourself. remind yourself that it wont be long before you can see your bf."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "take this as a time to work on your own hobbies, and dont stress yourself out. do what makes you feel relaxed"}
{"username": "alabama", "content": "You should write a paper and think positive! And watch anime, cartoons or movies Your never a bother at anyone Try to think positive! And draw cute art works of your own"}
{"username": "iisa", "content": "im sorry to hear that i know its very hard to be separated with someone special. im really bad at advices but what they said, try to think of it in a positive way and find distractions! you're not alone."}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Thank you guys"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I JUST WANT TO CRY AND TO TALK TO OSMEONE IM SO DRUNK SND DEPRESSED KM SCARED MY GF IS GONNA LEAVE ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE AND I JSUT WSNT THIS FEELING TO GI AWAY IM SO JEALIUS BC SHE FIDNT TALK TO ME MUCH TODAY AND I JUST WANGED TO TSLK TO HER SND I GOT DRHNK BC I CANT HSNDLE MY OWN EMOTIONS SND IT SUCKS AND IM A MESS IM SORRY EVERYONE I STRUGGLE WITB SGUPJD STUFF"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well maybe she just wanted some space today and maybe instead of getting drunk talk to someone or just do something that makes you happy ex: listening to music"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Okay so, yesterday was the worst day of my entire life and my bf and i saw it only appropriate to fix one of the biggest problems"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Its one of the reasons i broke down yesterday and i really just wanna talk with someone to find the root and close it for sure"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "So long story short, azu, someone i met a while ago. She was highly manipulative and needy, made me think i couldnt live without her"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Near the middle of this she had told me about her experiences with death and that she knew what happened after, this terrified me more as she just kept going and because of that i started to fear for my life"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I wanna sort this out, i keep being told and even tell myself that everything she said was a manipulative lie but i cant get it through yet. this ended maybe 2 months ago but i still cant do it"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I just need some help with this as soon as i can, maybe just some advice please"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "So apparently the only person who made me happy, now has a boyfriend. Hes now annoyed with me because im clingy. The reasoning for my clingyness is because hes been terribly distant lately and i dont want to lose him. I feel bad because he got really mad at me and now i feel absolutely terrible."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ur Local Lucas if the person that your really close with now is not as close with you anymore and thinks your clingy then maybe you should stop reaching out to him. He is growing distant and you should give him and yourself some space before reaching out again."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Datura   You should probably talk to that person about how your feeling with all of the stuff they are saying. If they get upset when your trying to talk to them I suggest unfriending them no matter how manipulative they can be. I dont think that you need one person to survive, especially a manipulative and needy one. So I say unfriend them as soon as possible."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "Didnt work"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "He left:,"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "but tysm for the advice:"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "So I have a friend who I've known for year. These few years she been chnaging.. She makes jokes that hurt me. This year she moved schools. We stopped talking. We've been friends for almost my whole life. Its like half of me just flew away. She was my bff now its just like shes nothing... @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "So you miss your friend?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "are you worried about what she's become to you?"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "I can see why that is very upsetting"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "pretty much. I just kinda feel empty now."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "I had a similar thing happen with my best friend, unfortunately they hurt me and became toxic, I won't get into it but It was extremely upsetting and i found it comforting to have people to talk too"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "I know what its like to lose someone close to you. Like a part of you is gone. But you have to come to terms with the fact that people will come and go out of your life sweetheart. Try to get your mind off of it"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Surround yourself by the people who are close to you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You think she'll leave you or something like that basically?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Be happy with the good memories you had with them and move on"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "It will be hard, but this too shall pass"}
{"username": "mar.", "content": "Maybe try and get incontact with her somehow?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm really bad at this but don't worry, maybe it's something that's going on with her life at the moment. I'm sure she doesn't mean to do things that hurt you, but you should talk to her. Talking is key. But if she is really changing and you don't like it, maybe it is for the best. But don't worry! Because we're your friends! And we love you! You have all of the memories you share with her and then you can make new ones with us! I know she'll come around"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "i still have her discord."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's good!"}
{"username": "mar.", "content": "thats happpened to me many times before, i always just try and start a conversation with her/him/other by saying hi."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "if i start talking with her i think we can get back together.."}
{"username": "mar.", "content": "mhm, maybe try that?"}
{"username": "Imma Quit Trying", "content": "Im sowy"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "ty."}
{"username": "Imma Quit Trying", "content": "I wish I could help but Im not good at that stuff:3"}
{"username": "mar.", "content": "i am very sorry that happened, though! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "it'll heal. I once had a friend who I knew for years. she hardly ever talk. I almost cut her off for various reasons of which I decline go get into she moved schools which is the initial reason we quit talking for the most part."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I'll say this to you, I don't think you should be around them, jokes no matter how jokingly? they may make it seem, those things can still hurt people."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "but I also say, there's one thing I kinda learned once. even if people don't talk, even if y'all don't even see one another; if one of you is going through something eithet of you can reach out. the connection still stays alive."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "so no worrying otay?"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Feel better hun"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "i think shes still in lass."}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "We are here for you, if you ever need someone to contact Ill be here"}
{"username": "Imma Quit Trying", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Just dm or @ me"}
{"username": "Imma Quit Trying", "content": "My dms are open so anything u need."}
{"username": "Imma Quit Trying", "content": "Ill try to help but Im not the best at it."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Someone joined a server who triggers me a lot...when I saw them join the breath left my throat and my tummy started hurting...they also caused me mental strain...to get me where I am today...in the worst possible mindset"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Trashman Do you have he/she blocked? If not block them. This'll prevent the person from grabbing your attention to bother you and so you won't have to see their messages."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "No...no I dont...but everywhere I go with a server this one person always invites them.."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "The first time I saw this I...I kinda snapped because I was triggered and...I hurt myself when I got back home because I needed to revile stress"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I know its bad but I cant help it"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Btw I love your pfp"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Are people intentionally trying to bother you? If so, distant yourself from thosee servers and people. I'd say go to a server that is less toxic and where the community is friendly. This server for example, its nontoxic, friendly, and chill, you wouldn't be bothered and can make new friends. Also, do you know the individual purposely inviting the person who bothers you and do they know that person bothers you?"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "And i love yours too"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Text?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Did you just disappear?"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Also, never resort to self harm. There's many ways to relieve stress such as gaming, music, drawing, and etc."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Oh if you cussed it auto deleted"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Wait it does?"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Yee"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Careful you'll get auto kicked after a certain amount"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "oh no"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And only one person knows dont feel comfortable with that one person..."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Ahh, well try staying away from the person. Sometimes you gotta say to yourself, it's just the internet"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Yeah but its something that brings me joy"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Like one of the only things that makes me happy now"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And I was almost blamed for someone almost offing themselves"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Well I was blamed"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "It was horrible"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I need some help"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "Idk if the problem was me?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "So i joined to my friend's friend's gfx server"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "So it was kinda basic so i told the server is unorganized"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "So the owner said aka my friend's friend"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "the server is revamping"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And so i didnt know"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "So she told me i was rude"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And it kinda trigger me so instead of being toxic i told it was free speech"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And yet my friend attacked me"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "Saying she worked hard for it and i apologized 5 times"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And yet she is still angry and banned me from the server"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And i got panic attack and loss control so all i can say is sorry and i apologize"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But her friend said i dont look like i am sorry"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And yet i still got flashback from my ex bff from discord i loss her because of me"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And it caused me 2 months of depression"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And i tried to not to be toxic cause i wanna change me, but it make me to give up"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "the problem was 100 not you"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "you didnt know that the server was revamping"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "you just gave ur opinion"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "the server owner was clearly the one being rude"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I was having a panic attack cause i think i was being toxic"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "you werent"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "thats not being toxic"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "They said i caused the drama and i have no words to say"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "what is toxic is you still being attacked even tho you had apologised multiple times"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You did not wrong though it wasn't your fault, and you apologized and didn't know what was happening. The owner clearly was being a bit irrational to ban you"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "My friend called me pathetoc"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And a piece of E"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "U know it"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "thats is not ur friend"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But i dont want to lose her"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I was looking for a friend so i dont want to lose her"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "keeping her as a friend is going to hurt you more than letting her go"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "True.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's rude. they shouldn't have said mean things to you. it wasn't entirely your fault because you didn't know there was a revamp, and the owner must have never announced the revamp if you were confused and didn't see any info about it"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "no friend should ever insult their friend"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But i dont want to be empty"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if they insult you they aren't truly your friends..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "whether you did something wrong or not. they should be there to comfort you"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "They said i was looking for attention and faking depression"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I was told the same thing from people in a server I was in. I realized they never really liked me so I left the server"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And it kinda isnult me"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": " I was told the same thing from people in a server I was in. I realized they never really liked me so I left the server"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "@.Mar7611 oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't think people realize how bad those things affect people until it's affected them. I got told I wanted attention for venting in a server only once and no one helped me"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I almost give up my life in the past but i didnt give up yet so wanted tl make a change"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's good"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "thats so good"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But it make me look like i am the problem"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I lose 3 bffs"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "i go through a lot of friends too"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "Cause one of my friend had a crush on me and i rejected him and they said it was my fault"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "And i lose them"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "the way i see it is that its about finding the right people for you and who will accept you for who you are"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I know but it would be diffuclt for me cause i have trust issues"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "and help you throught ur dark times and change you for the better"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "i have trust issues too and it makes it hard for me to let go of friends no matter how toxic they are to me"}
{"username": "peanut", "content": "but i know that these people wont make anything better, in fact they will make me worse"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But people judge too much"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": ".."}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "But thanks"}
{"username": "CQQ", "content": "I feel good"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I feel like im being destroyed by my mental illness, im starting to look at them more as a disease than a part of me and im just burdening them"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I blame them for how i feel when i stop realizing that i have the power to face them"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I just need some advice, i dont know what to do, its killing me, im terrified to relapse or breakdown again"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Im so scared, idk what to do, its like all this effort was for nothing"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "I just need some help please @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "you will be okay"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i promise"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "having a mental illness is normal"}
{"username": "vivipoems", "content": "You will be fine. Think positive:."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "you are loved"}
{"username": "Datura", "content": "Thankie i really needed just a little motivation:,"}
{"username": "Coffee made by Sakura", "content": "Oh no I was late"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "now that i think about i kind feel like my friends think im avoiding them at this point because i havent rlly been talking much these days and can barely speak in calls too but they all seem really supportive"}
{"username": "Fish", "content": "Hii! I have realized one thing that the only time my mom ever says I love you to me is when she makes me cry, I dont know why she cant just apologize normally. Im terrified of her when she starts yelling at me she only yells at me when my dad isnt at home when he is she just tells what to do in a calm sweet voice. My sister is who Im also scared of she says she wants to play with me but when I dont want to she starts yelling and throwing things at me so I usually say yes and when I do she starts playing ruff, kicking hitting and even biting me even when I tell my dad he doesnt do anything and ignores me my mom wouldnt care either so I usually just deal with it I usually lock the doors when she wants something because Im scared she might hit me. She has hit me with rocks, sticks and pencils oh and her toys. It starts turning into a daily routine. If she is in a good mood she might be nice to me. Please tell me what to do."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Fish Sounds like a toxic family, i dont know if you already know this but your sister is abusing you. You should talk to her about this type of behaviour. Also you should talk to your mom as well and if she actually cares for you. You dad too. Also you shouldnt let yourself get yelled at and then just instantly be expected to get over it, cause its not like that."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "so. if anyone remembers, i had this friend who thought i was clingy and annoying.. so i vented to a friend about it and she cussed him out. but little did i know he would text me and make fun of me and tell me to hang myself because nobody loves me. i have proof."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's really messed up"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "it is."}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "hes messed up in general"}
{"username": "alabama", "content": "Aw Poor you, Can you try blocking him and please dont hang stay strong and your loved and sweet"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i did and i wont i know people care about me unlike him"}
{"username": "Ur Local Lucas", "content": "i know i already reported him and stuff"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "people are so cruel nowadays, i had someone tell me i wanted attention and was annoying because I vented one time, and I only vented because they constantly bullied my best friend. I told them to stop being so insensitive and they all lashed out at me for it."}
{"username": "alabama", "content": "Well Im going to sleep, Stay calm"}
{"username": "Nori", "content": "I feel so down, it's been like that lately do to school related stress and I feel like crying and hurting myself event though I don't want to, I'm so frickin tired of life"}
{"username": "Nori", "content": "I just want someone to talk to rn idk, I feel lonely:"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "pat pat"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Nori if u need someone to talk to im here to listen"}
{"username": "Nori", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "everything will be okay"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "just believe that good things will come"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "because i promise they will"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Gdhjw. I don't if I'm even supposed/have the right to vent over this but its really bothering me and I don't know what to do, one of my friends, who I used to be really, really close with, we just lost connection and we rarely talk anymore, I'm starting to get the I don't really care, vibe from her. And it's lowkey breaking my heart, so I decided to talk to her, after 3 months of lost connection, I texted her something simple, and we had a very short convo, and then she asked me if I know anyone that is her type because she wants to start a relationship, mind you, we were barely catching up or even talking. I told her I didn't really have anyone in mind, and she just replied with ok, literally. Just, that. And after a week I texted her again, I knew I was being annoying, but our friendship was something that really meant a lot to me, but she didn't answer, I was left on seen. I don't know what to do, If I don't start a convo we never have one, I really want our friendship to be back as it was but I don't know what to do, I'm sorry but I really need some advice. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Why wouldn't u have the right to vent?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Everyone has a right to their voice on their problems"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And I'm sure we've all had those types of friends before"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're more than welcome to vent"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Thank you so much."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "sometimes friendships just end, and we have to move on. but before that i think its best you talk to them once more. be honest with them and tell them that you wanna keep being friends. if they say so, then thats great. but in case things dont go well, come back and well be happy to support you"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Thank you That really helped my mood."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She does seem to rely more on finding a bf/gf than rekindling your friendship with you. Idk it seems like your friendship is slowly ending, and she'd rather to talk to guys more than try to fix something that's fading. sometimes we can never help how people react and move on and it hurts us, but eventually we find even better people who fill in the gaps they left behind, and it won't hurt as much anymore."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its best to be honest in any relationship no matter what"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "so keep going strong"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'll be your friend if you want"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "That would be really sweet! Thank you."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You are welcome!"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "All this advice really helped me. Thanks a lot."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No problemo. You're more than welcome to vent here anytime"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "feel free to come back anytime you need us"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "My heart kfjkdl"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I have no words to explain how much this helped djek."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Im sorry to hear this bonk Ofc u can vent about it dont worry! Sometimes friendships end, and maybe its for the best, I understand that its really hard for you but sometimes we just need to let go, and I would be glad to be your friend!"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Thank you! Everyone here is so positive its making my heart melt."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "This a lil off topic but just curious is ur name like a mix of pokemon or? mikachu"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "This a lil off topic but just curious is ur name like a mix of pokemon or? mikachu"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "nipotino yes ty for noticing:3 My name is Mika and my friends call me Mikachu Pikachu sometimes"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Ohhh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Ok I was gonna ask"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Cause i thought it was mew and Pikachu"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "And I was gonna ask if u knew about this rom hack that has that pokemon as a starter pokemon"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Its a pretty fun one"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I cant show u it here"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Sorry for the off topic"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am sorry to hear that bonk it has happened to me too...and I know how much it hurts when your good friend does that! But if they dont care/bother to text you or be with you then it is good to leave them as they wish as if we do things to make it up it will end up hurting us more! I am telling you from my personal experience so maybe leaving after trying for few times is good...hope you get a good friend who values your friendship!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Sorry for the late help tho...hope you will feel better!"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "You don't need to be sorry! Your advice is really sweet, thank you."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i am about to cry right now, my art teacher assigned a STUPID drawing that i don't have any idea how to draw and made me start over twice i just found out two of my friends are dating but didn't tell me it feels like my heart has been ripped out i probably don't have the right to vent about this @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont ever think you dont have the right to vent"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "There is no rights\u201d when it comes to expressing your feelings hun."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you always have a chance to express your emotions"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "I know its frustrating to have to do things repeatedly, but its how you get better. Practice makes better."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages \ufe0f"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "id say if seeing your two friends date upsets you, its best to simply talk it out. theyll understand you, and besides, theres nothing bad that can happen"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "You can always say how you feel, I'll always stay to listen, I know you're stressed out right now, but, don't worry! I'm always gonna believe in you3"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "Check pinned messages \ufe0f"}
{"username": "tsukineko C", "content": "expiredmilk did someone disobey the rules or are you just reinforcing them?"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Its not for rules, I have a message there"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i hate my art teacher"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "he literally made me cry"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i don't want to be in his class anymore"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but my parents already paid for it"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "So there's this artist on Instagram that I've followed for a really long time and they did splatoon art and it was really amazing, unfortunately there was some arguments but I don't know the specifics, over the years they've made new accounts alfter new accounts, all with different usernames and different themes anime and gacha but I recognized the art style, I wanna send them a message being like hey I knew you way back when but I think that might freak them out as if I'm trying to resurface arguments, but I'm not, I'm just trying to have a heartfelt conversation from artist to artist about how I've sticked and really appreciate the artwork, but I don't know, I really need another opinion on this social dilemma"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "id say just try to approach them as someone who appreciates their artwork. dont be paranoid about giving the wrong idea, just be a little cautious going in. try to just tell them that you wanted to say hello and enjoyed their artwork. if you want to talk with them, this is your safest bet"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont worry too much about their own incidents. itll only make you feel worse"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "So is this good:"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Hey there, I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of your amazing artwork and that you should keep up the good work and I hope we can become friends"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "MayXStar sorry for ping"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yes! thats fine"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "sorry i was busy"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "That sounds good!"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "whose the instagram artist?"}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "Okay, so my uncle is dying next week and hes not even 60 yet. Thats my last uncle and i had 2 others. My uncle has had a lung transplant and is still dying, i feel like everythings over I dont even talk to my mom anymore my brother lives out of state and we dont talk anymore me and him get into fights, he hurts me I have 2 sisters and 3 brothers that I havent seen and talked to since i was 4, I hate my dads new girlfriend, My grandfather abuses my grandmother and makes her do things she doesnt want to do Please dont open this next text its very sensitive I was also raped at 11 by my step grandfather he also raped my mother. I feel like everythings over please help."}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Amirah I am so sorry to hear about ur uncle \ufe0f I dont know what to say accept for that I think u need to tell a trusted person and report it to them"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "let me just start by saying im sorry to hear that youre going through this. im hoping things go better. if you have nobody to talk to, its best to get in contact with a close friend or possibly someone who knows your family. this seems like a serious situation, so its best if you be as open as possible"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "And what May said"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i feel really bad for you, if i were you i would just report that too the police or just try to relax and think positive thoughts."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im sorry u had to deal with that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "at least u were willing to open up about it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "even if its just here"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thats a step in the right direction and hopefully ull reach out to people that are near by and can help u out further than we are able to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "perhaps with better advice or a better like home or are able to take care of the people that hurt u"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "also i hope ur uncle goes peacefully and ur able to move on and just remember the happy times with him and not the sad times or the fact he is dying at such a young age"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yui hug junnie"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Welp another person blocks me when I try to be nice"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oh well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm very sad noq"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Now"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I just dont understand it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "At least this time"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "This one makes no sense as well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "2 times in a row"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "Disclaimer: This is not certain to be a vent its just be expressing how I feel."}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "So, Time passes by and I still feel lovesick. I dont get it.. The person is not disappearing from my mind causing me more heart ache and more tears. Im keeping my distance because I dont know if Ill end up yelling at them about my feelings or just breaking down in general. Im trying to focus on things that matter but I keep getting distracted and crying every single second. And its getting worse and I cant talk to anyone about it without having a emotional breakdown and it hurts so badly... I dont know what to do... but I just want this pain to go away..."}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Who are u lovesick over?"}
{"username": "yinnie! Q", "content": "Hey I'm really sorry that you just feel hurt over this. I prefer if you try to let out your feelings. I'm sorry that you keep getting distracted. It's okay to cry frequently. If you can't talk to anyone about this without having an emotional breakdown maybe try letting it all out before discussing about it? But whatever you do please don't bottle anything up."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I dont really know how to explain my situation but lately my friends have been slowly excluding me from everything."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I have this one guy friend who clearly prefers my best friend over me which I dont really care about but its gotten to the point where she doesnt even want me around and it hurts me."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "We were genuine friends"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I have no one else now and she was the only person who had similar interests as me"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Its hurts so badly"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I just wish someone would stay with me and not leave for someone else"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I hate being a second option"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I have no one and it hurts"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I dont know what to do and I just need some advise even if its not much"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Im so lost"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Firstly it is his problem that he prefers your best friend over you...and you are not alone...we all are with you and I know how it feels when your close friend just want to leave you for the sake of there relationship! It is as bad as leaving your parents..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "haruki Dont let yourself be a second option to your friends. I think you should confront them about how your feeling left out. If it doesnt work you can always come to discord and find new friends. I can be your friend if you like c: but i cant accept friend requests"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes she is right Ayaka"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think you should also talk to your parents about your problem Ayaka"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Its just that I dont have any irl friends anymore as she was the only friend who hadnt left me or just got into different friend groups"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "maybe you should then try to make new friends...it will help you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Having friends online is different but having friends irl is better"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Find people you get along well and try telling your feelings to your best friend..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If you move on from your friends then you can show them that your strong and never give up:"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes that's true!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And we are here everytime you need us!"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I know...but I really introverted person...Ive tried a lot of times to get more friends but they all kinda just left"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Well...maybe you dont need friends? You just need yourself. You can try and get over them by maybe doing something that helps you relax..go for a walk. Selfcare is much more important than friends"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is hard to keep up with friends but it is worth trying! Dont give up it is the most easy thing to do but life would be miserable after that! Keep trying dont give up"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And believe in yourself! Discover what you are there are many people who just come and go but the only thing you have is yourself!"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Okay Ill try and not give up"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "It will take a lot of courage to confront them but Ill and do it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Good luck! and we are here for you!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I hope we could help"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np 33"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I dont really know how to explain my situation but lately my friends have been slowly excluding me from everything."}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I have this one guy friend who clearly prefers my best friend over me which I dont really care about but its gotten to the point where she doesnt even want me around and it hurts me."}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "We were genuine friends"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I have no one else now and she was the only person who had similar interests as me"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Its hurts so badly"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I just wish someone would stay with me and not leave for someone else"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I hate being a second option"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I have no one and it hurts"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "I dont know what to do and I just need some advise even if its not much"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Im so lost"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "haruki Hey, it's fine! Calm down and breathe. crap like this happens to almost every friendship, its her fault for leaving you, don't blame yourself, you did nothing wrong, just trying talking to her about it, tell her how much it hurts you, and if nothing changes after you talk to her, then im so sorry but you would have to leave her, move on. I know it isn't easy but i'm sorry you're strong enough to do it, don't search for happiness in the place that you have lost it! we're all here for you."}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Im planning on telling her about it although she is a very sensitive person so I dont want her to feel too bad about it so Im trying to find a way I can tell her without making her upset"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Hey, you seem like a nice person. Im a very sensitive person, but I appreciate when people let me know their feelings and whatnot haruki"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Hey, you seem like a nice person. Im a very sensitive person, but I appreciate when people let me know their feelings and whatnot haruki"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "Pancake"}
{"username": "haruki", "content": "I feel like telling her now is a bit extreme so Ill be sure to tell her soon!"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "not really a vent, but a scary thought..."}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "i couldve died at the age of 5... twice. from almost drowning in a pool."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Oop I almost died at birth because i couldnt breathe but almost drowning is scary!"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "im telling you"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "if my dad didnt save me i would have been dead at the gae of 5"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "this isnt a vent either"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "but"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "sometimes"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "i wonder"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "Did my dad really die from kidney problems?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "So I have 2 groups of friends, one is my rlly rlly close ones that Ive been friends with since forever, and then another one that felt kinda free? yk? But since my second group of friends there is only 3 of us started hanging out with this other girl it kinda seems like they dont want me anymore. And it feels like theyre drifting away from me. We also have a class together and they dont even say hi to me. Maybe because its online? I mean they used to say hi to each other like 2 weeks ago but only said hi to me once. That seems kinda stupid to think about but that how I feel. And I feel like im not cool enough for them anymore. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "id say if you feel like youre drifting away from them, its best to just talk with them yourself. find a time where you can talk with the two of them and be honest. tell them that you wish to talk more, or at least once a day. its best to just be honest and open, theyll understand you better"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You know it is really common in our age that when we get in relationships or get a friend who is girl we tend to drift our friends away for there sack! I have been on your side so I know how it feels! I would tell you to tell your friends about how you feel and after then also if they dont care then I am sorry but you might have to leave them for your own good!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Try giving time for your own growth as it is essential"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty! I think im going to talk to them maybe sometime this week? And I think theyll understand"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i really wish i could return the people and ask them to forgive me but they blocked me, they don't understand what made them seperate from me and they won't listen if i elaborate it"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i keep crying and feeling like im watched"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i can't keep myself happy anymore"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "We are here for you. Love"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "awww hun I'm sorry. I know it'll get better soon"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "People will come and go"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "And if someone leaves"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that feeling doesn't last forever actually. i had the same thing occur to me last week"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Someone better will show up"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Like us!"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "People come people go some friends and people understand and aome dont. The best people are the people who stay and try to fix it"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "but they were the only ones that could've helped me form a healthy life"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "yeah, people come and go, its all natural"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Not to toot the horn"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we love chu and we aren't gonna just abandon you"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "but this keeps happening"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it's not normal"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "We just attacked the person with straight seratonin"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "i really wish i could return the people and ask them to forgive me but they blocked me, they don't understand what made them seperate from me and they won't listen if i elaborate it"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "i keep crying and feeling like im watched"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "i can't keep myself happy anymore"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "kleid ahh i see whats wrong"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "why do i always in the end lose friends"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "those people are bullies smh"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i think im just really that unlikable"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no you're likable"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "most likely those people were super hostile and toxic if they just blocked you for no reason"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "dont think about yourself like that, if they let go that easily, then they probably weren't the best people to be around."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "they were"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "its always best to surround yourself with good people."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "they were good people"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "you were the one in the wrong?"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you sure? i know a few people from experience who suddenly turn cold and block you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "accidents happen love"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "did you apologize for it?"}
{"username": "lila", "content": "that's fine, we all make mistakes. sometimes people need a little time to forgive."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "no"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it's not sudden"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "they think that im faking something"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "which im not"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they sound sus"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "and they called me a manipulator for it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but it was an accident.. i'm sure you didn't mean to do anything bad..."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i cant control that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's ok it's a part of life. we all learn from our mistakes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "accidents happen and we grow from them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if they wouldn't let you elaborate maybe they weren't the best people to have around you"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "im trying to grow from them but this all is stopping me"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "i think im just really that unlikable"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "kleid nooo not true cuz i like you alot!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "what if they're still talking about me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they probably are"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "what if they're seeing what i do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and if they are"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they're toxic"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Better"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i dont want that i want to start a career of animation and comics that everyone will enjoy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if they have the nerve to secretly talk about you then they weren't nice people at all"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i dont want them to ruin it"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "They wont"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "You rise up past them"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Your the greater person here"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i want to become better and i won't quit"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Yes!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i want my projects to aspire people and for them to like it"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Thats the spirit"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i love seeing joy from everyone it's what keeps me alive"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "spooky ou I know your trying to help dis person, but please do not bypass."}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "Bypass?!?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you are welcome! i learned how to live without them myself. a lot of people secretly hate you but you have to know deep inside that you aren't the person they think you are, they only see the negative in you not the positive, they literally ignore your happy side. it gets better trust me"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "My teacher says It's okay to stress about school and it's healthy to stress time to time! well I really don't have a particular reason why I feel constant fear or stress when talking about school. My parents are all about my education which makes it worst because I don't wanna disappoint them if I fail. It feels like butterflies in my stomach are eating me from the inside out and I can't stop them I just get stressed easily and so when it comes to school I just absolutely want to close my eyes and go back to sleep."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Also I'm scared to ask for glasses for certain reason but my vision is the reason I fail in class if I do, because most of the work is presented on the board and if the teachers see you struggling with seeing they call your parents and talk about it so I can't even squint"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "istu I understand the pressure u are feeling about good grades and ur parents because ik what its like to b in that situation, but ive learned that sometimes they understand if u dont always get the best grades. I also get that u r scared to ask for glasses But maybe if u tell ur parents they can get u glasses and maybe the glasses will help u with more than just school!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "This isnt rlly a vent but I really really need a hug rn, with all the things that are happening to me. I forgot how warm and tight a hug could be, and I feel like it would rlly help. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "istu Also maybe when doing school work take short breaks in between! That helps me sometimes"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "mikachu do you want me to yui hug u? Also your not alone:"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "Yui hug mikachu"}
{"username": "Demra", "content": "yui hug mikachu"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "hi. so, Ive been having a big crush on someone that meant a lot to me. I thought they felt the same way, by the way they treated me. I just confessed and they rejected. I should have expected that, and I know its normal and just life but it hurts. a lot. @ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping but Ive been feeling rlly suicidal lately and this is just making it worse. thanks."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui hug mikachu"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui hug @'kaitokid"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I know how it feels! It happened to me too! At this time I would tell you to keep your distance with them! As you got feelings for them let them die...if you keep talking to them your feeling might increase for them and it will hurt you more!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont feel bad."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "rejection is a hard thing to go through, but the important part was that you had the courage to tell your crush you liked them."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "relax a little, do the stuff you enjoy to get them off your mind."}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "mwah i wuv youu"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes true and use this time for self growth"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And understanding yourself better!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Someone else is going to come along!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I know...but they mean a lot to me and were actually one of the only reasons I didnt kms. they saved my life and thats when the feelings developed. everyone else hurts me. literally every other friend I have treats me, well, not okay. I feel bad"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "hi. so, Ive been having a big crush on someone that meant a lot to me. I thought they felt the same way, by the way they treated me. I just confessed and they rejected. I should have expected that, and I know its normal and just life but it hurts. a lot. @ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping but Ive been feeling rlly suicidal lately and this is just making it worse. thanks."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "@'kaitokid I know exactly how youre feeling, and I get that it sucks. I chased one person around for a while without any response back, thankfully I dont do so anymore. But taking your mind off things will help ease the pain of the initial moment a ton. Stay strong, we all love you."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "you'll be fine, just vent to us! we're here for you!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "thank you guys, I just"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You will be good!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ive been feeling so so suicidal lately, I almost ended it yesterday and now this happens"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Of course! We've all been through it. But trust me it gets better. Don't bring yourself down for it. We all love you and we're gonna help you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "he just told me to stop talking to him and if he just took that part out...I dont mind being friends with him"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Dont think negative things alright everyone has their ups and downs soemtimes"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Aw thank you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "I know...but they mean a lot to me and were actually one of the only reasons I didnt kms. they saved my life and thats when the feelings developed. everyone else hurts me. literally every other friend I have treats me, well, not okay. I feel bad"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "@'kaitokid if thats the case, you still need to move on. being around them will only make you feel worse. give yourself time alone, and stay strong"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "We are always here to help kai dont worry"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Dont think negatively!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Negative bad, positive good"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "If you ever want to vent you can talk to me in my dms idm"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im gonna try. but guess all those Ill never leave you\u201d promises"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "aw, thank you guys"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "come back anytime you need some encouragement"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "i just wanna go back in time and erase my confession"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Im gonna try. but guess all those Ill never leave you\u201d promises"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "@'kaitokid"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It doesnt matter at some parts! We are not telling to cknolete leave away but keep a distance"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "listen, im telling you, getting your feelings out is the best thing you can do."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i had a crush i never confessed to, and i regret it more than being rejected"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "i just wanna go back in time and erase my confession"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "What is done is done you cant erase what you have done! You have to except it and move on..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Omg I hate those. Trust me you have to ignore them at some point if you feel like they won't keep it. I get those promises every time and they just dip and leave. Sometimes you have evaluate your own worth to make sure that kind of stuff won't hurt you as much as it should. People are always going to make false promises and won't apologize for it. But either way I love you for who you are. You have nothing to worry about here"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Dont think about it anymore dont keep your head down keep your head up and think well"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "nekoheartd17hearts:"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yes! take some time to get into hobbies, drawing, writing, editing. find yourself a creative outlet"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Girl or boy"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Remmeber there is always someone out there who will love you unconditionally and doesnt need a reason to love you!"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Idk your pronouns"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "But"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "they/them but thank you, and I will try"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Stay strong, as suicide is nowhere near the answer. As this may sound brash, life does go on, and you cant focus the rest of your life off of one person."}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Once again dont think too much Im sure your a amazing person and you dont deserve these negativity"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If you die I'd be losing my friend and I'd cry"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Aw dont cry"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Suicide is never a option and once again you can always vent in my dms even if Im offline Ill always read them later"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "keep going strong, dont let this obstacle overcome you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youll find your significant other soon!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "my therapist cancelled on me too, I really have no real hope rn xD but Ill try"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're always welcome to talk to us!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If you try suicide it will pass your pain to other! It is not a relf but passing of pain"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Can I vent a bit longer here?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Of course, my dms are always open if you need someone to talk to."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Of course!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes ofc"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if you want, you have permission to vent in my DMs"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "just ping me and ill allow it"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "And of course! This is the venting channel, after all."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "stay strong kai"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im just a bit broken hearted. our friendship wasnt the typical one, there was lots of affection, mental health support, mixed in with the fun too. it was just perfect, and Ive ruined it"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill try :"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "He just said he sees me like a little sister and that he thinks its best if we stop talking for a bit. I know he was so so nice about it but it still hurts"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "my therapist cancelled on me too, I really have no real hope rn xD but Ill try"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "@'kaitokid your therapist is the absolute worst how can they cancel a patient who needs help?"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i understand, but looking back will only make you feel worse. nows a good time to pick up a hobby or such, find something to distract you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "She said Im fine to her"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Ive never seen a irresponsible therapist,unless they have a good reason then"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Shes clearly a bad therapist just fire her and get a new one tbh"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "i understand, but looking back will only make you feel worse. nows a good time to pick up a hobby or such, find something to distract you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Everything has been losing its flavor recently"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "First dont blame yourself! It happens alot of times in friendship...if he looks at you as a little sister than he wont stop talking...he would have said so, so that you can control your feelings"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I write so much! And so slow! Xd"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well, theres gotta be something you enjoy."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "or try something new, that always helps"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Everything has been losing its flavor recently"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "@'kaitokid Well thats when you gotta reach out! Try new things you may not know could interest you, see if something sticks! You may just find a new hobby:"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yes!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I mean I guess I could try painting"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Thats a great one!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "ooh, painting"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I feel so loved rn tysm guys"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Maybe because you are loved"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "should I block him or no"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im not sure"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Im trying to think of other things but it was just so like yeah"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "I wouldnt personally, give it some time to die down, and maybe come back to it later, maybe you can rekindle what you had."}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Well Id say we see how the situation is first"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "And then think if blocking is a good idea"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Cause if I was in your shoes the person would confront you about it tomorrow and I dont want you to deal with that"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "So Id say personally not to block and just avoid him a while I guess"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Im not really helpful yes"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Even if he doesnt like me that way, I still want to have him as a friend, yk? I can try changing my feelings, hes just a good person"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "No no. You are helpful!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": ":"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "I dont see why you guys cant stay friends so"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Id say go for it"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill try quoting what he said brb"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you guys can definitely be friends, but id say give a couple days of recovery first"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "possibly 12 weeks"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "so then you can come back and not have to worry"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah thats good"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Here btw"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "He was rlly ncie about it, Im just extra sensitive"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I'm sorry but, I simply don't know what to say, I don't feel the same way. I love you as a younger sister, nothing more. If you're being honest and are actually developing feelings for me, I think it's better if we go our separate ways for now. We could talk in the future if you want, but I just don't think it's safe to continue talking daily like this if that's the case. I just don't want to interfere in your faith and create another roadblock for you. I'm sorry"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Ahh"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Well if he still sees you as a younger sister I think you guys could still be good friends"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Dont worry your not being sensitive about it"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Its normal to feel that way"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Hes been really nice through the convo actually"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah he has"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thats why I just feel so bad"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You can be great friends but I'm sure another person loves you. You have to find them. I mean I've felt the same way multiple times because people are just really heartbreaking, especially if they've brought you up so many times before"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Yeah, I dont think a bond like that can be thrown away so easily, honestly. There will always be lasting feelings from both you and him, if not the same way exactly."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it seems like hes really respectful. so staying friends would be a good idea. that is of course once youve had some time apart"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But he does still care about you, just not in that way. I'm sure you guys could still be good friends"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, I just dont know how to move on"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It'll happen trust me. I've told myself I wouldn't move on from things that are hard for me but I do end up finding someone else to be good friends with"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Aww thats good"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "start by taking some time away. maybe try that painting you mentioned earlier"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Dw someone else is coming along without you realizing it"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "it will definitely take time. Its not so simple that hey i dont like this person anymore, it takes a while. i thought that i wouldnt find anyone after my first crush, and now i have someone special for me: and im sure the same can and will happen to you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": ": I hope so"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i personally havent found anyone just yet, but ive learned to be patient"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "that special someone will come for you, just with a little bit of waiting"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "is it bad that I wanna cry?"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No!"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "crying is good honestly.."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its best to let out your emotions"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Let it all out, love."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont think its wrong"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Crying makes you stronger. It's always okay to cry"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "It means a lot to me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It would be bad if you didn't cry actually. You shouldn't bottle up your emotions"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Just one last thing before I go, how do I respond, should I respond at all?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You've been strong for so long that it's okay to cry now"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Um..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If he does message you then yeah you should try hearing him out"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I think maybe just respond to the other things first then ignore that one?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I wouldn't respond to that topic so it doesn't make you sad anymore"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But you guys can still have friendly conversations"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah : Im just kinda a bit sad . Obv. Just all my other friends had successful confessions 24/7, why cant I xD oh well, things like this happen I guess. Cant let it cut me down"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Being sad or upset will happen of course, but those feelings will fade with time. Stay strong, not just for other people in your life, but for yourself."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "33"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you so so much guys"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I feel better then when it happened, so thank you"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill go try having a me day today. Thank you so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "of course! anytime: and if you ever need someone to vent to again and dont want to do it publicly, my dms are always wide open"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Remember to check pinned messages to read a special message from me if you feel scared, nervous, or have anything to get off your chest \ufe0f"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "im stressing so heres a vent"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "i missed a whole week of school for personal issues. now i have so much work that i have to do by friday. i have bad grades rn and all the work i have to do making me stressed. i dont have the time to do my work and my teachers are acting so rude bc i wasnt doing it. i wish i could do it but, my mom makes me do things like take of my brothers, cleaning the house, etc:/ @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "First things first you should go into a call to talk, not with emails you should talk to them directly about everything so they understand"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "u ever cry so hard that ur throat hurts the next day"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "first off, dont pull your hair over this! itll only make you feel worse. my idea would be to first ask your teachers if theres any work they can remove, and explain why you were away from school"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "whatever work you have, do it in small portions, that way you wont be stressed but can still get your work done"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i wish you the best of luck"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "yui hug expiredmilk"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "yui hug MayXStar"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "breezy", "content": "33"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yui hug breezy"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "bro what."}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "ur kidding s"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "Ur kidding"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "They really never try understanding the life of the student. Like my teacher has been yelling at me all week about going to school to pickup a textbook to take home when like my greatgrandmother passed away and my bf dumped me on the exact same day and it was affecting me and now I'm a week behind on work. I have to makeup reading assignments, a test, and a quiz, and I have a super huge test tomorrow. I just with wish teachers were different. It isn't your fault chefy."}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "@ Fluff Admins!"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "can u help"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "i sent a really long message"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "and it all deleted"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hold on"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "can u get it out of logs"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "thank u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ayewa can i dm u it"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Our pleasure that we helped a person in pain!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I didnt did anything but I hope you will be good!ayewa"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Big tip: some people are jerks"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Therapy?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "let her finish yall, shes typing.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We're always going to be here for you don't ever think you have to suicide to feel better. We love you! I'm sorry you aren't enjoying things that make you happy anymore. I really hope things get better and you find solace in your activities. I mean my parents aren't really that proud anymore either because they expect my success now and get mad at me if I suddenly slip up and my teachers yell at me if I don't give them my best work. Sometimes you have to talk about how you feel so they understand your mental health issues and they don't have to make you feel bad about yourself. And yeah those friends of yours should apologize. They don't see how hurt you are and only cause drama. Trust me some people say they aren't toxic but secretly act a bit toxic to innocent people, usually through dm's so no one sees it. I'd probably would want to talk to your parents about getting help and making sure you're alright. But if you ever need someone to talk to come to me alright?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I hate seeing you upset"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No it's okay they can type it was a lot"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui hug ayewa"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i thought you were venting lmao"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "mb mb"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No no it's fine"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "BunBunHeart12"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "my school is going down"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "grades"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": " Therapy?"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "istu alr had it"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "nothing worked"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "have you tried medications?"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "for 2 years"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Are you still having them or?"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hm.."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Have you tried healthy coping strategies?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Like not cutting?"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "for a whileye but i vertical did it last night"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Did you get treated yet?"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "didn't tell anyone"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Go tell someone!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Telling someone your woes doesn't make you a bad nor weak person"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "The worst thing you can do is sit and cry and tear yourself a part about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Trust me I hid my feelings for 2 straight years and it's made it worse"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Some people feel good when people vent to them because they think your comfortable with them."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Even if you don't tell your family at least tell us"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Or that's what I've been told"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "As long as you have some support system it makes things better"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't try ripping yourself a part"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Right you have a voice and you can use it."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Take advantage of it!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can trust us we won't tell anyone if you really feel uncomfortable about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "just vent to us if you need to"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we'll listen to you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "You can do it, we're rooting for you!"}
{"username": "ayewa", "content": "thankss"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Very interesting vents"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty everyone for the hugs \ufe0f"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "I dont get hugs"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Yui hug BunBun"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Owo hug BunBun"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "?afk"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "owo hug BunBun"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Owo hug mikachu"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Bro I really need someone to tell me everything will be ok i"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Its hard now, but it will get better. After all, the universe circles around balance. For each bad moment you have, a good one arises, and even tho it wont show up now, it will soon :"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Plus if you want to vent anytime and dont feel like putting it here, my DMs are open"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Bro I really need someone to tell me everything will be ok i"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Youshie everything will be okey"}
{"username": "BunBun", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "why do i feel this way.. why cant i just let her love me.. i dont understand.."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i shouldnt be loved.. i dont deserve it"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "theres people that need it much more than i do"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "what do i even do.. i seriously dont know.."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "why cant i just accept it"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "guys.. what do i do? i dont want to ping because i dont want to show too many people.."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "What makes you think you don't deserved to be loved?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "there are other people that deserve it more than i do"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Everyone deserves to be loved, no matter what gender, race, or background. We're all humans, we all need love."}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "There's other people that may need it too, but that doesn't mean you can't her's. Love can be shared with everyone, friendly love that is."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I need your guys opinion on this. Today I had my, hopefully final argument with an ex, who, a month ago, celebrated because of us breaking up. Throwing a literal party because of it, everybody congratulated her and everything, I found this out through being invited there myself. However, this was after she apologized to me for seemingly no reason at first, but that was simply because of how naive I was. Mind you, Im only thirteen. Actually turned it this year. A week later, a few of her friends wanted to have a'talk' with me, little did I know, it would be a ten minute session of being cursed and yelled at, before receiving death threats, for apparently comparing her to one of my exes? If you want details on the argument in question, feel free to dm me. I felt horrible, and with my newly cured depression and anxiety, it wasnt helping that I wanted to kill myself afterwards. I powered through it, and now, flash forward a month or so, it all came pouring out. I told her about how bad of a person she was, how much of a coward she was because of all the things she did. A few minutes later, I threatened to tell every last person in the servers she was in, how bad of a person she was. She begged for me not to. And I still did it. Am I in the wrong for doing what I did?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Sorry for the ping by the way"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Just thought it would have fit the occasion"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Shrug."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it sounds like the best thing all of you should do is keep a distance and stop communication."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "from what i can tell you only got upset at the moment"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "currently the worse thing you could do is continue talking, so its best if you block them off completely. if things get worse, tell your parents or an adult yoh trust."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i only hope things get better"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "They already blocked me"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Im gonna stop talking to them for a while."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And depending on if my mind changes about them,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "or if I try apologizing to hed?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Her"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "thatll determine if I begin to talk to her again."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "The thing is, before our final argument?"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "thats probably the best idea at the moment."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "again, if things get worse its best to probably tell someone you trust. the last thing you want to do is feel worse about the situation"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "receiving death threats and getting told bad things is horrible and im sorry that happened to you. i do think its wrong that you did what you did but youre still young and you cant revert what you did. people make mistakes and learn from them. i wouldnt suggest doing something like that again and maybe you can try and talk it out next time? i dont think i would try staying with someone who did that to you but apologizing when you and her are ready to talk again is a good thing to do"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "ye probably"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i do agree on that point. its best to give things some time, then try to come back to them in about a weeks time to apologize"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "mhm."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "that way theyll have some time to recover"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I doubt shell accept my apology."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Even if I did"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "but who knows."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Because I sure did."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I agree with May and Melon"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I think u should wait a little for now"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "i think you should maybe try apologizing once more so you dont regret on it later? idk thats just what happens to me"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "even if the apology isnt accepted, you can at least say you did the right thing."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "And im sorry that this is happening to u"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Eh its nothing Im not used to."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And, thank you all."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "For your opinions."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "feel free to come back anytime you need help"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "mhmm"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Mkay, well, seeya till then.'v'"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "laters!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Cya!"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "cya"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Can I vent rq or is it to quick?"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "go aheadd"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "okie so"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I like this guy and its rlly confusing, and I have for 3 years now I think. He knows I like him and it kinda seemed like he liked me. But I dont know anymore after what happened recently and idk who to believe. Im still questioning if I like him still or not. I really dont know. And sometimes I get jealous of my friend and him sometimes. But ik she doesnt like him and she hasnt liked anyone for years now. And I dont want to feel jealous because I dont like how it impacts on me and others."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "yeah;;"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "No, its not that, its just, my comment got deleted because of a word"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "What I was trying to say was,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Like,"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "its okay to feel jealous and it happens. ive felt that way before too about someone and i dont like feeling jealous but over time i just kinda thought about it"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "rip your message"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "but, thats coming from someone who was dumped after a week."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "The person I was dating liked girls anyway, and was dating me just laughs and giggles."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Oh im sorry:c"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "no, its fine."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I wouldnt be sorry."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And besides, this isnt about me"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "No no its ok"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I was ignored by most of my classmates. They think I am boring. A guy came to me and started talking he was the only person who understood me that I am not boring. more than 15 of my classmates didn't even give me comfort zone to talk"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "They will know it soon"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "They made me like a physopath."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Sorry for the ping by the way"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "oof.."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I can relate. But,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "it isnt because Im boring, or people just dont like me."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I will just tell my fellings to everyone in farewell"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Its because I choose to be this way."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I am the most silent guy in my class"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "you should see me."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "The only time I ever talk,"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "And I mostly observe people"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "is if the teacher is asking a question."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I just talk with few friends"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "hmmm.. honestly,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I would just open up to those you trust."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "People you know are cool."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And hey,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "if they accept you for who you are,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "then you can probably trust them."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I was in a class for 3 years and no one cares for me"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "You dont know that,"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "And the another section got to know me and started being friendly"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "some people probably do."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Few do"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Thats still a number of people who do."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "If that makes any sense."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "The other section boys understand me and only few ppl understand about me in my class"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": " Thats still a number of people who do."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Just Reese. yep few still do"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "People had good impression on me 1 year ago and one guy said something about me in class"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "That changed me a lot"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "What did he say?"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I can't here"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I can dm"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Please do/"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I want to help."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "If possible."}
{"username": "swagbasil", "content": "so, i broke a 2 months clean streak,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "wait, clean as in?"}
{"username": "swagbasil", "content": "cutting"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Oh."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Wait, why?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Did something happen?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "well,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "just know that, what youre doing, is but a temporary solution to a problem, not a permanent. There are better ways of going about such a thing. Do something that makes you feel happy. As a matter of fact, throw away any razors you have, just in case you do have an urge to do it again. Including sharp objects that you could use to fulfill such a task. Im sorry that youre resorting to such a thing."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "I cant quite relate."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "While I was playing I broke a sink"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Not a steel one though"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "I got a big cut on my hand"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "And that happened when I was 10"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "sheesh."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Ive never cut myself?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "But,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Ive definitely pinched myself a few times. A little too hard, mind you."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Leaving small scratches."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And marks."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "And yes, I know."}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Pinching, seriously?"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "Anyways, I hope the best for both of you,"}
{"username": "Just Reese.", "content": "good luck."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "So, I vented about this in another server but didnt get much advice on the situation."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I have an online best friend I've had for 3 years. Lately she has been responding in short words and not wanting to respond to my troubles and such in a serious manner, she just spams letters and leaves."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I've asked her if she has been ok and she said yes. I asked her why she has been doing it and she just said oh and nothing else."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I'm thinking it's almost time to cut her off but if I do I will only have one person to talk to. Me and her had a fun convo earlier but the second I talk too much for her liking or something she doesnt like she spams letters or says to everything."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I want someone who will be honest with me and tell me if I'm doing something wrong so I can fix it. Not ignore my words. I dont ignore hers when she vents or anything so it's just her solely not liking my personality or how much I'm talking. The thing is, is I havent talked to her all day and she hasnt talked to me either. I have thought about ignoring her messages out of spite because of how she acts towards me when it comes to talking but I couldnt do it, despite her doing that shes still a good friend."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I dont know how to handle this situation, if I should cut her off or just ignore it. She goes back and forth from doing it and not doing it."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I'm not upset by the situation I'm just lost"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "So I was an OG in a server, I became staff, but quit a few months ago. That day she started kicking me from the server and soon banning me. I couldn't say goodbye to all my friends in the server., but a few days ago they all started hating me. The owner started a rumor about me and made all my friends go against me. The owner was my ibf Internet best friend she made me break server rules to get members for the server. She calls it her server:/ suddenly she made group chat with me in it, since I was friends with one of the members at the time. That day I hated myself. I already had a lot going on in my life. I try to act happy when I'm not. She always gets what she wants. She wanted to raid a scam server and that's when my friends and I quit. I always dreamed about having a real friend. It never came true. She talks trash about the server, she made me get members from. All of the members were from that server. That day I knew she was always faked and used me. It still hurts me. I wrote this in a different server once no one replied or helped. I hope this server can."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "first off, were happy to help you."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "second, its seems like your best friend\u201d is being super toxic. by all means you should stay away from her and anyone whod acquainted with her. block all of them, dont speak with them. the best thing you can do is put yourself as far away from her as possible. itll help you out emotionally and mentally"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and if youre looking for a friend, im always here to talk"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am sorry to say but she is not a person someone will like to have around them! Such people are just meant to be ignored and if you try getting close to them they will use you and nothing else! Don't lose hope for finding a real friend! You have them here! If you want I can be your friend in your sorrow or good times! Maybe it is good for you to quit that server and let your friends know she is not telling the truth"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If you want I can be your friend..."}
{"username": "annamontana", "content": "I understand how you feel; feeling rejected and betrayed by people that you trusted before hurts a ton. These people do not appreciate you for you at all times, they only appreciate you when you were doing something for the server; that is not okay. They were cyberbullying you, telling you that you arent worth it if you arent enough for them. You are enough; dont listen to what they are saying, you are amazing, and you dont deserve to succum to the hate that these people are spewing at you. There are people will appreciate you for who you are! I will totally be your friend and there are so many others who would be too!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "The thing is."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Okay, seeing stuff like this makes me very mad. Listen, it's your choice if you didn't wanna be a staff anymore, she can't just, do all this for no reason, she's very fake, she acts like my friend, she may get whatever she wants but one thing she can't have is...a dang heart for other people"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "If you ever need someone, I'm here"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "she calls me underaged, when I'm older that her"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "shes 12."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "than she said oh I probably told you that the day before I turned 13"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm so you should just teach her some MANNERS! As you are older you can just tell her, her bad things and then leave her on her own"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "than after she attacked me she said ive known her for liek 2 years"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "shes acts like she loves me;/"}
{"username": "annamontana", "content": "Shes just being immature, you can be the better person and tell her you will not give in to her toxicity"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "This kinda people are just fake...they use and throw people like objects"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "im only happy about 1 thing"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You should know how to deal with them! Tell her, her faults and then leave her as of what she is"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "the day my friends and I quit the owner talked trash about us and a lot of members left because they only liked the server because of us"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "the other day she had 2.5k now she has 2.3k"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "thats sweet karma"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Yes, it is."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "honestly she acts like a real child."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You can always make friends wherever you are! You just need to know how the person thinks about you"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "anyone want to be friends"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I can be but I don't talk much as I am kinda busy this days! I am open for all the good people to be my friends!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "annamontana", "content": "I can be friends!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "friended cl"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "honestly she acts like a real child."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "@ AnnIE have you blocked her? or maybe just lost communication with her?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "if you havent then thatd be the best thing to do."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check Pinned messages everyone for a special message from me \ufe0f"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "Bruh i have a D and an F and i cant get it up. I CANT... ITS SO HARD THESE TWO CLASSES."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I cant take it anymore"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I just wanna pass out"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I dont wanna be on earth anymore"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "someone messaged me and was being RUDE TO ME"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "LIKE EXCUSE ME?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "you used ME as an emotional crutch"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "came to me saying you were gonna off yourself andi had to stop it"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I WAS 15"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "15!"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "YOU WERE 18 BUT OH YOU ALSO LIED ABOUT THAT?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "when you were really 17"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "so you lied to me"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "im crying"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "i really really wanna hurt myself"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Trashman you need to distant yourself with whoever that person is. No human should ever make you have thoughts of self harm. Block, leave groupchats, do whatever you have to do to get away from that person. Self harm is never the answer though."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "but first im sending something to him"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "but my gf thinks it a bad idea"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "well he called me a little bith"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "You shouldn't speak to him at all, completely forget he exists. If you girlfriend thinks its a bad idea, it must be."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "but i can't let this slide"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "Sometimes you gotta let it go. It'd be pointless to waste time on some random person."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "why? they have caused me sooo much trauma"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "It'll just keep continuing if you leep going on with it"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "So, its over which is great"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I have all the screen shots now"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": " SOMEONE MESSAGED ME AND I JUST CANT ANYMORR"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Nope nope nope"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Time to delete discord all together"}
{"username": "Fang :sparkles:", "content": "First time venting to anyone so here I go I keep on get bad bad thoughts and it I have been trying really hard not to give in but with all the presser my Mom puts on me to be number 1 in school and here finding out i'm failing and pushing me harder. Then to help out with everything at home because my older sister is leaving soon and moving in December away from all from all my Friends I just don't know if I can do this anymore with everyday coming and going it just keeps on getting harder. I don't want to hurt myself but if it keeps on going like this I don't know if I will be able to keep the thoughts away."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Have u talked to ur mom about ur feelings any?"}
{"username": "saki", "content": "so my friend says shes sad and stressed and I dont really know what to do.. its about her parents, school, and her feelings.. and everytime i try to make her as happy as i can.. i just feel like i fail everytime like i cant help her.. i want to help her bc she helped me when i was sad. it just feels so unfair to me that i cant do anything to make her feel better.."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "she said she wants to change for the better and make us happy but i dont want her to change herself.."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "spooky ou", "content": "You rang?"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Read above love"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ saki Maybe she should talk to her parents about how she feels, or she can go to a therapist of some sort and say her problems. Another good way is she can listen to relaxing music that helps or calm down, maybe she could take like yoga class or meditate."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Someone called me immature and began to rant to to me about stuff"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "This was hours ago and I balled my eyes out"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "More stuff happened but I gotta sleep now sadly"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Who am I kidding, I cant sleep"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I feel sick"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Why did they have to message me?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Calling me immature"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Ive been through so much"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I am more mature then youll ever be"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "People who say sht about someone is cuz they're sad and don't know how to handle with their problems"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And get this...Im 15"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "and need to believe they're better than others, if you're sad or bad that kind of person will be happy for making you suffer"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Ive done more then they have, why couldnt they have left me alone? They said they might not have messaged me and they did"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Like if you dont have anything nice to say dont say it at all"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "you're better than those people, respect yourself and love yourself you should know who you are, don't care about the things that sad people say. They did it cuz they want to hurt you"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And I overreacted to a math problem...well Im sorry Im not that smart...its not my fault"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And they pointed that out and it hurt"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I took screen shots and I will be sending them to my friends"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Just so they know"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Now I feel like I have to change"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I have to be mature"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "Don't say bad things about you, nobody is perfect you must say the good things you do and you're bro"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "I hope you get better and think about it, it takes time but you won't be sad forever, trust me, big love g."}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "They just act like they're your friends and didn't say anything?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Basically"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Even tho everyone knows what they did"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "You should don't care about them, they just wanna hurt you cuz they got problems with themselves"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "they're toxic, don't stay w people like that, they just ruin your life"}
{"username": "saki", "content": "@ saki Maybe she should talk to her parents about how she feels, or she can go to a therapist of some sort and say her problems. Another good way is she can listen to relaxing music that helps or calm down, maybe she could take like yoga class or meditate."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "bb grill what if she says she cant"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "oof im not sure then..."}
{"username": "saki", "content": "well she just said that"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "First time venting to anyone so here I go I keep on get bad bad thoughts and it I have been trying really hard not to give in but with all the presser my Mom puts on me to be number 1 in school and here finding out i'm failing and pushing me harder. Then to help out with everything at home because my older sister is leaving soon and moving in December away from all from all my Friends I just don't know if I can do this anymore with everyday coming and going it just keeps on getting harder. I don't want to hurt myself but if it keeps on going like this I don't know if I will be able to keep the thoughts away."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Fang remember, dont be afraid to tell your mom she puts to much pressure on you. you are amazing and noone should tell you different. you are capable of so much. please dont hurt yourself. everybody loves you so much. if your ever feeling down my dms are open cutie"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "My mom made me throw away all my stuff for little space and all my sensory toys..."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "That's rough"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "TW: my ed is coming back in at full speed and i really wish i didn't want to throw up food. it's hard to eat.. i can't stop cutting, the pain makes me feel good in a way. i don't know what to anymore. i feel so useless. i just hate all of it. i don't think i can hold on any longer... i'm about to just give up. someone please give me a genuine good reason to live, i'm desperate at this point. i'm this close to giving up.."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "TW: my ed is coming back in at full speed and i really wish i didn't want to throw up food. it's hard to eat.. i can't stop cutting, the pain makes me feel good in a way. i don't know what to anymore. i feel so useless. i just hate all of it. i don't think i can hold on any longer... i'm about to just give up. someone please give me a genuine good reason to live, i'm desperate at this point. i'm this close to giving up.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "r0ttenFr0g I dont know you or the Situation you are in but try to get out of this whole, go so something funny with your family or your friends. You can go on a walk, you can Cook or bake together or just hang out and play games. The most important thing is to find a Hobby or just something that makes you happy, even if it's just for a moment and pur all energy you have left in it. It helped me and gave me New energy to Start doing my work again and I got back into my social life what is keeping me happy and busy so I dont have time to think about the bad things. And about the eating, I never had a Kind of those Problems but my sister, she started with very small portions like just a bite or two and tried not to throw it up and as soon as it was okay she took one or two bites more and now she can almost eat normally. im so sorry English isnt my first language"}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "TW: my ed is coming back in at full speed and i really wish i didn't want to throw up food. it's hard to eat.. i can't stop cutting, the pain makes me feel good in a way. i don't know what to anymore. i feel so useless. i just hate all of it. i don't think i can hold on any longer... i'm about to just give up. someone please give me a genuine good reason to live, i'm desperate at this point. i'm this close to giving up.."}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "r0ttenFr0g The girl above said something really helpful, get a hobby, maybe something you like a lot, you will be busy and you'll enjoying it, you are learning something new everyday and being better on it, so trust on us, don't feel like your useless cuz nobody is, I see you are a good person who wanna be alive, just you don't know the reason and I felt like that in the past but I realized that I'm not useless and everyone has the same reason, enjoy life. Life isn't bored, you got a lot of stuff to learn and enjoy, you probably will know people toxic, criticizing in a bad way and hurting you but you must don't give a fk about them, cuz they're like you in these moments and they don't know how to handle with it."}
{"username": "pibesubnormal", "content": "Conclusion: Never give up, life is something you should enjoy, bad things will always happening but please, always think about the good things and also do good things for YOU and people. Big love \ufe0f btw as the girl above My english isn't my first language but I hope you understand me 3"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Life keeps getting worse and worse for me, first my constant unhappiness, abuse from relatives, loneliness and now this. My grandmother was diagnosed with alzheimer's, and I believe that slowly she will forget me and everyone else. She was the best grandmother in the world, and I just kept crying over the news.. i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mother is of course very stressed, and I'm 100 sure that she will take it out on me at some point, by hitting me, screaming and calling me names. Didnt happen yet but I'm sure it will"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I never had something like this happen to my family, so I don't know how to feel."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! please help.. I'm scared and lost at this point"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm sorry if I'm disturbing anyone by pinging"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Amey thank you... I really don't know what to do at this point"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Bby you're not I'm so so sorry this is happening. I wish I could help I really do. But don't think of the negative alright? I know it's hard but don't immediately expect the worse. Life is one huge circle and I know you and your family get through it."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Mar thank you.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't feel bad alright? Think of the happy memories you have"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Okay.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just spend your time with your grandmother! Be with her all the way till end..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "That's the problem"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She lives all the way in serbia"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then talk to her on calls"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Okay.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My mother is of course very stressed, and I'm 100 sure that she will take it out on me at some point, by hitting me, screaming and calling me names. Didnt happen yet but I'm sure it will"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Neve to this point, I think you can help yourself and your family by being there for them, by trying to give them the feeling that you are there, no matter what it is. This time will be hard for you and your family but you can do this, it will be difficult and tiring but keep it up and stay together to help each other and you will see that can also handle this Problem when you keep together as a family."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Also feel free to DM me anytime, you arent disturbing any of us."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Try been with her..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Neve to this point, I think you can help yourself and your family by being there for them, by trying to give them the feeling that you are there, no matter what it is. This time will be hard for you and your family but you can do this, it will be difficult and tiring but keep it up and stay together to help each other and you will see that can also handle this Problem when you keep together as a family."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Also feel free to DM me anytime, you arent disturbing any of us."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Gisser okay.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She knows you love her you aren't losing her at all"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Okay.. I'll try calling her"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And there are such bad times...after then there are good times this cycle goes on thats how life works"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If you give up on bad times then you can't see the sunrise of good things"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "The last time I heard her was when I was in my room, I just heard her crying and then mum came in and told me the news.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hope we help you alittle"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah, thanks for listening.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Anytime!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "It's just hard to think about"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I get that, but it'll get better"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thank you all 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just need to talk it off my chest. So i have been in a relationship with a boy for 9 months and i recently broke up because i couldnt handle it anymore. He raped me almost every week but i didnt want to admit it so i told myself it was my fault and he made me think that its okay. But now every time i see him i get flashbacks and i cant breath, i cant sleep because i always dream about it. I already went to the police and i talked to my therapist about it but since i had the breakdown my depression got worse and i just dont want to live like this in my body anymore. thanks to everybody who took their time to read this, it means a lot to me3"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "Please help them."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "im sorry you had to be with such a cold and toxic person."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "stay away from that man, dont talk to him, if you find him report him, just stay away from him. im hoping everything gets better for you, and well be here to support you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am really sorry to hear that...it is really the worst thing in this world and you are small too...I hope you will fell better! If you need to talk or remove your anger on anyone feel free to dm me! Just stay away from him..."}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "I just need to talk it off my chest. So i have been in a relationship with a boy for 9 months and i recently broke up because i couldnt handle it anymore. He raped me almost every week but i didnt want to admit it so i told myself it was my fault and he made me think that its okay. But now every time i see him i get flashbacks and i cant breath, i cant sleep because i always dream about it. I already went to the police and i talked to my therapist about it but since i had the breakdown my depression got worse and i just dont want to live like this in my body anymore. thanks to everybody who took their time to read this, it means a lot to me3"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "Jacquette im so sorry to hear that but if you could just stay away block him or if it gets worse just call the sxual assault is also the rape hotline hotline but if anything else bad happens to you, you can dm me if you want to talk about it but it's ok we're here for you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I don't understand why would even people do such things!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Istg if I see the person who hurt you I'm getting arrested. He's a sick person to use you in such a way. I'm really sorry this happened love. And I assure you once another person comes along they'll love you no matter what happened in your past. That wasn't your fault and I'm glad you were brave enough to speak up about it. You're a fantastic human being and deserve all of the love possible for you."}
{"username": "J3SS", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Todoshi", "content": "Omg i felt you very much"}
{"username": "Todoshi", "content": "I have the same situation like you"}
{"username": "Todoshi", "content": "And when my teachers recognized it, i quickly want to change bc i dont want to let my mom know im depressed"}
{"username": "Todoshi", "content": "But its kinda hurt when you have to smile alone sometimes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Omg...I feel the same way every single day that it isn't even funny anymore. I feel your pain. I'm glad you said something though because your happiness matters just as much as others. It hurts to have to fake a smile a lot and just watch others go through things when you're hurting on the inside. It honestly feels like no one even cares to read your own story to notice that even if they're hurting you have it just as bad as everyone else.. Jesus Christ your story is freaking inspiring that I have no idea what to even say..."}
{"username": "Todoshi", "content": "Ikr, when im 12 everyday I cried non stop and my stress are quite serious. But i just don't want to tell anybody because its hurt. Really hurt."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am sorry for what you feel! I too think about it that way! But you see life us always unfair! It won't give you as many chances as it gives to cry! You see, making people smile us really good of you but sometimes you just can't make them smile! Don't worry for it too much...and stop overthinking it is a really bad killer! J3SS"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hope we help you somehow..."}
{"username": "J3SS", "content": "you guys just made my day tysm ily guys"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We love you more!"}
{"username": "breizy.", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'm sorry i have to hear all of that. if you're worried about your friends, you should talk to them and listen to their problems. i'm sure all of them have a reason to live, and same with you. as for your parents, it's best to take the free time you have to relax. if you rebel it's only going to make the situation worse."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and if you want to, you're always welcome to talk to me"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it's a serious situation, and i only hope things get better for you"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "So, today my friends and I were playing a game. one of them started acting wired. She was saying some things about being used by friends. My other friend and I asked her if she was okay. She completely ignored the message. So I kept asking. She still completely ignored the question. Now I feel like she was talking me and my friend. I feel ashamed."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Hastag Alphawolf", "content": "Thats sad to hear...maybe confront her? Tell her that you want an answer...if they ignore it theres ussualy something going om"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I did. She never responded."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ok bby I'm gonna be honest with you on this one, that's one neglectful mother. You really need nutrients and vitamins in order to live and function in virtual school. You'll never grow properly if you never eat. And having a mother that just ignores your concerns is really disappointing. I really wish I could help in any way possible I really do wish I could. I know you'd get through it though. Have you talked to your dad about what's been going on at home, and if he could offer any assistance? If you have a close connection with him you may want to reach out to him and see if he could possibly send you a few things. Tbh... I went through the exact same thing 2 years ago. Like my mom never did my laundry, cooked for me, fed me, helped groom my hair, that sort of thing. But we weren't virtual then so I kind of had to go to school that way and it made me embarrassed. But I do have my father to help now. I'm sure your father is willing to help you get there or talk with your mom about the issues going on. You're a strong individual I know you are, and you are going to get through it trust me. Don't let your mom, family, or friends crush any dreams you may have alright?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You can always vent here we don't mind at all"}
{"username": "Decapitator", "content": "I have also been called a mistake by my mom... I havent talked to my dad that much... Because he knows most of the stuff that goes on during my life... And I am just afraid if I say something about it its just gonna make things worse... So I didnt want to talk about what I am going through... So I have had a rough life over the years of my terrible existence... I sometimes questioned... why am i even here if my mom doesnt want to take care of me but she takes care of my sister like she is the only child and i am just a burden towards her... I just feel... left out... and unwanted"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Decapitator You really need to report your mom, if shes purposely ignoring you, starving you and disrupting your education, you cant let that keep going on. While yes, you may be scared to, itd be better than suffering with her any longer. You should definitely talk to your dad about this. This may sound a bit mean, unintentionally ofc, but being scared of doing this is just going to make it even worse, you should speak up now while you still can."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "air hugs to the extreme Rose. Fashion sense doesnt define you, slowly you will find what you like and will see what makes you feel good. It took me awhile to find my own fashion sense it took till college to find something that felt like me. Also I dont want to ask questions about your best friend because I dont want you to hurt. There are a lot of things ppl are good at. Some can read books and can analyze things. Others can understand other ppls feelings and knows how to rechannel energy. It takes time to know what you are good at and its okay to not be super good at those things not everyone is. Your dad will always be there so dont worry. Sometimes its not laziness, maybe its stress or the environment that can make you feel like you cant study. You can try to create a different space, certain music to gather focus and just do 30/15 minute increments of study and breaks."}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "But anyways sending much love to you be safe as well and I hope that you know being sensitive is okay. I still sleep with plushies or pillows or just try to have my dog with me. Its normal so dont ever feel its something that you can grow out of cause..even 30 yr old marriage colleagues I have still need plushies to sleep with"}
{"username": "QQ K", "content": "Thank you so much"}
{"username": "bela", "content": "what the fawk"}
{"username": "bela", "content": "rosie, not having a talent that is considered a normal talent to society, is nothing to be ashamed about. you do not need to be able to do sports, draw, or anything to be talented, you are talented in your own way. maybe you are good at guessing plots? maybe you are very good at comforting people? maybe you have a thing for design, and you're very good at making stuff visually please? it can be anything, talents can take any form, and just because you can't use them daily, does not mean they do not count."}
{"username": "bela", "content": "fashion sense, once again, is nothing to be ashamed of. dress however you want, frick everyone, you look good in anything you wear and you do not have to care about looking good every single day. though if you need help with figuring out your style, making outfits or anything like that, hmu, i like talking to people about their style of dressing and stuff:Dd"}
{"username": "bela", "content": "adding on, i am sorry for you, the best friend situation will definitely be rough at the start, but you will get over them, whoever it might be. they don't deserve you and never have deserved, do not let them influence you. you are your own person, and you have your own qualities. if they were stupid enough to replace you, frick them. you deserve better 3"}
{"username": "bela", "content": "if you ever need to talk, let out you feeling, whatever, i am always here for you and I am free to give you tips on school! stay put:"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "ive been in this toxic friendship for a long time"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "it was just fine until they started being extremely toxic"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "they never defend me"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "one of them literally sent innapropriate pictures and stuff to our groupchat knowing im uncomfortable"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i cant say that one cause its pretty bad"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "they always talk bad about my other friends, making fun of them, etc"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i asked one of them"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "what would you do if i left the friendgroup"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i wouldnt do anything because its ur choice"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "yeah no"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i left the friendgroup right now"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i feel way way better than i did"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i felt stuck"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i was in the group for such a long time"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i need to get this off my chest. i feel fake. i dont knwo how to explain it but, when i got demoted from mod in a server i went and told the person who demoted me how much i appreciated them and i got my job back. i feel like i didnt even actually mean that. i do appreciate her a lot now that we have gotten closer but i feel like then, i was just fake saying that to get my job back. i hate fake people and i dont wanna become one but i dont know what to do and its stressing me so much rn. i keep thinking am i fake? was that fake? i feel like theres someone else inside of me and i dont wanna be that part of me but it just comes out and i cant stop it..@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it wasnt fake, im sure of it, you just wanted to thank the person for being there, it doesnt mean you yourself arent fake! Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "sometimes it's on instinct, and that's okay. But I trust that it wasn't fake. But I'm not saying that it's okay to be fake. But you've learnt, and that's completely fine."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "So uh. I have not slept in 3 days. And when I do sleep, its me passing out from exhaustion. I want to sleep but i cant. I wake up screaming at night from my nightmares and I... I just cant anymore. There is only one person who I feel safe, loved, and protected with but theyre busy and their wifi cuts out soon so they cant help me., there is my best friend but he is currently sleeping... and even if i do sleep in call with him. Yes i feel safe and all but i still get nightmares... or pass out in call with him and wake up an hour later not remembering if i fell asleep or passed out from exhaustion. i dont know if this is for this channel but yeah.. nothing helps btw."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Tag me if you respond pls, i dont check if i dont get tagged"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "you can talk to us! and i suggest making a proper schedule and before dreaming watch/listen to something calming/inspiring so you get your mind away from potential nightmares shah."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I dont have anybody else to call with who makes me feel safe or who i trust to fall asleep in a call with. And ive tried those things, they dont work on me. I dont like calming music before sleep and stuff like that"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "maybe tell your parents about it? shah."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "They dont care"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "And never will"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "No matter how much i try to explain to them"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "shah. Hii qt im really sorry to hear that but as much as the nightmares are haunting you, you still have to get your sleep. I would recommend listening to calming music or things you enjoy everyday for a few minutes before going to bed"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "woooshh"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "wooosh"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "go ahead"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oh..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "wooosh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "at least you're in a good mood then . I'm glad"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "WOOOSHHH \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "wooosh"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "woooshhh"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "shah. you can talk to me!"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "give hugs"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "How do I talk to someone I haven't talked to in a while but I want them to text me first because I'm always the one that starts the conversation But they haven't been online for a while. But I feel like they dont care anymore"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "SevenAnn", "content": "bonk just a warm welcome will be good saying hello and that youve thought about them recently and wanted to check up on them and see how theyre doing with life"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "a nice welcoming hello should be fine. and asking about their day. if you haven't talked for a while hopefully you guys have a nice conversation now"}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "ask what they have been doing lately"}
{"username": "Ivar The Boneless", "content": "I came out too my mom today and she just scolds me for not being a Christian or apart of the christan belief just because of my strong bond with my hero Ivar The Boneless and because I'm a peguan and belive in the dark forms it can take. And that I belive in the seers. Just because i am me and she thinks shes better than me with her jesus talk and her crist is my savor she can trample on my relijn and how I am and my belifes. Just because shes a Saved Christan she thinks Christianity is above all relijns. Theres more too this world than her reljin and her jesus. There are things way be beond her control and mine. The belief of the old gods and there sacret ways. I'm just done with it in all honestly."}
{"username": "Beaudine floor", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's just...ok parents are honestly dumb sometimes ngl"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Just because you aren't a Christian doesn't make you any less of a person than she is. Christianity has so many dumb rules that no one follows anyway, like being a sinner for getting tattoos and piercings. I mean we all believe in different stuff but at least we usually have faith in something, including ourselves. What kind of mother scolds their kid for believing something that is not in their control. At least you opened up smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Parents just never understand"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I dont want to be alone all the time. I want to be with someone. I can only imagine it with him, no one else. I dont rlly know. I tried to forget about him because of the things that his friend was telling me, but he just came back. And I still like him, he still makes me blush, even tho I deny it. @ wholesome of the day! Sowwy for ping"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Hey, it's okay, did you try telling him you liked him?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Hey, it's okay, did you try telling him you liked him?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bonk mhm, he knows"}
{"username": "bonk", "content": "Does he like you back?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "He didnt say yes or no himself exactly, but there are actions that he showed, I could talk about it more in dms"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I think I ruined the friendship between my bff and I. I said I gtg I had to go do some hm yes on the weekends she asked me if I just wanted to go or had to go, and the dumb old me said both. So than we started fighting and I told her 1 thing before I left. I hope she thinks about it but I feel like our friendship is ruined."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "mikachu it's best to just come out to him directly, so that you know for sure. just get ready for the rejection, and don't worry, we'll be there for you."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "also sorry for pings, i just wanna make sure i'm addressing the right person"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Thank you, and its ok"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Could I talk to someone about it more in depth in dms"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "as for you annie, it's best not to overthink this. one small fight isn't gonna ruin a strong friendship. i'd say give it some time and talk to her a different day"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The thing is."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "apologize for what you said, and don't worry"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Let things cool off"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "oh?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The past few days she been saying a lot and I mean a lot of wired things."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Like saying how fake some her friends are."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "But yeah, apologize and make clear being rude wasnt at all your intention"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "It kinda started like she was talking a about me."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you shouldn't worry, if she disliked you she would start avoiding you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it's clear that the both of you just had a bad day, and you'll be able to make up soon"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bonk sorry if this is kinda weird, but would u mind if I could talk about my problem to u more in depth, in dms? Just wondering;;"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I dont want to be alone all the time. I want to be with someone. I can only imagine it with him, no one else. I dont rlly know. I tried to forget about him because of the things that his friend was telling me, but he just came back. And I still like him, he still makes me blush, even tho I deny it."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mikachu Understandable. But trust me if he doesn't like you it's his loss love. I felt the exact same way about an ex of mine and it hurts a lot, but someone else will come along. You aren't alone bby"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I think I ruined the friendship between my bff and I. I said I gtg I had to go do some hm yes on the weekends she asked me if I just wanted to go or had to go, and the dumb old me said both. So than we started fighting and I told her 1 thing before I left. I hope she thinks about it but I feel like our friendship is ruined."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "@ Annie . This used to happen a lot with one of my friends before. Dont overthink about it too much, usually things like this heal by themselves. And try to tell her that u didnt mean to say that, and if she needs space just let her have some space"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "oh goodness"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mikachu Understandable. But trust me if he doesn't like you it's his loss love. I felt the exact same way about an ex of mine and it hurts a lot, but someone else will come along. You aren't alone bby"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mar Thank u could I talk about it more with someone in dms...? sorry if that seems kinda weird"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I think I ruined the friendship between my bff and I. I said I gtg I had to go do some hm yes on the weekends she asked me if I just wanted to go or had to go, and the dumb old me said both. So than we started fighting and I told her 1 thing before I left. I hope she thinks about it but I feel like our friendship is ruined."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "@ Annie . Don't stress about it Annie. A lot of people have hw on the weekends, even myself. If they gets mad at you for choosing your education over them then maybe you guys aren't really the bff's you thought you were. I'm sorry that happened. I hope you guys work it out and continue to be besties"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "This is the biggest fight we ever had."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The thing is."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I always say I have to go when I feel hurt about what she says."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Mar Thank u could I talk about it more with someone in dms...? sorry if that seems kinda weird"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mikachu yes ofc"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The last thing I told her was next time I saw gtg, remember the timing\u201d"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "than I left."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well you did have to leave for an important reason. It isn't your fault that you have hw"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "It is."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I didnt do my homework form Friday."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "I never did it."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Were you stressed about it?"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Yea."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "The thing is I think I kinda liked her,"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Not as a friend but more."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So maybe when you guys had your fight you were nervous and said something weird by accident"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And then you guys had a big fight"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Sometimes it is hard to think when you like someone and you say something on accident and don't mean to"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Suddenly I have no emotion for her though."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "Ugh whatever Ill just get some rest, thanks guys."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Anytime Annie. I hope you feel better"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i might not be accepted into the school i want to go to."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "like there's a big chance i won't be accepted now."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "which means i'm gonna move."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i don't want to."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "you guys won't understand how much pain i'm going through."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "it's my dream school and i've grown up here."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i cried for an hour after i found out."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "it's because there's no entrance exam now."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "it's based on grades."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "my grades are good but not the best they can be."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i am better than this, but they won't know."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "UGH I QUIT. First I had a huge fight with my bff, I get a headache, and now I hurt 3 fingers. I can barley even move them and my brother laughs at me saying Im weak. He doesnt know what I feel. Im at the point where I want to end."}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "first off, dont give in just yet."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you never know whether youll get accepted until it happens. so think positively"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if the worst happens and you have to move, dont worry"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "were here for you"}
{"username": "annamontana", "content": "You are worth so much more than what your grades are or what the school thinks of you. I understand, it really really hurts when you dont make it into a school youve been striving to get into for so long. Its fine to cry and feel upset, that is totally fine and its good to express how you feel. However, if they dont realize how smart and hardworking you are, I dont think thats the school for you; you will find a place where you are accepted and appreciated"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "here is a hug from me"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "@ Annie . dont listen to your brother, you are worth so much more your bro just dosent use his mind first and then talks"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "and dont give up just yet more good things will come to you"}
{"username": "annamontana", "content": "why did it delete that"}
{"username": "Uravity!", "content": "@ Annie . don't listen to him, being hurt doesn't mean you're weak. problems are temporary, they will end. please take care of yourself and don't focus on them, they don't deserve your attention/time. I wish you the best and remember to never give up, you will make it through this."}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "i bumped into a door when i turned around "}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "omg it hurt and now i feel like there is a bump on my head ew"}
{"username": "abbeyTM", "content": "oh sis sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wanna cry, idk why, but I do and it's kinds annoying. I'm not even sad, just have some sort of want to cry:/"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Time for an anxiety attack!"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "What happen mom :"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Of course! What do they need help with"}
{"username": "Annie .", "content": "@ chaennie mommm why are you sad"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "their dog got shot:"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What's wrong bb"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Omg..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh nooo"}
{"username": "ayah", "content": "Iron Italian Asist YOURE VALID idk you that much but youre an amazing person, i hope things get better for you bb"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm so sorry bby..."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i heard from the chatroom. i'm really sorry to hear that. just know it's not your fault. we're here for you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Stay strong okay. The dog is in a better place now. But they'll always be in your heart"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We're here for you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Iron Italian Asist I hope your ok: Losing a pet is like losing a family member, especially when the poor thing got shot, awhhh! Make sure you stay strong and remember that dog will always lub u even if its in heaven 333"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aww i am so sorry to hear about the dog get shot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ chaennie your the best love"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "your cutie doggie is watching you from heaven while chewing a huuge bone and itll wait you there"}
{"username": "chaennie", "content": "thank you loves but its not my dog that got shot its Iron Italian Asist"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I went in a server to see people talking trash about me because I quit being staff in their server. They banned all the members who liked me. I miss all those members and I miss the server. The reason I cant go in the server is because the owner bans everyone who quits, but not anymore I guess she is getting a heart or she just has favorites. I want to cry the owner was my ex bff. please comfort me qts."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Now that's just wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "The owner is plain out rude"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats so rude"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "that's... messed up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You shouldnt do that to someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They should just accept it and move on"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "she made a role for retired staff after she banned me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "WOW"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's messed up"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "mhm."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Wow that's honestly not ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ AnnIE The people in that server are childish and plain trash, you should know that it isnt you fault and that you shouldnt think about toxic people/ groups. You still have sayu and ypu can always talk to us here"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "Howes change your name its nsfw fjesjjsejfjse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You shouldn't ban someone because they retire:/"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I mostly only quit because she made me and my friends and I break a server rule to get members for the server."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ahh my spelling is"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "let me get things straight, you quit staff in the server and they where talking trash and all the ones that liked you, got banned"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "At least is not as bad as being muted for 1 year for spam"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@.SYO well... soon after that I made a deal with them."}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "you shouldnt be friends with that terrible people. maybe its hard to find the new ones, but you always have us! those people are trash, not u! love for u:D"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I said i wouldn't be on my acc for a year for them to stop attacking me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "but thats not on this acc."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I hate to say this but... toxic servers like your are really common, you should just forget about it"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "its on my other account so Im starting to switch account i could say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They shouldn't have done that"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats no good reason to ban someone"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "They've done it before."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ AnnIE its oky icey sayu will never talk trash ab u just cause you retired"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "they had a fight with a member and I was on the members side and they banned me once for that."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "life has weird ways to do things, if a person can be so cold and cruel with you, no matter the person, but it might be fine for you to detox from that person, for a while at least and conversing is always the best way to solve problems, maybe not right now, but you might need to dialogue with him/her at some point and talk about how you feel and try to find a reasoning to these actions. but remember, maybe that person wasnt meant to last in your life or needs to be out of it for a while."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I swear she is 12."}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "sometimes its good to make the same to them, but thats just like being that terrible as them, and that bad"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "she told me she was."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "oh god"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I mean kids are pretty chaotic nowadays"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "my friends and I reported her."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Honestly that server seemed toxic,"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or at least the owner"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "she legit had 4 accounts that got banned"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Kinda glad you got out of there:"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "the server was really nice"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "its just the owner"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "kids are like:'hey i dont like just because' when they dont even know u that good"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "at that point she might be someone... not too nice..."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "one of my friends replaced me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's not fair"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "WOW"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats so wrong"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "bsjshshshshs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm so sorry:"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "superficial brats"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yesterday they asked my friend if she wanted her job back but not me my friend accepted and got mod"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "i wish she could have deleted the server"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "WOW"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "remember that u could always talk to me, my dms are open!:"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "life has weird ways to do things, if a person can be so cold and cruel with you, no matter the person, but it might be fine for you to detox from that person, for a while at least and conversing is always the best way to solve problems, maybe not right now, but you might need to dialogue with him/her at some point and talk about how you feel and try to find a reasoning to these actions. but remember, maybe that person wasnt meant to last in your life or needs to be out of it for a while."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "F34rr @ AnnIE but do take this into account"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "remember that u could always talk to me, my dms are open!:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Same with mine:"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "most of us in vent have open dms, anything we can help you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "same here"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "the thing is the server is slowly getting toxic"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "im happy about 1 thing."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what happened was not okay. If the server is getting more toxic, imo it was good that you got out of there."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i've realized that many people in my life, actually weren't ment to linger around for long, and it happens to everyone"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "about half of the members in the server was the people who loved my friends and I."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "After the owner banned all of us"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "so there WAS a downfall"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "most of the members left because they were only there because of us."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's horrible:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But also kinda good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "but they gained them back so yea."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "maybe it would be healthy for you to unite together in a group chat of sorts like the old times"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "impossible"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "ive know her for years"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "she used me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Fake friend?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yep."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "that's sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nobody deserves fake friends"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "this \ufe0f"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Im used to it now ive had a lot i guess."}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "maybe u could make a new server where u'll be the owner, bring all of ur friends and those people and make a good server again?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It still doesn't make it okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You didn't deserve that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's not your fault about what happened"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "The thing is idk the people who left bc of us"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "we alr have a server."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, then maybe it is time to build back up"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "but it isnt as much as the server but itll build back up i guess"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "ig i can see why its growing so slwo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hopefully."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "slow"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "its because we dont break discord rules to get members."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "knowing new people might sound like a gamble but there is people ment to be in your life and people that dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "we partner to get them not break rules."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Anyways thank you guys, I should get back in class."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok good luck with classes"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "same here, but i hope you got something out of us. Cheers!"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "also have a nice day ya'll!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! hi everyone with this ping! This isnt a vent but I just wanna say how great you guys are! There should be more people like you who are helping the world And if you are a helper dont be afraid to vent yourselfs, I have had this problem before and I just felt like I couldnt even vent about anything just cause I am a helper. I have gotten over that now, and you shouldnt be scared to vent about your feelings in here! Also I know this may seem a little over exaggerated but sometimes you guys dont know it when you actually saving a whole lotta lives, and that why ily u all! Stay safe"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "thank you! much love to you and everyone else:"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "awww"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "youre so cute"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "yw everyone 333"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "thank you dude/dudette"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "thanks! im glad you decided to say that"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I was so shy to post it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you, it means a lot"}
{"username": "Tsukasa", "content": "Thanks tho!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Gati Can you pin that?"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Tysm bb your all cuties"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "ty misty."}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "But again when quoting a msg please remember to remove the ping from it"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": " Please everyone if you quote a msg make sure to put the ping venting helpers out of it or don't quote bcs it pings a lot of people and not everyone likes pings i hope everyone can understand"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "hi everyone with this ping! This isnt a vent but I just wanna say how great you guys are! There should be more people like you who are helping the world And if you are a helper dont be afraid to vent yourselfs, I have had this problem before and I just felt like I couldnt even vent about anything just cause I am a helper. I have gotten over that now, and you shouldnt be scared to vent about your feelings in here! Also I know this may seem a little over exaggerated but sometimes you guys dont know it when you actually saving a whole lotta lives, and that why ily u all! Stay safe"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bb grill ty"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "When quoting make sure u also remove the @ from the person's name so they aren't getting a million pings tysm qts"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "I feel like I can't do anything anymore. I just feel so broken, and alone. I keep getting bullied for that way I choose to be. All the names I get called just make me feel more worthless. And I just get mad at myself, and take out my anger on myself. Take it out by harming myself. I hurt myself to the point where I can't feel my arms. I really don't know what to do with myself anymore. I want to give up... @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "please, people who bully you aren't worth your time. do not hurt yourself, please. i know it might hurt when they say things, but they're just words. ignore it. talk to people who care about you and block the ones who dont. please stop harming yourself. there are things in life you should look forward to. having a family, getting married, being successful, everything. you need to live to see it. do not give up, please. if you want, my dms are open to you and you can come and talk to me about anything."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Bby...no. Just no. Absolutely not. Not gonna happen under my watch. What you need to do is keep fighting. And ignore what people tell you! You be whatever you want to be no questions asked. You're an amazing human being and you deserve so much more than some bully telling you how to behave. We all have our own unique styles and there is nothing wrong with it either. Be yourself. It's all you can do to make yourself happy, not them happy. Ignore your haters and don't put the blame on yourself so much love. If they don't like you then that's their loss"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you havent given up yet, you searching for help with us is a sign that you can still fix things"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "First of all, u are not worthless, we love you so much Maybe instead of harming yourself you should talk to someone instead and tell them how you feel, or even just vent to us like you are rn. And pls dont give up, I love you so much, and many others do I would be happy to be ur friend, and if u ever need to talk about ur feelings or ur anger, u can talk to me. Dms are always open Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you are young and totally capable of fixing things"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I would. I'm sensitive and weird myself tbh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But no it isn't your fault. We all have to find ourselves one day, and if they hate the way you are they aren't worth getting upset over. People are just mean"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "U can come to me too if anything is bothering you, or you just want to talk to someone"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "to be loved by others you need to love yourself first, it is a tough lesson to learn, you are full of potential and have a future, what others say about you is only a small feedback of what they think, but if it matters is up to you, and reliving yourself that way is more counterproductive, everyone needs to vent, and this is slightly more productive than selfharm, life has ups and down and how much of what there is in your life is up to you."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "First of all, u are not worthless, we love you so much Maybe instead of harming yourself you should talk to someone instead and tell them how you feel, or even just vent to us like you are rn. And pls dont give up, I love you so much, and many others do I would be happy to be ur friend, and if u ever need to talk about ur feelings or ur anger, u can talk to me. Dms are always open Suicidal Slut"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "mikachu It's hard to talk about how I feel if I, myself don't even know what's wrong. And sometimes I'll just say random things and make a fool of myself. I just can't find the right words."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mikachu It's hard to talk about how I feel if I, myself don't even know what's wrong. And sometimes I'll just say random things and make a fool of myself. I just can't find the right words."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Suicidal Slut I cant either sometimes, and its totally fine, I understand. Even if u dont know what ur saying I wont judge u"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "to be loved by others you need to love yourself first, it is a tough lesson to learn, you are full of potential and have a future, what others say about you is only a small feedback of what they think, but if it matters is up to you, and reliving yourself that way is more counterproductive, everyone needs to vent, and this is slightly more productive than selfharm, life has ups and down and how much of what there is in your life is up to you."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "I'm sorry. I know that what they say is something really small. But if it happens so often it just seems like something big to me.."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i know i am far from being the best here, but my personal advice is to to an extent do a detox, it is hard, yes, but try to have youtime and give less importance to what bothers you. slowly and in small amounts start geting the toxicity out of your life"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We're all a bit clumsy. tbh you fit right in idk why they'd hate you. Not everyone is cool or popular. And there are many different types of people. It doesn't mean you're any more special."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and most importantly, try to keep your mind busy in the process with things that will make you not think about it at least distract you a bit from it, you are your worst enemy"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "i know i am far from being the best here, but my personal advice is to to an extent do a detox, it is hard, yes, but try to have youtime and give less importance to what bothers you. slowly and in small amounts start geting the toxicity out of your life"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "I just think It would be to hard for me. Because I know I'll just give up"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and only you can overcome yourself"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "We're all a bit clumsy. tbh you fit right in idk why they'd hate you. Not everyone is cool or popular. And there are many different types of people. It doesn't mean you're any more special."}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Mar I used to have a good group of friends actually. But.. they always get me in bad situations and that's what is causing all my anxiety. But they keep on forcing me to do all this crap. And sometimes I just can't handle it. I'm still just trying to work on getting rid of them.. Because I know that they aren't good people."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes, but health isn't any joke, if you really really consider it severe, a trip to the doctor or psychiatrist can never go wrong, many people need it and dont acknowledge it and some of them commit suicide, searching for help is the greatest sign of strenght there is"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is up to you, but we hope to have helped you, most of us have open dms, if you feel that you need further assistance, you are very very welcome to search out and i personally hope you the best of luck \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Get a new friend group. That's really the most you can do to improve. My friends kinda grew a bit toxic once we all reached high school so I was by myself for a few years. But there comes a time where you'd get along with a new crowd"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't give up just yet"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "Thanks, all of this really has helped me feel better. I really do try and talk about how I feel every once and awhile rather then bottle it up all the time. But yeah, this really helped! \ufe0f"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is mostly built up pressure from what i have understood, so venting from time to time is a way out of it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And it's alright I have have a bit of anxiety also. But it shouldn't affect your hopes. There is always someone out there who has your back. Like we do"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "that's why we are here"}
{"username": "Suicidal Slut", "content": "It's why I love this place, everyone is just so kind and helpful and makes me feel so special and loved. I really am grateful to be in such a loving community:3"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "So this is continuing from my vent from yesterday about someone that I like. u can scroll up I asked him if we could talk and he said sure and then I asked him So, do u feeling comfortable/happy when I talk to u I guess? and Im kinda freaking out about what he means:c He said Ummm.. and then Comfortable :c I dont know what that means @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "uncertain, that's how i would take it"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "how i digest it is another thing"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but i dont have the context so ill brb"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "ill read it if i find it"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ok:c"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "ok i think i got the download"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you are the one with the issue/situation i understand"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and to be swift it is a love interest and you are not sure if he is comfortable around you"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "correct me if you need"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and he replied and it is confusing for you"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "ok..."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you two are already friends or are you yous partners?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "friends"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "close?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "kinda I guess"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "..."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "was there a change in his attitude after these events?/ did he notice?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "like after I asked him?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "idk I just asked him"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "he called me but I didnt say anything"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "some people believe me are completely oblivious about what happens around them"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": " he called me but I didnt say anything"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "mikachu my take is that he was shocked or was expecting a response"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but as i said before, i dont know him"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Did I mess up"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "not at all"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "are u sure"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "what do I say to him"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "only you can take my word for it, but was ok, from here on it might be complicated tho"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "people trend to forgive everyone is still a person and thinks independently from what you think"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "things do work out if it is destiny and you worked for it"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "sometimes the everything like it used to be promise can be false, or simply broken"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but it CAN work out"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "im kinda scared now"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well..."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is scary, personally i have been able to keep my promise once, but she also didn't give up"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i've been a fool several times and have lost great people, but im not the one venting rn"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "do u think it would be ok if i told him that im sorry if that question was kinda weird"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "is it authenticfrom you?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "im not talking about meaning, im talking about your character"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "wdym?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "how you are, your personality, how you behave"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "i usually would say sorry for stuff like that"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "is it consistent with what he knows a you?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "if yes, just be yourself"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "ok ty"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "a friend will always be a friend"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "anything else my dms are open"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "ty \ufe0f"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "wonder what happened with the others"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": ". ."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "actually"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "if he asked me that"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I wouldve said the same thing"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "F34rr"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "remember, dialogue is your greatest tool"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and your bestest friend is confidence"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you might ignore him but he will always help you"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "no worries"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "stay safe out there and Cheers!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "ty u too!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "@.Slusznie u fine then?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So I feel...empty in a way. Also very hurt and lost in a way. Like what does it take to feel included for once in your life? Does it take a day, week, year, lifetime? It feels like I'm not the kind of person to really like..have friends or whatever anymore. I get ignored and neglected so like...what's the point in all of this? I honestly love helping people, like it's a goal to make them smile, but now I feel like...it's come to a point where I've helped more than enough without looking after myself as well. Idk maybe I kinda like need help knowing what it feels like for people to want you around and stuff, even around your own house. I'm so invisible I don't get recognized a lot, even with family. I can sit there and they'd just forget about me until I like cry or sleep. I kinda feel like it's caused by my shyness but I do try to be active and stuff and like it doesn't help me in a way like my brain continues to not feel well. My mind gets confused as to why do people really not get the hint? like do they not want me around or something?. So like the journey to finding myself feels a bit meaningless now. I wrote more but that would honestly be too long. I just wonder why no one talks to me sometimes or cares to try a lot. Or maybe that's the paranoia talking again. Me just has stress to relieve I think"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "@ Im sorry that u lost ur friends, and I know its hard. Dont lose hope, pls. If u ever need someone to talk to or a friend Im here \ufe0f I hope u can get through this"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mar First, thank u for helping all of us And I think u should also help yourself first. I think ur family really cares about u, even if its hard to realize that. Maybe talk to one of them about how you feel, I know u think they wouldnt care or wouldnt listen and I thought that too, but instead I talked to my aunt and grandma and they helped me and actually listened. I care about u \ufe0f and u can talk to me too. Dont overthink too much sorry if this seems rlly bland"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im on such a disgustingly downward spiral that it honestly makes me feel sick to my stomach. i have no idea what the hell the rest of my life is going to have for me and i am terrified that im going to mess it all up. i practically already have with my grades.. what else?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i just feel so lost. what can i even do?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "ikaenia Even if you feel lost and dont know what else to do with your life, always try and plan what you want to do in the future, try and make a huge goal for yourself. You wont feel as lost anymore"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "ikaenia Its okay if you dont know what lies ahead of you, alot of people dont, including me. No matter how scared you may be always do the best for yourself, sometimes going with the flow helps too, ya know? My grades are torn to shreds, I'm worried about them a bit but I know the moment I try my best to bring them up they will get better. Just wait until you get hyper or feel the need to do something, having energy helps wipe out homework quickly for me so maybe it will help you too! Know that there are people who relate and are there to help you through it. Theres no reason to be terrified as well, there isnt a way you could possibly mess up anything unless you dont try, so give everything your best and you'll be okay"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Waking up in the morning with a smile on your face will help you get through your days happily as well"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Go to bed happy and you're bound to wake up happy"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "And ready for what the day lays out for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I yearn to feel some sort of physical suffering for all the things I've done wrong. It may sound weird but I just want to feel the kind of pain one would to make sure they're still awake or alive. Idk why I crave for something that's horrible like pain like that but I do... it's awful because people will change hoe the see me and judge me and such so.. sighs why do I feel so empty when I'm up late wishing I could be with the one person I want, yet the person her and I sometimes barely even talk? I want to feel the pain that can fill this husk I feel I am sometimes, a life where I don't need pain or some sort of physical straining to feel more alive than I usually do is something I yearn for. I hate being this way and yet after trying to get rid of this yearning by working out it still sits and resonates in my mind from time to time. Maybe I should give in to my wanting, maybe I should continue to let my shell suffer, idk I'm lost yet I'm so in love I can't stand the thought of doing something like that knowing it'll hurt her and make her sad. I'm sorry for taking up your time for reading this, I'm a bit confused with myself in a weird way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And thank you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Mar today has just been sort of bipolar for me, and it's been messing with my head hoping tomorrow is different like I should on days like this, not every day can be so good or life would be boring"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Malca Not everyday is going to be the best ever. Sometimes it lasts for weeks but things happen for a reason. It lets you think and release emotions that you didn't know were there. But it's alright. I hope today gets better for you and you get through your struggles. You are a strong human being so I know you'll get through it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're a good friend... I hope things get better for you as well"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "ok im just gonna put this here"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "my hobbies arent as fun as they used to be before and im usually not feeling good/having low motivation to do stuff"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i really dont know what to do"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "i suggest you talk to close friends and try exploring new things to do!"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "and if you don't feel motivated to do anything, i say don't push it."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "take it easy, drink a glass of water and just relax 3"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i talk to close friends a lot"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i dont know why this is happening"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "it may be cause of some things that happened recently that kind of ruined my mood"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "ah do you mind telling me about the things that happened? if you dont want to you dont have to!"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i dont mind"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "just one of them is a triggering topic for me and im trying to forget about it and the person"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "should i dm or should i just talk about it here"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "dm maybe? do what makes you comfy:D"}
{"username": "turtle", "content": "i think dm is a more appropriate way so ill do that"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "alright then"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "dude, no joke, you might need profesional help, everyone hits bottom but some people need help to get up, a doctor or some kind of drug to help you get through this, we are here with you, but please consider searching for profesional help, for me thats the most i can tell you bc i am not qualified to deal with a situation like this, but looking for help is the sign that you still want to continue and that is the bravest and best thing you can do, good luck my man"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "please, please hold tight and push through"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you can do it"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "if you've been able to get here, you're able to get out of this"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "any help here @ wholesome of the day! ?"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "ight"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "please, it's okay"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "get help, when you hit bottom, there's no where to go but up."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You know you should have a professional help if you can..."}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "We love you, you can tell us anything you are comfortable with."}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "feel free to vent, as this is a venting channel, it makes you feel better"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "hey, it would be better for u to go to the psychologist"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "it sometimes helps"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "We would all be scared too."}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "You are not alone."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "kinda late, but i fully agree"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if youre able to get professional help thats great"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well be here to support you all the way"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thibaut This is really concerning and i feel like you need therapeutic help honestly, you should try and focus on the more happier things in life mike any good thing that happened to you or any achievements that you have accomplished. Maybe see a doctor or search on google for things that might help you and make you happy, always try and call a friend, maybe take a relaxing walk every morning or meditate. Try and make this month feel more positive. I hope your ok 333"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "Therapy is a good thing. It helps you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "No matter what they say, do what helps and makes you feel okay"}
{"username": "raygay", "content": "hey, remember that my DMs are open, so u can always talk to me!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "same here \ufe0f"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "same"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "Just know that we love you"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "hai hai Patton much apologies for this ping."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I don't quite know why you're having these dreams. I really haven't then a slightest idea why. but my advice here is to keep in mind that there's nobody out to get you. now I also don't know you very well but you seem timid and sweet, considerate and soft like a cloud. what on earth would make someone wanna hurt a bean like you? try thinking of your happy place. things you like, people you care and enjoy, you're favorite activities. that's something you could do to at least keep yourself calm."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I'd still refer you to a professional help center of some sort though, perhaps there's something that can be done to help you sleep better. a hypnotic maybe? aside from peaceful music and a cool colored room."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe taking drugs to help you isnt the best idea no offence to the person who suggested it I feel like more natural solutions work better., but i am no therapist. You can maybe try the more smaller approaches before taking pills"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, it was a suggestion, always when being recomended by a doctor"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "drugs hopefully antidepressants do help, but it's not safe"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Have you ever wondered why you have thoughts of death? Is it ptsd? Maybe try and recall how and why you started thinking that way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Maybe taking drugs to help you isnt the best idea no offence to the person who suggested it I feel like more natural solutions work better., but i am no therapist. You can maybe try the more smaller approaches before taking pills"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bb grill no drugs are out of the question as a solution.."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh alright"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Try meditating, relaxing music or any of the other peaceful approaches then. Also try and get a therapist to help you. They obviously know more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "PTSD is a possibility, oh.. it's about the anniversary of when I almost died last year"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "okay that makes sense"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "please be okay:c"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe try and avoid things that have to do with anniversaries"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "like maybe chilling at home all day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Um idk they just dreams and I don't try to think about dying or anything like that"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "youtime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "All i do is sit at home"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "Enjoying yourself and calling friends"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "Hanging out online"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Everyone's always busy.."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "You can call me if ya want"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "I go by EST"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "so I won't be online during night time"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You dont really need friends to help you, sometimes being lonely is more peaceful"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I might throw myself in vc later, it all depends"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "As a solution when you feel bored and lonely"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "depends on the person, a lot of people need people around them to be comfortable"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "True true"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and others the complete oposite"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "For me it depends on the situation"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Would you describe yourself as an introvert or an extrovert Isaiah?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but, you dont have suicidal plans per say, you want to live, right?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is all thoughts"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think they have thoughts on others death, not so sure about suicidal thoughts"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, you got my idea"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "I don't want to feel and watch myself die\u201d"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "so yes, thoughts."}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "I feel like meditation and chill music is the best way"}
{"username": "c h i l l", "content": "You got this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but, you dont have suicidal plans per say, you want to live, right?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "F34rr yeah. I've ruled out suicide for years"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Meditation doesn't work for me anymore, I go straight to projecting over it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Would you describe yourself as an introvert or an extrovert Isaiah?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bb grill extroverted but many situations can change how I deal with things"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "oh, thats good"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you are very strong willed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Try and make some friends in sayu"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "An easy way is jut to always talk in caps when needed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Or just ask"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "may i suggest a morning jog?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it has helped me deal with anxiety and slight depression"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i used to do sports and when the quarantine began i hit rock bottom, that among other things helped me to get through"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've been walking and working out recently, I've been keeping myself motivated to that extent"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "that's nice"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can't really do what I want in terms of walks because it rains often where"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Here"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well but from what i understand you are in a good path"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is just a bad time, that's it"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "live strong and push through, good luck my man, anything most of us have open DMs and are willing to help you. Cheers!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you all"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "So I won't say all of what's bothering me since I thought it count as spam.. also because it's really long . Anyway so basically one of my problems is that. In 6th grade some who was my friend she was using me just for answers to lessons. She's always talking to her friend during class and it annoys me. But I stayed quite. She soon started to like getting rough with me"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "This has been going on for months. And I soon let out my emotions and my anger to over and I wrote a bad note.."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I got suspended for 10 days."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "My other friends were comforting me and said Zara this isn't you! Talk with us!"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "And that was the biggest mistake yet. I'm not a 7th grader and still can't really get over that."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "And that was last time I made a friend for now;;"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Thank you for taking the time to read this I'm sorry I didn't say the rest but I didn't want to flood the chat;;"}
{"username": "Winter", "content": "I used to have a friend similar to the one you described. She showed me that I didn't really mean anything to her and she would talk behind my back also. She never really treated me like a friend should. She wasn't loyal to me like I was to her. It took me a long time to realize what a toxic friend she was."}
{"username": "Winter", "content": "I don't think writing a bad note was a good decision. Instead you should distance yourself from this friend as she seems to be quite toxic. She isn't worth your time if all she is going to do is constantly hurt you."}
{"username": "Winter", "content": "Find your true friends who will be there for you when you need them and comfort you when your feeling down. The ones who stay by your side and overall make you happy and a better person."}
{"username": "Winter", "content": "I've never been the best at giving advice but I hope this helps."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Friends will come to you who don't use you, a lot of the friends you have now or in highschool won't be around forever"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I just have a tuff time making friends cause like I'm in a whole new school I still don't know anyone there though it's my second year there, really though I'm a very shy people in face to face school so I never really talked to anyone and that was probably the reason why I didn't make friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Understandable, being shy can be a bit of a bump that way but it'll get better as it goes hopefully as time goes the more you'll be able to talk to people"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hm. Nightly venting hour. I kinda feel like ending it. Y'know. No one pays attention to me. And then I get told make them pay attention and try as much as possible to fit in. Yet I ask what's going on and no one listens. I don't feel included or wanted, just worthless and isolated. I don't feel like I have a reason to even try fitting in or belonging anywhere. It's loneliness 101. Sometimes just the slightest things confuse me and it wouldn't matter. Idk what to do about it either. It's like no one even cares to see that I want to feel welcomed. I always cry and stuff to myself about it and it hurts my feelings. Idk what to even say or do anymore. Just lurk and let others enjoy themselves without me @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont ever think youre unwelcome or unwanted in anyway"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "whatever you think, its not the answer"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "were here for you and we support you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i myself wanna see everyone feel welcomed, and that includes you"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Maybe theyre not the right friends,But dont worry youll find great one,We Care about you and Youre Welcome here,And Feel free to talk about your problems here Anytime, We will listen and try to help you"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "I've been there before, but please, don't end it. There's always gonna be someone out there that does want you, that does need you. You aren't worthless, you're worth it to somebody. If no one listens, I'll listen. You're wanted by somebody, you do have a reason, and don't even try to fit in. Just be yourself, be what makes you happy, if you're pretending to be like everyone else, it'll just make your heart hurt even more. You matter, everybody gets lonely, but just know that it's not over yet, it doesn't end there. One day, I know, that you'll get the greatest amount of friends, and you'll look back and remember this time, where you were lonely, where you felt left out or, unwanted and realise that people want you, they need you and you're deeply cared about by somebody, even more than just somebody. I know you're an amazing person, and you deserve much more, and you deserve to feel much more happier. I do hope you get better, and find the right friends. For now, just be yourself, and don't listen to what other people say, everybody gets lonely, but one day, they'll get the ones their looking for. We're all here for you, to listen, to make you feel better, to make you feel included."}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Hoped that made you rethink about, ya'know, and it made you feel better!"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Here it goes"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "Today has been really tuff on me and here is why"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "So first I had a panic attack and then someone came to me saying they tried to commit sicide and the thing is that's just gave me a flashback of the time I found out my friend killed himself and then one of my friends is wanting to quit everything and I'm trying to do so many things at once that I'm finding harder and harder to keep myself together and keep up this smile and I don't know what to do and I don't want to really tell anyone but I'm having trouble sleeping because of this and I feel like it's a heavy weight of you know what I mean"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "But yeah"}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "That's all"}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "hi, i'm sorry about your friend: please don't forget to take things one step at a time and to pause and take a breather to clear your mind. do something calming to help temporarily distract you from all the negativity in a good way. it really helps when things get too overwhelming to bear. and venting it all out to someone/ to people really helps get that heavy feeling off your chest too. this venting channel was created to help people get things off their chest so don't be afraid to pour your heart out okie?"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Do you ever just feel like the embodiment of nothing"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Like I'm quiet and picked on at school, verbal abuse is really getting to me,"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "At school I only have like 5 friends and I don't even get to see them 90 of the time,"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "And online, nobody chats to me or pings me even if I'm in 5 servers and regularly chat, nobody cares"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "So yeah"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Cries in sad"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Try your best to insert yourself in conversations by saying something related to the topic, it's what I do:'"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "People will respond if you do that most of the time."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Having a few friends isnt necessarily a bad thing. If you want friends to see all the time I think it would be best to broaden your horizon and talk to some people you dont talk to much while also keeping the friends you have now. I'm not a person who enjoys having a bunch of friends, my only friend irl is my boyfriend and i have a small group of friends I dont dm a ton but i talk to them in a friend server, so I may not be much help in this situation. But dont worry too much about it, you will find more friends eventually just give it some time"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Less friends also depletes your risk of being turned on or issues being created that serve 0 purpose"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "That's how I look at it"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "If you worry too much about wanting more you'll forget about what you already have, and once it's gone there is barely any chance you'll get it back"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "I'm sorry you get picked on, I hope they stop, people like those are just rude and like to set out anger on others, or don't like to show how weak they really are. Maybe try ft with your friends? Or maybe make a gc and talk to them all. Maybe try getting up into the topic, or just starting up a dead chat? If you need someone to chat to, I can talk to you! I'm sure somebody cares but not everyone gets noticed, and that's okay! It'll take a little time probably, it's normal, but eventually i'm sure you'll get lots of friends! I know you're an amazing person, and you deserve lots of friends. In fact, I can be your friend if you really want me to, and we can chat whenever if you feel lonely!"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "I didn't have much to say to your vent, I'm sorry about that, but I do hope that those kids stop picking on you, and you get more involved, and get more friends like you deserve."}
{"username": "Celestiatofu", "content": "spin elyria thanks for responding it really helped me"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Aww, no problem! I'm glad it helped. 3"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "idk man i just feel kinda sad for no reason rn"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "hey, well... people can be cruel, or simply oblivious, im so sorry to hear you suffer a lot of this kind of stuff, but you havent given up yet, and that's how strong you are, you trying to fix the issue is a great sign, and well, dont be cruel with yourself, things dont make sense a lot of the time, and well, if people ignore you or dont notice you, well, try to grow alongside those that do pay attention to you, we are here for you and thank you so much for searching for help."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i agree. besides, never think youre being ignored."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "because theres always someone out there who cares about you. even if you doubt it"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Replying. One moment. this is just if you felt like you didn't get much responses. '"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Love, Im so sorry that youre feeling this way. Unfortunately, I know where you are and know how you feel. It is truly numbing to not be noticed when you try to make a point or bring anything to conversation. I can say from past experience that your best course of action is to stay calm, and to not let this bother you, even if it seems hard. I will always be here for you whenever you need me and I am sure many others will be as well. Love you hun"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "I guess it can be hurtful not being noticed or having a proper conversation with someone without being awkward or something. Some might even start to overthink things before sending a message, starting a conversation, basicly some things that have to do with socializing. I don't think its that the people who you're trying to communicate with aren't purposely ignoring you or anything. Some could be so caught up in the conversation, others would be hesitant because they havent talked to/know you. While some do just ignore you. Nowadays, I'd just keep trying to join/start the convo, what you say might catch someone's attention. Then they'll include you as well. So, just keep trying. Hoped this helped in some way."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my parents are abusive"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my mom said things like"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "just wait until your dont with school, and then ill tear you into pieces"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i wish you were dead, life would have been easier"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! help this qt out:C"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "and"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i literally"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "have like"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "30 mins"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "until"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SO SCARED"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WHAT DO I DO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SOMEONE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "30 minutes until what?"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "Hey! Calm down."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "CALL SOMETHING FOR ME"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "Hey! Itll all be over soon love, how old are you? I would call cps because of that situation they shouldnt get away with that!"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "NVM"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Go in ur room or bathroom"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yo, slow down"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "What little happen, I am lost..."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND THEN"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "guys calm down"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY PARENTS"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "call cps love\ufe0f"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Calling cops rn"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "sia bby calm down"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Calm down okay? Were here for you"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "itll be okay"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im used to this, my mum says things like that. pls calm down, it will be okay"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "MY PARENTS"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Sia 3 calm down calm down Take a deep breath and tell a teacher about ur situation"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "youll get through this 3"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "HAVE A PHONE"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "does anyone else around you have a phone?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "if ur in school then tell the teacher right"}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "do you think you could be able to borrow a friend's phone?"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "HAVE A PHONE"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Sia 3 Tell someone around you or a teacher"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ITS ONLY ME MOM DAD AND MY 3YR OLD SISTER IN THE HOSUE"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "she's at school"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM IN MY HOUSE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "uh oh"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "O h"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "a principal might help you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I REALLY WISH I COULD SWITCH TO HYBRID"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "do you have a house phone?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LIKE SO BADLY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "yeah it would be good if an adult, like your teacher knew about this"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "omgg"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "they are supposed to care for the students"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "try getting ahold of your principal"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ok but what will they do?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SO SCARED"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "she won't kill you."}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "so they could help you call the right authorities to handle such a situation"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ITS NOT THAT EASY FOR ME MY SELF TO DO IT"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "with what are you texting right now? your laptop?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I NEED SOMEONE HERE WITH ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LAPTOP"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "We're all here with you"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Yeah, just calm down."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT TRSUT ANYONE"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "You'll be fine"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT HAVE TRUSTED ADULTS"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "I can totally understand"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Take a deep breath"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I WONT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YESTERDAY"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "but its important for you rn"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WHEN MY DAD HIT ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I STARTED BLEEDING"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oh.."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "a friend's parent that you know?"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "O h"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "You need to get out of there"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I BARELY LEAVE THE HOUSE"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "can you run away somewhere?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "do you have any way to contact friends?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "just try to calm down and get somewhere safe"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WHERE DO I GOO"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "u have discord right? do you have friends u know irl?"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Police station"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Oooh Um Go out from your house and go to police stations or idk i"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "go to the police station and report it"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM 13"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "you can"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "JUST RUN OUT"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "you can"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT HAVE A PHONE"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "run"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "UR AGE DOESN'T MATTER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "run"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "just run"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "seriously"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "You dont need it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "POLICE"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "just run to the police"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "search it up on your computer"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ITS NOT THAT EASY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "woah woah what happened love"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Still Tell the Them About ur situation Go to the police station"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "search up the nearest police dtation"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY PARENTS ARE ABUSIVE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND I HAVE 30 MINS TILL SCHOOL ENDS"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "bby you need to do this for your safety"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SO SCARE"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "run"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "RUN"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO GET OUT AND RUN?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Alright that isn't okay"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "SIA WERE HERE FOR YOU OKAY? ITLL BE FINE. RUN, ITS FOR YOUR SAFETY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey do you walk home or take a bus?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM REMOTE"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "You can honey"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "bby you HAVE to do this"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "its hard"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "I believe in you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're at home right now?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "and itll be difficult"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "run."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "but do it for your safety please"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "its for your safter bb"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "we dont want you getting hurt"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "if you dont know where the police is go to your a friends house that is close to yours"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "hold up, running might not be the best idea, bc they'll think she is just mad, you need the help from an adult"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "honey do you have a phone?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I WANT TO SWITCH TO HYBRID"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SO BADLY"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SO I COULD SEE MY FRIENDS AGAIN"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND THEY COULD HELP ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM JUST"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SO SCARED"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Im so sorry for you."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "you dont have any way for them to contact you?"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Is there any door or window near you?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Run."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT RUN"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "run to the nearing police station"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "WHY?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I actually have people who can relate to you even myself tbh"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WAIT"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Do you have a phone?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "JUMP OUT YOUR WINDOW"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Do you have a window upstairs?"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "break a window"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NOPE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT HAVE A PHNEO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PHONE"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "run to a neighbor if it's too hard to go to the police station."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You have a computer right?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "JUMP OUT A WINDOW"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT KNOW THE NEIGHBORS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that you're using for school"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it doesn't matter"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Is your house highv"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Get like a weapon or something and try getting down the stairs?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "It doesnt matter its for your safety."}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Then try and get to the neighbors."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Alright it may be a little weird, but if you can access help through that computer do so"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "is there any window downstairs?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "message a counselor"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "It doesnt matter if you know your neighbors its for your safety"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "a teacher"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "anyone"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "isn't there anyway to contact authorities through the web?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "get them to help you"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "in the US or smthn?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "idc who it is"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Should I just call the cops?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "message your teacher"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or counselor"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they'd call for you"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "we dont know where she lives tho"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YONKERS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "How old are you?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NEAR YONKERS MIDDLE HIGH"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "13"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "shes 13"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "She's 13."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "tell one of your teachers."}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Can anyone call the police for her plese"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "POLICE?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ok obviously your mother isn't going to let you get away with leaving the house"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you need to message a teacher to get the police involved"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ITS NOT THAT EASY FOR ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LIKE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CAN DO IT"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I NEED SOMEONE WITH ME"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I know it isn't"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IRL"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "You cam"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "trust me"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "WHY?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM NOT THAT STRONG ENOGUH"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "TO DO IT ON MY OWN"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "YOURE SO MUCH STRONGER THAN YOU THINK"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I dealt with those kind of mothers for 2 years"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but you need to contact help"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "YOU'RE STRONG. YOU'RE SO SO STRONG"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "YOU CAN DO IT"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "SIA LOVE YOULL GET THROUGH THIS"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "YOU CAN DO IT"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "isn't there anyway to contact authorities through the web?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "F34rr.."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "REMEMBER ITS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "SIA WE ALL LOVE AND CARE ABOUT YOU"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "PLEASE JUST GET TO SOMEHWERE SAFE"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Just get out of the house and run."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't let your mother scare you. Or get away with abusing you. You can always tell your teachers and counselors to keep your situation a secret, and they can get authorities involved"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IT ENDS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But that isn't okay for you mother to threaten you"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "2:00"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "EST"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PM"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You have half an hour"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Contact a teacher"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BROBRO OKKOK UH"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or any online help"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM IN SPANISH CLASS RN"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "WHERE'S YOUR NEAREST WINDOW?"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "THEN TELL HER"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "let your SOANISH TEACHER KNOW"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "TELL YOUR TEACHER"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "you need to go to your teacher and let her know"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Send her a private message asking if you can leave class"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So she can help you"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "IS THERE ANYWAY YOU CAN CONTACT A COUNSELOR"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "guys, in the US is there any way to contact authorities through the internet?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey this is about your safety not about school"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LOOK AT THE PIC I PUT IN WHOLESOME"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "you can text 911"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "There must be I thinK"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "babe she doesn't have a phone"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THE BOTTOM RIGHT IS MY TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SPANISH"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey what you have to do is literally ask the teacher if you can leave class early"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "You can text her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "email someone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "get them help"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "She will understan"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "d"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SCARED"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "you need help"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "text your teacher"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Your teacher will understand if you can't be in class rn"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "We can get thought this togehter sia"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I PROCRATINATED"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Send them a message and tell them what's going on"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "TELL HER."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "i dont wanna pressure you, but you HAVE to contact your teacher"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ON HW"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "FOR 2 WEEKS"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "hw doesnt"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "matter"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "rn"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THAT MAKES IT WORSE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "YOUR SAFETY IS MORE IMPORTANT"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "HW DOESN'T MATTER YOUR LIFE IS AT STAKE"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "HOMEWORK DOESNT MATTER"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO, YOUR EDUCATION AND STUFF DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT NOW, YOU COULD BE IN DANGER?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "YOUR SAFETY IS SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN SPANISH HONEY"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "FOR ALL SUBJECTS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "YES IT IS"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "OMGOMGOMGOMG"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "THAT DOESNT MATTER"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "YES IT DOES"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "SCHOOL DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT NOW"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "SIA IT DOESNT MATTER RIGHT NOW YOUR IN DANGER"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "SIA CONTACT SOMEONE PLEASE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "CONTACT A TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IDK WHAT TO DO"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "SISTAR GET SOME HELP FROM YOUR TEACHER OR ANYONE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "YOUR GRADES AND ALL DONT MATTER RIGHT NOW"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "EMAIL THE TEACHER ABOUT IT"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "get help."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If the teacher takes forever to get emails"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "EMAIL THE TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "23 MINUTES"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "its life or death."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "send them a message"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SCARED"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "ASK YOUR TEACHTER TO GO ON THE TOILET AND THAN SNEAK THOUGHT THE WINDOW"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "GET HELP."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you have no group chat?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "EMAIL THE TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM ON THE 2ND FLOOR"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO GET HELP?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM TOO SCARED"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "EMAIL YOUR TEACHRR"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "DO IR"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CAN TEXT THEM"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Email her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey where is your mom?"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "now"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "IS THERE ANYONE YOUR CLOSE WITH FROM YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "YOUR LIFE IS AT STAKE"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "NOW."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THROGUH MICROSOFT TEAMS"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WHAT DO I SAY"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "TEXT THEM IMMEER"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "WHERE'S YOUR PARENTS RN?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "TELL THEM WHATS HAPPENING"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "DOWNSTAIRS"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "TELL THEM BOUT THE SITUATION YOUR IN"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "HONEY MICROSOFT TEAMS HAS A PRIVATE MESSAGE ICON"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "MESSAGE THEM"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "AND THAT YOURE GETTING THREATENED"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "BY YOUE PARENTS"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "CMON YOU CAN DO IT"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "THOSE TEACHERS WOULD RATHER HELP YOU BE SAFE THAN TO SIT AND TEACH THEIR STUDENTS RN"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "EVEN AT HOME"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "CAN SOMEONE HELP ME DO IT"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "around the lines of: my parents are abusive and i do not feel safe with them and i fear for my life"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "SIA YES WE ARE HERE FOR YOU"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "CAN SOMEONE JOIN VC"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "OKOK"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Why are you guys screaming"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You don't even have to be straightforward with them if you're scared"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Just tell them that you don't feel safe and you want to call authorities"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah, helpers, chill, caps dont work"}
{"username": "Lia", "content": "yEs"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM IN VOICE CALL 1"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "JOIN THE 2ND ONE"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "anyone join her please, im in class rn"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WAIT"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "JOIN THE 2ND RN"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY TEACHER IS TALKING"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Uh honey where's your mom?"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "THAT DOESNT MATTE"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is she anywhere in sight?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT HEAR"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i think she said downstairs"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "DOWNSTAIRS"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I HAVE HEADPHONES"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "20 MINS"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Hey hey calm down okay we will help you"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "GET HELP?"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "your gonna be okay, try and stay clam"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "why do i get pinged"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "TELL YOUR TEACHER"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "TELL TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "HOW"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "TELL HER NOW"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SCARED"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "you can do this"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "DON'T YOU HAVE A CHAT?"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "PRIVATELY MESSAGE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT WANT MY PARENTS TO FIND OUT"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "why do i get pinged"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "@ Baby girl she is in... trouble, her parentss are abusive and they are figuring out how to help her"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "THEY WON'T"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Tell her per chat"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you really have to message a teacher whether you think it's not important or not. those teachers would rather risk their lessons to take 5 minutes to get you some help than teach you spanish. and don't let your mother speak for you. you have to tell your teacher exactly what happened before the problem escalates. your life is way more important than your education because they will help you catch up with everyone"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "TELL YOUR TEACHERS ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you really have to send a message"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like rn"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Theres private messages in microfsoft teams, i use it too. your gonna get through this"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "THE VC IS FULL"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "JOIN MUSIC 3"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "some teachers are available after school hours"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "lock yourself in your room"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and message a teacher"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl she is in... trouble, her parentss are abusive and they are figuring out how to help her"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "F34rr omg really?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THATS MY TEACHER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SPANISH TEACHER"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "F34rr omg really?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "@ Baby girl yes"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "your gonna get through this"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "who is getting abused?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "OH NO SHE CALLED MY NAME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "@ Baby girl Sia"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I've honestly dealt with abusive family before and tbh you can't let it get to you for so many years"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Sia its going to be okay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it gets worse"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i need you to lock yourself in that room and message them right now"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "miss, creo que tengo un problema, mis papas son abusivos y temo por lo que me puedan hacer"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "whether it's the principal a counselor or any teacher you know"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they will take time out of teaching to help you"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "you will get through this, stay calm. panic will just make it worse"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "even if they have to physically go to your house themselves and get you away from your mom"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "sia if your parents are abusing you call the police"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they're gonna help"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "both helpers and you, we need to all keep our cool"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "idk if you can hear her yelling"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "We can"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "love tune her out"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ignore it"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "bby calm down pls PLEASE contact someone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "keep the door locked"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "your spanish teacher"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "idc what she treathens you with"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "dont panic it only makes things worse"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IDK WHAT TO SAY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT KNWO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SO SCARED"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Sia you can do it i believe in you"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Lock it with your chair"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "any teacher that you currently know, someone from the school's office, a counselor, or principal would literally message you if it's an emergency. don't be afraid to get help"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Is there a lock on your door?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SHELL GET ANGRIER"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "15 MINS"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "SO WHAT LOCK YOUR DOOR"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SCARED"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "LOCK IT"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "JUST LOCK YOUR DOOR"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "IMMEDIATELY"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "LOCK"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please lock your door"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "IT"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "sia we believe you, you can get through this. your strong, brave, and beautiful. dont panic it will get worse. we are sticking with you through this process"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "Lock it. Now."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "LOCK IT."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey your lesson doesn't matter right now. That teacher can easily catch you up with the class another day"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please Sia lock your door you have to"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "WDYM YOU CAN'T?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY DOOR LOCK IS BROKEN"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you need to message for help"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "THEN COVER YOUR DOOR"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "BLOCK YOUR DOOR WITH SOMETHING"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "try locking it with a chair"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you have time to block the door"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "block your door"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "do you have a desk"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well that's an issue, block it would be the next best thing"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WAIT LET ME TAKE A PICTUE"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or dresser"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "to push in front of it"}
{"username": "Elpaka44", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you have so much time to block that door and you totally should"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "your more then what you think you are, we believe you and know you can do this"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia you must absolutely seek help right noe"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Now"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BLOCK YOUR DOOR; AND FIND A WAY OUT"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and trust me most teachers would literally drive to your house themselves and literally take you away from your mother when school ends"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "GO TO WHOLESOME"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they're here to protect you"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I SENT IT"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's their job"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Sia 3 Sia hun you have to lock youur door"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia you can do this. we are going to stick with you. stop panicking and calm down, throw something at the door"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "block it with your drawers"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "block it with the dresser"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "sia bby you got this!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Idc what your mother says to you, you can't let that influence you to be afraid to seek help"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "we believe in you!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "just remember, do not resort to violence"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Sia, please just lock the door and call the police"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia we believe you stay calm"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it will only make things worst"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BLOCK IT WHEN THE DRAWERS AND STUFF"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SHE CAME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND THEN LOOKED AT ME"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we believe in you. you're such a strong girl. telling us was a smart choice"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "her mom went up to her room i think"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "You should have something to protect yourself with"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND SAID TO ASK THE TEACHER WHER SHE POSTS HER HW"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LEFT"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "stop panicking, it causes stress and makes things even worse"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Calm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey calm down"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "breathe"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "is she sus about you?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "stay calm.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't panic"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "pls hun calm down"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WHO IS SUS?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you'll give yourself a heart attack if you panic"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ABOUT ME"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "stay calm"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "suspicious, srry for slang"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THEN THATS GOOD"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ATLEAST ILL HAVE A HEART ATTACK"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND DIE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THAN BE TORTURED"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING RN"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please sia call the police.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT HAVE A PHOEN"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she has no phone"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia has an abusive mother and we're helping"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "You can still call somebody even without a phone."}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "please Sia"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yeah but I think it's a school computer and those block websites"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "ITS MY OWN"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MACBOOK"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "THEN CALL SOMEBODY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey they have online call apps"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "sia please"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "and you can text 911 if you cant call"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I DONT KNOW HOW TO"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And if you're afraid to ask the teacher to do it for you"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "CAN SOMEONE CALL FOR ME"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia please"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "you can do this"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "american helpers, is there any website for goverment authorities or police?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "2ND FLOOR"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I get you're young and you're afraid of getting in trouble, but that shouldn't stop you. Your mother literally can't get away with that. It's illegal. You really have to message a teacher if you can't call yourself"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "does the NYPD have a website?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Have a private call with your teacher"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "keep them in a call"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "We hear you Sia just stay calm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "while they call authorities"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and wait for someone to show up"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "stay in the zoom call after everyone leaves"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "and tell your spanish teacher!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "can u put the link @.SYO"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If you're afraid to tell the whole class message the teacher in private and ask to call them after school"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "TELL YOUR TEACHER ABOUT THIS"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Im unsure if there is a website for it"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "does the NYPD have a website?"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "F34rr they do have a website where you can contact the police"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Hey sia, if you have any way to contact your teacher just use that if you are unable to call, like remind or whatever your teacher uses to contact you when they need to, or download a call app quickly and call for help. Everyone understands this situation is scary but if you continue freaking out nothing will get done about it"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia please"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "F34rr they do have a website where you can contact the police"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Aliinnit that is golden, is it useful tho?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Microsoft teams does have a meet button in the chat box"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "call them"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "5 MINUTES"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia you can do this"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "we are with you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey breathe"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "Aliinnit that is golden, is it useful tho?"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "F34rr it is, I havent used it but i think it is"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "BUT MY MOM KNOWS IT ENDS AT 2"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Sia 3 in any case you have to face your mother in a convo, pls DO NOT resort to violence"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia we believe you bby"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "STILL"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "JUST STAY IN THE ZOOM"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IM SCARED"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "BUT THE TEACHER LEAVES"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "sia please"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "STAY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "CALL"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NOT ZOOM"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "SIA"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "OFFICE 365"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If your mom tries yelling at you tell her you're having an important afterschool discussion"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "SIA"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "stay calm"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "message the teacher privately not to leave that you need them"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "dont panic it makes it worse"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "stay calm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I use microsoft also. Ask your teacher if they can call you when they're done teaching for the day"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and explain what happened"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY MOM COULD HEAR"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia 3 bby calm and dont panic we are here with you"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NONOON"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "if you are cant to get help before time runs out go to the bathroom and lock it until your mother has calmed down or as long as you need to, bring your laptop or whatever you have with you if you can so you can calm down as well"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SHE DAID ADIOS"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "TELL HER TO DTAY"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "STAY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "she doesn't have to hear that you're giving up all of your privacy to tell people what she does to you. You can type it"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia please"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NONONONO"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "PLEASE TELL HER TO DTAY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "EVERYNOE LEAFT"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "SIA TELL HER TO STAY"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "record your convo with ypur mother if you can, but make it so she doesnt notice"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SHE LEFT"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "sia please"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ask her to stay before your teacher leaves the call"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "BRO"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "CALL SOMEONE"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "AND BLOCK THE DOOR"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey send them a private message"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they're still at their computer"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia please"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "WATCH MY LIVE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "CONTACT YOUR TEACHER OR COUSBEELOR PLEASE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IN THE CALL"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SO YOU CAN SEE"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "your live isnt loading for me but sia please"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "someone screen record"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "please"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "IT'S NOT LOADING FOR ME"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "someone in vc use OBS or something"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SOMEONE TALK TO ME"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "Sia please"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "please sia"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I NEED TO HEAR SOMEONE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "my god, i still have two hours of class"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I have an hour but I don't have meets today"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "just a lot of work"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "someone in vc record her call or something"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THEY CAN JUST CLOSE MY LAPTOP"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "someone in vc should record it for evidence"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes, that's what i've been trying to say"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i know mothers"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "they'd lie to authorities"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bc their child is a minor"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "whats happening?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "get it recorded"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia isn't safe"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "That's what's happening"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "i know that but"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "it glithced for me"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "and i couldnt see or hesr anything"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "NOO THE ADULT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IS"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "DEAFENDED"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Please sia calm down"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Deafened on call"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "deafened, doesnt hear anything in the call"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THEY WONT RESPIND TO ME"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "get her attention one way or another"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "chat them"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "CHAT"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "spam them"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Xswag"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "TEXY"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "LISTEN TO ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SOMEONE"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "GOBLIN DOES"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "so what is whole pronow"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "can you repeat what your parents threatened you with? Possibly you'll have to face them in a conversation, then the focus is to help you get through the convo"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT TALK TO MY PARENTS LIKE THAT"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "THEY WILL HIT ME"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "no, peacefully"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "AND SAY ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME MAD?"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Sia, Would you please calm down with the caps?.."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she is the one with the issue, give her a break"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY TOTUR IS COMING"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but we as helpers need to keep our cool"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "omg that's brutal"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "SCHOOL IS OVER NOW"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Please tell your Tutor when they come to you, They can help you. They can report your mom"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "How come you arent trying to get a calling app or dm a teacher?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY PARENTS WILL BE THERE"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she no longer has contact with teachers"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "There is some way to contact them"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLASE"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she has no phone"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "BBY STAY STRONG"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PRAY FOR ME"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Laptop"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "YOU GOT THIS BBY"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "good luck"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "I HAVE TO GO"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "WE LOVE YOU"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "U should be able to email them"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "MY MOM IS YELLING TA ME TO COME DOWN"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "remember, dont hit back"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "GOOD LUCK ILYSM"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Contact us asap"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you can get in more truble by doing so"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "CONTACT HELP AFTER ASAP PLS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Please give us an update honey"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we're here for you"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "we love you sia 3"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "gl"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "did we stall too much?"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "hm."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Good luck sia, Everything's going to be okay and I apologise for telling you to calm down with caps"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "lets just wait"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "I hope shes okay"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "What happened..."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "abusive parents and threats"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "Oh.."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she already left to face her mother i think"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "People were telling her ways to contact help and she didnt take them, she is the one who stalled. She will be fine. Hopefully she will get help afterwards"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "We shouted to contact friends, neighbor, police, teachers ect..."}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "I hope she is okay"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i i...feel...bad"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "me too."}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "There is a way to contact 911 on any device as an emergency type of thing, maybe she was just scared to do so"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "its going to be okay everybody"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "yeah, thanks shah:"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "The lock on the door was broke and she didnt block it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Maybe she physically couldn't push it or something"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I hope she's alright"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and if something happens the tutor sees it and reports it"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "I'm kinda super worried now"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "She's literally my age"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "what a beautiful world we live in, eh? a 13y old fearing for her life"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "gee I feared for my life at the age of 14"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i know what it's like..."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "i hope shes okay."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and i was trying to recover faith in humanity"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i feel bad for her"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Sadly adults take advantage of the power they have over their children"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's why I told her to record it"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "S C H O O L S"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Parents really take advantage of minors"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but she was asked to leave her room"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "so recording wouldnt have helped much"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "She really needs to get a phone asap, it would help her alot in these situations"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i do hope the tutor notices something"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "maybe the aftermath but i can not think of any advantage that isnt that"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and even using an aftermath is cruel"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Hhh hopefully she doesn't see us being like I feel bad then feel worse herself"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "when she comes back"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "we have to continue"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but depending on the situation"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "will change our focus to: it wasnt your fault"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "ok helpers?"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "I feel kinda like we're peerpressuring"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i hope not"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well...yes we were slightly"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "i didnt want to come off as pressuring her"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "We have to keep encouraging her to call or text someone, it's the right thing to do. Not all peer pressure is a bad thing, especially in this situation"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Dont feel bad for trying to help"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is in a blurry line between pressure and help"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well she is only 13. Even if peer pressuring in this case is a good thing to have a support team, it's still hard for a 13 year old to gain confidence"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "especially in that environment"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "pls ping me if she cones back"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ping the helpers"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i feel like i actually didnt help, i only kept overthinking and repeating myself and same here \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's normal to feel like you're overthinking things, but helping her was the right thing to do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "she knows she has people to support her"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Yeah i feel like we did just repeat CALL"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "at least her mother wasn't overbearing to not let her use social media"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "otherwise she would've been in big trouble"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Big big trouble"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "OK MY TUTOR CAME"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hi honey"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "IF I DONT COME ONLINE AFTER THIS"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "YOU WILL KNOW WHY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We do hope you're alright Sia"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "PRAY FOR ME"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "GTG"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "prays for you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Of course honey"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "sia bby! we love you 3"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I wish I could help though"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "a bit more"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "we love you sia"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We send lots of love"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We believe in you"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "I wish I could help though"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Mar sameee"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Mar sameee"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "F34rr mhm i've been that dark hole before with no way out. i want to help but i really have no idea how"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, there is so much when you are from a different country"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but still"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i feel like i could have done more"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but idk what i could have done"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "that i didn't at least try"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, this once i will use this emoji unironically, i dont normally use them, but it fits the occasion"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "is she okay"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "she hasnt come back yet"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": ":I"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": ":'I"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "anyone pls ping helpers when she comes back"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i'll be leaving for a while"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "Hey everyone i miss my ex and idk what to do."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "im sneaking on discord"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "so i might not respopnd to somethin right away"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "F34rr im back"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my mom gave me food and then hit me on my head really hard while i was eating"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i managed not to choke"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Well, you managed to go through"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "I had a stroke"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Mind of i ping the other helpers?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! shes back everyone"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "We were all sooo worried about you"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "im glad"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "please take care of yourself ok?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "thank goodness youre okay.."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Omg are you okay?"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "ya are you ok?"}
{"username": "Red Reaper", "content": "Tries to hug through screen but forgets about screen"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "That goodness"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Sia, please stay safe"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "sorry i had like 10 people dming me"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i was so worried"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "sia, if you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my tutor came"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "and we reviewed what i have left"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "they said"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i was failing"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "but when they ask WHY?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i cant say"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": " bc of my parents"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "bc even my tutor thinks my parents are good caring nice"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Sia 3 sorry but please just make a whole paragraph"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "oh ok"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ty bb"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Meanwhile i Will begin with the other person Who needs suport, if you are done ping me so everyone can join in"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Also sia went your done ping venting helpers 3"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ty sia my spelling is bad"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my tutor came and we reviewed what i have left. they said i was failing, but when they ask WHY?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i cant say bc of my parents or my parents would be 1000000 angrier, bc even my tutor thinks my parents are good caring nice."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "So after my tutor left 55 minutes ago, i was working on the assignments while my mom was calling me names and yelling at me. And i cant say Stop yelling at me, i cant do the assignments bc then she would yell more stuff at me. I really wish I was in hybrid school right now so I could finally see my friends again and vent IRL instead of typing and not being able to express my feelings properly."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Hm.."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Then when my mom gave me food, she yelled at me more and then hit my on my head so hard that i have a headache now and can't even complain."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Bb get some rest, if you can contact the police please do."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i cant rest"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i have a handful of assignments to do"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "from school"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "same tho"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Try to get an icepack and rest a bit"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Dont overwork urself Take a small nap"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "sia take a rest"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "Why wont you call the police?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She doesnt have a phone"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "You can also do it on a latop Im prett sure"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "Let me search yo if you can call 911 on there"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "No but Ill find out how"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Like I said run away."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Get to scatter"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Safety"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "I dont think so"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "I searched up and it talks about tablets and stuff"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "She needs to contact a teacher or principal"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Yeah it is risky but its more risky to stay at her home,She needs to go to a police station or an adult and talk about the situation"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "If she contacts a teacher they can call the cops for her maybe"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "It depends how the teachers are"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Hows it going?"}
{"username": "MushroomTheFrog.", "content": "On her bio it says ping or dm"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Well she has a headache and a bunch of school work,but we told her to take a nap"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "This girl, sadie, is a bit downed bc of his exs parents notballowing her to be with him yeah, Just like a tragic love novel"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "And you migh help"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Oh I see"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "She fine for now"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "About sia, she OK?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "hi guys"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "im doing my past due assignments"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "math currently"}
{"username": "Dino", "content": "Math can be quite tiring, I hope it goes well. Good luck!"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "4 pages"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "of math"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "nOOO"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "now my stomach hurts too"}
{"username": "Dino", "content": "Aw, I can relate to that feeling. I get sudden anxiety at stressful times, but I know you can do this. I support you."}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "its not anxiety"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "there was something going on from 1:30 pm est"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "about me"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my parents are abusive"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "Dino"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i mean i do have anxiety"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "also add a ping at the end after you send what your typing"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "afk doing hw with a headache AND stomachache; ping or dm or i wont respond"}
{"username": "Dino", "content": "Sia 3 I hope you feel better soon. I understand how it feels. Even though we just met, just know you have my support."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "my dad left to go to the hospital last Saturday, he said he wasnt feeling good so i let him go. i visited him one time. everytime i ask my mom if i can borrow her phone to call my dad my phones always dead cause i use discord so much she said i dont think his phone is working. which made me start crying because i think hes dead and now i wanna kms. i have this one teddy bear that was his when he was a kid. he gave it to me when i was 5, all i can do right now is lay on my bed and cry while squeezing this teddy bear to death. i havent seen him in over a week, i miss him so much and i dont know what to do honestly all i feel is pain. my dad has helped me overcome so much and has made me live my best life and if hes dead ill probably kms @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "I know how you feel 100 you need to stay positive throughout everything thats happening in the world currently. youre dad will get through this because he is strong and so are you. keep hope and you and your dad will get through this."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "ill try my best, but if i dont see him soon ill start self harming again since i have really bad separation anxiety"}
{"username": "TINA", "content": "please dont do self harm i also have bad separation anxiety to the point i deleted this part because i dont like sharing it . just keep hope and send prayers"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you so much"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "There are 5vstages to losing someone, and everyone must live through them, no exceptions, ABDAB were the letters if I recall correctly, and it is natural to suffer a loss, but what isn't natural is to stay down, sooner or later, we must go on In life, to keep pushing in the name of those that arent here with us, but remember you still have life to live, yes a loss Is a loss, but he has lived his life, and I'm sure that either way, he will follow you in your life by heart, stay with those who are still here and please, yes, suffer it, but don't let yourself settle at any point in that mindset"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "I, as a lot of people, have lost family too, and I know what it is to suffer ABDAB, but one must go on, continue through hardships"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "yui hug dot/ ashlyn"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "just know that ill be here to support you ok?"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "i understand how you feel"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "my grandfather 56 young came to America for the first time ever. He pointed at the best highschool and said That's where my Grand daughter will go to in 3 years smiles"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "then he passed away from a heart attack"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "only 3 months after he got to the US"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "This happened when I was in 5th grade feb"}
{"username": "Sia 3", "content": "im now in 8th grade"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Sia I know you are probably asleep right now, time zones, but if you do read this I want you to know that you are strong and can get through this, contact a teacher immediately about your situation and seek help immediately"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "i dont know how I feel, i kinda feel relaxed and happy"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "sorry I dont think this is rlly a vent"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I was laying on my bed getting ready to sleep and trying to find a comfortable spot like normal, I was thinking all of these happy thoughts to help me sleep then i stopped and looked up at the ceiling"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "The thought came to my mind that one day i wont be here"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I will eventually die"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Lose everyone I have"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "And feel nothing"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I'll be another body buried in the ground that will be forgotten"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I had to turn on my tv to distract myself and it worked a little bit, it definitely made me feel better"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "It's just strange I had that thought out of nowhere"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "I havent thought anything like that in a long time"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Its upsetting to think I wont be able to see or feel, breathe, see people"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Right now it upsets me but when I'm dead I wont feel a thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can happily inform that you will be able to do all but touch people realistically, one doesn't just die, the physical body is it's own manifestation of ones being in a way, but the soul doesn't ever die, the consciousness you possess now will carry on in the afterlife! All emotions and senses other than taste and smell are held by ones soul. Memories stay as well, they just aren't as good as the brain makes them unfortunately, a life never ends, a body only dies there's nothing we can change about our physical selves and I wish we could. I hope you think about this at some point and put it into perspective next time you have thoughts like this.. I hope you feel better soon and I am always willing to talk about things like this if needed!"}
{"username": "SouthGamer", "content": "So how much cursing is allowed in venting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm pretty sure cursing isn't allowed anywhere in the server"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Hi, Im sorry to vent again but Ive been doing research about ADD and I have many symptoms and I feel like I might have it. I dont want to self diagnose but I do want to get it checked as it is affecting me a lot. However, I dont know how to tell my mother to get me therapy for this and if so, how to tell the therapists that I think I have ADD. Any advice? @ wholesome of the day! also, the thing is, Ive been trying to study for the past hour almost but I cant focus. I have to read the same sentence like 10 times and force myself to stick. Its very annoying and I ended up getting no studying done, and this happens a lot. Especially with online school studying is even harder now so I dont know what to do. Ive followed every study tips and set up tutorial for studying I could see, but none of them are working for me and its really really disturbing...also, Im a maladaptive daydreamer so its even harder because instead of working I cant focus and want to daydream instead too. thanks for listening."}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Are you taking about ADHD?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Yeah, the inattentive type of ADHD"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Oh, ok. Brb"}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "Hi, Im sorry to vent again but Ive been doing research about ADD and I have many symptoms and I feel like I might have it. I dont want to self diagnose but I do want to get it checked as it is affecting me a lot. However, I dont know how to tell my mother to get me therapy for this and if so, how to tell the therapists that I think I have ADD. Any advice? also, the thing is, Ive been trying to study for the past hour almost but I cant focus. I have to read the same sentence like 10 times and force myself to stick. Its very annoying and I ended up getting no studying done, and this happens a lot. Especially with online school studying is even harder now so I dont know what to do. Ive followed every study tips and set up tutorial for studying I could see, but none of them are working for me and its really really disturbing...also, Im a maladaptive daydreamer so its even harder because instead of working I cant focus and want to daydream instead too. thanks for listening."}
{"username": "S ROHIT.OP", "content": "@'kaitokid same situation"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "its okay! you don't have to focus on studying at the moment, and um in the mean time you should maybe do more research on the symptoms of add? if you do you could maybe convince your mother to take you to go check it out"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "uhhh... I couldnt convince my mom to go to doctor for my own disorder. But maybe your mom is more understanding. Talk to your mom confidently and tell her you really need help."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "i really hope you get things straightened out! and its fine to vent! thats very healthy and im proud of you!"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you, and Ill try but shes one of those people who believe that teenagers/children cant have mental health issues"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "i see."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Aww thank you"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "And the most important thing is your health. Dont think about anything but your health. You can study all you want but dont lose your health."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": " Thank you, and Ill try but shes one of those people who believe that teenagers/children cant have mental health issues"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "@'kaitokid mine too"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ive been trying, but its like I keep beating myself up over not being able to concentrate"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "well if she doesn't let you get it checked out, i'd say its fine to self diagnose unless you're very super duper sure that you've got the same symptoms of add."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Which leads me to try and study more, even when its affecting me"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill try doing more research about it tonight"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "just please make sure to do as much research as you can"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Im trying to cope with my disorder on my own;;"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Hi, Im sorry to vent again but Ive been doing research about ADD and I have many symptoms and I feel like I might have it. I dont want to self diagnose but I do want to get it checked as it is affecting me a lot. However, I dont know how to tell my mother to get me therapy for this and if so, how to tell the therapists that I think I have ADD. Any advice? @ 692408666330103968 also, the thing is, Ive been trying to study for the past hour almost but I cant focus. I have to read the same sentence like 10 times and force myself to stick. Its very annoying and I ended up getting no studying done, and this happens a lot. Especially with online school studying is even harder now so I dont know what to do. Ive followed every study tips and set up tutorial for studying I could see, but none of them are working for me and its really really disturbing...also, Im a maladaptive daydreamer so its even harder because instead of working I cant focus and want to daydream instead too. thanks for listening."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "@'kaitokid Try asking your therapist about if they think you have ADD of not and ask them to diagnose you."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "do you have a therapist?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I used to, but I had to stop going and now Im too scared to ask if I can go back"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "don't be scared! its totally normal to come back to therapy every once in a while"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "try. and dont be scared. its gonna be good:"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "im sure they'll be very understanding when it comes to these sorts of situations"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "I hope so and thank you guys, I hope it will be"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "again im super proud of you for being brave enough to vent about this!"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Have you tried using your daydreaming in some way?"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "you're welcome! we're always here to talk 3"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Its a coping mechanism for all the stress I get because of the symptoms Im having, but it ends up being very bad as it takes up most of my day"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Then I get more stressed when I cant daydream"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Do you listen to music to cope with it?"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Sometimes, as music is a big trigger for the daydreaming"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill end up going on daydreaming for hours on end, and then I come back and I cant focus on anything I do anymore"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ill be inattentive, get distracted easily, and Ill have to do things a lot of times to get it to stick"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Wait up, I'm debating whether I should send my message or not."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Ah okay, tyt"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Well, whenever I feel stress or anxious, I would grab a speaker and play music at a low volume and I'd hum or sing along quietly, and basicly do the little things that make you happy or puts you at ease. For example, accomplishing something like drawing something simple like a circle or a drawing. But we have different ways to put ourselves at ease. I don't know if this helped in any way, since I'm not good with words and making sense of anything."}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you, Ill try it! Thats actually a good idea and I copied that onto my notes so Ill be able to save it for later"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Since I havent been able to get any studying done now, Ill plan out how to study for tomorrow/later today instead and Ill try my best to follow the plan"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Thank you guys so much!"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "Thank you, Ill try it! Thats actually a good idea and I copied that onto my notes so Ill be able to save it for later"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "@'kaitokid hey! as someone with ADD everything will be okay, they will prescribe u some medicine to try and help"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Well, it isn't that severe, but I needed to vent it, a few days ago I was told something, a confession, from who's easily the person I have cared the most in my life and I considered a great friend, the fact that she actually didn't like me at all, and I was a very weird kid, yes, but I was clingy and at the time she was like my only friend, now to know that she didn't like to have me around, made me feel bad about myself for making her go through so much over many years, and I actually doubt if she still feels that way, I don't feel mad about her not being comfortable about me, but I do feel bad for lingering for so long in her life @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "Well, it isn't that severe, but I needed to vent it, a few days ago I was told something, a confession, from who's easily the person I have cared the most in my life and I considered a great friend, the fact that she actually didn't like me at all, and I was a very weird kid, yes, but I was clingy and at the time she was like my only friend, now to know that she didn't like to have me around, made me feel bad about myself for making her go through so much over many years, and I actually doubt if she still feels that way, I don't feel mad about her not being comfortable about me, but I do feel bad for lingering for so long in her life"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "F34rr its always ok to vent. And i went through the same thing my sophomore year. My best friend for five years ended up bullying me and leaving me out of everything for no reason and i was confused. And some girls are just rude like that, and dont feel bad you were just being a good friend. Its her fault for not being mature."}
{"username": "Kylieplayz", "content": "I'm sorry, you ping it again"}
{"username": "MiukeyNotFound", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yes please"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "oh no, she's a great person, but she never told me anything, but if she hinted about it, i never noticed"}
{"username": "sadie", "content": "Sorry for pinging again"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "well, yeah"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "dont disconnect for too long, dont leave the game.. what a good status"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@.SYO yes its for death bed but gamer version"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@.SYO ah yes roblox"}
{"username": "quit.", "content": "Heyhey lets not have convos here in venting"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah, people arent... the brightest a lot of the time"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "let me guess, age group is like 1316"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah, teens, a lot of the time are... dumb, myself included"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is a stereotype, they are still people"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "your generation, as well as mine, i know perfectly what you are talking about, is chaotic, almost anarchy"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "my generation is cruel af among themselves to the point that everyone gets home to cry bc of the social environment when they are part of the problem, thats why being anti social is a benefit for me"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah, gen z, it is very common for us to be snakes and toxic"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "based?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "woah, slow down a bit"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "i've been there before"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "actually, i think i am there"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but, it sounds cheesy, but let things flow"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you try to improve yourself and specialize in something you like"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "make a distinctive of yourself"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "then, you wouldnt care waht others think or say, because you would know YOU"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "I wish i had a normal dad or no dad at all"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Basically my step dad does inappropriate things to me, its disgusting. He's been doing it for years ever since i was like, 12 or something"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "I know I'll get through this somehow but I dont want to experience such things anymore"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "What innapropriate type of things, and how do you feel about it?"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Uhh inappropriate touches"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "And what gender are you?"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Im a girl"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "How do you feel?"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "I'm your therapist now."}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Well back then I felt disgusted with not only what he was doing but with myself. I grew up in a religious family so I felt like my body was tainted or something."}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Now I just wanna get a job and move out as soon as possible"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Maybe try and keep your distance from him and make it clear to him that you don't want him touching your nono areas"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Maybe try getting his hand off of wherever"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Yes I do push him off and keep my distance but sometimes he's so persistent"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Then try and tell him to his face that you're uncomfortable with it and try to tell your mum first and get her to talk?"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Ive talked to my mom a few years back when it was getting rlly bad. He's been caught like twice now he still doesn't stop"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "What did your Mum do about it a few years back?"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "He moved out for a few months then came back:v"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Okay, so your Mum made him move out for a few months but he came back?"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "My mom cant support us by herself unfortunately so yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you're almost there"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Talk this out with your Mum, ask her to explain very clearly to your idk dad"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "If he continues, then tell him clearly face to face with a strict voice to stop it"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "It doesn't matter if he's a flipping adult, nobody should do that to someone"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Not that good at confrontation but I'll do my best"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Good job buddy!"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Thanks for hearing me out!"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Np! If you ever want some help or something, ping meee"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "I'll keep that in mind:D"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Have a good day/night"}
{"username": "Anisahh", "content": "Ty! I hope you also"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Note: this message is in a Nato Military format to prevent people being triggeredFoxtrot Lima Alpha Sierra Hotel Bravo Alpha Charlie Kilo Sierra Hotel Uniform Romeo Tango Sierra Mike Yankee Hotel Echo Alpha Romeo Tango Period"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "India Tango Romeo Echo Alpha Lima Lima Yankee Delta Oscar Echo Sierra Period India Foxtrot Oscar November Lima Yankee Tango Hotel Echo Romeo Echo Whiskey Oscar Uniform Lima Delta Bravo Echo Alpha Whiskey Alpha Yankee Tango Oscar Oscar Victor Echo Romeo Romeo India Delta Echo India Tango Whiskey India Tango Hotel Oscar Uniform Tango Mike Alpha Kilo India November Golf India Tango Whiskey Oscar Romeo Sierra Echo Period"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": ". ."}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "I understood half of it then it faded from me"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "Just read the first letter of every word then piece them together ig"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "whiskey?!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "fr"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "this channel isnt a joke dude"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "Its in a different format so people dont get triggered, just read the first letter of every word and the Period indicates the end of a sentence"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "I decoded it"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Flashbacks hurts my heart"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "It really does"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "If only there would be a way to override it without making it worse"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Youshie", "content": "Hopefully that's accurate eee"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "Its accurate, you did good"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "But about the flashbacks, I understand they may hurt worse depending on the event. One good thing to think about though, is that you made it out alive. you are in this server, typing in chats, being alive, so congrats to you! you made it through tough times and now you're working forward!"}
{"username": "CocoaXP", "content": "Just think about the future, and not the past"}
{"username": "spin", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! ."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "oh my"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "let us digest it first"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "spin it happenned to me last night"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "spin so how have you been feeling lately?"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "spin hey ayo, its me Mimi from Vees. I never knew you feel this way but now that I know, I want to help you. You are worth the trouble and anything somebody says bad about you isnt relevant or right. You dont need to listen to them. Listen to your friends and us. We love you. I dont think youre annoying or a brat. I think youre amazing in your own way. I love you."}
{"username": "spin", "content": "Thanks, guys. A lot."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "just try to relax, and do what you feel is necesary"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "chichi"}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "My mother moved out. Im with my dad and sister, they are trying to work it out. This has got how I do and act in school, I dont participate much anymore, and overall I always think im stupid when I dont understand something...Im not getting sleep too. I have to try acting happy all the time. I turn of my camera in online school meets cause Im scared of what people think if I cry on camera or how I look etc. I feel alone all the time. I struggle with easy assignments now."}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "I know every couple need breaks, but I dont think they can salvage it."}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "Ive also been starving myself sometimes."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Hey, look. You arent stupid for not understanding something. We still dont understand a lot of things in this world, and thats ok! You need to be able to have enough confidence in yourself to ask your teachers for help with the work if you feel like youre falling behind, no matter how easy it is. If you feel like you need help, you should ask for it instead of sitting there, falling behind even further to the point where youve fallen so far behind that it gets really bad. Ik that your mom moving out has messed you up a bit, and thats alright, I completely understand and know what that feels like, but im sure she wouldnt want you to fail because of this."}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "Thanks, guys."}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "Ill try to keep taking better care of myself."}
{"username": "just elly", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Anytime"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Robux"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "when I eat it hurts when I sleep it hurts so why do either"}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "when I eat it hurts when I sleep it hurts so why do either"}
{"username": "elyria", "content": "ImLoen please don't think that neglecting yourself is the best course of action here. even if you don't want to take care of yourself, please do it for the people who genuinely care about you take things one step at a time, until you slowly start to get better and feel better. if you want to talk about things, we are here for you and please don't be afraid to do so"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "when I eat it hurts when I sleep it hurts so why do either"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen I've experienced that once. I don't really think my case was terrible but it was still pretty painful."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I suggest you should try to seek helpful ways to fix this via contacting people that can be trusted ofc and take a break from your phone and spend some time doing activities such as, reading, watching tv, home exercises, or just writing the thoughts in your head. I'm no doctor so you don't need to trust me that much."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Through my experience, reading and laying down without doing anything really helped calm myself. You can at least try to eat/sleep even the slightest and then slowly, but steadily make your way on to a more healthy schedule"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Know that there are people out there who want to help you and care about you! Even if you think you're lonely, there will always be people that love you dearly qt!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ", it's okay. The first part felt more like the vent and the bottom felt more like the message thing"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "tw?So very unhappy. I always like hide my emotions from like, everyone. This has been going on for years now. And I, I feel like no one notices. I have suicidal thoughts which isn't expected from me really. But you know like, it's the little things I think? And like it's gotten to the point where I just think everyone mad at me. So when ever I try telling my parents and sister what was going on with me I just like hesitate to even talk about my problems. So then I just, don't. I always didn't like talking to people about my problems like I don't know what they'll think of me"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I also did think like self harm but I'm like a coward person. I'm afraid of pain! I cry a lot when I go to sleep and I try to cry quietly so no one hears me.."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "And like I really only had 3 friends but I still don't share my problems with them. I'm just always staying quite. Today or at this moment I'm crying and started to stop sleeping on my bed and just going to sleep at like 1:00 am 4 am. I'm just very lonely like no one to talk to about my problems without being scared. I keep bullying myself! I call myself names. I have like the lowest self confidence and I really don't show it. I have confidence in others! But not myself. Now my mother always tells me Put you first as in like think of yourself more. I really don't do that."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "And that's why I'm very unhappy. Despite all the other reasons that is one of my problems. Thanks for reading, sorry it's so long. It actually took me two days to work up the nerve to actually write this.. I'm sorry if there are some misspellings."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Zara. . First of all, don't think that people won't care. No mature parent would ever leave their child having these thoughts"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Now, I suggest you should speak up to your parents or anyone you absolutely trust. Like, your closest friends. It may seem hard at first so if you're having troubles, try to practice on conveying your feelings. You can write down your thoughts on a piece of paper or just simply say it. Say the things you want to say and get used to it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Once you know you're ready, you can try speaking to your parents again. Don't worry about messing up or stuttering. The only thing that matters is your feelings."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You have incredible parents. Your mother told you to put yourself first, and that is really thoughtful her. I'm sure they will understand you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Lastly, know that I'm extremely proud of you for being brave enough to speak out to us! Always keep in mind that we care about you and love you We appreciate you, so are you willing to appreciate yourself?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm always here, ready to talk whenever you feel like it so don't be afraid to contact me sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "p.s. If you experience more suicidal thoughts you need to see a therapist. They're the most professional people that can help you more efficiently"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Thank you so much for your kindness and support! I'm going through a tough time rough time right now so you were very helpful messaging this! Ilysm!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Zara. . Don't worry qt! I'm always here to help sweet people like you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can also try drawing your feelings. It's a good way to calm down. It doesn't need to be good, it doesn't need to be pretty. As long as it's true to what you're thinking is enough"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I will also try that method! Thanks agian for the advice!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhnm! no problem"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ugh it happened again. My friends were fine 1 second ago now it feels like Im just a victim to them."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Did something bad happened?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "No."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "did they say anything?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I just closed chat for a bit and she got mad or smth."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "what did she say?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "They said I used them"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "i"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "did they tell you why"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "No."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "maybe try asking them?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I alr left."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "ask them what'd you do"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I only left bc I didnt want to start a fight. I leave because I feel like crying."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "its okay!"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "that was the right thing to do."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "its okay to cry and feel upset"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "poor browny"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "meany friends"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "your feelings are completely valid and thats okay:"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Legit 2 fights and it hasnt even been 3 days yet."}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "just drink a glass of water and just lay down for a bit"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Im going to sleep"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ty guys"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "alright then"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "sleep well:D"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Aww Browny air hugs to the extreme"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Sleep well"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "afk bed"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sweet dreams browny!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages if you want to hear a message from me, everyone if you're feeling down or just need some encouragement please read it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "thank you so muchhh qt!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Just making people feel a little bit better"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Sometimes when it comes from someone you dont expect it means a lot more"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yes yes! and the same goes for them! knowing that i helped people really makes my day"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Well, almost time for me to feed my cat, if you want to see a picture of him feel free to dm me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oki oki! cattos are good"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Feel free to ping me whenever you vent! My notifications on servers are having problems atm and only pinging works everytime."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That's all I have to say sweet pumpkins"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "my friend has a family issue her siblings are being so rude to her and her sister said im going to stab you and she looked serious, my friend was depressed for days and kept saying im fine. one day she told me everything they have done to her i just want to help her and give her advice but she keeps saying she is fine, she doesnt want to tell her parents about her siblings problems because her siblings will ignore her and it just hurts her deep inside, please tell me what to do she doesnt let me help her"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "first off, good for being concerned about this. from that alone i can tell youre a good friend and someone to trust"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Okay, so dont listen to her, tell her parents. She could get mad at you but she will feel much better."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i dont know her parents she lives in another country"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Hm."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Convince her"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but she helped me a lot and i want to help her too"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she is the only friend i can trust"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "secondly, this sounds like a very serious situation. if youre having trouble settling this, explain it to your own parents."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "perhaps they can get in contact with your friends parents, or help you settle this problem"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i try to convince her but she just says thank you for trying to help me but im fine"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Keep in mind dont just leave when she says Im fine, when girls say Im fine their not."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i know she is not fine"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Im"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ok, firstly, do not listen to your friend about her being fine. At all. Ignore everything relating to her being okay because that really isn't okay. She's probably scared or worried and doesn't want people to freak out, but it's a really serious situation. If she doesn't want to talk to her parents at least try contacting some form of help, and convince her to talk to her parents in private about what happened. It seems like she's a quiet person who really cares about her siblings whether they mistreat her or not. But even if that is the case her siblings shouldn't bully her in such a manner. There's a time when it's normal sibling teasing vs. serious teasing that can be taken the wrong way"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Mar os typing a paragraph"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Is"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you do a good job with worrying about her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea what mar said"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i dont think her siblings ever treated her good"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Get contact with her parents and tell her"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she doesnt want to tell me her parent's number"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "or her brother's discord"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i just want to talk to her brother about how they treat/bully her but she won't tell me"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Urmmm"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I gtg. My friends being kinda toxic again."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "you have toxic friends?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "oml the friend that has a sibling problem is in this server i"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "chichi"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is it just her sisters bothering her or is her brother involved also?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You see @ Baby girl it is more common for a elder siblings for hating there younger siblings...most likely the reason is there bro/sis giving them wrong replies and insulting them due to there ego! It hurts the elder one alot! But it doesn't mean she said is right, you should tell her to tell her parents as it can be bad..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yeah most older siblings do get bullied by the younger ones due to their experience and maturity levels but saying things like stabbing her isn't okay"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Excalty somewhat it happens everywhere and sometimes we do tend to say such things but don't really mean it..."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but they seem so serious"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't know if she's one of the older ones or the younger ones but from both sides of the spectrum that kind of stuff is really serious, even if they don't mean to make it seem that way"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Let me tell you I too look serious when I am angry on my brother but it doesn't mean I hate him and don't want him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MamaMiya"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "There's normal teasing, like calling each other names, and then the serious teasing, which is basically like that"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "well maybe you do be nice sometimes to your brother but they never have been nice"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa she should be talking to her sis first about what she said and then tell her parents"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Ohh then it might be serious"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i think her older brother is the one that is the most mean in her family"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Or else it is just her perspective"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "he already made my friend aka the one that has the issue and the older sister"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "We can't really talk in third person here"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "he made them cry"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If they have never been nice and she's been hurt for so long she may need to actually tell her parents even if she's scared too. We don't want the negative energy to sustain bad mental health"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "he lied about them to her parents"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa that's true"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "If they have never been nice and she's been hurt for so long she may need to actually tell her parents even if she's scared too. We don't want the negative energy to sustain bad mental health"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Mar she will never tell her parents, i know it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she just doesnt want to be ignored by her siblings"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm she loves them thats similar"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "There is no choice for it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah she's a good sister compared to them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that seems like the norm in families. Basically how snitching gets involved and causes siblings to hate each other. But she would be doing the right thing when telling her parents. It's for her safety and her health. If she doesn't tell them the situation could get worse"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Ok let me tell yah no oneis good in sibling thingy all are just egoies"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i mean yeah i told her that for her safety she has to tell them"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "that seems like the norm in families. Basically how snitching gets involved and causes siblings to hate each other. But she would be doing the right thing when telling her parents. It's for her safety and her health. If she doesn't tell them the situation could get worse"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa you should have tell her this"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but she just says im alright..dont worry about it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm then just slap her twice till she gets to think about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It is rare for siblings to get along unless they had a lot in common, but usually when a child likes something the other child thinks it's weird and they have different styles. But having them bully her on a serious level is a bit mean. It's kind of hard to not worry about it. I mean if it continues it could really affect her in a bad way"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "has she ever tried fighting back, or telling them to leave her alone?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no never"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she is too scared"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm that's what made it so high"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I want such kinda sibling I would have loved her so much! But can't be helped now"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she tried to fight back once in an argument with her sister and her sister got mad and told her i will stab you and her siblings started ignorig her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's really not okay"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm then it is her ego its nothing to do with anger or sibling problem"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i know.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is no same to other"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is she the youngest?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yes she is"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she never did anything bad"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then she should be telling her parents right away"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she doesnt want to"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "younger siblings tend to receive more love from parents at different levels"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "to an extent"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Whatever happens she should be thinking of herself first"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's probably jealousy involved"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no, the parents dont care about her"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "they love the older ones"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ok that's just wrong on the parent's part then"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and her siblings shouldn't get away with it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Its getting more complex now"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i mean if she was in my country, i would have asked my dad to go get her and she could live with us"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "We can't really do much in such scenario"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but like she lives 40 hours away from me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if she lives far away there isn't much help we can provide but to give her a bit of advice"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yes i try to"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You should give her mental support and shouldn't leave her at all cost"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i never leave her"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thats the most you can do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "kind souls never really realize how bad things get until it actually happens"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "she should really seek help"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't let her down and keep cheering her up give her proper advice"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": " kind souls never really realize how bad things get until it actually happens"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i mean yeah i try to make her smile which do work sometimes i just cant let her stay in the dark.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thankfully my brother is almost gonna graduate and get a car, we can maybe drive to her house and get her"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I feel like having classes from you Mar for having a great mind getting out of trouble! Teach me sensei!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I feel like a big therapy counselor then"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "because her siblings are dangerous for me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but I'm an older child I get the feeling"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and having parents who just don't support you as much"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa me too"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I feel you mar! We are just the same"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if she's on her own it's nice to get help from friends, sometimes friends are more valuable than family ever could be"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "because those friends have family situations that are relatable"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "in a way"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i'll try to find the conversation where she told me her problems and send it in media"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes friends are only one who will be there for you till the end if they are good"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": " I feel like a big therapy counselor then"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Mar"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "you are seem more skilled at this tho! Like pro! Xd"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i just have a lot of experience..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so i learned from a young age"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ugh istg, my friend is kinda being toxic to me again. Saying things like I used her and I was never a real friend just some dumb kid I met at school. Today she was making fun of me for doing math hw, well Im sorry Im more educated than you. Wtf. Why do my friends have to be like this. I never had a real friend I thought she was one. I guess not."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaaa i see hopefully I get mine from my friends and senpai"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Uhh browny, that's honestly toxic"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if shes upsetting you, its best to stop talking with her."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "im sorry i have to hear that shes such a rude person, so youre better off without her"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Sucky friend you have there. Your life is better without her yeah."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes you should just ignore such people! There are this haters in the world who won't stop what they do! Maybe she is jealous or something but it would be good if you just stop talking to them"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She says I barley play with her and she thinks my reasons are lies."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why would she get mad at you for doing your hw when your education is important. I mean yeah you should talk to her but if she isn't even doing her own hw what's the point? You guys can easily study together if it means that much to her smh. Study sessions are always fun to get things done a lot faster. You aren't using her just because you want to do hw rather than talk. It's just a break"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What kind of friend makes fun of a person for doing their hw"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "She says I barley play with her and she thinks my reasons are lies."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I can relate it...it is like she want to be with you more and you just be there for your reasons so it makes her sad"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "The only reason we got in a fight is bc I started spamming emojis with a friend of hers."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If thats the case then you can just give her your time and you will be back again"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "and I guess Im always the victim."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then thats toxic"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I get some friends like a lot of affection or want to be with a person for like hours on end, but you're doing important things and she needs to understand that, rather than to accuse you of something false"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "All the friends I get would do that."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Normal tbh. really, really normal"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ive been used before."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "friends would rather hate school and say hw is hard than ask for help because they'd want to play with friends"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it is okay to take a few minutes out of the day to do soemthing"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa it is like they want to be with you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thats all"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's not like you get mad at her if she's busy or whatever"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She like who does hm at 2pm and blah blah blah she knows I do it late."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She knows me well."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I tell her so much"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is just the same case! OMG just that I am on other side"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "while she tells me nothing"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And my friend won't understand"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Same."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm she just wants you then"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I do hw at 4 because I take an hour to recooperate from school and afterschool meetings"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She sounds like she uses you as a friend barrier"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "doesn't she have other ppl to talk to"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Now then we made it a chat room in venting"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "until you get back?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Its not like that mar! There are few people whome you love talking and would love to talk nonstop no one can take there place"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Its just my experience"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "the world has way too many people that can relate to each other for such negative things smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what has the world come to?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "All I did was this emoji \u201d bc she said some girl called her a scammer. She just said go hang out with your amber headed friend. Its not Im important anyways."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm its the same believe me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Doesn't that just mean you'd punch the person who scammed her?"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea:/"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "They are the signs she want you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "But most of them are not understood by other person"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ive been with her forever."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa ik"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I meant was talk to her"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "We had this fight 4 times in the past 2 days."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If you've been with her forever than she's probably just clingy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "because you've been friends for so long"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa that's another possibility"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "A year:/"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Prob clingy"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe mar is right..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Or jealous"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Id think jealous"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I was about to tell her if I used you why didnt you just dump me at the start I dont think I was even important to you anyways."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just try talking about it to her"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe it will clear things between you"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "No, she legit just came and yelled at me this morning again."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "..."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Just bc I had to go again."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But it's early smh"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm then it is bit too much"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Can I not like sleep"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I wouldn't even feel like talking super early in the morning"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "It was yesterday night when I said I had to sleep"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You see try texting her when you are free and then give her some time of yours"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "And replys later attacking me again."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ive alr been attacked this week."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like first block teachers are always like hello can you guys here me? like lady yes I can hear you I just don't like talking at 89 in the morning"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but yeah that's one clingy friend"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if you can't even sleep:/"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'd just go to sleep in the call or while messaging smh;;"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "yep that happens alot when you are tired"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She knows I sleep early too."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Then why would she yell at you..."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I try to get less sleep to get some time with her."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Idk."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just try texting her when you are free and then talk with her for some time"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm what can be done other ways?!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Other than talking?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Its like I am saying against me!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She says she will just forgive me after"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Now I see the other side too!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Doesnt look like she did."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thanks @ AnnIE you indirectly helped me! Xd"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Never mind"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You indirectly helped alpha I believe"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa i got typo there"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Oh. Yw ig"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I can copy what she said Brb"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "And I cant copy on mobile."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just press on it and then you will have the copy option"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She kinda just made fun of me for typing so slow."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "It wasnt on discord"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm that's abit more then"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Im just ganna ignore her for a few days. I gtg"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "afk food"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm maybe it will not help"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Gl browny"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "people go through so much smh"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa and now idk what should I do"}
{"username": "warudo", "content": "If i could explain my brother in 5 words"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "update on my dad: its been to weeks, hasnt answered anything, i know he didnt run because he left his stuff here. im still sad but i know it will get better"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "dot/ ashlyn awww that's so strong of you!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm glad you're looking on the bright side and staying optimistic."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I too am worried about your dad but I'm sure you'll be alright pumpkin. It's also alright to let loose of your emotions and cry it out. It won't make you seem weak. Just know that we're here to help you and calm you down."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm proud of you sweetie"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am sad, I want to be loved, why does loving someone like this hurt the way it does? All I want is to talk to this person, she says she loves me, yet sometimes it feels one sided, other times it feels like my world is completely lifted, idk how to feel about it anymore but love is love"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Anastas Like you said, love is love. There is no real definition of what it is since people have different perspectives on it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You love someone. Yet, you sometimes feel like it's one sided. I know it's really difficult, but it's best to talk about it to her. If you know she loves you, I'm sure she will understand. Love is not something simple."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Never be afraid to tell people you're sad and that you need some attention. But, don't forget to also leave some time to that person. They may be busy taking care of themselves. You care about this person right? So it's best you also look out for them AND yourself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Take a few minutes to sleep, go watch TV, play games, write stories, sing, exercise, learn something new, read a book, etc. Those are some things you can do to entertain yourself so you won't feel bored and lonely."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Know that she truly loves you and cares about you. She just can't find the right time. For the mean time, you can talk to other people about things that you like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "...thank you, I understand, I probably should try getting some sleep soon, and yes I'm sure she does and is just doing things she needs to do atm, tomorrow is another day after all"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Gerhardt ofc sleep well isaiah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I woke up.. but again, after feeling the way I feel I am turned and given extreme reassurance that it isn't how it felt... I feel so guilty sometimes when I feel like things are one sided when they aren't;;"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Redmer First of all, I'm glad that you got to sleep"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Even if you think you're in the wrong, you aren't. This isn't a bad thing, it happens frequently. If you're still struggling, you can try to distract yourself from all these thoughts. Go eat a sandwich, and maybe just chill!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "We love you Isaiah, and we know you're not wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm still awake unfortunately"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, you can go eat a snack or drink water"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Stay hydrated at times like this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! pan pan has being having a very hard time pls talk to him and help him out in dms i dont like to see my friends sad."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I'm going to just bomb his dms again.,,"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "good to see your concern."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if i have time ill speak with him now or later"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "dot/ ashlyn awww that's so strong of you!"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "I'm glad you're looking on the bright side and staying optimistic."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "I too am worried about your dad but I'm sure you'll be alright pumpkin. It's also alright to let loose of your emotions and cry it out. It won't make you seem weak. Just know that we're here to help you and calm you down."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "I'm proud of you sweetie"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "mariri thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i am out of words but @ Ashi On Break i hope you will be fine and pls be safe drink alot of water ect."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "lockdown has got the worst of us, huh? you are not alone, a lot of us are going through the same and some are becoming insane, but venting is something healthy, to get it out of your mind for a while, but a hobbie might be the best thing in this case"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "keep your mind busy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "true."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and try to keep some kind of healthy habit or try to not lose your sanity"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "for me learning something new and discord have prevented me from going insane"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "stay strong girl, you can do it"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I already gave up taking care of myself, and I rather not bother"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I'm just tired of waking up"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I just can't really deal with my mom, espesically when online learning is driving my stress horribly"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "Well for one it's never ever good to cover up your feelings. Keeping them bottled up inside will hurt you late. But its good that you vented a little. With the stuff going on with your mom you gotta stay strong i know abuse can be terrible from parents i have a friend that goes with it a lot. Just remember you have people who are always here for you willing to do anything to make sure your alright. Don't give up taking care of yourself because your health is important. You seem like a pretty great person from my eyes. Just keep going in life the pain will never last you'll always find your happiness."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "covering up your feelings and not paying attention to them, only makes preassure building up until you cant deal with it anymore"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "i gto dumped today by someone i gave my love to everyday, we would call, play mc and more together"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "hes a clown"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "ngl"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "im also gonna quit discord"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "to much has been going on"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "was it justified or was it without any apparent reason?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "and the discord part is your personal desition, no one can do anything about it, but at least we can try to help you and maybe cheer you up a bit as a last ride"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "it was with no reason"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "i might not quit"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "just take a break"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "again, your decition, and the relationship thing, if it has no apparent reason, well, that's a trashy move IMO"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "yeah."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but is there hatred or is it just akward now?"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "well"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "he keeps calling me g!y slurs and just being toxic"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "so he is... he isn't nice after a breakup"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "my take, peer pressure"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "idk what the others think"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "tho"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "You'll need to block him"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "You're exes, I understand the good times and all, but if he left you for no reason and is being toxic for no reason he isn't worth being sad over"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ Ashi On Break"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Please listen to this,"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "If your mom continues to abuse you or things like that, call the police, its the best thing to do, when you feel unsecure, upset or just feeling depressed overall listen to your favourite songs, its a good idea, or go for a run, have a piece of fruit, or do something that makes you happy, mine is drawing and server making! I do school at my campus so I can't really help with that but what I recommend is listening to music while you are doing work! Love you!"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Emia"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "now that I have free time I shall now help"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Dont worry about pinging people who are vent helpers we are here to help"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Continue being supportive and continue showing your care. Be patient with her and let her know that she's not alone. You're there for her when she wants to talk."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its okay to be concerned."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if youre having troubles, try to give her a little bit of space. but be sure to talk to her once in awhile, ask about her day, and maybe give her a compliment. shell open up to you, and after all, friends are meant to help eachother. so be caring to her, but give her some time alone"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I'm sorry I'm not good at giving advice..You trying your hardest! She might need a couple days to actually warm up and say what she needs to. You just need to try to keep comforting her. Your doing great!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "mikachu"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "God, I feel bad for you and her, tell her listen to her favourite song, if she wants to be left alone leave her be for 324 hours, if she talks to you respond with something kind, give her a hug, if you can. She may just be nervous to tell you something, maybe she is waiting to come out? Or she likes you and is worried it will ruin your friendship. lots of love"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty everyone"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Anytime!"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "We will always help you!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm really sorry to hear that. You're a good friend. Just continue to be concerned it's what's best for her. She knows that you care but is afraid to admit needing help. You're really trying your best to help and that's a good thing. Just be there for her when she's not doing too well. It's all you can do, and if she ever needs help she shouldn't be afraid to ask you to help her. She's not like herself so she may not want to explain stuff, but soon she'll come around and feel so much better and you guys will be even happier. Just give her time and continue being there for her. She's lucky to have such a supportive friend."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I'm really sorry to hear that. You're a good friend. Just continue to be concerned it's what's best for her. She knows that you care but is afraid to admit needing help. You're really trying your best to help and that's a good thing. Just be there for her when she's not doing too well. It's all you can do, and if she ever needs help she shouldn't be afraid to ask you to help her. She's not like herself so she may not want to explain stuff, but soon she'll come around and feel so much better and you guys will be even happier. Just give her time and continue being there for her. She's lucky to have such a supportive friend."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mar ty"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Aw"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "that made me smile"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mikachu"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Thank you Mar"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I really needed that, since I have been feeling alone for years now"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Anytime!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You have 12k of us now."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty Mar"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Somedays I just feel like I shouldn't own Sayumi"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "and someone else should"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "No no"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It's a very unique server so"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It belongs to someone else"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Not really me."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ur an amazing owner Ashley, and the group is amazing"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "And the community u helped build is amazing too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yw"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "None of us would be here talking to each other if u werent the owner @ Ashi On Break"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "true."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dont make anyone let you down stay strong and brave @ Ashi On Break i love you like milk in my tea"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Aw, I mean tbh people tell me so many negative things nowday"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "love you!"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "and still put me down, because they feel like I don't deserve Sayumi, or they think that Sayumi overwhelming toxic"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It just hurts when I try to ignore it but people keep trying start drama with me for no reason"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "And always assume that Sayumi isn't owned by me, or I stole the server etc"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww thats so sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "block them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just block them dont make anyone make you feel unhappy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stay strong everyday and always"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's rude. They're probably jealous that you've gathered so many people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "there jelous becuase there server has probaly 50 people and we have 12k"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Hi,um well, Ive been really bad lately and kept crying in my bed or my bathroom When Im alone so my parents wont see me.ive been thinking of doing self harm or suicide But im too scared.., and well My parents dont know anything about that because i dont want them to worry and make me go to a therapist, and when Im around people I always smile,make jokes to hide I really feel I feel useless, horrible, worthless.. And well.. I just really needed to say that.., and I really need some help getting a bit better.."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Im really sorry for the late ping"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no worries"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "were here to help and thats what matters"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Tysm.."}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "I understand what you mean, but you're strong okay? Don't hurt yourself just because of how you feel rn. Life changes and you're not worthless or anything like that."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yeah! your life is worth living"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Thanks..Thats sweet, i Needed that"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Ill try to dont do anything bad"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "Well first step and best step is always Opening up keeping your Feelings trapped inside will not help one bit. So doing this is good. Second it's best to find something to distract you from self harming or suicide.. Because one suicide only brings pain to others who love and care for you. And self harm isn't good at all and becomes and extremely bad habit. But other then that your good also your not horrible, worthless or terrible. You seem like an amazing person that people seem to enjoy having around. Your life is so much more so you gotta get out there and live it because life is short and it's the experiences we and the people that make it better for us. So keep living on and i hope that you can push through this and be happy"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "id say the best thing to do is to develop positive self esteem."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "start finding whats good about you, and embrace that. give yourself time to vent out negative emotions, and surround yourself by people who make you feel good about yourself"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Moka the demon IT'S SO SAD THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH THIS!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm glad you told us about this sooner sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "These types of things happens to a lot of people. Even if you're scared to tell people, done be! I'm sure your parents care about you! Trust me, a therapist will make this so much better."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I've told many people to try and do small therapy like writing down your thoughts, drawing them, or just simply saying them. So if you're looking for something to help, you can try those! It doesn't need to be good, pretty, deep, etc. As long as it calms you down, it'll be good enough! You can also try to exercise a bit, eat a snack, and drink water!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If these thoughts of harming yourself keep on getting bad, please do seek a hotline for where you're at! You can simply just type it in Google!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Know that your parents, friends, and us, care about your well being and don't want you to feel sad! YOU MATTER. You deserve every bit of love sweetie"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't feel so alone sweetie. We all have those times where we hide our emotions. And tbh we do it 90 of the time anyway when we really have to struggle so people don't worry. You never know if anyone is hurting inside until they show it. Don't be so afraid of help either. I know you don't want your parents to feel worried about you but it's their job. They should be worried because they want you to be happy and safe. Getting a therapist isn't necessarily a bad thing. You don't have to stick with the first therapist available, and most never do. A therapist could really help you with your problems right now and make you feel more at ease to admitting your issues. I know we all hate feeling down on ourselves because we may have to have counseling, therapy, or medications for these things but it's what helps us maintain peace of mind in those dark hours. Tears are for those who are strong enough to emit them so it's okay to cry. Just maybe talk to your parents before doing something bad okay?"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Thanks,Ill try to, Tysm guys for helping me feel better, and well I already had a therapist once but stopped because I kept repeating myself and it made me feel even worst, Ill try to talk with my parents too, Thanks again you guys are amazing and really sweet"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Hi,um well, Ive been really bad lately and kept crying in my bed or my bathroom When Im alone so my parents wont see me.ive been thinking of doing self harm or suicide But im too scared.., and well My parents dont know anything about that because i dont want them to worry and make me go to a therapist, and when Im around people I always smile,make jokes to hide I really feel I feel useless, horrible, worthless.. And well.. I just really needed to say that.., and I really need some help getting a bit better.."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "@ 692408666330103968"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Moka the demon Thats terrible. I hope you get better and dont decide to do any of bad things. You dont deserve any of those. Try not to cry anymore sweetie. Things will get better."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Yall are amazing"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "yui hug Moka the demon"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "Why the bot gotta die now"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug Moka the demon"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "you are amazing as well sweetie"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "owo hug Moka the demon"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Aw "}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Tysm once again Ill try to sleep a bit its kinda late for me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Moka the demon Okay! Sleep well sweetie and make sure to take care of yourself"}
{"username": "Sweet", "content": "Sleep well moka i hope everything gets better for you. No one deserves to go through any of that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Sleep well sweetie. Sleeping will probably calm you down a bit as you get a bit of rest"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Hi air hugs to the extreme no worries about the ping. Im here to help. Even if you feel this way or had been down lately its better to let it out rather than bottling up. Your life is a precious thing and I hope that you can do things that make you feel joy or try to express small things little by little so it doesnt stay in your mind or heart."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Thanks, Gd/Gn guys stay safe"}
{"username": "SoniSinas", "content": "Hope you sleep well"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Gn moka!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Gn moka"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "I don't know how to say this, I was just waiting for my dear brother a few months ago. A brother from my father, since he and my mother are not together and he has a partner. The thing is, I was delighted to have that little human with me. My dad texted me yesterday, he wasn't born. My brother is dead and they live far from me, it feels horrible..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ FatASS I know it's really difficult when you realize one of your family or soon to be family member is...well, gone. But, you have to stay strong sweetie."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I've lost myself a fair share of family members as well and the way I usually cope with it is to interact with other family. It helped clear my mind. Yet, there was another thing I needed. I needed to cry."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "At times like this, it's best to let it out as well. We can't deny our emotions. Hug someone and cry. It's alright. A cuddle will be nice as well. Especially from a loving parent."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm really sad that your brother didn't made it. But, sometimes, you need to let go of something sweetie. So, don't worry to feel sad, horrible, and depressed. It's the way we behave."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Don't be afraid to seek us and chat with us. We want to help you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug @ FatASS"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's okay sweetie \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mikachu I'm sure they're just looking for some space! You're doing your best, and that's all that matters!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "We can forget that, we can't do everything right everytime And that's what makes us humans flawed"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You've tried sweetie I'm proud that you did"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Remember that we're all flawed beings, no matter how much we say others are perfect"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I hate this"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hm? why?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You're doing a great job"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "But no one tried to ask me how I rlly am"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mikachu Are you doing alright? Do you feel troubled?"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "mariri Thank you very much for your words, somehow they make me feel better \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ FatASS I'm glad to hear that! Thank you"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "One thing is that Im going to have a sister soon and there is going to be a big age difference"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "And I feel like I wouldnt be a good older sister"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mikachu Having a sibling can make you feel anxious. And if you do feel that way, that just only means you're going to be a great sister! It really shows how much you care about your little sister."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It'll be really difficult at first. I experienced that with my troublesome brother But, once you get used to it, you'll be alright!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I feel like I did smt wrong to my bffl"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I feel like I messed up smt"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hm? What exactly do you feel wrong about?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Well we were doing smt and I wasnt paying attention to much even tho I think I was trying my best, and then she suddenly got frustrated and then I showed her smt and she said And?\u201d"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mikachu Hmm, that does seem like something bad"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you think you're in the wrong, you can try talking to her and apologize to it. The best way to fix things like this is to be direct."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I tried"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Did she respond to it?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Yeah she did"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "did she accept it?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I said sorry and then she said I didnt do anything and that she needs time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I suppose some space is needed."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "People do need some time alone and together. Maybe leave her alone for a day or two and see if she has calmed down"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Thats so long:c"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do you have any other friends by chance"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! hi, i feel... nothing, my heart loves a girl who has a girlfriend, my mum loved my brother more, it sometimes feel like i have noone, my bestfriend moved to a different class, my other bestfriend stopped talking to me because I spread rumours, i didn't even do it, I am bullied for my anxiety, which makes it worse and i have my mental health support team, they are the only ones there for me someday, i only see my dad every other weekend, i don't i could ever good at anything."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I know how you feel."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Maybe try talking to your mum"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "have a hug!"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "About like how you feel"}
{"username": "Zippy", "content": "Yeah you should tell your mom about how you feel"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Do you have any other friends by chance"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mariri Mhm"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Maybe also tell you bc about how you really felt about her she should understand"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I may need to vent later too"}
{"username": "Zippy", "content": "Thats fine! Go ahead and let your feelings out later Ill try to help in some way!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hushkyshead It's sad to see people like you suffer like this"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talking to the right people will truly help you. You have mental health support team right? It's always nice to talk to them since they're certified people who can help. I know it maybe really difficult, try to have a family conversation."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "We love you sweetie. Even if you think you're alone, we're always here rooting for you"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty tea"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty everyone"}
{"username": "Zippy", "content": "Yes we love youuu!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mikachu you can try talking to your other friends! maybe get your mind off of her"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "no problem emi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug hushkyshead"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Time for my vent ig"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "So I have this friend, weve been fighting for ig a few weeks, but yesterday we had a big fight. One of my friends that Ive knew for like my whole life took my other friends side. She stared saying things like I used them. I wanted to say: if I used you why didnt you dumb me at the start, and the emoji I was punching\u201d was someone who called you a name.\u201d She just ignores the whole this I said. Today Ive been ignoring her. She always questions why Im it online as much as before to play with her. I told her I wasnt feeling good and I told her the truth. The fight started bc I starting spamming emojis with one of her friends. My friend comes attacking me, saying she is always the victim. While she is attacking me and me only. Her friend was spamming too. She didnt even care. Just comes a attacks me. Ive done a lot for her too. She just comes after me and me only. Its just wrong."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yes, very very wrong. That's a toxic friend smh. Why would you bully someone for entertainment and only that person. That sounds like the person who is super bragging and whatever. People really like to gloat and believe themselves as really big victims but ignore the other person's claims all of the time. Just why."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "At least you ignored her bullying today. So that's a start. That kind of friendship...never ends well tbh. But at least you're powering through it"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Idk ask her"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "So I have this friend, weve been fighting for ig a few weeks, but yesterday we had a big fight. One of my friends that Ive knew for like my whole life took my other friends side. She stared saying things like I used them. I wanted to say: if I used you why didnt you dumb me at the start, and the emoji I was punching\u201d was someone who called you a name.\u201d She just ignores the whole this I said. Today Ive been ignoring her. She always questions why Im it online as much as before to play with her. I told her I wasnt feeling good and I told her the truth. The fight started bc I starting spamming emojis with one of her friends. My friend comes attacking me, saying she is always the victim. While she is attacking me and me only. Her friend was spamming too. She didnt even care. Just comes a attacks me. Ive done a lot for her too. She just comes after me and me only. Its just wrong."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "@ AnnIE Maybe try to talk it out with them saying that you dont want to fight saying that Hey this needs to stop this has been going on for a while now and I dont want to lose you as a friend If your friendship means a lot to you then say Our friendship means a lot to me\u201d but like mar said if its a toxic relationship then dont talk to her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's only fair to spam if they spammed first. Idk why it's such a big deal"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ive alr apologized yesterday"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ AnnIE That could really be a red flag to a toxic relationship."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I know I've repeated this many times but, try and reason with her and apologize to her one more time two if you're sympathetic to her."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "She could:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "1. Realize her mistake. If she does, I'm glad she did, you two can continue on being friends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "2. She doesn't admit to being wrong and keeps on playing victim. Just leave her. It may be difficult to do it, but it'll be so worth it in the end."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Either way, I'm glad you're telling us this."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Shes was just like why do you need to say sorry\u201d"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer yum"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why apologize for them bullying you and making you feel guilty all of the time"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "STOP"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's their fault"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "WHAT DID YOU EAT"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "TELL ME"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "your family"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "NOOO"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "chicken is good"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "MAR STOP"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat @ AnnIE"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Shes done a lot for me tho."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Then try what I said"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I could say more than Ive done with her ig"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Doesn't seem like she does a lot now tho"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Yea."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ AnnIE Like I said, it may seem difficult to do this, but it'll be worth it in the end."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You should really tell her that she isn't doing anything to help a situation by always blaming you and saying you use her when you're barely around to even use her in the first place if you could"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ig I can ignore her for a few more days to see if she says smth."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Before when we had a fight we wouldnt apologize we would just start talking more and say we alway forgive after a fight"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Doesnt look like it we did"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I mean. I friendship shouldnt end just bc of a little fight"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Shes gave me a lot"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yes, but, if fights happen often, it doesn't seem right."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She doesn't give a lot of effort now though"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She's just blaming you"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "I feel like I havent repaid her yet"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "She has done a lot."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "HELP"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "She's slowly stopping to though"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "tEa IS TRYING TO EAT NE"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Shes spent days working my my birthday gift"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Chicken chat please"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Plx"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ill try to end the fight and wait for now"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ty thought"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Though"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "Ill end it if it gets out of hand"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np np"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Oki browny"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yw"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Can I just starve myself to death"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen technically you can. But the urge to eat will probably get to you before you die grandpops"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "on the other side, you're probably immortal"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "No it hurts"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hurts what"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Eating"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "But it hurts"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can force it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Eat even the slightest loaf of bread."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You should probably go see a doctor actually"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Corona"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "call a doc"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "No it is late"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "What is there to live for though"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen your children"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "They dont need me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "they do"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "we do"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I wanna rant about my fellow friend of mine that doesnt make any sense to me."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "This gal im ranting about is the same person I vented about months ago, We are still friends I let her talk about whats wrong that she'd said to me back then, I forgave her she forgave me."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "But now another thing that has no sense to me."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "We're just roleplaying like we do normally, Then there was this one line where this character said I'm hangig out with my friends, If you're really that bored we can hang out"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "and then she replied with her oc and with a quot from her You're like your character, and My character like me. Just realize it today I dont need to explain how or why"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I dont know what's happening to her in person and I'm concerned about the fact she told me that she has over 9 friends at her school and I have none But i do have online friends but I barely talk to them That doesnt make any sense, I know her friends are hella nice and she has so many to talk to. Im just here wasting my time on games and arts."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "hey there! What you're describing is what I've felt last time"}
{"username": "H'", "content": "Kitten im so sorry you feel this way, know your worth ok you seem like a really sweet girl 3"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "yep!"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "don't woory too much, it's ok"}
{"username": "H'", "content": "some people dont deserve your time"}
{"username": "H'", "content": "why did it delete?"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Uh, I'm not sure if this friendship is really going to work out. Seems like it's going down a sort of iffy path. But you should know that you're fine as you are. I do art as well and I'm more of an introverted person."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi Have you tried reasoning with her again? I personally think that's the first thing you should do actually, since it'll end quickly"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you're still having problems like this, maybeee you can try to tell her about what you think in this situation. I suggest going with a more softer tone than an aggressive one."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It could also be that they feel like you don't pay attention to them. In which, you probably are paying attention but just don't have a lot of time. Try to tell her this if it she does think you're ignoring her."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can tell me what her response is if you decide to follow these steps. Don't worry sweetie, you'll be alright"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "if you think that you don't feel comfortable with her, you can try talking to her about it. However, if I you also feel uncomfortable about telling her, maybe you can try, like, unfriending her or sumn? I'm not sure."}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "I'm also not that good in friendship"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "However"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "If you have any uncomfortable feelings, feem free to come here!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "You can also dm me:"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "yui hug Aoi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Friendship is those kinds of things that you need to figure out yourself. Just like love, it doesn't have a definition. It varies from person to person and has different values"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "owo hug Aoi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "smhsmh why yui no work here"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "We havent been talking to each other since my school has been giving us alot of works and homeworks and I only have time to talk to her whenever its past her bedtime like 10pm12am"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "how does she talk to you"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "like how is her attitude?"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "do you feel uncomfortable?"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "or are you ok?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi Exactly! You probably have a pretty tight schedule and is busy most of the time! You can try telling her that actually, she'll surely understand if she cares about you"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "She talks to me formally like we dont know each other while I talk to her like im a hyped child"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "does it make you feel troubled?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "is she ignoring in school or sumn?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ah, i see, you can tell her about that as well. Don't be afraid to speak out about things you feel uncomfortable or troubled with"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "her school starts 7am3pm while mine is 1pm5pm and the couple of hours for my HW and modules"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "Actually, you rlly make me feel like when I was 8"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "I occasionally had friendship problems as well"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That's a really short amount of time spent together."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, speak up to her and maybe decide on having small talks instead of long ones. You two's schedule doesn't really match up so find a good time to do small chitchat like 3040 mins"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "And I am more comfortable with online friends rather than real life friends"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alr"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You'll get used to it and it'll reduce the amount of stress"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "or maybe you should try talking about this problem when you talk to her at night"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhnm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "that's a good idea"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'll try that later"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Okay sweetie"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Thank you for helping me"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": ".wholesome"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No problem!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Trigger warning I think."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why do I watch videos of near death experiences or people reacting to them fully knowing that it is not only traumatizing, but give me full on anxiety attacks because I anticipate the absolute worst of every situation I see? I already deal with enough having one of those experiences myself yet some times I just can't stop watching... is it bad that I do this? I feel guilty that videos like this intrigue me to a certain extent... idk it's kinds different ig being on the side of having that same sort of traumatic event happen to me in one way so other ways kinda interest me in some sort of manner? I'm weird and confused and I really regret clicking on the video I just watched now bc of anxiety:/ rip me for being dumb yet interested at the same time:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Husein I mean, people have different interests and unique habits."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I don't think what you're doing is weird. It's probably because of curiosity. Maybe your curiosity went a little far, but hey, we can't blame it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm really sad that you've experienced the same traumatic events and I'm glad you're still alive. Honestly, if you still want to watch videos like that, go for it. There's really nothing wrong about it Isaiah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why you so nice to me, I'm so messed up in the head some times"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I only experience something like that because I put myself in that situation with my actions"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "My I see I see. You're not wrong with the putting yourself in the situation part, but you're not at fault here okay."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm just trying to be nice to everyone"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "With the exception of my emergency foods of course"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ah, paimon and chicken. yeah ... I used to be addicted to drugs and ended up almost going last year.. glad I didn't and have been working on turning my life around since that day"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Amadeo I'm glad that you're doing great right now! Keep up the good work and take care of yourself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I try"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yesu"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Hi,um well, Ive been really bad lately and kept crying in my bed or my bathroom When Im alone so my parents wont see me.ive been thinking of doing self harm or suicide But im too scared.., and well My parents dont know anything about that because i dont want them to worry and make me go to a therapist, and when Im around people I always smile,make jokes to hide I really feel I feel useless, horrible, worthless.. And well.. I just really needed to say that.., and I really need some help getting a bit better.."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Hey sorry for the Ping. I'm actually going through the exact same thing! I'm so proud of you for telling us! But it might be best to tell your parents. If you're nervous to say it face to face then you can send a letter to them explaining what's going on! Or you can talk to a trusted friend or relative or just us about to work up the nerve and say it: But you will need to tell them sooner or later..Your their child,and parents should love you no matter what! You don't always have to go to therapy. If you feel comfortable with it then you can! Cause if your not comfortable going there it might not even be therapy. Though if you choose not to at least talk with your parents or trusted people. We all love you! You are so sweet! If you need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to call or text us! We believe you can get through this!"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "in the future please remove the ping when quoting!"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Okay:"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Hewo...so uhm sighs I've been really been in a bad mood lately and idk what will I do myself...I've been thinking myself that the world would be alot batter without me.ive been crying for the past few days and idk what will I do myself.im always want to see my grandmother again in heaven.my mom doesn't know anything about this I've been keeping this a secret a long time and idk how to confess her like this,I almost killed myself from cutting my arms and I don't want to do cause my mom loves me and I love her too."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "That's all from me"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Does..it make sense? Or not? I can rewrite it all?"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "uhh"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "maybe you should think about saying it. And don't save bad feelings, it's okay to feel bad, but you won't feel SO bad anymore if someone knows and supports you to make you feel better"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "did i say something wrong?"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "cuz i tried sending my message and it immediately got deleted"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "idk if what i said was wrong"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "nevermind, ill just rewrite it"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Im sorry Im not that good with words but Ill try \ufe0f First off, we are lucky to have u and I might not know u well but still. Pls stay, many people love you a lot, even though you might not see it rn. And when you are comfortable pls try talking to ur mom about how you feel, she might not exactly understand but she would probably want to help you. Aikashi Sowwy for ping"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "okay, so"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "just realize people do care about you, and your life is worth living. if it helps, reach out. surround yourself with people who make you feel happy. through this, you can develop positivity. im sorry you have to go through all of this. just realize youre not alone"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "Aikashi hi another potato!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "i understand you because i feel the same way sometimes."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "But when you alive, you have lots of choice and you can shape your life. but when you die, you have no choice."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "I know, sometimes life chokes us but we have to be stay strong. You have someone you loves you, and there are people who are waiting for you in the future. For them, stand up and show whole world you are achieving!"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "We love you. I love you so much. You can talk to me too when you need. You are strong. Dont think about something that you cant undo."}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "You are loved"}
{"username": "potato queen", "content": "and u are potatooo"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aikashi It's really difficult to speak up to people about this. Even the to the people you trust the most. But, it's worth it. It really is."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "A way that you can deal with thoughts like these is seeking for helo through a professional. You deserve love sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Another way you can cope with this is, to do small therapeutic things like writing down/drawing your thoughts or just simply, crying. Crying is one of the ways you can let loose of your emotions, but don't let it get in your way of taking care of yourself!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Speak to your mother sweetie! She'll understand. She loves you and so does everyone in here! No one doesn't deserve love. You can also snatch a hug or a cuddle from loved ones! We humans crave contact and it helps our nerves calm down!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If thoughts about harming yourself keep on getting intense, please do seek a hotline near you! You can easily search it up! I'm really worried about you. Stay strong"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Tthank you for these comments.iim ccrying rn. tthank yyou"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Aww dont cry"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aikashi Awwe it's alright sweetie! You're gonna be alright"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "pats head"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug Aikashi"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": ".hug Aikashi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo died"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Aikashi dont cry"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": ".hug Aikashi"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! ..."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Am I being bullied? Yes"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "I have no clue, I lost my temper today, I am sick of it, but they do not stop, how many time I have told them too stop they do not, I shouted at them all, saying, What do you have against me? What do you want from me? What have I done to you? and ran out the class, I can not handle it anymore, I really want to move school but there are no more in a half an hour radius, I sometimes question if earth is where I should be? I want to be perfect, pretty popular, they all say, You'll never be a therapist! As being a therapist is my dream, as I have been through a lot and I want to help people with their problems, but they just want to bring me down."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Am I being bullied? Yes"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "I have no clue, I lost my temper today, I am sick of it, but they do not stop, how many time I have told them too stop they do not, I shouted at them all, saying, What do you have against me? What do you want from me? What have I done to you? and ran out the class, I can not handle it anymore, I really want to move school but there are no more in a half an hour radius, I sometimes question if earth is where I should be? I want to be perfect, pretty popular, they all say, You'll never be a therapist! As being a therapist is my dream, as I have been through a lot and I want to help people with their problems, but they just want to bring me down."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "hushkyshead"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Im so sorry that this is happening to you, from the bottom of my heart. Its been happening to me as well for.. god knows how long. The best thing you can do is to ignore them, giving them the attention the crave will only make them do it more. Stay strong love, I know youre stronger than them."}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Don't listen to them. You're free to be a therapist. Also please know perfection doesn't exist."}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "You can always tell a teacher about the bullying or maybe the principal."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Don't listen to them. You're free to be a therapist. Also please know perfection doesn't exist."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "You can always tell a teacher about the bullying or maybe the principal."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Selcouth theyll pick on me more but ty"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": " hushkyshead"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Im so sorry that this is happening to you, from the bottom of my heart. Its been happening to me as well for.. god knows how long. The best thing you can do is to ignore them, giving them the attention the crave will only make them do it more. Stay strong love, I know youre stronger than them."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ikaenia ty"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And about been a therapist! You will be a really good one i know it! Best of luck!:"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "of course.. if you ever need help, please dont be afraid to shoot me a dm, okay? im more than happy to help you, keep you company, whatever you may need."}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "theyll pick on me more but ty"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "hushkyshead It's okay to defend yourself tho. Or ignore them as best as you can."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty everyone"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Give them a cold look so that they will shever from scare!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Like this!"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! ..."}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "From the start of quarantine, i've felt numb and felt excluded from everything, partly due to my controlling mother, it's still the same. I just want to be a teenager and to do what I want."}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Have you tried confronting her? Sorry if Im not helping"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It can't be helped you see...it is same for all! Just try bearing with it"}
{"username": "Molly 3", "content": "Try to do something that your comfortable doing, try to confront her."}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Have you tried confronting her? Sorry if Im not helping"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Zara. . Confronting her makes it worse, at one point she basically removed all apps from my phone assaulted me for using it"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "its not a option"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "atleast she's bearable for now"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Hmm. Do you have any relieves who can help?"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Hmm. Do you have any relieves who can help?"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Zara. . dad lives across the country, granny lives with us, i dont know my aunt's number, uncle died, i could try to phone my cousin if i can remember his phone"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Try to remember your cousins number:"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "but atm she's fine, im only leaving or doing something drastic if she either a abuses me again or b that and more"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "she's also a master manipulator"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "so no luck for me"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Cause then if they have your aunts number they can help to work this out.."}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Have you maybe tried calling those child/teen foundations? Or even maybe a relative. if you can't call someone then tell your teachers/friends. I'm not very good at confortations or how u write that so sorry if i don't help. if you can't find a solution maybe try what i told u"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Ya mabey try what Lindy suggested"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Cause then if they have your aunts number they can help to work this out.."}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Zara. . i dont know about my aunt as from what i've heard broke my mother and her brother's relationship a sibling one up, and did the same with her son my cousin who's 17 years older than me so idk"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Oh.."}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Have you maybe tried calling those child/teen foundations? Or even maybe a relative. if you can't call someone then tell your teachers/friends. I'm not very good at confortations or how u write that so sorry if i don't help. if you can't find a solution maybe try what i told u"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "AKAKU MOESAKARU friends know, since one of friends mother is also the same controlling, we talk about her and my mom, mostly about how delusional they are"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Maybe teachers or child/teen foundations"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "teachers, maybe? ill look up those foundations"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "and see what i get"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Wait didn't you say you had a cousin that is 17 years older and had the same problem?"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "snovee Hello, I think you need to listen to your favourite song, take a bath, and speak to your mother calmly and maybe speak to your friends? I have a mental health support group at my school, speak to someone you can trust?"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Maybe ur cousin could take care of you they seem old enough and ive read that adults if ur cousin is an adult can adopt/take care of others even if they're relatives"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Relatives or not, adults can help you by taking care of you or contacting the police"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "I think you need to listen to your favourite song do that everyday for hours, its relaxing"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "take a bath even tho i dont like baths ill take one"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "and speak to your mother calmly ill be hit with the lies and the manipulation card"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "speak to your friends as noted earlier, i speak to my friend as we both have similar situations"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "I have a mental health support group at my school, speak to someone you can trust? i trust literally noone there, not teachers, not students, noone. there's a councilor but i doubt without any evidence i'll have anything done"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": " Relatives or not, adults can help you by taking care of you or contacting the police"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "as i said she doesnt leave any bruises or anything she just hits a lot of times but not enough to leave bruises, she doesnt hit in one spot but in every part of the body"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "so no evidence nothing done"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "There are these things where you can call them and kind of like investigate your mental condition and health"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "If they see you're somewhat unstable and they find out you're telling the truth then your mom will get arrested or something like that"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Or maybe take a video record or record with no video just sound of your mom doing those things to you. Find the perfect time and opportunity. Video recorders/recorders are already downloaded on ur phone/tablet and they can't be deleted. So, maybe try doing it if you want to"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "snovee"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "i think option 2 is better"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "since her insanity breakouts are rare"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "Im glad i kinda helped"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "Im glad i kinda helped"}
{"username": "snovee", "content": "AKAKU MOESAKARU"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "update on my dad: HE CAME HOME! AAA IM SO HAPPY OMGGOGKGMGMGM"}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "So I have this friend, weve been fighting for ig a few weeks, but yesterday we had a big fight. One of my friends that Ive knew for like my whole life took my other friends side. She stared saying things like I used them. I wanted to say: if I used you why didnt you dumb me at the start, and the emoji I was punching\u201d was someone who called you a name.\u201d She just ignores the whole this I said. Today Ive been ignoring her. She always questions why Im it online as much as before to play with her. I told her I wasnt feeling good and I told her the truth. The fight started bc I starting spamming emojis with one of her friends. My friend comes attacking me, saying she is always the victim. While she is attacking me and me only. Her friend was spamming too. She didnt even care. Just comes a attacks me. Ive done a lot for her too. She just comes after me and me only. Its just wrong."}
{"username": "AnnIE", "content": "@ AnnIE Update: So I went to play with my friend for a bit. I asked if we were good and she said no, but she was laughing like HEHHEHE and she usually does that when she's joking around so i think we are good now ill wait a few more days"}
{"username": "AKAKU MOESAKARU", "content": "GLAD UR GOOD!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Am I being bullied? Yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I have no clue, I lost my temper today, I am sick of it, but they do not stop, how many time I have told them too stop they do not, I shouted at them all, saying, What do you have against me? What do you want from me? What have I done to you? and ran out the class, I can not handle it anymore, I really want to move school but there are no more in a half an hour radius, I sometimes question if earth is where I should be? I want to be perfect, pretty popular, they all say, You'll never be a therapist! As being a therapist is my dream, as I have been through a lot and I want to help people with their problems, but they just want to bring me down."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hushkyshead People who do this are absolutely horrible beings. I'm sorry that you had to go through that."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ignoring could be an option, but the bullying won't be resolved. Try and speak up to your parents/s. I think it's best to let them know about this situation and they can easily think of a way to help you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm glad you're brave enough to defend yourself sweetie For now, try doing that actually. You can try building a strong mentality!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Also, I'm so so happy to see you wanting to become a therapist! It's such an amazing job and I'm sure you can succeed! Keep up your hard work!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i have been having very rough times the past lately i wanted some help for my server to have a server for friends and so on and no one wants to help me what must i do guys:C"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "snovee Abuse is something very serious. If the sort of abuse you're talking is severe, seek help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, try to do simple things like home exercise to lighten up your mood and clear your mind. You can also try doing small therapeutic things which are, writing down thoughts, drawing, etc."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I hope you're doing okay now!"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Eh, well I can help."}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": " Alister"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i want a cute and asthetic person"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "I'm not cute. But I'm aesthetic."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You and your friends were going to make a server for just you guys?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Drobman Well, making a server can be difficult."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Don't you have anyone who wants to join?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's so sweet"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "How come they said no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no i want help setting it up"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ohh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not to make people join yet"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i c i c"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like did they just refuse to help you set it up?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do they have any reasons though?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "weird. It's a sweet idea to make a server for you and your friends to hangout in"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i wonder why they won't help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they said they can design"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Eh, I know all about setting up servers but hopefully you can get someone to help. Maybe keep asking around."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "are you guys just making a hangout room and things?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "caant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no one wants to help me and that just makes me sad:C"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "afk Crying in the corner"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Bondon Hmmm, i see."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, for now you can try to do it alone. It does seem boring and all but I think things will be much more easier to coordinate by yourself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm not that good at making servers, but I can try to help sweetie"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We can try to help you, and then surprise your friends bunny"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It does seem a bit boring to do it on your own without them helping you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sure your friends have brilliant ideas though for your hangout space"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah i guess"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@! zinria You should just leave him honestly."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "This just looks like a toxic friendship and I don't want to see you suffer"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "At first, it may be difficult, since it's your friend but you'll be glad once you cut ties with them."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "They do not make the rules of your life, so leave them alone."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "in the current world we live in that kind of stuff doesnt just let up at least at my school"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if u tried hard enough u could probably get him suspended or expelled depending on how bad the comments and stuff are"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oops"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "bad language"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but yea maybe u could just go after his friends possibly if ur able to take care of him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i wish u the best tho and gl"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "I guess maybe you should tell them the reason why you cant run fast"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Maybe see a doctor to figure out why your leg is in pain again. And ignore the people who tease you for being slow at running, because it isn't your fault if you have injuries."}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "Or you can also ignore them and theyll slowly start to ignore them too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you should visit the doctor"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I hope you'll get better soon!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@.SYO That's where your parents are wrong. I'm sure they care about you and want you to feel better, but they're just not the right people to do it. For now, reassurance and cuddles are the best thing your parents can do"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "seems like you should convince your parents to see a doctor"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "either way, i hope you get better soon, and i wish you the best"}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Try to be gentle with your leg til you see a doctor. Don't know what it is so you wouldn't want to possibly damage it anymore."}
{"username": "Eclipsa", "content": "Tell your parents it is not working out and it's best for you to see a doctor. running/jogging is worsening it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tell them to seek you a doctor sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Those three situations could possibly be linked, again, a doctor is the way to go with these kinds of things. They're professionals. Once you've found one, you know you're in good hands"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You should also tell your teachers about this, maybe they can excuse you from running"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yes, you can try telling her about the whole leg situation and ask her if you can excuse yourself so you can seek help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@.SYO well, does it involve physical activities that may hurt you more?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "do you think you can opt out of the activities?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "you can try participating in it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If it does involve physical activities, excuse yourself out of it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tell your teacher about your condition"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "im gonna kms and i dont care anymore"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "i keep thinking if i should or not, cause if i die im positive one of my parents will commit suicide but im just in so much pain i cant take it"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Pain is temporary, no matter how long it lasts"}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "If you cant stay alive for yourself stay alive for your parents"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "its just all the pain i have it doesnt feel temporary it feels like i'll have it forever because of how big it impacted me"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "guys, im sorry for not being here helping you with the vents, but recently i havent been doing too well, and with how i feel rn, i think i might do more harm than help in here, ill be back when i feel better. Cheers!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "afk no one likes me why should i live"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "dot/ ashlyn Please don't do it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You have so much to live for. Just like people said, pain is temporary. This world may be cruel, but you can get through if you stay strong."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Please. People love you. You don't deserve pain. Look out for yourself. You're never alone. Talk to a hotline."}
{"username": "nekoi", "content": "Pain might seem like forever but trust me it is temporary, I felt like it would last forever for a year or two awhile back. It doesnt last. Things will get better if you just hang in there. Your skies will brighten and you'll have a smile on your face by the end of whatever you are going through if you are willing to wait for it and work for it. Happiness is something really special. It only makes sense its something hard to obtain after being lost. So wait and it will come back when you least expect it. If our words dont help you please do call a hotline like tea has said dot/ ashlyn"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i dont feel safe anymore"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i feel bullied"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i just dont know"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Awwee did something happen?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "mhm:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "What did they do?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i got yelled at three times"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i got hit two times"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "by?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "HIT"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ": family"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": ":00"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "and then they make fun of me"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Whyyy"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "for crying:"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Its ok to cry tho"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i know but they make fun of me still"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Everyone crys sometimes"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "also.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "is it okay to bite yourself?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "like"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "a lot?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Okay serious time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "This could be a start of a toxic/abusive family relationship. If this has happened for a while, seek help. There are hotlines for these I think. A quick search would do the job"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If this has only happened once, maybe try reasoning with your family. Say I don't feel okay with this or Please don't treat me this way"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "uh.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "not the first time"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but i cant say anything about that"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "so i keep it all to myself"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "is it okay to bite yourself?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "HappyFrog Please don't. It may be a way to calm down, but please don't. Your health is important"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Agreed"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Keeping things to ur self hurts"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "It hurts a lot"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "what about picking skin?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Don't be afraid to speak up to people. They'll try their best to help you. You'll be in the right hands if you just, speak."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":c okay.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It depends on what kind of picking skin you're talking about"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "eee.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, don't do anything harmful towards yourself sweetie. Maybe try and bite your nails? It's a way of relieving stress but don't over do it as well."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i only pick at two things"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "one scalp"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "two my hands"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "which hurt a lot actually"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Know that there are people who will love you no matter what. Your family may be horrible, but you'll find better people to take care of you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You matter. And I care about you. Please don't hurt yourself and take care"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug HappyFrog"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":c but why would you care about me?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i am just a weak lil froggo"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Because your human all humans should be cared about"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Unless ur trump"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":c okay"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "thanks you guys"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "Yw!"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "NO SELF HARM"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Because people are flawed. Nobody is perfect Yes it may sound cliche but it's true."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "We humans crave reassurance and physical contact. We have emotions. It's okay to let them out."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm just like you and you're just like me"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "ITS OK TO CRY"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you have people that you trust dearly, ask them for a hug or two"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "is it?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "emotion is not something we can control"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "then i would hug all of yall"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo hug HappyFrog"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "yay"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "thanks yous 3!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i am in a better mood now"}
{"username": "Springtrap", "content": "owo hug HappyFrog"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm glad you are! Remember to seek help if things get out of hand freg"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "yay thanks yous"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "Kitty", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hi!"}
{"username": "Kitty", "content": "I need help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can always just talk about anything in here. Just please don't swear or else you'll get warned"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ofc"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i'll try to help!"}
{"username": "Kitty", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhn?"}
{"username": "Kitty", "content": "I am always sad, many people ignore me and insult me. I've always felt lonely. I have some friends but they are never online in discord and I feel lonely, I don't know what to do. I've tried to make new friends but nobody pays attention to me. I feel depressed and I always cry and I can't control it"}
{"username": "Kite", "content": "People ignore you? Then don't talk to them, they'll know how great you were and they were just ignoring you. You get insulted? Just ignore them, they'll stop as long as you don't show a sign of getting teased and they'll lose interest on it. And if you seek friends it won't happen, making friends is better than finding ones, always go for your actual personality, don't use fake ones because people may suddenly hate you for suddenly changing or using a fake personality since you don't trust yourself, they won't trust you neither"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Sometimes when I feel sad I like to think of the things that made me happy and think about how happy I was I always do my best to try not to be sad but it is always good to cry some times there are some times when I dont get to cry in a year"}
{"username": "Kite", "content": "I wrote an essay oo"}
{"username": "Kite", "content": "still hope you understand me, i, myself can't even express what i think"}
{"username": "Kitty", "content": "I'll try that, thanks for helping"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Kitty I know it's may seem really difficult having to experience this. This happens a lot to people and it makes them sad or depressed."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If people do ignore you, then it may mean that they're not the right type of people. Maybe try speaking out to your friends and family. You can tell them I feel lonely and I feel like I need love"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "To the people who insult you, they succ. Ignore them. They're only there to make your day horrible."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Whenever you cry, it doesn't mean you're weak. People have emotions and we can't control it. We can however better learn it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, hugs from the people who you truly trust are the best things to recieve. Speak out to them"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talking to people online can help. New people are always amazing to meet!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i just cant sleep"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "awww"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "maybe you can try listening to relaxing music"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "clear your mind a bit so you can be at ease"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "what about them?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "them?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "THKEJDUDN"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "sorry uh"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "what i mean is"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "the friends\u201d"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "how do i make Them leave?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "uh..am i being annoying?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "First of all, no you're not annoying"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Second of all, forget about your friends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "They're there for a reason. And it's a bad one. So, try and think of the things you like"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but they wont leave"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "they are just"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "just"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Calm down sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No need to be stressed out"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "why are they here?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "They're here because you think they're scary. They're not. You're strong and I'm sure you can forget about them"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe eat a sandwich or snacks"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "and drink some water"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but why are they just?.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "just why?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "duck"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i shouldnt say that"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's psychology."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can't force these thoughts out. If you do, it'll be even worse."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Horrible thoughts like these come and go. It's not your fault sweetie, it's simply a natural thing."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just wait and calm down. Once you know it, you'll be asleep."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's alright froggo"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "you're not in the wrong"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat HappyFrog"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "can i hide under my blanket?."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just don't suffocate yourself okay"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i know..hm.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "would like my old stuffies help me?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "hm.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhn"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hug le stuffies"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":c okay."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "oo!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i have water, stuffies, charger and books"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i should be okay right?."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhm!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "reading books are good!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "okay..well talk to you when i wake up..thanks for helping me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhn np np"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Sleep well froggo!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "night night"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "gn!"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "Kitty Yes, I agree with mariri. New people are really amazing to meet. For example, mariri and I. We were strangers at first, but now we are'husband and wife' on discord, and we have a lot of fun fooling around. You can go to the prolly most active channel,'chatroom' and make new friends with the people there. You'll like it, I'm sure you will. But mind that they may not reply instantly, as they may be busy with other stuff! Don't worry, because if you're feeling sad or anything, feel free to come free.:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hi husband"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "If I tell people anything about what is going on there will hate me Im guessing"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "hi husband"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "mariri hi wife:"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": " Nobody here will hate you"}
{"username": "diluc supremacy", "content": "nekoi yep"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just tell us"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "nothing is wrong about venting"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Body state:"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "toes are bleeding, dance why must you do this"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "legs are insanely bruised"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "ribs are showing"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "hip bones are sticking out"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "left arm is numb and cold and my fingers are swollen idk either"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "right elbow is colder than my fridge"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "bruises all over my fave"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "biggest eye bags ever"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "please"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "just seek help from a doctor"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Also I forgot the cat scratches\u201d everywhere"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "seek a doctor"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "why"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No matter how much you hate it. Just go. You'll be in good hands."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Don't be afraid to speak up to them. There is this thing called patient privacy so talk to them."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Corona virus"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Also why would my mom let me go"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talk to your parents"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "tell them about this"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tell them."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "This isn't something that can easily be solved by just staying quiet"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "They wouldnt help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "why do you think so"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i wonder if i shouldve just kept my secrets bottled up. i wonder why i even bother sharing. it just makes people think less of me in the long run."}
{"username": "MiukeyNotFound", "content": "I didnt want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And thats really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare youre so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare. sometimes i just wish i could die in my sleep so i wouldnt have to suffer anymore then i already am. i normally bottle up my feelings, even if it turns into me hurting myself again"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Im sorry MiukeyNotFound Idk what to say accept that there is much more fun things to experience and u would be missed, even if it seems like that wouldnt be possible. And ik it sometimes feels like we should just bottle up our feelings but it just hurts us more. Talk to someone that you trust about whats happening or u can talk to us just like you are rn Sowwy if this wasnt very helpful"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i know this is a late ping but.."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Keeping your feelings in can become a somewhat habit if you do it to often, but, you're worthy, problems are temporary and they can seem like they last forever, when you get through this, you can look back at what you went through and to realize that you made it through some of the toughest times, you're worthy, you're beautiful, you're amazing the way you are. Please feel better soon"}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "hiyya."}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "feeling this way is valid, and you have every right to express yourself. letting people push you down isn't the right way to go, and you shouldn't have those people in your life even if theyre family, or people you think are your friends, if they truly cared they wouldnt act this way."}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "crying is one the best ways to express yourself, and you should never try to stop yourself from doing so, its very natural and it works, so please do anything that helps you."}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "making people worry about you shouldnt matter, what matters is that you're expressing yourself, and getting everything out, you're not going to scare anyone away, and never will."}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "Please feel better soon 3 we're all here for ya."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah.. i have bad coping mechanisms.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't want to say the exact words.. ill leave it at that"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you all for your kind messages"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "33"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're welcome Nev. We hope you feel better 3"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! So, today I had lost it, my anxiety was mixing with my anger issues, I was diagnosed with A.D.D yesterday, my life hates me, my coping mechanisms are not working, give me some, my bestfriend is being bullied as well by my so called'bestie' who uses me. I feel like dying at the moment."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "okay, so im gonna try my best to help out with your problems"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre okay, and youre gonna be fine. because youre not alone"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i have the same trouble with emotional breakdowns. your best bet to stop this from happening in the future is to just step aside and regain yourself. think about whats making you upset and why. then take some deep breaths and relax. then step back in and settle the situation"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if your bestfriend\u201d is using you, its best that you and your other best friend stay away as far from them as possible. dont talk to them, or even be near them. if things get worse, block them on social media"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm...well you aren't alone. Doesn't make you any less of a person. If your anger was caused by the bullying at least it shows that you care. We sometimes can't operate how we feel and the way we speak because we don't know how others feel about certain things when we begin to open up. So don't feel so bad about it. You can always get a bit of therapeutic coping mechanisms to help if you have a therapist."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "your life is worth living. so dont give up"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I would suggest cutting ties with your best friend if she bullies your other friend and uses you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i also agree with mars ideas."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its not your fault so theres no reason to feel bad"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hushkyshead Just leave you're friend alone. It'll be extremely difficult at first but you'll get through it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "As for coping mechanisms you can reate a routine. Get yourself ready for school or work at the same time, in the same way, every day. Exercise, eat a balanced diet and get enough sleep. Remember, coping with this illness is something you need to practice on a daily basis, as it takes time to work new skills and behaviors into your daily routine."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Other ways include writing down your thoughts, listening to calming music, playing with fidget toys I personally suggest this more, drawing, and overall normal hobbies that will keep your mind in a stable place."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I hope you can feel better and get through this easily"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "my midterm report card is coming soon, and i know my grades are bad. i don't have much time to make them better. i'll also get it right before my birthday an i'm scared that my parents will take away my presents. they're gonna be so mad at me idk what to do please give me advice"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and it doesn't matter that i tried my best, because my parents have a standard of what my best is"}
{"username": "Tsukasa", "content": "Mid term"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "middle of the first term"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "well, did you study for it?"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "it's not a test"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "it's a progress report"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm...parents have reallly high standards huh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try to explain to your parents. Tell them that you can't meet their best expectations. Talk to them on how much you can't really handle it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if you already had midterms hopefully they do improve the next midterm if it's a bit too late to improve your grade"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or ask for extra credit"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "is 88 grade bad?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "your parents are the A's only kind huh..."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "even an a is bad"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "such strict parents"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but i feel like discord is distracting me sm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's usual to see parents putting a lot of pressure to their children. They always tell you to be the best and all."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "88 is not bad, it's only your parents. They love you but don't want to take responsibility that much."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i should really be doing this analysis thing before I fail US history smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's such a lot to do in just a 20 day period"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you want to try to take a break from discord."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Make a schedule and turn off notifications so it won't be distracting"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i keep on telling myself to turn of discord and notifs but i feel empty without it, like i'm so bored"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go to ivy college they say... make A's they say... do better they say..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "parents"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, whenever you're bored, you can try doing hobbies like drawing, writing, singing, etc."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "its normal to struggle in college, my bro just failed a year"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "the workload though that's the issue"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hw is boring"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "like i'm supposed to be doing hw"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ngl"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "rn"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i closed discord for two seconds then opened it agian"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "same"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Phone's are actually designed to be addicting. It's not your fault"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hw is boring"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "not my phone"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "and yeah, education can be boring"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "my parents took my phone away but i have discord on my computer too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hw is difficult under tight deadlines and super boring"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but your grade is high"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's not so bad"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i have never gotten a grade below 96"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is pressure"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Discord is a social platform. I can see why you can't seem to get over it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "extreme pressure and dedication ngl"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "the stress it takes to maintain a 96 and above is difficult"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Pressure, if done well, can be helpful. But this kind of pressure is not healthy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "child you are a smart little bean smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i wish I had that kind of mentality"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't stress so much over your first low midterm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Overall, your grade is good. I've gotten 50s before"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but i'm scared"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "my birthday is in 8 . days"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i'll get my report card before that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "aww happy early birthday!"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "thanks!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but don't stress yourself out before your bday"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's still a decent grade"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it won't harm you"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but i'm scared they'll cancel my birthday celebration"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "only strict and awful parents would deny their kid their own birthday over one tiny grade..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "your grade is still really good"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Birthdays are such a huge part of life and I can see why you're scared of not having a celebration for it. But, trust me, celebrating your birthday doesn't need that big of a celebration."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "People even forget their birthdays"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "unlike me who took a break to regather my mind and ended up behind and grades are due in 2 weeks now"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "no but uh"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "like take away my presents and no cake or smth like that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "denying a child their birthday stuff seems kind of much for a grade, whether it's good or bad"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you only turn that age one time so it's best to enjoy it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "on a great day"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Honestly, overall, you should just calm down and focus on improving things you think you need to improve."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Read your books and relax. You'll be alright. Focus on your mental health."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "how do i stop coming on discord"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if you think discord is the problem to you focusing on your studies maybe delete it for a few days"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "to see if that helps"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "But you can also try to slowly minimize time on discord"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "maybe minimize 3040 mins each day"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "if i delete it i will just go on my computer and go on the website"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try to get into something else"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i hate myself for not being able to control what i do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Maybe try blocking it off of your stuff"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And turning off your notifications"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So you can ignore it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's not your fault. It's normal to be like this"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we all get bored"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "but i'm bored like all the time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do you have any hobbies?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Instruments maybe"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'd try switching discord for something less of a distraction"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like spotify"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhn"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "well"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i do play the violin"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "discord has many people and many servers so it's tempting to try and open it"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "when i play the violin"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i secretly open up discord too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "imma burn my violin istg this instructor..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can listen to music and work"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's what I do"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try learning new pieces, do difficult ones so you'll be more into it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i just play music that sounds nice but isn't too upbeat or boring"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so i don't distract myself"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, for now you should try doing the things you've been told to. You can always tell us if it doesn't work. We'll try to think of other things"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm not sure...maybe take breaks during your hw too. Between each subject take a 15 minute break after them and then work on your next topic. I'm sure if you explain it to your parents they won't be too mad"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "for hw it's usually one assignment per subject"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i'll try listening to music uwu"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "thanks for the advice guys!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "for some reason im all of a sudden really hot and sweating"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "i did nothing"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "also i still cant feel my arm"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "perfect day for 2 hours of dance"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "ami right?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "GRANDPOPS."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "TALK TO YOUR PARENTS."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "you need to"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "please"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "noo"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "ughh im 1 minute late to my dance class"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "brb"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "fingers hurt but i still ccant feel my arm"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i broke something"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "WHAT IS IT FROGGO?..."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i wont say but"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "my dad"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "is gonna be very mads"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "and i dont wanna get hurt from him"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "or yelled at"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You broke the vase?"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Thenn?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i dont wanna get hurttt"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Tell me aksnndnf"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "no"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "well anyways"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "good bye"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "are you alright isaiah?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel numb, nothing, empty, yet at the same time, I'm extremely happy, my day was filled with greatness. I enjoyed myself, the time I spent with my girlfriend. I feel like a shell again, just being here, what feels like a pointless existence yet I know well enough that it's not. I've been content, extremely happy, I have no reason for this to be happening yet it is. I'm Having my urges. My unwanted urges. The things I stay away from mentally for my good, and the good for those around me. My mental health has been better than usual since her and I had set things down the way they have been lately. She makes me very happy, but she's not my only source of happiness. I've been keeping myself motivated to continue working out, every day if not every other day. So why do I feel this way? I'm not sure, but I want to understand why. I can understand that it could just be the balance of good and bad in ones life, and I can accept that, but if it's something else I need to know. Life goes on and So do I sorry for taking up your time, this has helped and I'm over it now."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't want a response honestly, I just want to be understood"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Eal Mixed feelings that change from day to day are commonly found through many people."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Like you said, there is always a balance of good and bad. I have to say this to stay true but, you can't really do anything about it. It's emotion and we can't control it like robots. They come and go naturally even without us noticing."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's good to spend alone time. Try to create a healthy balance between individualization and human interactions. As selfish as it sounds, you're doing it for you. And that's what matters."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Dw Isaiah. I'm glad speaking up helped you. As much as I may seem to be mad at you, I'm not. I just really care for you and I hope the best for you as well. I'm starting to understand your situation and hopefully, I can get to know it better."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "hi again, i've yet again come to vent, and well, this time is about something else, as i've said before i wasn't doing too good, that's the reason why i havent been helping lately, but lately i feel like i lost all motivation to do anything, i dont wanna see people anymore, i dont wanna deal with people, i dont want to know about the world, and the small group of friends i have have become stale and they have also noticed, ive been kicking people out of my life and when the regret comes, breakdowns happen, and i feel like even if i tryed fixing the situation, the damage is already done..."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "F34rr i hope you feel better and dont loose motivation be strong everyone loves you her we are all family dont feel left out or anything!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we love you!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats all i can say now:D"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It happens sometimes! Try finding motivation to do things keeping you busy! Have good rest! And everyone you know loves you!"}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "hihi,"}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "it's never too late to make things better y'know. i hope you get your motivation back, and make things better with your friends."}
{"username": "Satch.", "content": "you just need time, and thats totally understandable, just dont tear yourself down because you're giving yourself a break from everything. we all care for you, and hope you get better, bby. 33"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Damage can never be done. As much as people can say there is damage, there really isn't any. It isn't really your fault. It's just how you feel. And how you feel reflects in the way you behave. It isn't a bad thing if you're going through a lot because a lot of people do. And we are here for you. We appreciate the help you've given us and if you need to take a break for your own mental health we don't mind at all. Think of it as a gift of gratitude to our vents and for your appreciation. So now we all return the favor in helping you now. You really aren't the only person to isolate themselves and start kicking people from their life because they aren't feeling well. We all push people away without meaning to. Maybe if you tell them exactly what's been going on they will understand. If you need a break please take one"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Hey! You still have a chance to fix the situation, when something is wrong there's always a solution! Kicking people out of your life it's gonna come in your life and well, anyone's life. But to get them back, you can tell them about what your going through and they'll probably forgive you! I just wanna say, it's okay to cry and have breakdowns. You've lost motivation to do things but we all believe you can get that back! Some tips to get it back would probably be, do some clubs, for example karate, music, soccer anything you desire or want! Sometimes when you help people and you have problems of your own at that moment it could bring you down.. So you can take breaks or stop for a period of time if you would like! We all hope you can get better!"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "We all love you!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "thanks guys, this is why i love this comunity so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "We love you!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "not at all,specially if it has some sort of emotional meaning to you, bc people wont acknowledge that it is important to you, and you feel comfortable with it"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "so i asked my friend to ask a friend i recently got off the line with stopped talking to and they did, so they responded with a not friendly response which really hurt my feelings, and i felt like that was my only chance but i messed it up just by asking but i just feel like im not good enough to others @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "its okay! its totally okay to feel that way you're fine"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "honestly all you can do now is to not overthink these types of situations:0"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its not your fault, dont worry"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "your friend is probably upset, so its best to just leave them be and give them their space."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "maybe try again in a few weeks if you feel like it"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "im pretty sure that they were probably just tired or something!"}
{"username": "mokii", "content": "and hey, you're good enough! you're perfect just the way you are:D"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "its totally okay to feel that way, thats nothing you need to worry about"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "aw thank you guys"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I really have to stop getting caught in school so i can read each of these vents"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Anyway I'll probably just fail anyway, get sad and dropout. So..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sorry about that hun. People are just...So yeah don't worry about it so much. You didn't mess anything up if they have the nerve to give a rude reply to your friend, who basically told you the reply, if that's what happened exactly."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Dw about it so much it isn't your fault. You did your best and they obviously didn't respond too well to your efforts. It's honestly their loss"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! pls help me i have done my very best in this server nd staff results just come out and i fell like my motivation gone and i am know use to this server pls help me:C"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "hey, dont worry if you didnt get a staff role"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you always have multiple chances, and you shouldnt worry too much"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "maybe take a break from the server if your motivation is gone"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and who knows, maybe youll have that chance again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk MayXStar"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i love this server dont really feel like leaving"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i dont even think ashley really see i am doing my best to help this server lathough i am not a staff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they dont look at that side:C"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "aww dw honey the people who got the roles today just got lucky. Don't let them make you feel jealous okay? We really enjoy having you here and it's not like any of them are active in the first place. So tbh...you are just as great as them. Most of the people who aren't staffs are the most active members in the server and make the server alive. You don't have to be recognized as a staff member to get recognition from us. There is always another application coming up in a few months when they decide to add more people. People get staff and lose it all of the time. It all depends on how they use their power as trials."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i never said leaving"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i just meant taking a break"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you dont have to leave, but dont worry about not getting a staff role"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i think shes just waiting to give you a chance at the right time"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre a good person regardless"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont let the little things get over you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i know it's hard when you don't get chosen but we're a large group. if they didn't like you as much there really are more servers who are in need of people like you. Don't feel so left out about it. you shouldn't leave over it. I'm not even a staff and remain one of the most active here"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we all love seeing you here so don't feel bad about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and even with it has many responsibilities where you can easily abuse it, and tbh some people do abuse it when they first get it because they feel they have a bit of power. but you do have a big part in the server...which is being a member of our happy family. it won't be the same if you leave"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "trust me don't get so worked up. it's hard picking people when you have to basically moderate over 12k of us"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah but they could atleast give us a try Mar"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like see how we behave ect"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well yeah that is true but I'm sure they do watch"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i don't think they'd give people more roles at the moment until the next app comes in. but tbh the first round of apps is always the most difficult because those are people who are new, so they kind of abuse powers too soon and lose the role of trial"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it happens in a lot of servers"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh i did not know"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well we will see what goes on"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "especially large servers like these"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i am going to take a little nap:D"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "usually they don't grant anyone a role that early because it's hard to adjust too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yeah i think a nap will make you feel much better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "becuase my head hurts"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and i hope you sleep well"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's ok"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "have some water and rest bunny"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thanks bye see you later!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sleep well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "afk going to take a nap"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "pls help me i have done my very best in this server nd staff results just come out and i fell like my motivation gone and i am know use to this server pls help me:C"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "Sherwood please don't be upset that you haven't been picked! i'm sure you had an amazing application and i'm sure that the next time you apply you will get in. i know you really wanted to be staff but hey, there's always next time! if you wanna talk more my dms are always open:3"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "ooop"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hm. I wonder why I feel invisible now. I mean I'm not a staff so I guess I really don't mind it, but I do feel invisible lately like it's hard to fit in. I mean people have stopped talking to me and stuff. I wonder what I do wrong...I try helping and then people begin caring about other stuff. I do expect it though tbh everyone leaves me for better things. I'm just not that very interesting of a person.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mar I'm incredibly sorry to hear this."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I di notice you but I just don't know what to talk about. I haven't really gotten the chance to know your likes, dislikes, and stuff."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I've experienced the same thing. Feeling left out by people. You want to talk to them but they just won't notice you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can always try again. Try mentioning a persons name or just ask how their day is going. Bring a fun topic over. Oh, and I'll try to notice you even more Mar."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "People do love you and I'm sure they don't think you're worthless"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I guess so. People only want to be active for the announcement. They literally stop vc'ing with me or even try talking to me about actual topics. I don't even get dms anymore. They'd rather move on to better things. It doesn't surprise me, and I'm glad people are excited. Just wish they didn't push me to the side all of the time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mar I'm really happy to see you still being optimistic about it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For the mean time, you can try talking to new people in servers, I'm sure that'll dk the trick"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well considering how many people they picked only a few are gonna move on to full on staff depending on how they do it im not sure"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but even still"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "they might decide none of us turn out as good as they had hoped from our aplications"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and thus rehold the applications and u can possibly get picked next time"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just dont give up"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ive had mutiple of my applications in other servers turned down and i never gave up"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and when they finnaly did pick me i made it all the way to co owner"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and i beilive the same thing could posibly happen to u"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "besides most likely even tho ur not staff well be glad to do the things u think would help as long as their logical and within the rules"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "at least i will"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": " Hake"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "My chest hurts so bad but I cant tell my parents because it is 12 am"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I still cant feel my arm either"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen Loen. Tell your parents. You need to. Your health matters more than your parents's comfortability. Please, I'm saying this again, ask them to take you to doctor. This could result to something even worse if you don't tell about it sooner."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Isaiah, I relate to this so much, I literally cannot stand people constantly tryna flex things to try make themselves seem superior in some way, it triggers me hardcore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yup exactly."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Okay, I try to be optimistic and I usually look on the bright side but"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Isaiah this is so tru u have 1000 iq"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay, I try to be optimistic and I usually look on the bright side but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Isaiah this is so tru u have 1000 iq"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mariri how do I have 1000 iq"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "because"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tell"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "because"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "because"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mariri tell me"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Probably may or may not be a vent but..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Just now my mom told me that my grandmother slapped my cat so hard probably earlier?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "My cat hasn't done anything lately. She only slept over the fridge nothing more."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "And lately my grandma has been doing those to my pets and they haven't done anything troublesome."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'm concerned about my pets since they're my only company at certain times aside from my friends and parents."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I sometimes think that my grandma is one of the animal abuse type of people"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just let your grandma know that they can die as she is hurting them and should consider that too!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe she will understand"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "My grandma is one of the strict type, she wont listen even if I tell her."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then it is good to keep your pets save and away from her"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "If she keeps doing that, your pets will someday retailiate"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "Im so bad at spelling"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its okay to be worried about this type of thing"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "just try to keep the pets with you as much as possible"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa it is most better way to keep them safe for now"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "She wants me to stay away from them, because they have viruses in them, which is i dont know if its true or not but, keeping them away from me is a bad idea."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe give them vaccinations"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And I don't think cats have some virus"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Ahh I see"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thats bad"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "and theres no nearby vets around that is open."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thats bad...I don't really know much about that"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "I am sorry hope I helped alittle..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "It's fine, I'll keep my pets safe for now."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi If you can't reason her out of this, keep your pets away from her."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Also, if she says they have some type of virus, try and do research about it. Prove to her that they don't cause that much of a trouble"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "I'm so sorry that's happening to you Aoi! I am almost certain that tame animals animals that are supposed to kept as pets don't have viruses. I have a lot of pets myself and none of them act any sort of way to make me think they are sick. But, I also know that it may be just your pets your grandma is worried about. As for the situation with your grandma, I would suggest keeping your pets away from her or telling an adult that is not in your household about what she is doing. I hope I was some sort of help! Again, I am so sorry this is happening to you. I hope she stops or it gets better."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright, thank you to the both of you!"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Anytime!"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "I accidentally put have viruses I meant don't have viruses. I messed up sorry!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np cookie!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yui pat Aoi"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I guess I'll answer each from when I was sleeping"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well not everyone gets along in the world i guess... i mean if you wish to talk to them about what they've done feel free to because we don't want to make ya uncomfortable. we are more than happy to assist you but we get that people find certain things awkward. it's the way the world crumbles. if only societies could get along but we're created differently, so we all have things or people we interact with. wholesome, serious, toxic, cringey, antisocial, intelligent, insulting, worthy, poor, sensitive, cuddly, savages, etc. so many personalities never even out. maybe it's just something we really have to adjust to. and y'know, what we feel on the inside sometimes reflects how we feel on the outside. some ppl want to be loved or recognized and if their personal life they try flexing to make people think they have no reason to worry about them, and same goes for people who don't flex and actually have good lives, or vent more often. i think the world needs an explanation of people's true intentions if you ask me"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "okay, so calm down and dont worry"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you can always stay in contact with your friends digitally, and by staying away from them physically youre only helping out their health."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "dont worry, because things will get better. soon youll be able to see them again too"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@.SYO What your health department said is not wrong. I'm sure it's difficult to hear that you have contracted a virus from a pandemic. But, do please calm down."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "They're doing this to keep your friends safe as well. If somehow you actually have the virus, your friends could be in extreme danger. And you don't want that right?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, you should try and talk to your friends via the internet. Face time them, voice calls, etc."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try and create an encrypted account"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "use 2fa if you can"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "do any of your friends have discord?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "try a more encrypted messaging system like whatsapp"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "then use whatsapp"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "make a private group chat so its only you and your friends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "the only things you can do there is messaging, voice call, video call, and status updates."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "or you could use whatsapp"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "get their phone numbers"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You should calm down for now."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Being quarantined may seem difficult and boring at first, but you'll get used to it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talk to your family"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You'll get through this sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat @.SYO"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i c i c"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's not really forceful. You should just calm down and follow the safety instructions for the sake of your health"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, it's good to see that you guys are taking safety precautions"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "like i said, try and contact your friends via apps"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can try talking to them."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can also find ways to entertain yourself"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "exactly. try to find some new interesting yters"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i have some yters that are pretty entertaining actually"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "how about vtubers"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hololive en just came out"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "try and watch the jameskii ruins roblox series, it's pretty funny"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "you can also try and watch boffy"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oh and there's another vtuber coming out called Artemis of the blue"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "she's an independent vtuber and her debut is just around the corner"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Im sorry to hear you are having to quarantine, maybe try asking your parents to tell your friends your discord so you can stay in touch. Just remember all of us are here for you, if you ever need to talk my dms are open. \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@.SYO"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": " and my friend that was my best friend ignores me now and it made me lose tons of motivation bc ive done everything for them including teaching them english and stuff liek that at the time she didnt know much english so everyone wanted to know about her"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@.SYO"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "That friend\u201d doesnt deserve you, you are so talented and lovely to talk to. If you want to talk everyone here at Sayumi would love to talk with you. Just remember you arent alone, we all are here for you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tell your mom about your discord so she can help you and your friends get back in touch."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "That always happens to me and my bf, my friends always send edited photos and say bad things to me to try and get him to dump me. I would tell your friend that all of those things were fake and that they are liars."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "That is messed up"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "If your teacher doesnt believe you then tell your parents about it"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tell them again"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "abbeyTM", "content": "So school just started and when I got back to school everyone was just ignoring me my friends were talking behind my back and students that werent even in my class where talking bad about me next day I have no one to play with everyones doing the same thing as the day before and this just started getting mean now Im really lonely but at least I have my online friends!"}
{"username": "abbeyTM", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "abbeyTM I'm glad that you're still staying optimistic."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "There will always be those kinds of people who are there to put you down. But you need to ignore them. The more you listen to them or deny the things they say about you, the more it gets in your head. Stay strong and I wish you the best of luck in school sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat abbeyTM"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I feel like dropping out of school and life."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Because all I think of is work and stress."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "People keep saying I shouldn't drop from elite to advanced, I'm too good to drop to advanced they said, all I care about is work and a keep getting stressed awhile getting made fun of and I wone keep up with that, I might just delete discord and start doing nothing I guess."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I try convincing others but it won't help since I'm Too good"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I didn't choose to become smart and a hard worker."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "All I want is just rest, now here I am talking about bull crap."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Well, now that I feel worse, I'm gonna go and look at school work and start panicking."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ShinglyWarrior Um...I don't know what to say about that other than to not drop out per say...but if you want to drop to a less advanced class than you should do so. Higher classes are more difficult because they have tighter deadlines and a high work load because it teaches you to handle it in the future. If you're stressed about it don't work so hard, even the smartest and most hard working people take breaks. I take breaks from my elite courses also, and just tell my teachers if my mental health is awful from stress and take maybe 2 days from work throughout the week and just relax and do nothing. I get that you like being that kind of person, nothing wrong with that at all, but if it really makes you wanna quit then maybe talk to a counselor or the teacher of the course and ask about workload. A lot of people forget to have a life because they believe they'd fall behind in school. And that does happen but if you fall behind you shouldn't blame yourself because you did it to let loose. It's not like you'll get many chances to relax in the future so take up the opportunity."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "The thing is, people won't let me drop to lower stages"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I try telling them and they say Just keep up and you'll get there and they don't understand why I need to drop."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "If I tell them I need some time, it'll just get worse and work will just pile up more"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Sorry if I use bad English terms."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I'm not that of an English speaker"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't want to make people feel disappointed about me not doing work."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I would make my parents and teachers sad."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Um...that is normal to fall behind because you took a break...but it doesn't mean you can't ask for extensions. Some teachers do understand their work is a little much and it takes up a lot of your relaxation..."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "The other problem is that the work comes from the ministry and they're forced to give me work and not fall behind."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Um..if your parents really make you feel disappointed in yourself for having a break you have to tell them how unhealthy it is"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Tried every trick in the book"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't know how other countries teach their students when once you go up you can't go back down...but that doesn't seem fair. Education isn't everything in the world, and to be honest, people learn that once they reach high school. Usually by the age of 15 people realize that school isn't a bad thing, it's just a hard thing. And parents always want their child to be better than they are, so they get disappointed if you're behind. I personally am behind in my courses because I decided to take a few days off for mental health because I got headaches from reading and it was hard to think of any responses to my work. So if you feel like you need at least one day off then do so. And then try your best to catch up."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I'm bad at catching up."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You don't have to be the smartest of the group to maintain intelligence. I feel like smart people believe they have to work hard and obtain the highest of grades in order to feel good about class. And feel like it isn't enough if someone beats them. It's like a competition"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Which is a waste of time, as long as you're doing your best"}
{"username": "Tsuzuki", "content": "well said mar."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "If you are bad at catching up then ask your teachers or parents for help on your coursework so you can understand how to catchup pretty quickly. Well some parents don't understand how to but the teachers do."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Or just ask us. Some of us are either out of school or are on your level of work by now, so we can help as much as we can if we know how to do it."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I really don't know what to say rn."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Trust me I know what the elite work feels like which is why I was behind. Well...am behind. But usually teachers understand why you're behind more than your parents will if you tell them. I mean my teachers know why I'm behind right now because I told them I went through a week of horrible health and needed a long break. Being smart is a big competition nowadays so I kind of learned that having awards doesn't make you any better. And colleges don't actually care about grades as much, because they realize teenagers work hard enough on their own, and an A student's grades will all look the same to them. It's more about what you do outside of those classes. So you really should take a break to enjoy yourself. I mean once you reach adulthood it will only get worse, with college, jobs, bills, family expenses, and your own working hours and conditions."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So I do encourage taking the break now"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Late ping for most of you Im so sorry So just a few hours ago, me and my boyfriend had a fight. Today was supposed to be our one month anniversary but we ended up breaking up today. He keeps saying all this apologetic stuff and stuff to make me feel better but its not making me feel better. He keeps thinking we have a one sided relationship and that I dont love him anymore but I still do. I decided to block him for a week but I keep forgetting he has a alt account. I feel like blocking him was a bad choice but what do you guys think?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "um"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "what do u do for him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and what does he do for u?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Umm maybe blocking was a bad idea after all he is your bf..."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "when that happend to me it ruined the relationship completely"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Well, I havent talked to him since we broke up. He keeps sending me dms about what happened and that hes sorry but I dont know what to say to them."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You love him right?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "do u?"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "I do, yeah."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "then why not forgive him?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "give him a second chance?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then forgive him and try been together like before?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You see maybe if you don't do it now you won't get another chance"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If you love him then dm him right now and try making it good"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sorry about your breakup. I get blocking him was probably your one chance to try and forget about your pain. If he thinks it was one sided maybe show him that it wasn't. He is missing out on a great person tbh. It was only a month so maybe the breakup isn't permanent if you both still love each other. It was one small fight, a simple accident. You can still fix it if he's trying to."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Okay, you guys have a point. Ill unblock him now and dm him. Thanks for your advice I appreciate it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa try showing him you love him"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Okay I know venting about this may seem like a weak move but I have to do it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "So, uhm. Someone I won't mention them in a group chat was talking about wanting to kill themselves saying things like I wish I could cut myself and What is worth living for? and imo, it was pretty edgy."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yes, I know it was a really bad comment to make but I'm pretty skeptical when it comes to things like this. And I do realize my mistake in this and I do feel guilty about it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "The friends of this person started to say I'll nuke your house and I'd turn your blood cells into macaroni That last one was pretty funny actually. They started to swear and call me the bad names that I can't say in here since, rules."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I've tried to ask if we can resolve this in a peaceful way but they kept saying no. I tried, but I can't. I already left the group chat dw."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I truly do note my fault in this and I just hope whoever that person is to get through all of their problems If they do have them and not resolve to suicide."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "okay, im SUPER late on this but imma still say a few things"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i appreciate your concern for your friends, and making your distance from them is probably the best choice. if youre worried about the friend you mentioned before, you can always contact them privately. just stay away from the toxic people, theyre not worth your attention"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "MayXStar I appreciate you telling me this. I feel much more better now. Thank you so much"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "I was going through snaps story and came across this story and don't know why I watched and It was some dude cutting but It was the old cut my man cut his hole arm open my g"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "That must have been awful. I'm sorry you had to see that. Social sites show a lot of... terrible things."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "My arm started shaking but it only doing it a little bit now"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Selcouth thank you for checking on me"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "T Raptor"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "I've seen awful stuff too. It's best to watch who you follow on social sites and things such as that. Take a break maybe and try to get your mind into other things."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "My cat cuddling me Selcouth"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Cats have a way of sensing a lower mood on people. Or maybe sensing when they don't feel well. They may hmm vibrate? for this reason. Cats are loving creatures so that's nice."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Selcouth your right about that"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "My phone hasn't shown which emote it is yet. So I have blindly sent an hug one."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Mow shes demanding our family to do everything for her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "not to mention all she does is spend money, sleep, make messes without cleaning, cook food without eating or cleaning, go on her phone all day, and scream"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "And she gets OFFENDED when I say shes not my rolemodel"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "im sorry to hear that you have such a trashy sister. its best that you tell your family about this, and keep your distance from her."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if things are getting physical, then report the situation to the authorities"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I want to, shes also underaged and drank beer"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Im an asian so I have an okay brain for my age, and I never drink beer legit left out in the open xd"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I wanted to call the police etc but my parents refused"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "then convince them to call the police, or do it yourself"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i want to and I have accidentally called 911 but Im afraid yk, cus they can track your phone number a police person will call and probably arrest my sister xd"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "it also means Ill reveal everything to he rboyfriend"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves Get your sister away from your family."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "This could be a sign of a mental disorder so try and bring her to a psychiatrist or doctor. Please do this as soon as possible for the sake of you and your sister this is a horrible toxic family relationship and it needs to stop."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You don't have to call the police, but for safety reasons, you should always have them in your breach. Don't make it seem obvious to your sister, it'll aggravate her even more."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "They won't arrest your sister I'm sure."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Please look out for yourself"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "okeh"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my dad has said that she needs to see a therapist, she just screamed more"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes a good person sometimes but most times shes screaming abt getting said no"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "don't tell her that you're taking her to a therapist"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it'll make her aggresive"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "say she once broke a plate"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "maris got a good idea"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i only hope things get better for you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try to find a place where she won't notice you contacting help."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Whenever she has a tantrum, give her some time alone. You can also try buying cheap things that she can break"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Does she have a room for herself"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Leave her in that room whenever she's angry. It'll contain her in a space where she won't danger other people's lives"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Your life matters too"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "honestly, her room has a more expensive bed, she has tons of jewelry worth a LOT of money and a whole TV"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "did i mention I think her room is infested with bugs so i told her boyfriend"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she got mad at me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "For now, try figuring out if you can put her in a room where she can have a tantrum by herself. Seek help, don't tell your sister or else she'll be extremely mad. Just keep things secret from her"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Get her checked and see if she's diagnosed with any illnesses or disorders"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "her door has a lock on it, but only she can lock it we have a key"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she always goes out and makes a big deal out of everything"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "to pushing me literally in my HEART because I wont get her a paper towle"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I was sitting on the couch doing assignments and she asks for a glass of iced water"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I stay still, Im tired, I dont want to move and she proceeds to yell at me and hits me in my heart"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try and be patient. These are the types of things you need to stay calm and do what she says. It'll reduce the damage she will do."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "And of course, do seek help asap."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Like the shy bug I am I start crying not a disorder but a genetic passed on to me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my dad comforts me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she starts yelling more about how I need to learn to be tough"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I know it's difficult to see a family member being taken away, but it's for the sake of your's and your family's safety"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I know, I actually dont want her taken away. I just want her to actually be disciplined"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she sleeps during online class, she barely pays attention at all,"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That is exactly why you should take her to a doctor/therapy."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "The sooner you get her there, the sooner she can be helped"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she just yelled at me for not moving"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she is now demanding my parents to order instead of her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and we were going to go shopping so ofc i said with her fake age and all Arent you 18? Dont you have a bank account"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she straight up ignores that with a rude look"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I just want to convince my parents"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I know I will, this really helped thank you!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ofc! Seek help asap sweetie! I hope your family can come together soon"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "I just talked to my mom about how i was feeling and it really helped I feel a bit better now tysm guys for the tips last time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Moka the demon Awee I'm really glad you're doing better now!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You managed to stay strong and I'm proud of you!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Why? Tell me your problems"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "WHA?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why do you want to die?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tell us the reason"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well please vent to us!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm really sorry to hear that love. Don't let those bullies intimidate you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "usually it is easier with paragraphs so lemme think"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "gathers thoughts"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "okie dokie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bots."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "why."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what bot mari?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "my text just disappeared"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well i'll just explain it one by one then"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You should go and seek help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tell your family about this especially your parents"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Get them to comfort you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can also try and get to know some self defense"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "mariri Self defence aint always smart, especially if people start saying you started the fight."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well since you both have similar situations I'll try to help both at once"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I don't mean it that way."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Use self defense in a good way. Don't attack them, just defend yourself"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well people do always say kill em with kindness but don't let them intimidate you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "As long as you're safe and not causing any troubles"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't think kindness helps in that scenario. Have you tried reporting the bullying?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "to a counselor or teacher?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Even defending can get the blame pinned on you, best bet is too report this instantly to police if the school isnt doing anything."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Understandable"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I sense you have no parental support huh..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Any outside relatives?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "makes sense. parents are sucky when it comes to a child's overall health. at least in an majority view. I'm really sorry about that. I mean mothers are not really the kind of people to look for in search of selfdefense or guidance. Most mother figures are there to teach life lessons the hard way. I mean my own mother never guided me through life. On anything. I learned on my own or through my aunt. But I believe you can get through it, even without her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I did of course"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I know you're going through a lot it really reflects how you're talking to us actually. At least that's how I can see it. Try not to be so tense though. I know we're new and it's hard for you to try and fit in especially with personal life being such a bust. But even with you guys getting bullied we'll become your new friends. We really do not mind, at all, if you come to us to vent about what's going on. It's what we're here for. We're a safe community so you don't have to be afraid to ask us for any help. My dms are open if you ever need assistance"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mar is a good person but marry i"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Lydia please dont talk casually here this is meant for venting and serious things."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like what causes you too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i understand. trust me i know the feeling"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you two can get through it trust me on this"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't let someone make you feel like cutting is an option of punishment or satisfaction"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it only makes them feel beteter about themselves"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mar is low key the best"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "life is tough man"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you have to cut those people those who make you want to self harm out of your life"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and do it asap"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "those kind of people find pleasure in it and it isn't healthy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i swear once their gone you'd slowly stop doing it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why must you two bully each other"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hug it out rn"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "please stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oi no bully be nice"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well that is an awkward friendship then"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't be harsh on the both of you tho. if it'll negatively affect you try working it out"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well you both have harsh personal lives so you have one thing in common, but making each feel bad about it isn't going to help you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "then i shall be the friendship counseling director for the day"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "tell me your troubles"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why do you both do that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no wonder you guys have it so hard"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk but it seems yall are taking this in a joking manner which isnt good."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just sayin."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "so my dad just came around to me and asked about missing assignments, I told him I completed some stuff and that I turned it in, I tried to go look for it and it isn't there. I'm trying to tell him that I can't find, he starts getting ped off, and I said that if I don't find them then I'll simply do them again, he starts getting stubborn and yanks my phone out of my charger and takes it. I'm telling him the truth and yet he thinks its bs, so he thinks he can do whatever he wants and just ruin my day."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "I love this."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "they're so misunderstanding sometimes..."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "but they try to keep pushing that they are right even though it's ok to be wrong sometimes"}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "it's annoying..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "parents are..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "My parents do the exact same thing if my teacher calls about missing assignments when I specifically told the teacher myself that I would do the assignment after my mental health break"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and if i do it they still yell at me"}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "the funny part is I have until midnight to turn the stuff in, nope they want it all done in like 2 seconds and get mad at me for not doing it"}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "I tell him I have the whole day to do it, he's like, I don't care if you have the whole day!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well yeah school is dumb that way"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's a rip"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it shouldnt but...yeah"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is it the workload"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no cut"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "because bad"}
{"username": "clover", "content": "nobody really want to do anything with me. like nobody invites me anywhere etc."}
{"username": "clover", "content": "im just a side character, that one friend everybody can count on when their best friend turned out toxic etc"}
{"username": "clover", "content": "if i didnt write first then half of my friendships would be really down:/"}
{"username": "clover", "content": "ik this isn't much but yeah..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it is much in my view. i get that your feel like people use you as a side character, and just need you whenever they have no one to contact. it can make you feel lonely, like no one is actually your friend. it is hard to feel included that way if you aren't invited to hangout with the rest of the group because people feel like they don't have to invite you and you'll be fine otherwise. you should really tell your friends that you are there to actually hangout and enjoy yourself rather than meeting them and then stop keeping incontact. and how it makes you sad that no one wants to speak with you much."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'm glad you try making the first move, so maybe try taking it up a notch into a different level, where you can try getting to know what kind of things they like so you can conversate on a regular basis"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! oH please please help"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "im boo hoo cryin;;"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "basically I was at the beach house"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i was going to my dads friend house"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and I wore gloves to protect myself from bird bites from our pet bird"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "cus i was gonna let him out"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages to see a message from me to all of you 3"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves Look, as long as you're comfortable with it and you like it, you shouldn't listen to your sister."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm sure you can handle this. You're strong. But, it's good to let out emotions once in a while. It's OKAY to cry. We can't really control our emotions, rather, we LEARN about them."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Follow what your dad said, cool down your mind. Calm yourself and enjoy some time alone"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat AutumnLeaves"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "youre all so noce"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np sweetie"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I appreciate you all here"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "it wasnt your fault that what happened made her look bad and she should take you feelings into consideration: i would maybe try talking about it with her if you and her would want to talk to each other and please keep the gloves on to stay safe \ufe0f"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "She always says that I have to stop being so sensitive, but Its one of my personality traits:"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "My dads friend also said that she needed to love me more"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhn, you shouldn't really care about the most things she says. Just like you, your sister has a personality. It's aggressive and not that healthy"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea but online she acts like the most okayest person ever"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but online she does call ppl ugly:"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she was watching a random tiktok sent by a friend on insta, and she said when shes still ugly\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I really think she should care about others feelings, even if it is a joke"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe little by little, try and change her a bit"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "how:v"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Make her less physically aggressive"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "how tho"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'll try and think of ways to help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'll ping you once I can"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "My crying has died down, ty for the help"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she just slapped me for sitting in her chair"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she called me useless eep"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves Okay, I haven't found/figure out any ways to fix your sister's aggressiveness, but I have a few suggestions you can try:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try to listen to them. Whenever she starts an argument, just focus. It's better to let her talk even though it hurts."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just because you listen to them doesn't mean you can't voice opinions. Be assertive. Don't raise your voice to much, you need to keep her in a calm state."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "And last, I don't know if this is needed but, try and get some stress relieving toys. Maybe like those rubber balls that she can squish."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "There also could be a reason on why she's like this and you can try to figure it out. Think about the things she went through in her childhood. Is she spoiled or not or was she exposed to some terrible people on the internet."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "uh what..?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she was just giving tips on how to make my sister less agressive"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Ohhh"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "also to whoever said that: Its insensitive"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Some people in social platforms such as discord, instagram, etc. can be pretty toxic and horrible. She could have potentially met some people like that. If so, I'm terribly sorry your sister is like that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What's insensitive"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Trolling may make people who actually need help be less heard and uncomfortable"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "tge messages were deleted"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what's wrong with saying that"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea, its offensive"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "nothing insensitive about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i don't judge"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so what if they are"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can be and have a depressing life"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "they were trolling in a sensitive topic"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "did they say they were trolling?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Okay, maybe lay it down ppl."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "This is all a misunderstanding, just let go of it."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or do you all want to assume that because they say the word gay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "not everyone has easy lives I'm afraid"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and being sad about it could be they get bullied for it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's confusing yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yeah sure"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but uh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what'd i miss other than venting"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "nothing much really"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and people's offense to a hopeless child"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "nothing much"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i take no offense obvi it wasn't said in general so I take no offense to whatever they said"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but what is your situation hun"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "oh and mari"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes just spoiled"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Could've guessed that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ok..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe try and lay down the spoiling"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Unknown sorry about these people, you wanna dm me hun?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'm helping if no one else will"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes not spoiled anymore ofc"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its just that shes just rude \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "who is rude per say"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, hopefully those tips will help you granny."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm going to catch some book time. I wish you the best of luck with your sister"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "whatd you think? I was calling you rude"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why would you be callling me rude?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why are ya'll so offended today my goodness"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "chile"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "it wasnt suppsed to be rude heh"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "sorry if it sounded so"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's quite alright"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you're good just hate how people think of stuff as trolling bc they wanna help one person at a time"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's just super rude"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i shall channel emotions in my journal now"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "I can't tell you much, I don't know directly how you feel. But you should tell someone that to make it stop"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "that dosent help, the only person is my dad and mom and they are both on his side"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Spoiled brother"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "none of this helps"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "i can do it for u"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "jk, srry"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Jesus Christ"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "im sorry you have to deal with this stress and such"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "just know that your life is worth living all the way through"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "pain is only temporary and were here to help"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if your coowner is troubling you, confront them, and dont talk with them afterwards"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "as for your brother, if youre experiencing physical abuse, call a trusted family member or the police"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "stop your not helping at all your making it worse"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "you should call the police or something if your parent are siding with him"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "@.SYO"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "yeh"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "also cata, please dont joke here."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "this is a serious channel"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i cant even call the police, he's 10 years old"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "worst case i get sent to jail for defending myself"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Wot"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "i cant even call the police, he's 10 years old"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "quit"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "And surely he is aware of what he does."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Spoiled brother"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yes he is!"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "what is a spoiled brother"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "brb my moms asking if im ok"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Say no"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "tell her the truth"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it wont hurt, itll only help"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "I don't know, it's pretty serious for me. You should just do something without fear"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm tell them"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I mean, its actually a bad idea in their case."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if ur parents wont do anything u do something"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "no i have no other siblings"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i am defending myself"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "If the parents are on the other siblings side, shell get in more trouble."}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Yeh"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yes im defending myself thhe best way possible"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "oooh"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Hm, honestly if it was me. I would run away and go to the house of a distant friend or relative and not return, but it would bring you much more trouble. Sorry i think i can't help"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "no no its fine"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i honestly just want to move to paris with my mom"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "hey sorry i had to go"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "but i hope things are gonna get better for you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sounds like normal sibling banter...if he's younger fight back"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i was just trying to watch a movie"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "and he starting kicking me"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "and almost sent me to the er"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "break his leg next time"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "in the meantime, i send you my love and moral support"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youll get through this"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "yeh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "what u need to do"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "is next time he does that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or while he sleeps hit him in the stomach repetedly"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Lock him in the bathroom"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "it doesnt bruise"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you people have brutal ways of handling your own siblings"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "gosh"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "when did everyone here turn into a wwe fighter"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if he wants to be like that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "brutal"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well im just brutal in general"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but i dont do that to my siblings"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thats just wrong"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but if they do something to me then i bend their hand till it pops"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "wrong"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "eyyew"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "brutal ways to handle siblings"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "goodness"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "yeeeh"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "OK i either should listen to yall or not"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "uah"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "most likely not"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "not them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "pls no"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "quit Come live with me I take care of you"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yes omg pls"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "13 vs 10"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yeah smack him"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "LMFAO"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "this is what i do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "just pinch him away"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if u want"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "spank"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "and he runs away"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "crying to parents?"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Break his arm and tell him he broke it himself"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "lmfao"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u know what u could do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "parents are too busy spoiling him to give him discipline"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so u do it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u could give him a smiley"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "parent"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "my moms on my side e.e"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "not rlly tho"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "uuuh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "tell the mother"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "tattling to a 10 yr old's case"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Maybe you should have your cell phone handy, record how he treats you and maybe the situation will take weight"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "lock yourself in your own bedroom"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or a bedroom"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "throughout the day"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i have locked myself in my bedroom"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "rn"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i am"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "in my bedroom"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "LMFAO"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "he's 10"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "how can he pick a lock"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what 10 year old picks locks"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i still think the smiley is the best course of action"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i understand hacking a phone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "but a door"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "I don't know, it made me want to go look for her and hit her parents for being so clueless"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "YEH"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i mean babies crack open phones"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "doesn't surprise me"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "that's a good idea"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "killing my brother is not a good idea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "we want the blood"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "skhvs"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao no no don't I was just joking"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "u ppl must really hate ur siblings"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Sorry I am really sorry but I couldn't resist!"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ur good alpha"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "u ppl must really hate ur siblings"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Mar"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "they just annoying at times"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i tried being nice to my brother today"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "pinch him"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "We should all go to her house, and hit his brother some good"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "No mar I love him but he just triggers me up alot"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bonk him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "bruh i would assasinate him lmao"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go bonk bonk"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "LMFAI"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You guys they are not solutions"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "this is what we do"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "You guys they are not solutions"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Amey"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "he's a spoiled 10 yr old alpha"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so parents don't help"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "aww it didnt pop up"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "KJBHG"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "l i n k"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Umm ok then first you have to teach him good things"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "the child made the kid bleed what else can she do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "fight back child"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Not break his arms"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "fight back"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bonk him on the head"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "make him a human potato"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao you guys going to break there relationship"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "its already broken"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "quit Tell your dear brother, that if one day I see him I will split him and I hope I see him"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "LMFAOOASFHIBG"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Nothing is that broken which can't be solved!"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "y e h"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "maya u were spitting ways of getting me locked up in jail"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then break his arm and put him in bin"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you ppl are so brutal omg"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i could ignore"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Then break his arm and put him in bin"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "Amey"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just when u leave the house just tell him u cant wait for the day when u get to pull the plug on his life support"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes thats what I am saying mar!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "lock yourself in a room"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "LMAFO"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bonk him"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "just when u leave the house just tell him u cant wait for the day when u get to pull the plug on his life support"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "nipotino LMAF0SOIRUGUIERGERUIG"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go bonk bonk with the newspaper"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao like chika"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "OK NOW LETS TALK ABOUT HOW I CAN GET RID OF MY CO OWNER PLS"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oh alright"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just remove them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ban em"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ill be ur new co owner"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "but they have contact with someone else"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "so do i ban both"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i should just ban block both"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no toxicity allowed in ur server"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm idk why the hack venting is so bad today!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ban both"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "anyways who wants to see me ban and block both"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "do it"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "y e h"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "ill send u an invite then u can leave e.e"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "wait who wants to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or i can become new co owner for u"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sit on him"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao mar!"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yes ok brb imma ban both e/e"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "my sister did it to me when she was 5"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "slap him"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "and e a t h i m"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i did nothing and boom"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "N a m N a m"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "jk"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Lmao yaa my brother too did it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "disturbed my cartoons smh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "she sat on my face alpha"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "This is not venting anymore!"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "YALYYE"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "i banned my"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "co owner"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yesseys"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "boom"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "and now my momes yelling uhoh"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "back"}
{"username": "quit", "content": " N a m N a m"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "@ FatASS"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "N a m N a m"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yk what imma go hug my brother"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "N. A. M"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "have fun"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "squeze the oxygen from him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "consume his life essence"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": " jk"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "The chinese sentence in my status says it all"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Im gonna do a short and quick vent thats connected to the one I did a day ago. So me and my ex finally broke up and we arent talking to each other and he decided to be petty and delete the apology letter he sent. I decided to be petty as well and delete my apology letter plus our past dms. Did I make the right choice? I dont know."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Believe in your decisions! They are not right or wrong they are yours! It is on you to make it right!"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Now hes talking behind my back where I can literally see him talking behind my back."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then tell him to stop that..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ceiling fan The both of you need some time to chill."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe have 2 days of space from each other. If you feel comfortable apologizing to him, go for it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If he does accept it, you two can start over again. See if it'll work out."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If he doesn't, then just leave him. Ignore, block, the whole shebang"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Idk why people do such things after breake up! It is just so bad...talking behind the back of the person you loved..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yeah, people act like that because of emotions probably"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Like alpha said, tell them to stop or ignore them"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "ceiling fan The both of you need some time to chill."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Maybe have 2 days of space from each other. If you feel comfortable apologizing to him, go for it."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "If he does accept it, you two can start over again. See if it'll work out."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "If he doesn't, then just leave him. Ignore, block, the whole shebang"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "mariri Im trying to leave him alone but he keeps talking to me. I already apologized and he did to but he revoked that apology and so did I. Im probably gonna block him later anyways because I have nothing to do with him."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Thats a good choice to make tho...moving on would be better as you both are in not in a emotional stage"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yeah, you should just block him"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "move on and just have fun with your friends"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Sorry...I will delete it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa that's a good idea!"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "but we have the same friends and we talk in the same servers"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "i am"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "so like I cant talk to him without talking to my friends"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Umm sorry Leon I just deleted it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Hmm what she mean was rl friends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "that seems really awkward"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "I mean discord friends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "irl friends?"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "irl me and my ex live like two hours away from each other"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Oh God I am just saying spend your time with real life friends not the discord ones"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhn"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is best to be with rl friends after break up as you can share your feelings more better! But it is on you"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "my rl friends left me, we dont even talk to each other anymore because of corona"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "I can only talk to my cousins:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "well, you can try to interact with your family"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I trusted someone and spent so much time with them but turns out they dont care about me"}
{"username": "crybaby", "content": "ImLoen it's really hard to trust anyone these days, but I hope you're doing good. They don't deserve you, you deserve better. Someone like them is not worth your time. There are many people out there who can be trusted more. It really knowing that we've cared for someone so much, but they don't care the same way we do to them. I hope you're doing great right now. And don't worry you will find someone better than them, someone who deserves you. Cheer up sweetie, you can do this, I believe in you"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I hate myself, so much. I cant control my emotions, I constantly feel like im being ignored when in reality, im probably ignoring them. I cant even think straight rn, all I can think of doing is ending myself, but if I did that, itd be selfish of me considering I just told my friend id hate to lose them like that. Idk what to do anymore, I dont even feel normal anymore. I feel so... Empty, but full of emotions at the same time, I hate this feeling. I feel like my purpose has been filled, I dont feel useful to anyone, anymore. Then again, who am I to complain about my life when everyone elses seems to be worse than mine?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "sigh One last thing."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "15"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aiko You shouldn't blame this on yourself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "People tend to think and feel this way. Which results into more self hatred and emptiness. Feelings like these are difficult to figure out and get through but I'm sure you can. Speak up about this to the people you love. Tell them how you feel. No life is less worthy than another. Psychologically problematic situations can be tricky so it's best to understand it more."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Let loose of your feelings. Cry it out. It'll calm you down. Clear your mind more. Exercise, find new hobbies, learn about the things you're interested in."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Life may be hopeless but it's liveable. We have to get through it. If you feel like ending it all, don't. Go and get some comfort. It's the best solution to this problem nolan."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Feel better soon"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I only have myself to blame for starting this 3 months ago."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No you don't. These things are natural"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yes, I do."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Why do you think so"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "If I had just never overthought anything."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "And I hadnt of gotten in that relationship."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I wouldnt have to look at my right arm, and hate myself, every. single. day."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Overthinking huh."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's not your fault if you overthink. Some people have that kind of trait. Try amd clear your mind a bit more. Think about the things you enjoy rather than overthinking."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "As for relationship. You need to let go. Moving on is something that will be worth it. The relationship you had didn't work out well is what I'm guessing. So, try and put it aside"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I have moved on."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "The thing is tho, its the reason im like this now."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I destroyed myself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You didn't. Can you still contact the person/people you're implying"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yea, but I refuse to."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try and talk with them. Build a nice and healthy relationship this time. If fault is found on you, apologize. Being apologetic is the way to go."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If this seems like something you want to do. Go for it. If not, like I said, clear your mind a bit."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Thats never happening."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Ill pass."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mkay. Now, do you have any hobbies, likes, etc."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I have nothing to do in life except sit on Discord all day, everything else bores me."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, it's best you should try and pick up a hobby."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you can't, the last thing I can think of is online friends. It may be something unhealthy, but if you can leave some time to take a break from it maybe like a 2030 min break every 2 hours or so"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Give time to do self care"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Self care?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yeah, like reading, exercise, eating, cleansing, the whole shebang"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hope you'll feel better soon nolan"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I wish that was a realistic possibility."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "But thanks anyways."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It is. The thing is, it'll take a bit of time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You look cute in any photo don't worry about how it looks. Everyone tries being fancy with their photos"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I bet it looks cute"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "But I didnt even have time to smile, and my hair was all over the place"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "It doesnt"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I was so happy that today I could take a retake, but then I reread the email"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Eh who cares"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "okay so i just got insulted for no reason and someone who i thought was my best friend we were friends for a year know that i have anxiety problems, i was crying and shaking while they insulted me and my'friend' told ME to apologies to them even tho i didnt do anything, i just feel like i want everything to end.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i try to"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but i just cant, i just got betrayed by my best friend And i feel like its useless to think that"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its not"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "what your friend says is just trying to hurt you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "try interacting with some other friends, or even online friends"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if youre able to surround yourself with people who make you feel good, youll develop a positive mindset as a result"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you got this, and things will get better"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "please help;; @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "not rlky a vent but um im fighting tears"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister showed her friends pics of me crying"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and now their calling me a crybaby"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "AutumnLeaves don't listen to them and your sister should not have done that ur not a cry baby just BC u cry that means your human and u have feeling and that you care...don't let them get to you just ignore the haters"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "OH MY GODDD HELP"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I ACCIDENTALLY PLYED CARDI B DURING CLAS"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "anyways ya'll i feel better"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but its better than before i guess"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i'm feeling really sad rn... my history teacher assigned us to make a google slide and now looking at other peoples theirs is so fancy and cute and attractive compared to my very simple one and good thing it's not due til tomorrow but i'm just so embarrased and sad"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "okok"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "You don't have to be like everyone else you know that right? Its ok if its simple or not."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't feel so bad about not having a fancy google slide. we all try to be perfectionists or make ours look super fancy and presentable, which kind of defeats the purpose of the assignment if most of our time revolved around editing then typing the actual thing. even though yours isn't as pretty and has many special effects it's still quality when it comes to having do what they asked you to"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm really sorry to hear that. I get some people do eat away pain as a coping mechanism because it's a tasty distraction rather than a super painful one. You should still love yourself for your size love. We wouldn't want you to feel insecure about your weight. And if you ever want to lose any weight we will support you through it. Please don't try to solve anything through cutting we'd hate to see you hurt, and eating at the same time would probably make you sick from blood loss and overeating. I'm sorry to hear about your condition and I hope it gets better. But no one should be bullied about the way they look or their size. Sometimes our body weight is natural or it comes from how we eat and gain from it. Not everyone is skinny or average and it's what makes you unique in your own way. You aren't a misfit, you're just a person who wishes people wouldn't judge themselves for how they behave. You should really tell someone about how you feel and how your anxiety and sadness really affects how you look upon others since it upsets you. You're beautiful the way you are, cherish that. Because those bullies would want the same happy positive energy from you if they became just like you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "honeycxke You're not at fault here. Learn to appreciate yourself. You're beautiful and amazing. Seek therapy. Eating disorders are the most deadliest disorders out there and I'm glad you're still stable. Talk to the people you really trust. Speak out to them. Ask them for reassurance and comfort. Cutting won't solve this problem. Embrace the type of beauty you have. Stay optimistic. You can get through this sweetie. There are people out there who love for who you are and we're one of them."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That. Ex. Is. A. Snob."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "im sorry to hear youre not doing well"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "just know that things are gonna get better"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "maybe not right now"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "but soon"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you have plenty of people who care about you, and your life matters"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "UGH LMFAO"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer Don't listen to what they say. They're there just to put you down. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Just live your life. You're going to be alright. Have fun with your friends. Take care of yourself. You're a good person. If you do anything to those who make fun of you, it won't resolve the problem. So just relax and chill."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Simple. If she wouldn't tell them to stop harassing you then you've done the right thing to break up with her. She didn't seem very supportive. And I see your point, staying at home can be a bit boring and makes people depressed to be stuck in one place for so long without fresh air. I'd recommend just standing outside your door, making taking a drive through town without necessarily getting out of the car if you choose not to. To take your mind off of things a bit. That kind of drama even from home is really stressful to deal with. I'd say give the girl some place and isolate yourself from those who harassed you"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Im glad to have people to care about me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Pick up a new hobby if you can. It's fun to enjoy the things you like honestly"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I skate"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That's cool! You can try to improve your skating skills"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Its in real life"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Go skating for a bit to get some fresh air. Staying inside does get boring I suppose"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "steals the kneecaps of the harrassing teenage girls"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I feel much better"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Thanks guys!"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "no problem! i hope i helped!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np np"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yui pat ArmyChickenWhisperer"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "yui hug ArmyChickenWhisperer"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "still wishing to take kneecaps"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "kneecaps"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yum"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui pat chicken"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Stella has been typing for a while now"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We'll wait for her"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "For now watch him dance"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She stopped"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "we should keep quiet"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Im really scared for my physical health. I had two baseball games back to back, and everything was going well. I was pitching, and pretty damn well too, not to brag or anything like that. When I was pitching I just felt a pop in my arm, and I was down. I popped my shoulder out of its socket for the 7th time ever since I started baseball, about 12 years ago. Now, Im terrified that this one was the last breaking point, and that I may need surgery, and that my arm will never be the same, and that I wont be able to play or swim ever again. I just dont know what to do.."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Maybe tell the coach that you dont feel well"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "guess i read both"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "its so long.."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's fine hun"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stella are you passionate about anything?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mostly art"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ikaenia I'm sorry to hear this. You should try and look on the bright side. You'll be OK. Go to a doctor. Let it get fixed. You'll be in good care. Don't be scared sweetie. You're strong. You can get through this. Even if your hand has to be surgically fixed, there are other things you can do. Just because you have a physical flaw, doesn't mean you can't do amazing things. Dw about it, we're here for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And you spend a lot of time doing your art I would assume?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yeah.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "At least the time you can"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "BRUH"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "When do you find yourself doing it the most"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Making art"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh hmm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "BRUH"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "THATS SO DUB"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mostly during online classes, since i get bored easily. but before school i got art block and gave up"}
{"username": "ayah", "content": "ikaenia hey, maybe you should get it checked out. I know how hard it is to admit that youre injured when playing a sport competitively i used to play basketball but i quit and now i do competitive gymnastics, training for nationals, ive avoided telling anyone i had any injuries either but its not always bad yk. Sometimes you just need a bit to recover, sometimes you may need more. I know basketball may be your passion but its a lot better to get it checked out than to make it worse. I advise you to get it checked out and hope for the best, if you can, and if it doesnt come out well so many people will be here to support you throughout the way. I hope things go well for you:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But you've been making it again yes?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "To yourself"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i keep getting ghost pinged help"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yeds"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Your life"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Matters"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "too many people all at once"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "To everyone"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im just gonna keep quiet now this is issue is more important"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "does it really?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Honey you're young, and I'm sorry to hear that. I don't have step parents, but I do understand how that feels on a personal level. I've had a frustrated mother who kind of forced us to move places, got kicked out, etc etc. Had to live with my grandmother for like a few months. The thing is in my situation it was my mom's fault. I understand not having both parents are tough and not having the best financial situation makes it tougher, but you are stronger than you think honey. Please be okay..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "When things get hard for you or you think about the things that have happened to you, create some sort of adaptation into or of your art"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "im just gonna keep quiet now this is issue is more important"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ikaenia i'm reading yours too hush. you are just as important right now."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you use the struggles you go through into something you're passionate about, it can possibly help, in multiple ways"}
{"username": "ayah", "content": "im just gonna keep quiet now this is issue is more important"}
{"username": "ayah", "content": "ikaenia everyones issues are valid, yours are valid too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You can get through it just as much as I have honey. You are a very strong girl and you can easily get by with having us around. And doing things you enjoy to distract yourself from your step father"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yall making me cry:'"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thank you for making me feel like i belong for once:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Even, if you'd like I can write a poem of some sort to go with your art, to match it's imagery"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "honey we all have dark pasts... of course you belong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you work on giving things like your art much more meaning to you, you can see results in your surroundings as well"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you said you like art. how about you channel that for us? do it for yourself. draw pictures of what goes on around you or what makes you happy"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "splatwo It's best you should leave your step dad. It's not a good relationship you should keep. I'm incredibly sorry to hear you're going through this kind of thing. I'm glad you've spoke out about this. You can get through this. Suicide isn't the way. Think about your mother, she'll be devastated if you killed yourself. So don't do it please. I'm sure you're a strong girl. There are people here for you. We love and care about you and your health. Go talk to your mother. Ask her for comfort. We crave physical contact, go hug someone. Everyone deserves a life. You're no difference. You're loved sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Also, if these suicidal thoughts keep on getting worse, do seek a hotline, you'll be in contact with a professional that can help you too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you're old enough to express yourself freely without parental issues, maybe not in a legal way by forcing your step dad to help her. but I think making your mother smile by seeing your happy face would really make her day much brighter with her struggles"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd say, even so if you feel proud of a piece, selling is always an option for you, you don't have to if you don't want to, but it would give you more motivation to do other things you love if needed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Art is a good way to express yourself freely, no matter what kind it is"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't make the girl do illegal things"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "wait did i forget to mention that my step dad and mom broke up when i was 8"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "omg i got so distracted"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " don't make the girl do illegal things "}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Mar i"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Thank god"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "wot"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It seemed like a terrible relationship"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you see this step father angers me as much as the father does now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes it was.. i think. my mom hasnt told me a lot of details"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "Uh i wish to help too, because I have a very very similar issue"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "first he puts your mother in debt then breaks up with her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and doesn't help fix her financial issues"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Sure, go ahead yuuki"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's horrible"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why do i relate so much to this ;;"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Uh i wish to help too, because I have a very very similar issue"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Baby Mshi go ahead and make me cry moreee hAPPY TeARSSS"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yui pat splatwo"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui pat stella"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "why do i relate so much to this ;;"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Mar because uh yes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "life"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "okay I wrote a whole essay while helping people so might take a while"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "take your time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's alright"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "take your timeee"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i have the urge to hug you right now"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i'm gonna do it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "eli hug splatwo"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i have the urge to hug you right now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mariri if covid didnt exist i would literally walk because plane cost too much to your country and hug you uu"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "uu"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yesyes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ikaenia you poor thing;;. Please see a doctor. Like asap. If it's causing you pain please see one. I know you're worried about your physical ability to play sports or even continue enjoying yourself with a torn arm, but your health is way more important right now. Get your arm xrayed if you can and try not to pitch so hard so it doesn't bother you. Maybe opt out of practice for a while so you don't cause anymore damage. If you do not figure out what's wrong I be sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd hug all of you tbh;;"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "even if your country is 5000000000000000000000 miles away"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "even if it was I have a mother in debt also. the only problem is that it was her fault..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "owo hug @ everyone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui hug splatwo"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i would launch myself across space to your place and hug everyone uu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yui hug Mar"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hugs all around"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or, group hug"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yui hug Noland"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why hug me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "because"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "everyone gets a hug"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yui hug Mar"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yui hug mariri"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hugsss"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yui hug splatwo"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no hug me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "give hugs to those needing it rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm not gonna bother mentioning the bots channel bc this is needed imo"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh yeah"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "bots channel"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "don't tell staff"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tthat dOES exist"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "he is staff"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oh wait they can just check logs nvm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad staff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no it's fine in this situation, I'm gonna leave it be"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad bad"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "don't tell staff"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mariri when isaiah is staff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "shush isaiah"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dont tell OTHER staff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm gonna go this way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you didn't see anything"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yes i did"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "totally not watching you all rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Luca shhh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "OH NOES IT'S LUCA"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad staffie"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dw I wont tell"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Let there be love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Shhh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tyty"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ty luca"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ofc"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Also"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im not sure what happened and Im to lazy to scroll up and check but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ya spammed too much for luca to even look you baka"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stella, if there's anything else you need feel free to dm or ping me or really anyone here"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you only needed to give a hug to the person needing the hug we're just helping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If they're open"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "o k"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go hug the others in spam"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tYSMmm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "okok"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "aww no worries honey"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Of course, I hope things get better for you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np stella sweetie!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just wanna let you all know that you are valid, loved, welcomed, and deserve love of all kind. Stay safe loves"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you go express yourself and make your mother happy oki?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im scared about it man idk"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go. see. a. doctor."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "cant drive myself"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "whyyy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "have your parents drive you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "you go express yourself and make your mother happy oki?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Mar my mother is not home but i will when she gets back :3"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "parents wont let me go money on that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes Stella go"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my friend is coming"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "because"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yes do that stella. It would make her day to see you smile"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yOu cAn dO iT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "of my status"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "o"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yay!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "YAYAYAY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ikaenia"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "ill just sit in pain its okay  dont worry mar"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's not okay!"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "it just is"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you'll make it worse"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "take a break"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "rest"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "just stop going to practice until you figure it out"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't hurt yourself"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhn"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "health is more important"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "go fix it or i be sad"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "my parents will make me go to practice"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i literally wont be able to not go"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no more practice"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "eee"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "tell them you can't"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sit on the sidelines baby..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "tell the coach about it;;"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it's not good to force yourself in this situation"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sit on the sidelines baby..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Mar why does this remind me of baby hotline"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "coach will tell them"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sidelines baby is the rip off version of baby hotline"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "its happened before 5 months ago"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "then they can finally take you to a doctor love"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's for the best"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "no they wont"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "theyll have me play anyway"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can easily make it worse by continuing to pitch..."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "they dont care"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "they just dont"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "talk about this to your parents. tell them about this. if they're good parents, they'll understand"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "istg i'm stealing you from your parents"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hi friend"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "sorry for pinging you guys"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hi friend"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's okay honey"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hi audrey 2"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "or jaycee"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "or"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "what are your"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "other names"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "stella pls dont thnk negative:c"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Who tf has many names"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "stella pls dont thnk negative:c"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "rika i wont"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ilyyy"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oop no bypassing"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im just scared man"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "It's okay honey"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Mar ok"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "ty ilyy more"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "ok um wrong channel"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "like i cannot move it at all"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Matt I'm stealing you"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "if only"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "chat"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "rika let all your feelings out at once"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "ok rika and stella lets go to the car"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "before we get in trouble"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ikaenia You'll be ok. Talk to your coach about this. Get them to talk to your parents about this. You're strong, I'm sure"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "rika has to vent also?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok rika and stella lets go to the car"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ Near omg no"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "pls do"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "get IN the car"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "GET in THE car"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "rika has to vent also?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Mar no she my gfff: and mirai is my other friend"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " GET in THE car"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ Near NO"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "thats it im dragging you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "owo slap @ Near"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Drags stella to the car"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "please continue conversations in chat sweeties."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well if you guys ever need to vent don't hesitate to"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ikaenia doctor"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i physically cannot go"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can't even move it though...just don't force yourself to play..."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "one i cant drive well enough with one hand"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i have to"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im gonna get surgery"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bad parenting"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "now im hyperventilating again yeehaw"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i know surgery is scary but it's always a good idea to get xrays"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that isn't a good thing either!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "have you told them about what happened to your arm?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "sat in silence"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you really should so they can try to help you get better"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "maybe give you pain killers in the meantime"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "they just wont help me theyre always too busy"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "ive taken 3 in the last hour"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'm sure they aren't that busy to talk to you for 5 minutes about your arm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "at least try telling them"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "your health is more important right now"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "mar. they wont even try to help me. theyll tell me to ice it and thats it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talk to your coach about this then."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If your parents can't help you, others will"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sure your coach will let you sit out during the next game so you don't hurt yourself"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That kind of thing is a really serious injury"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im gonna need tommy john surgery"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it's ok to need surgery"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it's for your own good"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "but they wont let me get it is the thing"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "they dont care enough about me"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "or else i wouldve gotten it the past 6 times its hsppened"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "can they just not afford it?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "moneys not really a factor"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well you've already had 6 fatal incidents with it, so it's gotten worse until now"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you should really tell them before it gets worse"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "and you can't use your arm at all hun"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i cant not use my arm"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "also ive tried and they havent cared"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "did you tell them about the injury?:o"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "and theyve waved me off"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hmm...can't you call someone to help you?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "or tell your coach?"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "im gonna try to anyway"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's a good idea"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "please go do your work now.. im probably just overreacting.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you are not overreacting, it's good to worry about your health"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "so i like a guy he knows i like him and honestly i thought maybe i made progress, but today i realized i was given hope for something that literally would never exist he misses his ex and they live close by so at any time he could up and leave me for them so"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "very not fun so now im sad and i want to cry for being so dumb"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "im tired of falling for everyone who looks my way but ig im just gullible and touch starved and love starved"}
{"username": "Cameron", "content": "tbh ive started self harm on my arms, legs, etcw to stop now."}
{"username": "Cameron", "content": "i also have been losing hell tonof blood these days"}
{"username": "Cameron", "content": "ive started doing 15 cuts per day"}
{"username": "Cameron", "content": "i fr dont know how to stop. anyone got any tips, if yes that will help me a lot"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Cameron Self harm is a very serious thing. I suggest you should seek therapy. You'll be in the hands of a professional. Try to stay in a room that has the minimum amount of any sharp objects that you can use to do self harm. Take care of yourself. You can get through this."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bunni It's alright to fall in love. Don't feel sad sweetie. You can always find someone else. You still have a long way to go. Try and enjoy other things like hobbies. Don't forget tot ake care of yourself as well"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you feel like crying about this. It's okay. You can't really hold back emotions"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oh yeah ofc thank u, things r jus looking a bit bleak"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm, I can see that"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yeah i cried like 4 times over this hshs"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i have depression so that dont help none"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It just shows you're strong"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "and im having an episode:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "awww i'm sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "like later this month"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yeah its okie!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm sure you'll get better"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "it dont change much tbh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "jus more crying"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "but thats fine"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": ":"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat bunni"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Enjoy your life as it is"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "As long as you're taking care of yourself"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "thankies uwu"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "mhm!"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "have a hug"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yus thank u"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i need need affection rn jnfvjswa"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "covid is cramping my style sigh"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "yeah same for me"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "cri"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "deep sigh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "it really does ugh but its fine covid helped me pass school"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "lmaooo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Repost, because I didn't want to really talk about this after I woke up, but I'll take any advice I can get for this now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Read at your own risk."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm lost. Idk what to do... im sure as hell so unaware of how to act rn that it's affecting me drastically, I can't over react right now, but I need to talk to someone asap. I'm scared, I'm not sure how I'll be able to handle this. There's so much she deserves in her life and she won't be able to get it. She's giving up, I can't do anything, if she decides to leave I may be going too. I can't deal with another loss this way. She shouldn't have to feel like this is her only option... i love her so much. I know she loves me, but she hurts, I know I'm no where near her and I can't just take her away and help her the way I want to. Her life is so precious. I wish she doesn't go through with this. I'm gonna be torn, I'm gonna be broken, I'm not gonna be able to keep myself rolling every single god damn day with this on my heart. She's the most amazing girl. Yet. Here we are... I just want her to live the way she deserves, the way she should... instead of believing that this is her only option. It pains me, it will always pain me. I'm sorry. Idk if I'd be able to keep going myself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Jaime Do you have anything to prove that she's struggling because of you? I'm sure she isn't. She loves you. She truly does. You're not a bother Isaiah. You're a good person. Problems and overthinking is something usual to experience. The best way you can do about it is to clear your head. Don't distract yourself from it rather, try and put it aside. Have you tried speaking up to her? If not, try and do it. She'll understand. We care about you Isaiah. You deserve love."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "so uh quick vent, doesnt deserve a ping though. My friend from another server has been suffering from cancer for a few months now and is on the breaking point. I really want her to be safe but theres nothing I can do. I wish she would be okay."}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Me and my friends made a hashtag called yellow4sushu and YFS and made a collage of our wishes for her and memories. I want her to be better so much."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ceiling fan I'm sorry to hear that! It's best that you should calm down amd spend your time with her. She could potentially...well, let's not talk about that. But just relax. Cherish the friendship you have while you can. But, I do hope she'll get better"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Also Isaiah, if you want to talk about it through dms, im always open"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "Shes getting offline more and more and I cant see her because of corona too. I just want her to get better."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mozelle Do you have anything to prove that she's struggling because of you? I'm sure she isn't. She loves you. She truly does. You're not a bother Isaiah. You're a good person. Problems and overthinking is something usual to experience. The best way you can do about it is to clear your head. Don't distract yourself from it rather, try and put it aside. Have you tried speaking up to her? If not, try and do it. She'll understand. We care about you Isaiah. You deserve love."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mariri I know it isn't because of me, she said this might be goodbye tonight, and last thing I've heard from her was I love you, I tried to speak up to her, I sent her a lot of messages tonight, I'm just hoping she wakes up tomorrow, even if she wishes she doesn't.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Tanitansy I'm sure you'll be alright Isaiah. Try and relax. Have fun with others and you'll get through it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel loved, I feel more loved now than I have in a long time, but I don't know how I'd handle this loss"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ceiling fan Me too. I really do hope she'll be alright. Just try and calm down sweetie"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She given me more happiness than I could have asked for, with the length we were together for"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I know it's really hard to let go of someone who has done so much in your life to the point where you can't imagine living without them. I've experienced that. Till this day, I'm still really sad about the fact that they left and at first it affected me emotionally. But, once I've gotten through the crying phase. I decided that I should start to let go of it. I started doing things. Talking with people, hobbies, etc."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "And now, I'm pretty alright"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just know that, there won't be just 1 person who will do that. Many will. You just have to wait for it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we'll just have to see what is brought with the morning, I cried myself into a nap earlier but now I'm gonna be up all night so hopefully she's okay"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "As long as you both feel like it's the best choice. I'm sure you two will be fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It is all I guess depending on how she chose to handle it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "owo pat Virgilia"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I couldn't find her last night so she must be okay"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "ceiling fan Me too. I really do hope she'll be alright. Just try and calm down sweetie"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "mariri she just sent a few pictures of herself before she goes offline for a week or more. I love her so much 33 shes so beautiful and she doesnt deserve to be body shamed by her family"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm very spiritual and went searching which put me to sleep, calling out to her didn't do anything so it means she didn't, I don't know why i didn't connect the dots once i woke up"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Body shamed? That's horrible. I hope she'll stay strong and won't listen to what her family said. Smhsmh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ceiling fan For now, take care of yourself and spend time with your friend as much as you can. Give her the amount of appreciation she gave you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": " Lindsley I'm sure you'll be fine. Like I said, try and relax. You'll be in a better state once you do. Ily"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm distracting myself by doing school work, I think soon I'm gonna write in my book"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But ty"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "ceiling fan For now, take care of yourself and spend time with your friend as much as you can. Give her the amount of appreciation she gave you"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "mariri I am trying my best 33"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nice nice!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np isaiah"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "I get a suspicious feeling that I am emotionally wounded, due to a lot of traumatic flashbacks, etc. Problematically, if the health professional notice it, they would prescribe another type of chronic medication on my list, and it would be again trial and error. What do I have to do now? Because my mom would put the blame on me no matter what, and I told her many times to drop it, and she just gets more worse no matter what. She even did beat me up a few times. She even called me Worthless and Lazy, and I proved her many times wrong, but she still persists on. My brother, same results; My dad, same results. My life is like Hell now a days."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! ha, ha, your life is great, i wish i was as smart as you, your grades are perfect. me... i worked for it... but thank you, me inside, i am not perfect, my life isnt as good as it seems, i feel empty."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i want to feel:"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Happiness"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "why can't i feel these things, do i feel empty? yep."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "am i smart? thats what people say"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "how do you cope? i dont."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i want to be happy again, a fake smile is all i got."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont know what to say..."}
{"username": "quit", "content": "and that fake smile is everything. your alive for a reason, smile every second of every life. your more than enough."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its okay to be smart"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "that something you can point to and be happy about"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if youre happy about being smart"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "its the first step to having good self esteem"}
{"username": "quit", "content": "think about how many people can see your smil, and cheer up"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Noone has a perfect life"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "nobodys perfect"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "we all have our cracks"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Just put that real smile and be happy"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "We all experience something new"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "surround yourself with people who make you happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hushkyshead your wonderful and very nice person we all love you and we will make you feel happy and your smart dont let nayone make you feel left out or anything if you want to hear more from me your free to dm me but right now i am in class.."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty... i love you all"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Hope that feels you good:3"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "This isn't going to be a vent but i think everyone needs to hear this"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "A rose is honored for its beauty, not its size. Consider ourselfs roses. It's the beauty on the inside that counts, not the outside. Everyone here is beautiful and amazing. Everything will be ok! Sometimes seems like it won't, But everything will be ok. You have to persevere, if your going through something don't think about the fact that your going to lose or you cant take it think abou the fact that your going to make it because you have to push through it because you will persevere. There are people in the world that love you, you just dont know it yet and neither do they. I'm proud of everyone, i love you all, your all beautiful. love iimeky 3"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "To everyone that helps those people going through something you are amazing!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "rarwr"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "poethic"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "thank you so much"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "no problem 33"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "I just really thought people needed to hear that"}
{"username": "XERRORX", "content": "Id actually needes it"}
{"username": "XERRORX", "content": "Tysm"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "Np! 33"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "My point proven, yet again, about my mom, again causing drama, in the house ! If only she would ever learn not to do it. I even stood up for my brother, and he appreciates my assistance, yet again my mom persists by not listening because things did not go her way. tsk when will she learn?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "! Ii do not mean you who is/are reading it. Uhh how do I explain it?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "There starts my flashbacks again..."}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "Daily Self Care Check! "}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "Hihi! Just Magi here checking in on you! So, how are you all feeling?"}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "Hopefully you feel better than ever! If not, how about go relax yourself"}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "and drink some water? Remember to always love yourself and ignore"}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "other's opinions about you! Stay strong and fight whatever comes in your"}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "way! You're worth it! Wub you all so so much, I'm always here if you need"}
{"username": "Maggie Ackerman", "content": "me and my DMs will always be open for you to slide into them!"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "hey cutie i heard your sad rn"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "drink some water and get rest"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! I cut my self, i liked it, i punched a pillow, and i spoke to my toxic friends, how can my life get any worse? i gave up my dream of being a therapist, for bullying to stop."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what gave you that urge love?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i know pain is enjoyable sometimes when you feel down because you think you deserve it but that isn't okay. You can fight it. I believe you can. I'd recommend a stressball or pillow during those times, not sharp objects. Carry it around with you when you feel that kind of urge and squeeze it. Don't give up on your dreams because your own life is hard either"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "no. do not self harm. i am always gonna be here for you, i will check in on you every day if it is needed. even though you barely know me. cutting isn't gonna help take the pain away, because then all your loved ones such as us here at sayu will be sad too. so just don't do it. please talk to me in dms whenever you feel the urge to do it please, because i don't want you to self harm"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "bullying wont stop tho if anything its gotten worse..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You may be the one person who can change the way people see things faster than you see it yourself. I believe you can be a therapist if you put your mind to it"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty weian"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "can you tell a trusted adult about it?"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hopefully, what i said helped you a bit"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ignore the bullying trust me. you're an amazing person. You don't deserve to be bullied at all."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "if you ignore the bullying it will get better. Bullies can't crush your dreams, only you can"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "can you tell a trusted adult about it?"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "weian no, they will go like ugh, dont do it again then leave"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "any good friends then?"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "other than Mrs. Harvey, my support worker"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "well why don't you try talking to her?"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "its halloween break"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "well my best advice for you is to ignore it, because no matter what you will always be so kind and beautiful. don't react, that's all they're looking for: a good reaction"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i will try weian ty"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "glad i could help, and don't forget you can talk to me anytime"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ofc"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "ok so these kids on discord are making fun of my bestfriend who killed herself and keeps calling me an attention seeking girl because i didnt do anything to stop her and stuff, they also keep making fun of furries and they also call me a snowflake because apparently im sensitive but they just do everythign wrong, ill send screenshots to prove,"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "cant senf photos nvm,"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "You know what they don't even know what your going through ash you tell them until they lose someone close to them and then they can say something and there is no why of making someone not kill themselve okay its not your fault she did what she did okay don't beat yourself up over that tell them to leave you alone and I'm for your sorry for your lost ash"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i don't think we'd need the proof we've heard enough from you ashlyn. those people are honestly stoopid rude poops. You aren't a snowflake or an attention seeker for doing anything and neither was she. You can't control how she felt and if you guys live far away it's not like you could stop her. They're just being insensitive about the topic. That's sickening. I really do support you and wish you the best over the loss of your best friend. It seems she went through a lot of pain...I hope you find the courage to stand up to them also, because that isn't right..."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you raptor,"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you mar"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "So where did they do this"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "wdym"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Dms or server"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Dms or server"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "T Raptor server"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": " Dont listen to what they say to you especially on discord, not many people on discord know you personally. So, dont take things. Dont engage with them because most likely itll end up in a downward spiral that often makes things worst."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "V Hanachi thank you,"}
{"username": "ANGEL", "content": "Good grief, I went to the airport today and I came 3 hours early. One of the staff was missing and I had to wait forever to get my pets and luggage checked and I ended up missing my flight"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ANGEL file a complaint"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "dot/ ashlyn hope you are feeling better love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Am I just, not good enough anymore..?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "update from my other vent a couple days ago; first off i just wanna say thanks guys you guys are so sweet! secondly i also want to say this is not really sad? i just kind of wanna do a little update so uh yeah. thanks"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i visited an apartment yesterday; because my mom was looking at apartments still to see if we could move out; and honestly i really liked the apartment but ive also been sharing a room with my mom for like.. 2 years now not in the same bed but she said she found a two bedroom, and the kitchen and living room had a LOT of space so she said she might put a bed there for herself, and give me and my brother our own rooms. honestly, the apartment is very nice, but the people there are redoing the whole thing, like new floors, windows, cabinets, etc. and uh thats basically it.. idrk"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok so that was my update now lets go to my feelings hshshsh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so me and my mom got into a fight when we we're coming back from the apartment, and uh.. i think i might have had too much attitude but she called me a baby and a brat so i kinda got offended by that i dont feel like i belong:"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "we made up though, she apologised and i did too but i still hate how she called me thattt :"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uh anyways i have NO CLUE what this vent was so uh yeah"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "byeee"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh yeah @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "The text above?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Ah yes I'm back BABYYY"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "OK I'll give it a read"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "have a hug honeybear"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Umm you know you should just let go of it has she is your mom...they say things when they feel offended so it would be good if you just let go of it!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And from what you said she seems to be a good mom"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Yeah, about the text, do not worry, from what I understood that got out of her without hesitation in the heat of the moment but she didn't mean to make you feel like this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " Am I just, not good enough anymore..?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Stauder no your gr8 m8 :"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "you are worthy 3 and you help me a lot"}
{"username": "Connor", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "Connor", "content": "My vent got deleted"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ok so this is a weird vent be prepared:"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "you know when you have friends but you feel like you don't know how to include yourself?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i have like 2 close friends and 2 acquaintances, and i tried to talk to them but i couldn't.. just couldn't get myself to speak? Is it anxiety? Idk. Ok ill be honest, my mind says this to me, but i have a feeling the teachers all know i'm a problem child. Not like others exactly. The 14 year old who runs around the football pitch with her hands a bit lower than the Tpose, laying down on the grass to look at the clouds. No one does that. Also that one kid who laughs at themselves even if no one said anything. They all know i'm quiet, and i just feel like i'm a big nuisance and that i don't need to be here. I act too much like a kid and i feel like it's annoying literally everyone. The guidance teachers look at me with a pitiful face, i don't know and i don't like it."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's okay to feel that way Nev. It doesn't mean you're a problem child you're just different. And if people think you're weird because of it then that haven't taken a good look at themselves. They know well enough that they do abnormal things as well, because no one is normal. Normal isn't a thing. You're being yourself and that's all that matters. It's okay to not know how to fit in. Tbh people who say try to include yourself in convos have no clue how hard it is to do that. No one can just force their way in sometimes. It's hard to join something you may not be educated about or feel uncomfortable talking about because we all have our own unique views on things, and some may agree and disagree with them which kinda makes you feel like a coward and a complete fool. If you get anxiety and are scared to talk to people then that's okay. It does take a few days or weeks to get used to the weirdness of people. Not everyone is outgoing, not even myself. It takes me literally months to find people I find comfort in, and even then I barely talk because I'm shy and get a lot of anxiety to speak among crowds. Don't feel so out of place about it, because it's perfectly okay to feel that way. Not everyone understands people's comfort zones."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i really want to do 11037"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i do not know what that means i'm afraid"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "its not bad"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "its from a game"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "so dont worry 3"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "also!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i woke up to seeing a Number on me"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "sorry for the ping:c"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i woke ups and i had a number on me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why would you have a number on you...?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i dont remember anything last night"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i dont know but its like kinda red"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "js i might get my phone taken at 5 pm so if i'm not active after that you guys know why. i love you guys and i'm pretty sure it won't be like this forever. so like my school found out i was depressed and thought it would be nice to tell my parents and my mom is making me a doctors appointment becuase i've been in a depressive episode for so long um i shouldn't have sent this here but anyways."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yui pat HappyFrog"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's okay ashlyn we understand. Be safe"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i have no idea who wrote a number on you though froggo..."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "unless i forgot.?.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but it was like red and it was hurting"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it was scratched into your arm or hand or.."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "arm.."}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but i think i did itbut i dont remember"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hmm..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "do you remember anything?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "well i was sad"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages to hear a message from me to you 3"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "so he talked about his ex again but i cant get mad at him because its not my fault nor his that he likes her so much i jus feel lonelier than ever and hes personally not helping"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "im going back to the depressive episode and crying every day"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "its not fun but even when i feel like crap i always help him"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "not to mention he goes from texting me then completely disappearing so mixed signals"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Beaver no your gr8 m8 :"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you are worthy 3 and you help me a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo it just feels like I'm not enough for the gf, she'd rather talk to other guys and ignore me until she's going to sleep"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah, but it's fine I'll talk to her about it tonight"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " :"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo anyway, thank you for trying to help"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "in 5 hours i hit 5 days self harm free, im happy.. ive improved a lot"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "OMG YAY"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm so proud of you ashlyn!"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "omg thats so amazing! IM SO PROUD OF UUU"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Good girl I'm proud of you Ashlyn \ufe0f \ufe0f \ufe0f \ufe0f \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Let the progress continue"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you guys"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "More days self harm free"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "this is the farthest ive made it so far"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "that's good!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'm glad you've began stopping"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Well let just keep it going"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "keep up the good progress, and if you ever feel like you can't keep up with the days and have that urge come tell so we can stop chu"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "We are here if you ever need to talk or vent about something sweetie"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "okii thank you so much, you are amazing \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no u"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "No no your amazing keep it up"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "oopsies"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "i did it"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "back to 0"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "oh no, do you want to talk about it?"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "my boyfriend now my ex cheated on me but its ok"}
{"username": "shrimp", "content": "my boyfriend now my ex cheated on me but its ok"}
{"username": "shrimp", "content": "dot/ ashlyn omg that's terrible to hear how are you feeling"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Give me some Anger issues management cause istg one day I am gonna drag someone to hell with me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry ashlyn, I hope you're going be feeling okay or better soon, if you need someone to talk to my dms are open or you can always me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Give me some Anger issues management cause istg one day I am gonna drag someone to hell with me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "honeycxke Try to rip paper apart, scream into your pillow, etc. It's best to let it out rather than keeping it in. But remember safety as well. You can do something calming like listening to relaxing music, laying down, etc."}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "But like if I try ripping paper apart and etc I will destroy everything in the room because i have done it more then once"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I am also energetic so i cant stay in one place"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "if you don't feel like it, you can always choose the second option"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "hm yea I like to make banners and its calms me down but then again I compare myself to others"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "dw about it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "im sure your handwork is amazing"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Idk how do I know about a lot of stuff? Like even the voice in my head's warnings become an actual warning, and I knew about it. Seems like most of the time the voice in my head does not give False Alarms. Maybe it is due to my flashing that gives such behaviour? And the flashbacks are sometimes a big problem, making it difficult for me to control. This seems tricky that I have a voice in my head that keeps on knowing such things that are going to happen. should I listen to it? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is cuz of the thing call experience! You have experienced that things before which were bad for you and now it is just warning you! If that's not the case then you have been guarded that way! There is no harm in following that voice till the time you are ready to face the results! Maybe it be good or bad! But I would suggest to listen to it!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "life experience and a very good gut feeling"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it is up to you to follow it, but it is an instinct that tryes to get you out of danger"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "It is cuz of the thing call experience! You have experienced that things before which were bad for you and now it is just warning you! If that's not the case then you have been guarded that way! There is no harm in following that voice till the time you are ready to face the results! Maybe it be good or bad! But I would suggest to listen to it!"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "... Ok..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You'd be smart to follow gut instinct. It isn't a bad thing. You have a lot of experience s and those flashbacks are reminders of past mistakes that can easily come back again if you aren't careful. Having that voice in your head in useful. It's just your conscience telling you to be careful. It's good to be cautious about things so nothing bad happens to you. It isn't a bad thing. You're lucky to have a conscious that keeps you away from danger. A lot of risk takers ignore it and put themselves in a lot of regret. I'd listen to it because it could easily save you from a lot of things."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! im sorry for the ping"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i just don't know what to do"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because now literally everyone hates me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and one of the popular girls will 100 sure spread it everywhere"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i was lonely enough but now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "this is just"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "no"}
{"username": "clover", "content": "have you talked to your parents about changing schools maybe?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "you have anything, any proof that you are in fact, not guilty to bring to light the crop, and the fact that you aren't the bad one here?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "clean your name?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "F34rr Please don't bypass filter 3"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "because not doing so is basically admiting you are in fact, the bad one"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "That is horrible, I would tell my parents about it. Maybe say everything that happened was not true and try to clear it up. I haven't been in a similar situation before but that is what I would do."}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "not doing anything about it, to others, gives the idea that you have been caught red handed, and at least fighting back would go to show you aren't who they think you are"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "im not talking about violence"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but any resistance that you can back up"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but please do something about it, girl 3"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "hm but"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you mar"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i have a feeling i vent too much"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": ":,"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "no one ever vents too much. we're happy to help you if you need it"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I told my friends that I would get out of knitting class at 5. At 5:05 they spammed my dms asking me to join but I was still knitting. I said at 5:30 Ill be done. Then at 5:35 I was still knitting so they spammed my dms so much my discord almost crashed. Is it my fault I was still knitting or should I have just left the class to play with my friends."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "This isnt really a big problem just wondering"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Technically speaking, yes. But, I don't think anyone's at fault here. Do the things you enjoy. There's nothing wrong about it. Just, next time, try and actually set a time to stop."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "when noticing, my mom finally apologized. I might need some time to recover from my unhealed trauma inside of me oh, erm, hold on, my inner voice wants to communicate."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Technically speaking, yes. But, I don't think anyone's at fault here. Do the things you enjoy. There's nothing wrong about it. Just, next time, try and actually set a time to stop."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "mariri It was with my Great Aunt, I don't think she would have liked it if I had left but I don't know. I think I should have said sometihng about it earlier I guess?"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Inner voice: It turns out you have done well to tell someone about your traumatic experience, even with a lot of effort needed to do so. You might still need to recover from Unhealed Trauma, but you are slowly getting there. I will see you in the morning."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "MegaPlasma: Well you did say to step out of the comfort zone. Sorry, the traumatic experiences is a very sensitive topic to me, so it is for me difficult to talk to someone about it."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Inner Voice: There's no need to apologize for it; I know it is difficult to step out of the comfort zone, especially for a Dandere like you."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "MegaPlasma: Indeed it is."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Inner Voice: You will finally get some rest from all the problems you had, so for now, take some rest, for it is going to be a big day for you tomorrow."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "MegaPlasma: Ok. Night night."}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Inner Voice: Night night, David."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen I see. Well, you shouldn't worry about this too much. Next time, make sure to tell your friends why you can't come."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "MegaPlasma I'm glad you're slowly recovering. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you! But anyways, good luck on it!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sisters boyfriend is texting me to stop eating and go answer my sisters phone whole she sleeps"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "kore of a rant but"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "dude no"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "no"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "youre a disrespectful piece of lemon"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Keep eating and ignore him, ."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "just ignore him"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like that is very disrespectful to blther me while im eating"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Foods more important, he can wait."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I was raised around 5 things: Having my own opinion, having my own rights, manners, respecting people while they eat, and body slamming any unreasonable person who thinks their right."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "liek just let me enjoy my cheeseburger"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i only had 1 meal today"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and i cant live off of that"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "BRO ONLY ONE CHEESE BURGER"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "TAKE MY FRIDGE DUDE"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "EAT UP"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i spent all day cleaning up after my sister, and he expects me to live off of one cheeseburger"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like i cant keep having 1 meal a day straight off of school meals"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "don't listen to her all the time"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "go tell your parents to make you food"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Keep on eating, also tried telling your parents?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i could go on for weeks about my sisters boyfriend"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea they know"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and they tell me to say no"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't let people push you around like that"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and thats exactly what im going to do"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "good"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "He can't do anything."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "how to 101: Not be a doormat but still be assertive in a nice body slamming way"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "He's not there"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "dude sayin Im getting impatient\u201d ITS BEEN 5 MINUTES OF ME IGNORING YOU"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Keep doing it"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Like he has feet he can do it."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "their virtual"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "he lives somewhere else"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh oop"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "he should be the one to take care of his own gf not you"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "dude tehy sleep on call"}
{"username": "istu", "content": ", really?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "her phone is legit cracked up from falling so much off her bed"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Cute but weird"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like if that phone is on all noghr the battery will be damaged"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Just me or i find it scary to have someone MONITOR YOUR SLEEP"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Her fault lolz"}
{"username": "istu", "content": " HE MONITORS HER SLEEP?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "unless you have a condition where if you sleep you cant breathe on your own i understand and you gotta hire someone to keep watch"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but if its just so he can virtually sleep\u201d with you were gonna have a problem here"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "THATS JUST FULL ON STALKING."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "he wants to know who shes texting, etc"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "BRo I"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and he doesnt want her to put her acc on public cus other guys will talk to her\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like bruh no"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "theres this thing called trust"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like he yells at her for wanting to study alone"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "BRo let the girl LiVe"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like youre not paying her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "his phone calls are getting in the way of LIFE"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and thats a problem"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Girl should just break up with him."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "calling maybe a few hours at day and night BUT WE HAD A POWER OUTAGE AND YOU WANNA CALL HER?!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE NO"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she tried several times but he got sad so she got back together with him"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like some ppl just arent meant to be:/"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "N o"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "To be honest"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just snap at him back or something"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like you called me ugly and when i cried when my sister beat me up"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "he said Oooh! Im boutta fight someone who wont fight baaack!\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like brooo"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Ill stab your eyeballs out"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I cant fight but I have legs and arms"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "what do you think those are for"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Someone just take the phone away from this 6 year old"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes actually older than me"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like she has so many clothes"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "But I wouldn't know because I'm the eldest"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "BRO"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "THEN WHEN MY MOMS CLOTHES ARE IN STYLE SHE TAKES THEM"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE BRUH NO BACK OFF"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my mom bought a beautiful, sleek, high brand, amazing weather jacket"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "GET A PSYCHIATRIST"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "AND MY SISTER PROCEEDS TO TAKE IT"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "SIS I"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "DUDE"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "THATS NOT YOURS MA'AM?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when she cooks"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she doesnt clean anything"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so if i leave for 5 minutes"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she makes stuff and doesnt eat it and no cleaning up"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like i get it you like cooking but"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Im not coming home to 2 piles of dishes, dirty table, chocolate stains, etc"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "we once had the most EXTREME PILE OF DISHES everrr"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "it was so tall omg"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Just proceed to walk upstairs"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when she cleans her room"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "SHE PUTS EVERYTHING OUT AND EXPECTS ME TO DEAL WITH IT"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Liek no might aswell give it to charity if you dont want it"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "JUST"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "S E L L"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my mom bought a trash can for my room extra aesthetic"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I T"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "SHE'S STEALING TRASH CANS NOW?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "hers was more for paper than stuff"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "mine had a bag"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "hers had holes so yk"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "mine had a bag so she took it and replaced mine"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like nah fam keep yours"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister didnt even care abt her\u201d yoga mat"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Steal it back"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so i took it and used it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "AND SHE SAYS Why is my yoga mat out here?\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE YOU HAVENT USED IT FOR YEARS"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "THE HELL YOU TALKIN BOUT"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Someone's going bonkers"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she made a fort"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like a bjg one"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "AND EXPECTS ME TO CLEAN UP HER MESS"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "HELL NAH"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "BRO"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Child"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "N O"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she sleeps witg the light on"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she doesnt like it off"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "BRO THATS 400 BUCKEROOS USD TO THE ELECTRIC BILL"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Scared of the dark?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "FOOD, OTHER BILLS, AND YOU?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "just dash to your bed"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Scare the demons away with a stick my dude"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when i was 6 id turn off the light and jump 100 ft to my bed"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "better yet scare them off with your ugly face"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "SAME"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ha HAVE YOU SEEN HER ACNE"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ALFNSKWKDKDKS"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "LOLZ"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Amazing"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "SHE KICKS THE BACKSEAT OF CAR WHEN SHE DOESNT GET WHAT SHE WANTS"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE YOURE OLDER"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "THEN SHE LEGIT GETS MAD WHEN I SAY Youre not my rolemodel.\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKESHE TAKES IT OFFENSIVE"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "HAVE YOU SEEN THE WAY YOU LIVE?!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "SOMEONE BE THROWING TANTRUMS IN THE CAR"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "we got a new catilac car didnt spell it right but yk"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she immediately asks if she can take pictures of it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE ITS NOT YOUR FREAKING CAR"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "LOLZ"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she set up RULES FOR IT"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like no"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "SHE DID WHA"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "stop pretending your room is clean online and your car is"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "cus its not"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "CHILD"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "bwt the drivers license says EAT\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i had to throw that in"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like we went to our half a million dollar house"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "what a beauty"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "karaoke, rich as hEccness"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "hEccness"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Y e s"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she starts complaining about everything"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like no"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she complains about the food, the decor, the blankets"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "LIKE HOW DO YOU EVEN WOMAN"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "who vented"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "I feel like I don't fit in...it's weird. It kinda makes me feel useless? Like everyone around me seems to have control and i'm just kinda..sitting here awkwardly"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ Josaiah! It's not that you don't fit in. I'm sure you do, plus, you're a really nice person from what I've seen. I know how it's pretty difficult to slip into conversations or start them. I don't have a proper solution but you mostly just have to talk. Say hi, ask how people are doing, and just talk about the things you like. The longer you do that the more you get used to it. Now go have fun Johnny"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "I was in a bad headspace but I'm definitely easing into things now and feel a lot better tysm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "if youre old enough I recommend you run away and tell the cops about the maid and bath thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ Baby girl i really dont kow what to say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmmm true"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i understand that"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "happiness transcends what the ye can see, life has ups and downs, right now it is going a bit downhill for you, but no evil lasts forever, live on, dream on, this might just be the end of a stage in your life, but happiness will come in your life, sooner or later, but lifes has much more for you in store, simply it hasn't happened yet"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "oh bb i'm so sorry you've had a bad day! first of all, can you talk to your mom or maid and say you're uncomfortable? second, if you can contact your friend any other way, do it! and of course you're worth it, at least one person loves you, we here at sayu all love you. so hopefully you feel better bb and if you need it feel free to dm me!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "a day might have the worst beggining and the best ending, dont let this ruin it for you"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "it might no be the best moment, but you will find a way or moment to explain her"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Then tell someone you ACTUALLY trust and who will listen"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i cant trust anyone:/"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "the persons that i trusted ended up being fake"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "but we love you, life is worth much more than a bad morning"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thank you guys i'll try to tell my dad about this"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "yes, please, dialogue is your greatest tool in life"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "remember that"}
{"username": "gaerhii.", "content": "cries in my nitro ran out on my birthday not today"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "When your old enough then move out"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Thats all imma say"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Bc your mom is a rachet bubble bottom feeder"}
{"username": "qish'", "content": "I honestly hate group projects. There this one guys didnt wanted to do his job and was really not cooperating at all he always wanted me to do everything and whenever im in group projects im the only one who ask about stuff and have to actually start it myself first so they can follow and ngl sometimes i do more of work its because of my anxiety and overthinking that im gonna fail if no one doing their work in the group. But now this one guy really did it for me. He still debated that im the one who shouldve do this and that and i needed his work to continue doing my work but he blame me right now for not asking him about how to do his work? Like I shouldnt even ask him how! Everything examples all are already there! Its so simple. And now he want to blame me if the assignment is not finished. He always changes subject and always wanted him to be right. I offer to only help but he said oh then you do it im like wat thats is your job im here having my own work that i needed to do I said help not do his work all for him. It was so stressful day too when we argue bcs i was having an really tough exam. I didnt even eat the whole day bcs of the stress that im having. I almost fainted and cried alot of thinking i might be wrong or they would all blame me in the end like. The fact that I was trying so hard not too freaking overthink but my anxiety has taken over me again. Im tired. I cant even freaking sleep."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves I know what it's like to be in that situation. There is nothing wrong with supporting the LGBTQ community without being a part of it. All I have to say is, your mother and sister are not the people you should look up to. Talk about this to your dad. Ask him to comfort you. You'll be alright."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "qish' That is indeed a very horrible situation to be in. You should probably report this to your teacher. They should take action for this. Calm down and try to do the assignment little by little. You can get through this."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I feel like I need to be happy for people to like me because when I am sad no one cares"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "Callida I can't say I've been in your situation, but as a genuine responseI gotta say...don't blame yourself. I know that's hard not to do, but I don't think you're at fault. At least from what I can gather! Sometimes people switch emotions and feelings so fast, and it's really not fair.: So I can at the very least, understand why you'd feel used. And feel so upset. Especially when you invest so much time and emotions into another person. But, you're a good person, and I certainly enjoy being around you! Also, I can see how it'd be draining when people all around you are saying they want to die and stuff, that just tacks onto the stress and weight of everything. Overall, I'm Really sorry you are feeling this way...if you need any distractions or positivity, my DMs are open."}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "hushkyshead I'm so proud of you for feeling comfortable with yourself! I only recently found I was genderfluid and found the names I'm most comfortable with:3 also, yeahhh the thing with telling parents is always the most anxiety inducing: I hope you find the courage to say something and that your parents accept you!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is just like selecting job or been a female or male! If you have a good relationship with your parents then you should tell them how you feel about been a nonbinary!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you johnny"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is great that you were able to realise what makes you feel better! Hope you will be good life forward!"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "ty 33333"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "thx"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "My sister literally has asked me to do things all day and I was working tirelessly and wasnt in the mood for anything. So I say in a moody and kinda loud voice: oKay!\u201d and she starts screaming and yelling Did you just yell at me?\u201d @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "AutumnLeaves i think you should confront her, if that doesnt work then try talking to your parent about it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I had sweeper the floor, washed a pile if dishes, and got the birds travel cage ready. I also had to put in the trash bag and do my chores Then again I also have to study and LOOK GOOD because we are going to pick up our car today"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I drop kicked mine down the stairs"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "It's what happens with the family, they bother a lot but at the same time you love them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I also have brownies in the oven and I have to keep an eye on those too"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "AutumnLeaves you should confront her about it"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "I also have brownies in the oven and I have to keep an eye on those too"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "AutumnLeaves mmm brownies..."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "AutumnLeaves mmm brownies..."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Cutie Sarita "}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "My parents are going to come early and I have to pack everything"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "What happens? i like brownies uwu"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I know shes manipulating me but shes gonna beat me up"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I wanna go to my local police station and talk to them but am scawed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You should probably just not do what she says and focus on what you need to do"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": ", I also manipulate my sister to buy meh nitro, but it doesn't work"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "AutumnLeaves i dont think you need the police for this, prob your parents can deal witb this situation"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "I wanna go to my local police station and talk to them but am scawed"}
{"username": "Cutie Sarita", "content": "AutumnLeaves Do not be scared, so it happens with the family"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my police arent that great"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "some of em might aswell be breaking the laws themselves"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and my crime rates are extremely high, legit a shooting happened a few days ago in my area and their looking for a dood"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "once I was driving by a mall that i usually go to"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I wanted to go but then police blocked me and they were like:sTawp\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so we went to our friends place a few mins away and they said there was a shooting"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "this time it was walmart"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Your area is so dangerous"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Like seriously"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "a few people are nice"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "legit in my nail salon idk how they do it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "hut they destroy everything"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "from chairs to tables"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like how do you even"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "im just shocked"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Can I get a link to the art"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "@.SYO the sad thing is u cannot do much unless it was copyrighted"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Or trademarked"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "isnt that illegal technically"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Okay, if one thing makes me more mad then anyone stealing and tracing for no reason, you should try and get in contact and say you don't like your art being stolen/and or traced, if that doesn't work, you can link me their channel and I'll try my honest best to tell them to stop"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "since it is copyrighted and you made it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "you could technically sue them even if they are a minor"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "isnt that illegal technically"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "AutumnLeaves yeh u can take action if its copyrighted if it aint then sorry you cant do much"}
{"username": "Selcouth", "content": "Yes, it's palagarism I suppose."}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I suggest contact in the people they stole from"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's really disappointing. Everyone has talent and just never shows it. They'd rather steal someone else's work. And if you're stealing from big youtubers and artists that isn't okay either, and I wonder how the popular youtubers haven't caught it yet. If you have the watermark people can probably search it unless they removed it. Or you can report it to youtube and other servers"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Yep I see what u mean"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "They stole some purple girl ting"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Cant u report channels for stealing"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "What I would do is, report them, if they do such actions again expose them, on your channel and such, even on your instagram, tweeter and whatever else, dont let people fall for them like you did"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "you can"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Welp ur screwed"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "U cannot report it unless it was copyrighted"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i cant really help then"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "I wish I could"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I was gonna say"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Find the people she stole from"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Find there contacts"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "And chat"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "@.SYO also for future reference I suggest making 2 copys one with a giant water mark on to share and one without"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "And mines rippedvodka\u201d"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Im pretty sure"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Now Im boree"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "@.SYO whats this shop thing u keep speaking bout"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "And I wouldnt suppose Cloudy Bunny was u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've given in. I'm done talking to her. I'm done being used. I'm done being played with. I may be sad. But at least I can go back to being myself again. I'm sick of this stupid constantly depressed version of me. People cause this to happen. I'm not depressed much when I'm alone. But life continues and things move on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please do not converse here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Is meant for help and vents, ty"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Isnt vents swearing"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Like every other server"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Venting is a release of emotion or stress"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Anyway someone needs u in questions"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just please do not converse here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well, now that it is becoming conversation"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Does this person have like a discord or their own server?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Because maybe their members believe the art they post is theirs as well"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "2 days ago i had a check in with my school counselor about my anxiety and grades, but he brought up that someone said they thought i wasn't doing well and that i was more distant than usual. He asked if i was distancing myself or if i ever thought of harming myself and i said that i have, then he asked about deeper negative thoughts. Then he said since he works for the school that he has to tell my parents. He called them and told them about what we talked about and how i should probably find a therapist/counselor outside of school. And now my parents don't really talk to me at all we are usually very close and talk all the time. We talked about everything for like 5 minutes and then, nothing. That was it and now i'm worried and more anxious than ever."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i feel sad someone cheer me up i lost 5 million if you want to donate to make me feel happy again pls donate:C"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Luciano bruh u been gambling money"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Bruh no more spending money"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats what i realize"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have to stop:C"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "wait you what"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "5 million? What currency? And how?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "real money?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or fake?"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "How?"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I have a big gambling addiction"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Wait are yall adults or smthn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "in gambling"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "pls donate atleast 100k t cheer me up and get atleast to 1 mill"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Bruh I dont got 100k"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "Man aint rich"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "The first thing to do is to lower the amount of gambling you do"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Gradual"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Take things slow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i know:C"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i agree with iimeky"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "lmao thank you"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "It hasn't been a while since I took a break but now everyone seems like a complete stranger to me I took my break near Oct 312 and came back like 5 days after so it wasn't long and then poof all my friends are strangers, all the servers I chatted on are dead. I feel so lonely on discord now it's not really a big vent but I just wanna know if this is normal"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! uh so my sister wants me to go outside ALONE and its extremely dangerous rn because of my crime rates our yard isnt fenced and there are scary things etc"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "should I do it:"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i went outside for like 5 seconds and ran back in because I was scared"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dont do it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "liv Don't be. I'm sure you're parents care about you. If you feel this way, try and talk to them about this. Ask them to comfort you. You'll get through your troubles sweetie"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I did but shens cooking"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she says that i cant be scared all the time"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she also said If i dont get them we wont have food which isnt true btw"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "istu It's not normal but not uncommon at the same time. Being gone for a long time can cause you to forget a lot of things. The best thing to do is to just roll with it. You can try and restore it by just talking with the people you used to know."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves Just don't go. Your sister probably has anger issues and you shouldn't do everything she says. If you do basically anything for her, it'll get worse and she'll be more aggressive knowing that you can't dismiss her."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes refusing to go with me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "no my parents are at work"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she says she cant go with me because"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "no she still wants me to go out before the fries get cold\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "because were gonna go somewhere and she has to pack up her clothes\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "their gonna come in 2 hrs"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes saying i have to be braver"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "just"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "don"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Im crying in my bathroom"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i got 1 leaf and she screamed because i got the wrong one"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she said if i didnt she was gonna lock me outside"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "wth"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "call your parents"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea but my sisters outside"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shell hear"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "well outside in my living room"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "text them"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ring the call but don't make them answer it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it'll get their attention"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ok ty"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "those are not real friends"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "real friends, they can tell when something is wrong"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "real friends, they stick by you and know who you are"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "but they are nice most of the time"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "real friends will immediately drop everything to even a boy just for their girlfriends"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "we just fight a lot"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "fight over what?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "and i want to not fight but they keep on going about things that happened like 5 years ago"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "me leaving gcs"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "How long does it take for you to recover from those fights"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "we never do"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "they always bring it up again"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Then you dont deserve them and they dont deserve you"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "but"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "do you love them too muchm"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "they are my irl friends and arent always like this"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then their fake, I think"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Im like what 16 and enjoy watching my little pony"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I once quit a job and left a note for being treated unfairly"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and they harassed me, got their accs deleted"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "realized that I was fine without them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I usually ate dinner alone hated being with ppl"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and when my dad told me to eat with him bdcause we havent in a long time"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i had this urge to eat by myself"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "really i just liked talking to my online friends because at that point they were my family"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "bisexual or not they were pretty much my sisters"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i too am currently all up in my feeling because pf a simple mistake"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "HOLY OMG"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "i thought it was my friend who left on her own"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "but it was my other friends fault because she said she should"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ok nvm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i delete vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Repost."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've given in. I'm done talking to her. I'm done being used. I'm done being played with. I may be sad. But at least I can go back to being myself again. I'm sick of this stupid constantly depressed version of me. People cause this to happen. I'm not depressed much when I'm alone. But life continues and things move on. I think things will be better this way... I thought things could've been good but, ig I was wrong"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "oh my god now my friend thinks im guilt tripping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh my god now my friend thinks im guilt tripping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ImLoen how so..?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "i said i was having a bad day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That isn't"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "to the friends that got mad at me for leaving a group chat"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "then one goes guilt tripping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You saying you're having a bad day isn't guilt tripping, they should be trying to understand your position instead of making it worse by being mad"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "They would just tell my parents I am ignoring them and that wouldn't be good"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I don't know why both have my mom in their contacts"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Why do they even have your mom as a contact;;"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "to stalk me?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's very unsettling in my eyes"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "now she is just bringing up everytime i made a mistake"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "i dont have the guts to do the same though"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "at least i said sorry everytime unlike her"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "now she is guilt tripping"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "she is saying how everyone hates her when they dint"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "and how I am everyones favorite"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "n"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "cri"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "and i dont think she will say sorry ever"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I feel like no one is ever around 90 of the time. Like what does it take to feel included in this world? I feel like a literal ant compared to ppl because no one wants to chat with me. I get pushed over for staff convos, weird things i can never understand because i'm not crazy enough and too normal to understand things amusing and awkward, an things not relating to my age or things i can't afford or bothering being able to have and get left out. I already have enough social anxiety and it make it worse when no one even bothers speaking to me. I feel like I shouldn't try talking or fitting in sometimes. I get bored of myself because i never have anyone to talk to...I feel alone and isolated to myself. I just sit in silence waiting for that one moment when the earth can finally say let's have a chat shall we? you need one rn. I thought friends were there to support you, not say they're all guilty. It's like they don't want to actually understand. Sometimes I'm left out a lot on purpose. I can sit next to them and ask to talk and they'd say sure, yet walk away to go sit with someone else at another table. So basically irl and online life is horrible."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "Mar i told you to stop callin me no one"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "jaisy is supreme wdym? that's a general statement"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you make me feel bad about even venting"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i should probably reread it in case it says everyone though"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i kinda mispell a lot tbh"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "no i wrote wrong, i meant no one"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "i wanna chat wif u:"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "sure let us chat"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That doesn't help my case here but ok?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I mean you all got upset over it and say to speak directly about ppl's feelings"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "So it kinda makes me feel super bad about myself"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Like I legit said I can't say how I feel because everyone thinks I make them feel bad when really I only wish to feel welcome sometimes, and no one understood that..not even irl. So it's not making ppl feel bad if you can't really even try doing that. I can't really talk in dms anyway. I even try with irl friends. I usually get toxic responses or no response at all"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "Well, that happens with me too. Honestly I don't communicate with irl friends well but we have fun a lot together. I do consider them friends but they are either the best friends ever or not good friends at all. This probably won't help since I had like no topic, but I'm kinda just talking."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's alright"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I just feel bad about myself now because people can literally say talk in dms, try getting into a convo, or don't make ppl feel bad. Yet make me feel bad about myself when they say it. First how can you expect someone to be in a convo they aren't knowledgeable about, and secondly, you can't say don't make ppl feel bad if they already feel that way. So it isn't entirely anyone's fault. Like how are you going to tell someone in a vent to tell them in dms if you're here to help ppl"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't get life anymore"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": " it's all so confusing. and my irl friends all ignore me. they told me they would text me and never do, and that was 2 weeks ago"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "do u reach out a lot?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yeah i have my irl friends on instagram, but usually i get left on seen"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "well i suggest that you reach out more, and dont try to change yourself"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "i cant give much advice since i have huge empathy and i am currency experiencing that too"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i could reach out, but i don't get much support in doing so a lot. i mean i even asked teachers about it and like being more engaged in the school but like they kinda shut me down a lot"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so it's like eh"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mar Okay I'm super late to this but I still feel like I need to say this."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nothing I say is solid and I'm probably making a lot of mistakes writing this. Be a little confident. And I don't mean confident as in bursting into the spotlight, just confident enough to say things. Maybe try and talk about something you like. Uh, speaking of that. I actually do want to know what your likes and dislikes are. Back to what I was explaining, I understand you don't have a mindset to be in weird conversations that generally happen. Social anxiety itself is a horrible thing to have. One thing you can look out for is if you're being to harsh or to honest on yourself. If youre really honest with yourself, you may realize you probably feel invisible because youve kind of checked out of your own life. Enjoy some hobbies. It's cool to have a hobby or two. Plus, it'll give you something to talk about as well. I know how people can make you feel bad because you simply stated these things but that's just a part of making mistakes. People being subjected to things like this could react differently and spontaneously."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Last thing, you still deserve to be visible. I'll just take this last part to say that you're a wonderful person and I really appreciate you for helping people. This may not have helped you, but I hope you'll feel better."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "good advice"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Not really,I just realized the writing mistakes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uhhh warning because im going into a LOT of detail"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so my mom was working 3pm 12am for halloween"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and my brother was going to a party"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so it was just my nana and i home"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "we decided to watch some movies and order wendys"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and uh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i kind of"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ate too much"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and threw up twice"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "it looked like chunks of fries in hot chocolate on the floor"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i missed the toilet"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so its all over the floor"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i have no clue what to do"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i havent thrown up in a while so uh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont know what im doing"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i feel kind of bad because my old nana has to clean up my mess"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im such an idiot"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and im not pinging because i kinda dont need help for this one"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "splatwo Mistakes can happen. You shouldn't feel bad sweetie. It's just a simple oopsie. All you have to do is just calm down and apologize for it. You'll be alright"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's okay stella. You didn't know. We can never control how our body reacts to certain foods. It's okay if you felt sick, it's nothing to be afraid of. If you think you're not feeling well have a glass of water and try to relax a bit. I'm sure she doesn't mind cleaning the mess. We all get sick from time to time."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ";; been drinking water?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "SLEEPY", "content": "AAAHHH MY VENT IS THAT I KEEP GETTING PINGS FROM VENTING EVEN AFTER THEY TOOK IT OFF AND LIKE I CAN'T TAKE IT OFF EITHER FOR SOME REASON AND I FEEL LIKE EYEBHRJDJRJEHR I HAVE TO COME HERE EVERYDAY AND MY CURIOUS ASSS IS LIKE omfg everyone here is sad... And then I'm also sad... And then I have a bad day"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "SLEEPY Removed it"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i feel scared of my mom and i still do"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i dont like her threatening me if something doesnt go her way"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i even had a breakdown how scared i am and i told her i have many symptoms about something and she just made fun of it and called me delusional"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i cant run away"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i cant hide"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i cant face her"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "what do i do? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i cant face her"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i get punished"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i tried"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Look at yourself then...how much will you fear someone..."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "At some point you have to get brave"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "my parents and family are the only thing that provoke unstable feelings"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "to my friends, they didn't ever see me really mad and stuff"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then you just got one option bear with them till the time you get on your own feet"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "And then leave..."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "At some point your mom is wrong too! You just have to get courage to face her! Talk to your friends!"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "i did talk to her"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it's like im talking to a wall or something"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "she feels bad"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "but she doesnt do anything"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "about it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Then be with yourself! Take care of yourself..."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Remember the only person with you is you yourself"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't lose yourself for the sack of others..."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Idk if I even helped but be as good as you are now!"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "Okay okay I have a crush on someone I've known for months but. Tbh. I'm really terrified about it..if I confess, I risk tension. If I don't confess, I'll never know.."}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "thank you Amey"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Okay okay I have a crush on someone I've known for months but. Tbh. I'm really terrified about it..if I confess, I risk tension. If I don't confess, I'll never know.."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "@ Josaiah!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Confess! You should confess! But before that look for signs if he too loves you...hope you will get along with him"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tbh this server is like"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "it has great and caring members"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and its very active"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and the community is very loving and kind"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! My sister always calls me ugly, and I am starting to believe it. I dont wanna believe it but I am:c"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "no u r nawt"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "everyone and everything except for poop is PRETTY AND CUTEE"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "you are cute"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": " everyone and everything except for poop is PRETTY AND CUTEE"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "splatwo yus"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "dont believe your sister bc she has no brain"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Just cut it off for a sec...everyone is good looking and everyone is ugly! No one has a right to judge you when they are the same as you!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I dont wanna believe but I am"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "no you aren't"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "hm true she wears glasses"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Even if you are then what? Your heart is pure that's what matters"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "yes u are pretty"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ty, but sometimes I feel like a burden well like my religion catholic I do like believe in it but Im not sure if I believe it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "That's fine"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like I am catholic but not a serious catholic"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "that is ok"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It is in you if you want to have it or not"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like I do believe in it but I dont know if I believe it"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "My sister always calls me ugly, and I am starting to believe it. I dont wanna believe it but I am:c"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "AutumnLeaves"}
{"username": "FatASS", "content": "don't believe her, no person is ugly. It also goes for you, you are a very beautiful person, do not believe the negative things that people say"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "I'm back to venting but if someone calls me a girl again, just because I sound and look like a girl, I'm going to eject them into the sun. Yes, I may be genderfluid and use any pronouns but I feel like using he/him or they/them pronouns. If I feel like using she/her pronouns people will Know because I will Tell People.:"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ Josaiah! Awee bb, im sorry whoever calls u a girl send them to me"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I will fight them so hardcore"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "and tell them to stop messing w you"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "Ty Ashli ilysm!"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Tysm cuties for helping out! You guys are truly blessings to sayumi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "np! @ Ashi On Break"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ofc!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Everyone deserves help"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Agreed when people need help they deserve it:3"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "ofc!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont have time to read this much, but i read some and if shes dming you bad things then make a new account or block/report her."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "alright.. thanks for the advice"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Nev you are literally too sweet to deal with the jerks who constantly bring you down so much"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "I have an advice i wish it could help you"}
{"username": "BoBa", "content": "hey, its okay. You probably hear that a lot, but its good to vent. You dont deserve any of that bullcrap. just keep pushing threw ok? Because i know you'll find someone who'll care for you, you just haven't found them yet. I apologize that happened to you. Think about it this way, you've come this far, and you'll still fighting threw all this crap. You just need to ignore them. I know thats kinda hard, but its the best for you. You should know that theres people who care a lot about you. They dont deserve someone as amazing as you. Stay strong, ok?"}
{"username": "BoBa", "content": "im really sorry if that isn't helpful, i tried my best dhfow"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "If you don't want to be rude with her, just block her on the social media and keep your distance from her"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "It's normal, don't feel that your weak"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "You're stronger than you can imagine"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "Be yourself and be happy, don't think about idiots beacause they don't want to be nice with you"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "Ignore them"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "I Hope my advice helped you Neve"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "And don't forget that we are here for you sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Neve Honestly, you should just go talk to him. You absolutely know that he'll listen to you and that could help you. If you feel like you need to speak up to him, go for it. You won't be wasting any of his time since we're talking about you and you're well being. As for your friends, you should just block or even report them. If you respond to any of their shenanigans, it'll just result in more psychological damage. For now, you should look out to yourself. Minimize the time you go on your phone. Exercise, cook, write, draw, etc. Do any kind of activity that will help your mental health. You can do this Nev. You're a person that deserves love too"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you everyone so much for all the lovely msgs c':"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ok I shall now give my advice now that I've had dinner"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np Nev"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I remember what you said before about them talking bad about you. That's so insulting you're too nice to deal with those kind of people. I don't think talking to your friend is a bad thing. If you trust him you should tell him about it. Since he's older he can give you a lot of advice and try talking to the people who bullied you through social media. A lot of older people, like most of us, have dealt with that kind of bullying before at least once, so we can give you help through experience. And being nice to them when you dealt with it was a good choice. At least now they can't say they were victims because you were rude to them, and try to mix the story around a bit. If you can take screenshots also that's a good choice. And you can report it to your school. That kind of thing can easily get students suspended or expelled and it isn't okay to deal with it alone. I'm really sorry about your personal issues with parents and I do hope it gets better. Just hang in there and it'll all get better soon. You're a good person and you shouldn't have to deal with it."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you so much qt"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ill try my best"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "You're welcome"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Im not gonna vent right now but I want to leave a quote here."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Something Ive learned about bodies is they dont define who we really are. They are just temporary. I know it seems impossible but try not to expect shallow people to love you. They dont even have the capacity to understand how amazing you are. Everyone is deserving of love. Everyone. \ufe0f\u201d"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Melanie Martinez"}
{"username": "Asti", "content": "Hhh Im really upset with my friend today for a dumb reason she normally is totally fine with these situations but today shes just being really really annoying and I want to tell her but it feels dumb because it is but Im just really upset with her and dont want to tell her"}
{"username": "Asti", "content": "Thanks for the advice"}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "this happened years ago, but the main character are me when i was 79 and a neighbor who was 1214 and trigger warning cause it might mention rp3 in it im not sure"}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "so one day i was at home after school and my grandma babysit this boy, ill call him mark. mark always kept saying he had a crush on my which made me uncomfortable cuz i didnt like him back but i said i did cuz i didnt wanna hurt his feeling."}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "so after school, he came, and my grandma went to sleep bc she was tired and always took care of kids and i was in my room watching tv and he walked in and said something along the line of do you like me?\u201d and i was hesitant and said ..yes..?\u201d and he was trying to get on my bed but i backed away and was rlly uncomfortable bc i didnt know what he could do so i fell off the bed after he kept going and ran to my grandmas room and woke her up, i never told her what happened but she stopped babysitting him after"}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "idk what he coulda done but i wanted to get it off my chest"}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! sorry for the pong if i interrupted you with something;"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tell someone you trust"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "like"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "a parent"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "or guardian"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tell someone or tell the cops if you're very uncomfotable"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uncomforatbel"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "omg i cant spell"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but plese tell someone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't mind the ping at all it's what we're here for. It's perfectly normal to tell someone about mixed emotions. You shouldn't have to hide them, and waking up your grandmother before something bad happened to you was a smart choice. I know it happened years ago and you're super hesitant and afraid but you shouldn't be. If you feel like something bad can happen please tell your grandmother and your parents/guardians as they are the ones who take care of you. You aren't alone in those situations either. We all have things that have happened to us, on accident or on purpose, that was never meant to happen due to us being afraid, and everyone hides it. It's totally normal to feel out of place but you shouldn't be because we all care about you."}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "thank you all"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "idk why but im really disappointed that my old crush is going to a all boys high school"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I was venting in this server and someone dmed me basically saying how they have it worse and I shouldnt be complaining because people have it worse and that I should be happy with what I have and not be selfish. I told them sorry for your problems and I hope you get better soon and they replied with a no no word you, it is all your fault What did I do, why is it my fault, I have never even met them before."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Also my boyfriend has very horrible parents and I am very worried that his discord account will be deleted or something will happen to him. I just want to fly over to Arizona and see if he is okay."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": " I was venting in this server and someone dmed me basically saying how they have it worse and I shouldnt be complaining because people have it worse and that I should be happy with what I have and not be selfish. I told them sorry for your problems and I hope you get better soon and they replied with a no no word you, it is all your fault What did I do, why is it my fault, I have never even met them before."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Also this problem made me remember a similar situation in the past when I was in a very bad state. Now I feel like I was a few months ago and all my progress is gone. I want to cut again and I feel horrible."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "ignore them"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "theyre just trying to get you to pay attention to their problems"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "clearly from that theyre a selfish person and only care about their own problems"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Should I block them?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "ImLoen You arent selfish for venting about one of your problem. Its okay to vent about small things, because everyone feels different about certain things. And you arent selfish at all."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Maybe you shouldnt bc people can lash out at other people because of their problems, its a common thing"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Also thank you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I hope I could help "}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "have a hug dear"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Neve Calm down. Sit down and breathe. Ignore the problems you're currently having and think about something else for at least 10 minutes. It'll clear off your mind. Improving isn't something people can easily judge. It takes time to change/erase a bad habit/forget something. And it also varies from person to person. Never be afraid to try and improve. Even if people think you're not improving or it won't work, don't mind them. You only have yourself to focus on. As long as you see eventhe slightest change, you don't need to feel ashamed. Reward yourself, pat yourself in the back, and feel relieved once you've improved. It'll motivate you more. Remember that no one can just change in one day. I am here to support you."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "mariri tysm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my'friends' and i recently got into a huge fight."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "basically one of them named... jay called me something as being a joke, and i took it the wrong way. so i called them a name, and since i was the co founder of the server i threatned to take their admin away. they told me i should kill myself or something like that, and then they blocked me. then unblocked me, just so i could see their status's or smthn. but jay changed her status to shut the f up i don't give a sh, and audreee nam changed her status to she left the server because she has'anger issues' or idk i was really tired last night"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i tried apologizing and it didn't work"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i need helppp"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "update: jays status has now changed to what you gonna do about it? make me mad? go on make me mad"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "that's not very nice"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "stella dear have a hug"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes it is not!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe you should really tell them that you misunderstood that..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i trieddd"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "Honestly, you should take their admin away and just stop talking to themblock them. They arent real friends and you should not come in contact with toxic people."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "splatwo Just ignore them. Block them yourself. They're just there to put you down. It may be a misunderstanding and, at first, your fault. But if they were calling you names as a joke, they should've just told you it was a joke. Honestly, they look like a bunch of dummies. They're overreacting on a simple misunderstanding. Just stay away from them. You don't need to worry."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "she said not until nam accepts my apology hbdf"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe they are hurt...but it is kidda toxic!"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "she said not until nam accepts my apology hbdf"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "splatwo ara ara, that's a bullshii"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yes it is"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "What happened? Mar what did you typed?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I cannot remember"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I type long stuff"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It wasn't bad dw"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Nvm back to that...you should just block them as misunderstanding can happen to anyone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "nvm then i guess.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "maybe someone can check logs"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Or else if they are close to you then try telling them what happened to you..."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's fine! Maybe bot got angry on mar!"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "mhm i agree"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "ack"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I just go now..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "update: look in media because i think i made a huge mistake"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! because i cant send photos here"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "btw theres swearing in the photos so uhmm i'll also say it here"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i sent her the photos of y'all helping me and she kinda raged ig and said'''cant take me and nam's fing joke'"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Why did you just send the picture anyways? The person at side would say that thing!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Ofc after knowing what is going they will say it...and blocking is not a part of joking as of I see"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "A screenshot of help?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's fine! I am just saying it..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "btw sorry for ping"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's oki"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's fine... For me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i say small things now because bot hates my help"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "why do i feel"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "happy now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i blocked her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well that's good that you have a lot of weight off your chest now"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it's relief"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "good to always have that sense of comfort in these situations"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ima go now! bye cuties 3 ty for helping"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i wish i could've helped..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np cya stella"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "my message disappeared"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "nah it's alright"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i go cry now"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yui pat mar"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "it's ok to not help people for once in a while"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "@ key. if you feel that you want to cry, so cry it's normal to express your emotions"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "A police car cam next to my best friends house and later her dad come out with hands cuffs"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "and her dad was in my house a few minutes ago"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I am gonna have a mental breakdown I am shaking"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "For some reason I feel like all of my irl friends don't like me. I changed schools and now everyone seems so weird. My only irl friends i keep proper touch with get mad at me for no reason and bring up past drama. I ask one of them to say sorry but it takes a long time for them to and i don't feel like she means it. They are always spamming my dms for me to play with them because I have these cool party games and probably not because they actually like playing with me. Then my online friends, they always backstab me and try to guilt trip me and make me feel bad over a small problem that happened a few months ago. Also any new friends I meet i never seem to trust them, I have been backstabbed too much so now that i meet someone I never get to trust them. Also I don't know what is happening with my boyfriend. It seems like he might go to a mental hospital because of his stupid parents and I would probably won't see him for a long time if that happens. Also lots of family problems have been happening with him, he is never on and it seems like I might lose him."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i love you ImLoen"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dont be sorry for the ping: now let me read"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "don't worry, some people can be very very very very very toxic, and if you think their hiding something they stay away from them! if you don't trust them, then you don't trust them. don't worry. you're not the weirdo, they are."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ImLoen"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "ImLoen Ignore them, best option. You should probably block them. I think a person like u can make so many newer friends. Also you should comfort your boyfriend since thats the triggers the real love in a relationship also triggers the hope and faith You can also confront your friends before blocking them so you can feel better and more confident"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "aww dont feel like that, most ppl just have the urge to take advantage of others or even play them off, but just know, were here for u ImLoen! block them, and dont talk to them, make new friends! new school new friends!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I know them irl though, they have my mom as a contact. They could just ask my mom why I blocked them and that wouldn't be good"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "You Can Say at you're mother what happen"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "SHe shouldn't worry about me"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "What if she isnt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tel you mom ImLoen"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "this is so annoying, i won a nitro giveaway and i dmed the provider. Its almost been 2 days, they've been online but never replied to my message to claim my nitro grr"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "nit rlly a vent"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "but just feel"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "scAmmEd"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Shoot they took my dad"}
{"username": "Hayoon", "content": "It's very bad"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "Neve don't listen to them, be yourself, love who you are and live your life like you wish to be"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Sorry for asking. Why can't you tell your parents?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "... my mum would probably blame me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and my dad wouldn't understand"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You should try to ignore them Nev. I know it's hard to but it's best to ignore what people say. And if you can tell your counselors and your parents about it so they can help you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i want to but it's so hard when those exact people say im faking my emotions and pretending to be sad"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "that's why i never went to guidance"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Have you told the principal? I know its hard but what your going through is unacceptable. They need a lesson."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You aren't a bad person. Just ignore them. And just talk to a trusted adult about what happened so they can understand the issue, whether it's a teacher, parent, or counselor of yours"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "don't listen to them be yourself Neve"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im shaking so hard"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Neve what they see of you doesnt matter, what matters is being yourself and loving who you are. Dont worry about people being terrible if they are terrible then their opinion shouldnt define you anyways because they dont deserve that choice to be true one to decide who you are"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "They'll know how to handle if it's in irl"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i haven't eaten in a while because of all that's happening to me"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Also try asking a teacher to help"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You should eat Nev. No one can stop you from being yourself"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i feel like such a hopeless person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "why do they have to do this to me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Neve be strong dont lisen to those fools if you can diss them and make them feel bad in a way do it'"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because when im myself they do this to me:"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oh i cant send pics"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "i haven't eaten in a while because of all that's happening to me"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Neve try not to not eat, starving yourself will only make you feel worse: it will make it harder for you to surpass these current situation"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you should ignore them. those negative opinions don't matter. what matters most is that you're comfortable with yourself"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "be strong tell a teacher or the principal"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Neve I agree with Mar if people are negative about you their opinions dont really matter, other peoples negativity isnt what defines you, you define yourself. No one else can do that for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Neve send me a pic in dms"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "im shaking so hard"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Neve Take a deep breath. I know you have a lot of pressure on you, try the best you can, we are here to help you. Stay strong. You are a strong woman! You need to tell someone in your school about this for example a teacher, principal, council anyone! We are here for you, we will try to comfort you and do what we can"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "and also don't starve yourself it will only make things worse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "are you in class now? Neve"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's instagram"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "they find any way to message me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "instagram, microsoft teams"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "irl.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": " Neve Take a deep breath. I know you have a lot of pressure on you, try the best you can, we are here to help you. Stay strong. You are a strong woman! You need to tell someone in your school about this for example a teacher, principal, council anyone! We are here for you, we will try to comfort you and do what we can"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Zara. . ill try:c"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "take some yoga classes and try to keep calm"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "drink some water or run around a lil"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im trying so hard not to cry"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because if mum knows im dead"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because she will blame it on me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and if she sees that i swore because of all the pressure put on me, she's ground me.. and hit me maybe.. i don't know i seriously don't know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i want everything to be normal"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "That's not right. Maybe if someone in school could check the cameras or screen shot messages that they sent you you could get enough evidence and prove what they did or at least get your mother to believe you"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "the world can be a sad place I know, I've been there before but never let those bullies into you stay strong stand up for yourself"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and another thing"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "if i open the can of worms about the cyberbullying... it will open up something else"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "my ongoing sadness"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "if you ever need help we are all here for you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i cannot call it yk what"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "it's instagram"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Neve block them I personally dont use any form of social media other than discord so I honestly suggest just blocking them all if they bother you too much"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because that's self diagnose"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ok.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but if my mum knows about how depressed i feel 24/7 she will hurt me even more"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "she will say im making it all up and things like that"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and it just kills me"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "don't worry too much, and all of use are here for you"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "no no it's ok"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you:"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "but if my mum knows about how depressed i feel 24/7 she will hurt me even more"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Neve Maybe you should call someone and tell this. What your mother is doing. It's for the best at least what I think.. We really hope you get through this. We all believe in you! Stay strong"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Or you could talk to someone trusted"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't have anyone though"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "my family is distant"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't have siblings"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Hmm. Can you think of anyone or someone that can help?"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "im sorry if im bothering any of you"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Neve it doesnt bother anyone we are here to help"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "like a cousin that you have contact with"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Does any one know how to calm down while in a mental breakdown"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "take a walk drink some water"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "that always helps me"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Try to take a nap. Drink a glass of water like what lilweirdo said. Maybe have a snack, wash your face if you would like. Take a deep breath, know it's okay to cry! It's apart of life. We all hope you feel better. Try to stay strong"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "do a lil excercise"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Great advice lil! Also If you feel comfortable you can also talk with someone"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "also tysm"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "you can call me Eli by the way"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Alrighty!"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Remi"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "please"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i tried"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but i failed"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i did it in a wrong way"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "give me jaycee"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "whats her username"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "splatwo chat"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thought it was audrey"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thought she accepted my apologyyy"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but ty"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "When getting jumpscares, immediate adrenaline occurred with high pulse... Man if I could not even catch a fright for a while, then it would be appreciated."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "dont"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": ":"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "dont"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "please"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": ";"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "please dont"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "you have a long way to go"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i don't know how to express my feelings"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "all i can say is"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "AAA"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i'll get banned if i spam"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and i love this community"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so..."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "why are you killing yourself"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": ":"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i'll explain and also send pictures but in media"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay so"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "basically me and my friends got into a huge fight"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "let me find the vent"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " my'friends' and i recently got into a huge fight."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "basically one of them named... jay called me something as being a joke, and i took it the wrong way. so i called them a name, and since i was the co founder of the server i threatned to take their admin away. they told me i should kill myself or something like that, and then they blocked me. then unblocked me, just so i could see their status's or smthn. but jay changed her status to shut the f up i don't give a sh, and audreee nam changed her status to she left the server because she has'anger issues' or idk i was really tired last night"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i tried apologizing and it didn't work"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i need helppp"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "splatwo"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "after that we got into a even BIGGER fight"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and more people got invovled"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so theres"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "jay"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nam"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "choco"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "jazz"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "jojo"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and more people but im scared their going to attack me for saying there names"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "you should just leave and forget about it"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "block them"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "and report"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "they got on alts"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "harrased me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "harrassed"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i would just report all those alts"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "then they'forgived' me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i unblocked them on their mains"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and then they tricked me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and added me to a groupchat"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "media"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " i would just report all those alts"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dwacuiina it"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ill send screenshots in"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "media"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "yeah block them"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "lmfao you're going to make me go even more mad"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "um sorry to interrupt but is it ok if i send a vent or should i just wait a bit because it seems like stella needs to vent rn"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uhm"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "your pfp"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i need to uh"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "leave the thing"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "go"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "not the server"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh god"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dwacuiina the girl who started this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "her pfp was venti"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "the same one you have"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i need to go"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " bye"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "what"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "im confused"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": " ..."}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "mintie you can vent now btw"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "wait but i feel bad"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "nooo go ahead"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "oh"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "i was abt to vent but mintie can go"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "ill wait"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "no no u can go first"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "noo u can go"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "u were here first"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "oh no i dont need to vent i was just helping someone"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "ok i'll go first then"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "oop"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "woahh"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i think imma have to send that in paragraphs"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "shorter ones"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "mayb send little by little lmao"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "this might take a bit sorry"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "its ok!"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "oh ok"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i think i can contain myself now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i'm not scared anymore"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "everyone has a venti profile picture"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so it's okay"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i got this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ","}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hello.. again."}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "ok thats good"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "and hihi"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "s a m e h e r e"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "d a n g"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "i just feel like a useless human being. i feel like such a disappointment to everyone i know. theres so many things i wanna do in life but my motivation has hit rock bottom and i never wanna do anything. im also scared of what others will think about me. my parents continuously get mad because i cant socialize when they know im shy and its been like that for YEARS."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "it h ur t S."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " my'girlfriend' just DMd me saying you understand now, don't you?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "splatwo block her, or just say can u not, can u just stop?!"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "i kinds have the same prob"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "imma just end my vent there because its taking too long to try and figure out how short i need to make these paragraphs"}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "and stella im so sorry that i made u uncomfortable with my pfp"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "ok can i vent to?"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "all of uss"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "we are here for u"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "are y0u"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " and stella im so sorry that i made u uncomfortable with my pfp"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mintie its okkkay"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "ok so, i had a gf, she was all i had, an i say that cuz she rlly was, she was always there for me... but, there was a gc, so i said alm i didnt know it was rasict to black lives till i did my research, she said all the truths abt me, i was insecure to tell others abt who i rlly was, but not here, she leaked my pictures, everything... to strangers... i couldnt help but to say that i hate her, so aster all that it hurt her friends, then she left me, she was all of me, she was my other half, so now that she left, idk, i feel lost, and stupid, all the ily!s and cuddles we did, just, everything, gone... idk what to do anymore..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! srry for ping!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "don't apologize for a ping, we're here to help after all"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "ok, ty"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "don't trust anyone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "everybody is a bad person"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "lovers are the worst"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "just don't trust anybody"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well, i wouldn't put it that way"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "everybody will bring you down"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "i hate lovers"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "into a deep"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dark"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "they just"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hole"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "of depression"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "break me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and they'll break you apart"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "peice by peice"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yeah it's good to be cautious, but if you shut yourself out it's just gonna make you feel worse"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and end up in the hospital"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and decease"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if your lover is hurting you, it's best to just stay out of contact with them. find a good hobby, or talk with some friends. and take time to care for yourself"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Check pinned messages to hear a heartfelt message from me to you stella 3"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "but i cant"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "it wont let you?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "they don't help"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "my grandma, and my ex's mom r fr close, their bff's"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "so might as well"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Sorry I'll go"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "not let her see me ever again!"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "not let anyone see me.."}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "so many tried attempts"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Sorry I'll go"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "expiredmilk no i need you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i need your comfort"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "but she always stops me"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "shutting yourself out is only gonna make you feel worse."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "are your family members trying to hurt you?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i feel like my grandfather is trying to hurt me"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "eh"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "wait whos talking to who"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my mother said she got harrassed sxually by a family member, and i feel like that family member is him"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "he always smiles at me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "weirdly"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "it creeps me out"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if she's getting harrassed, you should encourage her to talk to the authorities"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "it was a long time ago"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and sona, i was asking you if you're family members are trying to hurt you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and stella, i got it. but if something happens in the future, please tell the authorities. they can only fix the situation"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "imma brb"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "@BE 7 Rin It's okay to feel lost after losing someone. Don't feel bad. I'm sure there are more people out there and you're not alone. You can always talk to us if you need to. I understand it's hard and it is confusing if you didn't know things but that doesn't make you a bad person. You did your research and we all make mistakes. I'm sorry for your troubles"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I hope it gets better"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "me to"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i can't do this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "or else my nana will see me crying for no reason"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "splatwo awh I'm sorry your upset must be awfull what happened to ur mom and how u have all theese negative emotions"}
{"username": "MamaMiya", "content": "When someone is venting tho your supposed to offer words of encouragement or even just something as simple as sending a heart just letting the person know u understand even if you yourself are going through something"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i think im going to take a break from the internet for a while.. i'll be back on the weekend or something..."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im sorry to hear ur friend stopped talking to u"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u want one of us to like mesage her and see whats wrong or something?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "plus one of us well talk to u and be ur friend im sure of it"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "she is a spoiled brat bc you or anyone, really gave her nitro"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "basically cause she has nitro"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i mean thats a shitty thing to say"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u dont know exactly what happend"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "nitro doesnt last long"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u dont think a week or so of nitro would change a friendship"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "exspecially with how useless it is"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "they askeD"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just calling their friend a brat is not an answer lmao"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or solution"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "so i cant say anything."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sorry that happened to you. It seems like she was only talking to you so you could give her nitro for the edits you made for her. She doesn't seem like a good person to talk to. If you ever want to talk to us we'd be more than happy to. I'm sure your career for gfx commissions will get better as people will want you around. Instead of doing it only for the nitro. I'd distance yourself from her if she ever asks you to make edits for her again, considering she doesn't bother to message you often."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "not really going into detail on this one"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but read the thing above"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm...are the personalities due to your surroundings?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "now someone is impersonatiing me"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I relate to this pretty hard."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "media"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "So I might be able to help with that."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well impersonating isn't nice"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "someone named stel1ae0001 is pretending to be me but im stel1a0001"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh god"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "its choco"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "one second"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i feel cold"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I try focusing all my thoughts into being happy. This server has helped me a lot, its kinda been like therapy in a weird way for me. Granted, I slip sometimes, but its usually when im under a lot of stress. Maybe itd be worth a shot for you to try that."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i've shared literally my whole life with a lot of staff in this server"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oops"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sorry for ghost ping person"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "splatwo"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thats me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "look in the entries"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "please help"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well you could always talk to us to get your mind off things. It seems like you're not really surrounded by much positivity...we can help with that"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im scared"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "what is choco steals my life"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "if"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "is this identity theft?!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No not really. I don't think anyone can just steal a person's life as you both have different personal experiences. But I can see how that can be a bother. I mean most people could probably tell who's the real one."}
{"username": "V Hanachi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "V Hanachi", "content": "hello everyone, i would just like to say that i hope each and every one of you guys stay safe tomorrow. stay indoors, and be prepared. take a deep breath and relax, and make sure to get some rest all."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I know I'm staying safe tomorrow"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'll be prepared for whatever this crazy future holds..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ty nessa bb"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Im getting a Nintendo Switch\ufe0f any games to recommendations?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Um no not that I know of"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Just go off of what you're interested in. And have fun with your new game system"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I like how I added the tm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "chat chicken, not a place for conversation please"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Im getting a Nintendo Switch\ufe0f any games to recommendations?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer Animal Crossing, Splatoon, Mario Kart 8, Stuff like that"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "DM me for my friend code if youre getting online"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Dm md"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Maybe I'm not a helper but I'll do what I can best to."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "oh also if u don't like/feel uncomfortable w/swearing prob best if you don't dm me bc i have a problem"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay, I understand you're mad. If you're having that numb feeling, do something active. Go on a walk or a run, exercise do something. But if you're gonna mention content like that not only cover it, but provide a trigger warning please."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "It's ok"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "yk what"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "this ends now"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I'm not dealing w/this anymore"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "eat some sweets I make u feel better"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "treat yo self"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "fat is a word that people use to describe body weight, and judging people over body weight is very bad. So you are not fat. We are all the same."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this ends now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "TrashPanda bruh what is wrong."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "TrashPanda bruh what is wrong."}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "Meng if. you. want. details. dm. me. You'll yell at me if I say it in here."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "fat is a word that people use to describe body weight, and judging people over body weight is very bad. So you are not fat. We are all the same."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "splatwo TrashPanda"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That is why I'm asking."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's okay panpan. Just take a break and let it all out and pass over. It's good to let off steam than keep it in. If you're angry at something just take a breather. It'll get better"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "calm your self down listen to some music or something yess"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "even though I dont know what happened"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "if someone harassed you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "then block them"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ignore them"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "how do I block my parents irl"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "we all have haters"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": " how do I block my parents irl"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "TrashPanda run to your room with the door locked"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hide under the blankets"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "cut them out your life"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "afk taking a walk or whatever"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "get a breather"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well when you're old enough you can always move out. I get parents can be frustrating to deal with. Good luck panpan"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "WHY DID I WALK AT 12 AM"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "WHY DID I DO THAT"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "WH"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "WHY DID I DO THAT"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What's wrong with that?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Okay, Its not my vent but I need help since I'm worried about my friend."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Recently she's been depressed, I told her once that I haven't experienced depression and her vents doesn't affect me and I'll help her during her tough times. But I need advices coming from you guys."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "She's been feeling Suicidal, Depressed, Numb, Faking her emotions, She doesn't want to talk about herself since she's worried that It'll affect me but that'll make me more worried for her, She wants to be as bright for me and everyone else and I dont want that..I want her to be the normal her. She lost two friends for being a predator, one for their toxicity and ignorance, one for doing drugs at 15 and one for trying to attempt suicide mutiple of times and got tired of her.."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "and she lost more because they thought that her boyfriend was toxic, she was called by multiple of names. She almost got raped as a child, also been bullied at school. She ran to me for comfort and for someone to talk to."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "That is really harsh for a person so small... You should really give her mental and physical support! Try telling her, her life has a meaning and just give it time and it will get better soon!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well you're a good friend to worry about her. It seems like she does need a lot of support and help right now. Feeling that way is actually normal for teens but she shouldn't have to. She isn't alone. Just tell her that she shouldn't resort to anything bad because she's amazing on her own. She's just had a hard life and some tough experiences. We all make mistakes and she can learn from them. What people have done to her directly wasn't her fault so people shouldn't hate her for it. She seems like she comes across as toxic because her emotions aren't in the best place right now considering that she's depressed. She should take a break and relax before talking to people for now."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But we have her back don't worry"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I feel so bad for your friend! I cant believe all that could happen to just one person. She should probably take a rest and go to a therapist to solve her problems. If its really bad then she coild have antidepressants"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Alright! I tried cheering her up by sending her multiple of pictures of her favorite anime character. and it really helped cheering her up a bit"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Send her more pics of her favourite things"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Or maybe take her to some of her favourite places"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't over do it or else it won't have effect when it is to be really needed"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Her favorite character is the only favorite thing I know that cheers her up"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That helps. She should take a break and do things she enjoys to make herself feel better. What she's gone through isn't entirely her fault, and to lose people because of it can hurt. It's best for her to calm down before becoming toxic to others because of her emotions."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's best to cheer her up. It'll make her feel better about herself"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I am really worried about my boyfriend, he is never online because of his family and when he is online it is only for 12 hours. His parents are trying to send him to a mental hospital and he cant be on discord much because all of his devices but his school chrome book were taken away. I wish I could be with him but we live in different states. I dont know how I can make anything better or get less worried because now all I think about is Is Carter okay.\u201d I have panic attacks because I imagine that he isnt okay, I cry myself to sleep if he doesnt send a single message all day."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen I'm sure your boyfriend's parents are doing this for his health and well being. You do want him to be well right? You shouldn't worry about him. Remind yourself that he is in good hands. Try to schedule a time where the both of you can contact each other. That way it'll be less stressful for the both of you. He'll be okay. For now, support and give your best words of care to him."}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "my friend poisoned herself and was admitted in the hospital.. i feel terrible cuz i cant do anything about it.. it feels like its all my fault.. im sorry.."}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "its ok.. thank you"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "My pleasure"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "I cant give too much advice because I havent had an experience like this yet so Im sorry:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "nekomancer I'm sorry to hear that. For now, you should calm down and try to give her your best support"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "ok ill try.. thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nekomancer that is truly terrible.. I hope your friend is going to be okay, and I'm sure if you could you'd go visit her, just have hope please, I send my regards and prayers to you your friend and their family"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "thanks a lot.. all of u 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Of course, if there is anything else feel free to reach out again, we will continue to be here for you and others who need our help! 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel I have a hard time doing what I can or possibly could for those who need help or ask for advice. I tend to hold my opinion in due to potential back lash I may receive for stating previous ways to handle certain things that I have seen work in the past not only for myself but for other people. I also feel like I'm not exactly good for people, yet those I surround myself with love having me there, sometimes I think I'm just overthinking the other times I believe I'm just telling myself these things because of my past. I'm still trying my best for everyone, and my best to fill my place here in sayumi, even as part of the staff team I dont feel like the things I've done are adequate for me to continue. Ig it'll just take some time to accept that I wrong in many ways, but either way, I love those who I've decided to call my friends and talk to on a daily basis. My life couldn't be as good as it has been without any of you here, and especially sayumi. It has given me another place I can call my home and provides me with my own escape from the real world, I love it here and idk how I would be today if I had never stumbled across this server."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Aww Isaiah, im so sorry to hear you feel that way bro.;;"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Let me assure you, having you around makes the chat so much better 3"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Also, that last part is all to relatable, so I understand where youre coming from in that sense."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i get scared. and anxious. like their watching me."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "up above"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "splatwo it's not your fault that you overreacted in the heat of the situation. sure you might've made some mistakes but the important part is that you admitted to doing them. so here's how i would settle the situation. shut down the server for now, and keep your distance from your friends. it's very likely they're just trying to be toxic to you and guilt you about what you've done, so it's best if you stay away from them for now. as for your girlfriend, don't worry for now, but if she continues to ignore you, it's probably best to comfort them, if possible through a voice call. things can only get better if you take the right steps, and i only wish that things can go up from here"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "ur welcome. have a good day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i want to write a paragrah but i am in class"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "same"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im in class"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo same"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "let me read first"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i wrote a paragraph"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont even read it"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "i dont even read it"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "Adaha same I'm in class;;"}
{"username": "ivory", "content": "of course my toxic friend classes has to merge with mine. of course it has to be merged class meeting. why?. why do i have to see his face after a long time and after finally forgetting him he comes back. why do i have to put up with the person that never gave me any privacy. why do i have to put up with the person that constantly yelled at me for doing or saying what i want. why do you have to respond with everything i say with cool\u201d.. just ignore me. please."}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "I just feel so useless."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ Bunnygirl Angeli You're not useless sweetie. If things are hard for you, don't be afraid to speak out about it. Talk to someone you trust. I'm sure they'll listen. You won't be hurting anyone's feelings whenever you say no. You think you are not capable to do it so it's okay if you don't it. There are things where difficulty varies from person to person and you shouldn't be ashamed for it. It shows how different and unique we are. You're going to be alright sweetie"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Me ooglie."}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Don;t you try to googlie"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I don't look good"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I am misunderstood"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Having trouble with family,"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "But I can live through the fantasy"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I make it a poem"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "And sing it in a low hum"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I'm not doing so good,"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "It's all just a hood"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Me saying i'm ok"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "And there is no way"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I guess I'll hit the road"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "With my light mode"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "my friend has been staying up late up to 45am because of her panic attacks, im trying to help her but I haven't felt what panic attacks are and I dont know how tot help her. please give me some advice on how to help her. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi Well, the first and mandatory thing to do is to work on her breathing. Slowly breathing plays a huge part on calming someone down. You should also try and figure out the reason as to why she's having a panic attack in the first place."}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "i get panic attacks a lot.. and what i do is take a deep breath and close my eyes.. im not sure the next part will help but it helps me.. i count down from 100 by 3's like 100, 97, 94... i really hope this helps.. i also suggest maybe in ur free time googling a bit about it and the cause behind it.."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "she had them a few weeks ago, she doesn't know the reason why she's having panic attacks, I also tried telling her on doing deep breaths but nothing worked out."}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "usually panic attacks r caused due to too much caffeine.. but i dont drink coffee and i still get them"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi Maybe take her to a professional. Ask her parents to bring her."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Medication is another way"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "yea that might be the better option"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "she tried therapy sessions and asking her parents but she told me that they said she's being too dramatic"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "and the therapy session didnt work enough for her."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Honestly, it's best to take her as soon as possible. If things get worse it'll be more difficult to handle"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "But what if she doesn't want to? or her parents might call her dramatic over and over? I'm not the type of person who forces someone while they're having a tough time."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aoi I don't have any other advice than that. If she feels like she needs to, let her go for it. For now, you should calm down and guve her your best support. I hope the best for your friend"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright. Thank you!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "What took it so much effort for my parents to finally realize what they did was wrong, and they had to take responsibility for it? All this time I struggled with them, and now I have quite heavy flashbacks of what they did to me, and it is intrusive ones, and for a fact, my Psychiatrist still does not even notice it. Is mine so complex?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "okay so first"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "if you are old enough i recommend to call the police for abuse"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "second"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "dont cut yourself, i tried to and thankfully my skin was strong enough to hold it"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "id also like to say, if she were to call the police, shed need evidence as well."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "oh right"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but she doesnt need to have proof, abuse is not something to joke about"}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "and i also recommend using ice instead of... that."}
{"username": "bunnie", "content": "ice is a much more safer way"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "hi madi, please don't cut. it's not gonna make you feel better. maybe it'll make you feel better for a moment but not in the long run. as someone whose mental health has gone down as well, and has also done self harm before i know what you feel. i may not have the same experiences of you but i can help you. i'm a very emotional person as well, and in my experience sometimes it's best to forgive and forget. about your mom abusing you, this is a serious issue. please call the police or tell a trusted adult about it. if your friends are putting you down, then imo you should find some friends who care. keep on drawing those butterflies. draw flowers, play with a pet, do whatever you can to stop yourself from self harming i'm not very mentally stable at the moment as well, i get how you're feeling. i feel like i'm a failure...etc etc. so don't forget that i love you and also my dms are always open so feel free to talk to me."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and hopefully my paragraph helped in some way"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "sad frog hours"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "hihi madi boo sorry for the late response. but i believe in you. and i understand how you feel with not having a lot of support throughout your stress. my mom personally never helped in my teenage career also. she physically took me out of the things that literally kept me from crying everyday and being depressed, treated me like a maid, and just yelled at me for no reason about everything. it's hard finding time to feel like yourself if your friends and family bring you down for just being yourself despite stressing about how they feel about you. i know it isn't fair and it isn't your fault. you should be happy to be who you are, so not enjoying yourself is really disappointing and we hope you feel much better and can get through this. we're all here to support you through it all. whatever you do though, don't cut. keep the butterflies alive. doing the butterfly challenge, or even experiencing new hobbies and taking a few hours to relax can really take your mind off things. i hope your family and friends come to realize how stressed you are and how awful they make you feel so you can finally have a peaceful day without worrying so much."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "HappyFrog why sad froggo?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "what happened in school that's made you so bummed out?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "my grades"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i have so much work"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but im jusr listening to uh Jack Stauber"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ohh"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well don't feel so stressed about your grades. i'm sure your family will be proud of you as long as you tried your best. i understand that work can be stressful"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "maybe take a few hours a day to take some time to yourself"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "my family"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "wont be proud actually"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "i'm sure you did your best"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "the only low grade i have is"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "let me check"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you can only do so much for yourself"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "53"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "and my high one is"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "100"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well if you only made one bad grade they should be able to understand that it's hard to juggle so many courses and maintain a high grade in each"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you did your best and that's all that matters"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "thank yous 3"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you are welcome 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "CALL THE POLICE! @ chaennie"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "so, theres, this girl, my best friend, i like her, i like her a lot. but she isnt LGBTQ, or doesn't really support it, i have never told her about my sexuality and my gender. Shes so me, i feel like i can never be myself, i get told to be perfect, in class i get called, Creep. Freak. yet none know about me, and i cant tell them, i have a huge passion for singing but every time i do its, EW, what is that noise? I am on the edge of dropping out of school, i know not to but its getting real bad.and i am starting to give up @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "mk noone helping thats fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The best way to deal with an issue like this is to either A talk to school staff about it, B talk to your parents about it or C which is the hardest thing to do, would be to ignore everyone who says things like that because it just drags you down... and your best friend should be accepting of you regardless of how you are, any real friend would be, so if when you decide to say anything about it if she decides not to be your friend or leaves or anything just know she isn't your real friend. You'll find many more friends in life I promise, you'll get people who accept you for you not who you're not or have to hide or anything that you're currently doing... I can assure you that you are not a creep or freak, if you love singing please, sing your heart out I highly encourage it, and by all means if you have the time or courage there are some of us who go into the vcs here and sing pretty often, we would love to have more people to join us when we do and we don't crack on people who come to just come. I'm always open to dm if needed and I hope that these things deflate, it makes me sad to see people are still this way, and I am truly sorry you deal with these issues. Idk your age or anything to give confirmation of kids being confused and such but they definitely don't know what they're talking about, I'm sure your voice is beautiful and that you're a wonderful person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hushkyshead"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "oh tyyy that must have taken ages"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nope:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like 2 or 3 minutes maybe"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "333 i will do those thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you need anything else just ping or dm me, I have a past with similar issues so I'll help as much as I can"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "emo bob It's difficult to go through that honestly. Being cooped up with something you would never like. Try to just stay neutral. It's the best way to go and it won't cause any further troubles. You'll get used to it honestly. If they're actually annoying you to the point where it's to much, don't be afraid to cut ties with them. Even if you're forced to be friends with them."}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "ty!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "Oran Has No Braincells", "content": "I have survivors guilt now bc my cousin was 10lbs and really strong when he was born but I was 1lb 8oz and not finished developing but somehow I'm still alive and he died of cancer at 11 :"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I have survivors guilt now bc my cousin was 10lbs and really strong when he was born but I was 1lb 8oz and not finished developing but somehow I'm still alive and he died of cancer at 11 :"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Oran Has No Braincells That is horrible to hear, you did nothing wrong. There is no need to feel guilty because it is not your fault. I know it is hard losing someone you love but please do not think it is your fault. I hope you are doing alright. \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Man I really wanna vent but I cant bring myself to type how I feel or rather.. dont really know how too? All I know rn is that Im feeling rlly bad like really really bad rn and Im having trouble keeping my mind steady not really working tho sadly Im having trouble keeping myself from tw: self harm cutting or doing something else that could potentially hurt me very badly so Im just idek anymore I dont wanna keep it in but again I cant seem to let it out.. my family doesnt help at all I mean they dont even bother showing concern for their child and Ive literally been in a depression episode for over a year over a year :/ anyways yeh just gonna leave this here, any love sent is appreciated but not necessary ofc"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Also Im not gonna ping bc Im scared of bothering or being a burden to ppl sO"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "You wouldnt be a burden to people, trust me. Also, im really sorry to hear about this, Ori. I had no clue that you had been going through that, and I really do hope you manage to find a way to get help which actually helps you. 33"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Also, I fully understand and realise how hard it is to resist, so I get how hard it can be at times. Just know that its not worth it tho.;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah I know, Im just my thoughts rn are NOT playing along"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its very hard bc Ive done it before already"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So the temptation is just"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "y e h"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yeah ;;"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "As much as I hate to admit it, distracting yourself can actually work pretty well for the time being if you can pull it off."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im trying too atm, Ive done basically everything that usually keeps me from doing it but so far Ive had no luck"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Aww, im sorry Ori;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its alr, dont apologize its no ones fault. Im just hopefully Ill be ok for the night but Im not too sure about later on"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I really hope that you can manage to get through this. Were all here for you, well support you all the way, okay?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ok.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Annabella You're not going to bother anyone. People have this role because they want to help you. They chose it om their own will. I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time. And overall, that is already what a vent looks like. It doesn't need any immediate detail if you can't string the right words. Take your time, I'll wait. I know it's hard to keep your mind stable if you're experencing something like this, but self harm isn't the way to gom Sure it maycalm you down at first but it'll only cause more problems and then it'll lead you to do more self harm etc. Overall, you should try and do things that may help. Maybe drawing, writing, and just being in a state of relax. Again, if you do want to vent but don't know how to, just think up a way you want to structure your vent. Think about the problems you're currently having, and then figure out a way to construct a paragraph. You've honestly been one of the greatest people I've met and you don't need to worry about bothering me. You're someone I really love and appreciate so please takecare of yourself."}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": ";; thats so sad:"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Please dont end it all, you are an amazing person. I havent talked to you much but from what i can tell you are wonderful, if you died your friends would care about you. If they didnt they arent real friends, if you died I could care, I would cry because you seem like a wonderful person. I am sorry to hear your brother is an abuser and that people call you names. I would confront the people calling you names and tell them to stop, confrontation is hard but it will be worth it. If you ever need help dm me. You arent a loser for venting, we all are here to help you, venting is a good move to make in this situation. I would go relax and do the things you love, if you want to be friends my dms are open \ufe0f. Just make sure to remember we are all here for you and we care about your mental health and physical health, if you need help dm me. I will always try to help good people like you."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "Please dont end it all, you are an amazing person. I havent talked to you much but from what i can tell you are wonderful, if you died your friends would care about you. If they didnt they arent real friends, if you died I could care, I would cry because you seem like a wonderful person. I am sorry to hear your brother is an abuser and that people call you names. I would confront the people calling you names and tell them to stop, confrontation is hard but it will be worth it. If you ever need help dm me. You arent a loser for venting, we all are here to help you, venting is a good move to make in this situation. I would go relax and do the things you love, if you want to be friends my dms are open \ufe0f. Just make sure to remember we are all here for you and we care about your mental health and physical health, if you need help dm me. I will always try to help good people like you."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "ImLoen thank you so much, i really needed to hear it. confrontation is extremely hard for me, but i'll try. 33"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I mean I guess, It's just like my girlfriend isn't really talking to me anymore. Idk. Uh, She just upset me because she isn't doing what she normally did. When I was talking loud, and she thought I was yelling, she said I'll yell back. She just hurt me I guess. I don't want to talk to her right now. I want to, but she takes forever to respond. and I just really want to say goodbye to her, but I know that isn't a good idea. I'm just pissed the heck off."}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I feel neglected. It's like she doesn't care anymore. Sooo, if she wants to talk, she can, but I am not going to start the conversation."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "i suggest you tell her your feelings and then ask her if you guys can maybe take a break."}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "To be fair though, she had back surgery"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "try to talk it out with her, maybe she's going through something you don't know"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "r0ttenFr0g That's honestly horrible. I'm sorry to hear that. I know it may be difficult with the things you're currently experiencing but trust me, talking to someone will help. If thoughts of ending it all gets worse, do seek a hotline. Try talking to your friends about this. You think they're better off without you, but do you have any solid evidence to prove that? I'm sure they're great friends that'll always be there to listen to you. You're not a loser. It's hard to live with people that judge you for everything. I know the feeling. But, hear me out, you're not a bad person. From what I've seen, you're genuinely nice. Family plays a huge part in shaping one's happiness. And it always makes me mad that people have terrible experiences with their families. And, It's sad to say this, but most of the time there is no helping. If things get worse, seek authorities. You're going to be alright. Tale care of yourself sweetie"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "The thing is, I asked her if she was still stressed and whatnot. I asked her if she wants to continue dating. She said Are you okay?\u201d Im just stressed about that, its just what if she is like, oh finally I can break up idk. She said it was like it was random and out of the blue, and I just feel bad for asking now. My anxiety is rock bottom due to her and not talking that much anymore. We talked all summer. Its just..idk anymore."}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Yeah; Im scared to lose as well. Thats what Im afraid of. Also you should call authorities though."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "i really don't want to go through the adoption system though or the foster care system"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "r0ttenFr0g I get it, even if your family does these things. There is just this sense of guilt with you. And don't worry, it's normal to feel that way. We have an emotional attachment with our family, even with or without a good relationship. But, if things actually get worse, you have to seek authorities. It's for your safety and well being. For now, try to calm yourself down through therapy. Adoption ans foster care may seem scary, but you'll be in good hands. They won't let you off in an unacceptable family condition again."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "thanks for the advice and being understanding, i appreciate it."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I hit my head one day ago and it still hurts"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Pancake Like peachu said, you should talk to her about this first. If things turn out badly and your relationship just gets worse and worse. Then she may not be the one. It's hard to leave someone you love but it's for the sake of your and their happiness."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np peachu"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Do you want to continue being together? Its been a month and a few days. Just asking"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Why do you ask?"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Well, like I was just asking because you wanted to make sure were on the same page after a month"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Are you okie?\u201d"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Why wouldnt I be okay?"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Just that was randomly thrown out, but making sure\u201d"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Whats how the conversation went"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen You should probably get some rest. Even if it feels like something simple. Don't move too much. Once you're 100 sure you're alright, you're good to go. Get well soon Loen"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "I hit my head one day ago and it still hurts"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "ImLoen i suggest using an ice pack, it probably bruised, take some pamprin or ibuprofen to take down the swelling."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "But like I dont think it is that serious I couldnt feel my arm for one week and it was fine"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yeah, but still, try and be careful"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "It is 12 am I cant just go to the kitchen and get an ice pack"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "if you have an ice maker put some ice in a ziplock"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "and then put a paper towel around it and put it on your head"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "My mom thinks Im sleeping"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "tell her you woke up because it hurt really bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're welcome @ Baby girl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "help, I'm sad now... I just wanted to talk about my book again, but remembered the deal I made with myself, this can mean everything or blow up in my face and I'm slightly terrified it's not gonna be good enough for possible publishing or even making it to a well known or good editor, if I don't get published, idec about selling, if I don't publish I'm never writing again..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "pong i get pings from here like 10 times a day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so much people wants help?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i just came back from school and the bullies didnt try to bully me"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i know i vent a lot but there are so many things happenning in my life, so today when i came back from school i realised that my brother wasnt trying to change for the others, which made him look so cool..i tried to be like him but it was too late, i already changed for people and i dont know who and what i am or what im not, i tried to be kawaii, cool, smart, serious...and now i dont know which person i really am."}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "Don't be sorry for venting a lot!"}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "And i'm so sorry for everything thats going on in your life:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "when i see;long paragragh i just press speak message"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "cant bother to read"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ Baby girl I think you should try and find your interests and look around the some discord server to see which one you like best. You dont need to live your life being forced to be some way, you should should express what you like even if other people dont relate."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "aww.. just be yourself. if you need help, speak to a professional with .crisis country and mimu will give a list of hotlines you can speak too."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Also dont be sorry about venting a lot 33"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ Baby girl"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "There is nothing wrong in having alot of things in you! I think change the way of talking with different people! We change ways of appproching as per how close we are to that person!"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "We don't be ourself with the people who don't know us...so just relax and be who you are! And don't worry about the world just worry about yourself..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Don't be afraid to vent its's okay! I know it's hard because people were so used to the personality you had during change but if they disliked the real you it isn't worth your time to deal with it. You shouldn't have to change every single time you meet new ppl to fit in. We like the real you rather than the person ppl expect you to be. I see that your brother shows a lot of confidence and I truly hope that you have a lot of support in finding yourself hun"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thank ya'll"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": " @ Baby girl I think you should try and find your interests and look around the some discord server to see which one you like best. You dont need to live your life being forced to be some way, you should should express what you like even if other people dont relate."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "bb grill i really like this one tho, its the only server where people respect me"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Than stay in here if it what you like"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i will"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "btw if i dont reply to vents its because im busy"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "this isn't really a vent but in a way it is like i'll be enjoying my day and TW: su!c!de then all of a sudden somehow i'm just thinking about what a perfect day it is to just commit and i get a bit concerned and have to tune out my thoughts. its pretty random and i don't like it. it doesn't always have to be that, sometimes it something different. it happens from time to time so i usually keep myself busy so i don't think about it. idk if other people think like this but"}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "Awww, Im really sorry. Suicidal thoughts are hard to deal with:/ You have every right not to like it, these thoughts can be destructive and can really ruin your day. Its good that you are trying to keep yourself busy, but at the same time, if you ever need to vent again, you are always open here, or in my DMs. Remember that you are loved and cared for, even if you dont see it now there are people that would miss you! And for the people that dont know you as well, Im sure theyd love to get to know you. For every person who hasnt liked you in the past, there is a person that loves and appreciates you for who you are. Remember; if youd hit rock bottom, its only uphill from here\u201d "}
{"username": "'kaitokid", "content": "@ Bunnygirl Angeli sorry for the ping, but please, if you are thinking of committing dont follow through with anything. It isnt worth it in the end, and you have friends that are waiting for you here right now"}
{"username": "gone acc", "content": "I feel like Im in a toxic friendship right now, about two days ago I met a new a friend, I really love her even though we met two days ago. Shes the one thats keeping me alive, making me feel happy. But I also have this other friend whos trying to take her away from me, I dont really like since shes the reason Im living."}
{"username": "gone acc", "content": "I dont wanna ruin our friendship tho, so its hard to to them. I kinda feel like I should just give up, at this point nobody likes me Im sure."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "If you enjoy spending time with your new friend tell your other friend to stop trying to take her away. Meeting new friends is good and your other friends shouldn't prevent you from having fun with new friends. If they do then they aren't a true friend, true friends aren't jealous of your accomplisments and let you do what you like. I used to have a friend that would write me notes calling me stupid etc because I didn't play with her, after confronting her I felt much better so maybe try confronting/talking about it with your friend? If your friendship is toxic then end it, it is hard because you feel attached but leaving is for the better. Please do not give up, you seem like a wonderful person and I would love to be friends with you. gone acc"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "My girlfriend said sometimes I can be boring, and she said oh be interesting. That hurt me. Im not going to talk to her. I just that really hurt me because I thought I was interesting, but I guess not."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I see how that could hurt, I would be hurt too. Maybe u should tell her how that made u feel, because she might not see right now how that could hurt. Im sure u r interesting, maybe she wants you to talk to her more about some stuff. Sowwy if this didn't rlly help Pancake And sorry for the ping, hopefully it works out and I think you should tell her how it made you feel"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah, I bet ur a great person!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I came here to vent too, but I think it's better for me to do it later ;"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "You can do it now"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Im here to help"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I came here to vent too, but I think it's better for me to do it later ;"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Neve You can do it if u would like! We're hear to listen, I get why u dont think its the time but I think u could:3"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Ok so, I dont wanna say names so uh. I like this girl, let's call her friend A, friend A has another friend which we will call friend B. Friend B always disliked me just slightly and we didnt mind it. But today, she told friend A that I like her and that she hopes we will never be together because I'm an immature loser that gives off a bad vibe and she even told friend A that I shouldn't deserve to be friends with friend A. I cant tell my parents, because they are a bit homophobic.. if they knew I liked a girl, I'd be dead."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And she told me she never wants to see me again"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And many other things"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "That I dont want to mention"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm not even allowed to cry"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I've been shaking for the past 30 minutes"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm scared that friend A will feel pressured and will leave me"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And she is my only friend"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I can help if you'd like. It could be me just listening or giving advice. But I feel like friend A would stay by your side if they really respected you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yeah."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I can understand why you'd feel stressed"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Neve I appreciate it, yeah. Ill tell her later, Im just too upset to talk to her at the moment."}
{"username": "Zippy", "content": "Yeah get away from friend b and if you dont want to cry maybe find a different way to let it out? Its not good to bottle up your emotions so maybe try to take your mind off of it with a hobby of yours"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Ok so, I dont wanna say names so uh. I like this girl, let's call her friend A, friend A has another friend which we will call friend B. Friend B always disliked me just slightly and we didnt mind it. But today, she told friend A that I like her and that she hopes we will never be together because I'm an immature loser that gives off a bad vibe and she even told friend A that I shouldn't deserve to be friends with friend A. I cant tell my parents, because they are a bit homophobic.. if they knew I liked a girl, I'd be dead."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Neve ok so, dont listen to friend B and continue talking to friend A as you like, and tell friend A that friend B lied to her because she was disliking you. and you dont need to tell your parents"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm so scared"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Because friend A, she's been with me through everything"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "That is a mood"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "honestly, friend b is the immature loser. you arent. if friend a actually respects you, she will stay with you. if not, shes the same as friend b. shes toxic. i wouldnt leave you!"}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "I'm so sorry Nev: I know how it feels and I've been in a similar situation, I'm so sorry:"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "If friend A is willing to dip on you after yall have been through everything together, then tbh, I think youre saving yourself here."}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "If friend A is willing to dip on you after yall have been through everything together, then tbh, I think youre saving yourself here."}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "Aiko"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "off topic but why is there a channel called e"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Neve A terrible friend I see. It's disgusting to see how far the lengths people go to just ruin someone. You don't need to be afraid. If friend A really is an appreciative friend, she would stay with you. You don't need to worry about wether she will distance herself from you. If you feel like it, talk to friend A about your situation with friend B. As for family matters, I understand how it's difficult to be in a family in which they don't accept a certain category of people. But they don't dictate your life style. People have religous beliefs, yeah sure. But they can't force you to become a certain way. Stay true to yourself Nev. Don't change. You're already a great human being."}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Minuu legit I said one of my friends said I was boring, and she was like depends \u201d I was like how can i be not boring, she was like oh be interesting, I just dont wanna talkto her at the moment."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I wouldn't wanna talk to her either. That would kinda hurt someone's feelings"}
{"username": "emo bob", "content": "Neve I know what it's like to possibly lose a close friend. But trust me, as someone who has lost multiple close friends, it seems horrible at the time, but after a while, you will realize that losing someone who's been with you through all that for such a stupid reason, that if friend A will dip you just because of what their toxic friend says after all you two have been through together, friend A is not worth it and you are gaining."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Pancake If you feel like not talking to her for a while, go for it. Try for about a week or so. Clear your mind a bit."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Thank you guys for all the comments"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Zippy", "content": "Yeah we will always be here for you!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "just hit 200 subscribers on youtube but i have no clue what do for a special and its making me very anxious aaa"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "splatwo You don't need to make a big and lenghty video. Make a video where you're just sincerely appreciating your subscribers. Add in your own element in it if you want!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Also, congratulations!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "OK! Thanks!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "My friends are making fun of me for not knowing my sexuality"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "How do i make them stop"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "So, something really, really bad happened today. My friend who found out about my vent and joked around about it and said, well, hes not gonna kms is he now?\u201d After I said I was planning on it I was purposely tryna not talk about it, and now that hes got Discord, im really fricking worried. I dont even wanna talk in there anymore since hes pretty racist and hes homophobic at times, which I dont support at all. I dont even know why I still call him my friend, im just extremely worried as to what hed say if he found out I was serious and if he found out I was actually planning on doing it."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "And if he found out I was bi, boy am I gonna dip."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "I don't think you should vent there at all anymore. Those people are honestly the worst. My dms are always open and this channel is always open too. I'm sorry you're going through that by the way, nobody should joke around with that either."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "ugh but bi boys are the cutest:"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "The thing is."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Ive been trying my hardest not to vent here because I didnt wanna bring any of my issues here, so I finally decided to vent to my irl friends."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "After I did, one of my friends leaked it to him."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "No one except about 5 of us should have know about that vent."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "That's terrible, I don't understand why anyone would do that"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "I'm sorry Nolan."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I mean, he was tryna show concern."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "It did fail hard tho, and when he told him, he just laughed it off and pretended that I was joking."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yeah, about that."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I should probably put the vent here for context"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "You don't have to since you were trying to avoid it, but it's really up to you."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Ive been thinking about putting it here for the past few days."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Do you feel comfortable doing so?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Gotta edit out the swearing rq tho."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I feel so useless to people, I dont even feel like I have any purpose left in this world. I feel like im so unloved and unneeded that I doubt anyone would even care if I did kms. Ive been feeling suicidal again recently, and I think ik why, but thats not important rn. Ik I seem like a really chill and outgoing guy irl who has an amazing life, but in reality, im just that guy who sits at home all day, drowning out his thoughts and emotions by gaming for hours on end and blasting music in my ears which is finally starting to have an effect on me. I also dont feel like id be very accepted by a lot of people if I told them that im bi. I feel like id be tossed aside from my main friend group and id just get a neg rep upon everyone. Also, the reason im moving school isnt necessarily that I want better grades. Yes, that is one reason, but the main reason is that ik I cant escape the toxicity at this school, the ppl here have ruined me and made me into a toxic piece of crap. I also forgot to add, im starting to get really aggressive with my parents again."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Wrote that around 5 1/2 days ago."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "If I missed any swears, lmk."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Im really sorry youre feeling that way and it shocks me that you can still act positively. Honestly, if I never read that, I wouldnt have even suspected that you went through all of that or felt this way. And I wanted to let you know that even though we havent really know eachother for very long, I still care about you. Whenever you speak in chat or something, it makes me a little happier. Plus, you always acknowledge me as well. Youre really amazing, I dont know if anyone has told you that recently, but you really are amazing. And Im not just saying that because youre feeling like this. I dont really go out of my way for anyone, I barely even check the venting channels. But you mean a lot to me and I hate to see you like this."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Thank you, Psy. It means a lot to know that despite the fact we havent know each other long, you still care about me. And yeah, im really not surprised by the fact that youre shocked by that. Im still kinda shocked by the fact I can still get through every single day being somewhat positive at all tbh. Also, youre more amazing for listening to me vent, you have many of my thanks 33"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Dont bother thanking me. I could listen to you all day and if you want to vent to me all day, Im down for that. Just know Im always here for you and that youre more amazing."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Imma still thank you. 3"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Dont bother 3"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Im 1 week clean but i wanna do it again and idk what to do and Im panicking"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "please dont do it"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Griffin, its really not worth it. Trust me bro."}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "no don't do it;;"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Like smoking and cutting wise"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "dont do it"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I understand how hard it is to resist."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "But please man."}
{"username": "keith", "content": "its not worth it dont do it"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "use ice and red dye instead. please, its not worth it bb"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Please don't"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thanks but its like really hard cuz i feel awful"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "And kinda useless"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Wanna talk about it bro?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Aww love please don't you're doing so well. A week is a great accomplishment and I'm very very proud of you. It really isn't worth it. You've been strong for so long, you shouldn't have to feel like doing that"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yeah, we're here"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "don't you dare do it, i've cut in the past and now i realize it's not good. i WILL check on you EVERY DAY if i need to. and dms are always open."}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "It can be really tempting but once you have done it, you don't gain anything but negative emotions. Its difficult we know but you're strong enough to not do that. I belive in you"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "You all are so nice. Its just getting high makes me feel so much better and theres alcohol in the fridge that i really want but i know my mom would find out but its the only thing that would make me feel better"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "you got this bby"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Idk if i can talk about that in the vent channel so lmk if i cant"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I dont wanna trigger anyone"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i dont think you should do it. because there are other things you could do. call a friend, vc, talk to ppl on discord, or play some games. listening to music helps me, or go outside for a walk. just dont do it because you wont be thinking properly"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You won't honey we're here to help you, just sensor it by using spoilers"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We believe that you can fight it though"}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "Please don't turn to drink and drugs, that isn't the best either, as silly as it sounds, sit in your room alone and try to clear your head. Look online for positive things"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Times are hard but you've already had a week where you've been completely clean and we'll help to make sure that continues"}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "If you would like I'm free atm to maybe listen to some music in a VC with you if you'd like?"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thank yous. This is the best server Ive been in in a while and by far the best supportive one so i really love u guys"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I actually would recommend getting out of the house and doing something."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Yea sure"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "we love you too"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "And the only place i can go is my dealers house"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Staying alone with your thoughts is gonna make you feel worse if its just constantly on your mind and on repeat."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "fresh air"}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "Please stop the drink and drugs if you can"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "here, try this. every week you stay clean or day, give yourself a reward to remind yourself how amazing you are. my dms are open. i can help you get thru anything or give u positivity. we're all here for you and we want you to be well"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thank you so much. What i wanna do is eat a good snacc every day Im clean so i can get a bit less skinny"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "And maybe workout if Im feeling well"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's a good distraction"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Working out helps release tension and stress and take your mind off of things"}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "Even just a few stretches in the morning and night will make you feel better"}
{"username": "ChannyPenguin", "content": "We are here if you need anything and my dms are always open xx"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Ty! And if you guys need anything Im here"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "sure, that would be great for you griffin!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "333"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "3333"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Ty bb"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Np luv"}
{"username": "WhiteWolf", "content": "Minuu remember i'm a little same as you so i know how it feels so if you want you can dm me don't worry"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thank you so much"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Yall are really supportive"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Of course!"}
{"username": "WhiteWolf", "content": "that's why some of as are here like me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "it's what we enjoy doing"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Im really proud of myself for not doing it every day its like i feel happy but sad at the same time cuz i miss the person that gave it to me. They were so fun and i loved them but i know if i go back i wont be clean"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well i'm glad that you took yourself out of that environment"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I shall now go eat and if anyone wants to talk further or has any other things to say dm me \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ofc luv, enjoy your meal"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "enjoy your meal! 3"}
{"username": "fifi", "content": "ofc no worries! enjoy your meal:"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "who vented"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Repost"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just wanted to talk about my book again, but remembered the deal I made with myself, this can mean everything or blow up in my face and I'm slightly terrified it's not gonna be good enough for possible publishing or even making it to a well known or good editor, if I don't get published, idec about selling, if I don't publish I'm never writing again..."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Oh my god i accidentally put my zoom password in vent."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I bet your book is amazing Isaiah! If it isn't published then there is always a next time, if you try hard you will become a good editor. I believe in you and I am sure with practice and time you will become an amazing editor/author!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I bet your book is amazing Isaiah! If it isn't published then there is always a next time, if you try hard you will become a good editor. I believe in you and I am sure with practice and time you will become an amazing editor/author!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ImLoen thank you loen, I'm not sure as it is a challenge I am giving myself, which I am steering far from what I usually do in terms of writing which would be poetry"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "No problem, it is always good to challenge yourself and I am glad you are doing so!"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "just dropped my so close friends, the first thing in the morning. i feel bad still, they were people who i trusted but they started to become toxic and selfish. it wasnt good for my mental health, i wanted to be surrounded with people that were positive not toxic. i still feel really upset about it, since they were the only ones i could go to properly somehow and feel good with them but then things went downhill. i suck at conversing and looking for friends, overall being social is a big weakness for me. im basically kinda lonely and i hate this feeling its so upsetting to me. i lost all my irl friend's only 1 stayed with me and around 23 close friends here in discord. i dont know what to do at this point"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "You may have gotten what you dont like, or an outcome you dont like. However you are still strong for hanging on in there. Stay strong. Hope youll find more friends some day. Maybe youll find some non toxic friends:"}
{"username": "V Hanachi", "content": "Oh, congratulations! Im proud of you for making the right decision for the sake of your mental health, taking proper care of yourself is the way to go. Yes, it may be a tough journey to move on, but you will see a vast improvement from dropping them. Plus, most important tip ever is to learn to love your solitude. Learn how to love being alone, if you havent already. Yes, youll have many nostalgia and will have to remind yourself constantly why you are no longer friends with them. Its the only way to move on. xui"}
{"username": "cHip", "content": "Dem grades just came back and most of the things that i chagned was correct and grades go brrr"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What grade are you in?"}
{"username": "cHip", "content": "um"}
{"username": "cHip", "content": "grade 10 or 11"}
{"username": "cHip", "content": "me no liv in america"}
{"username": "cHip", "content": "and teachers say this year supposedly hardest"}
{"username": "sarahstrxwberri", "content": "awh man, me and my bf are gonna tell our asian parents that we're dating tomorrow on the 7th im really scared, they hate him: and we were acc supposed to break up last year in november TwT but were gonna tell them cause telling the truth is better than getting caught ig:, i hope they support us and i really hope they dont take everything away. im not ready to leave discord and my phone...ive made so many new friends and weve made so many memories together im not ready to leave all this i really hope they support us and let us be together..."}
{"username": "sarahstrxwberri", "content": "also hes taking a break from discord, for 3 weeks idk what ill do without him. 3 weeks is so long i really hope i can get through this:"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think you should block your bff, if you have any other friends that live in your country try and see if u can live with them. Go see a therapist as well it should help you."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "lilweirdo"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": " hi"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "@ Baby girl hello"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hope I could help"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Please talk in the fluff chat"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "thank you for the advice everyone"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no problem i hope it will make you feel better, i dont really know how to help people"}
{"username": "Khaotic", "content": "@ Baby girl if I were to do that i would have gotten my teeth in a jar;;"}
{"username": "Khaotic", "content": "and that's on having parents that hit you uwu"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "same"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "they hit me with everything"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "tysm I'll try that"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "Vicky you have the best advice I ever heard anyone give me"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl if I were to do that i would have gotten my teeth in a jar;;"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Khaotic oooh my gad"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "this vent is literally gonna be my life in a nutshell plus all my stress read if you want"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i'm vv stressed about my paid plans and some are nice about it and saying i can take my time but there was this other one who was a bit rude about it and that made me feel really bad but the thing is i have a million things going on in my life rn. i'm switching schools this year and if i don't get in my top choice i have to move and go to a private school. for the private schools i have to take a test i'm very stressed about, and when prepping i cheat so i can please my parents, i hate it sm. also i'm scared about the election i'm chinese and either way something bad will happen to china and the relationships and my extended family is from there. also i don't pay attention to class anymore i'm on discord all day and i'm so slow and lazy i'm not evenn productive it takes me forever to finish my hw these days."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "oh god wait"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": " this vent is literally gonna be my life in a nutshell plus all my stress read if you want"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i'm vv stressed about my paid plans and some are nice about it and saying i can take my time but there was this other one who was a bit rude about it and that made me feel really bad but the thing is i have a million things going on in my life rn. i'm switching schools this year and if i don't get in my top choice i have to move and go to a private school. for the private schools i have to take a test i'm very stressed about, and when prepping i cheat so i can please my parents, i hate it sm. also i'm scared about the election i'm chinese and either way something bad will happen to china and the relationships and my extended family is from there. also i don't pay attention to class anymore i'm on discord all day and i'm so slow and lazy i'm not evenn productive it takes me forever to finish my hw these days."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "weian discord is less important than school and other needs"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thats all i gotta say i leave the advice essay for vicky"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "Don't give up on yourself, we can help you study if you want, when going to a new school stay calm talk to more of the chill kids take things slowly one at a time"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and i wanna go back to self harm"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "don't do that it will only make your problems worse"}
{"username": "lilith", "content": "first of all, please take a lot of rest im sure your comms can wait, ik how your feeling hun im also moving schools. At school times i close all my tabs except for zoom listen to my teachers, after school i do my hw. After that i take a loong nap then i wake up. I hope you do it too. Im saying this cause a lot of people commited suicide because of stress and basically at this point of life school. You are loved please take a lot of rest"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "take some time off, do some exercise, walk a round a bit"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "drink some water"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "also wait a bit till Vicky gets her essay done"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "oml"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "welp"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "fingers dead now"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "alright imma read your essay"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "I feel like my SS teacher will like you a lot lmao"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "thanks for the essay vicky and that made me feel better"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "who knows"}
{"username": "lilweirdo", "content": "@! Vicky I know"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Well I just. Ugh. Life is hard right now. Now Im single. Her and I arent on good terms now. I got angry at her. Like emotionally. And I hurt her. I just wish I never said the things I did. She is just saying. Just take some space..I just..Im sorry I just cant. I really messed up lmao. Good job Gabe"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Uhm, maybe she and you both need some space, if it wasn't official that you guys broke up, maybe it's just space you guys need?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i know how you feel rn. can i talk to her? i can help her understand"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Pancake Try and relax a bit and stay a away from dating for a while. Maybe meditate or try and do things that help you get her off your mind, also avoid things that she likes. It might remind u of her"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that...I hope things get better, but yeah it is best to take space and cool off a bit. I'm sorry about the break up though, sometimes we say things that hurt people and never mean to. Things will get better though trust me."}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "Sometimes people need space, people make mistakes I suggest you take a breather for yourself? Like work on yourself and see what comes from that. Just know your valid and good things come eventually 3"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Pancake just give her some space"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bruh you would be a good writer @! Vicky"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i write slower than a obese stick on 12 steriods"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "usually when paragrah of venting helpers i just press speak message lo;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "By"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "FIRKC"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I was trying to"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I got pinged"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "smthing happen?"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I was responding to everyone"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "But"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Basically the thing is"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "awh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thats why i got a ping xD"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "COME"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "ON"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Basically"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yui slap MEE6"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "smh"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I hurt her emotionally, because when Im upset and hurt. I tend to inflict emotional pain. I just was angry. I just feel bad. She was my best friend now since I was hella toxic, and I know I was because i was. I cant believe that. She said oh I finally got to see your true colors, appreciate it."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "who pinged twice"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "oh and also remove the ping when quoting"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "it's in the pinned messages! be careful!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm. Well don't feel so negative about yourself. Even though some attributes to people tend to have a scientific positive vs a scientific negative, we can't help how we look, and should embrace our own natural beauty. Doesn't make you any less of an amazing person. It's just how the world is. You shouldn't compare yourself to people because we all have flaws that we dislike about ourselves it's human nature. I don't think you're ugly at all even if I have no idea what you look like, we're all special in our own way. I get that knowing that is a bit frustrating, but we all have qualities about ourselves that are good things, whether physically or mentally. You should be happy to be yourself because either way those who dislike you would never make it far enough to realize how great you are on the inside. Besides looks don't matter to anyone. You're all qt's in ways people don't actually notice, not even yourself. Your personality is enough to bring a smile to people's faces and that's what matters"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "sighs but whenever i see like cute boys out in the street i feel like i'll never be pretty enough"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "they arent worth it tbh"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "weian nya. weian nya. you don't have to feel self conscious. and no comparing yourself to others alright? our worst critic is always ourselves. comparing is useless when not everyone is the same. now I don't know what you look like but I'm willing to bet you're absolutely adorable."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "who cares if your hair isn't long enough. you're beautiful just the way you are. your eyes are fine they sparkle like everyone else's. everyone has a different face and each one of them are as adorable and amazing and gorgeous as the rest."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "so don't hide please. you're an amazing qt, weian. and no it was not a stupid ping. thank you for venting."}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "yea its a confidence booster for them to like you but in the long run they arent important but you are very important"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "ily all you guys really make my day"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "thatewhat we're here for"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I honestly hate how I am. I'm constantly angry and constantly in a bad mood. I tend to come off as aggressive and it starts things I didn't mean to do. It's mostly in real like but still. I feel as if it's started from people keep interrupting me and stepping over me. And whenever I talk I feel as if nobody would ever be listening, online or irl. That's probably the reason why I always shout to try to make a point but nobody listens anyway. I hate my voice too but that's another story. I feel like I'm constantly looking for someone that I can spend all of my time with and care for them but I know that it just doesnt work for me if I'm constantly wanting attention. I feel like I seek attention at this point from never getting any from family."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Warning: it is very long and boring of a rant"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Idk if I'm supposed to do a ping cuz I've pinged before"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I feel the same for a solid 85 of your vent yo, and I understand how crap a lot of that can feel. Im really sorry to hear that youre going through all that and tbh, I really do hope you manage to find a way to get through your anger. Constantly starting arguments without meaning to is really not a great thing speaking from experience ofc so I really do hope you manage to get through this. Well all be here supporting you along the way and well try helping you as much as we can. 33"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thx man I really appreciate it 333 I've started working on keeping in my anger but that's the only thing going for me atm"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "but if I keep bottling up my anger I'll end up having another moment like my other vent"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Maybe its worth trying some sort of anger management?"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Maybe. I might have to talk to my therapist about it"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yeah, that might be a good idea."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "But I can't share too much or I'll go to the hospital again so that scares mr"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Aww;;"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ewer I'm sorry to hear that Isaiah. I understand how stressful these things can be. And it's extremely difficult to forget about it. I'm not the best when it comes to advice, but try and clear your mind. That's what I usually say. Learn more about your interests, spend time with family of friends, and know that you're going to be alright. People are here for you. No matter how long and how terrible those things get, you'll find a way. I'm sure."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "grr that made me feel useless hopefully someone else can help u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@! Vicky you poor thing.. please don't apologize.. you tried, and things like this are hard to help with or fully understand, I appreciate the effort you took to try I promise"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mariri I personally have no idea to keep myself calm or composed when it hits me, out of no where usually.."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do you have any favorite songs?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try and listen to them while doing something like, cooking for example"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry my response was to be longer but I almost fell asleep"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "i c"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "get some rest if you feel tired, i won't force you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I uh listen to my music when I do cook and such"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "get some rest if you feel tired, i won't force you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mariri ha it's been 24 hours"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Beyond tired"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But ty"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ima try again"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "np np"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "sleep well Isaiah"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "eli hug Raines"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I um.. was meaning sleep dreams, but thank you... yes this does help in a lot of ways, thank you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm sowwy;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No no is okay"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "why do you have such negative dreams tho"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "is it things you think of that reoccured during the day?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No it's literally just things in the future that have yet to happen"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No idea when or why at the time"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "so.. you anticipate yourself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But when it does it catches me off guard as I forget"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "not even gonna ping for this i'd just like someone to dm me since someone called me a very offensive slur MULTIPLE times"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're just anticipating the future"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And the deja vu hits me like and train and breaks my brain"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Nothing wrong with that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But no one can predict it. I'm sure dreams can give a view of what the future may be like, or how it is in your opinion"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But this is the present, so you have time to change the outcomes"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "alright weian who are we fighting today? cuz offensive slurs are not okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not even gonna ping for this i'd just like someone to dm me since someone called me a very offensive slur MULTIPLE times"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "weian oh weian I'm so sorry, block that person please, you're such a great person and deserve to be treated way better than that"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "yeah blocked and i told a few people about it"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "well that's good"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "never have that kind of negative energy around you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But no one can predict it. I'm sure dreams can give a view of what the future may be like, or how it is in your opinion"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mar nono it's quite literally the events that happen to an exact T mar..."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "they joined my portal and was like who the f pings everyone while doing prts so i explained, then started swearing more"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "bullying is one thing, but slurs are even worse"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "how do you predict the future that well?"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "then eventually called me a dumbss h"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just dream;;"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "nah nah that isn't okay time to block"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have no control of this thing"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "maybe that's your brain telling you what to expect"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "like a warning maybe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Then I end up forgetting"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "sorry i interrupted your vent isaiah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No you're not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ily hush"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "ofc we luv you. that bully is going to realize their mistake one day tho"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i got really mad and made some poor decisions"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "such as swearing back at them"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and got mad at my best friend"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "don't worry it was just an accident during the heat of the moment because you were angry"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you didn't mean to"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "we all say weird things sometimes during selfdefense and anger"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Daberath I'm sorry love. I understand that the larger the server, the longer it takes to find the people you actually...click with if you know what I mean. I know it sucks trust me on that I know how it feels, but..if you ever want someone to talk to or get to know more personally in order to gain new friends, my dms are always open and I'm willing to get to you more as a person. And all of us are more than happy to get to know you. Because you are now apart of the sayu family, and what we want most is for you to know that you are one of us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mar i tysm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im so done omg, ive been spying on a few people but as it might sound creepy, its just so i can tell people the truth before it gets out of hand. my friends keep telling me to, i hate how sick people are in this world. they cheat and cheat all the time. again, im doing this all so i can tell them before things get out of hand. im so mad and upset. i just wish everybody could have perfect relationships. im so done with this. i love all my friends and i cant bare to see them hurt like this anymore. i just wish i could make them happy and they could live a good life till the very end. at this point i just feel i shouldnt trust anybody anymore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aodjdkddnjw hmm I understand, some people just don't know how to be loyal to one person... cheating is a horrible thing and it destroys ones trust immensely. You should still trust people, but don't just bring people in, give yourself time to have that person build trust with you before you accept them as a friend, or whatever you decide. Unfortunately the reality is that perfect relationships don't exist, trust me I wish they did but it just isn't realistic...'perfect' relationships don't last long if at all, people don't like what is classified as a perfect relationship, it gets boring and one party if not both wish that things were different in one way or another.. I'm sorry that this has happened and I hope that things get better, if there's any more you need please feel free to ping or dm me as I am always open to help"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! anyone I can DM? I don't wanna keep venting here cuz it would be my third time"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "go ahead and dm me"}
{"username": "mika kagehiras wife 3", "content": "my dms are always open for anyone"}
{"username": "peachy", "content": "mine are always open"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "my dms are always open"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Mine open"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I are is and cool"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Honestly, it's okay to vent here again. This is the function of the channel There's nothing such as venting too much"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "mhm agree"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "have a hug"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Ty!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "my dms are always open, don't be afraid to send me anything I'd always respond"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Um ok... so I've just pushed all my closest friends out of my life... for personal reasons but it needed to be done... I feel really alone and Its taking me alot to do this. I'm in alot of pain right now and well ig I'm asking for friends... but I dont know how to do this does anyone um...know what I should do? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ToTheAshes:two_hearts::pleading_face:", "content": "Thats terrible;;"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "I think you should talk to ypur old friends and tell them why you did it. They might understand since they are close to you"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "That"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "Were they toxic?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "It was toxic"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "bubbles", "content": "Oh I completely get that then!"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "To the point I worried myself sick"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "Try making new friends then"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yet I was just ending up being used for when it was good for them"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "See thats the thing"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont know where to start"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I wanna make new friends but I dont know how"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And I mean I've cut off all my friends"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "Try just talking to someone"}
{"username": "SmolPotahto", "content": "They might end up befriending you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nuggie boi I'm sorry to hear you've experienced such a thing. You did the right decision on leaving toxic friends. You did nothing wrong and you shouldn't feel ashamed. It's really difficult to leave your own friends. Kind or not. I know what it's like. But, you did this for your own good. At first, you may feel sad about it, but once you've found the perfect kinds of people to have fun with, you're good to go. As for finding new friends, you can always start here! In Sayumi! This server overall has a really friendly community that will love to welcome you. Oh, and if you want, I can try being friends with you of course. Keep in mind that there are people good for you and will always unconditionally love you no matter what."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you I appreciate that"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'll try being more active in the server mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And I wouldn't mind being friends mhm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm! That's the spirit"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "That made me feel a little better"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Glad to hear that"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I really appreciate it thank you all"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np np"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And ill send you a friend request I cant wait to get to know you more mhm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try and talk in chat there are a few people there"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "I hope you feel better and don't stress over it. It's his loss"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "If you ever need to talk to me as well, feel free to"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@! Vicky What a terrible man. It's good for you to leave him. You've made the right choice. It's aggravating, yes, but you have to calm down. Try and get your mind off of him. Pick up a hobby, exercise, etc. And just, hang out with the right friends. I'm sure you'll be alright. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this sweetheart"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Eli pat @! Vicky"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hmph im gonna be straight with you... that's bs I'm honestly glad that you blocked him... he doesn't deserve any of your time your a frickin queen and if he can't see that h a h bye... he has no right im sorry that he hurt you cause like w o w... you did the right thing and im proud of you cause thats hard..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "As for your friend that's one messed up friend if he can't see whats right in front of him clear as day. I personally don't see why he thinks this is right I dont think he's a good friend if he doesn't atleast try to see your side. So im proud of you none the lest dont let this get you down if you need someone to vent to or even just to be a friend im almost positive anyone would love to be there"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That's the spirit!"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Mwah"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Just rember its hard yes this isn't easy and your probably hurting alot mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And there's nothing wrong with that"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "You have been hurt"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np np"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I feel like my friends dont like me anymore. They never talk to me/answer my dms and whenever I come in a gc or server they just leave. I offered to make 4 banners for them for free and guess what while I was working my butt off making these banners as good as I can she decides to cancel her order because she commissioned someone to make banners. Is my gfx so bad that you have to go and commissions someone instead when I can make perfectly fine banners for free. Also I ordered a boost plan from my friend she said she would do 2 icons and 2 animated banners, she has done 1 animated banner and 2 icons. Now she says when did I say I was making two\u201d and wont answer when I ping her. I feel like my bf is lying to me, he said he is doing good\u201d but what happened a few days ago was horrible, I dont know how you can be doing good a few days after something like that.. Also he had a simping contest with my friend? What does that even mean. He said it was a joke but I feel like he lied because he is bffs with her and I am talentless Loen of course,. Now my internet is meant to go off at 11 pm every night I found a loophole but my mom would probably find out. Instead of her asking what is wrong she decides to just cut off internet at 11. I want to tell my mom what is wrong but it feels like she doesnt accept me already. @ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "What"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ImLoen I'm sorry to hear that. I suggest you should just leave your current friends and find new ones. Ik it's difficult to get new friends, but if you put enough time into it, you'll find the right person for you. Talk it out with your friend. Say the things and ask the things you want. Take this relationship seriously. If he doesn't take it seriously simply say Do you even want to commit to this relationship? That'll get him to say something. If he doesn't say anything about this, then leave him. Yes, I know it seems pushy but it's for your own sake. Relationships like this aren't healthy and you're better off with someone who actually cares for you. Not someone who will mentally concern you. The same goes for friends. They're supposed to share interests with you and will always make the time to take care of each other. Physically and mentally. As for your mother, try and have a serious talk with her. Talk about your problems in life. Let her hear you out. Again, I'm incredibly sorry to hear you going through such a thing and I hope you'll feel better soon Loen. Take care sweetheart!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Oh, and next time, when you do commissions, take screenshots of it so you have proof when the transaction isn't to what you were expecting! Just some quick tips"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "If I am in the gfx community then I will probably see them, they are quite known and that would be awkward."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I am good friends with a few of their friends so wouldnt they notice?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe try distancing yourself from them. You don't have to entirely cut ties. If they say hi, then say hi back. But if they ask you to for example, do commissions, simply decline"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "The main way I chat with their friends is a server which I am admin in. The owner is one of the friends"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Thank you Mari \ufe0f !"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I am good friends with a few of their friends so wouldnt they notice?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If they do notice and ask you about it, you're free to tell them about all of this Provide some proof if you want Or if you would like to keep it to only a select few, simply say it's private matters and you're not comfortable with sharing it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np Loen"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oi..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I feel that in a way I just recently cut off my friends too;;"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Well not that you cut em off"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But like you know what I mean"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Bsbwbw"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Maybe you should take some space get your head clear ya know"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Then talk to em mhmhmhm"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "What"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Who pinged me?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Maybe something triggered the bot"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Did you say anything that could've possibly triggered bots?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@! Vicky You sweared in your vent that is why"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Same server rules apply when venting 3"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "No problem cutie, feel free to repost your vent once you have removed the swears"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Eli pat @! Vicky"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Take your time sweetheart"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's alright"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then like last month he threatened me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@! Vicky you poor girl... honestly, as painful and garbage this way sound going to the police is the best option for some sort of aollution, if he hits you again and it's very obvious physically that he touched you please call them, they will protect you and take care of you and your sister accordingly, idk how your living situation is but the fact that your dad is abusing you is absolutely terrible... people who treat their kids like this are disgusting and you really just deserve the love he should very giving you.. I'm so sorry that things are the way they are, I hope this gives some sort of help, and if you're afraid to call the police bc of things he might do if they leave it alone I completely understand, I'd say next time you know something is going to happen to you, set your phone up to record a video where it captures you and hin in shot with him hitting you or doing whatever before you do call, having evidence is highly necessary in cases like these... I hope this helps you in some sort of way I'm so sorry;;"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@! Vicky I'm sorry to hear that. You're such a sweetheart how could anyone do this to you? Just like Isaiah said, you should seek authoroties if this continues. Record a video or a voice note, preferably a video if you can. They're the ones who can stop this without phyisically, and mentally hurting you. It always pains me hearing parents being abusive towards their child. Parents are supposed to teach their kids in a good way, not straight up abuse them. For now, distance yourself from your father a bit, put yourself in a safe enviroment. Calm yourself down and seek comfort from people. Don't be scared to ask for help. If you keep quiet about this, it'll just get worse. Take care of yourself sweetie \ufe0f"}
{"username": "imactuallyhoriishiii", "content": "man i dont know if this is the right place to say this but im down i asked my bro to let me play genshin impact on his phone cuz his phone is powerful and mine is not, i asked him and he said no and i just feel so down i dont know why lmao im just idk i dont know why im like this im im i dont know anymore"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Well i woke up like an hours ago and saw a text from a close friend of Mine saying I was just Fake I replied ?\u201d And she that I told random girls that she was pregnant\u201d but never did that and she was kinda my only friend and She told me that someone told her but she wont tell me who and she believe them and not me,she told me to never talk to her again,... and Im crying in my bed rn.."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "So she chose someone else"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Yeah.."}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I know friends come and go you might feel lonely but hey, thats the good part you get to see their true side and start to notice who they really are.."}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "It happened to me"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Turns out they were using me"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "But dont stop going cuz thats what they want u to do"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "They want to hurt you"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Mistakes and problems happens so youre able to find the answer and try again, and the reason why is because if u find the answer youd be able to know what u did wrong or what she did wrong so youre able to become a stronger person in life"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "And so if u experience it again youd know what to do"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Dont be sad about it"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I know its hard"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I know ur not okay"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Im trying my best, pardon me if its bad, Ill keep trying to help you!"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Yeah.. but now Im alone and shes probably gonna gossip about me and Make me get bullied... And I really trusted her bc I talked to her about my problems and everything and she just lets me down like that.. it really hurts.. And dont worry you do help I appreciate that you Try and do help me"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "What Im about to say might hurt, we were all born alone, to love someone and die alone then to see them again in the trusted side, get it? We went through all pain all of loneliness just to teach you because this is a test, a test thats about how weak you are or if youre able to understand what to do in this situation"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "The reason why she believed someone else I dont think that was someone else"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Either she did something bad behind your back and she isnt telling you"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "A tip is that people change when they do stuffs behind your back"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "I dont really know... but I think Ill try to talk to her Monday.. if I can and try to explain.."}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "And you, dont give up and fight back"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I just woke up my helping skills are kinda off"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Sowwy"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Its okay dont worry you dont need apologize"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "I think Ill go and text her to try and explain..."}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I suggest giving the message and then giving her time to think and see"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "And if shes rude to you"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Do what u think is right"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Dont make decisions while ur sad please \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "I can tell u my experience, technically she left me hurt but then I hurt her back and then she started bullying me but I didnt cared at all about the comments and everything and then when I came out to the whole class i said keep pushing me down the hill youd be able to free me and never see me again cuz Id be dead because of you and thats how they stopped"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Yeah... she probably needs some time To Think about what happened.. and realize that I didnt did that.. ty for helping me I appreciate 33 and Im sorry for what happened to you.."}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Its alrighty!"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "She was a... anyway"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Mei loves you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Aw ty ily too 33 Ill try to calm down and Think a bit"}
{"username": "Xie", "content": "Alrighty!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know this might be annoying but i just feel like everytime im confident someone has to bring me down like today i was confident about myself and then i posted a picture in one of my servers and everyone was like ew and you're so ugly and i just felt so bad about myself i couldnt take it. I deleted most of my socialmedia accounts and i cried for about an hour. I dont know whats wrong with me, why am i so ugly? why does nobody want me?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "omg you're not ugly, you're wanted, you're needed, you have loving friends and caring people to support you, you shine and are amazing to everyone, don't listen to them! they are just jealous and taken aback by your beauty! 3 you are wanted and remember that"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "I am sorta in the same place as you, well, look, feedback and opinions are simply suggestions, it's much easier said than done, but just don't care about them, it is hard for someone to care for you and love you if you don't love yourself already, I learned that one the hard way"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Edlun Try and stay confident and dont let them bring you down, say something like look im trying to stay confident, can you not kill my vibe? Or something i dont really know . But you are very pretty, just dont listen to those nasty people and be a queen or a king"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "you're not ugly, don't believe the lies people tell you. why would you even be ugly? i bet you're amazing! we all have different ways we see beauty, and tbh, those who can see you for things other than your looks are people to keep. your looks shouldn't matter your personality should. because"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "1. you're cute"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "2. you're pretty"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "3. you're amazing"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "4. you're just an all around awesome person"}
{"username": "kleid", "content": "you're beautiful! don't forget that please!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "youre amazing, beautiful, and needed. Dont listen to them, ik it is hard sometimes but trust me, try to love yourself to the fullest first. No one is perfect, we all have our flaws, but we still are beautiful in different ways. Heres a quotes I like If the leaning tower of Pisa wasnt leaning, no one would care\u201d \ufe0f wuv u Iow"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Im stressing out a lot. My moms in the hospital still, my dads gf had a baby girl and now Im a big sister, my dads dogs leg has been broken for a month but he had to go somewhere else and now its just my grandma and me that have to take care of the dog, and its so sad to see him in pain also Im fine with my dad having a gf, and my mom and dad are still rlly good friends I feel like I can do it, I will keep going, but at the same time I feel like its too much for me @ wholesome of the day! sowwy if this isnt rlly a vent"}
{"username": "Hina", "content": "It is a real vent dont worry! That sounds like a lot to handle. First of all congrats on being a big sister! That must be fun. But you should try and find even just a little time to tend to yourself so you dont exhaust yourself or anything"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "dont be sorry for anything, you're supposed to vent here! let all your feelings out. try to relax. listen to some calming music. if this still doesnt help then uhm.. try getting some sleep. try to distract yourself from the stress. everything will be fine, you just have to get used to it. mikachu"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "this isn't a vent but if you're feeling down, stressed or anxious, try listening to your favourite songs. sing the lyrics! jam all night long! let all of your feelings out. if you need help, ping Venting Helpers . . they will definetly help. just know that you're STRONG! and i love you SOSOOSSOOSOSOSOSOOSOOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSOSOOS mUCHHH!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "still stressed?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sleep!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sleep it ALLL out. get LOTS of rest. or chill with some friends! don't have any? make some new friends in here! chat!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i LOVE YOU CUTIE!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty, all of u this rlly helped"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "guys my stomach sinked like the 5th time today. You know how ppl vent and other ppl help eachother? I don't know why but for some reason when it's me who's venting, everyone gets sad too, i don't know why, and it makes me want to bottle it up. Why would i vent if ppl get sad bc of me? even in the blacklist of angel, she quotes me for my vent in the video, and it just makes me sad. If people don't want me to vent.. just say so.. because i don't know what to think anymore."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know what to think"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im sorry if i offended anyone"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Look, don't let the grief of others affect you, everyone has the right to feel down independent of others"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "You know it is not your fault if people get sad cuz of your vents! If they can't take it then they should be helping you!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "And no matter how much pressure you're under, Venting is always something good"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep you should be open about your feelings to someone or other"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "And for us willing to help others, we know what we are facing when we help"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "No need to worry about us, and in either case, we can vent too"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep that's true! Just let all your feelings come out!"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "I myself have vented here several times"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "And I try to help others when I can, I find joy in helping others"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well sympathy is a thing that makes people sad over vents, because they feel bad. That isn't your fault. We really don't mind if you vent. People vent about many things, and some of us don't vent at all. It's really not a bad thing. We'd try to help as soon as we can when you ping us if we're available. Don't worry about it you aren't bothering anyone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's what we're here for"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Facts \ufe0f"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "So don't worry, you arent bothering anyone"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thanks yall.. but ive lost so many friends because of my vents"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i know if i bottle it up, nothing will help"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "The ones who take a vent is because they are truly interested in helping you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but at least i won't make anyone sad"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and i won't lose anyone"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but i don't want to bottle it up"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "that's why im confused"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "If they leave you for letting your feelings out then they are not to be meant to be with you nev"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "And that's fine"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "It is better to let it out than to keep it inside"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well a lot of us bottle up vents because we're too busy helping those who already vented. And tbh you shouldn't be afraid to vent it isn't a bad thing if you struggle with stuff, because we all do. You aren't causing any harm by it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa that's true! So try DM someone you know well and will help you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "okay.. it just hurts when people leave me"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "people leave for a lot of reasons, it isn't your fault"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "So yeah, be aware that anyone that jumps in on your vent is completely willing to help you"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa ik but we can't keep them with us forever"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "We have to let go of them if they don't want to be with us"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "Really loving someone implies being able to let them go, and maybe they can return, but nothing ever lasts forever, and people coming in and out of your life is simply part of life, so treasure your time with them but don't feel bad when they leave, it is the course of life"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "okay.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thanks everyone"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "No worries, thanks to you for Venting"}
{"username": "F34rr", "content": "We all care for you"}
{"username": "delighted", "content": "Someone in Svdgh0ul's server called one of my templates homophobic, racist, weirdsomething like that and someone stole the layout and didnt credit and they said they made it i was just mad out of my mind bc i just woke up, usually i just get snap out of it eventually..but when i just woke up, it usually takes 5 or more hours to cool off, what should i do"}
{"username": ". zero/yoshi/elf/milo", "content": "Sometimes I just wanna be invisible and cry. That way nobody would have to worry about me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Someone in Svdgh0ul's server called one of my templates homophobic, racist, weirdsomething like that and someone stole the layout and didnt credit and they said they made it i was just mad out of my mind bc i just woke up, usually i just get snap out of it eventually..but when i just woke up, it usually takes 5 or more hours to cool off, what should i do "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "delighted well first I'd like to ask of things that relax you"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "my mom just insulted me...yay..."}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Tw gore ig"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I just coughed a lot of blood and i feel tried. IT looks like vomiting with blood and chunks of food"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Yeah I feel like many people have popularity on their head right now. If the person is trying to copyright an idea/link many other people use then I would show the proof, if they are ignorant just don't credit. If you get blacklisted then tell everyone who blacklists you that it is an idea and you can't copyright ideas. If it gets out of hand blacklist the person who blacklisted you for false blacklisting. Also Maya please don't stop doing commissions because of one bad person, I am 100 here for you during this madness, if you need any help dm me. I hope that this problem can get sorted out soon. @.SYO"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "That sounds toxic ngl... I personally don't do commissions and don't know much about that but in all honestly I don't think you should quite but I believe you should not work with them your friend can do as they please but clearly thats not right. You shouldn't quite especially if you love commissions but maybe being a little more idk clear on your clients if that makes any sense"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ Baby girl would you mind answering my question so I could potentially help you more if something like this happens again;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry for another ping"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tw gore ig"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I just coughed a lot of blood and i feel tried. IT looks like vomiting with blood and chunks of food"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "honeycxke Tell your parents about this, it sounds serious and shouldn't be taken lightly. I hope you get well soon!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": " we did but they didnt listen ImLoen"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@.SYO Dm me about it"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I think I know what you are talking about"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am depresseo esperesso, I understand the love and care I get from people, fellow staff, and friends here, but sometimes I just feel alone if that makes any sense. It tires me when i can be here get all this love and still feel how i do some times. It kinda feels like it's not right for me to be feeling this way with the people I surround myself. Eh I feel like it isn't fair for the people who do all these things for me and care about me to feel that way regardless of the love care and attention I tend to get. But that's just my opinion idk how you guys feel about it yourselves"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "WhiteWolf", "content": "look if you want to talk i can talk with you so you don't feel so depressd"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "It is always okay to feel alone and it is very common, if you ever want to talk there is always people here for you. It is good to surround yourself with nice people, if you feel like you aren't putting in as much as you take out maybe ask the people that help you if you are helping as much as you get help. We care about you Isaiah because you are a wonderful person, you are caring and kind. I am friends with you because of how nice and talented you are."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It is always okay to feel alone and it is very common, if you ever want to talk there is always people here for you. It is good to surround yourself with nice people, if you feel like you aren't putting in as much as you take out maybe ask the people that help you if you are helping as much as you get help. We care about you Isaiah because you are a wonderful person, you are caring and kind. I am friends with you because of how nice and talented you are."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ImLoen"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm having a hard time right now... I'm going through kinda a break up ig... and well I really miss him and we aren't talking right now and I know it's a good thing cause he needs time and im ok with that... and it kinda hurts... yes him and I were together but he was my best friend and I know one day we will talk and yeah but for now I feel so alone not only did I lose my bf I lost my best friend I honestly know he needs this and im ok with that I wanna give him that he's going through alot and hurting and I feel alone"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont know lmao... @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Is it you or is it him"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Wdym?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Are you the problem or is he the problem"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Its what he thinks"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "If hes breaking up with you"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oi neither"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Right now there's some things going on thats alot more important this this lmao"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So he need space"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "What do you think you did"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Right now he's just focused on that not nessesarily us"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "if he's hurting you in any way, it's best to keep your distance. i know it's painful the first few days, but you just need to keep moving forward. surround youself with friends and the people that make you feel good"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "either way it's best to leave him be"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont have friends"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And its not him thats hurting me"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I miss him yeah and ig its more the unknowns that are hurting me"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I just dont wanna be alone..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you for taking this advice we are here for you if you need any more help 3"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I dislike life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I dislike life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Pancake would you like to talk about it?"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "my mom just insulted me...yay..."}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "@ Baby girl"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "she was probably just spurred in that moment, you dont need to worry and take it seriously. She does love you, and will support you"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she doesnt, whenever i am happy she ruins it and she uses me to look like a good mother"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I feel like shiz;;"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Think about the things that made you happy"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "And how happy you were"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Things that make me happy are gone"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Then try to make new ones"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And fogged with the memory of someone I cant have"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Shiz"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No bypassing"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Cant have?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "What do you mean"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I miss him alot and I wanna be alone"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I've done good all day and now I can't stop thinking"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "My last resort"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "The one thing I never wanted to go to"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Watch cat videos"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Thats all i got"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": ";w;"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I am watching videos..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And they aren't helping"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "They just make me feel alone"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Wanna play some games?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Wit me?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I can try to make you happy"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "What kinda games?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "What games do you wanna play"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Or what games do you have"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Do you have a switch?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Do you have minecraft?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I would love to make you happy"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Be right back"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Stay here"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Otay"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "did somebody say minecwaft"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I will msg you when i am done okay?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oi we may be playing minecraft"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I d k"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Otay"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "epic gamer thingo"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Wanna play?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "what yall playing?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "also"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if we do play wanna see some stuff i did in a server im in while we wait for them?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She is sad"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "No cri"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "nipotino join music if you want to play minecraft"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ima try and redownload discord"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I even tried a whole other device..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "H m"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i cant talk"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have tried all"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have reinstalled"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have logged out"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I've tried another device"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I've tried all"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "It works in other servers"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But not this one"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Wat the heckarooonus"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i dont feel pretty, i dont have clothes that make me feel pretty so i jus sat in my room crying cus i dont really feel complete."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im sorry to hear"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but u dont need pretty clothes to feel prtty"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and u probably are super pretty"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "bunni Aww sweetie. Don't feel bad! It doesn't matter if you have pretty clothes, face, etc. You have a wonderful personality and a lovely heart. That's all that matters. Insecurity will always be there, yes, but people love you no matter what. It's a natural feeling we usually have and you don't need to feel ashamed of it. Honestly, you are one of the most nicest people I've ever met qt \ufe0f"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "My reason to live has finally presented itself. Ive finally found it; on the worst day ive ever had. Life has its ups and downs ig, but this time, itll be down for a while."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I shall elaborate more later, for rn, its not safe for me to continue."}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "i feel like garbage. i constantly battle with myself, constantly hate myself, and constantly get upset over the smallest things. my faith is Christianity and i continue to fail God. I'm always lazy and feel like I'm going be a failure in the future just because I can't get any school work done and every time I try to do school work, I get distracted and end up not doing it. I don't pay attention in class and instead continue to watch tiktok and waste my life away. I'm just so sick of myself, I feel like a monster and I feel like my dad is so disappointed in me for constantly sitting in my room. My mom contracted COVID19 and It ruined today for me. I was trying my best to stay positive after I heard about it, but after about 20 minutes I broke down crying feeling that I won't have a mom in the future and that she will suffer just because of how the United States handled the coronavirus. I'm really reaching my breaking point."}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "i feel like garbage. i constantly battle with myself, constantly hate myself, and constantly get upset over the smallest things. my faith is Christianity and i continue to fail God. I'm always lazy and feel like I'm going be a failure in the future just because I can't get any school work done and every time I try to do school work, I get distracted and end up not doing it. I don't pay attention in class and instead continue to watch tiktok and waste my life away. I'm just so sick of myself, I feel like a monster and I feel like my dad is so disappointed in me for constantly sitting in my room. My mom contracted COVID19 and It ruined today for me. I was trying my best to stay positive after I heard about it, but after about 20 minutes I broke down crying feeling that I won't have a mom in the future and that she will suffer just because of how the United States handled the coronavirus. I'm really reaching my breaking point."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@.692408666330103968"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Riyrus awe, if you get sidetracked with scholl cause of Tik tok, I would recommend deleting the app then logging back in later, or,putting your phone far away enough where you can't find it, also, I'm so so so so so sorry about your mom! I hope that she'll have a safe and fast recovery!3"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Riyrus For people, there will always be hatred for themselves and it comes and goes. You don't need to feel like a failure. You did nothing wrong. As someone with the same religious beliefs, you're doing nothing wrong. We get distracted easily so it's understandable. If you do want to better yourself, try and locking your phone. Deleting the app for a while as a practice would be an option as well. Try talking about this to your father. Let him help you. As for your mother, I'm incredibly sorry to hear this news. Don't worry, she'll be in good hands and I hope the best of her recovery."}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "i will try that. thank you guys, today hasn't been the best day and it's nice to have people to vent to"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I wish I could stop crying and stop being so ignored but it's probably because I never have much to say"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "I wish I could stop crying and stop being so ignored but it's probably because I never have much to say"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "Minuu I really hope you get better soon. You can always message me, I don't respond super duper quick but you can always know that I won't ignore you"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thank you so much I just wanna stop crying and stop being suicidal 24/7"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "o"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "if you ever need to"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "please message me"}
{"username": "Riyrus", "content": "i wont ever ignore you"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "happy vent time"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay so I know my last vent was kinda sad but my crush just called me cute and said kinda wish I was dating you ngl and my heart is going"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "WOOOAAAH"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "DAMN"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "HE'S SO ADORABLE"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AWW"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Like his voice is just "}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Lemme see if I can find a recording"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Lmao imagine you responded wanna try?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "WAIT I THINK THAT'S TOO FAST"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Actually I'm gonna say it"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "We have known each other for a bit it's fine"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "LMAO YES"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "SPILL THE TEA"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Hold on I asked if I can show a thing of him talking he said yes but literally 90 of the voice messages is him calling me kiwi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Kiwi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Worship the kiwi"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That's one quality boy"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I have a recording of him talking from a while ago if you wanna see in DMS"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Sure if he'll allow it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's his privacy tho"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "He already did I asked"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I seee"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Can I hear it"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "it might seem like shes really annoying right now, but give her a chance and try to show her right and wrong. maybe you'll be able to change her if you really try and talk to her about it. she might not even know LMAO"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nuggie boi just tell her you don't want to talk to her, it's the least rude thing and easy way to put her down easily than to be mean to her and such despite how you feel personally"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "She knows"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "When I say she knows"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "She is so bossy"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I cant explain"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Everything has to be about her"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Anna."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Anna."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "You are 17, correct?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "She is 10."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nuggie boi I know how difficult it is to have an annoying relative. Honestly. You should just say what you think of her. Tell her that you don't feel comfortable with her and maybe you two can resolve this."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "You are 7 years older than your sister."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Ignore her."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Just, ignore her."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "See but then she wants to act like I'm the one being mean"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "She counters everything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah just ignore her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Honestly like I said just tell her to leave you alone"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And like people don't see through it they all know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah you're telling me my sister is 12 and she annoys me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm flippin 20"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I get that yeah..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Honestly"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Vicky has a point aswell."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I would love to be close to my sister"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Dont get me wrong"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Anna, let your sister know that."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But she makes it impossible"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "She acts like a spoiled 6 year old"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anna, let your sister know that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Quit Discord some siblings tend to be real stubborn and ignorant with how they already are"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oi shes 11"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Not 10"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand that being close to her sister is important but"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "11"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "O k"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Ignore them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No 10/11 year old is gonna know how to properly make that change in a year"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Ignore them, I'm telling you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So just ignore her until she acts more mature"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But she like lives with her dad"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "i know how you feel Nuggie boi kinda happen to me once but guess what i did i just boss her around and serious her up and she leaves me alone"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And he is so unfit to raise a child"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i know how you feel Nuggie boi kinda happen to me once but guess what i did i just boss her around and serious her up and she leaves me alone"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "@ Fluffy! V LMAO YES"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I wish"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But I dont live with her"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "boss them and be very serious"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Make them know you're the oldest, not the youngest."}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "and if you can slap her slap her"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I cant be there to make a diffrence"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "That makes sense"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm supposed ta call her tomorrow"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ima talk to my mom about it too"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "stand up for your self and dont make anyone rule you."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have no problems with any other siblings"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But her"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And maybe cause I have never been like overly spoiled like her"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But sjhejebsbs"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "i literlay have to wake up to make you feel happy"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "i was sleeping when i saw 2 pings from here"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I appreciate you mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you guys"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "np i am always here to give little possivity"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I really needed that cause its been bothering me for a while"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "yeh people got lots of issues these days"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "so yeah"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "as i said dont let anyone rule you"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "no one can rule me and i am 14"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "cant"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "if anyone trying to boss me around i give them 1 slap and they go to there bed"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "ok i am going back to bed"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "afk goodnight!"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Goodnight"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Sleep well"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Mwah"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Hmm..I feel the same way about my own siblings, yet mine live with me. I mean once my sister farted in front of me..well... on me and it wasn't funny and I was like 6 and I felt upset and my parents did nothing about it. I mean my sister isn't selfish she's just spoiled. I've been blamed for a lot of things that aren't my fault, and for the record my sister honestly hates me for no reason. She actually wants me to move out when I graduate high school and is happy to see me leave. So it's like she doesn't care about me. I know it's hard to talk to your sister but you may want to say at least hi. You don't have to have a conversation with her if you choose not to and feel like it's for the best, but young children tend to miss those they are close to, whether in bullies or in friends, and she may want to check up on you. I'd honestly suggest trying to form some kind of bond, because it may be a good thing. Even if she's annoying, she really can use a good example on manners."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "life's great"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i lied, it's not great."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "people are now ghosting me and avoiding me."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "so in like 10 servers, I was in a convo and suddenly when I had to go respond to a DM and returned to the main chat, everyone was saying: ok, ok, understood."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I was REALLY confused. I just shrugged it off and continued talking, someone new said Hello!, and I said Hi. And when everyone ELSE said Hi, that dude who was new ignored me, and ONLY me, and said thank you to everyone else who said Hi to them. This happens, so much. People keep ghosting me like I'm nothing. And their excuse is: Sorry! Do I even bother about u lmaoa."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "And everyone else AGREES."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Now 5m later, people start sending me in DMs how I'm a monster, how I'm nobody, and how I don't deserve to live."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Ok. I am a monster, I am nobody, I am invisible. Enough people have made in clear to me throughout my entire life. In school, online, etc. You do not need to say it. I am really that bad? I am really a monster? Is that why everyone ghosts me all the time..? People pretend they care, but NO. THEY DON'T CARE AT ALL. THEY JUST THINK I'M REVOLTING AND DISGUSTING. THAT'S IT. NOTHING ELSE, PEOPLE LOVE TO HARASS ME IN DMS AND LAUGH IT OFF SAYING IT'S A JOKE. YES, A JOKE. VERY FUNNY, LAUGHED SO MUCH."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "If they want me to disappear, I can disappear right now, and nobody will care after a few weeks... is that what they want...?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for ping."}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "PONG"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hmph..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Let me at em"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Gimmi there things"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "Quit Discord i will love to talk to those people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Pleaze just ignore those people and block those who think that they feel that they need to talk to you like that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And leave those servers as they're not welcoming."}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "an good advice is to BLOCK THEM NOW"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "oops wrong perosn"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i just"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they want me"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "to disappear"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "Quit Discord give us there user and tag in dms"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "we need to have a word with them."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "if i ignore them"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "exacty! @! Vicky"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they go in my dms"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Please do not bypass swears!"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "block them Quit Discord"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand you're trying to help"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "dont you not know to block and leave the servers"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No worries 3"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "The servers im in dont allow anyone to be blocked cause it might hurt friendships and fake rumors"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "im suicidal and i hate my life. my parents and family treat me horribly. i have no respect and no control over what i want to do. I got yelled at and called a dissapointment because i forgot to turn in an assignment, any small mistake makes my parents hate my, my brother is the golden child, i try so damn hard, and im better then him at everything but my parents dont care. because he's the golden child and I guess im ungrateful because i live a good life my best friend hates me and has basically ghosted me, we used to dm thousands of time a day and now she doesnt even talk to me all day, my friends are ghosting me, people hate me, my only friends use me, i have no one to go to or no where to hide. life sucks yk? I own a pretty sizeable group and my best friend is the coowner and we are so happy with it but she's left the discord twice in 2 days and has tried to quit multiple times, Im spending so much robux and effort to get it to grow, I might be dramatic but nothing good has happened to me for a long time. idk do you think im being dramatic or if I have a problem? i feel worthless and im just being dramatic, it's nothing my friends tell me, im just dramatic, drama king \ufe0f TW \ufe0f btw i cut too so yeah @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i cant live a happy life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "kinda obsessed with it:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@! Vicky well as long as you keep it in mind we won't be on your case."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "its not possible"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "hmm nice to see you doing you job Glimp"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "smh why so much people want help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ Fluffy! V why is that wrong;;"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "np Kittie i will write a good review about you"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "smh why so much people want help"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "@ Fluffy! V why do you have the ping then?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "why what wrong Henka"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "A lot of people wanting to help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I think it's good"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "sky, to put some positivity"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "but i dont mind it it happens to me too"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "but every server i join in"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "1 i think its good that you are getting help so don't think its a bad thing sky,"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "there is always 1 person or more"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "who wants to do this to me."}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "1 i think its good that you are getting help so don't think its a bad thing sky,"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "Nuggie boi \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "very happy rn, not crying at all"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "good nora nice to know you happy"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "not really good to be crying"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "just stand up for your self"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Nora I'd love to talk to you, and give those people a piece of my mind. If they don't bother at least trying to talk to you they aren't worth your time at all. They don't deserve to know such an amazing person. People legit ghost people all of the time and I am not sure why... it's like there's literally a convo going on and you come back and something happens. No one bothers to explain or try to include you and it's bothersome but it doesn't mean you should disappear. They aren't worth disappearing for. As long as you know how special you are on the inside and how valuable you are for trying to make yourself fit in. You can just keep trying and I'm sure they'd finally listen to you. I know I do that's for sure. I'd never agree to people ignoring you or ghosting you after a single message or 2. You deserve to be heard just as much as anyone and I hope you do. Your voice matters just as much as anyone in this world and it's your right to say whether or not people let your voice get heard. If they don't it's on them to fix it or leave it. You are not a monster, or a nobody, just someone who needs a bit of encouragement and I'd be more than happy to give that to you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sky, honestly, screw your friends if they use you. They're not your friends if that's how they are. Screw your parents next time they yell or make a big deal about something small, tell them how you fell. You're way better of a person than you parents could be if they favor one child over the other, as I'm sure you love your brother aside the fact that they treat him differently. Please, I ask you to find a healthy alternative from cutting as you don't deserve to give yourself more pain than you deal with. being suicidal I understand but you have so much ahead of you as I'm sure you're a smart kid, once you prove your parents wrong about you and blow them out the water with the things you do I'm sure they'll ask you for things, and at that point proudly say no walk away and remove yourself from that toxic environment for your own good, cut them from your life when you can for your health and well being."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And I sorry I really am... I can't say I understand what your feeling cause all of us feel thing differently ya know but what I can say is I'm sorry cause that hurts... it hurts alot and im sure you see that. Your feelings aren't something you wanna be hated for and parents tend to think that because we are so young we don't have problems but when it comes to it our problems aren't small we just grow and see things differently. We all have problems no matter how small they are if they make you feel something most the time there valid. Your suicidal feelings they aren't nice they are honestly hell and I hate to know that you are in the middle of that... you clearly aren't going through and easy time and im here if you wanna go into more detail and I would love to be friends... you arent being dramatic you arent worthless you are just struggling and admitting that. Is a big step coming to people is amazing so needless to say I am so so proud of you sky,"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont know how to censor words"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yall should teach me mhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do in front and after the word"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@! Vicky this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nuggie boi"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "like this"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "like this"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "thank you "}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "I just dont know my parents think im not wanted I study all day and I try and get perfect A but I just have so many breakdowns, and when i try and stand up for myself they threaten to take away my only cope of life so I can't do anything about it, after I hit 8th grade their mood changed from to a sledge hammer in my face"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "O h"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So like hi"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ok thank you iah"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "Mar yeah I understand your minor grade. my mom came to say hi and I was taking a quiz while chatting to her and I got an 84 and she just threw all her wrath at me and i felt so scared and suffocated i dont know why"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I just think parents believe life is easier due to technology and that children slack off due to the wonders of the internet when you're literally trying your best. My parents can be upset if I have a B or C once they see that I have an A in something and wonder why I couldn't get an A in the other courses"}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "Quit Discord Apologies for the sudden ping, but youve been taken for granted by others, and when youre often treated with indifference, you write yourself off as unworthy, right? Perhaps most important, it may help to remind yourself that you cant control others but have some measure control over yourself. Try replacing others assurance with your own selfs appraisal.."}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "Also, if this was a passing stranger, take the hurt and carry on. You dont have to endure whatever hurts you or hurt them back, be assertive and toss the ball back to them in a nonagressive manner. These people who harrass you seem to lack social skills and empathy, and those are the people you dont want to be around. It goes to show that theyre not worth your time."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Ty nessa 3"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Thanks everyone for your help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Trigger warning."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I want, a sort of suffering.. physical suffering. The kind of things I refuse to do to myself for many reasons, yet at times it's all I wish for. I'm sad, but happy, and I still want this pain. Maybe as a means of personal punishment, or the need to feel more alive than I recently have. I'm very odd and things like this tend to happen. Everything changes after today, who knows where itll go, how they'll affect me, or where I'm taken. I must continue to move forward, and not dwell on this. Maybe I'll find a way to fix this yearning for pain I have at times, knowing I'm alive and all. Oh well I apologize, I am uh odd."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Dont apologize for how you feel your feelings are your feelings and you shouldn't feel guilty for feeling iah"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But I have a question so I can understand a little better"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Are you feeling like you deserve this suffering because you feel guilty?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No, I just want to trade my emotional sufferings with physical ones."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "A h"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "That makes so much more sense ok"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Honestly people who are in physical pain have it so easy...I would rather break a leg the suffer from depression"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yet I dont think you deserve punishment"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Not as negative"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I can sit here and tell you what I think you deserve and don't but in the end it doesn't help and I know that"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So instead ima tell you that you arent weird or diffrent for felling these thing ya know"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont know your story so really thats all I can say"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I hope you understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd rather not share that, the details are quite, personal"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I understand that"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I hope I didn't make you feel pressured to think you had too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No you didn't"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Oi"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm glad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I try i hope it helped a little"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Hell, idek how to feel about this. I feel like im meant to feel some sort of anger or sadness, but I just feel blank, as usual."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh yeah, also lost a few friends today I think lmao."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Feels great man!"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't know what to say about this"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I dont blame you."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I could go more in depth on some other things, but im pretty sure no one would know what to say ."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Hmm, not as much worried since ik he won't be able to get full custody."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "More worried as to what he could possibly do."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "No clue bro."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "You can't I don't think."}
{"username": "delighted", "content": "uhm..where is your dad? is he in prison or is he still around"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I actually don't know lmfao."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Think he went to stay with his parents."}
{"username": "delighted", "content": "where have ur dad last been before he went to stay with his parents"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "He was with us, at our house."}
{"username": "delighted", "content": "mk! sorry if i was asking personal questions or anything"}
{"username": "delighted", "content": ":"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Aiko It's hard to express any sort of feelings in empathy, nor sympathy when you're being told something so unbelievable. I'm sorry to hear your mother had to go through such a terrible marriage and I'm glad she picked up the courage to leave your father. Abuse is never something good. As for custody on your sisters, I think your mother's safe as long as she provides a convincing narrative. Your father has stalked a person before and there was a chance for him to purposely get himself into a car crash. Which, by all means, is incredibly irresponsible. You don't need to feel any large amounts of emotions. We can't really force them out without looking weird. As long as you're taking care of your family, it's alright. So, you should just try and help your mother as much as you can if things within custody gets out of hand. Oh and comfort her as well as your sisters if they become scared. As for your friends, you did the right choice. You don't need to feel horrible about leaving people who are actually terrible beings."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Thank you all sm. 3"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I asked my best friend what I can do to make things better. She said Just go take some space\u201d that you need"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Im sorta confused, did you have a vent before that has something to do with this? Like, a recent message about this?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I asked my best friend what I can do to make things better. She said Just go take some space\u201d that you need"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Pancake recommend just not talking to that group of people as a whole anymore eh they're not good tor you"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "I asked my best friend what I can do to make things better. She said Just go take some space\u201d that you need"}
{"username": "Aynxious", "content": "Pancake Maybe you should consider it, and ask your friend to consider taking a break as well. Just to clear up some tension, if thats the right word. Anyways, dont ignore them on purpose, though. Ignoring them and not talking with them and working it out could probably worsen your friendship. This is all I have to say for now, I'll probably continue this message in DMS or something."}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "My dog just passed away an hour ago and i feel like shiiit \ufe0f"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Right"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "Idk I just feel like I could've done something to help her"}
{"username": "rinrin", "content": "We don't know the cause of her death, just that she became uninterested the past 3 days"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So I have a good ish vent..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Um alot of things have been hard recently and im trying to look on the positives if ya know what I mean lmao. But one positive is im 3 days clean and I just wanted to share that with everyone. I know its not a big number but im still proud of myself. self harm and suicidal thoughts suck but its the little things that get ya through... but yeah three days clean hehe @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yaya! keep continuing! no more self harm. keep POSITIVE!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "that's amazing to hear!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it's good to recover from a negative mindset. even if it's a small milestone, it's one step closer to your goal. keep going and staying strong"}
{"username": "keith", "content": "thats great! keep it up very proud of you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Awww I'm so proud of youuu. That's great! Even though it's a small number that's a great accomplishment. You're doing an amazing job. That kind of thing is hard to come by, and takes a really long time to fully recover from. We're here for you if you ever need any kind of help. Being positive is great, you're stronger than you think"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you all that means so much heh"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "TW: Death"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Please help... I didn't think this would hurt so much but, it does. My StepMom's Dad just died.. I barely knew him but he and his wife helped my family out so much and now he's gone.. I just found out this morning and this is about 3 weeks after my dog had died... It just hurts so much and I don't know what to do..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm sorry for your losses...loss is never easy and im sorry you have to go through so many in such a small amount of time I can't imagine the pain your feeling and how intense it is even if you weren't that close to him he still impacted your live in a great way...this is a great time to lean on family they feel the pain too ya know. And if your not close to them you can lean on me or im sure anyone else would love to be there for you even just to listen... right now there is not quick and easy fix these things take time but that doesn't mean you can't begin to cope with things... for example again talking about these feelings helps alot...or if your not ready to talk just being around people or even doing stuff you love... you may not want to do these things but they are going to help... im sorry again I really do hate that you have to go through this its not easy for anyone..."}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Thank you so much..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm really sorry for your lost honey... losing someone who you really cared about and a big supporter for you does hurt, but I do know you can get through it. I know pain is hard and not very easy to get over, but as time passes you will heal over time I hope. We are all here for you. Just hang in there. What's best is to know that he's in a better place right now, and even though he isn't helping you physically, his memories will always be there to guide you though things so you aren't alone. And if you ever need our help don't hesitate to ask us either. Because we are willing to make your life a bit more at ease."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yes please dont think you need to do anything rash please everyone is here for you if you have any thoughts just come to the channel or im always here and love to talk"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Thank you.. all of you..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "You arent alone i promise no matter what your thoughts say"}
{"username": "Toxic...Wastes", "content": "Thank you..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "Bun", "content": "hey everyone! if u need sumone to talk to my dms are opened bUt im busy right noww so im afk so i wont resoonf until later luv u alll im proud of u guys for being here because your trying to find yourself help! and thats strong"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Um I'm having a hard time right now... I really miss my best friend and want him so bad... anyone wanna talk..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "just give him some space for now. i wouldn't expose dms either if that's what ruined the friendship with the other person. maybe he just needs time to think things over and try to fix stuff and he'd respond as soon as he's gathered up his thoughts. some people take time to rethink things and stuff so maybe he will come back eventually, but probably just wants time alone from everyone"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hes saying its because of what I said"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hes talking to her"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "This girl pushed him away and chose her toxic ex bf over him"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Maybe it made him uncomfortable or something. I'm not really sure..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ig..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Thank you bots."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, I'll just rearrange what I said since my message got deleted."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Saying things that you just said to him may had made him feel worse. I know that you tried to help him. But it didn't work. And that's okay. For now, just leave him some space to rekindle his thoughts until you two can finally settle things down."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its been 3 days tho"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "How long..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "A week could be a possibility"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You can try checking up on him every once in a while"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I hurt"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Like alot"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's alright to feel bad about this. But don't let it get in the way of your life. And if you do have thoughts on killing yourself seek hotlines."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ok..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm sure you two will be fine"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Oh my"}
{"username": "gracie", "content": "tonight is a really bad night and im just so irritated and miserable and exhausted and idk what to do. pregnancy is killing my mental state. Im so depressed and existential. Im always stressed and overthinking. I have constant migraines and nausea and theres no way for me to relieve my pain. Ignore this, I just needed to get this out. Pls continue with helping n supporting people who can actually be helped and comforted cx"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "You shouldent be depressed your going to be a mom"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "You should also never overthink things"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Always do your best and try to be happy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's okay to have a weird mental state during pregnancy considering that hormones change and you have more mood swings. It isn't a bad thing, and you should be happy that you have a small miracle arriving soon, despite the conditions in the world a small laughter of a baby and knowing that you support it could make your day a bit better. Although I am not very familiar with motherhood and how it works I'm sure you'll be great at it. Your mood is probably from the mood swings and tendencies to have a lot of stress and pain. Since you're in a state where it's hard to control things I'd probably take a little break to make sure you and the baby are in good hands. And I wish you luck on your journey in being a mom, you got this"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So today I have gotten ride of all my friends... I was told that I wasnt OK and I'm not and they aren't and that's OK I just I need too be OK...I really wanna be OK"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well why not take a break for a while to get things together first?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I don't think that's the best thing fore"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm not good with being alone"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well being alone gives you time to think and obviously your friends seem to need a break"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Why did you get rid of them though if I may ask?:o"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Well I was told I was toxic"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And well I'm really not and I know I'm not"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But they blame me for everything"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Well maybe it was what you said"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Although I do not know exactly..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But its more then that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It seems they are in a state where they want a break, so maybe that's just what they mean"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm being told that I'm hurting them"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "When really I'm just myself"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm in love with that boy"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It depends on what you said I think"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And I wish I could be him now"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But I need this"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Guilt does happen and since the situation was already bad it seemed to have made it much worse for him to make it seem like he did something that would make you feel that way"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'd give everyone space for now"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "That's what IMA do"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But I need ta stop blame myself for everything"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So um"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Does anyone have any good playlist"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No not really"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Listen to whatever makes you happy:"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Otay thank you"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You are welcome"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my younger brother called me a trnny today. literally because he was mad that i didnt want to make him coffee. usually i laugh when i get called slurs but hearing it from family stings. he was one of the first people in my family i came out to cause i knew i could trust him with it.. it's been a few hours since he said it but it still hurts."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "who here is a homeless staying with their grandma huge idiot simp who loves boys and girls with pseudobulbar mental disease and you have anger issues along with suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety and you have autophobia person?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! un reasonable ping sorry"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Are you ok love?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "h"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "idrk actually"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am so sorry what?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't think I understand;;"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i don't know how to explain it so i put it as that qwq"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i'll write a paragraph brb"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay;; I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I font get it either tbh"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": " Mllly Have you talked to your brother?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ark Have you talked to your brother?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nuggie boi yeah, we didn't talk about what he said though we just kinda brushed past it and made cookie dough together. he's an idiot but theres not much i can do besides try to educate him on it"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "aww, wholesome"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well, I understand you want to move, but if that's all you have for a place to stay at the moment please try your best to enjoy it and understand that things are the way they are for now to only get better in the future."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm maybe, figuring a way to reform the way your emotions cause you to have these crushes on people as you love your gf and I'm sure you're happy with her."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm these diseases sound terrible and I'm truly sorry, I understand autophobia and depression more the pseudobulbar, as I sometimes get the paranoia that makes me feel like I'm gonna die when I'm home alone in general, depression I deal w more than anything but it isn't self driven but by those I surround myself with or whom I put myself out to the most. I'm sorry you feel like you're too over weight, idk if this matters but you can always so something about your weight even if you don't want to, I myself am in that position currently so I understand it isn't the best thing to hear or do but it is possible..."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Of course 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There's no such thing as venting too much kiddo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Always glad to shed some light"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I know what its like to be homeless i used to be homeless when I was younger and me and my mom shared this one room together it sucked and I cant imagine doing it with my grandma it gets really clostraphobic or however you spell it its alot and im sorry if you ever need someone to talk about it I'm here for you."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "For the liking alot of people thats ok you have feelings feelings are weird its what you do with thos feelings. I recomend opening up to your gf and being straight with her about whats going on ya know"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Mental illness is never easy nor fun. It doesn't mean anything wrong with you and your sexuality either. Its hard your going through some hard things. Don't blame yourself it helps to admit this isn't easy anyone would have these problems"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": " Nuggie boi yeah, we didn't talk about what he said though we just kinda brushed past it and made cookie dough together. he's an idiot but theres not much i can do besides try to educate him on it"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Duwalt"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I get that...Its hard to do it tho maybe even going more to him and saying dude this really hurt. And even opening up and saying that its something you struggle with and he shouldn't use it against you. You didn't choose this... and if he still doesn't respect this maybe step back and reevaluate your your relationship with him because that's not ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im honestly not one to open up/talk to my family about things that bother or hurt me cause usually they just dont understand but this really hurt it's something i never expected to hear him say after him being so supportive the last few months. sigh ill probably try talking to him tomorrow when he gets off school"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yeah I'm here if you need more support"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thankyou sm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm glad uwu"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "hhh okay so i just ditched two very very toxic friends and now one of them friend requested me again and i dont know what to do i cant calm down and im freaking out for like nothing"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "deathaura If you feel like it, you can accept the request and see if they apologize for being toxic. If you don't, it's alright to deny it. They were toxic so I understand why you left them."}
{"username": "liv", "content": "i feel like there isn't a point for me to try anymore, honestly i'm kind of done. anyone got any ideas on what to do?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "There's not really a good answer cause in the end nothing good ever comes from trying cause the end u either are dislike by the people u went against or u die unremembered and unwanted"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "But"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "U can always keep going and enjoy what time u have"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Cause in the end even tho no one will remember u ull still remember what u tried to do for them and that should be all that counts"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "As well as what u were able to do for urself"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm going to sleep"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Gn"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "And gl"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "night thanks"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Overall this has been in my mind for some time. I dont know who I am at this point and Im stressing out because of this. I cannot find out who I am, what name I want and feel comfortable with, and what pronouns I enjoy. Its stressing me out to the point I cant stop thinking about it once the thought crosses my mind. When I changed my pronouns to he/him from she/her people were shocked and I didnt think too much about it until the misgendering came, I felt uncomfortable and thought I had to change back for the sake of everyone. Ever since I changed my name and pronouns Ive been so confused and cautious about what I want to be referred as. Its scary because every and any single little comment anyone does about my identity, hurts me tbh. Im still the same irl, like she/her and my name: Eliza. but here I wanna be able to express myself but I feel like people would be weirded out by my sudden change. I dont know if I seek approval of others first rather than my own just to change who I am. Its getting stressful to me and I wanna just calm down and not worry too much about it anymore. But I really dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Nothing wrong with wanting to figure it out. I mean people may figure things out a bit too early and it becomes stressful, but you should take as much time as you need to figure it out, and not rush it. It'll take time for people to adjust if they've known you as one pronoun your entire life without you bothering to even change it, but once things settle and you finally confirm what you are, people will begin adjusting slowly but steadily to remember the new pronoun. People don't learn things on the first day and remember them if they're brains have adjusted to one thing, and I think that's the issue people don't understand when it comes to misgenders. I'm sure they don't mean to make you question things, but once you actually know what you are you can tell them what you'd want to officially be called and they'd gradually change to the new pronoun, whether it be she/her, he/him, she/they, he/they, and they/them. It isn't a bad thing at all to want to find your identity because it's your choice and you should be comfortable with yourself first rather than do it for a person's approval. It's your body and it's all in your ability and power to change it to make you feel even happier in it. And I wish you the best of luck in finding your true self and your goals and ambitions."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "But good luck"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "That moment when you say hi to people and ask them a question and no body says anything"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I'm starting to think that I'm just annoying"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! idk if I should ping this because of it but I just feel very ignored again"}
{"username": "WhiteWolf", "content": "no your not my fella"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Wait what no? Mostly the other people might be just busy"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no worries"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "No I mean in like general chat"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't worry just leave it as it is! Don't worry"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa sometimes when chats are death"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "No one really replies"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well some people might be busy or not see your message, so don't assume you're getting ignored"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay I get it now"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thanks 333"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Cuz in big servers there are no notification for chats"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay I won't I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's fine Kath"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't be rude!"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "It's fine she's not being rude"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "She's just giving advice"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yeah i agree with her, but for now you're fine"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "don't worry about it"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Try messaging when the chat is active"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I do message when I the chat is active and dead. At least I try to"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep that's why at that time don't send hi"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Instead start talking directly"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay got it!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's not active rn is what he's saying"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "At least not crowded type active"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't mind the ping smh you're just wanting help and wondering if you're the only one feeling that way"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Thank you! That's what I was trying to say. No matter if it's not active, in the middle, or very active nobody really pays attention to what I have to say. But it's probably because I don't type long enough messages or I'm not enthusiastic so I need to work on that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't think it matters about how long a message is though imo. I'm sorry that you feel left out. I've been so caught up this morning I'm really sorry. You can always dm me and I'll get back to you"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I really appreciate ur understanding 333 thank you luv"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "You're welcome. Sorry your message got overlooked btw. I'll try to read more closely"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "It's fine no worries! You just didn't notice and nobody can blame you for that"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Yeah I'm sorry about that"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Ok so uh a while ago there are two people who are welcoming me but I'm old in the server then they always doing it again and again then I fully raged quit and left the server and now idk what to do now I'm crying cause ei regret cause of what happened!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "That's all thank you!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "not to be rood, but im in le class right now "}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i cannot help: sorry"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Oof ok"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Don't be sorry"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Don't you think you should just rejoint the server?"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's not a big deal according to me tho..."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I can't join back tho"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "They will just spam ping me"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "I know it's a stupid thing"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Did you try to talk to the owner about them pinging?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "No he's busy doing something tho"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Maybe just rejoint it..."}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Fine I'll just join again and see what happens"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yep that's great"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "But I won't be talking"}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "It's fine maybe try talking after some days"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Mk"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Thank you tho!"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'd probably tell them that you aren't new so you don't want to be pinged a lot"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "people keep being concerned for me and my status, dont worry. its a joke."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! my bff got into an arguement, her friend joined and was very rude to me in private and told my bff i was insulting her, so she believed her and we are not friends anymore.. sorry for venting too much because i got a lot of problems in my life and its hard"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no need to apologize, we're here to help"}
{"username": "WhiteWolf", "content": "i know how it feels and can tell you only one thing don't sweat about it i had same situation and i find someone who helpt me and now we are friends since den"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "anyways, it's best that you stay away from those friends. i know it seems saddening but it's best to just keep your distance and avoid talking with them. take some time to care for yourself, or read a book, draw something, listen to some music. relax and don't worry about your friends, because you deserve better than them"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "you are interesting, who said you arent? and everyone needs love and attention, even me. people leave, but it doesnt mean its your fault! and im pretty sure your friends were fake, they are not worth your time."}
{"username": "gianna like llama", "content": "i'm aromatic"}
{"username": "gianna like llama", "content": "i feel no romantic attraction whatsoever and can't imagine myself dating i can never feel love. people keep saying you'll find the one and why not? and i'm sick and tired i feel hopeless. i feel as if there's no point in life and nobody understands me. i don't want to be aromatic, i hate myself for it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just when I didn't think life could get any worse, I get hit with a damn boulder. Everything is happening so fast it's overwhelming and making me anxious. No wonder I can't sleep at night or really at all for that matter. I don't wanna be sad man but really with what happened w my ex and now one of my closest friends removing themselves from the only thing I'll have contact with them idk how I'm supposed to feel or react."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "guess i gotta leave then..."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "elu don't do that;;. I know that stuff is...stressful, probably a pain even, but you can get through it. things don't last forever and things improve one way or another with time. and no this is not me doing this to make you feel better like a lot of ppl:/. I've been through that moment, and tbh I still do. But.. I try fighting it as hard as I can, and yeah sometimes it doesn't help but it's due to not having no one to rant to or tell people because I feel like a total burden. But life isn't all that bad. Life is a mess yes but with hard work it gets better, and getting rid of those distractions and people who interfere with that would possibly help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im so done for"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the hypocrisy of her is so annoying"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he calls people out for toxic and is himself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its so annoying how he gets his 10K server to come and attack you for a mistake"}
{"username": "Josaiah!", "content": "I feel like I'm such an outsider sometimes.."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "hey ashlyn, you're very very loved by all of us and we all want you to. what do you mean by one of them worked?"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "hey ashlyn, you're very very loved by all of us and we all want you to. what do you mean by one of them worked?"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "psycxdxlic one of my attemps worked and i almost died"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "I'm sorry:. you're super strong"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "thank you.."}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "sobs"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I just spent an hour on dividers and my friend just said I wanted to make them anyways"}
{"username": "yohan", "content": "ashlyn you are strong, you will get through this, we all all here for you when you need us"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "Ashlyn, death doesnt solve anything. It can only cause more problems. You can do anything, just by being yourself, doing your best, and being the best. And guess what? Youre already the best . Just try your best to keep calm and try coping. It can help at many times. Stay healthy, love u in a noncreepy way"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "My grandma passed away this month too from smthing i dont wanna talk about, hope you get better soon."}
{"username": "Tai", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "Its not easy getting better from losing a loved one or the ones you treasure, however i wish you for the best"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "im panicking"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "im scared"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "should i be panic? or kalm?"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "or both?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "take deep breaths and calm down"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "HappyFrog", "content": "but im scared"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Same, but of myself"}
{"username": "bonni!", "content": "When hes all you want and then you find out he has a new girlfriend, so you support him as the good close friend you are, when you actually have been with him and gave him all your love and support, but he chooses to be with someone else, and you are just sitting their like \ufe0f"}
{"username": "bonni!", "content": "pain."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I wasn't going to vent about this but my boyfriend lied about his hakuna matata being chopped off just to see my reaction and because someone asked for him to mess with me. I was really worried that he wasn't lying and I am really confused why he lied to me about that. He either is playing with me or was pressured by his friend, both aren't good. I am hoping he isn't just playing with me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's not an okay thing to be joking around about, I woukdve been concerned if in your position myself loen I am sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm not sure how to exactly provide help other than to say that it was wrong for it to even have happen in the first place"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Being starved cause granny provoked me on purpose yesterday to a point of me grabbing her throat lightly and then acting as if i did worse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Man these people resent my existence since I was born and i never did anything to them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Imagine living in a household that's beyond toxic, makes you feel like ending it all and then says the issue is in you and not them when they're the issue"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i wanna rant on sumn from a friend's roleplay"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "So all of her ocs are clearly depressed, from every rp we have there's always a depression scene, and I was just here with my ocs clearly being a therapist for her ocs. I just want to have an rp with just drama and love and no depression and suicide"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "this rp happened earlier where her ocs tried to commit suicide. I want to tell her to make her ocs less depressed since i told her that depression triggers me nowdays but I dont rlly know how. depression and suicide shouldn't be in roleplays for fun since it may also affect me"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i wont ping since i think this rant isnt important:'"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "was that one curse word that bad"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "im just mad okay :"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "imma rewrite it in a cleaner version"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "My friend and I are currently fighting about the Server Icon because I changed it into a Flamingo Themed icon with our squad name in it. I told her I changed it because I was sure everyone would agree with keeping it, she was mad. The old server icon was her MoSt LoVeD hUsBaNdO tHaT cAnT bE iGnOrEd EvEn In A sInGlE sEcOnD, iTs ToO pReCiOuS. now she removed her from all roles and tried to leave, but jokes on her owners cant leave unless they give it to someone else. Now she blocked me, but jokes on her I have my sister's account which I can use to message her."}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "What should I do?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My friend and I are currently fighting about the Server Icon because I changed it into a Flamingo Themed icon with our squad name in it. I told her I changed it because I was sure everyone would agree with keeping it, she was mad. The old server icon was her MoSt LoVeD hUsBaNdO tHaT cAnT bE iGnOrEd EvEn In A sInGlE sEcOnD, iTs ToO pReCiOuS. now she removed her from all roles and tried to leave, but jokes on her owners cant leave unless they give it to someone else. Now she blocked me, but jokes on her I have my sister's account which I can use to message her."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What should I do?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ArisaIchigayaJ this argument seems a bit childish on her end, but do try to compromise with her so that she is happy as well on the server icon, imo it's just how things are, ask everyone else what they want for the icon as well make sure everyone is happy on that front"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "shes a very sensitive person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sad, I want to be loved, I'm tired at this point, that's all."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just try to compromise w her on an icon and make sure everyone else is on board then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The best way to deal with the situation"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "i asked her if we could do polls on what the server icon should be, she ignored it then poof argument"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "ok i saw a server go poof in the servers tab, im guessing she was serious about deleting our hardwork trying to set up the server"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "we might've swore at each other and i might've called her selfish and other swear words"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That happens in the heat of the moment though"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "yeah I would let her cool down"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Give her some space for a day or two eh then try to message her again"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "she blocked and unfriended me"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "not sure about our other members"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You said you had another account to message her on"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "she also unfriended my sister's acc"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "the only person she didnt unfriend is our 10 yr old friend"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "yes ik underage"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "maybe i can ask her"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "LORD"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "PLS"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "DID I TYPE SOMETHUNG WRONG IM NOT REWRITING THAT AGAIN"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "i typed 1 single swear in a spoiler yet, deleted;;"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "it was kinda long"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "I dont even know what I wanted to talk about anymore"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "sad"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Ill rewrite it then..."}
{"username": "xui", "content": "Nevermind its too much and Im not in the mood at all anymore"}
{"username": "Totah", "content": "I'm sad, I want to be loved, I'm tired at this point, that's all."}
{"username": "Totah", "content": "Pembrook ur loved isaiah, promise."}
{"username": "Totah", "content": "hugss!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you totah"}
{"username": "imactuallyhoriishiii", "content": "dyno looking out for me thanks bot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "imactuallyhoriishiii It's not you, it's him. Don't pay much attention cause my grandma is exactly like him"}
{"username": "imactuallyhoriishiii", "content": "ive reached the point where i kinda like getting beaten up oh welp lmfao it doesn't matter anymore thanks thoo i appreciate it very much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "imactuallyhoriishiii you shouldn't get used to the abuse you're getting or develop some kink from it. That's horrible and can backfire on you, damage your mental health as well"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "So I am Asexual due to reason I was skinny and had a big chest People would look and its made me really uncomfortable. It went to far when people started touching me and I was really uncomfortable so it gives me trauma. So now this guys say what happened to you insert real name? You used to be so sexy now yours fat trash\u201d THE TEACHER heard and could see i was uncomfortable and want to beat him and he started laughing so in the end I beat the guy up but I am still so mad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "honeycxke I don't know where you're coming from since I've been flat and ugly to society for years but you shouldn't be disrespected like this. Your body isn't eye candy to others and it's not your fault you're built the way you are. I'm sorry you have to go through this and i hope that person learned his lesson. If not then smack him some more cause you're not a toy or anything else below human."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just know you're perfect the way you are and you should love your body regardless if you're skinny or a bigger person. People don't teach those kinds of guys to keep it in their minds and pants and be respectful unfortunately, but showing them their place isn't wrong if they're stepping out the line and making you visibly uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@; kylo You need to seek help from a therapist or a psychologist, anyone professional or close by heart with whom you can talk it out and have a shoulder to cry on."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@; kylo I don't know how it feels like to lose someone to suicide but if it was me, I'd want my close mutuals to be happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Naturally it's okay to grief, I'm not saying you shouldn't. But unfortunately it can't be reversed and all we can do is move forward, be happy and hope their pain and soul is somewhere at ease and much happier than they were with us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@; kylo It's rough, especially on their family. My condolences to them all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And anyone else including you who knew them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nuggie boi that's great! But as unus annus say: everything will eventually has to come to an end I'm glad you found the right time to end your relationship."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nuggie boi I honestly feel the same way about Unus Annus. I always have this feeling that if i turn back time, over and over again...I'll get to enjoy this channel forever. But, we have to respect Mark and Ethan's choice on deleting the channel. The whole purpose of this channel is to remind us that good things come to an end. Just like they say Memento mori which means Remember death. I'm sorry that you're having a rough time with your relationship. But I'm sure you two did it for the both of your's own good. Try and get your head away from terrible thoughts, and enjoy Unus Annus while it's still alive. Take care 3"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Uwu"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "rei sure"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm suffering greatly right now and I just wanna say to all of you thank you so so frickin much for being so bright and happy and here. I am struggling with separation anxiety at the moment and just can't be alone at all right now so you all mean so so much to me thank you @ wholesome of the day! mariri Akiro rei and more thank you all for being her well I'm at my weakest I hope I can be there for you guys tooo"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i only hope that things get better for you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "maybe they wont right away, but soon, very soon"}
{"username": "Khaotic", "content": "you are a bootiful person"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I'm just really sad right now for no real reason? Well there is a reason, but I can't help feel childish for that reason. I just feel really sad because all my hard work got destroyed, and now I just feel sad. I understand the server layout is messy but all people have different opinions right? There isn't anything to be sad about."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "I can't help but agree to remake it since I don't want to lose the friendship, or make them angry. And I understand that it is."}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "What if they get mad that I'm sad about this?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Am I selfish?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Do u guys have anything in mind that can make me happy?"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "that's not being selfish at all, it must have took a long time and a lot of effort to create the layout and i understand why you would be upset: maybe try listening to positive music, talk to someone, look at wholesome and positive quotes to make you feel better 3 i'm sorry to hear that you're sad and i hope you get happy soon"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "and you are definitely entitled to your own opinion, even if they think the layout is messy, you still worked really hard on it and deserve recognition"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "Thank you really. I appreciate the help, and I'll try doing those things."}
{"username": "evie", "content": "i hope you get better soon bby"}
{"username": "okayyyluis", "content": "thank you so much again,zzpinkheart:"}
{"username": "inmyroom", "content": "hi idk where else to take this because its just happened and i only joined today but i feel like it'd be better if i typed it out instead of sitting on it. i just had to go downstairs at 1am bc my dog was barking, she's very old and has a lot of problems with pain in her ears and legs which has been under control with medicine until the last few weeks. she was clearly very uncomfortable and i think this might be one of her last days. she looked at me like she hadnt done since she was a puppy i took a 3 year break away from home for uni and i think her memory of me was a little hazy and i cannot bring myself to do anything but cry. she has meant so much to me and i cannot look at her like that without feeling hopeless. i really dont know what im going to do without her, on top of this i thought i was really making strides with my mental health and this feels like such a huge step backwards and im afraid"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "i'm really sorry to hear what you're going through, she must mean so much to you. it may be difficult at first but don't worry she will eventually be in a better place a place where she won't feel pain and have all the treats she wants 3 it's difficult and hard to go through losing your loved ones but don't be afraid, let your tears out and it will make you feel better, take a break and relax, it wil be painful for a while but i know you can get through it! don't lose faith in yourself, keep going and i know for a fact that she would be so proud of you and she loves you just like you love her don't be afraid to let the past behind, life is short and you have to stay happy until the end, stay happy for me okay? it will be difficult but i'm here and we are all here to support you on your journey"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "feel better ok?"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "I'm in a situation online right now. There is a group I have always wanted to join but I'm too scared to ask. There is also a server I'm in where I get ignored a ton. I have some friends and some strangers who talk to me but there are a lot of people ignore me. I know I shouldnt let Discord and stuff get me down but I've been really stressed without it. I also play online games where the main thing is roleplaying but nobody lets me roleplay with them, and they roleplay with big groups too. I just feel like I'm not social enough. I don't know what to do... can someone help me"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": " @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "jaisy is supreme It's always a good thing to have confidence. But it's a difficult feeling to collect. There is never a time to try. And it may seem scary, but you'll feel relieved once you've done it!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I've said to people many times that socializing can be extremely difficult to some people. And it can pester to those who struggle to the extent of being stressful. It's scary to experience things like this and I have to say, it's not that common to the human mind. Some people may have different likes than you, and you can't easily come up with conversations. Again, it's alright to try and if you're not social enough, that doesn't mean you need to punish yourself for it. Let people know your feelings sweetie. Nothing wrong with opening up. And if you're thinking your social life on Discord getting in your way, it's not your fault. We have emotions and most of our feelings come from interactions. So don't be afraid. Speak up and be happy sweetheart"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ofc I can always try talking to you and maybe we can be friends 3"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "i understand how you feel, it's hard to fit in with society sometimes am I right? don't be scared to ask them if you could join, i know you can do it! you have all my love and support, don't be scared to make some new friends and i'm sorry to hear that you are getting ignored in the server, i think you should find new servers to join because servers that support and welcome their members are the sweetest ones 3 and i think that can help reduce the stress you may think you're not social but i'm pretty sure you are! don't focus on what others think about you, focus on your beautiful and amazing self confidence is hard to achieve but if you should give it a go! i wish you lots of love and support and i hope you find somewhere where you fit in"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "unrelated, who leads floor?"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Queen Beau"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Overall, you don't need to stress out about this"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "i agree with mari! don't stress about fitting in, i'm sure you will find somewhere for you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "evie mariri thank you for your help..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ofc!"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "aw no problem, let me give you a hug 3"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "So a little while ago i was having problems with my now ex boyfriend. My friend told me i could vent to her if i needed to. I wasn't in so many servers with such nice and helpful people as i am now, so i didn't really have any where else i could go, so i decided to take her up on her offer. In a couple days' time we had a solution to my problems. And over the next day or so i'd get frustrated again and end up launching into another rant, and then we'd go back to having a regular conversation. She told ke shortly after that that she'd had a discussion with her therapist and he told her based on what she told him that she should tell me that i need to stop venting to her about the situation, because it reminded her of her own past and was taking a toll on her emotionap state. I agreed not to rant to her anymore and apologized and then she disappeared from Discord and me and her other friends found out through her bf that she'd fallen into a dark place but that she was getting help for it irl, and i can't help but feel bad. Because now i feel my like my ranting and venting reminded her of her struggles and now she's in that dark place and had to get help because of me. If i hadn't gone to her and burdebed her with my problems she wouldn't have fallen into such a downward spiral."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Requiem she didn't tell you anything about her triggers and gladly agreed so the problem is her tbh not you. Cause if it reminded her so much of her past, she should've warned you from the beggining."}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "I mean...I knew about her struggles in the past, but I didnt think that venting would bring her memories of them up. I was just so lost and hopeless in the moment. Last time I heard from her was when she had said she was busy with college. And that was when shed disappeared, then hearing about what happened to her from her bf. I just feel so bad. Because what if she hurt herself? Id feel awful if I found out she had hurt herself over me accidentally reminding her of her traumas."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I slap these kinds of people honestly. Really hate it how you have issues of your own then agree to take more on yourself then act all whiny and whatnot when it gets worse. She knew what she was doing so don't feel bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It doesn't matter id you knew or not, the point is she got slightly triggered and instead of calmly telling you it was affecting her badly from the start, she kept silent. Tongues aren't in your mouth for decor"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If something triggers you, you speak about it. Even if it's a friend you value"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It just looks bad on her rep rn from my view cause idk if she did this to purposely make you look bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But from another angle she could have thought you'd lash out on her or something if she didn't listen"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But still, she didn't say anything and that's already a big no for me"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "I dont know. Maybe Im just over thinking it. We hadnt even discussed anything about what I had been venting about when she left. So unless its residual from me inadvertently reminding her of her trauma, then I just dont know."}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "She had just seemed just fine the night I had last spoken with her."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just disgusted at the audacity to keep silent, complain to others then create this image that you're the reason when she freely agreed to it. If it was so traumatic she should've told you that certain topics trigger her past traumas"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If anybody blame you for it then bloody hell girl has a tongue in her mouth and she didn't use it to speak about her triggers"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have a pile of triggering past traumatic topics more than her and I always speak up when i feel I'm being triggered"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mm there were so many times where i considered leaving the server cause i wasnt sure if i'd be able to work myself up to talk here since it's such a big server but i didnt leave. i stayed. i still get overwhelmed when trying to join in on conversations but im glad i stayed. this is such a great environment. everyone is so sweet and absolute qts"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "Yeah. I guess I just wish shed never offered to help at all. It sucks that I feel like this is my fault. Especially since she disappeared without a word to me. Its just jarring to hear from someone else she knows that shes in such a bad spot after being the last one to talk to her. Even if she didnt or doesnt blame me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Requiem It's not your fault but it is sucky that she didn't speak about it to you eye to eye."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "am i selfish?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "am i useless?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "am i nothing?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "am i moody?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im insensitive too ig."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "people say that a lot to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Same tho, nothing wrong with it imo tho"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "when they get mad at something they did they blame me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Same here"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they like blaming me alot."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Relatable, big mood right there"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they dont help me with anything yet i help them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "God, same. I've had so much sht to endure and literally nobody helped me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i had to help them"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im their puppet"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they like controlling me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No you're not."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're a human of your own, they like controlling you because they failed at life and want you to take their path"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Which you shouldn't do cause you're your own person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "breathe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's going to be alright, i completely understand how you feel and where you're coming from"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "ok.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I endured it since i was 7 and still haven't gotten over the trauma at age 20"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You shouldn't allow them to control you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah i figured much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You should be yourself, your real actual self, but make a fake mask and pretend you're obedient in their presence. If they start abusing you and using violence then you should definitely contact the authorities cause that's not allowed or should be normalized"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Talk to a school counselor or a psychologist there if possible and tell what's going on. You shouldn't be silenced."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I was and i regret it but oh well"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i did talk to them"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they said i was just imagining things and just pretend to be fine."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "smfh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "who even hired them istg"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk what to tell you. If I was there I'd take care of it myself since I'm a young adult"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "that's fine if you don't know what to say."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know all of it and how it goes, but i can't physically help you and it makes me feel bad cause you shouldn't be dealing with this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's basically traumatizing you and it digusts me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This stuff is dead serious"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Much as this is cruel, throw them out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's your place and you pay for it, they have no right to invade your space like this"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I would say the same thing as Luna"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I was gonna vent but I dont feel like its the right time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We love our familiesexcept me but if it's too much in a place YOU live and the place YOU PAY for then they should go."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Why have I started to feel lonely these days? It's not really your generic I feel like I'm invisible or People are ignoring me kind of lonely. It's this feeling that I get that makes me feel empty. Like I don't have a purpose to do something. To put it simply, I would just stare blankly into something, and there would be a shock of, emptiness I guess in my head, and it makes my chest heavy. Everyday. Every. Single. Day. I would always enjoy my day and have fun. But, there will be many moments where it just clicks...and I feel alone. It's gotten to the point where I've started to question my life, regrets, and choices. Idk it just makes me uncomfortable..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I keep telling myself to ignore it, but it just got worse. I don't know how to act. I kept on thinking that I'm a burden to a lot of people. I'm frequently thinking about slowly drifting away from reality, unable to grasp anyone. I can't handle this. I don't know what it wants. I don't know how to get rid of it. I just...want to know, how. Just, HOW did I have this feeling of loneliness."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, I won't really ping anyone since this isn't that much of a big deal. Enjoy your day lovely people"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I am so confused still. I still have no clue why my boyfriend would literally lie to me about his hakuna matata being chopped off as a joke. I thought he was dead serious and I got so mad afterwards. If you love someone why lie as a joke\u201d about something serious. Also he had a simping contest\u201d with his friend.\u201d He said it was a joke but he literally changed his status for it and he actually likes the girl he was simping\u201d for a lot. I hope I am not being cheated on, I would ask him about it but he so going through a lot and I dont want to be a bad gf. Other than that everything has been great in the relationship. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok, I asked him about the hakuna matata thing"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ill ask about the simping contest later"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "I usually don't do these stuff but, I just want to ask for any advice? Online school have been really tuff. Basically now its all just harder and harder. I have like 3 activities and quizzes in each subject. I have 13 subjects. Next, those activities are all to be passed in 1 week each. This will continue till the end of the quarter. My family expect great from me since I get honors quite a lot. I don't want to stay behind because of this. I have also gotten really low scores at my mock exam. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "JM it's okay dear ik that life can be tough at times but it doesnt mean u cannot give time to yourself"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Give time for ur body hun"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Rest abit"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "And go have fun abit"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Then go back to hw"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Then again"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Focusing it on studies is really painful for ur brain"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Trying smth that doesn't require alot of thinking can make u feel alot better w"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "Tysm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Regarding boys, dump em. Y'all don't need to settle or break your hearts over 5 year olds who'll never get past that mindset"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Okay, I don't know about everyone here, but please try to reduce the amount of pings. If a vent before already used the ping, maybe don't use it again in yours, cause some people can still be active here and can respond even without the ping."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "and jm, hun, take some rest. Don't overwork yourself. Have a little entertainment and give yourself a treat, then go back to whatever you have to do 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm gonna be in touch with my lil stepbro, y'all pray my sanity doesn't drop pls"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cause I passionately hate my siblings for the fact they're spoiled rotten or growing criminals"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Mood, I have a little brother who likes biting us a lot. If he annoys you that much, ignore him. But sometimes, after a little while, try interacting with him instead, maybe he changed over time. You never really know unless you try."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "mariri First I would like to say, sometimes, it is okay to feel this way as I do myself. It being this frequent is slightly concerning, I'd say, if you have this feeling do something you love or enjoy, when feeling this way the best way to change how the feeling effects you or impacts you is to project it back into something you're either passionate about or love. It will be hard to do for a while and it won't be easy to change how it effects you, I will be here every step of the way to help or provide some sort of advice if needed, you've helped me through many things and you've made a large impact on how I have lately been reacting to my own sadness and emptiness, people like you are important in this world and you go up and beyond for those who need help themselves. I'm proud to be around for you"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Zebadiah Thank you...Honestly. I've slept and again, had one of those again. But I'm feeling a bit better after reading this. I can't thank you enough Isaiah you're an incredible friend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ily mari, things will get better w time I promise"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Im about to change from honor to regular class"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Cant do online class like this"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well i hope this allows you to do better with school"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "and i wish you the best with your studies:"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "my cousin keeps avoiding me, i know i sound like a clingy person but i just miss her so much... i didnt spend time with her for so long and now she is avoiding me.. i dont know what to do i feel so tired.. i keep overthinking things like should i just die and then i think of the promise i made with my best friend to never think of that again until we meet irl...but its just so hard...my mom abusing me for being a gamer and liking hoodies, my brother is gonna leave me soon to graduate, my cousin avoiding me, then i find out half of my friends are fake, its just so much pain to hold..."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'm sorry you have to go through this much stress and such. just understand that right now is a difficult time for all of us. if you feel as if your cousin is avoiding you, confront her either by text, voice, or in person. tell her that you wanna spend more time but understand if she wants to be on her own. as for your brother, just know he's moving on to be successful, and although leaving him will be painful, you'll be happy knowing he's going out and living a good life. as for your toxic friends, it's best to just stay away from them, and rather embrace the real friends you have, even if they're just online friends. if your mom is physically abusing you, it's best to call the authorities to handle this out."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "don't worry, because things will always get better if you take the right steps. your life is worth living, and why stop now when you've got so much ahead?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Pls don't think yourself to die and don't give up already,maybe just talk to your cousin and ask her why is she avoiding you?,And i feel sorry for your mother abusing you,and maybe here you'll find some new friends:3 forget about those fake frie ds of yours they aren't important of your life.just don't give up and do some suicide things ok?.don't give up too early,maybe soon when you finished collage you'll leave your mother and have a family .i hope this message feels you better"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thank ya'll"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "np"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you're welcome!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "And yo name is also potato UwU"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "AH YES"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Wish had nitro unU"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "same u.u"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "U.U"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Feeling better now?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "TvT"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well there's always giveaways, maybe enter a couple and who knows, you might just get a chance"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Yep TvT"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been wanting to kill myself for multiple months now. i've been depressed for maybe a year or so now. i've been on the meds, i'm in therapy, i've tried everything."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i used to be a straight 10 student. i used to overwork myself and cry if i got a 10. now, with the influence of depression, i can't bring myself to get even 9s. getting worse grades just makes my depression worse. it's an endless cycle."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "if i get bad grades, i get yelled at and beat up. i have everlasting scars and bruises on my body. my dad has stabbed me multiple times. i can't report him to the police either, he's the one with the job."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'm not going to get into why i'm depressed in the first place, but sometimes it just feels like it's too much."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "dementia", "content": "im gonna stick to the last part about your dad stabbing you right now because that kind of seems like a problem. in reality, you can report your father if he's stabbing you or abusing you even if he is apart of the police department, there shouldn't be any reason why you can't. im really sorry about all of this, i really do want you to try and get some help soon and to find someone better to live with, otherwise please stay safe. ik we've never met before or anything but im gonna say i love you because i care about you deeply\ufe0f"}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "i agree with, N3I S4N , as your father stabbing you and abusing you is a problem. firstly, she/he is right; you can report to another police officer of the abuse with evidence of his behavior, even if he is part of the police. they can always fire him and arrest him. we all care for you, as said, and if youre 18, you can always legally rent the house. i know, we cant do much more about it, but still, try your best, stay safe, and please, dont think about suicide or anything like that. you can always ping us here and tell us what the problem is. and sorry for the late response on this. take care! and also maybe go to a hospital..? and well, get the spots he stabbed you healed. we all care deeply about you. and again, sorry i couldnt get back to you earlier."}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "About your mental health and you health. I think that it's not the best at the moment. I'd say report him. Even if it doesnt work, it's worth the shot. Just because he is part of law reinforcement doesn't mean he can get away with anything. It just doesnt make any sense. Letting him pull the f you card everyday isnt healthy for you. It'll maybe lead to possibly worsening both your mental and physical health. I hope you get better"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tai Please do not bypass swears cutie!"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "oki afphlacoaoyas"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm already at home, but my heart is still racing, because Its hard to fake happiness when I dont feel happy at all"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "No I havent tried"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Because my mum is a control freak"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She monitors my phone 24/7"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And she can hear me if I call"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah, I'm trying to"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum wont let me go to a therapist"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "So I'm trying with the counsellor"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "They're like a mini therapist"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I dont know what will happen. They said they will see me again tomorrow at 10:25am"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "The time was a bit of an excess detail but, that's what they said"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I just hope mum wont do anything to me."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "She hits me and hurts me psychologically"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum doesnt know I'm going to the counsellor"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'll try my best"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I dont know how to respond to that question ."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Back to what I was saying, all that's happening to me everyday is overwhelming and it turned into my daily routine"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I think there is something wrong with my heart because it feels like I'm going to faint"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I cannot breath well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tbh I'd adopt you, weird as that is. At least I'd let you visit doctors and everything else you need"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "c':"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum is abusive and you might ask what about my dad?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "He's a smoker and he does nothing about it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "He doesnt care about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I would've punched her so badly, prolly to a point where she gets sent to the er cause y'all do NOT mess with these kinds of things"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Nevena is my real name but I really prefer if you call me Neve"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Man if only I could take y'all poor souls with me and my bf. We'd be on after school or anything else sessions constantly and get rid of anyone who hurts y'alls"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ice cream sessions i meant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "caus ice cream makes peeps happ"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah... Veera its better to report to the police because you cant live ur life like this"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "but we'd be homeless."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Sorry I'm usually the one who needs advice for herself so I'm not the best at advice im really sorry"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Oh.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I got abused heavily and constantly and partly i regret not putting myself up for adoption"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I grew up without any parents but jesus christ where do y'all get these satan spawns as your parents? What I'm reading rn is disgusting behavior from them"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "it seems i'm not allowed to say that one word"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Welp, Im the only one who does not have a family I think"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ I'm rejected from birth so technically you and me are on the same boat with no family"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm 20 and can legally adopt i think, anyways y'all getting ice cream period"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and new plushies"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "lunaaa qwq"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "that act of an unborn child being removed from the mom? i think i'm not allowed to say that word i've had two of those. they were both my dad's."}
{"username": "weian", "content": "oh my lord veera i just saw this vent. bb you should call the police, you said you'd be homeless but there are many organaizations that can help with this kind of stuff. so please please just report it to the police, and i'm so sorry that this has happened to you and that your dad has raped you"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "yeah i saw in the message logs"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "that's just going too far i"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I cant breath well"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "please please get some help"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I want time to stop"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm so stressed"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "yeah that"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i think it's blacklisted"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "word"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "That's a good idea"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Because I'm pretty sure that word ain't allowed here"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "yeah i sent a message with that word and it got removed immediately"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Veera report to the police"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Y'all better not stay silent and fight for your lives"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "THIS IS NOT NORMAL"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Luna, I wish.. but i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm legally still a child"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm 14"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Almost 15"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "But its unbearable"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been fighting with depression for a year or two now. i don't have enough mental energy to do anything about it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "takes you in and rolls into blanket burrito"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We have a chonky cat here"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "gives a big huggie"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I mean, the counsellor says I have mental issues as well but she cannot diagnose because that isnt her place"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And I cant get a therapist"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "So I always felt like there was no way out"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "my depression has nothing to do with my dad funnily enough. sure he may have traumatized me but i don't think he's a factor in my depression."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You could have anxiety or possible PTSD but you have to get specific results from a pro"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I have done bad things to myself.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My mum isnt the only problem of my life"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "But I find it hard to tall about the other problems"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Talk"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And I forgot how comfort feels like"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And normal has turned into heart attacks"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Not literally, but that's how it feels like"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Veera, I have a feeling I'm ignoring you too much..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Please talk to the police"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i wish i never selfharmed. there are stabs/cuts/scars all over my chest and thighs. on my thighs just from selfharm but on my chest because of actual suicide attempts."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Veera..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "That's not good"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Dont do that"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i wear bandages on my thighs now because i don't want anyone to see what i've done."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish I could take all of your problems away, but unfortunately that's not possible and I'm just a stranger reading things from kids who don't deserve this treatment at all."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "Veera do you have anyone else you could stay with?"}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "and by stay with i mean live with."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "veera you could loose a lot of blood."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "veera you could loose a lot of blood."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "@ veevee and i did."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "That's not good for you"}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "you need to go to a hospital."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been in the hospital so many times."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "like now."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Veera Can i ask you something? How do you see life right now?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What colors or what season do you see in your own eyes?"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i haven't done that in a month now. i decided i'll quit. it evolved from selfharm to suicide attempts."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "veera i think the only thing you can do is move out with your mom."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "to me it's all just gray."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "it seems pointless."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "no, it isnt."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "nothing really matters anymore."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "your just giving up."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i want to give up."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'd be in a better place."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "your giving up on your life."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I think I'm gonna leave the chat.. I dont want to interrupt anyone any longer"}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "giving up is not a good idea."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "giving up is the best idea."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": "just call the police or move out."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i can't move out. i can't call the police."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I..."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm gonna leave. I'm sorry for being irrelevant"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Good luck, v"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i wouldn't like going to jail, but i want him to go through what i did."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Veera I haven't done the things you have, but I can guarantee you life isn't as gray as you see it. You woke up alive, with no issues and just being alive is a blessing not many experience. I had the same mindset as you and i attempted to kms several times before Ichose to finally fight for my happiness. I used to see the world as gray and pointless as you but now it's colorful again and i even have someone who understands pain. You're not a waste of space, you're not invalid, what you're experiencing should be treated and you need help. Don't plan revenge either to ruin your life. They'll pass in the most painful, agonizing way possible and you'll be happy with your own life and partner id you choose to do so."}
{"username": "veevee", "content": ".,. what took you so long to type that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "typos"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and correct words"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "thank you Shandra"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'm not really a person to hold grudges, but my right eye is a character trait at this point."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They're not in the correct mindset or feelings to grasp things roughly so they should be handled with care especially after everything they told us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "One wrong word can trigger them and we wouldn't know"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i really am a tragic anime character."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're just somebody who's suffering for no reason like all of us here."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If anything, I'm glad you're alive and still fightinf"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anybody elde would've been gone but look at you handling this situation and being strong"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "when i was like 5, my dad threw a glass my way. i dodged, but one of the shards flew in my right eye. now i wear this pirate eyepatch on my eye as a fashion statement."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You probably look so cool too, idk how you look like but i bet it fits you despite the unfortunate situation that happened back then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my left eye is failing and i thought I'd wear a patch too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but then I'd need one glass for my right eye cause I'm still blind"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been taking this for years, and will have to take it for years to come. it really feels worthless, and i just want to end it all. but to be honest, i'm alive just to rub it in my dad's face. one day he'll taste his own medicine."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nah sis you gotta start building your happiness"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if he hates you for being alive then imagine his tomato red face when you'll be the happiest person alive and he won't be there to witness it"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "omg. that i will do."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "thanks for being here for me. i have to go eat dinner now."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just don't do anything to your body please"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't harm it anymore, it's with you constantly and keeps you alive and in check"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Veera Enjoy your dinner and come back anytime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If anybody else has issues rn don't be shy to speak out"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "a does that mean i can speak"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "I just wanna say thank you real quick for helping me out last night. I'd been feeling horrible about it for a while but i feel better now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "well im not the person who helped u i don't think but dw, and you can speak here anytime"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "sorry if i did help and i just offended you i forget names"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but yes, come back here anytime"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "Ah, i just didn't wanna ping the people that helped I've come from servers where they used to all but scream at people for pinging, so i've got a sort of personal aversion to pinging people that I'm trying to get over"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "pats everyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just finished talking with the police cause my dad banged the door so violently it left me shaking physically and mentally"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Felt like my heart's gonna stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I fricking hate drunks and alcoholics. Wish they'd poof out existence"}
{"username": ":sparkles:BE 7 Rin:sparkles:", "content": "i thought i took out my vent helpers role oo"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'm sorry to hear about your father kath. just understand that's he's in a good place now, and no matter what, going forward you'll rest easy knowing that he's out there cheering for you. as for your brother, if he ever abuses you again, tell someone as soon as possible, maybe even the authorities if it gets serious. i'm glad to hear that things are getting slightly better, and i wish you the best"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "im so sorry your dad passed away, and i think you should ask to your brother why he is so jealous of you. then, tell your brother to stop doing those things to you, if he doesnt tell someone that could help you."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you're welcome."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "have a good rest of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "and thats good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ i pat your head"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I miss my grandma's mom"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She passed away when i was still little but i remember playing near her death bed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i sleep where she passed and only my grandma and aunt have experienced paranormal activity, not me in my time being living here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I still tear up sometimes cause my mom said she was a golden person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But then again i feel very blessed and protected so maybe it's her, who knows"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im so so so sorry, i really hope you get through this and remember you are super strong for venting here with people you don't even know just asking for help. keep up, she's watching you from above knowing how strong of a i dont know ur pronouns you've become:"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! okay, I feel bad right now, I feel like a horrible aunt, I feel like I've failed as even being one to my two nieces... I started watching my friends videos and just, watching how amazing she is at editing, doesn't make me feel jealous, it makes me feel.. like I'm not good enough. I know that practice makes perfect, but, I feel like I can't do it..I feel upset that I'm going to lose one of my bestest friends ever..she said that their online twin is their closest discord friend.. when I knew her longer, and, I started feeling hurt due to pervious drama, due the drama, I feel like now one cares if I self harm, if I kms, or do anything bad to myself, I feel like no one would even care due to the drama, since my friend that was involved in the drama was the one who got protected while me and my twin sister got completely hurt, it started off whhn we said language, aka don't cuss, she almost killed herself, sure, I feel bad, but, what happens? No one would even care atleast a little bit."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "you are good enough, and i bet you are a very good aunt! and for your friend, she is good because she practiced or watched tutorials, so its normal. and if i dont know about your best friend, try spending more time with her/him maybe? self harm,suicide,etc will not solve anything, i already tried to cut and it made the pain worst.. and for your twin sister, please try to support her as long as you can, sorry im not really good at vent helping so thats all i can help you with for now"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Thank you both so much, this really made me feel so much better, thank you so much"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "its fine! i hope you feel better"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Mwah im so glad"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i just got really idk what to call it it was almost a mental breakdown idk what the correct term for it is but i'm in a recital rn and i just got really nervous while i was playing and started kinda hyperventilating and i started to sweat a lot and my glasses kept slipping and i had to adjust them like 5 times and also the other people were 45 years older than me, which made me feel like i'm not good enough and also i made a bunch of mistakes while playing cause my glasses were slipping and now i'm like still sweating and close to crying cause i feel like i'm not good enough"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "weian I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. Confidence is something difficult to achieve to some people and I can see why. The fear of messing up or making things worse is scary. But you shouldn't let it get in your head. There is no such things as not good enough. Repeat that to yourself. If you tried, that just shows you're good enough. As long as there is willingness to do something, you can always do great. Plus, you said that the other people are older than you. Therefore, they may have more experience than you. Try and control your breathing, drink water, and just calm down. It's alright to make mistakes sometimes. It's a part of life since, there is no thing such as perfectly doing something. You tried and that's what matters."}
{"username": "evie", "content": "don't cry weian, don't you dare say you're not good enough. just because people are older than you and because you are nervous doesn't define that you are not good enough: everyone makes mistakes and we all get nervous before a presentation or a performance, i understand that sometimes it can be really nerve wrecking but don't call yourself not good enough because of that please don't cry, never ever call yourself not good enough because we all know how amazing and hardworking you are just because you made some mistakes doesn't define you as a person, inside and outside you are talented and amazing feel better ok weian"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my girlfriend hasn't been online for three days, she says it's because of school but then she also said she is sick so she can't go to school.. im starting to think bad thoughts and starting to get more and more depressed.. i'm so lonely but i don't know what to do."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "up above"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "in person"}
{"username": "Venex", "content": "You have me too if you ever need to call or message anyone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay, thanks.. imma go sleep now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "last nitro emoji im going to use ever because mine expires tomorrow:'"}
{"username": "Venex", "content": "Good night"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "This is gonna be so so stupid but here I go.."}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "So I have a lot of family problems and sometimes they get to me..I start thinking about a lot like suicide,and hurting people at times due to those family problems im very violet and small worded with people at times I feel lonely and my anxiety gets the best of me..I dont have a father so I only have my mother..but she doesnt really pay attention to my needs and Ive never really had people to care for and they care for me back...my anxiety gets worse and worse everyday"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@ awe, I'm so so so so so sorry that you have these problems! I know that these are a lot of feelings to take in completely, and I completely understand how your anxiety must get the best of you, but, there's so much to live for, I know that you may not think there's nothing to live for, but, problems are all temporary, they will go away, and, I know that hurting people may be on your mind, but just know, that, those thoughts aren't how you really feelatleast, the way I see it and that, your anxiety is part of the reason you're thinking like this. I 100 believe that you can make it through this and, we all care for you so much!3"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "You're welcome!3"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "I know this is a new server for me, but I'm gonna go ahead and say this."}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "Not too long ago, a was being stalked by a boy in my grade. I used to have a crush on him but after a while, he asked me on a date. I really wasn't all that interested in him anymore, so I said I didn't wanna go on a date with him."}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "A little later, I started hanging out with another boy from my Enrichment group. He was super nice, but I didn't particularly find our relationship romantic. We were hanging out one day, I saw the boy that asked me on a date spying on us behind a building. Me and the other boy shrugged it off, thinking it was a joke. He kept doing that. He did a few other things that I'd rather not mention...he kept asking me on a date even though I said no. Now whenever I hang out with the boy from the Enrichment group, I have to worry about him pushing me to do what I didn't wanna do."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Talk to your parents about this at all eh? Bringing it up to someone older is always good, and if your parents don't listen or believe you go to the authorities please, stalking is a serious thing and should not be taken lightly, I suggest if possible create some sort of schedule with your friend/friends to apply a sort of security for when you're out, have a few people with you at all times for your safety and protection, be careful whenever you're out pleaseYouCanCallMePanic"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "Talk to your parents about this at all eh? Bringing it up to someone older is always good, and if your parents don't listen or believe you go to the authorities please, stalking is a serious thing and should not be taken lightly, I suggest if possible create some sort of schedule with your friend/friends to apply a sort of security for when you're out, have a few people with you at all times for your safety and protection, be careful whenever you're out pleaseYouCanCallMePanic"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "Luben No I haven't told my parents yet. I tend to get really emotional whenever I bring this up. Even writing this was hard. I'm gonna try and tell my mom tomorrow, but I did talk about it to my friends and it really helped. Thank you so much for these kind words."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Of course, if there's anything more you need or want to discuss feel free to come back here again or dm me as they are always open! Take care and be safe please 3"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "Thank you, you just made my night \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hope that helps"}
{"username": "YouCanCallMePanic", "content": "It actually does help XD"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'm really really sorry. i would love to help you but i'm in the same situation myself."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Honestly its getting worse... I dont trust myself..."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "all i can tell you is, i promise it'll get better."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'd help you but i have to go to school. it's 8.30am. i'm so sorry."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its fine..."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "please don't do anything to yourself. you matter to me and everyone else here."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont think I can do this im sorry I waisted your time"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I just wanna die"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have a plan"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I have razor blades and I wanna slit my wrist"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you I think"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "when i was suicidal my mom would always tell me that its permanent solution to a temporary problem"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "it helped me a lot and i hope it helps you too"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "what i did is i made a big list of all the things i would miss if i died and all the people that would be devastated by my death"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "and when i was feeling suicidal i would go to that list and read it and know that its really not worth it in the long run, even though it seems like it would be"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you guys"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Probably not"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "There not as strong ig"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I dont think they will go away"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I've been having them for like 5 days"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I appreciate your help tho"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "If it gets worse inpromise ill come back"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Ima try and talk in the main chat"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I dont know what it is but something has made me remember the past and everything I have done wrong and regret. I regret leaving my first friends on discord because I felt so safe with them, they cared about me and made me feel loved but now they are gone and I feel so lonely even though it happened 2 months ago. It feels like it was just yesterday and I just want to cry. I wasnt in my best state while being friends with them and I didnt want them to feel my pain so I unfriended them and blocked all contact because I didnt want to make them feel the same way I did. Now I wish I would have still stayed friends but took a break, they were amazing and didnt deserve losing a friend.\u201d Now every time I talk to someone who I consider a friend I imagine what it would be without them and remember what I did. It is not that I want to go back to them it is just I miss being care free and having someone to tell all my secrets to. I used to wake up everyday being excited for a new day now I just wake up to a nightmare I call reality, and cry. Whenever I try to talk about my emotions I feel guilty and weak, I also remember what I did and I dont want to lose my current friends like I did with my old ones."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping."}
{"username": "Amey", "content": "Yaa I feel you! It happened to me too...you got two choices here...you can move on from it which you are doing and eventually you will realise that it is fine now that they are gone! Or else you can just befriend them again and tell them what happened to you at that point and you cared for them that's why you felt! It is really on you how you will pull it off!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "its ok to cry unblock them and send a friend request try and get closer with them again"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@! Vicky I dont know their tags/usernames"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I just unfriended by block all contact I mean I left all of the servers we are together in"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I have no idea how I would friend them again"}
{"username": "Suzulai", "content": "May trigger some, Not mine jsuk."}
{"username": "Suzulai", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping but SS Posted this before It was deleted Now I shall go, and bb feel better"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "am i allowed to vent? i don't wanna inturrupt.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sure!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "interrupting is allowed btw"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "y'all shouldn't hold back your emotions just cause a convo is going on pats everyone's heads"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anywho goodnight"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ty again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "gnight and sleep well!"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "it got deleted"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "pls snipe"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "so uhhm"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "bruh "}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "it keeps getting deleted so nv,"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I'm here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it keeps getting deleted so nv,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "eerie it's possible it was too long I'll brb"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "yeah it kinda was"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "You know when you give your all to someone and they say I'm going through something and they say I can't get with you but you just wanna help them through the problem and they don't want you to bc they dont want it to get you and say it won't and still dont let and you feel like you lost forever and things but you keep trying and she get mad about it you know ShinglyWarrior"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "eerie I guess just split it into 2 messages"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "i'll most likely get kicked from my vent but uhm"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Not really."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "it still wont work i tried lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "3 ?"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "But in here to listen."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "not working LMFAO"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Send to me."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "in dms?"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "It's like the feeling of losing something that you care about ShinglyWarrior"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i feel like im a piece of crap, i dont know how to control myself anymore i know ummm started to be happy\u201d around you guys, but i feel like im gonna go back to being sad. i know ive complained about me to not explaining my emotions anymore, but it just hurts to hold it all in. school starts on wednesday and watch im gonna get bullied again, yea i may act tough towards them, and all that but its the words they say, i guess i never really thought how much it hurts till now, i know ive been getting bullied for more then 4 years now, and it hurts, but i just need to act tough around them so it doesnt seem like theyre winning."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Is the vent"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Like losing a friend."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "You had a cuss in there, that's why."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "i sent in dms"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "T Raptor I feel you man."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "yeah yeah"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "wait here"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "T Raptor I feel you man."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "ShinglyWarrior love u bro"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Me too bro."}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "ok stuff it"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "And Maddie I'm sorry about your thing"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Hope your okay"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "thanks tho"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "You promise"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "I'll come over and cuddle if not"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "eerie", "content": "dw"}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Dm me T Raptor if you need anything."}
{"username": "T Raptor", "content": "I will thank u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "THIS IS FOR EVERYONE GOING ON A HARD TIME, READ IF U NEED TO 33 i am literaly so amazed that this many people are feeling this way, that it hurts. i never thought this many people suffered and i would love to do comething to help, i just dont know what. so here, take some words that i hope will change your mind on still living: eventhough you dont feel like it, someone at least one person likes you and doesn't want you to go, it can be your family, or one of your friends, or someone you dont know yet, i know this might not help but if you didn't have a purpose in living where you born? because you ARE worth something, you have a purpose. so please, dont say or do such things about yourself. seek help, or chat here, there are many people who care about you. i might not know about this topic, but im trying to help somehow. hope this helped, remember, i care about you eventhough i dont know you 33 xo"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Help fast"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Do you like them?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She is cute"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "But do you like them in that way?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I really dont know"}
{"username": "Eden", "content": "Yes you should only say yes if you feel the same about them and want that too"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She just asked me"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "how long have you known them?"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "Just listen to your heart uwu"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She jsut asked me"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Ive only spoke to her for a little bit"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'd say if you guys have enough in common and you like her enough, then go for it"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My god"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "in that case it might not be a good idea since you don't know her that well"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "but at the end of the day it's up to you"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I choose no because ive barly know her"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Eden", "content": "yeah its always best to be certain about that decision, its a big thing"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "it might upset her but it's for the better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you've known her for a while and felt the same way it'd be understandable, but if you know 0 and had no 0 communication then I'm sorry but reject her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cause it can backfire later on at some point"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I just did"}
{"username": "Eden", "content": "Better to be honest with her at the end of the day"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She hasnt yet"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'm guessing it's through text"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "About 3 days ago my bffl and I were facetiming and she said smt to me and I took it srsly and then I just said bye, Im gonna go\u201d and then she asked me whats wrong and I didnt respond, and then she hung up. She doesnt want to talk to me, I dont understand what I did, ik I did smt because she doesnt want to talk to me tho. I tried making myself happy with other things which works, but it feels like she just threw me away. I think well make up because we always do, but it scares me to think that maybe she just doesnt want to be friends. Shes the only friend that I can rlly talk to about personal stuff and actually laugh a lot with. Idk what to do:c @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "She butlly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Give it time, maybe her head is too heated up right now and she needs space. It happened often with my former best friend, we didn't talk up to a week before making up and being close again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "When she looks calm, approach her and ask what's wrong and talk it out"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i agree with what luna says. it's best to just give her some space for now and confront her later. don't be too pushy, just calmly ask her what's wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She could be throwing a tantrum, who knows. But giving space is the best option at the moment"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "am i a mistake? whats my purpose in life? why does nobody like me? am i a joke to everyone? why does nobody care? why cant i be happy for once? why am i so fat? why do i ask questions so much? are my anger issues too much? is it rude to have nitro to people who dont? why cant i be normal? why do i cry all the time? am i just a bunch of atoms floating in space? am i nothing? am i worthless?"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "am i a mistake? whats my purpose in life? why does nobody like me? am i a joke to everyone? why does nobody care? why cant i be happy for once? why am i so fat? why do i ask questions so much? are my anger issues too much? is it rude to have nitro to people who dont? why cant i be normal? why do i cry all the time? am i just a bunch of atoms floating in space? am i nothing? am i worthless?"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "splatwo dms. please."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Thx guys \ufe0f"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We're always here for you so don't be shy to come in"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "We all love you Stella!"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i didn't know i was supposed to do this assignment and my teacher was like who did this assignment? and then i didn't raise my hand so then he looked at who turned it in and said elizebeth and weian didn't do it and i know he called us out cause we're supposed to be the top students in our class and i started crying a bit and now i have to do it for hw and now i'm just really embarassed"}
{"username": "rei", "content": ".."}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Just dropped down to say"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "I love you"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "/"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "/"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "/"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "rei thank you"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! i made my 2 only best friends meet up and they both started teaming against me, i dont know what is happenning to my life im so tired i just want to die already.. 2 of my bffs are not my friends anymore, so whats worth living?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Dont listen to them"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "they just started playing together, teaming against me, ruining my happiness..and yeah.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i just feel so empty, i want to cry but its like i lost all my tears..."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no...they were the only real friends i had..and now im lonely.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "im trying..but it just hurts..its hard to hold all the pain"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i just dont think my parents understand."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "they will think im dumb to feel sad about some fake friends"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah..."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "true, my mom got hit a lot and now that she learned abuse she started doing it to me"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "my dad got hit too but he is still kind and tries to cheer me up"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": " She has a childhood trauma huh?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ i think so.."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "@ Baby girl I have been through something like this before, I am sorry you had to go through this too, the thing I recommend is look for new people to be your friends. They clearly are not cut out for you! They were never true friends if they did this to you. Block them on all platforms, and just ignore them. They will never be good enough for someone like you! DM me if you want more help, or just to vent everything out!heartpixelAbowcat:"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "we are all here for you!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl I have been through something like this before, I am sorry you had to go through this too, the thing I recommend is look for new people to be your friends. They clearly are not cut out for you! They were never true friends if they did this to you. Block them on all platforms, and just ignore them. They will never be good enough for someone like you! DM me if you want more help, or just to vent everything out!heartpixelAbowcat:"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "hushkyshead i want to block them but im scared to regret it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "they were friends with me for so long.."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah i think its good"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "you have us"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "thank you both for your help!"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "I got trust issues from my fake friends, and i dealt with them"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "Np!"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "rei thank you"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "sky, 3"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "anyone who sees this your beautiful and wonderful dont let ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT I LOVE YOU your the best. im not okay but if i learned anything its to build even when weak"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "aww thanks it just i think your beautiful your not perfect your better your extrodinarily beautifully amazing"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "omg you're so sweet i love you"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "you dont need anyone to tell you anything YOU ARE A STAR"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "thanks chu"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "you might think im doing this for fame but no i actually luv u i cant see you but i love u"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": " i try my best to build when weak no matter what you can always vent to me or annoyed or emi sorry if s pelt your names wrong love you all god be with u peace"}
{"username": "evie", "content": "thank you the same for you, humanity is really beautiful sometimes"}
{"username": "floof", "content": "So I have learned that my behavior is very toxic and rude. If someone says they have feelings for me I usually ghost them because Im not really prepared for things like that. Also I like to gossip a lot about people. If someone is really rude to me or they hurt me a bit I will be super rude to them. I have figured out that really what ever I do is toxic and even if I tried I cant changed. Im really disappointed in my self. I have no energy to even do anything, just doing school in general will drain me. I honestly dont what to do I feel like Im drowning in these toxic emotions. I dont know its because of past trauma or Im just a asshole of a person. I really want to change but I dont have the energy to nor the emotions for it. Im just so sorry about everything I have ever done. I really just dont know at this point what to do."}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "perfect"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "but thats okay"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "just try your best to change"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "you are strong"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "who else needs to be vented t"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ Baby girl Regarding those 2 friends..dump them. I literally had the same thing but in 11th grade, 2 of my closest people whom I considered as friends actually teamed up and backstabbed me, so what I did was: cry and sulk for a bit then dump them knowing they were TOXIC and NOT friends at all. Anybody else experiencing this MUST NOT keep toxic, bad people in their lives. It's understandable you'll be upset and you'll feel the way you do but but sweetheart, they don't deserve you. If they do crap like this out of nowhere to you for no absolute reason then they're not worthy of your tears or time. Find new friends or keep yourself occupied with the things you love. And regarding abuse it sounds like your mom needs help and your dad a smack in the face. Please talk to an adult or a school counselor, don't keep silent and seek help. None of us here want you to be traumatized. Be safe and come back anytime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "floof It's good you acknowledge your behavior and everything but honestly you can't really control it if it's caused by something traumatic in your past, by someone rude or you're just the way you are. People are different, they cope differently and they behave differently. I suggest you explain to people why you do things and how you feel so they don't misunderstand you immediately even when you're rude and toxic to which I doubt, you seem like a sweet, approachable person to me"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "I don't know what to do anymore. I lost a friend for no reason. I don't know what I did wrong. I don't get why people these days make you happy then just click the button. BLOCKED i honestly don't know at this point. I've been going through so much for the longest and i just.. i need help.."}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "so uh earlier today my teacher wanted to talk with me after class. usually during class im singing to myself while im muted and my camera is on. my teacher told me im distracting to some kids, which i kinda expected. but it reminded me of a few years ago when i was singing really loud with headphones on and my mom told me to stop because my neighbors could hear me and i felt really embarrassed. now i never want to sing again"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "also ive been crying about it because im embarrassed:"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "so uh earlier today my teacher wanted to talk with me after class. usually during class im singing to myself while im muted and my camera is on. my teacher told me im distracting to some kids, which i kinda expected. but it reminded me of a few years ago when i was singing really loud with headphones on and my mom told me to stop because my neighbors could hear me and i felt really embarrassed. now i never want to sing again"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "deathaura Is there any way i can try and help...?"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "maybe. i dont really know? im gonna email my schools therapist/nurse soon but i just thought i could get that out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "rei Don't be gullible and fall for these things, people do it on purpose to hurt anyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Protect yourself more and don't be so easy to injure in any way"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "oki.."}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Jackson huggy"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "akajjw now im debating sending that email to my schools nurse"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "i feel like im making a bigger deal out of it than it is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "deathaura Nono you need to send it. It's not nothing if you feel embarrassed and driven to tears"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "i sent it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i sent it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "deathaura Good job!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "deathaura Heyyy no need to feel scared or anything, you're helping yourself emotionally and it's good you're doing so"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "thanks. its late right now so ill probably end up getting a response tomorrow"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "well it isnt late but"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "yknow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright, goodnight and sleep well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We care for you and you matter"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "You left me on read again, Am I a book to you?! My friend told me."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'm leaving you on read for reasons. That is"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'm having a bad mood."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Family Issues."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Homeworks that are to be finished."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'm trying to calm myself down by listening to music and a bit distant to anyone by chatting. So I only read their texts to know what's happening or what's going on. I need some bits of comfort for this."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You should tell them that you need time off at moments so they know ahead of time that you're not okay and need to recharge. Also stan bel"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "alright."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Iah you've a right to"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "What your doing is right and about you"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Not them"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "You dont need that negativity"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I'm proud of you mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Cause thats hard to say mhm"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I wav you iah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It doesn't matter what they'll think. Your own health and self and your own physical and emotional state is far more important than a second person's feelings. I understand you'll feel bad and guilty but it's NOT SELFISH if you want to make things better for yourself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sometimes we all have to do this for the better, you're not alone."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "If anything they are selfish"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "For trying to keep you on a leash"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Instead of being honest and supportive"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "WARNING: may trigger some people!"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "im feeling suicidal these days... i keep telling myself im not clinically depressed but in reality i dont know what to believe. im scared to tell my parents or anyone for that matter.. they will most likely blame it on me for not taking care of my mental health.. whenever i see a window i have thoughts of jumping.. or whenever i see anything sharp i have other thoughts.. im just glad these r just thoughts right now and i dont want things to escalate to urges or even worse.. i dont really know what to do.. my friends r really nice and doing all they can to make me feel better but i feel like its only getting worse.."}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "im sorry if this made u feel uncomfortable in any way but if u read all of it and have any advice, thank you..."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well, i'm sorry you have to go through such difficult matters, but i'm here to give you advice."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "first off, i wanna remind you that your life is worth living. you've got a ton ahead of you, new opportunities, new experiences, all things that will come to you if you stick around. even if you don't see those things, think about the people who will miss you when you're gone, including me. yes, i care about you, otherwise i wouldn't be typing this in the first place. so, the best thing to do at this point is to tell anyone, your parents, your friends, or even someone you just know well enough. as long as you put it in appropriate words, they can't hurt you or blame you. if things continue to get worse, and it comes to the point where these thoughts escalate into urges, seek help. contact a hotline or find online help."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i'm hoping my advice can get you into the right direction, and i wish you the best going forward"}
{"username": "nekomancer", "content": "alright, i will try my best to follow it.. thank you.. i really appreciate it"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "you're welcome. have a good day"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh god not nitro emotes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my sister lost her nitro yesterday, shes been really anxious that since she makes a lot of servers, her not having nitro wont make her look good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "she didn't buy the nitro herself, she got gifted"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nitro doesn't make you look good tho tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats what ive been trying to tell her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh man i can't imagine being upset over it, never experienced that one oof"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ";w;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ive never had nitro so uhm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry if I'm not much of help, i never met anyone or got upset personally about this topic"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but she can use her emotes within the server though if they're not animated"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "true, i just dont know why shes upset"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's not a luxury thing either unless you boost servers or use it professionally tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i use it for the emotes"}
{"username": "yura.", "content": "I just feel different from others but in a bad way. I always feel like an insult to society, trying to figure out what I did wrong to other people. But they just end up hurting me more. I can't even stand up against myself because I'm a person who people refuse to believe. So, it's really just useless. Nobody even asks how I feel. Some people think hurting my feelings is the right thing to do. I don't even know what I did to them to deserve this. I can't even tell anyone how I feel because I just end up getting more hurt. Nobody really cares about me. Well.. I wish I knew who did but I can't feel anything anymore. The pain that I've been through ever since summer, and bad things still happens to me. My heart can't even take anymore pain, now I have to go search for a place where I feel comfortable so I can feel loved. But, that's hard to find in the world I'm in. It's just very terrible and messed up."}
{"username": "wow", "content": "awe nooo i dont think so even tho Ive never really talked to u before, but I can tell that you are a wonderful person"}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "So...i thought i'd come and update you guys in that situation with that friend of mine. Turns out her decline in emotional health wasn't my fault, and i was over thinking the whole thing. It was my now ex boyfriend's fault. When we'd had some relarionship struggles, he went to her for help, and the way he was behaving and acting while he was speaking to her reminded her of her trauma, and it caused her to have a relapse. She used to have problems with people becoming her friends, and they would turn around and manipulate her or others would try to tell her that if they weren't friends with her anymore they would kill themselves. She told me that he would go go her and tell her similar things about mine and his relationship, and it combined with the stress from school caused her to have go into a spiral."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "I haven't heard from the last part but, your friend shouldn't feel like that, she is perfect the way she is. If she felt like that the best way is to comfort her. She probably doesn't deserve all that stress on her."}
{"username": "Requiem", "content": "Yeah, thankfully she got away from those people, but unfortunately it would seem like my ex said something to her that shook her. She's since gotten help and done the things she needs to do to get back on the mend, so she's doing better now."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I really need help I was born a guy but Im not really sure what gender im supposed to be or what I am and I dont really know what to do about any of this, Will my parents accept it? Will I accept it? WIll you guys accept it? I dont know whats gonna happen and I really need some help i just dont know how I feel about myself and its a lot of different and confusing emotions. Please help me and sorry for ping @ wholesome of the day! Im kind of freaking out"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I just dont feel like myself as a guy but I dont exactly feel like a girl"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "first of all"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "ofc we here at sayumi will accept you"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "no matter what"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "It really helps but I dont know if they will"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and if you don't feel like a guy or girl that's FINE bc you're YOU and you know what makes you feel right, you can be non binary aswell! meaning you aren't a boy or girl"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "i havent told them yet but I hope youre right"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i'm sure they'll be vv supportive 3"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Thanks guys"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Its been so hard to come to this"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Its the little things yknow"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Gender division things"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Like bathrooms"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Makes me question stuff"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Im glad this server is here"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Yknow at least I look nonbinary"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I dont really resemble a boy or a girl"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I think I just started changing without even knowing it"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I grew my hair out a little longer and stopped cutting it as much, i started hanging out with more girls, acting more and more like a girl but yet still masculine"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Glad we live in a time where its not fully accepting sadly but much more accepting than say, 50 years ago"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I'll see you all later, thanks for the help. I think i'll tell my parents tommorow. Goodnight you guys, wish me luck with coming out. 3"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "gn"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": ", wasnt expecting to see a vent from me ? well here i am"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "normally i try not to rant in bigger servers but right nows something i need to talk about and something i dont wanna bring up in other servers. so lemme get to the point: im struggling from a lack of self love. yes i have my own talents alongside my own imperfections, but i always seem to stick out appearance wise, which is where i tend to not shine. im far from attractive, and i know it. just earlier we were discussing something that turned into discussing our heights, and thats when i found out i was way taller than most of my online friends, if not almost all of them. it just upsets me, im 510\u201d at 15 and a half years old, probably taller than that, and additionally, im still supposed to grow afterwards. it just feels so awkward and shameful to be out of place in your friend pool, and this is an issue that carries over from last years highschool classes. it feels like whenever people say that being tall is a benefit theyre only hiding the truth, which is that being tall is a huge pain. sometimes i wish i could be shorter by a few inches"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "useless vent so im not gonna ping, and sorry you gotta see me at my low point"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "MayXStar omg i totally understand. for a long time, i was taller than all of my friends, and i felt pretty out of place. i can assure you that they love you for who you are, and not your height. i totally understand wanting to be shorter, as i have wanted that too. but if you focus on that and not more important things, youll never have any fun! i bet youre super attractive! the truth is that both being short and being tall have their pros and cons, so either way, you get the short end of the stick. but just keep on going, and youll be fine!"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "tbh this is more of me letting go of some stress and im glad to hear that"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "MayXStar"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "You shouldn't be ashamed! I bet you're a beautiful person on the inside and outside! Don't let the negativity get into you and think about the positives sides. I am sure your friends love you just the way you are! You are worth it, love yourself the way you are."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Note: I am not good at comforting so it might feel a little a lot cringe"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "um ok so this is a mix of kinda happy n sad so:"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "im talking abt the pandemic so if ur sensitive to it dont open spoilers ty"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "also talking abt SLIGHT harm."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "so my friend had contact w/ someone who has covid and i hung out with her recently so im REALLY SCARED i dont know what to do and just wanna cry but can't its really stressful for me to handle this especially in person school so i may be endangering others if i have covid but dont realize it n this is really hard for me not to swear but i wont do it for the sake of the server."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "and the person i really want to talk to this abt hes offline bc its 3am for him 5hrs and i really like him bc hes just a really awesome person its hard to explain. we both have this bond and i think he likes me too but idk and the timezones dont even bother too much bc i text him during school sometimes which i can get in huge trouble for so thats cute. anyways hes just really cool and i wanna ask him if he likes me but i dont want it to be awkward if he doesnt like me and plus its long distance, etc. im just scared really bad and need something to do so i dont think of SH. i vented to another one of my friends, avery they're nonbinary but they need to go to sleep so thats cute. theese timezones kinda suck for me in ways. but like back to the guy i really like hes just someone i can go to and he'll always be able to get me to laugh a little by sending stupid selfies or whatever. idk what to do anymore love is hurting me x"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "oh man ive been there"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay I never ship real people but this is an exception"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "JAKSJAKSA"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "how do u talk more in server when ur mentally incapable and also u left out? ive been so silent and its really bad cri"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i cant talk to anyone in real life"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "its different for online"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Hmmm idk say get into a conversation where you know you have an opinion on the matter"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i would go get a covid test if possible"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "see if any urgent cares are open for walkin tests"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I used to get left out of general chats but I would strategies to get more interactive"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Oh yea I was supposed to get a test"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Idk what happened to that"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i got a test just yesterday"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "my parents wont take me to get a test unless my friend gets tested positive"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "thats cute"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Okay I don't wanna talk about this in venting"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "but like all of thsi is stressing me out"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "anyway i would think about how much you value your friendship"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "all of it happens friday 13th"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "with the guy"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "he stuck thru with me from a 5 month drama"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Yea it's like so difficult to ask something like that"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "and even my friends accused him being the acc we had drama with"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "and we've still talked"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "How he's ur lucky"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Like we all need that one person"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i wish i had that person"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "hes just generally cute idk what to do"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i can barely speak cus everyone is silent or when i try to insert myself nobody answers"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "well bunni come join in what do u think they should do"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i can barely speak cus everyone is silent or when i try to insert myself nobody answers"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "bunni its ok i barley fit in with this chat so thats why im usually silent"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Here anqel, from now on if you enter chat, I'll try to talk to you on a subject to see if anyone bound"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Joins"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i doubt they r more prone to talking to their group of friends so sigh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "m trying my best here"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "can you guys add me i wanna make a group chat so we dont flood vent too much and dont wanna disturb the general chat"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "if thats ok"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "obv"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I'll make the chat"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "but im not always around cus im not good at being active when im sad"}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "Add meee"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "sent"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "my brain is likke head empty no thoughts except anime boys and food so:D"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "LAJDKAJSKA"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "sorry i was trying to"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "might spend the weekend watching the vampire diaries teeheee"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i didnt see my discord"}
{"username": "ImJustT", "content": "I have been losing the ability to empathise much and it's concerning."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MayXStar Being tall in this generation is normal, it's the personality and how you handle things that matters so please don't feel bad about something you can't control. All sizes are valid and gorgeous"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im 5'10 as well and was taller than any other of my classmates during 20092014"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I'm getting irritable at my close friends. I just really hurt. She stopped calling me at night everynight. And found someone else. It hurts. She was like, Oh. I'm actually happy now. Like, wow. Cool. Thank you. Doesn't help me lmao. I'm hella depressed considering she is just dry with me now. Stuff hurts like a son of a person. Just. What the hell is wrong with me. WHy have I been more rude towards her, and I feel good doing it, then right afterwards, I feel remorse, and bad about it."}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im invisible"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im invisible, i tell you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you're not"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i feel my body burning up with fire everyday"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Happens to all of us unfortunately"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im beginning to feel suicidal"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "my mental health is not stable anymore"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Are there any other ongoing issues in your life or are people just ignoring you in general?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "so many problems"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "2 of my cousins and uncles died"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that, i hope they're at peace"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im not at peace though"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i feel like choking myself"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i want to kill myself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Does nobody irl give you any emotional support through this time?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "my parents"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "are not emotionally supported as well"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "2 cousins on my father's side"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "and 2 uncles on my mother's side"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "died."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i wanna help them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're doing your best right now and I'm sure they're happy for your efforts"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry if i said anything wrong"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no, you didn't."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im just surprised even after venting im still not feeling any better"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "it just makes me feel more guilty and.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just wish i could relate more so i can give you more specific advice other than keep being happy cause i can feel it's almost a impossible when 2 people from both sides passed away"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's not your fault they passed away, unfortunately life is like this. Anything can happen to any of us at a time we don't expect it"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "thanks, ig."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But it's always best to remember that even through a rough time like this, the light will shine through the dark and hope will always find you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It feels sucky and depressing right now but I believe you all can support each other as a family every way possible."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You shouldn't feel guilty for anything or overthink it with what ifs and so on. Life is unfair to everyone and the way we can survive it is by sticking together and emotionally being there for our loved ones"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand you want to end it, but it would be more painful for your family if you do so. You don't know if your parents will be so broken and follow you as well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They'll blame themselves for your absence and will ty to do it too. Please fight through this time together and give them constant comfort. I'm sure they probably feel the same way as you but they're being alive to keep you all together and strong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't know what else to say cause I never experienced this kind of thing in my own family, but i want you all to be strong and emotionally supportive of each other."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't harm yourselves or think of anything bad, it'll only damage it more and hurt more of your relatives"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stay strong and the people here love you and are always here to comfort you. We believe in you"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "MadiRose", "content": "I'm sure they will forgive you"}
{"username": "MadiRose", "content": "If they are your friends they will understand and work things out with you:"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "They will forgive, they're your friends."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "They'll definitely understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Take the time to learn who you are, loving yourself is important in life and it can carry you s long way, some things like this will happen yes, but eventually it gets better and your friends will understand, I'm sure they worry about you and care for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Then those weren't really your friend, or they acted out of anger, it can happen I'm certain but try to reach out after some time"}
{"username": "MadiRose", "content": "If needed some space from eachother can be good. It gives you a chance to focus on yourself"}
{"username": "mentally ill person", "content": "I can be... annoying sorry but i need to vent something, i just... ugh i cant tell this.. i got a fight with the server where my friends that cared about me, i leaved the server but i feel regret, sadness and emptyness.. they we're my real friends i don't know what to do!... i just dont love myself and always asking why me?... please help i can't take this @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "mentally ill person", "content": "@"}
{"username": "mentally ill person", "content": "I sometimes feel the same way... but it will be all ok, dont give up!"}
{"username": "heejin's loml", "content": "rough"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ im so sorry that you feel that way, i used to feel that too...then, yes, your friends are made to support, and for your parents please give me an example, because it depends on what they do to you... and maybe they dont greet you because they think you need privacy? for your sister, its normal for a sibling to annoy their older sibling, she just wants your attention.. if you dont want to stay with them, call someone that could help you move out until you can live on your own, if you have contact with your grandparents please tell them what your parents are doing and they'll deal with it, for now stay with your friend and talk with them about it, she probably knows how to give you advice better than me"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Thank you. I'll try to leave the house more to give myself some space and to have some fun with my friends but during the week I would do some gaming on my phone to pass the time but she took that away. I'm scared of her like in an unnatural way that shouldn't happen. SHe is my mum but the only reason I'm doing half ok at school is because I'm scared. I cried today which surprised me bcuz I can't remember the last time I cried. I just feel this deep pain and sadness inside"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "aw i hope you will feel better soon! we are all with you and will support you!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "SO soon im going to come out to my family as Nonbinary, Could i get some encouragement? Im really nervous to do it but it needs to be said. @ wholesome of the day! Sorry for ping"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Run to them yell it and run away:"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I just feel like it needs to be said sooner rather than later"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This is so normal idk why some parents look at coming out in any way as a plague or anything else"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Have a sit down in a comfy place like the sofas or smth and just tell them that you have smth to tell them and not to over react. You want to make them feel like you aren't any different bcuz you arent but they may see it as a disgrace and tell them and see how they react to that like shocked or dissapointed and work on that"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "It helps"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I think im gonna do it"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Wish me luck that they accept it"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "If they are happy then thats good but if they arent then you should see why they think its wrong"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Goodluck!"}
{"username": "sky,", "content": "expiredmilk Don't worry about it. Everyone here will love and support you no matter how bad or good it goes! Good luck. 3"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "i see you as valid, and i wish you the best of luck"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Again thanks"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "I have my first therapy appointment today and i'm panicking because my parents have to come to the first one. I feel like if my therapist brings up a sensitive topic, they'll get mad at me or interrogate me on the spot. I hate being asked a bunch of questions at once or being asked for clarification under pressure, and i feel like i'll crack under pressure. I just need some encouragement: @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Im really sorry for you having to go through this but I get the feeling, I just feel insecure and start getting nervous anytime my parents even mention my name, Maybe you could just keep quiet a little and maybe lie low? Then on your next visit without your parents you could tell your therapist that youre sorry for lying but you just don't like your parents being nosy and involved with every little thing, Sorry i couldnt be of that much help but I hope that you find an option and if you pick mine I would be flattered and I hope it ends up well."}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Well,"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I told em"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "I really want to thank you guys for the encouragement"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "They said they are proud of me"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "And they really like me coming out"}
{"username": "expiredmilk", "content": "Again, really thank you so much"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I have my first therapy appointment today and i'm panicking because my parents have to come to the first one. I feel like if my therapist brings up a sensitive topic, they'll get mad at me or interrogate me on the spot. I hate being asked a bunch of questions at once or being asked for clarification under pressure, and i feel like i'll crack under pressure. I just need some encouragement:"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "liv Hey dont panick! It's okay, however the therapy appointment goes, it will go that way. I'm sure if you're parents start to interrogate you the therapist will stop them and tell them why they shouldn't. Don't worry! You'll be fine bb \ufe0f And when the therapy appointment is done, you can tell me how it went in my DMs! Hopefully it goes well!"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Good job expiredmilk!We're so proud of you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "@ Milku I'm so sorry to hear that love I think its just your entire families really hurt about your dad leaving which is why your mom might be acting super over protective"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Just try your best to have fun and always take care of yourself"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Yes this may be impacting how you feel and how happy you are but in the end you control your happiness"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Try your best to be positive and do things which you like to take your mind off of whats happening"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Maybe try talking to your mom and brother about it? And if they don't listen just give them some time"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I Almost Hung Myself The Other Day, The Feeling Of Not Being Wanted, Or The Fact I Never Fit A Girls Needs, And How Im Useless To Everyone And Not Allowed To Be Happy Is Just Gonna Push Me Off Edge One Day"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "@ Milku I agree with Misty"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": " I Almost Hung Myself The Other Day, The Feeling Of Not Being Wanted, Or The Fact I Never Fit A Girls Needs, And How Im Useless To Everyone And Not Allowed To Be Happy Is Just Gonna Push Me Off Edge One Day"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Silent Marsh Marsh, pls don't hang yourself or try to harm yourself in anyway, could you promise me that? I know it seems like a big promise, but many people love you. It may not seem like it, but many people do. You are wanted, if someone doesn't want you it's their problem. You aren't useless to people, pls don't think that, try to do things that calm you down or make you happy. We love you so much bb I know it may seem hard rn, and it may feel like nothing will get better, but it will. I thought that before when I had so so many things going on, but if we keep going it will get better. I love you so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "My Family Alone Has Tried To Kill Me In My Sleep, I Doubt It"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "And Im So Over It"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Marsh, just know I love you so much. Yeah I'm just someone that's on the internet, but I do. If your own family is trying to kill you in your sleep you should try to report it. But pls, don't give up. It may not seem like your family loves you, but we do. I'm sorry for everything happening in your life. Pls don't give up, pls. Silent Marsh Sowwy for ping again"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I tried to report it, local authorities dont believe me"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "If you ever need someone to talk to or let your feelings out, my DMs are always open."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": " I tried to report it, local authorities dont believe me"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Silent Marsh If your parents do anything else, or try to harm you, take a video secretly or get proof so that you can show the authorities what's actually going on."}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "It may seem as if the only way you can escape is by killing yourself but pls, it isn't, we have to stay strong. Could you pls do that for me?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I just want someone who would love and care about me and actually see me for who I am, and not who I could be"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I can do that for you"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Are You Sure?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "No One Wants To Stick Around Anymore So I Dont Know"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I want to, Marsh"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "My friend still won't talk to me, it's been 4 days since we had a tiny argument ig. I'm trying to distract myself with other things, and it's working, but I want my bffl back. She's the only one that I could rlly talk to, I talked about what happened in my vent from a couple days ago. But she still wont talk to me. I tried giving her space and I tried approaching her but she still wont talk to me. I dont know what to do @ wholesome of the day! Sowwy for ping"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Im Not Really Sure, But Im Thinking About Rumning Away, If Police Try To Come For Me, Ill tell them that Im not staying with a family who tried to kill me in my sleep, so they can stick me with a family who arnt Pyschos and I cant be found or Im gone"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "omg what"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "No im just pinging the comment above"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "So that people can see it and help"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "I'll just delete mine then, sorry"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "mikachu Try talking to her mayb she might respond"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "After all bffs cant really stay mad at u forever"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mikachu Try talking to her mayb she might respond"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bb grill I did, she still wont respond"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Did u try calling her?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "My friend still won't talk to me, it's been 4 days since we had a tiny argument ig. I'm trying to distract myself with other things, and it's working, but I want my bffl back. She's the only one that I could rlly talk to, I talked about what happened in my vent from a couple days ago. But she still wont talk to me. I tried giving her space and I tried approaching her but she still wont talk to me. I dont know what to do @ wholesome of the day! Sowwy for ping"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "mikachu it happens to me a lot, you just need to try and move on, she/he will obviously ignore you for so long, if you want to apologies do it, i dont usually do that.. i just wait until they apologies but do whatever you want"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Do You Want To Move This To DMs Mikachu"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Did u try calling her?"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bb grill Yeah, multiple times"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": " Do You Want To Move This To DMs Mikachu"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Silent Marsh Sure"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ Baby girl pls when ur quoting messages take out the ping"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@ Baby girl can you please remove the venting helpers ping whenever quoting so no repings, also mika you have to move on, it happened to me, they prob are toxic"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah i think they a little toxic"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Shes my bffl tho:c"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I understand how hard it is to let go of your bffl but you have to do it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its the best way"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl pls when ur quoting messages take out the ping"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "bb grill omg i forgot so sorry"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It oky"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I had a friend for 8 years and when we had an arguement i knew she was toxic so i stopped talking to her and move on, you dont want to be sad when she leaves so move on now"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "My friend still won't talk to me, it's been 4 days since we had a tiny argument ig. I'm trying to distract myself with other things, and it's working, but I want my bffl back. She's the only one that I could rlly talk to, I talked about what happened in my vent from a couple days ago. But she still wont talk to me. I tried giving her space and I tried approaching her but she still wont talk to me. I dont know what to do @.692408666330103968 Sowwy for ping"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "mikachu awe, I completely understand! I had friendship problems in the past, instead, I was the one not talking, I prefer waiting awhile so things can calm down, but, if they don't talk to you, then, that's a sign to move on, but, another thing is that they didn't block you, which is good! But, if they did, then, that's something bad, but, they didn't block you for the time period, so, they might want it to work out! I believe in you!3"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "mikachu how long has she not talked to u? Mayb its a sign that u should move on and find better friends"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "mikachu awe, I completely understand! I had friendship problems in the past, instead, I was the one not talking, I prefer waiting awhile so things can calm down, but, if they don't talk to you, then, that's a sign to move on, but, another thing is that they didn't block you, which is good! But, if they did, then, that's something bad, but, they didn't block you for the time period, so, they might want it to work out! I believe in you!3"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "ShadOw Ty We're still friends on all socials"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": " mikachu how long has she not talked to u? Mayb its a sign that u should move on and find better friends"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "bb grill Shes hasnt talked to me for 4 days"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Well try to dm her or give her a call"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "mikachu give it some more time, she might come back to u in a week prob"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "At that point if theres no answer or there is one but she be mean then its over"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Calling doesnt work i dont think"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Well at some point she has 2 respond to a msg"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Mayb she will in a week"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think if ur bffl is mad at you u should give it a rest for probably a week"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its physically impossible for your bestie to stay mad at you"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@!.674431628373917736 Ty We're still friends on all socials"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "mikachu mhm! You're welcome!"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Silent Marsh noo why did u say that now im about to scroll up and see ur vent"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oky i wont if u dont want me 2"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "But whatever ur dealing w/ i hope ur oki"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Idc if u do but plz try not to involve anyone else"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oky"}
{"username": "Yuri", "content": "I can't do this anymore I just want to give up. My exfriend talked about my bsf behind her back and denied it making me look like a liar, accused me of starting a rumour, got her friends to accuse me of it too, and got other people to deny it too. She's so popular, people will just believe everything she says. I just can't do this anymore. I just broke down into my other bsf's arms, in tears. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hope i'm not interrupting anything"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! up there"}
{"username": "mikachu", "content": "Ty everyone btw"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ Yuri You should probably not go to school for a while, tell your parents about it and make sure you and ur bsf comfort each other."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "mikachu np"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "I can't do this anymore I just want to give up. My exfriend talked about my bsf behind her back and denied it making me look like a liar, accused me of starting a rumour, got her friends to accuse me of it too, and got other people to deny it too. She's so popular, people will just believe everything she says. I just can't do this anymore. I just broke down into my other bsf's arms, in tears. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hope i'm not interrupting anything"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Yuri aw.. im so sorry.. try telling people what your exfriend did to you and maybe people will believe you, and you can cry, let it all out, keeping your pain inside is bad.."}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "what always helped me when i was going through a lot was keeping a diary. keeping a dairy helps you let your feelings out in a safe way @ Yuri"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ Yuri You should also try talking to your bsf about the rumour thing and get her to realise that u didnt spread the rumour if she thinks that u did it Also confront your exfrend too, surely some people will belive you"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "I can't do this anymore I just want to give up. My exfriend talked about my bsf behind her back and denied it making me look like a liar, accused me of starting a rumour, got her friends to accuse me of it too, and got other people to deny it too. She's so popular, people will just believe everything she says. I just can't do this anymore. I just broke down into my other bsf's arms, in tears. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hope i'm not interrupting anything"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@ Yuri okay, what she did was so stupid and hurtful, try to not go to school for awhile, tell you parents, tell some people what she does to you, maybe even tell your principle. Let your bsf and you comfort each other, I believe in you and your bsf!3"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "bb grill did u see the messages"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Only a bit"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Of them"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "bb grill um just look at ur DMs"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "I can't do this anymore I just want to give up. My exfriend talked about my bsf behind her back and denied it making me look like a liar, accused me of starting a rumour, got her friends to accuse me of it too, and got other people to deny it too. She's so popular, people will just believe everything she says. I just can't do this anymore. I just broke down into my other bsf's arms, in tears. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hope i'm not interrupting anything"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "@ Yuri If you can, try to record what your exfriend has been doing to you and show an trusted adult. Hope this helps!:D P.S. Your lucky that you have a bsf that trusts you"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Please help, soo sorry for the ping"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "Oh wow"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ Confront your mom about it, say they same things you said just now mayb then she might understand"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "cry it out luv:"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "that always helped me"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Please dont let that stop you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You can do it, you can show her what is on your mind"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "She isnt a true mother"}
{"username": "Just Sunny", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "Go somewhere else if needed."}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Im hurt, hurt a lot and its bad, and no I wont even be able to figure it out, not knowing that Im wanted dead, by my own family"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Just another problem to the world"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "So I thought about leaving it"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Yea Im am, just another unplanned disaster that not wanted"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Lucky me"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "@ Nobody should ever go like that. All that negativity is trying to get into you. You should try to talk to a trusted adult about your problems it might help."}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Yea to be at a girls disposal"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "and I don't have any trusted adults to talk to"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "@"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Do you have someone that you trust that can help you?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "To be at the end of a knife when I sleep"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Yea I definitely have reason to be here"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "My Family Tried To Kill Me When I Was ASLEEP"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Im hurt, hurt a lot and its bad, and no I wont even be able to figure it out, not knowing that Im wanted dead, by my own family"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Silent Marsh"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "You are worth it, love yourself. Think positively, try to do things you love, or to talk to someone about it."}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I Have No One"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I Have Nothin To Love, No One To Love, How can be positive knowing this"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I might as well let my family complete their mission"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "No dont, if they are doing that you should call for help."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": " you are worth it! Keep going you have so much adventures waiting for you!"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Whos gonna help, police dont believe me, I have no friends no other family"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "My next adventure will be the gates of hell"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "You have tried calling for help?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "God stuck me here so he didnt have to deal with me"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Just like everyone else"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "But who carez"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Certainly not my family"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Do you have any other relatives"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How do you know? If you were asleep?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "They either dont care or they are dead"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Because they were loud, I woke up to a knife by my head"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I screamed and it scared them"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I should have kept sleeping"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Who was holding the knife?!"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "My Mom"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So you woke up to your mom holding a knife by your head?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Right and when you went to the police they didn't believe you?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "No they said that I was probably mistaken some tree shadows"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "When did you go to the police?"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "so you didnt have any proof?"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "The next day"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "No I dont"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okay NEVER MIND ALL OF THAT"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why didn't you confront your family?!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why didn't you run away from the house the same day?!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're either so depressed that you wanted to die so you fell asleep or you're the world's slowest person"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The police didn't believe you because you didn't go right away"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Them trying to kill you is child abuse right now. You need to do something right now or it will get worse."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Logically speaking"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If they really wanted to kill you then a scream wouldn't BUDGE THEM"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They must have been hesitant"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So you have to at least gather everyone in your house and confront your mom directly"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Because you're lucky you're even with us rn"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Your fate has not given up on you yet so don't even wait a second"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Be aggressive and be angry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And grab a weapon just in case"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "this could all be a dream btw because sometimes dreams can blend into reality and I've had a similar thing happen to me and I was angry at my mom but at the end when I confronted her I knew I was just paranoid so please reconsider"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "Akiro did you ping @ wholesome of the day! ?"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "hmmm i got ping here."}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "my message deleted its self sorry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah someone wrote a whole paragraph"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sorry about that emi"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you wanna you can send it in my dms"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I can help"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "ArmyChickenWhisperer i want you for my sunday dinner"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "hushkyshead", "content": "i will be fine"}
{"username": "Yuri", "content": "Okay so, This kid from my year said to my bsf I hope you fall and d!3..should I tell a teacher?.."}
{"username": "virtual", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "virtual", "content": "why does everyone have anime pfps and then I'm over here being a fictional character"}
{"username": "Riah", "content": "You should tell the teacher."}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Mikachu has left the server"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Wh so many pings"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Pancake if you don't wanna get pinged then go to deletedchannel and take off the venting helpers role because you're not helping anyone by complaining."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ well have you tried inviting them to maybe watch a movie or play something with them because when you're watching a movie you can comment or make a joke about something in the movie giving you a subject to talk about and of you're playing maybe a game that requires you to talk like a quiz game or something then you will have to talk and the subject would be in front of you so you won't have to get out of your comfort zone to make up a subject"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm well maybe try to ask your mom first before you ask them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like tell her that you wanna watch a movie with a friend and then if she says yes you can ask what time your friend is free then tell her that time"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Try to find a good schedule so both your mom and your friend accept so when your friend builds a familarity with your mom you can just invite him whenever"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " because she thinks my friends are distracting me from my schoolwork"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ then invite them to do schoolwork together!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Come on be creative!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What did your mom say?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well lie to her and tell her it's an important group project"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why doesn't want you to socialize?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why aren't you getting your schoolwork done?"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "I really need someone to talk to right now and let myself out to. I don't have the courage to do it here."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also Luke please wait till someone finishes their vent then you can vent or vent in my dms"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Okay."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I can talk to you"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Sorry."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No no you don't have to be sorry"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "I'll go"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look we can chat in dms"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "No it's fine"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell me what's up"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Forget it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No it's not fine I saw the paragraph you wrote"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "8 lines of text is not fine"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Come on you can tell me"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Theres other people who have it harder. I'm not worth any of your guy's time."}
{"username": "rei", "content": "I'm sorry for disrupting the venting."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Everyone have struggles and all struggles are worth listening to even tho some of them are worse than others that's why I told you to wait a bit"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Your problems are as important as anyone's problems and they should be given the same amount of attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Now please would you open up for me?"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "No it's okay, forget it. I'll just go take a nap or something."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Rejecting help is the worst way you can treat any problem"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Fine.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great! You can rant as much as you like in my dms and don't worry I have all the time in the world to listen"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Okay, thank you.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Np!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ if you want you can tell me about your mental illness we can maybe solve this problem"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "someone is ghost pinging me."}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "evertime i come offline and i come back i get a ping."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's the venting helper role"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "who vented?"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "? Akiro"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you're so funny get out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "who pings me oop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "man I'm so blind"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Venting helper"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The role"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways y'all matter and are precious buns. drink water, eat and stay safe"}
{"username": "Pancake", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll look at it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Brb"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i used to be so intimated by everyone who would be talking in main chat. i still kind of am but im getting better with it. i just hate how i cant hold a conversation or cant message chat without poofing like a minute later. i wish i wasnt so awkward with talking to people. i just want to make friends that's all i want but i cant seem to really do that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "heheheheh i finally have cavities on my teeth after so many years of not having one yuh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i havent had cavities in like... 67 years"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Domph you're not weird, being yourself is actually you being special."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "from my experience most people dont like me all that much when im being myself.. usually i have to make up a complete different personality just for groups of people. i havent done it in this server cause i havent felt the need to but its still scary."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Treacy hey, you can talk to me if ur comfortable ''"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tbh its hard to fit in sometimes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes i get ignored in groups that i just feel like i melt away in the wall"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont even feel like a person, i just feel like im an object in the background yuh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah same with groups im almost always the one that's just there, getting ignored. it's made it difficult for me to make friends cause i dont? really know how to be a friend."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! not rlly a vent but i have this online friend on discord that I havent talked to in ages and hes like my brother and i wanna talk to him but im to ShYYY help"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "bb grill"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry for double ping"}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "When quoting another member, remove the venting ping"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Hello cuties I want to say that please do not vent for attention or bring up any serious topics like killing yourself, murder that may make anyone uncomfortable. If anything serious is happing like abuse please get off discord and call the police. Yes this channel is locked for people who dont want to see it but please do not talk about these topics. If you are having extreme suicidal thoughts or want to vent about very serious things please call a hotline. Here are the hotlines:"}
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{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "find more here:"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Thank you cuties for reading!"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I must have freaked, I think I must have passed out"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "ImLoen"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Dmn now I feel like its my fault all over again!"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "I passed out, and everyone is worried, I just need to sleep"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Ok dm me, I am working on something but I will answer in like 5 minutes if that is fine with you"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Dont scare people like that"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Im soo tired I feel like I can close my eyes forever, I feel really weak rn tho"}
{"username": "Silent Marsh", "content": "Gn guys"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "i used to be so intimated by everyone who would be talking in main chat. i still kind of am but im getting better with it. i just hate how i cant hold a conversation or cant message chat without poofing like a minute later. i wish i wasnt so awkward with talking to people. i just want to make friends that's all i want but i cant seem to really do that"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "Selinski you have me Bee! I'll always be here to talk to you"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i've always felt the same way; i think the easiest way to get over that is exposure therapy! what's stopping you is most likely a fear of embarrassing yourself in front of a lot of people, which ties into a fear of being vulnerable, a thing that most people suffer from. a method of exposure therapy you could use is when the chat is dead say something that could start a conversation, like an interesting fact you learned that day or maybe an achievement you've made recently! that way, you get used to starting a conversation and keeping it, and you might get to meet some new people who have the same problem! so when the chat just happens to be dead, try that for me, ok? Newfeld"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "After another one of my friends leaving discord I feel alone. I know there are lots of people around me to talk to and I have lots more friends but I still feel lonely. I feel so lost, I had so much fun with this friend and I loved her personality but it is all gone now. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again, everyone I love I lose. What is next? Will I lose by boyfriend... he hasnt said anything for 3 days and I am worried, most of the time he tells me before he goes away or sends at least 1 message a day so I know he is alive. My 3rd friend on discord left me after her mom saw our dms, I was so close to her but of course she was the one that had to get her account deleted right after we had so much fun playing animal crossing together and talked for hours In call. Well at least I have some friends? Most of my friends ignore me now but it is better than nothing, friends I felt so close to now seem like strangers. I feel like I am in a simulation, being controlled by someone else. All my emotions are fake, they just want to see me suffer losing every friend one by one."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! Sorry for the ping cuties"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "ImLoen hey, sorry for ping, I know how it feels when you lose great friends and awesome people and start feeling alone, I never had friends except for my 2 siblings when I was young. Maybe they need a break from something or they're having a hard time at home. If you need friends, I can be your friend, don't forget there are 7.6 billions of people around the world. Again I'm sorry for ping."}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Seasonal depression sucks but I guess that finding out its seasonal is nice"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "So you know that itll end"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i've always felt the same way; i think the easiest way to get over that is exposure therapy! what's stopping you is most likely a fear of embarrassing yourself in front of a lot of people, which ties into a fear of being vulnerable, a thing that most people suffer from. a method of exposure therapy you could use is when the chat is dead say something that could start a conversation, like an interesting fact you learned that day or maybe an achievement you've made recently! that way, you get used to starting a conversation and keeping it, and you might get to meet some new people who have the same problem! so when the chat just happens to be dead, try that for me, ok? Ita"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "small rock yeahyeah i can try that thankyou!"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "dont worry about it!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "can uh"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "ImLoen how do you feel now, need me to dm you?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "can i go now?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay ill go now"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Sorry if I pinged you at the wrong time loen"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tbh ive been kind of lonely and depressed today, i dont know why. i feel like its because someone told me i own too many servers and i need to delete some, because honestly i spent a lot of time on those servers and still am. i've always been bullied not really for making too many servers because literally they ALWAYS'DIE' RIGHT AWAY, but i do want to become a big discord developer... i just dont know how."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "not pinging because not really important"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay reading that over"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "that made no sense"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "lemme redo it"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "there"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hey its fine, if you love doing discord servers and people are letting you down for it, bad for them! they are jealous because honestly iys nit easy to create a server, so they dump all that jelousy right at your face. i know its hard because trust me ive been told this before, but dont listen to them. dont let others manipulate you into giving up something you like. i know this might not help, but i hope it does."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dont listen to them, keep toxic ppl away"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "points at bin"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they belong there for making you feel bad for something you're passionate about"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i agree"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "thank you 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "np 33"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i love helping people and making them feel better about themselves, it makes me happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but, is it ok if i ask for help too?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i know its dumb, like it really is, but i dont know what to do or feel about myself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " but, is it ok if i ask for help too?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Root Absolutely"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok..im sorry to overload everyone with this but, here, i need to get this off my chest:"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "time t have a memntal break dwon about my volllume nioot workinng"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo your volume isn't working?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i cant hear my spotify songs"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "cant call my friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "is it your phone or your earset?"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "i know it's a hard time but i promise you will be okay"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "its my chrome book"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im not even using earbuds"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my volume is turned up all the way"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it'll be okay"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "maybe its because of your proxy?"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "sometimes you need to update it"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "so things on ur computer can work"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "could be also if the device is old or the system overworked"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "whats a proxy"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "uhh"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "its like"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "ehh"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "its hard to explain"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "o k"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "but if you go on spotify and go to settings"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "click on advanced settings"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "and you will see ur proxy"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "o k"}
{"username": "dwacuiina", "content": "search the word up if you want too"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Hey, you are a wonderful person. Don't feel like that you're amazing! Mistakes are important in life, it's like a new adventure to get back up! Maybe talk to your family about your feelings, they might help you and it might make you feel a lot better!"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "i'm always here if you want to talk \ufe0f just know that i totally understand what you're going through, i know that sometimes we fall into the mindset that making mistakes means that we're stupid or that we're a disappointment. But know that their are people around you that are very proud of you and that they love you."}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Idk whats happening to me so please someone explain"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I keep counting my blinks"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "And I do it over and over"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "and like i keep checking the door"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Even tho i know its locked"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "If i dont do it I feel like uncomfortable like if i dont keep checking my blinks"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I asked some one they said it might be OCD then another said Anxiety so I am confused"}
{"username": "ProbablyAnne", "content": "Please someone help me clam down. Today has not been my day. This afternoon I tried to watch the lil nas x concert on Roblox since I was super excited to watch it yesterday but I couldn't so I tried it today. It worked, for a minute untill it teleported me to the pre concert no matter how many times I rejoined. Seems like it happened to others around me as well. So I ended up having to watch a live stream of it. When I thought my day couldn't get worse, it did. I was trying to draw the eyes for my XD meme I finished everything else for 15 minutes and I just couldn't get it. I got so frustrated but I didn't show it at all. I felt like throwing myself and my phone off the balcony making sure we both break and just wanting to fly away like a balloon, far away untill I pop."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hey, you are a wonderful person. Don't feel like that you're amazing! Mistakes are important in life, it's like a new adventure to get back up! Maybe talk to your family about your feelings, they might help you and it might make you feel a lot better!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Molang Bun bon thank you, I wish I couldve responded earlier but I wasnt available, Im really grateful for all these comments, they make me so happy. Once again, thank you, this cheered me up and I will talk to my family, u dont know how much I needed this \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " i'm always here if you want to talk \ufe0f just know that i totally understand what you're going through, i know that sometimes we fall into the mindset that making mistakes means that we're stupid or that we're a disappointment. But know that their are people around you that are very proud of you and that they love you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "liv thank you, Im really happy that I read these comments and that people care for me, once again, Im really grateful, thank you. \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "stay safe cutie"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank you, you too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Please someone help me clam down. Today has not been my day. This afternoon I tried to watch the lil nas x concert on Roblox since I was super excited to watch it yesterday but I couldn't so I tried it today. It worked, for a minute untill it teleported me to the pre concert no matter how many times I rejoined. Seems like it happened to others around me as well. So I ended up having to watch a live stream of it. When I thought my day couldn't get worse, it did. I was trying to draw the eyes for my XD meme I finished everything else for 15 minutes and I just couldn't get it. I got so frustrated but I didn't show it at all. I felt like throwing myself and my phone off the balcony making sure we both break and just wanting to fly away like a balloon, far away untill I pop."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ProbablyAnne hey its fine, I promise it will get better, everyone has these bad days just like me a few hours ago. I just came from a walk with my family and it calmed me down not having to think of everything else, just me being me. I dont know if this might help, but I hope it does, just relax, I know it may not sound easy but a break form all of this can help and help you calm down. We are all here for you:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i need to vent ig to someone whos good with relationship advice? please and ty"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "wish i could help even though i'm late."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Sorry for any spelling mistakes I dont rlly wanna spell check all that."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "The face was to make fun of my mental disorders btw:"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "How nice of her"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i don't think it's right to keep dogs cramped up into small areas/places or cages and they should be trained to not attack other animals maybe you could talk to your sister about training the dog. dog's dont automatically know better not to attack, etc and maybe if your sister does not agree to train the dog then you can maybe try to do it yourself but just a suggestion and if you do decide to train it then you can ask me any questions. i'm technically a certified veterinarian."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah. She doesnt let anyone let the dog out unless its herself her gf or my mom. And she hates being told to train her."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "The thing is she hasnt trained that dog AT ALL"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "It was mostly her gf"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "The only place Finny can run around is our backyard which isnt even an acre"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "could take the dog to a dog park:0"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Again, she shouldnt be around other dogs with how aggressive she gets:/"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She still takes her to dog parks like once a month tho"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i understand that but i'm not really sure how to stop the dog from biting/attacking because all dogs react differently"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah I mean thats my sisters issue until Finny seriously harms puppy then its also gonna be my issue cuz I love puppy. My problem is the fact that my mom took my sisters side after she clearly made fun of my mental disabilities and now my moms tryna act like it never happened"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i get that, must be painful but i say ignore them and don't let it get to you"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah. I normally would have TW self harmed but this time I didnt I just slammed my door and my mom yelled at me. Only me tho cuz my sister can do no wrong"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i'm glad you did not do that"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "of course! you are definitely worth alot so def ignore your family"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Please don't hate your siblings because your parents might prefer them more than you, it's not their fault"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Better yet make them love you and love them so they protect you from your parents since they're the preferred one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please don't hate your siblings because your parents might prefer them more than you, it's not their fault"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This person is correct, it is not your sibilings fault that your parents are having favoritism amongst you, nor is it your fault. Parents shouldn't so such a thing as it destroys a child mentally and I am deeply sorry that this goes on, I hope that one day, you can prove to your parents that they had made a mistake in doing so."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Sherlock you have me Bee! I'll always be here to talk to you "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "rei i didnt see this before thankyou luke"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Can't you just call me by my name instead of this person"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Please don't hate your siblings because your parents might prefer them more than you, it's not their fault"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Akiro I she made fun of my mental disabilities what?"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She told me my stepdads death was my fault "}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She is 19"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "And Im 14"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Hmm."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She hasnt rlly had anything happen to her."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You really think a 19 year old doesn't have a mental illness in 2020"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Be real"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "She's probably hiding it"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah, she isnt diagnosed with anything and shes never been thru anything traumatic so idk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Pfft yeah she did"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "She went through a traumatic event called 2020"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "LMFAOOO"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyone who's over 18 probably lost their jobs or something"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Or something had happened to them"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Shes actually never been fired. She resigned once cuz her job for closed down tho"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I dont know. She always feels bad when she makes my mom cry tho"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Thats rlly it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How about you just go and ask her"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She would beat me "}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Genuinely"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ask her did you go through any traumatic events?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "2020 every second:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but wait, there's more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my attempt to be funny and hopefully make someone smile, thank you. Imma head out"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah no. She would probably think I was rlly weird and her gf would be a bh about it cuz her gf is rlly self centered"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "She would beat me "}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Lexy congrats you got your answer she's mentally fricked up if she lays a finger on you after you ask her this simple question"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yep "}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She once slapped me cuz I tried to call my mom on the house phone"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yes she is"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I am too:"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You could go full evil mode and start making gay stereotypes about her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But that's just homophobic"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Oo"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "It didnt load"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well how about you just ignore the heck out out of her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like she doesn't exist in your house"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Thats normally what I do"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I dont leave my room a lot thats why"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great and if she insults you then insult her back"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I got to go"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What does she normally do when you're around her?"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i'm always hungry for some reason and this past week all i've done is consume food so much and now i feel like i've eaten to much. i'm used to working, coming home and sleeping and then still sleeping at night so i do not usually eat alot rarely eating but even if i eat a huge meal maybe not even half an hour later i then remain hungry again and i don't think it's healthy but from what i know i could just burn calories faster than most people even if i'm just laying down. i'm just confused on why i'm constantly hungry @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Maybe stomach worms"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i don't know how i could get that though"}
{"username": "Zara. .", "content": "I'm not so good at helping but, it could be depending on your growth of course, maybe it's because as you grow your body needs more energy aka food"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "What have you been eating"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Have you been eating out?"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i don't eat out"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i don't eat meat"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i rarely eat meat."}
{"username": "aes", "content": " I'm not so good at helping but, it could be depending on your growth of course, maybe it's because as you grow your body needs more energy aka food"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Zara. . yeah i know about that i just keep thinking me being hungry constantly is a bit overdoing"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Growths whatever its called? It sounds like burt idk how to spell it lmao. aes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Give her some time alone"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe a week"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "By giving her some time I don't mean ghost her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I mean just think of her as a friend for a week"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Growths whatever its called? It sounds like burt idk how to spell it lmao. aes"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Lexy Growth Spurts"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then if she doesn't change or she gets worse maybe take some time and actually talk to her about her feelings but don't make her feel like you know what's up just ask her what's up or how is she feeling today"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell her you'll die before me with a sinister smile"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " Akiro she'll kick me out of the house:v"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shxrtz. then tell her I won't cry at your funeral with a sinister smile"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Have you asked yourself why?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's just dum"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah but we gotta know why"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look sometimes it might look like everyone else is wrong but it's actually you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So let's hear why"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Menma"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why are you here?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No like did you wanna vent?"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i am lurking here"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "o no"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "just me hovering here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I just set this chat's notifications to all so I always am watching"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "I just set this chat's notifications to all so I always am watching"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Akiro same"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It has been like that for 2 months"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "ALWAYS watching"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "o"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "no no no"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "not in a weird physco way"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I just like helping others"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i am very mentally stable and have alot of experience so ya i help people to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Idk why but helping others really helps me mentally"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tbh who isn't depressed after 2020?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But nah I just feel cold inside but when I help others I feel warmth"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's a pleasent feeling"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i cannot find my charger"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "it ran away"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And when someone makes up bullshyt I don't hesitate to call them out"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I just feel like my blood boils when someone makes up a story to get attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah because they vent over other venters who are actually in real need to talk to someone but when they see the shyt they make up they think that they should just keep it inside of them because other people are having it worse than them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I never understood why someone would make a whole story about them suffering just for attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like dude we give help here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's like going to the doctor and telling him you have fake symptoms"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You'll get a useless medication"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shxrtz. damn what was it?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And why didn't you post it?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nu let's help Ayumi"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Actually"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I need your help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I want you to help me by not saying k"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ever again"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Because it triggers the hell out of me"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Shxrtz. please do not cry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shxrtz. no post it here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Come on"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "yui hug Shxrtz."}
{"username": "aes", "content": "there there"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; reminds me of my ex"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah she too"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nah I've moved on hehe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I now have a bf instead:3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shxrtz. and please post your back story we wanna help you!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; nice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just pooost ittt"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well toxicity spreads like the plague"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Eh when I was 6 I met a boy that I really liked we became bffs and after a year, after the summer break of school... He joined my bully's group and started bullying me together"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Male"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh yeah I don't have role"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "S"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Lemme get those"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ping me in like 30 seconds okay?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Akiro"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Done"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Thanks!"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "europe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Europe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "just seen ur roles that ur from europe"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i didnt get all my roles"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Shxrtz. anyway about your friend, don't let her drag you down! The fact that she was corrupted easily means that she doesn't have a strong good will, but you didn't change so that means you're a good soul so please don't let her put your self esteem down and ignore her because she will wake up from that corruption and she will regret everything she's done to you."}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i usually always leave out my location and age"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "aes eh nobody is gonna guess that I live in France and come get me if I put eu as my location"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "In fact nobody is gonna get me if I say I live in France"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; no, it just means you like that song so yeah it's normal really"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i listen to a song over and over bc i like it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; you like lewd animes?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You like romcoms?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "UwU"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "woah"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; then watch Uenosan wa Bukiyou"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's super funny and cool"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "owo"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Saix stop spamming please."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..sorry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And the bad thing?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No not really"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I have a very devoted bf"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I know but it's bad because they would think I died if I don't talk to them for a day"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Thank you!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okie have fun and we all will someday:"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i know right"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i absolutely agree"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i like how were chatting in venting"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Time for me to vent about some people in the server Hehe"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "go ahead"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i mean compliments boost self esteem."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I understand but acting super wholesome with someone who wants to die or lost hope in living won't help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Did I say I hated you?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Here's your answer"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "I understand but acting super wholesome with someone who wants to die or lost hope in living won't help"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Akiro i see what you're saying and i completely agree"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It actually makes it worse"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Because like imagine you try to get advice but people start giving you compliments and acting wholesome with you without even asking you any further"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You'll feel like they just don't care"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's true"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I've been in that situation before and those people literally didn't do shyt to help me they just made me think that they don't wanna deal with me or with my vent"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "ok, goooddayy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nice talking to to you too"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "I've been in that situation before and those people literally didn't do shyt to help me they just made me think that they don't wanna deal with me or with my vent"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "Akiro i get that and i now realize alot of people simply compliment only and dont try to help but some people do compliment then give advice, doing both."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well I don't really compliment or give advice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You see those people who compliment are those who attract bullshytters"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I dig into the problem and stick to the person so we could solve it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Usually if someone is bullshytting they won't go through all of that pain for some attention"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "again, i honestly agree and don't know why i didn't think of saying any of this before"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like the first thing they do when they see a girl venting is ask HeY wAnNa tAlK aBoUT THis iN dMs?"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "simps are cringe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Very"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "they let the girl vent to them in dms then soon be friends with them, yadayada then try to hook up with them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyway nvm that pervert"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'll go watch some YouTube"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Cya later"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "cya!"}
{"username": "DON'T MSG", "content": "theres a lot of more stuff i couldve added, but im really just tired of having to deal with so much at this point. no one has to help me or reply to this, i just wanted to let my feelings out. thank you."}
{"username": "DON'T MSG", "content": "im sorry if it not much, but thank you. your words really do mean a lot to me! 3"}
{"username": "DON'T MSG", "content": "aa thank you"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "My bestfriend just ditched me for a liar. I thought I could trust you. What happened? We were always there for each other. We had so much fun. You helped me find myself. Now today you call me up and basically bring out problems from the past which is unnecessary. You told me I couldnt change. Well guess what? You cant change a person! We were fine 3 days ago! We were happy and had sleepovers. Were just stabbing me in the back this whole time? Am I really that naive? HUH? AM I?! Honestly I cant let go of the memories but I am SURE GLAD to throw you OUT IF MY LIFE."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Im sorry I just had to. All of my friends are offline so I HAD TO spill it all out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tw about d/th"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i read some stuff about death and I may have fear of dying now because idk where my soul will go or what it will decide further so uh yeah I'm frightened a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm not joking"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's okay sjdbsj"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Im feeling discouraged because of them. And Ive been trying to shift for like 2 weeks maybe because of the stress. And I also have like school tmr:/"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Sorry its prob TMI:/"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "x o x o!"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "If your okay with it!"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "But I do have traditional starting tmr so I might not be able to respond asap"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Xoxo XD"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have no clue honestly."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I believe in god but at the same time i don't?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's..complex"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my family are Christians"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk if I'm religious on my own though, but i do come from a Christian family"}
{"username": "White Gxlaxy", "content": "Im Asian...but vegetarian...people still blame me for spreading covid like waht"}
{"username": "White Gxlaxy", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "White Gxlaxy", "content": "i have no idea why"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "!mnwd!xnt!btuhd"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "play it cuties"}
{"username": "rei", "content": " !un!ld"}
{"username": "rei", "content": "@;; me? talk to you? when."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im screwed. i dont know what to do. im gonna be off my meds for a while. i had to go get tested for covid this morning and now i cant leave the house at all for a week or 2. my parents dont even know im on antidepressants so i cant even ask if we can get someone to go get my prescription for me. im so screwed oh god."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Its best to tell your parents first that you need antidepressant."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they wouldnt allow me to. they dont even believe me when i say im not okay. that's why i got the meds without them knowing. they cant know. they'll just say im faking it or im being overdramatic."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Maybe its not the right time to tell them."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Do you know the reason why they dont believe you?"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "You need a way to make them believe it"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Do you have any trusted relatives?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I love you 3 check the pins for help cutie! Loen really helped!"}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Thanks Tbh I never tough of that but Ill think about it a bit more now and say to myself like you just told me its just my past\u201d also thank you for helping me it means a lot"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "Moka the demon i agree with Nuggie boi , you shouldn't get held up on the fact that you did it, take it as an opportunity and be proud that you stopped yourself. I know it might be hard rn, but im here if you ever want to talk or be friends"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats honestly how I see mine"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I tho they aren't good"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "They're battle scares"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I got through the hardest part of my life"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And im still pushing"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "It has to mean something"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But I have a thing never be ashamed of your scares they are proof of how strong you are because your steal here and they are proof"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Moka the demon I get the feeling. Honestly, I've been experiencing a similar thing to your situation and it's really difficult. First things is that it's alright to feel this way. It's a part of our lives. We can't really force it out or anything but we can better cope with it. Talk to a friend or a family member. Getting comfort and reassurance from those who you love is always a great thing. Self harm isn't worth it. It relieves stress, yes, but you'll only make things worse. Speak up and acknowledge the fact that people do love you dearly."}
{"username": "Moka the demon", "content": "Thanks honestly Ill try to talk with a friend ty"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "We are here tooo"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "calm down"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "sory"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "jk"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "plz help"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "im having anxiety rn"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "yes it does"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i understand it can be hard seeing your girl leaving you like that but live moves on and you have to move on too. better yet find a new gf that actually cares for you and loves you"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "menma chan how old are you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "fIo as for the noise, just listen to music at night and calm yourself"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "@;;"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "I'm just freaking out because I stopped taking my meds suddenly a while ago and my body's readjusting and it is making me anxious and i don't like it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "suicide would just prove that you are weak"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "don't act like you're weak"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "im not weak"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "stay strong"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "@;;"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "Ive been taking them again"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then don't care about her. fIo"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "And its going to work again but right now its just making me anxious since I've gone without them for a while i wasnt supposed to"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "It's just scary"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "And i have school work to do and I dont want to do it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And its going to work again but right now its just making me anxious since I've gone without them for a while i wasnt supposed to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kingkuromi wow this problem is so hard to solve maybe i should ask the staff of knowledge"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "i like feet"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "want to see my feet"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "the staff of knowledge says you should take your meds"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "who could've knew"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "I kept forgetting"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "ok in dms"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I kept forgetting"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kingkuromi set an alarm ."}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "My mom did but i still did"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "fIo go away."}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "I still forgot"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kingkuromi don't. rely. on. others."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "set your own alarm goddammit"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "U arent helping.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "what"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "I know i made a mistake i just need help with dealing with the anxiety"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "just look set an alarm for it and you'll be fine trust me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "wholesomeness"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "can help"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "Say it'll be ok? I don't know."}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "Okay ill try the anime thing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "kingkuromi don't worry it's all gonna be okay! just don't think about it too much! everyone makes mistakes so don't worry! you're loved and valid \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "is that good?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "great!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "hey moth before you post your vent make sure it doesn't have any swearing so it doesn't get deleted by the bot"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "mk."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "Lately I've been feeling like I'm unwanted.. like my boyfriend doesn't even love me anymore, I've missed over 80 school assignments and rushing to try to get them all done, it's hard, I'm sitting over here crying rn cause I can't do anything right, and I know I can't, I've never succeeded in life, never, not that I remember, I'm trying my best to stay positive but every little word breaks me down, piece by piece."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "I overdosed the other day to get joy out of myself for once, I regret it"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "loli helps"}
{"username": "kingkuromi", "content": "confirmed"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "should lolis be legal"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Lately I've been feeling like I'm unwanted.. like my boyfriend doesn't even love me anymore, I've missed over 80 school assignments and rushing to try to get them all done, it's hard, I'm sitting over here crying rn cause I can't do anything right, and I know I can't, I've never succeeded in life, never, not that I remember, I'm trying my best to stay positive but every little word breaks me down, piece by piece."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "rin i understand, we all get through tough times and that's totally normal! it's good that you are doing your assignments now, that means that you are slowly getting over it and you're being strong."}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "rin its ok i can be your boy friend"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "stay strong and have patients because one day your life will turn upside down"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "nvm your pfp isnt a anime girl"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "fIo i said get out."}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "why"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "They removed me from the classroom, of GC"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "because you're not helping anyone."}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "bro tf did i walk into the daily therapy session with yo e boy akiro"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "hey be nice"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "sory"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "aleh come take a look at this guy"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "when u cant aford a real therapist so you go on discord and hope you find one"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nah i want him out of the server"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "he said the n word"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "so"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "my people earned it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "idgaf"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "u didnt earn sghit"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "you should know not to use slurs in this server"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "so either stop"}
{"username": "fIo", "content": "ok ill stop"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "i was gonna anyway, slurs are the part of the rules to not use"}
{"username": "aleh", "content": "okay lets move on from this, hes gone and thanks for pinging me about it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "aleh thanks for the fast respond"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i don't have anything to vent about"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "hbu menma"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "guess we'll lurk in the shadows till someone comes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " i think ill just play krunker again even tho i ahte it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; nice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "u too"}
{"username": "bebe.jpg", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can I just release my happiness on everyone rq? Like honestly, I haven't been talking to her for that long but the fact that I actually feel the genuine connection and happiness that I have been for the last couple of days since I've known for sure that the feeling is mutual has taken a lot off my chest, I um wasn't very subtle about my feelings toward her or anything and she knew already because I'm so very out there with how I feel. Oh Suzu, the happiness, I'm telling you, is the best feeling in the world;;. I was so all over the place with how I felt before this had erupted, but I've been nothing but happy since, I just want you to know that if you ever see this. There's very little that could potentially cause me pain when I talk to you 3 ily maam."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah we're all still young"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Time will bring happiness"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "im old"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "ya never know"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "good dayyy"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "Prolly one of the youngest in the server"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "@;;"}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "how old are you? perhaps im younger"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he said that he was gonna text me back today after his 1 week break from talking to me "}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it was last tuesday when we started the break"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ugh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont want him to forget about me i still love him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i hope he doesnt forget about me nonnonoko"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "can't you just text him?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i just feel like i was used for emotional satisfaction or something of that sort"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "actually no,"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he said he would be the one to text me first"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that was his word"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is not fair"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i'm sorry but you're not 5 years old"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "if you really care about him, then text him."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ugh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes gonna think im clingy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no no he has to text me first"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe later this week if he doesnt text me again, ill drop by and greet him or something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im already clingy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "well sounds like an excuse for attention tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i will tell you what to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he literally promised\u201d that he was gonna text me first"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you go"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "type hello"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "and send"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "me: hey, do you promise to text me back after our break"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "him: i cant promise you anything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that was so shady man"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i cant even"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No you're over thinking it smh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ughhh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "he probably just forgot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or did he..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "poke him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes been on discord daily"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its either hes avoiding me or"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yuh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "yeah um you know there's something called life outside of discord"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats why hes so busy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he cant keep up with this relationship that we have"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "yes he probably has school or maybe want's to take a break"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "look, im trying to respect the guy and give him the space that he needs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "apparently he likes to put ppl before him, but for the first time in his life, he put himself first"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes an empath..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or is he"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he put himself first by saying his needs, and thats space"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look, everyone goes through tough times and maybe have to take a break off of talking to their loved ones and that's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "no he's not putting himself first, i'm sure he loves you and cares for you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "stop being so insecure about him because that will hurt him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "grow up and stop acting like you're in elementary school"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "it'll hurt you aswell"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "isn't worth it"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "think of the best scenario"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "just because someone took a break doesn't mean he's dead or cheating"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uh no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes not cheating"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and hes... not dead"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he would never cheat tho"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he cant get a girl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im his first ever girlfriend"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmph"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "now i see why he took a break."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "you're being possesive"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "he's just like you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "narcissistic even."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "a human"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes..."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "imagine him in your position"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "think before you speak and don't treat him like an object."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i love him so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i care for him"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i feel suicidal"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i ask him how his day is and i tell him to take care of himself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im not treating him like an object"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i just dont even know anymore"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "if i should live"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 what's wrong?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Groome but do you mean it?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and if anything else, hes impulsive, so i tell him to think about what hes going to do that will put himself in jeopardy"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "people keep treating me like im useless"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean it. i love him"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "and my family abuses me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im like his conscience, i give him advice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "have you tried using less I in your sentences?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not about me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its about him."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 how do they abuse you?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "the way you talk makes it seem like the only thing in your mind is you."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "verbally and physically"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats why he needs enough space to think for himself and to be in his zone"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "they're beating you or like tickling you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "beating"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "once my older brother brought a pipe and hit my head with it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "HES ONLINE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ouch."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "AHHH"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "why would he do that?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bad brother."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Slocum alright great when he comes back i want you to ask hiim what's up"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i made him mad."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "is he older then you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i took his treasure and hid it."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "why would i call him my older brother then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but seriously if i text him first, hes probably gonna feel smothered by my clingyness"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so ima just wait"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "but seriously if i text him first, hes probably gonna feel smothered by my clingyness"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Mariejeanne or he will feel like you actually care for him."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "sorry Im just blind"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "but it's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "just wait"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "look, he said that he wasnt sure if he wanted to continue our relationship"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "wait for like 1 hour"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats why he took a break"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then text him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he needed time for himself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "oooh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you could've just said that"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "now"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "since they abuse me"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i abuse myself"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "and become one of them?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no..."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "that's a bad idea friend"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i self harm"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "can I call you a friend?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "sure, as if i have any."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then yeah let him be but if he doesn't send a message today you can send a text tomorrow Stuppy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "okay..."}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "remember that self harm"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "itll only make things worse"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "make you weaker to them"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i just wanna end myself"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "who doesn't these days?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i can jump off a roof and nobody will care"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 and you think that's good?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "oh yeah remember that weird kid? he committed suicide"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "oh nooo"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "who did?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "anyway"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "what weird kid?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "oh, wait"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "im talking about the people if you do end yourself"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i see what you're doing."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "tomorrow i visit my cousin, we're basically living next to each other."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "and she's the only one that comforts me even when im almost 20"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "life"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "suicide won't help you nor help your family"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "cant help myself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "as for your brother"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "you can"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "but with a good help of others"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "nobody is helping"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "yes dont fight it"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "we are"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you may help me now"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "remember even tho you've met lots of bad people out there who hurt you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nobody is helping"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 because you do not need help you need encouragement"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but after ill still remember about doing it"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "there's still good people who will care for you"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "example"}
{"username": "Vektor", "content": "who will like you for who you are"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i can only visit my cousin twice a year"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "does your cousin like you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she does"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "that's one example"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she helps me and helps me throughout life"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i used to visit her everyday when i was younger"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "there are many people that care for you but by saying nobody cares about you or by saying nobody want's to help you, you are pushing away"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but now my parents and family became abusive"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "and restricted me"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": " there are many people that care for you but by saying nobody cares about you or by saying nobody want's to help you, you are pushing away"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "Akiro only she does"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "my other friends became toxic"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "and left me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "how many"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "how many are those friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "1? 2? a whole group?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "it doesn't matter you don't need them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "find new friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "online friends do count btw"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "a friend is someone that cares for you and will stand with you at all costs"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "find people that you can talk to, and they actually listen"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "7 friends"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "people will never be my friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "and why did they leave you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "they dont like the way i am"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "all of my friends do that..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then they're not your friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "also define yourself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "have you thought maybe that something you're doing makes people don't like you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "youre not really helping, honestly.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "no no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look i'm not insulting you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i'm asking you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "to look into yourself and find if those people left you because of them or because of you"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "BECAUSE OF THEM"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "IT'S BECAUSE OF THEM"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "how are you sure?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I AM A PROBLEM TO EVERYONE IN MY SIGHT"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I AM A PROBLEM AND THATS IT"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I AM THIS CLOSE TO HANGING MYSELF"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "but why are you a problem?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "calm down and tell me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why are you a problem?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "just no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why do you think you're a problem?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i am nothing to anyone"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i am horrible"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i am rude"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i am selfish"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "menma can you please let me handle this"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 why do you think of all of this?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "because i do"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "because i am"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nobody said you're bad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you really don't"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "look nobody deserves to die"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "just stay with me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why do you think ALL of that?ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "because some friends left you?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "my family"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "my family"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "abusing"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "bullied"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "self harming"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "WELL"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I AM A PROBLEM BECAUSE I REALIZE THIS NOW"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What's wrong now"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Morna nothing just someone venting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "may I be provided with info to give guidance"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 please dm me"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no i dont want to..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just want to help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I AM A PROBLEM BECAUSE I REALIZE THIS NOW"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 look nobody said you were a problem, your family is abusing you and since you realize that then you must know that no matter what they say, they are lying to you and trying to keep your self esteem down. dont let them do that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You don't have to wait to speak @;;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; go ahead"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "np"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i have a knife right now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Put it down"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "put that knife down"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "now."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just let us talk to you"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then listen to us"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes, this is for your sake"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "man I stg"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "it isnt"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Put it down."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Put it away."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And don't touch it again"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "ok, fine, for my cousin."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "if you won't put it down for your sake do it for the person that cares for you the most."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "good."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "your cousin does too"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "isaiah"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "do you know who my cousin is?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "no but i know they love you and care for you."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im asking isaiah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No I don't"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Who?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "isaiah, do you know who?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i mentioned it twice before."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nora"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "mm."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "have you tried talking to her"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i have, i have."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but she's too busy with way too many things, she genuinely wants to help, but her work is not letting her.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You see"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "In this situation then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You have to use the patience card and try to wait for her and her ability of being free"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i already said that menma"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "my cousin is nora."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sure when she isn't doing anything she would set the time out to be there for you"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she does, a lot."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I care about everyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've felt your pain"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand the things you go through"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've seen a lot of things I shouldn't have"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I wish that some would understand the pain it brings when they do end up doing something so permanent"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "nora is too busy"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you will probably forget about me after i stab myself with the kitchen knife"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If what you need, is someone to talk to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll give you that"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "my family will just dispose my body happily"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you need someone who's gonna be around"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll give you that."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i once asked to my father what was suicide"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "he said i should do it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't do this."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you will probably forget about me after i stab myself with the kitchen knife"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 yes, but do you know who will never forget about you? your cousin, nora. do you wanna hurt nora?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i do not"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but in my head"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i think she's too busy because of me.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't listen to yourself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're feeding yourself things you just want to feel to fill your emotions"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im sorry, but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's how it is when you think this way"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im still having that knife in my hand no matter what you say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright everyone stop typing for a few moments"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Let me.get something out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Listen"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "nora is too busy for me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I may not know you, who you are, what your name is or where your life has gone, but I do understand the kinds of situations you're in."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i have to kill myself so she will be free"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Growing up I was in similar ones myself."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i feel that i annoy her every 10 minutes dming her my problems"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Hey hey"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "killing yourself isn't the answer here."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "to me"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Killing yourself isn't going to solve anything"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "it's definitely the answer"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i feel that i annoy her every 10 minutes dming her my problems"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 the fact that she is taking time out of her life to comfort you and help you, means that she cares about you more than anything so don't say that."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she does, she does.."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but i dont want to bother her"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i bother her too much"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "That's not the answer, just because you think it is, it's actually not. If she cares about you and taking the time out of her day to comfort you. That doesn't seem like you're bothering her."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "the knife is probably my fate"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Maybe try and talk it out with her I feel like I'm bothering you, am I? and see what she says."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've seen my own brother light himself on flippin fire dude. that's the last thing you want to do, it will get you no where and you have a whole lot of life ahead of you. You're just gonna throw away potential happiness in the future for this? You got a lot of things you can do with yourself if you just keep yourself rolling and ignore these thoughts no matter how demanding they'll feel."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "yes it is and i will not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Put the knife down."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i cause problems for everyone"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "sorry, but no.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You don't."}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Right, cutting yourself isn't the right thing to do. Talk with her if you need too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stop telling yourself you do."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no no no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "stop playing with that knife"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she will be sad, but she'll forget"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she probably will"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wrong."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "goodbye, i guess."}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 Is she on discord?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your cousin will be crying for months."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I guarantee it."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 Is she on discord?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "VOdka she's nora, the staff member."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll ping her right now to talk to you"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you dont need to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah I kind of do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Quit Discord"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im already die right now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stip."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she doesn't respond to pings for a few minutes"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "because of her work"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There's no need to do something like this."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "she has exams she has to study for"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "leave her, let her study in peace..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Call her eh."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im going to put the knife in my chest and none of you can do anything about it..."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "why are you here, nora?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM NOT LETTING ANOTHER LOVED ONE DIE"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "WE ALL CAME HERE BECAUSE WE CARE FOR YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT US?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "TWO OF MY UNCLES DIED ALREADY"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM NOT ADDING YOU TO THE LIST"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER RIGHT?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "right."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "AND IF I COME BREAKING DOWN THAT DOOT"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DOOR"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "YOU BETTER BE ALIVE"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im wasting your time here"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you have exams, right?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you really don't understand, I feel your sadness anger anguish whatever you may be feeling right now. You deserve much more with your life than to just, leave it behind... you matter in this world, it may be cruel and unkind to you, but people like me, like nora, and then others here, truly care about you and want to see you do better..."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "you. have SO much more to your life."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you're going to be a lovely person, nora. but.. i have to go."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "NO."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM GOING RIGHT UP THE APARTMENT STAIRS RIGHT NOW AND YOU SEE IF I GIVE A TINKER'S TOOT ABOUT MY EXAMS IF YOU DIE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nora go break down that door"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "im sorry, nora, everyone."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "STOP IT"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're not."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "this is the end to my book."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you were sorry, you wouldn't do this to nora, I'm sorry but that's the truth"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "NORA FUVK OFF AND GO BREAK THAT DOOR DOWN"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 STOP"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "STOOOPPP"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM KNOCKING AND BANGING RIGHT NOW BUT DAISUKE IS NOT ANSWERING"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A CHILD"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you are"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you are hitting that door, right now."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "but i locked it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't bypass no matter what the situation is please respect the rules, I understand we're in a rough spot rn"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "IM TRYING"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "nora, stop."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "NO NO NO"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM NOT"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dsisuke you stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "look what you're doing to her"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no, im going to be dead."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 OPEN THAT DOOR"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do you really want her to be like this?"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I WILL NEVER"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "AND YOU SEE IF I DONT"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Is this how you want it to be"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "I DONT WANT NORA TO SEE MY DEAD BODY"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your cousin"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "In agonizing pain because of something you didn't have to do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 THEN DON'T END IT"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "WE'D NEVER DO SOMETHING WRONG THAT WOULD END US"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "WELL IM SORRY BUT ASK MY MENTAL HEALTH WHY"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You can always fix mental health."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "NOPE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anyone can."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "AND THAT'S A MYTH"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't tell me no."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've bettered myself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't have those thoughts anymore."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've battled being suicidal and all that."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I AM STOP MAKING ME ABOUT TO CRY"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "nora."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've learned that life, is much more than just, wanting to dieand being sad all the time."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "you'll be better off with my younger brother."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You'll do things with your life, that you never would've thought were possible"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "."}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "too late"}
{"username": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3", "content": "too la"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "ArEY0uHaPPYN0W.mp3 YOU JUST LIKE HURTING THOSE WHO CARE FOR YOU AND YOU ASK WHY PEOPLE LEAVE YOU?! THIS IS THE REASON YOU ARE ACTING SUPER SELFISH AND NOT CONSIDERING ANY OF OUR FEELINGS BECAUSE IF YOU REALLY CARED YOU WOULD'VE NOT DONE ANY OF THIS"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "LISTEN TO ME"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "YOU DON'T NEED THIS I SWEAR TO GOD"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Seriously man this isn't worth it."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "ARE YOU OKAY"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "call him"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DAISUKE"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "OLIVER LISTEN TO ME"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "DONT DO THIS"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "welp he said too late"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He's not going to answer now"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "so like eh do something irl not here"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i called the cops."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "and they're still on their way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm going to be, deeply saddened"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im banging on the door as hard as i can"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "and my shoulders want to fall off"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "unfortunately, I feel the pains and sorrows of those around me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So I'll be feeling this for a bit"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nora"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Plz keep me updated"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "agony is all i feel right now.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not just for myself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll be here if you need somebody to talk to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "At any time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You, deserve that at the least"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Quit Discord grab a hammer or a rock and break the door."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im going to my flat to get the hammer."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "if he's alive, i write , if he's dead... ."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "judging by the way he talked"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "he probably did something to his hand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "so you do have time"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "the hand takes a while to bleed"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "oh thank lord"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "thank god"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "the cops"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "are here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "great"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "now call an ambulance"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "uncanny"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "uncanny what?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "this is the first time i witness such thing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i find it uncanny"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "goodluck"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "it is uncanny."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i will never"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "recover"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am, sorry."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "remember to tell the cops that his parents and siblings are abusers"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i told them already, and.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is the first time i witness such thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro I hope, you never truly have to see it."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "he's..."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i dont wanna be here anymore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm so sorry.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "did he go for the hand or throat?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please dont ask these questions she's suffering right now..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't think she'd want to even talk about it"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i dont even want to"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i dont even want to witness this"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "you did what you could"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "go home now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We all tried.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "relax"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You don't deserve this"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "forget about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He doesn't even deserve this."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "that was his request"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "forget him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "don't encourage that"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "me and daisuke"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "were always together as kids."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You never. I seriously mean never."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "and now"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "he's"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Forget someone."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Especially like this."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stoo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Stop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We tried."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not all efforts help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's how it is"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "grief."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nora, you have my condolences, regards, and support if needed, no one should go through anything alone."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i cant even"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "describe"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "how he looked like"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "on the floor"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i cant, just leave me alone for now.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay let's leave the channel be for now please"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im back from my trip!:3 not that anyone missed me xddd"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "welcome back"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thank u! o no i realised i said this on the wrong thingy im sorry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "it's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i'm at a loss of words from this..."}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "oh my god"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "this is... a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have had enough of this"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ok so i have a crush on a girl and i don't feel good enough for her at all. I try my best, i see her every weekend and at school, we have sleepovers, i buy her sweets and we hug eachother a lot, but my self esteem is low, and her's is also and i feel like im an idiot who can't help her. Her friends make fun of me of how we're friends but she doesn't trust me bc she has personal problems and it just kills me. I wish i could help her, and i wish she liked me the same way, because i already know that she doesn't, because why would anyone like me if i don't like myself? @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please love yourself before loving other people, you are worth it, and you are good enough! you can try your best to help her and im pretty sure you are the best friend she could ever ask for! please try to help her with her personal problems, and dont pay attention to her'friends'"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "her friends are obviously just trying to bug you for your attention, you're better off ignoring them because you're a good person and you don't deserve their insults. take care of yourself first, and then feel free to confront her in a kind way, and she'll open up to you"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "i understand how you feel, ive went through the same once, if her friend make fun of you, just ignore them, if you think she doesnt trust you tell her that if she doesnt trust you its fine, try your best to still be there for her in her hard times, if she looks upset try to talk to her, and i really think you should explain this to her, try to get her opinion on you, rejection might hurt but it sometimes takes a very heavy feeling off of your chest"}
{"username": "sunny", "content": "Dont worry i had the same thing happen to me 1 year ago! But it was ok ofc u are worth it love yourself sweetie and those are Fake friends what you do is TALK to her she will understand im sure! Your amazing i know it!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that. It's clear that her friends are there to just out you down. You don't need to respond to them. It hurts, maybe, but if you respond to them things will just get worse. They're doing this to get a reaction out of you. As for your feelings, it's never wrong to speak up about these things. Yes, it may leave some awkwardness in your relationship but it just shows how much you both cherish each other. You're not a bad person. Don't degrade yourself just because you think. People have flaws and it's alright to accept it."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you all for responding! im really stressed right now because of everything happening in my life"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "my class is involved in cyber crime because they cyberbullied me and another classmate"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and they're involved with the police which doesn't make me feel better"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im not gonna go into detail.."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't go one day without crying my eyes out and screaming because jeez, there's some sh stuff happening to me and my family"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ill try my best, life's just a bump in the road right?"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'm really sorry i'm not active in this channel. i'm currently going through mad depression myself and i'm not in the mindset to do anything. all i want is for this bed to absorb me, so i'd never see the light of day ever again."}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "much better"}
{"username": "Suki", "content": "I hope you feel better"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "Suki thanks bby"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "MY CRAMPS FROM MY PERIOD ARE LITERALLY GONNA KILL ME"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "19PATEK i literally feel that"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i have endometriosis, and most of the time on my period i can't walk."}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "19PATEK", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i also don't really go to school during that week because. i can't even physically get there."}
{"username": "Ducks!", "content": "MY CRAMPS FROM MY PERIOD ARE LITERALLY GONNA KILL ME"}
{"username": "Ducks!", "content": "19PATEK literally same TT"}
{"username": "Ducks!", "content": "pain"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "if you were gonna quote a message, please remove the venting helpers so people dont get pinged like i just did! thank you"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "@;; i appreciate you trying to help but please remove the venting helpers ping when replying"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "no worries"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i don't want anymore...my life is trash and full of pain...why i keep getting hurt... "}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "both..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "idk i feel rn just like running away and leave discord rn..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "oh.."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "btw see my pfp? that's exact how i am...smile and act up like am happy but irl am hurt and wanna cry..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "idk alone time often worses it but yh..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nice."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "no no self harm, had an accident 2 years injury still hurts, that's my physically pain ago and was kinda getting raped 3 years ago, but that's rn not the point..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "yh"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "was 3 years ago"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "it's okay"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "am kinda over with it"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "lets say it was my cousin he was in but luckily not in in so yh"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "and the story is a bit worse but yh"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "that's not the point atm"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i had tons of bad stuff in my life..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "Im trying to avoid that fact"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "@;;"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "actions mainly and memories..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "lets say my bf broke up...was 10 days ago...a good friend cheered me up we began to fell in love, but he knew that i need time...today he came in my dms like yh lets just stay friends also in futur etc...i was finaly kinda ok with the break up and he breaks my heart again and all the memories that come up abt my past damn much stress irl..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i feel like i can't aynmore and it's like my emotions fade..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "guys play with me and hurt me..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "always..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "even my friends did..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "everybody uses me..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ig yh..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nope def not"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i have no one and my parents aren't good to talk with..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "now i spit at those types"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "they'll just get mad, will anyways tell it my grandma etc. they never keep secrets and my friends irll are not good in supporting and so"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nobody recognizes that i feel down and have no one..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeet them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if we were irls I'd pull wedgies on those kids for hurting you"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i feel alone and hurt...having trust issues and even being afraid of getting a new friendship...i feel alone and just wanna cry ngl..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "yh had one sry"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i wrote it again without the swear word..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "awww you guys r lovly..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hey bruised cheeks are temporary pain but a hurt soul is forever"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wedgies are too kind anyways"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "you guys don't even know the half of the bad stuff...believe me even some adults r kinda shocked for what experiences i already had in this ag and how much it already was...some were even surprised that i keep up and don't get suicidal..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "mhm but didn't find now..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "never had it"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nitro"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": " i don't like to slap someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "people are surprised at my experience as well cause anybody else in my place would've been gone by now, but i live for the purpose of being happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll do it for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "there's like dozens of them tho and it's circle of life"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ik but still i can't do something painful like that to a poor animal"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "it's just how i am"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "my discord bro says even that am over kind and have nothing bad in me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you belong...in a animal shelter staff thing idk"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "oki enjoy your food"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do you volunteer anywhere?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sure animals would love your kind heart since they're usually neglected and need it"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "no i don't"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "but i anyways have no time"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "are you in the appropriate age to do so?"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "idk don't think so"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "next week is my bday..."}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i gonna be 15"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "26th"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how do i get pinged for birthdays"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "np dw"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "btw sent yah a friends req just saying, since you didn't accept"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "np dw"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "awww am so sorry to hear so"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "hopefully you're soon better"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "just try to disctract you"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "and talk with people abt your probs, it often helps"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "am sure everything gonna be fine again"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i know, but i really don't want to tell anyone"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "mhm ik that prob"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "and am also afraid of getting used"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i didnt want to write this here either but i would've just exploded if i didnt"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "but hey if you get used, you're the nice one, the one that actually helps and isn't as mean as the others you'll smh get paid once in life for it so keep up, try to be happy and make what lets you feel happy"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": " i didnt want to write this here either but i would've just exploded if i didnt"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "fefe. same with me"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "that's why i began to talk in here before you came"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "life can be painful ik"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "but it also has a good side"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i know.. you're right"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "we just need to find the way to this side"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "thank you so much"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i hope one day we'll both be happy again"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "some people find this way easily and some needs to work for it and the ones which worked for it will appericate the new way way more, than the ones which r used to it, that means the ones which had to work for it gonna be really happy"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "and they know for what they've suffered in the past"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "am sure you gonna get through it and everything will turn out fine"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "like i said distract you and try to be happy as much as possible, do things you like and not just help others"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "thank you so much, you gave me the strenght to keep fighting"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i hope everything will be fine for you too"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "no season lasts forever"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ty:"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "yup some longer and some short, but everything has an end one day"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i like to help people:"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "you look like a really great person"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "if you ever need someone you always cud dm me, just don't know how fast i'll be able to answer since i have tons of exams/hw irl and barly have time to come online"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "awww ty, you too"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i do too but not always people appreciate my effort for them:"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": " if you ever need someone you always cud dm me, just don't know how fast i'll be able to answer since i have tons of exams/hw irl and barly have time to come online"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "Princess sure, same for me"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i do too but not always people appreciate my effort for them:"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "fefe. same by me, but i keep up helping them, cuz i gonna know that they gonna be happy and am happy abt the fact, that am not useless and helped"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "btw sry for my grammar faults"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "you said you're italian?"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "yea that's what motivates me the most too"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "yup i am!"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "Io parlo un poco italiano. La mia nationalita e svizzera:"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "wow thats impressive"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "i didnt expect that"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "hehe sry just shortly wanted to use some sentence i learnt, just started italian"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": " why?"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "so ypu live in the italian part of switzerland"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "german"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "IDK i never find people who speak italian"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "here on discord you cant even find other italians soo"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "i started italian class but it's difficult ngl"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ik someone"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "an italian"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "sry that i made your job menma, but i wanted to help her, she's really friendly"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "yeah just gotta take it a day at a time, grammar and pronuciation can be difficult for foreigners but once you pick it up its gonna be easy"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "ig, but you guys talk sooo fast ngl"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": " Princess its alright. You did a great job"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "@;; ty:"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "yes she is"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "oki have fun"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "that's so true, i live in a part of italy where we have the most complex dialect and its so fun to hear but sometimes i cant understand either so i get the struggles a foreigner can have, but for your classes you can ask me and i can explain to you something you didnt understand or i can help you do hw!"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "btw i liked the anime of your pfp:"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": " that's so true, i live in a part of italy where we have the most complex dialect and its so fun to hear but sometimes i cant understand either so i get the struggles a foreigner can have, but for your classes you can ask me and i can explain to you something you didnt understand or i can help you do hw!"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "fefe. ty"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "sadly am just in my seccond year of italian class and it's my last after this year i gotta work sadly"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "italian is a pain for us students too kk"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "oh i see"}
{"username": "Princess", "content": "the thing i said, had it any errors?"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "This is the venting channel"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Where people vent"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Yeah thats ok."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Maybe chat now.w."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "well we cant, this is for venting only"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Just gonna drop a vent here"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "i just feel like im getting left out of everything. discord is actually is the only place where i can talk and make friends... Im so weird, i dont even love myself my bff lied to me. And i just found out today, while my day has already been through heck? My sisters are like ganging up on me and leaving me out of every single thing... thats how i feel At this point idek what to do with my life.."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Is that a vent"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "This is a venting channel only for venting"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "I believe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but thats none of my business, im just sitting watching this whole soap opera unfold"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "eh kind of"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i just need to let it out"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "This is a venting channel only for venting"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Neko Paws that does count as venting dummy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah im gonna close my window ive had enough of her"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Just gonna drop a vent here"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "i just feel like im getting left out of everything. discord is actually is the only place where i can talk and make friends... Im so weird, i dont even love myself my bff lied to me. And i just found out today, while my day has already been through heck? My sisters are like ganging up on me and leaving me out of every single thing... thats how i feel At this point idek what to do with my life.."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Love yourself, you are worth everything you got! Do things you love and make you happy. Talk to your parents about whats happening it might help with your situation with your sisters."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I've never felt more alone then I do right now ya know I wanna dissappear it feels like no one would notice if I left if I just disappear no one would say anything no one would care there's so many other people that no one would care... idk... I could leave the server I could get banned and no one... would care... idk this is pointless @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Peach", "content": "I've never felt more alone then I do right now ya know I wanna dissappear it feels like no one would notice if I left if I just disappear no one would say anything no one would care there's so many other people that no one would care... idk... I could leave the server I could get banned and no one... would care... idk this is pointless @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Peach", "content": "Nuggie boi I know how you feel.."}
{"username": "Peach", "content": "People dont show they care enough..or we dont realize how much they actually do.."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its not that I don't think they dont..."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I just dont think they notice heh"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "I've never felt more alone then I do right now ya know I wanna dissappear it feels like no one would notice if I left if I just disappear no one would say anything no one would care there's so many other people that no one would care... idk... I could leave the server I could get banned and no one... would care... idk this is pointless"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Nuggie boi"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Im so sorry that this is the way youre feeling.. I know exactly what youre going through, and have my own moments just like these. The great thing about this server, though, is that we are a very tightknit community. Whenever I feel alone, I just talk to people here and that allows me to feel better. While this may not have the exact same result for you, if you havent already tried, I believe its certainly worth a shot. Stay strong, love, you got this. Youre stronger than the thoughts youre feeling, so so much stronger. Much love to you."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thank you..."}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "Nuggie boi i'm sorry you feel that way, there might be people who don't care, but ignore them. i'm sure the majority of people here would care if you left and/or go banned, we're not that close, but you seem like a good person, you don't deserver to feel this way.. believe in yourself, just like i believe in you! stay strong, i know it's hard, but many people here are here for you and would be willing to support you! im sure of that: "}
{"username": "chibi aka eri", "content": "im not that good at advice nor comforting sorry"}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Thank you..."}
{"username": "ikaenia", "content": "Nuggie boi No worries! If you ever need someone to confide in, dont be afraid to shoot me a dm, okay?"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "You all are so sweet"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "I appreciate you thanks"}
{"username": "Ducks!", "content": "Im scared...I really need to get out of my toxic relationship... Im planning to call them because Im too scared to do it in person and my mom and twin sister said they will be there for me when I do Im still just really scared of what there gonna say or do, I never thought that I would be in a toxic relationship, I thought theres no way this could be toxic there nice... but just didnt end up that way... @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "better to be out than in"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "whats the worst they can do?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "probably tackle that first from happening"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then go ahead"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i was in a toxic relationship once and i know its hard"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but you got to end it before they completely end you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "your mom and sister is there to support.. im sure everything will turn out ok."}
{"username": "Ducks!", "content": "Thanks... I guess Im just scared of there reaction the most"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "don't be. though i know how nerve wrecking it can get, you have to do this. not for me, but for you. you matter and you shouldnt let anyone push you around"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you can do it ducky!"}
{"username": "mikan tsumiki", "content": "so I woke up just now and already I get another headache and I feel so dizzy, I'm suppose to be doing online work right now but I can't focus I just wanna go back to sleep, sorry it's not really a vent"}
{"username": "mikan tsumiki", "content": "Ok thank you"}
{"username": "mikan tsumiki", "content": "I think i'll just rest right now, thank you for reminding me I can talk to someone though!"}
{"username": "mikan tsumiki", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "Menma:0"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "be with people who bring out the best in you. does she look like shes bringing out the best in you? ask yourself that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "take some space away from her and her friends. you need to think this alone and be in solitude. analyze your relationship with her in isolation. you need to communicate with your soul."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my friend nuked all my servers because i have the same name as her cousin and she thinks im stealing her name when stella is my actual name in real life she even called me a bunch of swear words hehe hehe so funny ahhahah"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "you even think is it funny"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "You said it's funny"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i was"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "being"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Why the same name as her cousin"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sarcastic"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Everyone can have the same name"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i swear to god i want to break something"}
{"username": "Floppy", "content": "Everyone can have the same name"}
{"username": "Floppy", "content": "Queen Elizabeth has the audacity to have the same name as me, time to nuke Britain!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Queen Elizabeth has the audacity to have the same name as me, time to nuke Britain!"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Floppy I"}
{"username": "Floppy", "content": "That friend is quite scummy, honestly. Is there anything that helps you relieve stress?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i want to break my neck"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "the only thing that relives my stress is"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "is"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont know"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i would usually vent to my girlfriend but shes at school"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "irl soo"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "my friend nuked all my servers because i have the same name as her cousin and she thinks im stealing her name when stella is my actual name in real life she even called me a bunch of swear words hehe hehe so funny ahhahah"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "How do you steal a"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Name"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont know"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Ask my mom my mom named me"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "The question is have you ever met her cousin"}
{"username": "Floppy", "content": "Guys, this is my super original Sonic character named Amy the Hergeherg. Do not steal!"}
{"username": "Floppy", "content": "Those are the vibes I'm getting"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "The question is have you ever met her cousin"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "Molang Bun bon y e s"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Ouch"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Now I know why she thinks that"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Are you born before her cousin"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "If so she technically stole your name"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ive only taked to her once"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "talked"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i didnt even know her name"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "@ wholesome of the day! sorry for ping but not too long ago i copied a server layout and i did not know i did not give credit or did anyting now i fell very stressed after that i deleted the layout an no one believes me pls help me! someone even join the server thats the owner of this server and when i dmed her she not repyling i need you guys to help me to take down that blacklist becuase that false"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "sorry for ping but not too long ago i copied a server layout and i did not know i did not give credit or did anyting now i fell very stressed after that i deleted the layout an no one believes me pls help me! someone even join the server thats the owner of this server and when i dmed her she not repyling i need you guys to help me to take down that blacklist becuase that false"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Fluffy! V i can try to help"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i mean if you've told them and you have no other way of convincing them, i think you've tried your best and there's nothing else you can do"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "ik but my first server i have tried my best get blacklisted small rock"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "and i even apologized and still blaclisted and everyone gonna hate me now"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "im not sure how to help then:"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "how? @ Baby girl"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "everyone gonna hate me and i dont want that"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "i have been so nice"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "and to get blacklisted is not right for me"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "how? @ Baby girl"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Fluffy! V aw: did you try to explain?"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "ofc i did @ Baby girl"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "no but i know people hate me aes and in no sec i gonn get banned from here"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "idk how to help, maybe send the invite to the server?"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "i will"}
{"username": "Fluffy! V", "content": "dmes closed @ Baby girl ."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "ah i'll open them"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "done"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can someone listen pls"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i really just wanna punch something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im so irritable rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "gosh i wanna punch something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ugh can i dm someone"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "what did he tell you to do?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont know"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i know french so i can help:"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "because he said it in french"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "uhh"}
{"username": "small rock", "content": "i would tell him that you couldn't hear him and ask him to repeat it and then i can translate?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "well i have to go anyways:' ima just get in trouble bye ty anyways"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "@ Fluffy! V But you stole my layout"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "but okay"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Go off, i guess"}
{"username": "Nana!", "content": "and you banned them"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Me?"}
{"username": "Nana!", "content": "noono"}
{"username": "Nana!", "content": "fluffy"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "Fluffy is the one who stole my layout"}
{"username": "VOdka", "content": "From divine"}
{"username": "Nana!", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "they blocked me"}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "Well now so let me get this straight you deleted the layout and now claiming that the blacklist is false? How would we know that you deleted it\u201d if you banned us. And there were way better ways to handling a situation then getting angry at Tabbez like it was her fault. If youre really sorry just admit what you did and how you responded was wrong and apologize to Tabbez my message to you @ Fluffy! V5576"}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "This is just sad"}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "Like no one hates you but just acting like it didnt happen doesnt make the situation go away"}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "i dont know whats happening but if its server drama related, keep it outside of the server and talk it out somewhere else please. we dont want to discuss bans, blacklists, and unnecessary stuff anywhere really."}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "also, do not drag along server members of sayumi to another server to discuss whats wrong."}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "thats your issue, not theirs. if you happen to have a friend who can help contact the owner, message them instead, not here."}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "Not trying to I mean have really no way of trying to work it out"}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "i understand. theyre probably in a emotional state right and cant think rationally atm. once theyre feeling better, they may unblock you and try to converse."}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "dont think about it too much, preoccupy yourself with other things for the time being and dont let this consume you for the rest of the day"}
{"username": "Kay!", "content": "Love for yoU"}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "yeah np."}
{"username": "Nessa", "content": "anyways, the topic is over now. any further mentioning of it will lead to a mute."}
{"username": "starburst has a plant obsession", "content": "i think i may have been a teeny bit overdramatic"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "so one of my dad's student's parents has recently tested positive for the coronavirus. which, of course, means that i could possibly have it. now i need to quarantine for two weeks and get a covid test"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "starburst has a plant obsession"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Sorry for ping"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Make sure you take care of yourself more! Do something that you like or do something positive to get your mind off."}
{"username": "Minuu", "content": "I feel like I'm depressed without a partner but when I do have one they always end up just using me for one reason or another. I'm too easily manipulated and I absolutely hate it. I hate how gullible I am."}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "Like that"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "@;; the thing is ive thought abt it many times i always get called toxic for no reason etc"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "it deleted but i can read it livia"}
{"username": "account not in use", "content": "i have a message logger"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@;; dms are open if you want to talk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You said you just wanted someone to talk to;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh my goodness"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "either these boys r too young or are too old and creepy"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "that's kinda mean: just because someone is young, doesnt mean they cant help, it's the thought that counts! and older people have more experience"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Take your time Shin."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "IS HERE"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I've been having a headache for this entire week and I didn't want to vent or sound annoying to others. Now it's getting worse, I can't just rest or drink tea as it always makes me feel better or something, I just can't feel safe anymore or take some time alone. I've always wanted to feel well rested but I also have loved ones in my life as well, I can't leave them alone without my help, being intelligent or helpful isn't that good to me because I stress myself out when it comes to me and here I am, my heart keeps... Idk what to say anymore, I don't think I have feelings or express myself. I always say funny things about myself and chat with others. And I don't mean to stress anyone else."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Now I have stress in my head saying that."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats Nobel of you ya know"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Its not easy when you have people depending on you"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "If they are depending on you"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And your not ok"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "How the heck are you gonna take care of them"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Taking care of yourself is also taking care of them shi"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "But I never think of myself that much."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I care about others more about myself."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "Thats a good quality to have"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And a dangerous one"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Like how I try and keep others day better."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "All the people you care for what are they fonn do without you as morbid as it is"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I rarely even vent that much.."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "And I don't open up to people..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "ShinglyWarrior I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. It's never a bad thing to help people, and it's also never ever a bad thing to not help people when you're trying to help yourself. Yes it's nice but you need to take care of yourself. If resting and self care is not working, go seek a medical professional. I think they're much more suitable for this. Take medicine if you have some. The people that love you want you to be safe and healthy as well. Saying no or denying things doesn't make you a bad person Shin. So try and put yourself before others."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "People are here for you"}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "And depending on them is hard"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Now I'm tearing up."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Great."}
{"username": "Nuggie boi", "content": "But sometimes..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you can't help others if you don't yourself. go take a break sir shin and maybe get a check up. hopefully you'll feel better"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I just have a weak heart..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know.. but you matter too, not just them"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't even know if I'm going to say stuff that'll make sense..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i know its hard to be selfish sometimes and take time for yourself but it isn't healthy to keep pushing for others needs without a break."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You'll be alright Shin. Look out for yourself first now, and then you can focus on other things"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "What you guys are saying is true."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "But I also can't understand my nature."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "And, we all have a weak heart. The average human can't really control their emotions so easily unless they have some form of mental disorder."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you're not alone"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't think I'm mentally disordered"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I just don't think about myself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Exactly. So it's fine if you have a weak heart"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "And I don't mean to waste your time on me or something."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't know why I'm doing this at this time."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not wasting! ono"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "While literally revising for physics..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we wouldn't be sitting here if we didnt want to"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "True."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you can depend on us too!"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I just don't know when it's the right time."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "People tend to forget about their own health when they're dealing with others. I'm just going to drop some quick advice: Focus on creating a balance between helping people and helping yourself. People can't always help others every time. Helping takes time and if you just rush towards a conclusion, you won't get a satisfying outcome."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "That is the issue with me."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Just try and care for yourself. Go see a doctor Shin and see if they can give you any medicine."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I don't sit with myself."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "And if I tell my parents..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Even if you think you're not worthy of care, you still need it."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "They wouldn't get it."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Talk to some friends/family members that will get it"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Someone you trust and love will give you the most support"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Irl friends don't really know me."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "And my family have 4 kids to take care of..."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "It would be a mess if I told them I have something or whatever."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "It's really hard to express..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Then talk to a professional."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Like I said, a doctor could help and if you're really pushing this, you can always book a therapy session."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "If you can't help yourself, then let others help you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's a last retort but it'll help drastically"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I just can't imagine telling my therapist my problems and he starts googling my symptoms"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm sure you'll be in good hands Shin. Trust me, we're talking about licensed professionals here."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "True."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I really thank you guys for sitting with me."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Again, I didn't mean to disturb you or anything."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It's alright Shin. We chose to do this so you're not disturbing us."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Thanks princess..."}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "ILY guys"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I feel better about myself."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yui pat Shin"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel lonely.."}
{"username": "aes", "content": "eli pat Dorotea"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Ive given up with art,Im not good enough,I will never be happy with my art,I genuinely hate art now,all of it...it used to bring me joy now all I can feel is hate"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Well,its just that...I showed someone my art and I said oh god my art is so bad\u201d and they didnt even like say I think its good\u201d or anything like that they just said you will improve with refs\u201d and I just see people who are younger then me with amazing art and I realize Ill never be good at it so Ive given up just like my motivation to live has gone away"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "..no..its just really bad and I hate it,I dont feel comfortable with showing my art anymore"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Still Im not comfortable anymore,I dont wanna show it"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Well,its just that...I showed someone my art and I said oh god my art is so bad\u201d and they didnt even like say I think its good\u201d or anything like that they just said you will improve with refs\u201d and I just see people who are younger then me with amazing art and I realize Ill never be good at it so Ive given up just like my motivation to live has gone away"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "That used to be me with my art, but when I kept practicing it kept getting better and better. I also watch YouTubers that have amazing art and when I looked at their very old art, it gives me the motivation that my art can grow like them."}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Ive given up with art,Im not good enough,I will never be happy with my art,I genuinely hate art now,all of it...it used to bring me joy now all I can feel is hate"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Trashman"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "But if you really decide to stop art cause you hate it, it is really up to you. Everyone doesn't always have to like doing art."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Trashman People draw from different ages and people improve in their own given time. Just cause somebody got better faster than you doesn't mean your art is less special. I mean mine was so badly done in mspaint with neon colors and it took me 7 years to improve"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My friend is 15 and I'm 20, she's amazing and she got good at it way earlier in her age than i did but I don't get upset over it cause art is art. You can't get better in a short amount of time and you definitely don't count as less of an artist. Your art still has value even if others see it as bad but you'll improve with years, you just have to be sure it's what you want to do with heart and a smile, not for the competition or to get better than anyone else"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The best artists were useless suckers like the rest of us, but they continued to improve. People will love you and people will hate you, just do what makes you happy and if they're being rude then tell them you'll get better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or flip them off and ignore them cause nobody really cares about people who do nothing. they jist love to bicker with us who do something while they do nothing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm saying this out experience, cause i got heavily bullied for my art and almost overdosed on pills because of it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Screw what others think, do what you love and do it with no regret."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "heh so i was planning something for my friends and then i got stressed cause people kept telling me things left and right and then i started feeling anxious"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but now i got it all cleared and i got the plans set"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i really wanted to do something nice for people and then it kinda backfired in a way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but now everythings fine"}
{"username": "imactuallyhoriishiii", "content": "what is this feeling? Is it normal to feel this way? Im like outside i havent sleep in like 4 days still i dont feel sleepy and im now feeling down all of the sudden and later it will go away and it will go to me again what is this? Im so confused i don't know why im feeling this way do i just lack off attention? I dont know anymore im just sad rn i dont know what is the reason ive been here outside for 4days and just staring at my laptop with no sleep im i dont know."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "this isnt really a vent but i swear im aboutta lose it. I had got new perfumes from my aunt for my birthday and a few days ago i found out my mom had been TAKING my perfumes and not asking, or telling me, or any of that. So i decided to sneak into her room and take them and other things she had taken from me. She then found out and slapped me and got mad at me. She then told me i wasnt aloud in her room anymore without asking even though when im asleep she takes my stuff. then i tried to tell her that and because im the child and shes the parent it doesnt matter. it annoys me so much that she can take my stuff but i cant take it back but when i even use a bit of some of her stuff she goes off on me. its MY stuff. if she asked she could use it but she doesnt even use it! she just takes it to take it and thats what annoys me the most. telling her isnt gonna work because iM tHe cHiLd aNd sHeS a pArEnT and i dont know what to do. @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Bruh, that's so rude, that's your stuff, I recommend locking your door and hiding your stuff, don't leave it out in the open, also, I hope you're okay! All because you're the child and she's the parent, doesn't make a difference, it's very rude and disrespectful, you can't mess with any of her stuff, then she has no right messing with yours! Happy late birthday by the way! Hope you feel better!3"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Kenzie 3"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Sorry for ping! I just want you to feel better!"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "its ok no need to apologize for pinging! and i dont have a lock on my door, and if i locked my door if i did my mom would iterally unscrew my doornob, that would never happen, and i do have it hidden but if she wants something i have to give it to her or im off my electronics for who knows long,"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "its really not my decision what i can or cant do at all"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Oh, well, I feel really bad for you. Just know, don't be afraid to speak up for yourself, cause you don't need to be treated like this."}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "dont listen?! man if u guys were in my shoes you would never ever even say that, if i dont listen to her like ive never even dared to do that"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "you dont understand how scary that is"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "and shes the best mom ever i couldnt, like i love her so much"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "just some things i hate her for"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "if i dont listen like"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "i guess i could do that"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Kenzie 3", "content": "thats ok"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "Mhm!"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "tbh Kenzie i have a older brother who comes in and steals my video games so i understand kinda what ur going threw"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my stuff is mine and yours is yours"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I WANT TO CHOKE MY fRieNds"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I HATE THEM"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I HGFUVGHK"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I CANT TAKE IT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I WANG TO SCREAM"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I WANT TO ALL YTRF EYEGS MOUT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I CNAT TAKIEE IT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "CNAT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "I CQANT"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "brb i know i would need this noose"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "bbye"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "cya and i sorry about ur friends"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so you want in the group chat?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Sure, I'll see what's going on"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "guys i think im being sexually assaulted online"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "is it someone from the server?"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Eh?"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "in stellas gc"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Ok calm down."}
{"username": "rika", "content": "my used to be friend keeps saying come closer and i feel very uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "then maybe block the person if need to be then"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "708415436051578941"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I dont like this channel but rn i have nobody to talk to.."}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I just dont want to be sad alone"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "awe:"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "its okay to cry"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "its really good to let all that emotion out"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "But i cride twice today already"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "or youll feel super constipated with emotions"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "its okay love"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "jus drink water"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "and lay down"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "or do something"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Om laying in bed"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "like watch videos"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "jus stay hydrated"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I dont really feel like watching stuff rn"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I just want to talk"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I was in a voice call with my friend and they just abandoned me in a state i dont like being in"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "We were talking about really heavy topic"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "And some are triggering to me"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "For the most part i can deal with it"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "But this time oml"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "did you tell them that those topics triggered you?"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "They got the bingo"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Yeh"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I mean they know me quite well"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Ah, i see. they are probably selfish, or dont understand what youre being serious. and to that i say pull away from their friendship or talk it out with them"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Its not really the topics one on one that felt bad. Its just it was the wholl list in one discussion"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "No nooo"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "dont stay for a friendship cus ur lonely cus it will only hurt you :"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oooh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "what is it then"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Just the way it ended, it was abrupt and i wasnt ready for it"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "After heavy topic i expected a more chill convo or just basic talks"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Not this time"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oh:"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "maybe you need some time"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "Ye but my classes start in 6h"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I have to wake up in 4 to 5h"}
{"username": "Purple Freak", "content": "I havent sleep"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Online school is so invasive because u dont know someones home situation. And teacher say well we see u at school why not at home because some of us dont have good home lifes! Wow! Surprise! Like huh? Ur in OUR space not the other way around"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Cuz i feel like that's me talking up there"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hbu?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Wait a minute"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why do you feel like a failure?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Eh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Cooking is not so easy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It needs a lot of practice and focusing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And even multitasking"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hey, hey don't be so harsh on yourself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well that can go in the trash"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then you ded?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Im very confused"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Someone ignored a vent"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hello staff person"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I see what you mean akiro"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "And, Im the owner not a staff love"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hello owner"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; Lexy's vent"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Online school is so invasive because u dont know someones home situation. And teacher say well we see u at school why not at home because some of us dont have good home lifes! Wow! Surprise! Like huh? Ur in OUR space not the other way around"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Lexy I could relate 100 love, I never understood why they want us to have our cameras on, some students fear of being judged and hated on, for their looks."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Akiro suggestion love"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So can this rule be a written one?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like do NOT overwrite other people's vents"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It could be! I can try to see?"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Maybe i can have a policy where you add a dash after your vent"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "So people can read over it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I don't understand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What is that?"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Nevermind, Ill take that into accountive"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "urm, are you okay..?"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "ok.."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "um"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; so tell me why do you feel like a failure?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " Nevermind, Ill take that into accountive"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Ashi On Break thank you!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " Akiro i failed to make a apple crisp"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@;; and?"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Lexy I could relate 100 love, I never understood why they want us to have our cameras on, some students fear of being judged and hated on, for their looks."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "@ Ashi On Break facts"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look I learned how to crack an egg when I turned 15"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Though lexy I hope youre good sweety"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So either try again or switch it up"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's not the end of the world"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like I just knew what an apple crisp is just after you told me about it lmao"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So it's unlikely anyone will ask you to make one"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Oh its fine Menma! How are u btw I saw ur vent"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "those mixed signals don't work with me, either you tell us what's up or don't."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Stop hinting at things"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "As they say"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Spill the tea sis"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Till now I don't understand why you are not okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tell me what's up"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I understand, we all are physically fine but why is it frying itself?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Your brain"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sleep?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You slept for 2 hours?!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Go get some sleep!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then rest for a bit"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okay well"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Time to lurk here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Idk why people are afraid of talking too much here"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "ooh"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "lruking"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "cool"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "im sorry for the trouble im causing right now,"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's the advanced level of lurking"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nyaib. you don't have to be sorry also what trouble?!"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "Idk why people are afraid of talking too much here"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "Akiro i have no idea how to type my problems"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "jaisy is supreme begin with what you feel then we'll ask you why you feel like this"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "strange"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "nyaib. you don't have to be sorry also what trouble?!"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "Akiro venting. I was crying; You couldve been texting with your friends, but instead. all of you are here to help me."}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "Were strangers that just met."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Akiro venting. I was crying; You couldve been texting with your friends, but instead. all of you are here to help me."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nyaib. friends? Pfft you're a funny person aren't you?"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "i sound so"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I literally have nothing better to do idk about menma tho"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "annoying right now"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i sound so"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "nyaib. Canadian"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "PLS"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "jaisy is supreme come on let out what's in your heart"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "im very um"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "i feel weird because people... kind of misunderstand me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "they think..."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "well they just think im trying to do something else than what i am"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Give me an example"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "An instant where that happened"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "like"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "someone said that i was trying to hurt them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "By?"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "when i really just wanted to help with a problem"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "they said i wanted to hurt their feelings"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Menma"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's literally their problem"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That people missunderstand them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How can we solve it?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "jaisy is supreme well your case is a bit confusing because it doesn't depend on mental health it depends on the way you're talking."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "It could be that I don't understand them, maybe I don't know what they want to hear"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And the people you're talking to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oops sorry I meant it does depend on the mental health of the people you're talking to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " It could be that I don't understand them, maybe I don't know what they want to hear"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "jaisy is supreme yes but at the same time you really aren't the one who is at fault because you would never know if you didn't try"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like I said it depends on the mental health of the person in front of you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like if I say to an optimistic person to have a great day, they will be happy and tell me to have a great day too"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But if I tell that to a passimistic person they will probably make some connections and start hating me because they think I'm telling them to flip off"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "i dont know how to make people like me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The only solution for this is to be an observer and learn about the person you wanna chat with then you can know what to say and what to do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also you never know who likes you!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "A lot of people don't show signs of likeness towards you because they're too shy or that's their personality"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also sometimes people act angry and act like they hate you when they really have a crush on you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's real I've been through this experience"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well imagine you have a crush on someone and when they start talking to you, you feel a bit angry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And then you can't find anything to get that anger out so you get it out at them"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "... ty for your help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're welcome!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "We make a great team"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You know stuff and I know stuff"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "With our knowledge combined nothing will stand in our way of making people's days"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Which word?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tbh having blacklisted words here is stupid because people write huge paragraphs that take 1020 minutes just for their work to be gone in a millisecond"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Would you be happy if you had the courage to write your feelings and just because you said something wrong all of it will be gone?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Aww same here"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Bad internet"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm not talking about cussing"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Cussing is bad"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes time to lruk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "We're... Not casually talking... We're waiting for people to help..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Let's just... Lruk"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "afk Lruking;3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Maybe keep a lamp on eh?"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "what do you use to watch anime on? cuz i know that on some phones you can change the brightness settings to nighttime mode"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Stay with the light on"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "yeah so there's a new role, it's not venting helpers anymore. what does wotd exactly mean"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "all that comes to my mind is word of the day but that's obviously not it"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "uhm no I do but eventually I heard bumping noises in the hallway when there is literally nothing so I close the light"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "@;; r u living with someone?"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "That its something bad hmm"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "No not that"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "The fact they check up on u"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Thats illegal"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "Thats sad"}
{"username": "Namraxx", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "Namraxx", "content": "whats the website for the server?"}
{"username": "Namraxx", "content": "the developer for the server said he made a website for it or something"}
{"username": "Namraxx", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "argan", "content": "hhh thanks I'll try to move on and find better friends, you're nice and yh you helped thanks for the advice,"}
{"username": "argan", "content": "yh sometimes I struggle to make friends too, I always stutter when I speak and I'm not good at speaking with people."}
{"username": "argan", "content": " hhh ye I'm a very introverted person so I have no one really to talk with"}
{"username": "argan", "content": "I have no one to talk to alot so when I lose someone close to me it's a big thing for me bc I barely have anyone to say or vent my problems to"}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "I've been trying to keep myself positive and I've been trying to make others positive, but it's just become hard. It's like everyone around me is just way more talented than me and I can't stop myself from believing that I'm just a mistake. my entire life has just been a problem after a problem and when I finally fond happiness there always has to be someone tht has to make me feel negative again. and a big problem is that... everyone around me seems to be hsppy, and I'm just feeling left out. Every time I want to go to a chat in a server everybody is focusing on one person or everybody is laughing, and I want to join them but... I just can't. I envy those people that are able to come into a place and feel happy since all I feel is ignored."}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "The one hope I had in succeeding was thrown away due to my arrogance and the one hope I had in being happy was deleted by my ignorance."}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "I just feel so ignored to the point where it feels like no one cares about me, and it feels like I'm just a failure. I even failed at writing this with proper grammar."}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "Every attempt I make to have a new friend just ends with us never talking again."}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "I just... feel ignored. I feel like I've failed at everything. I feel like an annoyance to everyone."}
{"username": "Alas2", "content": "This time, it's not a specific person that's bullying me or targeting me, and this time it's not a single problem about me that's making me feel down. this time I just generally feel like a failure or a mistake."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Have you ever thought you wont be loved by anyone, especially if your a person that dont like to be lonely, and might have a lots of problems in life"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "That's actually me..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "All my friends literally left me, they were 21 friends in 1 server, but they left me bc I cancelled my game project, that actually hurt my feelings"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "It's been 2 months since they left me, and I still cant find any new friends..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "They mostly make fun of me bc I dont have"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "You know I lost hope finding new friends, I might even leave this server after time..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Ignore that I was crying for 2 months now.,."}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "i feel u"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "i have been wearing a mask for so long that i forgot how i look like underneath it"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "so imma be here if u need anything"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Yessir o7"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i still haven't made any friends cause i see no point in it if I'll try to strike a convo and it'll drown"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "majority here are so young it's trouble for us people in our 20's to mske friends or find stable topics to talk about and connect"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just like blegh and lurk here and try to help like a big sister or mom figure. Anything beyond that is non existent lmao"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i cant do this"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "I agree actually, but I have been with friends for so long, and there were friends I love from my heart, but they broke it..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "So that's why I dont want to be lonely"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "I get the bad feelings when I be lonely TnT"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Your lucky..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "And I'm sure your complimented with that"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "I'm not"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Friends come and go"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's how life is"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Find new ones"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Agree..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't let the other people make you feel down"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "And they well break your heart"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "My heart is sealed in a safe place"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Oh where?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You need to know that not all people you meet are friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Inside a safe made of titanium"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "pls help ik this isnt a vent but my friend asked me what lmao means help help help"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl licking my Abdo off"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Wait I think off"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "WRF"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "XD"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "YES LICKING MY ABDO OFF"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It will die"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Gc?"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "I dont think so..."}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyway as for you CARLOS don't let friends get to your heart"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Only let best friends and lovers do"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "21"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "So yeah my feelings broke about 21 times"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Love actually gone for so long"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "A highscore"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "None cares about it these days"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's not true"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "It is true..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Me and my partner care about each other and love each other"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "Well yea family well do that"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "But I mean with friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah don't love your friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like them"}
{"username": "CARLOS", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl tell me what they say after you tell them the meaning"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Of lmao"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl tell me what they say after you tell them the meaning"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Akiro okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "CARLOS do you know what love means anyway?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It means understanding"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you understand something you love it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Akiro she said'wow that sounds so weird'"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you don't understand something that will result in fear and then that fear will develop into hatred"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "y'all speaking about abdo licking"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i saw it up i think"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah I'm sorry for my reply, imma delete it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "As for loneliness topic: it's a curse and a blessing. Cause you don't have people to constantly disappoint but you feel unwated and as if you'll never have what others do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Personally I have nobody but my bf, i try to see it as a blessing but sometimes i do overthink and start feeling like the fault is in my head"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That nobody wants to be near me cause I'm either unapproachable or somebody spread rumors about me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But at this point i don't really care and I'm fine being with one person as a friend by heart"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I love being lonely but at the same time I make some friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you don't find peace in being lonely you're definitely not gonna find it around a group of friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you don't find peace in being lonely you're definitely not gonna find it around a group of friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Gerome that is a wrong conclusion."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "@ Baby girl @;; Please dont talk about arse in this channel and anywhere in this server. Also, Unsleepy, dont ask questions like that again."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Frankie sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bunny that is a wrong conclusion."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro probably but it's what i learned by my own experience"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah but a lot of people I know find peace in being in a group"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Then it's just me being socially rejected and insecure ig idk really"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i find peace with others when i am in peace in my own silence and loneliness"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No no no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " Then it's just me being socially rejected and insecure ig idk really"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Trant there are people who prefer to be lonely and people who prefer to be with others. It doesn't have any deep meaning"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Not everything has to have a deep meaning and a secret lore"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "ok this is a real vent, my mom just said that my maid could enter on me BATHING, even tho i told her to respect my privacy"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You have a maid?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sick"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "yeah i mean everyone has one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Maids don't exist here unless you're rich"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wtf"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They're probably called house managers not maids"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk but maids here work for rich people where I'm from, I'm just confused a bit i think"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways that's creepy as hell ew"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I've heard in Egypt having a maid is normal"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can you lock the door or something?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl is the maid a guy or a girl?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "a girl but still"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How old is she?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah I'd feel uncomfortable too"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i dont know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how old does she look like?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Eh just talk to her and tell her that you feel uncomfortable about it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she looks 20"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh my"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Eh just talk to her and tell her that you feel uncomfortable about it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Akiro no actually she just told my mom she wanted to come on me bathing and my mom agreed"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Are you 18?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "im 16"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why do you have the 1718 role then?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "wait i do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "when i picked my roles i was on phone"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "so i probably picked it by accident"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "lemme change it"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "done"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont call me out like that nessa"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "I mean, its not really a big deal since some people selected 1718 role when theyre 16 about to turn 17 so yeah"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "Danielle im about to change 17 in 2 months so theres still time for that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl anyway if she does come on you, you have the right to call the police"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she already came in: D"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "and im scared to call the police cuz its not really a reason"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "A maid asked my mom to come into my bathroom while I was naked and my agreed"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Isn't that a good reason?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What did she do anyway?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "she just did whatever we do in a bath, shower"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "She took a shower while you were bathing?"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "no, she washed me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Eh that's... Normal tbh"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "but like when we FINALLY finished aka the moment i have to dress up she stayed in and pretended to do something in the bathroom"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Normally maids do that and given that she was a girl then it's okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "For people that don't normally have maids it might seem weird but it's really one of the services they do"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i had maids"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i dont wanna say that because im afraid i'll get warned but when i took off my shirt she kind of touched me and smiled"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i dont wanna say that because im afraid i'll get warned but when i took off my shirt she kind of touched me and smiled"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl yeah that breaks the rules AND GO CALL THE POLICE"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "im scared to do that"}
{"username": "Maventine", "content": "that is scary"}
{"username": "Maventine", "content": "that is not okay. definitely."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't be afraid"}
{"username": "Maventine", "content": "i'd be very uncomfy if i was in your situation"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The cops will believe you"}
{"username": "Maventine", "content": "i'd recommend calling the police as well"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "i always wanted to call the cops"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You can call them and say your being sexually assaulted I know its scary but its for your safety"}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright stay staff love 3."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Safe Oml"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "stay safe 3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "@ Baby girl if you have any proof then please don't hesitate to turn it in"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "My crush just said this about me to my friend: well to be completely honest the longer im in that gc the more depressed i can see myself getting. Also thats why i wasnt coming out cos i cant cope with her. Ik im sounding harsh but its easier telling the truth. I tell her I hate her dw. Hate is a bit too strong nvm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I guess this person doesn't like you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's their right as a human"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And you have a right to move on"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yeah its just difficult ig"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he has also blackmailed me in the past and blames me for stuff but its okay ig"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "feeling sad"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nobody cares though"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh yeah, someones blackmailing me. why?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's not normal."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oh i forgot to delete the messages i sent"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "crap"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "disgusting behavior actually"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you should report it to the police."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "its even someone in this server"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and this is how you can tell parents failed at raising kids"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean them"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "you're confusing me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "nevermind.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just report it to the police."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "their someone i know online"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "doesn't allow them to blackmail you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "still crappy behavior."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not from you though, from them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just cause you know them doesn't mean they can do whatever and get away with it. That's bad parenting and bad influence cause they might do worse thinking it's normal when it's not."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Be careful with the people you're with, none of us here want you in any trouble."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i don't wanna be rude but do y'all pick your crushes out trash cause what is this behavior in this new generation...it wasn't like that few years ago where I'm from"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Romelda hes my first crush, he tried to blackmail me into not being annoying by threatening to tell my friend the things i said about her behind her back, he also threatened to tell all my friends about how i was fiends with someone they all didnt like, knowing it would cause drama"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Eh the first one you're the one that was at fault you shouldn't talk to someone behind their back but the second one is just... Stupidly idiotic"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like literally if that someone they don't like is good with you then why tf would they care?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Seems like you're in a toxic group"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And you're being toxic too"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Leave that group of friends immediately because those aren't friends those are enemies in disguise"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he also threatened to ruin me and my friends friendship"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tbh if you had a pinch of common sense you would've turned that to the police immediately or to a psychologist"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But instead you chose to let him blackmail you and be free"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Congratulations, he's not a bad person, you are."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "For letting him continue what he's doing rn you're just giving him a free training ground"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He's using you as a gateway so you better close that gateway and start taking action"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he cant actually do that stuff, now heres some messages of him threatening me. stuff in the font is him Is it just me that knows you still talk to anna or anyone else? Just you Now lets do a little experiment shall we oh god Wonder what would happen if maisie and eishal found out about you and anna, just for some tea, to make things even with us to prove i dont hate you, cuz ik you like tea eishal knows ik but does maisie?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He sounds like a creep"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "But instead you chose to let him blackmail you and be free"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Akiro I didnt let him blackmail me, he didnt go through with his plan because i told her the things i said and apologised, and he brushed it off as a joke. I can send you the screenshots if you would like"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just tell me how tf did you have a crush on him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Actually nvm"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i dont know"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Where do you normally talk?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Discord?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "With him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "School and over this group chat, that he has now left"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "and no, i have him on discord but we dont talk on there"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well I want you to go to his profile click on those three points in the corner and press a word called block."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "no thanks 3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "because i dont want to make things any worse"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i have a plan and im gonna go with it"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And your plan is?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Not talk to him this weekend at all, when im at school only talk to him when he talks to me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Does he have a gun?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Does he bring that gun to school and aim at you?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he doesnt have a gun, so no"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then why do you feel obligated to even get near him?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why even answer him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "because i like him, thats why"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "AHH"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're making me frustrated"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i like the thrill i get when im around him, the slight fear when he opens his bag, his deep voice"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "thatcanbetakenmanydifferentways"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I also like feeling in danger and having constant anxiety that today is my last day on earth everytime someone opens his bag because I'm a dumb person that doesn't have any other people to talk to"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Literally how lonely do you have to be to hang out with a potential school shooter?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm sorry but you're hopeless"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You really need to wake up from that darkness you're in because that person is a danger to everyone around him and if he doesn't get therapy then he might commit disturbing things"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The least you can do if you really like him is to help him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "At least go to a school counselor or a psychologist and show him all the text messages and the voice messages"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You might be able to help him and he will be thankful and you 2 might actually become a thing"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Do something instead of letting him do something first"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Theres still time left to help him"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Take that time and try to help"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "heres more of our messages hes the font again ill make a deal okay if you annoy me more time im telling ashley the things you said behind her back. Chile okay cos if you do and i say that chances are itll split the gc, and i dont want that to happen, but quite a few people do. Lmao okay Or i could do it rn? Miss girl, i dont really care tbh So you dc about the gc, the one thing your holding together cos your the leader. I do care but blackmailing mes not gonna work"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Honestly you need to cut him off because uh thats a no no. No real friend will blackmail you. Someone you love would never blackmail you or do bad things in general."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "we arent friends, he hates me"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Why are you near him"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Turn him lose"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "im hoping i can fix things if im patient"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "B3TH pick a crush that actually can differentiate between your and you're"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i dont think grammars the issue here lmao"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Not the point"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "if yous think this is bad you dont wanna see the voice messages"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Why are you staying around him?"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Bc you love him or you wanna help him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "never said i love him"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Nani"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "hes just a high school crush"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How old is that dude anyway?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "15?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i stay around him because i get a thrill, and hes very funny so i enjoy his presence"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "14"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "A 14 year old can do all of that to you?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Hes your typical edgy\u201d boy"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Im not surprised"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "if yous want to hear the voice messages i can send them to you?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "fair enough"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Send it to me"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he also showed me his knifes on facetime"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I wanna have a good cringe"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "one sec"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "he also showed me his knifes on facetime"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "B3TH lmao his toy knives?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "They probably are all blunt"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "I cant tell if youre helping or just clowning"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm clowning on him"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Yeah figured"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "I usually just lurk but i was too to let this go"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "ugh its not sending give me a min"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Good luck you too"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i sent you some of them"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "they are litteraly so weird"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "oh and i just found the messages of him telling me how to drown myself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great but people like him probably are just doing that for attention"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry everyone for what I'm about to say"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Go ahead"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Pea"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And you literally said what I wanted to say"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just...highkey mad like what is this? gen z is just...my god"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "horrible, disgusting generation with only few people being normal"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's not gen z"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's our society"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "okay but that mindset is still disgusting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm being blackmailed and i have toxic friends, this is absolutely fine and normal and i don't mind it lIKE NO YOU RUN AND YOU RUN FAR AND FAST WTH YOU DOING"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Please your the generation normalized suicide so you shut up and stop talking smack about gen z."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's not the generation it's the parents, society and friends"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "what in the world"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Those are the people who make a person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hewwo"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Not some generation"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk what else to say but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i think i have a boyfriend \ufe0f im really happy so i just wanted to share that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My generation didn't normalize that fyi"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i think i have a boyfriend \ufe0f im really happy so i just wanted to share that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maximilianus deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro oh! thank you!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ill go there!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sigrid great well our generation isn't like that"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Demeter I have attempted to help, i have gone to people but all refused to help because he likes dark humor\u201d and hes just like that\u201d"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Neither is ours."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "B3TH just dump everyone for pete's sake..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Besides the generation crap is just a way for old people to talk smack about younger people to feel better about themselves"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro Not true in what i tried to say cause things were far different than they are now"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Akiro Not true in what i tried to say cause things were far different than they are now"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Jennings yes societal change not generation related"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i am in 23/32 of his classes a week, i cant change that unless i want to change my studdies"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "B3TH also no you can just walk away."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah but y'all ain't living together so"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Akiro I cant unless i want to change half my subjects and my house clas"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look you have no common sense because anyone with common sense would pick a chair far from the chair he's sitting in in class and don't hang out with him"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Yall be more understanding, and softer spoken with people."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "bunni we tried"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Read above"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Akiro I dont hang out with him and we dont pick our seats cause of covid"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "OOOh so that means you're at least 1 meter apart"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So you just can ignore him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yes, several meters a part"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "See"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "which is what i do"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You can ignore him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Even then, dont start berating them if they dont listen. If you cannot help, and feel as if they arent listen you can end the convo and someone else can help."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "some types can't be helped even if we wanted"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i have not mentioned the nice things he has done though, you do not know everything about me or him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Some types need some sense slapped into them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "i have not mentioned the nice things he has done though, you do not know everything about me or him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "B3TH are they more than the bad things he did for you also didn't you say he hated you?"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "No, thats not how you go about stuff. you can hurt someone that way."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're contradicting yourself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Doesn't matter, if a person has psychopathic tendencies it doesn't matter the amount of good they've done. At some point they'll snap and your necks will too. Those people are dangerous and to be stayed away from"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Akiro He used to be nice, i messed it up though"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "bunni what if their life is on the line?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": " Akiro He used to be nice, i messed it up though"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "B3TH great since you messed up then walk away and find someone else to talk to because after highschool you will never see him again or think about him again"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he physically cant do anything, he has admitted he wouldnt kill everyone, its only a fantasy of his. He is very intelligent"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's what all pedos say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and you believe it?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not surprised"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yes because i am an empath"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "look, i cant control what he says or does, ive tried to help him but he refuses help."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't help him."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I second what nessa said."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That just because someone says that they fancy something terrible then they probably will try doing it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "simple as that"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but 10 minuets ago you told me to help him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes because we thought that you had enough common sense to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I didn't personally"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But now just please run away from him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i do, and i have tried, as i said"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "For your sake and his"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "oi. This is not a debate nor argumentative chat. it this does not pertain to venting or simply getting feels out. Discuss it outside of Sayu."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You sound like you're obsessed with him not just have a crush on him"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "this is a verbal warning."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i am not obsessed with him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Alright I'm going away now"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "tyvm:3"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "anyway, hes a funny, intelligent guy and i just wish i didnt mess things up between us"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "This is the last time I'm helping anyone with an anime pfp"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "what does my pfp have to do with this?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "okay let's end the topic here, i don't want the mods to warn either of you including me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What's said is said, things will be fine and we shouldn't stress too much about it"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Venting is a safe place for all who want to get out their feelings, and be heard. For someone to help you out with tough situations in which you feel you cant ask anyone else. However, some topics that are talked about or brought up can be triggering and for that we kindly ask you to put a trigger warning and spoil said message. Words like cutting, ed, suicide, etc., should have spoilers on them. Although this is the venting chat where topics such as those are talked about, we still are trying to keep this place safe and triggering people isnt what we want."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You say this even tho this channel is locked out from people and you need to get a role to see it..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you get triggered from those topics you shouldn't even be here for God's sake"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "And for extra precautions, and personally some people have already been spoiling their stuff so it isnt much of an upgrade. Anyways, any more comments or questions you can dm."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "How do you put spoilers on things?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "like this"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Like, putting these at the end of a sentence"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Okay thank you:"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "youre welcome!"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "IIthis?II"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "No thats not it"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "not Ls"}
{"username": "aquamarine", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "this?"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yes beth!"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Okay done"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tremml I'm trying to dm you but I can't."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's alright we all have our lazy phases"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't think about it and let it happen normally"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "When you feel like getting up do it okie?:3"}
{"username": "Chey", "content": "c: okay"}
{"username": "Chey", "content": "I don't have any energy but I'll let it come to me"}
{"username": "Chey", "content": "Maybe I'll get something done today"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's the spirit! I'm proud of you already:3"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "i just was supposed to record smth for my orchestra, and i don't even have one now. there's a million things that went wrong: my phone kept turning off so i had to pause and tap it, i could hear zoom while i was recording that was distracting me, i couldn't turn the volume off because i had to play a recording through headphones waaahhh and the song is super long aswell, almost 20 mins, and i played it about 3 times and now i don't even have a recording to show my conductor"}
{"username": "weian", "content": "and i would ping venting helpers but it's not letting me"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "@. Venting Helpers ."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Unknown"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i have no clue"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "IM GOING CRAAZY"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "no"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "nah"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "he got a gf"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "oof i am so sorry to hear that angel"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i cant get mad over it tbh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "lmfao"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i hate myself so much for falling for everyone and getting hurt"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "the thing is he didnt even tell me."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "and im his best friend."}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "ooh?"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "im tired, i jus want love."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "unless you're willing to make mistakes you'll regret later on to find the one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nah it's not your brain, you think with your heart"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same as me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "We're all mentally ill one way or another, let's be honest here"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "because i want the experience before i die, i jus wanna know what it feels like to actually be unconditionally loved because i do it for everyone and i want it to be my turned to be pampered to be loved."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's understandable but you can't really force it on your mind like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Desperation can lead you to trouble"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It'll come to you on it's own at the moment you won't expect"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's good you're able to love others but it's also bad cause you don't seem to give yourself the amount of love you give others"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope all of you ppl with problems feel better as fast as it's possible. All of you are awesome and sweet. Remember ppl that are shy to tell abt ur problems that u don't need to hide ur problems, we are here for you and we LY SO MUCH. So feel free to text Me or someone will try to help you. ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE IMPORTANT."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Who reads that: Hope u have a great day/evening/night, u awesome and nice person, remember that everything will be good and we worry abt you LY all"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "tysm sweetie"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "It really means a lot to me. I've been stressing myself out with assignments and my responsibilities on discord. You're such a sweetheart, have a lovely day"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm 3"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i don't know if this really belongs here, because this is a positive vent, but."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been depressed for multiple months now. i've been trying to kill myself all the time. i just couldn't get myself to go to school, or even get up from bed. but i've been taking meds for a couple weeks now, and i feel so energetic. i have a lot to do today, and i feel like i want to do it. i feel so motivated and i feel like one day, it'll finally get better."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Veera Does the medication you take have any after effects? Like you feeling worse or something"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I did drop them like 4 years ago tbo"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I tried suggesting that I might have it to my mom but she brushed it off as just lazyness"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I can't tell my brother because how are you depressed when you live in France?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Where I came from they think therapists and psychologists are only for really messed up people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No, they're for people who get neglected like you and give support"}
{"username": "gonzoldyck", "content": "I dont understand"}
{"username": "gonzoldyck", "content": "Negative Vent"}
{"username": "gonzoldyck", "content": "So, I got into the server and I actually decided I would talk to the chat and make some friends and turns out I did, I was very proud of myself that I got above my anxiety for the first time!...but, weeks later, they all started being toxic and rude to other including me. I had to leave cause I was getting hate and it was enough for me at school, they kept calling me annoying\u201d , fat\u201d and other mean things. I didnt like this...at all."}
{"username": "gonzoldyck", "content": "@;; I think they are just like that, sometimes I call them cuss word names as jokes and I hope they know that, I think I did some stuff that made them do this..but I dont know what? \ufe0f"}
{"username": "gonzoldyck", "content": "@;; okay sure."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You must respect your friends if you want them to respect you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I know but some people think that she means it and don't say anything to not embarrass her"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also it's extremely disrespectful"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Not only to the person you're saying it to but to the people around them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe you call them that cuss word and their parents are near"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's completely unnecessary"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And I used to talk like that with my cousin"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Until he started talking like that with my mom"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "WITH MY OWN MOTHER"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He did"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And now he's blocked from half of the family"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He doesn't"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "1 month older than me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm 16"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "A month ago"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Arguing is expired, but people will do it anyways cause they're bored and drama feeds them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The house could be burning and I'd sit in my place calmly drinking soda lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same applies to people, some do it cause they're bored so best to just wave them bye"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways it's my first time hearing a kid talking rudely to their parent from cussing alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I remember saying darnit was enough to make an appointment with a belt or a 2 hour paragraph about my vile language"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if i was a kid rn and did that I'd be yeeted to the moon ngl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "alright, enjoy whatever you're watching"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ima watch cat vids"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "clover."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay i have a plan, im gonna try my hardest for him to stop hating me. I will just ignore him this week and restart next week. I will then get him back in the group chat and we will start calling again"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "im gonna undo it i swear i just need to be patient"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's not what you should do but ok"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "it is important he doesnt hate me, considering the amount of time i have to spend with him"}
{"username": "alys", "content": "@! Rose i know this is a late reply but im sorry you feel that way. i hate feeling lonely and sad too. you may feel lonely but there is always people around that you can talk to if you feel comfortable talking to them. me included! i tend to not tell my friends when i feel sad too but try not to bottle it up too much. your friends are there so you dont feel lonely and so they can help you feel better! you can always talk about how you feel with your friends and say to them ways that might make you feel better. people have different ways with coping so thats probably why what they say dont help to you. you can use this to also talk with them and ask what they would like you to do to make them feel better too! anytime you feel lonely you can talk to me in the server or in dms since my dms are always open! i hope you do feel better soon you lovely person \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "guys I'm not gonna go into detail but I'm a victim of child abuse and I told the counsellors at school and they're saying that they will meet with my parents and I'm scared because they put it in my full hands. I'm the one who has to give them permission and the day they will have it, and they said a repercussion could happen, I'm sorry but I cant lie. And I'm terrified"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "uhm no", "content": "oh god"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "But what if my parents end up locking me up or something?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Possibilities are basically endless"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "They could move me to a new school, God knows what could happen"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "It's not like they care if I'm suffering"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "It might help if u just think of it as a quest in Mario"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Never thought of it that way.."}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Sry I bad at giving advices"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "im"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "No you're not"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "dont say that"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm even worse"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Nah ah.., u r verrry gud 2"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "oki qwq"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "ty guys for answering quickly"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Umu, just stop by if u need something"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hey, my vent isn't really as bad as others yet I just wants to get a few things off my chest. One of my friends pisses me off for the same reason always seems to ignore me or be annoyed with me, her humor is sorta cruel and I usually don't feel such heavy emotions towards someone but the anger sorta makes me wonder why I always have a reason to be mad at her, perhaps it's envy but I don't see any reason I'd be interested in being such a individual, me and her don't have quite a good past and fought a decent amount of times. I just don't understand my hatred I just wanna scream whenever I'm near her."}
{"username": "aes", "content": "maybe it's because of the rough past yall had! possibly all the hatred is tied in from everything that happened in the past. maybe you can try to forget all the bad stuff from the past and focus on all the good and you could talk to that specific friend about how you feel, you will feel better if you do talk to that person."}
{"username": "aes", "content": "honestly"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i dont have a significant other"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i feel so happy"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i barely have any friends"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "but i have full freedom"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "free time wise"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "as if i had a boyfriend/girlfriend i wouldn't have any free time because i would be spending time w them"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "i do love my family and my pets"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Then keep punching"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jump rope and walk a lot if you're not trying to gain weight"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do something like that, punching the bag will only do so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay take care"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "junnie X ShinglyWarrior"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "WHAT?"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Bruh this is a venting channel..."}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "But why though?"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "She likes the kisses you give her so Im just helping"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "I am the priest"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Nani?"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "For your marriage"}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "..."}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "NONONO"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "I geusss bit"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Nit"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Not"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "You better guess not."}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Angel is my angel cuz she is my friend"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Because that was war."}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "everyones shipping us help shin"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "wrong channel"}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "yeyeye ok i go bye bye"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "hey hey hey"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "hello amber"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "okaybye"}
{"username": "kokicheese", "content": "aight, sayounara"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "y e s"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we will prepare the marriage of"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "shin"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "gn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i will now prepare the marriage of ShinglyWarrior and junnie"}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "stooo"}
{"username": "junnie", "content": "p"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Wrong channel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and slendermythic will be the priest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You shall marry."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "\ufe0fI marry thee"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Both"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Amen"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "junnie and ShinglyWarrior may now kiss"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "You can't ship me"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "I dont have a boat"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "I'm already shipped."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Thank you, Nessa. If you're not gonna vent here, don't be here, this channel is only for venting and in my opinion I found it silly how you didn't double check the channel if it was correct or not."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "This channel is only for venting... And helping people. don't forget that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The venting channel should be used for 1 of 2 reasons."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "1. Someone is venting and is in need of help/support by using and releasing ones emotions or about a situation they don't exactly know how to handle themselves."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "2. Venting helpers doing what they do and calming someone if needed by providing advice and help for said situation or providing emotional support and anything that could potentially help one related to that person's vents as they're fully capable of doing so."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Any conversation outside of venting or unrelated to venting and held here is unadvised. We would like all members to respect the channel topics and act accordingly in the respected channels. If done otherwise moderation will be provided and administrative action will be taken if need be, we hope that no harm is done to those who want to just release their feelings or need help with things they feel are too hard on them."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i felt like venting but i'll hold it. i don't want someone to answer in a not serious light."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's why my message is there"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Added if you ever see anyone speak unrelated to the server topic and tell them to stop ping a staff member online at the same time please!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ well you see parents are humans like you and they are figuring things out, maybe they saw the vent or maybe they just thought about it and decided they wanted to treat you well! Be thankful and tell them you love them:3"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i have this friend whose sleep schedule is a bit wack. he usually goes to sleep at 3am and because school starts at 9am, he only gets like 5h of sleep. i am the mom friend, and i always want the best for everyone. i've kinda been looking at it through my fingers because i know i can't just change his sleep schedule. but today? he went to sleep at 8am. he started a game at 1am and played for 7h straight. he went to sleep when i woke up. i tell him that i only want the best for him and that i love him. seeing his sleep schedule always makes me cry. i can't just leave someone because of a sleep schedule, and he's done so much for me in the past. but he won't do anything about his sleep schedule and it makes me so sad. how can i get him to understand that i don't want to cry every morning and that i love him so much?"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Tbh... This shouldn't be your problem in the first place, if his parents are okay with their kid not going to school or being sleep deprived then you shouldn't care that much. I understand as a friend you're concerned but all you can do is give advice and that's really it, you can't just go and force them to sleep."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmao he said that we should just stay as friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im hella sad rn that i wanna cry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but its ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he said that he needed to take care of himself first"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he went to the hospital yesterday"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he thought about me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he said that he cant really date me cause of his head injury"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes checking in and out of the hospital or some thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wait lemme re read the text sis"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that's understandable then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh my gosh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes always at the hospital"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe he would accept you if it wasn't for his injuries but I'm not sure"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im worried now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he'll be okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He's really free to decide if he wants to stay with you or not /"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just send him a wholesome mesage to let him know you care"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah instead of hating each other just be best friends!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hold on"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's what I did with my ex"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah I didn't say that he hates you or you hate him"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I said it would be better to be friends with him"}
{"username": "picklesys", "content": "I just learned a lil ago that one of my recently, exfriends keeps pretending to kill me in different ways mainly in games they play but they keep making jokes about what i would look like if they killed me using method or driving me to s/c/de and i just, i feel so yucky for some reason..? i dont understand why they would do that, me and them kinda just drifted apart and i dont talk to them much anymore so i just, hh idk, i've been feeling kinda uneasy and i dont know what to do because some of the things they've said don't feel like jokes, @ wholesome of the day! srry if this vent sounds dumb i dont really vent vv much,"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You dodged a bullet by drifting away."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Don't let them get to your head!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "throw them in the trash, all of them"}
{"username": "picklesys", "content": "they were really friendly towards me last time i talked to them abt a month ago but this last week they've been really aggressive when they mention me to others,"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "picklesys", "content": "and dw i've blocked them, ty!"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Distance yourself from them"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Then just forget about them, true friends won't believe a word they say!"}
{"username": "picklesys", "content": "th thank you sm, i really appreciate yalls advice,! i might go play mc to distract myself for a lil to be honest,'v'"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Heya, I hope your day is doing okay! be happy and keep on smiling, don't ever stress out on your school! giving up right now is not the best choice, because look at the past, you're already doing good. Keep climbing to reach your dreams! And remember, your life is gonna be good in the future. You might have tough times, but that means someone's tryna bring you down and take you one step away from your dreams, just think that someone is having times that's way worse than yours. Every challenge can be finished, it just takes time. It was never easy, so keep going and never give up on life! if you ever need help, my dms are always open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "HE KEEPS TAGGING ME IN THE PUBLIC CHATS GAHHH"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh um"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this guy i like"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "If the topic does not pertain to venting please take it into the Main Chat. Not here."}
{"username": "Baby girl", "content": "please chat in chat"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "ShadOw", "content": "I really don't wanna live, I'm getting so sick of feeling like this, I feel absolutely horrible, my mom raised her voice at me, my big brother started being rude, what else is there to say besides I don't really wanna live..."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Dont do it"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "You have more of a life to live"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Even if the situation your in is sad it will get better"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "."}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Just watch anime and its all good"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Imagine u can be free when u get a job and place to live alone after graduation"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Like bruh"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Theres still so many anime to watch"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "U cant die yet"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "anime"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "She might not be a weeb or an otaku"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Kimetsu no yaiba?"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Eh?"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "tanjiro"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Anyway, u k ShadOw ?"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Sry for the ping thou"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "My first anime was demon slayer"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "he might be trolling.."}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "'w'"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "great"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Im bored"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Im really really really bored now"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Just wanna remind we r in vent"}
{"username": "Ziming", "content": "Wut is vent.."}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Impostors intensifies"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Yea but we should talk about random stuffs in other server"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "Vent is where air goes through"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "See ya in main"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Note: everybody who comes here look at pinned message and read it before you speak."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please don't use afk here, use main chat or bot channel"}
{"username": "vivi vivi bo bivi", "content": "Hey is it okay if I vent a bit, Ive had a hard few months"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ofc it is, go right ahead love 3."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "vivi vivi bo bivi venting is always welcome in this channel as it's what it's here for"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "empty"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "thank you guys for helping me"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No problem. Good luck on school and everything else"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think that the wrong ping"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Aikashi"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its okay tho"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "what ping is it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hold one"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Renders?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh man I cant find it"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Ping for renders?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its called venting helpers"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "There's no more venting helpers"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry i didnt know that"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I thought it was still there"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Whats it called now?"}
{"username": "Aikashi", "content": "It's wotd"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "scroll up"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "takes luca"}
{"username": "Chey", "content": "Moderating small, tightknit servers is so hard sometimes. Since I become friends with all of them, when they act up and start being mean and I step in, I get the same treatment. It's hard not trying to take of these things personally but it's becoming very tiring and hurtful. I'm tired."}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "I moderate but I barely do anything in this one server cuz everyone isnt weird or doesnt break the rules thats there we do act normal we aint strict but it is active I just be watching chat then just talking here"}
{"username": "Chey", "content": "Mine isn't strict either, but like... someone keeps being aggressive towards everyone at random times. We've all known them for awhile but it's really hurtful when they say the things they do."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please keep in mind, this is a channel for venting. if whatever you have to say does not pertain to helping those who are in need of support. leave this channel:3. its purpose is not for idle chit chat."}
{"username": "cone", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "watching."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "Can I send a photo that goes along with my vent..?"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "nvm."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "everything hurts so much"}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "yea and i really hope it will get better for u Elsie"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Your love?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "my crush."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Some people are like that I understand, but do like him as a person?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Well then, perhaps give him time perhaps he's just nervous. Mood swings are often confusing but maybe he just is in love with you too."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "no, he really dislikes me. Last week he said to my friend he cant stand me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "then mayyybe move on? Since you know for sure that he doesn't like you? You can't force someone to like you."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i know but i never catch feelings and i enjoy having motivation to go to school, look pretty and all that."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I fair enough."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "this is my first crush"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "ive liked him for 70 days now though"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Some people aren't worth that kind of energy"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he was actually nice to me for once though:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Then ask him yourself if he likes you"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yeah no thanks"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yeah some people don't show emotions around other people"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Maybe he's into you"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he pointed at me and said i hate her and i pointed back and i hate him too\u201d and he said good.\u201d"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "so i dont think hes into me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "guys say that sometimes and use it as an excuse to hide their feelings."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Uhh... Sounds like he's a tsundere"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well just dm him or something"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Ask him if he really hates you"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i mean i guess, he sent me this earlier let me copy and paste it"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Also forget the whole I hate you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And your response was?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay \u201d"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He say anything after?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "a lot went on today with him, a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well does he only say he hates you in public"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "no, in dms with my friends n that"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but he claims its all a joke"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah then he's hiding his feelings."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but its clearly not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He's scared of being judged by people for liking you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk why people are like that but they are"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i dont think you understand, he does not like me in that way or at all sometimes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I do understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "People act like thst."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he is good friends with my best friend and she talks to him sometimes about me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's what they do when they refuse to share those feelings with people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oi"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "theres another one of his messages"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no bypass please"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just fix it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay, sorry"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well then maybe this is your chance to confess...?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No akiro"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "im never confessing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just, be patient, honestly, if it comes to it he'll spill his feelings shortly or, in the near future, and just tell him to stop saying he hates you if he doesn't mean it and it'll force him to do one of two things"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "we arent bringing that up anymore, he said to my friend that if we dont bring that up, we can be friends again and go back to normal"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's all I have to say then"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i need to sleep now, goodbye: and thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sleep well"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And any time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "chat is now closed until someone else vents."}
{"username": "Usaki", "content": "My mom is starving me until I clean my room"}
{"username": "Usaki", "content": "Shes being very petty"}
{"username": "Usaki", "content": "So Im going to be petty back and not clean until I get food"}
{"username": "Usaki", "content": "But whats the point if shes just going to get pressed and mess up my room again. Shes just going to slap me across the face and tell me how much of a disappointment I am anyway."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do you use salted butter in your recipe for mix?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The only thing that would.make sense is salted butter"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That could be it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "everyones looking for me in another server that im in"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but apparently im going through a depressive swing and i refuse to contact anyone from there"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so im here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this place gives me cutesy serene vibes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@;; ima dm u"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "why is it that, the person I like doesnt like me, but everyone else likes me? The one thing I actually want, doesnt want me. I dislike unwanted attention but I still get it. I barely have contact with the person I like so I dont even know them anymore. Life is just unfair sometimes. I feel like the only reason the person I like doesnt like me is because Im different and he thinks Im just not like him. Its not in a racist or sexist way, but just like personality wise and feelings. Anyways, Im just gonna go now. No need to reply but you can if you want."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "try censoring suicide and overdose"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well did you know why she committed such thing?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro don't refer to it as committed such a thing and be more polite when you mention it, these topics are highly sensitive for loved ones. And being on the other end of something like this myself find how you put it kind of rude."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Astravoo well first off may I say I am sorry that your girlfriend attempted, I hope that she's doing okay, and is feeling better shortly. I can understand that you're scared as to what to do, but the most you can do right now is support her and be there for her, dealing with something like this comes with experience. Don't call yourself a loser just because life knocked you down and you're struggling to get back up, it takes time and patience with yourself more than anything I promise you that's all it is, things will come in due time and if anything more is needed I am more than happy to help."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh I'm sorry if that didn't come out as polite"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I really didn't mean it to be rude I just wanted to get to the core of the problem"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "It's a blessing and a curse tbh"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please remember no chit chat unless it pertains to venting."}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Help"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Someone has confessed to me"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "I have proof"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Idk what to do"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "soph.", "content": "do you like them back?"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "ArmyChickenWhisperer", "content": "Ive known them for a while"}
{"username": "TheLazyEgg", "content": "maybe try to make the first move"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is a venting channel"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Venting is letting go of emotions, other things that inconvenienced that day for someone. Also for ranting as well, so shes allowed to express herself here too. Only causal talk isnt allowed, and talking over someone elses ventwait your turn until the current vent is solved. uwu jus to clear the stuff up"}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "i need venting help..."}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "1. I've always been assumed that i'm a minor, but it's really just my face."}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "2. I'm actually considering to uh quit"}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "3. It's offensive how people take advantage on me cus they know im just generous, and this happens on both real life and online..."}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "number three is how i've been falling under their spell, i just found out my friends are using me for money"}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "thank you so much, honestly, im very grateful to people like you, i got no one to talk to cause my parents are on a business trip."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Looking younger than you actually are is a blessing don't forget that;3"}
{"username": "eryne", "content": "anyway, i gtg, bye:"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "not rlly a vent but it feels nice to share ;; but its like everything I do always goes wrong. I put my clothes that i was gonna wear to go somewhere because my mother said itd be fine, but now she says that I wasnt supposed to. Then everybody starts arguing and I go to my room and cry then my sister just says that I cant throw a fit like that Im just soft and I cry a lot;; its hard to get into words tho v"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "im obvi still going on the trip ofc but its like i cry too much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand I hope things are okay for you now, it's okay to be sensitive to things like this I was the same way when I was a little younger so I get it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "AutumnLeaves"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i've been struggling with depression for a couple months now. nothing else was working so i started taking depression meds. i thought they'd make me feel happy, but instead, i just feel empty. i know that sounds emo but it's true. i don't feel happy, i don't feel sad. i don't really feel anything. i'm in this state of null and i have no idea what i'm supposed to feel. i just feel empty. nothing."}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Veera tell your parents and stop taking them if that's how you're feeling. Meds can't help everyone and I've seen that first hand, they caused my brother to get worse which is why I refuse to even have them prescribed to me. If there are things you like to do, do them when you're depressed and create something with it, sadness can bring the best kind of efforts into someones life if they out their efforts into something they love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's what I use my writing for, an emotional outlet is always good to have around, no matter what it may be, art, writing, singing, dancing, playing an instrument etc. If you flow your emotions outward and feel like you have the ability to create something beautiful out of it then you'll find yourself making a place for you to feel the joy that it takes from you"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im gonna run away from home, but i have no clue where to start."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "wut wut wut, pls tell me, what happened? why?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "its like.."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i tried killing myself but my nana caught me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i wanna run away"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "why killing ur self? u dont have to say if feeling uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do you not have the ability to be w your parents?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just asking so you're in a better environment for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your safety is always 1"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "umu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Along w well being and mentality"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "killing yourself is a permanent solution to temporary problems, many around you will be sad about the loss of someone they care about"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im sure they wouldn't care tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sure people that are here would care"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mk"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "i know its easy to say but u still only have one life, so if no one r gonna care, just give a f and wait to be free when u get a job and an own place to live at"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sagie I understand the situation is worrisome but please don't bypass words that are clearly blacklisted;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Honestly stella"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Life ahead"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Will hold far greater things, than life now which is obviously hindering you and your growth as a person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've been in your position, with my own father in fact, once I freed myself of that things got way better and my mental health improved drastically"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ty."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i have class now"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "goodbye."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "sry..."}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Take care, please come.back if you need more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sagie ; don't worry about it, just have to enforce rules"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "umu, i will remeber this"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "a girl keeps whispering to her friends about me then they giggle and then they kick me out of the field then they start calling me ugly, disgusting, gay, idiot stupid and they even swear with diseases then they go to the trainer now I'm kicked out of the high group and got put the lower one, so I was actually in team 1 but now they kick me out and put me in team 2. Now I have to keep playing with new kids but they are like doing the same the girl did and then she walks after training to me and yells at me that it's my fault then I whispered everything is my fault, im sorry for existing. then she asked what I said then I said nothing then she sweared at me and left and that's how I got crying home"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "and then I tell my parents, they don't care a bit."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm so done with this bullcrap, I want to surrender so badly."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i'm so done I never get treated normally."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm so done, I want to give up."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Suicide has one answer, and the answer is:"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "D i e already."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I can't control my anger, I'm mad at everyone that dms or talks to me or in a chat."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I can't control it."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I don't care anymore."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'll just get hurt. I'll just get broken. I'll just fail at everything. I'll just drown in an ocean full of my mistakes and my depressive life."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I can't take it anymore."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm so done, like, so done."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I have been in depression since I was 8, and I'm now 14."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I never had to live a good life."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm right now mentally and physically damaged"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Life can only take you in a better direction, eventually you'll rid yourself of these toxic environments and be able to do things without people like them bothering you. Life knocks you down for you to be picked up for greater things later, I understand your situation... I was bullied and treated like that in school when I was your age. My depression had also started at that age because of the bullying, but you know what I've learned? To just go with the insults, treat the insults like compliments, laugh with them and eventually since they see what they say doesn't bother you they'll stop doing it or try to do worse things which then you can turn it into a game to play to bother THEM. I am deeply sorry you deal with the same issues I once had, but I will always provide you some sort of support if you wish. The young teen years are always the hardest, yet I believe you can push through this. Yuna."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You don't have to force your laugh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just think of it as something you enjoy or find funny"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "sometimes I do to show I'm alright"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "but I don't really enjoy it tho"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I meant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Imagine it is something that you do enjoy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't think of them bullying you. Think of something you enjoy."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just want to make sure, you get the kind of support or advice you need"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or are looking for"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "yeah thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm sorry if it wasn't what you were looking for I hope I can help more in the future"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "it's fine ily anyway"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "okim packing tomorrow"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "wish me luck"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "alright! goodluck"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "hope none of my family members get worried about me running away"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I would think they will be. think about it, a parents precious child running away into a world that's a lot bigger and uglier than we may think, likely alone. whereas they don't know your whereabouts. what if you get attacked or mugged? what if whatever belongings you bring get stolen? how will you contact them if you need help? etc. what'll you do for food? what about hygiene? how will you make money to support yourself? where will you stay?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "im running away with one of my bffs sooo"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o3o what's the big difference?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "all the aforementioned questions still stand."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Dude you don't wanna start paying rent or taxes at this young"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Stay home and stay safe"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "I doubt they care"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "See"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Having family is like the free trial of the membership of life"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You get free food"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You get a free roof to sleep under"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You get a lot of things"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "For free"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "F r e e"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "mhm mhm."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "for free"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If you run away you're just throwing everything behind you and skipping the free trial to pay a much bigger cost"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "free"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o3o if you don't have a job, who pays for the devices you even use discord on?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes free"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Who pays for the internet"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my nana"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i live at my nanas house"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "See family"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "COUGH"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "F r E E"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Yeah lemme not get myself into trouble goodbye"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I still don't think running away is any better:/"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I mean... As long as your nana is letting you stay at her house... Then that means she loves and trusts you enough to stay at her house..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "If a homeless kid came to your nanas house she probably won't let them in"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Its disrespectful to run away"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also who's that bff you're running away with?"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Bc its just throwing things away?"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Dont quote me on this"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "See im smart"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Or yall jut gone be hippies"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ive known them for 6 years"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Still"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "your point?"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Yo nana been living way longer then your friend"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "She knoes life"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "You and ur friend dont"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "if i dont know life might as well leave?"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Hotline where are you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "At least wait till you're at least 18 then run away"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "At least then you can get a job"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm not kidding"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my brother is 14 and has a job"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Legally"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "LEGALLY"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm talking legally not child labor"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Yeah that"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Its not a laughing matter young person"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Running away will just complicates everything for everyone"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "And yourself"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Have you considered where you live?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Have you considered how you will live"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Have you considered where you'll get food? Supply?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Where?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "from the grocery store, i will also pack food."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes but that food won't last you 2 years young lasso"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "MMM WITH WHAT MONEY"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Considering that you're 2 years away from being 18"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "why would i run away for 2 years?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o3o allow me to put some personal opinion here, I; am a 17 year old girl. I live with my parents. never once have I ever snuck out at night, never once have I ran away. etc. but I am most certainly not the most respectful child they ever had. yet, they don't kick me out. they support me. they work their behinds off to make a living. they put food on the table, they give me a bed to sleep in every night. o3o I wouldn't even be a staff member of Sayumi if they hadn't given me a phone or laptop. I'm not the most grateful, I'm not even the best child they have out of 4. I'm spoiled ."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "take what you're given. for you may not always have it. right now you have a place to stay, food to eat. if ya parents are at work all the time what are they working for? just themselves? I don't think so"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as for you and your friend, if you're gonna try and get jobs, where? can you survive off mininum wage? etc. think about it."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "lets see here..."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "thats bad"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "15, 16, 17, 18."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "4 years."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "not 2."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "splatwo where will you live"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "at a shelter like i previously did"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "sigh."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You prefer a shelter instead of a comfy home?!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're naIve"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I spent almost 3 years running away from shelter and trying to get a home but you want to live in a shelter?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Very bizzare"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "tbh its safer then my nanas home"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "alright. let's not blow up in their face with brutal bluntness. and akiro, for earlier please don't bypass the language barrier."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "In the shelter there are all sorts of people"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "stella, shelters aren't always more safe than a home."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ive been to a shelter before"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Like I said there are all sorts of people"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and have you?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "then you'd be good to keep that in mind."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "most likely not"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes I have been"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I have been in a shelter multiple times"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "not talking to you"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Im losinf BRAINCELLS"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "lucy. drop the sarcasm please."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Shes not taking this seriously"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "And its making me angry bc i ahd a friend that tried to do this to me"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "And it scarred me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "how do i stop drama"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "maybe they aren't, but it's not our job to control how they thinks. if they want to run away then all we can do is give them some more insight to what they're doing."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "D ra m a stops itself"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Ill leave"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Good luck"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": " i dont wanna get in trouble"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "she?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "whos she?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as a person who'e been constantly dogged by drama. it's easy. either cut ties with those dramatic people or simply don't listen nor get involved."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "splatwo logically speaking, which place is better? A place where you are given food at a certain time of the day and given a single room for you to sleep in alone or with other people you've never met or a home where you can eat whenever you want, you can eat whatever you want and get a room to sleep in by yourself?"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i dont sleep in a room by myself but ok"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "my apologies."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But with how many people?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "2 people you know"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "sorta"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Better than 5 people you don't know"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Or even 1 person you don't know"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You just never know if the people are mentally stable in shelters"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Because you've never met them"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm not saying shelters are for mentally ill people okay?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm just saying that you never know the mental trauma that this person might have had in the past"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o3o have you thought about covid though? you're putting yourself in a place that makes you more suceptible to it by going to a more crowded place with people who've been gawd knows where."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Actually shelters are handling covid very well"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So don't worry about that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "At least the shelters I know"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "anywho, you have enough to think about. I'm leaving now."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "but if I were you. I would still think very carefully. weigh your options properly."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "ciao"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Bai sap"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I had a group of good friends, kind of toxic but I loved them all. I messed up once and they all blocked me. One of the people was mega toxic and no one cared but when I made a small mistake they all blocked me. I was still friends with one of them though, the semi toxic one. We quickly became bffs and did everything together but then something changed. She never responded to my dms and when she did talk to me she seemed annoyed at me. Then she started photoshopping pictures to try and make me mad at my friends so I would lose them, thank god I didn't believe them. Then she started making rumors of how I was underage because of a joke, she knew it was a joke but decided to twist the ss in her favor. I lost her and 2 of my other bffs because of this. After that I was mostly alone besides my irl friends. I am still quite lonely, I never really healed because of this. I always question if they actually care about me or are just trying to get something to do. aka acting like bffs then turning on me"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "awww I'm so sorry that happened to you. I lost a few of my friends this year too, including one of my best friends that turned their back on me and started spreading false rumors about me. I know it can be though but things will get better. and if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here to help:"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "I'm not the best at giving advice but I hope that helped."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm, it helped"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "I'm happy it did. Idk you too well but I know that nobody deserves to be treated like that. I hope you make new and better friends then those so called friends."}
{"username": "Tai", "content": "and i am sorry that happen"}
{"username": "aliqrix", "content": "There's this girl in my school, and she's been sooo annoying to me. A few weeks ago i yelled at her for being such a attention seeker by saying that her mother left her not true and saying that everyone hated her. Obviously people would be like No, you are a good person blah blah blah. Honestly, I don't care. She copies me, doesn't listen to anything I say or anyone. She keeps playing with my friend's stationary without their permission, always helping herself to everything. She always puts the blame on the nearest person, and everyone is so sick of it now.. One of my friends yelled at her for constantly doing that and put no effort on anything and expect us to do it. The thing is, she keeps apologising, over and over! Nothing has happened, and I want to unfriend them so much. But she's in my friend group and I don't know how to do it."}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "aliqrix You could either ghost her and just ignore her, or you could make her feel bad doing these things by either a, being passive aggressive and giving her looks when she knows or things like little comments or b, make a point and tell her off and tell all the other people in the friend group to see what she is doing and to make her leave it"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "my siblings hate me and theyre lying to me saying they dont"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "big ol funny"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "getting yelled at is fun even though its a trigger of mine"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "i just go into my room and cry for like 30 minutes then pretend like it never happened"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "but i cant do that because i have to be productive\u201d today so im gonna cry in the shower:,"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "you know. I spend hours looking through lyrics and quotes to find the words I cannot say. But they weren't there."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "a river of words I can't bare anymore and a river of hits that held me down."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Um... Wouldn't it be easier to just... Say what's wrong?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't have to find quotes or anything to describe what's up just say what's going on in your life and we can slowly understand how you feel"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Ah, I understand thats a way to express yourself, but some people might not understand fully what you are trying to say. So wed advise you try to explain what exactly you mean, or else someone might not understand what you are trying to say and ur vent might not be answered as correctly as it should:"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "tysm angel TT"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Its fine love!:"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "excuses?"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "o.o look at the beginning of your reply"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "excuses means sorry..?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I am trying to find the right words to describe my pain, but I can't find them, I'm trying to explain how I'm drowning in a soup of pain. I always think that everything will be fine, yes it will, but not now, not today, or maybe never. I cry about it, I cry because I've been strong for such a long time. And now I want to stop fighting, and be fought for. Pain has the most actions, but words has the fewest to explain how you feel. And when I love you, I always get betrayed, yes, that's my problem. Sometimes I got the question: Why did you suicide? I answer: because you told me to suicide so you all could be happier, and I wanted to make you happier then me... But I'll be okay! If that's what you want to hear me say. I have cried so many times but my tears cannot be written down to words to tell you what pain I feel, and if someone could just read my mind, I know they'll cry. But the brightest point has been gone forever. It's never coming back, just like you, I waited for you, I waited to be with you, but you were actually never there. I love you and I want you and I miss you, but I'm trying to hide the pain that you're not here."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Can you just tell us who hurt you? I'm sorry I'm a very straight forward person"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "everyone around me."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "my classmates has sort of kicked me out of the class."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Wdym how can a student kick another from the class?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "my soccer teammates has just kicked me out of team 1 and put me in team 2."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Mhm I understand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well why?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I don't know."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I've been in depression since I was 8."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "And I'm now 14."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I don't know what to do anymore."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Did you try to seek professional help?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Yes."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I've gone to a physiatry 4 times."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "It only got my mental health bad."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Well what did the physiatrist say?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Did they advice you to do anything?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Did they diagnose you with anything?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "yeah."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I got Major Depression."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "And cuts on my arm also."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "which give me a cooling relief."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "ur supposed to censor cuts"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "yw"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I love to cry in the rain, because then nobody can see or feel the pain."}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "im on the verge of killing myself tbh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Wha?!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Why?!"}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "my brother did that and ive been broken ever since, recently the boy who said hed love me forever left me on top of that and i feel so worthless"}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "also i have a diagnosis for depression not sure if i should censor it so just making sure"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look love comes and goes like anything in life"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You will find a better person"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also your brother did a mistake"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You don't have to do the same mistake he did"}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "yes i know that, its the fact that every little hurt that has happened in the span of these 2 years has been building up"}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "and its getting so overwhelming"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I understand"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Do you have anyone you trust that you can talk to about this?"}
{"username": "Purrchu", "content": "no, im very distant as ive never had good experiences with anyone tbh"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You know"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Sometimes being distant is better than having a lot of friends"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just I want you to understand that suicide is not a good solution"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "The greatest virtue is patience"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You must be patient"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Life slaps us with a lot then apologieses to us with a lot"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So just know that one day everything will start shifting to be better"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Read above"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're not worthless"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "And nobody is an idiot"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Look suicide might seem like a good idea but it's not, you shouldn't run away from your problems, instead you should face them and find a solution so you can inspire others and make others feel like there's hope which there is!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No matter what people say about you or do to you, don't give up!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Some people thrive when seeing other people feeling terrible because they feel better about themselves when they do that so do you wanna make those people win because you believe in what they call you? NO don't even give them the satisfaction of seeing your expressions change when they call you something bad, make them suffer in their places and burn up inside knowing that you are much better than them and you will never get down to their level."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to:"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Argentina: 5402234930430"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Australia: 131114"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Belgium: 106"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Bosnia Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Botswana: 3911270"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Canada: 1 .833 .456 .4566, 5147234000"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Montreal; 18662773553 outside Montreal"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Croatia: 014833888"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Denmark: 4570201201"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Egypt: 7621602"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Estonia: 3726558088;"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Russian 3726555688"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Finland: 010 195 202"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "France: 0145394000"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Germany: 08001810771"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Holland: 0900767"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Hong Kong: 852 2382 0000"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Hungary: 116123"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "India: 8888817666"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Ireland: 44058457909090"}
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{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Mexico: 5255102550"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "New Zealand: 0800543354"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Norway: 4781533300"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Philippines: 028969191"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Poland: 5270000"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Russia: 0078202577577"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Spain: 914590050"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "South Africa: 0514445691"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Sweden: 46317112400"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Switzerland: 143"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "United Kingdom: 08457909090"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "USA: 18002738255"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "Veterans Crisis Line: 1 / text 383255"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Thank you for your kind words"}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "3 anytime ur all amazing"}
{"username": "Witchyybitch", "content": "My mom has been super... B, and everything is so confusing right now. It feels like it's a blurr, and I've been getting back into my depressing habits"}
{"username": "Witchyybitch", "content": "I feel super stupid, and lonely, and I feel like I don't belong on any planet right now, not even Venus"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "Hey Angel can you hear me"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yes im here"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "I don't know if I told you this but I've had 2 sad anniversaries this year"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "for what?"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "This past August of the year was the one anniversary I made a big decision to have my cat that I loved as a son put down cause was old and was sick I've had sense he was a kitten"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "That's one of my 2 sad anniversaries"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "When that day was coming I've been crying"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "But thanks to a good friend of mine I stopped crying cause I was given a big advice"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "awe m so sorry:"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "My second saddest anniversary and the biggest one is the past September 23rd of this year was the 9 year anniversary my mom died"}
{"username": "vman28", "content": "Did I say too much angel"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Just make her feel useless and make it so she feels so bad that she wants change"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Oh wait. That might not help. Im sorry"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "omg we can post images here finally"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "now i can vent"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "this is a long message btw"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i just want someone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "to tell me if i messed up"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "brb getting images"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "there"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "up above"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "conversation is meant for chat and deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Stella...we asked you one simple thing we asked you to leave us alone but we leave you alone but you wont leave me and audrey alone.."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "no audrey texted me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "at 12am"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Still"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "we just asked you to leave us alone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "deletedchannel chat"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "we leave you alone"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "then you wont leave me and audrey alone"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i didnt even do anything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stop now."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "mk"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "splatwo you dm me"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "my girlfriend is spamming me pictures of my vents in here"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "how do i get her to stop"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "right"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "mee"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "well i answered your question"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "@ Near why did you do this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "stop trying to break our relationship"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i love rika"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "you cant break that"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "this always happens hgjfgdfdgh"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "uh guys bring this into a group chat"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "no"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i wont the drama"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "TO STOP"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so dont"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "DONT EVEN TRY"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "to make a group dm"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Sighs"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "WITH BOTH OF US"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "IN IT"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Near", "content": "sighs"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i said"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Remi", "content": "looks like I'm not the only person who is literally sick of this drama."}
{"username": "rika", "content": "can everyone stop"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "holy"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "crap"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "please do"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "im tired of this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "i want"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "to swear"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "and"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "just"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "do bad things"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "stella your only 10.."}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "to myself"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "but"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "this is sayumi"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "so i cant"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "sighs"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "everyone just stop"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Please do"}
{"username": "Remi", "content": "yes please stop istg."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Imagine abusing a poor venting channel like this"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "How shameful."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Did she just say stella was 10"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "i asked them to put it in a"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I doubt stella is, people assume ages nowdays."}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Why they do this"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "To be honest, peace is never a option"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I'll just purge this"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "please"}
{"username": "splatwo", "content": "please do"}
{"username": "Witchyybitch", "content": "I come back"}
{"username": "Witchyybitch", "content": "And there's a sh ton of drama"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "please don't try to bypass curse words cutie"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "My sister ok i understand but like she heavily enforces me to eat something so i get mad and say I dont want it.\u201d I literally just want to drink my water in peace without eating anything and she says for me to for me to go to my room and drags me to it so i start crying and she forces me to clean my birds mess after he spilled something then she acts like my room is her room and sleeps in it them closes the door and locks it in on me? like bro its my room and I let you kindly sleep on it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i stayed up until 6 am letting my bjrd sleep"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she gets mad at me for having an attitude for what? I literally just want to sleep im tired and she always has an attitude and shes always rude"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then she never lets me have that back"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "I understand why she would want you to eat something, but she shouldn't force you too or be rude about it. She really needs to work on understanding others better because you clearly haven't gotten any sleep and so that would reason for the attitude you have. Do you think you can talk to her about this?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "no its kind of awkward to talk about but everytime I do i cant im not good witg standing up for myself and everytime i start i just cry out of nowhere"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "I dislike your sister with a burning passion now."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I know SHE LITERALLY JIST LOCKED MY ROOM DOOR ON ME"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like its not her room eitger"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its mine"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "BRUH"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "I need to talk some sense into her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i would but I always sit there and cry"}
{"username": "monsterrkero", "content": "It's ok to cry"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ive come so close 3 times. pushing her, talking back, and then having an attitude. But I always cry and she always beats me up and acts like its nothing"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then the next day she just says sorry and acts like she did no damage whatsoever"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I understand that crying is a nice way to relief since scientifically speaking it produces some type of natural pain killer hormones but sometimes it's better to hold it in till you are alone or with someone you know then you can break down there."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also why don't you tell your parents about her?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "They already know, they just dont take it seriously"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I never hold it, sometimes I do but around family its just too much"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Hmm well have you tried... Doing the same for her?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Or avoiding her?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i have but after awhile she just acts nice then goes back to normal"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "How about you ignore her indefinitely"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I always try to do that, then she just gets mad that I ignore her and stuff:I"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Then clearly she wants your attention"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "sorry had to do something"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "My mom yelling at me because all i did was get orange juice because i haven't ate anything at all today because there was nothing in the house then her proceeding to slap me multiple times and yell at me because i was crying at the fact that ive not ate in the past 4 days because her house has no food in it until today. funnn. While i also have to deal with my sister treating me terrible everyday meaning physical harm and mental harm. while my 9 year old brother is a super rude because he's spoiled. While my sibling dont get yelled at for eating or drinking stuff we have in the house. i yeah"}
{"username": "iimeky", "content": "im not pinging venting helpers because i just needed to vent"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "I cant hold it in anymore. I wanna talk to them but I cant. Everytime I reach them again I feel like theres hope but they just break my heart over and over again. Our friendship ended but I crave the good memories. They told me that I have to change. Why should I change for you? They say its just common sense. This happened like a week ago. I miss having fun with them. I know its best if were split apart I just dont know how to find my happiness. I miss them.\u201d Its like its constantly playing on loop in my head wherever I go, whatever I do. No matter how much I try getting it out of my head it just wont leave!"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "I understand what you have been feeling. I, too must admit that I, also have been struggling with it. I failed much more than I succeeded, my standards might also be to high to reach, and I have no motivation at all. But there's one thing that I always tell myself, Mr. Sanders the KFC guy, has failed until he was 75 years old, and after about 60 years failing, he succeeded. So please, I know you are tired, and I know you are sick of everything and yourself, but please, it is not wrong to make mistakes, what is wrong is not learning from them. So if you keep on trying, the success will eventually come to you. And we in the bakery will be here, so if there is something you need, don't be afraid to speak up, because you also are apart of the bakery"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Please refrain from talking about things outside of venting please. Staff will get mad."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand! Your intentions are sweet, however, youre able to give helpful advice to people in dire."}
{"username": "rara/", "content": "so this isn't really important but lately i've been feeling kinda lonely inside"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anyways, thats all. Sorry for the interruption everyone, continue on venting and helping others"}
{"username": "rara/", "content": "probably bcause i've been chatting less with my irl friends"}
{"username": "rara/", "content": "but it's just been"}
{"username": "rara/", "content": "lonely"}
{"username": "Sagie ;", "content": "But you can talk with us"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "I know i just joined but, i really needed a place to vent:/"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "My friend basically hates me for some reason, and he wont tell me exactly why he hates me."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "The friend im talking about right now is my only friend, and my other classmates wouldnt be my friend cause im a nerd. I mean, i find it okay being a nerd, but i feel lonely inside. The second thing is, my parents forcing me to study."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "I studied almost everything my teachers gave me and my parents are making me do WAY more then that."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "I dont want to do it. I cant do it. I have interest in art, anime. I wanna draw anime but i dont think im too good for it."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "and almost everyone makes fun of my interests. I hate myself for it. I hate myself for my interests."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Im tired of crying every night the whole night, when im supposed to be sleeping Im getting lack of sleep and i cant focus in class/ school. To me, school doesnt really care about my problems, im trying to escape.:/"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "ill ping this role i guess, @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Miru", "content": "What happened"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "you can try reading the paragraph i wrote above."}
{"username": "wraith!", "content": "I'm here."}
{"username": "HI", "content": "dont feel sad or depressed or smt like that tho.. i am sure that your mom does that for your good, and if your friends hate you dont mind him bec he isnt a real frnds dis is just my imo"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "this server is sweet:0"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes its a very good server to vent in"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Since the people here are so helpful"}
{"username": "wraith!", "content": "Ok. Your friend is useless and just doesn't wanna find a reason to be friends with someone like you. He is just bored. He thinks he is better than u but he's not. The other friend is good, keep them. Ok for the school kids, just ignore them or try to act like you don't care. You shouldn't even care abt lowlevel iq having ppl. You should talk to your parents abt it. Abt the studies. If you did already and they said nothing, try reaching out to a teacher you trust, mostly a very cool teacher. When u feel lonely inside come to us, we will help you. And about the interest thing, I want you to practice till u feel good enough to do it. you are more than enough. Remember that basically not aqua"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes yes continue what your passionate about! Dont let studies or anything distract you from doing what you love \ufe0f"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "tysmm"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "Tw: suicide attention seeking Okay i get i am a attention seeker bUT LYING ABOUT GETTING COVID19 symptom. I wouldnt do that but apparently that all my dad thinks about me Like is that the only thing that you think about me as a attention seeker? Like I already feel like dying but you keep making it worse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You are not worthless, no body is worthless. Why do you think you are worthoess?"}
{"username": "someone random", "content": "my siblings always say so and i am im the only useless being in the world i mean i cant even do one thing right"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and neither can I but I don't think I'm worthless"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your siblings saying so doesn't make it true."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "you're not useless whatsoever. the chances of you being born are around.333333 I've heard. you were brought to this Earth for a reason, I swear. please don't make yourself out as useless. you may not be perfect; frankly, nobody is. you might have those days where you feel useless, but I can tell you, you really aren't. I hope you take my word for it."}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "no, rules still apply. and please don't try to bypass swearing either."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There's a new pin for that now"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "I'm sorry about that hun, but I can promise you it only gets better from here 3."}
{"username": "dot/ ashlyn", "content": "1 month self harm free: 1 year here we go!"}
{"username": "flvtterinqq", "content": ":o you go queen 3 !"}
{"username": "tam .", "content": "so proud of u3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww im happy for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Absolutely not a stupid topic actually, it is quite important to feel what you are wanting. I guarantee if you show up in chat more, more and more people will notice you, greet you, and check in with you, you'll make more friends, meet some great people, and people genuinely care about one another here, including myself. Hell I call members my children XD don't feel like you must force yourself to socialize, ease into it. It is much more health for you, if things are not forced, I've learned that, don't force give yourself time, and let people build that trust with you, so that you don't get put into a position of losing another friend or anything like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Shamu"}
{"username": "soph", "content": "I think I was supposed to ping this @ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "soph", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "No problem \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it was deleted?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "soph did you delete it"}
{"username": "soph", "content": "Yes I did"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm alright I was about to read it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But that's okay, just hope things will be settled, I do recommend the police as well"}
{"username": "soph", "content": "sorry and okay thanks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It is illegal to be doing things like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No worries just want to help!:"}
{"username": "Stxr", "content": "E a ping I see"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "we told you to leave him long ago... Maybe it's time to do that."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "we told you he's a dangerous person, so please understand us now and pull yourself out of his sight"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "That's... Not what I meant"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I meant keep a good friendship between him but slowly pull yourself out"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Don't make him hate you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Just distance yourself from him"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "hes actually being nicer to me now though, its so weird.."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Yes that's the perfect time to start doing that"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Slowly start talking to him less and less and start making actually convincing excuses"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Also if he messages you don't reply immediately"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Reply after 30 minutes or longer"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So he slowly loses interest in you and you lose interest in him and you part ways"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "okay, i will do that"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So just incase he commits a not so good act in school he wouldn't... kill you out of hate"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he already said he would kill everyone but i dont think he would, he gave me a motivational speech last night and thats the first nice thing hes done for me in weeks"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Great that means he's on good terms with you"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Now you should make it neutral"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "do you mind if i send you the screenshots of what he said?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No need"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You already told me"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "no but the nice things"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "No if he manipulated you into thinking that it's safe being around him he won't manipulate me into believing he's safe"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Anyone can say nice things on text"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But face to face... It's another story"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "face to face he was alright last week, except when he was confronting me"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Now how about you invest your time into something productive other than chatting with him or reading what he sends"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i will after hes done helping me study"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "He helps you study?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "sometimes"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "hes very intelligent, im not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Still, just because he's being nicer to you doesn't change the fact he has said he wants to inflict harm on others and prone to violence, it's very unsettling to say the least."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Intelligence comes with a cost... Being very intelligent means he has mental issues believe it or not"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i can tell.."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but i try to get him help but everyone just dismisses it as his dark sense of humour. Last week we were sat in class and he was like im very good with a gun, i can always hit targets. Like 9/10 i always hit them\u201d and i just said i swear everything that comes out of your mouth is concerning\u201d"}
{"username": "hentai protagonist", "content": "hi no1 will see this but i hate my life. everything is so hard. i just want things to be easy for once. ive been thinking about suide for sometime now. nothing matters anymore"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "hentai protagonist are you still with us?"}
{"username": "LunaC", "content": "hentai protagonist i know life may be difficult but think about how many people would cry if u do it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@! GooDLegendBaqan if you're not to contribute to helping others, or venting do not talk here, thank you"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister is being so rude snatching my phone and stuff like she told me to go away when she decides to sleep in my room and act like its hers. I told her i didnt want to help with the bird toy and she gets mad because our mom cant help until later and now shes just mad like i slept later and woke up earlier"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "plus she never makes an effort to get up like i do"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she just stays in bed for like half the day"}
{"username": "VanillaPaws", "content": "I'm sorry about that, most siblings can be like that, just try to avoid her and lock you door so she can't go in your room. I'm sure when you guys get older things will get better."}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "Guys he is being concerning again, he talked about killing that girl again, told us how he would escape the police, how to hide a body and how to kill someone"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "I just want to make others feel comftable around me being friends without worrying about the friends i have"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "Or what i say"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "I lost my main friend group and...the other... I can't vent anywhere else withouth questioning if I'm doing what's right or not"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "One just kicked me out because one person hated me, the other i was forced to leave it because the friendship was toxic"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "I mean i can friend you,"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "alrightie!"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "im just lowkey quite scared"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "what the boy i like said, it just freaked me out"}
{"username": "arisu", "content": "major tw if anyone is free to vent to, please tell me. i recently saw that animal step thifnf and its ruining me rn. im too scared to even think oe even just closing my eyes. im terrified and dont mnow whag to do. im so scared st this point. i just want a casual hug or anythigng. i cant even attempt at walkifg anymore without thinking abkut it. im even too scared to look ag images now. please if you have advice please teell me. my apologies if i canr be ralking about this. ill delete it if i have to"}
{"username": "arisu", "content": "thank you so much! is dms okay? if nto, its perfectly fine"}
{"username": "tam .", "content": "yes go ahead3"}
{"username": "tam .", "content": "yeah call the police it's serious"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "I feel really bad about my language. I wonder what would people treat me like If I wasn't korean. People like bullying me because of my language. I want to fit in but I can't. I feel leftout. This hurts me so much and I wish I wasn't even existing..."}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What language are you learning?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bullying people for the language they speak"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Is not okay"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I like Korean"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "I think they are such cool people"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Oh wait"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Yep yep"}
{"username": "e", "content": "korean is very cool! you are super valid"}
{"username": "e", "content": "0.0"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "Well thank you but this isn't really helping me feel better."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Remuchi can you provide a bit more info cuz I don't understand are you learning a new language or did you forget your mother language"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I never let anyone put me down because of language"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "So I can help you"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "Akiro nah"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "What do they do to bully you if you dont mind me asking?"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "She talking about how people bully her because she speaks Korean"}
{"username": "Saira", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "This thing when they use filthy words and they call it abuse"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "OOOh you say bad words?"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "You're not being clear here"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "And you're not trying to understand either"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "What is the problem that you're facing dear"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "People are clearly saying I am korean"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Mhm?"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "You are seriously not helping Akiro"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The language you speak, doesn't define the kind of person you are. Maybe, try to get to know a few of the members here more, maybe become close friends, I myself don't understand Korean, but there are many languages like it that I myself want to learn in the future, despite how hard it may be for me as being someone who only speaks English. I find foreign languages absolutely fascinating and many of the asian cultures and languages themselves I think are beautiful and unique as none are the same in any way"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "As a Asian myself, I got picked on a lot but still had support from my friends and other people that I met in my life!"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "nono, its okay! people speak different languages!"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "My natural language isnt english too"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Literally people should be praising you for knowing more than one language"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Me myself, im trying to learn korean. Your lucky to be a korean and that you know korean, for me learning korean is super hard"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "People always made fun of my eyes as a kid stretching out their eyes to make them look small."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Try to stay away from such racist people and its okay if you're feeling a bit alone at first, try to find someone who you really trust and then be friends with them."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "But I didn't care"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Remuchi would you mind dming me?"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "I always had this thing where since Im Asian they think Im smart so then Im scared to get something wrong and they would think that Im smart and that I know everything."}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "why are so many mods here these days"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "gets overpowered"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm just going to say this now as the member themself does not like what you're saying, Akiro please stop talking for the time being"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Okay."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Aw no someone is bullying furyu"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "I guess so..."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Hey, furyu."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Don't feel bad about your language."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "If you ever feel like that you need to raise your voice."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont let these false comments scurry your determination, focus on your learning instead of feeling anguished, think of how silly they put effort in their taunts."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Being bilingual has its own perks, youre able to fluctuate between two different languages, which can be extremely helpful to those with native languages and unable to understand English! Youre able to assist them, you can even work as a translator/interpreter!"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Being a translator sounds fun."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah! It has many strengths such as problemsolving, multitasking, and decision making Language barrier is very strenuous which means your ability to understand both languages can help both parties!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its crucial! Anyways, sall I have to say."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Me who knows more than 15 languages:"}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": ", nessa."}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "Thank you for the advice, nessa."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope this made you feel a little bit better, Im not the most helpful but I try!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Akiro please"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont make any more unnecessary comments."}
{"username": "Remuchi", "content": "I think they Nora only said that to make me feel better that knowing different languages is actually a good thing adding up to what nessa said:3"}
{"username": "Akiro", "content": "Can I vent about the venting helpers...?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm?"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "huh they went poof"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Did they get kicked"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "most likely"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Poor boy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anyways"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "yikes"}
{"username": "Stxr", "content": "Uhm who pinged me"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Like shes not even apart of my family and it just feels so insulting"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "She even got mad at me cuz I didnt want her to help cook thanksgiving cuz its about family"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "My mom told me I was being rude. I dont care about being close to my family its the fact she thought she had a place to talk about my dead step dad when she had known us for 1 week. I doubt I can have fun with someone who thought she could have an opinion on my trauma. She is here for every holiday and she literally is at our house all the time and has no respect. Shes always so loud even when I ask her to be quiet"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Sorry forgot to add another to black out the word"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "try voicing your problems to her maybe? say what you don't like? don't raise your voice so that fights are less likely to occur."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I did, and she said she had a right to talk about it because she knew the story of how the death occurred cuz my mom told her and my sister. Which my mom had no right to tell the gf cuz she doesnt need to know that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "have you tried talking to your sister about this?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "surely her gf will listen to her"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "Yeah. And she agrees with her gf on everything. I dont understand why ppl just cant understand the fact that shes just not a good person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..no offence or anything but.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "is there anyone in your family that is not bloody blind? they surely can't see whats infront of them."}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": ", might as well be blind, someone snitched on me cuz I vented about it on my private story on Snapchat, most likely my sister, and my mom got mad at me cuz the way I feel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a sadist?"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "wait wait, why do people send you death threaths?"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "they just did it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Quit Discord block the people who are threatening you, stand up to the people who bully you or just ignore them."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Send me the ids too"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Who sent death threats?"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "send id"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Dunno yet"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "in dms"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "now"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes dm ids pls"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "i just need to have a talk"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "im asking for advice"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Ban them from this server, block them and ignore them. Nora your amazing, ignore them."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Well you can stand up to them"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Firstly"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "oh yeah and how"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Hmm let me think pls"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "Hello!"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "Although we haven't actually met, i've seen that this server is very caring!"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "The server cares for you and loves you very much, you have value!"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "It's best to ignore those kind of people, or at least report them to any authorities or a close relative."}
{"username": "natt", "content": "If you need anything else, you can always vent out more of your feelings. This is a safe server:"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "My DMs are still open"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Nora takes care of the server most of the time, and a lot of people just dont have RESPECT, KINDNESS, and their crazy."}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "This server is caring, and cause of Nora, the server wouldnt be here. Ignore them, Nora, you have a PURPOSE in living.:"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "this is a routine now"}
{"username": "shaki", "content": "just tell em to frick off, and that your not a toy to throw insults at for shets and giggles"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "wake up"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "eat nothing"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Look at how many people just love you, dont think negative"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "go to check my discord"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "please think positiveee:"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "Please take care of your health 3 we worry for you as well:"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Dunno why it got deleted"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Can i dm u what u can say? Quit Discord"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Cause it got deleted "}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Try to make it better, Ik that sounds generic and you think it wont help but try, Do things you love and block out the things that make you not happy. I am also going through a hard time, I don't feel happy anymore but I still make it enjoyable, I play video games to pass the time, I try to get out as much as possible with my friends who make me happy. Go out to the mall or smth, save up some money and buy smth you want like a new device or idk. Just try to be happier. You life is worth it and you will move away soon I assume? Just hold out a little longer till it starts to look up Quit Discord"}
{"username": "Quit Discord", "content": "i cant be happy"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "can you ignore them?"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "ignoring them makes it better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Don't swear or use blacklisted words eh? That's why things get deleted"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Cause if you dont ignore them, they know that your giving them more attention and they'll keep doing it to you"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "Please find a nice spot to calm yourself and to clear your mind."}
{"username": "natt", "content": "It's best for you to set up a peace of mind for your health to fully function well."}
{"username": "natt", "content": "Set your mindset to think positive! Do things you enjoy!"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "It will take time, but don't worry we'll help you through this:"}
{"username": "natt", "content": "You can do it we believe in you"}
{"username": "Stxr", "content": "Who pinged me again w"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Its the wotd ping"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "For venting helpers"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "on mobile, you open your homepage or any discord server. click the @ icon which shows your mentions"}
{"username": "luizaalt", "content": "this week sucks"}
{"username": "luizaalt", "content": "I need to tell someone but my friend is offline"}
{"username": "luizaalt", "content": "could someone DM me to help?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "feel free to dm me"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "luizaalt"}
{"username": "qish'", "content": "hi i hv 44 hours a week of work internship and i hv to work on weekends too and they only pay me 60S a month so wish me luck so they wont take advantage of me overwork and hopefully i gain the knowledge\u201d that they said is worth more i need to do this to pass my semester aha"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Best of luck qish'"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "Good luck! qish'"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please make sure to keep chit chat out of the venting channel, for it's purpose is for serious topics pertaining to venting."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "qish' luck, Hope you get a raise"}
{"username": "qish'", "content": "tq evryone"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Goodluck cutie pie!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Nothing worked. I'm just feeling worse. I've finished all of my assignments but I just feel even horrible. I'm denying food. My parents keep yelling at me for it, leaving threatening words. They're not even concerned as to why I don't want to eat. They don't care that much about me. I'm trying my best to keep on standing but I just want to collapse and be isolated forever. The interent is the only thing that's keeping me entertained, and even that isn't helping me. I feel suffocated, and my mental health is deteriorating. I'm probably just gonna continue to have multiple breakdowns in the future anyways. I have nothing else left to do. Give a response if you want, I just needed to say this here tbh."}
{"username": "aehlsy..", "content": "im so sorry mariri! No one should go through that. If it really gets bad, call the police or tell a trusted adult. Theyll help you! You should slowly start to eat at ur own pace. keep working hard in school and do ur best to avoid ur parents. Whenever you have breakdowns, try taking a warm shower afterwards or scream into a pillow. i hope things get better for u! Ash"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "aehlsy.. Thank you for that. I really appreciate it. Honestly by now, I'm just trying to stay sane. Nonetheless, have a great day sweetheart"}
{"username": "aehlsy..", "content": "Np! Dms are always opened"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I just dropped someone really toxic whose been abusing me for a while"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Andh it geels good, but"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Im scared for some reason"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Im having a panic attack and I cant calm down"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "English please?"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I cantt type well"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Inm too shakyu"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I dont think being on discord will help"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Itss nothing serious, Im just upset"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Are you sure you seem scared"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Well, I am scared, but this is just how I get when Im really upset. Ill be okay, I just needed to get that off my chest"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I didnt have anyone else to turn to gwa gwa"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Im super proud of you for dropping them! That takes a lot of courage and I note that. Being shaky is alright! Its a natural instinct from what youve just done and Im hoping that youll start shaking less as well. Im glad that you told us here and you can always talk here or in my DMs if you ever need anything off your chest again bubs 3"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "You dont have to thank me! Theres no need 3"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "anyway soo Im in class and my sister says hey can u remind me for map testing\u201d I say no cus its not my responsibility just set a timer on your phone;; and she says its not fair and its not hard to wake up at 7:30 i wake up at that time and she cant even wake up until 8 lmfao so anyway she just acts like a baby and says fine i wont feed you anymore and etc\u201d when like LITERALLY SHE SLEEPS IN MY ROOM AND REFUSES TO CLEAN IT SO I HAVE TOO XDDD not to mention i nearly always help her clean her room lmfao its so annoying then she legit steals my phone and laptop and I start crying my eyes out I immediately begin to cry with my bird and she just starts yelling and arguing with my mother like hec you doin ;;"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when today I LEGIT WOKE UP EARLIER BEFORE CLASS to make her the pie she was gonna die for"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i do her classwork for her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i do everything"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and I dont get anything in return but some forceful eating and screams"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "Your sister is taking advantage of you?"}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "Is there any other member of your family that you can tell them about this? You should let someone know this is happening and see if they can do anything about it."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "sometimes siblings can be rough, and it's hard to deal with. i'd say the best thing to do is to not let her take advantage, as it'll only worsen the situation, and tell your mom about it, and i agree, your sister should be much more independent because these are her own responsibilities"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Dont let her"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "You shouldnt have someone else control your life"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If even they are a close relative"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i thought you pinged wotd"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wotd is the ping for vh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "vh is venting helpers, i was too lazy to type it out"}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "WOTD is going to be a daily ping, but it used to be Vent Help."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but its in the channel topic"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Yeah but it has changed to an activity ping somehow"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "And lots of people have it"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Idk but"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and the vent helper role doesnt exist;;"}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "But you should tell someone that your sister is doing this. Its not good that she is taking advantage of you. She should learn how to do things herself or shell grow up being this way."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "well we still need to reassign the venting help role, so it's okay if people are using at before it gets changed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Dont let your sis take advantage of you AutumnLeaves, dont let anyone take advantage of you."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I do, but for some reason I cant say no"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i feel like shes manipulating"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "me"}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "She is."}
{"username": "Noisy!", "content": "Exactly."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "y e s h"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "y e s h"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "any good savage comebacks?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": ":"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I guess you can say"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Once mommy and daddy and everyone else is gone what are you gonna do? You cant expect someone to be there for you all the time. But that sounds a bit depressing"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i brung it up once infront of her boyfriend and they both just said ok its not like you gotta come at us for it\u201d"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Like boyfriend like girlfriend"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i was like Ok, you cant beat me up for everything. It is, technically, counted as sibling abuse.\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "since it is true"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and thats when she said what was above"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes that is true"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like i told my dad she was sleepingin class right"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "he comes yelling"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she gets her phone taken asay"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "the boy was distracting hed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she starts yelling and takes my phone"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and i just cry the whole day"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she hurt me too "}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "this is the only time Ive ever gotten an actual minor injury from her"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I think you should hide all of your valuables somewhere safe where she cant find them and install security cams in your room"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "actually idk but she hits me in the head and now it just hurts its been years in the certain spot"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so idk"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Tell your parents"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i want to"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but i cant"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "they know already"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but they dont take it as seriously as others would"}
{"username": "blossom", "content": "I am pinged if someone needs POSITIVITY! who is this lil one?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "they just defend me then move on"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Such good parents"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Sarcasm btw"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "their asian"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and so am i"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh well"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "That makes sense"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "they never had high expectations just average but hoped id do better"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "they are good parents just not when it comes to sensitive topixs"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Asian parents are quiet hot headed and this is coming from a fellow asian"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Then again they just want you to succeed"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I mean they probably also were raised the same way"}
{"username": "basically not aqua", "content": "What happend?"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "We talking about asian parenting and grannys sis"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "thats the thing my mom wasnt, she was raised harshly and not close to family, but kind and independent"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and my dad was raised around people, but a lot of pride"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when i try to teach my suster a lesson"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she says Stop giving me life lessons, thats my job.\u201d"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Be a little more firm with it, just cause shes your little sister doesnt mean you cant be strict with her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea I kicked her in the stomach once when she was chasing me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "simply because i didnt want to be tickled"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "got my thinkin"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Fair enough"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I wouldnt hesitate to hit someone if they were gonna tickle me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "got me thinking like man i should kick her again when she tries to beat me uwu"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Well violence is never the answer but if shes doing it to you..."}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "A little fighting woundnt hurt?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its not violence"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its self defense"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "tehe"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "tehe"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "really shes the one trying to beat me up"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I LIFERALLY"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "when i was 6"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she tried to beat me with a mop"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and i pushed her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "because"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and she just beats me up afterwards"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Self defence is okay as long as it doesnt get to violent"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then never apologizes"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "honestly Im very good at kicking, I will gladly kick her in the face so she can back off"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I am good at kicking"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "And slapping people lmao"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "like jf someone tries to kill me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then if i hit them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and i go to court"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then i can get away with it"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "because magical self defense"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Yes you most definitely can"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Well what I think you should do about your dear sister is you should stop doing things for her and ignore her screams no matter how hard it is, try and avoid her hitting too and come up with a bunch of comebacks to put her in her place"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "however i dont need them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i kinda want them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Well if it gets too far"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Then its an appropriate time to call cops"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Anyway i hope i could help"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i cant wait when shes old enough to leave"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "they changed it, it used to be venting help"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "dot/ ashlyn"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please refrain from casual conversation and chit chat. for that is not the purpose of this channel. if you wish to speak casually take it to chat"}
{"username": "Latelin", "content": "Quick rant: I am a month behind in my keyboarding piano class due to my concussion in October and my professor hasn't approved my incomplete to let me continue class into winter break and I have a test to take today. I haven't slept well in like a week, my anxiety and stress are through the roof and I am so scared I'm going to fail this class. If I fail, I'm basically out of the music program, I have to keep C's or higher. I'm on the verge of tears and it's hard to breathe but I'm just over here practicing and acting like everything is fine"}
{"username": "Latelin", "content": "College is great\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "Its ok Caitlin!"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "I understand how chu feel rn and its alright to cry!"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "We are here for chu"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "Have you tried contacting the teacher after class via email?"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "If the teacher isnt repsonding chu should talk to someone who has a higher rank then the teach"}
{"username": "Latelin", "content": "Yeah, I asked her for an incomplete which would allow me to have an extension due to medical but she says I won't need it lies I'm hoping after the test today I can asker again"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "For piano, youre music teacher should understand how chu got hurt and it affected learning."}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "I wish chu the best of luck, and I know you can pass, if chu work hard and keep believing you will make it!"}
{"username": "Latelin", "content": "All of my other professors have worked with so I am on track but she hasn't and it's just getting so overwhelming. And thank you"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "Dw Caitlin, you got this!"}
{"username": "Mini3", "content": "Chu are amazing and I know you will pass!"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Shaff It's difficult to let go of something you've become so attached with. Well, I wouldn't say attached but you get the point. I'm sure they had a reason for it and we have to respect them. I don't really think you'll get kicked again as long as you follow the rules. It's alright to feel bad about this. Go socialize a bit and you'll find a friend that would wan't to be there for you. I wish you the best of luck."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Aww, Badum! Why would they kick you? You're an amazing guy and super easy to talk to! I don't get why someone would kick you, they were probably just making bad assumptions about you. I hope that Sayu can be your new safe place! We all care about you and appreciate you being here. If you're feeling down you can always talk to me in DMs! I'm here for you!"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "You'll always be able to find that special group that appreciates and cares about you, but sometimes it may be hidden. Just look around! Socializing is the best way to find those people. Find a convo you're comfy with or start one, and go at it! Tell stories, tell jokes, be kind, support people...those will all help you find people!"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": " Micheil"}
{"username": "Latelin", "content": "Update: Test went really well! Still have a month of work to do but this helped me feel a bit better"}
{"username": "Q Vispr", "content": "People are rude at times but you are not worthless dont go giving up on yourself I am sure you have good sides but you may not know them yet you are still young like me but if you want to make friends you need to show them you accomplished some of your goals and it doesnt matter what those goals are it matters that you work hard to get them and if you do that then people will recognize how hardworking you are and they will help you accomplish your goals and if you ever think you dont have friends thats a lie Bcs everyone in this server loves to help you when you are in bad times but they also help you celebrate."}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "whyd it say i got pinged here"}
{"username": "Helzspring WatchMojo", "content": "ArisaIchigayaJ go to search then mentions:your username"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "nope nothing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The role was deleted."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It must have been the venting helpers role"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "I am feeling more down lately. I feel like my life is going to be on repeat forever. I feel lonely, sad, hopeless, and stress. I cant really be positive and I feel like I am wearing a fake mask to my family. I wanna give up but there is this feeling I shouldnt. I want to make friends since I dont talk to my friends irl since they are busy now but, I feel like nobody would want to be friends with me, I am scared if people would judge me and they would leave me. I really have to say Im not happy anymore. I have no hope its gonna get better. Just gonna let this out of my head."}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Hi\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Hai hai"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "So continue "}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "I'm listening"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "I've been a victim of bullying..."}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "I got many bruises in my body"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Mhm you told me that before"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "I keep crying in the cr"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "What did they do"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Cause if they see me cry... They might say i am a gae"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Ahhh, I feel that"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "and then?"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Everytime when someone was noisy or not behaving ad the teacher isn't seeing it they blame me they said it was me"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "So that the teacher get mad at me"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Owhhh"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "so do you have friends that supports you?"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Nope... In my life no one suports me"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Sometimes I just imagine... That I have a real friend..."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "So what do you seek"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "In real life friends or online"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Well... It is better in irl friends but... I can't find one... That's why I joined this group to have just a online friend..."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "If you're really looking for"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "ur desired friends then, x"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": ", x?"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "Making friends is not as hard as it sounds tbh"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "How to maintain the relationship is hard"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Yeah but..."}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "You gotta be there for them"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "When you have one after"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "There's a lot here, you can just chat in chat and keep chatting"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "If ur interested in someone, try ask em if they can be ur friend"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "If suicide is not a sin..."}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Thanks\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Auden with the points zhien has, I can say that with going through what you're going through is common, and can be a reason itself for people to bully another. Coming from being bullied when I was younger I understand where you come from and how you feel, I'll always be there to try and help someone going through it like yourself, don't be afraid to reach out again here or directly!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dan please use trigger warnings when talking about suicide and self harm"}
{"username": "Dan", "content": "ooo okay"}
{"username": "elevyn", "content": "i feel like i can never be happy all the time when im with my friends doing soemthing that makes me happy i always have this voice in my head telling me about all the assignments i have to and etc it doesnt matter if i do the work/fix my grade because i end up failing it or they never fix the grade im sick of feeling like this i just want to feel genuine happiness school is starting next week and i cant wait to be anxious at school everyday thinking about what people think about me its like a never ending cycle"}
{"username": "elevyn", "content": "i have 0 plans for my future i might become a musician or idfk the only thing im good at is instruments but i cant even sing so its uselesss"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "elevyn heyyy, just seen your message. Youve got nothing to worry about, schools tough! You try your best and sometimes even that isnt enough. But as long as you can tell yourself that you did the best you could, you shouldnt beat yourself up about it. As for being anxious! Youre fine! Nothing to worry about, theyre probably just as anxious as you! Just be yourself, and work on school. Remember to revise! Practise makes perfect! As for your future, youre 1516! Youve got your whole life ahead of you! Im 20 and I still have no clue what Im doing aha. Dont worry so much! Youre so young still and have so much potential! Im here if you ever need to talk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sure no worries. Be confident and be your best self! elevyn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MegaPlasma hey man, I know its super tough trying to get through emotional torment with family, I still have issues with mine too! Youve not got a lot of options, but you do have ways to help get through it. What I do is do more around the house to help! I want to make sure my mum has it easy. If shes mad I try to support her, that way she cares more knowing I care. I dont know why she thinks youre worthless? In fact, I doubt she thinks that. Giving birth to your child is the most beautiful thing for a mother. She loves you deeply, even if she doesnt show it. I recommend just getting through your life and saving up and think about moving out. Or, you could just use distractions? Its the unhealthy option tho... orrr you can sit down with her and explain to her how you feel. Its important to be honest but also hear her from her side of things too. If you need anymore advice my dms are open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Auden hello, I just seen whats happened to you with your experience in school today, Im so deeply sorry you had to go through that. Kids can be so mean. I would recommend that you speak to your parents or your head teacher. They will be able to help and make sure this doesnt happen again. I know what its like, I was bullied all my time in school. Nothing serious like physical pain, just verbal. If you ever wanna talk, message me okay"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "I lost my boyfirend today, he killed himself or so I believe and now I feel empty. Idk how/if anyone can help, but, idk."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "You for serious?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "TrashPanda Im sorry to hear that, dealing with loss is one of the hardest things someone can go through. Trust me, its going to be very emotionally tough for you, but hopefully, with time you will mend. Youve just gotta be optimistic and try and look forward to the future. Im sorry for your loss. I really hope that you will get better. My dms are open"}
{"username": "TrashPanda", "content": "sadly yes"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I know it may be hurted and hard for you TrashPanda"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "TrashPanda Im proud youre seeking out help. You should know that suicide isnt the answer, ever. Life is the most valuable thing In the world. To end it, imo... seems wasteful. I bet your family and friends would be sad too, they must really care about you also. If you ever feel upset, message me"}
{"username": "PaintingxRoses", "content": "TrashPanda I'm so sorry about what you are going through. It's not easy, and you're really strong for dealing with it as well as you are currently. It's so hard to go through loss."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "TrashPanda woah, I'm so sorry for you"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "i've been going to therapy for a few weeks and every time i go, on the way there my parents get really distant and won't talk to me, i don't know why."}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Jealousy as it's finest."}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "dot/ ashlyn You shouldn't be mad, when you know for yourself that you made it and didn't steal it"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "True."}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "Maybe some people are just accusing you because they want to win"}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Just ignore them, can't you report them?"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "I think echo meant like report them to the server"}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "for accusing you stealing art"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Yeah, like the one who created the event?"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Or the mods?"}
{"username": "falcon", "content": "when you didn't, and you actually showed proof"}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "Good luck out there Ashlyn."}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "We support you."}
{"username": "ChenEcho", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "i've been debating if i should leave my friend group that i know both on discord and in real life. it's gotten pretty toxic in there ever since this new person joined. i'm not interested in their conversations anymore. i'm tired of being left out, a side character, the person everyone goes to for favors and help. even my two best friends who i've known for four years leave me out too. i've even confronted both of them once and they just ignored me. it's gone to the point where i barely talk in the group. at the end of each day i feel drained and my motivation's gone. i want to leave the group, but i feel bad for the three people in there who didn't do anything."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "your sleep paralysis demon Hello please do not ping wotd, it is now an activity ping 3"}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "oh sorry"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "its good, ashi still needs to update the channel topic"}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "i thought that was the ping for venting help"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Even if you feel bad for the 3 people, you could still stay in touch with them and be good friends."}
{"username": "CiderMelonShake", "content": "If you've been feeling drained and left out, you should at least inform your friends first that you're gonna leave. If they truly can't accept you decision, just leave, it would just make you feel more drained and worse."}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "i'm still kind of thinking about it. it's an option i might consider though..."}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "thank you for the advice guys"}
{"username": "Q Bella V", "content": "nom nom"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If you're not contributing to help others or venting please do not talk here, thank you."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "how do you stay not sad when ur friends doesnt include u? like they would be online but they dont come hi? i have that issue with getting close with peeps and then falling off with them cus they kinda go off and do their own thing i understand peeps need their space but ig my love language is different and hard to understand with others"}
{"username": "dexum", "content": "I feel you, sometimes you just gotta hang in there"}
{"username": "dexum", "content": "I'm not in the best place myself so I don't want to give any advice that ends up being damaging"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "your sleep paralysis demon sis ngl I've been through the same thing my childhood friends isolated me even though we've all been together for around since kindergarten to highschool,they left me out cause I wasn't that sort of person to yk get with boys parties and stuff,I left them, distances myself from them they didn't ask once like why are you avoiding us that's when I knew that this ain't worth it"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "It's better if you leave"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "It's been two years since I left them"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I've found way better and wonderful friends now"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "If you want I'll be glad to be your friend as well"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I got pinged errr"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes, venting help role is being removed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The ping was deleted"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "oh alright"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "For now."}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "Sometimes I just think they will remember me when im in a coffin..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Who is they"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "People do these things because they see it bothers you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's why it tends to get worse"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "People don't want to remember you as the person who gave up, but the person that pushed on an persevered. Bullying is hard, it really is. You want it to stop but you don't know how to get it to. You gotta talk to someone.. anyone, even if it's your parents. I know it is, depressing, upsetting, and extremely frustrating to deal with. Going every day, still going, I want you to know thst shows strength. It shows that you're not weak, that you're not giving up, and still moving through the day even if you feel like this, says a lot about the power of your mentality that will be beyond these days of dealing with bullies."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Outhe this made me a little upset! This was perfect, I couldnt have said this better myself. Bullying is so difficult, but its true. Waking up, going to school, that shows Strength."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Baxter I apologize that it made you upset."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Raimund nooo! Im saying your response was so passionate! It was lovely and so caring. Thank you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you, it comes, from experience"}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "Krissie i'm sorry about what happened with you and your childhood friends and i'm glad you found other wonderful friends! i also want to thank you for the advice you gave me. i'm thinking about leaving my friend group right now..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Erm... I just right now found out my Nan has cancer. Dont really know how to react? Im just confused... edit: this looks bad, Im in a state of shock really... nvm. Please dont worry. Im okay. Ill be okay"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "honestly i hate my life"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "all my friends space out from me"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "they make me feel awkward and humiliated"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i feel like some outcast"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i hate life and myself"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "your sleep paralysis demon work on yourself now okay ik studies sounds boring but it's a great distraction,be happy:D"}
{"username": "your sleep paralysis demon", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "liv", "content": "i don't know why but i seem to be behind everyone in school, i have 2 projects and finals are coming up and i feel so lost and unprepared. I've already had major anxiety attacks due to the stress but i know that isn't productive, and i feel like it's my fault i feel behind. I just feel like i'm a disappointment and i'm not smart enough. i didn't know if that would be triggering so i just put the censor on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I got you"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "Okay;; but... this all happen in discord I been backlist for a misunderstanding but I do understand what you mean tho"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Reddy dms"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Please anyone whos dealing with issues message me if you want. Ive helped a lot in this server and wanna help so much more!"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "This might be triggering to people but it happened to me earlier"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "alr so this guy kept speeding up to look into the window of our car on our way to derrider"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "and he was smiling at me like a crazy person"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "and then he pointed and me and my godmom so i tapped her out of fear"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "and he pointed at his wee wee"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "and then we were like NoPe LeTs GoOo"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "I was like WaT Da FrIcK SeX OfFeNdEr AlErT"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "and then he kept following us"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "until we turned onto a different street"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "THAT WAS SCARY!"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "this is why im sorta bipolar"}
{"username": "Angy", "content": "omg Im so sorry you had to deal with that! the world is very scary sometimes and I really wish there wasnt men like that in this world... I have encountered a lot of issues with scary guys and i hate seeing girls go through the same thing:"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "hopefully i dont see him on the way home"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'll DM you"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "ayo m jus a broken girl taking pieces from herself to help other people until i aint got nothing to give and thats jus sad, but nobody wanna hear that lmfao they jus want me to help"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": " is it normal to be jealous of someone elses happiness?\u201d"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i need to stop letting people in so quickly with the thought that maybe things will be different, now all the stuff that used to like to do with them dont even feel good"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oh yeah"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "thats me every day"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "sometimes i dont wanna hear how happy people are or see them act like couples, i get so jealous it makes me want throw up"}
{"username": "lucyette", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i feel bad, i dont wanna sound like a you know what, but its how i feel and people dont like it when i feel like that. so i jus dont say anything"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "its crazy how i was hurt not too long ago, and im hurt again abd iys the same situation different person. but its always like that i jus something to call my own"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "I bottle things up because I think its right but right now Im crying my eyes out since all my siblings are positive tested and i hope they dont leave me alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Younger or older?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "slendermythic"}
{"username": "jsu", "content": "i know that its hard to be optimistic with how much covid has impacted our lives, but i genuinely believe that they wont leave you all alone demon"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "demon, i'm sure they'll recover and come back stronger. the ratio of the death and recovery number is 1 to 42 . and a large number of deaths are constituted of people who do have existing conditions, so there really is nothing to worry about! especially since your siblings are still young, their bodies are strong, and they will be up and healthy again in no time. so stay happy and hopeful for them, okay? if they see you hopeful for them, they'll be happy, and this will help them to recover even faster! 3 staystrong"}
{"username": "VietdsyTA", "content": "would be hard to explain but laws of social distancing r completely strict"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "when the past comes back to haunt u when you have PTSD anyways"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "i like my nickname"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "it is now my username"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Angy ik sorry to hear you felt uncomfortable, this is pretty gross and annoyingly common. Some guys are just bored and they feel aroused so they do these things. I hope youre okay."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bunni Im sorry to hear that, I know the feeling. You wanna help people but you dont think about yourself! You need to take care of yourself too! If you honestly feel like youre broken, its okay. Im broken too! But it does get easier. Right now Im in a good mood and thats because I love playing games and drinking coffee. Normal small things you can achieve. Im sorry you also have trust issues due to others taking advantage of you. If you ever wanna talk, I think I understand what youre going through. Take care."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "thankies love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im not done, hold on"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "dang okay"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i got paragraphs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bunni I also understand the feeling of jealously! Seeing happy couples and such, seeing them have a great time. It sucks! But, its their life and they managed to achieve it. Youve just gotta wait for your time. Its going to come soon. Youve gotta stay positive. A positive mindset helps."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry;; I try"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "i understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bunni my dms are open. Specially about the feeling broken\u201d part, I totally get that. Have a good day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "slendermythic bottling things up is actually a bad thing to do. Trust me, it will only hurt more when it all comes rushing out. I bottled things up and ended up one day having a break down! Ended up crying for no reason at all. The fact that youre crying now tho is actually really good! Crying helps realise some of that pressure youre holding in. Youve gotta stay positive. As for your siblings, I dont know what will happen, but I do know that there is a vaccine to help with it! So dont worry. Im sure the doctors will help. But dont worry, youve got all these kind people on the server too who is willing to help! Including me! My dms are open if you ever feel lonely or just want a talk. Have a good day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ask for my new discord. hey, are you dealing with ptsd issues? I dont mind giving you some help if you wanna talk about it. I know ptsd is such a hard thing to deal with, Ive never experienced it but it can be very traumatising. My dms are open have a good day"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "if yall need friends my dms are also open"}
{"username": "Auden", "content": "The world is so harsh..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll get back to you when I'm done taking my break if that's fine w you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wanna share my bullying experience to encourage others to share... but bullying has gotten so much worse and fortunately Im white so race wasnt an issue and Im from the uk. But it was great, I had zero friends and forced myself into friend groups I wanted nothing more but to have friends. I even had birthday parties where nobody had shown up. Then even college. No1 showed apart from 1 person. Its sad. Im just... I thought things changed. Sorry. This is a little traumatic for me to rethink about. But I feel safe here. Others should use this as a way to feel safe enough to share themselves. Its a safe place. 0 judgement"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not really... others have had it worse"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Well hopefully you can make friends here my g"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Yeah true"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have, already"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "A therapist would probably say just because your experience seems less painful doesnt mean it didnt hurt any less\u201d"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": "Im 2nd oldest I have one who is older than all of us, another sibling I have is the same age as me but just was born 3 days after me and the other two are juniors in high school"}
{"username": "slendermythic", "content": " Kimon"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh okay."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks for feeling like you can share"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Therapists arent bad tho, Ive never had one. But I want one, they prey and dig deep into your problems to solve them, not because anything else. Theyre true aim is to help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll just respond now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Are your siblings sick at all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just curiosity"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "slendermythic"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "By sick I mean symptom wise or, should I say physically sick"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "From the sound of things, I can say hoping they'll be fine is the thing to do, it doesn't sound too bad I believe? I have faith they'll be okay, and from the outside all you can really do is exactly what you're doing imo just care for them and be there, gotta be patient with this stuff, I know it is harder since it's the thing keeping us from doing things we used to, but not all cases are severe and that's what you gotta focus on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Coming from one of the lucky people who has ran into it back when it was first coming here and had no symptoms or sickness what so ever, things should and I emphasize that, be okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Reading now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Ulises yea. Most kids who bully others are like that because theyre either bullied like that themselves or their parents are as bad as that around their children"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I meant like you being treated differently"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "CAT can i dm? This seems too important for venting page"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Look, either way imma start writing a response"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know how you feel in terms of feeling depressed, I also know what its like to feel like youre losing everyone. I also question what Im doing too. Like, these things are common things that happen to people. Some worse then others, just know that its okay to feel that way. You sound very emotional, its okay to be worried, theres probably nothing wrong and you should stay positive. As for the trigger? Well... thats something I cant relate to, Its also probably nothing to worry about, apart from the dead body thing that seems like you need therapy. Probably linked to a traumatic experience when you were younger. But look, its okay. Youre fine. People have messed up thoughts too. But I recommend getting professional help."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@...Maddi... Im sorry you feel that way also, read my response too and maybe itll help also"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "i stopped going to therapy cause it made me more depressed for some reason"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@...Maddi... I get that, its probably because they were trying to work out what caused that to begin with and doing that requires them to keep digging up the past that hurt you. Meaning youll feel very depressed for a while. Therapy isnt for everyone"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "i mainly stopped going because last time i opened up i was stuck in a mental hospital for awhile wishing i never said anything"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "yea on both"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "CAT if youre confused about your sexuality or what you identify as, you could take a test? Idk... Im just trying to figure that out because I cant relate"}
{"username": "CAT", "content": "Darryl idk.. i already took tests.. doesnt really help."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "CAT I could try and help? I have a few questions that helped my other friends"}
{"username": "CAT", "content": "I guess Cindi"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I just broke up with my boyfriend. I have been thinking about it for a while and I am glad and sad at the same time. I felt like he was cheating on me but I was too scared to. My friend helped write a paragraph to send, i sent it and he responded with ok. I wanted to be just friends but I think he hates me now..."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Great he changed his status to sad hours\u201d now I feel like a monster..."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "ImLoen no you're everything but a monster, your nice caring and funny! if he really did miss you, he would have been sad and tried to dm you back instead of saying ok."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm!"}
{"username": "pwuppy", "content": "literally I've fallen in love with this girl and im scared to ask her out because I feel like she'll reject me"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "just go for it"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "think positive"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "She is gonna like you."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I thought so when I met leaving/taking a Break and now we're dating DTYGHIOIUGHJKL"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "Im just sitting here being like Marinette"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I can literally send you a ss in dms of what happened pwuppy"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "being a scaredy cat whenever i see my crush \ufe0f"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "but when im in class im like a roach"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "i will blast ur ears in the next second"}
{"username": "pwuppy", "content": "idk if she likes me tho, I just told her that I love her more than a friend"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Pfff tomorrow you got her dude pwuppy"}
{"username": "its been a fun ride", "content": "if she rejects you, you have us as friends"}
{"username": "its been a fun ride", "content": "friends can be more meaningful than lovers"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "Uhh, am I allowed to post possibly triggering stuff if I trigger it?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yep! Im here to support!"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "waaa it was deleted"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh? Maybe tou used certain words"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Id love to help jeanboyluvr if you wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "its been a fun ride", "content": "I'm here too"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "i dont like dming people it sorta makes me uncomfy but idk if i can send it here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I dont know what words get blocked out? Sorry. jeanboyluvr"}
{"username": "its been a fun ride", "content": "Yeah we can't know why it gets deleted then"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If youre curious about whats the censorship contains, check this link It will direct you the blacklisted words to help you know what to not say."}
{"username": "pwuppy", "content": "I think she likes me now"}
{"username": "pwuppy", "content": "its all because of ur help, I love u all"}
{"username": "jeanboyluvr", "content": "darn"}
{"username": "sugar", "content": "Im really feeling down and I dont know how to cope with myself. I feel like I have no one to talk to and I just feel alone. I really miss having friends and being myself around them they all left me for some reason... I really just need someone to talk to and be myself around, ya know? Ugh.."}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "Get well soon"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "It's for the best of you though, it's embarrassing i know I've been there many times but after all of those my illness is gone it'll be fine soon don't worry and don't be embarrassed everyone understands the reason of you getting hospitalized often"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "Owohug @"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "Mhm, so take care of yourself"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "You can talk to me in dms if you ever need one"}
{"username": "Aonami", "content": "I hate when i have my late night blues, i feel like crying for no reason, just hearing other people's voices or messing up ever so slightly makes me cry"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "hi hi! a little late to this but youre a darling, dazzling dear to be around! im quite glad youre here, even being able to vent out your negative feelings, and youre incredibly wondrous, incredibly strong for making it this far! everyone of us is here for you in all your sad days, well be here for you! my dms are always open for both of you to find comfort in as well so if you ever feel down you may seek for care in there, my arms are open and i'll be ready to give you two the biggest hug ever Aonami @"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish people could leave me alone to let me heal, Im already dealing with things at home school. Maintaining friendships and relationships is hard because Im unable to keep up with everyone making me confused with indirect messages. The ones I love are the ones I dread, I dont know what it is but I get easily irritated when they talk to me. All my old friendships revolve around drama.. Its so damn annoying because I want to hangout with them but something bad is bound to happen. All my friends are giving me trust issues especially what I just found out not so long ago.."}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "she still here"}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "..."}
{"username": "orchid", "content": "what did i miss?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hey! I can ping you now! I wrote a message up top to help you Taub"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nessa was upset and someone named @ needs support because they have doctors tomorrow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She could've fallen asleep"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It is nearly 2 am here"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "yeah, she will back and mind read it dw.!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I sent it In dms too"}
{"username": "OwOwlunimowVwV", "content": "hi um so so i have a lot of problems, i suffer from anxiety so sometimes i want to do stuff but then... Also i have depression because of this like for example: i made a discord server and neede a team but because i am scared i might fail or i might meet bad people please help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "OwOwlunimowVwV thats common to experience self doubt aha. Dont worry. Youve got a load of helpful and caring people in this server who are willling to help. If you need help just ask. Also, I have anxiety and depression. It gets easier. I think Ive gotten better as years go by. So be optimistic okay! My dms are open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "OwOwlunimowVwV its hard to take risks when you have experienced such hardships. Dont worry, youll be okay. If you want Ill try my best to help you with anything you need!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":3 OwOwlunimowVwV obviously! Ill help you anytime xox"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anyone else who feels like venting. Please do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oof,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "OwOwlunimowVwV tyty nvm I dont want anyone getting in trouble"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Lets move along, Ill dm u OwOwlunimowVwV"}
{"username": "mochiaa.", "content": "hey what would y'all do if you weren't friends with someone anymore due to issues and they knew a lot of like stuff you'd prefer private, not address or anything. would you move on and ignore it or make a new account or you write your own ending"}
{"username": "mochiaa.", "content": "and I don't really trust trust them all that much"}
{"username": "mochiaa.", "content": "I was in a gc with 3 other people so they could tell them"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "if you're that cautious, sure the new account/ending isn't a bad way to go for things that are embarrassing to share to people. otherwise I'd just forget it and move on."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "nothing hurts an apology. even if you're nervous it's all the more meaningful and genuine."}
{"username": "mochiaa.", "content": "oh no that's fine"}
{"username": "mochiaa.", "content": "how no you aren't"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "I can't stop clinging to someone, I've loved that person but something fkd up happened and ruined everything between me and that person everytime i tried to stop loving that person my heart doesn't let me i just can't let go of that person I'm actually surprised after what happened between me and that person he/she still accepts me accompanied me sometimes and i felt so many regrets and guilt on it I've apologized many times that person forgive me too but i feel so sorry still i can't stop clinging bcs i still love that person"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "Idk i just really can't let go"}
{"username": "soph.", "content": "hi whoever sees this, so uh.. basically; i stayed up for 2 hours crying while listening to songs that get me in the feels. 6am8am songs r by Mother MotherPenelope Scott. i guess im just fed up with life, school, etc. ive lost a lot of friends when school started due to me not liking what they do n stuff. i also suffer from anxiety and have a really bad attendance percentage at school.. ive tried a lot of stuff and ive been 2 doctors n stuff but i guess none of that is helping."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "soph. those who will be your true friends will not leave you because you dislike what they do. It is, unfortunate that they felt the need to do so and I am deeply sorry.. anxiety is a thing that takes time to improve idk the severity of it with you, but the advice I can give is to slowly nudge yourself toward something that would normally trigger it in order to help yourself grow more comfortable and get through it. Attendance in school, is it because of your anxiety? Doctors will not always help, I've learned that, but hopefully soon something comes along to do so because I'm sure that you're so sweet and caring that the least that you deserve is the help for the things you need"}
{"username": "soph.", "content": "tysm 4 the msgs 3"}
{"username": "ArOwyN", "content": "My cat died last night at 1 in the morning. I woke up to my mom and sister crying and I knew it was probably about our cat. She was old and sick and I knew her time was near. My family wanted me to say my goodbye's but I couldn't because I prefer to remember her alive last then dead. I only got two hours of sleep last night and I don't feel the same anymore I grew up with her my whole life and now she's gone and I don't know what to do because the memories hurt now"}
{"username": "dm for new acc", "content": "this isn't fair. i've been crying for an hour. my heads so messed up. i wanna go. i don't wanna be here. my head hurts. i can't push through this one i've been through too much. im done"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "This happened years ago"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "So basically, in school I was playing basketball and then a boy just came up to me and called me the'n' word"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "It's scarred me for life"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "i'm finally facing my fears.. a while ago i dated a girl that tortured my head and controlled me and i didn't know, i was so in love with her i didn't know what i was doing to myself. i let her use my discord account because she was paranoid. she then proceeded to unblock herself when i was blocking her because i was annoyed at her. i played roblox with her for 2 years. i'm now on roblox and i have been for 10 minutes and i'm trying to get over my ptsd, the way i got ptsd was when i was 13 i had a house fire. and i watched my best friend shoot herself in the head. i attended therapy for 3 years"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "and now i'm slowly sinking into depression looking at my roblox character and thinking of what i could've done to stop myself from putting myself into such a toxic relationship"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "and i regret everything, i can't play among us, it triggers my ptsd.. i can't play much minecraft.. because it does the same, but i've improved playing minecraft. i can now play it for a longer amount of time.. but now i'm on roblox and getting used to it. my heart kinda just aches"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "and i want to get over this hurdle as fast as possible."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Omg ask for my new discord."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I love you bro"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "i'm trying hard not to let the thoughts at the back of my head attack me"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "I got muted for no reason xD"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Ah That happened to me too a few days ago ! Automod can be annoying sometimes"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "I said something that only British could relate to and I got mited"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Anyways, if you ever need help or advice feel free to message me!"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "Ok thanks"}
{"username": "dm for new acc", "content": "ive been crying for four hours lmao"}
{"username": "mm", "content": "tysm 3"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "As a South Asian who's lived in North America for a majority of my life since I was one years old I believe. I feel very out of touch with my religion, and I really don't want it to be part of who I am. When I was younger I looked at traditions in my culture boring and found other religions more interesting, currently I don't have anything against my religion but I wish not to be south asain it just doesn't make me feel good, I look at more northern asains I feel so envious. All the other females in my religion look better too! They're so engaged in what they're doing and do it perfectly. Why are you trying to learn Koren when you can't even speak in your own language? Why listen to this type of music when you should listen to your cultural music? I feel so left out and I don't want to believe in what they do. I want to study hard but not to live for my parents dreams it sounds selfish but I don't want to be a whatever my parents want me to work for, I want to do therapy or psychology. I want to learn to be prideful of who I am but I really don't have a place in my heart for it instead I work up to who I wanna be, there's nothing wrong with that, right?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No, there is 100 nothing wrong with anything youve said. Youre just finding out who you wanna be, everyone gets 1 shot at life and if thats what you wanna put it towards, then go for it. Your parents raised you, its true. Youll feel like you owe them, but telling you what to believe in, that happens so much... but I believe that you should follow your own beliefs, wherever they may lead you. Grow up to be someone you wanna be, like a therapist you said. Hopefully your parents will understand. I know its not easy to change religion when your whole family supports it. Just go to someone in your family you trust and tell them and slowly build up your courage to tell your parents. Youve got friends here who support your choice no matter what it is! istu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cyma Ill help dont worry."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok ok i feel so embarrassed rn AAA"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont worry, just certain words get taken down."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's okay just swears are why it was deleted:/ but nw"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ill read it now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok ok sorry for like the trouble"}
{"username": "LAV", "content": "I wanna stop loving."}
{"username": "LAV", "content": "I wanna stop being inlove"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "Love is part of our life hun it's smth we carve for smth we want and need, love and affection, kindness, sweetness, and being loved."}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "If someone doesn't like you back then let it slide and look for someone else that maybe would be better"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "KawaiiAlpha", "content": "I seee"}
{"username": "MegaPlasma", "content": "Notice the sarcasm of Any Better in my custom stats?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If anyone needs any help with self care and loving yourself I have a website that really helps. Dm for the lion"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "so uh"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "this is gonna be a weird vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im here take your time"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "but this dude told me he likes me and then he unadded me on discord, then added me back and then unadded me. and i feel like im living a cliche rn because hes so pretty and when i asked a mutual friend, she said that he was so wholesome talking about me, how im really interesting and funny af. but like i understand that he thought i was going to ghost him but im NOT, hes doing that to me kind of but he still responds a bit and when i asked her, she said hes probably distancing himself to not fall in love more or hes incredibly flustered. but this fine af man is really blunt sometimes and he cant really express his feelings well so idk if hes being mean or if he just doesn't know how to say it properly. and me not being able to take a hint feels slightly offended that he doesn't want to talk to me but he is, im like really confused. what do i do lmao"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "and also hes had past gfs use him for his friends and stuff so that might be why hes extremely cautious?"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "and right before that he told me how much he appreciates me and i feel like im getting mixed signals here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hey, replying now @ Bunnygirl Angeli"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "thank you Harewood yeah hes a pretty shy dude, but he isnt shy when he talks to me but like i also don't feel like i am enough for him, like hes so nice but i just always feel like theres a big catch behind it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im just waiting for them to just leave and such... lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But they wont, youve gotta have faith that they wont leave you aha @ Bunnygirl Angeli"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "Stanleigh thank you, i appreciate you taking your time out of your day to help me"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i just hope he never decides hes unworhy of having me hes beautiful"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "in all ways, not just appearance wise"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alcremie talk to me in dms please"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Were here for you dude."}
{"username": "Alcremie", "content": "Im sick and tired of seeing everyone with a gf and bf. I want to feel that love. Ive had to deal with bullying all my life and had nobody to support me. Im tired of putting in so much effort to be extra nice and kind to people and nobody gaf. Im tired of people ignoring me and wasting my time. Im tired of living in general."}
{"username": "Alcremie", "content": "Im tired of cutting myself and not just doing it."}
{"username": "Alcremie", "content": "Yes they are abusive parents tho so they dont care"}
{"username": "Alcremie", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": ".miyuki", "content": "grrr my advice isnt that good, but do you know any nearest shelters around your place?"}
{"username": ".miyuki", "content": "you could either escape your abusive household, and someone in that nearest shelter could take care of you?"}
{"username": ".miyuki", "content": "remember to bring all of your important belongings if youre willing to do that"}
{"username": ".miyuki", "content": "extras try to call a hotline or the fire department if possible"}
{"username": ".miyuki", "content": "and dont even try calling the police, they dont know how to handle this type of stuff properly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Everyones here for you dude"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "firstly, love isnt something that can be rushed. it'll come when it comes. that aside, you dont need someone else to provide you with the love and care you desire. you can do that for yourself. more often than not, self care is much more effective and much less taxing compared to relationships. next, happiness is different for everyone. it's up to you to figure out what can bring happiness to you. it involves self reflection. for all you know, getting the love you long so much for may not be the cause of happiness. happiness can be easily attained through being appreciative. something simple, could make you entire day. lastly, what's dying going to do for you? is it going to magically fix everything? if anything, it'll make the people that bullied you, or hated you, happy. one less person to hate. one less person to annoy them. you dont live for others. you live for yourself. if you understand that, happiness would come naturally. i apologize if this entire thing sounds harsh, but i believe sugarcoating things isnt going to help anything."}
{"username": "Alcremie", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oof... I feel like Ive done something wrong and I dont know how to fix it... I dont know how to be a better and more friendly person. I thought I was already my best self... so why do certain friends still leave me? I dont get it. Can being too friendly be a thing? Idk."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I really hate the way my boss talks to me. He always calls me things like sweetheart\u201d, dear\u201d, honey\u201d and just hhh. He walks up behind me a lot and gets close to my face or touches my shoulders. I hate it, and every time he tries to do it, when I try to scooch away, he tells me to stop being so tense. Even if Im lucky and someday he doesnt do this to me, hell drop an awkward compliment. Im just glad I dont see him too often, but it still makes me very uncomfortable."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I know, Im a guy too. Luckily, hes usually off before I get there because I work the night shift."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Eh, I just wanted to get it off my chest."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Hes around 45, Im 16."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Omg... thats wrong dude..."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Yeah. It freaks me out."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "If I lose this job, I dont think Ill be able to get another."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I really need the money because my spouse cant work."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont worry, just speak to your parents. Im pretty sure theyll be able to help you sort something out."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Theyd probably get mad at me."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I knew you were too young to work\u201d"}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I dont trust it."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I cant risk it."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "I dont know, I think its too risky. I dont wanna make this a big thing."}
{"username": "Cartoon Netwok", "content": "Im sorry."}
{"username": "TsukiCupcake", "content": "my friend betrayed me 2 times and hes been harassing me and saying things to me and tormented me while this other boy told me to go jump on a road and get ran over now I have been getting nightmares of horror loneliness and I cry in my sleep and I cry a lot my friend almost r me people bullied me for no reason I get called April fools since my name"}
{"username": "TsukiCupcake", "content": "That all happend when I was 10 and my friend wanted to r me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Can I dm?"}
{"username": "TsukiCupcake", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "So basically my vent."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Things have been a bit out of control lately for me. Yesterday was a bit stressful and I cried a few times cuz Im on my fricking period and its causing me to cry a lot. We just got off a lockdown in my server and I thought we were going back to normal...but things only got worse. And with someone in my server causing drama over one little thing...from a simple conversation to basically a war. He caused me distress when he said he raided an innocent furry server because I didnt give him his admin. Then he said something unforgivable. Before he banned me from his server, he said gas her like the Jews\u201d. I cannot believe his behavior and it caused me to cry again. Anyway all I wanted to say was today was absolutely terrible and I just want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow knowing its a different day."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Thank you so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ofc!"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "And Im glad others helped u"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "guess whos in a possible mixed episode and split again:,Di say possible bc im not. Really diagnosd with bipolar yet plus i cant tell if this is a wave or an episode it JUST started xD"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "I'm not the best at giving advice or helping people but it just breaks my heart to hear what you're going through:"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "if anyone is sad rn and is insecure about their body i can sing a song for chu"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "awww that's so sweet"}
{"username": "arisu", "content": "tw ive been having terrible thoughts. ive even started to imagine situations that dont even happen. even people. its ruining me atm. if i messed something up, i think of a different situation and suddenly feel no guilt. school isnt helping either. ive missed a bunch of assignments and due to that i ended up taking a lot of pills. this happened 2 times and the thought of pills just makes me sick to my stomach. nothing else is getting better. im being misgendered more. even by my own friends. i tell em calmly to not misgender me but they say whatever and continue. life just seems like a big mess of things that aren't going well. just going downhill"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i just kinda wanna die because i have been lonely for almost 4 years now and i am 22 years old right now and i just feel like nobody loves me wants me or even needs me i ask myself what is the point in living when you feel like a nobody"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "idk what to do tbh"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i dont even have a gf i really wish i had one tbh"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "but im just a nobody"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "i'm literally a disappointment to everyone i absolutely hate myself"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "herobrine"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "can i ask something"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "what"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "what's your favorite thing in the whole entire world"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "it can be anything, tell me what it is"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i guess having a girlfriend why"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i dont have a gf tbh"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "you're not gonna get the chance to have a gf when you kys"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "do you want that?"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i have been single and lonely for 3 to 4 years"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "you never know what can happen"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "that's the element of surprise"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "uh huh?"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "so you probably wouldn't want to kys if you knew you have a chance at being happy"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "you do have a huge possibility of being happy"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "but thats the thing... nobody wants me"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "that's your brain saying that"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "trick it"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "how"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "keep telling yourself"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "i can be happy, no matter what."}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "i've seen it work so much"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "but its not true tho i have depression"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "again"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "trick yourself to think it's not depression"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "you're only feeling a bit lonely"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "and a bit sad, too"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "and you can fix those"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "first of all, stop it now."}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "Let me handle this, herobrine6225 may I dm you?"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "i was just trying to help?"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "I know, but trust me"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "I had his issue too"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "ok."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Both can help"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "In dms"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "no you have not actually"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "nvm sigh"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "mimi, leave nora alone. she was just trying to help."}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "but you can try"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "huh?"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "ok whatever"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "not that i meant you have not had the same problem as me"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "same with you mimi"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "but what if she has had the same problem?"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "anyways, nvm"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i dont think she has had the problem i had"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i will say i happened to me thru my life ok"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "thats fine, whatever you believe. I wont force it. However, I give you much luck with your situation!"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "be warned tho its really bad"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "if you don't want me to help i won't"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "i need the help but can i type what happened to me plz"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Plus relationships sometimes dont work out"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "and that's okay"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "WOW"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "ok what ever im not typing it again"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "it was alot to type"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "your summary has blacklisted words in it that's why it got deleted"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "shah. mind you look at message logs to copy paste it and cut out the blacklisted words"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "it said that i sent to many spoiler tags"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "which are these"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "at the age of 5 years old i was rped and i had a g7n to my head by my biological father my birth mother called the cops and they came to the house my dad and i was in and they sh0t him then he fell on top of me and then they picked him up and left with his body"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "at age 8 years old i was taken from my birth mother and she did not hug me or say i love you to me and the social workers put me in the car and took me to a child care center thats when i developed depression"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "age 10 i had to go to 3 other child care centers and 11 different foster families and then the 12th family took me in at age 12 and they adopted me a year later i was really scared because i thought they were gonna ab4se me like all the other families did and tbh i did not want to be adopted because of how scared i was"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "age 22 now i was about ran over by 3 people who were dr4nk 2 of them were at least and the 3rd one was on their phone while driving"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "thnx"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "i'm really sorry all that happened to you. that's a lot of trauma and a lot. but, I also have gone through one of them, not saying mine was worse or anything. But, I survived. I am okay. And you will be too. You didn't deserve what happened to you. You will be okay, There's still hope. You have to tell yourself, I'm okay. I'm okay. , Even if you do not really have anybody in real life. You have me, You have others in Sayumi on Discord. Who would LOVE to be your friend, who would love for YOU to meet their friend group. There are still many good people in this world who will help you, and love you for who you are. And support you through everything you have gone through, or are going to at this very moment."}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I'm here for you, and if you want to be friends. I would love to be your friend"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "thnx"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Same here!"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I will show you what friendship and support is, and i'll be here for you through thick and thin"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "See, even estonio 3"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I'm in!"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "and kokachi:"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "ok thnx guys"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "of course"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "np"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "this is what our community is, to help others and be there for each other no matter what. we love you, all of us."}
{"username": "Mirii", "content": "i'm in too"}
{"username": "herobrine6225", "content": "thnx"}
{"username": "truffles", "content": "i wanna vent but now i don't want to."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "you can vent in my dms, if you'd like nora. they're always open for you and i' will welcome you with open arms."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "i wanna vent but idk if anyone is willing to listen"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "i am willing to listen @ Gracie On Break"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "i barely eat, i barely sleep, and i barely focus in class anymore. i barely have any friends that care about me, and i have nobody to talk. i feel like nobody understands me, nobody understands what's it's like to be a teenager growing up. especially in the world we live in now."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "that really made me feel better. i don't wanna go back to cutting because even myself didn't like it, but i did it cause nobody else was there. i hope things get better soon, hopefully next year will be much better. i'll try to keep moving forward and having hope in myself and keeping my confidence. and i'll try not to think suicidal thoughts. it hurts really bad to hear the things people have said about me in the past that aren't true. but im slowly moving away from that. and im giving this a chance to help me make new and better friends and focus more on myself. i haven't been in this server for to long but from what i've seen you all are so supportive and i hope to meet all of you and hopefully make new friends. as hard as it is, i'll try to get better and move on. my mom may not listen to me but i will try and talk to her about it. we don't have a close relationship but i hope she takes it ok."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "thank you for listening. i know it's not much but it made me feel 100 better that someone was actually willing to listen to me and even relate to what im saying."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "No problem at all. And I'm always here for you. Any time you need to vent, my dms are open for you. And if you would like to meet new friends, like I said. My friend group will welcome you with open arms."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "you helped me more than my friends have, even though we've just met."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Of course. It'll be a good start for you to make new friends, you can decide whenever you want and I'll wait for your reponse on the offer. 3"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "this is the second time I am exposing myself through venting, I know school problem has been answered, but I am really worried and all, my parents, friends, cousins, relatives, classmates like everyone always expect me to get honors. i dont want to disappoint them, ive been getting bad test results and everything. on top of that, i have many performance tasks all due this week, and an exam soon. i just spend time in discord, and it makes me worry all the time. i just wished there was a way to cure this or atleast advice on academics"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "That's very high expectations but you can do it, I believe in you. I suggest you take a break from discord and focus on your studies for a bit. Maybe a week or 2 and see how it effects your studies. From what I read, you are stressed. You need to breathe, take a break and just rest for one whole day and then start the next day without discord. Maybe go on discord before sleep for like an hour and then sleep. I was addicted to discord a while back but then, I focused on myself a bit more. I watched movies, and sang and spent time with family and all of it got better. I have 27 chapters to do by the 23rd of december. And then 2 exams next year, at the start. and i have to catch up on 4 years of studies. It's a lot and I am surviving through it and if I get too stressed, I watch a movie and pick up on it after I am calm again. Maybe talk to your parents about how they're stressing you out and making you worried. And if they don't understand, Try to make them understand by a text if not in person. I am scared to talk to my parents face to face so I text them how I feel and then they read it and talk to me about it. Maybe that'll help?, Though don't lose hope. You'll be okay, just a bit of a struggle at the moment but all your hard work will pay off. JM"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Yes of course, no problem at all! I wish you good luck, and you got this! 3"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "My dms are always open if you want to talk to me or be friends!"}
{"username": "mope", "content": "Ahh shoot.. I just got dumped for the third time by the same person.. nothing was every wrong in the relationship, we never argued, but he had to leave me every time because his mental health was not able to tolerate a relationship.. I dont know why I keep falling for this heartless soul, honestly. The relationship was good, it was the only relationship in my life where everything goes well and it was never toxic between us but he just left so easily. Im not sure if I should be heartbroken or mad"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "tw sh everytime my cat sees me relapse, she runs up to me and rubs up all over in my face and purrs loudly. She drives my attention away from the pain to her."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Awhhh... thats cute"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i find it adorable"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope your pain isnt too strong"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "its not dw!"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Awww your cat loves you so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Could you maybe use your cat as a er say diversion?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im sorry if im interrupting something but i have so much homework and other duties and its stressing me out, i cry myself to sleep every night and im tired of it all really, im scared of making mistakes, scared of having crushes and i never make new friends because im scared they'll all leave me. im having trouble with homework and im so confused i just wanna cry again but i can't and my parents wont help because im not a responsible person if they help and my dad is tired and my life is chaos at the moment"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "and when i tell my friends im crying they make a joke about it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "like wow thanks"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so sorry about that im not good with speaking but"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "you are responsible, and kind if youre asking others to help"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "uh if you dont understand your homework I know a server, with your permission I can invite you to it. its a server for homework and basically helping you understand learning material"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "wrong friends happen, and in the end you realize you dont need them"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "tell your teachers or school staff especially counselor that youre super stressed and you want a bit of an easier class"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "most teachers care and will try their best to make you have a better class experience"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "even my teacher, a rude one, is dedicated to her job for more than 20 years, is rude but is extremely considerate of her students"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "im already going to the counsellors"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but thank you for your advice"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's just my parents cant know"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "because mum's a bit abusive at times"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "they know about it and have had several meetings"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "if you want to remain anonymous to your parents"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "let them know you dont want them to know"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "some schools send social workers to a parents house if its abusive or a bad environment, if so, tell them you dont want a social worker."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "im sure theyll be understanding"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It brings me great sorrow to remember the people I thought I'd know forever, so many things change, and I just wish I had kept in contact with them for the missing years. There are 2 people in my life who I have always wished I could keep around. Both of which I met during my time at a catholic school. One had gone off to Hollywood to pursue his dreams as an actor and dancer, the other, i have absolutely no idea, i just hope he's still around. As much as i miss these two people greatly, i wish i had never left. I should've taken what was given to me, a chance to spend that final year with everyone I grew up with... declining and moving, was probably the biggest mistake I could've made for myself. I don't understand why I cry over something so, little to me. I felt hatred, I felt like I was unwanted, but still I regret it. Was another year of possibly being bullied worth it? It could've been, seeing as to how much I regret leaving it behind. Who knows... I just wish, I kept that picture. God i would love it now. There's a picture that the class took together, and they gave it to me on my last day. I never cried harder, for hatred, and sadness, to never have looked at it after that day, it eventually disappeared, and I'll never get it back. I wish I still had that picture, tbh I'd probably just look at it and cry everytime.. this is something so little to me, yet it feels like it's everything."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I am so sorry that you feel that way Isaiah. Sometimes we have to lose the things we love to get better things, I lost my old friends but now I have new amazing friends like you. If I was you I would move on, it may hurt but it was the past. Spending so much time thinking about the past is something I regret, it will always make you sad thinking about what you have lost. How about instead of thinking about the past you think about what you have right now, stay in the moment. Right now you have Suzu and all the staff ready to help you in any way, if you need help with anything including emotional support I will be here as you have helped me a lot before. Crying over things is normal, crying isn't a sign of weakness. In my opinion crying is a sign of strength as it is hard for one to let out their emotions. I often cry to reset and feel happy again, it helps a lot. When I lost my toxic friends I wanted to go back because I felt pressured to stay, going back is not a good idea even if it is impossible because bullying isn't good no matter what you think/other people think. Another year of being bullied wasn't worth it, bullying really hurts people's self esteem and I am glad you left that school. You won't get those days back yes, but you will get way more wonderful memories. I hope you feel better soon Isaiah. Galen I am sorry for the ping but you probably want to see this."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ImLoen I think it is okay, as I haven't thought about this particular thing uh at all since I left actually, I'll find a way to get another copy of that picture somehow. Thank you."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "No problem Isaiah, I am glad I was help"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "you ever just put your own panic and stress on hold to help someone else? yeah i dont know how to stop anymore its been too long dealing with others, never enough time for mine, and its not like its worse, its just there and thats enough to be bad"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "tired"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "It is hard to take time for yourself when you love to help others but make sure to take care of yourself too! If you get too stressed understand that you should be your first priority and that you should take care of yourself first. If it is getting so much that it is bad then please take a break, people will understand and it will help a lot. Make sure to check in with yourself everyday as well, the key to making others happy is making sure you are happy first! I hope this helped @ Bunnygirl Angeli"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "thank you, i've spent a while making others happy and its incredibly draining, i'll try taking that break every once in a while"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I am glad I was help!"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Ive been holding this in ever since I havent seen him. This was a friend of mine from preschool1st grade. We were really close until 1st grade I moved to California. We both lost touch and stopped contacting. In the summer when I went to visit my old school I started to miss him all over. I went to my friends house that same week and she told me he moved to penisavania. Ive never heard about him ever since. I wish I can find him again. We both liked eachother more than friends. Guess we were too young."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "im not safe anywhere"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "i want to kms. this is not working out for me and im so tired and sick of this"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "nobody is making me feel safe"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "when they want to help and make me feel included it goes so wrong and makes me feel the opposite"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "i hate myself"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "i dont understand anything people call me fake they call me names they verbally and physically abuse me and treat me like im invisible"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "no matter what i do people all gang up on me and hate me"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "nobody likes me"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "im unwanted"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "i dont wanna go back to selfharm."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "No. Don't do it. Your life is precious and deserves a chance at this."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "no"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "it doesn't"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "who would care if i died"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Your friends, you family."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "my family is too busy to notice"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "they have my intelligent and beautiful sister and brother"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "You're like that too. So don't do it. You'll miss out on so much."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "no."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "nobody. would. care."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yes, they would."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "NO THEY WON'T NOBODY LIKES ME THEY ALL HATE ME NOBODY WOULD STAY FOR ME I'M JUST AS UNIMPORTANT UNLIKE THEM"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "YES THEY WOULD. WE CARE ABOUT YOU. WE WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. its not worth it. please trust me. i know, because ive gone through this too. do not kys, its the last thing you should do. please. my dms are open if you wanna become friends or something. just dont do it."}
{"username": "Pencil", "content": "You could also express what you're feeling about this to your parents, who knows, maybe they need reminding that you are also a valuable part of the family and should treat you as such."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "im always pushed away... im always the last one you'd want to meet. i'm a selfish person and you know it"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "no"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "you're not"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "id love to get to know you more nora"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "i won't call them"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "why should i"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "they won't care"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "think about everyone who you've met online. you havent even seen the world yet. you need to live your life and meet new people. dont let one thing hold you back. you are precious. there wont be another life to live. you have to make the best out of this one, nora."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "please."}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "EVERYONE ONLINE BULLIES ME AND MAKES FUN OF ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE THIS"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "nobody wants me"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i know i want you."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i want you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "nora"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "no you don't"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i want to be friends with you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "yes i do"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "nobody does"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i swear on my life i want to be friends with you"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "they all want me to disappear..."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i would love to get to know you in dms"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or something"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "no"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "no one does"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "we are here for you nora"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "we can help you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "ignore everyone who is hating"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "focus on the people who love you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "nora"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "no"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "one"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "loves"}
{"username": "done with everything, quit fr.", "content": "me"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "nora please"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "let me type something rq okay?"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "okay, i know im just a stranger you met online. and i know i say i want you, and i really mean it. because every life is precious. you were given this life because of a reason. pull through the hardships. you can do this. you are stronger than anyone who hates on you. you are you, nora. and i know this may sound cliche, but you are beautiful. you are wonderful. you WILL meet people who love you and care for you. maybe not yet, but im willing to get to know you. you're only, what, a teen right? you still have so much of the world to experience, to see. you havent found love, or happiness yet, but you will. you have to fight through this because you are strong. you can do this, nora. do not take your own life. you are amazing, beautiful, precious, strong, wonderful, and i love you. so do not do it. im begging you. done with everything, quit fr."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i have to go to bed but ilysm dont do it"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i wish my one of my friends would stop calling me annoying"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i was on a call with them and then they told me to shut up aand i didnt want to stop talking so i continued and then they muted me and said to my other friend in the call, i had to mute lunar cause she was being annoying"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i don't know what they expect me to do on a call, not say anything? it's a voice call obviously i'm gonna talk"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "they usually call me annoying and stuff like that and it always hurts my feelings"}
{"username": "lunar", "content": "i left the call and said i would come back when they stop calling me annoying and they havent apologized"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Oh wow they sound exactly like my ex besties. From experience if they are asian PLEASE drop them immediately. If they arent I still think you should drop them. People like them arent worth it. Crumble them and throw them in the trash. I promise youll feel a lot better. Its like being free from shakles."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I had a classmate who triggered severe mental breakdowns and he got suspended twice because he told me to OD twice tw pillz"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Aaand mt dads yellingat me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Erm... Im just having self belief issues. I dont think im enough. I feel like I waste peoples time talking to them..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "done with everything, quit fr.4111 I hope youre feeling better! My dms are open if you wanna talk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ooo no..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I should of been here... damn..."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Even though people know me in this server I feel like I am just known as a embarrassment, and I start feeling like every other person in every other server I am thinks the same..I can't get over it..it feels terrible chatting here when it feels like nobody is even wanting you to...when you don't even get a respond..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hmm helz I'm trying to contact her myself, I know how much she means to you but the best thing to do rn is to try and be calm even if it sounds like it is a very hard thing to do which it is I am deeply sorry people are doing this to her again she is such a sweet individual and she deserves the things you give her. Er I'd have to ask you to please put a tw over suicidal so others can see at their own risk... I may not know you very well but I will hope that she is going to be okay, she is a close person to myself and I would not want these sorts of things for her."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "It is very hard to try to get over something you cannot get over..."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Feeling like nobody likes me"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Even though I have 0 hugs I still feel like that"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Idk why..."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "my dad just insulted me because im failing all my classeshighest grade is a 13 and he sounded so angry.. i think he geniunly meant it hnng"}
{"username": "Astolfodrip", "content": "History is written by the victors, history is full of liars, I may be remembered as a failure because of losing against my familys court case against a crime I didnt commit..."}
{"username": "Astolfodrip", "content": "Assist me in any way that you can."}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "hi is it normal to miss a human being"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "it feels unnatural"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "it's normal."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "anyone wanna hear me sing heather or any song to make anyone feel better?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And if your relationship is coming to an end over a harem roulette, thats hefty"}
{"username": "Kiri", "content": "I know but Ive been gone for 2hrs now so I feel bad"}
{"username": "Kiri", "content": "Idk what to say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm going to dump my joy. I am extremely grateful. Today had started as an absolute mess for me, but as the day continued and I got past my overthinking, everything got way better. I was able to get something out that had been a burden to me for 12 years, the person I love has given me more than I could've asked for, and I am beyond happy for the outcome of today, I feel like I've overcome a lot, and I can't wait to see what the near future may hold for me. I may tend to think of bigger pictures, but today was all about in the moment things which is how my life should be, over the anxiety of the future and the guilt of the past, I would never want to change how today went, as I feel like I achieved something i ne er thought I would've in years."}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "Is there a cause for this that you know of?"}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "Also how often do you have these thoughts"}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "TW for suicide"}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "Do you genuinely want to die because you don't want to live, or do you want to die because you wanna know how it feels like?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "srAWBErr I used to think to same stuff, and worse honestly. I understand why you would think those things it is a subtle curiosity, but don't let it get anything more than that. It can be confusing as to why you have those thoughts or why you think about how things are after death but honest to god thst waits until you diewhen you're old. It isn't something young people exactly would want to know about or see, from personal experience. Maybe you just need someone to talk to about this because in reality, thoughts are thoughts, they happen, it is when thoughts become actions that they become a problem."}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "Yeah, the concept of death may be intriguing, but it's really not worth it to die just because you wanna know how it feels like to die."}
{"username": "catboy", "content": "You have lots of things to live for and I'm sure tons of people care for you including me, even though I'm a total stranger online. Don't let your curiosity get the better of you."}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "idk why my life is getting worse everyday"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "everyday something bad happens and like i end up having a ton of bad stuff to deal with"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "then i have school, which stresses me too much"}
{"username": "fefe.", "content": "and i have my mental health issues"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Do you have someone to talk to? Maybe you could try and talk to your parents or teachers about how school stresses you out and what you could do to make this better. About the bad stuff... have you tried out writing diary? I think writing your thoughts down can be really helpful."}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Lots of loveee"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "I've been crying a lot these days for private reasons.."}
{"username": "rika", "content": "at 10:24 Today, December 12th, I really felt that i wanted to run away from home. I wanted to run away so much that i packed a few clothes and blankets. My parents thinks im a disappointment sometimes, theyd hit me and punch my head. Especially when my grades are down. But thats mostly my dad, I appreciate my mom. Though she still yells at me. One time I got 8/10 on a test, and yelled at me. I cried. I need some help."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "it's been 5 days since my girlfriends talked to me and i'm worried"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "do you know her"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "or other social media"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "oh, that's bad"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im sorry, aH idk what to do but id say maybe try msging her, calling her, telling her ur worried you've probably done all that already, but deep breaths okay? shes gonna be okay."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "i hope they're okay.. i miss her and it's only been like a week"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I dont think I have depression anymore. It sounds like a good thing but its almost like a piece of me is gone. Ive had it since I was 11/12 and its been 23 years since I was diagnosed. The meds dont do anything but make my head hurt and make me feel sick."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "r0ttenFr0g Child abuse and abuse in general can be extremely dangerous. It's honestly terrifying."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I suggest you to continue trying to contact your girlfriend, while also preparing an emergency number for extra caution. Maybe look into the child welfare website for further information, I'll attach a link on the bottom of this response as well as a possible number to report the situation."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Try to keep your calm. Yes, it's not a bad thing to be scared in these types of situations, but set a clear mind so it's easier for you to distribute and collect information. Have you tried contacting any of her friends, neighboors, or anyone else that may have a way to contact her? If so, you should contact them if you can. That's all of the advice I can give for now, I hope that your girlfriend will come out safe. Take care and stay safe."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Attachments:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Child Welfare Website"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "File a Child Abuse Report Call or text 1.800.4.A.CHILD 1."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "ive contacted her best friend recently, she lives near by her and ive asked her to check in on her this weekend so hopefully that helps"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "we are thinking that her phone got broken/ stolen.."}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "her best friend lives 25 minutes away and i'd have her check in this week but her mother doesn't let her see anyone except for on weekends"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Lexy It takes a lot of time to get over a mental illness. Normally, yes, people would be happy about this. But if you just feel bad about it, then it's ok. If something has been a part of your life, then you'll get extremely used to it, so I understand why this made you feel different. You'll get there eventually. You don't need to force yourself to be happy, just let time do it's work. Keep taking care of yourself and you'll reach your goal. Medication sometimes won't work immediately and even if it hurts, you still have to take it. If you think it doesn't work, you can always try contacting the people who gave you those meds again and see if they can find a way to fix or replace the medication. I wish you the best of luck."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "r0ttenFr0g I see. Well, good luck on that. I just hope the both of you will be safe. At the very least, I can only given advice and an emergency number. Have a lovely day 3"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "you too! tysm"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "im vibing to HU as a distraction but i think its making it worse as its 12 am"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "alr update im looking at a distraction playlist my friend gave me and it seems to be working:"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "Who left the vent open?"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "my channel is not good"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "and my friend family hate me"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": ":"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "i hate my life"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "my family only think about my grades"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "and my friends only like me because i have a channel"}
{"username": "LoLGamingREAL", "content": "i want to run away from my life"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Your channel isnt everything, dont worry about it. hard work will pay off. and theyre not your friends if they hate you. stop being friends with them and find better friends wholl love you for who you are instead of your channel. my family thinks about my grades too. but they dont hate me. yes theyre strict and say a lot of crap to me but they do it because they care about me and because they want me to succeed. so, dont take them the wrong way. parents can say very mean stuff but in the end, they do it so you succeed and they only want the best for you. they just dont realize that whatever they say thats mean, hurts the child."}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "I've started contemplating life all over again"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": ";C"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "Because some guy in another server he called me a brat just for telling him to try not to ping everyone all the flipping time"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "No need to do that. You were doing your job correctly and he just said some mean words to you. Show him it doesn't effect you and it'll be okay. Try to ignore them. Bri'ish ChrisChan"}
{"username": "Bri'ish ChrisChan", "content": "Thanks C:"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "AutumnLeaves It's normal to fewl this way. I used to be like that too but I've managed to feel better these days. There's no exact cure for this but if you feel like you need some kind words, try and message your friends. Maybe ask your parents to help you out. You can also check wotd. There's already a few messages and I hope it helps. Feel better soon sweetie 3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So yeah, basically I'm regretting having ever come back here. Every day something happens to make me feel miserable and remind me why I was better off gone from Discord. The source originates 9 times out of 10 from the people in this server. I've already got half a dozen people who chat in main that I've now got on block because they've treated me like garbage and yes if I don't say hi to you in main anymore then you know exactly who you are. Someone who I thought was an old friend today, left the server but oh, she didn't unfriend anyone except me. You see on Discord there is a notice right next to my name, just mine, no one elses, it tells you unfriend this guy and feel 100 times better. I'm surprised you don't know it, but then again it works every couple of days. I feel like there's no place here for me, unless someone needs a doormat to wipe their dirty shoes all over. I'm not down with that so please give me an incentive to stay, I can't see one right now."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "now im going to rant to nobody in particular. well yes someone but she isnt in this server, i dont think"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "i don't like you. you get away with everything. i can say im jealous, yes. you have life so easily, and you dont appreciate it. you dont even want to give it to someone who would. that seems bratty to me. you dont seem selfish because one little slip leaves you to die. you also can't handle the truth, which is why i never said your name, also said to nobody in particular. i dont hate you but you seem... wrong."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thanks. I wouldn't mind if people didn't like me but I think I get singled out by people. Like I'm just an automatic, treat like garbage, green tick, you know?"}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "you don't know how EVERYONE thinks of you, do you?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no, just the influential people which is bad enough, like I've blocked popular members and staff because they've treated me like garbage."}
{"username": "jaisy is supreme", "content": "probably a thing to report to ashi."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Vent: I always feel like some girls are prettier than me, and I always feel like everytime I like someone there will always be a better girl than me, which hurts me a lot because I wish I could be as pretty as that girl just for at least someone to notice me"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Adding on: I been really unhealthy in a bad mindset lately, since Im trying by best for at least someone to notice me, but I feel like everyone drifting away. Most of the times my friends talk about their relationships, finding someone who fits them, it hurts a lot to say goodjob because I always have to change my personality, always have to find things just for them to even notice me. But it takes the person only 1 thing just for them to notice them."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": " Lately I havent been happy in my skin, sometimes I wish I wasnt my skin color, sometimes I wish I could just change how I look, just so I can feel like Im not alone, It seems like I have to put makeup on me just to look pretty, and fit in. A lot of girls are built differently, and it seems as if I was built to be ugly you know?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oof... sorry for the spam @"}
{"username": "psycxdxlic", "content": "Ashli, I honestly look up to you and your incredible breathtaking beauty. And honestly, half the girls you may be seeing on the internet use Photoshop and things to achieve the way they look such as personal trainers and special diets for themselves. You are wonderful just the way you are and I am proud of you for speaking out about this. ilysm and stay strong. beauty standards are sucky."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Also trust me, little by little you'll come to realize how pretty you are. It takes time for a person to start loving themselves yet self love isn't something to rush, we are all here for you no matter what and we're ready to do anything if that'll make you feel happier and better about yourself. You've made us all feel happy and safe after all, it's our time to give back to you, to show you how much we appreciate you. We are unable to give you as much as you've given us as well, that is how much of an impact you had on our lives. You're our tiny little ball of wholesomeness and a darling that we have to protect at all cost"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "so uh"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "um"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "i got 1000000000000000000000000"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "orders"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": ";; it feels like it"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "cuz i offered to be a personal gfx designer"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "and um"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": ";; they flooded me with orders"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "thats"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Lmao what"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "and so yeah im dying"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "they"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "then i offered to help my bff"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "with her orders"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "that um"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "and she has a lot too"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "so uh"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "im doomed"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "save me later"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "Aomg"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "is this ever vent"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "idek"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "LMAO i wouldnt be so stressed if there was a due date"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Due date"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Interesting"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "yuh"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "they want me to be done by a deadline"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "ye;;"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "You will be missed"}
{"username": "simply..tracy", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "if you believe you have many orders currently, do not accept more and avoid overworking yourself. tell those that ordered you that you will need time to finish everything as you have a lot on your plate currently. other than gfx you have to focus on other stuff and irl as well cutie."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "i am sure you can make it, yet please do not stress too much about it and believe you can finish it all. if you can't make it to their deadline then ask for more time because it's not right for them to pressure you this much"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "aaa tyy"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "uu thats a good idea"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "one sec imma just tell the other dm'ers that ill finish their 1st preferred item but ill postpone the rest"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "they have ordered you after all so you have the right to spend as much time as you need, they cannot make you rush your work"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "UwU dunn"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "and tysm lulu my stress has flown away"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "so me and my bestie was spending some time until my bestie started to saying that hes horrible and not kind and not sweet and not beautiful which isnt true.. I started to crying because of it.. and I dont know what to do I told him that he isnt horrible.. but he keeps calling himself horrible Im crying so much Idek what to do.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "please help me.."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "do you know if something has happened to your friend recently if i may ask?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Nope."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "i know that it is awful to see your friend treat himself like he's worth nothing. it's extremely easy for a person to be hard on themselves and convincing them about the otherwise can be a struggle at times. yet i beg you, do not lose hope and keep telling him he's amazing. self love is absolutely hard to gain as a trait but the more you tell him how precious he is, how much he means you, the more you'd be able to help him overcome this wave of sadness and selfhatred. please wipe your precious tears away as well. shh, you know that i am here for you, you're not alone and your friend will eventually understand how much he is worth. if he isn't happy with what kind of person he is right now, you should continue encouraging him and giving him the support he needs so he can become a better version of himself which will help when it comes to loving himself."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "do your best, i am sure everything will slowly become better dear"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I feel like most of my friends are starting to dislike me, my close friends never talk to me and seem to have found better friends. I feel like I failed my closest friends, why else would they never talk to me and talk with other people. I feel like a failure, I suck at everything I do and all of my friends will eventually hate me."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I want to go back to one week ago when my friends talked to me, the past few days have just seemed off."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I have been two faced by people before many times so maybe I am just being used again."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Basically how do I get people to like me? as a friend"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Everytime I find a friend group I am the worst of the group."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "First of all, please do not ever change yourself and act like someone else when you want other people to like you in a friendly way. those who will like you for who you are will eventually find and befriend you!"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "and about your friends, i am terribly sorry you feel this way. in fact, i know that feeling very well because recently friends of mine would ignore me as well. the best thing you can do is to tell them about the way you feel, they should know what you think of the situation in general. so do not hide your feelings and go talk to them! communication is the key after all love. it is true that some friends can care less and eventually leave yet if they really care about you as much as you care about them, they would consider what you tell them and try to talk to you more. i wish you the best of luck as well, i apologise for not being much of a helper as i was awake the entire night, yet i hope you'll feel better"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "and i would love befriending you if that'll help you feel better dearie"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "you're loved by many, do not ever forget that"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "lately my mothers been body shaming me constantly. i'm sick of hearing you could eat less, at your age i didn't have a single stretch mark, you're disappointing me. it makes me so upset and i hate it."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Everybody complains about be being annoying, disturbing olders and youngers, being distracting and a lot more..I don't know why I can't just be the person I am. I have to always make sure not to say a bad wordbecause I will always get one back...I have to make sure not to do something that people don't like...I have to make sure not to overthink...theres so many things disturbing me right now...I have a lot of studies left..I don't do anything others like...I don't do any cleaning or anything and I cannot see my mother feeling bad about it..."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "She just wants you to live a happy life without caring about being ugly, fat or anything else.."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Never forget that"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I never get ignored but I always feel like that, people don't like me thinking about somethings that does not even happen to me..."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I start to talk to myself for no reason..people don't like that.."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "But it embarrasses me when they point it out"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I don't believe in myself"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Not ever"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I always pass things off to the future but when the future comes I never do them.."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I will go now.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Message me... Im here to talk."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I was about to tell my friends how I feel about them not being interested in me but I was too scared. They are the some of the only friends I have, if I mess up then I will be alone, but wouldnt that be better? If I was alone I wouldnt feel the guilt of being boring and uninteresting. I feel like it has all piled up and now they all secretly hate me. I feel like if I do one more thing wrong all of my friendships will end. This isnt the first time I felt like my friends all secretly hate me, in fact I am used to it but I am really close with these friends and losing them would be horrible. I think I should just pretend to be happy and hide my pain for now and maybe I will be interesting and fun again... Also this guy I really like called me mean, I think it was him teasing but I feel like I did something wrong. I keep on accidentally complimenting him even though he doesnt like it and I didnt know that was mean. I dont know how to stop, I tried but it doesnt seem right. If I did that he would deserve way better. Wait... he actually deserves better than me no matter what."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Tell them all you feel, you are scared you will lose them and you may but close friendships never end.."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "It is not important that they think you are interesting"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "You are you, you will always be special the way you are"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Sometimes hiding your pain just makes the pain increase..."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I will try and type something later to say"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "My closest friend and I have the most fights, but in the end we both see a sorry card on our table from eachother"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "My friend still talks to me but I feel replaced, but that is what matters. I tried to change myself to be friends with her again but I found out I did not need that really. True friends don't just walk away on something you say.. they support you.. no true friend would hate you.."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm I will try"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I can't even swallow one pill, yet I have to do this for a solid month. What the heck am I even meant to do?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "theres this boy I like but sadly he likes me back as best friend but not more than best friend.. He said if we get to relationship.. it wont workout and I dont want to lose you and stuff. And it really hurts my feelings, he ever said that Im overreacting over small stuff."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "which I think isnt true"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": " Im just crying so much rn and heartbroken.."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "If this boy treats you like this, you shouldn't waste your time on him. If you can't let go, continue this friend relationship, and grow your bond. You're not overreacting, YOU are worried you'll lose him and won't find love. Don't overthink. Become. You will find love at one point and it doesn't have to start with that boy. Don't cry, and overcome your heart breaking, fix it back and protect it. If this boy hurts your feelings, let him go. You're better off without him. Again, love doesn't have to start in a bad way. Start slowly, then grow. Take it easy. If you feel overwhelmed, ask a friend for advice. @ ROIECHU3V"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I'm so bad at giving help sdhbfhds I hoped this helped you either way"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "You're very welcome"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "going somewhere else"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "im just im having a moment where im jumbling my words and i woke up cold i have school im stressed for no reason but my brain is making me stressed, Im not hungry, im just having a bad day for no reason"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "Or you could eat some gum, it relieves stress aswell!"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "I have no idea how it does though"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "im such a useless human, i cant even help others when theyre struggling"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "hell, i dont even know how to help myself"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "its so goddamn frustrating watching the world behind a glass wall"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i dont understand"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i cant empathize in the right way, i mean i can but as soon as i say it"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "its all wrong"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "its embarrassing"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "aww, its alright! ur beautiful and amazing and ur such a cool person! you arent useless, do you know how many people are looking for a person like you? never give up on your perspective of yourself, and always get back up when you fall down! if you want some more advice go to wotd @ Bunnygirl Angeli"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Ive been feeling so freaking lonely. Ive tried to make people happy but I just never get an answer from them. Its so...I dont know, it just makes me wanna hit something. I know they have stuff to do, but cant they at least talk about it with me, if they are feeling down? I want to make them feel happy. I do TONS of stuff for them. But, I dont get anything back. This probably sounds like Im complaining just because Im getting ignored. But, its not like that. I just want them to be happy and while Im trying to make them feel better I just feel worse. At this point...I just feel like I dont have any friends."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": " Im just a sensitive girl. I act tough but Im really just a crybaby who is misunderstood."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Neko Paws It's not uncommon to feel this way. We all want to help people, but sometimes we just end up hurting ourselves. It may be because of the people that we're helping, or because of our own mistakes. I know it's probably hard to be happy when you feel ignored but we have to keep on pushing forward. As for the people, yes, they may have other stuff to do and/or are busy with other things. It's difficult to keep up a bond with people and we all struggle from time to time. But nonetheless, even if some ignore you, there will always be that one person who will be there for you alone. For now, try and take care of yourself first. Let your happiness be your priority. It's not a bad thing to be sensitive. You can't control it so don't feel bad about it. I'm sure you'll find that person. You just need patience and effort. Also, try not to help people a LOT, they have to take care of themselves, not rely on you. If they keep relying on you it'll just hurt you more. And if you ever feel like it, you can always try to speak up about this. You're not alone, it's just that you haven't found someone for you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "jaisy is supreme This seems like a relationship you shouldn't keep. You should try and leave them as soon as possible. Don't interact with them that much to prevent further problems. These kinds of people should be avoided. Because of a manipulative personality, they can easily affect someone drastically wether physically, mentally, or psychologically. I'm sorry to hear you've gone through such a thing. If this person continues to be like this, you can report them. Take care and be safe."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "TW: mentions of self hate and self harm"}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "I wonder why the heck am I still on this earth, like Im not perfect and is that ok with me? No I wanna be like everyone else: pretty, perfect body, good grades but I didnt get that."}
{"username": "Aliinnit", "content": "I always compare myself to my pretty friends or celebrities who look so perfect and Im just a ugly piece of trash, but Im thinking of self harming again and not eating because Im basically done of this pain I want to be like everyone else: perfect, smart, and pretty so I might just take the pain out in a hurtful way. Some of my friends are toxic and my friends don't seem to care about me, but none of them care for me. I just want a friend to accept me and not bully me and not care for me, but they just moved on from being my friend to being a toxic person."}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "Aliinnit"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "I can be that friend"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Empty World No Friends"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I Accept it"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I Accept my fate"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "daisy"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Never mind"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "nizzyyukari okay first of all, your looks do NOT matter. you are perfect just the way you are. you are someone unique, and nothing can change that. stop comparing yourself to other people. you are so precious. do not doubt yourself for one second."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "i know its hard to look at people and wonder why you aren't as pretty. but what matters is on the inside. i can tell you have a beautiful personality, and that will make you you, not your looks."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "as for grades, keep trying. as long as you are determined to improve your own grades, they will improve. ilysm bb, please do not think that you are trash. do not self harm, it won't do you any good. trust me."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I just been heartbroken by girls who don't even care about me and Been bullied and mistreated by all my friends I had"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "And I would always get blamed for things I didn't do and I would get in trouble for it all the time"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "And my best friend in the world killed herself 2 years ago"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "And ever since I been very heartbroken, depressed, and insane about it"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "daisy"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "im sorry about that bb..."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "also put that in spoilers please because its a sensitive topic:"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Wait no"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ok I'll go good bye"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Positive vent: Today I confessed to my crush and he loves me back. Ever since I met him I felt something between us and I am glad he loves me too. Today was a horrible day but it is slowly getting better thanks to my friends and my bf. Lately hasn't been the best for me and I am glad that it is slowly getting better. I talked to my friends more and I feel like we are getting closer again. Thank you to everyone that helped me when I vented."}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm Daisy!"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Tysm"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "sad meow"}
{"username": "Yamiko Iwa", "content": "I feel sad for no reason idk why I'm just feeling kinda down it makes me insane"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "No one here to comfort us"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "NOOO!"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Why is this"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Promise"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "I promise"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "You're never alone, always keep that in mind"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Someone is always there for you to reach out to"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "When thanks"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "If you want, you can always message me"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Can you be my friend please"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "And make me feel loved please"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "It would make me feel alot better"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "nizzyyukari I would love being a friend of yours"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I dont like venting much but well i just wanted to let this out basically my ex ex who was extremley special to me who i loved more than anything and anyone i hurt her i thought i was trying to stop her from hurting herself again or making a mistake and i ended up hurting her from coming back i miss her alot and i wish i could tell her sorry for hurting her i didnt want to hurt her i feel pretty much broken im both happy that she found someone else but also hurt knowing she is someone elses im trying to move on But its hard because everything i do reminds me of her i wish i could properly explain my feelings for her im pretty sure she hates me and dosent want to see me anymore my heart hurts and i just wish she was back here it hurts even more that its christmas and we planned stuff to do on that day before we broke up the memories are constantly coming in my mind i just feel like i dont have the strength because saying goodbye took all of it"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I miss her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Im pretty sure i lost her forever"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Hey it's alright kal yuta!! A heartbreak may be breaking, but it must not take your future off! You've a pour future coming up and you will find the right one eventually. You might have loved her as hell, but sometimes love is not the only thing. Believe me, the right one is waiting out for you 33 !"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I just wish i could tell her sorry"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "telling sorry can't change the past, but you guys could just be friends!"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I wish i could still be her friend"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "But she hates me and dosent want to see me im pretty sure"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "you can! if you do your best to try to contact her as friends, and you try to ask it nicely, she won't say no! if she does, then she was absolutely the wrong person 33 !"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "She said she wants to change and that i should move on for her but me coming back to stop basically nothing hurt her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "It just hurts to let go"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "then you must respect her descission. I know it hurts to let go but life is giving, and taking things from you."}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "i guess so i just wish i could see her one last time but i just have to move on"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "It just hurts when everything i do reminds me of her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Since i did everything with her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "ill miss her for a long time but i just have to keep going for her"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I know it hurts, it hurts so badly, but sometimes it's just better to let go. If you let go fast, you'll get less pain in a less time. If you let go slow, you'll get more pain in a long time."}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "ill try"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "good luck!"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Tons"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I genuinley appreciate it"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "no problem! anything for others 33 !"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Whats wrong?"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "How is everyone else feel happy alone and single but I feel soo depressed and heartbroken when I'm alone and single"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Youll be okay, a relationship isnt everything. Some of my friends I have are arguably better then any relationship Ill have. Its okay. Your friends are there to support you"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "But why am I not okay with it tho"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its because you probably wanna feeel affection? Love? Care? Maybe you want to experience cute things? Theres many reasons why people want relationships"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "For me, it used to be seen as a power boost, I wanted a gf at school because I could use that as a fuel to force me to get good attendance or something..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Later I realised that it was silly..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im grown up now and Ive never had a relationship once. Im okay with that aha."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I miss that love care and affection"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ever since I lost my Karina"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I always missed how she loved me Soo much"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Yeah maybe"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Who's knows"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "How old are you may I ask?"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I just turned 17"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Did your message get deleted? Try not using swears"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I'll jus dm the message I wrote for you"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "So u can really see where I'm coming from"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay mate"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister bothers me during my online class and now the teacher is gonna call my parents im scared im worried i hate this im stressed and its all because she wanted to annoy me and no matter how many times i told her to stop she still did and its really hard to get into words but im just stressed about it"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "AutumnLeaves Sorry for interrupting love, but wotd is not a vent ping"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "It is now"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its in the channels bio"}
{"username": "sunny", "content": "Whats wotd"}
{"username": "pum", "content": "it is"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Vent ping got replaced"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "whole of the day?"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "wholesome"}
{"username": "pum", "content": "look in the channel desc"}
{"username": "Ira", "content": "wotd means wholesome of the day"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its in the channels bio"}
{"username": "Ira", "content": "they didnt change that tho"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "o woah my bad"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "its ok:"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Its oki misty"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "AutumnLeaves tell your teacher about it, just let them know that your sister is bothering you and nothing else, inform your parents about it too"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Np granny"}
{"username": "Sleepychu", "content": "whats going on here"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Thats the new vent ping"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "If you didnt know already"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "why ping ms chicken"}
{"username": "Sleepychu", "content": "accident"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "a whole flock o feathers is gonna take over my octopus life"}
{"username": "Sleepychu", "content": "i was pinging mr chicken"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Erm guys.. can you stop messaging in here? Its for venting"}
{"username": "Sleepychu", "content": "yes pls."}
{"username": "Sleepychu", "content": "chat."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have notifications on for this channel for those who need help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "um does someone need help"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "im confused"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "i thought wotd was positivity of the day"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "go to channel description"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "wotd is the new vent ping"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "ok do chu need help?"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "everything's gonna be okay"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "try talking to your parents about it let them know but be respectful"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "i'll be here to support you and stuffs"}
{"username": "pan", "content": "can i talk about anything that happend to me here?"}
{"username": "pan", "content": "ok tysm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No worries, Ill be here if you need help"}
{"username": "pan", "content": "ok!"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i feel like i should dump my friend. she never says hi or anything when i enter her house in the morning, and she never tells me anything. she always says im dumb and im slow and im annoying, and it hurts. i really feel like we shouldnt be friend anymore because of how she treats me. she has online friends and on roblox, and whenever i join her, she always chooses them over me. those are her ONLINE friends, and im her IRL friend. honestly she makes me feel left out. should i dump her or no? i feel like if i do it would be for the best but honestly i dont know anymore, because she's the only friend i have at my school. we've laughed together but we rarely do, she usually just looks at me awkwardly when i try to bring up a joke and says ok..?"}
{"username": "E m m a", "content": "my crush talked about me today and laughed "}
{"username": "E m m a", "content": "ok! ill try not to and stay positive thank you!"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Please do not use the wotd pinging role for vents anymore. It says its meant for venting in deletedchannel but its not, it just says that because the roles channel hasn't been updated yet! If your confused why/need a better explanation just tap on the link."}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "If anyone uses this role for venting on accident please politely tell them to read pinned msg or give them a link to this msg."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay:3"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Sammy You"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "SAMMY YOU!"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "A slow train wreck, you'll close your eyes"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "But forever hear the sound"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "And boy it's tough"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "'Cause thats the sound of people falling out of Love"}
{"username": "DARK", "content": "Source: Musixmatch"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Venting again"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Its hard to be without my ex"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I miss her tons"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "It hurts knowing she is someone else"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "It feels harder and harder to accept it"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I want to see her again"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Or atleast to be able to tell her im sorry"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "And that i love her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "One last time"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I dont want her to hate me"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "As much as i know i deserve it"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Everyday feels more and more painful"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "My hearts in pain"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Thinking about her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I wish i can literally die in her arms"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Knowing she loves me still"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Then i could once and for all be happy"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I dont know how to deal with this pain"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I just want her back"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Its getting harder and harder to accept i lost her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I just wish she was here to hold me and to tell me everything is okay"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I miss her more and more each day"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "At the same time i hope she okay and happy"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "kal yuta! It's hard to let go of someone you loved dearly. I understand how it hurts to see such a huge part of your life slowly fade away to the distance, never coming back and I'm sorry to hear that you two have broken ties. But we have to learn to let things be. Don't let a sad past time get the most of you. Yes, the feeling will linger for a while, but if you put the time to focus on yourself and what you need, you can soon recover. Try doing your hobbies, and if you don't have one, find one. Hobbies are a great way to keep you in a good mood because you're doing something that you genuinely enjoy and have interest in. Take care of your health. Start a healthy diet, exercise, and just take the time to care for your needs. Love isn't easy to most people. It's complicated and sometimes, struggling. We have to just accept the fact that lost means lost, and we can better improve ourselves from that experience. So don't take this as a bad storm. If you lose someone, then that means you have something or someone extraordinary ahead of you. As for your exgirlfriend, maybe you can try and keep contact with her. You don't need to have this bond with her just, maybe a few check ups here and there? It's better not to get attached again or it'll affect you even more. Take care and stay safe."}
{"username": "TsukiCupcake", "content": "TW Sexual relationship I started dating my friend Santiago I loved him but I got really uncomfortable he started saying sexual things to me. It really creeped me out he kept saying those things to me since Im a girl and I find those really uncomfortable I felt like a toy. Then I wanted to break up with him so I asked my cousin to help me out he got really angry and wanted to talk to him and I said sure and he said could I curse at him and I said Do what you want\u201d I was careless then Santiago said Abril look at Snapchat \u201d I looked then he said really for me to die and heartful stuff then I wanted to cry my eyes out then I did I started getting depression I wanted to talk it out with my friend but she was friends with Santiago and I didnt want to I started getting nightmares then I realized it was my fault. It was all my fault no wonder I was a stupid it was that one word I said that ruined my life. Do what you want."}
{"username": "i l l u s o r y", "content": "alright im here,"}
{"username": "i l l u s o r y", "content": "gimme a sec to read"}
{"username": "Kono", "content": "Ok so the main issue is"}
{"username": "Kono", "content": "That your partner is overly sexual and youre not?"}
{"username": "Kono", "content": "Clarify me that"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "aw thanks cutie!"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "Ahmad call the police my guy"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "also i been crying my dad caught me and my bf doing stuff if you get what i mean and he told him to go home"}
{"username": "Peach", "content": "Ahmad I agree with yoonchigga"}
{"username": "Ahmad", "content": "I tried calling the police but all they said was Man up"}
{"username": "Ahmad", "content": "Police here aren't the best"}
{"username": "yoonchigga", "content": "what country do you live in?"}
{"username": "Ahmad", "content": "Jordan"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just realized how lonely I really am and thats depressing as hell lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im here Nessa, dont worry:3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nessa? Carlick im waiting here dont worry."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nah, I mean like fr. I dont have many friends anymore or believe I am able to rely on anyone for help because I have terrible trust issues. Im afraid to branch to other places because theyre more or less the same except different faces, same stuff."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "All my friends completely given up on me because Im always busy or too tired to hang out No one checks up on me, invites me to play games or hangout with them, or simply have a casual conversation with me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish I didnt have terrible trust issues and was socially awkward, I try to make friends, but I realize Im out of reach, unable to relate to anyone because I have a hard time blending into this world."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Doesnt help the fact I hate most type of people."}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Vent yet again"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Its getting harder without her i feel my heart slowly giving out the strength in my body and everything else go i cant describe this pain i feel like dying i just cant go without her anymore meanwhile she abandoned me has a bf and is happier im happy for her and i wish her the best but i think my time is just about ending everything to me is fading to black i cant anymore"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I do everything to stop this pain it works for a moment then i go back to remembering her and i feel my insides shatter"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Im losing hope"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Giving up"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I cant go on anymore"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Everything i do no matter what i do and wherever i look i see her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Not a moment goes by where i dont miss her"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I cant stop crying"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Her adorable smile and face dosent leave my mind"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I cant anymore"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I just cant"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Im losing a grip of life"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Im losing a grip of everything"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I dont reckon i will"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "And im trying to hold onto hope"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "But im just losing it"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "She was my world and my everything"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "The pain only keeps growing inside my heart all the regret and guilt"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I cant anymore"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Its getting harder to eat"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Sleep"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Do anything"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Instead of getting better"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "I cant live without her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You cannn dude"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "If theres any vent helpers I Guess"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Im sorry to"}
{"username": "hana.", "content": "Like bring this here but"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bring what? hana."}
{"username": "rika", "content": "ok so"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "i broke up for the 4th time"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "so like"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "whats the point of having a gf?"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "i feel depressed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MyLifeIsAMeme whys that?"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "I got an F"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "Pricilla"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "Ive been spending the last 6 hours on assignments"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You will get it up I believe in you"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "hopefully"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "my parents are extremely kissed"}
{"username": "MyLifeIsAMeme", "content": "pissed"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "does anyone have time to just listen to me rant and help me out? i'm having a really hard time with nobody to talk to."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "if you smiled then I accomplished making you feel at least slightly better."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Esmemy bf at the time said he loved being with me and when i told him he'll find someone soon, he said you too and my god i cant stop crying.. i just wanna be with someone forever.. but seems like i cant have that with my dumbassery. Its my fault we broke up and cant get back together."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i know im young n all but as dumb as it sounds im scared of being single forever."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "because atleast i have one reason to live!"}
{"username": "Fizzarolli", "content": "Move on, you'll find someone else and they'll find someone else also I can see that you regret your behavior and that's good since now you know what to do and what not to do so you learned something therefore your personality developed. Don't worry nobody will be single forever unless they really want to."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Could anyone pls listen to me rant about my imagination?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I am being persistent rn"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Idk why"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Hey ImLoen Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Pleas do not ping me for this"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Or anyone else"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Ok I wont"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I need someone to listen to me rn"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Hey Aiko Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm sorry Retro but I don't think i'd be able to help"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Ok nvm"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "srry"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "It's ok"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I'm not gonna ping staff for this"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Rly?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Yes? OK"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Hey mimi V Sorry for the ping but could you please listen to me rant about my imagination?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "This is the last ping I swear"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "do venting helpers"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "don't ping random people pls"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Ok I wont"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "Retro. I apologize for saying this but please do not ping a specific person for support. use the support role because people chose that role on their own."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "O k k k k"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Yes, please ping the role"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I will"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "@ wholesome of the day!"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "There"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Is that enough?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Yes? OK"}
{"username": "Casey", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "Casey", "content": "wrong ping im pretty sure"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "it says not to ping"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Is that role the wrong ping?"}
{"username": "Casey", "content": "yeah,"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "What if I do Venting helpers?"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "Notice: Please do not ping wotd every time you"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "there is no venting role anymore"}
{"username": "Kuzuhei", "content": "wotd was the venting role"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I'll just leave this chat then"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "dont leave"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "theyre just telling you not to do it again"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "no need to leave:D"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Ok then"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "sooo"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "your rant?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I need to rant about my imagination"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "It's a long story"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "im here for you"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Ok here it is"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "although im talking with someone else as well so mayyy respond late"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": ".."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "When I first joined discord, I thought the people online would be nice. And they were. Then I thought about how I would have been forced to follow a list of rules all the time. I kept thinking about how badly I would have been treated. It was hurtful."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "You know the golden rule right?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Treat others the way you want to be treated"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "oh of course"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Well uhm"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I'll just continue"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "mk"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Back in fourth grade, I started to learn how to become a toxic person. I kept swearing at my teacher A LOT. I thought using bad words was a good thing. I got grounded a lot for being toxic. Then I just tried to stop, but I couldn't. For ONE WHOLE MONTH STRAIGHT, I was so toxic to my teacher. And my classmates. That's when I got suspended from school for the entire weekend. I just couldn't handle being toxic AT ALL."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "The worst part is dreaming about bad thoughts"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Rly"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "what motivated you to become a toxic person?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "The thing that made me a toxic person was offense and using insults in front of people."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I hated myself for that"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "awe"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Now I'm not so toxic anymore"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I've been using discord for 4 months now"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "thats great"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "oh gosh"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "still typing?"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": ";"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Wanna know what happened to me during that time? which is during my use of discord I kept thinking about how I should have acted across those classmates back in 2017. I started to become toxic again from time to time. Then I just stopped. I didn't let hate blind me. Because of this I wanted to think of how nice I wanted to be. Unfortunately, I was forced to do good things like a six year old by my conscience. If I did those things I would have been my conscience's slave permanently. As I am to say anymore toxic stuff in front of my siblings, I'd be in true bloody hell. It's not so nice of me to be toxic anyway."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "I can't change the past."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Neither can you"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "you cant but"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "you can still change the future"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "You can't change'yesterday' but you can change'today', the day after and even after!"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Really?"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "yes!"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Is that so?"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "That's the way time works"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "just try your best to stay on the right path"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "For everyone."}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Now to conclude my rant"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "mk!"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Once I learned to be kind again, I stopped being toxic. I stopped being rude. Now I can live a good life without any frustration. Well, almost. But that's the end of the long story.:D"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Thanks for your time"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Levi's brat Eulalie, Smart Cactus Its nice to meet both of you."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "its nice to meet you as well:"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "i usually am not so active in this chat sooo"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "How about we become friends?"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Hmm?"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "sure!"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": ":D"}
{"username": "R3tr0 Hys0n", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please do not use this channel for casual conversation. for that is not its purpose. If you wish to speak plainly use chat or deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "ah, sorry"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "as long as it's understood you're fine uwu"}
{"username": "crybaby", "content": "Not someone pinging the wotd role again"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "ahem."}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i think i might've pissed someone off accidentally but i dont know how to like ask them without setting them off again"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "im sure i messed up but likehsjfb idk what to do"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "idk how to talk to them without accidentally making them madder"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "If you are sure the person is mad at you, then be honest! Say that you are sorry and that you never wanted to hurt the person!"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Explain what you really meant, and, once again, apologize. It will be okay, if you worry this much about hurting someone there's no way the person can stil be mad at you especially if it was an accident!"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i just dont know if they want to be left alone or something"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "bc ik that works sometimes for other people"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i could totally be making it worse and i wouldnt even know"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "jdkfbhsdnlm;"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "im so dumb"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Err. Do what seems right. I don't know what they're like, but I think saying'sorry' can't make someone that mad"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "everyone ignores me at the moment and Im feeling tired of this. oi should i just delete my account."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i turned rude against my friends"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i blocked some"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i insulted some"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "and I screwed some."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "and even unfriended some."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Nooo... Yuna"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "now i feel like ive messed up everything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im dming you"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I feel like i cant do anything good. Feels like every step I set, is every step to problems, to mistakes, to bad things."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "some are threatening me to blacklist me"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "some are crying in my dms and blocked me."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "This is not an actual vent, but someone help yuna, she needs it"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "no bye"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "omg im closing my damn dms."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "She needs it please"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Leave me alone."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Thats exactly What you should not be, someone help her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its okay, cheer up:3"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Cant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Imma dm you"}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "@ ROIECHU3V wdym the owner:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have been for a while"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thx, I usually say i take those offers, but i don't really dm people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That often"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But ty"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Hey, in this sector we still care about you, dont give up Isaiah:3"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Furmark I get what you're saying. I've seen multiple times of that happening and I'm incredibly sorry if I ever made you feel that way as well. I'm still trying to learn to better myself in keeping bonds with people outside of those who I'm used to. I'm sorry to hear you feel like this. Wether it'll be staff or normal members, there are people who actually care for you and want you to stay. In which, if you really do want to leave becayse of personal reasons, I'm okay with that. I just want you to promise me that you'll take care of yourself, alright? You're not a bad person Isaiah. You're genuine and honestly really nice to talk to. They may not look like it, but some people enjoy being with you and would be sad if you'd ever leave. But again, I want to respect your decisions that you make and if it means letting you go from this server, then I'll try my best to accept it. You've been a wonderful person to me Isaiah, and I'm thankful that I've met you and glad that I've considered you as someone I can be comfortable with."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you mari, I've tried my best"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You did, and I'm happy that you've tried."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thanks everyone"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I love you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yw. Ilyt."}
{"username": "Star!", "content": "I feel a bit stressed rn since I'm trying to finish lots of gfx commissions, along with having to finish my portal replying to partnerships. I feel like I want to quit as a pm, but I dont know if it's the right choice or not. I havent been able to do much partnerships, because I'm trying to improve on my gfx the most, and I honestly don't really enjoy pming anymore. If i do quit, I feel like I didn't really help a lot so I guess I'll feel a bit guilty? But I'm just really tired to deal with any more things. Should I quit as a pm? I really need help"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I mean you help yourself w gfx more than pming and if you no longer enjoy it why stress over it? Star!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Plus if you're doing other things don't push yourself to do all this stuff"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Can I vent in someones dms...?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Im sorry for your loss.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks, it was a while ago dont worry. But its still sickening how people can joke about it.."}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "She told me not to call anyone Bc she had it under control but like idk"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "where are you right now? are you still near them?"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "Yeah Im in my room right across from hers atm"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "And"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "To make things worse"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "There is literally a 4 year old child in that room with them as this is going on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Luca, you should stay in your room, your mother will deal with it okay."}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "It doesnt sound like she is"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "He legit just threatened to beat her"}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Itll be okay, sometimes people say things they dont mean. Just stay in your bedroom until he leaves"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "alright, good. at least youre in your room. now im going to ask do you have any way to outlet your anxiety? like a stim/stress toy, music, a comfort show/movie/character or people you like to talk to? if not, itd best to try to focus on your breathing."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "if the situation does get violent and he hurts you or her, call the police. i know your mother said not to but it's for your mothers and yourselfs safety."}
{"username": "Q , Blushibun", "content": "Yeah ok Ill try my best to ty"}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "in and out slowly. breath in for 4, hold for 6, exhale for 8."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "when you feel like you can, play some music or call someone you trust to distract yourself from the shouting that can help you at least feel a little comfort."}
{"username": "sneezes violently", "content": "do you have an inhaler?"}
{"username": "Bunni Angellgutz", "content": "::: ::: anyone hurt take this bandaid"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Awh thanks, I slipped and bumped my head 00"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "something snapped in me. It's weird. I'm being too nice.. I'm being too hardworking and I still get the same treatment from everyone... as if I'm some type of dog. My mum is still abusive and I'm still being bullied yet I carry 3 of my friend's bags in the morning and I help my bullies."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Why am I doing this? I don't know. I realised that talking about my problems is just a burden to everyone"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "So it's okay, really. No it's not, it really hurts"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I want to talk to him about what happens at home but I can't it would ruin everything"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I always ruin everything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Youre so cute! Im sorry this is happening to you! Ima dm you okay"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Okay..."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "For sure karma will get them"}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "im tired of people's pretending to care for me lmfao."}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "m"}
{"username": "Keiko", "content": "just wanted to let this out somewhere"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "here for people sad"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "list of things to heal your mood: 1 cry it. walk it. write it. scream it. dance it out of your body. 2 if after all that you are still spiraling out of control ask yourself if sinking into the mud is worth it 3 the answer is no 4 the answer is breathe 5 sip tea and feel your nervous system settle 6 you are the hero of your life 7 this feeling doesn't have power over you 8 the universe has prepared you to handle this 9 no matter how dark it gets the light is always on the way 10 you are the light 11 walk yourself back to where the love lives"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "also for happiness you didn't lose it happiness has always been here you just lost perspective"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "another positive thing: we can work at our own pace and still be successful"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I dont feel like eating now, Im not feeling well, Im worried about my lover Im very worried about him and thinking about him, I dont feel like eating at all.."}
{"username": "ssean", "content": "Dymah, i suggest getting a small nap, or do something you like or atleast, do something that makes you happy, don't overthink things. If you don't feel like eating, then take a rest, but if you're hungry, atleast eat a biscuit."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I just wake up, I dont want to take nap"}
{"username": "ssean", "content": "why are you so worried about your lover, anyway? did something happen?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "No.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I has a nightmare.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ ROIECHU3V I know it's hard to eat when you don't feel like it. I've been there before and I get it. Like I predicted, this is probably because of your stress from thinking too much and worrying about your lover. It's not a bad thing to care for someone you love, but that doesn't mean you have to stop taking good care of yourself. Trust me, once you've faced the consequences, both you and everyone else will struggle. So, try and at least eat something. Bread, cookies, etc. After that, then you can go text your lover and wait for a response. If they don't respond immediately then continue to take care of yourself. I know you love this person dearly, but we have to take the time to fill our needs. I'm sure your lover will be fine. You both will be alright."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Mhm, thanks!"}
{"username": "ssean", "content": "mhm, yes i agree. it's normal to worry about someone you love, but, that doesn't mean you shouldn't be taking care of yourself!"}
{"username": "ssean", "content": "cheer up, Dymah! 33"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Yus"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Take care of yourself"}
{"username": "ssean", "content": "omg mari didn't know you can be so serious it's scary \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Hi guys I just showed someone a confident side of me that I don't show anyone because I'm scared they won't like me. I don't think they like me anymore."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I DiDNT WANT YOU TO RESPONDDD"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "NUUU"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I think to myself if I am still useful"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "They hate me"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "They say harsh words"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I can't take it anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "But the bad thing is that I want to cry on my friends shoulder but they... Treat me as a ghost"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Idk why is the world cruel"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I can't take this anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "If suicide is not a sin"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Hey KaKdXXClark to your name sorry I know this probably won't help but your name is sunny the happy sun. What's the sun without a little rain? The sun needs rain. It's okay to be sad sometimes. I'm sorry I know this probably won't help..."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Their words is like sword as if it is tearing me into pieces"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yeah sun needs rain"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "My name is happy"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "But I am no longer happy"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I use a anime pfp to hide my real identity cause I can't do the fake smile anymore"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "You don't have to fake a smile."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "You don't have to be alone."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I hope I can still go to college"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "You don't have to listen to peoples harsh words."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I hope they will be happy without me"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "You can always go to college."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "No one will be happy without you."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I know the barrier can be broken."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I'm still thinking if I should do it or what"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "But I can be there for you."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I can comfort you and be honest."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "If anything happens I am ready the notes is here"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Do not hurt yourself."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "My friend ohh plastic friends"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'm not a plastic friend."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I am real"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I can be a real friend."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Please do not hurt yourself"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I've done it once"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I hope it will be a hurtless end"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "End..."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Of"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Life"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "You really shouldn't."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "What about your family?"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Can't take it anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I'm a bad baf person"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'm sorry I didn't help you..."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "No thanks"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "It's ok"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Lipp I'm so sorry for the late reply.. thank you for your kind words. I feel like I can't tell anyone irl because I feel like I'd burden them, and when I do try, they just say I'm having a bad day. I feel useless and worthless and I have since I was 9. I thought it was normal.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sunny, whats up dude? Princess is giving you solid advice"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Shes trying her hardest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Try and hear what shes saying"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "i'm sorry ii tried helping"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry TheittlePrincess"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Neve it is by far from normal neve, no 9 yo should be feeling that at all let alone someone who is in their teens."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry Sturges"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry princess"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I must listen to you"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "ii really don't want anyone to feel the pain i felt so it hurts when you say your hurting yourself"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I can be here for you."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'll stay up with you when you need me to."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I can be your real friend."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yeah thanks"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'm serious"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "My"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Don't worry"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'll check up on you and ask you to hangout."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I am treating it"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "did i help you?"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yeyez"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "ok please come to me if you need any support or love im here"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I don't want to send you the slit in my hand but it is treating so don't worry"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "It's not good anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry for my bad words about suicide"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I don't mean to"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "But this is the only way to so that I can feel good"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its alright mate, just get better, time helps trust me. I know that everyone says it, but it really does. Youve gotta try and stay optimistic."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats terrible dude, you shouldnt feel good from self harm. At this rate you should seek professional help. Like a therapist. KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I am poor"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I don't need therapist"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "My parents will only say that I am just overthinking"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh, well theres a good app thats free that you can use for free therapy. Its not professional but its incredibly useful"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Can you please tell me the name?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its called 7cups."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Use it, its really helpful. It got me through some tough moments. Download the app."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "yui hug KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "DreamingOfCJ", "content": "yui hug KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "shiro", "content": "Im just so upset lately.. I just wish I had friends or at least just someone to talk to.. like no one likes me anymore, mostly because I push others away because of my issues and just the way I am. I really just wish I couldnt be that way... I really just want someone to talk to and be amazing friends with. Most of the servers Im on are full of toxic people who are just rude and disrespectful to each other. I dont know what to do currently, I just really need some help.."}
{"username": "shiro", "content": " @ me if you want to help me, so I know"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "i love you sunny"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "accept it"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Thanks duh"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "The sad part is my first friend..."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Who didn't bacstab mee"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "And care for me died"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I mean what tf is wrong with reaper"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "He's my one and only friend"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "But instead suffer from covid and died"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "oh my gosh"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "yui kiss KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Life is verry tough"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I wonder if isekai is real"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "TheittlePrincess ik how that feels but Trust me its just some things in life happen for a reason and as cliche as it is to say we tend to make mistakes that are out of our reach and just happen dont let it define you and you having a normal human emotion isnt hurting anyone"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Dont forget that you are an amazing and beautiful hooman and remember to keep smiling and be happy no matter what TheittlePrincess"}
{"username": "kal yuta!", "content": "Will do"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Life with a little bit of toxitity"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Well in my life it ain't balanced anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "A lot of toxic and small percent of love"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "You might be asking sometimes why do I talk by myself in the chat"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Well there's a reason behin that. When I was a kid to be honest I'm a loner cause I don't have that much confidence to talk about myself and it developed until this day. I am a transfer student in a school I mean I can know that the people their is toxic cause my first day I have been bullied well in a few weeeks I get bullied again"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "In that school I have a friend I trust them but in the end they just backstab me"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Well it hurts more than physical bullying"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "That's how I got my trust issues"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I don't trust that much so that when I get backstab again I won't be hurt that much anymore"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "At that point I think to myself is there still someone who can treat me as a friend?"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "And I think how about I just talk to myself, I know it sounds weird but I don't have friends so I have no choice"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "That's why sometimes in the chat I talk to myself"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "Yui hug KaKdXXClark"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "when I woke up on few minutes ago when Im trying to move I felt like Im gonna faint out I cant move at all someone pls help me.. my family is mean and WonT help me.. and Im fricking hungry"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ ROIECHU3V Like I said, I'm not the brightest when it comes to situations like these and I suggest you should try and do a bit of research like browsing google. It may not be the most trusted source of medical help, but at least it'll help a bit. Can you call for your mother now? If so, you can try asking her for some food and warm water. This could probably be neck pain since you've said you just woke up. Get a heat pad and press it against your neck and then your forehead. I hope you'll feel better soon."}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I tried to suicide but don't work"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I'm now in the hospital"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I hate this world"}
{"username": "KaKdXXClark", "content": "I'm so depressed and disappointed in mt life"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "School is so much, I really dont know what to do. The stress is killing me. I got a B and my family got mad. Plus over half of my friends are so fake, and I feel like I am alone. I cant trust anyone and everything is getting rough. I feel so sick atm, and I am always hyperventilating, and puking bc of all the stress. Idk what to do."}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "And covid doesnt make all this easier"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "I give and help people.."}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "But when it comes to me, they will never help in any way"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "Tysm 3"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "It helps me a lot when someone understands 3"}
{"username": "shiro", "content": "Im tired of living in this world. Every fricking day, kys kys kys\u201d Im done with this pain. I just want to self harm, KMS.. no one cares about me. They dont. I wish I was just happy and perfect but I never will be. Im just an ugly person who will never stop being a mean person to everyone.. I just wish I wasnt here anymore"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Dont give up. You can dm me anytime. Tell me whats on your mind. You have to stay strong. Dont let anyone bring you down. You are you. You are beautiful. If those people bother you then talk to someone else. You are not ugly, you very very beatiful! You have to hold on. You cant end it yet. Self harm is not going to solve anything. Ending your life will not solve anything. For the people that love you, they want you to stay strong. You can fight this battle. You can do it.Those guys, they are not worth your time. You have to stay strong, please. shiro"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I mean realistically here, you're able to do whatever you put your mind to, and right now you're letting your mind beat your ability to do things, you're giving up, that's not what people want to see from you, they want to see you push, they want to see you flourish with life, however your life may be right now, it will not be like this forever it can't be. Everyones life changes many times before they are truly happy yuna. Not will not be now that one can find what they need but it will be years from now unfortunately."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There are things to do to change that."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Many things"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "My parents put my by a group called Raising Poli\u201d which means they could not raise me well. They dont care about my health, whenever I tell them Im depressed they laugh into my face and say Im joking. When I cut myself infront of them, they laugh further and ignore me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What I started doing, in the midst of my stupidity and choosing to self medicate w many drugs in order to not feel anything was meditate, meditation is the healthiest and most efficient way of relieving the mind, a nice incense, the focus on what makes you you, and what can be for you later when these things pass, there are also other things that can help. after a while I used astral projecting to help me, it is very calming and is a er strange way to handle things, but meditation is a part of that. And meditation will always help me, it has been for the past 5/6 years, and I too have been struggling w the same issues for 10 years yuna. You are not alone, I have many more issues no one knows about and why I have so many problems."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Giving up is not the way to go in this position"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "You cant give up. Dont let anyone bring you down. You have to get back up. Have selfconfidence in yourself. You can get through it."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Everyone says that, but pain can only do so much. It gets annoying after a while and I would know from experience"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Funny, those last 4 years was pain a relief for me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You do care, or else you wouldn't be here talking about it yuna."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You gotta understand that really you care about it more than you're willing to admit because honestly I can see that you're in a psychological warfare with yourself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've seen it many times before"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And gone through it myself as well."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Things get better, it may not be now, may not be next year, but it will get better."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I lost hope."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Yuna, I want you to know that you can do anything you set your mind to. Anyone can. No one is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. You have to stay strong."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Hope was first my favourite word."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Now i started hating it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What's the point in losing hope if that's what keeps people moving?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do you wanna know how it feels to be truly insane or take the advice from your prime example from so many things that scare people in life? There are so many things that I've seen done and been that I refuse to tell people about because they deserve to not go through that kind of stuff. You deserve better, yet you refuse to believe so like many other people have."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Yuna, I want you to stop hurting yourself. Cutting yourself will make it worse. It is not worth it Im telling you. I want you to stop. I want you to have faith, I want you to believe, I want you to tell yourself, you are greater and you can get through it! You can do it! You are strong, You are worthy! I truly care for you. I dont want this stuff happening to you. You are a beautiful. Dont give up."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Dont do it Yuna. Please."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Dont know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If that is what you wish to believe yuna, I'm truly sorry"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "You have to tell someone. You cant let them do that."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "But I dont care anymore."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I think there is no solution. I will continue suffering."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I wont get help, and never will. I know there is advice, but its silent. It does not want to show itself."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Im sorry Yuna. If you want this... then, I wont stop you. I will try to though."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "ily yuna. I hope you know that. I just really want you to stop hurting yourself. ily"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I dont know how to stop hurting myself. Ive done this for already 3 years."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Just try at least..?"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Yuna. try to think about happy things, look for a hobbie, it will distract you"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "A million words wont turn back the pain. I know because Ive tried."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Do your friends help you with that?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Which friends ."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "..."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Count me as well"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "knowing you have friends, does not mean I have friends in real life."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "No one in this server has irl friends"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Who says that."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Everyone"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "no."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "could we take this to a dm s'il vous plait? This is out of the rules"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Don't say such things, someone will help you"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "No one will."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "also sorry for late reply."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "There is no luck There are friends and people that give you oportunities, you Just have to use them"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "im leavin."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "As it pleases you, but don't do that thing"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "maybe."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "To any person who ever felt like selfh4rm helped you feel something, anything, because you felt de4d all the time, or because you needed to feel another kind of pain, it is not worth it."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Your body is what's the most precious to you, with your soul. Take care of those gifts. You are gifted with your body so respect yourself and respect it."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "It may feel like you are fine, just for a short moment, but it's not okay to hurt yourself. You are strong and I believe in you. Good luck with everything."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Nyuna, your body is pretty. I know it, cause all bodies are pretty, no exceptions. Our bodies aren't ugly, what is ugly is the way we think about'beauty'."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Beauty isn't about having a skinny waist, long hair or long legs."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "You need to love yourself, because selfconfidence is what makes us pretty."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Every part of your body that makes you think that you are ugly, is beautiful, it truly is."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "If some parts of your body make you think'this is ugly' focus on it and remember that this part of your body is a part of yourself and that it is beautiful. Yuna."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Define ugly, first"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "If your body was someone else's body, would you still say it is ugly?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Then your body is beautiful. Be as kind with you as you would be with anyone else."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "I know you can do this, you are strong."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I feel helpless and hopeless."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "You are not."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "You have us"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "There's always hope, everywhere."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "As long as there is people in earth, there is people to help you"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Dont know."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "But probably im wasting your time. Ill leave for now."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "No you are not. You are not wasting my time"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "You are not wasting our time"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "You are more than worth it"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "And if you are, i glad will get my time wasted for a greater good"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Im a waste of space. Dont know why I still exist."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Nyuna, if all bodies were the same, then it would be super boring. That's why all bodies are different. Your body is unique and it is beautiful."}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "You exist because you are luckyyy. I keep on thinking, I am on Earth and I won't complain about it. I sometimes live for the death. People died. People wish they lived. So I will respect them and be thankful for my life."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "You deserve the same as all the rest of the world, ergo, you deserve as much attention, love and self care"}
{"username": "Eulalie, Smart Cactus", "content": "Nyuna, you are loved."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Text us if you feel bad:3"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Doesnt seem like it."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Search a bit, you will find the love you want"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Anyway, thanks you all."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I appreciate the effort of your help."}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Apreciate your effort to live too, and yw"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "Brain: Hey me! Its time for your daily 2 am suicidal thoughts!"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "Me: yess brainn.,.,.,."}
{"username": "JM", "content": "Hello, i just want to ask help from anyone here. I got banned from 20 servers, because of false proof. They said I was underaged but im not. The guy who gave edited proof was my friend, of 7 months. I banned him and demoted him because he became so rude to me, and did bad things in my server. Discord was the best place ive ever been to. Even the moderated servers ive been in, trusted him more than me. I couldnt defend myself because i was sleeping at the time. Dream the guy with false proof is happy about it, while im here crying because I made good friends here. And i have to leave them for good, I even have proof i am not underaged. But there is nothing left for me because I can't change the minds and thoughts of everyone"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "idk why im crying so hard because of an app, ive never done this before"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "my pet bird died"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "even thosr where i am moderator at banned me"}
{"username": "JM", "content": "everything is just downhill"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Alright. Well, just try! Show them the proof 3 JM"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I'm just gonna take the time to also say what I have to say about you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You've been someone I really enjoyed talking to. I'm glad you were genuine since, it's difficult to find people on the internet that don't put on a persona. You're someone with flaws, same goes to me. Same as most people like you, I can't really find words to describe how much I really appreciate you. But seriously speaking, I appreciate you a bunch. You've honestly helped brightened up my mood and that's just honestly amazing. You're sweet and I respect that aspect of you but just as you said, people can tend to be too sweet. The moment someone sees and opportunity, they'll take it because, this is online and people can stay anonymous. So try and be careful okay. I don't want anyone taking advantage of such a great person like you."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Thank you honestly. I'm glad that we met."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": " Itch"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dms have been sent"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "Im crying rn;; I just told my dad shut up in anger"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "Bc my mom cancel my driving lesson today"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "I got so stress"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "I... I dont know who to talk to anymore"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "My friends online hate me"}
{"username": "Reddy", "content": "My irl friends hardly have time for me"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Im really scared because I think I might have coronavirus"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Im not joking"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "This morning I woke up and I felt sorta bad but I was like eh its just allergies but throughout the day it kept getting worse and now..."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Im shaky and I think I have a fever and a cough"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Im scared"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "I think I might have caught something from this party I went to a few days ago"}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "But I dont know what to do"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Hey, it's going to be okay, you should seek medical help from a professional I'm sure you'll get better, for now isolate, isolating isn't really a big problem as people make it seem like it's really just staying in your room without talking to people and it's better in the sense of you getting everything delivered to your room. Everyone I know who's caught Corona is current recovering if not then fully recovered and my grandmother who almost died from it is even recovering aswell, don't worry you can never be 100 sure. Isolate and wash your hands! You will be okay! sorry for the late reply wish you all the best."}
{"username": "Mintor", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Im so mad"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I just cant be calm"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "i just wanna SCRAEAM"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "SCR3M"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "SCREAM"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I CABT TKWE OT"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "AGHHH"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "honestly just kinda feel tired of life"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "everyone always depends on me and i feel stressed, im scared to go out in crowds but i hate being in open crowds at the same time."}
{"username": "vq", "content": "honestly i always just put up some big show for everyone acting like im happy and i dont have any problems but my life is a literal nightmare. i just wanna cry during school, i wanna cry somewhere safe but there's always people around me."}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i love it when it rains, because then i dont have to be near anyone that could make me worse in my perspective"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i dont wanna be near anyone"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "no one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its okay to confront your problems head on, I stepped outta my comfort zone today and hopefully it goes well."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "You wouldn't want it, of course you wouldn't. Because you would regret it."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm so, so sorry to hear all this, Yuna. You don't deserve any of that. You shouldn't be getting grounded for getting a 50 either, your parents are just plain ol' dumb for doing that, but please, please don't commit.;;"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Wish there was a disease that could kill me."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Please don't wish that upon yourself yo;;"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "OH NO I SWEAR PLEASE DONT"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "If there was one thing that could make it right, I would offer my life on it."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "aaa have you sought out govermental help?"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "like child abuse is illegal"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Dont kill yourself I understand how every parents is different, theres dumb parents and stuff and if your parents are abuse call governmental help or 911 or child help"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I called the police so many times like please, they now think Im a joke to them."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I want to end it all in one jump. Would jumping off my window help."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "No, Yuna, you need to seek help, please."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Im tired of seeking help THEY DONT GIVE A F"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Have you tried absolutely everything?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "EVERYTHING"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "AT LEAST TRY PLEASE"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "All options have resulted in them just turning you away basically?"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "THE CHILD HELP HOTLINE OR SMTH"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I tried talking to my parents, police, government, HOSPITAL LIKE PLEASE, HOTLINES"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "all of the calls are confidental"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": " its worth a shot"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "EVEN EMERGENCY"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "iim sorry"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "NO PLEASE"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "IM SORRY PLEASE DONT"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Dont."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Its not funny"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "And it wont do anything"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yuna, I swear, this isn't funny. YOU WOULD REGRET EVERYTHING."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Dont do it."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "dalkjafdslads I CANT LOSE A 7TH FRIEND"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "You have one life god gave u"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yuna, please don't;;"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I have nothing to lose."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "If YOU LOSE IT"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Then you wont get back to ur life"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Oh yes you do. You would lose everything."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "YUNA PLEASE"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "DON;T"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "NO I BEG YOU PLEASE"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "DON'T"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "SJDLFDKSFKD PLEASE DONT"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "ILL DO ANYTHING"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "YUNA PLEASE"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "IMAGINE IF SHES PRANKING US."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Do anything? Leave me the fck alone."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "DYMAH."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "The fact you'd even suggest that, Dymah."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "You think that?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Do you want to know my past life.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "It been worse"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "DYMAH, IF YOU GOT NOTHING TO SAY, LEAVE"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "YOU AINT A HELP"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "IMAGINE JOKING ABOUT THESE STUFF IS LIKE WORSER THEN SUICIDE."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Jesus."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "past life is not real"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE SO DON'T WASTE IT"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I WILL WASTE IT WATCH ME"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "PLEASE NO"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "IVE BEEN IN DEPRESSION"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "NEARLY KILLED MYSELF"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "BUT I DIDNT"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yuna, what would Nolan think about you dying?"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Do you know how much pain you'd put us in?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "You only have one life pls"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "YKW ILL JUST PING NOLAN IF I HAVE TO"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "There are people out that care for you"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "IM TIRED IM ALWAYS THE ONE CRYING WHILE THE OTHERS THINK ITS FUNNY. IM ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING BEATED UP WHILE THE OTHERS THINK ITS NOTHING IM SO DONE WITH THIS SHTTY LIFE"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm right here.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "If your parents doesnt care about you..."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I'm here for you."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Nyolan does care a lot of about you yuna"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I'll say it again, I'm here for you."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yuna, please. We're all here for you yo;;"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Im here for you yuna."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "You say that easy on a screen. But in real life youll let me fall like a brick. I once met my best friend on discord, she slapped me in real life, and left me."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "dont kill yourself yuna, its not the best solution please dont. I know how it feel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we all people have pain/problems in our life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "without those life will be meaningless"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "think about those people who needs you"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I would never even dare consider doing such things to you, Yuna."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I genuinely care about you, please don't think otherwise."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "So let us care about you for you until you can care about yourself then."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Let us help you to realise that there is a point."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Let me tell you that Im lost."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "ALRIGHT ILL HELP YOU FIND THE WAY AGAIN"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "SDKJFL DANYTHING ILL DO ANYTHING"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Let us be the light in your dark valley. I'd sacrifice myself and everything I have so you would live. A human's life is just as precious as gold."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "yuna, I been seeing a lot of kids kill their self.. and they lost their only life chance.. dont do it, me and everyone here in sayu will be there for you we will support you and appreciate you"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I understand how your parents is."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I understand that they always want you to have perfect grades"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "ee your parents beat you up and threaten you with glass?"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "You are lost. You need to find you way. You need help. Please, let us help you. I don't want to lost someone I care about."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "its not just grades"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I have a way"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I couldn't bare the pain if I lost you like that, Yuna."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I may have a way"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Please, don't go through with it."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Do yall need to hear it?"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yuna., Yuna, listen. If your parents are awful, there HAS to be someone who cares about you. An aunt, or, uncle, or even a friend. Or cousin anything."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I have a way that yuna can get helped"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "ill lose my 7th friend to suicide"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "By 911"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "That doesn't help"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "They put her off as if she's a joke."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "No"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Did she tried proof videos?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Its not funny."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "you can carry a phone while getting abused"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "very funny.."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i cant."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "God"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Dymah, she is NOT JOKING."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "GOD"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "My parents always look where my phone is, lock it up in their room."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I have no other device."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i don't even have a phone"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Have you tried confronting them?"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "she has"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "she says they all turn her away and laugh"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Seriously, Im trying to help."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I tried cutting myself infront them and tell them I have depression, they laugh"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "It happen to me before."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Dear god..."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Gotta go"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Like abuse happened to me before."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "My dad"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Is home"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Ill think about death."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yuna, RUN AWAY. Leave them."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "But not do it."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Maybe."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "RUN AWAY"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what parents would laugh to a child"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Run away"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "RUN AWAY"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "GO ANYWHERE IF THEY BRING YOU SO MUCH PAIN"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "BEFORE THEY DO WORSE"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "YOU DONT KNOW"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "RUN"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "GO TO A ORPHANAGE"}
{"username": "angel!", "content": "We love you"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "GET UR BAGS AND RUN"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Yuna, just GO. FLEE. Before something bad happens! Yuna."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "GO TO SHELTER FOR KIDS"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "RUN YUNA"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "EXACTLY JUST RUN AS SOON AS POSSIBLE"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "She's probably not gonna be on for a while."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Goddamn it, I want to help."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "But I can't"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Man."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I wish I could just be there for her irl"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "And tell her everything will be alright."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "oml i want to murder those parents of hers"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "IF THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE A CHILD WHO IS SUFFERING WHY ARE THEY EVEN PARENTS"}
{"username": "vivi", "content": "those aren't parents those are cruel people"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I wanna get her help so bad."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "THEY ARE"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I want her to feel safe.."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "If I could"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "If I possibly could"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "I'd get the police to arrest the parents"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i wish i could help her too, what actually happenedi just joined"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "And fire the police who don't care."}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "if only yuna could see that but shes offline"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Yuna. Get help now yuna. This is important"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "don't try to get attention like that"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "Dw, i just want to talk to you about her ventings!"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "Ohh, sorry for late reply, thank u:3"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "3 ofc qt"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "np!"}
{"username": "Sabastian", "content": "I'm sorry, my stuff doesn't seem as serious but I need to let it out. I've been hearing voices a lot lately of old friends, and it's driving me mad. I wanna cry but my body only makes me laugh, i'm a masochist and all, but, I hate this. Although, I can't help but laugh. It's the pain of it making me laugh. Sometimes i'll cry and laugh. I scream for hours of how i'd yell at that friend. It's driving me crazy and I really want help and to know what's wrong. It feels unsafe to even talk about it, because someone that's their friend is here. I'm scared they'll see this and start saying stuff about me. Btw please don't ping me w replies."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Do you happen to have any Mental Illness or are you heavily stressed? Apparently those are the root causes of Auditory Hallucinations Hearing Voices. If you have lots of stress on your shoulders, try doing some destress activities such as listening to calm music, relaxing in your room, going on a walk..."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "No problem! If you ever need someone to comfort or help you out you can always message me, i'll try my best to help you out. Everyone's happiness is my priority!"}
{"username": "Sabastian", "content": "Thank you a lot. I appreciate your kindness and help."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Happy to hear!"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "i have um a reactive attachment disorder and i have no idea what that is, so does anyone one know what that is? ik this isnt like venting but I dont want to say it and main if its bad or som"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "So after what i've seen, RAD Reactive Attachement Disorder is a condition where you have troubles in forging a bond with your caretakers, AKA Parents or whoever takes care of you. The article I read says that children/teens with the disorder often have trouble managing their emotions, and are often sad."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "rin Hope this helps"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "i literally"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "didnt know what that was"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "why"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "i couldnt google it"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "what is wrong with me"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "tysmm"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "No problem! 3"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I have found out that I have clincal depression, social anxiety disorder, and PTSD...I don't know what I'm supposed to do my life is in shambles..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im here for you if you need to talk! Norachii!"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i cry myself to sleep because of her. that so called friend."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dont waste your time on her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "She sounds horrible"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "she tortured me when i was vulnerable and used me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just know youre way better then that and you dont need people like that to drag you down"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i thought she'd help me because others just bullied me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "At all"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "again"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "and again"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "and again..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Check ur messages"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "that backstabber got me gone here. why..? i dont understand. she made everyone hate me. now i don't even know if im supposed to be here"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "You are"}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "never deny the fact that you are supposed to be here"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i should've never listened to her and just stay strong and continue as staff and never went on break."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "thanks, i guess."}
{"username": "aceyy", "content": "np, if you need any help my dms are open to everyone."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "Norachii! , can I DM you?"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "sure.."}
{"username": "angel!", "content": "I read a lot of the vents it made me sad"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they still hate me"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i don't know why"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "it was siarra who did everything bad to me"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "so why do they still hate me?"}
{"username": "I am not all knowing.", "content": "I feel depressed"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Im feeling unwell, my body is very hot and I have a headache I dont know whats this kind of sickness, my belly hurts and my body is sweating no I isnt coughing, sneezing. No my mom said she wont take me to hospital because shes poor and cant buy."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "And I felt it when I was watching anime like few minutes ago"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Get off discord"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "My god"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Cant"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Yes u can?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I cant get any help"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Ok so u rather be on discord"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Honestly stop"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Istg"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "ash seya thank u"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "rush words won't help qt."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Being on Discord and doing nothing will harm you more"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "now"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "Rosie"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "now"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "qt out of the that dem screen"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "and go away"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "take care of urself and go to wc if needed too"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "lord smh"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "Ik ik ash, but let's make her go"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "Rosie okay, please go"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Sigh"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "i won't repeat myself again, u know it urself"}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "what to do right? or I am wrong?!"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I just dont understand i keep getting alot of hate saying go kys, wat a clown im starting to think i am a clown"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I just wanna kill myself in peace without hurting anybody"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I cry all night because i overthink about my problems"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "My parents would make me sad and my siblings didnt help me like they always do.."}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I just wanna end my life already"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Ryuka, bb, your life has so much more value and potential compared to what people tell you you are. Their words may convince you to believe so, but odds are you aren't. In the future you could be living a nice peaceful life, full of joy and calm...you don't wanna give that up, do you? No matter what, your future will hold something good. Those people who call you a clown are just jealous. Fun fact; Clowns at Cirque du Soleil make 200,000S an hour! People who hate for no reason literally have no value in life, and they're searching for that by shaming others thinking it'll make them feel better, but in the future they'll feel really guilty and regret what they did. I hope u stay safe 3"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "@ Near"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "I wanna kms, I mean nothing to this world"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "I have like a million reasons why I should"}
{"username": "Lexy", "content": "I dont need meds for my depression anymore:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Good, am glad things have gotten better for you and I hope it continues to be so, you will thrive and blossom into a beautiful human with new life. Lexy"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I hate myself so much...I made a fat joke with my bf and I tried apologizing and now he hates me and won't talk to me for the rest of the night...Merry Christmas to me..."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "tbh i don't think I deserve anything for Christmas..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You don't, we make mistakes it happens."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Also, as long as it's not excessive, I still don't condone that, you're too young and it messes w your head after a point bc then you'll depend on it to help, I know from experience, i just hope everything gets better for you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just give him space then love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What is it you search for? @;;"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Am here if you need anything really. Dms are open for helping others."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i wanna keep crying"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "and crying"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "and crying."}
{"username": "Near", "content": "why sweetie?"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i just..."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "want to end this.."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i can't keep this up anymore."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "i want to end my life. i have nothing to lose. everyone still hates me anyway."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they don't c are"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they don't want me"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they don't need me"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they don't like me"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they all want me gone."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "awe no"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "they think im a waste."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "please dont think like this"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "even though"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "someone else"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "framed me"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "we love you.."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "im sorry that happened dear"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "i.."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "i really dont know how to help in vents"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "its fine."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "but please"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "dont go:"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "nobody can help anyway cause they don't care and never will"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "because this isn't something you can fix with the right words."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "it isnt"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "but..."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "goodbye"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "for gods sake"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "dont do it"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "i bet theres some people"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "who you dont even notice"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "who would care for you"}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "goodbye."}
{"username": "Levi's brat", "content": "no please"}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "."}
{"username": "Norachii!", "content": "goodby"}
{"username": "roro", "content": "can i vent to someone in dms?"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Of course! I'll be here to comfort you if that is what you wish 3"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "your beautiful your amazing person"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "so nora..i was just like you"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "i used to be sad and depressed"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "but i found myself"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "were here to help you nora"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Your such a amazing person"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Venting is the channel where everybody shares the things disturbing them.. think for once uwu. Some people have family problems and some have love or friendship ones but everybody should think how lucky they are to actually be living a life! I had problems about communicating before... until I understood I have many friends around me.. even if ur family hates you you have friends and even if you have friendship problems your family is always gonna be with you, same for love problems... killing yourself isn't gonna make it any better. It will just make it worse even for the people that loved you. Just think about them once... You are very lucky...! I just wanted to wish everybody a Merry Christmas after all.. I can't give you a gift sadly.. the only gift I can give you is reminding you that you are yourself. You will always be lucky to have a life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ty Rose"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "That was all I could do uwu"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I don't even know if it helps somebody but"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "I am sure everyone will think about it for once"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "A server owner brought up vents of mine"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "It was really horrible"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I wanna cry now"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "She brought them up as an underhanded tactic and Im just shaking with rage"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "How can someone do that?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I really wanna cry"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Its also Christmas too.."}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Ive had stuff happen to me already"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "You dont need to ask to vent"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "Some people are just scum"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "It's just how it is but my irrelevant opinion is cry, let your emotions flow just dont cry until your glands stop working"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "She brought it up...we have had another talk in the past one where I was in the right and she demoted me since I talked back to her...she didnt ban someone and they were being extremely rude and saying horrible things"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "People really just do be like that but you shouldn't let it get to you"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "See I've just suffered the worst month of my life"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "And I'm trying to move on before I cant move on"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "And excuse me? I am fine, like I said. You don't want me prying you life please do not judge mine. I have had staff even say that you might need a break due to things in the vent channel you put. And do not take this as me saying you can't vent but like I said it's clear you are going through things\u201d"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "What she said"}
{"username": "Hennesiukas", "content": "Cuz nobody loves me"}
{"username": "Bokutos Baby Mama", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "Bokutos Baby Mama", "content": "ill speak with you"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm starting to realise how mentally drained of energy I'm becoming once again, I feel like i'm sinking back into my old state from a few months back."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I struggle to find happiness as easy as usual"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I don't even know where all this self hatred is coming from, I just feel so goddamn invalid with my way of thinking."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i thought this was because i wasn't getting enough sleep, i was wrong. i still feel like this even after 8hrs of sleep"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "Aiko"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "noo you are VALID! everyone is. you are here for a reason and we are here to support that, please know your worth and how precious you are. i know this is all super corny but stay with me"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "you are enough"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "you are important"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "and you are worth it!"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "please remember these."}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "feel better always here if you wanna talk"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i wasn't saying i was invalid, i was referring to my way of thinking"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "ik i shouldn't be thinking like this, granted, i probably deserve it considering how good ive been up until now."}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "im just tryna help"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "why does this always happen \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i appreciate you trying to help"}
{"username": "Qua", "content": "mkay"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "this is my happy vent yesterday I entered a nitro giveaway and eli rolled the thingy and rolled me and then I was a bit late but the owner gifted me it and now I am literally sobbing on the floor of my room"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "Aweee"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "congrats bb!"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "eek"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "I just offered to make 50 dividers, 10 banners and do perms for a server for 5 dollar nitro and my friend declined"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "am i that bad?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I bet she just doesn't have enough or is saving up for something perhaps, I'm sure your great!"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "I've had a crush on my best friend for awhile now.. I keep telling him that I love him and he thinks I love him as a friend.. so he found out I liked him and his reply was I won't date you ever, Is that fine? Those words tore me apart, I lost everything just from that sentence.. I feel horrible, I feel like dying, I lost my hopes from that.. I get told that I'll find someone better, I just hope I will, I'm devastated that no one else will like me now.. I just wish for the best"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Why would ur bsf\u201d do that."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Those words can be very hurtful."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "He'll always be in my heart no matter if I'm in his."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel useless to the people around me. All I want to do is be helpful but, how can I be if I feel this way? I simply don't understand why I feel this way as I help many and all whom I've crossed paths with. It makes no sense to me anymore. I love everyone as they are people and they deserve to be loved and given the chances by other that they aren't given by the ones that they love or have loved. Sigh why do I feel this, yet feel so loved by people, it is so confusing and my head has started to hurt more often than it doesn't now. People want to see this or want to see that from me, idk if I can do it majority of the time. I feel like I'm just wasting my time with so many things at this point and it doesn't make any sense."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "wait why was that deleted"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Cus it had blacklisted words"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "But I read it"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "could you tell me what was it? In dms or something?"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "did i say something wrong?"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I know people care about me, but I give so much to people. I want to be selfish this one time and finally leave"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Just blacklisted words"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "trust me it's not worth it. you would be hurting so many people who love and care for you. i know it's hard but you've got to keep moving forward. there isn't much i can, but believe in yourself. im not the best at giving advice but i hope this helped."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "you're welcome"}
{"username": "bridgxt", "content": "its getting harder, everyday its like Im fighting the tears and the urge to cut or punish myself. I wanna fix it and not feel this ever again but Im stuck, buried deep, into whatever this is. My mind is so full of thoughts, negative and suicidal thoughts that I cant mentally deal with it. I cant keep putting on a smile, because its breaking me. It is actually breaking me. I feel like nobody loves me."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "This isnt really a vent but, its currently 4:32 am I havent slept for 1 week now."}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "Please get some sleep:! with all due respect, it's unhealthy not to sleep"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "Insomnia, the inability to get to sleep or sleep well at night, can be caused by stress, jet lag, a health condition, the medications you take, or even the amount of coffee you drink. Insomnia can also be caused by other sleep disorders or mood disorders such as anxiety and depression."}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "and to be honest, i also have a hard time sleeping /3 so you're not alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have almost all these things. Probably explains why I cant sleep at all well. Lmao."}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "awh, hope u guys sleep well though!"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "I have most of those things."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "Tysm for trying though!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel like even tho Im trying my hardest in friendships. People arent trying their best in return. I just want to get along and I feel like Im being seen as more of an obstacle in their life then a shortcut. Edit: I feel like Im now being avoided... edit2: I feel like I should of been cheered up about something that happened. But I still feel down. Why.."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i feel so weird rn. Cant even put it into words but its def not good"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I just wanna die ."}
{"username": "Tien 2YRS Gone forever?", "content": "Y.hug Cherubicide"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "aaa omg i sent a message link and the bot deleted my message"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks angel. Thats sweet"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "you're welcome! remember that you are so valid"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "WELP"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "wow i am really struggling to speak huh"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i just had like. 3 razors jump in my face"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "oh yeah i was typing something for you but the bot deleted my message"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": ": are you alright?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Yea just depressed snd shook"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "oh.."}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "if needed you can dm me i know you're a strong person for sure, we can get thru this! keep smiling even if no one's looking because you are not alone: u can rant too as much as you'd like. please eat well, drink lots of water, sleep more and stay strong! you already are strong though, that's what i like about u!"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Thanks:,"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "you're welcome 3!"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "you deserve better and i recommend not harming yourself!"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "sometimes i get depressed or maybe i am always if wondering im perfectly ok but i get really scared of dying and if i harmed myself that'd be so scary"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "well even if i do die its not like anybody even cares at this point.. family wise atleast,"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Friend wise yea theyll miss me but theyll get over me eventually."}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "sleep well!"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "awwie: it could be stomach flu! do get her to see a doctor, since it's been three days already. throwing up usually isn't a bad sign, since it means that her body is getting rid of the bad stuff. make sure she replenishes her body salts, try to get her isotonic/ sports drinks!"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "fable", "content": "can i talk to someone in dms?"}
{"username": "LucIa", "content": "fable Sorry for delay, dm me if you wish"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "Can someone talk to me in dms please"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "I keep going into these self destructive moods where i try and ruin things, It all started when i almost relapsed and ever since, i get in that weird mood almost every night. For example, the friday after that i decided to cause an argument, i lost 2 friends and during that argument they said im a bad person, have a victim complex, im an attention seeker and im self centered. During that argument i lost it and it went on for 2 hours. I didnt feel good about it but it made me feel a certain way. I realised what they were saying was true but i also felt like a villain and i kinda enjoyed feeling that way, i felt powerful. Sometimes while ruining these things for myself i feel hyper, giggly but also sad.. i confronted my crush about why he hates me, i caused him to hate me, i then realised i have a Victim and a Villain complex it just depends, Id do anything for a bit of attention i leaked my address, phone number, credit card details and more earlier and honestly my attention seeking is a cry for help but no one understands the way i feel. I made a playlist for when im feeling like this and i will send that because that kinda shows how i feel"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "oft sorry thats so long but i hope someone can help"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "theres the playlist that shows how i feel when im in those moods"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "anyway hope someone can read that and maybe even understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometimes I get all this attention from people, and I don't even deserve it. As nice as attention can be, I feel it just overwhelms me and can bother me from time to time. Especially when it comes to doing things I love to do. It not only can make me extremely anxious, but make me not want to do it around certain people. It probably shouldn't bother me like it does, but that's how it is and can be. My brain is often confusing."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright mate, take care"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what my mind does just, isn't that simple unfortunately"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but thank you."}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "So, a few weeks ago, I was feeling something, not like pain but a emotion. It was not happiness nor sadness. It was more of pity or disrespect. Anyways lets get into this:"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "So those few weeks back I was talking with you guys like usual. Then, my brain was flooded with these overwhelming thoughts, I really don't remember much but I felt,"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "Ignored"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "Pitiful"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "unappreciated"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "insecure"}
{"username": "Shamu", "content": "But instead of letting it out, I kept it in a bottle and just left it. But these past few days are going pretty bad for me. I haven't been getting sleep not like I get much anyway, I am always in my room and sometimes skip meals. For the unappreciated part, I do things for a lot of people. I treat them as if they were the kings/queens of this world. But then they treat me like I am just nobody. This happens on Discord too. Everyone is always so positive and I am over here just faking it all. I doubt I have had a normal smile for weeks. For the insecure part, I just overall hate how I look."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Shamu"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "let me get it right... you dont think you ugly but you dont like it because you different from others?"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I think all of that is not important. even if you be the most beautiful person in the world, you never happy if you keep on comparing yourself or even worse let people around you compare you with others"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "and I think you have people pleaser syndrome"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I hope this vid might help you a bit"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "give yourself some time to watch this"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "can't share vid ig"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "TEDTALK why people pleasing is hurting you"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "by Salma Hindy"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "search that on youtube"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "it might help you"}
{"username": "bridgxt", "content": "I just cant do it today. I just cant. This is too hard for my brain to mentally hold. The anxiety, stress, overthinking, and the endless feeling of numb. Where I stare into space trying to cry but no tears come out, its like.. theyve all been used up. By the endless nights I stayed up crying feeling absolutely numb. Why should I have to feel like this? TW i cant keep doing it anymore, i feel like i should end it all, i really feel that I should. but Im fighting against myself, i dont want the one person that loves me to deal with that lose. i just dont know what to do.. and theres so so many issues, in the presence, past and right ahead of me. everyday, the hardest challenges are given to me. its not fair. i cant keep doing this"}
{"username": "bridgxt", "content": "the thing that keeps me going is music"}
{"username": "bridgxt", "content": "me?"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "oh sorryyy"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I thought you the other person"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "my bad"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "what happens hon?"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "anything bad today?"}
{"username": "sama", "content": "i am tired of this everytime i am blamed for doing something i never did or i either get ignored shouted at i am just tired, i try to talk to you and you just turn your back on me. Anytime i say something you argue to me about it i am always there for you but you are barely there for me. i am not being dramatic its just a hard you know"}
{"username": "sama", "content": "All i do is overthink"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "That's rough and you're not being over dramatic people like that are the worst, I used to overthink a lot aswell and what I do to prevent it is I distract myself by doing a hobby or thinking of something really hard but sometimes you can't run away from problems so you should face them the sun comes out sooner or later and storms don't last forever your problem will be better in no time! 3"}
{"username": "princess scarlett", "content": "anyone else feel like they have no friends to talk to? i know that most of you probably have at least one person to call, but honestly i dont even have that anymore."}
{"username": "H20", "content": "Has long as I cam remember I never been able to do anything right and I get judged a lot for being ADHD and I hate it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im trying to let people in.. but it hurts.. like if people need to know the real me? The core of who I am. It hurts to share... but I want them to know..."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "What exactly do you mean by The real me? Like...is there something you haven't told to anyone yet? If that's the case, everyone can have their own things to keep to themselves, it's no biggie! If you wanna tell someone, pick the right moment where they're ready to talk about it. It sounds like it's something that troubles you, so it's best to only say it when you're comfortable. I'm sure everyone here will appreciate you no matter what, Harry! Kristofor"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you tho..."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "By dark, do you mean like...scary? Or um...idk, awkward?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No.. dark as in depressing..."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "If you don't feel comfortable talking about it, that's 100 okay! Just know that i'm here for you:D"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "If you ever feel like talking about it to me, i'm sure I can handle it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "O... well... Ive wrote it out in a text message. I could post screenshots here, just crossing out the other persons texts."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Well, not here... images arent allowed"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "If you want you can send them in DMs if you feel comfortable with it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ill dm you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright, Ive thanked you in dms... now its time for me to... share... more about my personal self.. this stuff is pretty dark imo.. so read with warning."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Instead of me reliving the moments again.. Im just going to paste some stuff Ive wrote to another person so you can understand it..."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Mhm. Good luck"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Your name, Happy Harry is for a reason then!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its all forced tho..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just want people to see me as a light in their life so they can come to me when theyre sad. I want them to be happy, being around sad people makes them feel the opposite"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So I forcefully seem happy and such so they can pick it up off of me."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Focus on yourself more Harry, Make yourself happy first and then make others happy. YOU need to be happy, and give them your joy. Share it with them!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I want nothing outta life... but it gives me comfort in knowing that those who thrive for more can use me to get to the place they wanna be"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Don't let yourself get used like that, Harry. You need to be happy yourself, or you'll fall into a darker hole. People will see you as a light in their life but not as sad harry who is putting on a mask. You need to be happy yourself, to help others. Share your joy with them, show them how to be happy and exactly how happy they can be."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just dont know, Im sorry"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Don't apologise, There's no need to."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Theres a lot I wanna say... but I dont have a single good answer"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "And if you don't know, don't worry about it so much. You will figure it out in time."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Say whatever you want Harry, I am here and I am listening"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "...I guess I could dm you.. its just hard to put into words"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I understand"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Throw words at me, I'll put them together"}
{"username": "vamp!", "content": "hello, apologies if im disturbing anyone"}
{"username": "vamp!", "content": "but im having a problem in a server, and i need advice from any mods on how to handle the situation"}
{"username": "vamp!", "content": "i understand i dont talk here but its really alarming and none of our staff team knows what to do, so please ping me if youd like to give some advice n' we can go to DMs"}
{"username": "xui", "content": "I dont even think I can consider the things I like hobbies anymore"}
{"username": "ctrl", "content": "i'm not physically ready to type a long message for everyone but all of u don't deserve this kind pain. i hope all of us heal and seek for comfort!"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "someone i cared about lied to me about pretty much everything and now i have suicidal tendencies"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "i had little motivation to start off with so i'm not gonna get anywhere"}
{"username": "ask for my new discord.", "content": "i am now leaving before i hurt someone else"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "My relationship with someone in my family is not the best and recently they've been really pissing me off I'm used to people saying oh you gained weight or just straight up calling me fat, and I don't really mind but when people start going out of their way to compare me with someone or something I get really frustrated. I listen to Kpop a lot and the girls in Korea are gorgeous with or without makeup and as that certain someone passes by me they go Don't you want to be like that? Don't you want to look pretty like them? and to be honest it hurt me quite a lot because to be honest sure I wanted to look like them but it was clearly something I couldn't do since I lacked the motivation. I'm not overweight nor do I eat out of control I don't get why I look so round to others. Sure I'm not as slim as my classmates but I'm not too bad I tell myself even though I honestly doubt it I want to look as pretty and as slim as those other girls in my class but I just can't ever seem to dieting, eating healthy, exercising, I just can't be like them. Am I doing something wrong?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "No you're not doing anything wrong, you're being you. Dieting is hard to do and isn't for everyone, I've tried myself. Honestly, family is a rough thing especially when they're being toxic toward you. All you can really do is try to ignore them if they live with you or if you rarely see them, like I have you can cut them out completely, no ones life should have room for such negativity and toxicity especially from family members."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "istu"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Thank you for the encouraging word I'll try to ignore them!"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're welcome if you need anything more feel free to dm me"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "just a reminder please make sure to censor any and all words such as suicide, etc"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "Well, I just want nothing to do with people, social interactions, or anything like that. I just want to go behind a screen and play with my animals all day. I feel like animals can understand me more than anyone or anything else, I just want to cuddle with them and sit in a cave and relax all day. No school, no people, just me and myself. I really dont feel hungry anymore, I just drink water, use the restroom, stare at screens all day, and I havent gone outside in ever. School starts soon and its going to break me. I just live off ritz crackers, cheese, and water. I havent gone outside for months, even though I have a giant lawn. I have friends, family, pets, but I just wanna be alone all day with nothing but my imagination."}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Do you ever wanna like Just be invisible"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Anyways.."}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "There we go"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Sorry I cant help with this Im not good with that kind of problems"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Dw about it"}
{"username": "Moonn", "content": "dont stop before the miracle happens"}
{"username": "hiatus3", "content": "I want to help you all and that's why i wass here hut sadly I'm on break myself and very busy i came back in Discord for CONCERT I LOVE YOU ALL AND I WANNA HUG YOU.. PLEASE I WISH THAT YOU'LL FEEL MUCH BETTER NEXT YEAR \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Scooterrat", "content": "Covid is so bad for us ete that we got a mutated version of COVID we call it super covid"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Socializing, for most people, is hard. The internet isn't really helping with it either. We tend to create empty bonds and even have fake relationships without us knowing. We don't really realize how bad it is since, this is the internet but people need to see this more. It's not easy to create a bond that will last forever but trust me, you just have to wait. It may take a long time, but there will be certain people who awaits you just like how you await them. Those who'll understand you and relate to you. Once you've found it, it'll feel amazing. You just need an open mind and some patience. Good luck."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "me really need to use dark mode to visit this channel. it's not light mode friendly. I can't see people's name here."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "idk how old are you but if you more than 25yo then you really need help. About your parents, honestly if you a teenager, I might agree on it. Parents argument always affecting their children but if you an adult, im sure there are so many ways to not making it as the main problem to you unless you still depending on them. That would be hmm..."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "Let me or somebody you trust help you but before hoping others to help, you must help yourself first. People can tell you to do this and that but eventually you the one that needs to take the first step."}
{"username": "DIO", "content": "MeKoala you said everything i don't need to write anything about it anymore but yes you're right"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "good job and thank you for your hard work"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Youll be alright"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im here if you need a talk"}
{"username": "fable", "content": "can i talk to someone in dms?"}
{"username": "Kiyomii", "content": "Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel like I don't exist, that everyone and everything else doesn't exist either, and that the place and things around me are static and don't exist either? Why? There's no reason to. I don't wanna feel this way. Why do I feel so numb? Everything feels so blank and dull, even though it isn't. It's all just in my head. Every day is the same, and quarantine made that even worse than before. Please. Let me feel normal again. Anything else than this numb derealization feeling. But, then again, this is better than my sadness. It's rough, but now I'm drunk on happiness, and can't seem to get myself out of it. Why can't I just have normal emotions like everyone else? Is it really that hard or is it just me? I have so many questions that I can't ask and that can't be answered. I just wish I was normal. Then, maybe, just maybe, would I not feel this way."}
{"username": "Sway", "content": "I've started to feel a lot of dysphoria for the first time ever and I'm so confused, I just don't feel like any gender. I'm confused on why this is happening I have always felt like a girl but lately I just don't feel like a girl or boy I feel confused..."}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "my friendship is crumbling and im scared i couldnt do anything to stop this"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "i just want to cry"}
{"username": "Skeeeliooo", "content": "I suggest you discuss it with your friend and see if theres a way it wont crumble?"}
{"username": "Skeeeliooo", "content": "If hopefully this doesnt happen it doesnt work you always have us on discord \ufe0f"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "one of them left a gc were in the other disabled their account"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "two of my friends started fighting and it escalated to this point"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "it was in a gc i wasnt in"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "and im only finding out about it now"}
{"username": "deathaura", "content": "and i feel bad cause i couldnt be there to do anything"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "My mom said i cant wear a dress i feel confident in because guys will get the wrong idea it doesnt show my booty or breast im a tomboy so i rarely dress up but apparently i cant dress up at all because of guys im pretty sure guys can control their eyes and not be distracted by my shoulders its not fair that girls cant look good without being called a S L U T girls should be able to wear whatever they want and not be held back because if girls hold back they are boring but if girls dont they're asking for it this is just not okay and i am so annoyed"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "I know it says that in the channel desc but it still needs to be updated"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Got pinged wee"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "Oh sorry"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "instead ping vent support uwu"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Its fine though"}
{"username": "bb grill", "content": "I thought that was still the venting ping"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "@ venting access!"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Vents above"}
{"username": "Ghostly Hu Tao", "content": "what happened"}
{"username": "Ghostly Hu Tao", "content": "pu"}
{"username": "Ghostly Hu Tao", "content": "ph"}
{"username": "/ https.pom", "content": "why ping"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Oki sorry for interrupting"}
{"username": "Elias Blitz\u201d Kotz", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im here!"}
{"username": "Ghostly Hu Tao", "content": "but its fine"}
{"username": "DreamingOfCJ", "content": "i got ponged"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The role is for people who want to help w those who vent, if you are pinged most likely you've helped someone w their vent in the past"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or had the role previously"}
{"username": "Steph 3", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "milk", "content": "uh if I get pinged one more time"}
{"username": "milk", "content": "I'll leave this server"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "everyone who is told things like that which feed their insecurities should feel more beautiful when they do such things than what they're told they look like or should feel like. People themselves are beautiful it is never what is on the outside that should matter but how you are personality and emotionally that makes you beautiful"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if you feel confident be so, you are given that confidence for a reason, dont let what someone else tell you how you look if you feel that way, it is more important how you feel over someone elses opinion always. It may be hard to get through that first but it'll get better over time I hope I am always here to help you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "right"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It may take time to find another dress you'll feel the same in, but if you want ti I recommend doing so, your mom definitely shouldn't talk to you that way and i sincerely apologize"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "why pinged"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Accident on my part"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Your parent shouldn't talk to you like that"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "it kinda sucks you cant but it isnt a big deal"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "especially if you are 14"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "welcome to having parents"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "you dont always get your way"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "although I read literally one message so I may not understand everything"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "what do you consider mental abuse"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "Ive also been sexually harassed by the same guy across about 10 accounts for over a year"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "Its perfectly reasonable for your parents to not allow you to wear something like that"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "...already starting the year bad because im getting removed from my house"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "Just move out\u201d is not a solution to every problem"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "Dont tell 14 year olds to sneak out of their house and run away"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "Thats worse than parents calling you a name"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "They will find somewhere for me to go"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "...my mom said she cant have a trans kid living in her house"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "14"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "She said she isnt dealing with it"}
{"username": "Molang Bun bon", "content": "Do you have any trusted adults that are near that you know?"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "do you live in the United States"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "Yes i live in the us no idk any adults"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "which state?"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "if you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "Florida"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "its illegal to kick a 14 year old out of your home as a parent in Florida"}
{"username": "Emily", "content": "It can be classified as abandonment"}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "No cps was called."}
{"username": "Cnico", "content": "...i give up"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "death is on my mind"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "help me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i've attempted twice"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and my third one is soon"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "the person i trusted left me alone"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he left me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he said i shouldn't say anything because i can't handle my feelings well"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "please Dm me if you ever need to talk and help, I am always free to talk."}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im dying inside"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i've been dying inside since 2018"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and it's worse"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't keep up anymore"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im giving up"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "soon"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't anymore"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im attempting again soon"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i give up. i've been trying and trying to be happy and i was. i was happy for a year and three months until"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he decided to do what he did"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and manipulate me and shut me down"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i give up"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it's worse than before"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i don't have anyone i trust"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im alone"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "again"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Happy new year everyone!"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Hey eevee!"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "And sushi!"}
{"username": "ShinglyWarrior", "content": "Wait this isn't general."}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "take time?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "how much more do i have to wait?"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it's been 5 years"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it's been 5 long years"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Wait eevee, if you dont mind me asking. How old are you?"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Sorry if that makes you uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "By the if youre are under the age of 18, you will never know whats coming next. Youre still growing, give yourself time"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im 15"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i've been like this since i was 10"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i tried"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i trusted him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he wa there for me"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "The problem is"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Youre stuck with him"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "You need to let go"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but called me out saying i cant say hating because i dont know my feelings well"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Theres more people waiting"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "no one is waiting for me"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Everyone is"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't trust anyone"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i trade my joy for my protection again"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "I know several people that used to say this, they have finally stepped out of their comfort zone and met new people including me. Theres loads of people you can trust in the outside world"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "You can have both joy and protection"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Joy will always be waiting for you on the other side"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Listen, I know this is hard and I know what youre going through. Please never stay thinking about one person because there are people who you still trust. You cant just focus on one issue and turn a blind eye on the rest of the world. That makes everything from bad to worse."}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "my anxiety showed up again"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't talk"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "I know this is hard"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im too anxious"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "If you keep doubting yourself then youll never get to your goal"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "It always makes things better"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Dont leave yourself alone with these thoughts"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Share them"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Youll always get help"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "Take this channel for example"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "This is only one thing we can do"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "We can just talk online"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "But imagine"}
{"username": "Burnt Sushi", "content": "What you would get from sharing it in the outside world"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "wanna talk Eevee?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im here if u need to or want to talk or if u need anything"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "when i was younger, i got bullied for my name and for being too shy. i always stayed more quiet and i thought i had to change the way i dressed for others to stop talking about me. i was alone for 2 years but then i met him. he was very nice, patient, and understanding... or so i thought."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "whats ur name?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "also things like that happen"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "people enter and leave peoples lives"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "it happens alot"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "its happend alot to me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i had that happen"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but dont think it was cause of the way u were or whatnot"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "he probably had his reasons for liking the other person"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u were probably still a close friend"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "we started talking and i was very cautious talking about my feelings. i never said anything i was just the happy girl"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "always smiling"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i had to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well u should talk about ur feelings"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "its not good to hold it all in"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "a while later i started opening up little by little after finally having someone to talk to"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "about how i feel"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he never judged me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he listened and did his best to help me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i liked him even more"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "we eventually started dating"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but the thing about the girl still bothered me a lot"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i didn't say anything until this year"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "in august"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "a year and a month later"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he said he wasn't mad and he wished i told him sooner"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he said he didn't talk to her since he got with me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and so i was okay with that. i never covid forbid him talking to girls"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i trusted him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but then things went downhill"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and i broke up with him in october"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "we had arguments"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i had the same thing happen with this girl i knew"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i tried to help her as much as i could"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but eventually she just started getting really angry"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and said she hated me and stuff"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and then it went down from there"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i still miss her"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but i try to move on"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "maybe thats what youll just have to do?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he asked for a second chance i said not yet i need time"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "when was this?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "october 19 2020"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "a week after we broke up we still talked though"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "we stayed as close friends"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "that sometimes doesnt work out well"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but a week after we broke up he talked to her"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "it didnt for the girl that i liked"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im sorry to hear u were sick"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but i didn't know yet"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "are u feeling better now?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "a week later i found it he was talking to her"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and i blcoked him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew she made me insecure and have low self esteem"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "after i calmed down i dmed him and i told him what i was feeling"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he said he wasn't doing anything wrong"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "anything wrong..."}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he said pickup lines to get claiming it was a joke"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he sent her hug emotes"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and kept calling her cute"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "not to agree with him but like"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he knew"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u broke up with him?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "yeah i did and he asked me a second chance"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u turned him down"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it shouldn't bother me yeah i know but if he hadn't asked me for another chance i wouldn't have done anything"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i can understand"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it didn't matter if he talked to her"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it was the way he talked to her"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but he doesn't understand fhat"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i tried to overlook it again"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i really tried"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but i cant"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't forgive nor forget"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "at least not yet"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "why dont u just stop talking to him?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he's let of my friend group"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "part"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he lives a street away from my aunts house"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "why dont u find someone else to talk to?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "we go to the same church and school"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i can't escape from him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well why dont u find someone else to like?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "that feels wrong"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i'll feel guilty"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "how so?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and there's no one i like"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "he has?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "hmm how do i explain this"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "when i had my low moments i was very toxic"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i would stop talking to him to not hurt him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but thay hurt him even more"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i understand"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "so i started to self harm myself every time i hurt him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "like litterly eveything ur saying happend between the girl i liked and me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "almost word for word"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it's like he's part of me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i feel so so so alone"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "very alone"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "from a certain point of view he did nothing wrong, i mean, i had a relationship and my gf was really insicure and she wanted me to leave all my friends because she was insicure about them she thought they were way better than her. she made me feel so bad, because i needed my friends. probably he knew, but maybe he didnt fully understand how you were feeling, and probably he didnt know how HE was feeling. simply, he wanted to talk to you and her, maybe she was her friends for real, not a gf or a crush."}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "sigh so then"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "yeah but it didn't matter if he talked to her it was just the way"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i didn't mind if he talked to other girls, really"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i was mostly chill about the relationship"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "yes i understood, its the way"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it was just one girl thay brotheres me"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "when i asked him why he said things like fhat to her"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he started getting defensive"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "but you have to learn how to overcome your insecurities because this could lead you to be the toxic one in a relationship"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "and started calling me out"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "then just dont question him?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "just let him be and do his own thing"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "saying i don't know how to control my feelings and i talked to kai an online friend who confessed he liked me a week after my bf n i broke up but i turned him down because i was going to give my ex a second chance"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "insecurities are a really really bad thing and i know that, this is why im telling you you should try to stop thinking about what his faults are and maybe focus on overcome insecurities"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "that was what i was going to do"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "but now he's basically given up"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "so i'm just here"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thats why u should just try and find someone else"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "but you should stop thinking about him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "he texted me happy new years and he said he was hoping to be friends but every time i see him i start to cry"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "theres so many other people u can talk to"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "you have to do that for yourself, not for him"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "you guys do realize it's not easy right?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "its not i know"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but u just have to try"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "sure, its not, but is that a reason why you should give up?"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "saying its not easy\u201d is a way to protect yourself"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "im not done"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "anyways my self esteem has been the worst it's been"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "well i gotta go my parents are calling me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "eeve add me as a friend"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "you shouldnt be afraid of people telling you something you dont wanna hear, because we all know its not easy"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "but if you wanna get better and move on you should focus on yourself only now"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Eevee when u get back add me as a friend please"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "because is your goal is HIM, you will never be able to feel better, because your self esteem will be based on another person"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "wait i'm back for a minute"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "and people leave, most of the times"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "guys i can't let him go because he still wants the second chance"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "did he say he wants the second chance at dating u?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "like recently?"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "its about what YOU want or what HE wants?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "reason i say for u to add me is cause i cant add u or message u btw"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "girl, this is the problem"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "youre thinking about what doing WITH HIM, you have to think about what doing with yourself"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and when i get off and we move on from this topic i want to still be able to message and maybe try to help or something"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "your self esteem will be totally erased if you base it on him just because he asks"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "build your self esteem away from him and you will feel better"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "but try to get better FOR HIM and you will just become dependent and you will never be truly happy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "no i mean recently"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What's going on?"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "yeah recently meaning 3 days ago"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well maybe he does want to be with u and not the other girl"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "when the girl i liked did this kind of stuff she kind of just was sad and lonely and would just use me as a buffer till she regot a new bf or something"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "then she would be like yea i dont love u i was just joking"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or she would say i dont love u i only said it to make u happy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "like her faking loving me would make me happy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "honestly their comes a time when a relationship is meant to die"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "even tho you dont want it to"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and u think u can make things be right or happy again they will never be back to that place again"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "it will probably be best for ur self esteam and ur mental health if you just put them behind u and just be friends with them and find someone else to have be ur listener and helper"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "yeah but you know that's hard"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it's not easy to trust someone"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it took me months to open up to him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well if u want im here for u"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u can work up ur trust with me if u want"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "it'll take long"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thats fine with me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "its really up to u"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "i'll think about it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i hope u feel a little better"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "if not alot"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I think I being prank"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "3 people that rarely text/contact me suddenly ask to be my bf"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "this is very sus"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "well I don't like them to accept their confession"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I politely say no already"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "interesting"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I got diagnosed with a stomach cancer"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I feel great"}
{"username": ". kooh!", "content": "oh"}
{"username": ". kooh!", "content": "well thats good...ig"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Once again my mother told me to dress like a boy not a girl but im a girl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i'll got no choice but to get used to it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "/"}
{"username": "morgana", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "morgana", "content": "is there any way to talk to your mom about how it upsets you?"}
{"username": "Xswag", "content": "Do you know what is tiring the stupidity of the human race? the everlasting cry for issues. It's tiring and cliche at this point. Every day there is more and more of it at this point it's like dogpiling upon a big pile that some called everyday life. Added with a sniff of growing need to overexert oneself for somebody else's need without getting anything in return. The decency of humanity has gone from a simple thanks to the selfish expectancy that it's normal to slave oneself away for another without getting anything in return the simple words thank you have become more of a slave away more for my own selfish needs. It's tiring seeing this happen day in and out and expericining this but for what? and mostly why? Why is there such a need to expect this of another why can't one simply be thankful but instead what happens is a bigger expectancy for it? At this point I conclude that human creed has reached its pinnacle. Mostly in this current generation the creed to expect more from another then you give to others."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "nice of u to bring up that issue"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "unfortunanlty no one cares due to the fact that people usually only worry about themselves and since this doesnt affect them to a degree as long as people are helping them ur words are of utter nonsense and worthless"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but u speak very sensable truths and unfortunantly the world is just going down hill further and further and theres not a thing we can do"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Eevee how are u doing today?"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Don't start conversations here, nipotino."}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "and Don't be rude."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i cant message them otherwise shah"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and im not being rude"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im being concerned due to the fact of how upset they were"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u can scroll up if u want"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u wernt here to try and help tho so it probably wouldnt matter to you"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but they have their friends requst turned off and their messages turnd off and i dont just want to hop in general chat to see if their doing alright or not cause its none of the general peoples buisness and i dont want to down their mood or anything by bringing a venting topic into general"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i mean to a degree im right"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "this involves venting"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "not general chatting"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "You still cannot start convos. Go to main chat, and if it gets into the venting conversation then you can come here. How are you doing? is not a venting topic. It's a question. And the way you said it was rude. ur words are of utter nonsense and worthless."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "like a phyciatrist checking up on their patient"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "If you continue to argue with me on this, I will have to warn you. Please listen to Staff, like Charmy said."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ur reffering to that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "alright fine"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ill say a vent"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "the staff here have no common sense and they fight anything anyone tries to do or say even if they have a good point or are somewhat in the right. instead they just go off what they think is right and take no ones opinions into account"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "ive seen it happen to many times and its really annoying"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yall dont help anyone feel better in the vent channel"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and yall dont help people in general"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "yall just sit around until someone has an actual problem and when someone tries to help or agree with someones vent which is what i was doing to goblins u get pissy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i wasnt saying anything rude to him"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i was agreeing with him by saying no one will listen cause people are self centerd"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "hell u just walts into here and said something to me"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but didnt take the time to say anything to charmy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "to try and help them on their vent"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "all i did was come here to try and check on someone to see how they were doing cause i care about peoples problems"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "where as u just came here to cause more"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "so go back to what u were doing and watch the general chat roll by and leave the vent part alone since u obviously dont care about anyones problems where as i do"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "and want to help if i can"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "god my head hurts so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Should just listen when told not to do something"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "u seriosly say that when you come here and vent like every day?"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Guys. Resolve this elsewhere."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "or is that wrong isaiah?"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "nipotino I understand your side of this too but let's try so resolve this somewhere else, mk?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't vent much."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So it's wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Anyway."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "is there a dif isaiah?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Go to chat"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Isaiah, Nipo. Not here."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Hey, um...to anyone reading this, sorry about what happened above. It looks like a mere misunderstanding on someone's part. Let's continue on normally as this is a place to let out your emotions; Not argue. Thank you"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Isaiah, lets go to a different chat. Thank you for trying to help, but we should step away from this.:"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Regine Leave him alone"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Koala, I see you typing, please do not involve yourself in this."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "nipotino youre allowed to check on evee, thank you for your concern"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well i hope their ok at least since their offline atm"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I've never really felt like this before, but whenever my friends go offline I just feel really lonely and bored."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "The smallest things start to make me sad e.g. someone not replying to dms when they're online, being ignored and I just feel really helpless...maybe it's the fact that I haven't seen my cousin in so long, and she's the only other person aside from my closest friend that can make me feel truly happy? I may see her tomorrow so that's something I can look forward to...but that's the thing; It's the very first thing i've actually looked forward to in a while other than the normal things like playing mc with my friend at a certain time, or just something random. I just...feel lonely and never really have much to look forward to. I lack the excitement in life...it's all drained. Probably beacause of Covid...if covid wasn't here, I could see my irl friends, be able to call my online friends more, and overall just be more social. But rn I just feel really closed off, lonely, and sad."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "This is a really mixed vent, sorry if you get confused..."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I totally understand your feeling. it's like the feeling so empty inside and lost. Wanna know a secret? when I feel like that, I find something to do. I just start embroidery as a hobby which truly awesome. What you feel right now because you spend too much time online, so you depending on people to make you feel exist or needed. When was the last time you spend time just for yourself? Only for you without others. Hey myself! let's do something fun! that way you will see what yourself actually want is not others' attention but you."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I don't know anything fun to do, I usually do GFX but I can't when I'm tired"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Like I said...nothing really excites me nor sparks my interest easily anymore"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "hmmm... does it has to be something that excites you? why can't it be like a challenge? So it will force you to move and do something"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "Challenge 1: find something that excites me"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "challenge 2: do something until it's excite me"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "p/s: what is gfx?"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "And yeah...it does, or else i'll get bored and just stop doing it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i can understand that tommy"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "i felt the same way about this girl at school"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "to a degree since urs is ur cousin and mines just a random person ive known for a while"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "but im sorry to hear ur dealing with that"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "im here if u need someone to talk to or want to play minecraft with someone"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "you can play minecraft with me and my friends! we have a minecraft server where we all play together, tommy. i'm here for you, whenever you want to talk to somebody. my dms are always open. i know we do not know each other well, but i am always here to talk if you need somebody to talk to. im always here"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "a normal server"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "a small server tho, not many people"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "thanks for making me feel better you guys"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "of course, they are okay with it"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "they're always welcoming"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "sounds like fun"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "honestly tho at least their able to talk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "even if he has to wait and doesnt get long"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "its still good hes able to get that time"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I feel like im on the verge of a panic attack. My parents are arguing and theyre just going and going, and I wanna tell them to stop, but ill probably be told to shut up. Im just scared and worried and at this point crying. I want this to end, I wanna stop being scared and worried about whats gonna happen. why cant this just end, why doesnt she just walk away and take us so that we dont have to suffer any longer."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I cant take this anymore, its not just that I want out of here, its that I need to get out of here. I dont even feel safe nor do I feel comfortable in my own house anymore because of their fighting."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "ooff"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "im so sorryyy"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Yup since i was three"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I didn't know that"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Ik not really anyone knows"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "And if they do they don't do anything about it so i continue to suffer:"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I can't do anything other than help you here"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I was reffering to people irl"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "okayyy let's see what she always want you to wear"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "tshirt and jeans?"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Boy clothes"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "T shirt jeans oversized hoodies jeans no dresses no skirts even if they are long and show no cleveage or booty"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I think she wants me to forever be a tomboy and never dress like a girl because she thinks its yk s l u t t y"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "owhhh"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "if you creative, that will show more feminine side"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "me literally wear oversize hoodie and still me a girl"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "let's switch out mindset because we can't change your mom but we can change you"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "how to make that oversized clothes look feminine"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "so many bad people eyeing for young girls like you"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "plus, if you start to show off your body from this young, this is the start when you will build up insecurity to yourself"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "Because the more you show, the more people will judge you"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "No i cant because then ill get hit or degraded or yelled at"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "hold on. brb"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "where are you from?"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "seriously getting hit just from wearing something cute... that is bad"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "California"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Wdym emotional"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I am not"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I have 11 brother 1 sister and one on the way"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I mean, some people when they talk about their feeling they like to cry and yell"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I dont yell"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "that's a lot"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I cry"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "you know talk without showing emotion because parents love to use guilt trip when they see you become emotional"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "tell you feeling like you talk in professional meeting"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "can you imagine that?"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Look, you don't know much about how my mom is she has multiple pereonality disorder and she used to be an alcoholic she degrades me on a daily basis takes down my confidence and has choked me burned me with a spoon and more"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Im not mad"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Im just explaining"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I try to understand your situation"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "also sorry for the mess with the staff/admins, i read it bruh. i can see your point"}
{"username": "Eevee", "content": "nipotino"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "She's thrown away borrowed clothes that i had from a friend"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Gone through my things"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Hit me, yelled at me, punished me for no reason"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "that sounds awful"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "god! you really a strong kid"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Teen"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Kids are 12 and under"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "okay, teen then"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "I call everyone baby and kid if I like them"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "you really a strong teen"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "better sweetpea?"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "I am really sorry you have to go through all that. You don't deserve that, nobody deserves that."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Ive tried attempting over several times the last time was February and ive stopped self harming"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Well, I am glad you have stopped harming yourself. It's for the better."}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I also whilst getting abused by mom was abused by both my grandmas neglected by my dad and severly bullied at school"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "it's not easy but you did it"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I'm lucky I'm not dead i could be but im not"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "I still get abused less bullying now"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "No friends"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "No confidence"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "But i think one thing that kept me alive is love"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Anyways have a nice day"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "And"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Ive also been assulted by my moms bf and others"}
{"username": "TheittlePrincess", "content": "Now have a nice day thanks for listening to my lifelong and current day suffering"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "be strong until you 18"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "then get out from all of those toxic thingy"}
{"username": "Radish", "content": "Im extremely scared and worried about things that are going to happen one day. Idk why but lately ive just been crying at night time thinking about some people i really care about's death and other things and I dont really know what to do ot how to be prepared for it to happen"}
{"username": "Radish", "content": "I havent seen them in 2 years"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "i have a problem. im currently in a relationship with someone but ive made feelings for someone else. who do i choose?"}
{"username": "bird.", "content": "It's best to chose the one that you mostly like. No one's gonna force you to one or the other. Your current bf/gf will understand, i'm sure of it."}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "As koko said, go with the one that you truly like. If you were to stay in that relationship, it wouldnt rlly be called one if you have feelings for someone else."}
{"username": "togami", "content": "I got pinged 3 times"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "mal I don't think you can really blame em tho"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Ill be venting tysm"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "mal honestly tho"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "With that friendship you might want to talk to her/him about it"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And say how they're making you feel"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Ok I feel comfortable here"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Alright so"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Recently my bff has been spending more time with her online friend than me"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I still want to be her best friend but the thing is I want to be pleased"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Im really not trying to be rude but I dont really like her online friend"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Please in what way"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Like for her to talk to me equally"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Something I learned along with some of my other friends"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "You just have to let people go"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Im waiting for her to just realize Im here"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And you have to move on if the people they hang around don't make you feel equal then you have to let go of the one thing that's keeping you there"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "The same quote applies for this as well"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "there's more fish in the sea there are always new people that would be willing to make friends with you"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "My bff who Im just gonna name coco"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I just want to be independent of myself for once"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Not having to worry about everything"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Well I would saying something responding to that"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "But as you're how old?"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Like an age ratio"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I dont really like saying my age"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Ik but saying like 1315 or something like that"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Im 13"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Ok well considering your 13 you can't really be independent ya we all want to when we're 13 but we can't"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "We always need someone that cares about us"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "You probably just need to get new friends"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "The only friends I have nowadays are online friends"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Yes exactly"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And I only have 1 friend irl for the reason that everyone else me and him try and become friends with irl they all hate us"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Last year I lost 3 friends all bc of fights"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "So we put making friends irl aside and started looking for new people to be friends with"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "People who know how to treat us equally to them"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I have lots of online friends"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "If you want me to"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "But just send her a message your bff and say how you feel and that it's making you sad"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Tho I can't really say too much cus I'm only 14 \ufe0f"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "She unfriended me"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Well then it's a sign she doesn't really want to be around you anymore then"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Which is quite sad"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "mal but yeah"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "thanks so much for the help"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "i appreciate it a ton"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "If she unfriended you it's a clear sign she doesn't want you around anymore"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "She does it for fun she tells me"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "She always friends me back again"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Its annoying though"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Ask her if it's actually for fun"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I will"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Thanks again"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Dm me cus I'm hardly here or you could shoot me a dm whenever mal"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "huheuhgfjh,may i vent?"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "thanks,;"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Ofc"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Id love to help!"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "euuehguugheu,"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "im rlly anxious rn bc i bought me and my friend friendship braclets and im worried on if they arrive, or how am i going to send the other pair"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "and what if after i just kill myself, so now my friend has a constant reminder that i no longer exist?"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "anxiety go brrr"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Whyd it delete"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I didnt mean to"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "aaa, stress, im very dumb, abusive parents, years of bullying which somehow will continue after i go back to school"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "okk,thank you"}
{"username": "Maxwell!", "content": "well verbally, but my mom sometimes threatens me with physical abuse"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Have you tried talking to them about it?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Is there anyone trusted you can tell?"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "i lost best friends, 5 breakups, lonely. almost everyone i talk to about my breakups, they just expect me to get over it. and its very hard to get over it. im physically verbally abused, to scared to call the cops. I love sleeping over at other peoples houses, instead of my mom and dads. I say everythings ok. one time i cried in front of my family because they were comparing me with me and my cousin, my cousin makes her bed, isnt on the internet that much, eats healthy. while im the opposite. then my mom tells me just to smile either if you are sad or crying."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Dont be scared to get help. If they dont catch what your abusers are doing then it might be best to run away. I understand the break up problems. It's better to let it out instead of bottling it up."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It takes time"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Try to take care of yourself and get hobbies to distract from it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "We are here for you if you ever need support"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Your welcome make sure to realize how awsome you really are"}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "I can't do this anymore"}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "Why can't I just put a gun to my head and end it all"}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "Its not like anyone would care anyway."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "Thats what everyone says."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "But do they mean it?"}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "There's no point in living anyway, its a cold cruel world."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "Its just hard to open up."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "I've been bottling things inside me for so long."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "So now I feel empty and worthless."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "I know."}
{"username": "Veevo.", "content": "It would be better if we talked in dms i guess."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd like to just cry, yet I can't bring myself to do so when I need it the most. Instead I just cry over stupid things and things I shouldn't. I want to just have a normal life for once, but I don't think it'll ever be normal, or at least not until I figure my triggers out."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if that's all, please use main chat, unless you plan to provide input to help."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or venting yourself"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yeah they leave for no reason. That's ok though. Just know you did nothing wrong at all."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish I had the will to write:/"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I need to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I'm not gonna force myself to do it again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like last time"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If it helps you should do it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Or maybe listen to some calming music"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Heh calming music"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've been extremely antsy lately"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "What's wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sigh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Needing to handle my mental health"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Can I send some music?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What calms me music wise, makes others shudder."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Rock?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I have some metal type rock"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Theres a song called America by motionless in white if you want"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hardly listen to rock, let's just say it's not for the general public"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Good band"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Used to listen to them a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "My sister listens to them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I probably should write again in the near future"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I've been itching to get things done with that"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Whenever you need it most"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Writing isn't a coping thing for me unless I have the words"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I haven't had the words for a month"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I can't seem to put the words to how I feel"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well you have the feelings right? Mabye draw it out in a diary"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But majority of those words are uplifting and positive"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You can try drawing how you feel if words cant describe it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Writing is usually what I do. Have been for years but that's because I cannot draw"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Who cares if others dont like it? You are drawing for you. Not other people"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "As long as you feel better then that's all that matters"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd personally rather not do something I'll look back at a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I look back at my writing a lot"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You dont have to look back at it. Just keep creating whenever you need to"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Give yourself a hug"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm better with words than being able to create pictures"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hm then keep thinking"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I prefer to write but only when I can or else I get frustrated forcing myself"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Mabye it's best to recharge alone whenever you can"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have no alone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ever"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Why not:c"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bc I don't have a room."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or privacy"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Why not? You should have privacy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Bc I don't have that luxury"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not my decision what so ever"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Why isnt there any privacy though?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Is it a shelter of some sort?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If you dont feel like telling it is fine"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Do your parents not give privacy? That's not ok if they dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't have a room there is no privacy"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Not even a bathroom or anything to hide in?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'd rather not sit in a bathroom for hours:/"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hm ok whenever you need to talk feel free to dm me"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Or vent"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "we all love you"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Make sure to take care of yourself"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Not me over here vibing on mc while my parents are behind me fighting. Cant wait to think back to this after theyre divorced and be like wow, I was seriously playing a block game while my parents were talking about getting divorced\u201d"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Wonder what would happen if I intervened."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "thing is"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "If I walk away."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "He knows that he instantly gains a whole load more power over my mum."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "So I ain't going nowhere."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm tempted to message my nan"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "But i'm worried my parents are gonna get mad, mainly my dad"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Trust me."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "He can't do anything with me out here."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "While I may be young, like I said before, he only gains power when he's alone"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh, the fighting is gonna end sooner or later."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Looks like I was right."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Hopefully they follow through on getting divorced this time."}
{"username": "V", "content": "i just came to read this and i hope ur ok Aiko"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh, i'm fine owo"}
{"username": "V", "content": "e goodiewowo1:"}
{"username": "V", "content": "omg not again, i havent relised the time and its so late"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh, same."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "It's nearly 12am"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Nearly what... 5 hrs of fighting now? jeezus"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I usually advise people and kinda be a therapist for them whenever they need help but right when it comes to me I really did not want to bother them about it but I honestly feel like I'm losing myself these days due to stress probably school and exams it's kinda tiring myself, I love studying,been loving books since pre school but nowadays I feel exhausted whenever I look at my books and I really don't like relationships and stuff but I think as I'm growing I feel that need but I will still ignore it cause it's trivial"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I feel so lost"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I wish I were close to someone but they seem so distant"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "but then I cannot approach him in that way cause he's the same with everyone he's sweet with everyone and then when it comes to me I am so messed up with my own life I cannot even imagine us and then my own studies I feel like if I focus on my studies I won't give him time and he'll go more distant and if I give him more time my studies my career will be at risk"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I don't want to give up on either right now but if my mood continues like how stressed it is right now I might just"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "give up"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "sigh venting felt good"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "Today People told me I felt off"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "What could I have said"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "Just I'm fineee it's just I'm busyy"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "That's all I can say"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "give yourself a break a bit"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "go out, do something fun"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "take day off from studying."}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "spend time with yourself"}
{"username": "MeKoala", "content": "maybe dinner with family"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "I'll try but even during the breaks i take my overthinking mind just goes brrr ugh"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "i have so much gender envy for yuri piletsky its not even funny like why cant i look like him? be his gender? be him? it hurts when i think about it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You can be his gender if you want. You also have to realize how nice you look too. Mabye wear things that make you feel better"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "the thing is i cant"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's best to try dressing in a more masculine way before fully reassigning genders"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "my mom refuses to buy me masculine stuff"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "and i cant really support myself yet"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Have you talked to her about it?"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "im too scared to, my whole family is lgbtphobic"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "they say i dont need one"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "That isn't fair of them at all... you can start by considering yourself a guy then. It might help a little at least I hope"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "thank you so much, out of all my friends youre the only one who actually responded"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Aw thanks I'm sure they care though but might just be busy"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "no, theyre all online"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "talking in a different channel"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "When they are in chat they cant see other channels"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "They care though"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "once again, thank you and sorry for bothering you with my problems"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I'm not bothered:D I came to this channel for a reason pls vent anytime"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "i will if i have anything i have to get off my chest, have a good day/night"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Ok you too:D"}
{"username": "Veera", "content": "i'm a bit worried for a friend of a mine. i met her on discord, one day she sent me an entire paragraph on i'm so so so sorry if i'm bothering you do you want to be friends. her statuses have always been something like i wish i had someone to be with or something similar. but now, she removed her pfp and her status is gone since no one wants me on this platform anyway and she hasn't answered me in 24h."}
{"username": "dejinyo", "content": "ethan, you shouldn't listen to your family. of course, it's hard to feel accepted when your own family won't do so, but everyone else's opinions matter more if they support and accept you. your family isn't a good family for not accepting your own son. if possible, try to avoid them more, i guess? i hope everything goes fine for you since i really do not know how to help, but please, do remember that all of us are here to support you through your difficulties. you matter!"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I'm back"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Dont worry about them"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Be yourself"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If you spend life listening and following rules of others you wont be able to enjoy it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well you arent. She just doesnt understand. It isnt hurting anyone so let it be."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "She has diagnosed boomer brain"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "That's why... times are changing and also...lgbtq was there before she was born"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Alexander Hamilton confessed love to a man..."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "So just be yourself"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "here's another small vent to anyone who is willing to listen."}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "so recently i have been feeling lost because i don't know who i am anymore. 2020 just ended and a new year has begun and i thought things will go well, but the year has just started and i already feel bad. i feel like i have lost myself and idk where to start over. last year so many people have brought me down and now idk what to do with myself anymore. sometimes i look in front of the mirror and say who am i?. i just feel so useless, so broken. idk what to do anymore. i just need some advice. idk how to heal. i don't even know myself anymore. it may sound all stupid but i feel lost. and nobody is here to help me through these tough times, so this is the only place i can express my feelings."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Losing people is normal. As long as you have yourself that's all that matters. It might take experimenting to find out who you are."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It might be best to take time off of searching for friends and try asking questions and trying out different versions of you. Be yourself, not who you want to be"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Pets are pretty helpful with that so if you are considering getting one or have one then you should definitely buy one and comfort eachother"}
{"username": "Gracie On Break", "content": "there are a few things that make comfort me. such as my family and my cat. but i still can't help but feel empty inside. i have already gotten over those people who hurt me in life. it was a long recovery but i did it. i just need to heal, but idk how. im kinda confused about who i am, confused about my present and future. making new friends isn't a goal for me as of now. i want to find who i am before i meet new people. and with school around it doesn't make things any easier. i just hope i find myself soon, before i lose hope and let go."}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "its me again with more problems..."}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "last night i asked my brothers what they would do if i was a boy, my older brother replied with'i would beat you up' and the younger one said'i would make fun of you' its not that hard to just support me? and they completely ignored when i said i wanted to be a boy also the fact that this morning my older brother told me i'd never be able to be one i want to leave"}
{"username": "ereh.", "content": "thank you so much"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ight, thatll do for today. Keep messaging and Ill help when I can:p"}
{"username": "Krissie", "content": "Thank you sm he does care about my education and constantly tells me to take care of myself"}
{"username": "RiceBear", "content": "im so mad right now. btw this is more like a rant, so i spent 3 hours trying to get nitro in a server that had those weird ivite things then when i invited 50 PEOPLE YES I MEAN 50 they banned me and i couldnt get my nitro. im gonna go watch attack on titan now bc istg this eren boi is so bootiful. bye bye and goodluck on whatever youre doing rn TT/"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "How rude of them!"}
{"username": "gail", "content": "my ex friend who i had an argument joined sayumi and now im paranoid and i dont know what to do i know that sayumi is a big server so me and her probably wont talk again but im just like nervous. i dont know what to do bc i like being in sayumi but i really dont want to b in a shared server w her, should i just ignore it and hopefully not talk when shes online?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I mean if they cause issues with you in chats that's their problem and they will have consequences, we don't like toxicity and others causing drama in chats. You should feel free to do what you wish whether or not they're online. You shouldn't be worried about the other persons um thoughts or anything as long as they aren't projected toward you. This server is a drama free zone and if such things happens we will handle it properly do not worry gail"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Sorry for making it so long and the ping"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "do yous think this is an okay apology after an argument"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "look im sorry for the other day, i wasnt in the best headspace clearly and i agree with most of the points you made. I was encouraged to argue with you not saying who by and i regret not listening to myself and Nathan. Most of it is because im so self destructive and helpless at this point. I know i need to stop and i was trying. I regret what i did and i let myself down. I told myself to stop and i can no longer help myself. Thats why im going to fix this, ive messaged someone with the same issue and im going to find better ways to deal with it, once again, I am sorry."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Seems pretty nice."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I think it will work but it could take a while to gain back trust"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but what about for someone who hates me and also doesn't feel bad at all about anything"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well that might not work..."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Just keep trying"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "alr"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I hope it works"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "ill probably send him it tomorrow or whenever he unblocks me, thank you"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Do they have any other social media?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Like number, discord, insta?"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "only discord and snap"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "and he blocked me on snap"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "so im debating sending it on discord"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You should probably go quick before they block you again"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "but he will probably just ignore it/ block me on here"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "As long as he knows"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If he blocks that means he doesnt accept the apology"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "And that's fine since you have us"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "he still hasn't accepted my apology from last week"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Trying again doesnt hurt"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i like this boy but im self destructive and ruined everything"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i was having a really bad day and just did it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hey it's fine. I had a similar experience"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "this is my 3rd argument with him this week"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hm yeah it happens. You might wanna include that you are sorry for the arguments"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "i just sent him this"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "look im sorry for earlier. im the best headspace clearly and i agree with most of the points you made. I was encouraged to argue with you not saying who by and i regret not listening to myself and Nathan. Most of it is because im so self destructive and helpless at this point. I know i need to stop and i was trying. I regret what i did and i let myself down. I told myself to stop and i can no longer help myself. Thats why im going to fix this, ive messaged someone with the same issue and im going to find better ways to deal with it, once again, I am sorry. Also im feeling self destructive rn and thats why im even messaging u this is embarrassing i hate myself lmao anyhow i agree with your points nd that sorry"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "bet he ignores me/ blocks me"}
{"username": "B3TH", "content": "yup he blocked me"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well then it's best to let go"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Try meeting some new people mabye"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sometimes I just feel like people see through me... like Im there, but they dont acknowledge me.. like, people want this, and that. And Im here giving them what they desire and even tho, I do it at extreme lengths... Im not noticed."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry to over take the other vent... just needed to share is all"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's ok"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "So if people dont notice you mabye stop trying to be noticed and just enjoy yourself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You dont get it, I want their attention"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But they wont acknowledge me"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If they see how fun you are then they will wanna hang out with you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im putting in a lot of effort too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This is mainly long distance btw. Like through text"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "When you are trying to make friends it may seem like you are trying too hard and for some reason ppl dont like that"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Mabye join a server or talk in one and just enjoy yourself without the goal of friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "People are starting to become selfish or unaware that their actions have effects on people"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I've experienced that a lot"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Then ignore them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I cant help it, the person/peoples attention I crave and desire so much... they seem incredible and they have this rare personality trait about them I just cant ignore"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "when you stop trying to make friends some unique traits of yours show"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ye... Im aware... idk... Im mad.."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Try going head first and say hey. Wanna be my friend?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If they say no then there is also many people who are unique. Since everyone is different"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk... Im sorry for wasting your time. This seems silly. I appreciate your advice, Im just more mad then anything else right now"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's ok i was gonna sit here procrastinating anyway"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Have a good day."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "But your feelings arent silly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just... ye..."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Imma dm you..."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I've been feeling so nostalgic and it's been triggering insomnia and I have a early sleep schedule so it's really been effecting me recently I haven't been so happy about a certain someone flat out leaving me without a single goodbye. Last night I spent all night just laying in bed thinking about them. I barely get insomnia and it's just recently I think I've encountered it the most and it's getting really hard for me to pay attention during virtual class. The person was very dear to me and I know it's my fault that they left and it just makes me really upset."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It isn't your fault. If it was wouldnt they try to tell you how you hurt them?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You didnt do anything wrong"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If you feel bad when you didnt do anything to them and are upset that they left then it's not your fault"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "One of the last text they left me was a bitter message."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Can I send it to you in DMs?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "frog", "content": "My boyfriend broke up with me, my mental health go brrr"}
{"username": "yuri.", "content": "I realised how far back into the closet I was with my friends before quarantine started "}
{"username": "yuri.", "content": "And I met them on discord yesterday "}
{"username": "yuri.", "content": "And they just said ew to my name, pronouns, status and pfp "}
{"username": "yuri.", "content": "Feels great "}
{"username": "yuri.", "content": "Time to go as far back as I can and stay till I can get out of this hellhole"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "a lot of friends turned out not to be really friends during the quarantine"}
{"username": "miku", "content": "but its not your fault"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "i feel vulnerable and worthless"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "thats it."}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "nothing else."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But youre not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Youre amazing"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "im not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Weve never properly talked. Wanna dm? If like to learn more about why you feel this way:p"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "literally all everyone did was drain out my hope for myself and replace it with unhealthy thoughts."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Noire, dm me. We will sort this out my feiend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Friend"}
{"username": "quit discord", "content": "alright."}
{"username": "Mushi msh .", "content": "that really must of hurt, you deserve so much more then her"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "I am not all knowing. please do not spam in this channel. and do not take it as a joke either. because it's not. if you don't have anything important to get off your chest then this ain't your channel."}
{"username": "celestia", "content": "idk if Im making a big deal out of this but"}
{"username": "celestia", "content": "I have been really stressing over school, Ive been having so much missing assignments, and break ends in a few days. I really dont want to fail all my classes because as an Asian Im supposed to be smart girl\u201d and my family has high expectations for me. Everyday my teachers give me 48 assignments per day and its causing me so much stress. I dont know how to explain it without sounding lazy but everyday I cant go to sleep without the stress reminding me that school is starting soon."}
{"username": "drowning", "content": "is it wrong to ask for symphathy from someone?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "@! Vicky wow he sounds annoying you dont deserve that type of toxicity"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yw:D"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "I just needed someone to listen to me but everytime I try to talk about my problems to my friends, they ignore or just argue with me. I usually look for something to make me happy, like the comment section on my yt or my discord server but nothing has been sparking up since New Year. Here's the problem, I'm starting to think my mother is being toxic, I tried to ignore the signs but recently she told me she doesn't like being near me and complains about me and my father's attitude. She said that I never cleaned the room and that If she didn't clean it, no one will She also says the same thing on other chores but the fact that she doesn't notice that when she comes home the room is clean. My mother has been complaining and complaining about everything around her since I was at elementary and she will continue but everytime I try to confront her about it she does this I'm right, you're wrong thing, which is really piing me off. I talked about it with my family members but they told my mom what I told about her and she got really mad about it. I'm too scared to say everything since she did this ever since I was little. It's probably a selfdiagnosing or real but I'm really stressed and the fact that I'm bottling up my feelings and doesn't have someone to talk to makes it even worse."}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "sorry if I had bad grammar:"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hm she does seem toxic"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "And your friends do too"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "I just reallly need to let this out"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Agreed though you really deserve so much better than friends who gaslight and make you feel like you did wrong for opening up"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "thank you!"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Im just stressed about this"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Your welcome:D next time you talk to your mom try showing that it isnt a joke and you mean buisness"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's ok make sure to sleep well"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "she doesn't have work"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "she's a housewife"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "tysm for listening"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "...oh my... so she isnt doing anything and pushing it on to you"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Have you spoke to your dad about it?"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "No, he's busy playing games after work"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Like another problem"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well remember you are more important than any game make sure you say that's its important"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "I can confront my dad more but"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "he says"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Can't I play one game?"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "I'm so tired at work, can we do it tomorrow"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Well he has his entire life to play games but talking to you is limited"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Record it and show it to him the next day"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "We aren't that close ngl"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "and He gets mad if I repeat it"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's been tomorrow for days then and you should tell him that and ask when he will finally listen"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "oki thx:"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yw:D"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "but he's like night shift"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "and when it's morning he sleeps"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Oki! thank uou again for listening"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Whenever he is up try talking to him"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Tysm:"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yw make sure to speak to your friends too"}
{"username": "Shizu", "content": "I feel honestly heartbroken since i told the guy i have a crush on that I love him a lot and it seems like yesterday he just found out after he told me he loves someone else, like before that I told him almost every month that i love him he never focused so the ok same thing wasn't true I guess"}
{"username": "Clitosaur", "content": "I dont think he was lying when he said ok same, but i do think he just thought of it as platonic love and he just now found out that you thought of him romantically. I think you two can still maintain a good relationship without being super awkward as long as youre committed. And maybe in the future he will grow to think of you romantically? Either way, i wouldnt be too upset, theres so many people out there that will love and care for you, so dont throw your heart away because of one boy"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "Hey guys can I vent"}
{"username": "mal", "content": "I honestly feel like social media has changed me"}
{"username": "bonni!", "content": "I failed Highschool"}
{"username": "bonni!", "content": "...and I feel like a disappointment to my family"}
{"username": "Clitosaur", "content": "Lmao thats so much im sorry"}
{"username": "bonni!", "content": "Thank you that means a lot 3"}
{"username": "Clitosaur", "content": "Ofc!"}
{"username": "Qanne", "content": "cait i love u so much, when you asked me out earlier i cried. your so amazing and i cant explain how much u mean to me. i love making tiktoks with you, your so funny and i love your humor, i love how you understand my humor and jokes. ilysm bby."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "'' congratulations!"}
{"username": "Jhin", "content": "For anyone who's feeling down, your amazing"}
{"username": "lori", "content": "might not be venting i dont really know much about venting so yeah"}
{"username": "lori", "content": "but i really wanna let this out"}
{"username": "lori", "content": "tw: scary/ horror i keep on thinking thats theres someone above, behind and besides me. i am quite scared but i might just be overthinking. they look terrified, they have a white dirty dress on, long long black hair. super long dirty nails and 4 legs and 2 arms. no face. then theres also someone else all black, not in race i mean like\ufe0f. that type. nothing wearing anything. no gender i dont wanna assume but i think that the first one might be non binary or a female. they keep following me i think 1 is above me right now. 2 is in the bathroom. 1 always follows me thats why i look behind me a lot, or they are climbing on the ceiling. 2 always glitches i see them sometimes but then they disappear within 0.2 seconds. im quite scared while being comfortable i feel weird. or confused. off topic but i hate taking showers for 1 reason. they follow me. i hate showers. and i feel like im going insane or im just seeing things or im either overthinking."}
{"username": "lori", "content": " my friend said they also heard the shower turn on a little when she was alone in the bathroom"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "God damnnn, good job Vicky"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "The owner brought up vents of mine and used it against me"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I genuinely still feel extremely violated"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Let me say this was on Christmas too"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I feel sick to my stomach rn"}
{"username": "r0ttenFr0g", "content": "hey? can anyone talk..? i'm going through a lot right now and i can't stand to keep it in"}
{"username": "memiarz", "content": "yes sure!"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "this isnt a vent but i want to remind you all that i love you"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "im rlly upset bcs my 16th birthdays coming up and rlly all i want is for my two long distance friends to be able to celebrate it with me in person"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "id do anything to make it happen"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "but its not possible, not only bcs thwy both have strict parents who probably wouldn't let them fly here but also covid and flight restrictions would hinder everything"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "it makes me rlly sad"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "i considered writing about an alternate reality where everything could be possible just so i might dream abt it"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "i really think you should"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I should?"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I did tell one person and apparently people sided with the owner or said nothing at all"}
{"username": "...Maddi...", "content": "REEE its friday and my server got nuked for the third time...LETS SEE WHAT ELSE GOES WRONG TODAY ok im done now"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "so my lover, we has a argue today because he said that he wont let me meet his friends, his friends said I dont want to meet anyone\u201d like my lover should let me meet him he should listen to me... Im his gf after all and not his friends idk what to do my lover is shocked that me and him started a argue"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Guys I dont know what to do D:"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "First argue with the person I really love.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thats why Im having bad day"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Thinking of my relationship with him will be lose"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I wanna be forever with him.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I really love him and appreciates him"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "Im afraid our relationship will be gone and I really dont want that"}
{"username": "Cloudy", "content": "I dont know why this always happeneds but when me and someone start to date I cant feel love or affection towards them idk what it is just no feeling there for me could I get an answer please tbh I think i havent found the one"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cloudy probably you just havent found the right one, I was like that too, but I found my soulmate after a while"}
{"username": "Kng", "content": "On another note, I dont know if its okay to vent when someone else is and I dont want to interrupt anyone?"}
{"username": "Kng", "content": "But how do you figure out your sexuality? Ive been having to question mines a lot lately and while I dont want to put a label on it, I feel like I have to? With me being me, I cant stand not having something known about myself"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "are you you talking to vent?"}
{"username": "Kng", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Kng", "content": "If thats okay?"}
{"username": "Kng", "content": "If its not, I can wait?"}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "tw: suxxxde, nose blxxds vxmxt"}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "ah, the best day of my life."}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "it started with my panicking because i thought i was going to puke."}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "my biggest fear is puke."}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "so i start having a panic attack, it slowly turning into a mental breakdown considering whenever i panic, i start getting those thoughts again. they were bad today. i actually almost did it. i almost attempted to do it. i was highly considering it."}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "the most helpless i've ever felt in my whole entire life."}
{"username": "Sugabunny V ,", "content": "im starving, and exhausted. i accidentally fell asleep sitting up because i was so tired. and i woke up, feeling like my left nostril was running like crazy. come to find out, it was my nostril just my left nostril since my right one rarely ever bleeds? and both never bleed together bleeding. i'd say it was pretty bad. i could barely tilt my head back and fill it running down my throat like crazy. i hated it. anyways. so today has been nice."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Trashman Hey its alright, try searching for some friends at first, after that, your heart will feel the warmth by the right person. When you found the right person, you can confess. Did they reject? Then theyre not the right person. Aha.. hope this helps Im not the best in vents."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I can be your friend if you want me to make you feel better!"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "You're not pathetic! virtual bear hug There are so many people who want to find that one and only person to be with, and so many haven't found him/her yet! And you can love everyone, your family, your friends, your pet ?,... it doesn't need to be this person that you still don't have which is totally normal and not a problem!"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Okay I'm really bad at comforting people"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Hope I helped try finding people with the same issue mabye"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "TWit hurts when someone you love wants to kll themself making you want to kll yourself to be with them."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": ":..."}
{"username": "RyuujiKun", "content": "Ever since the beginning of lockdown in March 2020, my life has been pretty rough, and it kept getting worse during high school, and i've been getting bullied and bullied for seemingly no reason, and i just feel like there will be worse things, and honestly, i feel like moving school, but at the same time, i'm leaving what i call a home, with quite a lot of friends there, my parents decided i should move school, and i agree with this idea, but i just want to be happy again"}
{"username": "Qanne", "content": "TW, language, suicide"}
{"username": "Qanne", "content": "tap to read. why did she do that to me. i loved her sm, and she just broke my heart like that? she said she was ready but she broke up w/ me cause we didnt know eachother for long enough? im so close to killing myself. i dont even know what to do now. she was so funny and nice. i dont even know what to do anymore. she was my happiness. my yellow, my everything. she even said she was scared of losing me. i cant stop crying now. thank u for reading this. my story"}
{"username": "RyuujiKun", "content": "@ MistyCaramel Can we talk about it? It feels like it will get worse"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Take pride in the things which make you happy"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "and do the things which you enjoy"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "don't stress over things which will bash you down and stress you out"}
{"username": "RyuujiKun", "content": "Ig i could:/"}
{"username": "RyuujiKun", "content": "But thanks for trying"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "yea hhh Its easier for me to help out with vents in dms hhh"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "yes they do."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Yw:D"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "No they dont"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "They want you to be happy because you were there for them."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "mhm you dont know that!"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "They dont want you to be upset"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It would be inconsiderate if they made you sit here and commit suicide just to be with them"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "They dont want that"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "well, thats what they want thats what they get."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "yes they do."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You dont know if they want that"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Nothing is certain"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "yes i do."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "she told me."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Suicide is permanent but solving your temporary issues in a healthy better way is also permanent"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's better to work on the issues you have"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "If they want you to do that then arent you letting them win? You are just gonna give up like that? Without a fight?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Suicide doesnt mean the feelings wont come back to you or anyone else"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Then fight more"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Why give up now?"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "i can't."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Are you gonna let everything you worked for go to waste like that?"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "i'm hurting more than i ever have"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Then keep going. You can either run away and push pain onto people who love you or you can keep fighting and make it out until it gets better"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "no one loves me so whats the use?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Everyone here cares about you"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "not everyone."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "only you!"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "You can never get everyone to love you. There is 7 billion people on Earth."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "And many people here care about you"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Because you are here. You have the roles and if someone cares enough to speak to you and convince you otherwise then you shouldn't do it"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "mhm."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Try talking in the chat and see how people treat you there and then tell me they dont care"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Find something to chase after and it makes it easier"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "A dream life"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "And make it reality"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "if im going to make my dream come to reality then i would be dead."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "That's not a dream. Thats a method of running away from problems"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "An extreme and hurtful method"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "suicide is just a permanent solution to temporary problems."}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "Were you fighting for 3 years or running away for three years?"}
{"username": "Milk", "content": "It's ok. Vent whenever you need to. But mabye think about it a little longer about the last question."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "i was fighting."}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "can i dm you"}
{"username": "RubyV", "content": "or not"}
{"username": "fluffymilkbread", "content": "uh so"}
{"username": "fluffymilkbread", "content": "i didnt come out to my friend that im demiboy and gay"}
{"username": "fluffymilkbread", "content": "and she asked me out and i dont know how to respond"}
{"username": "fluffymilkbread", "content": "i dont want to come out to her yet because i dont want her to tell my homophobic transphobic parents and im not sure if shell keep it a secret, what do i do?"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "insecurities"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "sunny", "content": "oh yes but i dont have a sim card Beacuse my parents took it since its an arab country they wont care since secretabuse is very common cuz asian parents yk?"}
{"username": "sunny", "content": "and they would say.. you couldve easily escaped"}
{"username": "izah", "content": "im feeling pretty sad rn bc ive been noticing my best friend is slowly getting more annoyed at me, losing interest talking to me, and acting like she doesnt want to be friends. shes my world and shes helped me through a lot. everything was fine until last month when she started ghosting dms and when i would spam her she would randomly start to have outbursts where she would yell at me for spamming her or telling her what to do. she has recently made a server with me thats growing and when we are chatting on that server, theres a significant difference from how she acts toward me in front of members nice and funny than in dms expressionless, mad, or no answer. shes been on invisible saying shes hiding from someone and im pretty sure that someone is me at this point. we used to facetime a lot as well, but now shes having excuses like my music is more important. i dont know what to do, nor i dont want to paint her as a toxic person because i know shes genuinely nice, but since shes my other half and i want to fix whats going on. im so stressed about it"}
{"username": "roro", "content": "is it ok if i vent to someone in dms? i'm just having troubles with understanding emotions and letting people know how i feel recently and i need someone to privately talk to"}
{"username": "roro", "content": "i feel like such a loner"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Why is that love"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "This is not a vent! Its just uh.. 3 reminders! ig"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "1 Ending your life is not going to make anything better. How much pain youve been through, just imagine how much pain the people who care for you will feel if you end it. Its not worth it. They will go through the same amount of pain :"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "2 You are going through this pain for a REASON. God put you through this for a reason. You just have to be patient. You will get out of this! You can do it! Just wait!"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "3 Someone in this world loves you. Not everyone hates you. God loves you. I love you. Other people love you. We dont want you to end it. You are worth so much more. Dont let people bring you down. You are GREATER than that \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "zzyyysayustaysafe"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "so now a ton of my family members have it and i came in contact with one months ago we dont think she had it back then"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "but its rlly scary"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "btw"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "i want to remind everyone that i love them"}
{"username": "sunny", "content": "Y e s"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my sister stabbed me in the eye straight with her nail today. them punched me in the eye and shamed me for crying ;;"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "IMNOTNABSUE get over here"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "move to chat"}
{"username": "IMNOTNABSUE", "content": "Not a convo."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "If it isnt about helping someone venting, or you venting yourself please dont talk here. Just a heads up"}
{"username": "IMNOTNABSUE", "content": "I was about to apologize to the person for what happened to them."}
{"username": "IMNOTNABSUE", "content": "But if you insist."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "You can, im just saying"}
{"username": "burdenedgod", "content": "God Im feeling terrible. Im afraid to vent anywhere, Im afraid everyone is gonna call me fake just for my DID and I dont know how to make a separate so it doesnt confuse anyone. At this point I feel like everything is draining.. I feel less happy honestly, it isnt great anymore."}
{"username": "burdenedgod", "content": "Exactly.. and its been bothering me a lot. A few of my systems are very upset about it and Im worried that something will happen if nothing is gonna be done or anything. I cant even share about my mental issue without being worried or nervous, and I really hate it when it comes to those people."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "I dont think anything can be done since we cant ask for proof yknow?"}
{"username": "burdenedgod", "content": "Ah yeah, true true."}
{"username": "Stephanie", "content": "school is so stressfull and i just love doing art bc it makes me happy and when it comes to school i dont like how it feels even if many ppl say is not big deal"}
{"username": "Fane", "content": "I'm so done. I'm usually not the one who lets out all my feelings but, I feel so left out. I may sound like I'm trying to seek attention, but I feel really left out. I tried talking in chat and no one really replied back. I said'Hi', nobody replies. Said'Hi' to specific people, they didn't reply as well. I feel like every time I talk, the more they stop talking."}
{"username": "Fane", "content": "I'm sorry, I must be annoying."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i honestly thought i was finally free of my depression, but ig i was just playing it off until it all just built up and caved back in. i hate myself sm for not even realising that i was just ignoring my emotions, and just tryna satisfy everyone else. i knew i was neglecting myself, but i thought it was only to a minor degree. wonder how much worse tonight could get"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Tysm, Sap. That honestly does help me a bit 3"}
{"username": "roro", "content": "can i dm someone about maybe some dark venting stuff?"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I vented abt this before but at this point this topic is so triggering for me i don't even wanna say who it is, but a relative has been abusing me physically and verbally and they told me i shouldn't have been born. I'm sick of lying to my friends telling them i'm ok, i don't know what to do, i don't bother asking why anymore, you might have heard of this song lyrics but it speaks to me, they only hit until you cry and it just hurts"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i hate myself because i have these problems, counsellors have talked to this relative before and she hasn't stopped yet. Recently, all i feel is that i disappoint everyone at the end, everytime i help someone i feel like i mess something up"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "And my relative throwing a book at me and telling me to kill myself isn't helping"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i wish i was just a normal person and i wish i didn't have these stupid complicated emotions"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "im going to give up"}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "i cant even feel confident for myself anymore, since i cant do anything right. i dont know what to do anymore, i feel like im the ugliest person ever and i cant even look at myself anymore, i try to make myself look better but nothing ever works and i want to give up because nothing will change"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I don't even get why looks matter? It's just what the eyes see. You shouldn't be self conscious about your looks, all that matters is that you have a good personality. I don't look nice, I'm quite fat aswell I never let that bring me down though, neither should you when you hear the word pretty you shouldn't be thinking about some beautiful women and instead a beautiful personality."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "In my opinion, ugly is not an insult just the appearance of something or someone which really does not matter at all unless you're referring to personalities. I could surely just say I'm ugly because it's just a appearance."}
{"username": "Kai", "content": "I wish someone would help me"}
{"username": "Kai", "content": "just tired"}
{"username": "Kai", "content": "and stressed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dm me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Illl try and cheer you up:3"}
{"username": "Kai", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Kai", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Am I truly me? Am I who I wanna be?"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I don't know anymore. My personality has shifted around so much lately."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "One moment I feel happy, want to bring joy to everyone, the next I'm sad and want to isolate myself."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I'm not in control of my emotions anymore."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I feel like I'm striving to be someone else, a different person."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "But that isn't really me, is it? Is it a different me? Is it even me? I'm so confused."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "It's like I'm trying so hard to be someone else than I am right now that I'm just splitting in two."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I want to be someone else, but that someone isn't the real me."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "I genuinely don't know what's up with me anymore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Na go on Yan"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Imma be fine. I dont use vent often because I feel like others need it more. I can bounce back from this"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "okay guess it is."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "time to retype the rant."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "ohmmyygosh"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i cant even use thaT word?"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i..."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "just because our dad doesnt understand our illnesses besides depression doesnt mean he should invalidate us. doesnt mean he should say we are perfectly fine. doesnt mean he should not take us to the doctor to get professionally diagnosed."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "doesnt mean he should treat us like crap. i can rant on about how terrible they are when it comes to our health. we havent seen the doctor in 2 or 3 years. because we are perfectly healthy"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "so, youre saying having alters is perfectly healthy?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "saying that having a posdible mood disorder is healthy?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "saying that having borderline delayed sleep wake cycle disorder is healthy?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "saying that having REDACTED is healthy?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "saying that having severe trust issues are healthy?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "what the heck are you on about."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "god im tryna rant about my parents and it keeps getting deleted due to banned words which i tried to find a synonym for one."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "there we go."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "if youre wondering what the redacted word is,.. its hard to explain wihout the message getting deleted. but its nothing bad, just another word for.. well an addi, which is what im gonna shorten it to because i dont even know if that word is banned or not."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "I never thought I'd ever come here, but here goes nothing."}
{"username": "Rice", "content": "I've been working hard these past few weeks cause of finals, and I've done a lot, here's the thing right, my parents don't give two s about it. They think I'm slacking off, that I won't get into certain schools, that I've been doing a lot of nonimpactful things. I'm so done with them, they don't know how much I've sacrificed for this and then they threaten to take everything away from me. They love to do that, actually. take, take, take. That's all they do. They're so gung ho about it. Take Take Take! It's all they've been taught to do. They find a way to get mad at me, then they take things away. It gets me so mad to no end and because of that, they finally broke me. It makes me not want to live anymore. If that was their goal, they did an amazing job. I absolutely love parents with stupidly high standards that even they couldn't achieve back then."}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Sooo I was doing a Nitro Gws and it ended today I tried to buy it but the Paypal payment seems to be having issues, I told the winner of the gws to wait for a bit and she/he told me that I might not give the price It's really offensive in my view"}
{"username": "dee", "content": "ive been having issues with my boyfriend lately. hes called me names, and it makes me feel sad/useless. growing up ive always struggeled with my self asteem/confidence. i turned to feel suicidal and i turned to addiction i just felt i should vent here ig. i hope evrything has a good day tho! olivia."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "6 people died next door its an adult daycare"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i wont let her do anything in my room nor around me"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "and im not talking to her"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "shes choosing money and her life over her children"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i cant get a job nor live with anyone that i know of"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my familys arguing about covid and"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "how money and stuf"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "my mom tells my sister to get out of the house and they argue constantly now just because of covid"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "what if i lose everything?"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "honestly school is stressing me out so much, i keep forgetting homework, school's getting cancelled bc of snow a lot, i keep forgetting to do/bring things at school, and i can barely sleep because of anxiety. i cant stop worrying rn and idk whats came over me. i feel like something is bugging me but i dont know what. ive been hesitating with so much stuff right now. ive been feeling super dizzy a lot and less tired than i usually am. i can barely focus on anything because all i wanna do is nap, but once im home or im doing something then i just feel sick, not sleepy. idk whats happening and its scaring me a lot"}
{"username": "joy", "content": "just don't worry, take it easy and it'll be fine"}
{"username": "vq", "content": "ill try that 3"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "i still have the snacks i cried to behind the couch today"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sometimes... I just hate emotions. Sorry, Id help. But even Im down atm..."}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "It never works... I try to forget anything wrong that happend in the past but I can't.. It is true.. I came to discord to cheer up a bit but it is just making me feel more hated, ignored and mean.. I am too mean to others... it's true... I am sure it is true.. I don't believe anybody who says they are my friend and they don't hate me. After all it is my fault. I should have never gone to more than that one server I found real friends in... that I know don't lie.. I don't know what I am supposed to be doing anymore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just when I need the people I care about the most to message me they disappear, Im so mad and upset and Im hanging from a string. This is such bs. This is so unfair. I feel sick and I forced myself to stay awake so I can message me friends, just for this to happens. Youd think after all the times Ive there for them, that the one day Im at my lowest point, theyd actually come to support me. But... they didnt. I cant believe this... Im just... I cant... like my uncle died today/ yesterday now I guess. It being 5:23am. I cant sleeppp! This is dumb. I gotta be this support beam for my family, Im not that strong. This is unfair. Like, Im trying, was doing pretty well until I started getting ignored from my friends. I just... I feel pain. I guess. I just need time... I know... just hurts."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Im back here once again for my messages to be ignored:"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "I feel like everyone talks behind my back."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "They secretly hate me."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "They ignore my cries."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "They think Im annoying."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "I plaster on a fake smile."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "BUT IM TIRED OF BEING A RUG."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Loves against me."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Friendship is against me."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Even this cruel reality is."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Yet I cant shift."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Its been months!"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "WHILE I DO ALL THE WORK HELPING MY FRIENDS AND OTHERS THEY TURN A BLIND EYE AND THINK IM OKAY!"}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Im not."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "I ignore these feelings at day."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "Goodbye."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "No ones gonna see this. And no ones gonna care."}
{"username": "m i u", "content": "I have to use the ask if I dont people dont mind their buisness."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "My deepest condolence for your uncle. But I'd have to say, you don't have to constantly burden yourself to support your family. Help in the right state of mind or else it's going to be hard. I know that you love your family, and I'm sure they love you back, but you gotta look out for yourself too Harry. Your health is also important, and I'm sure your family wouldn't want to see you in pain. Neither do I, so take the time to rest and take a break. Whenever you feel like you're not in the right state of mind to support your family, you can simply say it. Talk to them and they'll understand. Again, I'm emphasizing on taking care of yourself first, then take care of others."}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "You're a great person Harry, and the things you're going through is indeed unfair. But no matter how many times people leave you, there's always someone who's still there for you. They may not be physically there, but people will think about you. You're not always forgotten, people still care for you. So go out there, have fun, and keep on being a great person."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im dming"}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "I was born into a world that hands me khozyian mum clones. I was raised a doll to become someone's tool and that's not the life I want. Yet I keep crawling back like a turtle without a shell. Sometimes I just want to yell, that's not what I am."}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "I'm just floating in this sea of confusion and restlessness. I'm just fighting against the tide, letting my hobbies be my line. But I know, I know that it won't last forever. I'll end up back in the place that couldn't face who I am."}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "I didn't keep up my childhood because I knew khozyian would have never understood what I wanted. I could let out a plea but honestly it would better to just flee from this place. I have everything I wanted but yet I still get taunted everyday, everyday by the same person who is supposed to tell me it's okay."}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "My past has always haunted me but it really only dawned on me that I need to let it go. When I'm sad I need to let the tears flow. Everyone tells me it will be okay so maybe I should just stay and listen, listen to the words that set for me. I should let my fate decide where I will reside and then, then I'll be at peace with myself."}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "I'm just khozyian's child no longer his son, so before he goes wild I have to look him in the eyes. I have to look him in the eyes and tell him that I would rather die than be his. I am who I am and there's nothing that can stand in the way of that."}
{"username": "Shifter", "content": "I'm still the same person I was back when it was my friend and I against the world. I wish I could turn back time and save him from the pain that awaited him. But I can't, what's done is done. I'm glad he brought so much into my life."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ive known many pains in my life. But the pain of missing someone... its too strong. Im so worried that Im being so obsessive that its causing them to slowly back away. What do I do"}
{"username": "frog", "content": "i had an anxiety attack and my friends are making fun of me uhh"}
{"username": "alex", "content": "i just got sexually harrassed on a platform for children"}
{"username": "shah.", "content": "Oh no. What happened?"}
{"username": "alex", "content": "they wanted me to choke them, touch them and do gross stuff o,o"}
{"username": "alex", "content": "it was traumatic"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Life means nothing to me anymore"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Life is nothin but a bunch of bs"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "No cares anyways"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "No one is even bothering to come"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Why isn't no one coming"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Why why why"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "No one isn't gonna care about u anyways"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "nizzyyukari Mind explaining what happened hun?"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Look i just don't feel like life doesn't have no meaning anymore"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Look at life from a different point of view, it has a meaning that I am sure you can discover."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Like what"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Nothin don't have meaning anymore"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Only you will know, it is for you, there are many meanings for life and for everyone they are unique to them, unless you follow the general population then you will only follow things everyone else does in terms of a meaning to life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not everything comes easy, nor is it simple or obviously apparent but it will come"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Life can for sure be cruel at times and not go the way we all desire. However that is not a sign for anyone in this world to give up, instead, we are being challenged to grow stronger with the experience we gain through all of these situations. If you feel like life has no point, maybe try out something new? Something you have never tried out before? I am sure you'll begin to find joy in life slowly and that'll make you overcome your darkest times. You can seek for comfort by talking to your friends, to us, your family. Everyone is sure to be there and show you love, show you support."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay well if you're just gonna focus on the negativity of it all idk what to tell you."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "There is no normal"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "There is no perfect"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "It's up to us if we want our lives to become a better one or not, therefore only we can decide if we wish to view life in the most painful way possible or look at some good things that can keep us going, my dear. Not everything will be sunshine and rainbows indeed, but considering that, not everything will be war and hatred as well. Life is gonna balance itself meaning you'll have ups and downs, that's all I can say"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "And there is no happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There is happiness everywhere"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Do you think people dying everyday is happiness"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not everyone is easily made happy, that would be correct but people are happy."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "No u gotta understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "If that's your focus, just stop please, all you're doing is being negative and refusing the advice and help being provided to you"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Happy does not exist in me anymore ok"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I don't feel happy ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yet me and another are trying to provide advice and help"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "All I feel is pain and suffering"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But you ignore it"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "The reason why is because most of it is not real believable"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's your opinion"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Have you ever tried looking at the good side of things? I have a feeling all you do is focus on the negativity"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Why would I wanna live in this world during this pandemic"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Not the actual truth, because believe it or not the things we're telling you are true"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I mean I thought this was gonna be over soon"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It blows over in time, it's barely been a year since it started. Not like it'll last what 10 years like the last one did?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "One year compared to 10 is a large difference of time."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "When it's over."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Pandemics do not end fastly and easily, it will take time but in the end it's gonna get resolved"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "U know what forget this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Was bound to happen during our lifetime"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "If you say I'm just a negative person then just say that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I did. But I also tried to provide some advice."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Say emo are negative because ur right we are we all are"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I know thats why ur pissed huh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah I'm aware, I was there during a time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm not pissed"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ur pissed but I'm negative"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm irritated and frustrated because you're focusing on negativity instead of what can be"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Well just do it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just move on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Let's stop."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're crossing a line."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And censor yourself."}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ur crossing my lines"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ur crossing my heart"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "How? I'm trying to help you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're refusing to listen"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Because ur not listening to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "There is a thing called reason, but you're being unreasonable"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Ur not listening on what I have to say"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I am"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hear you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But you need to stop focusing on the negativity"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's the issue here"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Like u don't understand what I believe thru"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "In other words lemme put it this way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay either way, we should be done here, this is unnecessary at this point"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So I'm leaving the channel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I tried"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "Yeah ok I see"}
{"username": "nizzyyukari", "content": "I'll play ur game"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I have a bunch of small things I want to rant/vent about, but I guess I'll only list down a few. My grandmother died yesterday, and I feel like a bad person for not crying, I went on the whole day as if nothing had happened and I feel guilty for doing so. Another thing is my hobbies I feel like I'm getting worse and worse at them and it's making me not lose interest but just not want to do it. I had this hobby since I was 6 and I think I was better at it then than now, which is embarrassing, sure it's not a big deal but it means alot to me. I'm feeling a bit nostalgic again aswell."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "So my sister always hits me and gets mad for no reason. its been like this pretty much every since I was 5. She beat me up and never gave me good things. I tried to make the bed for WEEKS and she said do it tomorrow and Ive been saying it nicely for years upon years, and when i finally snap she acts like i havent done anything for her. she says sorry then acts like nothing is wrong and then starts being rude all over again. Then, she wants me to play a game with her. I didnt want to since i played this morning shes older btw and i said nicely i wasnt in the mood several times and she kicks me out of my own room, but I cant kick her out of hers? she has a RAT in her room and ends up staying in mine. She has it dirty for MONTHS AND MONTHS and i cant live like that"}
{"username": "bridgxt", "content": "if anybody needs help or just wants to chat im here dms are open:"}
{"username": "honeycxke", "content": "I wanna cry. I have had a yt channel for 2 years yet not a lot of progress is happening. I tried learning tweening and other stuff. I kept hours and years out of my day to learn for people who watch my videos only to get 2 comments and low views, while others make cringe content about alpha bad boy love story with softie girl get tons of views. I stayed wake for hours trying to come up with ideas only for them to never become popular. All I want is for people to comment telling me to keep going but we all know that never gonna happen. It lowkey hurts to see people that make cringe get more few then others that have talent."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "My friends don't know how to help me either and my parents would never even think of sending me to a therapist. I'm lost and i have no where to go."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I've forgotten what i wanted to do and i often lose motivation for new ideas really easily. My counsellors aren't helping and they just say oh it will pass. Sure it'll pass, my brain has always been like this."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I find myself right now not being able to stop thinking. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, everything hurts. I need to find help but i have no one to turn to. Family's too far away, i live with mum and dad, and none of them take me seriously"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What things do you enjoy"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I enjoy drawing and writing"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "One of the things i cherish most"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Would you mind sharing some with me?"}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": "I wanna vent, Im done with people who always talked behind my back and Im done getting hated. I tried being nice but it wont even work D: I dont know what to do. I keep losing friends and friendship and family members relationships between them. I just dont know what to do rn Im stressed out and Im forced to stay with my moms friend family.."}
{"username": "ROIECHU3V", "content": " it will be appreciated if someone helped me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll get to you shortly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay 3"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i failed him. i failed. he said it himself. i have blood on my hands."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i cant stop crying"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "im the reason hes going to be dead"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i cant do anything to stop him"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "its too late"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i cant handle this"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Alright, calm down. Take a breather and relax. Explain things first and I'll make sure to try and help you out Cherubicide"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i had a friend who has DID and one of his alters tried to kill him, and i failed at trying to stop him from it"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "me and that alter made a deal that he will be alive for one more day."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "but its too lqate to help him"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i had others try to help"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "they all failed"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Well, the most reasonable answer to this is to quickly call suicide prevention hotlines or any authoritarian figure"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Clear out any objects near your friend that could possibly be used as a weapon"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "hes online."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "not irl"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "hes an online friend,"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Oh I see"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do you perhaps know his location, maybe his country or city"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "non"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "no"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Do you have any way to know his location?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "no,"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i just.. i give up. i just have to accept the fact i failed and have blood on my hands."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "its too late"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "he wont call the suicide hotline or 911"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Is he still online"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "yes, im in a call with him rn"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "he ssaid hes going to jump off a bridge when he goes to school,"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Keep trying to convince him not to, I'll think of a solution"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "its too late to help him,"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i tried everything"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Cherubicide   It's best to try as much as you can. Don't give up there's still a chance. I'll move this up to DMs"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "oh my god"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Are you fairly okay right now?"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "yea im fine rn"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "That is just wrong. Faking suicide just for the fun of it is a horrible thing to do. You should probably refrain from keeping up this friendship, or at the very least, try not to contact him much. Having an intent to hurt you is just disgusting"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "I hope you'll feel better soon, take care."}
{"username": "Neko Paws", "content": "I feel like a third wheel. But w/ friendship My friends are with other friends of mine, doing this and that. But never include me. Every now and then I put how upsetting I am in my status. But ofc no one sees it so it's fine. Im just the one who cares and makes jokes. No one bothers to check up on me. Im fine with it. Totally fine with it. This might sound like a complaint, I'm sorry if it does sound like that."}
{"username": "bee", "content": "I can't sleep because of him, I haven't slept well in a few weeks.. ever since he uhm.. raped me... Nobody believes me.. Because I'm not physically harmed. I don't know what to do with myself.. I feel like its all my fault.."}
{"username": "o i.", "content": "bee You poor thing, its not your fault he should be disgusted with himself. As for you, let yourself heal it's gonna be ok. Love you"}
{"username": "o i.", "content": "bee youve been through so much and Im so proud of you we all love you so much, take your time and heal."}
{"username": "bee", "content": "thank you.. I'm only 15.. I hate this"}
{"username": "o i.", "content": "Ofc. You got this and everything is gonna be ok. "}
{"username": "o i.", "content": "Dont stress it rn and just heal."}
{"username": "bee", "content": "okay.. thank you again"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "idek what to do anymore. I yelled at my mum earlier cause I couldn't stand being told I wasn't helpful whatsoever when I do a lot more things around here and now she's just gonna walk away from our family ig, cool, gotta love that."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "honestly love when she shifts the blame on her child when everyone knows equally as well that she's really only leaving cause she realises that I ain't playing her games anymore, so she's got no one left to mess with."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Imagine guilt tripping your own child tho, yikesss."}
{"username": "Tommy", "content": "i dont know what to do about my mental health, its gotten so bad and ive started turning on people lately because theres so much paranoia, nights are getting so bad and i wish there wasnt so much stigma around mental health its what keeps me from being open about it amongst family and friends"}
{"username": "Tommy", "content": "thanks for reading and giving me the platform to vent"}
{"username": "V", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Shkuni chu", "content": "one of my friends just died due to the new virus and i'm currently depressed right now and feel like m gonna jump of a bridge i'm getting really stressed because of school to i keep thinking about my dead friend and it wont let me sleep and i haven't really studied because of it to even if i do study the teachers say i dont and it makes me stress more"}
{"username": "GOOsE", "content": "my puppy Penny died yesterday and this is the lowest I have ever been, it hurts so much... she was only 2 months old and we didnt have enough time to save her.. I just feel so sick and tired. I lost my baby and Ill never get her back, Ive never cried more in my life.. I genuinely want to go with her.."}
{"username": "Mrs. Yeager", "content": "trigger warning: Fat Shaming, Suicidal thoughts, Self Harm, Eating Disorder"}
{"username": "Mrs. Yeager", "content": "I have been suffering with suicidal thoughts for a while now and things are driving me to just end it all. my mom has been calling me fat, saying that i will never get a bf/gf and that if i don't lose weight, she's kicking me out and never letting me in. i've already been diagnosed with an eating disorder and my mom is making it worse. sometimes she even says that i should just end it all if i'm becoming fatter and fatter by the week. and she's already made me do stuff like cutting and she's blaming me because of my mental health and saying that i can control my feelings and that i'm just looking for attention when that isn't even the case. i just want her to love me the way she loves all my other siblings. she treats them so politely and doesn't even yell or scream at them. she only does that to me because i'm the middle child and i feel so neglected. she doesnt support me. she will never support me. and that's why i just wanna leave this earth so she can be happy."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "i don't feel like talking to you much. you ended up being just like my other friend. you were there and then you left. i know friends come and go but it just hurts. i wanna be happy and supportive that you're distancing yourself but i can't handle change. at the same time i like change but there's just some things that i don't want to change. i myself am also changing for some reason...i've been more forgetful lately and i have to write important stuff down in a notebook to remember. and sometimes my personality switches randomly depending on how i feel. probably just mood swings. i don't know what's happening, everything around me is changing and i just can't keep up. at this point i only have two people that i can fully trust and talk to."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "sure, i guess"}
{"username": "theyluvyonnie", "content": "I promise ik it hurts, but i know its hard to trust that ill stay but i really will: i really care for every one here and that includes you wilbur! Ive been trying to help people hurting. And wilbur i wanted to be your friend even before all of this:"}
{"username": "theyluvyonnie", "content": "You and the staff like psy and angel comforted me in the chat when i was under distress or trying to comfort myself by using fonts and saying oya!: it feels right to do the same"}
{"username": "theyluvyonnie", "content": "I really just wanna help everyone"}
{"username": "theyluvyonnie", "content": "Whos hurting like me"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "thanks for your concerns, lonnie...it does mean a lot"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "Youre welcome:"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "Oh my, sweetie... I am so sorry to hear that you had to fall for someone as careless as him. It's clear that he is a toxic person being just simply by the way he responded to you. If he did actually care then he wouldn't use such harsh and hurtful words, only to end up blocking you after."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "You're so strong, so precious... You truly deserve a person thousand times better than him and you are more than welcome to visit my dms whenever you need attention, love or care. I am always here if you ever need help to move on from him, he would have hurted you more if you continued to hang out with him or get even more attached to that person. You're a gem, an angel. You honestly did not deserve to end up getting treated like that and there are amazing people out there who will make you feel like the only person on the world. Don't give up! I promise the right person that will love you more than anything is out there somewhere waiting for you."}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "And know this, having a crush on anyone isn't a sin, it's just a sign that the person isn't the right one for you and it makes it clear that the person cannot take responsibility of a relationship. I would hype you up anytime, anywhere, as long as it'll help you realize your worth"}
{"username": "luluchii", "content": "You are deserving of a caring male that will look after you like you're the only one on his mind so please, be patient and strong. Not for anyone else but for yourself darling"}
{"username": "elizabeth", "content": "Gerger"}
{"username": "elizabeth", "content": "my old account got banned"}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "So I've been joining a couple of servers that were labelled sfw or at least looked a lot like a sfw server"}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "But when I joined them they all either were making super offensive jokes, talking a lot of nsfw content, and just generally giving me very uncomfortable vibes."}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "I've just been really stressed with school work and wanting to join some nice calming servers."}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "Its just really disappointing to see a really nice and fun looking server that turns out to be so aggressive and overwhelming."}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "Thank youuu"}
{"username": "miz!", "content": "Npnpnppnpn"}
{"username": "Sleepy Sydney WW", "content": "Ah okay tyy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're very welcome"}
{"username": "Asher", "content": "i overlook a lotta stuff and like"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Hyperventilating"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Not exactly helping the dissociation but I guess thats what I get for thinking about bad stuff and not distracting myself"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Chest hurty"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Okay feeling a bit better, thank you mood swings"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "the person who faked his attempt just said im the reason for the drama happening."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "oops sorry"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "didnt realize someone was venting here too hkgfjh"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm sorry for interrupting anything but i'm seriously so close to crying"}
{"username": "Nana", "content": "so alone.."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I.."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I wanna apologize."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I finally learned that. Well i was faking osdd."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "im sorry ifi offended any systems here, i didnt mean any harm. I was just heavily misinformed and misguided."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Part of me still feels like i have it but thats just a delusion i need to get over,"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I cant see a professional"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "My parents say im perfectly fine"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "And a therapist cant diagnose me"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "im just going by what others told me."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Try doing an onlinechatroom with a doctor. I know that some medical sites offer those, and you remain anonymous"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "it's through text"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "im not trusting websites anymore but thanks for thr offer."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "Hopefully it all gets better soon, that's all I can say for now since access to professionals is hard due to the virus"}
{"username": "celestia", "content": "I feel like im drowning in a deep ocean of fear, despair, sadness, and stress. nothing helps me, and im too scared to tell my parents because they might take away my phone or something like that. i want to stop stressing every minute, every step, every thought. i feel like i cant escape this place and there's no way out."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "welp"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Im statying to feel a little bit valid."}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "But not much,"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I still feel like i was faking the entire time"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Hnng"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "long story short got called a larping f slur anf someone is trying to comfort me"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Larping means youre faking btw"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "I cried so much my face achez"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "Idk if im really a system or not anymore"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Youre better then them, dont let them ruin your day, youre probably a wonderful person. Youve just gotta move on and give it time"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I can go on in more detail but i'd fill up the venting channel so if anyone by any chance can dm that would be really appreciated."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I feel like crying but i'm not even allowed to sweat one tear in this household."}
{"username": "Golden Sunshine", "content": "Oh dear I hope you are ok"}
{"username": "Golden Sunshine", "content": "I suggest using a sleep and meditation app like Headspace"}
{"username": "Sayonara.", "content": "to the part that no matter how hard you wanna lose the person you love no matter how hard you try to make him feel that you love him and you're scared to lose him but it's still end in very painful way... I love him yes I do, I love him so much and trust him so much but I didn't know that so much will hurt me in the end..In having suicidal thoughts again because that person is the only one whom loved me that no one can the one who cared and love me the most... The one who accompanied me whenever I have problems about my family..The one I wanna spend my whe life with... My hope, my tears, my laugh, my love and my everything.. End up going... I wanna fix it so bad..But I feel so tired and I'm at limit already, I don't want to let him go.."}
{"username": "Golden Sunshine", "content": "Even if it may be hard dont hold into someone for too long. That wont make your case any better by holding on. Try moving on"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "im starting to crave for suicide again."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i dont understand why."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i tell myself that im just being overdramatic, and that i should keep my head up and focus on my future."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "but those words are getting old for me. and my future starts to drift away from me."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "my alters cant defend me anymore; they cant handle the bullets they've taken from my parents."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "as so as i'd like to call them, ptsd givers."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "manipulating my art skills."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "telling me that its my fault."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "telling me that its easy."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "telling me that i'll never go to a good college. telling me that they'll follow me into there."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i start to hate myself and my parents more and more."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "they told me that they dont care if i have depression."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "they tell me to live my childhood when im mostly isolated, and restricted with casual and fun things."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "relationships can ruin you life, my grandma said."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "no. thats false."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "my relationships only made me stronger, and they turned into lessons that i can learn."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "it was my parents."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "blaming people aren't fun. but in this case, i'd never want to blame myself for all of this. i was lured in with oblivion, thinking it was my own responsibility."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "but no."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i should never blame myself."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "it was never my fault in the first place."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i dont want to die. i want to live and explore the world."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "but theres always one part of my brain that cuffs me down, telling me otherwise."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "okay..?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Things will improve"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "sorry, im just confusing myself."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I worry about you"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "y"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": ".."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i'll save the kindness for later:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh? Well I'm free to talk, I hope things will be better soon"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "ok um"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i'll just take a walk \ufe0f"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "xela"}
{"username": "ArisaIchigayaJ", "content": "I think i straight up have amnesia"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "I started feeling happy about a week ago but idk how long it'll last. My parents are nice to me now, I got someone I like and they like me back, my friends are there, I'm actually doing ok in school, I can sleep well if I want but there's a sadness lurking around because I don't want it to end but I know that it will sometime."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Target, I honestly felt that tbh, the only way I managed to convince myself to not feel sad about it was to try enjoy it, and to reminisce on those memories when it eventually all does end, and to try make a new experience similar to that. Honestly has helped me a lot doing that , so hey, maybe it'll work when this does end for chu."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Oh thanks Dyno 3"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Ilyt Bro 33"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Don't count yourself out yet"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Even not knowing you"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "I can believe you can strive through your hardships and pain"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "You don't gotta keep up that smile for people that don't deserve your kindness"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Have you contacted your parents and conselours about the bullying?"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Ik it sounds cliche but"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "First action starts with them"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "If you can look back at your friend and they did that"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "They weren't your friend to begin with"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Just tryna use you"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "But I believe in you"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "You can get through it"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "And become stronger because of it, don't give up just yet"}
{"username": "Sharky", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Anytime"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Your stronger than you know"}
{"username": "roi", "content": "Just gotta keep going forward never backward"}
{"username": "fana", "content": "so this is like a weird vent but whatever. i feel like there should be TW but idk what for"}
{"username": "fana", "content": "My body is weird. I mean,Im happy with it but ig im not really healthy? Like my gums start swelling in the middle of no where i swear i brush my teeth and yesterday my stomach made a popping sound? I mean, I dont know how to cook and FridaysSunday i have to talk care of my sister sense my dad isnt home to do it so we just survive on toast and sandwiches fridaysunday. And when my dad is home he usually sleeps in the day time since when i was little he worked nightshift so he's used to sleeping in the daytime. And my mom isnt really in my life. She just stays in bed and thinks about stuff. And im always tired and stressed out to o anything. gosh,this vent is turning so many ways..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Like nothing happen..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just a normal conversation"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do you hate me Yuna? Because everytime I try to help you, you reject my help and it hurts"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "Harry, I said, I needed help. I don't want to hear this all over again, the same advice/ drama. I need a damnit solution."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "you ain't helping much, not gonna lie."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright, let me treat you like someone new."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Let me read it again... and give you a proper venting message"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "plus, don't randomly go take online hell things to my personal accounts and all please."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yuna.. you were literally about to leave discord and I couldnt do anything.. I got desperate... Cant you unblock me? I did nothing wrong and didnt deserve that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im still upset about this... I have had this on my mind for the past 2 hours"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "I didnt block."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "I closed dms"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "And I have rights to do that. Don't attack me more then everyone already has done."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just wanna make you happy Yuna..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You were a mask right? I understand that pain too.. let me show you, 1sec"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Read the advice I got while Im writing more advice"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "I DONT NEED ADVICES"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Fine okok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Noo wait"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im writing it takes time"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "My mental health is already down. Don't even think it's gonna get recovered soon."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its a mask... you wear it to fake the other emotions.. I use it all the time... just cry sometimes.. thats what I do.. it helps"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thats my fix"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "It helps a bit yes, in fact, I tried it and it kinda helped me for 1 week but then the people did the same as before I wore a mask."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "I acted all happy and cheerful. I got heck in return. A clap in my face. Sometimes I feel my heart could stop beating anytime. I feel some thightness on it that makes it shake with my body, so my brain becomes a mess, my body is feeling weird and more."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "It's not the thightness of love, no, in fact, it's the thightness of pain. Emotions that can't escape."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "And if they could, the door is always closed, because I don't know how."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yea, I say that the feeling youre on about is like a void, this dark pit that is squeezing my heart. I know it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I also said that my head is like a maze, that I always keep hitting dead ends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I know... and I realise that I cant help you..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "It's no use, don't try helping when it won't work."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "at least"}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "for me it doesn't work."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "sounds cold, I know. But this is for the best for me and others."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "Don't know what to say anymore."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "plus, you never hurt me, the thing I got mad at you for 1 day was the time you didn't believe me I had some home problems. But I got over it. It doesn't matter. The decisions we make now make our future. And this decision you've made now, can help us further to friends, can help us better to a better bond."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "I hurt you, yes."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "you didn't hurt me at all."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "cheria x.x i pinged you because you didn't answer, maybe you're afk so yeah."}
{"username": "quit discord dont dm", "content": "cheria x.x it's fine."}
{"username": "semi", "content": "i stay up all night, tell myself im all right. sometimes it's just harder to see then most. i put some music, wait til i hear my song, every night im dancing by myself..."}
{"username": "Davina", "content": "Girl had the audacity of a witch to call me rude, when all I did was call her by her old name"}
{"username": "Davina", "content": "she didnt even tell me she preferred the other name"}
{"username": "celestia", "content": "i hate life. my mom cares more about my grades than my feelings and me in general. i want to explain it to her but then she'll blame it on social media. she found out i had 1 missing assignment and she is taking away my phone, ipad, and every tech i own but my pc for school. she blames my social media for my unmotivation and stress when its really because of school. social media is helping me become motivated and not stressed day by day and when she takes it away it breaks my heart. i just want to live a normal life without the highest expectations."}
{"username": "Golden Sunshine", "content": "i hope things get better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": ", funny"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Just don't give up the hope, alright?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Have a good day hope, thank you for your kind message. It means a lot. Yes, dont worry. I believe in 2 words. Faith and Hope."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Damn, alright, also tip, don't check chat LMAO"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm trying to escape but i don't know where to run, my classmates think i'm weird and they call me out for being different. I was always different than others. I feel like there's something wrong with me, the way i think or the way i act. I question it all the time, i want time to stop. I seriously am sick of crying all the time"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Hey, it's gonna be fine. Just have hope that it will work out. If you try talking it out with them, it might turn out fine. Don't give up so easily! If your classmates think you're weird, screw them. If you don't have a place where you belong, build one. And if you can't.. Take one."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "I'd be your first friend to help you, if I'm first LMAO and I'd be grateful to get to help you, I'd try anything I can. Just believe in those two words: hope and faith"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "damnit wrong emoji"}
{"username": "Roxy", "content": "Goodbye my friends i cant take anymore..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Life gets better don't focus on negativity when there are more things to life than just those"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "@.SYO that is not your purpose however, even if you're asked to do things like that you can do more than just that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You can find things that make you happy and create your own space"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel that same way ren."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't do things anyone I went to school with were doing, like I want to be an author and no one even thinks about writing like that while they're in school anymore."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You gotta let yourself take breaks or you'll lose the people you care about most, mental health plays a huge factor in things like that."}
{"username": "semi", "content": "my mom recorder me singing. i have panic attacks low selfesteem so i start crying when someone films me on tape and does it when i told them not to, so im crying/hyperventalating."}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "A shoutout to my dad,"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "For forcing me to go to a public restaurant because he is too lazy to cook,"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "For making a warning tone because I asked If we could just eat canned food,"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "For still not taking a bath after we go home and didnt spray a frickin alcohol."}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "Gee thanks dad!"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Try talking it out with him. That might help. If he doesn't want to talk, tell him in what kind of pandemic we're in. Have faith and believe in hope."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "If maybe I hadn't ran away from my problems, if I hadn't been such a coward, if I stopped thinking things would fix themselves and I quit being a coward, all my problems wouldn't come to attack me one day. I will admit I was getting my life on some path but now I feel as if I'm going offroad. It's like, last year I was so happy and I miss everything. Nostalgia keeps on getting into me one way or another. I want things just to go somewhat well."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "I've been avoiding some kinds of excitement/ emotions towards everyone. I feel like the coldest, passive agressive person who has no equipment with those. I feel emphasized by the consideration of falsifying it around my friends. People always deliberate that I am constructive. I'm in matter of fact not constructive in any way. I feel terrible in the way I'm being dishonest with everyone. I want to transpose to become a preferable person. I don't know how."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "I've been avoiding some kinds of excitement/ emotions towards everyone. I feel like the coldest, passive agressive person who has no control with those. I feel stressed by the thought of lying around my friends. People always think that I am positive. I'm in matter of fact not positive in any way. I feel terrible in the way I'm lying to everyone. I want to change to become a better person. I don't know how."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Simplified version."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "Ping when responded."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "dear @ Hope ,"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "hmm, Hope, I think all you need to do it open up. and I know that's not the easiest thing on the planet to do, speaking as I myself and a friend of mine have the very same issue. but that's why we take it slow when bringing people in. as someone who speaks with you a bit on a personal level I can definitely say you're not the coldest person I've met not even in sayu. you have a warmth and an ease to you and I personally enjoy it. it's a lot of fun. though I don't expect you to be positive all the time, and i don't think anyone else expect you to be either. Sayu is a place meant for people to be themselves. without hesitation however much there may be. but also keep in mind change doesn't happen over night.'' I learned the same thing the hard way. if you want to become a better person little by little look at the things you do now and see what you could do better about them. look at the people around you as role models there's so many of them here and they're happy to help."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "ps, you're a lot more honest than you think so don't automatically think you're lying to everyone silly. there's no rush so pace your adorable self."}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "much love saph."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "A bot"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "Just deleted"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "Everything"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "That i sent"}
{"username": "Golden Sunshine", "content": "Yikes my girl"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "And i sent a huge huge paragraph"}
{"username": "bearie", "content": "And didnt save it"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "someone told me i was a BEEP BEEPING BEEP in a nitro giveaway server, when i havent done anything wrong. it was a dazai kinnie and that made me really sad to see that people are like that."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "and like."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "THEY'RE MAD BECAUSE THEY'RE BEING PINGED?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "ik people can be like that."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "but like,"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i wasnt pinging them!"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i was replying!"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "so i got hurt."}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "I always feel like crying in school, presenting something or even just unmuting my microphone or being forced to. Its not my parents or my family, its school. When I dont understand, I start to tear up. I have no motivation to get up in the morning. I dont even have to do anything, as soon as i remember class exists i start getting teary"}
{"username": "anastasia", "content": "hi so uh im 100 sure everyone hates me so yea im not gonna be here for much longer, i just wanna feel loved"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "anastasia you are loved no matter what! you should never doubt yourself on that point or any other points 3 you're truly loved, by me and probably by many more!"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "np xd"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "anastasia qt you have so much to live for don't die yet! Have you seen a double rainbow? Have you went on a ferris wheel in Germany? What countries do you wanna go to? Please don't waste it! I'm sure life's tough rn but it will get better someday and if it's not better then someday hasn't arrived yet."}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm sorry my advice is horrible dopbivpsgu9vsvuoscfysoc"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "xdd"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "I totally agree with what you say there, neve"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I was going to help but everyone has been helped, if anyone needs help. Dm me. Ill help you with instant replies, or try to"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "last part is a joke to try lighten the mood of this a bit xd"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "been feeling kind of blank, feel like i'm on the verge of snapping"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "maybe i'll delay it"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "running out of reasons to care"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "my demons are catching up to me"}
{"username": "Bunnygirl Angeli", "content": "i'm tired of it all"}
{"username": "tammi", "content": ".. Im ok."}
{"username": "MrPanda6429", "content": "I lost a friend today"}
{"username": "peppermint coffee", "content": "Imma probs delete my acc in a bit srry 3333"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "TW: Suicidal Thoughts and other random stuff"}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "I don't understand... how are people seem so happy all the time? How are people makin friends? How does it everyone make it so easy? I don't understand... I wanna be happy so badly, Ive been trying to act happy this whole time. Im so jealous over it the people who can smile and laugh... i wanna be happy too. I wanna smile, and laugh as well. I wanna be included without havin to act fake. I hate it... and everyday is another issue...another problem to stress over.."}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "and how come it's so easy for people to leave me? I dont understand.. I tried so hard to be nice to them and funny...how come they left me? why did they leave? why are they fading away? How come they never dm me, do they just dm me when their bored? Do they just dm me because they feel bad... I dont understand."}
{"username": "Baby Mshi", "content": "Dont even get me started on my suicidal thoughts...i feel like if I died...maybe people will finally realize my importance, and realize how much I worth. Maybe... I die...then I don't have to worry. I don't have to fake, I dont have to fear nor do I have to worry about being myself anymore. I dont have to worry about my mom screaming at me telling me these horrible things I am everyday. I dont have to work myself to the limit, I dont have to work so hard to show people what im capable of anymore. I dont have to cry everyday... or anything. I can finally rest, finally relax. Nothing, just resting... and no one will ever hurt me again."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "sorry if my advice is bad as hell, i'm sick as heck and i'm just a bad advisor."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "my dms are always open for any vents, i could also just be your real friend, but it doesn't matter at all. i was alone when i was younger too, and i didn't care, because I was being me, and people started liking me for that."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "now i'm giving the words to harry cause i know he is a better helper"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "exactly this, cries, my words died"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "i mean, im trying"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "my best but i kinda failed towards your paragraph"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "cries"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its not a competition, words from the heart are equal.:3"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "GJSDHJF omg where do you get those heart touching sentences"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My heart"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "gib me a copy of ur heart pls, i need those sentences to survive"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "cries"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "please don't converse in here. unless you're helping someone otherwise move it to chat"}
{"username": "The White Rabbit", "content": "I badly wanna go home. 11th day passed, and I feel like I am dying. I am missing my parents so much... They do too... But one month in the hospital because of my mental analysis... Please no..."}
{"username": "VietdsyTA", "content": "hopefully ur parents still stay safe too"}
{"username": "The White Rabbit", "content": "They do."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sooo... I dont know how to feel. Found out that my Nan has 6 months left to live. And thats the best case scenario. I just... Im speechless... Ill be ok, its my mum that Im worried about. Weve already lost my uncle this year. Now this. Oh boy... and 2021 was supposed to be a better year."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm personally not the best at giving advice in these types of situations, but personally all you can really do is live through it. People go and changes happen. You have to learn to let go of people even if they are someone you knew your whole life. If your mother gets into a bad mental state and starts doing anything unnecessary or suicidal to cope with the pain call a nearby police station, for now you can help your mother learn healthy coping strategies to cope with the recent deaths and you guys can just hope for a miracle to happen. But I wish your family the best of luck, please take care of yourself and mother."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks both of you, I appreciate it. Imma go offline for a bit. I need to relax. Ill be okay, imma not be sad and be hopeful."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I'm glad to hear, stay safe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Tyty, Ill be watching YouTube:p again... happy thoughts, happy mindset. Imma get through this."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ty both.. this will get me through this. Im feeling confident"}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "That's my friend, always feel confident, okay? Never let anything throw you down."}
{"username": "britthetransgirl", "content": "i just got back into listening to avicci, and i started uncontrollably crying because of how much i miss him.. sorry for any spelling errors here because i was crying while typing this..."}
{"username": "Hope", "content": "britthetransgirl its alright. it will be fine, these things happen and sometimes youll miss them, but unfortunately your life goes on without the people you wanted to."}
{"username": "mwah", "content": "my exboyfriend is creating multiple accounts to text me, i'm scared... He's 18 and i'm 14, that's why i decided not to talk to him anymore, but he's still talking to me :"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "can i vent in someones dms?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that kiyoko"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Maybe he just really cares about u or something?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I mean it is kind of weird the age dif"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "How old were yall when yall first met?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Age wouldn't matter here, a 4 year age gap is 4 years. Honestly, you should report this to someone who can actually deal with this properly and get him put in jail. This is kinda disgusting that he's still tryna talk to you with these current conditions and the fact he's willing to try block evade as well is even worse. Ik it's scary and crap to report this to an adult, but you need to, it's necessary at this point."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Well thats why I asked when they met"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "If they met like in the last year or earlier then yea but like if they met 3 or 4 years ago then like"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "It is still bad in a sense"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "The problem is the fact of how young they are and its the age gap"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "If they were in their 20s or above then no one would care"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "So it really just depends on how you look at it as well"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "But it is bad in a sense on how he keeps bypassing the blocking part"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "U have ur reason for not wanting to talk to him so he should accept it"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "And eventually you'll either unblock him or not he's just going to have to move on"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "currently"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "maybe ask the dean personally what the call was about and explain the situation to your parents. I haven't personally experienced it but I know people sometimes get falsely accused by accident. maybe your parents will trust your judgements when you explain your side. I'm sorry this is happening..."}
{"username": "mwah", "content": "My parents don't want me talking to him, so"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "your safety is more important than a discord job"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "it's you before everything else"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "been like a year clean, this streak is ruined now"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "but it feels so good, i cant help myself."}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "i wanted to feel it again. theres just so many things going on"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "i feel so sorry for the people who supported me, who congratulated me. now its ruined."}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Don't do that"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Self harm is never the answer"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Might be a surprise, but i feel better while talking to people in this server, mostly in VCs"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "maybe your right. but my voice is"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "shaky right now"}
{"username": "nyaib.", "content": "but thank you! ill try my best"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "If you excuse me I'm going to go have a mental breakdown because my English teacher hasn't let me into the Zoom meeting and class started nearly 10 minutes ago and now I'm going to get marked as absent despite showing up for class okay bye"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "Edit: Everything's fine now. Turns out it was just a Zoom mistake and I didn't miss the actual lesson"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "Don't forget to drink water kids"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "could i maybe vent to someone in dms?..."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "nono im perfectly fine with that... thank you, ill be there in a few"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i'll wait."}
{"username": "President Funny Valentine", "content": "i want to remind everyone here that i love them"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Nicey"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "Mar You don't get it. Okay, for example this message."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "The assumption is that I expect a response to it. If I don't get one, I made a wrong assumption."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "Every thought and action has one tied to it."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "See. Everything is an assumption."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I wouldn't call that an assumption I was just giving an answer"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Things can be impulse though not necessarily assumptions"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Life isn't really all assumption because we have to learn to take risks and instincts."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "But we take risks because of assumptions we'll succeed."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "There is a thing such as trial and error"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I personally don't take risk on assumptions that I'll succeed. I simply go through them in my attempts to grow as a person"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "We all make mistakes"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "It's a subconscious thing. You might not acknowledge you are always assuming but you are."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I'm not assuming at all"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "The first stage of grief is denial."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Simply making a risk isn't an assumption. Not everything in life is assumption otherwise you become self centered in your own thoughts"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Trial and error doesn't mean you are guaranteed things"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "Assumptions don't make people self centered. They're just the driving force behind our actions."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Like if I have options they aren't really assumptions because I can't predict the outcomes you know?"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "But you are predicting them. You can't predict them accurately, but you always expect something."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't think assumptions are the driving force or you're giving yourself false expectations"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't go about my day assuming things"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "Everyone does."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "This is what I've learned."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "No they don't"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "Believe it or not, your decision."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "They really don't actually"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "People always deny the bitter, complicated truth in the face of simpler sources to blame stuff on."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "It's like saying I assumed you got the right amount of sleep"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "When some don't"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "And get like 5 hours of rest"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "You don't say you made an assumption unless you're confident in it."}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "But we always make them."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "I don't."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "That's the point"}
{"username": "AXBOWRK", "content": "As you say. This isn't helping me, so I'll go now."}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Fair enough"}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "Today really isn't a good day "}
{"username": "Mar", "content": "afk"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I kind of disagree with ur assumption like form of decision making to a degree cause theirs a slight difference between trying to predict what might happen depending on what choice u made and assuming something might happen"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Causw most people don't assume anything will happen they predict or hope something might happen"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "When it comes to decisions in life you don't really assume. It's not like when ur in a conversation and misinterpret wbat someone's saying or doing because u assume their meaning the opposite or doing something else"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Where as in decisions u make in life they can go any way and lead to hundreds of different outcomes that no one can assume on or even predict to a degree"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Life just happens based on luck and your surrounding even if you try to assume whats going to happen as u say or predict in another most likely your going to be wrong"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I might have read that convo wrong but who knows"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Also how does the first stage of grief have anything to do with someone disagreeing with u on ur comment"}
{"username": "peppermint coffee", "content": "I loathe food."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I really dont know what to say or how to help with the situation"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I havnt had to deal with that type of problem or anything of the sort"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "All I can say is I hope things get better and ur able to move past it with alot more life experience and being able to take care of yourself and be appreciated by others better than your mum and the other people in your life"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "And if you need anyone to talk to or anything feel free to message me or anything"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "thank you 33"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "This is a verbal warning, and you know who you are. I just purged the chat from your vent because it broke rules of sayu. We arent a dating server, and no matter the severity of the situation you arent allowed to enlist the help of people to break that rule."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "Next time members, dont indulge into vents that obviously break our rules."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "ofc! uwu"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "What was the problem?"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Or vent?"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "nipotino it has been deleted so there won't be any talk of it:"}
{"username": "ara ara", "content": "Cant say"}
{"username": "ara ara", "content": "I dont wanna get banned from this server, I like it too much"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "No I meant in dms"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Like if ur dealing with a problem u can just dm me and I can try and help"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "That way server people don't get upset"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Idk if thats allowed"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "small vent:"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "if you dont know me well, you might know me as the girl in main chat you barely see, but uses a lot of emotes, like a lot. i really enjoy using them but im scared to show that to my other friends. to them im more of an bold always typing in caps texter but i really arent and i have hid this cutesy personality from all my friends and i only really let it show here, even though i have only been here for a day. how do i tell them i dont actually act like how they think and i act all cutesy"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "If theyre your real friends they would accept you for your true self"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "im not sure they are my real friends"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Awe:"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Well hey if they dont accept you everyone here loves you"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I kinda feel sick"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I saw a name that made me have flashbacks and I now I feel sick and close to crying"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "Im not feeling well at all"}
{"username": "Trashman", "content": "I just wanna curl up in a ball and just cry so bad"}
{"username": "The ultimate echo", "content": "My eye is infected from crying yesterday, I feel sick"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "Oh no, I hope your eye gets better space: Im not an expert in things like the human body but everythings going to be alright"}
{"username": "The ultimate echo", "content": "Thank you:"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "No problem 3 your health always comes first"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "I am questioning my gender  I feel nauseous  omg please"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "This mix of comfort, fear, excitement and dread is a lot"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Uhm"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Rosewood", "content": "Eh?"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Experiment with what?"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Basically just like do stuff with your appearance and whatnot, and see what feels good and what doesnt for you"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "At least thats how I take it"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Since they eatin"}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "Ok so I got that completely wrong"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "COmIC", "content": "Do I have to censor or no?"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Not sure, Id ask in questions"}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Also i tried trying it but it made me feel funny so I ended up playing 45 out of 50 levels of run on cool math games"}
{"username": "COmIC", "content": "Yeah I asked them."}
{"username": "Azulmic", "content": "Yeah definitely, thanks again"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "anytime 3"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "tw gender dysphoria i dont wanna trigger anyone's dysphoria"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "dysphoria time"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "hsjhsjsuisshj idk what to ddo"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "i wanna be something but i dont know what"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "and i know what my parents want me to be"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "so thats becoming my main influence"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "yet i know i dont wanna be who my parents want to be"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "but do i not want to? i dont know anymore everything is so confusing i ccant"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "ppl seem so happy w/ themselves and like im just here being upset not knowing whatt i wanna be"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "tw: suicide self harm"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "i dont wanna exist anymore. i cant do this. life is so cruel."}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "im lonely, sad, and judged all the time. i wanna be taken seriously,"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "and i need help.. i dont want to live. i cant do this. im not doing"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "good at all. the only coping i can do w myself is talking to myself or goddam"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "ctting myself. i dont know what to do. i just want a friend.."}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "i wanna be happy again.. i miss myself. the happy me.. WHY DID U LEAVE"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "U LEFT ME. WHAT HAPPENED. I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY OK."}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "i dont know myself anymore. i feel numb and i dont feel happy ever,"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "i keep having anxiety attacks and people, are worried about me but i dont"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "wanna bother anyone and i just dont know why i exist anymore i dont"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "contribute to anything. i dont feel motivated to do sh and i lost interest in everything"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "i cant why why why why why why why..?!"}
{"username": "Auvelle Doll! Q", "content": "sorry if im like bothering u or sum"}
{"username": "BonitoFlakes", "content": "i'm gonna make this kinda quick but my bf recently broke up with me and i'm absolutely not taking it well. he was very nice about it and wanted to stay friends, we only broke up because he was under some stress but it sucks so bad... i loved him so much and i thought things were going well. anyone know how to get over someone? because i am having a very hard time trying to not think about it."}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "Good luck!"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "both of you please stop bickering. this is not the place for that."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "im pissed off and devastated because this artist is a loli c and their art is super cute and it makes me want to cry about it"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "yes, i cry about art"}
{"username": "sallycally", "content": "smtimes i feel like i lack talent, especially since my family is super toxic"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "its about an artist named usashiro:"}
{"username": "sallycally", "content": "i try making art but im nowhere near as gud as other ppl"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "the art is really amazing! but the person, not so much."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "same here."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "now im struggling"}
{"username": "Sap", "content": "let's not make casual conversation in a venting channel please."}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "My parents are having a divorce, Im staying with my mother but she is extremely toxic, I was planning to tell my friends about it but they have their own problems and they're keep saying that their problems are much worse and are taking it out on me. I still have no shoulder to lean on, its the same problem from the other vent I said"}
{"username": "NeynAnimate", "content": "its a pretty short vent."}
{"username": "DigitalTheIdiot", "content": "hi im not that good with this stuff but my dms are open if u wanna talk?im nervous to talk in here but i still wanna help"}
{"username": "kyu", "content": "really love my life parents are forcing me to do the stuff i don't wanna do. long story short, school."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "i've honestly been paranoid as hell the past like week or two, as to why? I can't say without risking exposure, but, it's not that hard to connect the dots if you're a friend of mine. All imma say is, i'm leaving Sayu cause of this, I don't feel comfortable anymore because of how edge I've been. Been fun, ig."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "aww, im sorry that you feel like that. although i didnt get to know you well, i hope the best for you."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why do i cry about the smallest things?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why does my alter make better friends than me?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why do i wake up at the worst time?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why am i so fragile, and forgetful?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i keep telling myself that im okay; theres nothing to worry about; and that im just overworrying myself."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why did my connection leave?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "did i make them feel bad?"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "why cant i act like myself? i wish to talk to others like i do on this server, but i have to hide it with a facade that i despise. i wish to know others better, i wish i wasnt so awkward, and i wish i could tell myself to be cuter, at the times when i really need it. i wish i wasnt able to drive myself insane all the time."}
{"username": "mintie", "content": "im so lost. im just rlly confused about everything. im questioning my personality, my family, my future...just about everything. im stressed, im tired, im in fear, im upset and overall i cant think straight. i feel so unimportant...so disposable. i feel like if i just disappear then everything would be ok. people won't have to feel disappointed me or have to worry about me anymore. its not like i have a purpose in life anyways. my emotions are messed up too. i can either be really numb to everything or really emotional. i keep getting told that i have so much support around me and that im more fortunate then a lot of people. but am i really? are people telling me this to invalidate me? am i really overreacting? i dont understand whats wrong with me..."}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "You're welcome"}
{"username": "MayXStar", "content": "Again, I really do believe you got the potiental for some great things"}
{"username": "aes", "content": "this isn't really such a major vent it's just more of a confusion so today on my lunch break and i was with my bestfriend and a friend of her's and her friend offered her to go a party at like her dads beach house and after i heard it i got highly jealous which is kinda awkward for me but i dislike jealousy which makes me sound like a hypocrite but i'm totally not, overall i'm confused on if it was really jealousy or a slight different feeling please @ me or reply to my message if you respond."}
{"username": "The ultimate echo", "content": "Can I dm someone about something personal please..?"}
{"username": "The ultimate echo", "content": "Its okay I got support:"}
{"username": "The ultimate echo", "content": "But I could still dm you tho"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Well thats good"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Honestly this isnt a major vent but more of like just blurting out how I feel So lately I havent really been feeling wanted or needed its not because of anyone in particular its just for some reason I've been lacking self esteem. I havent been feeling like myself and it upsets me because I wanna be there for people who love me and care about me but I just cant deal with all of these emotions at once"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "And its like ive never told anyone really how I feel because I dont want their pity"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "And i dont want them to get worried"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "But if I do vent to people its like they wouldnt give me advice or assure me things are okay"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "All they would do is just read it and say oh me too and that would force it from me going to them venting"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "When I actually want some advice"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Or just someone telling me its gonna be okay"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "And honestly lately ive just been feeling like an option to everyone"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Like im not needed"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "But more say like a last resort"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "Think of it like this, you are needed and kou knows iit, since if you where a last resort why are you a staff? staffies are super important and super cool people!"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "people most likely say oh me too because they aren't sure what to say, and are scared if they do say something you might get the wrong idea"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "at least that what kou thinks"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "lots of love: your local 3rd person speaker, kou"}
{"username": "nuggetz", "content": "I'll try my best to help. When I feel like I don't belong, I listen to music to calm myself down or to relax. It really helps. I also do my assignments to help me be more productive and responsible."}
{"username": "nuggetz", "content": "I've never really given advice before..."}
{"username": "nuggetz", "content": "I also like surrounding myself with people I trust"}
{"username": "semi", "content": "parents say Take time to think. Like, I DO. I always think, i overthink, i think, but not at the moment you want me to. Spend time with your family. Like, You don't ask. Get better grades. You taking my internet limits that."}
{"username": "Hollow Knight", "content": "I can relate to this"}
{"username": "nuggetz", "content": "I know my friends will be there but sometimes I overthink about my messages to them. Like I feel like they're gonna get like annoyed at me at one point and possibly leave me. Then there's school and assignments. So many requirements. I'm actually doing an assignment due tomorrow right now. I'm pretty tired. I feel guilty. I wanna say something like I'm trying my best but it never works. I feel like my grades used to be high but now they're like above average but doesn't stand out. I want to feel more confident about my messages, my grades, myself, the things that I say, etc..."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry to see u feel that way"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I tried to message to talk to u there or whatever but it wont let me so yea"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I hope ur able to finish ur assignment and go to bed soon since ur tired"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Also at least ur trying ur best"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Thats really all one can ask for"}
{"username": "nuggetz", "content": "Awww thankss"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "um, i'm going to vent ab smt, if that's ok"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Absolutely"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry to hear ur dealing with all that stuff"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I really dont know what to say tbh"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "But don't delete it cause there's probably other people here that can really help u or are going through the same thing and yall might be able to help each other"}
{"username": ",3", "content": "Love you too3"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "then when i try to go to sibling abuse recovery or atleast get help shes like do i even abuse you?\u201d or doesnt want me to have my phone because I make it all about me\u201d"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "or even just kind words from strangers shes rude about it and doesnt want me on my phone"}
{"username": "AutumnLeaves", "content": "she complains on how i never change clothes when i dont have any to wear, she acts like i ruin everything"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "cw for drugs and sh"}
{"username": "Cherubicide", "content": "i found out how to light a lighter properly and now i can smoke weed/cigs or burn myself AND i found a razor blade in my lil self harm kit i have hidden in my room. tonights gonna be fun:"}
{"username": "rika", "content": "this is not made by me i found it in a server and thought i would spread this message"}
{"username": "pastellia .", "content": "Wow um I need to vent a lot. I play flute and Im trying to do an audition right now. Ever since practice yesterday, the music sounded like pure crap. I really wouldve thrown it at the wall. The audition deadline is tomorrow. I watched some YT videos for reference and more. But watching it really just makes me feel like they play much better, because they do. Honestly, I havent been a good player anyways. Every time I try again, it makes me feel worse and cry every time I fail. Theres always something that gets in the way. It makes me feel untalented and useless compared to others. Flute is my only instrument and when I like other instruments that I want to try, I just dont want to take classes or tryouts because they feel embarrassing to me. I just feel like giving up but I dont want to because my parents payed for the flute, my books, my classes. But I dont know what to do if my music just continues to sound like this. I know I can just practice but I get distracted and busy a lot, and its hard for me to play because I take short breaths."}
{"username": "kou", "content": "tw: bullying"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "so kou was at volleyball today, and in volleyball we need to run. issue is, kou has a weird style of running. if you play genshin impact, think of the way qiqi or klee runs, or if you dont think of a person running, but their arms are spread out like a T. kou was running and a bunch of people where laughing at her for the way she runs, this has happened a few times, but kou didnt mind until now, since we where playing a match"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "tw: mention of sicide"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "i honestly cannot i just agh... i can barely express the emotions running through my head right now. out of nowhere i started sobbing and wanted to off myself on the spot but then i snapped back and was hella confused and still crying. then i had a random dysphoria spark and started crying again because i felt like i didn't know who i was anymore. i don't know what's going on with me. something's wrong."}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "you'll regret it. And stop depriving yourself from food, you're just making it worse for yourself. No, you aren't being dramatic. Get up, help yourself to some food, relax, don't think too much about others. They aren't as important as you are to yourself."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "im tired of people playing favorites honestly, its so annoying. giving their friends passes to do more only cause their your friends and not your actual co workers. especially when youre doing a job that requires you not to biased. your co workers ask for one thing and you dont provide but you whine for it for your friends and they get it. the double standards is quite annoying and im bout ready to hop out. especially when the same co workers as to do the same job you gave ur friend but u didnt reply to them yikes. im officially over this."}
{"username": "nipotino", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "Life's unfair, you just either deal with the problem or you sit through it."}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "Don't give up on yourself."}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "It isnt jus an blame it on life being unfair\u201d thats just biases and its annoying. this makes me want to leave discord all together"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": " this is human consciousness and awareness and people choosing to be biased just my best friend works here now and i like them more"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "especially when your co workers been there longer and deserves most of the positions being given away"}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "oh i thought you were talking about a job in the real world"}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "it makes more sense now"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "I understand your thoughts about inequality but that is how people are, they choose people they like over who is more important. That is human nature, it's always been like that especially nowadays. I've been on the other end of the spectrum, and I've seen people get punished for things they did while I didn't when I was doing it. Unfair isn't it? Just because you like someone doesn't mean you should disrespect everyone else. My point is, don't take this standing down, don't tell me oh i talked to them about it but they won't listen. Of course they won't, why would they? There's ways you can right this, but I'm not going to tell you how, because that's not my job, that's yours."}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "now if you'll excuse me I need to make myself some salad"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Thanks for the help you, you tried at least and I appreciate that, so thank you."}
{"username": "daisy", "content": "of course, im sorry you're going through that"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "It's alright I guess, it's my problem I'm through this I guess."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "daisy I removed it, maybe they can help with the rest I guess."}
{"username": "zane", "content": "bye tysm that helped me a lot"}
{"username": "ayazami", "content": "i have no intention or active will to do anything yet i will pay with my life for my loved ones"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Vent: i dropped my croissant"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "minor vent: we dont know how to deal with this.. so this person wants us to make a twitch banner for them, but we dont know how. and also, we've seen the things they stream so we can explore our possibilities with the banner. we dont know how to make a banner for twitch, and we're stressing a bit here because we want to do other stuff. what should we do?"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "You can always take these opportunities babes, but you definitely need to converse with that person"}
{"username": "lattokills", "content": "The only people who can say things are actually racist are the people you are targeting"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "TW: shooting, stabbing"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "Yesterday, me and my friend met up to hang out and have some lunch. My mom and bro dropped me off and they went to do some shopping. After me and my friend were done, we met up with my mom and bro after we finished looking around the strip mall outdoor mall on a strip lane. My mom and my bro went to a store to buy some things, and me and my friend followed them... That store that we went to, my friends mom told him that there was a shooting earlier today. Both of us were shocked, especially because I havent really decided when we should have lunch. So I chose the 13th on Saturday as I didnt want my parents to confuse it as a Valentines date. And Im so glad that we chose to go out yesterday instead of today. If we did go today, literally me and my friend, and our families would have been at high risk of being shot and dying. I would have also been at risk if I went out today earlier too. I wasnt feeling well today, and my mom told me that we should go out to a shopping center. Even though it wasnt at the strip mall, it was still very nearby and heck who knows the risks. Im just so glad that me, my friend, and our families are still here till this day. And now also a few mins ago, there was a report of a stabbing ? incident at the same place. I just cant imagine what could have happened if me and my friend went there today.haven96cry"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "i can't stop shaking"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "i just wanna sleep"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't know why but out of no where i felt kinda reckless and started crying so hard"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "i feel like nothing can be done right."}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "i dont wanna go into detail but i just wanna leave so bad. but whatever im tired of everyone especially him:/ i feel so disgusted with myself for the past few days and i cant escape it i see them everyday. so i wont be in the server for a while i'll miss you guys so much but i really done with everyone. take care everyone\ufe0f xoxo"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "i dont know how to stop becoming so oversensitive. being ignored and things we dont know how to overcome that. we've had that trait for over many years, and still cant get over it. although we alters are different from one another, we have two traits in common. which is jealousy and oversensitivity. does anyone know how to overcome this?"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Over sensitivity eh? I used to be like that, I was quite sensitive myself and would cry from pretty much anything. I think the only way I managed to finally overcome it was to seperate myself from the reason for that, the people I was around to be more specific. As sad and disappointing as it may be to hear, I think it was also something to do with the fact I that as I grew up, I became more mature, which may have played a part as well in it."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I'm honestly sorry that wasn't as helpful as it could have been, gl with this tho!"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "das good den:3"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I was about to help atsushi in her vent, but then some other amazing people came before me"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "ping when u respond please"}
{"username": "rush", "content": "pog"}
{"username": "TARGTDDSTRUCTIQ", "content": "My friend is addicted to burning their own skin. They burn the skin on their hands and then peel it off and when it bleeds they burn it again to cauterize it. It looks really bad and idk how to help them"}
{"username": "Asebility", "content": "Have you asked them why they are doing this? Maybe talking with her about this will help you to understand her and then you can try to help. Because burning your skin is awful and she must have a reason why she's doing it..."}
{"username": "Atsuya Lovebot", "content": "i feel very ignored in a server that became one of my comforts back then... i dont know what i did wrong, i was just inactive because i was actually very busy.."}
{"username": "Atsuya Lovebot", "content": "my whole reason of downloading discord was because of them, now it feels like Im being ghosted there now"}
{"username": "Atsuya Lovebot", "content": "I dont think Ive done anything bad."}
{"username": "Atsuya Lovebot", "content": "Aww, yeah I guess so.. but thank you sm!"}
{"username": "kyu", "content": "Yw 3"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "iiChxrryii", "content": "So I have a lot of hidden feeling and I don't know how to explain, I will try my best..."}
{"username": "iiChxrryii", "content": "I feel like I am trapped in a cage, school doesn't let me do ANYTHING I want to do... My father always wants me to dress like HE says and I cannot wear my shorts, nor cropped tops when I am with him BECAUSE he wont let me go out with those clothing, on the other hand when I am with my mother she does let me, but she wants to keep me INSIDE the house not doing ANYTHING watching the BORING tv shows she watches, and when I am with her she takes away my phone and won't let me text with anybody so I just sneak it on my pocket and use it while she is looking away, I feel TRAPPED because I know I'm old enough to do what I want... And my parents are jerks. My sister is another rude, because she NEVER calls me since we live far away and she always wants ME to call HER and she NEVER calls ME so I gotta do EVERYTHING and it is not fair for me. I hate feeling like this. My other brother is very nice, no complainings about him, but my 3rd and last brother... He also lives far, I went to his house to visit and he did NOT say A WORD, I tried but... Yeah... Also.. I like someone, but I am not really sure, and he likes someone else so I feel kind of sad... Any recommendations to cure myself inside? I feel bad... very, even thought it doesn't look like..."}
{"username": "iiChxrryii", "content": "I feel better now that I let it out..."}
{"username": "eros", "content": "im crying rn from this thank you sm3"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "i feel bad when i vent, i feel like i put my pain on your shoulders are you okay too? if not i wouldnt want to make your day worse"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "okay, i was just trying to make sure but if you need to vent ever know you can to me"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "I'm gonna vent here about something poopy"}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "So I got warned for using a stolen emoji, and I blocked the person when they were gonna give me evidence, but I blocked them way before when they didn't respect the decision that I didn't want them to tell me not f2u all the time I use a stolen emoji, it's not in the rules that you can't use stolen emojis, and everyone in Discord does it, so yeah...:"}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "It's just poopy that I get a warning for using an emoji..."}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "When it's not even on my own server, it's literally on a friend's."}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "That's all I have."}
{"username": "y e s", "content": "And it was literally in this server"}
{"username": "Lucky", "content": "Where can i chat"}
{"username": "Lucky", "content": "Can someone tell me where is main chat"}
{"username": "eowyn 3", "content": "i am extremely stressed for the ACT and its a lot sooner than i expected"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "thank you sm3"}
{"username": "tsu", "content": "I know i shouldn't be saying this but the past few weeks have been sleepless nights, my parents are always fighting, it's to the point that I'm scared they'll have to separated. I'm not going to specify exactly why they're fighting, but it's just making me cry and I'm already paranoid enough. School's been rough for me too. I know it's not healthy to have a lot of things going on in my life. I really just want to go back to my peaceful old life, sorry for being too overdramatic. I've been holding this for a while. That's all I have to say, sorry for being a bother to you."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I think im gonna release the stress im getting, and if you dont understand, that's okay."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "im scared."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "im really scared."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I cant leave my room, im losing relationships with people who love me, I really wana come out, I can't."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "they blame me, I know its not my fault, am I doing something wrong?"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "it can't be my fault, they love me, right?"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "they beleive in me."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "they should atleast."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "dads gone."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "he can't help me."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "neither can my mom."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "divorced."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "split."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "sadness."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I blame myself."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I hide away, can't come out."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "suffering, I cant leave."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I want help."}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "do you need help?"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "what is your problem?"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I feel sad, I need friends"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "why don't you make friends?"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "im scared"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "stop being scared its so simple"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I cant im sorry"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "please help me"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "why did you hurt me"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "hurt"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I feel hurt"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I cant stop hurting"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "it feels dark"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "really dark"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "help,"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Try to stop overthinking about bad and dark stuff and try thinking about wholesome stuff"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "Thats not easy,"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Yes i know"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "That's why i want u to keep trying!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Maybe think about ur pet and how cute they are"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I say that to myself, so thanks for that reminder"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Or maybe think about how chocolate is made"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I just got a lot on my mind, and its typical for me to overthink"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "Ive been stressed for way to long"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "So letting this out was a relief for now"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I hope everything goes well over there"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Gl"}
{"username": "Sleep", "content": "I'll keep that in mind"}
{"username": "Shxmaii", "content": "Sorry about my horrible english"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "Im so close to end my contact with everyone and Im so spoiled I have no reason to be sad"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "I can get almost anything I want with asking, and I dont get punished for not doing school"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "Yeah I may be spoiled but that doesnt mean Im not hit or mentally hurt every day by my parents and family members"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "abuse is a scary word for me"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "this is unhealthy i get anxiety attacks every afternoon and i dont know what to do i shake so much not knowing what to do or go i just want it to end"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "asi"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "sery"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "i like doing that and eventually i got used to it"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "tw: possible triggers of specific topics, im not sure"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "im so tired... im just so tired of everything. im tired of myself and i hate how i do so many things that i dont wanna do and feel stuff I dont wanna feel. im in need of attention sm, i crave it but i dont wanna bother ppl and be annoying. i wanna talk to my crush... lets call him short stack, but i dont have the damn courage to. im so stubborn and dumb and childish and unneeded, it hurts to know all this and the worst part is ppl tell me so, so many reasons that im not all that but its just the vibe they give off is... completely different. its like my parents, ik im a burden to them sm its up to the point where they only notice me for my mistakes. but thats it im not gonna go into detail aha. i just want everything to be ok again, before i fully understood love. before i got attached to technology. before i was such a mess."}
{"username": "ann1e 3", "content": "it shouldn't have happened"}
{"username": "ann1e 3", "content": "it's not fair"}
{"username": "ann1e 3", "content": "it's really not fair, ."}
{"username": "soberkink.", "content": "irs too early for this and Im already stressed. I have a few missing assignments but I cant stop dissociating and letting my alter switch in. I have to watch over this child too, and Im already stressed enough."}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "sorry if there's no spoiler tags. it would delete my message if i tagged it too much."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "i just lost my bestfriend of 4 years"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "Today my friend joined one of the servers im in and they started to expose the things he did in the passed and stuff and then he full on blocked me of embarrassment. That was the past, Bad memories, I don't really gaf about the past. But this really hurt deep inside. He was my bestest friend in the world, Anything I could've asked for, But it all came to an end today."}
{"username": "rin", "content": "It's just.. when the world came to a bad space for me, he was always there for me."}
{"username": "roni", "content": "This is really really stupid but my teacher just removed a recommendation from the class I wanted. It was either math analysis honors or precalc enriched. She originally put me in math analysis, but then today we talked and she removed me from that class. This class was one of the only recommendations I cared about. Probably the only one. The rest of my classes were basically already set, and there was nothing the teacher could do to change the recommendation because I am on a path with certain classes. Math analysis was something I really wanted, and idk i cried on cam when she said she wasnt comfotrable plading me in that class."}
{"username": "roni", "content": "you can ignore this i just needed to vent sometwhere"}
{"username": "roni", "content": "im too embarrassed to say this to friends and family"}
{"username": "roni", "content": "they r probbaly gonna be so disapooint ed"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "Trigger warning Someone keeps spamming me with r4pe videos im crying so much"}
{"username": "sakuraa", "content": "block them please"}
{"username": "R Y", "content": "I feel like everyone hates me and I can't make friends bc of this. I get too scared to talk to anybody bc I think that I'm the most annoying person in this world and they're definitely gonna hate me. I feel like I don't deserve any love and nobody wants my love either so I'm very cold and it's very difficult for me to say things like I love you bc I think people are gonna get disgusted by it, because it's me and I'm annoying and disgusting. Tho I'm trying to overcome this so I joined this server and I decided to talk, and I'm very grateful bc the people here seem to be nice 3 but I don't wanna trust them so much bc what if they're acting or something. If I'm annoying to you, I'm so sorry :. I wish I could be someone else or just not exist so I wouldn't be annoying people with my presence."}
{"username": "R Y", "content": "oh and I'm also mad at the bot that muted me for 1 hour for nothing "}
{"username": "R Y", "content": "The last message I sent had like 9 emojis"}
{"username": "R Y", "content": "Tysm : you really made me feel better. I'll try to make friends and not be too scared, you motivated me even more 3. Ty for answering my long texts, that means a lot to me! ily \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Alice Angel", "content": "I have been feeling really depressed in the past few months. all the scolding on how they know i can do better. i cant seem to find any motivation to do anything. my friends always ask if all of us want to go on a walk to the water channel that's by our houses, but i always say another time because im constantly tired and not motivated. my teachers scold me a lot, and i have racked up about 50 missing assignments over the entirety of the year. I have mostly b's, but about 23 f's if i can remember correctly. my memory is horrible mostly now, and its hard for me to focus. im scared of talking to an adult because im afraid they will tell me im faking or not take it seriously. i really want it all to end, and i want to be happy again, i just dont know what steps to take to accomplish that. my teacher entered the thing to talk to me, and while i was explaining why i had only done 1 page of the thing i started hyperventilating and crying, so i muted myself and was just breaking down. if you have any advice please please tell me"}
{"username": "Mirii", "content": "i miss my dad, who is currently in the icu for almost a month. even though me and him never been the closest, it's weird not having him around as he was always there in the house watching tv or wtv now it's weirdly quiet in a way? i don't know what i am saying."}
{"username": "Near", "content": "Stay safe sweetie!"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "mental health overall is still not good, family problems but i came out atleast"}
{"username": "eros", "content": "little bit of weight off my shoulders yk"}
{"username": "RATATOUILLIE", "content": "Sorry to vent but i was wearing a hoodie and stockings and my mom said i was a wh0r3 so now im scared of wearing stockings incase my mother lowers my confidence/ happiness"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "As for my friend, I mean he just scolded me for not eating so I could lose weight which I think is what I needed. I'm just working on breaking the habit. I used to eat around 400 cal a day and now I'm reaching a little past 1000. Right now I'm working on motivating myself to get out of bed and take care of myself. Most of the time I wake up around 2pm fall asleep around 4 because of insomnia and eat a couple hours after I wake up or when my stomach starts cramping or rumbling a lot."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Sorry for the slow response, I'm a little tired."}
{"username": "asi", "content": "its 4am and im gonna sleep soon so prolly waking up near 2pm as well"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "ah, 4am for me as well"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Also, look at it this way, at least you brushed your teeth, even is you do it at 1am or 5pm, you still did something healthy.:"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "working on fixing my sleep schedule tho not going too hot"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "yeah, I'm not trying, school will fix my sleep schedule"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "i have to get a min 6h sleep or I'll fall asleep during class"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "at least my classes start at 9am so thats a start"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "if I'm not in school I sleep through most of my classes. mine starts at 8:15"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "o"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "my sleep schedule got pretty bad since midwinter break started"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "ion know if i prefer it this way but"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "It's think I messed up my sleep schedule while watching gordon ramsey."}
{"username": "asi", "content": "my mom had my phones internet turn off at 12am so i would sleep which i would probably prefer at this point"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Then maybe you could ask her to do it again, even though winter break is pretty much over"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "she'll prolly remember to anyway, im gonna go sleep, gn!"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Gn!"}
{"username": "joshh", "content": "dont let her take ur passion away from you"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "joshh thank you so much qt"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "SeNor Cyan oh wow it was unexpected that you responded but thank you so much"}
{"username": "adore", "content": "Well im not so active here but I just want to vent about my relationship with friends. I only have one that I rely on and I want to make some more. I really do but.. It's hard for me since I overthink about what the other person is thinking. I tend to feel left out, too. Today, actually my friend suggested that I should meet one of her friends and I finally said yes and I felt so nervous and I thought I was just being so incredibly awkward. It was..until my friend decided to add another one of her friends there, too and they spoke and i felt left out and I left the dm group in tears. Im just wishing that maybe one day i can have a best friend who understands me and i understand them. Do maybe any of you have any friends? I really need it..since i do feel quite lonely if i need to be honest."}
{"username": "adore", "content": "Thank u so much"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Honestly so confused about myself rn. I feel like maybe I'm going down the wrong path, and that i'm actually nonbinary, but at the same time I also feel like i'm female trans. Idk, I should probably talk to someone irl about this for guidance and assistance to truly figure out myself, but idrk."}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yea, you're right. Ty for that 3"}
{"username": "Chibius", "content": "Glad I could help"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "ghost ping?"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "The text I tried to send dissapeared and idk why"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Maybe it was too long?"}
{"username": "Chibius", "content": "Mmm maybe, though usually it would just be sent as 2 separate messages"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "I sent it as a paragraph and a half"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "this"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Weird"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "sorry if my message didnt help:"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "have a great day/night"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "Yeah, I got so much on my mind rn and it's stressing me out, so it's ot helping me out much mentally xd. And nah, you did help 3"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "It was poossibly too long."}
{"username": "Near", "content": "stay safe sweetie"}
{"username": "Aiko", "content": "I shall try, you stay safe as well"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "My cat died and I've been crying almost all day. I know this is stupid but my cat was literally the best and the only one who i loved playing with"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "I straight up want to cry but my body won't let me."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Thank you Kris"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Do you have any family or friends you can live with?"}
{"username": "chxrryc0la", "content": "No, not at all"}
{"username": "chxrryc0la", "content": "I sneak out to my boyfriend's house, i stay there till 6AM so my parents would be asleep. Same thing with my sister, although i sometimes don't trust her boyfriend cuz he always wanted to touch her and almost rped her."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "You should probably call the police."}
{"username": "chxrryc0la", "content": "Mhm."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Being taken away from a family a possibly being put in an adoption center is rough but it's probably better than growing up in that environment. That or talk sense into the woman that is letting him stay in her home."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "As long as you have evidence of abuse then you're good."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "I really wish the best for you and your sister. Also remember that they can't force you to stay there forever."}
{"username": "chxrryc0la", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Godspeed"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "That old friend went on how it was all my fing fault all mine over and over then went on how horrible of a monster I was accused me of spying on her here a server with fing 24k people and told me I treat people like pets she said I was an attention seeker I have my own server with 1.2k members and there was a time when I stopped being her friend I had to make an announcement mentioning why I was gone for 2 weeks the reason was because I tried to overdose not proud of it didn't wanna go into details I just said that I tried to and I'm also human and I've been going through a lot and then I explained about how I didn't wanna hear about that old friend anymore on how I couldn't be friends with her anymore because my mental health is already such a mess yk so she goes ranting on how I lied to people and manipulated things then went on how I shouldn't scream to 1.2k people yk yeah which I didn't I just wanted to explain why I was gone for 2 weeks but still it hurts so much I'm so hurt I don't wanna be called an attention seeker but I feel safe enough to let things out here I'm so tired of everything of myself I'm trying but it feels like it's never enough people always ruin me when I feel better people always have to go no u can't be happy because ur horrible and I know I'm horrible"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "My life sucks I wanna get better but I can't because people always mess me up I get messed up easily but I wanted to move pass what that old friend said I wanted to just get better"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "And bottling up isn't good for u bb. Talk to ur close friends about ur problems, they won't judge u. I'm sure everyone loves u"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "the next day I decide to eat breakfast the day wasn't the best and I told my boyfriend so and we called since he always makes me so happy yk but then catastrophe stroke ofcofc"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Ur boyfriend seems like a good person"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "I dont think I should talk rn"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Even though I think you got the wrong idea on aoi"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Goldie let her talk"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "That stupid huge breakdown lead me to asking for a breakup which I didn't want but I was stressed sad and I wanted to disappear I couldn't do it anymore I started throwing pretty mucja. tantrum throwing things off to look for something to self harm but I couldn't find anything I always break glass when things happen and idk it's just so hard to explain I started throwing pretty much a rampage and just went on and on my boyfriend didn't know I did that on call with him until I told him 2 days after and he felt bad and I'm horrible honestly horrible I can't believe I asked him for a breakup 3 times my mouth went I WANT A FING BREAKUP but my head was going what am I even doing what am I doing I'm doing something wrong again I shouldn't do this"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I have many friends but it bacame harder and harder to vent to them to trust them fully they seem to not trust me when I talk about what I do to myself they get so upset and I don't want that"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I know I'm a horrible person"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "People saying it more and more"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "just makes it worse"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I try my best to be a good person but I know I'm probably not trying well enough people always say I'm not trying enough that's what I always hear people always complain about me"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I just wanna get better but it seems impossible"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I always hear the same stuff over and over again"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "No, it's not impossible"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Everything is possible, rawr"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I won't even try to do smth, ty"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I KNOW UR PARANOID BUT IM SO TIRED"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I just wanted to live life but"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "even after I fixed the issue with my boyfriend"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "after I did I still wanted to look at it positively we got this out of the way we can get through some more I mean it's almost been 3 months"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "his friend called me a guilt tripper"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I tried to ignore it"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I really did because she didn't know me"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Can you guys"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "for a second"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "she didn't know anything about me I'm sorry"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "jesus.."}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I'll stop"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "at least I let some off"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "sorry I never really vented apart from my calls with my boyfriend and in a group"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "but that group just went really messy"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Leah."}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "but I kinda feel better even tho I didn't tell my friends about my problems and I shouldn't have just let everything here well 5 of it here I shouldn't anymore"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Can I dms you real quick?"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "First off calm."}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "I'm calm"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "Ashi On Break", "content": "Can I dms you?"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "Yeah sorry if I messed up"}
{"username": "Leah.", "content": "Tysm Kris actually really helpful ty"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "That was a lot to read"}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "But I have some feedback as far as quitting self harm goes. Let me see if I have a picture of what I do."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Man, I don't."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "But, if you enjoy art, I think a thing that might help you is taking a marker so you won't be able to scratch yourself and finding a shape or something you enjoy drawing on yourself. I usually draw swirls and I knew something that would draw flowers. Take your pain and turn it into something beautiful."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Breaking a self harm addiction isn't easy by any means trust me I would know but anyone can break an addiction. Especially with the lovely people here and people outside of here that are willing to support you."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Another thing that may help is to take a warm shower unless you like them cold but I advise against hot. I did that a lot when I was dealing with withdrawals getting off of medication."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "Or if you like writing you could write poetry about it or a short story."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "I can list all of the stuff I do to distract myself from picking up old addictions if anyone is interested."}
{"username": "Yuok", "content": "I literally want to cry so bad Rn im in math class i hate math so much, i just heard that my dad might pass away today and im not going to be able to see him why must covid be like this why did it get him this bad i didnt think this would be so soon i have barely recovered from covid why couldnt he also..., the nurse said he also has depression... was he not happy with us? Is this why he didnt tell us he had all the symptoms? Why didnt he say something? Why didnt he agree to the help the nurses were offering him? Why did he not want to go on ft, we wanted to see him. Im done."}
{"username": "Botched Holmes", "content": "And if you don't want to come off as rude or you don't want to ignore the person you can say, Thank you for your feedback but I like it the way it is and I don't want to change it.."}
{"username": "asi", "content": "i can relate tho normally when i dont wanna criticism people are like your wm can be cropped out"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "thank you both! Botched Holmes; the work i posted was in a your work section, and there was a separate channel for crticism. thank you!"}
{"username": "maid atsushi!", "content": "they told us it was a suggestion, and a compliment. unfortunately, im not aggressive like xela. its alright now, im not mad anymore; a bit irritated, but im alright. part 2 of venting"}
{"username": "ceiling fan", "content": "so here's the thing. i just talked to my mom for a few minutes for a school life. i explained to her i can't do the homework because my lack of motivation. i can do the homework, yes, it's not hard, but i'm just not motivated enough. the homework is just boring. and if i spend too much time on it, i eventually quit it because i'm bored and unmotivated. instead of homework, i like writing, reading, and mma more. i like focusing on that more. but my teachers and mom don't know that. i have a ptc with my math and science teacher on wednesday and english and history on friday. she's going to tell them i feel unmotivated and can't do it, which might be a nice thing but the thing is she might start pressuring me to do homework."}
{"username": "SANTA WARRIOR", "content": "Hi everybody so I got exams I didn't read anything too so I'm on a break and till March 25th so ly all stay safe and take care byeeheart"}
{"username": "Chibius", "content": "Goodluck on your exams!"}
{"username": "swaggot", "content": "woa"}
{"username": "swaggot", "content": "i didnt mean to type that much"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Happy Vent"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm happier than usual, I feel like life has actually been good. I'll list some things that happened to me:."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "1. I have a boyfriend, he loves me, I love him, we're happy, and I hope it won't last painful, and I hope it will last long."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "2. My parents still hate me because I'm not good at studying, but since we got out of financial problems, I have a better life, and I'm able to put some weight off my shoulders. So now I have more time to look at my career at school."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "3. I finally got to stop self harm after a long period using it to relieve pain. I feel like I'm happier this way."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "4. Last but not least, I feel more myself. I feel like I'm finally becoming myself, someone who doesn't care about anyone's opinion about me, I only care about my opinion. I feel happier."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Note: Just be yourself, and start a great beginning, and you'll be able to do anything, thank you for all the support I got when I vented here a lot of times, I'm grateful, it all worked thank to you. I also want to give a special thanks to @ because they are extremely nice, and they helped me the most. I love you, thank you very much."}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "PLSSS NP ILYYY"}
{"username": "Sleepy Angel! V", "content": "wow so much paragraphs"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "pLS"}
{"username": "Sleepy Angel! V", "content": "its my 1st time being in this channel"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "uHm keep convo's out this channel tho this is for venting, chat"}
{"username": "rin", "content": "im so like mad rn bc life isnt fair anymore for me i lost my dad when i was 9 and my mom went to jail when i was 6 for doing drogs and they left me in russia and then i didnt know any english so i couldnt understand anything when i moved to america i didnt know english and i like died bc ppl were making fun of me for not knowing english and that was pretty hard but now ik a lot of english bc i studied for 5 years im literally sooo good at english now"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Hi! Im sorry If I should not do this here, my apologize! BUt just incase I wanted to let everyone know smt oW o"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oh its to long ono"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "WAIT NORMAN?"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "@ akari"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "IS THAT YOU"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "mUAHAHA"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "oh wait nvm now i know what your talking about"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "heh Ima try to make it shorter"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "its way to long.."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "hm ik what to do!"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "try to make the message one by one"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "and boom"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "ty owo"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I think its just way WAy to long..."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "does not fit any where oo"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "put it shorter and send the message one by one"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "oh didnt expect that but thank you!"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "We arent supposed to do any of that"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Just keep your strength"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Keep your faith"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Dont change because you were told to"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Be yourself"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Sometimes playing a character, isnt the best thing to do. Have a great day, and dont stop spreading awareness about things that are happening currently in the world."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "\ufe0f this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. out of the experience, it destroys people. Please don't be afraid to ask for help."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Please, I beg you, please don't do it. You are worth it and there are people who love you.\ufe0f"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I need everyone to pass this on."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "As it says, its not mine! But I thought it will be important to share, and Im so sorry if anyone feels uncomftable/not pleased ect. my intentions where not to make anyone feel bad!"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "np! hugs and kisses to anyone having a bad day"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Sorry to ask here, but I cant seem to find the main chatt o/o wil anyone tag it? Ty;w;"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "my true happy vent and life!"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "\ufe0fTW trigger warning! Depression, Anxiety, Starving yourself, Self harm!\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "when i was little i was very happy ever since i was 5 i felt kinda sad and it got worse and worse i was tryna figure what was wrong with me and when i searched what it was it was depression and i never heard about depression before. When i started school i begin to shake for no reason i never stop shaking till the end of the day my teacher didnt even see me i felt like i was frozen in a freezer and being dead while shaking and when i was home i cried so much and telling myself what was wrong with me i had to study what was wrong with me and i guess i knew it 24/7. when i turned 8 my depression and anxiety became worse and worse and self harming thoughts are very much worse i cutted myself on my finger and it started to sting when i took a shower.. when i was 10 i was kinda getting lil better till better i remember starving myself when i was 9 i completely cried very much and when i found something that belongs to me i finally found it and i must keep it. it was happiness! my health is getting better once again i promised myself to be better and help others."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I feel so bad ono"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "uhh its very long"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "all that typing"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "for it to be tagged"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oh nvm I found a way to take it out"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "YOU ARE SO STRONG MAAM/SIR"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "333"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Nobody should every go through that: But Im so proud ur getting better"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "And Ik you will keep bc ur so strong and I believe in u w ALL MY HEART"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "uvu"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "awe ty 3"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "why wont it let me go in?"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "hmm I probaly missed a step! I verified and checked all the rules"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "it was kinda triggering im vv sorry:"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "For everyone feeling down, here ily all so much If you see this I just want you to know I love you. You are precious, an incredible person with an amazing personality. You are beautiful, I hope that you are eating well, staying hydrated and getting good sleep. I hope you are taking care of your mental health. I hope you are taking care of your grades and you are feeling better. Everything is going to work out, dont give up. You are amazing, you are strong. You are a gift that was sent into this world, you are here for a reason. We are given an opportunity to live, to be born with great health. Lets take advantage and be grateful of what others cant have. Im sorry I havent been helping with rants lately but Ive been dealing with my own problems that I havent talked about. But I hope you are doing good and I want you to know you are worth so much and that I love you. I will always be here for you!"}
{"username": "Yuok", "content": "I want to cry"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "well that all just got deleted"}
{"username": "asi", "content": "it wasn't much of a long paragraph so uh"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "bro, why can I talk here:,"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "osoro fix perms, I'm not supposed to talk here while muted"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "u should be grateful lmfao"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Sorry about aoi. Shes always like that"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Jiiko I know you said that"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Aoi would never say that"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Smh"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Now go back to chat"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Mute"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Muted"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Also I wasnt trying to be them if you are confused"}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Well, good then cause I dont want you messing up what aois worked for"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Uh huh..."}
{"username": "Yako Goldie", "content": "Now go to dms this isnt the chat"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "oh, its okay. i just interpreted what aoi said in the wrong way."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "hi! I wanted to share something of mine And also everyone here also sharing, you are so strong Im so proud of you! CW: T!CKS"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "So I usua;y get what is known as Ticks but Im still not diagnosed so I dont like saying I have them!"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "bUT I get really uncrontoulable moves a lot usually during the night ono"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "and Ive noticed that usually when I concentrade its better and its more calming"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "and I just wanted to ask if anyone could give me some calming activities I can concentrde in!"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "that was all! Thank you I"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "@ akari Try doing your hobbies! I think it's best to try things that are more on the artistic side when it comes to therapeutic things. Draw, write, sing, etc. Maybe watch a comedy show. Read a book or just find interesting things on the internet! Mess around with Google AI. Use the wide variety and availability of fun things to do. Or maybe just sit down, drink a cup of beverage, look outside, listen to some calm music and just admire some scenery! I hope you can quickly get a diagnosis and help yourself even more"}
{"username": "mariri", "content": "Np! Anytime"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "someone's watching, i can't say who but they're watching me, i can't say anything anymore, i hear footsteps, i have to go"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "I'm scared"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "Too much happened today"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it caught me off guard"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "not even discord is my safe space anymore"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i thought discord was the place where i could say what's happening to me but i was wrong"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i can't say what happened"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i don't want them to be angry at me anymore"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i just really need someone to hug me right now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i have someone in mind"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "but they're not with me right now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i'm gonna see them tomorrow but they're out of reach"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "this is the end isn't it"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i'm scared"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i'm silently screaming for help"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "it's all useless now"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i can't even remember what was meaningful to me anymore"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i'm scared"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "i feel so guilty"}
{"username": "RiriV", "content": "I feel really sad I was off for a whole day because the exact day my friend got frustrated at me my cat died and it might be stupid but my cat has been there for me throughout my saddest moments and happiest I'm so sad I lost her she did leave me her kittens but it's still so frustrating because she was doing so well she was just playing and jumping on and off my lap like usual and then it just happened I'm probably gonna talk about this to my other friends my gf said some nice things already I just can't bring myself to be my positive self atm because of my friend I'm trying to fix my relationship with her I hope I do well I don't wanna tell her my cat died yet since she might just get upset and go all sad"}
{"username": "RiriV", "content": "Adding just now I was on call with that friend and we were doing good she said she wasn't mad at me and I already knew that but I did upset her badly she didn't say that but I know I did but in the call her mom started shouting at her mean things and then idk I'm scared her parents are quite abusive at times I need to be reassured she's ok but idk where to look for that reassure ment"}
{"username": "RiriV", "content": "It was such a short call because of her mom who just started throwing things off and she just disappeared on me with don't worry I'll be fine it happens a lot lately and it just doesn't make me worry less"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "i had a mini anxiety attack why can't i just forget about it this makes me fear sleeping the more this happens"}
{"username": "MrPanda6429", "content": "ok so my friend just lost his dog and i feel like a bad friend for not being able to be there for him and instead doing schoolwork"}
{"username": "MrPanda6429", "content": "either do what i need to do, or try and help my friend"}
{"username": "MrPanda6429", "content": "like, what the hell am i supposed to do"}
{"username": "tiarra", "content": "btw sorry for replying super late omg"}
{"username": "ANGEL", "content": "So, I have those jelly window clings and Recently they have been disappearing off of my window. And this evening I found my cat choking on a window cling.."}
{"username": "draco", "content": "WUT..."}
{"username": "draco", "content": "uhh be careful put them in a spot where your cat cant get to them"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I keep getting nightmares of me being chased by some people i used to be friends with and then one of them stabs me. I sometimes wake up, crying and unable to breathe"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "The nightmare keeps repeating every single day and it makes me not wanna sleep anymore"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I tried talking to one of my friends about it"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "They didn't seem to believe me"}
{"username": "draco", "content": "any other close friend? or talk to your parents/guardian about it? they could help you and/or get medication if it gets worse D: sorry im not the best at giving advice ahh"}
{"username": "iiChxrryii", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "S o f t", "content": "Just a small venting. I have a friend that is mostly free because he stays at home. I am usually busy during the day with my projects and he always wants to talk to me. I can't talk all the time because of the things I have to do.. But he keeps spamming me with messages telling me I am an awful friend for not answering him in time. I barely have time for myself sometimes and I talk from time to time with other friends because they are busy too and understsnd. But this one keeps telling me I am a bad friend and thinks my fiance keeps me away from him when it's just my projects. I am sensitive when it comes to people I care about and I don't want to make him mad so I go out of my way to answer him as often as I can but it's still not enough and I don't know what to do anymore..."}
{"username": "lattokills", "content": "I feel violated, people dm me or add me just to play with me and my feelings because they think that im cute only just to ask me for nasty things i just want to off myself because i feel dumb and good for nothing."}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "So I'm kinda sad rn because I just found out of my friends has taken their life 30 minutes ago"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And I'm just tired of losing everyone so I don't know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "omg,I am so sorry!"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And with the amount of friends I've been losing I've been thinking about joining them so I don't really know what to do because I don't wanna make my other friends sad but I also can't deal with this pain anymore so I'm at a stump completely"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "no! your family still cares about you!"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "don't take your life away,I understand that you lost your friends and that makes you sad but they would be upset if you took yours too and think about your family they will be worried that their child took away there life. Don't do it"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "well then think about your brother and there are so many good moments in life that you wont experience anymore if you did it"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "And everyday I'm just normally told to kill myself so yeah I guess it's all just adding up to more and more and making me be at the point of killing myself already and therapy isn't working at all"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Mely plus I have almost nothing to really live for tbh"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "Everyone leaves me one way or another so I just kinda distance myself from others"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "So like me living already is kinda pointless"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "don't think like that!"}
{"username": "Mely", "content": "Thinking like that just makes you bring yourself down even more!"}
{"username": "Yuok", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "hey yo uh Xswag could you rewhitelist this channel and intros"}
{"username": "karislove", "content": "im trying to vent."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "yeah, sorry wick whitelist got screwed up"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "if you want you can dm me your vent and i'll paste it here"}
{"username": "S o f t", "content": "an ex friend of mine that i blocked because he was stalking me on every account and got mad if i didn't answer for 5 minutes keeps making accounts to harass me over and over again and i don't know what to do anymore. he doesn't listen to anyone and keeps messaging me on multiple accounts to call me names and threaten me with death I know him since 2014 but he got worse and possessive over everything i do. i am scared at this point"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "aw, i'm so sorry about that:"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "they sound so horrible, i'm sorry you have to put up with that."}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "have you tried making a second account and using that one instead? but keep your old one not deleted so it can seem like you're still there and he won't know you have a second account."}
{"username": "S o f t", "content": "i made a new facebook account only. on discord he can't reach me and on instagram i dont want to give up because i have many memories. my fiance messaged him on all accounts he used telling him i will go to police for harassement. he has my number since 2014 cause he was different. on my phone number i blocked him so he cant really reach me. i am just scared because i cared about him as friend but couldnt take it anymore to hide my status or anything i do cause he will stalk me and even tell me he did. i am just very scared now because i want peace. i am already going through a rough time and he wasn't a positive energy for me. thank you so much for replying to me! i planned to delete my other account but i keep it open for him until he stops. thank you again for helping me. i appreciate it a lot!"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT HER FACE"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "AND MY FRIEND IS LAUGHING ABOUT ME SHAKING AND HAVING ANXIETY"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "What even is"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Is that person's face scary"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "IT FRICKING HURTS"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "I CANT BREATHE"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "But why are u telling us to see it if it's so scary"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Try thinking of smth else"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Ur crush"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "MY FRIEND IS LAUGHING AT ME WHEN I HAD AN ANXIETY"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Hey hey it's ok"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I also used to have friends that do the same"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "If u do that, you'll be thinking of it 24/7"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "And maybe fall asleep while doing it"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I know this is probably the worst advice but i tried"}
{"username": "Near", "content": "i hope it works and thank you so much"}
{"username": "Sparkle", "content": "You got this Ruby you will survive, you got this Rubyyy"}
{"username": "The White Rabbit", "content": "I am getting annoyed YET AGAIN, because of those manipulators, drunk aggressive people, and my classmates being complete jerks. They were making fun of me, maybe they still do Idk, told that if I would drink with them, the friendship will still continue... AND OF COURSE... I ALMOST WENT OUT OF MY LIMITS after getting mocked by my classmates ofc I EVEN STARTED TO THROW A TEMPER TANTRUM AND BROKE THE DICTIONARY AND THREW IT INTO THE TRASH CAN!"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "if they're manipulative, they're not your friends. it'd be best to distance yourself from them!"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "you don't have to do something just for the sake of pleasing others/ entertain others/ preserve your friendship status"}
{"username": "eun", "content": "you do not need the validation of others, and if they cant appreciate you, they arent worth your time"}
{"username": "cheria x.x", "content": "o.o"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "well thank god my message wasn't deleted"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "sigh"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Not all of us.."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Im sorry Im not rlly good at cheering up ppl"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "or even saying anything smart Im sorry sajhbfgerf'"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I joined a vc u where in, and ur SO COOL YGFUSEW RETG"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I think ur so aweomse uvu"}
{"username": "jihab mihal someaestheticname", "content": "sorry i just like among us"}
{"username": "Neve", "content": "just really stressed"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "thats horrible oh my..kou recommend drinking tea or hot beverages like hot cocoa to help. also bananas are good kou think"}
{"username": "A A HKASAN", "content": "Coughs Heres me ranting Ok so for some reason ive been barely eating some days i eat only one meal but normally i eat 2 And idk what it is made its from medication that i take or something like that idk mabye its Idk Um Yeah its been going on since online school idk what to do.."}
{"username": "A A HKASAN", "content": " My STOMACH HURTS OW!"}
{"username": "A A HKASAN", "content": "Im in it for alot of reasons..."}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I feel so forgotten. Nobody notices me not even my own family. They almost forgot about me when they were about to go out to dinner. It's funny"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "Ksjskdn"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I'm gonna come back in a second"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "a nvm I'm not gonna continue"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "But I was tryna help someone!"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "sadly i am not so active in this server but I want to say that you are all very nice and that yall should love yourself for the person you are cause you are perfect the way you are! If someone need something my dms are always open and I'm here to talk and listen. Also i am proud of every single one of you! Maybe you think about yourself bad because you did a mistake but every human does so it's okay to make mistakes and its okay to feel sad or bad. I'm always here to vibe together. So yeah I love all of u"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Hi hi! Ive sent this before but I would like to send it again to anyone who needs it"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "this si actually a rlly long text"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "but sadly I cant send it"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "so I will make it shorter!"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "I lost it.."}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "my bad"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oh wait I can still chat! Oh no"}
{"username": "ImLoen", "content": "Perms are messed up, just dm me it or I can try to find it!"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "i dmed them about it"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "thank u tho!"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "I stopped feeling comfortable in servers a few days ago, idk why"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "And it's also happening here"}
{"username": "Aoi", "content": "So if I'm inactive it's probably cuz of that"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "oh mk!"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "drawing on my hands does not work anymore:/"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "vent:"}
{"username": "kou", "content": "so my friend has been ignoring me for 2 days and im really tired of it, i see her online and i try to say hi, then she goes offline, and even when i do some things like the daily notes i used to write for her, i get no response anyone can help?"}
{"username": "Rilly", "content": "so its been a while since all my friends ditched me after i left my city, and after the only friend I had left me, i realized im on my own now, and I accepted that. When i genuinly needed someone to talk to, i was left in the dark. Im not going to rely on people anymore. Idk."}
{"username": "ManiBytes", "content": "why"}
{"username": "ManiBytes", "content": "I guess i have no where else to let myself out"}
{"username": "ManiBytes", "content": "/"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "why"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "HJIO TGWR"}
{"username": "akari", "content": "Im sorry I love when the bot says that"}
{"username": "Blushh!", "content": "real life school is almost about to start, i didnt study alot, our school is strict and were gonna have alot of tests, my parents are gonna kill me if i cant get to the next class since im a transfer student, i didnt finish my previous homework, stress and alot more"}
{"username": "calii", "content": "can't. vent."}
{"username": "calii", "content": "i am trying"}
{"username": "calii", "content": "but i can't."}
{"username": "rika", "content": "hi, so today i was going to ask my bsf out in a game by building i like you\u201d and i told him to go sail his boat in the game so i could build the i like you\u201d but he never did. we got mad at eachother because i said to go sail his freaking boat and i didnt tell him why because it was a surprise so i switched teams to go build it there and after i did he never ever took a step close to my message aka the i like you\u201d but what he did was like bomb my entire freaking work so i got so mad that i left the game and cried for an hour. i joined back in his game and he ignored me and instead of calling me best friend or friend, he called me person."}
{"username": "Dumplii", "content": "I feel unsafe"}
{"username": "Dumplii", "content": "And shaky"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "So I broke up with my last ex back in early August of last year. While I already was fed up with him, recently a friend came up to me and shared some info that I didnt know neither did my other friends know about. While I did break up with him immediately after he nuked my server did a hacking prank on my account which scared all my friends and members. My friend told me that apparently he was cheating on me for a while perhaps maybe not long after we started dating. He even harassed several girls, doing probably worse things than he did in our relationship, and made them feel so bad. Although I already broke up with him for different reasons and I no longer have feelings for him, I guess Im just in a state of shock. Made my heart sank."}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "Also that coward even deleted like so many of his messages from my dms so like I almost have no proofs"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "Let's wait for the response of Kris, they are the best in helping."}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "Ive only been focusing on my friends, but hearing that news just shocked me and threw me back in time"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "I guess. Although that wasnt the worst relationship I was in rather not discuss about that, but yeah ever since that, my irl friends maybe just 5 of them and discord friends have stayed by my side and protected me ever since that last guy."}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "Hopefully. The first one, I was still very innocent I was 13 and got into... a huge and scarily unrealistic mess. The second one I was able to deal with faster since I matured a bit"}
{"username": "Clairvoyant Crescent", "content": "On the bright side, as of recently, I was able to gain back all the weight I have lost, and also quitted ways to hurt myself. Although this year feels a bit lonely mostly because I miss interacting with irl friends and quiet, I guess I have the things around me that makes feel happy and safe.2sparklehearts:"}
{"username": "Yuna.", "content": "I'm so scared of thunders. I don't know what to do against it. I have astraphobia. I literally shake at the sound of thunder, it makes my skin crawl, I'm so scared. It's rn super trash weather, and I can hear the thunders from afar.. I'm so scared."}
{"username": "Dumplii", "content": "Makes me relaxed"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "i"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "i only send a message trying to help somebody"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "i s w i c k y n o t w a n t i n g m e t o h e l p p e o p l e?"}
{"username": "Zuko", "content": "I reincarnated as a other person"}
{"username": "molk", "content": "hi i just wanna ask where the general chat is idk where else to type srry"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "knew it"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "bunni kek"}
{"username": "bunni", "content": "JKJK"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "smh"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "bunni hello again "}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "why isn't this channel whitelisted anyways"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "eh, guess i wont post my vent then"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "L"}
{"username": "molk", "content": "nvm i forgot to verify"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "the bot"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "it mutes people for no reason :"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "like breh"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "it mean"}
{"username": "V Pmpkins! V", "content": "like its mean"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "TW! mentions of undere4t1ng and p1lls"}
{"username": "lymon..", "content": "yo what is wrong with me i think i have a damn eating disorder but i dont wanna selfdiagnose. my parents are telling me that im rlly thin but i think im fat and they said they might even start giving me pills so like idfk. i mean i think its reasonable bc ive been undereating and skipping meals but someone pls help im stressing:"}
{"username": "zane", "content": "im? trying to help? thx bot"}
{"username": "wilbur dreams", "content": "stress eating cold pancakes at 1am because of a breakdowm? couldn't be me"}
{"username": "Tw1st V", "content": "nitro ver"}
{"username": "sallycally", "content": "bro"}
{"username": "sallycally", "content": "i poured my heart into that msg"}
{"username": "y2k noelle purr", "content": "why are people getting muted?"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "I don't think this is a vent but my teacher failed me even though I did the work"}
{"username": "MistyCaramel", "content": "Wick won't mute you if you leave a vent, sorry for the cuties who got muted while trying to!"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "I keep getting left by people and I keep trying to give people my all, but I am just really lonely I don't tend to vent because id rather help people but its honestly overwhelming now..."}
{"username": "AdoboChan", "content": "I am tired, sad, and etc. But unable to explain why. Thank you."}
{"username": "istu", "content": "I just feel bad that noone is replying to the vents"}
{"username": "istu", "content": "Especially since my vent was ignored not too long ago"}
{"username": "Akiraa", "content": "thank uuu"}