It's just all the stuff you know what you should be doing to prevent


Is there anything you want to get out of your mind and just say?


can somebody remove my vent roleee


sun. you can go to deletedchannel and remove it.


Just click the venting part again so it removes the emoji form you


So I guess that concludes it


I'm sorry if I offend anyone


i did


bruh


sun. Ill get a higher role to remove it for you


not rly a big vent but im trying to figure out my sexuality and im not sure if im bi or not and nobody i know irl is supportive and my online friends were all saying gay is bad and just making fun of things no matter how serious i made it sound and they were spamming me with dont be gay and stuff and i just want some advice ig bc my parents especially i cant talk to them, its a religion thing


with all the negativity towards it it makes me feel like my judgement is being clouded


i probably dont make any sense but if anyone has any advice thatd be really helpful


idk if this is serious enough to ping so i wont


pls dont be homophobic towards this either im just really confused rn


Idk y I would be homophobic towards u dude


I'm with you


I have the same problem and have had it for a while


I'm lucky to have great parents and a great community but sometimes they don't... Get it.


Idk. I understand your situation, but I don't think I can help. I've had that problem in that I've questioned everything before, but I've never really taken anyone's words to heart. I wish I could help more, but like I said, I can't really give any good advice.


I don't really get effected by people words directly to my face because I know I'll always be my worst critic


Idk life's hard and people are dumb


its not like my parents would cut me off completely if i ended up actually being bi but theyd always have that cringe when they saw me


thinking in the back of their head that im not normal


Oh that's the worst kind of rejection


Honestly tho I think it's fine if u ping


They have the role so they can help


alr


@ wholesome of the day! dont hate me bbs i need the advice


Scroll up


It's about homophobia and stuffs


UvU


I really want to help, but i have the same situation currently so


i feel like i would probably be able to find out so much easier if i wasnt worried about stooping below all the perfect straight girls at my school


i mean just don't get the role if you just hate being pinged


Ikr


I feel like this situation is so relatable to the lgbt community that any advice will help a ton of people


i have a need to be like at least as good as other ppl and thinking abt what would happen if i was bi scares me bc what if im not invited to ever hang out w ppl bc they dont want me to have a crush on them or something and my friends dont wanna be around me bc their worried about me falling in love w them


so i dont have feelings for my girlfriend anymore but theres a twist. she says if i ever break up with her she'll kill herself somebody help. @ wholesome of the day!


and sometimes i just wish my life was easy and i could be a popular straight pretty girl


Omg its leilani from rumor hi


squeezy my best friend had the exact same issue


I thats toxic


i have advice


i really need advice.:


Honesty


Thats just ew


and i know! it puts so much stress on me and she doesnt even know


how about seeking help from police?


Ur Local Lucas that's a really toxic relationship... And you should probably just break up if ur not happy..


so i dont have feelings for my girlfriend anymore but theres a twist. she says if i ever break up with her she'll kill herself somebody help.


Try maybe letting her down gently and nicely. Dont make it to harsh and maybe tell someone about because nots good to be in a situation like taht.


Shes not a good gf if thats happening you need to break up with her and maybe if it helps be like heres someone elss


chibi aka eri i dont think the police would be needed


first things first you tell someone close to her. for example her parents or a hotline to help her and you. my best friend was in the exact same situation and its so toxic and you need out of it immediately. you want to make sure to tell someone even your parents before breaking up or it could actually end up with her getting hurt


Has she made threats like this before


If she can't realize that saying something like that is putting stress on you, maybe talk about it?


Idk, I've never rlly been in a proper relationship..


Yes do tell someone close


If you cant hotlines are pefrect


everytime i bring up the topic of breaking up she says what i would do is cry, self harm them kill myself


but you need to not feel obligated to stay because that only ends up hurting you and my best friend didnt get out of it when she still could and her significant other would blame her for sh and her anxiety


And if you need someone to talk to im always open


Just pm me plesss


you need to tell someone then get out sooner rather than later like my bsf


thank you for all the advice:,


same im always here to talk


thank you:


Uwu


dm me if you need, im at school a lot but i would still love to help


I'm here too even tho I won't be much help:'


Maybe if she needs to talk to someone else


everyone has been a big help tysm


Its not fair to her to be in a relationship where someone doesnt have feelings


yeah.


i can also ask my bsf if she would be open to dming you and giving you advice personally if thats something you would be interested in but dont feel pressured


i dont


I know my friend had ta do something similar too


but im gonna go now thanks for all the advice


Its not fun and it really affected him


mhm


NO PROBLEM


ok ofc anytime


bye!:


Byee:


Good luck


chefy im here for u and waiting ily babygorl


oh god i hate him ok advice time


Also he literally in love with my best friend also:


Tell everyone else what he did


Block him again


Block and report


Idk


I'm not good at this stuff


First of all I am not experienced in this things


I am sorry Chefy for what happened to you!


hes toxic. like u already know that but my advice is to just cut him off entirely and block him again. tell your bsf everything hes done. you can either tell whoever hes spreading rumors to that theyre fake or u can do what id do and just walk it off even tho its really hard and put on your confident independent babygorl pants and strut ur stuff acting like his toxic butt only made u a stronger person and just brush him off, act like u the baddest b


or u could deal with it in a much more wholesome way but this is just what id do


Act like you never knew him


Yui kiss shawty ty babygorl


act cool asf cause u know its the truth u rly do be cool asf and i know that u deserve better so strut that stuff like the star u are


yw babygorl


Amey aw ty


Ily all so much


Yui kiss breezy


Report him and block him, tell your best friend to see i wouldn't recommend it tho it may cause drama


What's with all the kiss? Is it that easy to kiss anyone? Xd


y e a h


Hi first air hugs you to the extreme. Second,I believe that you arent a bad person at all. When you seek help and advice and try to keep a safe space to yourself and vent to others. I know you are a wonderful human being and you shouldnt be treated badly. I think hes just circling for attention because he's probably channeling his stress or whatever he feels to you. I went through something similar but my ex obviously knew where i lived and would call me or i would block him or just delete my account so that he wouldnt be able to find me.


But please dont read his messages cause if they make you uncomfortable i dont want you to feel unsafe. Also I would compile the things he would say and would report it. I think it is best to always have the evidence show that you havent said or done anything. In school, its best to have a counselor to talk to. I would have friends that would walk with me safely to class as well.


Aha I need help


His name is Nate and hes from my school


So basically I blocked my ex on all social medias and I decided to unblock him. He started to talk all weird and said I should date him again bc im hot. It made me feel really uncomfy and I blocked him again. He made an alt acc to message me and started to talk about me and hot and stuff. Even after I told him to stop I said please stop dming this its making me feel uncomfy” he said good you deserve it h and then u goes to tell everyone that I did stuff that I didnt do. It really sucks because now everyone thinks Im a bad person


gosh, there are people that extreme and toxic? Im so sorry for you.


yes, try cutting him off. dont look, dont respond and act like you never knew him... he does not have the right to make you feel like that. you can be, you are so much greater and stronger. exactly what leilani said, right on the point. it might be difficult, but I know you can do it :


SoniSinas omg ily


Yui hug tabioca


Yui hug breezy


breezy aww much love to you as well


Im not looking forward to math class tomorrow...I get so stressed I want to cry...yesterday was the first day and I wanted to cry so much, I cant handle all the talking in the side chat, the teacher not explaining things well and having to go back and forth between tabs...the kids there are mean and semi racist my teacher is black and has an accent and the kids make fun of him the also speak in German and Morse code in the chat, one kid talked about kicking his cat but saying that would be mean” and just was gonna scare her instead, Im not looking forward to today...


Aww


I'm sorry to hear that


I hope today goes better for u


CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP?!


I WAS GOING TO CHAT IN ANOTHER SERVER WHEN A PERSON SAID THEY WERE GONNA JUMP


oh god, hes offline..


I dont think there going to do anything but like if they were theres probably not much u could do


chibi aka eri long as that person doesn't live near you or around you, you'll be fine


It's just a common internet bully who thinks their tough


really?


Yes


okay


Ah man, Ive had to deal with people like that before, its horrible


dang... just zone out the kids


shut up dyno


ok


anyway


there are things that i need to keep to myself too, because if i don't ill be judged, and they're not exactly bad things, it's just my family has taught me to be perfect so.. here i am.


wtf am i actually saying? i don't even know, i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, but hey im still 14 with a mum that likes to hit me so like let's just exist and vibe even if you don't want to


today was hella tiring, japanese was hella tiring, i didn't even feel like playing among us. yesterday? ehhh i was also loaded up with work but today's the absolute worst


it's not going to get better


and im still alone and in the same place as i was before


cool


what am i saying


nevermind


mum's coming


act normal


she's left the room


um. ok.


that's really all i had to say.


i just.. don't know anymore


i'm sorry


ill go now


im annoying everyone here


good bye.


Uhhh so i just heard news that one of my grandmas friends son just died.. And they're all crying i don't know what to do and i feel really sad for them and his mother.. But now im freaking out and crying and i can barely see.. It was in my other grandmas neighborhood so im really worried and scared and i don't know what to do and i need help..


@ wholesome of the day!


And i don't know what to do


And its all over the news and stuff


Helaina I feel that the most important thing you can do is to just be there for them in any way you can, even if its just as little as sending them a text being like hey, im here for you” and all that. Youre a very strong person for going through this as well.. loss isnt an easy thing to get through. But I know that you are strong enough to overcome this and to maybe even help others overcome it too.


Maurie Dont worry, we all feel like that sometimes! Just try being there for them as much as you can there isnt really much you can do but as long as you keep them company and let them know you would always be there for them would cheer them up a bit, I hope. Stay calm and dont blame yourself, it happens! Just make sure to talk to them when they need it Im sure they need a bit of comfort just stay calm and try not to stress yourself out over it, its okay.


Studley Only do what you can do to keep balance after the fact. Of course, nothing can change what happened sadly. But of course, being a light for someone elses struggle will surely make you feel better about the situation. Just be calm! Dont hold any guilt over yourself and just keep on riding the bike, because if you stop you will fall over...make sure others keep moving too, talk to them about happy things and comfort when needed. Dont forget to comfort yourself at the same time! Loss is loss, but it doesnt have to be more painful than face value. I have faith in you to be strong


Neve


aww man, that really sucks. Im really sorry to hear that youre feeling this way. Days like that are the worst.


I think I just had a day like that not too long ago. It wasnt so serious, a bit later I felt fine, but then I was so tired and I just wasnt feeling like doing anything in life. The whole time, i just felt useless and bad about myself, but i never did anything to change.


Theres always going to be bad days and bad things. But know its just a bad day, not a bad life. The thing about feeling really down, you always know theres an upside. And you know what? No matter how far down you are, youll get to the top.


If youre not in the mood to be happy, thats always fine. Being positive doesnt mean smiling all the time, it just means knowing theres better days coming. If youre feeling down at the moment, just relax. Listen to a bit of music, chat with friends, rest. Its okay to not do anything.


People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.”


one of my favorite quotes from Winnie the Pooh


You may not feel like happily vibing and dancing on rainbows, and we get that. Youre not selfish, you just feel kind of selfempty.


Sorry for replying SO late but really, its okay to feel that way. But know that you wont always be. Well be waiting for you to feel like yourself again, Ill happy when you do 3


tysm


I have no friends...my depression is getting worse and worse Im trying to make friends but due to my disability i have struggles socializing with others. My depression started when I was in elementary school where I was bullied. Then the bullying continued in middle and high school. In high school I was mentally and physically bullied to the point where I wanted to kms. How do I make friends if Im different. I dont know what to do anymore...maybe I should just give up idk but I need a solution.


foxtea Aww, I'm so sorry you had to go through that! Please speak to your parents or a trusted adult about how you are feeling, and you can always ask people in discord servers if they would want to be friends!


foxtea air hugs you to the extreme Take a deep breath from what Ive read thats a harsh childhood. It def would feel hard to connect with others when so much has been done. When things are done in repetition, sometimes it takes away from what you want the most. I think for you the way you can connect with others is first doing it online then venture to making friends slowly in person by finding something in common with someone or being courteous and not expecting anything in return. Friendships take time and Im sure you can make some good ones soon. Even online the best start is just saying hi or asking a quick question. There is always something to talk about. And if youre nervous, its okay just take your time. If you just need a buddy to talk with then you can talk to me. Im not always on but I believe I will write as much as possible to let you know you arent alone  manifest love to be spread to you and for you to create wonderful bonds with others


so i broke up with my girlfriend bc i lost feelings and shes acting like she hates me now.. i feel really bad.. @ wholesome of the day!


what do i do?


Dont feel bad


Losing feelings is natural


yeah


she should try to understand that


Give her time


ok i will


you did what was best for you, the relationship wouldn't have been healthy if you didn't have feelings for her and were with her for the sake of her being happy, it might take her a while to except but really it was what was best for both of you


Maybe you can take your mind off of it for a bit maybe you can play some games or something,losing feelings,its OK! I lost feeling for some people just know that its OK


thank you:,


so i broke up with my girlfriend bc i lost feelings and shes acting like she hates me now.. i feel really bad..


its fine to lose feelings! we cant just force ourselves in a relationship that we have lost feelings


U pinged again


People go through stages when it comes to break ups. Stay strong Squeezy air hugs to the extreme ultimately what you decided was for your own personal health and time so its okay. Feeling bad now is just because its a recent thing that occurred. You cant help it but I know that stay calm, dont ever get tied into to anything negative that may be given to you.


I just hope you feel OK


thank you all:,


Please when quoting someone and the @. Venting Helpers . is in it please be sure to take it out so you dont ping again! Ty


you can't be blamed. losing feelings is a natural thing and it can happen to anyone, not just you. you don't have to feel bad for not finding your happiness in a certain person.


and as for the gal. I guess I can relate. why? because I've been on the receiving end of something just like this. and while her feelings aren't exactly justified, it's more of a matter of the heart. the heart wants what it wants whether it can have it or not. I can see why she would feel hatred. you may/not have broken her heart. everyone is different. they react differently. some feel the need to push others away, some feel the need for payback, some wish the best to their former partner.


now I don't quite know who your gal is but there's a song that kinda reminds me of a situation like this; lose you to love me Selena Gomez. literally. that's what could be going on with her, because that's half how I felt in the beginning.


just leave her be. she'll get on with life easier that way. as for you. you should do the same. she's a chapter done in your story. go do what you do, be happy.


Ur Local Lucas


ok. thank you:


as for you mew, mafudo nya. mintie I saw the deleted message why? why do ya overthink about your friends? to me, the defintion of friends not the actual def . is people who are like family to you regardless of blood or not. people you trust and know on a deeper level. I dunno why your health plummets on your birthday and I hope you're alright. but if you trust your friends then don't stress yourself out so much just overthinking what they think about you. remember plus, you don't necessarily need to care what anyone thinks to be fair. what matters is what you think about yourself, outside opinions are welcome sometimes too because some of those things make us who we are. but you also need to remember the good things about yourself and what exactly your friends have; you.:3


i ended up deleting the message because i saw your response to squeezy and felt like i vented at the wrong time. i didnt get to finish since the messages kept disappearing everytime i tried sending so i didnt fully explain yet but either way tysm for the advice. i really appreciate it


nono . I apologize for responding during your vent


uhm...my message keeps deleting as well...


o.o?


now i just wanna give up on my venting..


im sorry


ill go


no, no you guys this chat is all for you to share


and if you really feel like you need to be listened to directly, you can always DM me about it as long as NSFW Im there for you 3


As I was cleaning I found a old letter I wrote to my dead friend the week of his passing I opened it today and I remember when I wrote it I was crying so hard I started to cry myself, I couldn't believe when I heard he died I'm still mad at the people who pushed him to his limit but I'm not sure If I'll ever be able to get over his death, I hate how they didn't like him bc he was gay, it wasn't there place to judge I just needed to get this out and still I don't know If I'll ever get over his death


I'm so sorry for your loss and just remember it's ok to be sad


what's venting


venting is where u talk ur feelings out or ask for help whenever u feel sad


u can ping @. Venting Helpers . whenever u need advices, we're here for u


My turn apparently..


I just feel useless. Its even hard to get out of bed in the morning. Im just sick of being alone and being ridiculed from those around me over things that dont matter. Sure, I should just be ignoring them and all that.. but I cant do that. I just feel so lost.. tired of being ridiculed and insulted by even the ones closest to me..


I feel the need to help everyone, to the point where i am pushing my own problems away until they naturally scale into big issues like this. It has been happening for years now, probably ever since I was 15. But I cant just leave the people I hold closest to me, and even people I dont know out to dry. I feel the need to help everyone, so that they dont have to be sad. I would gladly take a bullet for anyone if I knew they were a good person. I just feel terrible about everything and some bad thoughts are coming back.


@ wholesome of the day!


you don't deserve to get driven into dark places by those thoughts crowding in your head, you seem like a kind of genuine person but you need to look out for your own mental health before you help others. Its understandable that you feel like that, and your feelings should never be invalidated or ridiculed by others cause what you're feeling is completely ok, and as much as you think those things don't matter they do, and no one should make you feel otherwise. Kind people like you don't deserve to be knocked down by others around them, and no matter how bad you feel, every emotion you have is completely valid and should be valued by the others around you, cause everyone deserves support and love from people close to them


ikaenia ify and i understand. you're never alone and you should know that. everyone around you is there for you especially us, we may not know each other but everyone and i are always here for you. you're such a strong and good person for helping others that are sad and even getting out of bed even if its hard! i'm so proud of you. you're also not useless, you helped everyone so much and that's what's important! please do remember to also take care of yourself, you're also very important. you don't deserve being treated like this. you deserve so much better


a lot have people have responded so i'm gonna say smth short you aren't alone. i see you're a good person bc u help others, but don't push your own feelings away! u have my dms which are always open if u need someone to talk to or just vent to. ur loved and appreciated. who knows where some ppl would be without you? don't give up. ik you've heard it a lot, but things do get better. the good thing abt hitting rock bottom is that you can only go up from there:D


i'm sure your friends wouldn't mind to hear your problems


and if they don't, then you need better friends


u deserve a lot, don't be so hard on yourself


i get what u said about the meds and therapy. my mom was hesitant for 2 years but finally got me the antidepressants. all they did was make me numb. it was nice at first but now it sucks because it's hard to feel anything, i'm slowly getting off them without their knowledge tho. i tried therapy for two years on and off but it never worked. maybe it does for some people, but you can't rely on anyone or anythihn else to help you. you're your only hope. other people's ideas might change some or ur opinions, but this is all u. remember my dms are open so i'm always willing to help you ans be there for you. you are loved. your mother loves you but maybe it just doesn't show because you're hurting, but i promise you're loved, cared for, and appreciated. being locked in all day and doing the same stuff really impacts u too. ik it's hard at first but if u get out of ur comfort zone an do smth w ur friends or something u wouldn't normally do, it helps a lot. finding a hobby, etc is a great distraction. maybe soon it won't become a distraction, it'll just become life. live on and carry through, you got this. you have your family, your friends, and now your online friends in here.


i'm sorry you feel unloved and unheard, all your emotions and everything you're going through is valid and deserves to be taken 100 seriously, you should never have to feel that your mental health is an inconvenience to others cause they need to support and listen to you no matter the situation. Even though things seem hopeless sometimes I can tell you're a really good person and deserve to achieve the things you want in life, you deserve people that will be there for you every step of the way and do things that will benefit your mental health, finding distractions can also be good during these hard times or just something you particularly enjoy. You should never hesitate to seek help and guidance by others around you or even if you wanted to go down the path of therapy cause your voice and your issues deserve to be heard, considered and cared for.


im so sorry that you felt that way, you deserve so much better than this. im so proud of you being so strong despite the things happening to you. your feelings should be handled very seriously and it should be taken care of. if you feel like your feelings are being ignored again, come n talk to us, i am sure that we can help you. as they say, finding distractions can be a help! i know this seems kind of not help rn but everything will be alright, it seems like it wont but i am sure everything will be alright.


i'm sorry you have to go through that you really don't deserve that, people think its best to try and not cry but in reality sometimes its good to just let it all out and not bottle up your emotions because its beneficial to other people, your mother should understand and respect you and your emotions and help you through your tough times and stress. If you ever need to get your worried thoughts out or just clear your head then my dms are always open, in terms of school your mental health is much important than work and people should understand that cause you are trying the best you can, hope everything gets better!


tysm


no problem! my dms are always open if you need anything, your emotions are valid and important


Its fine, sometimes a person really needs to get their emotions out and express what their feeling, try not to overthink things that wont matter in the future, if it happened it did and that was in the past, I'm sure your mom will start understanding your feelings and start checking in on you every once in a while. Try talking to your dad without your mom really noticing it, or you can have a talk with their mom about it and how much talking to him helps you a lot, just never start blaming yourself, because it happened and you can't change it, focusing isnt something you should overthink its fine, if you feel like you can't focus whatsoever just try giving some time to yourself be with things that make you comfortable and positive because you deserve it! Just remember you're special and you deserve the very best.


breezy i just saw the vent im sorry chefy pls take some rest time to time when doing school works, i know its stressing but hey, you do deserve a break! and your mom should calm down because you literally didn't do anything right? ilysm chefy! we're always here for you


iisa ilysm omg 33


bonk tyyy ilysm 33


No problem! I'm always here if you want to talk.


breezy same if you ever need to talk Im here also


I need help...I get good friends that aren't actually toxic. Then, i do something that makes me feel toxic and i leave them alone then they say its okay. I feel like an idiot. I've done this for everyone and i hate myself. I tried my best to tell my dad about me committing suicide but i just can't. And now im questioning why i exist.


I'm so sorry you have to go through that, people who are struggling often think of themselves as toxic or bad people but that really isn't the case, you should tell your dad about how you feel when you're ready cause in reality your life is worth it and your feelings deserved to be expressed and listened to


Thank you.


Love I think admitting to feeling toxic is hard but it doesnt make you dumb at all. To me, I dont see you toxic at all, Im thankful that you at least expressed how you are feeling right now. air hugs to the extreme We are here to listen and help. Definitely Having people who love and support you the way you are is okay. Its good to have positivity around you and sometimes being to yourself its okay. Slowly opening up takes time. In your position, I feel that you arent alone in your battle. You deserve joy and time to take away the feeling of toxicity. You can always tell yourself I know this is how I feel I accept it and take a deep breath. Think about what makes you feel good. You dont have to say bye to everyone. Sometimes there are days where I dont even connect with others because I honestly need to do self love or take care of myself. Just write  it out the things that make you really worried or feel that way and once youre done. Rip it and say to yourself Im more than what these negative things are because you are indeed a wonderful human being. You may not feel that way now but its okay. You dont have to be perfect around the ppl who love you.


@ wholesome of the day!


hey i advice you to talk to your family, and those people who leave you, they aren't your real friends, I advice you to have online friends to make yourself feel better and don't think suicidal, it won't help just think positive


If you leave him you won't be able I promise, although opening up about your feelings is hard sometimes it's the best thing you could do in order to get people to see your pain and things from your perspective, you deserve to be heard and cared for the others around you and should never hesitate to reach out to others, you seem so kind and genuine and if it makes you feel any better we're all here to listen and care for you no matter what


and plus, leave the boy, it'll make it worse. you can talk to us tho


i thought of leaving him last night...


but i didnt do it yet


is he somehow toxic and doesn't help you?


if he is, please leave him, it's bad for your mental health.


he is...and i know


im sorry


is he ur irl bf or online?


irl bf but we talk a lot more online


maybe he'll understand if you explain it to him


im sorry i cant breathe and cant stop crying or shaking and i im sorry...


no no, it's okay, that's normal


just inhale and exhale


dont say sorry:


crying is totally normal


just let it out


i say sorry too much..


i feel like im so mean because i read the problems you guys have and want to have say something but im not that good at help others feel good im getting bad at english, idk why though


i say sorry alot too and people are thinking i am weird because of it


i feell better when alone and talking to the person because whwen there is 3 people trying to make the m fell better i mess up and i leave because they help them more


Dont worry achi sometimes I feel the same way but if you cant help at those subjects dont stress to advice it may cause trouble than before so at that time just give them hope...


Yes Ia am gonna wait for the Tonty The Waffle to finish. Maybe I can help.


Tony The Waffle.


Hopefully I Have anough timecoz of school


Xd he didnt said anything and left!


No I just have a lot to type..


Im having so much trouble rn that it doesnt fit..


Lmao


Im hurting rn tbh too.. so thats always wonderful..


Oh no


Just type seperate


Like i type alot I put seperate


LONGGGLONG TEXTTT


and iIput to much so I


do the


LONGGG TEXT


again


and i couldnot fit so!


You do that


To separate it but if I separate them at the same time then itd still look the same sort of


Honestly I have anxiety sending long types to someone or a group..


Cause its long and stuff..


So I apologize..


But a lot has happened and Im breaking..


Ive bottled it for 10 years or even more.. and Im not getting into therapy until quite late into October..


@.5309 people think im weird because of it too:C


Now I dont want to send it cause it seems way to long..


I think it would be better to break up but it is your choice. If you have more fights I think its best to break up.


W


here let me hug you


Thank you, I really need it.. le hugs them


@ Annie .


Yeah, I probably should, but I dont know if I could ever be able to move on.. thats what Im worried about. I dont think I could..


Tony.the.waffle.boi6758 if you cant you can try taking with family.


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If you need me to talk too yo i can talk on vcc, or the text coz it seems like you are having a really bad hard time. though I can nt now coz im gona sleep.


Theres the problem.. my dad, grandma, and mom thinks hes a predator.. and I dont think itll help.


So maybe tomorrow? Id honestly love to talk to someone for once.. I really do need help. My life hasnt been great at all tbh


That whole thing


Though I think it's up to you if you break up, but I think looking at what you said it would be healthy to break up with him


yes better for you and your mental heath


health


I actually tried running away 6 times and Im thinking of doing it again to get away. I could ask to hang out with one of my friends.


make sure to pack your belongings and if ur friend has internet please give us updates on how ur doing


we care about everyone here in the care room of sayu!


And yeah.. but I really want to try to make it work.. I was just thinking maybe if we started fresh and we had more communication. But if that doesnt work then yeah.. Ill let him go and be single.


i mean better to be a single than in a toxic relationship


be a single pringle


i need a ad for this


And I will! I just got to ask first but they might be asleep. But where would I send the updates?


And yeah, it is.. I was single Pringle for a long while until he came around. I may become singel again. XD


Pfft


Yeah


i mean like we can make a gc with u and the people who want updates on how ur doing and u can just text us in the gc


and yeah honestly its better for u


sayumi health and care room!


come on over to the venting room where our venting helpers will give u wholesome care and luvv


thats out new ad folks


Thatd be a smart move. Id honestly like to do that


But I honestly dont think a lot of people would want to know..


Thats perfect!


Wayyy to perfect


XDDD


i mean i know me and Phoenix? would probs want to


i would


i wanna know how ur doinggg


And maybe touka


And thanks.. I honestly really want to get better and heal


yeppp whoever u can make a gc and add us


no problem! i honestly love helping people! ive helped multiple staff/mods here and me and ashi are like bffs so ive helped her and other peoplee


if u need something just ring ping the venting helpers!


omggg imma a ad now


Should I ask everyone if they would want that kind of update?


kenzie, what do u wanna be when u grow up sweetie?


mom, i wanna be a commercial


maybe not everyone but hmm the people that responded to ur vent u should ask them


im totally in


Alright and go for it it! Your ad is going to be outstanding!


BAHAH, i was just joking but tyyy


i wanna be a graphic designer


sobbb i gotta go to bed now byeee


hope u get better!


@ Annie .


Phoenix?


Would you guys like to be in a gc and have updates about how Im doing..? It was it Kenzie 3 s idea


Oh okay!


Night, sleep well


And I bet youd be a great graphic designer


But ur welcome


Oh, sure UvU


It you would like to I would be glad too.


But I have to sleep


So, gn!


Alrighty, thank you guys


And night Annie


I don't sleep so I'm here still


Oh okay its probably cause different time zones.


What time is it over where youre at?


36 minutes past midnight


It's finee


Oh same well now 37


Its 12:37 over here


I only have advanced algebra online class tomorroww


I mean later today


12 hours and 23 minutes until I get my new adhd meds


Oh okay, ngl, thats pretty cool do the pills help?


And good luck with that!


Not rn so we're getting different ones


They used to but my adhd got worse


So they don't anymore


Oh, well hopefully the different pills will work


I hopes so too


I nearly failed the first week of school cause I couldn't focus


Are you going to school virtually or actually going to school. If its virtually then you could probably record it


Eh heh.. but dont stay up to late


Unless its morning instead XD


Imma play among us for a bit to clear my mind


Oh wait, I just realized.. I forgot about someone


Sorry, I really am sorry about that


kokicheese


Would you like updates about how Im doing too? Im making the gc later today since its already tomorrow. You dont have to tbh


aaahhh its my first time using this channel but i just feel so sad rn. i have been offline for days in social media because i've been really sad these day, september is such a hard month for me. so like i just came online in social media and i tried talking to my friend but she seemed so dry, idk what i did and she wont tell me. i feel like im gonna cry and im shaking so hard because i really dont know what i did. i go offline in social media because i tend to push people away when they offer help and hurt them but i think its a bad idea now. im just so sad rn i feel like im gonna cry @ wholesome of the day!


i also bottle up my feelings as well because im so bad at pouring my emotions out and thats one of the reasons why my friends are worried and annoyed of me thats what i think that is


It's okay iisa. 2020 is a hard year for all of us. If you want to cry, it's alright, cry all you want if that what makes you feel better. For your friends problem, don't care a single bit about them. They are just jealous that you're such a nice and amazing person. September is a hard month for me too. But I stay strong and positive. I will always be here for you no matter what. DM me if you want to vent, or just simply want someone to talk to. Stay strong


I agree. September is a very depressing month, but no matter what you must stay positive if you want to make it through this month. Your friend might also be feeling the same as you, and if they arent telling you dont put pressure on them.


You also deserve better friends too!


yes im bad at this skssj


Yes, they should also respect your feelings


Mhm. There are types of people that doesn't want to open up. The more other people pressure them to open up, the more they get sad, mad, and just annoyed.


Your friends should know that and they should accept it.


tysm for the kind words the both of you u both are such good people. i will try to stay positive while getting out of this dark place. tysm and ilysm


yw and ily 2 :


Ily too! Stay strong queen


Did I get pinged?


ghost ping? please don't


re pinged


ah, sorry my vent suddenly got deleted?


please don't ghost ping vent helpers that's disgusting


ooh


sorry everyone


ah okay


it's okay!


its okay sean!


Ahh its aight!


its oki dw! :


we are here now


my vent suddenly got deleted idk why


Yesh


Its okii dww


we will listen to you sean


Mhm


yeah dw bout it! :


sips coffee


aw thanks you too and enjoy!


You too Ash!


Sesan you cursed qwq


If any of you ever feel like you are having a bad day or just need to talk to someone don't be scared and Check Pinned Messages and remember Expiredmilk Cheesu Luvs u


quit. that's why


gsjsbsjsbz


sjfhjksd


No curse words allowed here uvu


ah, thats why sorry


Its oki doki


Ping me again when you're finish letting your emotions out:


thankyou


Your welcome


Have a great day:3


Im feeling numb and empty


Im lonely if that helps


My depression also getting worse I dont know why


My boyfriend works a lot everyone else is busy


Casino


Don't worry, feeling like this in depression is normal and it'll just get worse if you don't go and talk to someone,vent, or get mental help.


Bur you seem like a kind individual


Casino seeking help is sometimes the best thing when you feel that way, opening up to others about how you feel could allow them to help through your emotions, cause you seem like a kind and genuine person who deserves all the support they can get


I have an appointment tomorrow


Finally


I dont wanna get worse


before you do this challenge and you before you call someone a hater of tik tok, just know this specific challenge on tik tok killed a teenager and hospitalized many others. Because they wanted to fit in the trend. This challenge was the benadryl challenge. They wanted to hallucinate and trip. and a teen DIED over it. and many other teens got hospitalized.


can I DM someone? im not feeling too good rn


I kinda have no one else


Oh wait, I just realized.. I forgot about someone


Sorry, I really am sorry about that


kokicheese


Would you like updates about how Im doing too? Im making the gc later today since its already tomorrow. You dont have to tbh


Tony.the.waffle.boi6758 ohhh of courseee QQ


okay uhm..sooo...idk how to start this..and im sorry if im always here..and being an annoyance...i ill just start..


uhm, so the other night me and my best friend Vida snuck out and went to this abandoned house in the middle of the night. then we just smoked weed and cigarettesss...and this weekend me and her are planning to just get out of this corrupted place called home”.. and i kinda just dont know how i feel about life anymore. i feel so broken, and useless. and just like a big disappointment. as i said in my last vent.. i feel like im slowly losing everyone and everything. all i have left is Vida. shes all i really had. shes always been there when i was at my lowest. but she doesnt know how bad i really feel..and i dont know how to open up to her..


@ wholesome of the day!


Hello


hiii..


Suicidal Slut


If you don't feel like it's safe, maybe tell your friend and try making a comprimise?


aw noo im sorry you feel that way and im sure you arent useless or a disappointment. you can take some time to think out what to say to her if youre ready


Suicidal Slut I'm not the best on giving advice for stuff like this but you should try and find a place were you both feel comfortable and try and tell her when shes in a good mood


i just dont know to really put the words together without saying so,etching stypud..


Suicidal Slut how is'home' corrupted?


Home is supposed to be safe


it takes time to open up lori so don't rush! im sure vida will understand as well. you're also not a big disappointment because we all love u im so sorry you feel that way, ilysm


Isa is correct


some homes aren't safe yknow


I know


im sorry


lori don't be sorry! its not your fault


Usagi Chan you are definitely not useless cause everyone makes mistakes, especially when they're their lowest. Sometimes it's best to open up to people whether it may be someone you close to or professionally, you don't deserve to feel that way because you seem like a worthy, kind and genuine person who deserves a good support system in their life


Besides


You at least have one friend


One is all you need


And friends are there to talk to


im not good at opening up. thats the thing. well, its easy when online. because no one came see my emotion. but its hard when talking to her in person. i cant put the right words together. and i just get so emotional


Then be emotional, its part of being human


And if your friend makes fun of ya, they werent worth your very important time


Suicidal Slut it takes time lori! im sure vida will wait and understand. take all the time u need to open up to her i know its not easy but it will surely turn out good dw!


Your a person and you are to be treated as such


Its the past, you cant erase it, but try looking towards a brighter future


iisa what if it doesnt turn out good...


If it doesnt work out, then move on


zero, moving on isn't easy so pls..


zero please, this is a serious time.


im just..gonna go...


i give up..


lori dm me instead if you like


lori don't please


Isa, theres different ways to help other than using the same emoji after every sentence


and theres different times to make jokes.


Jokes are a medicine to emotional pain


It helps


you could see that lori was BEING SERIOUS about her situation


it didn't help at all


and neither are you by arguing


this is my fault


im so sorry


No its not


so if you're just gonna make jokes in vent, i suggest you just don't go here at all.


I suggest you learn about psychology


CAN YOU PELAEE JUST STIP. I CANT ANYMROW. JISTS TOP


Okay


Lori air hugs to the extreme I want to say more but i know that what you need is just someone to listen to you. Its okay to vent. I got a ping for a reason so dont ever apologize. The fact that Vida is there for you is wonderful even tho you feel like you cant open up right now its okay. At least physically being together is something Im thankful for because you always have support to do something and get away from home. You always have me here even if Im not on often I will still hear you out.


If anything i guess im kinda pointless, nothing i say makes a difference anyways, might as well turn off the vent ping


I cant find the roles channel


deletedchannel


Thx


SoniSinas air hugs her back thank you a lot. this helps me a lot. and everyone else here does too. and i just apologize a lot. so uhm..im uh, sorry about that..its annoyinging.. i know p.


IQlvlZero im sorry Zero. i just.. dont like when people argue


Yeah, still doesnt mean im wrong


im sorry


You did nothing


Suicidal Slut 1st youve never been annoying. 2. Im the same way I apologized about everything but you dont have to say sorry for opening up because its important for you to say it in any shape or form. life is definitely a heavy topic but I know feelings can always move through a spectrum sometimes youre okay and sometimes youre not and when you arent feeling like you its okay to say it.


But you can do something, something important, and what that something is


Is your choice


SoniSinas i get called annoying a lot i just started believing it..


I get called it too


My actual username is IQlvlzero


Because my iq level


Is zero


Suicidal Slut aww well Im just letting you know Ill be one of the ppl that will never call you that word


thank you soni


Due to my Disabilities I have a hard time making friends and socializing. This has been a big problem for me and I needs to get resolved. Sometimes I feel like because Im different I cant make friends. What do I do to improve my socializing skills and make friends. Plz help!


foxtea


not the greatest at advice so im sorry


i have problems making friends and socializing so i know how you feel about that. but maybe you could just try and slowly start talking to others. it takes time to make friends. and they might not understand. but you seem like a very nice person already!


Thank you


youre welcome!


eli hug foxtea


foxtea Any type of skill takes time. air hugs to the extreme I hope you get to make friends too manifest your success what Id do is just natural things like in the mirror talking to one self is helpful. Saying hi, and seeing how you see yourself and just saying how are you or saying hey do you happen to know how to do this..insert answer. Just trying it with yourself is good. I talk to my dogs if I feel like I cant talk to anyone. I def havent socialized in such a long time but I have to talk to a few ppl while Im working cause Its necessary. But yeah just boosting your own confidence is good. Body language is good too like making sure you feel like you are open to let someone come into your bubble. Its like energy if you bring a warm glow someone will come I hope that is somewhat helpful. If anything Ill look for more natural ways for you to improve your socializing skills


a person i


i really liked unadded me today not too long ago and i dont know how to feel right now i feel so miserable and unloved and i feel like im just being ignored i wanna turn to suicide but i dont have the guts to and im suffering so much i cant stop crying i dont know what i should do i really feel like im not gonna be able to have someone genuinely like me because of my depression and anxiety and it hurts me mentally so much and i dont know what to do anymore i say it so much because i dont know i really dont and i feel like im miserable and i have no worth and i was already in a depressive episode and i dont know what to do besides listen to music and i rlly dont understand anything anymore i havent cried like this in a long time bruh i really feel like im such a burden to so many people i dont know anymore i keep saying it but i dont know how to explain how i feel right now and i dont even know who to turn to @ wholesome of the day!


aaa im sorry to hear that they unadded you and im not sure how much you really liked them. itll take time to find someone that will really understand you and theyll show that they really love you. i know that itll probably be a long process but youll get there. and i know you arent a burden to people and if you ever feel alone well always be here for you. you dont ever have to be alone


Iran Personally, i dont think you should cry about just one person leaving you, and thinking you feel unloved. Because you should know deep down, everyone that you know and you love loves you back. Maybe that person had a reason to unadd you, and they still like you too. I hope you take this advice and definitely DO NOT lean towards suicide, thats not the answer. If you still feel unloved then just so you know i very much love you and think your an amazing person


Noakes Hey, Its fine, if anyone was there to truly love you, they would love you for who you are! The right one would never and I repeat, never leave you if they left they werent right for you, you aren't no burden you're worth so much more than you think you do, and you dont have to prove that to anyone but yourself, before giving love to anyone else I personally think you should give yourself the most affection and love you can because you deserve it way more than anyone else, when the right one comes you wouldnt feel the loss youre feeling right now, just wait and you will see it will happen one way or another, just remember to love yourself first, anytime you feel suicidal sad or just need someone to talk to in general Im always, always here! You're special and we all here know it keep loving yourself, because it isnt in any way selfish and you deserve all the happiness here!


I feel ungreatful. I have everything in life, I have a loving family, friends, accepting parents, wealth, and everything else you can imagine. Yet I'm still sad. I always find a way to complain and compared to my other friends, I feel as if I'm taking it for granted, I'm sad and feel as if I don't deserve help because I have everything I could ever need/want. @ wholesome of the day!


TrashPanda you could have everything and still be sad/upset it doesn't mean you don't deserve help everyone does


TrashPanda alr i'm going to start off with saying that it's okay to make a big deal out of what matters to you. all your emotions are valid, and just because other people's situations are different from yours doesn't invalidate anything you think or feel. i've definitely felt like this before, and the advice i would give is to just be more accepting of yourself. the conflict you have with not liking your emotions is prbly making you feel worse, i know it did for me. i'm often sad for no reason, and i just find things that make me happy like listening to music and surrounding myself with what makes me feel better. privilege does not make your emotions invalid. one last thing is that if you think you're ungrateful/undeserving, just try your best everyday to make the most out of what you have, and take the time to be happy for the things around you. 3 lysm and hope this helps!


A lot of people can relate to your problem TrashPanda, and all i need to say is, have you ever took the time to actually ask yourself want you really, truly want in life? Your most desired wish? Something which none of the things you already have could top? You shouldnt feel ungrateful if you feel incomplete, nobody is complete. Everyone still wants something, and its normal to feel the way you do when your in a lifestyle like that.


TrashPanda Just because you have everything doesnt mean you dont have the right to feel sad, it doesnt matter the priority, anyone can be sad, you deserve help! and happiness too, expressing your feeling doesnt mean youre taking anyone for granted, were all here willing to help you by every step until you feel the comfort and positivity you deserve, you're honestly pretty strong for expressing everything you feel!


...i love all of you. Thank you so much. I just needed to say that.


Ily u too pan pan


ly pan pan


I feel ungreatful. I have everything in life, I have a loving family, friends, accepting parents, wealth, and everything else you can imagine. Yet I'm still sad. I always find a way to complain and compared to my other friends, I feel as if I'm taking it for granted, I'm sad and feel as if I don't deserve help because I have everything I could ever need/want.


TrashPanda Listen you deserve everything you get. you are amazing and everything you have/want is what you deserve because you did get it. I love you so much and when you need help then you go get help. you very much deserve help. 33 also don't compare your things to other peoples things bc everyone deals with everything differently!


but the only reason that I have all the stuff that i do is bc of privilege. Literally if I didn't have it i would be on the street rn. I don't deserve anything, i was given it. I didn't have to work for it. And now i feel like I'm taking it all for granted.


Your beautiful TrashPanda


ily


Ya so long story short i wanna kms


@ wholesome of the day!


Yes pls


Im losing interest for my girlfriend to be honest. We dont really talk anymore unless i stay up late, cause we live in completely different timezones and idk if i should break up with her. Advice?


I agree, rejection very much sucks @ , but you shouldnt let it get to your head and make it all you ever think about. If the person who rejected you hurt you in a way that never happened before, you must ignore it, if its effecting you to the point where just ignoring it wont work. Talk to someone about your problems and maybe stay away from guys for awhile until you get over the rejection


Olxive if you feel as if you lost interest in your gf, i suggest you break up with her. Of course its your opinion, but if the love is long gone i dont think there is a point in trying to bring it back. Maybe you and her just aint it


Np:


Tysm!:


Oh okay


@ for some odd reason i didnt get the ping in your message


i feel empty and lonely


thats it.


i feel like no one actually cares about me apart from my family


like i want friends


someone who i can have a special sort of affection for


but i dont have that


i hate myself for saying all of this because i just sound like a whiny brat


thank you for reading


softysugar i care about u! more people care about u than ur family. you might not see it, but they do i promise. you have us here as well:D


ik it's not the same


but my dms are always open


be yourself and you'll find the best of friends


be kind to others and positive


and you'll be seen as more approachable and get friends and close with more people!


trust me ur loved appreciated and cared for and u aren't alone


Hey if any of you have something on your mind that you need to be let out dont be scared, check pinned messages, and remember expiredmilk cheesu luvs you


Apparently my friend says we cant be friends anymore. She says Im it the right person for her. I thought a friend would love you threw anything. Guess not. @ wholesome of the day!


Im sorry, some people feel like they dont want to be friends with people for specific reasons and it hurts and sucks but sometimes we have to accept it. Your friend doesnt know what shes going to lose an amazing person but if it were meant to be friends then you guys would be so: youll meet a lot of people throughout bb, youll make a lot of great friends i promise


The thing is, I used to be all those things she wanted. I just got attacked than stopped.


hey, i feel you i also got a bestfriend who said we cant be friends anymore with no specific reason, maybe it means they arent the right person to be friends with. as you said you were the things she wanted, maybe she got tired? or maybe she has a reason aswell. im sorry if i didnt help


Apparently my friend says we cant be friends anymore. She says Im it the right person for her. I thought a friend would love you threw anything. Guess not.


@ Annie . Hey, it's okay. I used to have a friend that told me that we couldn't be friends anymore. Friendships do strike hard a lot. You probably choose a person who really doesn't care that much. If you have other friends, that's good to hear. They might help you though your struggles. If this doesn't help, sorry.:


aa that sucks and im sorry to hear. everyone have reasons for doing things. i'm sure you were a great friend to her and you can be friends to many people in the future. you can remember and cherish whatever you guys have been through together and look on about how you can have more memories like that with new people! i'm sure she still loves you too and she must have a reason for doing that. if you want to, take the time and try and understand her and why she did what she did if she wants to talk. just look towards the future and go meet great people


@ Annie . air hugs to the extreme Thats tough Im sorry that happened to you. I know how it feels to lose good friends, I lost many good ones over the yrs but what I do know is that you will have someone that will love you through everything and maybe she will be the type that needs to grow a bit and come back to you to love you even more. I hope someone comes into your life like a whirlwind and bonds with you so much tht you feel their everlasting friendship


Let me just tell yall whats happened to me so yall understand what Im going through


Im diagnosed with severe ADHD. I struggle making friends and socializing with others. When I first entered elementary school there was a girl I liked named Kim. She was really pretty but she ended up being a nasty jerk She spread rumors about me which cause me to get bullied everyday at school. I also got sand thrown at me at recess. After elementary school I went to middle school where Kim followed me to the same school. She did the same thing but worse. My depression hit then and it got so bad I tried to kms. Because of that I was sent to a facility where I never got to see my family for weeks. I was all alone by myself. When I finally got out I cried for days straight. Depression became worse and worse. Then I went to high school where things happened even worse then middle school. I liked a girl and she used me, Kim bullied me, I was physically bullied by kids. I hurt myself multiple times struggling to hang on. My question now is what do I do now. Im lonely and sad and feel like I wanna die.


ooh you shouldve pinged venting helpers aa i feel bad


foxtea my dms are open if you want anything. ily so much, please dont kys. i dont want to you all sad. i genuinely dont, no one here does. we all love you and we mean it from the bottom of our hearts.


Oh god what did I miss...


ive been bullied before because of the colour my my skin and my weight and my physical appearance in general and things that i dont have control over. i ignore them but i have had some days where i cant hold it in anymore and i have thought about kms and i have just cried through the night. but you need to realise that you deserve better. you shouldnt be judged based on your past but by who you are right now and all the incredible things that you have done because i know youre amazing. you dont need to be smart or athletic or have highest grades. you just breathing and staying alive is enough for me and everyone else here


Im sorry you feel thetas way cause you deserve to Be treated with love and respect and your feelings should be valued, i promise you there will be people in your life who will care and look out for you cause your worth it and your worth being in this world, cause no one deserves to feel like that. Also if you ever feel like hurting yourself there are plenty of alternatives for stress relief, and if you ever need to vent or let your feelings out were here


i im sorry im really sorry i just cant. its too hard do all of this alone. and i lost my only best friend. and now my weekend is completely ruined. i just cant do any of this any longer


no


please stay


i genuinely honestly mean it


3 always here for you Suicidal Slut so many ppl are


exactly


Suicidal Slut please stay.


grieving is the hardest part but committing wont help


but the fact that you arent really here..it just kills me inside. because i know that there is people who do care. but they arent really here. and i still feel so alone. because all of you are just random people on the other side of the screen...


my dms are always open for you to vent in 3


i've had similar thoughts in the past, so while i don't pretend to understand what you're going through, want you to know that you're not alone


you can always find people who have the same interests as you


just please dont commit


i love you


so much


so many ppl care, whether they're on the other side of the screen or the other side of a wall, ly lori


here if ya need me:


and me


i've literally had my school vice principal stay up with me at midnight talking things through on the phone, i've learned that life has a twisted way of giving us an open door, even though i don't know you, so many ppl are here for you to reach out to, softysugar is completely right


so are you skyrise


and you have a really sweet vice principal


lmao it was kinda awkward tbh, but most ppl out there are pretty nice as long as you reach out


its the thought that counts i guess


lori, ik i already said this, but it's important, you can talk to me 3


lmao


i


just a lot of people at school. so it doesnt matter. my brothers call me it too


boys will be boys


yeah


isn't it strange? you know yourself better than anyone else yet u crumble at the words of someone who hasn't even lived a second in ur life. this world is filled with people who think they know you. listen to no one else's voice but yours.


smth i saw a while ago that helped me out


that is so true


wow


anyways lori, don't go, there's so much left to stay for 3


exactly


skyrise Suicidal Slut yall still here


hereee


heyyy


i just edited a list of reasons why to stay alive


ah idk where lori is


offline


when she comes back ill send the list


i really hope shes ok


mhmm


TW: involves the r slur, etc.


So... I was bored for a while and I decided to talk in this server called Babi” for a bit because I never really talk in it so I was like okay let me say hi and talk to them for a bit. so I say hi and they say hi and Im like Im bored blah blah blah” and this boy randomly goes no one fkn asked” and i snapped back and was like well no one asked for you either ” and then he starts escalating it more and telling me to shut the f up and Im literally like can you stop?” and hes like Im continuing it?! like how is me saying for him to stop continuing it?! and then he goes on to calling me the r slur Im not saying it though because its offensive and triggering to a lot of people. and Im like wow real mature” and hes going to saying who gets fkn mad at people for saying the r slur” like is he okay? going on to the co owner and him just continuing to attack me and I literally had nothing left to say. so I left and when I left, I started crying so hard. I never felt so glad to say that my hate for toxic boys is stronger then ever. in conclusion, dont join babi if you dont want to be attacked by immature people. and i will most likely leave discord sooner or later cause Im tired of getting into random drama.


..I feel useless since my dad call me one. He said that im useless because i didnt study. I mean I did study. I was just taking a break that time since I was on my screen for sooo many hours. He should atleast give me a break because my books were put online. I know he's concerned about my education, But he should also be concerned about myself too.


@ wholesome of the day!


I thought i turned off the vent ping...


just ask staff to help you instead of saying that here please


Aoi Sometimes parents dont understand how hard it is to do a certain piece of work. Your dad should know not to call you a mistake because that is something toxic parents would do, if he continues it, you can totally talk about it here. And btw you are for sure not useless:


Aoi Hey.. It's alright. Don't cry. Your dad is just uneducated with the corona situation rn. and bc of that, school has come online and not normally again. Books and materials are online now. He should know that. Sometimes parents don't understand our new technology. But it's alright. At least you study and get your lesson well. Keep up the good work and stay safe!


@ saki Everyone will be dying at the end, and thats fine! we can't change it at all! We need to live with it and make the best out of it, live it to best you can, take some time thinking about the things you live for, its okay to feel this way but just make sure to understand that its something you mentally and physically can't control.


Sometimes, My dad does slightly sexual things to me. Like groping my axx and I feel really uncomfortable about it. I kept tellig him to stop but he thinks of it as a joke.


WHAT


yes


OMG OMG


that went over for years now


im out of advices help


You should tell someone that isnt okay.


Mhm


i think when I was 8 or 9.


Awe, you're right, he should be more concerned about your health. He shouldn't call you that! Parent's are supposed to be there for their children, not call them names. I truly believe you need a break, you're not useless! And, your dad needs to stop that. That isn't a joke.


Sexually harassing someone isn't right


Stand up for yourself, push him away, get violent if needed, its your body you control it.


Yes


I dont know how to be violent or be angry to my parents.


Stand up for yourself. It's for the best


You can, anyone can


Im not brave enough.


You are.


@ saki Dont think about death because that is very unhealthy to think about, I understand that trying to avoid thoughts of existentialism in really hard in 2020 but thinking about death just make your year worse. If it makes you feel better, I bet your going to live a very long life with people that love you:


Dont underestimate yourself


Everyone is brave enough to do anything. Just take time and learn how to stand up for yourself


If you want, I can fill in a police form for you.


We will always support you gurll:


Aoi dont let your dad touch you like that, parents should be your guardians


I can come straight to your house with 1000 reasons why you shouldnt sexually harass someone


We're all here to help you!


Mhm


Yes, we all support you


ty!


Np:


np np


anytime hun


I'll try to be brave anough to tell my dad about it.


ew! i hope you can report them to child services! stay safe


Be brave gurll. You got this.


yyy


report him until this gets worse.


trust me, im telling you from experience, report sexual assult


dont keep it a secret


kleid experience?


Sorry if its too personal and you dont wanna tell me


I totally understand


too personal sorry


Okay thats fine


okey


Ima kms I dont care what yall think


Idc if you care about me Im done trying to improve myself. Im just to messed up to do anything right


@ wholesome of the day!


why are you asking for help if you won't listen to us?


I do but nothing helps


foxtea if you are fed up in trying to improve yourself then just dont, i belive you are perfect the way you are


@.Kay knowing when not to do something that may make someone uncomfortable


Because of my ADHD I have struggles with that


and now people are spreading rumors that Im a creep


foxtea I think you should first ask that person if they are uncomfortable with anything that you might say. Also people misunderstand sometimes, you just have to show them your not like that


Hope i could help:


Ok


But now what do I do about the rumors


I wont make any friends


Ignore them would probably be the best option


But if its really effecting you maybe get your parents or someone to help you deal with it


I hope i could help


A youtuber who is really popular in my country got corona virus. I actually dont love him and find him a bit cringe, but I got really sad about him and his fans.


I talked about it to my bf, who also dont love him. And he said I wish he was dead” and I got really mad with him. I said how can you want someone to die?” and he said he was a devil bla bla. He was someone that I could give my life to, but what he said make me feel strange from him. I dont know. He has some mental issues and I promised him that Ill never let him go. I know he loves me too. But... Idk. Unless he say something to me about this, I think Ill try to incline away from him step by step. What hes thinking of is not good and merciful. The idea of breaking up with him sounds so bad because I love him, even more than my family. But.. i wouldnt want to be with people who think like this. Pfff


@ wholesome of the day!


I appreciate that even though you dont actually like the ytber but you still care for them potato queen however your boyfriend is very much toxic and honestly i dont think its good to stay with a person that talks bad about other people, i suggest you break up but you can do whatever you want to. Also talk to him slowly about the break up as there is a high chance they might go ballistic, but i dont actually know so


yeah ur right


i feel really bad... i'll pray for your bf and the youtuber you said about.


thank youu


no problem, feel free to dm me aswell 3


potato queen which youtuber? wishing someone to die isnt cool but ill look into this and see if this person is as bad as ur bf described them to be


Jacoby


Tell your parents or call the cops..this is serious


i dont wanna be in trouble


im really scared


i dont know them in rl


Can you call the police?


This is a police involvement situation


Yeah


Thia your not gonna be in trouble for being safe


Sibyl your not gonna be in trouble for being safe


Case i have contacted them


thank you so much.


Good


Alvord how did they get your IP adress? Did u click on a link or smth in your dms


Balling air hugs you to the extreme I just read an article and a lot of ppl can take ip addresses, sometimes even an image can contain a code that can get your ip. Honestly I would ask why they would need it? Is it cause they just have time or just need some attention. Either way Im sorry that this happened. You wont get in trouble that telling a higher authority that someone knows your IP address, its okay. I just want you to feel safe. But also I think thats why some ppl invest in VPN in order to be safe while browsing through what keeps them cool through this pandemic. manifests much love to you yes authorities is best, just not being online or connecting through the same network is good as well.


@ wholesome of the day! UH GUYS HELP PLEASE


MY FRIEND IS PLANNING ON RUNNING AWAY


AND THEYRE SERIOUS


AND I NEED HELP


Maybe you should call the police or go pick them up?


IDFK IF I CAN?


I WILL THE SECOND THEY DO THATS FOR SURE


talk it out with them and do your very best to convince them to say and really talk about what they are thinking about, why they want to go, tell them the good things about staying and for sure be very polite


just talk it out just let them vent to you and say to wait before they make any huge decisions


First, breathe and remain calm for them. I wouldnt want them to feel like they cant come to you or tell you their feelings and concerns. I would try to calm them down and be like a place where they would feel safe. I wouldnt want them to be far and in this pandemic I wouldnt want them to be around others. Just listen to them and just be their support. manifests to send love to your friend I hope as well that you make sure to not lose contact with them. Please be okay too


I stg the second they run away the police are going to be CALLED


Going off of what sonisunnay said yes just calm yourself before calming them


sorry


i'm super duper stressed


its alright just breathe, drink a little warm water, put down your device for around 30sec1min or as long as it takes to feel lighter then go back into talking with your friend and calm her down too


its okay to feel stressed. try calling them and talking to them. ask them why she/he wants to leave and stay calm. tell your parents and make sure she's/he's like not joking. then if they are serious, call the police please.


just make sure to calm her/him then talk it out calmly


oh and dont threaten her/him with calling the police in a harshish tone sort of do it like im really worried abt u im gonna call the policee please dont go or something along the lines of that maybe?


aaa


i am going to commit sudoku


okay thats not a great idea just repeat the calming process again and really focus on your breathing and how your chest feels


Pan Id be stressed too cause thats someone you know and its like someone you connect with as well air hugs to the extreme I hope they will be okay or at least get to mentally feel better soon. Idk their situation but I know since it does affect you I hope that the energy of worrying is manifested to channel that aura to be strength for your friend and yourself.


AAA


its time for me to go im very sorry but if you need to hear something from me reread my messages, listen to the others like sonisunnay, try your best with the calming method and check pinned messages pleaaase its a message from me to you


all here for you pan pan 3


Hey, Pan. Do you know why they want to run away? Is there something bad happening at home or something you can help them with?


okay so im really bad at giving advices when it comes to situations abt like these but like what everyone said, you should talk it out with them and help them. calm down a bit before you talk to them, pan. we love u n ur friend sm


HEY OKAY SO


GUESS WHAT


GUESS WHAT YOU KIDS


WHAT?


I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO HIM ANYMORE


HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS


I HAVE WASTED TOO MUCH ENERGY ON TRYING TO PROTECT EVERY LITTLE THING ABOUT THEM


IF THEY DO IT, AND SEE HOW MUCH THEY REGRET IT.


THEY WILL COME BACK.


i stg


i'm so angry


this is making my brain


air hugs to the extreme Pan! Aww. In any reasoning if they do decide to run away, youre right. They will regret it when they come back. Ultimately I wish they dont run away, I hope they decide to just remain where they are and just find a way to decompress the negativity they may have that has them decide to run. But anyways I dont want you to lose the energy you half left to be okay. its okay if you dont need to respond to me but I just will manifesting love and peace to be sent your way


I dont pity you and you arent a loser Pan. Im concerned and hope nothing but the best for you. You arent worthless at all. I have felt like I wasnt good enough to respond to you or be a supportive person here at times but dont blame yourself. Sometimes things have to be solved with more things/people than just you. Sometimes there are more things that have to be situated before everything can be okay. You are helpful, you asked for help and advice


I don't even want it to be okay. I don't need myself to be okay. i just need them to be okay, i don't care at ALL about myself anymore, i've given up on myself, I AM ONE PERSON, but i can help more than one. And if i can't help EVEN ONE PERSON, then guess what. I'm useless.


air hugs Pan to the extreme You are selfless and thats what makes you strong for that other person. You are helpful if the time youve spent here they havent fled and that they are still under your radar it means you are being helpful. Being mentally and physically there for your friend is being helpful.


@.Kay i'm not sad, i'm being honest with myself.


I'm not worth anything.


I'm a useless sack of worthless.


TrashPanda no you're not. worthless sacks woudln't be so popular with people. worthless sacks wouldn't make me smile. trust me, pan pan, ur not worthless. you're enough, you're beatiful, you're loved. i don't know why you would think otherwise. 3


Cuya.


Shut up.


SHUT UP.


SHUT UP


THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU, THIS IS NOT YOUR TIME.


It's about you and me aswell


You're worthless I get it but does that mean ur not loveable? Read back


Everybody tried their hardest to love you


Pan Pan, if you were a useless sack as you claim you were, then you wouldnt be able to make people have a genuinely good time around you yo.


Everyone loves you


Still


Pan Pan: dont say youre useless if anything you make a lot of people happy even me! you always check in on us, have fun with us, and hang out with you a lot if anything we should be thanking you for what youve done for us, know your worth because you ARE worth it.


Ty for the hug u.u


But my intention is to tell him, I dont need comforts, he needs it more


Don be sad


Honestly


I'm rather tired and annoyed with people who say they're worthless


You aren't worthless, nobody is worthless, you only feel worthless but feeling something doesn't make it true.


For everyone that responded here. I just want you to know.


pan pan, i don't know u nor do u know me but from what i've seen, you're a ray of sunshine and u make lots of people happy, tysm for being so brave and being so kind, we all love u so so much


pan pan, you were never worthless and useless. u made everyone so happy especially me n the people who responded. i may have responded late but i just wanted you to know that you are not one of those. you made us feel good and special. we love you so much


I'm not worth anything.


I'm a useless sack of worthless.


TrashPanda same


! Please... Help me control my flashbacks... I know it is difficult for me to gain trust, thus the flashbacks are making my dark side more worse... I cannot hold it even for a week anymore... I might have to go seek a health professional for it, do I? I cannot trust a friend anymore, nor can I trust a health professional; that is how difficult it is for me... What if the health professional realizes it? Then what chronic medications is he/she going to add? I had trauma since childhood and it is haunting me for real...


MegaPlasma Trauma from childhood is the worst thing ever, i suggest going to a therapist. When struggling to trust someone always know that that person or thing is not the same thing/person that traumatised you. That will help you to trust more people. For the flashbacks maybe you should talk to a person that might have the same problem and see what they might do.


If its okay with you can you dm me exactly what your dealing with so that i can help you more?


Bertsche how did they get your IP adress? Did u click on a link or smth in your dms


MamaMiya they said i clicked a link sometime ago but there wasnt any link that i could find.


Mabey they lied to you to create panick either way I'm sorry u had to go through something like that it's so scary


You said you know them irl, correct? Report them to the police and say they were threatening you. Thats probably the best course of action.


MegaPlasma im not an expert at these things, but if i were you i would just report that to the police or seek help. i know they might add shots, medicine, or even worse stuff to your body but im pretty sure thats the only way you will reach your sanity again. sorry for the ping, by the way.


Yeah, if the cops in Africa would listen... There is no need to be sorry about pinging me though.


bb grill Erm... About the message earlier... How am I going to talk about exactly what I am dealing with, without having to lose control?... Going to a Therapist you say? Might as well look into one...


MegaPlasma maybe talk about it slowly and try and think about other things while talking about it


so i once vented like almost a week ago about my bf and guess what he broke up with me


so here i am, sitting in the bathroom, sobbing and thinking about tw overdosing. i had those thoughts for a while and now that i have 100 nothing to live for anymore, no one would care


honeyy hey wanna talk about it in dms Ive been through similar situations


foxtea


That's really nice of you, but I think I feel better right now, but thank you anyway i appreciate that a lot 3


honeyy are you sure


100, my bff talked to me about it


but tysm


Oh ok thats good


Np


@ wholesome of the day! I don't wanna say tonight's the night, because it's not. I'm too scared. But what I will say is that fear has a breaking point where at some point, you don't care if you're scared. School, friends, and me being who I am, all of this are factors. I'm out of ideas, what do you guys got.


So your really scared about something?


If you are I would recommend fidget toys if you dont have any just try watching something you love or talk with family


I'm scared of death. I don't care about anything else.


I am here


im in the same position right now. just hang on a little longer youll get a sign of something soon. im here for you


I don't need people here, people have forsaken me, I'm done with them. I need answers, if my only option is death then that's it. But I'm trying to find every excuse not to.


You dont need an excuse, no one deserves that, you just need the right people in your life to make you feel needed, because thats what you are. People are cruel, but the right ones can make your life a whole lot better


pan pan, death is not an answer and was never. im really bad at giving advices at situations like these but please don't, im begging you.


No one deserves that, no one deserves to be stuck, but sometimes letting your anger and emotions out can make you feel less trapped and more open


Do something aggressively violent like punching something ig


I've done nothing today but make peoples lives worsw.


Why do you think that?


TrashPanda


Why. Someone wants my mother dead. Just because I shared my opinion. This is why. This is why I want to stop. I told them it was offensive they wanted me to be offended.. @ wholesome of the day!


tf is this person


give me their tag bb, dont be shy 3


this is why people should respect opinions instead of sending death threats. im so sorry that happened to you annie, you deserve more respect than that.


thats so horrible to hear. you arent wrong for sharing your opinion and if they cant listen or understand why you think that then theyre just bad


and also, they should literally be so ashamed for telling someone to de. that is horrible and encouraging that is against the law


Its not in discord. Its on tt.


its YOUR opinion and they should respect that.


I told them to keep thier opinion to thier self they didnt.


Awe, I'm very sorry for that! Sadly, no one can really take others opinions anymore. And, it was very disrespectful for them to say that. Just so you know, you're such a talented,amazing, beautiful, ect. Person! I know, we've never met, but, stay strong!3


Im ganna talk to a friend about it.


Bye.


take that time to relax, sending love 3


Your worth everything! Everyone would feel heart broken if you died and ik how it feels to lose someone like that, don't worry it's okay! You need someone to vent to we are here relax yourself and try to calm down and love is sent your way 3


Thanks everyone.


Why. Someone wants my mother dead. Just because I shared my opinion. This is why. This is why I want to stop. I told them it was offensive they wanted me to be offended..


@ Annie . well they said sorry.


Late again


i wish i had friends like you people


S ROHIT.OP We arent friend we are a family


me after seeing this msg


Boop C:


I am here uvu


Istg im so late sorry


I feel bad I'm always late fjkhkd


ghostping? please do not ghostping in venting thats very rude to missuse that


Who ping?


Oh I think the person who pinged used a bad word in the msg so it got deleted by the bot


Oh okay


kristor You arent useless or a burden. If you feel as if you cant show your real feelings to your parents or anyone then you can always talk about them here, I love constant venters. Also please stop the selfharm, it only makes things worse, if you are the only one who can stop it then please try to. If you feel invisible and unlikeable you can always come to discord and find some friends that like you more. Also always remember that every single human on earth apart from the bad ones are worth more that a million dollars and a million diamonds.


I feel so...fake. Everything about me, from who I am to who I pretend to be. My irl self is this toxic jerk who honestly doesnt care about anyone, yet thats not who I want to be, but I cant seem to be able to change it no matter what I try. My online self is who I wish I was irl. Chill, relaxed, easy to talk to, but no. The only reason I started using full stops and caps is to try and make people take me more seriously, since people normally just treat me like a joke and never take me seriously, which now that I think about it, probably explains why I have such a hard time talking to people about things.


@ wholesome of the day!


its okay nolan, we won't take you as a joke. im so bad at giving advice but i wanna help you but changing takes time! so don't rush. tbh i know this is just small and really bad im always here for you nolan and everybody else is to. you can dm me whenever you feel sad also. 3


Aiko Talk to us! We'll listen yep. Idk who you are referring to but just know you can talk here alright? I'm sure a lot of people do take you seriously, you don't have to have proper grammar for you to be believable. And that doesn't make you different if you wish to be your online self more than the irl one. A lot of people change more online and gain more lifelong friendships through online connections it's alright. We love chu anyway!


Aiko you arent a joke no matter what anyone says to you, its easier to talk to people online than in real life, it doesnt make you a jerk, you just need to find the right people to surround yourself in. The only reason you view yourself as toxic is because of the mindset youre in and you dont deserve that at all, we will take you seriously no matter what you say and do and support you through whatever you need


Aiko I understand what its like having completely different personalities, but that doesnt mean you should feel like a fake when thinking about it. Also people shouldnt take you as a joke just because of how you act. I think you are just perfect:


Thank you, all.


No problem


It means a lot to know that people dont think of me as a joke, considering a lot of people normally just laugh at me for no reason.


We will always support u:3


ywyw


No one deserves to be treated like a joke, not even the people that think they do


I agree


I mean, yea, ig so.


Aiko i'm similar i usually change personalities around certain people or certain surroundings. ik how you feel fake, but you aren't. you're just trying to find your true self because sometimes it gets lost and it's hard to find. if you don't like yourself, change it! ik it'll be hard to change, but it's better as soon as possible than never. when you're grown up and old, you'll be happy that you became the person you always wanted to be earlier instead of holding it off. be yourself, that's the best version anyone could wish for. i'm here for you and everyone here is there for you. i don't judge 3


Check pinned messages if you feeling down


Aiko this thing happens to me also


So the best way to put this is to start from the first lost


Losing someone, is the hardest thing you can experience. Nothing is worse than someone/something ripping your friend away from you when you need them most. It makes you feel alone in the world. It makes you feel like they abandoned you. Even if you KNOW that it isn't true, the feeling never goes away. Honoring memory only does so much, because even though they are alive in your brain, they are not next to you. You can no longer cry with them, laugh with them. You cannot enjoy their company, at least not in the same way.


So at the start of this year I lose my best friend my mate my companion, he was 9 talking about my dog he was feeling well the day before and he couldn't walk at all and he was trying to but he was in so much pain, the vet came out and put him on something and said if not better tm then he need to be put down, we woke up and he wasnt better he couldnt control the back end of his body and he didn't feel any of the pain and he was a good boy and he changed our life with good and bad memories and then 4 months pass and my Nana pass away and it my family hard we all were crying and when the funeral came around I want in to see her and she was so cold I was crying my eyes out and I wish she was still here and I miss them both


I know what you're going through, losing not one but two in a shorter time span is irreverible pain. Tell me about them.


Well I'll show you a pic of my dog


Just go to pets


My grandfather died a week ago.


I am still having a hard time grasping the fact that I will never have deep conversations with him again, I'll never laugh and play with him again. The fact that I wasn't able to see him at least once more this past few years makes it harder, and now I will never see him again in my lifetime, I never got to attend his funeral due to travel restrictions and I feel that not being present at his funeral makes his death even more unreal to me.


Izy


All I have of him are happy memories though


Then keep it like that


Yeah it's always going to be like that, since he isn't around for me to make any more memories with him, be them happy or sad.


Idk what to do anymore Im losing friends and I feel useless. I hate myself because I cant do anything right. People are ignoring me and Im so lonely


@ wholesome of the day!


Same with me also


foxtea I think you should think about why people are ignoring you and suddenly unfriending you. Maybe it was something you did? Maybe something you said? Have you tried and asking the person your having a conversation with if they feel uncomfortable like we suggested? If you really dont know then i will remind you that i am always your friend and i will always support you


This is the reason Iove this server


maybe you can talk it out or try to think about why they are ignoring you? if you want i can be your friend and im sure you arent useless. no one is ever useless. you dont always have to do everything right to love yourself. everyone has some imperfections. you can find better friends in when time comes and those people will be with you every step of the way and they wont ignore you


foxtea Mate, its fine, no one in this world is set off as useless, you're worth way more than you can see, if people keep ignoring you, try finding people that truly care about you, all of us here would support you no matter what.


im sorry. its a bit long...


im so sorry that happened to you lori, you're such a great person and you don't deserve to go through that. you're perfect in your own way. you deserve so much happiness and i hope in one of these days, you get it. i don't want you to see you in pain, my dms are always open for vents. everyone is here to help you. please don't disappear, we will be so worried about you. we love you so much and we're never leaving you.


Dont hurt yourself, at this point you might be losing a lot of things and people. But, soon in the future your gonna get 10x better, I hope you feel okay. Your beautiful the way you are, and dont change that. Your special, dont hurt yourself anymore, please. We care about you, and nobody wants to get rid of you. If someone says that, ignore them. They dont deserve your precious time and attention. You are you, you are special, you are amazing, you are beautiful. Dont think about hurting yourself, it isnt gonna work. You disappearing can break other peoples hearts, be strong. Dont give up, you still have many things to experience in. It takes time, Im really sorry for you going through this. I will pray for your life to get better.


it just seems like nobody ever cared about how i felt. or how much pain i was really in. i just felt like a big joke to everyone.


Well we care, we care about you.


they all keep saying, its gonna get better. but when? i just want to know... theyve been saying that for years. ever since my mom left. but yet it never gotten better


Maybe it takes time? But all I know, we have to brighten up. We have to leave the past behind. Ever since my dad past away, I had to force myself to move on. Until this day, Im happy. Even though I still remember my dad, because I know my dad is watching from above.


Its better if you try to stop hurting yourself, take some rest and try to move on


ive lost my patience to just wait for something good to happen. and its not that easy to just stop hurting myself. i just...im sorry..


I know your suffering, and been through a lot. But what does hurting yourself gonna help? Imagine, you disappearing, we will be upset. There is plenty of people who cares about you. But you never notice, attacking/destroying your precious skin? I dont think that is any help at all. All it does it hurt you, and gives you pain.


you probably wont even notice im gone...


But you never notice, attacking/destroying your precious skin? I dont think that is any help at all. All it does it hurt you, and gives you pain.


@ Molly 2021 i know it doesnt do anything. i just..i dont know..i dont know how to explain how i..feel?.. about it. im sorry, im really sorry..


Do you feel depressed?


If these doesnt work, its better if you go to a therapist. I think they can help, because what your going through is a lot. I dont rlly know how to help properly. I apologize.


therapists..scare me. once my dad kinda found out i started cutting and saw what i wrote about how i felt about life. and me wanting to kill my self. he didnt know what to do with me, he kinda just gave up on me. and made me live with my grandmother and forced me to go see a therapist. he didnt get my permission to do that. and the lady who was there just.. i dont know.. she didnt really help


hey im a little late but i just want to say i promise you that you are not the problem at all. anyone who cant accept that not everyone can be the way that they view perfect” is the problem and anyone who feels the need to degrade you in any way. sending lots of love 3


i give up on being here..


Idk what to do anymore Im losing friends and I feel useless. I hate myself because I cant do anything right. People are ignoring me and Im so lonely


BlazingAura5086 i'm sorry people are doing that to you, you definitely aren't useless and I hope you find the right people in your life to make you feel needed like you are, if you ever need someone to talk or vent to the dms or the venting helper is always open


i honestly dont know what to say but please dont give up lori. you are an amazing and beautiful person. you dont know how many people love you and care about you. there is always new opportunities that we would hate to see you miss out on just remember there is always new ways to find happiness if you are looking!


So this vent isn't much but like I haven't been able to sleep for two days now and this would be the third and to get myself to sleep I literally have to just lay there in the same position for more than a hour and it doesn't really work well and I'm not sure why I'm not able to sleep;;


Celestiatofu Maybe something is bothering you? Try and drink some water before you sleep, maybe you can search why you are not able to go to sleep?


I've tried and it shows up with anxiety issues and not clear minds but I haven't noticed anything different in myself


hmm


u tried sleeping with a fan?


or with some sort of noise?


Yes


Oh alright


I sleep with one


All the time


u ever sleep on call with people?


ah


just a suggestion


Try and search why you not able to sleep tofu


or idea i guess


i mean


bb grill ok


E


searching doesnt really help ngl


if u cant sleep thinking about it isnt gonna help


Maybe you can find some soulotions


Ahh cant spell


Thing is I'll lay there for more than a hour not doing anything and I still can't sleep


Hmm


most the time when i cant sleep i try to call with people even if i dont talk its just there presence is quite helpful due to extreme loneliness and thoughts about impending death


Is your whole room completely silent when you try and sleep tofu?


nah they sleep with a fan


Ah okay


I tried keeping it quiet thinking that was the problem but it didn't work so I turned back on my fan


yea


i dont think that would work ngl


Key


if anything it prob made it worse


i sleep with a fan every night and like


Have you tried sleeping with relaxing music?


when it turns off im like instatly up


No it just keeps me more awake


really?


Yeah


hmm


ummm


u try taking like ambian or sleeping pills?


I've done that before when it's happened before but my dad didn't want to give me anymore after it was 3 days on and off its like this is a on and off thing that will happen randomly


oh


Hm kay


Longest this happened to me so far was a week and a half


Man this is hard


u stressed about anything?


Is your whole bedpillow comfortable?


My bed is normal


Okay


nipotino not that I know of


ok


well sleeping


but um


Have you talked to you parents about this problem


I have in the past


K


Did the say or do anything about the problem?


My dad doesn't want to give me meds for it bc he doesn't want it to hurt me


well


maybe go to doc


and get a lower perscription


What


MMM


Wdym by prescription?


like for medicien


if ur unable to sleep


the doc will give u a certain amount of milligrams that will be healthy for u


and help u sleep


I can say that to my parents I'll see what they say when they wake back up


tbh u can just probably take ur dads ambien and cut it into a fourth or a half


Wait here is some stuff that i found on google


depending on his miligrams


Ban electronics from the bedroom....


Charge phones elsewhere....


Maintain a regular sleep schedule....