i have this friend whose sleep schedule is a bit wack. he usually goes to sleep at 3am and because school starts at 9am, he only gets like 5h of sleep. i am the mom friend, and i always want the best for everyone. i've kinda been looking at it through my fingers because i know i can't just change his sleep schedule. but today? he went to sleep at 8am. he started a game at 1am and played for 7h straight. he went to sleep when i woke up. i tell him that i only want the best for him and that i love him. seeing his sleep schedule always makes me cry. i can't just leave someone because of a sleep schedule, and he's done so much for me in the past. but he won't do anything about his sleep schedule and it makes me so sad. how can i get him to understand that i don't want to cry every morning and that i love him so much?


@ wholesome of the day!


Tbh... This shouldn't be your problem in the first place, if his parents are okay with their kid not going to school or being sleep deprived then you shouldn't care that much. I understand as a friend you're concerned but all you can do is give advice and that's really it, you can't just go and force them to sleep.


lmao he said that we should just stay as friends


im hella sad rn that i wanna cry


but its ok


he said that he needed to take care of himself first


he went to the hospital yesterday


he thought about me


he said that he cant really date me cause of his head injury


hes checking in and out of the hospital or some thing


wait lemme re read the text sis


that's understandable then


oh my gosh


hes always at the hospital


maybe he would accept you if it wasn't for his injuries but I'm not sure


im worried now


he'll be okay


He's really free to decide if he wants to stay with you or not /


Just send him a wholesome mesage to let him know you care


Yeah instead of hating each other just be best friends!


hold on


That's what I did with my ex


Yeah I didn't say that he hates you or you hate him


I said it would be better to be friends with him


I just learned a lil ago that one of my recently, exfriends keeps pretending to kill me in different ways mainly in games they play but they keep making jokes about what i would look like if they killed me using method or driving me to s/c/de and i just, i feel so yucky for some reason..? i dont understand why they would do that, me and them kinda just drifted apart and i dont talk to them much anymore so i just, hh idk, i've been feeling kinda uneasy and i dont know what to do because some of the things they've said don't feel like jokes, @ wholesome of the day! srry if this vent sounds dumb i dont really vent vv much,


You dodged a bullet by drifting away.


Don't let them get to your head!


throw them in the trash, all of them


they were really friendly towards me last time i talked to them abt a month ago but this last week they've been really aggressive when they mention me to others,


Hmm


and dw i've blocked them, ty!


Distance yourself from them


Oh.


Then just forget about them, true friends won't believe a word they say!


th thank you sm, i really appreciate yalls advice,! i might go play mc to distract myself for a lil to be honest,'v'


Heya, I hope your day is doing okay! be happy and keep on smiling, don't ever stress out on your school! giving up right now is not the best choice, because look at the past, you're already doing good. Keep climbing to reach your dreams! And remember, your life is gonna be good in the future. You might have tough times, but that means someone's tryna bring you down and take you one step away from your dreams, just think that someone is having times that's way worse than yours. Every challenge can be finished, it just takes time. It was never easy, so keep going and never give up on life! if you ever need help, my dms are always open


HE KEEPS TAGGING ME IN THE PUBLIC CHATS GAHHH


oh um


this guy i like


If the topic does not pertain to venting please take it into the Main Chat. Not here.


please chat in chat


@ wholesome of the day!


I really don't wanna live, I'm getting so sick of feeling like this, I feel absolutely horrible, my mom raised her voice at me, my big brother started being rude, what else is there to say besides I don't really wanna live...


Dont do it


You have more of a life to live


Even if the situation your in is sad it will get better


Just watch anime and its all good


Imagine u can be free when u get a job and place to live alone after graduation


Like bruh


Theres still so many anime to watch


U cant die yet


anime


yes


She might not be a weeb or an otaku


Kimetsu no yaiba?


Eh?


who?


tanjiro


Anyway, u k ShadOw ?


Sry for the ping thou


My first anime was demon slayer


he might be trolling..


'w'


great


Im bored


Im really really really bored now


Just wanna remind we r in vent


Wut is vent..


Impostors intensifies


Yea but we should talk about random stuffs in other server


Vent is where air goes through


See ya in main


Note: everybody who comes here look at pinned message and read it before you speak.


Please don't use afk here, use main chat or bot channel


Hey is it okay if I vent a bit, Ive had a hard few months


Ofc it is, go right ahead love 3.


vivi vivi bo bivi venting is always welcome in this channel as it's what it's here for


empty


thank you guys for helping me


No problem. Good luck on school and everything else


I think that the wrong ping


Aikashi


Oop


Its okay tho


what ping is it


Hold one


Renders?


Oh man I cant find it


Ping for renders?


Its called venting helpers


Nope


There's no more venting helpers


Ohh


Sorry i didnt know that


I thought it was still there


Bruh


Sorry


Whats it called now?


It's wotd


Oh okay


@ wholesome of the day!


scroll up


Okay


takes luca


Moderating small, tightknit servers is so hard sometimes. Since I become friends with all of them, when they act up and start being mean and I step in, I get the same treatment. It's hard not trying to take of these things personally but it's becoming very tiring and hurtful. I'm tired.


I moderate but I barely do anything in this one server cuz everyone isnt weird or doesnt break the rules thats there we do act normal we aint strict but it is active I just be watching chat then just talking here


Mine isn't strict either, but like... someone keeps being aggressive towards everyone at random times. We've all known them for awhile but it's really hurtful when they say the things they do.


please keep in mind, this is a channel for venting. if whatever you have to say does not pertain to helping those who are in need of support. leave this channel:3. its purpose is not for idle chit chat.


I'm sorry


watching.


Can I send a photo that goes along with my vent..?


nvm.


everything hurts so much


yea and i really hope it will get better for u Elsie


Your love?


my crush.


Oh?


Some people are like that I understand, but do like him as a person?


yes.


Well then, perhaps give him time perhaps he's just nervous. Mood swings are often confusing but maybe he just is in love with you too.


no, he really dislikes me. Last week he said to my friend he cant stand me


then mayyybe move on? Since you know for sure that he doesn't like you? You can't force someone to like you.


i know but i never catch feelings and i enjoy having motivation to go to school, look pretty and all that.


I fair enough.


this is my first crush


ive liked him for 70 days now though


Some people aren't worth that kind of energy


i guess


he was actually nice to me for once though:


Then ask him yourself if he likes you


yeah no thanks


Yeah some people don't show emotions around other people


Maybe he's into you


he pointed at me and said i hate her and i pointed back and i hate him too” and he said good.”


so i dont think hes into me


guys say that sometimes and use it as an excuse to hide their feelings.


Uhh... Sounds like he's a tsundere


Well just dm him or something


Ask him if he really hates you


i mean i guess, he sent me this earlier let me copy and paste it


Also forget the whole I hate you


And your response was?


okay ”


He say anything after?


Hmm


a lot went on today with him, a lot


Well does he only say he hates you in public


no, in dms with my friends n that


but he claims its all a joke


Yeah then he's hiding his feelings.


but its clearly not


He's scared of being judged by people for liking you


idk why people are like that but they are


i dont think you understand, he does not like me in that way or at all sometimes


I do understand


People act like thst.


he is good friends with my best friend and she talks to him sometimes about me


That's what they do when they refuse to share those feelings with people


Oi


theres another one of his messages


no bypass please


sorry


Just fix it


Or that


Yeah


okay, sorry


Hmm


Well then maybe this is your chance to confess...?


No akiro


im never confessing


just, be patient, honestly, if it comes to it he'll spill his feelings shortly or, in the near future, and just tell him to stop saying he hates you if he doesn't mean it and it'll force him to do one of two things


we arent bringing that up anymore, he said to my friend that if we dont bring that up, we can be friends again and go back to normal


Alright


That's all I have to say then


i need to sleep now, goodbye: and thank you


Sleep well


And any time


chat is now closed until someone else vents.


My mom is starving me until I clean my room


Shes being very petty


So Im going to be petty back and not clean until I get food


But whats the point if shes just going to get pressed and mess up my room again. Shes just going to slap me across the face and tell me how much of a disappointment I am anyway.


Do you use salted butter in your recipe for mix?


Hmm


The only thing that would.make sense is salted butter


That could be it


everyones looking for me in another server that im in


but apparently im going through a depressive swing and i refuse to contact anyone from there


so im here


this place gives me cutesy serene vibes


@;; ima dm u


why is it that, the person I like doesnt like me, but everyone else likes me? The one thing I actually want, doesnt want me. I dislike unwanted attention but I still get it. I barely have contact with the person I like so I dont even know them anymore. Life is just unfair sometimes. I feel like the only reason the person I like doesnt like me is because Im different and he thinks Im just not like him. Its not in a racist or sexist way, but just like personality wise and feelings. Anyways, Im just gonna go now. No need to reply but you can if you want.


try censoring suicide and overdose


Well did you know why she committed such thing?


Akiro don't refer to it as committed such a thing and be more polite when you mention it, these topics are highly sensitive for loved ones. And being on the other end of something like this myself find how you put it kind of rude.


Astravoo well first off may I say I am sorry that your girlfriend attempted, I hope that she's doing okay, and is feeling better shortly. I can understand that you're scared as to what to do, but the most you can do right now is support her and be there for her, dealing with something like this comes with experience. Don't call yourself a loser just because life knocked you down and you're struggling to get back up, it takes time and patience with yourself more than anything I promise you that's all it is, things will come in due time and if anything more is needed I am more than happy to help.


Oh I'm sorry if that didn't come out as polite


I really didn't mean it to be rude I just wanted to get to the core of the problem


It's a blessing and a curse tbh


please remember no chit chat unless it pertains to venting.


Help


Someone has confessed to me


I have proof


Idk what to do


Plz


do you like them back?


Idk


Ive known them for a while


maybe try to make the first move


this is a venting channel


Venting is letting go of emotions, other things that inconvenienced that day for someone. Also for ranting as well, so shes allowed to express herself here too. Only causal talk isnt allowed, and talking over someone elses ventwait your turn until the current vent is solved. uwu jus to clear the stuff up


i need venting help...


1. I've always been assumed that i'm a minor, but it's really just my face.


2. I'm actually considering to uh quit


3. It's offensive how people take advantage on me cus they know im just generous, and this happens on both real life and online...


number three is how i've been falling under their spell, i just found out my friends are using me for money


thank you so much, honestly, im very grateful to people like you, i got no one to talk to cause my parents are on a business trip.


Looking younger than you actually are is a blessing don't forget that;3


anyway, i gtg, bye:


not rlly a vent but it feels nice to share ;; but its like everything I do always goes wrong. I put my clothes that i was gonna wear to go somewhere because my mother said itd be fine, but now she says that I wasnt supposed to. Then everybody starts arguing and I go to my room and cry then my sister just says that I cant throw a fit like that Im just soft and I cry a lot;; its hard to get into words tho v


@ wholesome of the day!


im obvi still going on the trip ofc but its like i cry too much


I understand I hope things are okay for you now, it's okay to be sensitive to things like this I was the same way when I was a little younger so I get it


AutumnLeaves


i've been struggling with depression for a couple months now. nothing else was working so i started taking depression meds. i thought they'd make me feel happy, but instead, i just feel empty. i know that sounds emo but it's true. i don't feel happy, i don't feel sad. i don't really feel anything. i'm in this state of null and i have no idea what i'm supposed to feel. i just feel empty. nothing.


Veera tell your parents and stop taking them if that's how you're feeling. Meds can't help everyone and I've seen that first hand, they caused my brother to get worse which is why I refuse to even have them prescribed to me. If there are things you like to do, do them when you're depressed and create something with it, sadness can bring the best kind of efforts into someones life if they out their efforts into something they love


It's what I use my writing for, an emotional outlet is always good to have around, no matter what it may be, art, writing, singing, dancing, playing an instrument etc. If you flow your emotions outward and feel like you have the ability to create something beautiful out of it then you'll find yourself making a place for you to feel the joy that it takes from you


im gonna run away from home, but i have no clue where to start.


wut wut wut, pls tell me, what happened? why?


its like..


i tried killing myself but my nana caught me


so i wanna run away


why killing ur self? u dont have to say if feeling uncomfortable


Do you not have the ability to be w your parents?


I'm just asking so you're in a better environment for you


Your safety is always 1


umu


Along w well being and mentality


killing yourself is a permanent solution to temporary problems, many around you will be sad about the loss of someone they care about


im sure they wouldn't care tbh


I'm sure people that are here would care


mk


ok


i know its easy to say but u still only have one life, so if no one r gonna care, just give a f and wait to be free when u get a job and an own place to live at


sagie I understand the situation is worrisome but please don't bypass words that are clearly blacklisted;;


Honestly stella


Life ahead


Will hold far greater things, than life now which is obviously hindering you and your growth as a person


I've been in your position, with my own father in fact, once I freed myself of that things got way better and my mental health improved drastically


ty.


i have class now


goodbye.


sry...


Take care, please come.back if you need more


Sagie ; don't worry about it, just have to enforce rules


umu, i will remeber this


a girl keeps whispering to her friends about me then they giggle and then they kick me out of the field then they start calling me ugly, disgusting, gay, idiot stupid and they even swear with diseases then they go to the trainer now I'm kicked out of the high group and got put the lower one, so I was actually in team 1 but now they kick me out and put me in team 2. Now I have to keep playing with new kids but they are like doing the same the girl did and then she walks after training to me and yells at me that it's my fault then I whispered everything is my fault, im sorry for existing. then she asked what I said then I said nothing then she sweared at me and left and that's how I got crying home


and then I tell my parents, they don't care a bit.


I'm so done with this bullcrap, I want to surrender so badly.


i'm so done I never get treated normally.


I'm so done, I want to give up.


Suicide has one answer, and the answer is:


D i e already.


I can't control my anger, I'm mad at everyone that dms or talks to me or in a chat.


I can't control it.


I don't care anymore.


I'll just get hurt. I'll just get broken. I'll just fail at everything. I'll just drown in an ocean full of my mistakes and my depressive life.


I can't take it anymore.


I'm so done, like, so done.


I have been in depression since I was 8, and I'm now 14.


I never had to live a good life.


I'm right now mentally and physically damaged


Life can only take you in a better direction, eventually you'll rid yourself of these toxic environments and be able to do things without people like them bothering you. Life knocks you down for you to be picked up for greater things later, I understand your situation... I was bullied and treated like that in school when I was your age. My depression had also started at that age because of the bullying, but you know what I've learned? To just go with the insults, treat the insults like compliments, laugh with them and eventually since they see what they say doesn't bother you they'll stop doing it or try to do worse things which then you can turn it into a game to play to bother THEM. I am deeply sorry you deal with the same issues I once had, but I will always provide you some sort of support if you wish. The young teen years are always the hardest, yet I believe you can push through this. Yuna.


You don't have to force your laugh


Just think of it as something you enjoy or find funny


sometimes I do to show I'm alright


but I don't really enjoy it tho


i


I meant


Imagine it is something that you do enjoy


Don't think of them bullying you. Think of something you enjoy.


I just want to make sure, you get the kind of support or advice you need


or are looking for


yeah thank you


I'm sorry if it wasn't what you were looking for I hope I can help more in the future


it's fine ily anyway


okim packing tomorrow


wish me luck


alright! goodluck


hope none of my family members get worried about me running away


I would think they will be. think about it, a parents precious child running away into a world that's a lot bigger and uglier than we may think, likely alone. whereas they don't know your whereabouts. what if you get attacked or mugged? what if whatever belongings you bring get stolen? how will you contact them if you need help? etc. what'll you do for food? what about hygiene? how will you make money to support yourself? where will you stay?


im running away with one of my bffs sooo


o3o what's the big difference?


all the aforementioned questions still stand.


Dude you don't wanna start paying rent or taxes at this young


Stay home and stay safe


I doubt they care


See


Having family is like the free trial of the membership of life


You get free food


You get a free roof to sleep under


You get a lot of things


For free


F r e e


mhm mhm.


for free


If you run away you're just throwing everything behind you and skipping the free trial to pay a much bigger cost


free


o3o if you don't have a job, who pays for the devices you even use discord on?


Yes free


Who pays for the internet


my nana


i live at my nanas house


See family


COUGH


F r E E


Uh


Yeah lemme not get myself into trouble goodbye


I still don't think running away is any better:/


I mean... As long as your nana is letting you stay at her house... Then that means she loves and trusts you enough to stay at her house...


If a homeless kid came to your nanas house she probably won't let them in


Its disrespectful to run away


Also who's that bff you're running away with?


Bc its just throwing things away?


Dont quote me on this


See im smart


Or yall jut gone be hippies


ive known them for 6 years


Still


your point?


Yo nana been living way longer then your friend


She knoes life


You and ur friend dont


ty


if i dont know life might as well leave?


Hotline where are you


At least wait till you're at least 18 then run away


At least then you can get a job


bruh


I'm not kidding


my brother is 14 and has a job


Legally


LEGALLY


I'm talking legally not child labor


Yeah that


Its not a laughing matter young person


Running away will just complicates everything for everyone


And yourself


Have you considered where you live?


Have you considered how you will live


yes


Have you considered where you'll get food? Supply?


Where?


from the grocery store, i will also pack food.


Yes but that food won't last you 2 years young lasso


MMM WITH WHAT MONEY


Considering that you're 2 years away from being 18


why would i run away for 2 years?


o3o allow me to put some personal opinion here, I; am a 17 year old girl. I live with my parents. never once have I ever snuck out at night, never once have I ran away. etc. but I am most certainly not the most respectful child they ever had. yet, they don't kick me out. they support me. they work their behinds off to make a living. they put food on the table, they give me a bed to sleep in every night. o3o I wouldn't even be a staff member of Sayumi if they hadn't given me a phone or laptop. I'm not the most grateful, I'm not even the best child they have out of 4. I'm spoiled .


take what you're given. for you may not always have it. right now you have a place to stay, food to eat. if ya parents are at work all the time what are they working for? just themselves? I don't think so


as for you and your friend, if you're gonna try and get jobs, where? can you survive off mininum wage? etc. think about it.


lets see here...


thats bad


15, 16, 17, 18.


4 years.


not 2.


splatwo where will you live


at a shelter like i previously did


sigh.


You prefer a shelter instead of a comfy home?!


yes


You're naIve


I spent almost 3 years running away from shelter and trying to get a home but you want to live in a shelter?


Very bizzare


tbh its safer then my nanas home


alright. let's not blow up in their face with brutal bluntness. and akiro, for earlier please don't bypass the language barrier.


In the shelter there are all sorts of people


stella, shelters aren't always more safe than a home.


ive been to a shelter before


Like I said there are all sorts of people


and have you?


then you'd be good to keep that in mind.


most likely not


Yes I have been


I have been in a shelter multiple times


not talking to you


Im losinf BRAINCELLS


lucy. drop the sarcasm please.


Shes not taking this seriously


And its making me angry bc i ahd a friend that tried to do this to me


And it scarred me


how do i stop drama


maybe they aren't, but it's not our job to control how they thinks. if they want to run away then all we can do is give them some more insight to what they're doing.


D ra m a stops itself


Ill leave


Good luck


i dont wanna get in trouble


she?


whos she?


as a person who'e been constantly dogged by drama. it's easy. either cut ties with those dramatic people or simply don't listen nor get involved.


splatwo logically speaking, which place is better? A place where you are given food at a certain time of the day and given a single room for you to sleep in alone or with other people you've never met or a home where you can eat whenever you want, you can eat whatever you want and get a room to sleep in by yourself?


i dont sleep in a room by myself but ok


my apologies.


But with how many people?


2 people you know


yes


sorta


Better than 5 people you don't know


Or even 1 person you don't know


You just never know if the people are mentally stable in shelters


Because you've never met them


I'm not saying shelters are for mentally ill people okay?


I'm just saying that you never know the mental trauma that this person might have had in the past


o3o have you thought about covid though? you're putting yourself in a place that makes you more suceptible to it by going to a more crowded place with people who've been gawd knows where.


Actually shelters are handling covid very well


So don't worry about that


At least the shelters I know


anywho, you have enough to think about. I'm leaving now.


but if I were you. I would still think very carefully. weigh your options properly.


ciao


Bai sap


I had a group of good friends, kind of toxic but I loved them all. I messed up once and they all blocked me. One of the people was mega toxic and no one cared but when I made a small mistake they all blocked me. I was still friends with one of them though, the semi toxic one. We quickly became bffs and did everything together but then something changed. She never responded to my dms and when she did talk to me she seemed annoyed at me. Then she started photoshopping pictures to try and make me mad at my friends so I would lose them, thank god I didn't believe them. Then she started making rumors of how I was underage because of a joke, she knew it was a joke but decided to twist the ss in her favor. I lost her and 2 of my other bffs because of this. After that I was mostly alone besides my irl friends. I am still quite lonely, I never really healed because of this. I always question if they actually care about me or are just trying to get something to do. aka acting like bffs then turning on me


awww I'm so sorry that happened to you. I lost a few of my friends this year too, including one of my best friends that turned their back on me and started spreading false rumors about me. I know it can be though but things will get better. and if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here to help:


I'm not the best at giving advice but I hope that helped.


Tysm, it helped


I'm happy it did. Idk you too well but I know that nobody deserves to be treated like that. I hope you make new and better friends then those so called friends.


and i am sorry that happen


There's this girl in my school, and she's been sooo annoying to me. A few weeks ago i yelled at her for being such a attention seeker by saying that her mother left her not true and saying that everyone hated her. Obviously people would be like No, you are a good person blah blah blah. Honestly, I don't care. She copies me, doesn't listen to anything I say or anyone. She keeps playing with my friend's stationary without their permission, always helping herself to everything. She always puts the blame on the nearest person, and everyone is so sick of it now.. One of my friends yelled at her for constantly doing that and put no effort on anything and expect us to do it. The thing is, she keeps apologising, over and over! Nothing has happened, and I want to unfriend them so much. But she's in my friend group and I don't know how to do it.


aliqrix You could either ghost her and just ignore her, or you could make her feel bad doing these things by either a, being passive aggressive and giving her looks when she knows or things like little comments or b, make a point and tell her off and tell all the other people in the friend group to see what she is doing and to make her leave it


my siblings hate me and theyre lying to me saying they dont


big ol funny


getting yelled at is fun even though its a trigger of mine


i just go into my room and cry for like 30 minutes then pretend like it never happened


but i cant do that because i have to be productive” today so im gonna cry in the shower:,


you know. I spend hours looking through lyrics and quotes to find the words I cannot say. But they weren't there.


a river of words I can't bare anymore and a river of hits that held me down.


Um... Wouldn't it be easier to just... Say what's wrong?


You don't have to find quotes or anything to describe what's up just say what's going on in your life and we can slowly understand how you feel


Ah, I understand thats a way to express yourself, but some people might not understand fully what you are trying to say. So wed advise you try to explain what exactly you mean, or else someone might not understand what you are trying to say and ur vent might not be answered as correctly as it should:


tysm angel TT


Its fine love!:


excuses?


o.o look at the beginning of your reply


yeah


excuses means sorry..?


I am trying to find the right words to describe my pain, but I can't find them, I'm trying to explain how I'm drowning in a soup of pain. I always think that everything will be fine, yes it will, but not now, not today, or maybe never. I cry about it, I cry because I've been strong for such a long time. And now I want to stop fighting, and be fought for. Pain has the most actions, but words has the fewest to explain how you feel. And when I love you, I always get betrayed, yes, that's my problem. Sometimes I got the question: Why did you suicide? I answer: because you told me to suicide so you all could be happier, and I wanted to make you happier then me... But I'll be okay! If that's what you want to hear me say. I have cried so many times but my tears cannot be written down to words to tell you what pain I feel, and if someone could just read my mind, I know they'll cry. But the brightest point has been gone forever. It's never coming back, just like you, I waited for you, I waited to be with you, but you were actually never there. I love you and I want you and I miss you, but I'm trying to hide the pain that you're not here.


Can you just tell us who hurt you? I'm sorry I'm a very straight forward person


everyone around me.


my classmates has sort of kicked me out of the class.


Wdym how can a student kick another from the class?


my soccer teammates has just kicked me out of team 1 and put me in team 2.


Mhm I understand


Well why?


I don't know.


I've been in depression since I was 8.


And I'm now 14.


I don't know what to do anymore.


Did you try to seek professional help?


Yes.


I've gone to a physiatry 4 times.


It only got my mental health bad.


Well what did the physiatrist say?


Did they advice you to do anything?


Did they diagnose you with anything?


yeah.


I got Major Depression.


And cuts on my arm also.


which give me a cooling relief.


ur supposed to censor cuts


yw


I love to cry in the rain, because then nobody can see or feel the pain.


im on the verge of killing myself tbh


Wha?!


Why?!


my brother did that and ive been broken ever since, recently the boy who said hed love me forever left me on top of that and i feel so worthless


also i have a diagnosis for depression not sure if i should censor it so just making sure


Look love comes and goes like anything in life


You will find a better person


Also your brother did a mistake


You don't have to do the same mistake he did


yes i know that, its the fact that every little hurt that has happened in the span of these 2 years has been building up


and its getting so overwhelming


I understand


Do you have anyone you trust that you can talk to about this?


no, im very distant as ive never had good experiences with anyone tbh


You know


Sometimes being distant is better than having a lot of friends


Just I want you to understand that suicide is not a good solution


The greatest virtue is patience


You must be patient


Life slaps us with a lot then apologieses to us with a lot


So just know that one day everything will start shifting to be better


Read above


You're not worthless


And nobody is an idiot


Look suicide might seem like a good idea but it's not, you shouldn't run away from your problems, instead you should face them and find a solution so you can inspire others and make others feel like there's hope which there is!


No matter what people say about you or do to you, don't give up!


Some people thrive when seeing other people feeling terrible because they feel better about themselves when they do that so do you wanna make those people win because you believe in what they call you? NO don't even give them the satisfaction of seeing your expressions change when they call you something bad, make them suffer in their places and burn up inside knowing that you are much better than them and you will never get down to their level.


All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to:


Argentina: 5402234930430


Australia: 131114


Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147


Belgium: 106


Bosnia Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05


Botswana: 3911270


Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association


Canada: 1 .833 .456 .4566, 5147234000


Montreal; 18662773553 outside Montreal


Croatia: 014833888


Denmark: 4570201201


Egypt: 7621602


Estonia: 3726558088;


Russian 3726555688


Finland: 010 195 202


France: 0145394000


Germany: 08001810771


Holland: 0900767


Hong Kong: 852 2382 0000


Hungary: 116123


India: 8888817666


Ireland: 44058457909090


Italy: 800860022


Japan: 810352869090


Mexico: 5255102550


New Zealand: 0800543354


Norway: 4781533300


Philippines: 028969191


Poland: 5270000


Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50


Russia: 0078202577577


Spain: 914590050


South Africa: 0514445691


Sweden: 46317112400


Switzerland: 143


United Kingdom: 08457909090


USA: 18002738255


Veterans Crisis Line: 1 / text 383255


Thank you for your kind words


3 anytime ur all amazing


My mom has been super... B, and everything is so confusing right now. It feels like it's a blurr, and I've been getting back into my depressing habits


I feel super stupid, and lonely, and I feel like I don't belong on any planet right now, not even Venus


Hey Angel can you hear me


yes im here


I don't know if I told you this but I've had 2 sad anniversaries this year


oh


for what?


This past August of the year was the one anniversary I made a big decision to have my cat that I loved as a son put down cause was old and was sick I've had sense he was a kitten


That's one of my 2 sad anniversaries


When that day was coming I've been crying


But thanks to a good friend of mine I stopped crying cause I was given a big advice


awe m so sorry:


Thanks


My second saddest anniversary and the biggest one is the past September 23rd of this year was the 9 year anniversary my mom died


Did I say too much angel


Just make her feel useless and make it so she feels so bad that she wants change


Oh wait. That might not help. Im sorry


omg we can post images here finally


ok


now i can vent


this is a long message btw


i just want someone


to tell me if i messed up


brb getting images


there


@ wholesome of the day!


up above


oop


conversation is meant for chat and deletedchannel


Stella...we asked you one simple thing we asked you to leave us alone but we leave you alone but you wont leave me and audrey alone..


no audrey texted me


at 12am


Still


we just asked you to leave us alone


deletedchannel chat


we leave you alone


then you wont leave me and audrey alone


i didnt even do anything


Okay.


stop now.


mk


ok


splatwo you dm me


my girlfriend is spamming me pictures of my vents in here


how do i get her to stop


right


mee


well i answered your question


@ Near why did you do this


stop trying to break our relationship


i love rika


you cant break that


this always happens hgjfgdfdgh


ikr


omg


uh guys bring this into a group chat


no


i wont the drama


TO STOP


so dont


DONT EVEN TRY


to make a group dm


Sighs


WITH BOTH OF US


IN IT


sighs


i said


looks like I'm not the only person who is literally sick of this drama.


can everyone stop


holy


crap


please do


im tired of this


i want


to swear


and


just


do bad things


stella your only 10..


to myself


but


this is sayumi


so i cant


sighs


everyone just stop


ty


Please do


yes please stop istg.


Imagine abusing a poor venting channel like this


im sorry


How shameful.


Did she just say stella was 10


i asked them to put it in a


I doubt stella is, people assume ages nowdays.


I see


Why they do this


To be honest, peace is never a option


I'll just purge this


please


please do


I come back


And there's a sh ton of drama


please don't try to bypass curse words cutie


wha


My sister ok i understand but like she heavily enforces me to eat something so i get mad and say I dont want it.” I literally just want to drink my water in peace without eating anything and she says for me to for me to go to my room and drags me to it so i start crying and she forces me to clean my birds mess after he spilled something then she acts like my room is her room and sleeps in it them closes the door and locks it in on me? like bro its my room and I let you kindly sleep on it


i stayed up until 6 am letting my bjrd sleep


and she gets mad at me for having an attitude for what? I literally just want to sleep im tired and she always has an attitude and shes always rude


then she never lets me have that back


I understand why she would want you to eat something, but she shouldn't force you too or be rude about it. She really needs to work on understanding others better because you clearly haven't gotten any sleep and so that would reason for the attitude you have. Do you think you can talk to her about this?


no its kind of awkward to talk about but everytime I do i cant im not good witg standing up for myself and everytime i start i just cry out of nowhere


I dislike your sister with a burning passion now.


I know SHE LITERALLY JIST LOCKED MY ROOM DOOR ON ME


like its not her room eitger


its mine


BRUH


I need to talk some sense into her


i would but I always sit there and cry


It's ok to cry


ive come so close 3 times. pushing her, talking back, and then having an attitude. But I always cry and she always beats me up and acts like its nothing


then the next day she just says sorry and acts like she did no damage whatsoever


I understand that crying is a nice way to relief since scientifically speaking it produces some type of natural pain killer hormones but sometimes it's better to hold it in till you are alone or with someone you know then you can break down there.


Also why don't you tell your parents about her?


They already know, they just dont take it seriously


I never hold it, sometimes I do but around family its just too much


Hmm well have you tried... Doing the same for her?


Or avoiding her?


i have but after awhile she just acts nice then goes back to normal


How about you ignore her indefinitely


I always try to do that, then she just gets mad that I ignore her and stuff:I


Then clearly she wants your attention


sorry had to do something


My mom yelling at me because all i did was get orange juice because i haven't ate anything at all today because there was nothing in the house then her proceeding to slap me multiple times and yell at me because i was crying at the fact that ive not ate in the past 4 days because her house has no food in it until today. funnn. While i also have to deal with my sister treating me terrible everyday meaning physical harm and mental harm. while my 9 year old brother is a super rude because he's spoiled. While my sibling dont get yelled at for eating or drinking stuff we have in the house. i yeah


im not pinging venting helpers because i just needed to vent


I cant hold it in anymore. I wanna talk to them but I cant. Everytime I reach them again I feel like theres hope but they just break my heart over and over again. Our friendship ended but I crave the good memories. They told me that I have to change. Why should I change for you? They say its just common sense. This happened like a week ago. I miss having fun with them. I know its best if were split apart I just dont know how to find my happiness. I miss them.” Its like its constantly playing on loop in my head wherever I go, whatever I do. No matter how much I try getting it out of my head it just wont leave!


I understand what you have been feeling. I, too must admit that I, also have been struggling with it. I failed much more than I succeeded, my standards might also be to high to reach, and I have no motivation at all. But there's one thing that I always tell myself, Mr. Sanders the KFC guy, has failed until he was 75 years old, and after about 60 years failing, he succeeded. So please, I know you are tired, and I know you are sick of everything and yourself, but please, it is not wrong to make mistakes, what is wrong is not learning from them. So if you keep on trying, the success will eventually come to you. And we in the bakery will be here, so if there is something you need, don't be afraid to speak up, because you also are apart of the bakery


Please refrain from talking about things outside of venting please. Staff will get mad.


I understand! Your intentions are sweet, however, youre able to give helpful advice to people in dire.


so this isn't really important but lately i've been feeling kinda lonely inside


Anyways, thats all. Sorry for the interruption everyone, continue on venting and helping others


probably bcause i've been chatting less with my irl friends


but it's just been


lonely


But you can talk with us


I know i just joined but, i really needed a place to vent:/


My friend basically hates me for some reason, and he wont tell me exactly why he hates me.


The friend im talking about right now is my only friend, and my other classmates wouldnt be my friend cause im a nerd. I mean, i find it okay being a nerd, but i feel lonely inside. The second thing is, my parents forcing me to study.


I studied almost everything my teachers gave me and my parents are making me do WAY more then that.


I dont want to do it. I cant do it. I have interest in art, anime. I wanna draw anime but i dont think im too good for it.


and almost everyone makes fun of my interests. I hate myself for it. I hate myself for my interests.


Im tired of crying every night the whole night, when im supposed to be sleeping Im getting lack of sleep and i cant focus in class/ school. To me, school doesnt really care about my problems, im trying to escape.:/


ill ping this role i guess, @ wholesome of the day!


What happened


you can try reading the paragraph i wrote above.


I'm here.


dont feel sad or depressed or smt like that tho.. i am sure that your mom does that for your good, and if your friends hate you dont mind him bec he isnt a real frnds dis is just my imo


this server is sweet:0


Yes its a very good server to vent in


Since the people here are so helpful


Ok. Your friend is useless and just doesn't wanna find a reason to be friends with someone like you. He is just bored. He thinks he is better than u but he's not. The other friend is good, keep them. Ok for the school kids, just ignore them or try to act like you don't care. You shouldn't even care abt lowlevel iq having ppl. You should talk to your parents abt it. Abt the studies. If you did already and they said nothing, try reaching out to a teacher you trust, mostly a very cool teacher. When u feel lonely inside come to us, we will help you. And about the interest thing, I want you to practice till u feel good enough to do it. you are more than enough. Remember that basically not aqua


Yes yes continue what your passionate about! Dont let studies or anything distract you from doing what you love


tysmm


Tw: suicide attention seeking Okay i get i am a attention seeker bUT LYING ABOUT GETTING COVID19 symptom. I wouldnt do that but apparently that all my dad thinks about me Like is that the only thing that you think about me as a attention seeker? Like I already feel like dying but you keep making it worse


You are not worthless, no body is worthless. Why do you think you are worthoess?


my siblings always say so and i am im the only useless being in the world i mean i cant even do one thing right


and neither can I but I don't think I'm worthless


Your siblings saying so doesn't make it true.


you're not useless whatsoever. the chances of you being born are around.333333 I've heard. you were brought to this Earth for a reason, I swear. please don't make yourself out as useless. you may not be perfect; frankly, nobody is. you might have those days where you feel useless, but I can tell you, you really aren't. I hope you take my word for it.


no, rules still apply. and please don't try to bypass swearing either.


There's a new pin for that now


I'm sorry about that hun, but I can promise you it only gets better from here 3.


1 month self harm free: 1 year here we go!


:o you go queen 3 !


so proud of u3


awww im happy for you


Absolutely not a stupid topic actually, it is quite important to feel what you are wanting. I guarantee if you show up in chat more, more and more people will notice you, greet you, and check in with you, you'll make more friends, meet some great people, and people genuinely care about one another here, including myself. Hell I call members my children XD don't feel like you must force yourself to socialize, ease into it. It is much more health for you, if things are not forced, I've learned that, don't force give yourself time, and let people build that trust with you, so that you don't get put into a position of losing another friend or anything like that


Shamu


I think I was supposed to ping this @ wholesome of the day!


thank you


No problem


it was deleted?


soph did you delete it


Yes I did


Hmm alright I was about to read it


But that's okay, just hope things will be settled, I do recommend the police as well


sorry and okay thanks


It is illegal to be doing things like that


No worries just want to help!:


E a ping I see


we told you to leave him long ago... Maybe it's time to do that.


we told you he's a dangerous person, so please understand us now and pull yourself out of his sight


That's... Not what I meant


I meant keep a good friendship between him but slowly pull yourself out


Don't make him hate you


Just distance yourself from him


hes actually being nicer to me now though, its so weird..


Yes that's the perfect time to start doing that


okay


Slowly start talking to him less and less and start making actually convincing excuses


Also if he messages you don't reply immediately


Reply after 30 minutes or longer


So he slowly loses interest in you and you lose interest in him and you part ways


okay, i will do that


So just incase he commits a not so good act in school he wouldn't... kill you out of hate


he already said he would kill everyone but i dont think he would, he gave me a motivational speech last night and thats the first nice thing hes done for me in weeks


Great that means he's on good terms with you


Now you should make it neutral


yes


do you mind if i send you the screenshots of what he said?


No need


You already told me


no but the nice things


No if he manipulated you into thinking that it's safe being around him he won't manipulate me into believing he's safe


Anyone can say nice things on text


But face to face... It's another story


face to face he was alright last week, except when he was confronting me


Okay


Nice


Now how about you invest your time into something productive other than chatting with him or reading what he sends


i will after hes done helping me study


He helps you study?


sometimes


hes very intelligent, im not


Still, just because he's being nicer to you doesn't change the fact he has said he wants to inflict harm on others and prone to violence, it's very unsettling to say the least.


Intelligence comes with a cost... Being very intelligent means he has mental issues believe it or not


i can tell..


but i try to get him help but everyone just dismisses it as his dark sense of humour. Last week we were sat in class and he was like im very good with a gun, i can always hit targets. Like 9/10 i always hit them” and i just said i swear everything that comes out of your mouth is concerning”


hi no1 will see this but i hate my life. everything is so hard. i just want things to be easy for once. ive been thinking about suide for sometime now. nothing matters anymore


hentai protagonist are you still with us?


hentai protagonist i know life may be difficult but think about how many people would cry if u do it


@! GooDLegendBaqan if you're not to contribute to helping others, or venting do not talk here, thank you


my sister is being so rude snatching my phone and stuff like she told me to go away when she decides to sleep in my room and act like its hers. I told her i didnt want to help with the bird toy and she gets mad because our mom cant help until later and now shes just mad like i slept later and woke up earlier


plus she never makes an effort to get up like i do


she just stays in bed for like half the day


I'm sorry about that, most siblings can be like that, just try to avoid her and lock you door so she can't go in your room. I'm sure when you guys get older things will get better.


Guys he is being concerning again, he talked about killing that girl again, told us how he would escape the police, how to hide a body and how to kill someone


I just want to make others feel comftable around me being friends without worrying about the friends i have


Or what i say


I lost my main friend group and...the other... I can't vent anywhere else withouth questioning if I'm doing what's right or not


One just kicked me out because one person hated me, the other i was forced to leave it because the friendship was toxic


I mean i can friend you,


alrightie!


im just lowkey quite scared


why?


what the boy i like said, it just freaked me out


major tw if anyone is free to vent to, please tell me. i recently saw that animal step thifnf and its ruining me rn. im too scared to even think oe even just closing my eyes. im terrified and dont mnow whag to do. im so scared st this point. i just want a casual hug or anythigng. i cant even attempt at walkifg anymore without thinking abkut it. im even too scared to look ag images now. please if you have advice please teell me. my apologies if i canr be ralking about this. ill delete it if i have to


thank you so much! is dms okay? if nto, its perfectly fine


yes go ahead3


yeah call the police it's serious


I feel really bad about my language. I wonder what would people treat me like If I wasn't korean. People like bullying me because of my language. I want to fit in but I can't. I feel leftout. This hurts me so much and I wish I wasn't even existing...


@ wholesome of the day!


What language are you learning?


Bullying people for the language they speak


Is not okay


I like Korean


I think they are such cool people


Oh wait


Yep yep


korean is very cool! you are super valid


Well thank you but this isn't really helping me feel better.


Remuchi can you provide a bit more info cuz I don't understand are you learning a new language or did you forget your mother language


I never let anyone put me down because of language


So I can help you


Akiro nah


What do they do to bully you if you dont mind me asking?


She talking about how people bully her because she speaks Korean


I think


This thing when they use filthy words and they call it abuse


OOOh you say bad words?


You're not being clear here


And you're not trying to understand either


What is the problem that you're facing dear


I'm sorry


People are clearly saying I am korean


Mhm?


You are seriously not helping Akiro


The language you speak, doesn't define the kind of person you are. Maybe, try to get to know a few of the members here more, maybe become close friends, I myself don't understand Korean, but there are many languages like it that I myself want to learn in the future, despite how hard it may be for me as being someone who only speaks English. I find foreign languages absolutely fascinating and many of the asian cultures and languages themselves I think are beautiful and unique as none are the same in any way


As a Asian myself, I got picked on a lot but still had support from my friends and other people that I met in my life!


nono, its okay! people speak different languages!


My natural language isnt english too


true


Yeah.


Literally people should be praising you for knowing more than one language


Me myself, im trying to learn korean. Your lucky to be a korean and that you know korean, for me learning korean is super hard


People always made fun of my eyes as a kid stretching out their eyes to make them look small.


Try to stay away from such racist people and its okay if you're feeling a bit alone at first, try to find someone who you really trust and then be friends with them.


But I didn't care


Remuchi would you mind dming me?


I always had this thing where since Im Asian they think Im smart so then Im scared to get something wrong and they would think that Im smart and that I know everything.


why are so many mods here these days


LMAO


gets overpowered


I'm just going to say this now as the member themself does not like what you're saying, Akiro please stop talking for the time being


Okay.


Thanks


Aw no someone is bullying furyu


I guess so...


Hey, furyu.


Don't feel bad about your language.


If you ever feel like that you need to raise your voice.


Dont let these false comments scurry your determination, focus on your learning instead of feeling anguished, think of how silly they put effort in their taunts.


Being bilingual has its own perks, youre able to fluctuate between two different languages, which can be extremely helpful to those with native languages and unable to understand English! Youre able to assist them, you can even work as a translator/interpreter!


Being a translator sounds fun.


Yeah! It has many strengths such as problemsolving, multitasking, and decision making Language barrier is very strenuous which means your ability to understand both languages can help both parties!


Its crucial! Anyways, sall I have to say.


Me who knows more than 15 languages:


, nessa.


Thank you for the advice, nessa.


I hope this made you feel a little bit better, Im not the most helpful but I try!


Akiro please


Dont make any more unnecessary comments.


I think they Nora only said that to make me feel better that knowing different languages is actually a good thing adding up to what nessa said:3


Can I vent about the venting helpers...?


mhm?


huh they went poof


Did they get kicked


most likely


Poor boy


Anyways


yikes


Uhm who pinged me


Like shes not even apart of my family and it just feels so insulting


She even got mad at me cuz I didnt want her to help cook thanksgiving cuz its about family


My mom told me I was being rude. I dont care about being close to my family its the fact she thought she had a place to talk about my dead step dad when she had known us for 1 week. I doubt I can have fun with someone who thought she could have an opinion on my trauma. She is here for every holiday and she literally is at our house all the time and has no respect. Shes always so loud even when I ask her to be quiet


Sorry forgot to add another to black out the word


try voicing your problems to her maybe? say what you don't like? don't raise your voice so that fights are less likely to occur.


I did, and she said she had a right to talk about it because she knew the story of how the death occurred cuz my mom told her and my sister. Which my mom had no right to tell the gf cuz she doesnt need to know that


have you tried talking to your sister about this?


surely her gf will listen to her


Yeah. And she agrees with her gf on everything. I dont understand why ppl just cant understand the fact that shes just not a good person


..no offence or anything but..


is there anyone in your family that is not bloody blind? they surely can't see whats infront of them.


, might as well be blind, someone snitched on me cuz I vented about it on my private story on Snapchat, most likely my sister, and my mom got mad at me cuz the way I feel


a sadist?


wait wait, why do people send you death threaths?


they just did it


Quit Discord block the people who are threatening you, stand up to the people who bully you or just ignore them.


Send me the ids too


Who sent death threats?


send id


Dunno yet


in dms


now


Yes dm ids pls


i just need to have a talk


im asking for advice


Ban them from this server, block them and ignore them. Nora your amazing, ignore them.


Well you can stand up to them


Firstly


oh yeah and how


Hmm let me think pls


Hello!


Although we haven't actually met, i've seen that this server is very caring!


The server cares for you and loves you very much, you have value!


It's best to ignore those kind of people, or at least report them to any authorities or a close relative.


If you need anything else, you can always vent out more of your feelings. This is a safe server:


My DMs are still open


Nora takes care of the server most of the time, and a lot of people just dont have RESPECT, KINDNESS, and their crazy.


This server is caring, and cause of Nora, the server wouldnt be here. Ignore them, Nora, you have a PURPOSE in living.:


this is a routine now


just tell em to frick off, and that your not a toy to throw insults at for shets and giggles


wake up


eat nothing


Look at how many people just love you, dont think negative


go to check my discord


please think positiveee:


Please take care of your health 3 we worry for you as well:


Oops


Dunno why it got deleted


Can i dm u what u can say? Quit Discord


sure


Cause it got deleted


Ok


Try to make it better, Ik that sounds generic and you think it wont help but try, Do things you love and block out the things that make you not happy. I am also going through a hard time, I don't feel happy anymore but I still make it enjoyable, I play video games to pass the time, I try to get out as much as possible with my friends who make me happy. Go out to the mall or smth, save up some money and buy smth you want like a new device or idk. Just try to be happier. You life is worth it and you will move away soon I assume? Just hold out a little longer till it starts to look up Quit Discord


i cant be happy


oof


can you ignore them?


ignoring them makes it better


Don't swear or use blacklisted words eh? That's why things get deleted


Cause if you dont ignore them, they know that your giving them more attention and they'll keep doing it to you


Please find a nice spot to calm yourself and to clear your mind.


It's best for you to set up a peace of mind for your health to fully function well.


Set your mindset to think positive! Do things you enjoy!


It will take time, but don't worry we'll help you through this:


You can do it we believe in you


Who pinged me again w


Its the wotd ping


For venting helpers


on mobile, you open your homepage or any discord server. click the @ icon which shows your mentions


this week sucks


I need to tell someone but my friend is offline


could someone DM me to help?


sure


feel free to dm me


luizaalt


hi i hv 44 hours a week of work internship and i hv to work on weekends too and they only pay me 60S a month so wish me luck so they wont take advantage of me overwork and hopefully i gain the knowledge” that they said is worth more i need to do this to pass my semester aha


Best of luck qish'


Good luck! qish'


please make sure to keep chit chat out of the venting channel, for it's purpose is for serious topics pertaining to venting.


qish' luck, Hope you get a raise


tq evryone


Goodluck cutie pie!


Nothing worked. I'm just feeling worse. I've finished all of my assignments but I just feel even horrible. I'm denying food. My parents keep yelling at me for it, leaving threatening words. They're not even concerned as to why I don't want to eat. They don't care that much about me. I'm trying my best to keep on standing but I just want to collapse and be isolated forever. The interent is the only thing that's keeping me entertained, and even that isn't helping me. I feel suffocated, and my mental health is deteriorating. I'm probably just gonna continue to have multiple breakdowns in the future anyways. I have nothing else left to do. Give a response if you want, I just needed to say this here tbh.


im so sorry mariri! No one should go through that. If it really gets bad, call the police or tell a trusted adult. Theyll help you! You should slowly start to eat at ur own pace. keep working hard in school and do ur best to avoid ur parents. Whenever you have breakdowns, try taking a warm shower afterwards or scream into a pillow. i hope things get better for u! Ash


aehlsy.. Thank you for that. I really appreciate it. Honestly by now, I'm just trying to stay sane. Nonetheless, have a great day sweetheart


Np! Dms are always opened


I just dropped someone really toxic whose been abusing me for a while


Andh it geels good, but


Im scared for some reason


Im having a panic attack and I cant calm down


English please?


I cantt type well


Inm too shakyu


I


I dont think being on discord will help


Itss nothing serious, Im just upset


Are you sure you seem scared


Well, I am scared, but this is just how I get when Im really upset. Ill be okay, I just needed to get that off my chest


I didnt have anyone else to turn to gwa gwa


Im super proud of you for dropping them! That takes a lot of courage and I note that. Being shaky is alright! Its a natural instinct from what youve just done and Im hoping that youll start shaking less as well. Im glad that you told us here and you can always talk here or in my DMs if you ever need anything off your chest again bubs 3


Thank you


You dont have to thank me! Theres no need 3


anyway soo Im in class and my sister says hey can u remind me for map testing” I say no cus its not my responsibility just set a timer on your phone;; and she says its not fair and its not hard to wake up at 7:30 i wake up at that time and she cant even wake up until 8 lmfao so anyway she just acts like a baby and says fine i wont feed you anymore and etc” when like LITERALLY SHE SLEEPS IN MY ROOM AND REFUSES TO CLEAN IT SO I HAVE TOO XDDD not to mention i nearly always help her clean her room lmfao its so annoying then she legit steals my phone and laptop and I start crying my eyes out I immediately begin to cry with my bird and she just starts yelling and arguing with my mother like hec you doin ;;


when today I LEGIT WOKE UP EARLIER BEFORE CLASS to make her the pie she was gonna die for


i do her classwork for her


i do everything


and I dont get anything in return but some forceful eating and screams


@ wholesome of the day!


Your sister is taking advantage of you?


Is there any other member of your family that you can tell them about this? You should let someone know this is happening and see if they can do anything about it.


sometimes siblings can be rough, and it's hard to deal with. i'd say the best thing to do is to not let her take advantage, as it'll only worsen the situation, and tell your mom about it, and i agree, your sister should be much more independent because these are her own responsibilities


Dont let her


You shouldnt have someone else control your life


If even they are a close relative


i thought you pinged wotd


Wotd is the ping for vh


vh is venting helpers, i was too lazy to type it out


WOTD is going to be a daily ping, but it used to be Vent Help.


but its in the channel topic


Yeah but it has changed to an activity ping somehow


And lots of people have it


Idk but


and the vent helper role doesnt exist;;


But you should tell someone that your sister is doing this. Its not good that she is taking advantage of you. She should learn how to do things herself or shell grow up being this way.


well we still need to reassign the venting help role, so it's okay if people are using at before it gets changed


Dont let your sis take advantage of you AutumnLeaves, dont let anyone take advantage of you.


I do, but for some reason I cant say no


i feel like shes manipulating


me


She is.


Exactly.


y e s h


any good savage comebacks?


I guess you can say


Once mommy and daddy and everyone else is gone what are you gonna do? You cant expect someone to be there for you all the time. But that sounds a bit depressing


i brung it up once infront of her boyfriend and they both just said ok its not like you gotta come at us for it”


Bruh


Like boyfriend like girlfriend


i was like Ok, you cant beat me up for everything. It is, technically, counted as sibling abuse.”


since it is true


and thats when she said what was above


Yes that is true


like i told my dad she was sleepingin class right


he comes yelling


and she gets her phone taken asay


the boy was distracting hed


Thats good


and she starts yelling and takes my phone


and i just cry the whole day


and she hurt me too


this is the only time Ive ever gotten an actual minor injury from her


I think you should hide all of your valuables somewhere safe where she cant find them and install security cams in your room


actually idk but she hits me in the head and now it just hurts its been years in the certain spot


so idk


Tell your parents


i want to


but i cant


they know already


but they dont take it as seriously as others would


I am pinged if someone needs POSITIVITY! who is this lil one?


they just defend me then move on


Wow


Such good parents


Sarcasm btw


i mean


their asian


and so am i


Oh well


That makes sense


they never had high expectations just average but hoped id do better


they are good parents just not when it comes to sensitive topixs


Asian parents are quiet hot headed and this is coming from a fellow asian


Then again they just want you to succeed


I mean they probably also were raised the same way


What happend?


We talking about asian parenting and grannys sis


thats the thing my mom wasnt, she was raised harshly and not close to family, but kind and independent


and my dad was raised around people, but a lot of pride


when i try to teach my suster a lesson


she says Stop giving me life lessons, thats my job.”


Be a little more firm with it, just cause shes your little sister doesnt mean you cant be strict with her


yea I kicked her in the stomach once when she was chasing me


simply because i didnt want to be tickled


got my thinkin


Fair enough


I wouldnt hesitate to hit someone if they were gonna tickle me


got me thinking like man i should kick her again when she tries to beat me uwu


Well violence is never the answer but if shes doing it to you...


A little fighting woundnt hurt?


its not violence


its self defense


tehe


really shes the one trying to beat me up


I LIFERALLY


Yeah


when i was 6


she tried to beat me with a mop


and i pushed her


because


yes


and she just beats me up afterwards


Self defence is okay as long as it doesnt get to violent


then never apologizes


honestly Im very good at kicking, I will gladly kick her in the face so she can back off


Yes


I am good at kicking


And slapping people lmao


like jf someone tries to kill me


then if i hit them


and i go to court


then i can get away with it


because magical self defense


Yes you most definitely can


Well what I think you should do about your dear sister is you should stop doing things for her and ignore her screams no matter how hard it is, try and avoid her hitting too and come up with a bunch of comebacks to put her in her place


however i dont need them


i kinda want them


Well if it gets too far


Then its an appropriate time to call cops


Anyway i hope i could help


i cant wait when shes old enough to leave


they changed it, it used to be venting help


dot/ ashlyn


please refrain from casual conversation and chit chat. for that is not the purpose of this channel. if you wish to speak casually take it to chat


Quick rant: I am a month behind in my keyboarding piano class due to my concussion in October and my professor hasn't approved my incomplete to let me continue class into winter break and I have a test to take today. I haven't slept well in like a week, my anxiety and stress are through the roof and I am so scared I'm going to fail this class. If I fail, I'm basically out of the music program, I have to keep C's or higher. I'm on the verge of tears and it's hard to breathe but I'm just over here practicing and acting like everything is fine


College is great


Its ok Caitlin!


I understand how chu feel rn and its alright to cry!


We are here for chu


Have you tried contacting the teacher after class via email?


If the teacher isnt repsonding chu should talk to someone who has a higher rank then the teach


Yeah, I asked her for an incomplete which would allow me to have an extension due to medical but she says I won't need it lies I'm hoping after the test today I can asker again


For piano, youre music teacher should understand how chu got hurt and it affected learning.


I wish chu the best of luck, and I know you can pass, if chu work hard and keep believing you will make it!


All of my other professors have worked with so I am on track but she hasn't and it's just getting so overwhelming. And thank you


Dw Caitlin, you got this!


Chu are amazing and I know you will pass!


Shaff It's difficult to let go of something you've become so attached with. Well, I wouldn't say attached but you get the point. I'm sure they had a reason for it and we have to respect them. I don't really think you'll get kicked again as long as you follow the rules. It's alright to feel bad about this. Go socialize a bit and you'll find a friend that would wan't to be there for you. I wish you the best of luck.


Aww, Badum! Why would they kick you? You're an amazing guy and super easy to talk to! I don't get why someone would kick you, they were probably just making bad assumptions about you. I hope that Sayu can be your new safe place! We all care about you and appreciate you being here. If you're feeling down you can always talk to me in DMs! I'm here for you!


You'll always be able to find that special group that appreciates and cares about you, but sometimes it may be hidden. Just look around! Socializing is the best way to find those people. Find a convo you're comfy with or start one, and go at it! Tell stories, tell jokes, be kind, support people...those will all help you find people!


Micheil


Update: Test went really well! Still have a month of work to do but this helped me feel a bit better


People are rude at times but you are not worthless dont go giving up on yourself I am sure you have good sides but you may not know them yet you are still young like me but if you want to make friends you need to show them you accomplished some of your goals and it doesnt matter what those goals are it matters that you work hard to get them and if you do that then people will recognize how hardworking you are and they will help you accomplish your goals and if you ever think you dont have friends thats a lie Bcs everyone in this server loves to help you when you are in bad times but they also help you celebrate.


whyd it say i got pinged here


ArisaIchigayaJ go to search then mentions:your username


kk


nope nothing


The role was deleted.


It must have been the venting helpers role


I am feeling more down lately. I feel like my life is going to be on repeat forever. I feel lonely, sad, hopeless, and stress. I cant really be positive and I feel like I am wearing a fake mask to my family. I wanna give up but there is this feeling I shouldnt. I want to make friends since I dont talk to my friends irl since they are busy now but, I feel like nobody would want to be friends with me, I am scared if people would judge me and they would leave me. I really have to say Im not happy anymore. I have no hope its gonna get better. Just gonna let this out of my head.


Hi


Hai hai


So continue


I'm listening


I've been a victim of bullying...


I got many bruises in my body


Mhm you told me that before


Ohh


I keep crying in the cr


What did they do


Cause if they see me cry... They might say i am a gae


Ahhh, I feel that


and then?


Everytime when someone was noisy or not behaving ad the teacher isn't seeing it they blame me they said it was me


So that the teacher get mad at me


Owhhh


so do you have friends that supports you?


Nope... In my life no one suports me


Sometimes I just imagine... That I have a real friend...


So what do you seek


In real life friends or online


Well... It is better in irl friends but... I can't find one... That's why I joined this group to have just a online friend...


If you're really looking for


ur desired friends then, x


, x?


Making friends is not as hard as it sounds tbh


How to maintain the relationship is hard


Yeah but...


You gotta be there for them


When you have one after


There's a lot here, you can just chat in chat and keep chatting


If ur interested in someone, try ask em if they can be ur friend


If suicide is not a sin...


Thanks


Auden with the points zhien has, I can say that with going through what you're going through is common, and can be a reason itself for people to bully another. Coming from being bullied when I was younger I understand where you come from and how you feel, I'll always be there to try and help someone going through it like yourself, don't be afraid to reach out again here or directly!


Dan please use trigger warnings when talking about suicide and self harm


ooo okay


i feel like i can never be happy all the time when im with my friends doing soemthing that makes me happy i always have this voice in my head telling me about all the assignments i have to and etc it doesnt matter if i do the work/fix my grade because i end up failing it or they never fix the grade im sick of feeling like this i just want to feel genuine happiness school is starting next week and i cant wait to be anxious at school everyday thinking about what people think about me its like a never ending cycle


i have 0 plans for my future i might become a musician or idfk the only thing im good at is instruments but i cant even sing so its uselesss


elevyn heyyy, just seen your message. Youve got nothing to worry about, schools tough! You try your best and sometimes even that isnt enough. But as long as you can tell yourself that you did the best you could, you shouldnt beat yourself up about it. As for being anxious! Youre fine! Nothing to worry about, theyre probably just as anxious as you! Just be yourself, and work on school. Remember to revise! Practise makes perfect! As for your future, youre 1516! Youve got your whole life ahead of you! Im 20 and I still have no clue what Im doing aha. Dont worry so much! Youre so young still and have so much potential! Im here if you ever need to talk


Sure no worries. Be confident and be your best self! elevyn


MegaPlasma hey man, I know its super tough trying to get through emotional torment with family, I still have issues with mine too! Youve not got a lot of options, but you do have ways to help get through it. What I do is do more around the house to help! I want to make sure my mum has it easy. If shes mad I try to support her, that way she cares more knowing I care. I dont know why she thinks youre worthless? In fact, I doubt she thinks that. Giving birth to your child is the most beautiful thing for a mother. She loves you deeply, even if she doesnt show it. I recommend just getting through your life and saving up and think about moving out. Or, you could just use distractions? Its the unhealthy option tho... orrr you can sit down with her and explain to her how you feel. Its important to be honest but also hear her from her side of things too. If you need anymore advice my dms are open


Auden hello, I just seen whats happened to you with your experience in school today, Im so deeply sorry you had to go through that. Kids can be so mean. I would recommend that you speak to your parents or your head teacher. They will be able to help and make sure this doesnt happen again. I know what its like, I was bullied all my time in school. Nothing serious like physical pain, just verbal. If you ever wanna talk, message me okay


I lost my boyfirend today, he killed himself or so I believe and now I feel empty. Idk how/if anyone can help, but, idk.


I


You for serious?


TrashPanda Im sorry to hear that, dealing with loss is one of the hardest things someone can go through. Trust me, its going to be very emotionally tough for you, but hopefully, with time you will mend. Youve just gotta be optimistic and try and look forward to the future. Im sorry for your loss. I really hope that you will get better. My dms are open


sadly yes


I know it may be hurted and hard for you TrashPanda


Im sorry


TrashPanda Im proud youre seeking out help. You should know that suicide isnt the answer, ever. Life is the most valuable thing In the world. To end it, imo... seems wasteful. I bet your family and friends would be sad too, they must really care about you also. If you ever feel upset, message me


TrashPanda I'm so sorry about what you are going through. It's not easy, and you're really strong for dealing with it as well as you are currently. It's so hard to go through loss.


TrashPanda woah, I'm so sorry for you


i've been going to therapy for a few weeks and every time i go, on the way there my parents get really distant and won't talk to me, i don't know why.


Jealousy as it's finest.


dot/ ashlyn You shouldn't be mad, when you know for yourself that you made it and didn't steal it


True.


Maybe some people are just accusing you because they want to win


oh


Just ignore them, can't you report them?


Uh


I think echo meant like report them to the server


for accusing you stealing art


Yeah, like the one who created the event?


Or the mods?


when you didn't, and you actually showed proof


Good luck out there Ashlyn.


We support you.


i've been debating if i should leave my friend group that i know both on discord and in real life. it's gotten pretty toxic in there ever since this new person joined. i'm not interested in their conversations anymore. i'm tired of being left out, a side character, the person everyone goes to for favors and help. even my two best friends who i've known for four years leave me out too. i've even confronted both of them once and they just ignored me. it's gone to the point where i barely talk in the group. at the end of each day i feel drained and my motivation's gone. i want to leave the group, but i feel bad for the three people in there who didn't do anything.


your sleep paralysis demon Hello please do not ping wotd, it is now an activity ping 3


oh sorry


its good, ashi still needs to update the channel topic


i thought that was the ping for venting help


Even if you feel bad for the 3 people, you could still stay in touch with them and be good friends.


If you've been feeling drained and left out, you should at least inform your friends first that you're gonna leave. If they truly can't accept you decision, just leave, it would just make you feel more drained and worse.


i'm still kind of thinking about it. it's an option i might consider though...


thank you for the advice guys


nom nom


If you're not contributing to help others or venting please do not talk here, thank you.


how do you stay not sad when ur friends doesnt include u? like they would be online but they dont come hi? i have that issue with getting close with peeps and then falling off with them cus they kinda go off and do their own thing i understand peeps need their space but ig my love language is different and hard to understand with others


I feel you, sometimes you just gotta hang in there


I'm not in the best place myself so I don't want to give any advice that ends up being damaging


your sleep paralysis demon sis ngl I've been through the same thing my childhood friends isolated me even though we've all been together for around since kindergarten to highschool,they left me out cause I wasn't that sort of person to yk get with boys parties and stuff,I left them, distances myself from them they didn't ask once like why are you avoiding us that's when I knew that this ain't worth it


It's better if you leave


It's been two years since I left them


I've found way better and wonderful friends now


If you want I'll be glad to be your friend as well


I got pinged errr


Yes, venting help role is being removed


The ping was deleted


oh alright


For now.


So


Sometimes I just think they will remember me when im in a coffin...


Who is they


People do these things because they see it bothers you


That's why it tends to get worse


People don't want to remember you as the person who gave up, but the person that pushed on an persevered. Bullying is hard, it really is. You want it to stop but you don't know how to get it to. You gotta talk to someone.. anyone, even if it's your parents. I know it is, depressing, upsetting, and extremely frustrating to deal with. Going every day, still going, I want you to know thst shows strength. It shows that you're not weak, that you're not giving up, and still moving through the day even if you feel like this, says a lot about the power of your mentality that will be beyond these days of dealing with bullies.


Outhe this made me a little upset! This was perfect, I couldnt have said this better myself. Bullying is so difficult, but its true. Waking up, going to school, that shows Strength.


Baxter I apologize that it made you upset.


Raimund nooo! Im saying your response was so passionate! It was lovely and so caring. Thank you.


Thank you, it comes, from experience


Krissie i'm sorry about what happened with you and your childhood friends and i'm glad you found other wonderful friends! i also want to thank you for the advice you gave me. i'm thinking about leaving my friend group right now...


Erm... I just right now found out my Nan has cancer. Dont really know how to react? Im just confused... edit: this looks bad, Im in a state of shock really... nvm. Please dont worry. Im okay. Ill be okay


honestly i hate my life


all my friends space out from me


they make me feel awkward and humiliated


i feel like some outcast


i hate life and myself


your sleep paralysis demon work on yourself now okay ik studies sounds boring but it's a great distraction,be happy:D


thank you


i don't know why but i seem to be behind everyone in school, i have 2 projects and finals are coming up and i feel so lost and unprepared. I've already had major anxiety attacks due to the stress but i know that isn't productive, and i feel like it's my fault i feel behind. I just feel like i'm a disappointment and i'm not smart enough. i didn't know if that would be triggering so i just put the censor on


I got you


Okay;; but... this all happen in discord I been backlist for a misunderstanding but I do understand what you mean tho


Reddy dms


Okay


Please anyone whos dealing with issues message me if you want. Ive helped a lot in this server and wanna help so much more!


This might be triggering to people but it happened to me earlier


alr so this guy kept speeding up to look into the window of our car on our way to derrider


and he was smiling at me like a crazy person


and then he pointed and me and my godmom so i tapped her out of fear


and he pointed at his wee wee


and then we were like NoPe LeTs GoOo


I was like WaT Da FrIcK SeX OfFeNdEr AlErT


and then he kept following us


until we turned onto a different street


THAT WAS SCARY!


this is why im sorta bipolar


omg Im so sorry you had to deal with that! the world is very scary sometimes and I really wish there wasnt men like that in this world... I have encountered a lot of issues with scary guys and i hate seeing girls go through the same thing:


hopefully i dont see him on the way home


I'll DM you


ayo m jus a broken girl taking pieces from herself to help other people until i aint got nothing to give and thats jus sad, but nobody wanna hear that lmfao they jus want me to help


is it normal to be jealous of someone elses happiness?”


i need to stop letting people in so quickly with the thought that maybe things will be different, now all the stuff that used to like to do with them dont even feel good


oh yeah


thats me every day


sometimes i dont wanna hear how happy people are or see them act like couples, i get so jealous it makes me want throw up


Mood


i feel bad, i dont wanna sound like a you know what, but its how i feel and people dont like it when i feel like that. so i jus dont say anything


its crazy how i was hurt not too long ago, and im hurt again abd iys the same situation different person. but its always like that i jus something to call my own


I bottle things up because I think its right but right now Im crying my eyes out since all my siblings are positive tested and i hope they dont leave me alone


Younger or older?


slendermythic


i know that its hard to be optimistic with how much covid has impacted our lives, but i genuinely believe that they wont leave you all alone demon


demon, i'm sure they'll recover and come back stronger. the ratio of the death and recovery number is 1 to 42 . and a large number of deaths are constituted of people who do have existing conditions, so there really is nothing to worry about! especially since your siblings are still young, their bodies are strong, and they will be up and healthy again in no time. so stay happy and hopeful for them, okay? if they see you hopeful for them, they'll be happy, and this will help them to recover even faster! 3 staystrong


would be hard to explain but laws of social distancing r completely strict


when the past comes back to haunt u when you have PTSD anyways


i like my nickname


it is now my username


Angy ik sorry to hear you felt uncomfortable, this is pretty gross and annoyingly common. Some guys are just bored and they feel aroused so they do these things. I hope youre okay.


bunni Im sorry to hear that, I know the feeling. You wanna help people but you dont think about yourself! You need to take care of yourself too! If you honestly feel like youre broken, its okay. Im broken too! But it does get easier. Right now Im in a good mood and thats because I love playing games and drinking coffee. Normal small things you can achieve. Im sorry you also have trust issues due to others taking advantage of you. If you ever wanna talk, I think I understand what youre going through. Take care.


thankies love


Im not done, hold on


oh


dang okay


i got paragraphs


bunni I also understand the feeling of jealously! Seeing happy couples and such, seeing them have a great time. It sucks! But, its their life and they managed to achieve it. Youve just gotta wait for your time. Its going to come soon. Youve gotta stay positive. A positive mindset helps.


Sorry;; I try


yeah


i understand


bunni my dms are open. Specially about the feeling broken” part, I totally get that. Have a good day


slendermythic bottling things up is actually a bad thing to do. Trust me, it will only hurt more when it all comes rushing out. I bottled things up and ended up one day having a break down! Ended up crying for no reason at all. The fact that youre crying now tho is actually really good! Crying helps realise some of that pressure youre holding in. Youve gotta stay positive. As for your siblings, I dont know what will happen, but I do know that there is a vaccine to help with it! So dont worry. Im sure the doctors will help. But dont worry, youve got all these kind people on the server too who is willing to help! Including me! My dms are open if you ever feel lonely or just want a talk. Have a good day


ask for my new discord. hey, are you dealing with ptsd issues? I dont mind giving you some help if you wanna talk about it. I know ptsd is such a hard thing to deal with, Ive never experienced it but it can be very traumatising. My dms are open have a good day


if yall need friends my dms are also open


The world is so harsh...


I'll get back to you when I'm done taking my break if that's fine w you


I wanna share my bullying experience to encourage others to share... but bullying has gotten so much worse and fortunately Im white so race wasnt an issue and Im from the uk. But it was great, I had zero friends and forced myself into friend groups I wanted nothing more but to have friends. I even had birthday parties where nobody had shown up. Then even college. No1 showed apart from 1 person. Its sad. Im just... I thought things changed. Sorry. This is a little traumatic for me to rethink about. But I feel safe here. Others should use this as a way to feel safe enough to share themselves. Its a safe place. 0 judgement


Not really... others have had it worse


Well hopefully you can make friends here my g


Yeah true


I have, already


A therapist would probably say just because your experience seems less painful doesnt mean it didnt hurt any less”


Im 2nd oldest I have one who is older than all of us, another sibling I have is the same age as me but just was born 3 days after me and the other two are juniors in high school


Kimon


Oh okay.


Thanks for feeling like you can share


Therapists arent bad tho, Ive never had one. But I want one, they prey and dig deep into your problems to solve them, not because anything else. Theyre true aim is to help


I'll just respond now


Are your siblings sick at all


Just curiosity


slendermythic


By sick I mean symptom wise or, should I say physically sick


From the sound of things, I can say hoping they'll be fine is the thing to do, it doesn't sound too bad I believe? I have faith they'll be okay, and from the outside all you can really do is exactly what you're doing imo just care for them and be there, gotta be patient with this stuff, I know it is harder since it's the thing keeping us from doing things we used to, but not all cases are severe and that's what you gotta focus on


Coming from one of the lucky people who has ran into it back when it was first coming here and had no symptoms or sickness what so ever, things should and I emphasize that, be okay


Reading now


Ulises yea. Most kids who bully others are like that because theyre either bullied like that themselves or their parents are as bad as that around their children


I meant like you being treated differently


CAT can i dm? This seems too important for venting page


Look, either way imma start writing a response


I know how you feel in terms of feeling depressed, I also know what its like to feel like youre losing everyone. I also question what Im doing too. Like, these things are common things that happen to people. Some worse then others, just know that its okay to feel that way. You sound very emotional, its okay to be worried, theres probably nothing wrong and you should stay positive. As for the trigger? Well... thats something I cant relate to, Its also probably nothing to worry about, apart from the dead body thing that seems like you need therapy. Probably linked to a traumatic experience when you were younger. But look, its okay. Youre fine. People have messed up thoughts too. But I recommend getting professional help.


@...Maddi... Im sorry you feel that way also, read my response too and maybe itll help also


i stopped going to therapy cause it made me more depressed for some reason


@...Maddi... I get that, its probably because they were trying to work out what caused that to begin with and doing that requires them to keep digging up the past that hurt you. Meaning youll feel very depressed for a while. Therapy isnt for everyone


i mainly stopped going because last time i opened up i was stuck in a mental hospital for awhile wishing i never said anything


yea on both


CAT if youre confused about your sexuality or what you identify as, you could take a test? Idk... Im just trying to figure that out because I cant relate


Darryl idk.. i already took tests.. doesnt really help.


CAT I could try and help? I have a few questions that helped my other friends


I guess Cindi


I just broke up with my boyfriend. I have been thinking about it for a while and I am glad and sad at the same time. I felt like he was cheating on me but I was too scared to. My friend helped write a paragraph to send, i sent it and he responded with ok. I wanted to be just friends but I think he hates me now...


Great he changed his status to sad hours” now I feel like a monster...


ImLoen no you're everything but a monster, your nice caring and funny! if he really did miss you, he would have been sad and tried to dm you back instead of saying ok.


Tysm!


literally I've fallen in love with this girl and im scared to ask her out because I feel like she'll reject me


just go for it


think positive


She is gonna like you.


I thought so when I met leaving/taking a Break and now we're dating DTYGHIOIUGHJKL


Im just sitting here being like Marinette


I can literally send you a ss in dms of what happened pwuppy


being a scaredy cat whenever i see my crush


but when im in class im like a roach


i will blast ur ears in the next second


idk if she likes me tho, I just told her that I love her more than a friend


Pfff tomorrow you got her dude pwuppy


if she rejects you, you have us as friends


friends can be more meaningful than lovers


Uhh, am I allowed to post possibly triggering stuff if I trigger it?


Yep! Im here to support!


alrighty


waaa it was deleted


Oh? Maybe tou used certain words


Id love to help jeanboyluvr if you wanna talk about it?


I'm here too


i dont like dming people it sorta makes me uncomfy but idk if i can send it here


I dont know what words get blocked out? Sorry. jeanboyluvr


Yeah we can't know why it gets deleted then


hmm


If youre curious about whats the censorship contains, check this link It will direct you the blacklisted words to help you know what to not say.


I think she likes me now


its all because of ur help, I love u all


darn


Im really feeling down and I dont know how to cope with myself. I feel like I have no one to talk to and I just feel alone. I really miss having friends and being myself around them they all left me for some reason... I really just need someone to talk to and be myself around, ya know? Ugh..


Get well soon


It's for the best of you though, it's embarrassing i know I've been there many times but after all of those my illness is gone it'll be fine soon don't worry and don't be embarrassed everyone understands the reason of you getting hospitalized often


Owohug @


Mhm, so take care of yourself


No problem


You can talk to me in dms if you ever need one


I hate when i have my late night blues, i feel like crying for no reason, just hearing other people's voices or messing up ever so slightly makes me cry


hi hi! a little late to this but youre a darling, dazzling dear to be around! im quite glad youre here, even being able to vent out your negative feelings, and youre incredibly wondrous, incredibly strong for making it this far! everyone of us is here for you in all your sad days, well be here for you! my dms are always open for both of you to find comfort in as well so if you ever feel down you may seek for care in there, my arms are open and i'll be ready to give you two the biggest hug ever Aonami @


I wish people could leave me alone to let me heal, Im already dealing with things at home school. Maintaining friendships and relationships is hard because Im unable to keep up with everyone making me confused with indirect messages. The ones I love are the ones I dread, I dont know what it is but I get easily irritated when they talk to me. All my old friendships revolve around drama.. Its so damn annoying because I want to hangout with them but something bad is bound to happen. All my friends are giving me trust issues especially what I just found out not so long ago..


she still here


what did i miss?


Hey! I can ping you now! I wrote a message up top to help you Taub


Nessa was upset and someone named @ needs support because they have doctors tomorrow


She could've fallen asleep


It is nearly 2 am here


yeah, she will back and mind read it dw.!


I sent it In dms too


hi um so so i have a lot of problems, i suffer from anxiety so sometimes i want to do stuff but then... Also i have depression because of this like for example: i made a discord server and neede a team but because i am scared i might fail or i might meet bad people please help


OwOwlunimowVwV thats common to experience self doubt aha. Dont worry. Youve got a load of helpful and caring people in this server who are willling to help. If you need help just ask. Also, I have anxiety and depression. It gets easier. I think Ive gotten better as years go by. So be optimistic okay! My dms are open


OwOwlunimowVwV its hard to take risks when you have experienced such hardships. Dont worry, youll be okay. If you want Ill try my best to help you with anything you need!


:3 OwOwlunimowVwV obviously! Ill help you anytime xox


Anyone else who feels like venting. Please do


Oof,


OwOwlunimowVwV tyty nvm I dont want anyone getting in trouble


Lets move along, Ill dm u OwOwlunimowVwV


hey what would y'all do if you weren't friends with someone anymore due to issues and they knew a lot of like stuff you'd prefer private, not address or anything. would you move on and ignore it or make a new account or you write your own ending


and I don't really trust trust them all that much


I was in a gc with 3 other people so they could tell them


if you're that cautious, sure the new account/ending isn't a bad way to go for things that are embarrassing to share to people. otherwise I'd just forget it and move on.


nothing hurts an apology. even if you're nervous it's all the more meaningful and genuine.


oh no that's fine


how no you aren't


I can't stop clinging to someone, I've loved that person but something fkd up happened and ruined everything between me and that person everytime i tried to stop loving that person my heart doesn't let me i just can't let go of that person I'm actually surprised after what happened between me and that person he/she still accepts me accompanied me sometimes and i felt so many regrets and guilt on it I've apologized many times that person forgive me too but i feel so sorry still i can't stop clinging bcs i still love that person


Idk i just really can't let go