{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ayy"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Oh wow"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Imma use this a lot"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "AIGHT WATCH ME ACTUALLY VENT"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Oh great"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Shush"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Nasty"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Kick him"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Jesus"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Keep going ignore him"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Now i know why this doesnt exist"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "As I said"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Chaos"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Its why we deleted last time"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Do a flip"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "No"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Please dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Chaos"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Jezz"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Stop it"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Y'all chill"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "?ban Linh rule 19"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Talking like this"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Zamn"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Thats pretty gay"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Disappointed but not surprised"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Why would I be surprised"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Like Im honestly kinda annoyed with yall because me and him NEVER fight like EVER now u wanna be dummies here and Im just gonna sit back n watch"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "This is what would definitely happen"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Jezz"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Fuck you"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "not u kitten Im talkin abt my friends"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "thus channel shouldve never existed"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "This"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "An I guy then lmao"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I get why it got deleted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I still dont know what this channel is"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint it's made so people can go on about problems or som"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Domel its just going to cause arguments"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so leave this channel if u don't cate abt other peoples problems"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Thank u pokecord"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And ya Zeus is right"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this channel is made for that"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well great vent"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Talk to a adult not a bunch of teens online"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I sent a request DEPRESSION"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "O"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Dude"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Why is that funny"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Stop it"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Jesus"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Shut up"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "LIYAG OH MY GOD"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "why is that thing here"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yikes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur not funny"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oh please dont"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Really dont do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is that all of them?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Doing wont fix this"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Yes he was"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O this one"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Dude"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its not a joke"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "?ban bubs toxic"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Thats not funny"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "?ban bubs bye"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh wait"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "No"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Dont leave"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I got it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "?ban Morgan toxic"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "last one I think"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Greg made a bunch of dumbasses join"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk if vibe was with them"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "DEPRESSION can you accept the request"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "If possible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He was in the server before just started being with them"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "might just adctually do a back flip since they actually want me to do it."}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "DEPRESSION no please dont"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Dont jump in the first place"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Please dont"}
{"username": "lola", "content": "i made a friend with this girl, she's older than me. lately this girl's been dming me lately asking for something.. i don't really want to go into detail. let's call her uhh.. a. she seemed really nice at first but she asked for a topless pic and well.. a is a really nice friend of mine and someone really nice i guess. we've been friends for a while and yea. i told her it made me uncomfortable and stuff. then a sent me a dick pic.. i just don't know what to do anymore."}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "That happened to me once"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I just blocked them"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "He was a weirdo"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya thats acc a good one"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "painting is so fun"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Perfect vent"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I think this was a mistake to make this channel"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Idk man"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "At least it got the other people banned"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Finally peace"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "What happened to her?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "To who"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Did she go for the time"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Umm"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Idk the pretty gay"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Thats"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Cant spell her name"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Depression?"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "That"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Her"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Him"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "They"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I hope she didnt actually do anything dumb"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "The way she was talking was really serious"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Yeah same I messaged her/him/they"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "There you are"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they were all in vc together"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Were they all joking"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "They have no life i see"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Suicide"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait they are"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Thought about it once"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Was actually gonna jump once"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Then"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I re thought it"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And now I am here"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "nopoint go to staff chat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Im totally fineee"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Im not gonna die anytime soon"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Life is going well for now"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Thats good if you need to talk to anyone we are here"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I did do something I really regretted"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Thats pretty gay"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": ".."}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Zeus"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Shush"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "One time I got cut by a cardboard box"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Then"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Bad idea came to mind"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I started cutting"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its all good now"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Got 6 weeks so far"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Since I havent"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Life is well"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Now I have a good thing to distract me"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Girls be crazy"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "No"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "All of us are"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "True"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Like just dont care what other people think"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Cant do that"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Care"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "About"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "That"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Need to look pretty"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Need to be smart"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Need to be up to the standards"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I need to"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Or I get yelled at"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Dunno"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Its just my mindset as well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I just do"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And I get judged"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "So I cant just not care"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Like I dont care but i care at the same time"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "You girls are the ones judging each other"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Im not"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Im saying in general"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But this comes from"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "My family"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And those eyes at school"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "true we don't"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya he has a point"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "If your mom was actually supportive she wouldnt care"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "My brain isnt working"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Can you explain more"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "What do you guys have against kpop"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Facts tho"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its just music"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "RinNakunatta nothing against kpop"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's the fanbase"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah the fans are wack"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Ye"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Facts"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I like the music"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "How"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Same with jpop"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Both are good"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "How can you like something you cant understand"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "some people like different music emil"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "sorry zeus not emil"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i'm dumb"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its just something to jam to"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "When Im not sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean everyone has their own music taste"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yo nopoint alex is in main"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "See but you dont understand we do everything to make our moms happy but they just never see past it. They always just focus on the failure and they never congratulate us on the good we do they never point it out, they just say we can do better and move on. They are so picky about everything and my mom wants to control every little aspect of my life and Im over it. Anyways thanks for coming to my TED talk"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "hey man boys have problems like that too but we handle our problems differently"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Then explain"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Please Id love to hear about this"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Like actually"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "zeus help me out here"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Not being sarcastic"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "wait did he go offline"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Id like to hear"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "ok kitten i get your sarcasm"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Not trying to make this an argument"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I cant cry"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i used to not be able to"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Then shes like why are your eyes so baggy"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And makes you look bad"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and kim i know how you feel"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "like i haven't told y'all my background at all so like i'm just saying boys handle things differently than girls"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's it not trying to cause an argument or anything"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah I get it"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Its whatever I always keep my feelings bottled up I never express how I feel to anyone because I dont like bothering them. So I just keep all my problems to myself which I know is not good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kim u will never bother me"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I had no one to talk to about this"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you should definitely not fo that kim"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "do"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "damn fat finger"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Till I met lee and Val and Sam"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Gotta love them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ill always hear ur problems and listen and try to comfort u as best as possible Kim"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Kim possible"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Call me reach me"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I forgot the rest"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Whats the stich"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Anywaysss moving on yall dont need to hear my sad boi hours"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "No its fine"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Kim possible Yee yee"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "This why we are here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I would hear anything from u"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Support"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "no kim talk about your sad boi hours"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's what we're here for"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Kimmyy tell us"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "No Ill just keep this one night to myself"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Well just know we are here"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Id like to get better at this help thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kim Ill always be here for u maybe u dont want to say it its fine but we, I will always be here with open arms"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "How so nopoint"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "If you met me irl you would be surprised"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "You never talked before about your problems"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yet you talk about it vaguely"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "bruh that ain't always a bad thing"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Id like to move up the ranks at my school"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I know its dumb"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But like"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its fun"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "being the quiet one isn't a bad thing"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "like that's probably a good thing"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Quiet me all the time with my friends"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I just sit there like a doll"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Being the quiet is bad cause ur like the mute of the group"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Lifeless"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Listening to them talk"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's not bad nopoint"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i'm also the quiet one of my group"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I think its so weird"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I open up to people online"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And not my real life friends"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Like I know they care about me from a previous occasion"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But I still dont open up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Greg the quiet one?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "in my group i am"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Interesting"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Crying is fun"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Same with hyperventilating"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And shaking"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Thats the best part"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Gotta love the shaking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok kitten whats wrong"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "ok yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Nothing much"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's obviously not true"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just what"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "just what"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Umm"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "tell us"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Life"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Life is a big term"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Sadly"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "narrow it down"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But I know I cant end it know"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Now"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But sometimes"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I just want to jump and be free"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "do you have a therapist?"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you should get one if you can"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I dont trust the counselors either"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah I will never be able to get one"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Christians get help from God"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's not how it works at all"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "My mom thinks depression isnt a real thing and that people have it to get attention"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "parents like that are dumb"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ill"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "that's not how it works at all"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "greg to my parents yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But I thgouht it did"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Hi yall"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "So"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "Kitten"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "basically he's saying that nothing good comes without hardship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ummm ya ig"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "You dont have to stop because letting out how you feel is good and health"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "y"}
{"username": "eggy", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hmmm?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or just spill it out and be able to take advice"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ngl I want to go outside and scream right now"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "If I cant cut might as well do something not to dangerous"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "REEE"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "no"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "definitely not how that should work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kitten ur still really young u still got a lot to learn you know what Im still young I actually dont know a shot about life and I wanted to kill myself too but like I couldnt cause whats the point of ending now if there is more to live on for"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ngl I just want to run away"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Might help"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "probably won't"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "cause where would you go"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "To Texas"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Just need the money"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "To get there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Running wont solve anything"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Well dying wont either"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It just brings more pain and grief"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I dont want to see my mom and sister anymore"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Same with dad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U do want to see them ur just having that moment where u think they dont want u but they do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im telling you family means a lot"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But that moment happens a lot"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yeah you might not want to but it's a better idea to just live it through with them instead of leaving them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And running from that will really screw someone over"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "My sister and mom are just always happy together"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Mom yells at me"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "think about it like this if you leave now your odds of never having to deal with them is a lot lower than it will be if you wait it out"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok kitten idk if this is a right question to ask but maybe try understanding why ur mom does what she does and it shouldnt be cause she hates u cause she loves and will protect u cause thats what mothers do"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i understand how you feel kitten but trust me you'll do better if you wait it out"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Its weird"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I never talk to my friends like this in irl but one time I did and I kind of liked it"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "But I dont k ow"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Know"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "The counselors make me anxious"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it's harder face to face because they can see you and see you react and see that vulnerability online they can't see you or touch you"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i understand how you feel"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i basically can't tell people anything in person"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i've tried to before and i physically couldn't speak"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "same"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Last time I did"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I cried"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And ended up on the floor shaking"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "That was funnn"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Felt weak"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Like my wall fell"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "see i would cry if i did but i can't allow myself to cry infront of others so i can't do it"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And I did not like that"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "no one does"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it's not fun to feel like that"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Ge"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "H"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oops"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you should"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Night yall"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it'll help"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Night"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "night"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oke nighty night"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "my dog is crying"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "sadness is taken away"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "right"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "one thing my dad told me is"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Oof uhm an awkward vent, but like ya wanna know what's fun not being able to good, but like acting happy to try and get some piece of mind even tho what's troubling you won't leave your head"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Don't mind me oof"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I hate that feeling"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah or like feeling ashamed and just thinking how you could've prevented something, but being told you weren't doing anything and you just think then why did it happen"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I accidentally kissed someone"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Fun"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "How do you do that anyway"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Like you say you slipped"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah weird huh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "weird"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ha"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Damn Im level 27"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Pretty exciting"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "im level uh"}
{"username": "mother isabella", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im lvl 49"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Level 11"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Level 11"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Rank 46"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rank 2"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Rank 47"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "level 13"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "OOO shiny new channel to use mah therapist powers in"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mwahahaha...'ight"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "buttons read up top"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Help me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Wait what where"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "OOO!"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Theres a vent chat? Why am I just hearing of this?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "RinNakunatta read up top where?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "A h"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mmkay hang on..."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "RinNakunatta"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Talk to me"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Just speak to us:"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I used to do that. God, did it turn out to be one of the worst things Ive ever done"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "The other one was almost killing myself"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Itll only turn out so much worse for you in the end"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "In lif"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "E"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Aight im good"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I am going to get anger put"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "out"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i dont got anger tho"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I stopped like 6 weeks ago with the cutting"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Tried to jump out me window"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Bad idea"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Luckily I didnt do it"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Ha"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Re thought my choices"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Havent really had any suicidal thoughts in a while but for cutting on the other hand"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I want to do it"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Then I usually stop myself"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Like I have the blade in my hand and Im like what would Lee think I would have e failed her"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "And all my progress"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I made"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Gone down the drain"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have cut my hand before"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And thought about doing it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was literally looking through the house for a spot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im fine now"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im glad"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i dropped my tuna salad on the floor"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "im sorry :"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "cCC"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "ac"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "am sad"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "am sorry :"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "dang"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "im hopeless"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "i wish"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "i can"}
{"username": "thiccdady27", "content": "How do y'all know when someone is the one"}
{"username": "thiccdady27", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "umm"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "im only 13"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "well"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "when it is perfect"}
{"username": "thiccdady27", "content": "When your mine craft gf has her redrawn point at someone else's house"}
{"username": "thiccdady27", "content": "Jk"}
{"username": "thiccdady27", "content": "But how do you get it to be perfect"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "AAAggghhh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn that felt good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Are there Japanese or Chinese people in this server"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess I kinda could say it cause its the vent server but her goes nothing"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "45 what u mean"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "44 ignore the number"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im tired and angry"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "43 its how many texts till i level up"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "42 why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "41 say what is on ur ming right now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "F just realised my window open"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats not it"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "40 okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Brb closing window"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "39 play"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "38 okay"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "37 IWHDIWBDKDNSPXN"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "Gee 36 MIGHT WANNA DELETE IT THO"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "BAHABIDBWIDN"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "trye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "34 JDBWSBDISN"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Couldnt you just say the number then send"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "what u mean"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "like 32"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "then okay"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "30 or what"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "29"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "28"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like that"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "29"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "28"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "27"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "26 okay"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Oh my god the creators central Minecraft server is down Im thinking of dying rn"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Literally was the only fun thing to do"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "And its gone"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Wtf"}
{"username": "Hispanic Productions", "content": "yes we need minecraft back"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Do you ever just do something wrong and then the entire chat gets mad at you so you move to another in hopes that none of them find you and you can wallow in sadness"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "No not really but it must be rough"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I really need a higher self esteem"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And I get that failing to be funny can be annoying, but to someone with as bad humor and as unlike able as me, its hard to not get a warning"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I really just find it hard to believe In myself"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "But thats reasonable because there isnt much that I can do"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And personally, I dont think I deserve the life Ive been given. Theres no reason for me to have this good of a life if all Ive done is complain and not help. I dont deserve all the friends that I have"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And you know what sucks? Almost everyone spams at the end of there messages in what I can only assume is an attempt at being funny, but as soon as I forget my joke, granted I did say that that was the end of the joke, but that was just a coverup, I get a warning"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I make ONE bad joke and everyone is on my tail, but they spam, which is also against the rules, and they get away with it"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I thought this is what venting is"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "it is"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "But who am I to say anything? Im just some kid in his room"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I havent seen ONE of them getting a warning"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And you know, Im very disconnected to my own mind, maybe Im secretly doing this for attention, who knows?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Who are they"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Almost everyone in the main chat"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "JUST LOOK AT HOW MUCH OF AN IDIOT I AM. I MISUNDERSTOOD AN ENTIRE CONVERSATION THAT OTHERS WERE HAVING THAT DIDNT INCLUDE ME. THAT WAS NOT MY BUSINESS. WHY DID I DO THAT"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And Im trying to get rid of these narcissistic habits, but I just cant"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "You know, maybe this quarantine is helping me. Its letting me reflect on all of my mistakes and try my best to fix them"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "honestly i think you're overeacting"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "like you didn't do anything wrong"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "This happens every time I fail to do something"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you didn't fail to do anything"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I just reflect on my entire life and all my mistakes"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you literally didn't fail at anything"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Yes, but I messed up, and to me, that has the same effect as failing"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "no"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "just cause you mess up one thing doesn't mean you're dumb"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "honestly there's nothing wrong with messing up not being perfect is better"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Yes, I can agree with that, but if you mess up so many times and get ridiculed for each one, it makes the next one hit harder"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Bruh, if you fail, you can learn from that failure and then improve and be better. If you never fail then you'll never achieve anything either."}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Thats the thing, I dont improve. I never improve, no matter how hard I try"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Okay.. what you have tried differently after each failure? Have you changed your mindset from I can't do this no matter what to something like. Maybe if I try it this way it'll work. My guess is you haven't."}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Nope, I have"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it doesn't seem like it"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Uh you haven't cause you just said right now'I never improve, no matter how hard i try"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Instead of thinking about how many times you've tried and failed, think about what you can do differently that will help. You can't wallow in selfpity if you want to improve. I know it's difficult, but it's a must if you want to be improving with whatever you are doing, no matter what it is."}
{"username": "greg", "content": "seems like to me you just started to ridicule yourself instead of thinking positive"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Thinking positively when you've ben told bad things an insulted for whatever you're doing, is extremely difficult."}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yes i'm aware i dealt with the same thing"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "I do try to think positive, I really do! But my mind is stuck in such a dark space that I keep getting dragged back"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "all i wanted was to be happy"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "and now im in my bed crying"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and whys that"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "about how the world would be different if i wasnt there"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "and how happy people would feel"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "without dealing with me"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "ok stop right there"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "I've been there myself, so I don't really blame you. Try focusing on improving things you already can do decently so you don't fail nearly as much, rather than try to do new things that you cannot do. This way you'll gain some selfconfidence back little by little. Take small steps with your mindset to improve it. Instead of going from where you are now, which is like.. I'll never be able to do anything well to I can do this easily in terms of mindset. Go from the I'll never be able to do anything well to just accepting slowly things you cannot do and focusing on things you can do. If you can do this you'll be a lot happier in life."}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "there are plenty of people that enjoy you being here peachfizz"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i know its just that i dont feel that way to myself"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and why's that"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "peachfizz I shall tell you right now, even if people seem like they wouldn't care, they care a lot more than you think."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i hope thats true"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it definitely is"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my parents wouldnt be divorced if i wasnt here"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's definitely not true"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Your friends and your family care deeply about you"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my friends wouldnt have to deal with me and my whole crazy life"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Dont blame their actions on you"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and who says they don't enjoy your life"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "what if to them you're one of the reasons they can have fun every day"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Your friends enjoy your company"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "ok that's not always true"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "I've tried to commit suicide 14 times now. I stopped because on my last attempt I almost died and when i woke in the hospital bed after a week of being in a coma. I had 20 people gathered around my bed, People who I thought hated me cause they didn't treat me well, and people who i cared and so on. My best friend told me this quote."}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "When you commit suicide, all you are doing is giving your pain x10 to those who care about you."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i have that thought sometimes that im not enough"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "people expect more in me"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "there is no such thing as enough"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "You ARE enough"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "People love you for who you are"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "its the same thing as perfect there's nothing perfect either"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i should live up to peoples expectations and be perfect"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "but i cant"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "then live up to your own"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "what's the fun in being perfect"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "so i sit in my small room and cry about it knowing it will never change while have a very bad fever and my family not caring"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Even if people don't seem like they care, they do. Many of us, as human nature, don't know how to communicate well. Everyone is hiding their feelings at some point and possibly still are., The only way you'll ever understand people is if you talk to those."}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Everyone has expectations put on them, you do not have to follow them, instead talk to those who put those expectations on you and tell them what you need to have happen. Just be a little open and trust those who know you well."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i just feel to overwhelmed trying to be perfect"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "perfect means you lose that satisfaction of feeling the achievement of success and life will become very boring"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Hey, I just had a conversation about this, and I learned, theres no need to be perfect, you can make your mistakes, but those who truly care will still be there for you"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you shouldn't be perfect"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Being perfect is impossible for anyone. Get that word out of your head."}
{"username": "greg", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "what about being normal"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "normal is fake too"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "who is really normal"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i'm not normal"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Well.. normal categorizes people, but you should just be you"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "but what does being normal mean"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Normal is.. very subjective"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "It means fitting in, but that doesnt mean that normal is a goal"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it means to me feeling like you have control of your life"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "That's an unusual definition of normal..."}
{"username": "greg", "content": "what normal person has control"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "most people don't"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "Cause literally roughly 80 of people from a study I saw a while ago feel like they don't have control of their lives."}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Youre not supposed to have control over life"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "In reality less than 1 do"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "only people like monks have control"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "The ONLY people who have full control of their lives are the extremely rich."}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Even then its not fully controlled"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Benji that's not always true either"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "people who are rich probably aren't in full control either"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Wait whered she go"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "sorry i had a little fight with my mom"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Sorry to get in to your business, and if you dont want to talk about it you dont have to, but what was it about?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i did something i cant take back"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i had a knife and i cut a few spots around my body"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ill send some pics if thats okay"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "No no no its ok"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "if you really want i guess you can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yo we got another creator"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "okay i just didnt think you would believe me"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "No we believe you."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the dude that joined has 103k subs on youtube"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "But harming yourself is never the correct option"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Benji", "content": "WHO?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "many flames away"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im not going to send them"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Ok, first, what caused you to go down into this dark spiral of depression?"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "peachfizz? Are you ok?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "its my parents divorce"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "they got divorced 2 years ago"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And you believe yourself to be the cause?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "and the years that my sisters went off to College"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i had no one and nobody"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "sometimes i do"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "they were never satisfied"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Let us start there. It wasnt your fault your parents split or that your sister went to college"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Your sister wanted a better education and there was probably already a problem in your parents relationship"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "thats when it all started"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "None of this was because of you"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i dont believe so"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Given your role, you were at least 11 when they split"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i was 14"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Usually if theres a split because of a child, it happens right after or before they are born"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it was more heath problems"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "One of your parents had health problems or was it you?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my father"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Ok, so was the split because they couldnt cover the hospital bills?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my dad smoke every night"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "So lung cancer?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "no"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "no serious problems"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my mom was worried for his heath"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "And there was my major point. See how we havent talked about you at all so far? The split was because of a problem in your parents relationship"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "thats true"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "So why do you blame yourself?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i feel like they would be happier without me"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "How would they be happier?"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Or rather, why would they be happier?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So many people are depressed here crying is ohhecc is I am"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Well, Im taking up an unofficial therapist role, so if you have any problems, do tell"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "am i feeling lonely? do i deserve to be ignored?"}
{"username": "six", "content": "nooo"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Oh my"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hot"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "I am"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Hot"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hot"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Ok, not to like go against the mods ideals, but who came up with the if youre not funny you get silenced\u201d rule. Literally all you have to do is tell them that they arent being funny and 90 of the time, theyll stop what theyre doing"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Being funny depends on how other people think and people have different things that they find funny, and forcing them to be funny by other peoples standards doesnt let them be themselves, and I get that it can get annoying, but people try to be funny for attention, so you dont need to ridicule them for not meeting your"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Gubbi"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Can we talk about why my staff was removed cause I woke up this morning without any explanation and Im still a little confused"}
{"username": "Gubbi", "content": "In dms"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "oh my"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Left unanswered"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "My tallie"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Is"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "Adorable"}
{"username": "RinNakunatta", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "idk man"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "just not my day today"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "including the voice call at 4 am lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats just u tired asf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its just one day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "husband?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't u have a wife"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "tf"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "also like"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "yeah i know"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "but still"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "weird day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just go relax or take a break for the day"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "i kinda live here lmao"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "you know what"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "not a bad idea Nopoint"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "i'll think about it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been on here everyday for the past few weeks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have been here since I first join"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wouldve missed three or four days since I first joined"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Vibe with me in music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i have both"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "six", "content": "my ice cream melted"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Hope you get more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "I hate when ice cream kinda drips onto ur fingers so now your fingers are sticky"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "bro thats deep"}
{"username": "six", "content": "i just realized he's forgotten about me, why does that bother me so much. I dont care, right? ugh."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok first ur not being annoying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Second its fine to miss it, you havent been there for over a month and I get that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U just miss people around u and actually doing something instead of staying home"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I really do feel like I'm being annoying, but ya know. /"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok there were a lot of spelling mistakes and idk why but ya"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "But thanks nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur not being annnoying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Saying how u feel doesnt make u annoying"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ig it's more than just being stuck inside, but me and my roomates started crying when we realized we had to leave each other for a while"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "We where basically told pack all you're things, it's last minute, but ya gotta leave"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya that is understandable"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "By tonight"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Which was like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean think of it as a summer vacation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Only its longer and more boring"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Too late, already got insane pretty much"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "But I get what ya mean, thanks simar buddy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean I think most of us have gone insane"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Essentially, I gave up on driving with glasses on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And np haki Its always nice to talk to u"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i have not gone insane"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "And jumped into the lake behind my house with clothes on"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "just so you know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean there is not much we can do in quarantine"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Definitely weird seeing my parents everyday now tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I essentially gave up on quarentine"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I've been all over Missouri"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "And lowkey Kansas, cause I got lost"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i'm used to this so it's easy for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I havent gone insane Im just even more bored then before"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i usually stay inside by myself"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "man this is normal to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya moving is always a plan"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "my level of contact with people outside of school is 0"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I've spoken to 7 people from school this whole month"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Unless Im asked to go somewhere or do something which is like really rare Im chilling at home"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Actually nvm"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "no but now you're more bored this is actually less boring for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have spoken to 1 person from my school thats it"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "people don't talk to me outside of school so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly I think for me if I didnt have music I would have gone insane so long ago"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i think on average i only talk to people outside of school on the weekends when i play my xbox"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Music is nicw"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yes it is nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Same I dont usually talk to people outside myself, unless Im playing like a video game or something"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Veri nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya same"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i mean this is more contact than i get on average so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "This is the most friends I have gotten in a long while"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm use to being surrounded by a ton of people on campud"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Or just my friends randomly busting into my dorm room"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "So having minimal contact with people regardless if I don't usually talk to people is odd"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i have a shit ton of friends they just don't consider me a close friend so they don't talk to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um I think only contact for me is just my friends at school we only talk at school, and rarely we would talk after school or something"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Lmao I tend to get pretty close to people irl, like me and my roommates are too comfortable with each other, she walks in while I'm in the shower to sing to music with me"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Or like we both walk around in our underwear hyping each other up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats actually a great bond"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "It really is"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Probably why I miss them all so much"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "i miss my dog and xbox"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's what i miss"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya that makes sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um is it bad I dont miss anything"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "well you live at your own house nopoint i had to move across the country to live with my uncle"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I tend to have no regrets and stuff so"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I mean not really"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "otherwise i would agree"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah true, you do live at home oof"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "see i don't live at home i'm living with my uncle and i don't have my xbox or my dog"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's the only thing i miss"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "if i could live with my dog and xbox i would"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I mean understandable tho"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "but only my xbox and dog nobody else in the house"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bruh there are bare people that love you, it doesn't only have to be in a gf/bf relationship, there are friend bonds, family bonds and so many other bonds that can make u happy and cheerful"}
{"username": "Depressed Vapor", "content": "Thanks nopoint"}
{"username": "Depressed Vapor", "content": "A fly hit my eye and now my eyes is leaking some liquid"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont mean to be rude or anything but I have the best relationship with a friend and I dont know how to explain it but we make each other happy and i would hate to lose it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So you need to look for the friends who are real not fake"}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "Short rant;"}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "Dated this girl for 2 years. had a lot of firsts with her. Things ended on not so good terms. Dated like 34 girls after her for short periods of time."}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "At the end of the day, I only miss her. When I think of a relationship, I can only think of her and I."}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "We had broken things off and then gotten back together in the past, so part of me thinks there's still a chance of us getting back together."}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "Roommate kept her added on snapchat. Recently told me she's been with a new guy for a few months, has been drunk and high on her story, dropped out of college. Things have totally gone downhill for her since I last saw her. Meanwhile things have gotten a lot better for me."}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "Still miss her regardless. but now I know going back to her isn't possible anymore because apparently she's changed significantly as a person, the girl I knew is pretty much gone now."}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "So I just kinda sit and sulk in lockdown knowing it's going to be a long time before I find anyone like her again"}
{"username": "ly", "content": ": awh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly kris same for me like a year or 2 i have been so heart broken from my first and always thought what if i go back but im fine where im at i just gotta look forward and find the thing that once filled my heart with hope and love to support and care with people around me and im sure one day you will find someone much better then her and will give u the support and care you need in ur life just gonna wait a bit and things will get better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You guys are lucky at least you dated for more that two weeks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And dated other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean how many relationships have u been in gee?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "One"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im otg tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But we arent going to date because quarantine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "whats otg?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So Im just good friends"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "On the go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats good at least"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but I still miss the other one"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I liked my ex so much more than this girl but its just because we talked heaps in class"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we all miss how ex's its pretty normal"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive still liked my ex for nearly a year now after breakup but Im basically over her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The most annoying this was I dont even know why she broke up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "did u ask her?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I was doubting myself Im different ways then I was depressed because I was pointing out all the bad things in me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I asked"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so she didn't tell u why she broke up with u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No she had excuse but I could tell it was fake"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Guaranteed it was fake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok give me 1 min ill be back and we can talk about it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok sorry I had to switch from pc to phone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And u shouldnt blame yourself mate"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not anymore"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have changed so much I know this is said a lot but its true"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I put others before me so much and if someone wants to buy me something I look for a cheaper one I like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I do that too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I always try to make others feel more special then myself and thats ok but u gotta take care of urself too"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "so do u simar"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do but I get caught up with school work so much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Usually the best time to clear ur head is early morning or late at night if u ever think too much on ur mind go for a walk have a long walk and think or if ur more of a person thst you want to say or like rant about how u feel like talk to someone u trust and Im sure they will help and support u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thing is tho that I only have two friends I really trust because the others try to be funny by being rude"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats why I like going on discord because I can talk to people like you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What I mean by trust I meant angone it could be online or real life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just someone u trust and that will support u if u want to express ur feelings"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont like talking to people about all that stuff though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not depressed or anything its just Im stuck"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Then u just need a push"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Talking to people about how u feel and support from others will help you a lot but the biggest thing is to love yourself mate"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess its just because recently I found out I may have to move back to an old school of mine"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The school is messed up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "The school u mean the people in the school like the students?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The students basically all have mullets"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You can search it up if u want"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "St Marys high school tas"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There a kids younger that my little sister 7 who have mullets"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Messed up kids"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Oh nvm I was lagging"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well just dont go near those kids"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Leave them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its gonna be hard not to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Some of them are old mates of mine from when I was 58"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not at the school yet but I know one or two people who I can hang with"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Guess time will tell whether they like me or not"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got enough hair to get a mullet though"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U gonna get a mullet?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "no mullet"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes mullet"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "maybe mullet"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "No mullet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doubt I will"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If I get one I will send u pic"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "But literally no other hairstyle fits"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Damn rip"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So gee is there anything else u wanna talk about?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or anyone wanna talk about anything?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got to go bye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No its fine thanks for the talk"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "sesame streeet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Np later gee"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Nobody watches clone wars here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Did"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Better watch it more"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Season 7 includes big good"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Big sad"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Big epic"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I hope you do"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oshs"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah its understandable"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Almost a year"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah me too"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "this is so sad"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have never heard someone say that"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "crime?"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Time"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "My new gf just broke up with me"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "assuming doesnt mean much because she was new"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "your not allowed links anyway"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "dont try to ping everyone"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "BRUH"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "that first image"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?warn Unknown tried to @ everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry i had to go eat"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "you may have food poisoning that happened to me before"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "when i had food poisoning"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "still could"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i had mine for about two weeks"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Is there any adult you can talk to?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "It's important to have a support system"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "A friend's parent?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "No one?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "If you can maybe tell your parents"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I'm sorry Kitten"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You should still tell your parents if you can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry that i can't do more kitten and i just want you to be happy and well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No point guess what I got in pokemon"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Go into it"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "I have no place here but I hope everyones okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has a place here"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ":"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not even a role just everyone is special in their own way"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Hey is everything okay with you kitten"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Yea what is wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good that someone is bringing you happiness"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Well I only hope that it will turn out good and you will find happiness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but you shouldn't always have to need someone to make you happy, you should be happy on your own cause your an amazing and awesome persona"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Its a weird thing happinesses"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "You have it then you dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok everyone has their way of being happy"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You should watch Instructions to Happiness Exurb1a"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "It may not help but I like it a lot"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "He's a youtuber"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Cool cool"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Sometimes it's hard to find happiness on your own and having someone with you to help guide you to happiness can help. Not using them to be happy but learning to be happy from being around them"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Sometimes it's hard to love yourself"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "and Sometimes it's nice to have some by your side to help you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Life is temporary which is a super scary thought"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "But if it can be helped we should try to do the things we love with the people we love and not dwell on feeling shit"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "This entire conversation reminds me of the pursuit of happiness"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "That's good. It's hard to be happy sometimes and getting help is nothing to be ashamed of"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Go to sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Go to sleep have a long nice sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And u can decide then what to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kitten u cant always just work late its not good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "That is a possibility yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont want u to die"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Tru is a good start"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Noice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "hmm", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I saw to people how life will have bumps but once u get to the point it will be amazing and I think thats true but for me right now its going really slow and everyday it gets slower and slower and somethings Ill be like damn life really doesnt want me at that point"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You will get there"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Sometimes it gets slow sometimes it speeds up sometimes it will feel like itll take forever but its all worth it when you get there"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Dont give up simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You will if you give up now youll never get there so dont give up"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Keep going"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Keep pushing through it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Youll get there"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Is just me or when I have a problem I just say bruh\u201d and try to ignore it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ever just want to yeet yourself at something or off something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If your feeling down I suggest watching old care home with 4 year olds on iview its really interesting"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Where is everyone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Late night depressing music hits different"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "It really does"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U got any songs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got none"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Anything from joji"}
{"username": "six", "content": "Joji is bae"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Hey kitten"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "jajaj"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Everywhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everything"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "everyone"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my cat slaps me and i do not like it"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "wow so disrespectful"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Ok my girlfriend won't answer me until like a month later after I text her and I tried to text to say you know I don't think we're dating anymore but she won't even answer that aaa"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "sorry to say but that aint your gf anymore"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lmao Tech Deck. Damn"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I understand that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I don't want her to be my gf if she won't even take the time out of her day to fucken answer me"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "good"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "no one deserves someone who doesnt pay the slightest attention to them"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "depressed music while playing"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "thats nice to hear"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "She was really nice so I was trying to be the nicest I could in the break up text but like I'm physiclly unable to be mean"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "just ghost her back idk"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I already sent her the text theres no going back from that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Nope she literally doesn't open my snaps for like a month so in a month ill tell you guys what she said"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yeah she ignores that I have sent her a chat for about a month and then she finally opens it and we have a short conversation"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I hope I wasn't getting cheated on or however you say that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I friend zoned her and if she was cheating on me then I'm not even going to give that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Oh your fine"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "But she really isn't the one that really would cheat"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "34 maybe 5 months"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Sorry I was talking to my friend and seeing if she respected my decisions"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "hey u got 30S tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O I hope u feel better kris"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Anyone else have annoying old habits"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay den just me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well anyway Im going to get rubber band and whenever I do that habit Im going to pull it and snap myself"}
{"username": "six", "content": "yes i do"}
{"username": "six", "content": "i used to selfharm a lot and well just know, if you ever need someone to talk to about that. im here."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I used to have small pp"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No I dont think its what you blurred but idk"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "rubber"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "I just realized that Im gonna die and everything I do is pointless and each day I get closer to death"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "thats why you have to cherish everyvmoment"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Geez"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Hope its okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean Im sure he is fine and there is nothing u can do to know if he is busy or not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He could be doing something"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Can I ask who"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What was the note about?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok well it sounds like it but Im sure he is fine, usually people that make it dramatic dont really do it not that Im judging or something but just try to think he is fine just taking a break cause u cant do anything if ur behind a screen"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thats sounds a lot like me...especially rn but um Im fine Ill be fine Im not leaving the world not yet at least"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Wtf"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I am so sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You shouldnt have to deal with that"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I dont think so"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh damn"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thats messed up"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "If you could come live with me I would let you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Because man this is getting real and sad"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Damn im sry. Mines pretty stuck up"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i really want to say things here but im too scared"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Yeah well i dont like my mom looking for bc me and my friend be trading juuls"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Well a boys got do stuff to get though quarantine"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Clone wars sad"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "Big sad"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "What"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "I will educate you"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "In spam"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sleep"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Go sleep"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "You"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Although I'm guessing you're already sleeping"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i lag"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my discord is so slow today"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "demote emil for inactivity"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its not his fault"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "dusjdhhjf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri to be sad sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its an emotion thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is sad and sometimes sad goes to happy"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "It doesn't ever seen to get better tho I've been sad for months now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u know why?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "No I just am sad all the time for no excact reason my life isn't even bad so I don't know why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im the same way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it could be mood swings?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe check it out"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "so my friend told me he was homophobic. and is now making fun of me. telling people i should go die. that i should just be be myself. i might just not talk anymore. theres not much i can do."}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "oof really?"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "thats horrible and i honestly dont know what to say but u need to stop talking to him and and remove him ur social media"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Im not"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah what presentated said"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ignore him. Hes just trying to get under your skin."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "How"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "it doesnt matter"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And what will he do?"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "dont let him hurt u"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Just dont talk to the person anymore"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "no rachel he cant hurt me"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Just do it legally"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Then what would he do"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ill tell the school that he hid drugs"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "fr tell the school"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Well, that works too"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "id like to see that unfold"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Well jail ruins your life sooo i mean your choice"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "me too man"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i also think he hooked up with a teacher once"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "OMG LMAO"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "scroll up"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "like where scroll up?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Well you would have to have proof for the teacher to be fired"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Expell him don't just suspend him"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "11:04"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Right after the cake that kitten sent"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "I dont see no teacher on the top"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "Right after the cake that kitten sent"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "madi yes that"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "find it?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Or just ignore it"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "would rather not bottle insults and hate up"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "not good"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "The best thing to do is ignore tho if you try to get back it will just start a war"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "lowk true but u arent supposed to hook up with teachers or hide drugs"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "so"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "okay so..."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "the kid told me to stop liking girls if your a girl\u201d and said he was gonna give his mom my number..."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "not get involved"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "i meant"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "hs"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "is"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "his"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "itd be funny"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "It would"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I get not liking people who like the same gender but its bad when you make fun of them"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "so what exactly is bad abt his mom contacting u"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "im bi but im going to live a straight life because its less problematic"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "They really do"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "presentated"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Can I give up?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I really want to give up"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Can someone push me off a cliff"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Or I can jump to"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ive always wanted go go cliff diving anyways"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mean its not like anyone would notice anyways"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "No one notices me enough the notice that I was gone"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Not. True. Id notice."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mean it would be easy right?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mean people forget about me"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "All the time"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "The peop,e in the server would notice"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im just forgettable"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I doubt it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No, we dont forget about you. No one does. It just doesnt happen"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Please dont talk this way... Seriously. Not only is it not right, it reminds me of when I almost did it..."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ill stop"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And look where I am. Ive got a nice life. So you can definitely achieve the same Tim. Its possible. Not everyone forgets about you. Just be happy youre alive. Be happy you know who you know. O"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "There is someone out there in this big world. Just for you."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Do you really think so"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Someone who will care for you. Love you. Never forget about you."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "But I feel like everyone forgets abt me"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Of course I do. There is someone for all of us."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah ig"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No. No I guess.\u201d"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Tell me you know."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Say I know"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "But you dk that there is anybody out there"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yes. I do. Now say you know. I need you to say it."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You really dont know if there is or not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Just say it. Itll help"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ik ig"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yes Tim, theres someone for you, theres someone for me, theres even someone for Poggels."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No, type it out."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And say I it with confidence"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I know ig"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No. Stop with the I guess."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Just you know"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because you do. There is someone. We were put here for someone. For a reason."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "But I really dont know"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ok. I guess you dont. But we all have hope."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Theres always something for you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I doubt it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yes go to bed"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Tim there is someone for you there is something out there for you to achieve and if your just sad all the time your not gonna achieve the thing that your supposed to achieve and I would miss you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I doubt that there is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im so shSt at math"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We just had test then"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I did so bad"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Imagine still having tests"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "How is china still at 80k cases and ny is already at 300k or more cases"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Wtf"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Because they dont report any of there cases"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Prob"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do you use any of the stuff they teach you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It depends what job you get"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really want to be a mountain bike rider when Im older but I dont think my parents will like the idea"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but when your the new gucci it wont be so bad"}
{"username": "sp00ky", "content": "yall ever just wanna hit someone with the little nibbler in your left toe"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "what"}
{"username": "cobaltslayer", "content": "Im lonely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Cap"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "What"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I used to bottle up everything in order to constantly look fine for those that looked up to me and then release everything in one huge go, eventually leading me to developing anxiety and DID:"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone overthinks"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It usually happens in states of everyday stress, and can be easily overcome once you take steps to understand how to stay calm in situations of stress"}
{"username": "Jacob", "content": "Yeah. Idk how doe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i overstress heaps in math"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "DSJFHJSKLAFGHN"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thats all."}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thanks."}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Lit"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "For someone who's name is angry, it doesn't take much to for them to vent everything"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "What did you do"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "ya ever jus kinda feel like youre getting no where with things"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "like it feels like your running so fast but youre getting absolutely no where"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and then you just give up"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "or want to"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "because mood"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "we vibe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah that happens all the time"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "thats crazy"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "if jfjd"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "Helo i am here for thing"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "What is the thing"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "Imma be straight forward I feel completely useless to everyone and have no hope of being something special"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok dont say that"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Your not useless"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You are something special poggels"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Dont ever think that your not bc you are"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "You arent useless"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "I mean I dont really provide much"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Yeah youre still important"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we shouldn't be important because we have nothing to provide"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we are important because we are our own person"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "Its just that all I do is funny and I dont wanna be the funny anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then don't, be ur own person"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "But like all i know is funny"}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "Then just be u not somebody that other people want you to be just be you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can do what u want to do, you shouldn't be something u don't want to be"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "Im never serious"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "And its so hard to talk to people unless im being funny"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then stand up for yourself, you shouldn't change urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just make others understand you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You are you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There a no others versions of you in this world"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What does that mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just agreeing with u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its pointing up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh ok"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "As he should"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oooh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "RinNakunatta why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mummy?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Wait no that isn't how it works..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would notice"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I doubt anyone would notice I was gone"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Irl or online"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "They both wouldnt notice I bet"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "What if I just ended it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "That would be easy right?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I want to cry but I feel like Im out of tears"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just want to explode"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Then I wouldnt be here"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "It wouldnt be Suicide"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "It wouldnt be considered that I dont think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because killing yourself only makes it worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive been there trust me"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I want to go in the woods"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Maybe Ill get lost"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Literally I was so sad I was looking around the house to find somewhere to do it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Id be alone finally"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I know this is said a lot but life does get better"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I wouldnt have to worry abt anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know personally I was so sad but then I got amazing experiences from schooltrip to nz for exchange and now Im sad because I have to leave that school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because Im dumb"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im always faking something"}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "Killing yourself is a permanent solution for a temporary problem and if you kill yourself other people that love you will be In pain"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We all do"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Most of the time its my happiness and smile"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Sometimes I feel like I dont actually have a real smile"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I realised today how people really see me and I look ugly "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But its not about how you look"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its about who you are"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Later I was rewarded by finding out the test is marked by the qeustions we attempted within reason"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mean thats good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So never go for the easy option"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I feel like everything in my life is going down hill"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Challenge your limits"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Idk how to explain it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do to but you have to find a friend to talk to. Not about your feelings if u dont want to but just talk to them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Make their day happy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been talking to a friend and she looks out for me now"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I have been talking to a friend and she looks out for me now"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Gee Im really glad you have someone whos there for you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I have one friend that I talk to but she tries to make a joke about everything and anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah she has helped lots but Im to Tim that needs it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well my friend tries to make it a joke but thats because they are trying to lighten the mood"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I have one friend that I talk to but she tries to make a joke about everything and anything"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "madi then you shouldnt go to her if shes making you feel worse"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thats about the only person I have irl that I can go to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant see anyone irl atm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I talk to people on snap and discord like you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Even though we may seem irrelevant we are still here living and we can make a difference to the world no matter how small or big"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everything we do affects the world in one way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Most things"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Yes everyone contributes and everyone matters"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I doubt anything I do helps the world"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why does it need to help the world?"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "venting isnt my thing"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just dont fit in with anyone"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I dont think Im meant to be here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Maybe your just going crazy from isolation"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "ive only really talked to jimpy about my life"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I dont think Im meant to be here"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "madi of course youre meant to be here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tommorow if you dont respond to me in private chat Im gonna be real sad"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "but it was only once"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ive thought these things before isolation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im gonna check as many days as I can that you still here and ok"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i dont like venting cause i dont see a point, if im upset then ill deal with it myself"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i dont like venting cause i dont see a point, if im upset then ill deal with it myself"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "riley! thats how I am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone is different in their own ways"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I always keep these things to myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do too but it doesnt help"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "ive only taken a brake from the server once and it was only for like 3 days"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "break"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i took off a week and idk y"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just dont feel right being here"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "anyways ima mute this channel again so i dont overthink some things"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just dont feel right being here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "madi why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I feel like Im just out of place everywhere I go"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im the person who doesnt talk at all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You still stuck inside house or not"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Hardly looks at anything other than the ground"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You still stuck inside house or not"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Gee kinda stuck in the house but I go outside and leave the house still"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im the person who looks happy but isnt"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im the person who never keeps their head up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U should go for a walk without tech and look at life look at how far humans have come"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Listen to me okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life gets better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You have to keep positive"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But remember anyone is allowed to cry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or feel sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My nan owns a farm in the middle of the bush and I love going for walks because of nature"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I like nature but I just can enjoy it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Like I want to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its the little things in life that make it good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I used to fail all my math tests last year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "One day I passed one and I was so happy"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just want to take a week or a month away from tech and everyone and everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "For once I wasnt scared to show someone my result"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really want that too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When Im older Im going to live in the bush and walk into the untouched nature and relax"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just want to live out in the middle of no where"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Where no one knows where I live"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey I have to go now but tomorrow I want you to message me ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have sent you req"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ill try"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Remember to think about the good things"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Its hard for me to do that"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "The convos were having in vc are so deep and wack rn"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Lmaoo"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Example?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Aww okay, Tim, why do you feel so low? Is it because you feel like you lack purpose? Lack motivation? Something of the latter?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Everything"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mean you can scroll up and try and read all of it but its like a lot of reading"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just dont understand why Im here"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "So a lack of purpose you mean?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Hm... What school year are you in?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Imma be a freshmen when we go back to school"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "So 9th basically"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Okay, so now you are the equivalent to a year 9 in England"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "A freshman here would be year 10 I think"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Anyway, this is good"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "This is good why?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "You may feel a lack of purpose in life because from entering Middle School up until around about this age, life is repetitive, we have a role in life as students, we learn things and memorise them for tests in order to get grades. At least over here from 6th grade to 9th grade is basically the same lessons of the same things 4 time over, so we can pass the big exams in 10th grade."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What I'm getting at basically is that you have been getting demotivated possibly at all the repitition, all I can say is look to the future and face it head on, start looking for other purposes other than a student"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Unfortunatly humans are naturally stupid, so we make it harder for ourselves all the time, around about this time should be a good idea to look at post school life, where are you going to go?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I feel like I'm sorta throwing words together now... My brain is running on fumes at the moment so most of this maybe absolute gibberish in the end"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Nah youre speaking facts"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Your fine"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Phew okay, I started worrying when I thought Hey, my face feels like it's melting randomly"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You should probably sleep"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ill be fine"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I always am"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "How long has it been since youve slept"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Nah I'm all good, you do you, and remember not to keep anything bottled like that, I know what you mean when you say your always fine it ain't good for you, remember my messages are always open"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Oh the last time I slept? I can't remember /"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "YOU NEED SLEEP"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Sleep"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I never remember if I sleep or not it's fiiine"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Will you sleep please"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Awww but I don't wannaaa"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Also I've showered, dressed, breakfasted, had a few breathes of fresh air, brushed my teeth, yada yada etc etc..."}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Will you sleep tonight"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Lmaoo ofc"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "There's no stopping me sleeping me unless I don't"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "What"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm never sure if I do, or will sleep, but maybe I'll surprise myself /"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Well tonight will you sleep please"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's how fricked I've froged my mind"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ill try to start thinking differently"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And I'll see if I can figure a way to sleep"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No probsss:"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Iws"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "What"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I dont see you"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "i can see you."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "What"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You dont see kitten"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Shes a ghost"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "So you dont see her"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I didn't see anything"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I love you Tim and how you actually go along"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "RinNakunattayay"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sorry i tried"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I wont be on for abt a week"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Breaks"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Are"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Why not?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "It's ok if you don't wanna talk about it"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Just take a break when you need to"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Wdym"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hmmm?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Quote by someone maybe me idk It just popped in my head if life is bad at the moment and you end it then the sadness doesnt stop it just has no chance to get better"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I just want to help people that's all I want to do"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Everyone deserves a good life"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "And a second chance to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone can change its just if they notice the opportunity that they were given and how they react shows if they can change for the reason you want or for a reason for someone else"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah thats understandable"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Hi hi"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Whats happening here?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Uhhh venting?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Just read jojo I can't explain it"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "The reason I fugging hate corona is because I cant see my emotional support person"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I understand that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Dont ingore it ask someone one of your friend or something for help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya thats the same with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe u should try to have a good convo and maybe try to make ur mom see ur way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ig she is just over protective"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Sorry if these are late replies"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well I got nothing for that"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah same"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "She extremely wants me to date someone the race tho"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "That's not gonna change with her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya moms dont change their opinion about anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But Im sure she is just over protective and maybe she doesnt understand that kids these days will like someone for who they are not how they look"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah true, she's also pretty culture drivin. I understand it's important, but I connect to my culture in everyday life as is."}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Oh well mom's will be mom's"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats awesome"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "2 boys?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Oops one sec"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "downzhis"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I meant dogs"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "My phone being goofy"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i peed on my cat"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "pee on me"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then let the cat pee on u"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "let is pee on u so ur even"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "u still need to pee on me"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "so mean smh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok first off why tf did u pee on the cat"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "also"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "youre"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u pee on the chair"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "shelf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Mission complete"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I helped someone not to hurt themselves"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "im proud of myself"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "fiky uyoky ntdoky ushtky uoyrky yingannky sasky elohky kinglooky ilpsky puky ewky onngaky ekatky ryouky hwleoky ylimafky dnaky lelsky emthky otky manhuky ckerstraffiky dnaky enthky ringbky effjryky dahmreky otky ifleky dnaky telky mihky odky evrewathky ehky anwtsky otky uoyky BetterAntispam"}
{"username": "sp00ky", "content": "so no head?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i have no heads"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i just flipped the switch"}
{"username": "Depressed Vapor", "content": "Yeah 2020 is giving me anxiety and depression tbh bc all that's going on, trying to maintain a job, work from school and not trying to fail 9th grade, and girls tbh"}
{"username": "Depressed Vapor", "content": "Girls bc I think a few months ago I was going through depression and shit my skank I call my ex cheated and even put it on video but I got her back"}
{"username": "Depressed Vapor", "content": "Kinda rlly put me down and makes me not trust girls anymore, well some of them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well thats only one girl, there are so many girls out there that are sweet and nice, maybe its better not to think about girls until 1 is able to get into ur life and trust and supports u"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "about what"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "it is vent for a reason"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Don't even know what happened sooo"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Bleep"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But why"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "That's understandable"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Killing is not good"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "If you kill someone that means you're an even worse person than they were"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Nice to know you.."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Vent all you want, but Death threats..nah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah i get that"}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "That wasn't just drama that was illegal"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like just leave now we know how to read and count isnt that all we need to know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I can go live in the bush all by myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do whatever"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Disappear into the bush"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No one will even know"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "what"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "someone. selected it"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "deleted"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh wow"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i can sleak"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "soeak ksksj"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "?unmute ly"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bahahahhaha"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "she wasnt muted?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "dang"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "is it broken"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Sorry what"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "meh"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Oh great"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I fixed it"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "It was channel perms"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "ok is he muted?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Ya she is"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "i want someone to fall i. a drain and stay there"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Damn you dont need to be here tech take your time on your personal life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn just remember though correct me if Im wrong but your mum was on drugs. Now I dont know what she is like normally but its ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Motivation Me"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "tech deck you should take a break away from discord its just adding more and more problems you should try talk to your dad and find out what hes hiding you might want to contact your mum but i dont recommend it she might get angry but take a break for now i dont know how to help you in that situation but i hope it gets better"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "if he doesnt tell you dont worry about it try to keep in contact with him if you arnt now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or try get outside away from tech"}
{"username": "watchdog man", "content": "but go rest now its early"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You ever just be in that depressed mode but cant explain why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what Im in rn"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i get what you mean"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im not cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why u say that?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i am not cool thats why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "because?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im always here if you need to talk to someone"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "thanks tim"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I will try and help as much as possible"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "okay thank you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you good?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "That Happened to me last years accept it wasnt just cuz my problems they ignored me and they ignored me full time"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "oh sorry"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "does anyone else know about it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No. And I cant tell CPS because he stands right there when we speak"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I try and keep my sister away from it all though. Try and keep her innocent"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But its a price to pay"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you should talk to someone you are closer too aswell"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "just so they know if anything happens"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I do have someone. But just one person. And my counsellors dont do much"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you could try going to stay at someone else house with your sister for now maybe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Not with covid. Were in the worst state"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I do appreciate you listening though"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you should be able to go over and stay there if theres been an argument with family"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "im always here"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ill see what I can do. Thank you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But another thing."}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "sorry its kinda hard giving advice you cant really do anything right now because of corona"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Can you go stay a family memembers house?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": " No. And I cant tell CPS because he stands right there when we speak"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter Cant you text them, I know some places you can text 911 and you can text cps in some places but im not sure if its everwhere"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you could maybe try get a friend to call them for you aswell"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Even when all this is happening, you usually see me happy, right?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No, its not an emergency, so Id probably get fined for it"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you said sometimes he gets violent right"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "what do you mean by violent"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "like does he hit you or your sister"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Just your average crack or punch every once in a while"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "whenever friends need something from you you help them with whatever and you would reply but why when you need one little thing they air you and just leave you on read they can just help or whats tt he point of even talking to them they can go fuck then self"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "shelfelf sometimes friends need space for themselves, it's okay. I understand what you mean tho if they do this constantly but if they are really going through a tough time they might not be in the best mental space to assist with their other friends issues aswell"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "shelfelf sometimes friends need space for themselves, it's okay. I understand what you mean tho if they do this constantly but if they are really going through a tough time they might not be in the best mental space to assist with their other friends issues aswell"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "Bettyboopatethemoon i mean like all the time no one that i actually talk to ever answers my messages i just aired and left on read even when i actually really need them but they never answer"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "loads of peoples friends do it i dont know why or what they get out of it"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Maybe you should invest in new friendships, they sound kinda toxic"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Most people that I know do that to me and it happens a lot more than you would think. I help and listen to my friends whenever they need it and they just leave me on read"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i cant make new friends its too awkward and everyone in my class is just plain rude"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You can"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "rowlint yea why do they do it what do they get out of r"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You did it once. It may be hard but it's not impossible and they don't have to be in your class"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i cant people dont like me in my class because of whats happened"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i made one friend at the start of the year and. she introduced me to a few people but now all we do is argue and everyone sides with her because shes more populate"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Why can't you make friends outside your class"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "im too awkward to talk to people outside my class"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "What makes you too awkward and inable to talk to people outside your class?"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i do talk one person outside my class but we arnt in any of the same class so its really hard to find them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "u might be like me, i can talk in servers and stuff but always mess up my words"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea i just get scared"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i feel likke im always being judged"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "So insecurities"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I understand how to blanket of anonymity makes it a billion times easier to talk to people online than irl"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I can be a big baby myself sometimes and sound like a lagging song when i speak"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "But it isn't impossible"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And I firmly believe that you can find friends irl that will invest their time in you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "It doesn't change the fact that what's happening in this moment is happening"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Bht until that point you do have online friends that care aboutcha"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "people have said things about me and its spread around"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Hopefully that can give you a little hope for the time being"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "so no one really talks to me"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I'm sorry"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "We're here for you"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "thank you betty"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Thank you, you're really helping me understand there's different angles to every story and everything isn't always black and white"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I have a good feeling things'll look up for ya tho in the friend area"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "ill try talk to some people when i go back but idk"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "A positive about quarantine is it does give everyone a somewhat clean slate for when we go back to socializing"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you okay betty?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I am frusturated"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "This server was so much fun when I first joined"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And it still is sometimes"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "But I'm tired of people being bossed around over nothing"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea like people get away with a lot but no one else can"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And i wanna say this is main but it probably would get deleted"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And that sc group is getting me in a twist aswell"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "thank you for saying that maturely"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And i'm just tired"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "like when kitten was here and she used commands or sent a link to main she could say please it was a mistake but if someone else did it they would get a warn"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I do agree with you the server has changed"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea its change quite alot"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Ima just put that in main it is what it is"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If you need someone to talk to i am always here and mostly active so i will see it reasonably soon"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talking is irrelevant even tho its important i just can't let go of pain or problems i have by saying stuff it just never goes away i see negatives and ik everyone does but thats the thing i only see negatives"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah i know it doesn't but recently i've been talking to people and they make you happier"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i dont even know any of these people im talking to"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Ik its hard to talk to others abt things but it does help"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I'm sorry Simar for all the pressure you have on you and everything you're going through"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just don't know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im lost and have no direction, i always follow rules and instruction but now i just don't know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't be done with life since its the thing i have to do, i just don't know anything anymore im confused, lost, have no clue what im doing"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "nopoint, i dont know how to help you and i know from what you said you wont believe me, you are a good person. I think all of us are clueless at this time of the year. We all lost direction and dont know what to do."}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "but i want you to know things get better"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "if that takes having to take a break to get stuff organized, please go for it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "by break he means have a few days off tech"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "grim is typing a lot of stuff"}
{"username": "Slim Shady", "content": "NoPoint you do you, whatever makes you feel best not what others want you to do, do what makes you happy and cheerful and dont worry about things around you. Try to solve the problem if you can try and go as far as you can from suicide thoughts do what makes you happy, it may be hard to do during quarantine but at least you can try just try your best to stay happy during situations i have been dealing with the same stuff but i focus on everything else besides the bad thoughts i try and work my way over the issue or solve it focusing on the bad leads to nothing but worse thoughts than before you can talk to your friends about this in real life or not we can try and help you and most likely we will understand your problems."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thx u guys"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "NoPoint do you have a therapist or psychiatrist"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "get one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I usually dont say shit and feelings because I usually think talking about depressed stuff loses friendship which it has in the past"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you need a therapist and psychiatrist"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and yes that does ruin friendships but that's only with people who don't care about you if the person cared enough they'd be there even tho you're depressed and sad trust me you need to talk about it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "if they dont care about your life your better off without them"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "nopoint you can care about people that's fine i do the same thing but you need to find your group of people who you can trust and talk to and you feel comfy and safe with"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ik its just hard to find that and actually talk to people face to face"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i cant tell people about how i feel face to face thats why i do it on discord ect"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "because there is the annonimyse cover"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "cant spell"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I know don't worry you're not the only one who has that problem I have problems too my guy I just don't talk about them much cause i'd rather focus on the present and have fun"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "sometimes it is good to just let everything out sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "greg rachel asleep in vc"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "NoPoint never say to yourself that people probably had worse because while it may be true it doesn't mean what you're dealing with is any better everyone deals with pain and sadness differently so you may feel the same way as someone who is having something worse happen or you could feel happier then them or sadder than them everyone has their own problems don't compare yours to others because you're not them so the way they feel is going to be different from you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ur right"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Do you ever just sit down and realize that your nobodys favorite person"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And that you caused most of the bad things that have or are happening to you"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And that shallow conversations are pointless and all you want is a genuine conversation but you cant get that because society is scared of themselves"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "But its okay because youre so smart\u201d and you should have nothing to worry about right? But anytime you try and have a genuine conversation about whats on your mind people either dont know how to respond or just dont understand what your saying"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And youve wasted so much time trying to explain it to people who will never understand but you care too much to drop them so you just look at them with a practiced smile and continue to have shallow conversations because its just easier that way"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And then you give up"}
{"username": "Onib10", "content": "me too"}
{"username": "Onib10", "content": "Ye"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Listen, you dont want to be smart, its not going to solve your problems, but you cant give up on what you really want because youve given up before its started"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant do maths or anything"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "So, no 11?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "u good g?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I can do basic maths but when its times table and all that stuff I forget everything and cant think"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its okay to forget, its not a bad thing we all do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I know but its used heaps in jobs and if I cant do maths"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "what are u tryna do?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No its not forgetting its because I cant do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I literally have a mental break down every class"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You have to give yourself a break, you cant be this hard on yourself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know what Im going to be when Im I meet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When Im older"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have no idea what Im going to do and I should have by now"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "you stressing cause youre worried about your performance in class?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "dude imma be real with you"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Just know that its okay to be a bit behind, and its okay to not understand"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "idk anything for life either"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im just getting by doing work"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "So? Your teachers arent going to remember you after you graduate, so who cares what they think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok its ok no to be the favourite person that doesnt mean nobody cares for you, there are a lot of people who care and support you and so what if u messed up that shouldnt stop you, maybe u are a stop point and thats fine all u gotta do is start ur journey again, if u need help with that then ask, Im always here to talk about anything a problem, an issue, a laugh together, cry together, have fun together, all Im saying if u need a friend Im always here to talk"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "simar typing for so long scares me"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "imm aread that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I didnt read the recent stuff so Im gonna read that so give me 1 sec"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its okay to ask for help,"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just feel like everyone always judges my actions and I never tell my parents anything because I feel like I will be embarrassed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ik that feeling"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Whenever Im talking irl I always stuff up my words even if its a friend I trust"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "ik what you mean"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I get it, you cant ever step foot outside your room without someone judging you, wishing you were something different, but your not on this Earth to please other people, your here to live your life, so dont let other people control it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ik its hard but u shouldnt listen to what other people say, u be u thats all that matters and if ur scared to tell ur parents just tell them ur truth ur beliefs and it might be hard at first but once u do it will be much easier for u"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "what aiyana said"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i feel that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I sometimes wish I could disappear into the bush one day for a while and just get away from everyone and everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My parents dont get it though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My parents are different"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i understand what youre saying simar, but with people like your parents its hard asf"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "their approval means a lot"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "They dont have to understand, but a conversation on how you feel shouldnt end in an argument"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "its tough to have to talk to them about such a sensitive subject"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Gee dont ever be ashamed for the way you feel"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "oh yeah never"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They always say I spend to much time in my room but thats because they always make me feel awkward whenever we talk"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Start off small, like playing a board game or watching a movie, something that doesnt require a lot of conversation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess so. Im gonna go try sleep, my phone about to go flat to"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Goodnight, Gee try and give your parents a chance okay?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ik what u mean I cant tell my parents shit I always feel like I have to have 2 lives 1 with my parents and 1 outside my house but never try to bring them together and I understand what I mean it will take a lot of courage to tell ur parents something even if its small but Ik u have the courage to do it"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im struggling with my religion rn, i ran into it way too quick but now im questioning it because there are no answers. my parents are religious and to this day i am the only kid who follows the religion. i want to confront my parents and tell them that i want to get out of it and live my life normally becasue everything i do has me feeling guilt since me and my religion are so different from eachother. so i know what u mean by it being hard to talk to ur parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I get what u mean sukhman"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "its rough"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "If a religion isnt right for you, its not right for you"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Trust your intuition and do what makes you happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya its just that its kinda hard to explain that to ur religious parents"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but the weight of family approval is insane"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya we have to pass it down to our childrens and to their childrens but like Ik it should be a choice if u should be religious or not but parents dont get that"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "especially since im indian and our family gossips a lot. so if other family's are gossiping about my parents son giving up on religion, i didnt just disappoint them, but also shame them"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "families fight and stuff"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "so i have to take time with this"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "my sister is telling me to tell tehm but im scared"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya its better to tell them sooner then later but I get its really hard to tell parents something that heavy"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "yeah man its real hard"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "and since im in highschool they might think im doing drugs"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "since i want out of the religion"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I get what u mean"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I hate society"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Nothing, and thats the issue everybody wants to talk about issues but never wants to solve them"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "People are so backwards that it hurts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean those people you are backwards aren't the people for you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there are many people who will care and support u"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No I have people that care, but its kind of like society is stuck in a constant state of ignorance, and they refuse to acknowledge anything negative in life which will only end up hurting them in the end but they dont see it because theyre so blinded by the shadow of judgment by the people around them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i see your point and i understand it is frustrating but rn we can't change that, im not saying that it isn't possible cause i think we are can change how people treat negatively and how to prevent negatively from hurting more people its just as of now we can't do much, ik this is probably the worst advice possible but i get what u mean people don't know what to do the negative and it just ends up hurting everyone"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Idk its not something that I can fix in a day so I dont usually stress about it too much its just a sad reality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i mean if u were want to rant about it u can rant it with me"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I know, its just I dont like wasting time on things when change isnt really ever going to happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean there is always a chance something will happened"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Right, but its a personal problem but it happens all around the world so its not something you can just solve in the masses"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Chances are it will never happen in my lifetime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean maybe it won't happened anytime soon cause people are just going insane but maybe there is a chance it will happened after this mess is fixed."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had a think last night and reading back over our texts and what you guys said has made me realise. Im going to look for the positive side and Im going to try talk to my parents a bit more."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "right now my parents are fighting over the phone"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Aww Im really glad that you feel that way, things will get better i promise"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats very good gee and we will support ur decisions as much as possible"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it makes my ears hurt"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Can you go outside right now?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Rin I think she talking about"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im in my room"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Can you listen to music or something"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i am doing that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats lit"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ty nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait i feel like that i made u more upset"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Tuning it out is really the best thing to do, not being around it I mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i can't like hear or see my parents fight cause i get very emotional about it"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Half alive sad vibe dayglowgood music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats the same with me"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "So now i am sad for no reason"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And that sprung up to mind"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "All the pressure on me"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Like pfff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u should get a therapist"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it would help alot if u explain to someone in real life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it makes it easier to decision and help out ur life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it just depends on the people who do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "some people don't like therapists and it may not help but there are always ways to relief ur problems out"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Communism Goblin I'm sad for no reason all the time it's okay"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I like my feelings for myself"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I generally dont trust a lot of peeps"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "So id rather my feelings stay my feelings"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Yeah even though talking about my feelings makes me feel better I just dont got anyone to talk to"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Usually when i come home and my parents say how was your day i always see: it was allright"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And then i head upstairs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats why therapist is the best option since they worked for learning about how to solve and ease ur mind"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Regardless how good or bad my day was"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Me too even if it was a terrible day I just say it was fine"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Nah mate i dunno how much i trust some guy i have a appointment with"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Its the same way for me but I dont like talking about my feelings even though its makes me feel better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah i do that because otherwise they have a big talk about it and say do we need to contact your headmaster"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik i shouldn't be saying this cause im not in therapy either but it really is one of thte best ways"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "If i cant talk with my parents about feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I dont think i trust a therapist"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its the same way for me but I dont like talking about my feelings even though its makes me feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rowlint emily if u ever want to talk about anything im always here to talk and give the best poissble hlep and support i can give"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I generally supress my feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I dont have a problem"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And no one has a problem with my deelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I have always hated helping someone with feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "So i think why bother them with my feelings"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I have a way of kinda making myself feel better because when I talk to someone i feel like im bothering them"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yeah I figured that out a long time ago"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "That's not ok"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya bad joke my bad"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Ehh my joke was bad too so it's fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Sooo there are my thoughts about feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "That is"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "They are stupid"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "You dont need em"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I dont want to saddle others with my feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Cuz that is only a burden for the other"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And i dont want to be a burden"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "So i feel like its best to keep em for myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no its not a burden"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there are feelings for a reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people should express them"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I need them you can't really keep them bottled up for too long comrade"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I can"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Been doing that for 15 years now"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Listen i dont like feelings, i dont like helping people with feelings cuz that makes me akward. So id rather have em for myself in case someone is like me and that person doesnt like talking about feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Its just a stupid hormone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i dont like talking abiut feeling as well but its not a hormone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "its you personaly"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Okay so here's some pointers: NEVER under NO CIRCUMSTANCES should you bottle up your emotions, no matter what you think those bottled up emotions can manifest into something big and bad, instead, depending on how often you get angry/annoyed/sad/etc... Regularly vent to a close friend or family member, or even get a coping mechanism that won't harm you in any way, like doing something you like, picking up a hobby, going for a walk, but no coping mechanism that would possibly be bad for you, like an eating disorder, or addiction"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "My life is full i rarely have irl friends, let alone see irl friends. I am not the person to be open. I devote my entire life to basketball. And like i said i dont likt talkin about feelings, it isnt something i just do. That first part was actually a really rare moment from me, since inever would do somethjng like that"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Okay so here's some pointers: NEVER under NO CIRCUMSTANCES should you bottle up your emotions, no matter what you think those bottled up emotions can manifest into something big and bad, instead, depending on how often you get angry/annoyed/sad/etc... Regularly vent to a close friend or family member, or even get a coping mechanism that won't harm you in any way, like doing something you like, picking up a hobby, going for a walk, but no coping mechanism that would possibly be bad for you, like an eating disorder, or addiction"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "buttons That made me tear up but ill keep that in mind"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Awww you softy thanks for keeping the advice in mind:"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Everyone has his own ways of dealing with emotions and feelings my way of exspressing it is by not doing anything. I feel vulnerable and weak in such positions. It might be dumb to say but i dont like being vulnerable, quarantine has made me sadder but i keep it for myself since i dont feel like talking to anyon irl about it. Never would it cross my mind to set myself in a vulnerable position"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It is normal to feel like this, it has been found that people can talk to absolute strangers about serious situations about themselves better than close family members that they've lived with all their lives"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I don't like feeling weak or vulnerable either but you just got to let it go sometimes or you got to vent to yourself because if you keep it to yourself it's never going to get better"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Even over texts and the internet, people tend to share more"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I always think vulnerability is bad, so why would i put myself in the position of it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yesterday i felt sad and thought i might try draw pictures for people they give me picture,i draw and i did the best drawing i have ever done"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "always try out different things"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Because you want it to just stop after a while of keeping your feelings in it's already happened to me and it wasnt good so Im just saying vent sometimes"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I got a amzing trait that will come handy my entire life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "what is it"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Getting over a hill"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And not feel anythin"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "It'll be fine you don't feel bad after you just let it all out"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Metaphorical"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Some people cant get over stuff"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Ive learned to get over it and move on"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i couldnt get over my ex and its nearly been a year"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "That is why i supress feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Ik it wont bother me in max a week"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i guess its because i never knew why she broke up"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "So why bother venting in my casr"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "This is why you should only vent to those that you trust, it is true your vunrability can expose you, which is exactly why I don't tend to vent publicly, but if you find someone you trust, someone close, or someone smart, then you can most definitely vent to them"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "But of course, like I said, you don't need to vent, there is always the choice of finding a coping mechanism"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im going to try draw when im sad or angry"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah like that!"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I dont vent i get over it and forget"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And then i fall eight back in my normal pattern"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Like nothin happend"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "For the past 15 years that is my strategy"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And it will be for a long time"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's all well and good and if it works, great! Good for you! But just remember if you ever find anything that is too hard to forget, try venting or a coping mechanism"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Got it matey"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Coolio"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Great too see how other people habdle situations"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ikr? Real interesting stuff"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I do everything kinda"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i never really have true friends only one but i dont talkto anyone about my feeliings except on here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "because its annonymous"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i had one true friend last year but now we in different class and growing distant which ucks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "sucks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ive had this exxperience beforre though so its not as bad this time"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "rowlint Same, I've had to deal with a lot of shit over the past 6 years, mostly consisting of physical and mental assaults, I have had lots of time to study how my brain reacts and work out how other people react around me, get a better understanding about coping and stuff like that"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "buttons Im sorry about what has happened but im glad you have kinda got a way on getting better. Do you have any i guess like tips on how to cope with emotions?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "May I ask what sort of emotions?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Like sadness and anger"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ah okay, so what problems do you have with these emotions? Do you bottle them up? Was there an event that has caused you to feel these emotions constantly?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "buttons ur really good at this"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I do bottle them up. I get yelled at for no reason, ignored,bullied and of course whats happening in life atm"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Okay, so is this with people you live with or is it at school, or both?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": " buttons ur really good at this"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "ly thanks ;"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Both"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Alright, so, do you have any close friends or relatives you are comfortable talking to?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Hm... How much spare time do you have on a generic weekday and a generic weekend?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "like 5 hours each"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I have to do something rn i dont think ill be long but if you need to ask me something or tell me something just @ me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "'ight"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well with your 5 hours, if there really isn't anyone for you to vent to, unless you find internet venting easier, you can always get rid of anger and sadness another way"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "People tend to say things like meditation and stuff, it's never worked on me personally because I am one hyper son of a bitch, but other ways of meditation include things like going out for a walk, that is a good time for thought, the more you think about your problems, the more you understand yourself, and the more you understand yourself the more you understand how you work, and if can understand how you work, then you can soon work with yourself to work towards a new coping mechanism to kill your bottled anger and sadness"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Walking isn't the only thing you can do obviously, but a new hobby or other sport is a good alternative that works among most people"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The crucial thing about doing this is so you can get your head clear so you can think without having those emotions in the way, and therefore you will be able to progress easily to your own coping mechanisms, as opposed to the basic mediation sorta thing"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "rowlint \ufe0f this is all the advice I can really give without prying too much into your situation, but my DMs are always open and this channel is always here for help:"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Okay thank you for listening"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I appreciate it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No probs:"}
{"username": "king nut", "content": "Does anyone play games?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Well duh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Continued from art"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Why would you be embarrassed?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because Im not like my other siblings"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I always keep to myself and dont talk that much"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im like that to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I used to think anime was weird and now if I show her I feel like she will think Im weird and tell me to stop drawing them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The drawing a pretty dark as well"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "She cant tell you what you can and cant draw"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But she will judge it because of what its about"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I never told her what I was drawing I just said where is the spare drawing book"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk whether to do drawings without her knowing because when I draw I lose concentration and focus on the drawing instead of life"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I mainly draw on my phone so my mom cant really see what I draw"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I do that to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just really wish I had a bit more privacy for what I do and they dont have to check what Im doing every 5 minutes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "People need privacy"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "We all do"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "I just really wish I had a bit more privacy for what I do and they dont have to check what Im doing every 5 minutes"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "Gee i with you there and yes it kinda drains you and your paranoid all the time right? it might just be me. just letting you know you can talk to me dm me whatever u want"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "ur welcome because ik its hard being ur own person sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I feel like they just dont understand who I am"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I get that parents dont understand their kids as much"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "yh i guess our generation is very different then ours especially whats happening rn"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "its hard on everyone"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "like kids in america and other countries looking forward to senior year and making all those memories"}
{"username": "maNg", "content": "just gone"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "its all the things in the world stressing me out"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "its like i have to do this and that"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "its just to hard to handle for me"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "all i want to do is cry about how much i cant do in life"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Well, its ok to cry sometimes. We all need it."}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "and i have a big stomach ache that wont go away and i dont really want to eat since i feel so numb inside"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "That makes sense. Maybe eating isnt the best"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But if you need to cry, you should. It helps some things"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i cried for a good five minutes"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Did you feel a little bit better?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im sorry girlie. Usually crying helps me. Maybe talk?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i dont think crying will help"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "When I do, sometimes it helps release some of the weight"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But, it isnt that way for everyone"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my thaprist isn't for another month"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I want to say Im an expert, but Im not. Although, some people have come to me with some problems of theirs."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "So, wanna tell me?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I promise Ill give the best I can"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i've said most of it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Where?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "in a vcall i think"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "If you did, I dont remember"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "hold on my phoen died"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "frick"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i gtg"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Bye bye girlie"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Do yall ever just want to feel physical pain like not from anyone else but like wanting to punch a concrete wall or claw yourself till its red"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thats what I feel like rn"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I also want to scream til my head burst"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "do u have any rubber bands"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "tim"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Tiny ones"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "But not any big rubber bands"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "if u have any larger ones eventualy put them on your wrist and when you feel like this pull it back and hit your arm with it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "But thats not as fun as punching a wall but okkk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah that sounds fun"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "idk if i should say this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but when i was younger i went to an old abandond house with a friend exploring it. and we put a hole through every room"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but the house was destroyed so dosnt really mater"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "THAT SOUNDS FUN"}
{"username": "onibb", "content": "I like to walking to the rain so nobody see me crying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U alri?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I like to walking to the rain so nobody see me crying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "onibb apart from u being sad that is actually so smart"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "i hate talking abt my feelings but im such a sensitive person:/ n i feel like i growing apart from my friend group and i dont rlly know wat to do, i dont make friends that easily and im in quarentine so its even worse. uh but thats it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Its hard for everyone to make friend and keep friend groups close during quarantine"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok I need some advice: there is a girl I started to talk to at school in my class, started catching feeling but then we had iso and because I havent seen her at all and only talked on snap Ive lost the connection and Im just stuck because idk but I really just wanted to be in a relationship with someone close and someone I can talk to but I dont really feel that way about her. So yeah Im really stuck with what to do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have only been in one relationship which was two weeks so its still kinda new to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok so my advice if u dont feel like she is the one then maybe just still talk to her and see where it leads cause maybe that feeling might change but if it doesnt then just stay as friends"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Cheers"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Do u like her?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok maybe u should talk more and get close with her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im gonna be honest here I dont see her as hot or cute but I just guess it was from her and I talking in class"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think it was more personality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Does she like u?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She sends me snap literally every minute when Im on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O then maybe if shes into ig wait until she tells u that she likes u until then just keep talking to her and maybe just to lead on saying we should get to know each other more and all that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She told me she likes me already"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I can try lean more towards the friend side"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Slightly over longer period so less obvious"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive had that happen and I wasnt really that sad about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe if u like her just say that I like u too but i want to get to know u more and get close first"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If u want to be with her"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "My dad literally stole all my money and said i told him he could have it yesterday and i had like 160 dollars that i had to earn over half a year and now hes threatening to take like everything i own bru"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "um"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk what to say there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats a pretty rough situation"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "update he gave it back and said he was just mad at me like ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u ok?"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "yeah nothing rly happens in my family"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok im glad ur ok"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Hi umm how eveyone doing?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Actually not so good my sister is actually so annoying sometimes"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "would you like to hear my day?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah ok but my wifi is slow so"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Ok, my great grandma died from crona and its by brothers birthday so its been kinda crazy."}
{"username": "sincere", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Beat"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i feel like dizzy"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "but im fine"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "How dizzy"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Have much water have you had in the last 2 days?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Have much water have you had in the last 2 days?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter i have a little but when i do drink more tyan 10 ounces i feel worse"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You feel dizzy?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "May. u can talk about things here if u want"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "not dizzy but very light headed"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Nah i just hate me;;"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ah. Wrap a hot towel around your head, and lay down for a while"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Bc;; I'm me"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Everything about me;;"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i used to be able to drink more water"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": " Everything about me;;"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "May. thats not hateable"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Idk I don't really get much;; friends"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Most ppl dont like me;;"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like u"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "but you got ly"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Yeah I just have a fear of not being enough"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well youre more than enough"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "You might not think that way but i do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur amazing and ur worth alot"}
{"username": "May.", "content": "Thanks guys \ufe0f"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Dont mention it"}
{"username": "May.", "content": ":\ufe0f"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "The worst feeling is when you buy someone something and they dont use it"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i live in hotel"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I live in a house"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "ly"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "why are people eolllaying"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "role playing"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "what not here"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i thought you said so what will we be role playing"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "no"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i want zeus to come online because he usually does something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "creepy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i stopped them"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "noroleplayruleanymore"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "ive been thinking a lot of how life couldve been"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so waht do u think"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well about someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "guy?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i mean you wouldnt get it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "its just worrying what he couldve done"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can u explain what happened?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i mean its a long story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i have alot of time"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "u only share whatever ur comfortable with sharing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i might not get it cause im a guy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i wanna help"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well its done"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "hes out of mine and my familys life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "that is good right?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yes very very good"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "yay"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "its just scary to think i stayed home alone for months with a sex offender"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u ok?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yea im fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "did he do anything to u?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "No i guess he has gone violent and hit me a few time and yelled at me like every day"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "but everyone is okay and thats what matter"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": " yay"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "UR MOM one of the best things that has happened in a while tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Today was one big bruh moment"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Like I wake up and here one of my favorite dogs died"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Get yelled at for no reason hit in the face a lot"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Wow thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u ok?"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Oh sorry Im kinda"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Its just been a long day and Im tired but I cant fall alsleep"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "And I got that feeling when you have like a pit in your stomach and you feel just meh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just rest and watch some youtube videos make urself laugh and distract urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe have some medicine too"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thank you have a good day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry ur day wasn't good today but maybe tomorrow it will be better"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Everything will go better"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "pog"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Woah i dont really know what to say. Are you ok"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "im trying to be"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Listen if you need someone to talk all of us are here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do you think you want to get the cops or something for T"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i normally dont vent bc i am scared to. But i just needed to get it off my chest"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "ive been staying up late at night just breaking down bc im so scared of it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its always good to get some weight off your shoulders"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and cops will make things worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry jimpy, i don't know what to say in this situation, and im really sorry whats happening to u and i want the best for u and im sorry that u also have to deal with the stress of the server and all i can say is to go to a trusted adult and tell them about it because there isn't much we can do in this situation and im worried for u."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Staying up late probably isnt the best thing to do in your situation because you will become tired and maybe make things worse by being moody from tiredness"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "its hard to not stay up late"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "its all i can think about"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and i talk to trusted adults"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "but they cant do anything either"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "there isnt actually anything anybody can do bc theres no proof to back up anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What about any gun laws"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Anything to remove danger of guns"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "honestly if i was to tell the cops that i would probably get shot"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i wouldnt be surpised if he aimed a gun at me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What if you try make a deal or something for him to stop vaping ect for a while so he gets a bit better mood"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "ive talked to him about it"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "he curses me out"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and screams at me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really dont know how to help sorry"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and my mom doesnt do anything"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "theres no way out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyone else u trust thats an adult"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "all i can do is hope nothing bad happens"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What about your dad or whoevers house you went to"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "there isnt a lot of adults in my life ive ever really looked up to"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i talk to my dad about it"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "but he isnt willing to get included"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is there any way of informing police or someone who can help without making it obvious you told them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "it just makes more of a chance that she will commit suide"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "suicide"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "bc those guns are also hers"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh I know this isnt a very nice option but how healthy is t"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because if he vapes heaps his health may go down"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know this sounds really bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But does he seem healthy or is he coughing a fair bit sometimes"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "coughing"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i need to sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ok good idea"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Go try sleep and dont think about stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because you will overthink because you are tired, mad and scared"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "ill try"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok good night"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If you need us we are always here and Im active most of the time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "gee ur amazing at this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i try to help people but i don't think i help alot, like ur amazing i just say random things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats fine gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt know what to say really"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess I was looking for the safer ways for all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good, i just try to be positive but i never been in that situation and it gets me scared"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive been at the point where you think suicides the best answer and I got through it. I didnt tell anyone or my parents and it was tough but I dont tell my parents a lot of things and I know a lot of other people dont as well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This was a year ago so dont worry about me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Idk I just think about all the stuff I did in the past"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri to think about stuff in the stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "btw if i type or my thing sounds weird it is cause i haven't slept for like a day or 2"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its alri shit happens but we have to move on at some point because the past is just the past its not gonna change u just gotta move forward"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Been tryna do that for the past 5 years"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's not that I did something bad I just overthink stuff and other stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry but i understand its hard to forget about things i understand what u mean but honestly the only thing i got for u is to think positively about things, overthinking is a pain and ik i do it all the time but i try to think of the positives in everything and maybe ya im in the feels but that still doesn't stop me from thinking of the positive cause of the little things that make me happy give me joy in this world and i want everyont to be happy and cheerful but i get u have times where ur upset and thats fine just take ur time and get back up to be the awesome self u are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " Rhynd"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "And they have four depressed children except their youngest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so sorry jay i wish the best for you but if this is very serious then maybe its best to get another trusted adult or maybe the cops to deal with it and ik its hard but i just want u to be safe"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Ik but I'm not gonna lose my four siblings because my oldest sister is basically my mom"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Before they started smoking weed they were good parents"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im sorry to hear that but is there anyway you are able to take away like the weed and stuff?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I could but like they will blame my cousin and he'll get grounded for even longer than we both are"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I am sorry to burden you guys with this I think I'll be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not a burden"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we have a vents for a reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we want to help"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Ik I guess I just kinda feel like comrade I feel like a burden when I open up about my feelings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same i feel like when i say what i feel like i think it just makes people annoyed about it"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Thanks nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mp"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Last night something terrible happened to me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I was in bed without my phone and..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I fell asleep "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am now week"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Weak"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It was weird because I couldnt sleep because Im used to always staying up late"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats why i didn't see gee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i was like where is he at"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Got to go school"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Alrighty"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm only plying video games to distract myself..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel worthless..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It feels like everyone hates me..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't know who to trust..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I have no irl friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or only a few..."}
{"username": "Hispanic Productions", "content": "i don't knows how to help bc i am also like that"}
{"username": "Hispanic Productions", "content": "i dont know how to explain it"}
{"username": "sincere", "content": "Eh. I rather have these talks in priv. I feel like personal info shouldnt go into a big server yk:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i understand what u mean about parents only talk about school cause now thats all we can do or thats what are parents think, they think that now that we have nothing to do that we have to do school but i understand its stupid how we have to focus hard on school when sometimes it doesn't even help us in the future and ya it stresses kids and causes depression and no adults understand this, but i think its best to maybe have a moment of breath and take a step back see how u can talk to ur parents about ur thoughts about school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then u have to talk to them about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u need a good relationship with ur parents to succeed"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "so now i am stuck with cropped up feelings about life"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "the only real why i can feel good is through music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i always have cropped up feelings and its fine to have that but there is always that 1 things that keeps u going"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but even that is rarely"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "its a snowball"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "it keeps cropping up"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and more and more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a snowball?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "a snowball rolling downhill"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "it keeps getting bigger"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see now just picture that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u want to do that right?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i want the snowball gone"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "imagine the snowball are my cropped up feelings"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "the snowball needs to disappear"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok its best then it slow down the snowball"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause ik u can never stop feelings its always there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but maybe use those feelings to stride foward"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "tbh i dont know how strong my bond with my parents is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "forward"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "most days before corona i played basketball every day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i lie to my parents, im not a good son at all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i understand its hard"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "so i rarely talk to em"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "cuz i wake up in the morning leave for school come home around 8 in the evening"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "eat my food alone"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "go upstairs and work"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and thats my day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats alri"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "yea but i rarely see my parents"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i mostly talk to em briefly every da"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "y"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "before quarantine i didn't even see my parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i would try my best to get a little time and they would too just to have a small talk"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i just dont have a reason to feel better in life"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont feel happy like i use too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe have a goal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a goal is a good start to have u start somewhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u wanna go to college?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont feel like i can vent a lot day to day anymore"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "xc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "would u like to go to college comrade?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "id like to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then start with that"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but my parents kinda force me there"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "every school related thing is pressured"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dunno i want something different in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all schools are pressured but there is always away to relief that pressure"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "a refreshment of something"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "just someting new i can look forward too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u should take a break from everything"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i should but when"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i cant catch a break"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anytime u feel like it"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "there is always something i need to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe take 1 day and just sit down and be urself be with ur thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just 1 day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not even a day"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "ill stay up all night to be alone with me thoughts probably"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "its the only real me time i can get"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if u think that the only time u have is to be alone at night then do that but not everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u should get a therapist?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i was thinking about asking my parents about one"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but i feel like they arent to informed about the situation the just hush the idea as a one time thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya maybe it would be good to try it out and see if ur comfortable"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont talk about feelings a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats what a therapist is for, they are professional"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but i think my parents will just hush it away as a one time thing"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "that i feel down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not really good at giving advice since im having a hard time too and not everyone survives their day like i do"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "how do you survive then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just try to go through the day thinking about the things that make me happy the people i would do anything for, ik when im sad its just a moment and i just have to go through it and ik im not alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but im still having a hard time thinking about whats good and whats not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i just start from the little things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the things that make my day"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dunno there is a small line between good and bad thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the moment that makes my day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i only have bad thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can never remember good thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just gotta think of a moment i will make someday and will make everyone happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a moment where there is no pain"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dunno what i will do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a moment where there is no failure"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "everything is unceratain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just think of something u want to do and succeed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it can be fake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it just has to be real to u"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i always say the less chances you take the less opportunities to fail"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik im probably not gonna a make a difference to anyone im just some random dude that is labeled but i just want to believe that one day no not even a day that 1 second moment that i will make everyone happy no failures no pain, only smiles that will make me believe that there is something to actually live up to"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "that is what always makes me think"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "see that is where we differ from each other"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i always see myself as a guy that is never gonna make a impact"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think that too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like for me"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont think that there will ever be a day where no one feels pain or feels bad"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "there will always be someone who feels bad"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and most days thats me"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i just hide it a lot"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "for everyone"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i might reach out to a teacher i really like since he is really nice and understanding"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "or my coach"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its an impossible mission and probably never gonna happened but its just hope that i will try my best to do this for others, idc if this breaks me cause im already broken, i just think its better for everyone to have joy in their life and stay happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes that is a good idea"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but there is also a thought of reaching out for a therapist"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont have hope"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i see no hope most of the time"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "s"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe if u can't talk to ur parents about a therapist then another adult that u trust is a good idea"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "maybe im prob gonna reach out to my teacher soon"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "like really soon"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then get hope make something that makes u wake up everyday and that makes u wanna get through the day just for that something or someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good i hope u feel better and hope u sort out ur happiness"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "thanks same to you"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "to sorting it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just hope for the best for u mate"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "same"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "stitchstitch"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "okay so about my last vent. I would like to say ive talked to my mom. Luckily i was careful with my words and it was a normal conversation. But im still worried that even if i was to see her and say smth itd put her on the edge of tears"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "it just really scary to think that if i made one mistake in my words, it could lead to my mom dying or killing herself. I feel like itd be my fault"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "dont worry ill be here for help"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "as you can see i have my fair share of problems"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but i try my best to make other people happy"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "its just personal problems from home"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i feel ya"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "my problems are personal"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "maybe not the same problems"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but there are definitly people who can help"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "she might just be saying it to stop you from saying anything she probably wants a happy family with no arguments"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "all she does is yell and argue"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "for the smallest reasons"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "maybe try message her"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "instead of talking in person"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i moved to my dads to avoid the constant yelling"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i do that"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "but it doesnt prevent anything"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "words are still words"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "i dont know but if shes shouting all the time and shes threatening then she might be introuble"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "would you be able to go round when her boyfriend isnt there?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I dont know what you have tried so far to help your mom, but i dont know in how far space helps. Again i dont want say you arent doing you cuz you are, but people are different in different situation. Maybe it helps if she got some space?"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Again i dont know you or your mom personally"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I just know in most of my cases space helps a lot"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "her boyfriend basically lives there"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and idk either"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "do you know when he will next go work or go out"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Maybe tell the people she is in touch with to give her some space or tell em to contact her and have a talk"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "You shouldnt be the only obe trying to help i hope more people are helpin"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I have to complete 1 1/2 semesters of math alone in less than a month"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I also have like 80 of the second semester to go in all my other classes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can help with math"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just ask"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "I dont want to all you to help cause this is my fault and I need to fix this problem"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "If it does get bad really tho Ill go to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but problems aren't always met to be alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "meant"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Wait. You can help with math and I was never told this?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i can help with math"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i helped juni and alex with math"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Simars the mathematician"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "arc?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Arcs"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Geometry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like height width stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have never heard of arcs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can try to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i can help with that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I will let you know tomorrow"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I just want to say something"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "things will get better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank u emily"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "onm"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah feelings are a joke"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "They are like me then"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "jokes have meaning tho"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Oh so not a joke then"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Cause I have no meaning"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you don't need a meaning for life, why can't u just vibe and just live life happy"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Cause its hard to be happy when you have no friends and nothing to do"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "something always breaks the vive"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "vibe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then make friends, u got friends here and yay there is maybe nothing to do in this situation that we are in but we can't get depressed because of a moment when life is alot longers"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i feel not so great"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My friend group split two years ago and I lost contact with my best friend for a year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This happened because we werent in same class"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But we are talking a lot more now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know sometimes people dont understand like when I was a kid I would always lie to not get into trouble but I stopped now that my little sister does it and I get annoyed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Off topic sorry"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "my point in life is gone, seems like it was buried and then set on fire. i dont feel the same at all, i wish i was the old me with no cares or worries. we got back together but it didnt help. we split up because i broke under the pressure, and i always think, im the monster they think and talk about, and it breaks a piece off of me every time."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There is always a point in life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life gets tough"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what happens"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "we even talked tonight but it wasnt the same at all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nothing will ever be the same"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it was awkward because we all werent the same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats because of quark"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "we were all so different that it hurt."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Quarantine"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it felt i was talking to the other people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well people age and grow up all the time"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i still dont think i wanna stay here..."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it has been pressure all around and it has been terrible for me."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it will disperse trust me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The pressure will go away"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it feels like im hit with a bullet when i think of schoolwork or the daunting task of talking to peers. it worries me a lot that i will never be social and will never go out of my room again."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "nobody else feels the same way at my school. i want to gauge my eyes out and cut my ears off when they even get close to me. im always remembered as that one kid who was weird in elementary school. it sucks being remembered as the person you were 15 years ago."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it feels as if im detached from my community"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Youve been at the same school for 15 years?"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How old are you"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "and i hate every single human being besides a few"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "im in college now tgo"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "tho"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "im 19"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "College is a tough time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My brother is in his 2nd year of college"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im still hoghsct"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "High school"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i hate my peers so much and i want them to go away, so i felt the only way was suicide, so they would never have to see my faces and i would never have to see theirs. i would never have to relive the bullies and people who pushed me down..."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive never been successful."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Life is gonna get harder and its alri but if u just think of the things that keep u in this world the things that make u wake up everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Parents?"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What about a goal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Start from there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If u dont have one make one"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I used to be the smartest out of my siblings but then something happened and now Im shit at math and everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But last year I failed all my math test but one day I got a pass and I was so happy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It inspired me to try that extra bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is there anyone u trust that can help u stop there bullys"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "These"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i used to be a good person but i was ripped of my dignity and my life. im only happy when its time to escape through video games."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "im in college... most of them are somewhere else"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "they did this in middle and high school"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "they tormented me, stole my food, told me to do it, but my friends were always there..."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "and for once in a while, they arent..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok thats harassment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Tell the cops"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or teacher"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it was in middle and high"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "not college"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What do they do in college"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "nothing since they went to different colleges"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So ur just feeling down cause ur away from ur friends?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Sorry i just dont know the whole story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe take a break"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just have a day to urself or more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just do whatever u want and have time to think"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "my close friend, dex, you prob know him, always said, if you do it you better save a seat"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "here ill @ him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ik who he is"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "Jedthus"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "this guy"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "his real name isnt dex, and yes"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive been dealing with it in the back of my head since middle school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U should know that killing urself doesnt do or fix anything"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "its always been way too much"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "thats what they all say, nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have tried to kill myself too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It was a scary moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I couldnt take anything in life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah its scary to think about when I was going to"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive done that many times. welcome to the club of pain."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "All the opportunities I would have missed"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "where everybody hates themselves"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But ending it now is just no point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U have worked so hard for ur life am I wrong?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So there is so much good in this world"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yes you are wrong"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive worked hard but the bad has drained me of life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U worked hard see"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How long do u get to sleep each day"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i might have worked hard but it doesnt matter"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It does matter"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i stay up til around 43am thinking and waiting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It helps a person be better of how hard they work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U need to sleep more"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "like a bedtime is gonna solve my problems"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "oh you wanna end world hunger? sleep more."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "see how that wont work?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant remember who it was I think Jacki chan and he didnt give any of his money to his son. He said if my son cant work to earn his money he doesnt deserve it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sleep clears the mind"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yeah and sleep is worthless to me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sleep helps you focus more because it gives your brain a rest"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "look, if its 2am already today, then im not sleeping"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I understand ur having a hard time and u want to end it but it really doesnt fix anything, like u have so much to live for, just because some assholes bullied u doesnt mean u end it, there are a lot of people who are dealing with problems and probably want to kill them self but everyone had a goal, or someone, or something that makes them wanna move forward or think of something u will do for the world or just for. 1 person or for yourself and try to reach that goal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have a goal its probably never gonna happen but I still want to stride for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I still get bullied"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know its hard but I made him invisble to myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Literally ignored him whenever he did something so he didnt get a reaction like he wanted"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "mine was built like a toothpick and i never beat him up, i was always scared. he stole my food and most days i didnt even eat."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he was the worst person alive."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "every single day at lunch he came to my table, ruined my food, and took it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone has different thoughts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U still in iso or not"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he was never luckily hurting me physically because he knew if he just touched me his ass would be in the pavement."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im skinny and get teased about it but I dont care because I eat a lot but just have fast metabolism"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "if i had the chance..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "See be the tuff guy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Who cares what people say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "They are just words"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "That people make to feel good"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "but then i would be the bully"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to get a stress ball"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "About them self"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Stress balls seem so fun"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like chewing gum"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I try to bite down hard to break the chewing gum"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont have a stress thing only thing I do is fidget my leg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My parents notice it and think Im weird for doing it"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yeah when i stretch my leg has like a mini seizure"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont have a stress thing I just zone out and listen to music"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Listen to Boys by lizzo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Best vibe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lizzo"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i listen to lil darkie which is probably the problem"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Prolly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "but one line speaks to me..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have a wide range of songs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Music is life to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I would listen to anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Hey onib"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Onib"}
{"username": "onibb", "content": "Heyy"}
{"username": "onibb", "content": "What's happening here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I like ur pfp"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just venting"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he said in his song genocide\u201d stop being depressed, step outside and puff out your chest, he made you the best thats ever gonna come out the nest. that line has stuck with me ever since."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What does it mean to you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What do you think it means in your words"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "even though he talks about commies and nazis he can still say stuff that means a lot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why does it stand out to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Then u cant change the past"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U only can do ur best in the present"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it makes me think that the world would be okay if i was okay"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it makes me feel special in a weird way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it makes me feel like i wasnt harassed by my older brother and his friends and that i could take on anything."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it makes me feel like i had really good friends"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im listening to geonocide"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i just feel like lil darkie has some bad things and good things. he may be a commie or nazi, but he seems like a nice guy"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "oh yeah genocide is a 10 minute long song so be in for the long haul"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Personal opinion listen to less heavy full on songs to more relaxed songs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honesty Woahan I just wish for the best for u and I really hope u succeed in life and I care about u and really dont want u to kill urself but I havent helped people actually I really cannot help people Im not good with emotions it upsets me but I think my only advice I can think of is maybe getting a therapist they are professional at this and will help u through rough times"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "another good one is methead freestyle. has some good and bad parts."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i like the heavy style"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But that may be why you feel this way as well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Boys is actualy such a good song"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "like dont tread on me by lil darkie is about the auckland shooting and he makes me feel kind of sad, but other than that his other songs hype me up."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "like genocide and big war hype me up while playing krunker"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "same with rap music and jack daniels"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not the best with this stuff but I suggest trying to get some more sleep because it rests your brain from all the stress"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "its already 2 am.."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Later today"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "aight ima get off. see ya tomorrow."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i might be on later tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "See you hope you feel better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "same to you"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Whenever Im sad I just listen to home or gone gone gone by Philip Philip"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Or ho hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ho hey by the Lumineers? bob ross"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Oh ya"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Its a great song"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My brothers godfather sings that"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Cool cool"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hes a good mate of ours"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thats nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ngl when people say all their problems and I try help it makes me feel like so many people are sad all the time and its gets me down. Like I want to help people out but its having a toll on me by showing me all the bad things that happen in life"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Maybe they fell asleep while their discord was still opened"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Maybe they don't want to talk because they don't feel like it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess but not that many people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When ur ex is still hot af "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But your not getting back together"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Felt that lowkey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She posts on her snap story"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its so hard not to think about her"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "When you're trying to move on, but your brain is still drawn towards that person"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "It's a big oof"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thing is I didnt have that weaker less love first relationship I just went all out and asked her"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Weaker less love?"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Oh so you had a strong relationship?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A girl I liked led"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Less"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really liked my ex like so much"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I literally would try see her face everyday"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not in weird way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Only at school"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah that's gonna hurt for a bit, but hey it'll get better it may not seem like it now, but it will at some point"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Maybe you need some more time, or do some things to cope with it really being over"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There is girl Im otg with but its more friendship but she doesnt realise"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "That's understandable tho, likeinf someone hella that you kinda just wanna see them it makes sense"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like I guess thats just how I feel about her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I dont want to seem mean and say no"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah sometimes your brain can tell you to move on, but your heart doesn't quite wanna let go of those moments you shared"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Maybe trying letting her down easy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We didnt have any moments"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ah well"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "The moments that could've happened"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "2 week relationship"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Apart from a head touching head for two seconds"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I literally froze when she did that"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Still when you like someone a lot it gets hard"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I hope you feel better buddy"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "But you should also definitely tell the girl you're not interested like rhat"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Better than letting her think that you are"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I did used to like her"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Well do you still?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess not really but we havent really talked because iso we just send snaps back forth"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "See my pfp thats how I wish my life was Rn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doing something I love with someone I love"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Yeah I think a lot of people want that, it sucks it can't be easier tho"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm sure one day you'll find the right person for you tho"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Sometimes it just takes time there'll be ups and downs, but hey it'll work out"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "u matter health matters too"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "sleep is good man"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "your health matters"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you should start sleeping more nopoint or it might stress you out try get around 7 hours of sleep"}
{"username": "Hispanic Productions", "content": "humans need sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I do sleep"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "You dont get enough sleep"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "If you dont get enough it will start to stress you out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It really doesnt stress me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im able to sleep anytime even If Im not tired"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its just cause I have nothing to do I rather just stay up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sleep?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what's that"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "whos he"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mj do be lookin hot tho"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "he likes little boys"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "da,m"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thanks same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ummm I wanna vent but I feel no emotions like nothing"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Wdym by this"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk I just dont feel anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Like nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "For myself at least"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Is it like no sadness or happiness?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Like no nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have hope and all that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just dont feel angry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Dont feel sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Dont feel happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im just there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "With nothing"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I feel the same way kinda"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just have a moment thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly I have been great"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "There was a time a little bit ago that all I felt was dull and the only reason im saying it is because I dont feel it as much anymore so its going to be better"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "but patience"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ik"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its just a moment"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "No cap I like my PFP its still pretty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Like you dont even know who you are at the end of the relationship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Like you feel like you lost yourself completely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "And that you still have little hope in finding yourself again but will probably never happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Took me about a year"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Idk how long it will take me if I even find myself again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just didnt care about relationship after that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Even tho I did go into another one but it broke off after a few months"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So I just dont really go for it unless its something Im fully prepared to do"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I dont think I will be going into another relationship again for a while"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Until Im at least finding myself a lil"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just dont think Ill ever be myself again"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I just feel like I wont find myself again"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I feel you"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "what do you mean"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "explain please"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "whenever i join on a zoom call w my friends, they just go on w their conversation but when someone else anyone else theyre all happy and excited"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it was like that at real school"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im always overlooked and feel abandoned but i cant leave the friend group"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "maybe they arnt paying attention to the screen"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "maybe try talk to them"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "tell them how you feel"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "if they are true friends they will help you"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "and include you more"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "message one of them now"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "do they talk at night"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "try now but if they dont answer try later tonight"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "sorry im not that good at explaining things like this"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "thats my vent"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Opened one of my assignments and started crying wtf is going on at this point\ufe0f"}
{"username": "ohheccB01", "content": "Wait you dont break down normally?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u open ur assignments?"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I try not to breakdown, probably just me being a mess like normal it's nothing"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im really sorry to hear that Grim. If it helps at all, Ive got the same problem with school. And my life is currently in shambles as well. The best thing I can suggest is ignore your stepsisters\u201d and do your best to ignore your brother. Everything happens for a reason Grim. You just havent figured it out yet."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "grim im really sorry of the situation ur in and i wish there is more i can do in this time of thing ik i probably can't do anything with the family issue and just hope it gets better but with the school if u need a break from discord to do the work u can, its fine to take a break and if u need help with anything then u have us to help u just gotta ask and all im saying cause of the current situation everyone is, it is very difficult for most people and it getting worse day by day and all i hope is once the quarantine is over everyone can get better at their own pace"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "we're here for you Grim, anytime"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "so. my friend got put in the hospital. no one can even see her. and i just can't lose her. we've made so many great memories i don't want to lose her. i don't know what to do. rn i am just talk to my friends on call. i'll keep you guys updated."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok ik there is nothing to do in this situation is just to hope and believe she will be better"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "thank you."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u need anyone to talk to my dms are always free and ill try my best to give advice and support"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "crying for no reason to let tears out is amazing"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "facts"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "unless u cant cry and them u just ache"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "If they cant trust you again for the thing that to u did they werent meant to be your friends if that makes sense"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I feel exactly like that bro but we can get through it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "brotha"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If they cant trust you for a mistake you made then it bettor off without them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i kid said my head built like an octagon:"}
{"username": "Mattsltlmind", "content": "Big F"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i fell asleep again "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "early"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good for you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i will try not to go on my bed tonight at all"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you should sleep early sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No youve been passing out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "once i lay down my body just boom"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "because you is tired and you needs to sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bi"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "you havent been getting enough sleep recently and when you wake up you are too tired to get out of bed you should try get about 7 hours of sleep or youll get stressed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't get stressed tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im actually perfectly fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even if i stay up"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "sleep a little then staying up all night isnt good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean there isn't anything to do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "if I put sleep in phone you know the buttons with words that come up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It says this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sleep is for the weak"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "like every time you meet someone who you want to be close to you have to make yourself fit into their mold regardless of how you feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri to do that, if thats what being yourself is people should accept that if they don't then you shouldn't be around them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats fine"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i sneezed and i swear i just busted a vain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u ok?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If you cant be yourself around your friends then your better off without them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What happened"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "F society F life F existing in this faulty mirage that the toxicity of the community you happen to have fallen victim to has conditioned you into believing I think its disgusting existing in a world where people actually believe theyre better than someone else"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I shouldve told you I loved you but I couldnt say it out loud, I couldnt let you know how much I cared, I couldnt let you know how easily you couldve hurt me, Im sorry for not trusting you enough to tell you whats on my mind, its not your fault I swear, I couldnt open up to anyone and I still cant, you deserve better than me and I couldnt let you get yourself hurt by caring about me, its better for you this way, an even though it hurts to remember, Im glad your happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "AIYANA"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk if this is lyrics or not but Im still really sorry and I hope there is something I can help with or something u want me to do"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No, theres nothing you can really do, its something I have to get through on my own even though Ill never really get over it, I know how badly you want to help and believe me it really does mean a lot but the simple fact that you listened makes it that much easier \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aiyana"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yes Lily?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We're here for you:c"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "OwO bot now is not the time dood"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bad OwO"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im not okay, and its okay to not be okay, and its okay to have emotions, its okay to trust people, its okay to get hurt, and it is not your fault"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im still struggling to accept everything above this but its getting better"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh jeezums was not expecting to relate that hard. I don't know you very well but i do care and am here for you. Im sure everyone in this server is. My dms are always open if you need to chat. That goes for pretty much everyone here but still. I do hope it gets better for you and slowly but surely im sure it will"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I. Love. You. You have no. Idea what that means to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I care for everyone in the server even tho I do have my own problems and I probably have depression and stress I still want to care and help out the server and treat it as my family everyone means a lot to me even if ur new ur part of the server and I would do anything just to make u guys smile so if anything is bothering u or ur upset plz talk to me or anyone u trust \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Do you need to talk about anything?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I had my time and talking doesnt fix things I have tried it may have fixed little but still picking up the pieces"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its okay to move slow, things dont happen over night, but listen to me very carefully, no matter how bad things get, no matter how badly you think youre drowning, it. Gets. Better, things get easier, and I know its hard, and I know you feel like its going to be like this forever but its not, its exhausting beating yourself up over the little every little thing, give yourself a break, take the time to just breathe, let it all out, its okay"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "It will all be okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im just having a moment thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It hasnt really the best 34 weeks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I did kinda rant a week ago but like it helped me little"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dont pass it off unless its something that is affecting you 24/7 I know how bad it can get, but you cant get better if you keep lying to yourself about it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah. you can have bad times. Where it gets worse for a bit but it may get worse before it gets better and thats okay. You just have to stay strong and pull through it. Keeping all your friends and family and people you care about close to your heart. It sounds cringe but friends and family and thinking about them and how much you care about them and how much they care about you can help alot."}
{"username": "off the bat", "content": "Seem"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "One little thing you can change that helps a lot is your music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean ik its a shit time and Ik its gonna get worse life isnt easy but we just have to make it to the point where it feels amazing just struggling where to go"}
{"username": "off the bat", "content": "Idk if ur talking to me or simi so Im just gonna sit back and watch"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Discord is actually the only thing holding me to the ground tbh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I mean ik its a shit time and Ik its gonna get worse life isnt easy but we just have to make it to the point where it feels amazing just struggling where to go"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint it can be confusing when trying to find how to progress. but the answer will come whether its sooner rather than later. Just dont be dying on us"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Life is only going to get worse if you convince yourself it is, you are a soul inside of a human body, its not going to last, none of it is, the tears, the pain, the loneliness, the lack of emotion, nothing is permanent, NoPoint this is a test run, you can do anything you want with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im life is honestly worse then rock bottom"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im too out of it to read rn but we love you nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I got 1 string to this life and thats disxord"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im a discord Addict"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If I lose this honestly I think Im done"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im failing school"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im life is honestly worse then rock bottom"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "NoPoint Is that really what it is or just the only thing its recognized for?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My parents know Im a disappointment"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont care about my school because I have to leave it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I really have no irl friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im a complete loner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Says at home does nothing productive"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Stays"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its getting worse and worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I should probably do something with my life but Im really bad at maths and thats a skill you need in life I think"}
{"username": "off the bat", "content": "I love you all good night"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good night abrant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Night Brant"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Then do something about it, Im not trying to be harsh or anything it just is what is, you have to give people a chance or youll never find someone"}
{"username": "off the bat", "content": "Peace \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye bill"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i agree"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "If you treat everyone as your enemy eventually youll never find an ally"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My ally is discord"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "I don't want to find an ally"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Everybody just turns their back on you everytime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just have no one close enough"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Do you consider your parents close"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont even consider my parents close. i can barely talk to em..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You don't need math in your life, I'm terrible at math."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but the thing is I liked her before quarantine because we started talking in class and I did said to her its pretty obvious we both like each other but I think now Isnt the right time because iso"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But because iso we drifting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Apart"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No shes just not the right person"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she seems toxic asf dud"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I know but shits going to be awkward"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I dont know her but I know her type, shes manipulative and she will drag you through the mud"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "WHO CARES"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "YOU DESERVE BETTER"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Scary shit no point typing is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just dont really know how to break it to her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought I should wait till school goes back and see if maybe it sparks again but Im getting kinda annoyed when she sends a snap every few minutes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Ive seen her type before but never dated"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Just drift, its the best thing to do honestly, no confrontation, no awkward talk, no hard feelings,"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Just somebody you used to fw"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive kinda messed up though because my ex used to actually be bullied by this girl but I found out it last year but kinda forgot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn Im sorry bro but everyone can change themselves"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont really know what to say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I really cannot change the 16 years of what I been doing"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "NoPoint I want you to do one thing for me okay?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just try to stay positive and helpful but Im a mess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess you could try start by doing something diffferent everyday"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Go hug your mom, tell her you love her, you dont have to do it now, or tomorrow, take your time, just promise me youll do it okay?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyday you should make your bed because it proves you can do stuff and it makes you look neater and soon doing those little things will turn into bigger things in your life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant promise that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Every day my body shakes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Every night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It cycles through my head everyday"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "i really wish i could help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How come some parts are blank"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Man I really just want to give you a hug"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U click on them and u can see it"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah me too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk Im just broken"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk what to do anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just try to be positive and helpful and when it doesnt help I feel like I just ruined someones life even more and its like I made everything worse for everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No point you are a really kind person who has helped out so many people on this server and I honestly think you are actually really cool. Now Im not just saying this because how you feel"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have alot of regrets in my life and one of my biggest ones was not spending enough time with my dad. I regret no spending time with him when i had the chance. Dont wanna seem melodramatic but you really dont know how long you have left with your loved ones till its too late. So make sure you try, try mend with your parents, even if you cant explain whats wrong just make sure they know you love them."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You are a kind person who really looks out for people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Something I have done is just try make my room a bit cleaner"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It helps prove you can do stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My mind is just hurting and idk how to stop"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Bruv i wanna hug you. You seem like you need one. Your mind will hurt for a while, you may not be able to stop it. But ranting and venting helps. when you talk to people about your problems it can feel like a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know you dont want to and you get told this a lot but you really should try get off discord and get outside and try meet some people I know its not ideal in iso but getting outside without tech helps me focus so much on my life and what is happening and has happened that I missed because I was to caught up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah, another regret. spending to much time on technology when i could have spent it with people."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U guys are people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love everyone here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But its not a face to face connection"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant leave everyone here when I cant even talk to people face to face in this world"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "we know and we love you too. but its not actual physical human, face to face connections. Not having human contact can make us go nuts, it is in our nature"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "This is my human contact"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i get that alot. but i find when i start actually talking to people getting more comfortable. its normally best to find the right people. the people who will accept you no matter what. im very lucky to have that group right now but you need to find yours"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "It. Takes. Time. Your not broken, your not a disappointment, mentality is a big thing, it takes over your entire life, your relationships, your perceptions of life, its not something that happens easily, it is. Normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My parents ya we go for walks but we dont talk to anyone this is my only way to talk to people"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if it is your only source of human interaction right now, maybe do continue to talk to us. but do take a break sometimes and live in the outside world for a bit. damn i really need to take my own advice..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A few months ago before corona there was an old lady who couldnt read the info on bus stop and she asked me to help. All afternoon I was doubting myself saying I made a mistake and thinking that she was waiting for ages or something happened to her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant take my own advice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I physically cannot follow my son advice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I tell people to have a break and do stuff but never do it myself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "many of us need to practice what we preach. I always find myself telling people to do stuff i should probably really do myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Find an uplifting Spotify playlist to listen to that will cheer you up a bit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We're all a bit scared of doing some things. Giving advice is easier to do it by ourselves."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk my mind still hurts and Im probably was crying thorough all that but Im feeling a little better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think i follow you on Spotify no point and Ive heard some of the songs you listen to and you should try listen to a few more happy songs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "crying is good! sometimes its good to cry and let out any emotions that you have bottled up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im a emotional dude so actually when I talk to most peoples out their problems I cry but I still try to help"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "And thats fine! Its better to be emotional than stone cold with pent up emotions"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You don't need to repay people. Smh, I think we're all happy to help you a bit."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You dont need to repay us! We love you and want to help: 3"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone has moments when the feel down so it ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I still get break downs every night and idk how to deal with them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk sorry I have breakdowns and I just draw whatever why hand wants to draw I literaly just draw lots of lines"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Find someone to take your mind away from I"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah, breakdowns are a bitch. The best thing is to not and i repeat DO NOT do anything drastic. If you need to talk during one to ease it off come talk. Try scribbling your feelings on paper. i do that alot and it feels better to not just carry them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Music is the only thing that helps me but its still a bit rough"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Music is always a good way! Happy and uplifting songs that make you wanna dance sounds cringe ik can help alot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And if you do feel in a self harm way just get rubber bands on your arm and flick your arm when you think this way"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Change your music. It affects your whole mood. And sunlight. Going outside. I know it sound cliche but they helped me so much"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Going outside helps sometimes indeed, it's not cliche, I do that as well c:"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When iso over you should try go make some friends"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know its a hard thing to do but it will be worth it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean I do have friends just not close ones"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk ya I might"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "People are hard to talk to face to face"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If I met any of u irl i still wouldnt say anything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah they are, its often why i go silent in vcs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im that shy dude"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I have very bad social skills"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Hey, thats okay!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I can talk in vc cause its online and it doesnt bother me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya cant look at a person face to face eye to eye and have a full convo with them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "We cant help what social skills we do and dont have. some people social skills come naturally but others not so much. its a case of training yourself to learn them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You actually have a nice voice"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "If I met any of u irl i still wouldnt say anything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint I would hug you because you need one dood"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I would fall asleep if no point read me a story"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Bro honestly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "He sounds like a Youtuber I have heard before"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Fearless or something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk what people hear in my voice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone hears their voice differently so"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hear my voice deep but when I talk into recording it comes out higher pitcher"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint I would hug you because you need one dood"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax honestly I just need some human interaction a high face at least but a hug would be so nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My voice comes out not as deep but its weird frequency"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if only virtual hugs were as effective as real ones"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have a Owo hug that changes me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I will send it in pics"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ig people really care about looks when its the first thing they see"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you talk to someone onlin then meet them its more personality"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if they are attractive too thats just a nice add on. But personality i find is more important"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i was doing a some research for an english essay and majority of people agree that personality is the most important attribute"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya but u only meet understand someones personality when u talk to them and people first take to them if they look cute"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im being completely honest here but first thing I notice about people is there looks but once I get to notice its more personality but looks will always be in back of my head but thats just who I am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i guess. but all of us have met before if any of us met up. I mean ive already shown my face aijide. thats why meeting up and making online friends is fun they judge you for your personality not look majority of the time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt see your face reveal"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lel i have an image in selfies"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Where"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i posted it yesterday cause i leveled up and was like yess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I will have check but wont screenshot because thats not nice"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everyone already knows what I look like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Some people even tho my address"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idrc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If they come they cone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if i lived in canada i would be storming over immediatley after quarantine is over just to give you a hug oksojdi... ive said that alot"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "so cute Tay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I spent ages looking for it but couldnt find"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "scroll up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just search up her name in history"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Makes sense"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wasnt there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is it bad I havent hugged someone besides my parents in forever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ill get it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I used to shy away from hugs but i need some friend hugs right now. but c o r o n a said no"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I couldnt find it Lax"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ill post another in a second if you cant find it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok thanks"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hold on a secondd"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It was In selfie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was looking in pics"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ndejiknak"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Here go to pics"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not used to new update"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I sent it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "This is a channel meant for ranging and venting"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No need to apologize"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And I have a parent like that. Except I dont get money. They say I do nothing and that they do it all. When its not true."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Youve gotta push through it. Its not worth the dwelling over it"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "That really helped Rachel thank you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ima post a long paragraph cause i have a lot to vent tbh i apologise in advance"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "No need to apologize"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry about ur loss and i understand its a scary thing to lose someone and im not gonna tell u to forget him cause thats mean but i want you to move on with that keep that as a memory that you don't want that to happened to ur other ones ik its pretty bad advice but i just want u to know that a loss is hard on ur own and i understnad that u feel like ur alone but ur not alone i care about you alot people in this server cares about u and ik there are people irl that care about you and want to support you and i understand that it feels like nothing is getting better but it is, it may take time and time is shit but all we can do is wait and have others trust and support and try to become better as yourself, your always gonna have these mess ups and loss in ur life but that can't define you, look for the things that make u for u and start with that, look at the things that make you happy and go off that, make a goal to make you feel better but i just want to let you know ur not alone and i would never want that upon anyone, being alone sucks and i understand idk what loss is and probably not the right person to talk to, so maybe if you feel like your breaking then maybe have a therapist but if ur too scared for that im always here to talk to u and will try my best to support and care for you, cause i care for everyone in the server and want everyone to live lifes with joy"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im sorry that had to happen to you especially at such a young age. Im not really good at comforting people but life has its reasons. You have me and the people on this server that you can talk to"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Its going to take time to go away, ive lost my grand parents it was devastating but it will get better. Just try taking your mind off it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes this feelings will help you and will give you hope, maybe u should talk to ur mother cause if she knows how it feels then its best to talk to her and it is gonna take time and u can go at ur own pace but if u need a clear mind its best to just have a break from everything and just be urself, go hang out with friends, talk to someone, ft someone have some time on ur own"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "onib go to sleep"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i do that lot but i use unhealthy ways. i become addicted to youtube, watch shows and play video games as a way to escape everything. I need healthier ways but i have lost all productivity levels and motivation whilst in quarantine. ive got art block and cant do any art coursework. no inspiration to write stuff. no motivation to continue my diary. jikjwq i just wanna go back to school."}
{"username": "onibb", "content": "I really wish I could hug u right now instead of this text message... I know u must be feeling devastated and lonely now. Know that ur not alone we are right here with u everyday \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "\ufe0f thank you onib"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i used to hate school and was so happy when school was cancelled and now is the complete opposite"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik in this situation its hard for everyone but if you can just hold on and wait for this virus to go, im sure it will get better and im really sorry i can't do anything else i always feel like words really don't do anything. if i could i would fly all the way to england just to try to make a smile on ur face and all i ask is that if you want to take out the feeling and emotions then maybe have a call buddy, its best when u talk to someone with a voice so it can give you comfort honestly face to face would be better i get that but i just thing to take baby steps and start with having someone to call and be there for you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u want ill be that call buddy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just want to u to be safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and enjoy ur life"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you. as much as it may seem not but you guys messaging and replying and trying to help does help alot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to help as much as possible"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "jodsaad thank you. i really really do appreciate that 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just want the best for you and everyone in the server"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i wanna say that i want the same for you and everyone else. i feel we all should take alot of our own advice sometimes"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I dont want anyone to feel bad not even people i hate. I may not come out as the nicest or most supportive but just know i dont want you feeling sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "emily u are one of the nicest people i know"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you emily. you seem to be such a nice person. like seriously, now donchu put yourself down like that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be safe and plz if ur ever down or not feeling urself call me or text, i don't want anyone in the server to feel down especially u guys"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i will, thank you. and same goes for you okay?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "btw i can't find ur inst"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "ive tried venting something for the past 20 minutes and for some reason i jusr cant. i even had doubts just writing this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What happened"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Shes texting me again"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Or trying to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Then either ignore her or just see what she says"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im trying to ignore her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk maybe talk to her but don't be too nice"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im not being nice really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok good"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Dont be too nice or too rude just get your point across"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Oh yeah"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "dont get off topic shes probably going to say how much she misses you and you have to remind her why you guys broke up in the first place"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Im blocking her now"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "alrighty do what you gotta do"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "as you should"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I hate living in the same town as my cousin"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Why if you dont mind me asking?"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "Im here using this channel to tell about a weird dream I had so dont think Im drunk or anything it was just a dream"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "So I woke up\u201d in my godfathers house and I went to go get a sparkling water from his fridge"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is that it?"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "No one"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "Nononono"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "I still have a lot"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "So I went and put each of the glasses of water around the house"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "One had strawberries one had ice and the other just had water"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "So I finished the one with strawberries and drank half of the one with water"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "So after I finished the strawberry water and half of the ice water, I was suddenly teleported to like a hospital hallway"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "Except the hallway was halfway filled with cranberrry juice"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "I walked past a door and went backwards through it and I was suddenly in a new hallway"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "This hallway was filled halfway up with balloons"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "So I walked a little bit and I was suddenly back at my godfathers house"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "And thats when he came out and I woke up"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "Really trippy dream"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "And now I have a headache"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Tw: S/x h/r/ssment"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "So I joined a server today and I asked for PluralKit to be added, like I did here. But the owner told me that hed only allow it if I sent him nudes.. I told the rest of the server and they laughed at me and said it was an inside joke\u201d.."}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I got a pic of me in selfies"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Cuz that exists now"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "I have two friends"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And both i am on bad terms with"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And i got depression thanks to quarantine"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Wait wait, so you and your friend had an arguement because you tried telling him he had a toxic gf?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I regret so many choices I made in past but its to late now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Can you guys help Im sorry but Im really tired and probably wont give the best advice atm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok have a good day or night but if you need me talk to me tomorrow after I had sleep"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ah in that case, you've done nothing wrong, if your friend doesn't see that she's toxic now, then he'll notice sooner or later"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good night"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Don't worry, J has made a mistake and forgiven someone a little early, sooner or later he'll notice this mistake and sort it out himself, maybe apologize to you eventually"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Unfortunately, when this happened to an old close friend of mine, it took him a year and a half to get out of a ridiculous onoff relationship, filled with toxicity and heartbreaks, so all it takes is patience and hope... Even though is cheesy sounding, it's true /"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well cheer up, you did the right thing in trying to warn your friend of the consequences of toxic relationships, have a cookie!"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I agree, it take a lot of courage to address something with a friend especially if it's about someone they like. All the things you're feeling fight now are valid but also at some point let yourself feel proud for standing up to a friend, hopefully he gets out of that situation but for now it's out of your hands"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "To"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hear"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "That"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "am"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "not"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "good"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "At this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "R u ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its 11"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "thats good you should get some sleep sometimes!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Anytime I sleep something happens in the server"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine you need to rest as well."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "but you need to sleep its not healthy"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "you might start getting sick or go brain dead"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hey Point dont worry. You should sleep! We can always catch you up later anyway:"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Damn NoPoint"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You missed helping someone"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But its ok. I think shes ok for now. And she knows that we are all here for her."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No ones there for everything. You help as many people as you can. And I think I can safely say for a majority of us, thats what we need. We really appreciate all you do for us Simar."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Don't worry too much. Sometimes you can't always be there for everyone. You should always take care of yourself however before pushing yourself to help others though. It sounds selfish but its true and i need to learn that to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont push myself, even tho if I could I would for anyone but its just that I want to be here 24/7 see what I can do if someone needs help or something or something happened and no other staff was around or an argument or anything just that I want to be there to see if I could help. I tell people all the time you wanna talk about ur problem and when they say no I just dont know what to do, I wanna help them but like at that point idk how"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thats ok. Everyone has that feeling sometimes."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "We appreciate what you can do for us."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah i meant pushing yourself physically. Like staying up late to be there for people and possibly risking your own health. Sometimes people don't want help or not talk. Its frustrating but often people just like to have an outlet to scream there problems and be done and often dont like to talk. I understand how you feel though. I always try to be there for people too. But then i do it too much and put so much mental strain on myself without realising. I often never talk about my issues with friends but help them with theres and i think its my brain tryna hide from my problems. I never really realised till i spent an entire night being a therapist and one of my friends asked me if i was okay when i hadnt been asked all night. Its always always always best to put your physical and mental health first no matter how selfish it seems. And when people dont want to talk, even if i can be difficult to not try push them too, just make sure they know you are there and if they ever do actually want to talk they are comforted by the fact they know they can go to someone."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "R u ok now?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "See, oddly enough, thats my same mentality."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "whats your mentality again?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What you just said"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its kind of what you believe is correct and such. Its hard to explain really"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "For example"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I still dont get it but its fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly I might just stay in here"}
{"username": "onibb", "content": "Ye same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Mentality; the characteristic way of thinking of a person or group."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Synonyms; mindset"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Ive been banished to here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk what my mentality is"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Love is a lie"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Fuck the earth"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "And i dont see a reason for lufe"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "Its only produce and repoduce"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur just having a moment thats all"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "An endless chain of pain and unnecessary hope"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "People backstab when they get the chance"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Who backstabbed u?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats 5 days and cause of the situation we are in ur gonna have a hard time"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "like i say one thing and everyone get instant triggerd"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Because it was a triggering topic"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but people dont realize that everything i say is gonna trigger someone"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "take a guess why world leaders are seen as bad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "That is why we asked you to come here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and you did"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "cuz they get taken out of porportion"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "im shaking and i dont feel good"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this place is where you can openly vent whatever you like"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh no"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "im gonna have a attak"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i am gonna faint 100 procent"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I don't know how to handle these too wll"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Do you know how to deal with these?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Try control your breathing first"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Screaming about your issues isnt gonna solve em"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Is anyone in the house with you that can help? Bring you water and such"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Dont think"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Inflate your lungs"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Deep breathing"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Sometimes thats just how it is"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "this entire planet is a mess"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Pretty much"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "my thoughts off the world are fuckd"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and im sorry if you get triggerd but i dont care"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i cant type my hands are fuckine shaking"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Stop thinking"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Just breathe"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Deep deep breaths"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Inflate and exhale"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Only breathing"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "tha is not how i work, life is a complicated matter"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "you gotta think every step of the way"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Im helping you with your panic attack not your depression"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "panic attak or not"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "think"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "always tink"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If this stuff doesnt help you should probably call someone to help you"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "no, people dont understand"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Understand what"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "understand my state"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It can always be worse"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i am thankfull for that"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "foesnt mean its good"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "ahg why cant i stop shaking"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "super anoying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "We do try understand. Don't forget alot of us are or have been in your state too. We want to try help as much as possible as well"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, you should probably get off your computer if your having so many issues and call someone to help you out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You just had an attack"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont want help from anyone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Or you may still be in it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes, we understand"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "help comes at a price"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "its my nerve system and brain"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "they will setle"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes. Just focus on your breathing and try not to think too much"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You don't want to flare up again"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "its my brain which is making a little thingy"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "which says do this"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "thats how it all works"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "love is just a little thing the brain makes"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "quite facsinating"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I've never been in love"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "also a goo reason why love is a lie, you dont feel in love, its all the brain"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I would like to"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i like to stay single"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "irl people i cant trust"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I have always believed that the person who is best for me is out there"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If thats what you wanna do"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i never think that"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "even if"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "statisticcly speaking that chance would be zero"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I am quite a hopeless romantic considering i've not fallen in love or been in a long lasting relationship"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "so i dont bother"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If thats how you see it"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then sure"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "if there were someone out there for me the chane would be small that i meet that person"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "so why bother searhing"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i got a survival of the fittest mindset"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I guess it all depends"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "dry texxt 101"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "That is how you and me differ"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i am pessimistic"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "we differ quite a bit"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "no man is truely the same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes. i am quite an optimist surprisingly but its just easier for me to deal with my issues that way"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and statisticly speaking there will never be someone like you"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "so all the soft talk of u are original is in fact true"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but then again i only say that cuz statistics dont lie"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "and despite that i am a hopeless romantic as well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes. We are all unique and different. No two people are the same. Even with identical twins and such, they may look the same but often there is something that means you can differentiate between the two and they often have different personalities"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i just dont see me getting anyone"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i try not to get my hopes up"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "learned that to myself"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "still happy i did"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Sometimes having protective mindsets can be good. But its some time better to try open your mind a bit"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "unfortunatley"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "we always get hurt"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i dont think its good to open up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Life is never fair"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and is os wish it was"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "its easier to give important data away"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "when u are vulnreable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I am often an open person"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Open to new idea"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "s"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "i like to stick to habits"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Open to new mechanics of the way things work and open to people about myself"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "it makes life more trustable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes. However some habits can be unhealthy"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "but enough of this gross venting stuff"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "im going to main"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I still feel slightly fuzzy if that makes sense"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have never been in such a situation as this"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its like the feeling of adrenaline fading away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but not"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel kind of sick too"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and am worried about people who suddenly went offline during that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "do i worry to much about other people?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I don't know if thats a good or a bad thing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I always take care of others before myself..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "is that bad"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Its terrible"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this situation has really put into perspective of how peoples issues can affect me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "kjhdiusdfhs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thanks soon XD"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "ugh, now that i am common sense"}
{"username": "Communism Goblin", "content": "why do i feel like people are weaker or more vulnerable"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "only thing im alright at is rollerblading and even then i get bullied for it by my peers."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "nooo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so who cares what they think"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "killing myself would be nice right now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I can't rollerblade so your doing better than me lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive always wanted to"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "DO NOT DO THAT"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "fate no suicide is never the option"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No death"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Death uncool"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yes it is. he was one of the people closest to me and look at him now, dead."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I felt the same way with my dad"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "everyone has a talent even if you dont see it youll find it very soon it might not be that common but everyone is unique and special and no one deserves to die"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Life throughs curvballs at you and the slam you smack bang in the face but you have to pick yourself up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "even if it takes a while"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive been in a depressed state for 3 years now. i will probably never recover from this shit. its the last nail in the coffin."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Do your parents know?"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "knowing that ill have to attend his funeral is such a sad thought."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "it will all get better very soon"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "My dads death only sunk in till i saw his coffin at the funeral"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Funerals give finalit"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its best to go to them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Then you dont have to be in denial"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "thats what they have been saying for the past 3 years pumpkin, itll never get better for me."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "try not to think about sadness only think about happy times and dont let the sadness take over"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i was in denial for all the days leading up to the funeral"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "fate but it will you just need to wait a little"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "It will get better if you want it to get better. It will get better when you try and make it better."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "even my brother cried. he hasnt cried for at least a year."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "fate wait a little longer it will definitely get better no matter what you think or anyone else says"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "because its a sad time it is normal to cry"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yeah and its definitely normal for a middle schooler wanting to kill themselves. i have had the worst of luck besides my friend dex."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "many people have gone through the same it will go away soon and you will never have to deal with it again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You would be surprised how many people your age are suicidal. You are not alone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You are never alone with how you feel"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "again, what they have been saying for 3 years. they act like im never depressed at school so i make stupid jokes to make me feel better. luckily they are never about other people, so its not bullying."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i do that too ngl"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I make jokes about my dads death alot. Kinda a coping method but people look at me like im a psychopath"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i feel like such a terrible person but at the same time i have to act happy around everyone. my friend group split up for 2 months because they found out about me being suicidal."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you are not a terrible person. Trust me."}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "thats not right..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "And that isnt right"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i only have one friend that i know will stick with me no matter what."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "They are amazing"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he said if i did it, save a seat."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I love that friend already"}
{"username": "pumpkin", "content": "just wait for them to experience how it feels and how they made you feel"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "hes in this server actually."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik dex is in the server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i was talking to Taylax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is that who ur talking about?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i met him this year, and ever since we have been friends."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Ohhh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya dex is a good person and maybe u should cherish him"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "if it wasnt for him, i would be dead."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I havent talked to him i dont think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they cherish him"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I still love him already jfoiewf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go talk to him"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i messaged him, he hasnt responded"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hes probably busy"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he knows what its like to lose someone..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there u go"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yesterday was his birthday. i got him a gift, but i couldnt drive over and give it to him."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can talk to him about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it was only a small gift"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe hold on to the gift"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "it was just a japanese import kirby plush. kirby is his favorite nintendo character and i thought it would be great, but this corona shit happened."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats nice"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i have the gift, but i cant give it to him until the nerf war."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im sorry that the situation we are in u aren't able to give it to him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then maybe hold on to the gift until u see him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u tell him how long u were waiting to give it then he would love it even more"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "we said fuck it and planned a nerf war for summer"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he already knows about the gift"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i really want to buy a perses nerf rival gun, but they are like 100S and im broke."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "that wouldve been a really good gift, but it was too expensive."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "he threw a box of cereal at me for my birthday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry the situation we are in is making it worse"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "june 5th and they come in from michigan."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "its not your fault nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i still feel bad that ur going through alot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u need anything ill try my best to help and support"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i cant handle it, but at the same time i can control it."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "yeah my cousins used to live in italy for a long time so they always came once a year, but they moved to the usa and we can visit more."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im glad u get to see ur cousins more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i actually have to go rn so we can talk more after"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "when your none of your friends 1 friend so youre always the replacement/backup friend"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and the only person youre not a backup for lives in indiana now"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "hhaaha"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i have no one to hang out with im dy I ng"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "relatable"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "now im sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "WAIT ANGRY"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "R U SAD?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "IM SORRY"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "why did my best friend not tell me about their struggles yet they told our other friends. It really hurts, anyone able to clarify"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I sad but idk why"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Sometimes im just sad aswell"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "No reason most of the time"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah..."}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Just feel like that sometimes, but know that no matter what your situation, it could always be worse"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "i just feel like we grew a relationship and he kinda ruined it"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, they may have found it better to tell someone else that they may consider closer to than you are to them"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "do i say something or stay quiet"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I suggest you remain quiet, But you want them to know that youre open to talk if they ever need anyone to go to"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "it just feels like maybe he doesnt trust me or something"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, maybe its not just trust, Maybe it has to do with them not wanting to bug or annoy you by putting their issues onto you"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "they always do"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "we have bro talk like every day"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "dont why im saying they"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, Maybe since they usually do, they figured that you would likely rather not be annoyed by them constantly talking to you about their problems"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Absolutely"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Can I just disappear?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Whats making you feel like that"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Everything"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "E l l a b o r a t e"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "In the past week almost anything and everything has or will go wrong"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "F u r t h e r"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Do you know whats making things go wrong?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "No"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Like if anything can go wrong it will"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Its been doing it for the past like week"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mmm, Well, are these issues affecting your mental health/functionality as a person?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "A lot of them are"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well like, Clearly mentally but if it does get worse you should probably contact someone about it"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I cant really do that"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why not?"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "I cant trust people"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "With anything"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "What convinces you that you cant trust anyone"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Any sort of past experience or"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Yeah past experience and Ive never really trusted anyone at all"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "if you do need to talk to someone about it There are people that have jobs to handle these kinds of issues, and if you believe that theres truly no one you can trust, I completely understand that, But if it is that way, You should know that My DMs are always open for anything that you just need to get off your chest, getting advice for smth, Honestly just you Can just DM me about any of the problems your going through and Id be glad to help in any way that I can"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Absolutely"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "when you get a rush of people dying and bad memories that make you want to kill yourself at 11:31 pm"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "better start writing the letter!"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Ah.. want me to get a suicide hotline number for you?"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "nope. nobody needs to know."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i prolly wont do it anyway"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Hey. You vented about it, you dont want this to happen. Thats enough for me to know that you still have hope."}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "That is a great thing to look forward towards!"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You should do it and Im sure we could all help you get started"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Not that its very important, but I feel super sick and its hard to concentrate and I dont know if Ill be able to get to sleep this uncomfortable"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "What do you feel?"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "My tummy feels like a hot air balloon"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i get sick very often so i can try helping"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Very stretched"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "have you ate?"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I think sailor just ate too much/ drank too much"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Even if I know what caused it, I dont know how to fix it.. aside from waiting I guess:"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "try drinking water, distract yourself somehow"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "No I drank too much water! Thats the problem!"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and i dont think being active is going to help"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "ah okay i think just lay down and try distracting yourself"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I cant pee if its still in my tummy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thing that annoys me is that shes gonna take it as a breakup when we never dated"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Some of you know I was still working out what i was gonna do but someone apparently told her some stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kinda hope its over though because I was just gonna try block her out slowly so she doesnt realise"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Till its to late"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Update"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So it wasnt me they called dodgy it was the fact that apparently Im popular and shes not and those relationships dont work"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Whats wrong with being   popular  and not, you shouldnt categorize people. A bit dumb to say it wont work because of that.."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what someone said to her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She said she wasnt popular and called me popular"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "..., even if you were it doesn't change who you are.."}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yall ever been body shamed by your own family?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "When someone says goodnight for the 3rd time and still doesnt actually leave and it makes you wanna scream cuz youve said gn what feels like 30 times"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Udjdnsisn im sorryy my brain wont shut off sineosms"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Lowkey tempted to find sleep tablets"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its lile 1am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I would like sleep body lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Like ive been trying for the past hour, hour i think?, but yeah no my body wont let me sleep"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Izms8smsjwk"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Try music?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ooo wait"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Try to stay awake. The more you try and stay awake, the more tired your mind gets."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah. I gave up after an hour and came here. Probably gonna go watch netflic now for a bit and fall asleep watching that lmao"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Gn again again again again again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Lmao thanks sphorx"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "If you stay up for 4 nights and days you start to hallucinate"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im not recommending it but if anyone want to take one for the team"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait whos staying up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i say just sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tbh everyone should sleep at least 56 hours a day"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "K but like what about the night time"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "My sleep schedule is entirely reversed at this point"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then why did you make me go to sleep at like 2 yesterday"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I usually wake up at like 11"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idc about time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can sleep anytime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just best if people sleep at least 5 hours a day"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If I can sleep anytime"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then why do you keep telling me to go to bed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause u probably haven't slept for at least 5 hours that day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u slept at least 5 hour today?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "im going ti go cry so ill be back in a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why r u going to cry?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u ok?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "emily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rowlint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck she is offline"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "tuff"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "im okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u sure?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u wanna talk about anything?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i cant even have a conversation right now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there something happening?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "im sorry ill be back in a little bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Is anybody else falling apart at the seams"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Like you just want to scream at the top of your lungs but every time you breathe salt water hits the back of your throat"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And you want to ball you eyes out but it hurts too much to cry so your left with a million tiny pieces of yourself falling at your feet"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Staring off into space as the world around you turns on its axis"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "But then you have to snap back to reality and while your body is moving your mind is still stuck in the same place running itself over, over and over again because it knows there is something wrong with it, it just cant pinpoint the issue until you look in the mirror"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And every"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Little"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thing"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Sends you over the edge"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Whats making you feel like this?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thats exactly the issue"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I have no idea"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I think its the fact I spend too much time in my own head and I get tangled up in my thoughts too much"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "But it could be something else"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I block out a lot of present pain in my life so I never have to deal with it, so instead of letting it go the pain kind of marinades in the back of my head"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Like things that should be traumatic are just neutral, just a simple memory"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Thats when you need a therapist.."}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im sorry,"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "For wheat?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Whaot"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dumping that on everyone in the chat bc its too much then they dont know how to respond which is completely understandable so Im sorry for making everyone uncomfy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aiyana do u want my number to call or talk cause im free anytime or we can vc if u want?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im okay, thank you though"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "No worries, I cannot feel emotion. However, I am not properly educated to inform you. I would suggest you contact trained medical proffesionals."}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u don't feel like telling the whole chat my dms are open"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Dont apologise, venting is extremely important. Feel free to vent any time, were here to listen. Even if people cant give advice in return, letting it all out is much better than bottling it up 3"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thank youu"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aiyana we all care about u so i rather know what ur dealing with then just not saying anything at all"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "indeed, my dms are also open if you dont feel comfortable with saying it on here. Here to listen if you need to talk: 3"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "NoPoint julia I just dont feel like talking to anyone rn its hard for me to express myself to anyone bc Ive have trust issues, nothing against you personally but people are just unstable, they come and go, so its hard for me to let down my walls after theyve been there for years"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Especially for people who are just going to leave in a few months"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "I completely understand you, I hate opening up especially to people who know me because Im worried itll backfire."}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Thats why I usually vent to complete strangers who know nothing about me"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "And cannot hold it against me in any way shape or form"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Its a weird mechanism but it does the job"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i understand we are just random people and we are probably never gonna meet but i rather have u guys talk to me if anything is wrong before i go"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Nothings wrong some things just could be better, and Im working on that 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just saying if u ever wanna talk or text my dms are always open and u can always ask me to vc"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "HMMM. Well if anyone needs mental help just drain it in my DMs. idc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Idfk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No I mean why bj first"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "It kinda just happened idrk\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm conflicted"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm chill"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U should have got nice pierce on ur nose then give him a bj"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya good question"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "He's my closest friend so he's still nice"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "..."}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Why is that the question"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Oh that deepens the story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "We need to know"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "What's considered big"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "nice convo"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Eh it's chill"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Big"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya 6"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Well theres long and theres circumference"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Is it skinny tho"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "jsjfjfj"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Fat and big?"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Long not that skinny"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ong tho what is this conversation"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "god"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean fun convo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just dont let kris know"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "It's not the first time I've seen that part of him, I've known him a while"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "And we're pretty close"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "How does a bj just happen between close friends though"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Like do you just trip near his crotch and go'damn'"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Great question"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait ya why did u bj"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Friends with benefits?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He might like u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or mostly does"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Could just be friends with benefits but its hard not to catch feelings in that arrangement, even f he doesnt realize"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Even if this has happened before Id definitely clarify your relationship with him before you go on normally and have him give you piercings lmao"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Idk he said earlier he simps for me, idk what that leads to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya Im pretty sure he likes u"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yike"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "The council has decided"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have a question"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or nvm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Ask"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "ASK"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its too deep into it"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Just ask it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur all children"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Expect haki"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "How do u no that"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Send it somewhere?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "All of u are younger then me expect haki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its a dumb question"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Send me the question oof"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "pfft"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wair what"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Tech deck\ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Now Im confused"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok then"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Anyways, idk, if he does like me like that idrk if I want something like that rn, like I get I just did THAT with him, but at the same time"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Idfk"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Sex and dating are very different matters"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean if its not with a random dude then Im pretty sure they like u"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "One requires full like mental attention and readiness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "With"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Yeah just talk with him"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "hmmm. Life hurts. you do something cool its smacks back with something bad"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "it cant"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Tonga", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Go sit in the corner, souls"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What souls?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "The poopy head right there"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hmm interesting"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Byebye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Have fun"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Banished to the corner, its a bit sad tbh"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "O no"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "That Succ"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This isnt so much a vent but I dont know why I try get into a relationship when I know that it will end and make me worse than when I started because Im still in high school so couples gonna break up eventually"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "now you weigh what'll happen Gee would you rather fell happy for months to years, and the feel depressed; or feel pretty meh for months to years, but not depressed"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Do you know about anything that your family could be going through, Like an issue or problem that theyre dealing with thats making them act like this?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Fuck, I have to go, Im so sorry, Ill be back in 2 minutes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Youre sure your parents arent just disciplining you but, Like in a more severe manner?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I understand that people in school can be dicks"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I get made fun of all the time over absolutely nothing"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Just dont listen to people at school, Even if they try to put you down to make themselves seem better, just ignore them"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It sure as hell works for me"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I mean yeah, my parents are unbelievably strict except for I dont get paid for ANY of the work or extra things that I do for them"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Honestly theyre almost exactly the way you described your parents as, But Ive just learned to go with it, if theyre treating you unfairly then thats just how it is sometimes, I get thats its tough but it helps you grow to be a better person later on in your life"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yeah I get that most people don't get paid and I'm trying to get money because I want to buy stuff and they never buy anything but weed"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yeah no this has been happening all of my life"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "So their addictions to drugs come back and affect you"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Correct?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Correct"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, The drugs are a huge issue and if they continue doing them then itll only get worse for you, so the two best things you can do is just persist and push through the issue, dont let it stop you from doing what you wanna do, and even if this issue is something beyond your control, the least you can do is make an effort at helping them stop their addiction"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Even if you can only help a little, any small effort could make a detrimental impact on their health and your mental health and performance in parenting you"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Even then, You always have us by your side to help you whenever you need it"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "They said today they have been potheads all their life and they are never gonna stop so drop the issue I'm glad that I have you guys to talk to it really calms the depression"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Maybe it's just sadness all the time"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Absolutely"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Maybe I'm overreacting"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Youd assume that this sadness is coming from your parents behavior towards you"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Right?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Idk I'm just sad all the time"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Theres no chance youre overreacting, this is a serious issue and you have a good reason to be reacting to this the way you are"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "It sometimes goes away but then comes right back"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yes I do and I'm glad for that"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, Is there anything else we need to discuss?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I have to pay for a whole new door which kinda makes me mad but I'm fine"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I'm not even the one that broke it but yea I think I'll be good"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Absolutely, anytime"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If you ever need to talk to anyone, My DMs are always open for anything you need to talk about or get off your chest"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I didnt read all of it and Im sorry but I think everyone is awesome and amazing and would near want anything bad upon someone and if there is anything I can do plz let me know u guys mean alot and Im always here to listen and help as much as I can"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i dont understand my brother, he hit me with a ball like 10 times yesterday and is questioning me why my head hurts"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "the only time we bond is when he makes fun of me"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i got 2"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Me and my siblings almost never get along"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "We only actually get to bond when were messing with eachother"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Waitwaitwait youre a firstborn too, Right NoPoint?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Epic"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Very Ebic"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my sister is a year younger then me and my brother is 8 years younger then me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im a middle child"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Get blamed for everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "All good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its not your fault anyway"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Seriously does any one else get told to kill them self over nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah I talk to myself sometimes too"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very often"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i tried"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Twice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wasn't the best decision but thats how i felt"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im really glad i didnt though, things did get better after I convinced myself they wouldnt"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Yea but I wonder what is the point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "point of what?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Find stuff you enjoy"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Life is just a test run so do what ever you want"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Find people you like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't need a point to live, u should be allowed to just live ur life without a purpose just freely out there"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "enjoy life while you can"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Its just sometimes I feel like Im stuck and I cant do much"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "And does it really matter when every day Im being drag down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean everyone gets stuck sometimes, u just gotta look in a different direction and see how to get a way back up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i get dragged down everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just try to think of what i am to myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to think positive"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idc what people say to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good or bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think of myself of things ik and only me"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "But do you wonder what would happen if you did it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all the time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would always think to myself what would life be after my death"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would always think its better off without me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but apparently people actually care about me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i rather not hurt them"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "I mean what is stopping me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what do u feel proud about"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what brings u joy"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay what if y out had done it a year ago"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What things would you have missed out on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u ever lost someone?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bob"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and uk how it feels to lose someone right"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Yea but I really dont know the people"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "I wasnt sad cause I never new them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean why go away forever when ur just having a sad moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we got like what 40 years more at most"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not live life to the fullest now"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Because this sad moment is my life every day"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "I have days where Im fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then change something, there is always different way but people think the easy way is the best way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if ur really thinking about killing urself i will get the hotline thing for this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk to professionals"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Youre not broken."}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "But its all just momentary distraction from sadness I can change it up all I want but one day the sun is going to explode and its for nothing"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "It gets worse before it gets better"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Life is like jumping on a trampoline, no matter how hard you fall you always come back up, but you have to push to get yourself off the ground again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i never felt a lost like someone dying but people have left my life and it hurt me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like someone left this server and i got really upset cause they were one of my close friends and i really cared about them but they were having personal issues and wanted to leave everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it hit me hard and i understand how death effects people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even tho i didn't really lose them it still hit me hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all im saying is that death is never the option"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u probably think it is but there is different ways u can go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just gotta see every directions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik ur probably not gonna listen to me since im some random dude on the internet but all im saying is to cherish people that care about u and the things that keep u happy even if its small its still keeps u happy"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "You know you people are the nicest too me right now"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so please if ur really thinking about death talk to some adult or someone irl and i really don't want u to choose that horrible path"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I may have missed a bit of the science call and have no idea whats happening"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We cant live without bob Ross"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There are many active people on here like me Im active like a lot Im always here for you if u need to talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im always here to help too, if anyone is upset or having a sad moment plz talk to us or if u don't wanna talk publicly my dms are open and we can voice call too if ur comfortable"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "bob ross", "content": "You dont know what it means"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Np Im here to talk any time"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Yes if you ever want to talk about something were always here"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm in a good mood, i'll help anybody rn. dk i just feel like helping people currently."}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ight bc my math homework is really hard rn"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dude you said you would help"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "with"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "non math issues"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "K so I also have daddy issues"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I would help with math"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "non school issues as well, i'm a bad student"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ill try my best to help with my issues"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "6x9"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "mouthwash"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so those daddy issues"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i eat daddy's so like"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "hmu"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "If you can find him idk man"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Hey bot you wanna have a sleepover"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ill bring the blankets"}
{"username": "nixz", "content": "My heart feels heavy"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "nixz", "content": "I'm so done being there for my toxic friend and they're not there for me.."}
{"username": "nixz", "content": "I just need someone who's there for me;"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ik how hard it is to get out of a toxic relationship, listen to me, you deserve so much better than them, youre worth so much more than that"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You are in no way shape or form obligated to keep them in your life"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "what if you have no one else to be there when you let go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just need someone who's there for me;"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok.6756 Im always gonna be there for u"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "what if you have no one else to be there when you let go"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "not hector I know it feels like that all the time, and like you have no one else to talk to, trust me when I say they are holding you back from so many other people you didnt know you had"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ill be here to listen and give as much help as possible"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Your friendships become so much more meaningful once you cut them off trust me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have had 1 toxic friend well kinda but she used me to get her grades up and I thought we were really good friends and it really hurt me but once I moved on I got new friends, friends who I can actually talk to and enjoy my life with"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Theyre leaches always have and always will be"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I was once friends with a girl who would say stuff like I only hang out with you so I dont look lonely and broke me and my bsf since 2nd grade, she made fun of a girl who cried because her grandpa had died the night before"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its not worth it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Trust me"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its honestly such a scary thing because you never realize how much power someone like that can have over you"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "It really is"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I developed so many insecurities and did a lot of things Im not proud of as a product of that relationship but the second I got out of it this weight I didnt know that I had came off my lungs and I was finally able to look in the mirror without crying again"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its hard to experience but in the end you prove to yourself that youre stronger than you thought you were"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Aiyana r u ok?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, its kind of hard to explain, but if it wasnt for her I wouldnt be as confident/happy as I am now so Im grateful that it happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I understand"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Idk but I feel like if I saw her now Id tell her thank you"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its kind of funny how people grow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I get what u mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I kinda wanna stay here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its quiet nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or I might just go off discord for the night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I hate when people act rude to each other"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk what Im saying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My brain is still huring"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont wanna sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I might go drink a bottle of Pepsi again"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I think maybe being off discord might be helpful"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Put on some music and just listen for a few minutes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have been listening to music"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Really?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What artist do you listen to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Any"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I like all types of music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Mostly with good beats"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Try Felly,"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its nothing special its just really calming"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I might listen after"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But I feel like if I leave I have nothing better to do"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You dont always have to have something to do, you can just let the world be for a minute you know?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "So whats on your mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um idek honestly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everything and nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "That doesnt help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I totally get it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No its fine"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I know exactly what you mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I already kinda ranted but idk"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im not good with advice but I recommend just putting some really soothing music and just think about things that are positive"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its like when the Earth was just a ball of water, rocks, and lava, it is everything and nothing at the same time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im listening calming music to me and ya I try to think of positive things but then I just dont know I freeze"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Just dont think then, get lost in the music"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Get off discord for a few minutes and see how you feel"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "look outside"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I might get off but idk where to go if I get off for the night"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You dont need to go anywhere, just drift and go to sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont feel liking sleeping does me good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It just makes me ran away from problems"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "It gives you time to process your issues"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "So they dont seem as big when you wake up"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "no point are you okay?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i muted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I unmuted u"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "otay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya Im ok"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "oh alr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just dealing with some issues"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "No point tf"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "what happened bruh"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What do you mean stuff happens?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "simar speak to me"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Like you miss stuff when youre alseeo?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "or imma clap dem cheeks"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "Baka chill"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "its a method"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "dw"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im like this all the time"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "dude u cant say idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why everyone here"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "clearly u know something"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "cuz im worried about a friend"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "its cuz uh I wondered where you went"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "so I found you here"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "ur pfp lookin kinda edgy too bruh"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Weve just been talking"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i need soem answers youngin"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "ur clearly at some sort of a stalemate"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have been having a rough few weeks"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No point, no, get out of your own head, ik its starting again"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "maybe take a break?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "u say u dont know.. so are u bored"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "or is it worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Probably worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "or something psychological with urself"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What if we all just took a break and fell asleep"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "he did say earlier that doesnt help"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I wonder what it would be like if we all met in person"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Id give everyone a big hug tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant think straight"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "simar is a gentle giant"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "hes around my height but unbelievably nice"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I kinda want a hug right now"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "hugs are noice"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i wish i could hug you"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but corona wont let that slide"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "dude think of urself more rn"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "mental health is just as important as physical health rn"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "moral is unbelievably crucial"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I get you want to help everyone but you have to take time off for you"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "fr man"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "uve been on discord for long periods of time"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "its not good man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause I have nothing better to do"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i get u like interaction"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "u do"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "and thats to work on urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk how to do that"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "do something else to change up the pace"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "walks, music, interaction with those around u"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "as much these people on discord mean, u cant rely on them for everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have been trying everything but I just feel like the more u do the shitter it gets"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "what have u been doing?"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "can u list a few"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I been going for long walks day and night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I take 2 showers a day, I play with my dog, I try to play games and get my mind off but it doesnt work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I tried to make music too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And that doesnt even help"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "man"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "give me sec to think"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Thats unhealthy"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I mean the 2 showers"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "have u really vented EVRYTHING u feel?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean Im not good with words"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Have you called someone and have had a good conversation? Maybe youre stressing yourself out on how you want to feel"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "talking is important man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im not a person that talks"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im not good with social interactions either"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im a shy dude"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "dude i get u"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im just outgoing behind a screen because i have an outlandish personality"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i think another problem u have is that u never talk about what u like"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "u cater ur conversations to others"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "try to find ur self"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Just dont put a fake smile if that make sense, doing that wont help you ive done it everyday for like 2 years and its not good"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "its okay to not be happy"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ik its ok not to be happy, being sad is an emotion and everyone has it"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but people that have common interests with u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What do u mean"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "what do u enjoy doing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly idek"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I usually pick up what others do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I never start my own thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I cant make my own decisions or do my own thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I might do that"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "ur gonna need to"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "literally anything can make u happy"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "pls do"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "u have anything u even mildly like doing"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "do u have anything that u mildly like doing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean I used to make some beats before"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I had fun doing it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But I lost interest cause of school"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "return to it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ig ya I can try"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "too much for my liking"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean I dont do anything even without quarantine"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "just make ur beats"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "and have a good time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ig"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "if u dont have a good time than start writing about it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Writing really does help"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "who cares"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "no ones reading it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and that doesnt matter"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "its for urself"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "to vent to urself in a way"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "since u would understand"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "it sounds weird but its true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ok"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "aight man"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but work on urslef"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "fuck everyone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ill work on myself but Im not forgetting about everyone else"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "do what you have to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thank u"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "how am i sweating but freezing"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "simar imm aticle ur toes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my cat has hit me"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im crying"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "plus"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i dont have any lemon donuts anymore"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "so i am also crying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is that why u showing me black screen"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im sobbing"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my donuts gone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I rather see that then black screen"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "thats sad"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i will give you a donut"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "u wanna see me cry?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i new my donuts back"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "those were fire"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No I just wanna see how u look like when u dont look mad"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I rather see that then black screen"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "NoPoint the amount of times i send you blacj screens"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ok but"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "most of the time when u say i look mad im not"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "no they were donuts"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "thats just my light"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "in eyes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya u both do that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U and Eliza"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U guys look mad all the time"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "if i send eye pics ur lucky"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i send tiara face pics tho cause i love her ofc"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i dobt spell"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean she sent me 1 full face pic of u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I didnt ss but ya she has a lot of stickers"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "which one was it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just remember ur face"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "explain i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It wasnt bad"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It was nothing dont get mad at her"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im not"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i just wanna know which one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont remember"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have brain damage"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what does it look like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Again brain damage"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just remember it was u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I didnt ss so I wouldnt remember"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what was the last time she texted u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "cause she hasnt answered in a while"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "She left me on read for 4 hours"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "weird.."}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i dont even have her added"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "she never does that to people really"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ima text her brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya Im just not a good person"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "no ur not"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "you are such a nice person"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "wow i used to never cry now i cry for no reason"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "eh i dont cry unless im super upset"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "EVAR"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "DONT XRY"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "CRY"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "oh shoot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "IK UR CRYING CAUSD I WAS"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Stop"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i am crying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "bobobonoobon"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i cant control"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "me crying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "EMILY"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just calm down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Deep breaths"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Calm down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Relax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Once u have relaxed then go wash ur face"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "frick"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i want donuts"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "no donuts for u"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im going to actually cry soon cause my eyes brun fucjjcjcjxjajajajjaaj"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Stop"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No more crying"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "no crying"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ima cry ajajjajajanjaa"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "some of my humor is back but i dont have any emotion to be happy"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you realise you have gone to all the boys funerals but none of them will come to yours"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "trust me they will they just need to clutch up in the gulag"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I joined a server and they started interrogating me about my OSDD and then said I was causing a scene when I got upset that they didnt believe me.."}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "being valid is already an incredible insecurity of ours. I feel like an incredibly shitty human being, I feel numb and depressed and suicidal and I dont know what to do"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Ping me if you respond, this server is too active for me to keep track of"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Thank you.. I think thats exactly what I needed to hear.. that makes me feel a bit better"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Of course, If you have any issues youd rather not talk about in public, we can talk in DMs anytime you need"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im on like everyday so"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hope that you are feeling better quma, as so many people care"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Its really hard to see/believe that some times"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "We get it, I gotta admit, Sometimes were pretty ignorant,"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "By we I mean Zeus"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I entirely forgot about that encounter"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Wooow rude"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Wooow not wrong"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "No Im just scared of getting wrapped up into this"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Also May I note, Immm not exactly the best at this, Sorry if my advise doesnt make any sense or sounds dumb"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "No its fine"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I dont know, I seem to have an innate ability to get server moderators to despise me"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, its probably just a lack of understanding your situation"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Shouldnt blame yourself"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "is it bad that i thought my brother was going to spray me with mosquito spray just because he was near me with the spray thing?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mmm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Slightly,"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Is he older than you?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I mean, He probably think hes just playing with you or smth"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I act like that with my younger siblings"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "But they dont seem to mind it and they just do what I did right back"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Have you told your parents about the issue?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Why not?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Have you told him that it really agitates you when he does it?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "You should do smth, like explain to him that you want him to stop"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "no because thats like the only time we actually talk"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then maybe the next time hes messing with you, You Can try to explain how you dislike it so much and how you want him to stop"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "You have to be stern and sincere with your words so he can tell youre serious about it"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "i dont know if this is just my siblings but they wont stop like even if you are serious they carry on"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "he still wont take me serious"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then maybe you should try to explain the issue to your parents, Like how even if they tell him to stop, he doesnt"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "And explain how what theyre doing isnt affecting the actions hes taking"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "parents dont do anything they see older siblings as mature\u201d people so they just think youre lying most of the time"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well maybe you could give actual examples, from like physical things like when he threw that ball at you and you got that bruise"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Unless that was someone else"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "My brain cant remember things"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "its all good"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "it was my brother, sister and cousin"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Tuff"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If it continues then the best thing you can do to prevent it is just to avoid them"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I get its like your brother and all"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "thats probably gonna be harder to stop"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "my siblinhs are just a pain"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "no its not youre giving us good advice but its just harder for some people to sort problems out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "is it bad that i thought my brother was going to spray me with mosquito spray just because he was near me with the spray thing?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "rowlint it depends. is he usually violent and stuff. i know me an dmy brother just do stuff to annoy each other whenever we have the chance"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "except like play fighting no but he has sprayed me with thr mosquito thing like twice"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah he tries his hardest to annoy me and my sister I can try talking to him but im noy sure if thatll do anything becausr thats how hes always been"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Siblings are... well they mostly dont get along"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Its just how it is, I pick on my younger siblings and we all try to annoy each other, But never with the intentions of actually harming each other"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "U just gotta be tuff"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah thatd why i dont think there is a reason to talk about him being annoying"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well? If you feel like you need to atleast mention it you always can"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Even if its not something as big as having 69 different personalities, its still a smth you can talk about"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my neck be hurty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ive sat in the same spot on the cough for 3 hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cough?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "couch"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe lay down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "on ur bed"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i have my girls password for instagram, and i dont really go through her stuff. but i saw she got a message, and i accidentally clicked it. she muted him and im scared that like, theres a reason for that."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "relax urself"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ice it if u need to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u talked to her about it"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "no it just happened"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "she never muted anyone"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "mites"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "smfh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just talk to her about it, it might not be serious"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im not worried about it. if she really likes me then everything will be okay"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "she blocked him "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i didnt mean to check her blocked i meant to check mine"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Isnt it crazy how your ex is going to marry someone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "actually not really"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "not if i kill them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Isnt it crazy how your ex is going to marry someone else"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Aiyana not necessarily. They could die or be unloved"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, but like, theyll grow older without you, and you only exist to them in their memories"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "a memory that they regret having"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have one memory of my ex"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Cause we did noting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Honestly"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I dated\u201d a guy but we never even had a real conversation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same but it was girl"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I never knew why she broke up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I made assumptions"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Like what"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You want to know something Gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am though but I dont really care"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I think your just repeating what other people have told you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My calculator history is bad than google not that I do that tlstuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No I actually am dumb but Ive gotten over it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "In maths last year I passed 2 tests out of heaps"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Smarts isnt measured in standardized tests, well, not the smarts that matter anyway, you know how to read people, make them feel better without trying, and thats so much more valuable than a test score"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone says Im not trying hard enough when I am though and I get annoyed"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Your welcome, theyll never know the amount of effort your really putting in because they dont know whats going on in your head so they cant be right"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay so I have a question"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To untouched bush because I grew up in the bush"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bush untouched by humans"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Whats the untouched bush? If you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No buildings, machines ect"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just the bush"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nature"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "That sounds nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "One time we went up to the back of our farm because some fires had been recently put out there and we decided to walk down a created and it was amazing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Rocks carved by the flow of water"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not machine"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "That sounds like a literal dream"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ive always been jealous of people who grew up in really rural areas, it seems so peaceful, my family is obsessed with big cities"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont like large populations"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not my thing"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, everyone always seems to be doing something, nature has always seemed like a piece cut out of time where everything stands still and you get to just be\u201d you know?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My life is kinda perfect for some reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im junior firefighter who protects bush and houses and I love nature"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Sorry i didn't fully read what happened but i just want u guys to know that i care about u and i want u guys to know that love you guys alot and want u guys to be happy so if there is anything i can do plz let me know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Cheers"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Were just talking, thanks for being concerned though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We. Can move to diff channel if u need though"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah this convo doesnt really belong in a vent chat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Go to main 2"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u guys can stay here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like it here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Cheers"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess its just because my older brothers firefighter and my dad is chief and my nan and pop used to be"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Awww thats sweet that your carrying on their legacy"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "This convo is rly wholesome lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its weird because my main friends have a parent who is cop"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Schools nearly finished yesss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "10 more mins"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "For the day or for summer?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Day"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "what time iz it for you?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "3:20 pm"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Holyyy..."}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "o wow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "for me its 12:21 am"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its 12 21 am for me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait that really early isnt it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah its the middle of the night"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Wyd"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Me?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im doing humanities"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Assignment"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Humanities?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Geography and stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "History"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Civics"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Did you ever finish that one drawing?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My first one?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because i did 2 more"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Really?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What did you draw"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When we got told to move chats"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Ouch"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I suppose we kinda moved from here to art"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "While it is almost 2 am and Im trying to do a remember and say out what happened at my day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So I woke up around 2pm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No one gave a shit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I freshen up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Checked my snaps"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Replied to some"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Went downstairs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Talk wirh my sister for a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Trying to find a movie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Couldnt find it so I ate and went upstairs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I did my homework that took me around 2 hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um I got on discord see how everything was up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Then have my daily lecture on me being a disappointment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Go back on discord"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cant memory what else I did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Streamed a movie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And idk"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Interesting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I left after movie because had to do some school work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My brother was being annoying again to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O ik sorry gee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I read that wrong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have stayed up till twelve st night for last 2 weeks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im fine atm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Late night thoughts hit different"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, especially convos"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Conclusion of today: it was alri day still kinda in the feels but you know staying positive is good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Late nights near a fire on those plastic chairs with deep convos hits different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "White plastic chairs"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Just dont deny your emotions ok?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Me?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yes you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean it would be nice too"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its all fun and games until the wind starts blowing in your direction"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont get it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Campfire? Smoke?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I kinda like the smell though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Being junior firefighter I grew up around it with my brothers being junior and me being little but watching from the truck"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Aw thats cool you did that with your brothers, i didnt know they allowed stuff like that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No one could watch me at home so I had to stay with them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im gonna go for a bit but will on later"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Cheers for the talk"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Okay byee"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay, bye Gee"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Afternoon snak"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Samn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just noticed how quiet life is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "All I hear is ringing noises"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thats the blood rushing in your ears"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its your body functioning"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its kind of weird to think about"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean I always hear ringing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just never notice it"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yummy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Feels nice quiet and peaceful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But lonely too"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "except when ut gives you a headache"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I like to think of it as like built in cricket noises if that makes sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im wondering if this is what u hear at death"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause its peaceful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And quiet"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I think you gradually go deaf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But feel lonely and empty"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Like the parts of your body dying at different times"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "release"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its like swimming through a cold fog"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Never done that"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I can imagine the whole experience so clearly though"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "No resistance of the water, just the slight specks of mist hurting your arms"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im sorry if this topic is sensitive"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Not for me personally, death is a natural thing, it happens anyway so there is no point living in fear of it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok I just didnt want u to feel like suicidal if Im talking about this or if like u lost someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im just"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk mood ig"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dont apologize"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its just how you feel"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dont be ashamed of it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Besides I like talking about this sort of thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Btw r u ok?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause I always see u here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And u always help people"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, I like helping people, it makes me happy knowing that I can help people"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thanks for asking"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "How have you been? I always see you on here too"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "ur rlly good at it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Aww thank you 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I usually try to help people too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause Ik life is hard rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Even tho I have been going through a lot I still want to be there for people"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, I think its kind of funny really, because all of the issues that I help people overcome usually dont last that long, and honestly I feel kind of lost if Im not there for someone"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "There is a lot of pain in the world and I know I cant heal it all but knowing one person is better off makes the world a little better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But u should take care of urself too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U matter like every other person"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Everyone deserves to be happy"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I know I do, Im really grateful for everyone who is there for me, its just a really powerful thing to be a part of you know?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I read that so wrong"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What do you mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I read as its just a really powerful thing to be a part of u"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dude its too late for this stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Now Im confused"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What do you mean..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im always lost"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay how about we start over"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Meaning"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "emote"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I hate that question but my parents want me to be accountant"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "They asked what you wanna be"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You are not a reflection of your parents dreams"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "In your own dream world"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I asked you what YOU want to be, not what your parents wan you to be"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont think of other things cause ik Im probably gonna lead to something else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What I mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is that my mind is set on accoutant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont like making decisions so I just go with what people tell me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idrc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause i follow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont lead"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Hm,"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Id like to be a politician"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats cool"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "But I wouldnt belong to a political party"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Then you wont get anywhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean then what do u wanna do as an politicaian"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You dont have to"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thats basically the same as saying one person is always right no matter what situation it is"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Which is wrong"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "People are unstable and often too ignorant to be right 100 of the time"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its just not possible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Does becoming a politician sound fun to u?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, i think its really interesting, ik it sounds nerdy to other people but you get to debate and contribute to important decisions in the country"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I think its cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My sister wants to be a lawyer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or an artist"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Thats cool"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Theyre both really competent"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Competitive"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "She is very talented at a lot things"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I think being an artist is less stressful though, my dad is a lawyer and hes always doing something to build cases"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Shes not perfect, and I know its hard to hear let alone believe coming from someone who has never met her but no one is perfect, because perfect\u201d doesnt exist the ideal person always changes"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "But just know that you are worth it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya no one is perfect Ik that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everyone has flaws and its fine to have them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I just feel like I always bring my parents down and dont do shit and u have my sister who works hard and always does stuff"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Your parents still love you, even though they might lecture you every day, theyre just trying to help, theyre just not sure how to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk how to help myself"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You dont need to do everything by yourself, its okay to ask for help, if I were to ever need help my parents would be the first people I would come to, because they love me no matter how angry they get at me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ik"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thx btw"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Are you getting tired"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im back just played a bit of pubg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Thats cool"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay so Im painting my nails"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "oo nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Pic?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Like after ur done"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I painted my nails once and I didnt know we were going out to tea that night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Rip"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It was a joke painting nails though didnt do it on purpose"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kicking around"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Mucking"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "What happened"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "remember how i said i had a feeling of today being a meh day"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well it was"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "or yesterday ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We were mucking around and I painted nails but I didnt know we were going out for dinner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Emily r u ok?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U wanna talk about ur day?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I hope it gets better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And Im alway here to talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It doesnt have to be sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "We could have a fun talk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Its all good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U sure?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont be a"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Turn the frown upside down"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i really try"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We all do"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Its okay to fall down,"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "its on to nlt be ol"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "dnndjdjf"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Spaleng"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "its ok to not be ok"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "engish\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Emily ur an amazing and wonderful person and I really do care about u, I care about everyone in this server, ik its probably bad to have a connection with online people but Im really connected to everyone in this server and I just want everyone to be ok and safe and if ur feeling down its ok I just wanna help as much as possible to make u feel better and if u rather be leaving is better thats fine I just want a way to make u feel better"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "nopoint rly came in with the pep talk"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Probably mess up cause if english"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "english isnt my native language"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "crybaby is tho"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "examole: jejdjdjdjdmdmdmfn"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im going to say goodnight to everyone in the server no point so, goodnight everyone, sleep well 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Good night sleep well I love you Aiyana"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Good night aiyana i hope you have a good nights rest"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Love you too 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Go to sleep"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "This is nice"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "whag is nice"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "njhffhffhhfh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its quiet and peaceful"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "peace"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im leaving"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "cause it needs to be peaceful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U hewing here is nice"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "english pls"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I meant u being here is nice"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ohh ok"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "not my conversation but i was confused idk"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "not peaceful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Very peaceful"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "no it is not"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my chest itches"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "omg same"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ooh why does urs hurt"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "mine hurts because of my binder"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "itch"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i meant itch"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "not hurt"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im funny"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "funny"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "dumby"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im itchy person"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "u got eczema"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "sorryr im not really replying i am thinking. if i dont say someyhing in like 30 minutes j probably fell asleep"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "that didnt really make sense"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "okaygoodnightgosleepnow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "On good night Emily sleep well love you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good night"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "k i just need to rant"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "so dont mind me"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "basically, i have a brother and a sister. both 21 and turning 22 this year,"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im really close w my brother and always have been"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "but see, my sister hates me"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i dont know what i did though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats common in siblings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its just siblings and Im sure she loves u dearly"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "like she loved me a lot when i was like 1, but she stopped talking to me alltogether"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Both my siblings think I hate them but I care about them a lot"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "we havent had a conversation"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "like ever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe talk to her"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "we have never had a real conversation"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "because anytime i even asking her a simple question ro something she gets pissed off"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and it makes me sad"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "because i just wanna know what i did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Have u talked with ur brother about this?"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "no, hes not that close with her"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "they are my half siblings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe just talk with him and see how it could change"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He might help"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "he cant do anything about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And do u wanna vc and talk about this?"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im about to go to bed"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and my mood isnt the best anymore"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "because i starting thinking about this"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and its not even that ive ever been the annoying little sister"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "ive always been a good kid. i would never bother her"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "ever"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "god i just want to have a sister that i can go to with my everyday girl problems"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "but she hates me so much"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and it hurts so bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok Im really sorry ur an amazing wonderful gorgeous person and I care about u a lot ur vibe is always so sweet and cool and I never want u to feel upset but I get some people might not like u and its ok just cherish the people that want to get to know h and be close with u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "but its my sister"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "its not some random person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly if u want to talk about girl problems I can try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I have a sister"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My sister and I fight all the time"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i knwo i shouldnt complain because theres people that have it worse but god"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "She usually comes to me for talks"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i dont even know her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I mean no family is the same so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No its fine to complaint about ur problems"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "okay nevermind then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Dont ever thing other people have it worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everyone has problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its fine to have them"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "apparently this is the same as no family,"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im gonna go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry plz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I wanna help"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "you didnt do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur an amazing person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I really care about u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "did you not see what they said"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And I wanna help as much as possible"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wont be able to sleep unless I help"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry plz"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Guess you aint sleepin"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think about 5 helpful things I have done and if I havent done them I havent lived"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I dont sleep till they done"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "theres nothing that can be helped with it"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "it just hurts is all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry ik its not the best advice but u have to let her know how u feel"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "no"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im scared of her now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is she older than u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "shes turning 22, yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry I want to hug u so bad and comfort u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im 14"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Then talk to ur parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "they dont care"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know what it is like having an older sibling my brother is 22 and its awkward whenever we talk"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "they always talk about how shes gotten so much nicer and ive tries telling them that she hates me and they just shrug their shoulders"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry honestly I would just take u and all the things u need and u can live with me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What about your brothers"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i just wanna know what i did"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tell them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U did nothing"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "my brother isnt that close with her, but they get along"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It happens in siblings when you get Ofer"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Older"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Talk to ur brother about this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He will help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If ur close to him"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i dont know what he would do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just talk to him"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and hes not home much anymore"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "he works a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If u have time with him just talk to him"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "my sister is living with us for a bit and then moving into her own house"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "and i feel like at this point theres nothing i can do"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "she feels like a stranger to me at this point"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do a talk online anonymously on website thats for this stuff because they are professionals"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "There is always a different direction"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i think i should just let it go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry I love you a lot and I dont want u to just let go of ur problems u will feel worse I want to help and comfort u as much as possible there is always a way for something"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "it will be fine"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Saying it better then actually being fine"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i just seriously dont see any way to fix this so i think its best to just leave it"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i just needed to rant ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U can always rant with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im always ok with that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I always like taking to u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "it means a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur one of the few people who I always wait for to talk to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And if ur feeling down I want to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love you and want u to know I will always be here for u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thank you and i love you 2"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "maybe i should just go to bed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Get some rest"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "so sleep will help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im sorru"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "no its all good"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Saying ok is easier then saying Im no ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ik that"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "it always is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well its not good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont want u to feel alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im always here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I want u to be open with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I wanna be a good enough friend"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry u can always talk to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love taking to u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur aweosme and amazing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U mean a lot to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And if ur down then I feel down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And I wanna do as much as I can to help"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thank you so much"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "it really means so much to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Plz if there is anything I can do if u want space thats fine, if u judt want me to listen I will listen, if u want me to talk all night with u I will"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my dms are always open for everyone and anyone"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thank you finn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love you very much angry and you mean very much to me"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i love you 2 nopoint"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "yes ofc! nlbody should be treated poorly because of feelings they cannot control"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "yeah. it just kinda stuck with me because of the person that said it ig."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry who ever that person is should just never talk to u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U deserve so much more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly sometimes I think Im not a good friend for u, I think u deserve much more then me"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "wrong"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "girl you deserve the world."}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "and i mean that."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause ur wonderful and sweet person and never want anything bad or sad from u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What Finn said"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Angry I want to hug u rn but u probably dont want some old looking dude hugging u"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "if i could hug you i would"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Get some rest angry"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Weeezy"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i dont have nitro i cannot send the emoji but its a cute thing that says gimme hug\u201d"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "are you guys ok wkdnje"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i give u guys hug"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya we ok sailor thx"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "sailor btw i like your pfp"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "thank you, me too"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok angry go to sleep"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "im gonna try to slep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Good night sleep well I love you very much and i hope u have a great day tomorrow"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i love you guys!"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "good. try not to stress over little things :"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "i will try"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "love you too!"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "goodnight:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Good ngiht"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "nigh nigh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I spelled that wrong but like no one noticed"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love this server very much"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ive made some new friends too which is swag money"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "i just joined today but"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "me too. its like another family."}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "its pretty chill"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur gonna love it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its my family"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i got quite addicted quite fast"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Once u join it ur apart of it"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "everyone seems nice"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "there are some people that can extra at some points but its not worth mourning over. otherwise, all around its a great server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean there are fights and toxic things but we are very sweet and nice"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "yea i saw toxicity earlier but for the most part its a good server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I really dont like the toxicity"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "it gets really toxic sometimes but im usually not here for that"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "it gets really toxic sometimes but im usually not here for that"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "guess theres not much to do about it though"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "why did that just now send"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my phone rly said:...jsjdjdjffjfu"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "phone on some typa drug"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i cannot either"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my phone is forever years old and im also on the phone and its overheating"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i like it here in this channel. its peaceful"}
{"username": "sailor.", "content": "me too"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "theres no toxicity here. no arguments. its...like a vacation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am actually done with social media it is taking over my life and my friends life"}
{"username": "CeezGreenz", "content": "I just got into social media"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I love em, But theyre a little much"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what about your mother?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Explaining to them what you're doing isn't helping I suppose? Did you show some of the stuff you were working on so they could understand?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Excuse the late response, but my mother, Shes very nice, I never have any issues with her, And yeah he doesnt really wanna listen to me when I try to explain myself. I did show him but they didnt seem to be listening to what I was talking about and just acted like it wasnt there."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok im sorry this is a late response too but if he is threaten u or harassing u call the police or another adult, if he is giving u threatens he shouldn't be in ur life if he is the reason keeping u down, try to talk to ur mom about this or talk to a teacher or someone that is able to stop this cause that is very wrong that he keeps u down, ik i probably can't do much from behind a screen but all im saying is talk to another adult and see how to keep u safe and have a joyful life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Sphorx"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im going to talk to him"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Give me a sec"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stay safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be careful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sphorx r u ok?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im perfectly fine"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "We talked it out and it went better than I couldve imagined"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Glad it went okay. Its fine, take time to work on yourself, its way more important!"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im likely gonna head off soon"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Alright."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im glad it worked out but sad u won't be on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stay safe"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "And just to add, The whole threatening part of what had happened I wanna say has only happened about twice, He doesnt do it to the point to where he actually hurts me, He just didnt like the attitude and tone of my voice so he just wanted to s p o o k me apparently"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take care of urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sleep more"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im gonna miss u"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Byebye"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bye Sphorx"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Ill be on almost everyday, just need some time to work on myself Dw"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki later sphorx take care of urself and hope u get better"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I feel like I dont deserve anything? Like I feel like Im going to keel over if I dont beg for people to kick me and say awful things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try to think of positive things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thing of things that make u happy"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "can anybody like dm? it's not exactly a vent but it's kinda something i wanna talk about"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "You could DM me if youd like"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "u sure?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "yknow never mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im always here too"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "today"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "was good"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "until i watched a kinda disturbing ass tv show"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and um i feel like vomiting because of what i saw"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "what was it called"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "btw no point iim gonna be on every second day or more"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ive been listening to deep playlists and now i see the world differently"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "remember its fake because otherwise they would hae stoped him"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "no like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki gee stay safe"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "dude he thrusted the girl with full clothes tho"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it just made me uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "in forensics class at school we watching heaps of cop stuff and rapists and all that"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I myself personally cannot watch movies like that, I know Id get freaked out about stuff like that even while knowing its fake"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Do you usually watch stuff like this?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "no"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i don't watch porn or anything"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "that stuff grossed me out"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Wait so this is like the first time youve seen stuff like this?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah it is gross what pepole do"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i mean i've saw porn before"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "People are..."}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Very very"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "like this show just felt so like.. real"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "this is why i hate some generations that use technology a bad way"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it felt like i was watching someone be raped, and i couldn't do anything"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, I mean knowing its just a tv show and that its fake, it happens in real life too, I mean yeah Im stupid thats obvious but knowing thats a serious issue the show likely shows it as a way of raising awareness for issues like the one youve just stated"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "And some cops shows are just"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Theyre very"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "they can be very graphic"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Some shows can be fake and make an issue seem more worse than it actually is"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "But its likely made for adults"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm not bothered by seeing someone shot in the head"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "In which by mentioning whats your age?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm not bothered by seeing someone be stabbed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "one time as a kid i was watching tv and the show about rapist or something special victims unit or something was on and they tied someone to tree and did it"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If you dont mind me asking that is"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but like that stuff just messes me up"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm 14"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "the show usually doesn't have graphic stuff"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "that's why i watch it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i mean it has dead vodies and bullet holes and stab wounds and stuff"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but like it never does like rape. and stuff"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "this episode was also serial killer so it was kinda horror like too"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well, If youre aware that it usually includes graphic content you should be more aware of the fact that the scenes in the show are probably made to seem worse than they actually are, and you should also get used to knowing that stuff like that would come up so that you know to either stop watching the show, Skip Past parts like that, or atleast just put up with it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Gotta be tuff"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Ver strong"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yes yes"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im sorry if my advice doesnt make any sense"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Im not exactly the best at this"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "No youre not"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If thats something that doesnt normally come up"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "And youre unaware of"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but i was kinda glad i disint, cuz the guy got shot in the head by the girls father"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Then its not your fault"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Thats tuff"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so it was good ending"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well is there anything else you need to talk abt?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "uh. no, thanks for getting this stuff off of me, i feel better"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Yeah, Np"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "thats what we are here for"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wrote this earlier"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "My friends told me to put it somewhere so people could see"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just give your opinions on it i guess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is this lyrics?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ohhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Poem"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sorry for not clarifying earlier"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its alri"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ight"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Whys it here tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its very sad and I kinda could relate"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And why here"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk anywhere else"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Like spam"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Or smth"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhh k ill delete then i guess?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No it fine ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "But like I just dont understand what it was"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idek"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice vent mines better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Honestly same my parents expect me to do so much and follow everything they say and they always tell me what to do for my whole day at once and Im like how am I suppose remember when I cant even remember what I ddI yesterday. If this is an issue ur having I think the beet thing is just to have a conversation with ur parents start slow so u tell them how u feel"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i have 1 parent thats obver protecive"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BUT"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "sorry i havent been talking on here much, ill probably not be for the week cuz of school work"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i put this on vent cuz i didnt want to diturbe you guys in main"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "No its fine"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jdjfodhdi"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri tiara"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i didnt what to seem like i didnt care udhdjdn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tiara u can always talk to me or anyone else if u wanna talk to me in private we can"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jhdishej:0 okii"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im always here for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just gotta ask"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill try my best to comfort and support u"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ahhh so sweeettt //"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "And ill always be here too i may not be the best at comforting someone but i will always listen to you"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "skhdis ahhh thank you too:D ngl i barely talk about my problems so eivdjd"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not gonna force u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can talk when ur uncomfortable"}
{"username": "flat", "content": ":' thank youu kdbxj"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I legit just want to die. I don't really wanna talk about it but i just needed to get it off my chest."}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh.."}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ik it was a bit blunt. idk i just needed to get it out"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "nuu its okayyy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "its okay to let things out sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay ur an amazing and wonderful person and ik its a rough situation u are in but i think its just a moment and i don't want u to die, u mean alot to me and i care about u so i just want to let u know that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can always talk to me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you. i might talk about it later. right now i just wanna cry. i just need to get it out"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes good, let it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can always talk to me privately and im always here for u"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "dont force yourself to talk about it if you dont want to, if you do decide to ill be here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you guys. so much. i dont feel like i deserve it but thank you for the kind words"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ill do the samee:"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "you deserve the world"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay u deserve so much more"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "L a x"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "3"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "dont cry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant help it. you are all so kind"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i had a dream with my dad in it. i woke up and it hurt again. i loved him so much. i dont get why he had to go. i dont get why it wont stop hurting. its not got better at all. its just got worse and idk how to deal with it anymore."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe take some time off, have a break for awhile, be ureslf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be with urself and do the things u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "keep those together"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Life has its reasons youll grow. itll be hard to just try to keep your mind off it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the only issue is the things i like take prouctivity and motivation. and i just dont have any of that anymore. i managed to do some painting with my pride stuff and i vibed to music. that kind of helped. but it took like a week to even start doing it..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to have memories of ur dad thats fine, its gonna hurt, every memory hurts but all sad memories and happy memories in hiding, ur an amazing and wonderful person and i love talking to u, and if u ever need to have a talk we can call, u literally can call me anytime ill come, ill try my best to comfort u and support and love you as much as possible u mean alot to me and have helped me too. so if u want something to do we can call and have a nice and calming talking"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you so much. thank you for all of this. you are so caring and nice to me and everyone. i would call but im so awkward in calls lmao 3"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Hot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idc, i love talking to u, it doesn't matter if ur awkward if it makes u feel less lonely if ur in a call i will call and try my best to keep u happy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "3 thank you simar"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "With this while BLM and pride coming up I've found out how homophobic and racist some of my family is. They just dont get it or something but it makes me angry and its not like i can change their mind or fight back. They dont believe anything and its it's just djgntjbckf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry to hear that but have u talked to them about it, they are ur parents and will love u always"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I've tried but they still think I'm too young to really know what's going on"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I know but I dunno"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I cant exactly change their mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyone else u can talk to that is an adul?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "adult"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Yeah but it just feels weird that my family doesn't believe this movement and what it stands for"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand that, but to make them understand ur way maybe have another adult to be with u so u don't feel lonely and ur parents might be able to understand?"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I hope they will if I get an adult to talk to them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope for the best for u and wish u good luck with this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u need anything else that i can help with plz ask"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill try my best to answer and give the best possible advice possible"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np anytime"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "d"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "With this while BLM and pride coming up I've found out how homophobic and racist some of my family is. They just dont get it or something but it makes me angry and its not like i can change their mind or fight back. They dont believe anything and its it's just djgntjbckf"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Chaotic Yahiano Im sorry you have to deal with that.:"}
{"username": "Toxicity", "content": "wowzas"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it's hard honestly, look i have an interest in like serious role play and i am in a policing group for role play, and i get pretty outright bullied for it. if i ever mention it to random people they will be like ew you online date? shit like that. like some people do that, but i do this to like have it as a way to police and shit and honestly have fun. it's difficult to have a ton of stress to get groups active and stuff, like idk just a ton of stress i guess"}
{"username": "Toxicity", "content": "i gotcha"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "every has things they like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone"}
{"username": "Toxicity", "content": "yeah exactly"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "im not feeling well."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive been depressed and the past two weeks have been hell."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "first, mr. lloyd died unexpectedly, then my familys disney trip gets cancelled. only thing im hanging onto is the possibility to stream on twitch and my cousins coming to visit."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry about ur loss"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i have also been having to juggle my emotions, schoolwork, my friends problems, and having to help dex with work. im fine with helping him because he quite literally saved my life, but its too much work on top of the death and the trip basically being cancelled."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "ive also gotten stressed a lot since i played deltarune because it was really scary for some reason."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "i basically live in constant fear of what happens next, and what will scare me more. i downloaded a minecraft mod today, and it was so stressful that i almost uninstalled minecraft. i also went through my pokemon cards, learning that my favorite cards in my collection are severest damaged and will probably never be worth anything besides sentimental value. ive felt so stressed and i really need something to keep my mind off depression and death and cancellation. its been a wild ride, and all rollercoasters come to an end, thats what im thinking of doing. ending the rollercoaster short. my mental health and skill have declined with my mental state, and having stress from my gym teacher, regular teachers, parents, my friends making fun of me, and not being able to sleep has driven me to the verge of insanity. i dont want to be here anymore."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life is like a roller coaster, many bumps and turns and sometimes it comes to an end earlier because of a malfunction, but they fix it and they finish the ride st the right time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I been the same way as you in some ways"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt tell anyone I was depressed for a whole year and I got through it"}
{"username": "splash", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "cloud", "content": "akk"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im terrified because of pridefall."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im terrified of bwing doxxed."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "But i dont wanna stay silent."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I dont know what to do."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I cant help but panic"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Calm down"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Everything will be fine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Will it?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes it will"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Pride month is meant to be happy."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Pride month is meant to be a time to be prideful. And people have ti ruin it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there willbe conflicts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ur not gonna get hurt"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I cant help it. People are scary."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes they are"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I dont know what people can and cant do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Ive taken precautions on my social media accounts and stuff. I just... why do people have to ruin things. Why are they so concerned about peoples lives and sexualities amd gender"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I dont want to be silent. But what happens if we arent silent. Are we more at risk? Is this an actual thing that is going to happen? I dont know. I just cant not panic. I dont know why. But everything is going wrong this year. It feels like we are going backwards. Ive never seen so much homophobia and racism this year."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But hopefully everyone who has been doing bad things will see the destruction they have caused and they will stop and try create a better future"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "no that was great"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No no. Its fine. You are all very helpful. And i thank you."}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "e"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Soz If my advice makes no sense"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Not the best at this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i made sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i got it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "People are always going to be dicks, if I could change it I would. You will be okay because you are you. There may not be good things happening at the moment but you have to try to stay as positive as you can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just stay safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If anyone hurts u I will hurt them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you. all for the reassurances. I can't help but want it all to go away. Its becoming a struggle to stay motivated. i cant stop overreacting and panicking so i feel i should go calm down a little and go to sleep. having a mental breakdown over this isnt going to help anyone or myself. thank you all for the kind words. I may talk occassionally in chat till i go to sleep but i just need to calm down a little"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "If anyone hurts u I will hurt them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint koidjdiuj 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thats ok tay we just all care about u and love u"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes we do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "We will always be here for u"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes we will"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you everyone \ufe0f"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and well do that because we care about you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i care about you all too. thank you guys. i love you all so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just try to get some sleep and rest \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i will. good night all \ufe0f"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Good night rest well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good night tay sleep well love you so much \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah good night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya idk i just can't remember anything anymore and i have been feeling down alot"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Is there anything going on thats making you feel like this, like our current situation with this rioting, racism, and quarantine?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Things like that really do have an impact on your mental health"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Especially quarantine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly i wanna say its quarantine but like im always the same even when im not in quarantine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not usually socially to alot of people now im here talking to a new person everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i tried to hurt myself once"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "When was that?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "3 weeks ago i think"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "What did you do?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tried to jump"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Off of..?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "balcony"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Who stopped you?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "me ig"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Have you been thinking about trying to do something similar to this recently?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't wanna hurt myself but like i still feel broken ig"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry that im ruining ur time with ur friends"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Nono o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just a moment im having"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "They can wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we can talk later ig"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "I promise"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no i don't wanna ruin ur time"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "They can wait"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "We talk everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u go have fun"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "n o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine i swear"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "happy"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "If you need help then I should help you as soon as I Can"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Are you sure?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go enjoy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "We talk actually everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya go talk with ur friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go enjoy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "promise"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Promise?"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "promise ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go have fun"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Fine, but if you need absolutely anything at all, or just wanna continue what we were talking about, do not hesitate to DM me"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Or atleast @ me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go have fun"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "swear"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Just tell me if you need help alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don;t worry about me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes i will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "now go have fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "enjoy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean i tried to hurt myself once"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint Nuuu. You have to promise me you will message me if you are struggling"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not gonna hurt myself again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "most likely"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Good, because i care about you alot. You have helped me alot and i love you dude 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love you too tay "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't want to hurt myself but if i break i break"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah, if you are struggling. please do message me. I would hate to lose you and so would everyone in this server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just not used to going to people and be like hey i got a problem, i usually just like to keep it to myself cause ik its just a moment and ill probably feel better the next day"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah, i understand how you feel and often do the same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "always"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah but it can sometimes not be just a moment. And as hard as it may be to reach out to someone. Please do so. 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what emily?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again ill be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just a moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill always be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ig"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its obvious you arent perfectly fine Simar and thats fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i am perfectly fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "as always"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No you aren't Simar. Its obvious to see. Its fine to not be fine. Okay?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "perfectly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fine"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "are you?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes im fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NoPoint..."}
{"username": "flat", "content": "awww rowlint Taylax you guys are such good helpersss"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "damn sudhhdud that took a whike to type out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "most likely"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "please be sure youre okay "}
{"username": "flat", "content": "its important to me that you are as okay as ever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just having a moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im perfectly fine"}
{"username": "flat", "content": ": i hope that everything goes well with you ,3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope it is too"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and never stop hoping"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill try"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and im glad youre going to"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "I want to stab"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "I did nothing productive today"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "I'm in vc with two people who are talking about warframe"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "Someone sent a picture of a cereal box with all the cereals mixed together which is fine but all the cereal mascots were on the box together and made me pissed off"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "very confused"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "you are?"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "do you have the picture of the box?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "you want it?"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yea please"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i know it sounds weird that i'd be annoyed at that picture"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i just really hate cereal mascots as a whole concept"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "shut"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "poor mascots"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "it makes sense"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "they look so fake and unnecessarily happy"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "something about them just rubs my brain the wrong way"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "idek why i'm mad"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "what cereal is the chicken on"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "it's just a bunch of things at once"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "chicken?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "corn flakes i think"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "gross"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i guess its kinda that they use cartoon characters to sell sugar to children who don't know any better"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yum yum"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "tiger must look yum yum"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "no"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "oh no its entertaining"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "better not talk about anything serious here then"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "you can if you want to"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "you'll just be like brain go brrr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont wanna seem rude but what r u upset about?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i'm not upset"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "just slightly annoyed about various things"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yum yum tiger"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "R u ok?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "and they all add up"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i'll live"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What are these things that are annoying u"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "idek why i came here to rant idek any of you except jimpy"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "well firstly i'm annoyed at myself for not doing anything productive all day"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "go pics to see yum yum box"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean everyone had those days"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Has"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "and secondly my friends im in vc with atm are talking about stuff i know nothing about and i feel left out"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "start making conversation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean that happens sometimes maybe just talking about something and get them involved?"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "idk i feel left out too and i just leave but"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "shh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya usually if I cant really be in the convo I lurk or I leave"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i just dont really feel like talking so it just feeds into the cycle of them talking and me sitting here being quiet"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "thats on being awkward"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean we can vc if u like to talk about u?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i'm not really awkward"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "nah i don't wanna talk about me im boring"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "everyone says that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean u seem interesting"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "everyone is the main character of their own story"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ur not boring"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well we are in ur story now"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i'm boring in other people's stories"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "no book is boring, you just have to think about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well lets go to ur story"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "well im less boring, more cringey"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I would like to go to ur story"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "welll i'll join private 2 if you really wanna talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Oki, but Im always hella awkward sooo"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "it's okay i wont judge"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "me too"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "i feel a bit better already thanks even tho you didnt really do anything but listen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I mean if u need anything we here to help"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my mother just woke up for work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Btw do u actually want us to join?"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "well i wanna talk to someone"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im gonna join i just wont talk until i knowim safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Aii Ill join"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ill text in chat for"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "doe"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "but the people i was in vc with before were talking about warframe about which i know nothing"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "dont be nervous i'm nice"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "you seem hella nice ngl"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im nervous about everything"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "yiz"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "anxietea"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my zoom classes gave me bad anxiety"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "aw"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "yeah im so glad im out of school"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "school ended yesterday for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya Im really shy dude and honestly cant just talk to people that easily"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "epic"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont have online school"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im why but outgoing at the same time"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "mine not required"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk if I have exams tho"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I had online school"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "hellooo"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "yes "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my mother just woke up or is chat"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "id"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "going to work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Jejdjejee if I join can I just be muted or do I have to talk"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "yes its 3:29 am"}
{"username": "Conifer ConnieTreeCow", "content": "you can mute if you want but it'd be more awkward since im the only one talking"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "simar just joking smdh"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "join"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "cannot english"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lehrjehebe"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "yea thats true"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "welcome "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i think i typed joinnn and it corrected"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "thats valid "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "myphone is at 69 again epic"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "australia is swag money"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i love ur accent"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i kinda can?"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "someone would say six and id go "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "canadians suck"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "canadians are better than americans lmaooo"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i have a slight canadian accent because of my exposure to the media."}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ur rly around the globe damn"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i was born and raised in america "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "rip "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "DAMN"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "its 3:30 am"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "we vibinf with no sleep"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "vibinf"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "Its 330 were im at rn"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "swag"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "zeus and i dont get along but its whatever"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im not worried about it, life is like that"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "wHO?"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "had WHAT?"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "zeus said i seem like a good person so we are automatically friends"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "he knows my secret "}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "of all people the person i dont get along with"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "he checked deleted messages"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "can i know the secret"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my secret is very secretive"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "you should tell me"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "all staff know then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "secret finn has"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i have big secret"}
{"username": "angry", "content": "k sorry just needed to scREAM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "good:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i wanna say i understand but i don't think its happening in canada and plus i don't even talk to my parents that much, but ig if u don't want to listen to tehm maybe have some music to block the other sounds"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you make big doodoo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I submitted some work for school but it was wrong document and so my mum is going to be mad and"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can u unsubmit it?"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I gotta do a bunch of work tomorrow"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Me make big doodoo too and keep getting behind"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No shes already marked it"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Email her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can u email her saying u sent the wrong thing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I sent her email with proof it was wrong doc but idk if its allowed"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I mean it wasnt that long"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It was due first month or something of quarantine"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "When did you submit it tho?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A while ago"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "More of a reason for my mum make me leave that school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Honestly I just wanna drop out of school"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "What about homeschooling?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "With my parents"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "As teachers"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wont work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They have work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now I found out that I was supposed to have been asked to go hang out but I wasnt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So much for friends"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Nonono"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Homeschool yourself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Honestly I wanna drop out of school, work on dads farm all day, get a job nearby get some cash"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You mean online school"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You should get either a real textbook or online one and then assignments"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Well I do it on paper"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I teach myself all the work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but Im not smart"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I would understand how to do anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And where would I get the text books"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I would have to make a timetable and all that stuff"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Well the program would provide you."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You just sign up with a program so that its all still legal and they give you everything, mark everything and theyre there for help if you need it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What program is it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Whats it called"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Illusive"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do you have to pay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Can u please send me info about it"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Nah man Im in Canada"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry i didn't reply, i kinda went off my heads kinda killing me so if u need anything just ping me and ill try to respond still sorry i didn't reply to this"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Theres multiple different homeschooling systems"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I dont know if you have to pay cuz things are different in America"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok thanks"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I suggest just googling or asking your school because lots of schools have a connection with the homeschooling programs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tbh I would rather be at farm doing it because I would get in less trouble because dads chill but wifi bad there so I could get better data or wifi"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "One of my friends\u201d does online schooling"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Omg yess my teacher said she will have a look and adjust the marks"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "pog"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Do you ever just look in the mirror and self esteem issues"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Bc same"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "mirrors are ew"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Mmhm"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "s mert"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "bruh i get scared staring at one MM"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "same"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "they are s p o o k y"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yeth"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "STFU YES I AM, pardon me"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "no lying"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BUT YES TF I AM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "No"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jdnd"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NO PLEASE"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "stop the cap"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "wait waIT sjdhjdjd how do you knoww"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "riley one snap"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "HDJSHDHS"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "I HAVE SOME UGLY PICS PICS IVE SENT HER"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "AHHH"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "KEHDKD"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "nooo"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NOPE"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "IN COR RECT"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "u are"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NO SHUSH"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "riley one snap"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ly.1225 what"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "kdjdjdufu im b a w l i n g"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NAHHH"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "I HAVE SOME UGLY PICS PICS IVE SENT HER"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "flat u have SO many of me"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "u r"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "RILEY BUT"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "rjdjddndjdj"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dont seNd tHem tO peEeipLee"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "tf u do"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "im the hottest one here"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "except when you did it to no point"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "AHHH"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what did u even send him"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what pic!"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh SHOOT"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "lmao hol up"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "I SWEARR IVE ONLY SENT 1 PIC TO SOMEONE"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NO PLEASE"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "flat is your insta pfp you?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "tell me rn"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "not hector"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "also here"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "dms"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yeS"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "I SENT IT BEFORE YOU SAID YOU DIDNT LIKE IT DJDNDJ"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "excuse me what"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "grandba"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "thats why you snap me selfies"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "tiara"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yeSs"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "u dont even send me face pics"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "YEAH CUZ I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK IVE FULL OF MYSELF"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "kdbdjd"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "im like"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "louf"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "y would i even think that?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ur just sendin me a photo of urself"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i love when u do that man"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "do i have your snap? flat"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dUNno im super self cautions with women how are prettier than mr"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "me"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "mmhM yes i doo"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i only send them to tiara"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "tae.ok not hector"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "HM"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "very"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "but u ss everyone"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "no tiara"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "mE? oh yeahh hehehhe"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "thats y i dont send face pics of me cause i dont want people to ss"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i put in my an alum with my friends in itt"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "album"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i dont trust people"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "so thats good"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "like at all"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "he didnt ss my picture i sent today"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "he an epic boi"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "tiara i dont even send them to savannah dude"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "or chloe or maya"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "only you"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "and u dotn send them back"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "kdhdidjj i didnt knoww but wow idjdjdhd"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i swear skdndkd"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "except me"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "no"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hehehhe see thats good"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but its hard to send pics to you, of my face dijd"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "simar a sexy boi"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes i kNow LmaO"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "he hasnt texted me in a day tho"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "he needs friends:"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "so good"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NICE"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ok tiara"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i need to know about ur status tho"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hM oHHH"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "pleaseee"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hol up, im trying to remember"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "why you wanna know tnoo heheh"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "thi"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "thi"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "tho"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i wanna know things"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "uGgh"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ooo okayy, uhhh hM"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "if u dont want it to be public i can do it in dms if u want"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh no its okay i just have horrid memory"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oH i think it was about the MMM wierd server"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "jajmfk"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "who tho"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "everything"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dont think it iss"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well no"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but yeah i think thats it"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh well it was a short thing i think its good...for now"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dunno if she wants any further explanation"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idc"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i just wanna know who"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well it wasnt anyone in particular"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "Following Buttons suggestion, yes i agree but something more useful is to use that ketchup syringe to also inject questioned ketchup into the bloodstream. Can also work for mayo, relish, mustard or horseradish."}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "read it again"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "how"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "this is kinda facts"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "the f o r b i d d i n y e l l o w c o n d e m e n t"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "wrong channel"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "t h e f o r b i d d i n u s e d c o n d e m"}
{"username": "shelfelf", "content": "y e l l o w f o r b i d d e n c o n d e m e n t"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Here in england we are currently using a level system for lockdown. Level 5 is legit being locked away as much as possible and level 1 mostly free."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Level5 NHS is overwhelmed, back into full lockdown"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "level4 number of cases high but hospitals not overwhelmed, back into lockdown"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "level3 number of cases are now low and low enough to have partial lifting of lockdown"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "level2 shops and offices reopen with social distancing and the vulnerable stay home"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "level1 sport events return, vulnerable can leave home only likely with a vaccine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "To my knowledge we have no vaccine at all and Boris is just blindly jumping to level 1. Im honestly scared of what's to come."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Boris does seem to be just trying to finish it but isnt doing it the best way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If people would stay inside instead of going out with friends they could stop the spread quicker and hang out with friends even more"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah, the scientists weren't happy about moving to level 3. Level 3. They didnt want that yet. He is outright ignoring the scientists which is where his best sources of advice will come from. Its getting kind of annoying."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but I dont know too much about whats happening in other countries so I cant really help"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hhaiadhi"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "no sleep"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Sleep is for the weak"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just ghost your friend"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just try ignore him/her and just say your not allowed to hang or whatever"}
{"username": "Commie", "content": "I can't, most of them just say it's drama"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Brain moment"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What you could do is try see a therapist and then tell them whats happening and they could help"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Substance abuse leads to worse depression and circumstances down the line"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "If rather deal with that than have to live rn"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Can I suggest hypnosis? Its essentially guided meditation that only works if you believe and allow it to. It can do stuff crazier than drugs, its awesome. I can do it to you if youd like."}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Ya see thats the thing my therapist doesnt think that will work for me"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Cause of the situation Im in and the way I think"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Which is why I come to doing drugs cause it see presses anyth h that can affect me"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Hypnosis is something anyone can do and its free"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "At least give it a shot? Im not too shabby if I say so"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Ya know what, after this quarintr bulls hit is over ill ask my thearapist about it"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Keep in mind it only works if you believe that it works"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Its using the placebo affect to your advantage"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Trick"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "I question everything"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Maybe thats why your therapist thinks it might not be easy"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "ya Ben my therapist had to second guess her self"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Trick"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Trick what?"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Trick was supposed to mean trick"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Seth Im on sum rn so I might not make sense"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Ah I see"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What happened to they hypnosis"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "He didnt end up DMing back"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do it to me I wanna see"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "people in this server are here for you"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "so no one is there for u or is there ppl"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "nobody is there."}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "ok so who the ppl that were there for u for the past 3 years"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "and I know what people are on, I just talk to them and see how they feel, like my friend shes suicidal and i have been telling her to be calm and everything she has gone thru I have my counselors already that could talk to her and she been calm and shes back to a normal person now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok listen okay I made a friend on here and last time I heard from her was ages ago and she was really sad and I feel like she gave up and Im literally so sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Maddy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "maddy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt want to bring it up incase she was having a break from stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess its just because we dont know if they got logged out of account or did something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im going to keep an eye out and check if she is on every now and then"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "gibby helps me escape. my minecraft account also helps me escape. i have been playing RLCraft for a bit on a server, and it makes me happy. i have a dragon i feed every day, levels to make, and trades to complete. it keeps me happy, but when i get off im empty again."}
{"username": "fate", "content": "video games make me happy. they give me a sense of helpfulness. thats why im thinking of streaming. i want to stream, even though i will probably never get followers or fans. i even made a discord server just in case i do end up streaming."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its good to have goals"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think you should stream"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If its something that makes you happy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But dont be pressured into doing it lots"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "What am I supposed to say here"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "This whole server is against me"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Fuck it, the whole world is too"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "If I vent anything theyll laugh more"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Theyll degrade me more"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Say I deserve it"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I never did anything to them"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Im trying to be myself and figure out who I am"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I tried to find a place for myself by trying to figure out what was happening in my brain"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "But all I get are people calling me fake fake fake"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "My dad has his multitools and knives in the next room and Ive thought about ending my life five times tonight"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Ive asked for help everywhere but everyones asleep"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I dont know whats wrong with me"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "If I am fake then how could it all be happening?"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "The splits and the attitudes and the headspace and being different people"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I dont get it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That moment when you get 50 on math test"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "ARE YOU KIDDING"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "PLEASE"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "IM BEGGING"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry I didnt see your thing Im on mobile"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Talk to a suicide hotline"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive never been called fake so I dont really know what to say but what zeus said is good idea"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "the suicide hotline number isnt good"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "they hang up on you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Fantastic"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Talk to a parent then"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive never had to but try Headspace they seem pretty good but they Australian thing Im pretty sure"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You never realise how much you miss someone till they are gone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am done with school, like Im ready to drop out"}
{"username": "fate", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Honestly just do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My parents will hate me and Im 14"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Ah damn... well drop out as soon as you can if you can make a proper career bath that doesnt require schooling"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah cause I doubt Im going to pass school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive been interested in mountain biking or maybe joining army or sm"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Before you join the army make sure to talk to a couple different people about their experience"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And see if theres any trade skills youd be interested in"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I mean in my opinion its not racist"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "its not if she didnt know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When typing online people receive texts different ways"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "he meant both"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like if I say woah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok but why cant ppl j take a joke"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats what in understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ion"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmao yall need to chill"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Some will see it as like inpressed woah and some well see other"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "v cool"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sounds like my type of maaan"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "kidding"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a man w money tho?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sugar daddy maybe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh shi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mines free"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "go to main"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dee how is ur school free tf"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Mine is free"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tf"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Canada bro"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Most we have to ever pay for is like'renting' the lockers"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My school is so exspensice"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And thats only sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I cant spell"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "my school is private so like we have to buy uniforms for sport,summer,winter,and for both our sports"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Ewww"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I hate the thought of uniforms"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its so bad"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "No thank you, I have a fur coat for a reason"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "my school is the top school"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "in the district"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well Im probably going to drop out so like"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I learn as I go"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Hey well I may be in Canada but I might be able to help you with math a bit, not sure but maybe. Its not my best subject but Canada tends to be ahead of America in math sometimes"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Ewww Canada"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I will grab my guns and walk to Canada"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Our geese will defeat you"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "We should probably move this out of vent"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "You release we hunt geese"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know In NZ they used golden syrup on pancakes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": " Hey well I may be in Canada but I might be able to help you with math a bit, not sure but maybe. Its not my best subject but Canada tends to be ahead of America in math sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Illusive Im Australian"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Well um"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I know nothing about the Australian education system"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "What grade are you in though?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Australians cant be that smart"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Thats why hes dropping out"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Grade 9"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Exsposing myself"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Dang might not be able to help much then"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "bottom"}
{"username": "Lee", "content": "Damn."}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Ok, so two days I got in a relationship with my best friend. And I was really happy. Like smiling every second. And now she just broke up with me. I am the big sad"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "how old are you? because it might just be she wasnt ready?"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Were 13, and the day before she had just gotten dumped"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yea she most likely wasnt ready for another relationship i wouldnt encourage her either but try get her to not think about it and give her some time to get over it"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Im telling her Im fine"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Letting her make her decisions"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "theres a small possibility he might like you but he could also be trying to play with your feelings i dont know what hes like im not saying he is but theres a chance"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "they think its a good idea because it makes them look bad\u201d"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "byee"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "im sorry but you should put it back up if it dont take too long and show her you are passionate and show her who you are"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want too but im very much afraid of her. she'll tear it down herself if she has too. i have a big love hate relationship with her."}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "maybe put little things up? like drawings or like cards"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just feel like the biggest disappointment right now. i have not motivation anymore to make anything again."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " \ufe0f thank you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just feel like she wants to hide me away just because of my sexuality whether she accepts me or not. She just hides me away and that is what making me feel like a mistake and disappointment right now."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's probably the sweetest thing I have ever seen ever said on this server"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no. not really. Im just stuck right now as well. Im only out to my parents. My dads side of the family is homophobic, my dad wasnt but his parents and brother are. Idk my parents friends but she just hides me from them. I thought it was because she didnt want to out me but apparently not..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I would talk to her. But i just cant. I dont know how. What she would say. Im pretty sure she wouldn't care anyway. She doesn't ever seem to care."}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Try writing something, then give it to her."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im just scared. Idk how too. The idea of doing so makes me panic inside. Shes never been a parent you can talk too. They were making trans jokes at the dinner table once and i left a note asking them to not and they got all defensive and didnt talk to me for the rest of the night. They are the white people who also thinks there should be a white pride and straight pride..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you. I will try but i cant promise anything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "love you too Simar. You take care of yourself too mkay?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my dog is meanie head::::"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sad"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ik im crying"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Why are you crying"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Im going to see my mom soon. Its been awhile"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hope it goes well jenna"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my dog meanie"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "What type of dog you got?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "chihuahua and jack russell"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh mvm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Noice"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "he mean"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Oof Chihuahuas are meanies"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "I have one"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i have two"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont really like smol doggos"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Double the oof"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They scare me like lowkey"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i have two tiny dogs then two big dogs"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Aww nice"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "I have one tiny dog one big dog"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea and two cats"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Thats alot of animals"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "well two cats and one dog at one housr then 3 dogs at the other"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ohh nice"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "and a rabbit as well"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are at least some of your pets nice?"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Lots of oofs for senf"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well thats good"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "My big dog likes to sit on me so I can barely breathe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Meanie butt"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmfao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I have a pitbull and she does that as well"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "dang"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my pittbull is sweet"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "My dog weighs like 40 pounds"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So is mine, she tries to look after my bb ducks"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "I weight like 70 pounds"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk how much mine weighs"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my pitt is like 40 idk"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my BIG dog is like 150"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Woa"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What breed of doggo"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "the tiny ones are 520 pounds"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idk he lived on the streets"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well is he like really tall on his hind legs"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "My tiny dog is cubby shes like 15 pounds"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cute"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "but hes got tons of tumors"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh so maybe thats why hes so heavy"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "think so"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cancerous?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "theyre too many to get removed"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "we dont know"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "hes going to the vet this week hopefully if we have the money"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh well that happens to the best of em"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Hopefully you do"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "hes like 10 so"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Hopeful it goes well senf"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "me too"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Well i got to go i need to get to bed early tonight"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ok gn:"}
{"username": "JENNAwazhere", "content": "Night"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Theres this genetic disorder that people/pets can get that give them loads of tumors"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And they usually arent cancerous"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "like lots of tiny ones im guessing around 2050"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "theres a lot"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "but hes had them literally ALL his life"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well i hope that they stay small"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "theres only one big one"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "on his chest"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So then maybe they arent cancerous"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im not sure"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "The chest one seems luke the one the vets should look at first"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea for sure"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bec its near the heart and everything"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But the rest dont seem like they would be as bad, bec theyve stayed small"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea, weve had him for 78 years im not sure but hes always had them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "He was prob just born with it then"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "He acts like a normal dog tho right"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cus that would be a good good sign"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea he acts like hes like 2 years old"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Aww cute"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea hes always got lots of energy"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "he could run the yard for hours"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well then yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im sure hes fine"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Seems like a good doggo"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "but we just gotta make sure yk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea you can never be to sure abt stuff like that yk"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok see ya around senf ima try and wake up early"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Gngngn"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "okk gn:"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "ara", "content": "tysm its hard because she was nice one second and turned into a new person the next"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess but they need to do their job"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "like the police are shooting and killing innocent people and they think its not adding stress? liek wtf"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Even if it means kids like me getting depressed from work loads and results"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "but they can just do little bits of work"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "they dont need to do as many as they do"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "its stressing teachers out too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well I go to private school so thats not happening"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "it needs to stop like youre getting stressed out by it so they could slow down the work a bit"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I honestly wanna give up on my schoolwork because I have to leave next year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No point in me staying there and wasting our money just for me to get bad grades"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im just so confused with what Im going to do with my life though"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "maybe try tell someone how you feel"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Trust me all it will do is make me even worse because I always feel like Im being judged"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "you wont be and if they do which they should then just ignore them dont talk to them they dont deserve you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just feel like I cant trust them"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "hi everyone so im already in this server but i dont want to expose who i am i dont even know why but ive been feeling down a lot recently i really hate myself right now and with all this going on ive been getting stressed and not as active as i used to be i cant handle it i dont need you to reply to this but i just need to get this off my chest i really love you all so much and when the server dies or i leave i will always remeber you ive been in the server for like a month or two now and i really hate the fact that its dying people are leaving because of others and what they say i really do hate it i wanna just go back to the better times when we were all friendly and it wasnt as chaotic i really miss the old creators central but i dont really think we can sort this out anymore but always know ill miss you and i love you all so much"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "ive also recently been added to a group and ive just realised how much i miss the old me i was so much nicer and i had friends but now ive just made them all leave and im just rude i really hate myself for that i wanna go back but i cant i really hate the fact i have to live remembering how much of a bad person i was to everyone i just dont wanna be here anymore"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "thanks gee 3"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "School kills me too..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's hard..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel demotivated..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "The pressure's on me all the time..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel like everyone is insulting me behind my back..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel useless, worthless, I feel like a human not worthy of living..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I feel like everyone would just say that I'm simply complaining."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That I'm only trying to get attention..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I have no idea who to talk to..."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "So apparently my grandmas cancer was due to a hereditary mutation in her heart that skipped a few generations so no one really talked about it until she got it but its come back really strong so I have to go get tested"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Im not leaving"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "And I will be okay"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Dont be sad, stuff like this happens"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Simar"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Youre not going to loose me"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Yeah, I could be fine,"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "I will be, so you dont need to worry about it okay?"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Your only allowed to worry if I test positive"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Until they come back dont think about it"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay, then do something else, think about positive things"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I just hate it here"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I hate this house"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I hate my dad"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I hate me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You shouldnt hate yourself"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Why though"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I should"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Even my dad hates me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because your special"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I try hard for my tests but nearly fail all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Go to deletedchannel its kinda relevant"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I cry at least twice maybe three times a week"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its ok to cry"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I know but Im tired of it"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I do it all the time"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "And it sucks"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I feel like its helping"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "But I guess not"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Aw Im sorry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont really cry because being a. Boy I would get bullied because I go to private school but once there was so much pressure about me having to leave and some stuff that happened and one lesson I was swinging on chair and my friend kicked it and I got in trouble and it was just to much for me"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I know the feeling. Sometimes I cry for so long that I cant cry anymore"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Aw Im sorry Gee. But its alright to cry. I do it all the time anymore"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "It kind of helps Im the moment"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "In"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know its just they didnt know I have to leave school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wasnt ready to tell people"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "It alright. Just take your time and do it when you want to or can"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When your teacher doesnt tell you what work to do so your just sitting there like"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You will always have hate and sadness inside you"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I feel this way all the time"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "And I dont know what to do about it. I feel like its getting worse everyday"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont end it though"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Yeah sure I can be happy sometimes or laugh at a joke but I feel like that feeling is always lurking and ready to poke at my insecurities or stuff that has happened between me and my dad."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have a friend in this server idk if they got logged out or sm but last time I talked to them they seemed so Sqd"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sad"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "No Im not going to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No. I dont think I will"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Aw Im sorry Gee. Hopefully they are ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hope they are"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I hope they are too"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "But thanks so much for this talk. It has helped a lot and I guess I dont feel as bad as I was."}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Ive never used this channel because I was afraid that people would judge me but honestly I really dont care when I feel this way."}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Im not sure honestly"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Im just too afraid to tell people because Im the friend who helps and isnt suppose to hurt on the inside."}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "But I always am"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Yeah I guess so"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I do that most of the time though"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I cant tell my friends because all they say is . \u201d or same\u201d but when they want to talk I listen and I care and I feel like no one wants to help me"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "I have a lot of problems I dont talk about"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Thanks so much"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Thanks nopoint"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Alright well I should probably get going now. I was supposed to be sleeping like two hours ago but I couldnt stop crying which sucks and this has helped a lot"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Gn everyone"}
{"username": "fattypatty", "content": "Thanks you too"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "in"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "like rq"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "little rant"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "if you don't mind"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "ok so"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i like fucked up bad"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so it's 9 days till school ends"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so i was like, fuck it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm not doing the rest of my schoolwork"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "then my mom tells me i need to do it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and then gets mad cuz i don't attend zoom calls"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and i disint do it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "because i just dislike the work"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it isn't even educational rlly"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it's literal busy work"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so yea"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "just a little annoying part of my life"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "uwu"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "my head hurts"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "very bad"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i slammed it multiple times against a rocking chair"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "for no reason"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so my forehead is bleeding but i patches it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and now i just have bruises"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it hurts bad"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "idk why i did it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i like pain intially"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but then it's annoying"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "after the initial pain"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "also like pain i don't cause to myself is like bad and it hurts a lot"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but pain i cause to myself is not as bad"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "cuz then i can be like so what, i did it not somebody else yknow"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "yea bleeding head isn't good"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it hurts bad"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i just smashed it on a rocking chair"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "cuz i was annoyed with myself"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so i just smashed my head"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but ok"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'll stop"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "plus"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i'm not depressed or anything"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i don't cause like actual self harm stuff like that"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it's just a thing i do idk"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "yea i would t do they"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "don't do it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "that's bad thing"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "like instead"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "maybe try like scratching where u usually cut"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "so it gives that feel, but ur not actually harming yourself"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "idk if that's good idea"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i've never tired it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it's nice to find someone who relates"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and doesn't instantly ask if i'm ok or depressed or smt"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "ty"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i agree"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "GOD I HATE EMOTIONS"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE TO FEEL EVERYTHING SO HARD"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Oh you werent supposed to see that Im sorry"}
{"username": "Aiyana", "content": "Okki"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "anybody on here?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i feel upset"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "irk"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "it's kinda personal"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "would you mind if i dm you it?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "uh hello?"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "hey everyone im still in creators central or now known as ghost town i do want to leave but i dont want to leave all my memories behind so i think ill stay for a little longer even though im only online for around 5 minutes a day i still spent time here and love you all and i hope most of us can keep in contact for a while too thats all i want to say and im probably not going to expose who i am you can try find out but ill just deny it or act dumb but yea"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "my main"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "its just not the same here and its bothering me and others i really do miss the old creators central when we could all actually joke about things without getting introuble"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It's unfortunate how you came online the one time non of the admins are online"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It's much more like it was before when they are here"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "if we want the old creators central back then we need to change"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "im gonna stay for a bit longer"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but im hardly ever active"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Me too, I used to be a whole lot more active, I've recently been busier though so I can't be online as much as I used to, but it doesn't change anything /"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "the servers kinda dying now that people are leaving tho"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Nah it's just really quiet at this specific time of day, we need more European users on the server basically"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I think Discord in general will be quiet for a while anyway, what with pridefall and such happening, people just don't wanna get caught up in server raids"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "no i mean like people are leaving the server like betty abrant and stuff and kris is thinking about leaving its not just them theres more but yea"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Wait Betty left?"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Nooo!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Not the best time amari"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Betty left?"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "im pretty sure it was because of all the politics and arguments i cant remeber"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "hes"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "remember"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "this is what she said"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "I'm sorry for leaving the server so abruptly. I'm super frusturated and let my feelings take over decision making but honestly this was something I've been contemplating for awhile. I loved Creators Central/Ghost Town but for awhile i haven't been happy with the server and how some people in the server were treating others. I didn't really speak up to everything because I was afraid of getting kicked out or made fun of but that was stupid. We were a really tight family and sometimes families don't agree with each other and make each other upset but in the end the have a conversation and move on. That's what I found was missing. The conversation. Just a bunch of people talking at each other instead of to each other. I'm gonna miss the server so much and if we're friends feel free to reach out I'll do the same if that's okay thank you for the awesome memories, awesome times, and I hope everyone has wonderful lives. BettyboopatethemoonChloe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Aww... That's sad:"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "When was this?"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea :"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "i think it was a few days ago ill check"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yesterday around 1 am i think"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "England time"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Damn... I can't believe I missed this!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well I wanna stay on this server and help it grow and develop, ofc there's gonna be people leaving all the time, and maybe they'll rejoin over time, but I wanna be here from close enough to the beginning to the end"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea i kinda wish she didnt leave but it was her choice"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "shes still in other servers tho"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea same"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "people keep trying to make them stop their convos about politics but they never listen"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah, we're allowed politics only in deletedchannel but the problem with that is people who want to avoid that can't, because deletedchannel is also where polls and non political arguments happen, its non avoidable"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "and people go too far with it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah, we have some real argumentative people on here"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "and also we had an incident earlier when someone banned cane back apparently one of staff knew about it but didnt ban them when they found out they need to actually do things because it would stop it from carrying on for longer its not really fair on people because they had to argue and argue just because someone didnt do what they were supposed to they just told other staff and let them do it hours later its really not fair"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah there's a few people that have been banned and have come back"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but staff leave it for a while then ban them why domt they just do it first thing instead of letting it start something"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "dont"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "They've been getting better recently, I think"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "stop sending links"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ion think its fair for ppl to be allowed back in"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i think it depends on which staff u have and how much they like u"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "hello discord people i will be saying i will be taking a break from discord i have been having suicide thoughts lately and i dont think i can go much farther i have met good friends some i knew before this and some aftertechdeck fattypatty were very good friends to meet i also like NoPoint he has been a great staff and has helped me when i needed help with the server everyone has been overall nice to me over the years but i hope i will make it i have been happy through these times but i think i will make it maybe but fattypatty has been nice to me and tech deck has been a old friend to me i will be thinking about myself and possible suicide it has been a fun time i say my last word in this discord server goodbye."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im very sorry to hear. But please dont harm your self, or kill yourself! You were made for a purpose and that purpose was great! Everyone hearts will be broken. My friend committed suicide back in January, and the whole school and me were so heart broken! Your life counts every way! But if you do, everyone in the community will be broken and your parents will be just gone. So please live your life! I have no idea what you have been going through, but Im here for you! I can talk to you. So please take that thought and throw it out!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "..."}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "hello?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i had an inside joke with a friend, and it was very fun"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but he started sharing it with other ppl"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and like made it so its not even as fun"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and make it so like its a big thing"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and i just wanted it to be a small joke in bewtween us"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "he dont realize"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "that i wanted it to be like a thing between us"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but then he started adding other people and made a'clan'"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and stuff"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "as a'joke'"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but its kinda annoying cuz i wanted it to be between us"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": ":?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "PLEASE do NOT SUICIDE YOURSELF strong man"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "this aint a joke"}
{"username": "junnn", "content": "tbh"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "but also"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "now he saying im being'mean to the others in the clan;"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "because ima nnoyed"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "about him doing it"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "and he keeps adding"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": ":?"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": ":/"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "U ok?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "NoPoint didnt realize anyone responded but uhhh ye just a bit sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I get that so much"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i cant do anything but sit there and listen to the sound of a screaming mother giving you a lecture"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah and she you try talk she just ignore you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My mum sent me a video of how to put towels on towel racks"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "lMAO you dont gotta worryyy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "not really i mean there isnt really anything to say about it, but thanks for the offer"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "had two people randomly leave a discord call at once then proceed not to respond to my dms"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "lmao its kinda funny tbh"}
{"username": "littlesooph", "content": "so simar I tried to talk to him"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "what"}
{"username": "littlesooph", "content": "that guy I told you thats been bullying and picking on me who is also one of my close friends"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i just hit my funnybone and it really hurts i hit it on a radiator so it made a noise and it just reminded me i hit my funnybone"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "dang"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yes "}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "the pain wont go!"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "rup it"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idk lmao"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "rup"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "it worked very well thank you"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "idk y i put a p"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "it sounds snazzy"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "rup"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "rup"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "im so sorry i hope you feel better soon \ufe0f"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "OMG IM SO SORRY WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH OMG DID THE PERSON ATLEAST GET INTROUBLE OR ANYTHING OMG NO ONE DESERVES THAT "}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i really hope they get what they deserve no one deserves that ever"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "good this person needs to be in prison so it cant happen to anyone else"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "or you could add them here and watch them get shouted at jkjk"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "but if you do ever wanna we will beat them up and anger them for you"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "well add them to a snap group with us jkjk"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "no i dont"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about what happened"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "thank you well right now i dont feel it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "no im good but thanks"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i dont really have anything to talk about"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yea i will NoPoint"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my cat is bully!"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "help"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im being bitten"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ouch"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i want to see"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "he sleep"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "sleepy"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "sleepy"}
{"username": "Tkal", "content": "is that bolty"}
{"username": "Tkal", "content": "cute"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Stay safe"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "im infuriated"}
{"username": ":sparkles:KenmaIsBABY:sparkles:", "content": "Ok i guess i do need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im always here as well if no one is one and u want someone to talk to"}
{"username": ":sparkles:KenmaIsBABY:sparkles:", "content": "Oh thank you"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "You ever have that feeling that you dont know what to do with your life like you feel you have no meaning"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "not yet"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Rn I feel that way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U wanna talk"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Its kinda like Im not good enough for anyone and I can never seem to do the right ing when I try so my mind kinda has stopped trying to do stuff in general"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Alr so I dont rlly have a best friend. This time last year me n my bsf broke up over sum dumb crap n that rlly hurt me... like to this day it hurts the exact same cuz we had a rlly good friendship, so when school started again I got close with one of my old friends from middle school we were never that close but then we did get close n it was going well for awhile but then idk wat happened she just got rlly distant from me n... yea but Im rlly sensitive and ig I can tell when someones acting different but maybe Im just being overly sensitive idk but i stopped talking to her Sunday cuz she said sum that rlly hurt my feelings: I also stopped talking to my friend group but it just feels like I have no one to talk to and most ppl have someone that they can talk to abt everything at my age n I dont:/ I would try to make better friends but its rlly hard for me n I think everyone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What I do is a follow a group of people who are kinda my friends and if I dont like what they do I dont talk to them"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i think i should be worried"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i just heard gunshots outside, like nearby"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "and heard people screaming and now i hear distant running"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh yeah thats not good at all"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "and most definitely terrible"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i turned off all the lights"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "my back is against the front door"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jejdid oh mmyyy do you think its super severe?"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "just heard gunshots again"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BRUHD DJXHDJDJ"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "is everyone okay?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "is anyone hurtt?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hey gEe"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "idek"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hello bling blong"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "You should probably hide just to be safe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do you have balloons jimpy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dont want you or other people getti g hurt love"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Jimpy if you blow up balloon and pop them if they come towards you and say stop"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Are you home alone?"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "sounds of the shots"}
{"username": "flat", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "thats spooky"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "they are still going"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They dont sound like shots but I dont know what guns you people have over there"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but brUh jdhdjd do you think theyre gun guns"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "OH? i hope its fire works"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "theyre a little early"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i would go outside and look but"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yeah i was gonna sayy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but mmm"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Uhh my mom lives near a gun range so I constantly herd guns when Im there and it sounds like gun shots"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i dont see any fire works"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "yea and it doesnt sound like an automatic"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hunting?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Its semi automatic"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "when i hear gunshots usually its hunt oOoh"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "theres no area to hunt near my house"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "im just watch callmecarson in panic"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Just stay away from windows and keep blinds/curtains closed"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Make sure that a friend or relative is aware of the situation just in case"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "yea i told my dad"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Now get icecream and get in a blanket"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "what about police"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I stg i foreal hate people sometimes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok thank you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "For sure"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BRUH I HAVE A HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE WITH AN OLD MAN, BRUH I WAS LIKE 6 AND GOT SEXUALLY HARASSED"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "facts"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oh sjhdjdjdj i didnt know you responded its okay BUT LIKE IM SCRAED TO BE NEXT TO OLD MEN DKND"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "I think its perfectly valid to be scared of them after what you went through"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yeah i knowww ejrhjrjdjejdjejehhdu it was horrible, but it happened quite a while agoo"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Have you seen a therapist about it?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "nahh, dont you need money for that"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Insurance can cover it sometimes"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Id look into it if I were you"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "aww how sweet of you:"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hope ur doing better now"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "of you to say i meant hdj"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "omgg ahh thank youu "}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but its totally okayy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok thats good"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i cannot sleep. ive been trying to sleep for 6 hours and i have not been able to sleep once. i wasnt touching my phone, i was t too hot or too cold, i just cant sleep and its driving me insane because i was very very tired all day."}
{"username": "flat", "content": "insomnia??"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Could also be stress"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "OH YES TRUEE"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i have nothing to stress over and i dont have insomnia"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "because i can sleep every other day"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "i have insomnia"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well thats not funn"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i mean what about taking a sleeping bill, though do be careful"}
{"username": "sanika", "content": "Yeah, you should take some melatonin pills, but cut it in half before use because those pills r rlly powerful"}
{"username": "Sphorx", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im going shopping later and ill probably get melatonin gummies"}
{"username": "sanika", "content": "Noice"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "s l e e p"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "for bedtime sleepies"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "hehe melatonin g u m m i e s"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "cute"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yum gummies"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "Im sorry i had to get political but it had to be said"}
{"username": "Poggels is sad", "content": "wooow delete my venting cheap move"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "sad"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "FR UHAH...someones on there perIoOd"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "is that even appropriate to say UHAH"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NOTHIN"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "THATS NO"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "THAT ISNT RIGHT"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "LIKE"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BUT ITS FAX"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean r u?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U dont ha e to say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Have"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NO NOT MEE MY MOM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "UAHHAHAHA dumby"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "LMFAOO you my man...are slow"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "and i mean that in the nicest way"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "god"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya Im sped"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jesus"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "is my savoir"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "damn."}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "everyone with a hentai pfp is automatically slow"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "DAMN FAX"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "nopoint"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "you are smart boy, everyone has there times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "UM yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Um no"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "y3S sIr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No maam"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BRUH STFU smArT boy"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i wanna slap both of u!"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ME FIRST"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ndjdjdj"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "jkjkjk"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i literally will"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NO PLEASE"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "watch me"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "AHH"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "oh yea i found something out today"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oop yesss?"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "theyre 75 my mom doesnt have breast cancer"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "they have to do more tests tho"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well THATS GOOD"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "weve spent over S500 already"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but kinda scaryy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "damnnn"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "which we really cant afford"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "I BET"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "not including her surgery"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "man if i can help you out I WOULD"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "which was a lot"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BRUH FR"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i have 20S"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "shes healing well tho"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "thats GREAT"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "she tried to show me but i ran, that may sound weird but eh"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "like the scars"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "theyre on the very bottom"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well if shes atleast healing welll"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yea but it still scares me"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "cause no one in our family has had cancer"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "like it doesnt run on either side"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "idjd then thats literally great, and good for you too"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "its probably weird were talking about it on here but eh"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "eh is correct, theyll never know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "so you all know how i was sxually assaulted a few months ago. well i have talk to my parents about it and well have it figured out in a few weeks. so if i dont have lots of energy or im not active please dont take it the wrong way. im still a little traumatized so it will take me awhile to get over it. so please dont mind if i talk about it or act like i wouldnt act usually.:"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Please take all the time you need. We're here for you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And I know talking about that with parents is petrifying but it usually feels a lot less stressful once you do and please do not blame yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone deals with things differently so u handle it ur way and we will be here to support u and help u go back on ur back path"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "vent through art"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i find it easier to express my problems through drawings"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "although it may not make sense to other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everyone has different ways of expressing their problems or feelings"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats cool drawing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think it understand what it means"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "aww, your inspire me to do the same djdhdjbr"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Is your grandfather alright at least"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "omg we really need peacee"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Honestly I would say we need a month of just peace and joy but everyone will forget about it and then there will have been no purpose of that month if everyone forgets we honestly just need a new year people should change like god damn we pretty much killing ourself a cause of this year"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "NoPoint0690 Since there is a new even happening like every week itll be great to even have a month. But i agree there will be no purpose for it. At this point people dont care about dying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand people need a break and it might help people but like if there is 1 person still doing it, it effects others"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My pp hurt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Tfw you get told to put down something because and I quote your kind tends to steal things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "racist"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Tfw you get told to put down something because and I quote your kind tends to steal things"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Chaotic Yahiano r a c i s m. send any info you can get on them and send it to black twt. they'll take care of it"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Oh no it's all good now"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I may or may not have put them in a tree"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I may or may not have put them in a tree"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Chaotic Yahiano yes. as you should"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "All in a days work"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "You lucky bastards think its so bad being left on read or delivered for less than a week sometimes people never respond ever or even give me fake numbers"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i don't really care if they give me an excuses ill be like ok"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i only talk to what like 2 irl people from on snap"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone else i snap is on this server"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Not allowed to have snap or Instagram"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Or Twitter"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Or reddit"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i legit dont snap anyone else but ppl on this server now; ;"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Or tik tok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its alri"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i only use snap and discord"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like only two things i use"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Not allowed to have discord either"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Have it anyway"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Too important to my life that Im just going to give it up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Im not allowed to talk to random people"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Cant do anything public"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Have to have my mic muted in all public Matches"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ur parents probablt just care about u"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They do but theyre just strict"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe talk to them about it"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They caught me playing games when I wasnt supposed to and now I cant play video games anymore"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Cuz I get all As I can use my phone strictly from 36pm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u gotta talk to them about it and see cause complain won't solve anything just have a talk with them and see their point and u show them urs"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Oh that wont work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They Claim I have an addiction but lets be honest all kids my age dont wanna be without games"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "The amount of money Ive invested in games and not to mention the time is so much"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Probably spent more than S2k"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly the only thing to do is talk to them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u may say its not gonna work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but talking with them and having a good connection with ur parents is good"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Ive lost their trust\u201d by doing exactly what I did recently so many times its kinda impossible"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They think Im better without all of that stuff"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They think I have more fun without that stuff"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Theyre wrong"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "This is my only senctuary"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "The only place that I really enjoy myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they talk to them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "literally there is that only direction"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They wouldnt understand my dad would just say something like this wasnt what I was expecting out of parenting. Such immature behavior.\u201d And my mom would just sit back and do nothing but say mhm\u201d from time to time"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Precisely what Ive had to deal with"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "All my life"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Never been allowed to have devices in my room, always had to ask to do anything on a device whether it be checking my grades playing Minecraft with my friends or watching anime"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "Not even allowed to use the tv in my room anymore"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "They dont trust me"}
{"username": "maccs", "content": "For example I have to get off for the day or my ass is grass in five minutes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "IKR"}
{"username": "Gubbi", "content": "Simple fix, get Spotify premium"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "so basically ahhaha so how bout what if it wasnt"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Tw: ED, Medication, and Self Harm"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Our body used to never be overweight. Then we switched antidepressants. It would make us ravenous to the point where we had to eat a meal size every 3 hours, otherwise wed feel immense pain in our stomach. That medication gained us 20 pounds in a month. Were off of it now but we never lost those 20 pounds back. Since quarantine started, weve only gotten heavier. Were 53 and 175 pounds. We weigh ourselves every day. We fight a lot of anorexicthoughts before each meal. Ultimately we usually end up eating but I know that we have been teetering on the edge for a long time. If it werent for the fact that our family eats dinner at the table together each night theyd see us not eating anything, wed surely have become anorexic by now. Its hard to fight. Over the years weve had many anorexic friends and weve helped them through that, but its so difficult to deal with for ourselves.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u should take to ur parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "get it checked out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik in the situation we are in its kinda hard to work on our body"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i gained like 15 pounds"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but just to do some workouts every few days"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i ate like SO MUCH this quartintine oh my god"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya its cause we have nothing to do but eat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it happened to me before"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Alright. I might try to do that NoPoint. Its just so difficult when all my brain wants to do is starve"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it was a pain but it takes away to get back in shape"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i've dealt with my weight a lot"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i've always been told i look to skinny"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya maybe just talk to ur parents and see what u can do"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "Alright.."}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i've always been told i look to skinny"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "peachfizz i wish that was me"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "im too big"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe do some workouts every now and then"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "im a thicc bro"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go outside for a walk"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it's the diet i'm forced into:p"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my mom has me on a strict diet for my model classes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i have been trying to do some workouts and going on a bike ride everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do some chores are shit to help"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Omg are you signed to an agency Sofia"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "nope! not yet"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "How tall are you"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i'm kinda 5'7 ish"}
{"username": "Vixoria", "content": "Thats a good height especially for cameras"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "yes i do some photo shoots"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i have a vent"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "well this vent is for sad people"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "ok im done"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "wah"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i vented"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u join the server and go to vent?"}
{"username": "Quma Honeypot", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "what else is there to vent about"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it's batman so ofc he's sad"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "his parents are dead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "btw Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop can u go to deletedchannel and deletedchannel"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "the fact imma be super tall when im fully grown because my entire Italian side of the family is over 6'3"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "thats all i can vent abt"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "what that server"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "is there cookie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "no cookies here"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "there no cookie but i do what it tell me"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "imma hit my head on all doors"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i turned 13 like 2 months ago and im 6 feet tall"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "so sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean being tall is not bad"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "doctor says imma be between 6'4 and 6'9"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik a dude who is like 14 15 and he is like 6'11"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i dont wanna be behemoth man"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i think i'm still growing"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i know imma be hairy as well"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "im an italian"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just how the body works man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk how to tell u"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "i like hairy tho"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "and tall"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "im not venting"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "this is what i call a party"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lets go to chat then"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "yay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok I need some proper advice here please"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So there was a girl I was going to ask out but then we had to go into iso and I said to her wait until iso over and then we could go out but we really drifted in iso and today was our first day back and shit was really awkward but she was taking it like we were dating and all that stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its to late"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I told her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh well whats done is done"}
{"username": "Soap", "content": "Wack"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i am scared"}
{"username": "Beezow DooDoo ZpittybopBopBop", "content": "why"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "highfive", "content": "urine infection"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "wee"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "COOKIES?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "DSVAKS"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "somtimes i cant put into words how much i appriciate something"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "cool art"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Child"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Like an adult but younger and less mature and known as a child"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i wish i could be consistent with my personality"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "I know what you mean"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "some people r like super nice and toughtfull. i try to be but sometimes i just wanne say something mean bc some people are really toxic or i just wanne joke about certain controversial stuff. i try to stop this but i cant help it, bc its part of my personality?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "tl;dr i try to be a bloomer, but being a doomer is part of my personality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't think ur a doomer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone should be themself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "themselves"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u want to change urself then u do u but not for the purpose of others"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im an actuall doomer xd, have u seen my pfp before i ame in"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm, but if not being nice is part of my personality, should i also not do it?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "instead of nice i should say cheerful"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what im saying is u should choose who u wanna be"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "You can be nice without being cheerful tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "can i have a scenario pls"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like u don't always have to be nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to be mean sometimes its not a bad thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and being mean is a kinda a big term"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "opinion and mean are two different things"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "being mean is like saying things to people cause u want to and u want them to feel bad ig"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh ye true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "NoPoint so wise:0"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so all im saying is u be u"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also thank u, yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thx NoPoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np fred"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anytime"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "whats todays special? listening to a song from like 2009 about a breakup while thinking about a girl who probably doesnt miss me."}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "is that non gmo?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doing that right now bro I feel you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If u need to talk Im here tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ever just sat in class and wondered why u r the only who doesnt understand it"}
{"username": "fukurou", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sometimes i just want people to stop believing in me, bc i'll let their hopes up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U wanna talk about it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I kinda have that problem because Im not smart but people say I am"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "somwtimes it seems like im just being ignored tbh"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Maybe you are just boring lmao"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true ngl"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ouch"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Very good advice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hurts on a personal level lmao"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Nobody's boring"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Unless they want to or something idk"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "More of a rant but that moment when you see a cop and start saying things like ACAB,BLM,1312 and PIG and suprising you dad also says it. Now that was epic B"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "amn"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "That was inspiring?"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "I cant vent here lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "are u alri cj?"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Im okay"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "U good?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im good"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i want to"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "scream"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "and cry"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "but i"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "dont know"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "why"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i do but like"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "wh cant i whats stopping me"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "well im back from not killing myself"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "NoPoint so movie's stopped now or what?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ig i haven't really had time at the time we usually have it"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "hm okay then"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "we need to watch some comedy movies or sum like step brother'sect"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "or when you have the time"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "havent seen a comedy movie in ages"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe we can watch forestgump?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it felt like a comedy"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I dont watch movies except horror sorry"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "did you watch evil dead?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It was funny tho"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hate ut that u have the choice to use a car and go to city then they choose woods instead"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Just realized my english got bad"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "it's ight"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dislike it when people put me down, but then again i rather have them not believe in me then me letting them down"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Deep"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "shallow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its very true tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But being put down hurts a lot"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye true"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But so does being believed in and not living up to the expectations"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "kpop"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im fine the music they put out, i even like some songs, but only their community is a little toxic"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean people have choices on who to like and who to not sometimes u get that problem where someone dislikes u I mean doesnt mean they dont believe in u they are just having a hard time treating u as a friend u can say"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki thx"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Idk how to feel. Fathers day is on my birthday. Im so excited for my birthday but its still gon be outweighed with how depresso im gonna also be that day; w;"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just want to be really happy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "for that one day that im extremely happy on"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "his death is always gonna make things difficult."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its alri its gonna be fine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i rant about the same things alot i realise..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you Simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its alri"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "We all remember things that used to make us happy"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah exactly we all do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just try to have fun and its ok to remember them but keep in mind that he will want u to be happy especially on ur birthday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So just have fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Be urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Enjoy"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "The fact someone can disappear so suddenly. No goodbyes no nothing, planning to wake up the next day and joke around with friends but they never do. They say goodnight to family not knowing its their last."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that a lot lately"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "The fact someone can disappear so suddenly. No goodbyes no nothing, planning to wake up the next day and joke around with friends but they never do. They say goodnight to family not knowing its their last."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "julia I relate to this heavily. Its very scary. Little did I know the last time i would see him it would be a goodbye. I mean at least life allowed me to get some closure"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Sometimes I feel invisible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "invisible by who?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you feel like they do or do you know?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Feel like I guess"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Idk I get interrupted a lot a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why do you think you feel like that?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "with a big group it happens"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "People straight ignore what I say sometimes even if it isnt deliberate"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I happens in small groups too"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Even with singular people"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im awful at speaking up"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I sound like a kindergartner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then if they ignore you maybe they aren't the people you should talk to"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And I feel like the only reason people even interact with me is because Im nice"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Everyone does it Simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone sees u here"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "chloe yes u are nice and ur a good friend to everyone and everyone loves talking to u"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Thanks Simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik it probably doesn't help me saying that cause everyone says that but i get the feeling of being ignored and out casted, it happens to me a lot and i usually don't really care cause ik it happens but ik everyone is different and have different ways of going with problems and i get ur saying ur awful at speaking up maybe just say how u feel and tell them that ur feeling ignored"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "No it dont want to be rude and I shouldnt have said anything in here in the first place but i really appreciate you talking with me thank you very much"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no u should talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u shouldn't just throw it away"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not being rude"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur just saying how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats not rude"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "saying how u feel and being rude is two different things"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also discord sooo laggy, it took like 6sec for that msg to load"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also being nice is easier then being mean. you get treated better and you can feel better avout yourself. people also are more willing to stand up for you and lend you favors"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats why so many people are nice..maybe. and thats why nice is boring and mean is interesting. so if you wanne get sociale power you should be nice too people who are usefull and be mean infront of those friends towards other people so you seem more interesting"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "normal is boring btw"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "coming in contact with the sociale sphere everday makes me feel like there's nothing to miss tbh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Social sphere?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I mean being nice is the best thing about someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like take me for example, I am really bad at my subjects and lack a lot of general knowledge but I try to be kind to people so they dont think Im worthless"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye but thats the thing, being nice is easy and therefore shouldnt be counted as a pro, a lot of people are nice every can be nice. and i every1 can do what u do but even better you are still worthless"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sry im bad at acting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am pretty good at being worthless"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yo wait, who just added me on snap CUZ LIKE IT SAYS BY SEARCH...confess:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Did u put ur snap on somewhere?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "thats the thing, idrk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Do u remember putting ur snap anywhere?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "nah man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Maybe friend gave it to them"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "insta: said.and.done"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "snap: tae.ok"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "flat 21st of May, 2020"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Big yikes"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "jajaja"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i feel ya. its like u have to be like someone else."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate having to act like someone else, makes me feel bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya it stupid"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ur still growing so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one looks normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is different"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just gonna be urself and embrace it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "there is no right way to look"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is beautiful and should embrace that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You cannot be judged between two people because no two people are the same apart from twins an stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats not true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alri"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has opinions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u were just wanting to share ur opinion"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why my life gotta be so confusing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So there is a girl who I dated a year or so ago and I still kinda like her and she is in my math class but I hate math so much because Im so bad at it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She is also in my sport class and we somehow manage to always be on same team"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk how"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Starcrossed lovers"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Oh wait that's English Lit... Not maths or Sport..."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ah well either way, probably either she's messing with you, or it's a huge coincidence, both equally possible"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wym she messing with me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You mean like she trying to get into my team on purpose"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "if your teachers are choosing the teams they might know you have a crush on her and theyre trying to get you both closer"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We dated tho and it was for two weeks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I never knew why she broke up but I think I know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No the teachers do random picks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like they say your blue team"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That kinda stuff"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i mean are you sure?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I dont think teachers actually care about that"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i think theyre choosing you and her on the same tea@"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But thats just what i think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And people always move around to try be with certain people but I dont"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "some do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have math tomorrow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So like we will talk a bit in class because she sits near my friend"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i mean the could think it guy i dunno"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think its just coincidence"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "for every team in that class? i mean it would be crazy if it was just a coincidence but if the teachers knew you were dating its probably why or maybe someone told them about you two"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But the teams are random"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And we usually have 34 teams"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "do they point at you and say red team then point at someone else and say blue team"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Visible frustration\u201d"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "yea they do it on purpose most likely"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "thats not random because they dont want to put a big friend group all together or anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its hard to explain"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So we kinda semi circle around him while he explains the rules then he just starts somewhere and says what team in and order like, red, green, yellow, blue"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Famn"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Idk... ive seen so much homophbia today i kinda just broke. I dont get it. I just wanna freely love who i wanna without fear of being killed or tortured or threatened. Ill never get why people are so concerned about how people choose to identify or who people love."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I dont often start crying but i guess today just..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that but thats todays messed up world, little hope for the future and heaps of violence"}
{"username": "Soap", "content": "I have a message for homophobes"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "i didnt think i would be back here on this account again but here i am but hey people"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "i just wanna get out of this house as soon as i can but i wont be able to for ages i just really hate it here"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omg ur back"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea i am"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea its annoying how were just trapped in our houses"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And for so long"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "and like its not fair we should be able to leave when we want because like people dont know how you actually feel about your family"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "they could be abusing you but no one would believe you at all because of their reputation\u201d"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea, very true"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "A lot of the stuff keeping us inside is part politics and part science"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idek at this point"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "and like most people are too scared of what might happen if they tell anyone"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yeah a lot of people cant really access other adults to tell rn"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "if i just disappear its because my phones died and i havent got a charger no more"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "like thats the main reason ive made this account so i can like tell people how i feel without them knowing who i am id rather be anonymously telling people than using my main"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i feel like i should make an anonymous account as well"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but like im not gonna tell anyone who i am because then like think about why they could do"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sometimes sharing your opinion or view on something really backfires"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "then people see you as the bad person and you cant say anything else then your feelings just get bottles up inside"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea pretty much"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Not all the time tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "There are always gonna be people that share your opinions on stuff"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "like one of my siblings said they hope i die and theyre still favourited it says a lot"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "you can hardly trust anyone anymore"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean i dont think thats true"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You can trust people"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just not everyone"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but like most people just stab you in the back"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "its gonna be hard to find real people who dont share everything"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean you just have to learn who to trust"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk im not really good at that tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I tend to trust a lot of people for the smallest reasons"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but like its scary trying to find more friends and things"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How is it scary?"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "like they could turn on you like randomly then youll be left alown"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "alone"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "There are definitely a lot of people that wouldnt do that, you really juat have to find them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "but its just scary talking to new people you dont even know them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its easier to make friends if you are more social and understanding"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "ive gotta go my phones about to die"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "im sorry for cutting the convo off early"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Otay"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Byebye"}
{"username": "crazyapples", "content": "byee!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "WHAT IS IT WITH EVERYONE AND STATUES ATM GEEEZ"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get what u mean"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Honestly, first it was Brexit, then it was the general election, then just 2020 in general"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im sad;;"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I miss my irl friends"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like they dont really care abt me anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure they do care about you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe reconnect with them like text or call"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive been doing that in the past, but it usually seemed like they didnt want to talk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But then they say theyre worried about me cus ive been acting distant"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its hard to keep up a conversation with someone when ur the only one trying ya know"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So i just kind of stopped"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its kinda hard to connect with people in quarantine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i actually haven't talked to anyone in my school for like 2 months"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "after quarantine im sure you can reconnect with them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just don't worry so much, its hard for everyone so im guessing they feel the same"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like i should make some new friends tbh, but its a bit too late for that rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its never too late to make friends"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Its never too late"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ill try and talk to some of them tommorrow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope it goes well"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thank you, and i hope it does too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Also, idk where to put this, but ima be taking a break from discord for a while"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki take as much time as u need"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just stay safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and take care of urself"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I'll be back tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Otay"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You too man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Gnight"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im tired"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Good night "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sleep well"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Goodnight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope tomorrow is a wonderful day for you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bye guys"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "later"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ik I thought I was in main and just saw"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Gonna go toaster bath be back"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "motivation? More like, what tf am i doing anymore pog"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Minecraft"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "well doing something your happy doing is always good"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "but you can always motivate people in different wats"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ways"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "I can tell you when I was a teenager I was in the same boat I didnt think I would be good enough and I was super depressed and didnt know how to be who I am today. It gets way better and tbh high school for me seems like a lifetime ago"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "I used to get into sooo much trouble and I ended up realizing hey wow my parents do care"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah i get in trouble a lot but its because my sister always lies to get out of trouble"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "Yeah it happens but try not to get so down on yourself everything ALWAYS gets better and thats a fact if you really believe it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i suppose"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but like idc what people say about me being smart because they arent me, they dont know what i do every second"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "Good you shouldnt! At the end of the day its you that you have to spend the rest of your life with you might as well enjoy it and not worry about what others think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "its impossible to not care about what other pepole think tho"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "Gets easier with time they"}
{"username": "ladisqutie", "content": "Tbh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah I gues"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "guess"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "fax no printer"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Thats good to know, I have been enlightened"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Thats"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i once saw a snail and poured a whole lot of salt over it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i once kicked a bunny"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i saw a bird once with broken wings and picked it up and dropped it some where"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont rememvber wher"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "wdum"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "my reasoning"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "so you killed a bird"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "nopoint why you trying to help this man I don't think the bird was a traumatic experience"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i kicked the bunny, because it looked to cute. the bird i just did it without thinking i knew it couldnt fly. the snail i dont remeber, i like snails"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "do you hate animals?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i love animals"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yeah what"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "somtimes i just feel like every1 likes animals too much"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "so you beat animals"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont beat them"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "some animals dont get enough"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it just annoying"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Messed up imo"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont like to eat in public because i look weird when i eat"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no!"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "people look at me when i eat, cant even enjoy it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "np sir point of no"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "there is a point"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Hm I think it isnt worrying that you had that reaction"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Um, so yesterday i had to go to the doctors and stuff and shit and we were there just do do some things and they we had to test for corona and everyone in my family is fine they don't have corona but my test was messed up for some reason and i don't know the whole story cause my parents saying that im fine but i may have corona, and i should be scared but for some reason im fine im not scared or anything and i don't know if i should worry about having corona or that i gave no reaction"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint awe no im sorry: Try not to worry too much though! My friend and both her parents have tested positive and they are okay. Im sure you will be fine 3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You don't have any underlying health problems do you?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah, you should be perfectly fine. Try not to worry. I mean my mother could have had it cause she had the severe symptoms and was very sick for a while but is fine now. Plus Covid is only killing very young children and elderly people along with people with underlying health conditions like asthma and stuff. But yea, try not to worry too much and if you do get it you my get sick for a bit but you'll be fine after:"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Oki, again try not to worry and get too worked up abt it. Love you"}
{"username": "rae", "content": "hi ren here uhh ok i dont know if this is considered a vent or not but here i go"}
{"username": "rae", "content": "i have a girlfriend, we were best friends before we started dating and overall everything was just going perfect! then she told me she needed to take a tiny break to catch up on schoolwork. now that school is over, she still hasn't answered my calls or texts. i might just be selfish and clingy, but i'm still really worried. during the period that we haven't talked, about 3 weeks, ive had some issues concerning my sexual identity. i feel more comfortable as someone who isn't gender identified so basically nonbinary but here's the thing. my girlfriend is bisexual. we've already had conversations long before any of this, about her sexuality. i asked if she would date a trans/enby and she said she would rather just stick to boys and girls. HELP? i don't know if she'll be comfortable dating me if i am not genderidentified, let alone if she's not talking to me because she doesn't want to date me anymore at all. well that's it, sorry for being selfish but i just had to let it out."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Just tell her youre non binary. If she isnt into you for that or any other reason, then she just isnt the right person"}
{"username": "rae", "content": "i know, it would just be really hard to leave her."}
{"username": "rae", "content": "and plus im gonna have to wait till she starts talking to me again to tell her"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "sounds like you got ghosted buddy"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i mean most of the time people like eachoter for their personality so the way you look probably won't be that much of a problem for her i think."}
{"username": "greg", "content": "that's not even close to what that means but ok"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "wdum"}
{"username": "rae", "content": "i think she just broke up with me"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "what happened"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "or. shall, i say, how did it happen"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what happend"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i always bring a knife to school to cut myself in the bathrooms when i get stressed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "you should use a rubber band instead"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "leaves marks but isnt as bad as a knife"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "how do you do that with a rubber band?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "put it on your wrist and flick your arm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh like shoot your wrist"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but not with a gun"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki, i might try that, thx"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "np thats what im here for"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sometimes i dont know if should stop being depressed. it would feel like don't belong to any other subculture anymore"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Why are u depressed?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im a retoise and a lot of people think im smart and have already made expectations for me and i dont wanne let them down"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "If they are your friends then they will never be desappointed"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont have friends irl"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Have u tried make friends?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye, im too boring though"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Well i can be your friend"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh thx, but i mean irl"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "i have friends that are boring and im still they're friend"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what makes you wanne stay friends with them?"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Its just that i know them and i see the positive things about them"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "do you mean that they are just nice people?"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "I mean im friends with everyone"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh thats cool:0"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "life must be poggers then"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Its just that i like everyone how they are"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i cant do that, i always pretend to be, but i just cant help to dislike some personality qualitys"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Dont pretend be yourself"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i cant be mean, unless im joking"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "damn none of my friends have seen me MAD MAD and i get mad all the time"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i just have to seem bubbly all the time"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "soo yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im also never MAD MAD, but i just sabotage and never share"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "MM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i dont like sharing either"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i was just joking, get jebaited. i love sharing"}
{"username": "violet", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "BRUHD SJHZHZU"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "one time i was going to sit and then i landed on a soap bottle. ive felt gay ever since that moment. now i look twice before i sit down"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i mean like who doesnt"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i like to play the bad guy a lot of the times"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its mostly an end goal behind all my actions"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "So you like being bad"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i'm alive"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "good good"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so like my school posted smth on BLM on their insta and it has 53 comments all from alumni c/o 2020 and a few adults ab how bad the school is in teaching ab racism and everything and i wanna add to it but its all SO true"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and i dont wanna add a comment or like comments u can see who likes what but ion wanna get in trouble and ion ruin my chances of getting into colleges"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i wanna send pics to show u but it would be a lotta editing for usernames"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so i go to a catholic school and the principal and priest posted ab the school and BLM"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "on one insta post"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it has over 50 comments"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "on one insta post"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and theres a lot of hate going to a teacher"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and theres a lot of hate going to a teacher"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah but like theres stuff that should be said but creating a fake insta acct to do it will still be bad"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You cant get kicked out for saying that stuff or liking that stuff. If it does, you can sue them lmao"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but i can"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i can get in trouble"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and involved in stuff just for speaking my mind"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If you do, then it isnt your fault. They cant hold you back for views about not being racist and teaching about problems in the world. I think you should go for it if its important to you"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "yo she probably does ngl. i tried confronting my sibling with the same type of siyuation and my moment of weakness got taken advantage of"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but, she probably doesnt hate you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "it seems like she does tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sometimes parents get so mad they just start calling you names, but they still love you i think"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i never understood why they would scream at me. my dad always explained it with a calm voice and a lot of reasoning. i always tend to listen to him more"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same, they both have the same intentions tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and if you are too shy for your mom, let your dad explain it to your mom"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but one of my older brothers is so much more openplays music out loud and can generanly talk to then"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but me and my olderst brother keep to ourselves alot more"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe that other older brother is prove that your mother can be talked or negotiated with"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i suppose"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but he haas always seemed to be more open"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i like to scratch my genital area with a knife"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it just itshes and it feels satisfying"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "with a knife"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it scratches so well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "T M I"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what does that stand for?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "TO MUCH INFORMATION"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i mean she asked for it"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "but why"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "dont answer that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "whyy do you even ask"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "why did you tell!"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "look at you guys claiming me as a weirdo"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I MEAN IT IS WEIRD"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "well... that doesnt mean im weird"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "..."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im just a normale guy doing weird thins"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you sure?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke oke"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everyone does different things"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im sure that even you have your weird behavious"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To help themselves"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im just cool enough to tell them in public"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but a k n i f e"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "i like chefs"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "luckly im a chefcock"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait u boy right?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "or neither?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what made you think i was dude?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "uh'Frederik'"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "because of my poggers attire?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no...'Frederik'"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait your a girl"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its my imaginaries friend name"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i have a lot"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "4"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought you were a boy because your name"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "johan was my dog"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "never judge a book by its cover"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "so am i invited to the sleep over?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that actually makes more sense to me now"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "adding texture "}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "JKJK"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have found many females on tik tok with a knife kink anyways"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " so am i invited to the sleep over?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im one of the many ofc"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What about me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "poggers"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you male dumbf"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im was just joking btw"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but im already in"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Duck Im so confused now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Gee are you male?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or you were joking about the sleepover"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes Im male"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im a dude"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this confuses me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but i wasnt joking about my name"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "sneak 100 im one of the many"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im a lvl100 actor"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Evie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok we should go to main because we just chatting now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "we have been bamboozled"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "tayla"}
{"username": "TaylaxNumber2", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "when i go the bathroom i wipe too deep and aggresive. because of this my keister has been bleeding"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just wanne be an open book really"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "all my flaws and disgusting feautures on the table"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "people will start liking me less"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and thats what i want tbh"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Why dont you want people to like you lmao"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats a question you cant know the answer of. you will need to play the Frederik after story to unlock that content"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "or you can get the preorder deal, now only kosting a hug"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its alrighty, you probably needed it"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Theres gonna be a pro police protest something and my parents are going"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I'm bout to commit all sue of the sides"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Again I'm bout to commit all sue of the sides"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Alright I guess not"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "suicide prevented:0"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh im so sorry, take all the time you need"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oof sry to hear that dude. we hope it all goes well"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i'm gonna keep it quick. i've been getting more panic attacks then usual. it would be very nice if when you can vc with me it really calms me down. so if ur not really busy pls @ me if u can vc!:"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "its loud"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "Btw riley why"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "NoPoint why what"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "YEAH why waht"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "im sorry im intruding hdhd"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why does school have to be so deadly?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just dissappointed someone again, she even said that she was extremely dissapointed in me. God just kill me already, why do people even believe in me. i literally always let people down"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Y'know what THAT'S A BIG FAT MOOD"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Also, whenever someone tells you I'm disappointed in you that's just them telling you their emotion towards you, like saying I'm happy for you, so I just see it as their opinion, which I can choose to ignore or take it as constructive criticism and move on:"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Therefore, I don't think you have anything to worry about, why are they disappointed?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i forgot an appointment and left her waiting for half an hour"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "dude i messed man"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just wish that no1 knew me tbh"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "A simple mistake, happens to everyone at least a thousand times in their lives, so if this were me I'd just apologize, and take this as a pointer to keep an eye on the time to not be late to planned things, even though I never do and I usually forget anyway, but still! Keep this guilt in mind and use that guilt power to drive yourself into not forgetting appointments:"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke i will, thx for the advice"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No probs!"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I had something similar happen 3 years ago with my dad too I understand exactly how you feel and relate to you whole heartedly. I am so sorry that happend to you, it's so painful and im really very sorry. First, im glad you've never cut. Relapsing isnt fun. Suicide is also never the answer. I feel the same as you, like something is stopping me and my mother is the same. I should take my oen advice but maybe if your family isnt willing to help try branching out and finding ways personally to find help. Its hard to find places but there are many online therapy things you can get. Please do try and reach out to some 3"}
{"username": ":sparkles:KenmaIsBABY:sparkles:", "content": "Taylax i have reached out to some people ob discord and they have helped me and im getting better little by little"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im so happy you are getting better! I promise that it will get better. It may take a while but im confident that you will make it out of this! 3"}
{"username": ":sparkles:KenmaIsBABY:sparkles:", "content": "Thanks and i hope can get out of this happy and healthy"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "my mom is taking my custody away from him"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "IM NOT COMPLAINING"}
{"username": "flat", "content": ":"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "i literally went to court today, i took a hella gpod photo doe"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "deletedchannel"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "wait fr"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "yEAH LMAO"}
{"username": "flat", "content": ":D"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I have that as well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wanna be there for people because my life is so bad rn, I dont want people to know whats really happening in my life and I dont want that stuff to happen to them but whenever Im kind there is always one person who says simp and it just really changes your view after a while"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "SOFIA FOR EMIL SPREAD THE WORD"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "cool picture mister:0"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think i can speak for a lot of people when i say that i'd paysomeone to beat me up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i think i can speak for a lot of people when i say that i'd paysomeone to beat me up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im one of the many mood, make me actually not have a mental breakdown over signing a card"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "wdym signing a card?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and i never what people meant when saying mood"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Oh it was a fathers day card for my step dad but they didn't have one that said step dad and i had to write'to daddy' cause my younger siblings name was on it and i kinda broke down and couldn't do it my mother had too after calming me down"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " and i never what people meant when saying mood"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im one of the many means you find something relatable when you say mood too it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh oki thx"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but yeah i feel pathetic for having a breakdown over signing a card; w;"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "did you already post something like this earlier?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "nope, the only thing i said about it when it happened i if someone wanted to play mc because i needed a mood lifter"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also, familie is important. if you cry to something familie related it just means that you care about them. you should be proud about that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "being able to care about some1 to cry for them is hard and not a lot of people can do that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Meh this is different. My dad kinda is dead and i struggled signing a card where i called my step dad, my dad and it just made this uttermost repulsion in me and i couldn't sign it. i feel pathetic because of that"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh hi"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "so you cant accept your new dad as dad?"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "but that's understandable"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "it's going to take a while for you to accept that, so why fret over it? You cannot currently control how you feel about it to that extent, so let it develop over time,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no its not really that. I don't want to replace my dad. I still loved him his death was quite sudden. That's why i don't like calling my step dad, dad... it just doesn't feel right"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont even say stepdad too him i just call him by his name"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "that's a solution!,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im also on my extremely hormonal week so that didn't help; w;"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "don't get all hung up on it, that's how things are now, living in the past in a dangerous mentality to have,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "please refrain from getting upset about it in the future, and work towards a solution"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah idk what really happend. like i said it was signed'to daddy' which is what i used to sign his so i guess its what you would call a trigger"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "apologies if that was insensitive"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no dw"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "well, it's your reaction is completely acceptable,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "And you sorted it out, somewhat calmly, so you aren't necessarily in the wrong in that situation"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it was stupid to cry about it, idk i couldn't sign it myself. i felt guilty at the idea of signing it... i didnt even like the fact my name was on it..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i wanted to give him a card"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "oh,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "please refrain from crying, if you can control it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk i was just repulsed at how i adressed it"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ye i know... i cry too much"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "understandable,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like w a y too much"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "well then,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "apologies,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk it's weird... i get frustrated over little things easily and that turns into getting upset which goes to a mental breakdown... i swear I have some form of anger issues cause i end up getting the urge to harm something and its usually the only way to calm down, whether that myself or i just break something like a clothing hanger"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'm assuming your birthday is in November?"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "a Scorpio perhaps?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No it's today actually, well for me"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "oh, a new day,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Timezones are strange"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "multiple irl people you can vent to,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'm assuming?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i've tried with my mother before but she never did anything. i don't know how to address it to her cause she isn't really the type you can talk to... she is more the type to say you are overreacting"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'm sure the person in question is knowledgeable enough to know that self harm isn't a valid option in situations like this one,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "also, that's unfortunate, but that's your mothers viewpoint, and I'm assuming she won't change it easily"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i haven't had one of them breakdowns in a while so it's been a while since..."}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she is accepting but in the mental health department shes not exactly educated... she managed not to gain any mental health issues from her dads death and i envy that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe she did but she just hid it well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah... they normally refer to camhs and camhs is not good at all"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "most my friends do camhs and they are just awful"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my friends manage to skip meetings with them. they really don't care as long as you are alive and they can't be blamed for it"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "well"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "It seems the situation has been calmed to an extent"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I apologize for anything you went through, I don't know the full story so I cannot be of more assistance"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "apologies"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no you don't have to apologise. you have been a big help just by talking to me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I am undeserving of thanks, but I appreciate the gesture"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i might be off for the day"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "my dad just yelled at me for having friends to talk to and almost broke my pc"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "said i shouldnt have an opinion cause im 15"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "in that case i shouldnt matter"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "hes gonna scream at me for having an opinion and having friends then go back in the other room and laugh with his gf about stupid shit"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "with my entire pc set on the floor bc he doesnt like being wrong"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "cant even go to my moms either without being screamed at constantly"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "theres no way for me to be safe and happy"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "apparently im friends with the wrong people"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oof, sry to hear that dude"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im so sorry you have to go through that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im so sorry about that"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Jimpycoo"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I sincerely apologize for your fathers reaction"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "if you'd like to talk about it"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "im more then willing"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "refrain from running"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Seek help"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Try to have a civil conversation with him"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "If he is unwilling I apologize"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "he says he wants one"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "but it ends up in a yelling match"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know trying not to yell in argument is very hard but if one person stays calm it really helps the situation"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i dont yell"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "its him"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i stay calm"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "i barely know her"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Could you stay at a friend or friends houses for a while so he calms down"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "same here"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "strangers will try to support you"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "You have no reason to trust me"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Or anything I say"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What makes you believe that I will think your telling the truth about talking to strangers and about not trusting you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Never mind I lost it"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "your input was highly valued"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "thank you for making an attempt to help"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I respect you, and appreciate the effort you made to help someone you barely know,"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess its just people who have been there before try help out others who are heading that way, I havent had the same experience as Jimpy is having"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its the little things that can make the biggest difference"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I agree completely"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I try to help at any time,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "it's hard to at times"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "some people are different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "All people are different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No one is the same"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "but with all the corruption in this world, a minuscule amount of good will go a long way"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "no one is the same, I agree, if that was the case, we wouldn't be human"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Very true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "helping people is hard, sometimes i just dont know how respond"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I understand how you feel"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its hard to know how someone is feeling when you havent been there yourself"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I failed to help someone in the past, so now I try my hardest to help,"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Personal experience of mine was someone in this server going through a tough time and I was trying to help them and they were offline for a month or so and I just assumed the worst but they are ok"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just get helped a lot and i want to return the favor"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I couldn't help someone"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I lost them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been helped a bit recently"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "so, I try to help as much as possible"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same dude, my best friend commited sewerside 2years ago. i tried to help his depression but i am just so bad with words"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I find no reason to mourn someone, I understand the concept, but no matter the situation, they are gone"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "that's something you cannot change,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": " same dude, my best friend commited sewerside 2years ago. i tried to help his depression but i am just so bad with words"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "im one of the many"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Don't blame yourself, that's the first step to getting what he had, remember the times you spent with him, and all the moments you appreciated,"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "good response, pretty pogu advice"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "im only trying to help"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but it just made me realize how bad i am at speaking my mind"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I apologize"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if push comes to shove again i wanne be able to make a change you know"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no need for apologies, advice is always welcome"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "change is necessary in evolution"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "Things go extinct based on their ability to adapt"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "if you as a human cannot adapt, and become better then the previous generation"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "it's an unfortunate fate for you,"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What if we were from mars and its so dry from pollution and global warming and they escaped to earth and the pod was the meteorite that killed the dinosaurs"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "good theory!"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "hm?"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "here is where gee, helped people"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "he earned my personal respect, not thats it's worth anything"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I did my part in helping, but I admire all that try to help people in need"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "you could say"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I can see some ill intent in some of these people,"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "keyword being some"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nopoint is one of the nicest people around here"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "noted"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes he is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No point you are one of the kindest people on this server"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You always look out for people who need help"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'll live in this channel for a while"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "my best efforts will be put here"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I used to be in a server like this, but something, unfortunate happened, and I made the decision to leave"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "multiple houses"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what happend?"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'd rather not,"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Simar has helped me alot... i appreciate it alot"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki np"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "thanks for understanding"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "I'll be going now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pall, poggers"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait isnt no point your nick"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "merely joking"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pall is also pretty cool tbh"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki bye shogun"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt know that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "have a great day"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye shogun"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "you aswell"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "See you aroun"}
{"username": "shogun", "content": "appreciated"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have stayed up past midnight for more than 5 weeks in a row"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Ive been waking up early tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "CJ021 what time"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "MMM"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "78"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh lmao same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got school"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Thats fine ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I get up 7 leave at 8:20"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey whats the matter honey?\u201d"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "/I dont sleep cause when I do all my dreamer dreams are you/"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good song"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "a lot of people act passive aggresive towards me and i always act normal towards it and and try not to be mean. its not easy for me to keep on taking that behaviour, i have a short temper for people like that. but they still do it and whenever i bring it up or ask them why theyve been acting this towards me they just say that they are joking and that its not true. i don't know how they expect me to behave, but in this situation its pretty common for some1 to get mad and start a fight"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "passive aggressive people anger me so much and i personally just try to ignore it"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "its better to ignore it so it doesnt start any sort of tension and it can help with your temper"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "unless its truly offensive"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "I would just brush it off"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "but if you dont want to thats fine just giving my advice"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "np, thx for the advice"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Some people just need to tell the difference between certain words"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Im not mentioning the specific word, but its bannable even though what I said was a different word and in a completely different context"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "what word"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its an offensive word"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "But in no way did I actually mean it"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "probably cigarette for british"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And it wasnt even the actual word"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if its a slur just put the first letter then slur"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "N"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "iger River"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I was literally discussing geography"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And poof! Ban"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk its just you could just say n word"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and nott"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Are you assuming my skin color?"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "was it this server?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i asked"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Disgusting"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Despicable"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I am a blue man"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "lmao are you assuming my gender all over again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if thats a gender joke"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i reakky"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "dont wanna talk to you"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I mean thats a real river"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But I understand their reaction 100"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "what oh he meant the river"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i thought"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Yeahhh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "he was using an expression"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Also suggestion, get a profile picture, places will be less likely to ban you if you dont seem like a throw away alt"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i thought"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Nah man"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Im sticking with Discord Man"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean shes not wrong"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Dat true"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Hold on"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "NOPOINT"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "NICEE"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Got broken up with again today gonna go Kms see yall never"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wait what happened? I thought u guys were good?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "greg do not do that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Well see"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "We wont, dont do that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "As I said well see"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Got broken up with again today gonna go Kms see yall never"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "greg awe no im so sorry, please don't die though. It may seem like you have hit rock bottom but there is so many other people out there! She just wasn't the one. Again i'm so sorry that happened you seemed to really like her.."}
{"username": "saikisleftcoochieflap", "content": "Taylax omfg no bb they don't deserve you;"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "wrong pinggg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Momma Greg got broken up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Poor mommy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im single af lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Lmao same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i feel really bad... he always gushed about how pretty she was in main and stuff..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Who was it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What she look like"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i never saw her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why do I always have to be the problem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "amerika", "content": "But then a month later he called me cool, so that's weird"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oof, Im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Hope your friendship is still healthy with that person"}
{"username": "amerika", "content": "Thanks man, I'm just trying to be friends with him, he's nicer now"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh im sorry to hear that, i hope you guys continue to have a good relationship and he wont talk about you anymore"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "One of my cells died today"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "My crotch got punched by a ball"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "ouchyyy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "One of my cells died today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "@ KNEE by the time I wrote this millions of my cells died and were replaced"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "I have to move again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can i ask why?"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "My dad is in the navy"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "6th move"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "For me its my parents 8th move"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "I feel like I got closest to my friends here than anywhere else but now Im moving, and that normally means we stop talking after a few months. So Im kinda sad but also... Im used to it now."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u like talked to ur parents how u feel about moving?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh im sorry about that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean its not bad to at least tel ur parents how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause parents do take ur input in things"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Ill think about it, Ive kinda portrayed to them I dont care cause I dont like talking about my feelings to them."}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh well dont do anything that youre not comfortable with, tho i do recommend telling them how you feel about it"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "so i rly upset CJ IS NOT STAFF"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "SAME"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "THIS IS SO UPSETTING"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "SINCE DAY 1 IVE BEEN HERE"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "SAME EXCEPT SINCE DAY 30"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "WOW"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "I LOVE THIS SERVER"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "SAME THO"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "SAME"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "it's okay simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Whats ok?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I just love being super upset and sappy ya knwo"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "know"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "yes sir"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "dont we all love it"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ah thanks"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Ill just leave bye"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mind if I vent here?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "No go aheqd"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im so sorry that this is happening to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its hard to have hope these days, but having a hope that everything will be alright is something you can hold on to, ya maybe u won't believe it, no one does these days but i hope your family is doing alright and i wish them the best of luck in life and i hope they can have a good and enjoyable life and they live longer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and you shouldn't ignore ur problems its not healthy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i get its hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but if you try your best to help out as much as you can it will at least make your parents happy that you are safe and are doing ok cause im sure they are worrying about you a lot and want you to have a good and long life"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh gosh im so sorry about your family I hope they get better. I dont think putting your feelings away is a good idea. Yeah having them rush a cure\u201d is quite scary, but ig you have to trust the process. Everything right now is scary but you have to try being as positive as you can"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You cant trust the process Im sorry.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "They are risking my life yours and everybody elses to."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "For what?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "A cure that might no even fix anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean people are trying there best"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "their"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yea but there best\u201d is not good."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Trust me.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i rather have hope"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My family works there all the time.."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My uncle doesnt even have hope for this cure\u201d anymore and he is one trying to work on it and its scary but Im not going to lie..I dont trust it I dont trust them at all."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok not to trsust"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trust"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you just gonna believe that everything will be alright cause it will be"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its gonna be hard to believe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i don't blame you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but giving urself hope will help your parents and they don't want you to lose hope"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wont lie..hope is no longer an option to me because I know for a FACT the FDA would N O T approve of this so instead they decide to go to trump for help? YOUR TELLING ME THEY DID THAT AND THEY PUT ALL OF US IN DANGER MORE THAN THE CORONA CUASES JUST TO TEST\u201d TELL ME RIGHT NOW THAT IS NOT HORRIBLE IM SORRY BUT PEOPLE SIGN UP SO FOR THEM TO PUT US ALL IN DANGER IS NOT OK THEY HAVE PEOPLE ASKING TO HELP YET THEY STILL WANT EVERYBODY TO IM NOT SURE IF YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH DANGER THAT PUTS US IN ITS MORE THAN CORNOA ILL SAY IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN IM SORRY IF THIS COMES OF AS RUDE BUT ITS JUST SO STRESSFUL"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright you don't have to apologize to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can say everything here freely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just wanna help and comfort as much as possible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and tbh i don't know whats happening in america much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its going through one of its worst times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im so sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It is.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik i can't do more then just say a few words that might not even matter"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And its all because"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just wanna help comfort you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "help with your mind set"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik there is a lot of stress in your life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and ik its really hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ik this is probably the worst time to do this but do not over stress urself, take time off from everything and just be with urself, try to enjoy urself as much as possible or talk to someone that makes you happy, send the day with them calling or talking once you had ur time then come back and focus on these issues and try to calming help and see what you can do, do not over stress urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone as limits of what they can do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Trump wasnt prepared no matter what people say oh it was random\u201d cant control it\u201d we have had so many pandemics as a world and for people to sit there and tell me we wouldnt have been prepared anyways pisses me off. No matter the most random times it comes up as a world together we should be prepared we have gone through so many pandemics have they not learned? Even if it take long they should have been prepared."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik they should have be prepared"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thte world should be better prepared to protect ourselves from these issues and problems and have been happening"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "hey i hate to burst your bubble but i dont like politics in chat"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "same"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "it offends me rly bad"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "BAN BAN"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "i feel like i'm wasting time. i spent the past 4 months doing absolutely nothing and I feel like I need to make every moment count yknow, since I know I won't be around forever."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel like i'm wasting time. i spent the past 4 months doing absolutely nothing and I feel like I need to make every moment count yknow, since I know I won't be around forever."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "attak3 yeah i get that. Im probably not living past 18... but anyways. Yeah i understand, i realise now i never took loads of pictures of times when i was with friends and now im tryna make up for that. But even if you do feel like you have wasted the last 4 years and you are trying to make up for it now because life is short that is awesome. Make sure to go have fun while you can. Make sure to do things you've always wanted to try. Make sure you have no regrets that you didnt do something you wanted. And when the times does come around to y'know... you can safely say you did everything you wanted and can go peacefully with no worries or regrets of anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you realise we spent 20 years of our life doing school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "20 we cant do anything because we are old"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "20 working or starting business"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life is short"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because of our generation we live to around 80 unless unnatural accident"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That leaves 20 years"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "technically for myself i can finish school at 18 and not go to Uni or anywhere but still"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Trye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Trye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I already wanna drop out at 14 so"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "mood tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So basically what is happening is that I just keep zoning out because it all seems like a dream and in one room it is a lot worse because of the amount of people in itbig room kinda like gym and because all the sound bounces around it makes me zone out even quicker and deeper and so I try avoid that room at breaks but if its raining we have to go inside but its holidays now so I will get a break but I will see be so distant from my friends because Im going to farm and I normally get easily distracted and now if I go up to our camp site I could just zone out for ages watching the creek"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "At school Everyone is split up in groups and I dont fit in most of them so I kinda wander around or just sit there"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah you need to work on some more grounding stuff. Try some stuff out and see what makes you not feel in a dream. Dissociation issues can be quite annoying sometimes. In my opinion i think that is what's best for you but i'm not the most educated on this topic, all i know and can give advice is from personal experience"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Idk if its a really be problem zoning out but if you are doing it often then maybe check it out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it seems more serious than just zoning out tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause if u zone out and something happens to u it could be dangerous"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It happens a lot at school mostly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wym"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Just forcing on an object"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "cause there is day dreaming then there is thinking that reality is a dream"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Like u force on 1 thing and you zone out right?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Well if something like near by you happened and ur just zoned out you wouldnt know what happening"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just paying attention to that object then your mind goes elsewhere"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok then you might need to check it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Or it could just be ur brain not getting sleep?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So try to get more sleep for like a week and see what happened"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Stayed up past midnight for 6 weeks now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya I would say sleep earlier"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause zoning out pretty much mean ur day dreaming"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Which means ur tired"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Look at the time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya maybe go to sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Try sleeping for like 8 hours for 1 week and see what happens"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I tried going to sleep early the other day and couldnt because my sleep schedule"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok maybe take some naps in the day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cause u need to rest ur mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So try to get as much sleep as possible"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But if I sleep during day I wont be able to at night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok then what time do you normally sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Midnight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Isnt it midnight rn?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok what time do you wake up?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "School days30am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Weekends 89"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok then they should be a good sleep but if u need more sleep maybe sleep in on weekends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Go from 9 to 10"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And just rest"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I will try to sleep at 11 and gradually move down to 9"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ya ok thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Trying is good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So sleep now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Btw I gotta do homework tomorrow so I probably wont be on"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "For some parts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its alright"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Everyone got a life out online"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Good night sleep well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "See you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "goodnight gee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "funny when ur parents call you a disappointment but not directly cause they want to make you feel better saying your marks aren't bad which they definitely are and says that you could have done better then everyone if you tried and if you put ur potential in school, but like what if you don't wanna try in school? plus when you get compared to your sister saying she is much better and smarter then you funny but like im only saying this here cause idk there really isn't no problem, im smart but don't try cause no point in trying but ya i put it in here cause i didn't want to bother people but ya all im saying im lazy and a disappointment but to make me feel better people will be like ur not, ur a wonderful person well thx but ya sorry about this"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "I also dont try in school when I could get good grades, but I dont have anyone my parents can compare me to. So... that sucks. Your not a disappointment just because you dont get good grades in school and your parents are dumb for judging based off that. School isnt everything in life. Also they can think what they wanna think... it doesnt mean anything, and I doubt they think your a disappointment. They just believe in you and believe you can do better."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "eh maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean people have a lot of expectation and ya i wanna fulfil it cause i rather not let people down but like when i don't do it then i just feel like a disappointment but at the same time i want help or stand tall for people but its hard when u stand for too long"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "funny when ur parents call you a disappointment but not directly cause they want to make you feel better saying your marks aren't bad which they definitely are and says that you could have done better then everyone if you tried and if you put ur potential in school, but like what if you don't wanna try in school? plus when you get compared to your sister saying she is much better and smarter then you funny but like im only saying this here cause idk there really isn't no problem, im smart but don't try cause no point in trying but ya i put it in here cause i didn't want to bother people but ya all im saying im lazy and a disappointment but to make me feel better people will be like ur not, ur a wonderful person well thx but ya sorry about this"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint please don't apologise for venting there is nothing to apologise for. The worst thing parents can do is compare you too your siblings but they don't realise how toxic it is and how much it affects their children not only mentally but their childrens relationships with each other..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah im fine with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if i could"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would give all the knowledge i know and like my smartness to my sister"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she actually works hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and even tho she does get stressed she still strong about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she isn't as soft as me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she is very open to people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she isn't shy like me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she is like a perfect child"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hey there isn't anything wrong with being more sensitive and shy. i don't really think there should be such thing as a'perfect child' cause not everyone is the same even if you are siblings. it sets and unnatrually different goal and almost impossible one to get at that. I understand how you feel though i've always been the child that lies mostly because my brother cant really lie effectively but my mother has outright said infront of me she likes my brother more because he doesn't liea dn cares about him more. she doesn't exactly try to hide it. Parents are wack sometimes. Anyways, again, the'perfect child' thing is so toxic try not to beat yourself up because you don't meet the standards. Not everyone can do that and not everyone can even meet them even if they tried and that's fine: The standards set by parents on children are exhausting and i hate em"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well idk i just think my sister is a lot better then me and my parents say that she tries and stuff, me they say im smart and have potential but im lazy asf and don't try anything, so if i could i would like give my knowledge to her cause it will help her succeed since im not trying anymore"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "don't give up completely! honestly im lazy but i have something im really passionate about and something i really want to do. hmm maybe an ambition might help. Do you have anything you lean towards wanting to do after school is over?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just gonna follow my parents cause at least that won't disappoint them more"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "im venting cuz mad"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "erghhh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "erghh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "whats wrong"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "why are you mad?"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "hwy u mad"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "to get levels"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "imf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Omg cj for lvl 100"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "snrt"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "ohh"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "cj deservers level 200"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no 200 "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or i think there isn't"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "should be"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "thanks you guys"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i need this durting such a trying time"}
{"username": "Brooksie", "content": "explain what durting means in a 17 page paper"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oajwdajdoawjdoawdjao"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "agree 100"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Literally my whole friend group had a party without me"}
{"username": "....", "content": "I nearly have to ask to get involved sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "I dont know how to spell nunchucks and that makes me mad"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "wait isnt that how you spell i"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "WAIT"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nunchucks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah thats how"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "i used o have my roblox as nunchucs then some numbers omfg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "its either nunchucks or nunchakus"}
{"username": "ur nan", "content": "nunchucks nunchakus my phone dont say either is spelt wrong so i dunno"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Someone bday in main go cheer them up with me"}
{"username": "Popular Potoaoe", "content": "Supporting someone with their art and have them over look yours for someone else's kinda hurts y'know? Like it's not once or twice...if be able to forgive that but it's almost every time. I'm just waiting for them to just straight up go can you stop posting art? And if the other person were to offer they said oh no not you just them I know it's stupid but I mean fjjfngnt. Anyways"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok so what happened"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "Ok so my ex is supper toxic and I keep going back to.her and I dont know why I tried to move in but idk if I can I just idk I have been to a few survers to try and find someone but nobody likes me and plus I have ptsd from my childhood because I got raped when I was 5 I have depression ive been cutting recently I have a broken knee bc of a fight from last year so yea"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yoo please don't hurt urself or harm urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok ik its hard to move on from ex's"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe have time to yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take care of urself first"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then look for a partner"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have still liked my ex for a year now, its ok"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "yea bro on a serious note please dont harm urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its hard to move on from people you liked and wanted to give everything but just focus on urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take a break from everything and have just be with yourself"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Please please dont do any self harm, itll be hard but try to cut off communication with her. Focus on yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and try to figure out what u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u shouldn't focus on having a partner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "until you love yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "first accept and love yourself then find someone that will love with you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "your an amazing person and you should know that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i shouldn't be telling u that"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "I am actually cryig rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yoo please don't cry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to cry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be careful"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "on another note im actually really sad that that happened to you at the age of 5. i really do hope you get better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur amazing ok"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "No like happy cryish"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im really sorry that it hasn't been the best for you and i really hope wonders come your way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good wonders btw"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "Ik tthank you guys"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np mate"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u ever need to talk my dms are open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or u can vent here if u feel comfortable"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "Defiantly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki so i hope you enjoy the rest of the day and i hope tomorrow is wonderful for you"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "enjoy your day mate and i seriously hope things get better for you"}
{"username": "zombiecrusher701", "content": "Thx guys"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anytime mate"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "of course. anytime"}
{"username": "KiChiKiwi", "content": "I'm emotionally eating again.. Ending a friendship on your b day is a horrible feeling.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so sorry that this happened to u"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh do what helps you im sorry about that but happy birthday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya happy birthday"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Happy birthday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but just maybe calm down take deep breaths"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "This is just me right now not a vent. Just me."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im crying right now thanks:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't cry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't apologize"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to cry but i want to try to help comfort u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I its just what I do I always say sorry.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i say sorry a lot too"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Pls dont cry"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Dont cry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im trying Im sorry"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "why are you crying if you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u wanna rant to me or vent my dms are always open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just want the best for you and want u to enjoy ur life adn if there is something bothering u plz u can talk to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thank you and Im crying...because..I am I try not to but even with out a real reason I cry...I just have all these thoughts in m head...and it makes me sad..so I cry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u shouldn't always cry"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh its alright, its okay to cry. Try having something distract you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to cry a few times but you have to try to get better from it, if u want we can call or text if this happens and i can try to cheer u up and try my best to have a beautiful smile on ur gorgeous face"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Try not forcing yourself not to cry its a coping mechanism"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "My friends always say I love silent and peaceful alone time\u201d"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But when I do i think sad things its scary I dont like it."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has different opinions and likings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are never alone ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can always talk to any of us"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "see...the thing is Im ok for now so why am I sad? I dont know..I..dont know I cant tell you why I am sad I dont know why I am sad I just am..I cant sleep...anxiety..keeps me awake..and I cry..I cry all the time and I dont understand why..I just...want to be happy I do its not..that I want to be sad its that I just cant find a way to be happy most people think Im fake..thats ok..Im better of alone anyways."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tf I am being shamed on Snapchat for being able to live on little sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tf has life come too"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i feel like distancing myself from everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "bc im just an annoyance to everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "your not tho"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "thats not what most people say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then the people that say that shouldn't be in ur life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "most people and everyone are not the same"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "it feels like everyone says that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well feeling and actually knowing is different too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always people that want to talk to you and care for you"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i dont think there is tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thinking and knowing is different"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can never be sure until you actually see every possibility"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "I feel like in every relationship no matter what kind I get tossed to the side by the end of it. It's not like one person has done it almost everyone I've had a relationship with has used me until they decided I wasnt useful any more. Not once have I had a bond with someone that lasted over a year because they tossed me to the curb and left me to rot in sadness. I feel like no one cares long enough. And I never get any sort of closure either. It's just that they hadn't checked on me or even acknowledged that I exist for over 4 months why should I believe they care. But I'm still there...I'm still giving support. And I always will no matter how much it hurts. It just feel right to still be an anchor and to lift them up. Even if I cant do the same for myself..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i would say work on urself, ik ur not the problem but screw being in a relationship single life is better until you meet someone that sctuwlly cares for you so i say just be with urself wnd love yourself cause who cares about others u need to love urself and care for urself before letting someone care for you"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Yeah...I know I should but I'll try a lot harder now...thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trying is hetter then not doing anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i hope you great things in ur future and i hope you enjoy ur wonderful life"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Thank you again and you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no need to thank, just want the best for u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wanna see myself the way others see me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to see what they see of me and what they think about me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im here to vent, im not a good person, ok vent over"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "you are a good person, simar. you make mistakes and you fuck up, but so does everyone. you treat people with respect and kindness and worry about people. you are good, not bad, don't let anyone or yourself convince you otherwise."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I get what u mean well not all of it but the part were people say ur a good person but u know what u have done before and regret it"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So u feel like a bad person"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But In that case no ones a good person cuz everyone does stuff they regret but its how we deal with it that makes a difference"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Or at least thats how I like to think about it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I guess what you mean is that people tell you your nice and are an amazing person, but you don't feel like you are so you start feeling guiltly right?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't regret anything, or i try not to regret anything and im saying that the thinks i do aren't really good maybe short term it will help someone but i just feel like i bring people down a lot and i feel like its usually my fault if someone is mad, upset, sad, or any emotion that ruins their day if they like talk to me or something but ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " I guess what you mean is that people tell you your nice and are an amazing person, but you don't feel like you are so you start feeling guiltly right?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "buttons pretty much"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Dont blame ur self. We all have bad days for different reasons and just because u happened to talk to anyone during a bad day it doesnt mean u caused their bad day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like what i mean is that ya if someone has a bad day i wanna help them and try to cheer them up but like i feel like i make it worse for people"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Cheering someone up can only happen if the person receiving the cheer wants to be happy, this means if they don't want to be cheered up they won't approach you about their bad situation and they will either wanna be left alone, wanna go cheer themselves up, or they just wanna have a normal conversation."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that, i don't force or push, if they wanna talk about it they can if they are comfortable"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "However, if they do wanna be cheered up, they will allow you to do so, and maybe even talk through with you about their situation. At this point it may not seem like they have cheered when they leave the conversation, but everything you have told them, or even just you simply listening to them, will help them somewhat, one way or another, no matter what. unless your intentionally being mean, don't do that . I believe when people feel like they have done a bad job when they feel as if they haven't done enough for them, or gave them the wrong advice, it's just the cheerer worrying about them, completly normal reaction"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I guess in your case you might just be worrying about the person you have just cheered up bcause you feel as if you haven't done a good enough job. But don't ever think you made it worse, as long as you haven't pushed them to talk which obvs you don't as said then you've helped them somewhat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you buttons"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i am so sorry jojo, you have been through a lot and ik its been a rough life and ik ur probably not gonna believe this but life gets harder before it gets better and i can't really tell the future but i want really hope and i believe that there are many greats things for you in the future and u deserve the absolute world and im really sorry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am so sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It is hard losing family and friends as well as the combined pressure of having to do well in school"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Im sorry about that, mate, but dont say that there are people who dont want you..."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Talk to us if you need to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry that u feel that, and if u ever wanna talk or just want someone to speak to im always here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that but if they cant enjoy you for who you are want what you bring to the world then your better off without them"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Ducks hows"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Makes sense tho"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "life really sucks bro, and it hurts to think that, unfortunately, it doesnt really get much better than where i stand now. hate to think realistically ab things like that but ive seen no other mindset that doesnt sugarcoat it excessively"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just feel like im better off dead. That's it. I'd cause less issues if I was dead than staying alive."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Being dead has more issues than you think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It causes stress and sadness over a lot more than you think of people"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah it's not that though. I'm way to sensitive. I get angry and het up so easily and become extremely rude. I am an entire dissapointment to my parents. I don't know exactly what to do after school and get screamed at for not knowing. I'll never be accepted by society. At this point its easier if i die. Then i'm less of a trouble to my parents, friends and siblings."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "My parents act like they care and say they do but they refuse to understand or care."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "So they would forget easily."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait how old you?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh Im 14 but I still have no idea about my future so its ok"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I'm horrible to my siblings they wouldn't care."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Only issue is i have to figure out what i wanna do by next year."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "cause i finish highschool and go to college next year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My little sister absolutely hates me ngl but Im getting a stronger bond with my brothers because Ive been playing games on mobile with them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im not interested in the games they play and they arent interested in anime. There isn't much to bond over with us."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My brothers and I always used to fight tho so it can definitely improve some way"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "fair, there is just lots of issues id rather avoid than face. I'd rather not harm my friends and family anymore and just not exist anymore."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im sick of life."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My parents act like they care and say they do but they refuse to understand or care."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Taylax my parents also think they know whats best for me when its not always true but you just gotta let it slide, I have anger issues too but i try keep calm"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Society, everything."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What time is it for you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "9:30 am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Have you slept yet"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "would love to give support but to be fair i think that outlook is the same that ive been feeling recently so its hard to give an input"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i woke up like an hour and half ago"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "would love to give support but to be fair i think that outlook is the same that ive been feeling recently so its hard to give an input"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "T T oh im sorry, i would try and help you too but not really in the right mindset"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What are your level of restrictions, can you try to go outside to a park without any technology"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "its fine. i really refrain from trying to help because i feel i do more harm seeing as this mindset is the one im in and i could be giving the wrong advice rather than the correct. really want to help tho. very conflicting mindsets lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes but what do i do there. I am a therapist friend to like every one of my friends. Non of them are fit to be a therapist and neither am i but i want to help as many people as possible even if it harms me cause it doesnt matter im already just broken anyways. I dont believe its ever going to get better anymore. Anyways here is my only outlet and vent of what im feeling and even then my brain likes to make me believe im attention seeking alot of the time so i cant tell if my emotions are tru or just that. Though at this point im pretty sure i have an issue. My brain is against me. Death can stop it going against me. You see im in a vicious cycle."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I like to try help people, idk why I just have, i guess it helps me see that I can do good in the world and that I made a difference"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Btw a video is loading but its very slow"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "always ok to talk ab issues at any time so i wouldnt call it attention seeking"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah but i always get oversensitive over the most minor things. My brain likes to make me believe that I want to tell people my feelings cause i want attention... it could be the case. I don't get that much emotional comfortation and sympathy at home."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just because your sad and want to tell someone about it doesnt mean its attention seeking"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my parents can see through every other lie apart from'im fine' and sometimes i feel they do but they just dont care at all."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "At school Im completely different to what I am at home, I feel like my parents dont understand me as well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I use school as an opportunity to show who I am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Video almost done"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry i dont know a lot about step parents/siblings and all that kinda stuff"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if that doesnt scream she doesnt care i dont know what does."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "My dad died a few years back and i have a repulsion to my step dad at all replacing my dad because i wasnt ready for him to die and i dont want to believe he is fully gone."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im so sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Having someone replace someone who was irreplaceable is impossible"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but again my mother doesnt understand. I explained 20 times that i couldnt sign it because it was signed how i used to sign my dads cards and i just couldnt do that. She just kept going on abt my step dad being upset while i am having a MENTAL BREAKDOWN in HER ARMS"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she doesnt care."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its obvious."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my step dad i am scared of."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my siblings are too young and are on the ASD scale anyway so i would never vent to them."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ASD?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its like the autism scale"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant remember the full acronym"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have another friend i could vent too but she has enoug problems of her own already"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "shes the only friend who i have actively called"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its actually Ren who is in this server who is that friend"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats why I like discord because you can vent easier"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yup same and i have no need to worry about seeing them in real life with the awkwardness that i just told em that i want to die"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and that i have a chance of just dying on them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I would never be able to work up the courage to say that if my friend was in this server so Im proud of you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i just hope she doesnt check this channel and seeing this though. I don't need her unnecessarily worrying over other things. She has enough stress with school and all that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is it normal to be bad at life"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "If you dont do anything on a day to day basis lmao"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Not you specifically , Im just saying that from what I see, a lot of people who think that they are bad at everything\u201d usually are because they dont do anything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but I try withschool but I never get the results I was hoping for"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Taylax isnt it ADHD or thats diff"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Also oof man sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Taylax isnt it ADHD or thats diff"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Voltstrick ADHD is different but often most people on the ASD scale do have ADHD"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Huh aint that surprising"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I NEED TO SLEEP"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I CANT THOUGH"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive been thinking too much because no one was on so I couldnt distract my thoughts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate going to a private school but I like it st the same time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So supposedly because I go to a private school Im supposed to be smart but Im the complete opposite"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My parents and always saying Im not trying hard enough when I am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They say its because Im listening to music while I study"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I listen to music while I study to distract myself from all my thoughts about there being no point because Im going to do bad anyway"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont get what it is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know why Im doing so bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I try in class I really do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But sometimes I just feel like there is no point"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And why parents wonder why Im always on my phone or in my room"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its because they yell at me or tell me off for getting bad results and its fucking shit"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dunno honestly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have no clue about my future"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have 1 true irl friend"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life is shit"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just wish I had someone irl who understands me and I can tell them anything and they wont judge me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have little control over my actions"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant stop myself from staying up late at night"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have so much anger and emotion trapped inside me and Im scared of what may happen if I lose it"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Yeah, I dont really have any irl friends either. But have you tried talking to your friend?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have only told one person"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And it was the wrong person"}
{"username": "techdeck", "content": "Did they react negatively when you told them?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No its because they were sad so I told them they arent alone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to find my purpose in life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to see myself from someone elses perspective"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I see u as a nice guy, I dont know u very well but ur funny and seem like a true friend. The ones that know u irl should be lucky to have u in their life"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Gee"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And the only person that can find ur purpose is you and Idk how to do that tbh Im also struggling with fining purpose but Ive always had my dream of becoming a vet and for me rn thats my only meaning/goal in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint no simar you are not a horrible person at all. everyone makes mistakes and fucks up sometimes but it doesnt make you an explicitly bad person. You are one of the nicest people here and one of the best people I have become friends with here... you are a good person."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its just nothing in life has called to me yet for what I want to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what do you want to do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What do you want to do rn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have hobbies I like or would like to try but they arent a work kinda thing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I like mountain biking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im bad at it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean as long as u enjoy it i think go for it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not about how good u r"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its about if u enjoy it or not"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "a lot of people need to hear this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I stuffed up once again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its fucking midnight"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I tell myself to sleep early"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I never can"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I swear every night now I have gone on a rant about myself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no no its okay, but you should go to sleep Gee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lemon?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he is probably asleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i would stop pinging him"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "vent vent vent"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "nice vent"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "thx "}
{"username": "ly", "content": "thx"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "very emotional"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "ik"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I feel like a failure"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like a over sensitive piece of trash that exist and lives but isnt really liked or loved"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "That Im that annoying person people talk to just to be nice"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "The one everyone just thinks is only looking for attention"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I try to be strong but sometimes thats just the hardest thing to be"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I have hard to believe that I am something cuz I have been treated like a ghost by way to many people"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Jojo1217 its okay my bruv we all share that sometimes"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But why me? Am i really so disliked people intentionally leave me out"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So disliked that the ones supposed to be my best friends just leave me and ignored me for 1 year for no reason at all"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So disliked that even the people outside school that decided to hang out left me out cuz they were to many\u201d and insisted on not inviting me to hangout but still talking about it when I were there"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Am I really such a bad person?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "What did I do?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Or was it just that I was my self?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "JOJO! You are mah Swedish bestie! and you are high u on the bestie list as Sweden is one of my favourite countries! But of course I shouldn't like someone just because they happen to live in a really cool country, all in all as a person, you are really sweet and kind, conversations with you are always interesting, if I seem like I push people away, more importantly, if it seems like I push you away in aconvesation, that just means I am only able to have the chat as background noise and/or I don't have the time to get into a convo at that time, I feel as if that may have happened today when I was failing to pronouce Swedish words lmao"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Jojo1217"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "No it wasnt that ur good"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I got into depressed mode and thought about my past for different reasons"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "buttons"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im just so good at judging people I judge my self"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But still why did all this happen to me and why all at once why did everything and everyone turn on me at the same time"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Was it that I was so depressed all the time"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "So just a quick mood swing, I completely understand your depresso feelings"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz I needed friends being there for me cuz I felt like the universe Was turning right at me all at once"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like I wasnt supposed to be happy"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz everytime I started to be happy someone died or started to treat me like trash"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Obvs the best thing to do in this situation is to not ponder on it, the way to do this is to make sure someone knows of this pain, and knows your thought process, because that way you have vented it out your system and you can look back on it not as a depressed state, but a sudden change in mood for a little bit"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Life gave you lemons basically"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "OH WAIT I UNDERSTAND THE SAYING NOW"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Life gave me all my worst fears at once"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Life gices you lemons, a death of a close one for exampe, and you make lemonade out of it, make the best of it and see positives!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "If you face nothing but your worst fears you gotta find a way to kill those fears, overcome them"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Or make lemonade"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "OR MAKE LIFE TAKE THE LEMONS BACK!"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "That will be very hard since they r loosing someone loved and being left alone"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I dont get the time I need"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It is depressing, and it is honestly kinda scary, but you will get to the light at the end of the tunnel"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz until then someone else is dead"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What I'm about to say is an unpopular opinion, I'm not scared of death, I never have been, because I'm young still I guess, but I am at a loss as to how I would feel when a family member dies, I haven't experienced that yet, and considering the old ones of my family's age, they are all gonna die on relatively close dates to each other. Now here's the unpopular opinion; A string of deaths will make you feel numb, it usually cuts you down, but eventually, your not surprised by it and it no longer effects you. The dangerous way of this opinion is that it can easily lead to depression, and that the other thing you have to remember, don't get depressed and make sure someone knows your true feelings and thoughts"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah I meant tosay that I'm not scared of death but I'm scared of the edath of others, I lose myself in my own words easily lmao"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I know what you mean yeah, been there"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "In my case I have been on the brink of commiting suicide on two occasions, both times because I thought the whole school had turned on me, I was mentally broken then, I'm a little less broken now"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "But.. I have forgotten what I was going to say gimme a sec lmao"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I also forgot to mention the part where Ive been on the breaking point of a eating disorder for almost a year now"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well you at least have something I don't, I just have crazy fast metabolism and I shrink in height"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The only things I can say for you are to make sure you keep telling at least one person whats going on, don't skip any detail, and that there's always another way, no matter what it is, there is a light at the end of the tunnel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u ok jack?"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "yeh bro just them late night feels ya know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get you but likr if u ever wanna talk im alwags here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ignore my spelling mistakes"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Hi brother tech"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i actually think im bi but i also think im too young to question my sexuality"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How old are you?"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "am i too young to question sexuality"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "13"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Nahh bro"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "WAIT YOUR 13"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I question mines and i share ur age"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought you would have been like 16 or older"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i gotta start acting my age"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "A staff is 13 awesoem i got a fighting chance"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "hey guys have yall seen the fortunate update"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "A staff is 13 awesoem i got a fighting chance"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "Voltstrick i lied about it age forever"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": " Voltstrick i lied about it age forever"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "not hector cool"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "anyways"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "is 13 too young to question your sexuality"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah well I guess even as you get older you still develope so idk when tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i meant what tech said"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you really cant say the age to know ur sexuality its usually how u feel about them cause some people find out at a young age"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its ok to think that at a young age"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my aunt thought she was gay at like 10 and shes getting married to her wife in a couple months and she s31 so i dont think it matters"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so it really depends ok how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not ur gae"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "age"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "yuh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not hector ur age doesnt really define ur sexuality or like it doesnt tell you when or when not to know its just how u feel about it and the experiences that u have gone through so"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "the thing is this has been on my mind for a while but i dont want to jump to the fact that im bi when i might be something else"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "or im just straight and just want affection from anyone"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "wait but that sounds like bi"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "AAA"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not hector just take ur time no one knows what they really are until they take the time to notice or to themselves just wait have a thought about it and maybe try out some new things but u have a gf so idk if u can question rn but just keep in mind that it takes time for everything so dont push to far just wait and see what happens, even rn i dont fully know if im bi cause honestly idk how i feel about it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "is 13 too young to question your sexuality"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "not hector if you think that 13 is too young to question yourself, you can always identify as questioning until you decide on weather you are bi or not. However, people generally say that you know once you fall in love, or some cheesy thing like that"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Although cheesy, it's true"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Ventilations Machines"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "is 13 too young to question your sexuality"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "not hector Im very late but no, seeing how I figured out I was bi at 13 and a half."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "We all figuring out we bi at 13 here"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "We all figuring out we bi at 13 here"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Taylax seems so lmao"}
{"username": "strong man", "content": "goodbye."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Cockroach nooo!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Damn their gone:"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Aw man I hope you feel better soon"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I want my sneck snapped"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Cuz Im losing everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i just wanna small vent, if ur planning on responding i probably wont see it but ya um i havent been myself, not really tho like what i mean is that i have been having a lot of pain recently for the past few days maybe weeks so idk if its just stress or other things but i tell myself im gonna be fine which most days are ok but its been awhile since i had a good day, i had good moments but idk havent been the best few days thats really it to vent please i dont respond i just wanted to say this i dont wanna worry people so i thought this was the best way to know how i am hut really nothing to bad to worry about"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint yeah, i can kind of tell alot of the time. id be repeating myself by saying you can always talk to me if you need too . Maybe try getting into a hobby outside of the internet for a while! Okay, well i hope you start to feel better soon, loves you!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mayhe but idk if that would do tood but ill he rine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "okay, well please take care of yourself okay?"}
{"username": "Emiko Ouma", "content": "Ima get gory real quick"}
{"username": "Ffaiwd", "content": "c"}
{"username": "Ffaiwd", "content": "c"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Vent"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Why am I up."}
{"username": "Ffaiwd", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Ffaiwd", "content": "my buir yound3d wnj3hjokjwbuwh56wrw dttittt mom ia vlajscmnk i imd2 bals2 dn to"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Please keep links within deletedchannel and deletedchannel please and thank you!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "IKR"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "FUCKING VENT TO ME"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "SCREAM IN MY FAAACE"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "JSJSJSJJSDKH"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but seriously i just want all my mental health issues solved so i can progress. id be fine if i was fine"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Honestly, mood"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yup."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's why I went on to do Graphic Design instead of the normal art thingy, people see it as the same thing most of the time because it requires skill"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It's dumb as hell, jumping though loops just to get some high numbers on a piece of paper so you can live a good life"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "You live close by to Hull right?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yupp"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mmkay gimme a hot second..."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Perfect! So.."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I go to a school called a UTC University Technical College They are an organisation that was created originally by the government to modernise education in 2010. They have 48 schools across England and UTC Hull is one of'em. Check out the website, and their KS4 Curriculum, they have lots of art and design choices!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Honestly I just sound like a salesman, BUT they are good at what they do /"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "omg thank you, ima check that out"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Hang on I'll send the link over in DMs.."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you thank you"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No probs"}
{"username": "Emiko Ouma", "content": "I am not okay."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u wanna talk about it? Emiko Ouma"}
{"username": "Emiko Ouma", "content": "Nah I just like pretending I am a serial killer."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well if u do wanna talk about anything then my dms are open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and try to stay safe and take care of urself"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just wanna cry, cry cuz I dont feel needed and I have a need of feeling needed otherwise I feel like a disappointment. I want to be someone that everyone knows cuz Im good at a certain thing that only\u201d Im good at"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I wanna be talented in anyway and not just that person the is ok when it comes to things"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I wanna be a person for the people in my surrounding not just my brothers sister or my parents daughter"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im my surrounding out side school"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I dont wanna be the second, third or last choice I wanna be more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try new things?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Believe me Ive tried a lot of things"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I feel unwanted and not needed"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "i think im biromantic lesbian but i dont wanna be gay bc i wanna experience things. and some boys r qt but I HAVE NO IDEA IF I LIKE THEM"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Just be friends with 5 guys"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Take them to 5 guys"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "And then see who is actively trying to have a convo with u"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Then just select him and say wassup"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Or just choose whoever u like"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Deniz Vogue. dont feel pressured to label yourself! Just go with your gut! Its nobody else's business what your preferences are! And if you want to label yourself, you still have time to experience things and try it out!"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need to get my math test back like Rn because Im doubting myself so much"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I already know Im gonna do bad but I just wanna get it over with"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thing is the dumb kid in class literally became so much smarter like tf"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "He got 6 percent on the last test and he was thinking he could easily pass the test"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate sc"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I did a yolo and got none"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And someone does one for the first time in ages and they get so many"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I always get told to stop doing yolos but no one else does"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No one else gets told to stop"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Big sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When no one replies I start doubting myself and say that I clicked something and they cant see it so then I am now always doubting myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I feel like I need to vent but i feel like Ive done too many"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Just doit,!,/"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Well, fortunately thats why we have a vent, so we can share and support each other with these problems."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If you dont have your phone or discord available to relieve stress, what I do when I feel so inextricably stressed out is take deep breaths I often do 1015 consecutively, especially when you feel very angry or are severely emotional. It may seem like a stupid thing to do, but trust me, it should work. If it doesnt end up work, well I offer myself to be a punching bag."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also, try to encourage your siblings to leave you alone and establish that you dont wanna be bothered since you said middle child, I assume you have 2 siblings and wanna focus on work."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "3 siblings"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Not sure about what math you take, but I can help if its calculus or below not statistics though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its just general math I struggle with"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Multiplying"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Algebra?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im struggling to remember what that even is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Cuz yes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Dont be mad"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im afraid of my dad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hes very physicall"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "does he abusive you?"}
{"username": "Butter", "content": "whats up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if he is abusive you and your mother then maybe the cops should be involved"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "theyre not togheter anymore but he comes to our house like once a week and hes always angry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why does he come to your house?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "a lot of the times he argues with my mom and i think it might turn into a physicall argument again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Have you tried to get the cops involved?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "my mom feels the need to solve the situation with him, so she wants to talk to him, but it neve works"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "things will get messy with the cops rn i think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok, well have you tried talking to your mother about getting the cops involved?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "id rather not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "how about another adult?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have you like told another adult about what your dad does?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh we asked my uncle he made him leave in the first place"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok, then maybe have ur uncle involved if your dad is getting abusive"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe ye"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i'll ask"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "he is very open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya so see how that works and if it works then thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be careful and stay safe"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki i will, thank you "}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hi"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Hi"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Hru!"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im normale rn i guess thx for asking:, how are you?"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Pretty cool fam"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "good to hear dude"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "emotions are stupid. if i could get rid of them i would not hesitate to get rid of them. love, pain, fear all of it. Its too much work and way too exhausting."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe this is why i want to die so much. death has no emotions. nothing. just pain free nothingness."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "emotions are what makes us human"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i know but they are getting exhausting. troublesome. they are getting in the way. they always have."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Getting in the way of what?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "everything"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "If we were to remove emotion, then there would be nothing to get out of the way of"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Everything would just work, humans would complete everything and then die, pretty... meh.."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And that anger can be used to overcome these! This can translate into confidence easily, just with the right encouragment and the right intentions, you will be on the right track to taking the reighns of your mind"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Unfortunatly life is fulla hurdles and you gotta jump all of them to do life perfectly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i overthink it all. every minor thing. its why i catch feelings easily but also think people hate me easily and just dont like me which just"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean normally the issue is they dont i just think they do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it could simply be things of not responding that makes me think that"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "ah I see whatcha mean"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Whenever you get worried about this sorta thing, just remember to wait just that little bit longer. OR! next time you get worried take you rmind off of things by going to your happy place, or even... ugh... doing chores..."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "BUT! work is a good distraction!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "just don't overdo it"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "booty!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "bootilicious"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "kojdieh"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It may not seem like it but I suffer from trauma anixety and DID, but I still haven't gone to ANY kind of doctor GP, Dentist, Therapist since 2016!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I appear to still be quite healty though so it's fiiine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "awe buttons im so sorry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but the people that can help me in real life either have their own issues and trauma or just dont care..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or are too young"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just cause they have their own issues doesn't mean they don't want to help"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but i dont want to put my issues on them when their issues are already bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if they are willy to help then they are fine with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has a point where its the most struggle so its hard when the point comes"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Welcome to generation z! We are so fucknig broken that most of us think it's normal!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": " sorry I'm a llittle too positive for this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it might be when they are young or when they are really old but everyone has a point of the most struggle"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but mine seems to be going on forever. 2017 happened and then... its never been the same. life is just getting worse and worse. more and more things keep happening and i dont want to progress to the next thing anymore. i dont think i can handle the next thing. ive only just been able to continue for a while when life trips me up"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Tay, I'm glad you said that. For the past 4 years I've been thinking that exact thing, and to be honest with you, I'm just glad you are talking to people about it rather than keeping it under your hat. To progress from this, there isn't a way as far as I know, you just have to cope, this is why people say get hobbies if your depressed, because, in reality, we have no idea how to cure it so to speak, but we know how to cope with it and heal the wound. I just live with it, and try and change anything and everything I can for the better, help as many people as I can, I guess that's what my coping mechanism is"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The depression thing is an example btw, I'm not saying you have depression"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i have the same coping mechanism along with a few other escapism tactics"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "You just gotta keep it moving, charge forwards no matter what! and Yes I have breakdowns still, but I let that emotion out before I start charging forwards again..."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "...because it's dangerous to run with tears in your eyes"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "...reduced sight and such"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "...man I just confuddled myself..."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Helpisneeded"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what happened?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idek"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Long story short"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Something happened like 10 years ago"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant forget"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant forgive"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its taking a toll"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok niko calm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just calm down ik its hard to forgive and forget things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "how about taking a different direction at this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "instead of forgetting keep it, make it so that it makes u get out of bed and work hard every day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not saying to forgive someone or something cause ik its hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but sometimes u just have to stay with things but u don't need to forgive"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "forgiveness is earned"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or just given"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "once you feel like they can be forgive then thats all u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but that doesn't mean u hold a grudge on it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause that just holds u back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "use it as a reminder to not look back"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thats really good advice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I havent thought about it that way really"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But everyday things remind me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive learned to cope"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But at night shit gets wack"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok its alright, sometimes its hard when u get reminded everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try to think of other things instead of the thing that made you not forgive it but im not saying to forgot about it cause it will still always be there but try to look around it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at night just try to thinks of things that make u happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that make u get out of bed and walk the earth"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "We need coma"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I will try"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trying is better then not trying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u ever have trouble at night im always free to talk and try to comfort"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Can i just dm rn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you got time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you dont i get it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki u can dm anytime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im always free"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Otay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have no room to ask why here, because that would be offensive, so instead, i say there there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes just telling ur stress out and problems helps"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true ye"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ta"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean, sometimes you dont need a worth, just be yourself, enjoy urself and only the true people that come to your life and take their time and effort to listen to u, talk to u and trust u are the real people u need in ur life"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but whats the point if you are just going to have fun all the time and not accomplish anything in your life. by the time you are 30 and look back you wont have anything. without accomplishments you cant make friends and you cant find a wife nor a job"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "my life has been getting worse by the week all i hear is bad news and people giving up on me or just hating me out of nowhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok having fun u still can do sometimes in ur life, the point is to enjoy urself and be urself and ik life gets harder and it changes but sometimes u just gotta change urself to be stronger,"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a worth and accomplishment are different things a worth is what u live up to, accomplishment is what u have done but it doesnt identify ur life, u identity ur life u are u and no one esle should change that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "all, ive done was chance and people call me weird for it."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "change"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who cares if they call you weird, they arent the ones the judge you"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "why not?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you judge urself and should always be urself and shouldnt care of what others say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause why be someone ur not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they arent u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and only u should decide what you think is best for you and not let others choose your path"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "bc i need to change, i need to make something of myself and i cant do it with how i am rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then you change how you think u wanna change not because others say it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but remember u should always be ur own person and be urself and try to get positive about things and ik its hard in this life but if you want to change you can but remember to go off your mind set not what others say"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats a good mindset"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thx for your perspective on the matter i guess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np, if u need anything else or just wanna talk im always free"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki thx for the offer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np, just wanna be there for people"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same, being there for people is hard when you cant be there for yourself tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya so just focus on urself and then you can help others"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "please"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hihihi, maybe i will maybe i wont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok how about just try at least"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im trying ye, i can do that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why sad?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it looked like your emote xd"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i used the wrong emote"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i meant to use"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dislike arguing pleople with moral topics tbh, it feels like im always right or just to stubborn to be convinced"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya it be like that sometimes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What did you do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont know if im entirely comfortable saying here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dm?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its can be kind of triggering. you dont have any triggers do you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "okay then please can i dm you? i just agh idk if i wanna vent abt it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No its fine!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You can always dm me"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "Deniz Vogue. dont feel pressured to label yourself! Just go with your gut! Its nobody else's business what your preferences are! And if you want to label yourself, you still have time to experience things and try it out!"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "Illusive thankss"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "trying to help depressed people is hard. its like they have a base lvl of sadness they always fall back to and when i cheer them up, they'll be at that lvl again within 6hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean it is what it is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one said it was easy"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah ig"}
{"username": "Tatsuo367", "content": "Congrats youve learned mental illness isn't an easy thing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i already knew that, but thx for saying that i guess"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "helping them is the hard part"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Its not that hard if you get close enough to the person"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "yes it is"}
{"username": "Tatsuo367", "content": "Its not that hard if you get close enough to the person"}
{"username": "Tatsuo367", "content": "zeus not really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again there is no hard or easy thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just helping someone"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "there is tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone got issues so u just help them out as best as u can"}
{"username": "Tatsuo367", "content": "People suffer and cope with mental illnesses differently, some find it easier to open up while others dont"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "If you get close you can learn what makes them happy and what causes them to be sad so you can get there mind off the bad and make them happy with the good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u r at ur limit of helping then u advise them to seek help from others or professional"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " People suffer and cope with mental illnesses differently, some find it easier to open up while others dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Tatsuo367"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " If you get close you can learn what makes them happy and what causes them to be sad so you can get there mind off the bad and make them happy with the good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "zeus ya true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "having motivation isnt the hard part i mean helping them and it actually having effect"}
{"username": "Tatsuo367", "content": "That's because helping with deppresion is a difficult thing in of itself, hence why there are professionals that your advised to contact. Deppresion and other mental illness is a silent killer that ultimately only the person dealing with it can'prevent' ect. The effect you have on them and their ability to cope and overcome it comes down to how strong they are mentally. They may look fine, they may have a smile but the valleys their facing are all mentally and the strain that can have on people, the feeling of isolation within their own mind can be deadly"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "cool i agree i just said the obvious"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it wasnt supposed to be something to debate"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but meh"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye i see"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant do this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its 3 in the morning my alarms going off,"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hear car doors shutting outside my door"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again if u wanna call so my voice would be more comfortable we can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur gonna be fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur gonna be fine lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again if u wanna call we can?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily sure we can dm as always"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "They masacred my boy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Finn", "content": "crying and shaking."}
{"username": "Finn", "content": "the chain has been broken and will never return"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Alright..Right now...there is..a problem Its..The blue whale challenge..Its back..DO NOT READ RESPOND OR OPEN LINKS FROM ANYBODY YOU DONT KNOW EVEN IF YOU DO THEY HAVE THESE WEIRD PROFILE PICTURES DO NOT CLICK LINKS YOU HEAR ME!?"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "were aware"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but everything will be alright nothing to be scared about just to protection urself turn on only friends dm u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just to be safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but nothing will harm u"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but thanks for the msg"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "CLICKING THESE LINKS WILL IMMEDIATELY SHARE ALL YOUR INFORMATION! I KNOW ITS WELL KNOWN NOW BUT I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE ALL SAFE!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "kerra we know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "keirra"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we are aware and have told everyone"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "ive got a dick pic ready to send :"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "remy could i get the photo so i totally to use it to scare blue whale people and not for my own use"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if there is any issue we are here to help"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "not hector you really want it?"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "because pp"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Flip and please refrain from spreading more worry about it, especially in all caps, its caused some people some anxiety"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If you get scared though, feel free to vent here and people will be happy to calm you down"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "when see whale boat"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im not asking for any role or something but everytime I see people talking in the lunch club since its looked for me I get sad cuz last year seriously every friend group I was in at the time either froze me out or just hurted me mentally accept one that I wasnt even a part of since it was a class server one of my friends invited me 2 and I became close with them and talked with them for a while until I felt like they didnt want me there cuz they also started to hurt me and Ik its stupid but thats just what it is and theres nothing I can do about it and theres probably nothing u guys can do about it either I just wanted to get it off my chest. This is also kinda the reason I was gone for like over 2 weeks cuz a guy that I had been talking to as a friend invited me to his discord server that is a smaller one so I felt less like a left out and more welcome and special."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "friends role given"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Now I feel like I begged for it or something or that people will think I just made it all up"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Just to get the friends role"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u talk in vc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur chill"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i gave friends role"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Oke"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Sometimes I think I judge my self more than others judge me"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "im sorry jojo about your friends but if you feel like they dont like you or appreciate you then you should tell them but if you cant tell them in person maybe try over text or make another account and tell them how you feel and give little hints that its you they should understand but if they dont then you might have to find a new friend group or try fix up whats going on in your one right now you might think its harsh to just leave them but if they are being bitchy about things then so what dont worry about it if you really dont like what there doing and you need to change it and i hope you all do find out a way to fix anything if theres something wrong and im happy youre feeling closer to the guy but just remember but i highly doubt they dont like you maybe youre just a little quiet and its a bit awkward to start a conversation with people but dont worry about things just choose your decisions wisely :"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "remy ty I left the group that hurt me the most and just walked away after talking to them and realized nothing were going to change and then Alamo the whole group changed schools leaving 2 of them and 1 of they I try to stay away from but they sometimes come and talk to me like everythings fine... the other one was the one that told me about everything and shes a good person when shes not with them and apperantly Im her only close friend so Im not gonna leave her like they left me."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So its still hard but its going on the right direction"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But it still makes me feel like Im nothing like people think Im just something they can just throw away like Im some pice of trash that doesnt feel anything that isnt capable of emotions"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "remy ty ur really good at pep talks and there came the tears but I mean it thank you \ufe0f"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "Jojo1217 yee thank youuu! happy tears right? : \ufe0f thank youuu :"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Yes or emotional tear that idk which emotion they belong to"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I also have my fluffy cat here as support making me happy but he doesnt say much"}
{"username": "remy", "content": "yeee : and KITTY"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Ventilations"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I always try to help other people with their issues, but when they try to help me i feel like im being too needy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not being needy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur just seeking help like everyone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no harm is asking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "for help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok and?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sureee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "every mod is different in every server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good to know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im scared to go into main tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then lets go to dms"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Some people take my burdens and weigh themselves down as well and i dont want that to happen to anyone else tbh. But i dont want to keep to myself either tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its not a burden to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can talk to me if u like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Okai thanks"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Ok Im not sure if this is made for vent or not but am in the wrong when a girl I used to like awhile ago told me today that she like me but I had sorta moved on and now have feelings for another girl so I told the girl who likes me now that I didnt want to date because I wanted to be able to be fully loyal to a person and at this moment I would be able to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u shouldn't run around chasing girls, i say what u did wasn't right or wrong it was just ur decision that u thought was best and thats fine"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "I mean I liked her like 4 or 5 months ago"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean what about the another girl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "how do u feel about her?"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "See we both have feelings for each other but we know not to date at this time because we both arent in the right mental shape to date"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok ig maybe give it time"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Fact"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can't really tell once you are both ready cause different actions can be taken place"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say really go for the one closer to you since its a better relationship were ur closer like emotionally"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Antispam has killed davina again"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "NOOO"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "SOYA ik you deleted the message but i just wanted to say that were here and itll get better:"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Forgot you can see what's deleted, but thanks buddy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am in a bit of a pickle atm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I asked my parents for more data and they said no because I spend too much time on my phone, I spend time on my phone heaps in town because the wifi st the farm is shut and in town is the only good place but I cant go outside because I have to be covid safe\u201d so of course Im going to be on my phone"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been on my bike most of yesterday and today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I go on my phone for 2 minutes to check details about someone who invited me to their place"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "GET OFF YOUR PHONE"}
{"username": "Davina", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They said when I stop going on my phone they will buy me a proper phone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "As in data"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tf whats the point in having a phone if I dont use it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Pogs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what I said about my Xbox as well because I went on it heaps during iso and they said go outside, tf we arent allowed to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is very annoying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk how to show them Im literally only on my phone a little bit"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats why I stay up late to catch up on the stuff I missed"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "HOWW"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Davina", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Idk and idc", "content": "Okay so um I've never felt comfortable with my body and I've been wanting to become transgender or at least transition enough to where I feel comfortable as me and I'm scared to tell my parents but I slowly worked up courage for it to go away in one minute when my parents got mad at my brother for acting like a girl and now hes not aloud to watch girly things or have girly things"}
{"username": "Idk and idc", "content": "What's tougher is when I came out as bi still haven't fully figured out what I am I thought they excepted me but they act like that don't so now I wonder if I wasn't their child if they would still except me"}
{"username": "Davina", "content": "What I did is tell my my mom that I was bi with my brother"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Thank you, yes that did make sense and thank you for trying, means a lot"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "so um i have social anxiety and idk why its so hard to just talk to someone. i cant even cross the street or pay for something without thinking people are judging me and i really just want to make the best first impressions to everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get what u mean, its the same with me, with me its that im just too shy i can't even go up to someone and say like hi or something im always scared if i mess up or something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its ok, it takes time to talk to someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one should judge you for just talking to someone or doing something that probably 100 people have already done"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "my knee hurts really bad but we dont have the money to go to the hospital but i need to know whats going on because if i dont do anything it could mess up my cross country and track"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "can you maybe do some research on it?"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "i cant describe where the pain is well enough to do anything on it"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "but i called my dad and he said when he gets home hell look at it"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "im just hoping its not worth going to the hospital for and i hope it heals"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "correctly"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I hope its nothing serious"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm, did you do any serious pysicall activity lately?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Why am I always a ghost? I try to talk to people in groups but I always get ignored"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And not even here people see me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well maybe after a hour or so"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So hi person that see this message when I dont need ur help anymore"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Even if I do a vent in general or any where else no one notice"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Gotta just love always being invisible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry jojo"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "Stal"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "No im sorry for being so unimportant to everyone sorry for being who I am sorry for being a person that has a need to be needed and noticed"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "hey im here!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't compare ur problems with others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "eveeryone has their own problems and it affects them"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ik that my mom is worried Im going to starve my self Ik that shes scared over my health"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r you taking care of urself?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And tbh sometimes so am I"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Yes but everytime I look at my self I feel thick even tho u can see my ribs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok jojo do you exercise?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I cant I almost pass out everytime I exercise"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I get bored of eating"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I do eat 2 meals per day otherwise my mom would come home an scream at me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok 2 meals are fine so far"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try getting used to eating more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like snacks"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I do that when I feel like it"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Just forget about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Sometimes i just wished I were dead so I could be gone so I could be healthy but the only one holding me back is my best friend I dont want to break her heart so everytime Ive been having suicidal thoughts she have been the light in that darkness the one I couldnt hurt but leaving this world"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So I just wish I would have never been born everything would have been so much easier and I wouldnt have had to feel all these types of pain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "jojo don't say that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u were born in this world for a reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and only u can find that reason"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im not the only person that wishes that"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So why not make her wish also come true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "death is an answer to run away and just leave everything that u lived up to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always different ways to look at things"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "No I just wish I never existed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u exist now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there isn't a point to wish it now if its already happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "now u just gotta go with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and live ur amazing life"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Sadly for both me and everyone Ive ever crossed paths with"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not sad for me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Okay everyone accept u and my bestie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok there"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "1 person can make a difference"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "as long as there is at least 1 person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "doesn't mean its the end"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "No point speaking facts rn"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Why did I have to go through this why couldnt I just be that invisible girl my whole life instead of getting friends when I changed schools or when they abandoned me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean there are other people that feel invisible too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not help them?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Look the deal is I help people that feel or felt invisible to find their way in to my old friend groups but I cant find my self some true friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im sorry for that, usually true friends come to u"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Welcome to Marvin's Marvelous Mechanical Museum"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Known from coast to coast like butter and toast"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "From inland to Finland"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ulru to Peru"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No other place is continued within the United States or other enviroments of the world"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Welcome"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Thank you for your time"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Glad you could get that off your chest"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "why does being realistic have to make others think ur a pessimist"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "Because it means you dont have hopes that I could be better"}
{"username": "zeus", "content": "It"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "true"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "but being realistic is just overall better in some cases. just hoping that the situation could be better can sometimes not be as productive as actually realizing what will or could happen and trying to take it into your own hands"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "good point"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but being realistic can be good or bad, but it primarily depends on perception"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I want a gun point"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "expomarker r u rlly tho?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive been trying to type something in this chat for a good 30 mins now, but the topic kept changing, so i just gave up bec it would be too confusing for people to read"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So yes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like i am really indecisive"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just go for it I say"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I was just gonna say something about death and being forgotten"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And never fully knowing when ur times gonna run out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And abt me being afraid of being forgotten"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But thats why you gotta live life to the fullest"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its kinda hard to do that sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "For all i know i might hop off discord and never return"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just wish death was more predictable"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But im not really in that mindset rn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im tired anyways"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Maybe ill talk abt it later tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U should sleep the"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "oops"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "wrong thing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "looks like a good emote"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what happened to the intro thing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "like where you said who u are and stuff"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya he is talking about the introduction"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I since its 1 somewhere I can have my sad boi hours rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lemme in on that maam"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why delete?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Why not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean if u need help just ask"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk how anyone could help me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Everything is just pain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean everyone has different views so there is bound to be someone to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "whats in pain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mentally or physically?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u stressed?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk how I feel"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk if im fine"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Everything is just happening so fast"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok what do u feel like is going fast"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Deaths"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Events that makes me sadder"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry about that ik its hard and it puts a strain on u"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I dont have the time to process everything before something else happens so then im just almost done and something else happens so I never get over stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok how about take a break then, try to be with urself and see how u feel about things take time off everything so u can feel free"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Maybe I should take break from disc again"}
{"username": "....", "content": "Not really to vent but I feel insecure and to help relieve that I take a picture of myself dailyish"}
{"username": "....", "content": "To see how much I have grown"}
{"username": "....", "content": "And changef"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh nice have you seen any results"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn it do be like that tho"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i just want a hug"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I give"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like im running from my past self, when in reality i should embrace it. Not rlly a vent just a sudden realization"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im going to bed im talkimg nonsense"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i wanna see all my friends! but when i go into school i have to wear a mask 24/7 and probably cant even go towards anyone"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "i feel like ive done so much for every server ive in"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "but get nothing in return"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maaan"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "the boys just wanna keep it lit for everyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just get cold shouldered"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I sacrifice all my sleep to entertain everyone"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "but we never get the proper vibes"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "tonight will really be sad night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u could sleep we not asking you to stay up so"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is exactly what we are talking about"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "man trynna have fun with the server"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "and just get the l"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "man"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "WTF"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "God, its almost like the amount of time I spent researching my sexuality and the LGBT community in general so that I wouldnt offend anyone else doesnt matter to him"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow. Thats just ducked up"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Good choice for blocking him"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I may not keep him blocked forever but hes at least staying blocked for now."}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "Illusive Mister Turtle we would love both your beautiful presence in the music channel right now to come vibe with us"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "No thanks"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I was gonna say, he may have been misunderstood, but if he jokes around after being caught for being wrong and saying the opposition which they know is right is wrong"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And I tried explaining it multiple times."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And he kept on going with his'facts'"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Like I get that bi and pan can be confusing but Im the only one in the friend group that researches current events, problems minorities are facing, etc etc"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Like Ive spent so long trying to make sure I never word things wrong to a trans person because as a bi, black woman, its important to be to know this shit"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Bruh Im on my own Vc"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Listening to music that wont get skipped"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Don't you just hate it when you hear the question being asked: so your gay if a bisexual guy dates a guy, and vice versa if that bi guy dated a gal"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Luckily Ive avoided biphobes for the most part"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Honestly"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Bi people are less insulted and fought against and really just ignored"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Like we dont have a slur and you see less blatant biphobes because they like pretending we really dont exist or can just pretend that we're straight"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well at least they are silently insulting people rather than kicking off and having a fit I guess"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I mean still bad obvs"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Eh I'm tired, I'm not englishing at 100"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Honestly I just want a name besides bi and some fun classifications and maybe a baseball bat to hit homophobes with"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "mood"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Bruh I'm surprised there isn't some HUGE ASS diagram somewhere out there..."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Just imagine the organisation... O o O"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah'ight"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Wooo"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Lemme see if I don't fall asleep halfway through the day lmao"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I mean what time is it for you and when does tay usually get on?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its almost 8 for buttons"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay gets on like after 8 or 9"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "for her"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Weeelll"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Thank you staff stalker"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It might be later... She stayed up crazy late last night"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Pfft"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The lastest I've seen her wake up is 11PM sooo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i only know that cause thats when i go to sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she tells me when i get off she gets on"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Well I mean"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I should be okay to stay up for another couple hours hopefully"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Its almost 1 am for me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Damnnn"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Don't push yourself lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "almost 3 am for m"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ",e"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I did that last night then I'll stay up an extra 40 minutes ended up being the whole night"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "07:51AM here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk how long im gonna stay up"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I mean I stay up late usually"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "2 am is my general point"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And then I wake up at 700 cuz school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i sleep whenever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wake up whenever"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "usually like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "1"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or 11"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I stay up midnight and wake up 7:30"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats not bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But people should be getting nine hours or more sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Btw Emil still hasnt replied is that normal?"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i woke up at 2pm today"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "i dont think ill be sleeping tonight"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik he hasn't talked to me about this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nice talk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sorry I was practising sport"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doing some CHIN UPS YEAAAHHH"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "YAHHH"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Pumped"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im still skinny so nothing changes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I MEAN MAYBE"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im definitely getting a lot stronger than what I was"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was WEAK"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "HHHMMMnNmm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean everyone was weak at one point"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I struggled to lift 20 kg but now its a lot easier but still struggle but Im getting there"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its just because I did nothing during our 13 week isolation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am getting better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I struggled to do one pull up but now I can do five in a row"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lets go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Strong shrek"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but now i feel bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly i need to be banned"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "what why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the dude that just got banned"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i banned him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he said the n word"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and like"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he was just saying the lyrics and stuff"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm, i dont think thats healthy"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh sry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and he knew he had the say the word so thats kinda why i don't feel too bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i did the same thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what he did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats why i feel bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i did it too"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i know... but unfortunately that is just how it is. you only did your job and its not like he himself is refuting it, even when they worshipped me i would have also banned them even if i was unmuting them cause that's just how the rules work sadly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you said the word too?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it was"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i listened to music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i would get the lyrics"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like all of it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lyrics"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and copy it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and send it in main"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean soam"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "spam"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i didn't notice it had the n word"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "until i posted it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then deleted it after"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but there is a difference between knowing you were saying it and accidentally doing it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i told staff after and they said its ok cause it was just copy pasting and u didn't notice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but still"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah exactly i think it would have been the same for anyone else who just copy and pasted"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but lamain wasnt just pasting stuff he was typing it out himself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "please don't beat yourself up about it his unfortunately was intentional yours wasn't"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It coulda been replaced/blanked"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You arent at fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "funny thing is that i was ready to be banned that day"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The thing is, this lot are newbies, and most of the people who join servers generally don't look at the rules, they just assume them and hope for the best, notice how most of them don't even have self given roles? It means they haven't bothered to go through that menu and haven't even bothered to take notice of the blacklisted words"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "You are a long timer on the server that knows it from coast to coast like butter and toast. You know that it's bad, and when you did it, you came clean and made it clear that it was an accidental copy paste situation. So there's a difference between what you did and what he did I think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik that but like they hyped everyone up, looked like some people had good time so i feel bad for ruining the mood"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I don't think it dampened them too much, a lot of them were still extremely hyper enough to spam main"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ig"}
{"username": "Tj", "content": "Its not ur fault just a mod doing their job"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i just feel bad thats all"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Understandable"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I mean if you say sorry about it there will always be guilt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But you need to remember you did it on accident"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Don't feel bad, you didn't ruin anything. You had to do your job and we all understand that even them."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg tay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i am so sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur wonderful and amazing and you deserve the absolute world"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik suicide seems to be easy choice but its not a good choice at all there are other ways to look into things and all that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if you feel like u need to think about thinks about urself then have a break"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be eith urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and try to think whar u want and whar u wanna do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sometimes being left alone in my own head is never the best thing. it's why i insist on staying awake late so i fall asleep fast. it's so i don't have to be alone with my own head"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok but there is always gonna be a time when ur alone and if looks like u have a lot on your mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u cant just hold that in"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i just am not very good at being able to let it out. My head is very spiteful me making self deprecation jokes it tells me im just attention seeking. Everytime i feel like opening up and confessing to something im just attention seeking. it becomes difficult. Cause i have alot bottled up but can barely ever let it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if u dont wanna say it to ervyone u can always say it in dms"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i never thing ur an attention seeker if u just wanna ralk to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like talking to u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even if its helping thats even better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i would love to cheer u up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean there is something that happened that i don't even feel comfortable saying here..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we can dm if u want?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it can be triggering? are you sure you are okay with it?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ill be ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "People need to be cared for even if they are trying to attention seek, its ok to feel sad and suicidal but thats not the answer, life is shit and honestly sometimes I feel like it wont get better sometimes but trust me it does and it takes time but if you left and never came back I would actually miss you so much"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Being online is different than irl and I have made so many friends here and I would hate to lose them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought I had lost a friend from this server before but they were taking some time for themselves"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "funny i cried when grim left"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But taylax life does get better, Ive been there and was ready for my story to end but Im glad I didnt because I wouldnt have met all you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Gee"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i love you all you are all so amazing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "today i tried to double jump irl and fell on my face"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Lee", "content": "She's deployed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "um"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "any other relatives?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that like live with u"}
{"username": "Lee", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Lee", "content": "I might call my grandma and tell on him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ig that cause hes threatening u which is not what parents should do"}
{"username": "Lee", "content": "Its just how my family was raised ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its like that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I tell my parents what the point in having it if I cant go on it, but that can go either way so"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Someone please tell me how they became smart"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "study"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Unessersary amounts of unless conversations"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like I got top 1 percent for my age group in Tasmania"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ages ago"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "is it a concetration problem?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk what it is"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "or just understanding"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I study"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "how do you study gee?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "In my room listening to music to help me focus"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "how many days before a test do you study?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Depends what its for tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk sorry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like we have class to study for it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like say it was math test, the math lesson before the test we would study"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "when i study i do it 1 week in advance to let everything sink in and then the last 2 days its all practise"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "this always works for me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also when you study togheter with some1 you'll usely memorize the stuf better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I get distracted really easy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats why I use music"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i stay at school till i finish that work most of the time so i dont need to do it at home"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We cant do that tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but if you talk with some1 about the stuf you learn do you still get distracted?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmmm, what distracts you most of the time?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everything really"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Talking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Painting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nature"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But music doesnt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its weird"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what sort of music do you listen to?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "instrumental or?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Country"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "and some newer"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kina mixed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and you dont get distracted even if they speak english in those songs?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like I sing but focus better"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "would you say you are distracted from this conversation rn?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kinda but Im tired"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im not doing Anything else"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "when you are making the test do you feel like you are doing a good job but are still falling?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had a test few weeks ago and I was confident at the start because I understood those but then I just couldnt think how to answer the rest"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm, do you think it is a problem of applying what oyuve learned?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just struggle to remember because I have it but I doubt myself and think I got it wrong then I get confused"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So because my parents used to throw things at me Id come to school with bruises and cuts all over me everyday"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My kindergarten teacher noticed and actually called cps "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I got taken away from them and went into the system"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Went to quite a few foster homes then the lady who I now call my mom met me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Adopted me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then my adoptive dad died"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She went into depression and sold our house"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We moved in with her new also abusive boyfriend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my mom was still fostering atm and he kicked them out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I havent seen my foster siblings that Ive known my whole life in 7 years"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Anyway"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He walked out to live with his ex"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So all my mom had was us"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And its still like that today,"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My moms depressed, alone, and because she was so stressed was diagnosed with cancer"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She just went to the doctor and they said she has 6 months to live"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And idk whats gonna happen to me and my siblings if she dies"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Anyway Im done ranting yall need help with anything?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "AAAw Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine but if I ever leave the server and dont respond to anything I was put back in the system \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "gl with it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They wont send pick of bob and virginia"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i bought a piece of clothing that i thought would look good but now im looking back and realizing its going to look so bad on me and im sad now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hate when that happens"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "right"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Gee sry the moment i said that my laptop died and i was already at school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "All goods"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "bet"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "ive been used 3 times. i feel like its always my fault because im too soft with them but once im friends with someone they mean the world to me. i asked one of them for advice i was very suicidal and self harmed quite alot when the day before they said i could tell them anything. i told them i was self harming again and opened up to them about my trauma; they thew it straight back in my face. they told me go get a therapist and dont put the pressure on me, its not my problem if you want to die in the end i was the one who had to apologise. she then begged me to buy her stuff the next day. it was so hard to cut her off a few weeks later. i feel like my next best friend is using me aswell and idk what to do anymore."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Omg im so sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that too, everyone i talk to so a new friend to me, i would literally do anything for someone to be happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i understand how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If u ever wanna talk about anything u can always dm me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill try to support and comfort as much as possible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be careful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u need anything just ask"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "toad 3"}
{"username": "Finn", "content": "relatable except the self harming part"}
{"username": "Finn", "content": "ive had wayyy too many friends take advantage of me"}
{"username": "Finn", "content": "i hope u feel better when u get a real good friend"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "People who quote Joji in bio because they arent like others"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "HADHSUSHSH"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "People who put in their name and/or mention their sexuality as much as possible as if its a personality trait or quirk"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean if you are really that bothered about people being open about their sexuality and are open enough to talk about it frequently it begs the question... are you really not just gotta lil bit of homophobia in you. Because if you didn't it wouldn't bother you."}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Ventilations Machines"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Ventilations"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Machines"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "my point isnt that the people are open about being gay, its that they push it upon people lmao. just something i noticed, plus i never said i had a problem per say w this."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "'push it upon people' what is that even meant to mean..."}
{"username": "noir", "content": "dasjbdsdasdas"}
{"username": "noir", "content": "as"}
{"username": "noir", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "have you read anything ive said"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh my"}
{"username": "noir", "content": "treee"}
{"username": "noir", "content": "do u agree wiht loaded diaper"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hello "}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i care"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "care about?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "stop with the spam pls"}
{"username": "noir", "content": "its not"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sry my bad"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i care about you disagreeing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "cool thats nice ig"}
{"username": "Fahadino", "content": "ive been used 3 times. i feel like its always my fault because im too soft with them but once im friends with someone they mean the world to me. i asked one of them for advice i was very suicidal and self harmed quite alot when the day before they said i could tell them anything. i told them i was self harming again and opened up to them about my trauma; they thew it straight back in my face. they told me go get a therapist and dont put the pressure on me, its not my problem if you want to die in the end i was the one who had to apologise. she then begged me to buy her stuff the next day. it was so hard to cut her off a few weeks later. i feel like my next best friend is using me aswell and idk what to do anymore."}
{"username": "Fahadino", "content": "toad 3 i get that, im sorry but thats really just life alot of people are gonna fuck u over at the first opportunity they get for personal gain just choose ur friends wisely"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "treat it like omegle, start w age and gender"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": ";;"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I blocked them smh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "im totally fine"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jk plz help"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "buttons YOU WERE IN MY FRICKEN DREAM"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "you asked me to dance with you Oh my goOOdneSS"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "WHY"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "PFFF"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I WAS PINGED 4 TIMES TODAY"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "AND HOLY HELL THIS WAS THE BEST ONE"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "WHY WAS I IN YOUR DREAM LMAOOO"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "objective: i wanne make some1 happy"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Situation: i talk with the person but i did something negative and i wanne make up and this goes against my objectives"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "question: how do i make up for it?"}
{"username": "flat", "content": "buttons LMAAOOO l DON'T EVEN KNOW"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "bro when did juice fans start getting so sensitive"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "wdym"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "apparently some girl got doxxed because she danced to one of his new songs. they warned her not to do it and she still did it. she shouldnt have done it but i dont see why doxxing was necessary"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "why shouldnt she have done it?"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "and they protect themselves by saying they are just respecting juice"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "because they didnt want people dancing to his songs to ruin the album"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "at the end of the day they just diminish his name more by doing all of this"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "and its not the first time someones been doxxed because they said something slightly inconvenient towards juices music"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "i just dont get it"}
{"username": "T T", "content": "ye but of course they only back it up with the fact they are just respecting him but thats something that really puts a bad rep on that persons fandom which leads to putting a slightly bad image on the person themselves"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "objective: i wanne make some1 happy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Situation: i talk with the person but i did something negative and i wanne make up and this goes against my objectives"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "question: how do i make up for it?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "im one of the many"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Who are you talking about"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just ask for forgiveness"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Theyll probably talk to you about it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg im so sorry"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "you dont have to respond cause its not even important to any of you. i dont care if it sounds like im asking for attention you can think that all you want ig, it just makes me think if this is all worth it. i mean youre born to just die and i dont get the point. i saw those guys when i was with my sister for her birthday and i always saw them in publix all the time and now thats just a memory. im just wondering if any of this is worth it anymore. no one really cares until you die anyways and theyll probably forgot about me in a month after i pass its just want happens. after someone dies in my family we dont talk about them cause itll make everyone sad. thanks for reading this ig"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "this probably doesnt even make any sense but who cares"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh my god, riley im so sorry"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Riley Im incredibly sorry. I dont think people will forget about you in a month whenever you end up passing. My great grandma passed 4 years ago and I still think about her nearly every day. A million people may not remember you but its those select few that keep your memory strong and Ik these are just words but even so. And sure for some people they dont really interact with you until you pass but some people do and those select people are the ones you really gotta hold on tight to"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im so sorry that youre going through all of this and I know no amount of Im sorrys is going to change how you may feel about all this but just know there are people here and hopefully irl aswell that are here for you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn Im so sorry about that Riley"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But people will always remember you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so like idk if anyone can really help with this but like i was helping out a friend and they were really sad and i tried to help and mid way when i was trying to help, my dad came and i don't like other people looking at what im texting and who i am cause i like to keep it private if it is like a dm and my dad was like what r u doing and saw i changed tabs so i had to show him the messages and this person was sad and said they were a bad person and he saw that was like who is this and im like its a friend and i get he is overprotective but im always by myself i mind my businesses i literally do most of the things i do now alone and he was like who what friend where do they live and was so demanding which i get trying to be a father but he got mad at me for having a friend who wasn't doing their best and was like they are a bad person and u should only talk to people around you and im like ik what im doing and he just doesn't listen to me and just controls my life, my mom is fine with me doing things as long as i trust her cause i do i talk to my mum most of the time and some stuff but my dad literally gave me a lecture for talking to someone that wasn't feeling good and i got mad and no i didn't do anything stupid and i can't really say anything back cause he pretty much owns my life but ya kinda had to get that off my shoulder but im fine thank you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Thank you for sharing with us"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry for that simar and if you need to talk you can always talk to me you havent done anything wrong dont ever think you have I get what you feel like and I want you to know that Im here for you and Im sure most people in this server are too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't wanna weigh people down so im fine nothing to worry about im fine on my own"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre never gonna weigh me down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre always gonna be welcome to vent with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its fine, im usually on my own so i should be fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No. Im not letting you hurt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill be fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If you need absolutely anything Ill be there "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just want you to know that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik but i dont need anything ill rather give stuff then take"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id rather you take than hurt"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You wouldnt even be taking from me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Russia"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hello. Your probably know me as a random person your never met. Well that may be true. Awhile go my friend committed suicide. I wanted to do the same, but I kept my head up. If you ever have thoughts or questions, or even need someone to talk to. You can dm me, and we can talk a bit. Just letting you know, your life has a purpose. You may not seek that purpose yet. But eventually you could save one life. Just letting you we care for you. And that brings a impact for your family and friends. Just letting you know. Again. If you need someone to talk to, I can be that guy."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Feels like I'm being lead on"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He havent reasponded back to my texts for lie 4 days straight"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm extremely worried"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "did he say anything to see why he is"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He did say that his mom is gonna take away his phone when she sees him with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so then its maybe is that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I guess it's just thoughts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Maybe it's thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to vent"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but don't get too stressed about it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I go stressed easily because I've been left before really badly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been in 6 relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I left 2 the rest left me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've given up finding love after my heart got broken"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I got myself in another relationship after that it only lasted for like 3 months"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I didn't wanted to be in a relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I some how got into one"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wanted to feel loved for the last time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If the one I'm in ends I'll go loveless"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't feel loved or love somebody"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know I'm toxic because I want you to stay and make it work amd last longer together"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared to being alone amd lonely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try making other connection"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "friends?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Friends they just leave"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then they aren't tired"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ture"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry my head hurts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They just leave me without knowing how much they hurted me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm emotionally damaged"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm taking therpy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That helps a little bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o thats good that ur taking therpy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im always here to listen and help out if u need anything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That's what they all say"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "One even said that they promise to check up on me everyday non stop"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well ill say this i will be here only if u want me to be here and as long as im able to text u i am here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They just left emotionally hurting me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't check up on you everyday but i can try my best to see how you are doing once in awhile and if u ever need me im always here in here or dms"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have never left someone that needed me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because everyone leaves me when I needed them the most"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people have left me and ik its happens"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ill try my best"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u need me im always here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just stay safe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take care of urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and talk to me if u need anything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't take care for myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't how"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at least try"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try, slowly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take some steps"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see ur health"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see what your day is and see how u r able to protect urself and stay safe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u need help for caring for urself im here to give some leads or just take care of u"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay thanks"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "cause she has me rn, hes drunk out of his mind and has already called the cops on her once when i was 6 cause she had me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if he is drunk then it wouldnt get u introuble right?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or ur mon"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mum"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "it can"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "its my dads day technically and she can get in trouble"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Wdym she had you"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i mean she had me at the time"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i got a concern but i have no idea how bad it is"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "for context, the master bathroom is next to the main bathroom in my house"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "when my dad is in the master bathroom and im in the other not to stalk, i hear him talk on the phone"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he takes his sweet time too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mom"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Grandpa been real quite since this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Quiet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Otay den"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i asked him whos on the phone outta curiosity a few yrs back"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and he gets really defensive and screams at me saying its work not as were next door to each other"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he does it in the bedroom and in the living room when im not there"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he could do it in the office but its next to my room so he doesnt do it there"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "when i walk to the kitchen or pass by the bedroom i hear him mostly consoling the woman saying shes beautiful the way she is and stuff like that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I see I see"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my parents are MARRIED, but they fight a lot"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the things i hear him say doesnt sound work related at all hes a behaviorist/psychologist for the mentally disabled"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he typically does work related calls on zoom on his laptop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Be careful about it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Telling ur mom wont make you a brat, i feel like it would be better for their relationship to end either way"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just be careful"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cus ur dads clearly not happy with her"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "True"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "bc that alone isnt the right thing"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you tell ur mom in private do you think she'll tell him that u told her"}
{"username": "tia", "content": "confront ur dad and make him tell her himself and if he doesnt tell ur mom"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "she exposes everyone no matter what"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "as little or as big"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i will say this"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "a few years ago she did say if i could afford it, i wouldve divorced your father right away\u201d"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "bc housing is expensive here"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "AND"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "whenever i go somewhere with her alone, she always complains ab him"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but my mom would be powers if i told her what my dad does, even if my prediction is true"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i do know what his coworkers sound like as ive met them before"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i bet it does"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Theyll get divorced eventually, its kinda hard to keep a secret like that"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its just that theyre not the age u would expect divorce to happen"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "theyre above the age of 50 thats all i can say"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im sorry man"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I think its best to try and convince them not to fight as much as possible and try to make up, and prepare for the worst"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its better to feel that you try to keep the family together than feeling that what you did is pointless"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Does that mean the arguing has been happening more often?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it just gets worse and worse"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Then have they been constantly worried over something?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i have no clue"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the current worry is finding my social security card"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i need it to take my DMV written test"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Cause if its true, then Id say they try to take a break, find something fun to do and enjoy"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "For you and your parents both, cause it seems youre also stressed out"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "very"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ive been stressed bc i was supposed to take the test at school the day quarantine started"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i have a softball game tuesday and they might both be there"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "maybe they can have a laugh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Thats good, hope you win"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also for drivers test, the only thing I really worry about is long af lines"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Amusement park lines cant even compare"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Well its a few months until then, so you got plenty of time to ace the test"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i took a test just like it online and i got a 93"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "no"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "95"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Youll do great then"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What is it"}
{"username": "ReplayTwo", "content": "Ventilations Machines that can power the world stage in Ghost Town the Ventilations Machine is good to create a lot of fax machines, Prepare for the Future!"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "sadness"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "U ok vio? bug"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar you should check snap"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "idk who to stay with when my step mom and dad legally divorce"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ur dad"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "since ur step mom doesnt have the same dna"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But what if its not the right choice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive known my step mom since i was like 5"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Stay with who makes you most comfortable"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And welcome"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and choose which parent is best for u"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "will u have chance to visit the other at some point?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I think maybe"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "This is gonna sound super self centered but like I get these episodes where I cant stop thinking about doing bad things to myself, I dunno where to post this but like I dunno man my anxiety is through the roof for some reason"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "I need to vent I have a friend who has been in a Bitchy mood pardon my French an idk why but regardless me and my friend are both streamers and she started ahead of be by a few days and so we both decided that we would both make a discord sever and be partners in it and slowly over time we both started gaining a good amount of people and also my friend is a moderator and a big sever with 6,000 people and that sever is very strict with advertising but just because my Friend is a streamer THEY ADDED A WHOLE CHANNEL FOR HER now I know I sound like I am over reacting until her discord sever started gaining more and more and more people MY BEST FRIEND WHO WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS BLOCKED ME AND MY SEVER because why she is \u201dfamous now\u201d\u201d I just miss the time where my BEST FRIEND and I could just talk and talk and talk for hours and now I cant talk even get ahold of her anymore people change and sometimes its not always good so if anyone ever has been blocking out a friend because \u201dyour famous now\u201d\u201d stop you made friends with them on purpose"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "Wow its feels good to vent"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "And the only way I can get her \u201d I need to be famous \u201d do you know how hard it is to do something like or to get famous in general"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "I miss my friend"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "im sorry your friend blocked you and did what she did, seemed like maybe you both could've talked abt it and maybe work things out:"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "I can barely get ahold of her"}
{"username": "Isabellas love child", "content": "Tho"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I feel like crying, but can't so now im just sat here like:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "felt that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly as a guy i feel like crying would be weird and when i do its that i think i shouldn't show or tell that i am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate that. i hate the entire idea that guys cant and shouldnt show their more vulnerable and emotional side. I like to see guys be emotional and show that side it makes me feel trusted for one but it also shows im not interacting with someone who closely resembles a rock"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you see now i wanna just give you a hug"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and that's fine to do that, to clarify, that's how a normal human being would react to such things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see my parents kinda knows this that im a very emotionally person, when they argue and like scream at each other or like joke around and seems like fighting i tear up im not good with people fighting so when it happens here kinda hits me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have been in those nights where i cried all night hated it but couldn't really stop but can't really change it now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i still do have those nights where i cry but music tends to calm me and usually i just listen to the beat which helps so ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "otherwise without music i would be gone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "c'mere. its hug and cuddles time. seriously you need them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but like my bad for turning it on me, r u ok?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have no emojis cause no nitro but :"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " but like my bad for turning it on me, r u ok?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint its idk what it is its a mixture of a lot of things, i think. idk exactly what it is. also dw i dont mind!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what do u feel rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and also sometimes i get that people just be sad together it helps so if u want that i can be that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk i just feel upset, i don't really know why or if anything triggered it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hugs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": ":, 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ";"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya idk if im gonna be much help rn im kinda in the sad mood too but if u wanna explain how u feel im always here to listen and help as much as possible"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ill dm you i dont wanna say it here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "THE QUALIFICATIONS FOR GRAPHIC DESIGN ARE KINDA NOT GOOD ."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "sending my condolences"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "that man got flushed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sending my condolences"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bug send me ur voice"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "WHYYY"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "IDK"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "this mans obsessed"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "asdfghjkl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "awoidjaowidjaoda"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "qwertyuiop"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "zxcvbnm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just want music"}
{"username": "YaBoiLuckDog", "content": "et bot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im gonna go back to music"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "awejdjsjsksjs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i mean ya teens really get put the most stress cause its the stage we process on more to the world and how it works"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya but everyone can get through it and ik u can ik its gonna be difficult but we all learn to get stronger"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont know if I will make it thru"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All this bs weakens me and I cant take much more"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Before I can take in something traumatic something else happens"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what happened this time?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its just my mom and a couple other things, its stressful"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I might if it really gets to me, but Im ok atm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "okay good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well if you need to talk i'm here"}
{"username": "Coolwoobyer", "content": "I have no idea what vent means"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's where you talk about how you feel and stuff"}
{"username": "Coolwoobyer", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Coolwoobyer", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Coolwoobyer", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So so muchhh"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "i can't imagine that, I learned like last year that my mom was gonna give me to my family in West Virginia so"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "wait has she only texted u once?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No I couldnt take it anymore thats practically all she sends me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bullshit like that"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "if you can you should just block her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shed beat the living hell out of me"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "wow, abusive and rude. thats a bad combo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats on toxic parenting"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "My parents were like that to, luckily dcf got involved"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Happened to the last 3 sets of parents I had"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "last 3?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I feel bad for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nah its all cool"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oh yeah, she sent me that while I was fting my therapist"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "did you tell him?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I told her and shes gonna get someone to tell her to stfu"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "wait who?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry I went to get water"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "your good"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I've been through some rough things in my life to so I understand kinda where your coming from"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "tough times make us stronger"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "AND HE ALWAYS THREATEN TO KILL ME WHENEVER I HUNG OUT WITH HIM"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "AND PUT ME IN A HOSPITAL FOR TWO WEEKS"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "thank you very much"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No prob u deserve more praise"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So being a human has positive and negatives. The positive is all of the cheerful moments in your life. Your happy days, and your best day ever days too. And even thoughts of your happiness and excitement. And your negativities are, your down days, your terrible days. Which we all experience. Days we all just want to end it all. Days we can remember what pain we felt. The days where we all lost it. And just stayed in our rooms, crying. Thinking unbearable thoughts. And how every mistake builds, and eventually will go away. I surely have gotten days like this. I have ADHD and paranoia, and you put that together, you get so scared that your cant even sleep. And I think of theses thoughts when at night. Which wont let me sleep. And nightmares which traumatized me. That happened for years. Same nightmare. When I was younger I wanted to be a nice looking dude, which I cried. But then they have her there downs too. There falls. And I regret many mistakes, but I know most people has those same mistakes. Mistakes are things your learning from. But then I know, that my life has a purpose. I havent seek yet, but eventually I will. And now, I am a happy person. I forget those mistakes and think positive. At school, Im the reason your smiling. And you can be that person too. Think positive thoughts. And your mistakes will eventually fade away."}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "Just had to get that off my chest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So being a human has positive and negatives. The positive is all of the cheerful moments in your life. Your happy days, and your best day ever days too. And even thoughts of your happiness and excitement. And your negativities are, your down days, your terrible days. Which we all experience. Days we all just want to end it all. Days we can remember what pain we felt. The days where we all lost it. And just stayed in our rooms, crying. Thinking unbearable thoughts. And how every mistake builds, and eventually will go away. I surely have gotten days like this. I have ADHD and paranoia, and you put that together, you get so scared that your cant even sleep. And I think of theses thoughts when at night. Which wont let me sleep. And nightmares which traumatized me. That happened for years. Same nightmare. When I was younger I wanted to be a nice looking dude, which I cried. But then they have her there downs too. There falls. And I regret many mistakes, but I know most people has those same mistakes. Mistakes are things your learning from. But then I know, that my life has a purpose. I havent seek yet, but eventually I will. And now, I am a happy person. I forget those mistakes and think positive. At school, Im the reason your smiling. And you can be that person too. Think positive thoughts. And your mistakes will eventually fade away."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Mister Turtle honestly felt that, thank you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NoPoint Yeah. Your welcome. I try to help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I HEARD SHOVEL?!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Metal"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet Im in"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lets go rn"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "YES GURL"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Youll drive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "BET"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "ILL GET THE SHOVELS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "SOFIA WHATS THIS DIPSHITS ADDRESS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "peachfizz"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "YEAH!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simars driving"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "no dean is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Even better"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nothinggg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i live in a different country and u want me to drive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre picking us up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Deans taking us on a lil road trip"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "We going"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ye"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You are right"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am right"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So when we gonna get picked up?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ask simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im in a whole different country"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Come to Alberta simar"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Wait no Ill come to you"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But it izz what it izz"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I dont know the feeling of Tourette"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I do be dabbing tho"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "At school"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "dab"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its not just that lily but ye ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "juju ona beat"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You can saybad words without command"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hit people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bro i think thats cool, sorry if im offending"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No ur not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not just that lily but ye ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expomarker Ik its just what happens a lot of the time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its funny sometimes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Even if attacks"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I dont have it. But TikTok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It doesnt hurt to tic"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think its cool but ik some people will disagree"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ye ig"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont disagree tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I thinks its pretty epic"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You dont want to have it"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You can hit people. Your self"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I do be dabbing"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And it gets annoying"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "After time I bet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not saying that i want it im saying if i had it it would be cool"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You can hit people. Your self"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Mister Turtle thats not that common, people just stare a lot especially with my vocal ones"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But yea only the dabbing one is cool"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I dont know that much"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "The other ones are bs"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Mister Turtle its oki most people dont"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oh."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Edumacate us"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I guess sure"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yusss"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i had a teacher that like had to rub her chin with the back of her hand and she made a noise and she was a chill teacher, really good at teaching honestly i would love to have her as a teacher again but ya i get that it would get annoying but i don't mind it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Do you have any questions Lily"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I educated you my life. With ADHD and paranoia I mean"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I have a question"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What is it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have ADHD and anxiety"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And insomnia"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So. Are you affected by it at school?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I also have anxiety"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But I dont show it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Most people dont, and Ive had multiple anxiety attacks where no one noticed"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I only had one before."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "My tics became more noticeable as soon as corona came and i havent been at school since then, but in public people think im on crack"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow. Im sorry to hear"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I only had one before."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mister Turtle they aint fun I can tell you that"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No its all g"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. I know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My tics became more noticeable as soon as corona came and i havent been at school since then, but in public people think im on crack"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expomarker aww sorry bout that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My brother has them all the time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sometimes they go away for hours at a time"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just have to avoid the triggers but thats hard to do sometimes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Triggers are what gets me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "It must be hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have a lot of triggers"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I dont know your POV. But it seems horrible"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "People looking."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see this is why one of my reasons where i tend to not talk to others of how i feel is cause i feel like people have it worse then me and my problems aren't really big or serious compared to others but like it is what it is ig"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like Im short. And I get bully for it. But wow. Im so sorry"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its not really that much of a problem"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": ".."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They arent as bad as you guys might think"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "see this is why one of my reasons where i tend to not talk to others of how i feel is cause i feel like people have it worse then me and my problems aren't really big or serious compared to others but like it is what it is ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint someone will always have it worse than all of us, just clear your mind"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea true"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Think positive"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its hard to do that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Be the one to put a smile on someones face"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Its not really that much of a problem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "expomarker no thats not what i mean im sorry that it showed like that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hard to do that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expomarker it is. sadly."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just clear your thoughts"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "For get the negatives"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Forget"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yall better give me your negatives"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill take those thanks"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay. Then"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "expomarker no thats not what i mean im sorry that it showed like that"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "NoPoint nonono ur perfectly fine i just dont want you to think that i habe it super duper bad and i also dont want you to feel like your problems dont matter"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": " expomarker it is. sadly."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lily it be like that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hey. We all make mistakes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thanks for caring tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Later niko"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay. Bye."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Your welcome"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ly cyaa"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NOOO"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "God damn it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Theres no cure for Paranoia"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "GOD FRICKEN DAMN IT"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "do you have paranoia?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "At night it starts to kick in"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "as weird as it may seem, I literally never feel anxiety, paranoia, or depression"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "which is weird and good I guess"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "which is weird and good I guess"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Texas Toast thats good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lucky for you"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "At night I get so paranoid, I will put a chair against my door."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Or even grab my dog"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I need a therapy pet."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "but it's strange because literally everyone should, like my brain just doesn't function right, like I can't stress either"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You are so lucky"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You probably can sleep"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "most likely"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Probably do anything"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "oh my sleeping is so bad"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oh oof"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "i cannot sleep at night well, I'm just a night owl though"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "but I did just take a sleeping pill"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I have to do a sleeping pill to"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I get my paranoia from my thoughts"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like at night. I get so scared someone is gonna break in"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Or something"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I just completely clear my head"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Around that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I try"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "which is probably hard to do"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But then a think"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like when I was younger"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "A thing would grab me under my bed in my dreams"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Nonstop"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Happened everyday"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "26 years"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "As a kid I was terrified of that but now it doesn't bother me at all"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I just cant stop"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "like I'm more worried about the bears and stuff that live outside my house in the woods"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oh heck."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I would be all paranoid about things"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Not giving ideas. Because Im already thinking them"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "one night the bear actually broke through my wall and put his paw in my room"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "that was scary"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "That had to be"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I was just chilling and I had heard scratching at my wall and I put my ear on the wall and then just left my room and we called my uncle to scare it away"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow!"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "yeah, fun night"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I wouldve been scared"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Terrified"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "to be honest after it left I just went back to chilling"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I couldnt do that"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "a bear has also tore down the screen on our door"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "there are bears all over the place where I live"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay. That has to be s sac Cary"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "That is so scary"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I wouldve pooped my pants"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "you just got to deal with it here because there is nothing I can do to get rid of the bears thats legal"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Sorry to hear."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "nah its fine, I'm really tired now so I'm gonna head to bed"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "goodnight"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "If i were dead, maybe people would care\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "felt that but like i care"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "This is the part where I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lying I just don't want you to worry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik a lot of people can relate to this just wanna say the person that ur telling if they are trustworthy enough they will always worry and just wanna be there for you and make you feel happy so you can enjoy ur time together thank you thats all i like to say"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "...Everyday is like a new sunset\u201d"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Anyone feel like every choice they make is wrong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Every choice I make seems wrong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I try to make the right decision but it always turns out to be the wrong decision"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like today it was either stay at my Nans again for the second night in a row or go to town"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I went to town because I didnt want to stress her about looking after me because of my arm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But being me as well I always think about bad stuff like on the way to town I thought what if we got into car crash and my dad died then when my nan found out dads mum she fell and died because she is old"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like I feel like I have anxiety or something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I dont know how to tell someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like I always just wait for them to find stuff out and not tell them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk is there an anxiety test or something I can do online because I dont know if I have it but I feel like I do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If anyone responds can u @ me in it Im about to go sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok making choices is difficult yes, but there really is no right or wrong, u make a choice and go by it and yes there may be some downs to this choice but u still go through it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i would say its easier if the person knows you have anxiety so you know they will help you or try to calm you down when you are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its alright about thinking of bad stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you think about it cause u are scared its gonna happen and tbh i do yhe same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so careful with my brother outside like i will literally get a panic attack if he falls on his bike"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u gotta realize that you should he safe yes but also try to enioy ur time and not thinking about it and u can have it at the back of ur head just reminding but try to enjoy urself u cant really enjoy urself if u keep thinking something bad will happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Gee"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Gee Okay. So. I have those days were I feel like every little movement is my fault. And everyone hates me. But when I go to school, I think thoughts like that. What will happen if my mom died, etc. I feel like your anxious."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok thanks its just I cant really help my mind wandering off because it happens really easily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya its totally fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it takes time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Whats wrong with me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant feel anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing is wrong with u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom told me she has 4 months to live"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I said k\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I really need help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that respond is fine, you are abused by her and that respond is ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All she told me was how terrible of a person I was for not caring"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just dont show it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya and its ok to be that, everyone is different for how they care"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do and dont care at the same time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes it is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All I do is hurt people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no u don"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tt"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And its not right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u have never hurt me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It feels like it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well i feel the same when i talk to people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik for a fact you wouldnt hurt a fly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats just how you are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and ik u won't hurt anyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont try to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yet I still do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u don't intend to then its not ur fault"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it isn't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then thats me its my fault too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i hurt people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i don't intend to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel bad for most of the people that have met me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so then we are a same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You havent hurt anyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Name someone youve hurt?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And you havent hurt me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ariana"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mandi"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mason"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my abusive ex:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "josh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "prabhjot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "prabhdeep"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "wrong way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have many names"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "What are we doing?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have a life outside of discord"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have people i talk to otherside of this server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i have hurt many people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik you wouldnt hurt them tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i don't intend to hurt them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its ok"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "What are we doinggg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trying to help lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Stuff"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "Ha"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "Cri cri"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I dont understand why people feel the need to tell me im undateable"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ive been told i come off as mean and/or pushy when they first meet me? am i like that ik yall havent physically met me?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I dont understand why people feel the need to tell me im undateable"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Griffiths Whoever says that is rude and im sure ur very attractive and amazing and im sure there will be someone for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " ive been told i come off as mean and/or pushy when they first meet me? am i like that ik yall havent physically met me?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "clingy loser i mean what do u feel like as u first talk to someone"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i honestly dont know"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i literally set my feelings of myself aside and forget ab me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well i say u should focus on what u feel like, what u want to do and how u want to do it"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "and theyre a nothing wrong with that imo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont scare me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im scary tho"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Joashus Whoever says that is rude and im sure ur very attractive and amazing and im sure there will be someone for u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint hopefully"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Its like a meme at my school to pretend that they like me and then say they was joking and they wouldnt date me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ive had someone pretend to throw up because of it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Uh uh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Where do these kids live?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just for a little science experiment"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oklahoma"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im finna dox some kids lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jkjk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Unless..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It just hurts man"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Im perfectly fine"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "are u tho, im always here 3"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Nahh I feel like Im using u and I feel bad and I dont rlly trust people with some stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MILFMASTA420 i get its hard rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "with no motivation"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I was supposed to be home last month, now I'm stuck here for a while."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "covid kinda screwed everything up"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I just thought that coming out here would make me feel whole and on top of things."}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "it chose the worst time to exist in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes we make choices and we end up regretting and thats ok"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I always wanted to do something cool like I'm doing rn, but in reality it's just extremely boring and unfulfilling."}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "what are you doing thats unfulfilling?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Mostly nothing, and that's the problem."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "but I'm a PMC aviation mechanic in Afghanistan."}
{"username": "bug", "content": "Nahh I feel like Im using u and I feel bad and I dont rlly trust people with some stuff"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "Voltstrick oh, using me? whenever you do trust if you ever do:/"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "look im definitely not the right person to talk to about this but if i were in your situation, i would need something to distract me from everything"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "i actually did need that recently i was talking to NoPoint about it a while back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that, not a lot we can do this situation but i would say maybe get a hobby or maybe try to have ur own time and see what u wanna do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time and see what you think u need"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "the whole lack of trust\u201d episode that my friends and i went through and i just really needed some time away from everything that was going wrong in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say try to do something that makes u happy"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Voltstrick oh, using me? whenever you do trust if you ever do:/"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "bug yee idk I just feel like u r like not Liking it just like dispensable and I dont like it :"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "a break really helped clear my mind and i was able to work out the problems that i was facing with my friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or if its a person then hang out with them"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Grayt thats good"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I'm not trying to be a complete downer here, but I seriously don't even know how to be happy."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Like all the things that used to bring me joy don't."}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "i understand. just know that we are here to help you and if you need us, we will always be here to talk"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Indee"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I'm just coasting through life on autopilot."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Bruh its dangerous sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MILFMASTA420 why not try new things?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I'm not suicidal in any fashion so don't worry, just dealing with some stuff inside."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Would post a meme to lighten the mood but its vent"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": ", it's kinda hard to try new things in Afghanistan."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Can u teach me german"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "There has been some stuff I thought about, like writing. Every time I start I criticize myself into oblivion and delete whatever I was writing."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say just take ur time and see what u can do ik i dont know a lot of what u can do in afghanistan but i would say just see what u feel like would be nice to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya writing is really good thing, it helps if you just write how u feel"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "There has been some stuff I thought about, like writing. Every time I start I criticize myself into oblivion and delete whatever I was writing."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 save it just to use it on Another person or save it to just try and grow from it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like making stories or used to like making stories like cool dreams that i had and it really helped"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I had a dreamare and I hate it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Cuz it blended with reality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like one thing is that everytime u wake up quickly write on what happened in ur dream"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Ever hear of imposter syndrome?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "That's me."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no i havent heard of it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "like one thing is that everytime u wake up quickly write on what happened in ur dream"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "NoPoint i remember my dreams"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "ooo i know that one"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Ever hear of imposter syndrome?"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 yes"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "When I write I feel like I'm showing my true colors and I freak out because I don't want people to know my true self."}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "that sounds difficult to deal with"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "When I write I feel like I'm showing my true colors and I freak out because I don't want people to know my true self."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 bro its alright easier said than done tho"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "but i can slightly relate to it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yeah I know the effect and I sorta too but like oof"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not write in secret for now"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I work in a field where nothing is truly secret."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Cuz"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "oh."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "There you go made"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but honestly i think u should open up, ik its not my place but honestly opening up is really good and u feel a lot better"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Bro why dont u just do it in a dm with nobody in it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Gc"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I've had government agents follow me around, I've had my phone tapped, my hotels bugged I wouldn't be surprised if someone was monitoring this."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I've had government agents follow me around, I've had my phone tapped, my hotels bugged I wouldn't be surprised if someone was monitoring this."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 dang bro thats fucked up Can u even escape soon?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "It just comes with the territory."}
{"username": "bug", "content": "bug yee idk I just feel like u r like not Liking it just like dispensable and I dont like it :"}
{"username": "bug", "content": "Voltstrick:/"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "i cant imagine the feeling of not having privacy. im so sorry you are dealing with that right now"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "F bruv"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "They'll probably keep tabs of me my whole life."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im really sorry"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "i cant imagine the feeling of not having privacy. im so sorry you are dealing with that right now"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Gray same sorta"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one should invade someones privacy like thst"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Petition to Send Drake into a better world"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Kinda funny, I asked them if they wanted me to submit my phone for data retrieval and they said'We already have everything we could ever want from your phone.'"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "OO"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Bruh they runned through ur shiz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bro do you know when u are leaving from Afghanistan?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Be like it do."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Also no, I'm kinda stuck here for now."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yeah maybe in 12 years?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "No replacement inbound so I'm not outbound."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I could just go home, but my company wouldn't like that."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so u cant write on a piece of paper?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like for the writing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ofc"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I'm sure I could, but I'd rather use my computer."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "IDC if the government sees anything I do."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "moreso my coworkers."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "or family"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "or friend."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "You'd be surprised how little they care about and how much they believe in freedom."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so then maybe if u rather not show ur true colours then i would write on a piece of paper but once u feel comfortable then type on ur computer if ur comfortable with them knowing"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "It's more about showing my true colors to the people I wear a social mask around."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Write the ur deepest stuff on paper and then burn it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "If u hate it tho"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "So it leaves"}
{"username": "soup", "content": "I like burning"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "soup", "content": "fire"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Fire is awesome"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I had a short poem I made up the other week, but now it just feels so cringe."}
{"username": "soup", "content": "I like twirling staves of fire"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I had a short poem I made up the other week, but now it just feels so cringe."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 pass it bruv"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u able to show it?"}
{"username": "soup", "content": "fire dancer is what it's called I think"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "If u r dms if u dotn want to show it on the server"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "hol up, I texted myself the poem"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "If I am he, and thee are me, then who are we?"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "We are but one, like the light piercing through the veil of night."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats really good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "That 1st part SO SCRUMPTIOUS"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "That 2nd one was so like gloomy and cold"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Its awesome"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Not in a bad way"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "It just set up the tone and shit"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Pretty awesome ngl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i think its really good"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "It primarily came from my religious?/philosophical beliefs. It's hard to find someone who understands the concepts."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yo throw it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I like religion stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i dont know the meaning or the background of the poem but i really like it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "And philosophy"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "It's pretty wacky and quite long, so since I g2g soon I'll just say the meaning of the poem."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "ya i dont know the meaning or the background of the poem but i really like it"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "NoPoint idk how to Interpret but i think its him going through with someone idk"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "We're all one soul experiencing our own creation through an infinite number of eyes."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "or lifetimes."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o damn well like to say it was nice talking to you and i hope everything gets better for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "We're all one soul experiencing our own creation through an infinite number of eyes."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MILFMASTA420 deep"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "That do be sounding like life yh o"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Idk but like dang"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I am him, you are me, we're all the same person just different timelines and lives."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "That do sound awesome tho"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Legit if we all fuse all religious and philosophy we might end up with a new universe"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I have a split opinion on the universe idea."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "I dont rlly have one but I prefer the bang one cus it sounds the coolest"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yee"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Either we're the only singular consciousness with free will in our reality and everyone else is an NPC in our current reality, but simultaneously everyone else is experiencing the same thing and the universe creates a mesh of intersecting timelines."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This is too much for my brain"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "F brug"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": " Either we're the only singular consciousness with free will in our reality and everyone else is an NPC in our current reality, but simultaneously everyone else is experiencing the same thing and the universe creates a mesh of intersecting timelines."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "MILFMASTA420 plot twist tho:3"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Or a mixture of determinism and free will where everything is set in stone looking back, and everything going forward lies in the sea of probability, and there is only one true universe but the culmination of collective consciousness decide what that universe is."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "That other one sounds like the One when you figure the meaning of life or reality it wraps into a more confusing one"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I think if life has a meaning it's to escape the boredom of immortality."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the meaning of life doesnt have 1 answer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say u make ur own meaning of life for ur life"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Its what u decide"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "U put the rules u put the code u r ur own god"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Yeah, but I mean from the perspective of the infinite."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "This turned into a vent debate"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Not debate just ideas being said"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Which is cool and I like it"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "It helps when I vent my thoughts."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Yess pls do"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Ur a genius in the making"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are free to say ur thoughts here no one will judge"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "flash backs to people dissing me"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Nah, It's just nice being able to talk about these ideas."}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Nobody really listens."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im listening"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Like my wife. Broke my heart when she wanted me to stop talking to her about stuff like this."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I understand her perspective, she was annoyed and felt like I was just trying to teach her something, and she didn't care about the topic."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "but yeah I've just stopped talking to her about what I think and feel.."}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "Which I know is terrible, but I feel like I'm bothering her when I try to discuss something like this."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry about that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ur always free to talk about it here"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "I just feel like I have to teach people what I think in order for them to understand what I'm saying and thus be able to talk about it."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rn im currently busy in main so give me a second"}
{"username": "MILFMASTA420", "content": "u do u boo"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Gonna loose my phone :"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why v"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Cuz mother"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No one texts me unless I text them first, if I say no one talks to me they start talking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its ok to text someone first"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u say no one texts u they feel bad and text y"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I feel left out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well why not create a bond with someone texting, ya sometimes u gotta text first but ig it takes time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont get invited to many places but yet at school I feel popular but out of school Im a nobody to most people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aame"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had bonds but I ruined it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the thing with me is that i dont mind being alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik a lot of people dont like being alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but sometimes its nice and quiet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and maybe trying getting new bonds"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u think no one texts u then talk to new people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have different friend groups but never get invited anywhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im usually left out in most groups im in"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i dont really mind like i said ik fine being alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ik u probably dont feel that way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i would say try to look at different directions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see what else u can do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I used to be alright with it but now its just different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont have any friends out of school apart from cousins"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u able to make friends with ur neighbors?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont even know them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "None my age"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We rent a house so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try seeing if u can bond with them, u can be friends with any age just be careful"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They are adults"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Both neighbours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about around ur area"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dunno"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont go out a lot because no one invites"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try going out and seeing who u can meet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im very socially awkward tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that maybe try just take ur time and try going out once dont really socialize yet just go out see whats up and see how u feel"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But my parents dont really like the idea of me going by myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Am I making this difficult for you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I feel like I am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "go out with cousins then?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They live other side of town tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And my parents think my cousins mum my auntie is kinda crazy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But the town isnt too big but its to big to ride across"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do ur parents let u visit them?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not often but sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like 1 every 2 months"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or less"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyway that u get out?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wym"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like do you get out of the house?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not a lot really"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And schools back now so I cant go to farm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u had ur winter break right?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know what u call it but its school holidays"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "End of term"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait but its like winter for u guys right"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u gotten ur weeks off because of winter"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "3 week holidays"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Over now tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but summer break stars decmeber right?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well summer break shouldnt be too far away from u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Is everyone ok?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ever listen to music you listened to as a child just to feel something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "You?"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Gee Im just fine"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": " Ever listen to music you listened to as a child just to feel something"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "funny.3168 yee"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "expomarker"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "hm."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "alright bet, in the next 1 or 2 weeks something bad is going to happen to me. I have a weird feeling things have been going to well for me, so like..got that bad sense in my stomach that somethings gonna happen."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "what could it be? idfk. But just calling it now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "okayyy i always think your gut feeling is correct so just stay safe okay?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Have had that feeling before, but for me, it usually comes when Im having a streak of good times"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if that means you have to be overly cautious so be it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im probably not helping but im a superstitious person to begin with so i don't really have much optimistic advice here"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "heh yeah idk."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Idk why i don't feel great lmao. Like everythings cool. I'm fine."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its the worst feeling though when you let your guard down and that bad thing comes as you let it down"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "thats what i think is gonna happen"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Yeah i get that a lot, like currently rn just make sure youre prepared for whats about to come"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "my guards very down"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "rn its not cause i'm thinking too much, but then i'll just ignore it, let my guard down, and something will happen"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "but hey"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "its fine rn"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I mean, theres many decades to come, theres gonna be a bad thing as some point"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its best to be able to tank it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If its unavoidable"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "yeh"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "or maybe nothing will happen."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "just gotta wait and see"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "taylax have you even slept yet"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive had some shitty things happen to me early on. one of the worst things, my dads death, i had a feeling would happen at an early age. idk i just had this feeling it would happen. and it did. so i now trust my gut feelings mostly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " taylax have you even slept yet"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NotSouls nope, my parents arent home yet and its nearly 5am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im kinda on edge"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "sleeep"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Please sleep lax"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Go sleep"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "also oh. Wow. I guess gut feelings do matter"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "yeah sleep"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And as a positive usually when I have the mind set that I know something is gonna happen the opposite does"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "so what does mine mean. low key scared to find out buuut its cool."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "but yes taylax sleep"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "sleepeth"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "knock yourself out"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "also oh. Wow. I guess gut feelings do matter"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "NotSouls surprisingly they do their jobs when theyre right, which is a lot of times where they are right"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Yeah ill say trust your gut but try staying as positive as you can"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk if i can, im worried have had coffee"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Dont overthink so much that you actually manifest something negative happening to you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my parents never said when they would be out till"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Caution is good"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its nearly 5am"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "ive had some shitty things happen to me early on. one of the worst things, my dads death, i had a feeling would happen at an early age. idk i just had this feeling it would happen. and it did. so i now trust my gut feelings mostly"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Im sorry about the tragedy"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "But overthinking is not"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "when i overthink i use the playlist i'm listening to rn lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its never been this late"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Lax do you think you could try to sleep"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Pop on some calming music"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Maybe drink some herbal tea"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "who wants the sad playlist lmao"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "ASMR helps me sleep sometimes I can send ya some stuff"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And yes please"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk i just kinda wanna make sure my parents arrive home"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ill try"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I understand that feeling completely"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im too much of an overthinker"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Dont overthink so much that you actually manifest something negative happening to you"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Bettyboopatethemoon Oh gosh ive been doing that"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "idk what link works lmao"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Its super okay to worry and care but not so much that it hinders and damages your own health"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Unless youre a parent then thats just what ya signed up for"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Thank you Jack"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Dont overthink a lot of the time as well"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "gonna just listen to this for the rest of the night lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive already lost one parent. so i guess im just worried abt the other"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "life dislikes me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so i always seem to think the worst"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "When you think the worst does there seem to be positives outcomes"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Or negative"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "That makes sense, but you gotta ease up sometimes, or youll feel worse about bad things to happen in the future"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Awww luv, youll be ok. Maybe theyre staying with a friend. Have you tried texting?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I mean ik sometimes I think the worst and the exact opposite happens and it turns out lovely"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if they found i was awake this late i'd be murdered"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Please try to sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ive already lost one parent. so i guess im just worried abt the other"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Taylax thats exactly how I feel"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not easy"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "yeah just sleep, they'll be there"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I understand youre worried but theres nothing in your control you can do"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Chloe is right. Maybe some sleep will do you good. Theyd call if something happened."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Rest is good for everyone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but if the worst of the worse happened how are they gonna call"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I learned this thing called Radical Acceptance its accepting the things you cant change and although its hard to practice step by step it gets easier"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im a huge hypocrite but it does help"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And lax"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "The police would call. An officer would show up at the door. But that hasnt happened, so youre ok."}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "If something happened someone would let you know"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes but what if that happens, what happens to me after that"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Your feelings are so so so valid but you need to rest"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "where do i go"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "what do i do"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Dont think about the what ifs"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Think about the now"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Tay, please just get some sleep."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You need it."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Calm your racing mind down."}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "This might help you calm your minds a bit, can you name 5 things you can see"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Please go to sleep"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just want them to come home, or message, or call, they called at like 12am but idk what they said to my brother"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "apart from telling him to sleep"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Your brother wouldve said something."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Its ok Tay. Youll be ok."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and even then, if they do come home, they could be quite drunk"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Take a few deep breaths."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "yeah tay they probably think you're fast asleep"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and an argument may happen again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont want that argument to happen again"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "which you probably should be asleep"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And hopefully youll be asleep"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Lax Im gonna dm you"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Itll feel like anything can be bad when you constantly expect it to happen"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if its anything like the last time, i will wake up during it anyway"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " Lax Im gonna dm you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Bettyboopatethemoon okay"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Put headphones in."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I can give you a playlist if youd like."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "jeez guess theres still a little emo in me looking at my sad playlist"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You may have gut feelings of a bad feeling about to happen, but sometimes they are complete guesses. Constantly worrying about them is unhealthy... try doing things to relieve yourself"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "simar no you help"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "just talking to someone in general always helps, even a little bit"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You know youve helped me more times than I can count"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if i talk to someone it some how leads to me hurting them these days i feel that more and more so im just gonna be quiet, ik people might not see it but its true so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yk yall can talk to me right?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "couldn't ask for a better, more supportive discord to admin for. I love you guys."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "like...really."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "love you too souls. i feel the exact same abt this server. im very glad i stumbled upon it"}
{"username": "darkrai", "content": "dm open if anyone needs to talk"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "people know what they themselves think, including their thoughts about how other people see them, so if they think themselves that theyre not needed by other people, theyre gonna believe that"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Ive been getting really depressed because Ive had a lot more time to just think\u201d and Im realizing a lot of things that are kinda upsetting"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just want my existence to be important"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Probably the only way to relieve that feeling of whether youre needed by others or not is for those other people to tell them directly that they are important to them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its my speculation though"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Literally no one hits me up like ever"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "but if I ask a question like that, Theyd feel obligated to say that I do mean something"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea felt"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "People often say what they think you want to hear"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If that makes sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Ill be honest and say that I am religious, but its become increasingly difficult for me to live for this god\u201d"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I think it depends on how much of an impact you have on another persons life"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Like being their best friend"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "they put so much pressure on everything I feel like Im gonna explode"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Brb"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Its all about getting good grades and collage\u201d"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Because only smart people go to collage\u201d"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "but its not true"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "My parents still believe that you can be successful without collage but they make it seem like my grades are everything"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "My parents still believe that you can be successful without collage but they make it seem like my grades are everything"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How did that happen"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "I almost wish that I could go back in time and fail all of my classes bc my family and I have set all of these high standards for myself"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea same"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "My grades declined along with my mental health tbh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So now im barely passing and lowkey everyones so dissapointed"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "kinda of funny because my grades increased when my metal health plunged"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "y'all going through that too?"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "So now im barely passing and lowkey everyones so dissapointed"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "expomarker "}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Im not d i s s a p o i n t e d in you"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "same"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "thanks friendly strangers"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "y u p"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "except murder"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "nah I was thinking about what to type xD"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "and a couple of other things"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im mean you still technically can"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just not legal"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "i suppose"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont wanna make a fool of myself as I do a l o t"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "PODDLE you probably wouldnt have"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Maybe not in your eyes, but if I typed something I thought was off colored Id have freaked out"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Thats why Im constantly editing typos and deleting my messages because I think they sound weird.."}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "That kind of stuff just eats away at me"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "maybe dont do that"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "just go withe floww"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "withe"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "i know, its m e g a s u s"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "But I mean, it be what it be"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its nice to not second guess urself sometimes though"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "eh I just think I can come off as blunt and annoying sometimes"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "honestly, mistakes shouldnt define who you are"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "it might be a part of you, but it isnt you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea true"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "but i have yet to accept that"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": ":"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "coolio"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "w h o o p s i e"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Back"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea some people arent the b e s t"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cant spell my minds faster than my fingers sometimes smfh"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "my fingers just"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "wobble"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hahahhavevebrht"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It be like that"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "it doo"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "OwO"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "11 gang"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "gnag 11"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "gnag"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "gnag"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Gag"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Gnag"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Huhuhu"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "gnagg"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Welcome to the gnag"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "bruhh"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "gnag dyslexic gang"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "oh no"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "very bigg"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im 23 big bran"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "5 brain"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "!r"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "i have like"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "7 cells in my body"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "At l e a s t"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You have one 5 brain and one 7 brain and you get 12 brain teamwork"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "But add me to the team and you get negative"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "oh no"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "90 brain yay"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "unfortunately, yes"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "it really do be like that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn i didnt realize we were friends i was finna send a request"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Welp sounds like all of the depressing thoughts are out of our systems"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "That good"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "epicc"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Thats Depressing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Gang"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "gnag"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Wait..."}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "ye?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If more people are depressed, then depression would be happy, right?"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If we solve depression, then depression would be depressed"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Pretty sure more people would be depressed"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "what"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Cause nobody would be depressed"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Oh wait"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Thats true"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "i think im havinf stroek"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Stroek"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": ":"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "H ahsmksidiejen stroke funny"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I stroke strokes with a stroke of strokes"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Face do saggy"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Brains are tasty"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Perhaps"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "technically, we all havent tasted human brains"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Wait wha"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "so we dont know what it be like"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "guess I gotta go back to the funeral home"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Waa"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "oh dear"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Technically when you starve, you engage in cannibalism"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "thats one way to put it"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "How so?"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "your body's acid starts burning your stomach lining"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "technically, consuming flesh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Cause when you starve, your body needs nutrients so it starts digesting itself which is why starving yourself is considered a way to lose weight, but digesting yourself means digesting a human, because youre human"}
{"username": "sissycatboyslut", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Ohhh guess its bc the bacteria that keep it from burning the stomach would die bc if the lack of food"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "So people who criticize cannibals are hypocritical "}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": " Ohhh guess its bc the bacteria that keep it from burning the stomach would die bc if the lack of food"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "PODDLE yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mental stability,"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My relationship with my parents,"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My physical health,"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A lot"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont do either"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Rarely"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont feel like doing either"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im never hungry anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Or tired"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just kinda here"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ik the thing with not eating Ive been on the edge of a eating disorder for over a year now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I play volleyball"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But thats all I go out for"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its on Saturdays and Wednesdays"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": " Ik the thing with not eating Ive been on the edge of a eating disorder for over a year now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Jojo1217 aw Im so sorry"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk it havent gotten that far just me having anixety over eating"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well one time I didnt eat for 3 days"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But its not about me now"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So bubbles why r u not eating?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok Ill try"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": " So bubbles why r u not eating?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Jojo1217 idk just not hungry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Been like that for a while now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But then I dont feel good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And it hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Even when Ik I am hungry..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im tiny so maybe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Smoll"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do you think you might be bi?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "There are many sexualitys like that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Possibly"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im thinking u might be bi but doing further research will help"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "also dont let anyones opinions deter u from who u are!"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And you dont have to pressure yourself into labels!"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Its fine if all you know is that you like someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if im bi or not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so im just saying im curious and rather wait for that special person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill leave it at that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Iykyk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Figure it out hun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im slow"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "so im just saying im curious and rather wait for that special person"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "NoPoint ill be your special person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint ill be your special person "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not hector u would be but ur too young for me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im slow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint tuff, rose would know"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "gonna age real quick brb"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay. That took effort and courage to let that out. Its kinda good to get something off your chest."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Thanks"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "lily are u thinking ur pan"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Even if I were, Id never come out. At least not to anyone besides the server and maybe a few friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i still don't know what a pan is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive never really seen people for their sex/gender"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im more about personality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "OMG LOVE IT LOVE THAT FOR YOU LILY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My hearts beating so fast rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry Im just scared"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright to be scared"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good that u opened up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats amazing you found about what your into and thats awesome"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think I told my best friend in like 7th grade"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive thought about for a really long time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I still dont know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": " and thats amazing you found about what your into and thats awesome"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright not to fully know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u be u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be proud of urself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg I cant rn tysm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "JKJKJK"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sowwy"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "icky"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no its fine i just feel bad for people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nah its good, I was bullied by a closeted friend group, Im still last to come out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Omg what is wrong with me someone pls explain"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nothin"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Literally one of the boys in my class WHO I SIT NEXT TO EVERY LESSON had a birthday party and I wasnt invited"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Thats tough"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry my guy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I bet you if I dont invite him to mine he will say why wasnt he invited"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Though if I were invited, I probably wouldnt have gone, cause covid and stuff, but I understand the disappointment when you dont get to go to a party, let alone not even invited"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We dont have any cases here tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But like he invited people from other classes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well tomorrow I guess I will be sitting somewhere else"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "At"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "School"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "It mightve been his friends, and mightve seen you as just a classmate"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I know the feeling though"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "When you sit next to someone in a classroom for a long time, and that someone just flat out ignores you anywhere else"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had this talk literally the other night with simar saying I dont get invited to places"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now this happened"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Damn, luck really did you wrong there"}
{"username": "Stonko", "content": "if ur special then have u listened to ocean man for 10 hours?"}
{"username": "Stonko", "content": "no didnt think so"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its on my bucket list"}
{"username": "Stonko", "content": "then do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont want to go to school but at the same time I do"}
{"username": "Stonko", "content": "same"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm not gonna be online for too much longer, my internet turns off in 4 mins:"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I hate how people can do that stuff just to protect their reputation\u201d well isnt the school gonna have a worse reputation if they dont care about the problem at all"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well the main problem was, the school couldn't do much in the first place, I hate to be that guy, but I blame the government"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Btw imma have a break from the internet so I wont be active for some days"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah I saw your notice dw... Going camping?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " Well the main problem was, the school couldn't do much in the first place, I hate to be that guy, but I blame the government"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "buttons ur not that guy in anyway its only the government and the schools wrong for not doing anything about it well and the bullies"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just feel like a break from everything would be nice"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So I decided to have one while Im here at my grandparents"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "House"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Finally got my backup internet sorted"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "soz for disappearing like that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All good"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Ah she musta gone offline... ah well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Jojo?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I seee"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I was trying to sleep but its to warm here lel so if u wanna continue talking im here until I fall asleep and then Im gone for some days buttons"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Nahhh come on over to chat I can't really delve into my past too much rn lmao"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "unless you wanna talk about somthing ofc:"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Can you just turn off all emotions so it won't hurt anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Pleeease"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I'm sorry you had to deal with that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its fine, i have gone through worst"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " Can you just turn off all emotions so it won't hurt anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "jay1258 but then we wouldnt be humans"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "But then you would just be able to walk right past someone making fun of you or hurting you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Emotions is what makes us us"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "without emotions we would just be empty beings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even tho yes some emotions are annoying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and it huts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hurts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its just something everyone goes through"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people who make fun of you either are very rude and mean people or they are just hurting themselves"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always a butterfly affect and we never notice"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "if we didnt have emotions how do you know we would just be like bland like we wouldnt have emotions so we wouldnt feel any way at all we would probably be brain dead"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "exactlyyy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We live for god so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gotta do whatcha gotta do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats just my religion dont @ me for that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn Im sorry"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Thats just my religion dont @ me for that"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wow."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like to say i felt this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if i feel it now but ik the feeling"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre one of my first actually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik Im a lot of peoples last"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well most"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not true."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "soup", "content": "erth dsy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oh shit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok so my parents really participate in urban dictionary dates, ok ok I see you"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "is that 9 months before ur bday"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "or ur bday"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "9 months before"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "mine is national hug day 9months before"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "9 months before my bday is national party day"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wow."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "9 months before mine is world coconut day"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Agh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I lied"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its American chess day B"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Niceee"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And my mom actually has depression"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She said Im too young\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom thinks Im a joke"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And shes not wrong..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "God has his reasons"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre worth everything and more"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not true"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yes true"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "everyone has best friends and ppl that genuinely understand them and wanna be w them and everything and have friends and parents and family that care"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i got none"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "And shes not wrong..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily ur not a joke"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont even"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone says such negatives things when u all of such amazing traits about u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do the same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bc you have nothing to be sorry for, you do nothing wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think ur amazing and u r amazing and wonderful and if u don't believe that, that just means u don't trust me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do trust you "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't be sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to be positive about urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look at the amazing traits"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not ur negatives"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "THERES NOTHING GOOD ABOUT ME"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and don't u even say u have no amazing traits cause everyone does"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ur funny"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur awesome to talk to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur sweet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur kind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur enjoyable to be around"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur gorgeous"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u don't believe me u don't trust me thats all im gonna say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so stop looking at the negatives"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not uglyt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur pretty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stop looking at the negatives"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats all I see"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then stop seeing that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you know when people say im cute i saw no its cause no one really says that to me but inside im so grateful and happy they said that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so stop looking at ur negatives"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I really mean it when I say it too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you have awesome traits and look at those"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i mean it too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that ur gorgeous"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my traits scare everyone away"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im the loner"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the one that cant even be a side character"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She gets it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why be the side character"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ur life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur the main character"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Again, the kid in the back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u be u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ur story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not anyone elses"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna leave you alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "when i say that everyone disagrees but when everyone else says that its ok like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Night, and I love you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u going to sleep?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "serious"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Whaaat?!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u going to sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I told you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not sleeping"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You better"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "oh shot wrings chat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im having an explosion in my mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so who cares what they say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have been told to die by so many people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u know urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "better then anyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i have been told to die by so many people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint easy for you to say you know its not worth it and that you people that live you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so why listen to what people tell u what u are when u should decide what you are urself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fuck this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont be sorry "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel like I made you cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im bothering you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I can tell"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not bothering me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i came here to help on my own"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one asked me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one told me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i came here cause i wanted to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u came here to get help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I didnt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "am i wrong?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who needs a meaning"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just wanted to get something off my chest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im the one who should be going"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NO U DIDN'T"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u did nothing wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so don't say u fucked up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u literally did nothing wrong"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I always do this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no u didn't"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I end up hurting people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "AM I HURT?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so stop saying i am hurt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "focus on urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "before others"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel like that bad person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What?!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing is ur fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur an amazing person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im saying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that u did nothing wrong with me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel like I did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u have done nothing bad or anything that will hurt me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u didn't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im telling u that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why do you feel like you hurt me?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause like rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u think im mad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But its my fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not ur fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u have doubts that just means u don't trust me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause im saying that u did nothing wrong to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u shouldn't be sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just saying u will never hurt me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik youd never hurt me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just having a really bad day and thought helping someone would help me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i think i made things worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u did nothing wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just gonna go cause im not feeling myself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hope you feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u did nothing wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't need to be sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its all on me, if im sad or upset its cause of me no one else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "this is why i don't like telling people how i feel cause i don't want them to worry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Something had to happen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tell me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine on my own"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre always helping people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya cause it something i want to do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But never let anyone help you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i can help myself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why wont you let me help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i can help myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't need help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if i do i will ask but i don;t"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna do something else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima leave you alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u feeling ok?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u sure?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ofc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u better not be telling me what i want to hear"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "r u telling me ur fine cause u think i want to hear that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Really"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont want you to worry about me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Worry about yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i will always worry about u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its something i want to do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its something i need to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if i can't worry about people then i feel like i have no right of living"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You should have so much more on your mind than other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i rather worry and help other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if i can't do that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "literally"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so im gonna go off, it is not ur fault ok so don't even think about it, i just need to do things on my own ok i love you and please sleep soon"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You have to worry and care for yourself before other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i care for myself too but i need to help others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ya im gonna go bye love you sleep soon"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And please sleep tonight"}
{"username": "/Arsanek/", "content": "My dad has 2 feet"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "That kind of funny"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Because my dad has 2 feet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats weird..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U know what"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive come to realise Im happy that Im not smart, or good socially"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because someone else"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": " me if I was born with different genes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doesnt have to live like this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know that doesnt make a lot of sense but Im happy to be this way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Something just clicked and I realised"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am like this so I can improve"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My school was different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had 23 people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Now at new school 23 people is one class"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doesnt matter what schooling I had"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im still me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I will always be me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I will never be compared because I am the only version of me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Test"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But there will always be a part of me sad because I have bad general intelligence"}
{"username": "Commie", "content": "I emailed cps the other day bc of my family and they emailed me back today asking if there was someplace we could meet or chat. I've never been so happy in my entire life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I can try but Im going through them myself so idk how much help Ill be"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What happened?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry I took so long"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MY DOG IS GONE HE IS GONE I DINT GET TO KNOW UNTILL YESTERDAY 4 DAYS AFTER HE WAS PUT DOWN THEY DINT INVITE ME TO SAY GOODBYE THEY DINT ASK IF I WANTED TO SEE HIM THEY JUST PUT HIM DOWN HE WAS SICK I GET IT BUT THEY DINT BOTHER TO ASK IF I WANTED TO SEE HIM BEFORE HE DIED AND NOW HE IS GONE AND I WONT SEE HIK AGAIN SO WHAT IS IT NOW ARE THEY JUST GONNA IGNORE HOW I FEEL AND ACT LIKE THEY DID NOTHING WRONG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so sorry that u weren't able to say ur goodbyes and im so sorry for ur loss"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Ill be fine I just miss him a lot he was my family..it Ill just as hard when any of my animals pass..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i understand that you had a connection and wasnt able to say ur goodbyes so why wont maybe something for him, ik its gonna hurt making it since it will remind you that hes gone but helps getting everything on me and reminding urself of how much of a great dog he is"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "So carsen a twelve year old kid has been my best friend for three years yes I have a twelve year old best friend fight me and my parents drink now his mom didn't know that and we ran off they were too drunk to remember we asked and now he can't come over anymore so I have basically no friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry to hear that jay"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so i need a procedure on my toe done and were gonna lose our health benefits soon"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I uhhh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "kinda talked back to my mom"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And now Im preparing for death"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive never done it before and it felt good"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So I need help preparing my grave"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "What did you say?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I told her I didnt like books and she said so theyre a punishment for you?\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So I said"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ehm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If books are a punishment this household is hell"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Now I need help"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh god no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And it hurts when she smacks me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sooo"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Has she said something?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Where are you rn?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes screaming at me for licking the door"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "JHshdhhsehd"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LOCKING"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "licking"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omfg"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "We cant do much to help bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya but like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What color flowers for my grave?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Whats ur fav flower"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont have one"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well color?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Probably magenta yellow and cyan"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ight"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What words you want on ur tombstone lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ight ight"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I wish you luck"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Can she unlock ur door"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Kinda"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She might break it like the one on my bedroom door"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If she has to do that dont you think shes gonna be even more mad?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She might pass out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes screaming so loud"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are you responding?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell no"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Is this a norm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I meeean"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Does any of your other family members know about how she acts?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nope."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They just hear her scream"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then she makes some random bs excuse"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Are you comfortable telling one of them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Theyll never believe me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom literally told me that if I ever ruined her rep shed kill me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes known to be the best person\u201d in Tampa"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Do you have any siblings"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya I have siblings"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So they know right?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im the only one in the house thats not biological"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ohhh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And they pick on me for it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But cant they hear her tho"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh im sorry about them"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "but are they older than you"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "If one of them live in their own house do you think you can stay with them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom wont let me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id move in with my sister"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant even sleep in without getting screamed and my sister has A CHILD"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "AT 16"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Maybe try recording when your mom is mad and show it to your sister"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive tried"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But shes always snooping in my phone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Plus I always have to be in her sight at my sisters"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bc I threatened to tell her"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Hm, have you tried recording a video and sending it to your sister directly after and then deleting any evidence"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I could try that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She might confront me mom tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I dont want her knowing"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Oh do you think she would even if you told her you didnt want her doing that"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Sorry if that didnt make sense"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk thats the problem"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And idk if shed believe me either"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Why wouldnt she believe you if you sent her a audio recording or video"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom makes excuses"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im just gonna record it anyways"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Brb"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Stay safe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki Im back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not gonna send it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just sent it to my friend that knows and deleted it off my phone"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Why didnt you send it to your sister?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk if shell tell or not"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "How old is she?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sometimes i just aint feeling it"}
{"username": "daimondweter", "content": "Wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I honestly dont know what to talk about"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You ok?"}
{"username": "daimondweter", "content": "I sometimes don't either. Can you describe the feeling? Is a combination of a bit of burning, emptiness and somehow still a fill of pressure?"}
{"username": "daimondweter", "content": "is it a"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Joshh JOSH"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "WHAT HAPPENED"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Josh are you okay?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Lily Im sorry I cant really give much advice, but ill say tell your sibling"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont be sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I might tell her later"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Please do"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "What oh yes sorry i just dont feel so good lately thats all but dont worry I'll be fine"}
{"username": "daimondweter", "content": "I often just want to be able to take the bad feelings of people away"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "If you ever want to talk about it im always here"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah thank u"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just broke up with my boyfriend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We had a argument of how I can't be sexually active"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And how I pretended to be turned on when he tried to turn me on"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told him that He doesn't deserve me he said No one deserves you ig..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its your choice not his"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He awlays horny"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ugh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "That gets annoying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im really sorry he did that tho"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He was homophobic too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If he thinks sexual attraction is all a relationship is, he aint a good bf"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I was bisexual"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The guy was toxic"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont feel bad about it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It was good you broke up"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't apologize for something I don't bad about"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I did feel guilty"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I made a promise to come back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "After I figure out my feelings"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And that will make me not believe in love anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You should believe in love, just be careful who you trust"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I learned that the hard way"}
{"username": "Voltstrick", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Pretty bad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So apparently shes gonna kick me out"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How old are you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn she just tryna scare you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She used to threaten me to go back into foster care bc she said that was where the disappointments\u201d go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Now Im like pleeease let me go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And shes trying to argue shes not a unfit mother"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She walked through the door and said I was worthless"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then yelled at me for not wanted to eat dinner with her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And Im just over here like you really think I want to eat dinner with you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All we do is fight"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes always told me it was"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes always talking about how people run their households differently"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And that thats just how they roll\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive never seen her hit my siblings"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well her kids\u201d"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well i mean screaming and yelling at ur kids and arguing all the time isnt that uncommon, its just something lots of people like to brush off"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And act like it doesnt happen"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its just not the way most people want to live"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No i mean insults"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just randomly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hold up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry I took so long"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So ya"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love that about her"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea most people dont verbally abuse their kids i dont think"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idrk tho im lowkey in the same situation as you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I would hope not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idrk tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She says its normal"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And for some reason"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I believe her"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just try not to take her words for truth bec she seems like internally hurt"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like something really traumatic happened between her and her parents when she was little tbh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes so close with my grandparents"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They didn't raise her right obviously"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea she has no reason to blame it on him anymore"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean do you think its possible to tell her politely"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wait nvm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Not a good idea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I get it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I wish one day she actually tries to act like an actual adult about it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Instead of blaming everything on it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And when I tell her I wanna go back into foster care she uses the excuse that shes the adult"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bitch waa"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes insane"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She is tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Frfr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So whats going on with you?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm?"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Yea, did you send the video thing to your sister?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wdym bruh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You said you had a similar situation"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": " Yea, did you send the video thing to your sister?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "rowlint I sent it to sim"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just did"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i dont wanna get into rn i dont feel like crying again today"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oh ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im here if you need to talk tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nice to know"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ofc"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Im also here if you want to talk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thanks bruv"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Stremgth"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell yeah B"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hate it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant believe there are people who use cat emojis unironicaly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Strange"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I genuinely think the world would be better off without me livnig in it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same tho"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve to be alive"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve to breathe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve to feel happy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve to laugh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i think u do deserve to live, i think u deserve to be happy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve to feel anything other than pain and sadness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u told me urself mistatkes happen"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want everything to just go away"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just how we are"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah but its everyday at this point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i do the same thing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i do something wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyday i mess up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its how i fix it is waht matters"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont deserve to feel anything other than pain and sadness"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Taylax thats not true and you know it, youre an amazing person and deserve the world"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont i really dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u really do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "deserve to live"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "deserve to have emotions"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All of them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when will it end"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when will the pain end"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when will it go away"}
{"username": "tia", "content": "taylax ur literally my fav n u deserve happiness so much more in life"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just want it all to go away"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It doesnt end, you just learn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok im gonna tell u that pain doesn't go away"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never does"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wish it did too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its how u overcome it is what brings you to become stronger"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im full of regret"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i genuinely dont know how long im gonna survive like this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And Ill never forgive myself for a lot that Ive done, but I have to move on"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want to go to sleep tonight and never wake up in the morning"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So do I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I have to live"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay ur a wonderful person and u have done so much for me that i literally can't even thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that wa graphic"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im only living for god at this point"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont have anyone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg u guys have so much to live for"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like what?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Cuz I wanna know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't know the future"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "otherwise i would tell u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its only gonna get harder"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u can't just end it here when there is more to life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then u get stronger"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "life will always be harder"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats just life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just have to become stronger"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I want to tell you something but I feel like youd get mad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have nothing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "absolutely nothing to live for anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u have urself to live for, u just have to stride for greatness"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im so unmoivated to try anymore, whats even the point"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "whats even the point of getting up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then just be free, who needs a point when u can just live how u want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk why anyone would hate you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You dont do anything wrong"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i can't help but feel i deserve all of this"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "all this pain and suffering"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i deserve it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well ya i saw that the same thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have done so much that i can never take back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just have to live with it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just something i wake up to everyday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "feeling"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont be sorry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but i just wanna stop crying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and go to bed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Let it flow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay your a wonderful person and i think u have an amazing life ahead of u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it may get harder but thats just how life is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its how everyone person lives"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we just learn how to get stronger"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It feels terrible in the moment Ik but youll feel so much better after"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "by working on ourselves"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i promised i wouldnt do it, im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i promise a lot of things to myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and sometimes i fail"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats alright"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I promised I wouldnt do something tonight and I did it anyways"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I couldnt help it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "as long as u try to work ourselves and give the self love u need cause u are an amazing person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "shit happens"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just go through and see what ur mistake was and learn from it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats what u told me tay"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tay Ik it hurts, but dont let the hurting take over your life like I did"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the guilt hasnt set in yet, it probably will in the morning"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it stops me crying so i cant be assed anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont feel guilty"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want to be selfish with this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Be selfish"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Were here for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Let everything go"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the pain... always seems to stop the tears"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe its cause im feeling physical pain so it distracts me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't do that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why physical"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik what ur thinking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its already happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tay dont do that to yourself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk i wanted to stop crying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "crying is better then bleedingf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel kinda numb now, the feeling after a majot mental breakdown"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "crying is letting out ur emotion"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah well it wouldnt stop"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and i was sick of feeling sad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "id rather be numb than upset"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I know why you like to do that, its helpful but not for long"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its addicting"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you are correct it is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I hate it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont want to cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I dont want to cut either"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this is the 4th time now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I choose physical over mental"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it feels good, in a weird way"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i deserve it anyway"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You dont."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You deserve to be happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You deserve the world and more"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You are not."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Stop it."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont tell yourself that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont have to tell myself it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She cares wether you think it or not"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sure she does, she never cares to understand"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry tay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its not your fault"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it cant be helped"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if i do manage to survive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You will"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im moving out as soon as possible"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So am I"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate it here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate this country"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate this county"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom might kick me out actually"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate this street"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate this house"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate this family"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i hate it all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Live life how you want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I wouldnt spend it crying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes its good to cry, just dont let it take over"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mother probably thinks im aokay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she always says to talk to her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So does mine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yet she isnt approachable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she is the cause of alot of my mental issues"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i wonder if she realises that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i wonder what it will take for her to realise that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "me snapping at her eveentually"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im gonna snap at her soon"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant stay like this anymore with her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She walks thru the door, says Im a disappointment, then yells at me for not eating all day"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then she wonders why I dont talk to her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Unless shes yelling at me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "mine criticise everything i do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "every littlee mistake"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "every little action"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "is the end of the world"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Every. Little. Thing."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its so annoying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it is, and they don't understand how much their nitpicking affects me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont know if shes realizes how much it mentally effects me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its from my weight to my hand actions when i get flustered"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "apparently my hand waving is an american thing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its legit just me being anxious whenever they confront me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and they get so pissed by it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont know why"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "am i that much of an irritable person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I ask myself that a lot"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mother doesnt realise my mental breakdowns can start over the smallest thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nor does mine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i can be upset after being shouted at and boom mental breakdown time cause pent up emotions"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "then she comes into my room slamming the door open screaming at me for crying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "then preaches the next day abt not building up your emotions"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She told me I was a hoe bc I wore shorts and I started breaking down at dinner"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh my lord"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wont eat dinner with her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont really eat at all anymore"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "at this point im genuinley considering not eating dinner just to avoid them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that would be down to one meal a day"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " I dont really eat at all anymore"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Lily neither, but you should and i know i should"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I need to be healthier"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bout its hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im just not hungry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "same, i need to lose weight but its kinda hard when you dont see the point in getting out of bed and getting dressed in the morning"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But am at the same time"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i struggle to motivate myself to get in the shower most days"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i leave it till last minute"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont know how much longer I can take this"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yet my mother calls me disgusting before even trying to fathom the idea that i might be depressed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So does mine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the amount of times she has got mad at me hiding away in my room all day and shouted'are you depressed?' at me and the amount of times i just have stayed silent"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she scares me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And the worst part is that she has depression"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant speak up or im shouted at"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant contradict what shes saying or im shouted at"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And doesnt get how I could ever have it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant correct her or im shouted at"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take yelling"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "shes so violent"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and scary"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she slams doors open"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its triggering at this point"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "isnt afraid to jab me in the arm"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "pull me by my hair when shes seriously pissed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive never forgot that incident"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im scared of both my parents but i cant lock my door and it makes it worse"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im so sorry lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I locked mine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want to get out of here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have no privacy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "nothing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro imagine having parents that have respect for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Couldnt be me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao couldn't be me either"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she always looks through my phone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They think I have no feelings"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done with it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and its so trivial but its why i couldnt have online friends numbers even if i wanted"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "could should i say"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she thinks everyone online is a pedo and lying abt themseleves"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she probably thinks half of you are pedos lying abt their age"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and who you are"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she keeps asking what discord is"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but my brother always almost sells me out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "he never helps"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya cuz Im some 30 yo reregistered sex offender"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "he enjoys throughing me under the bus whenever he gets the chance"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So does mine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its like he hasnt witnessed my breakdowns before"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mother outright said INFRONT of me she cared more abt my brother when my dad died. like i was sitting there in front of her. like i get why she was worried more abt him hes autistic but why did she have to say it in front of me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "everytime archie cries its panic mode"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "everytime i cry its just me being annoying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and a child"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and pathetic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont get why she cant love other peoples kids"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes just some lady"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I didnt have to end up with her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But just my luck, I did"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my'simping' for characters isnt just me simping. they are basically emotional support characters so when someone calls me weird for being attached to them of having an obsession with them it hurts a little"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Anime simps are the best B"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I get it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They cant hurt us if theyre not real"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like Levi, i relate to him somewhat. he's lost someone, i've lost someone. boom comfort character."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "seven, i relate to somewhat. hes depressed and seriosuly hates himself, wow i do too. boom comfort character"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "jumin, i relate to somewhat. he was trained not to show emotion from a young age, i am screamed at for crying. boom comfort character"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I get that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get along with people that know what Ive been through"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i kind of want people to understand i dont just simp for these characters they mean something somewhat so when they insult them or call me weird for having an obsession it just really stings and i become defensive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My first bsf, she lost her dad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I still blame myself for my dads death"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk why."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mother lost her dad too, early age just like me. well she wasnt 12 she was like 16. you would think she would understand but nooo"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im sure it sint your fault lily"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "isnt"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was only 5"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But ya"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "see, you were so young"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was a stressful child"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "there is no way you could be at fault anyways"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you were a child"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "all children are stressful lily"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its not your fault"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "at 5 you dont understand much anyway"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats ok"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this is what i get from being happy for ince"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "once"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just let it out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its always when ive had good days"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "always"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "something just happens"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and boom"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "here i am now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "luckily i dont have to go anywhere tomorrow"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im not haning out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "School was so hard for me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i can just curl away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i could barely do school"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I faked so many smiles"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you know, the time i really realised how much a good effect my friends have on my and how good my facade was was when my friend called me a ray of sunshine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the contrast to how i felt when i was alone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "was blinding"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My friends arent the best people to hang out with"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But theyre all I have"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "awe no im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not your fault"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i always forget how lucky i am to have such an awesome supportive friendship group, i drifted from them after not really going on whats app and keeping in touch and i feel really guilty abt it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "they are so nice to me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont deserve them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You deserve everything tay"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Trust me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre a great person"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you guys are so nice too"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but you don't know things ive done, how i act in real life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im really not that great to be around"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "how bad my anger issues are"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "how violent i am because ive had normalised violence from a friend from a young age"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i think its normal to hit your friend cause my first close friend in this town was violent"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and hit you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and it rubbed off on me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and now i hate myself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im trying to correct it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So did I, I drive everyone away Bc of how touchy I am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "cause seeing my friends flinch when i raised my hand"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "physically pained me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and yet"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you say im not a bad person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "One of my friends actually told someone about it and I got in trouble"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I told them it was just how I am"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They told me to fix it\u201d"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont know how to fix it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im always play fighting and hugging"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that what i would have thought"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "People hate me for it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im not a touchy person and huggy person with friends cause ive been touch starved most of my life"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just want to hug and cuddle with an so and thats it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no one else"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wanna hug everyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I never got hugs as a kid"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you are like my friend ren"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you two would love each other"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "she loves hugs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but most of our friend group arent huggy"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and dislike them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you two would get along so well ha ha"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just want people to feel loved unlike me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im so unhuggy that she gets so excited when i finally permit her to hug me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont want people to feel what I feel"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "neither..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont think most of my friends know how i feel exacttly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i never wanna push my problems on them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or tell them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "in fear of questionable looks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Neither do I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats why I get scared of people that ik have power"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i used to be the cement that held two halves of my friendship group together"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i was friends with botn sides"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so it kept us"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i didnt wanna seem unstable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like Greg, everyone likes him and I dont want people like him to hate me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so i never told them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i get that too"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the fear that if you are disliked by someone who is liked by so many othe rpeople"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that they will change how the others perceive you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I barely kept my friend group together"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I did it a little too well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i gave up being the cement"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i ended up taking a side"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i was done with the other side"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "they were toxic anyways"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They became friends and they all hate me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im still that glue"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that holds this part together still"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "cause im friends with everyone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i like to be liked"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I stop and start fights"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "same..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its annoying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im kinda worried abt simar now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant do anything without starting one"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "he disappeared randomnly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So am I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He just stopped"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel bad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i said i wouldnt do it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but i still did"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i relapsed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i said"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i would try"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats ok"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but i just did it so effortlessly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You tried"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "god thinking abt that isnt heloing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Keep doing your best and if you need help get it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel like a bad person again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre not a bad person"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i need therapy but i have unapproachable parents"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its gonna take me finally snapping or me cutting ties with them for them to realise i think"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My therapist is my sister"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "they will wonder why i never come to see them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hope not tho"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "why i very rarely come to see them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i will have hoped to have screamed at them by then"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "screamed at them for everything they did"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im never looking back after I move out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "neither"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id just move in with my dads family"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "as soon as i get the chance im gone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no questions asked"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i get my inheritance from my dad at 18"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and that can add with my savings in helping me move country"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and leave"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and finally be out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have so many bad memories here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just want to start afresh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hate this house"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I want out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "with no constant reminder"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill bet this house will be triggering to look at in 5 years"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if i would want to live anywhere"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its my old house"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "there are no bad memories i can recollect there"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its where my dad grew up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But also died"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i can reminisce on the good times"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint you ok?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah... i dont think i could enter my dads old house without breaking down"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont think i could enter the same bedroom he died without just dying a bit more inside"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just want to see him"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "One last time"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh god i felt that in my soul"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oop tears again lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just wnat him back"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I miss him so much"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i would do anything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "to have him huging me rn"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "a n y t h i ng"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have a connection to music the same way you do with anime"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And this song hits HARD"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i legit imagine myself in the animes its tha bad. its a methof of escapism i assume"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean id rather escape my problems"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "than face them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not bad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so it make sense"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its just weird"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its a way of relief"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and people will think its weird"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and thats why its just a secret coping mechanism"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Music can change my mood instantly"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like i sometimes act them out by myself at night i wanna escape that bad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i only listen to music when im in the mood"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "otherwise im bored"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I always have music playing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its calming"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If I want it to be"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao i prefer to have youtube or anime playing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "just"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that sense of"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "escaping"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "even just for a bit"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i crave it so badly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So do I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just cant without it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont think i can live rn without youtube and anime"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and i say that with uttermost sincerity"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when i was watching AoT"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i became hyper fixated on it for one"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "pretty sure i suffer from those"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and then i grew attached to one of its characters"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so it made me binge"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i didnt wanna stop watching"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and now im rewatching"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "just to imagine myself there"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "living differently"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Felt that."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "away from all this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just wanna get out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "same, i wish things could have bbeen different"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "why couldnt i have been born as one of them rich popular girls"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "alot of my problems are solved now of i was one of em"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "not bullied"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im still bullied"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "slim and perfect"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "having relationships"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "all the things i want"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but then again"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "even if i was one of them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take it when they have everything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "id lose alot of what i have now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and what i love now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then say their life is terrible"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the popular people can have hard lives sure. but when they say their life is terrible when they couldnt get the new iphone that came out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that pisses me off"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont even get new phones"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "People say that about me, Im just pretty good at hiding my feelings"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i have to deal with hand me downs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "whilst my parents go about buying themselves the latest models"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They buy themselves everything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "then when you ask maybe for christmas or a birthday to get a new phone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its an ourageous idea"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and you dont have enough money"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then get me a shirt from Walmart I say thank you then they say Im ungrateful"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when they upgrade perfectly fine phones"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like Im grateful for everything my mom gets me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im sitting here with my samsung galaxy s6 whilst they went from a samsung s10 or whatever to an even bigger better phone"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when the phone worked fine"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but here my phone is battery basically dying and the back broken and smashed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im grateful but its just"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the exuses they come up with"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mines cracked and I never have WiFi"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "just to not get you something when its obvious the excuse is invalid after they just bought themselves some expensive as phone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The battery dies in an hour"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive just decided to save up and buy my own lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i gave up asking them to give me just a tad better model or a new one that isnt smashed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then my mom told me shed still be able to take it away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like i dont even want the new latest iphone, couldnt care less"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just would prefer something a tad better than a years old hand me down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This things like 4 years old"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And its so screwed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hell no"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i refuse"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i flat out refuse to let her search through it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "control how i use it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when i use it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "etc"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "refuse"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but she likes to control me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id yell at her the way she yells at me for touching her stuff"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so she'll find a way"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i should probably go to bed tbh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its like 5:40 lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shell make up some bs excuse like that shes the adult"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya we need to get to bed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gn I love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sleep well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i love you too, thank you for venting with me. you sleep well too E"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate love but love it at same time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why girls gotta play with your feelings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just the person ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I care about yall"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn we care about you too lily"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": ":0 yes we do"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "It doesnt know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It's called the feeling of numbness, it happens to everyone at some point in their lives. Your not broken, it just means your brain is just so tired of bad crap that it shuts everything off, putting it simply. To stop feeling emotionally numb, you wait it out, make sure your staying healthy, get a reasonable amount of human interaction, eat and drink regularly and normally, and make sure you get enough down time also. Ways to also positively overcome this feeling, read a good book, the more emotional, the better watch a movie with others, family friends, anything goes. Y'know stuff like that, anything that would usually make you feel heartwarmed, or emotional in one way or another"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I just sorta threw words together here so it may not make complete sense"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ive waited for over a year now the only thing that happened was it getting worse"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And ur right I sure am tired of bad stuff happening all the time y cant I get a break"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Everythings just getting worse and worse and stuff happen closer together and other levels and its all been different things well almost all different n different ways"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "In the beginning it was 9 months then 7 months then 2 months then 8 months then 1 month then 7 months then 1 month and the next thing is probably here soon I can just feel it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I understand you completely, I have been suffering from cases of bad luck for ages now, and this isn't your usual oh no I dropped my ice creme bad luck, it's the tough stuff. Honestly I dunno what to tell you, I have just sorta never really reacted in the first place, or when I do react, it's days, weeks or even months after the bad happening. I guess I've just never known how to react to it in the first place. Try and seek some good in everything though, if you don't feel anything from it, then that's great in one way because you don't have to suffer, it's like fulfilling a very common final wish of someone who's just died Don't be sad or suffer from my death."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk if its the same way for u but it effects all my feelings like if I love people 2 I just dont feel much"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Boredom perhaps?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "A mix of being sick and tired and absolute boredom of the repetitiveness I'm guessing"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Rn I base who I love on if they would die would I actually be sad and cry or not"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Or would I be able to live without them"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "hm, well that isn't a particularly good judgement to make, because you don't really know how you'd react truly until it actually happens"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well I dreamed that my mom died and I woke up crying so I mean something is right there"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well yes, that would be a case of your brain being tricked into thinking it's reality, dreams are a whole different"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": " topic"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well but I kinda knew I would cry over that cuz the only times I cry is when I pms and when people die or when I see puppies"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And kittens"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Completely understanable"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Also completely understandable, that's just you being a human being"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well good thing then we came to the conclusion Im a human"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Honestly I'm not so good when it comes to talking about emotional stuff... I'm kinda emotionally numb and channel all that emotion towards future breakdowns that happen every few months... just kinda outta no where"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "So I don't have so much experience in coping with it because I just sorta live along side it in away"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just dont get the time to process everything cuz it happens so fast and im very sensitive and everything"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Sorta slaps you round the face outta no where and you are just left there to deal with it, I've felt that at least once"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Everything is just chaos when it comes to my life"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " Sorta slaps you round the face outta no where and you are just left there to deal with it, I've felt that at least once"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "buttons my friend accidentally hurted me before and I had 3 mental breakdowns and was about to have 4 more that day"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Once I had a sudden breakdown when I was walking through the corridors of my school, I just sorta collapsed and begun crying, then laughing, because I realised how dumb I looked... needless to say everyone around me was super confused"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Understandable Ive had my crying moments in school"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "2"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And my rage moments in fights"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Only word fights tho"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But they r also the most painful fights"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Deffo"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I've been in a few fights, all of which I was extremely outnumbered, or the other was considerably stronger than me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "These were all proper beat the shite outta this guy ones"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ive only watched those types of fights"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well not rlly cuz theyve all been people that were equally strong"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah it's certainly an experience being in the fight rather than just watching it... especially if you being beaten"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "The weird thing is just how the teachers almost never do stuff about fights they just stand there and watch"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " Yeah it's certainly an experience being in the fight rather than just watching it... especially if you being beaten"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "buttons understandable"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Also I hate being around drama and I still manage to end up right in the middle of it all the time cuz of my friends being drama queens well they r not my friends anymore"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But they r still drama queens"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah the school I was originally in was fully aware of these things that happened everyday with many different people, it wasn't just me getting pretty much assulted, one time my parents found out I was strangled with my own scarf and the school simply told them Do not tell the police"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That place may as well have been hell"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Understandable and I thought my school was bad"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And like our principal is discriminating her students"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Our headteacher used to change so often that we never had just one for the whole year"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im just happy I dont have to see her again after the next summer break"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Or anything about that school"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "It holds a lot of bad memories"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Mood."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ive noticed that everytime I talk about memories of the school with my friends I bring some bad memories up cuz I remember them all 2 well"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I had a weird friend group... for some reason I was always the shoulder to cry on, no one had any disputes with me... I think some of them even thought I was their dad 0 0"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It was a weird, wonderful, but mostly painful, time at that school"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well I just remembered all the times Ive had to go out from class to cry"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And me crying on the breaks"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Having arguments with my friends for treating me like trash"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Screaming at a girl for being mean and some other people for making jokes about cancer in 4th and 5th grade"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I had to be sent out from the class multiple times because I used to have explosive rage, which would quickly turn into a breakdown, I would usually black out and have no memory of ever yelling at anyone, then suddenly find myslef out of the classroom and on the other side of the building to where I should be"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Again, weird times..."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I also remember crying on the playground and almost everyone staring at me and a teacher asking me what was wrong"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "In"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The teachers ended up getting too busy to ask what the matter was, due to staff shortaged:/"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I also remember when my friend died 2 days before school starting so my mom told the schools therapist and asking her to tell my teachers so they would know why I was sad so everytime I went to class the first day every teacher asked r u ok?\u201d And I remember me thinking like what do u thing my childhood friend just died Ive been crying for 2 days straight\u201d but me ending up just saying yes\u201d"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " The teachers ended up getting too busy to ask what the matter was, due to staff shortaged:/"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "buttons oof feel u tho my school is very new and so there have been a lot of truble with teachers and stuff"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "My old school has been having staff shortages for years, since education funding cuts in England began, and for some reason the government wanted to turn all the schools into academies and run them all like businesses, so it the end, the school just got worse, and lost a hella amount of staff, including the therapists, we call them counsellors though"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "We call them kuratorer in Swedish but that felt pretty wrong so"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "My Discord keeps freezing, so I might disappear:/"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ok Im probably gonna fall asleep anytime now anyway since its 2 am"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Damn I didn't even realise how late it's got"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "goodnight"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Goodnight!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok so youre not ok?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna call you later if you still cant sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no u go have fun im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No youre not."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes i am"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I can tell"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think we all can"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You can talk to me."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think ik how i feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im still gonna call you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just want to help you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Can we just forget about all our problems"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just for tonight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u guys have fun"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I want you to have a good day too tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Will you go in vc with us"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "imf ine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u guys enjoy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I want you to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine by myself ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id rather you be happy than me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Come on "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just join for a little"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like being in privacy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fun tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Itll be fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then have fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't like big groups"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im fine on my own"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same I dont like really big groups for some reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I'm not suicidal but I cant wait to die"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "I feel ya"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh im always the person to text first and i don't often even get replies so like aaahhh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "SAME"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im always the one that texts first"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Like literally wtfff"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then I feel like I annoy people"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just want to be wanted yk?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like people see me as clingy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And people know it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yo but sammme"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant help it tho smh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just kinda wanna give everyone a hug"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lucky"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im bad at starting conversations"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and asking"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "to do anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "always first"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like im just b a d at it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant talk irl"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Or not irl ig"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just cant talk at all smh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cri"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "U good bruv"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "idk bruv"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "u good"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "nahhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It'll aight"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "u sure"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "shhdhd"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cant spell smh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No not really"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But im not tryna bore anyone wit anything"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So I'll live"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No, please. Explain"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I have been deemed the therapist friend. So, Im here"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im just hella stressed and mad at people"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Why are you mad at people?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Umm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im mad it my biological mother"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But i always have been"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Like since i was 5"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Dms"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Three things I would change about me."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "1. Height, I get bullied for just my appearance."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "2. My anxiety and paranoia, they get pretty bad at night."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "3. Be more into reading."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Are you short or tall?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Short"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "How do they bully you with your height?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Did you explain to your apush teacher the exact reasons for you crying?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i didnt cry in class"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was on the verge of tears"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he didnt give two fucks ab our feelings except for his favorites"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "At least, in my HS"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And sometimes theyll laugh to the point of crying because they cant stop"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And sometimes you cant tell visually if someones actually sad of happy since the crying is so intense"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": " mine is a smol private school but its full of pot and crackheads"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "clingy loser For a Christian school, theyre doing pretty sinful stuff... yikes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Some people feel like its cool. That there friends are going to like them more"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Someone has a seizure in the hall way. Sadly I saw. But it spread quick"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Some people feel like its cool. That there friends are going to like them more"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Mister Turtle Students see it more as a habit than a student has than thinking he/she is cool. Unfortunately, people cant read other peoples exact minds"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My sister was addicted when she was 15"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I think my brother did it at 14"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "15?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "14?!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I havent smoked anything"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Thats not healthy at all"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im the only person in my house"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Are they off now?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Thank god"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "There off now"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "YEah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My step sister who is 16 back on it tho"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My sister vapes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But now shes 19"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Theres some vapers at my school"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "6th GRADERS"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "One of them is a classmate I knew from elementary"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "VAPED"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My mom smoked with me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "In side her"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "a 6th grade at my middle school got caught in the bathroom"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And she still smokes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i still have lung problems"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its complicated"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I have lung problems. Its not from smoking tho"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "My dad tried smoking once, and he didnt smoke anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just born"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im 4 11"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And Im suppose to be 5 45"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Cause he coughed on the cigar and immediately didnt like it lmao"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Seven..."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But Im starting my growth"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "BUT SECEN"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "SEVEN"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I got in a fight with my brother in 4th grad or 3rd"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I meant with a other kid"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And my brother puches a 4th grader"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "He also threw a math book at someone"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh no..."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And punched a police officer"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And my mom"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so like one of my neighbors was a yr younger than me and i always hung out w him at his place and his mom was a smoker"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "she still is"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "He has issue. And his lizard helped home with it."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My 5th friend tried to make me vape. I said no"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My toe hurts so bad"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Theres smoking competitions too"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I stepped on a"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And it went right on the toe"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And my brothers like your no bleeding"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Even tho Im clearing bleeding"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i have an ingrown toenail thats getting removed friday"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "thats gotta hurt"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "i have an ingrown toenail thats getting removed friday"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "clingy loser next week?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Only a week to go"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I broke a tooth before"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "It sucked"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And hurt"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "At least the advantage of having so much pain is that once the problems fixed, it feels so satisfying not to feel it anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Holy HECK."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My leg was out"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "At least the advantage of having so much pain is that once the problems fixed, it feels so satisfying not to feel it anymore"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "@ KNEE fr"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im in bed"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But I have PTSD from keeping my foot out of my blanket"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Monsters, right?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Nightmare"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay this is what it did to me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "When I was 26"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And kept happening over and over"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So this monster pulled me under my bed, and said look at my face"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "He did this everyday!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And finally I looked at his face"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And looked creepy"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I wanna talk to him, but how. and why he did what he did"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Did the nightmares stop after you finally looked at his face?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "After that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "A couple years later"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "This black Shadow grabbed me every corner I turned. Which waked me"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "i lau on top of my sheets so i stay cool i have a fan and then go under when i sleep"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "clingy loser nice way to keep warm and not overly hot, yes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Repeatedly again"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But it stopped"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Stopped randomly?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im glad"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But Idk whats next"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I guess prepare for the worst"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And thats why I have a fear of hanging my feet off of my end"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its better to be prepared about it than be caught off guard and even more scared"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "we got a new hvac system and my parents didnt even consider getting my vent checked out"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Does your room have windows?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And Im hearing things again"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just heard a beep."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And it wasnt anything else"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im hearing things"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And seeing things"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Seeing black firgures"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I think you have to embrace the shadows"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Eh"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Its not dreams"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Constantly rejecting them is gonna keep you worried"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I just hear Th omg"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I just hear things"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like irl"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Nvm them"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "When my mom falled I kept seeing things"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I need meds"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Any who whats up with your life?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Im like"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "super unproductive"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Sams"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Anything else?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Wait..."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Do you hear\u201d things only inside or is it for anywhere"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Inside"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I sound crazy dont I"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Anyone sounds crazy when they dont make sense"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "But in todays world"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Mental illness isnt crazy\u201d anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "The other day I kept hearing beeping"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My mom couldnt hear it so"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "So she thought you were making it up?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I feel like this quarantine"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "MKing me go crazy"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "She doesnt."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Hopefully she doesnt"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Its good too talk to someone about your problems"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Plus, covids making everyone crazy, both their immune systems and their desperation for entertainment other than video games and inhouse stuff"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You are not wrong"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Its good too talk to someone about your problems"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Mister Turtle its comforting when you know someone is willing to listen to your trouble and prevent you from suffering alone"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. It kinda relieves stress"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Or problem"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "S"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Well I need to go to sleep. Thank you. And goodnight!"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Hope you have a good nights sleep"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aw Im sorry"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive become so distant from everyone i know irl"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its wack"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And no one seems to notice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Y i k e s"}
{"username": "f", "content": "No problem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just have school friends that we literally only hang out at school, i don't really have anyone outside of school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im just slowly dying physical and mentally so ya thanking for reading and glldbye"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "I feel like my best friends hate me and they have new friends and I'm slowly gonna get left behind"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Get new friends"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "this isnt really a vent? idk but i told my bestfriend how my birthday is soon and she didnt say anything. she sent a blurry photo with a scribbled s on it she got with this new person and just kinda forgot about me. shes replacing me and i really dont know how to act:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "its okayy:"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "i feel so isolated, yet never wanna vc as much. Tf up with me lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u feel left out?"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "eh not left out"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "just kinda like idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "umm maybe you just feel like u dont want to just talk to people through a screen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe you want to actually talk to people in person"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "its funny cause i am social here on discord but in irl i am terrible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe it has something to do with the camp?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u branched out and felt social around people at camp?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so um i dont really know how anyone would help but um this week has just been down and sad for me, nothing really has gone to my favour and thats fine everyone has bad days i just been having it for awhile and im handling it, i just try to be positive and happy and try not to lose it and i feel like im at my limit where i cannot take anything, tried to punch a wall today but i literally had no energy felt pain but im still trying to be positive, trying to relax but soon enough im gonna break that limit so hope it doesnt get to that point but um ya"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You don't always have to be positive for others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "positive for myself for once"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "been trying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Be happy for you not others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just kinda down and sad these days cant really help that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And that's ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has bad days"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just havent had a good day in awhile"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom hugged me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk how to feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hugs are nice"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "True"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if someone hated me i will still like a hug fron then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i wasnt planning on being here tonight but i cannot sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'd feel like I'd be pushing it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I can't either"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I've been drawing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just a hug"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i been trying to sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want the next day to come so i can judt finish my room"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Finish?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im painting my room"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so rn im sleeping downstairs in the guest room"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My parents are barely starting on mine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'm across the hall"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hate it but I'm at my grandmas tonight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well ya but it's all good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I haven't slept on a real bed in 2 months"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I got this crappy pull out bed here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i even tried crying to sleep, didnt work"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean better to try that way than none at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I end up crying all night so it doesn't really work for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well idk im just gonna be at my limit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i cant cry for too long"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Once i start it's really hard to stop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ugh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This is so slow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Can I tell you something without you getting mad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sure whats up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cut again."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just felt like I deserved it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be careful next time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one deserves pain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just be careful and think next time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i said no one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I don't think"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "That's the thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk to someone if u think about it ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just wanna do it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's comforting"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily its not healthy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'll be fineee"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes I will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i cant change the past but i just need u to talk to someone before u do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u think about it tell someone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's when no ones around"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i meant online"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "That's when I think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anyone ehete"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or irl too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like when I have no one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I don't have my phone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u have everyone in the server that cares about u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just don't think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok next time just get the phone call me or soneone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "please"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just don't want to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then ig do what u think is best but harming urself isnt good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It feels good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why haven't you been feeling good?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "um i hurt people, felt alone, and feel like i ruin everything and i havent had anything look up so far"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You haven't hurt me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'm always here you don't have to be alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i dont want to be alone but i feel the need to so idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Don't be if you don't want to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well idrc at this point being alone probably the best for me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well I think anyone would be lucky to have you in their lives"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'm so grateful that I even get to talk to you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And that you don't hate me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well its always nice to talk to u so"}
{"username": "f", "content": "how do you hate a stranger in the 2st place?"}
{"username": "f", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idek how people can hate"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But a lot of people do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I worry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hate one person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But that's another story for another day"}
{"username": "f", "content": "First step in to love."}
{"username": "f", "content": "love thy self"}
{"username": "f", "content": "but not to the point of narcissism"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "f", "content": "just you know, taking care of yourself is really important."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya I don't do that..."}
{"username": "f", "content": "I see no point in helping others, if i cant even help myself."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "True"}
{"username": "f", "content": "otherwise, you're just throwing yourself in the void."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'm trying to change"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's hard tho"}
{"username": "f", "content": "you can't change in a blink of an eye."}
{"username": "f", "content": "it takes time."}
{"username": "f", "content": "baby steps"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You're right"}
{"username": "f", "content": "in the end, we all have flaws. no one is perfect."}
{"username": "f", "content": "I got tons of flaws."}
{"username": "f", "content": "and im trying to be better with it."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im slightly too flawed"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell yeah B"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "inspiring"}
{"username": "f", "content": "on the other hand, what's up with horror movies lately? they're so dull and very open book."}
{"username": "f", "content": "jump scares are too bland and predictive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause there isnt really anything scary cause we are literally in the world ending type of thing"}
{"username": "f", "content": "touche"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I get bad anxiety from them too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same tho"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I got blocked by saying Im dying to a girl"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "On dis"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bird box was a good one kids,'twas a good one"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I saw that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But not fully"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "i didnt watch it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Night terrors were at peak that week brothers B"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "fantastic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "f", "content": "I havent been dreaming lately...so weird."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Waking up in a cold sweat screaming and crying not fully knowing what happened"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's great"}
{"username": "f", "content": "I mean., I guess it's better than getting night terrors."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I havent been dreaming lately...so weird."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "f same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "literally cant dream at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Have y'all seen this man?"}
{"username": "f", "content": "is that the unibrow guy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I saw it"}
{"username": "f", "content": "heh, no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's scares me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i havent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "f", "content": "just saw some articles online about that unibrow dood."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He locked me in a shed and killed everyone I loved"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So that was fun"}
{"username": "f", "content": "oh gawd."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It's was"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ehm"}
{"username": "UR MOM", "content": "my friend told me she had that same dream like three weeks ago"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "An experience"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So did mine"}
{"username": "f", "content": "who needs dreams then. NoT mE"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She said she saw my mom in it then I showed her s picture of my mom and she said it looked just like the lady in the dream"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She's never seen my mom until then"}
{"username": "f", "content": "in the end, dreams are just dreams."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Terrific ones"}
{"username": "f", "content": "but being immersed with those scenarios can be traumatizing indeed."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "f", "content": "I could say that maybe it has deep meanings about it, but that would just make me sound like a hippie."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i dont think of dreams of deep meanings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i had some weird dreams"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "dreams that woke up me in the middle of the night"}
{"username": "f", "content": "Idk, im of those people that dont believe in those things."}
{"username": "f", "content": "and Horrorscopes"}
{"username": "f", "content": "and Zodiac signs"}
{"username": "f", "content": "which you can call, normal people. so I guess it's not new."}
{"username": "f", "content": "Im not a snowflake xD"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think it's cool I just don't fully believe in them"}
{"username": "f", "content": "realizes that im not a snowflake"}
{"username": "f", "content": "cries"}
{"username": "f", "content": "cries more"}
{"username": "f", "content": "xD"}
{"username": "f", "content": "I try to entertain myself with horrorscopes tho."}
{"username": "f", "content": "We make fun of them whenever a friend brings it up."}
{"username": "f", "content": "like we check the horrorscope of the day and whatnot."}
{"username": "f", "content": "it's a good ice breaker, I suppose."}
{"username": "f", "content": "fyi, I dont care if you guys believe those or not. I dont judge."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not into it but when i read my stuff it looks true well most ofbit"}
{"username": "f", "content": "and that's how they reel you in."}
{"username": "f", "content": "it's all about your choice in the end"}
{"username": "f", "content": "I've seen some people blaming their horrorscopes"}
{"username": "f", "content": "the question is, is it really the horrorscopes' problem? or you?"}
{"username": "f", "content": "yknow?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i say its me"}
{"username": "f", "content": "here's a medal for you"}
{"username": "f", "content": "jk xD"}
{"username": "f", "content": "just trying to lighten the mood a bit:3"}
{"username": "f", "content": "but i guees i failed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and nah u didnt"}
{"username": "f", "content": "anyway, I'll try to pop more often here. you guys are swell."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats nice"}
{"username": "f", "content": "gtg for now"}
{"username": "f", "content": "o/"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So whats up?"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "why do you put.. after everything"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ah. I cant do Vc"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I sound 6"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Its okay."}
{"username": "Milo", "content": "i sound 6 as well"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "i cant count a single thing that has worked out in my favor"}
{"username": "Gray", "content": "especially not tonight"}
{"username": "Crusader", "content": "Things never go out as planned, but i think thats the point of living, if everything went according to plan what a boring world it would be"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Okay I need a big fat hug rn"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "gives hug"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Why whats wrong?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I havent been at this spot since my best friend tessie who was a dog passed away and I just get flashbacks of her running round between the rocks"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just miss her so much"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Aww, its so hard to loose a pet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry about ur loss and its ok to miss someone u cared so much about"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Shes in a better place now tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just lost my guinea pig and Ik its really hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I still dont think I fully understand that shes not coming back."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im still in denial"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Its such a despairing thought you think that all of my pets will naturally die before me"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "but at least theyll be able to be free sooner, if you believe in that kind if stuff"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Pudding"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I heard about something like that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My dog did that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Her owner died"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We took care of her tho"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Aw, at least she found a new owner tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just wished I had the chance to say goodbye"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I went to her grave with flowers I picked on the way"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I just wish I could pet her fluffy fur one more time"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Just look at her brown eye and say a real goodbye"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But it was for the best to put her down I just wished I could have been there with her at the vet"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Instead of waking up one day with my mom telling me shes gone"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Peace is rlly something she has her grave is next to a flower field in the woods"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ty for being here for me"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Nobody is saying that any of that is your fault, yes all the stuff happening to you is all bad things but the one thing you should never do is give up, you just have to stay strong through it all and keep your head held high, I fully believe that you can figure out a way to better your life and make the right choices. And no it is not normal to always want to kill yourself, if you dont have any close friends to talk to reach out to a therapist or even someone you consider friends online, people are here for you and nobody wants to see you go. I know your in pain but killing yourself isn't gonna end your pain it's just gonna pass it on to someone else"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "jayp I know your in pain but everyone feels pain in their life and everyone goes through hardships, it's just the strength of the person to get through it and continue on with this journey of life. And the reason I called it family issues is because it's going on between you and your family"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need some help/motivation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not the smartest and I always say there is a reason for everything but I cant seem to think of one for why Im not smart"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What reason are you looking for?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A reason for why I have less intelligence than most people my age"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Do you tho"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And with that amount of bull you memorise they calculate a number, or a letter, or hell, a number and a letter, telling you if your valid enough for a specific job"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's the wrong way to think about it though"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Annnd I forgot where I was going with that..."}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "very true"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "send them one back"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "i have"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "i sent pics before so they owed me"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "but its always not as good as u expect it to be"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "so then ur just like... ok well what now"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "This is normal, a friend of mine had the same experience and they told me, unless you are planning on building a stronger relationship with that other person, it just gets awkward and weird, they ended up losing contact with that friend I think, drifted away I guess"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "true"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "NOTICE!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Vent is still vent, please do not mind this chain of broken hearts, and continue to vent if need be!"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Ehh I tend to ruin the mood in main so ima just vent\u201d here; I just feel like I get pretty annoying, insensitive and off topic a lot. I just want people to tell me when Im starting to take things too far or if Im just being annoying in general:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't think ur annoying"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Also sorry that I broke the chain.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and ya sometimes people go off topic and thats perfectly fine"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Bruh don't sweat iiit"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I put that message there for a reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya sometimes the convos get uncomfortable so if it does just tell and ill try my best to change the topic"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "eh ty, I just know that I need to change some ways of how I act"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well the start of self improvement is recognising what's wrong, I personally, don't like judging people, even if they ask me, seems a bit too controlling. So instead, keep an eye out to how everyone reacts around you after you say something, then depending on yur judgement, experiment with different things... if that makes sense? This is just how I'd do something, so obvs you don't have to do this also"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Dw about it, if people don't see that others always have room for improvement, and believe they can't change, then they are the sorta people to judge books by their covers, which prolly means they won't spend too much time on this server, because they are not worthwhile hanging around, and are generally quite mean"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "eh guess so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i am really sorry, but you opening up now is a good start, i would say take ur time and you shouldn't worry about people judging u if they ask u if they can help cause a lot of people care about you and want u to succeed and just by saying im not ok is a good start u don't have to explain to them if u don't want to its only if ur comfortable just take ur time start reaching out and say what u feel comfortable but don't lie to urself or anyone else"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom has about 2 months to live."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take this anymore."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry, maybe tke a break from everything just take ur time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shell be gone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have no one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about ur uncle?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She said Id go back to my bio parents"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill get taken away again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then back to foster care I go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im always gonna wonder what happened to yall when I have to go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe it will change, maybe u will stay with ur bio parents"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I probably wont be able to take it and commit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done with everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant do it anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Once shes gone I will be too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its gonna be hard but u are strong and i know u will get through it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have no one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes u will"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not strong."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im very mentally exhausted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u r strong, maybe try reaching out, teachers?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then maybe police, they will help u get a home"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Foster care"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im already set"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They have to let me back with my bio parents first tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its bs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry but i would say see how it goes, things might change but i really don't want u to commit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It wont change"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They decided that 13 years ago"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then he died 9 years ago"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And all I want is my old life back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Everyone I love is gone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Who do I have?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What do I have?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you have urself, you have people here that care about u, and u should know what u have, even if u think u have nothing there is always something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont have myself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I thought the people here cared about me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i care about u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and then work on urself, u should always have urself if u don't then improve on urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u can't fix other things when you are lost urself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not doing that again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "doing what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was finally happy then it happened"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done with false hope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then make urself real hope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "real hope is only made by urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and only if u try"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I tried and I got there"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then was let down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then try another way"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not doing it again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try others ways"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "giving up doesn't help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then what r u gonna do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Theres no point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why need a point?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I give up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u don't have a point ur free"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can do whatever u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be whoever u want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Being who I want isnt accepted by a lot of people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bc they have the right to kill me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "By law"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You really dont know what I mean do you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Me being pan"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If Im who I want to be"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not accepted"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats all I want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats why I want to hide"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Give up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Commit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i don't get why u have to hide, just cause u like something doesn't mean u should hide cause of that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I could get killed for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no law for killing people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They passed one in America"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "says who"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It was something along the lines of"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If you feel threatened by someones gender identity or not normal sexuality, you have the right of murder\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats a lie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "show me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Or self defense\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its bs"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My friends mom is a lawyer"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She dealt with one of the cases"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that just means they are against lgbt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "which is not right"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes not against it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Her daughter, my friend is bi"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Someone was murdered bc they were a threat\u201d bc they were gay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then they are homophobic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The person that killed them got away with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there are a lot of people fighting for their sexuality and ya i get that in america its hard to open up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not coming out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yall are the only people that know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk why people care about what gender they like or who it is, it should be just that if they like each other they maybe wanna be with each other then be together but so many people against that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bc its against god\u201d and a sin\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like bruh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly once we get older and start running the world we better be changing laws"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn why do I always do this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you wanna grow old with me and change the laws"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yus"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there you go "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats my dream, to make the world better for everyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats all I want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we gonna do that "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "one day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just have to wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and we ill help others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and make it where everyone would want to smile"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and be happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and not be scared to come out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we will change it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just gonna grow old with me and we gonna change the law"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell yeah B"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima change le world wif my best fwiends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "are you feeling better"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki good \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "How do you always do this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like I was crying my eyes out 10 minutes ago"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause you need to smile until i get that hug"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I really wanna hug rn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sososoosososoosooo I went the doctor cuz I had nosebleeds everyday aaand turns out I might have something bad like anemia or leukemia or something, so they like took some blood idk how to call it to see what's wrong? I guess? Idk how to explain it really but they said that we can come back in two days so I guess I'll hear it then"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "But that's all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope everything goes well and i hope your being safe"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oh yeah thank u"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm love sick"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I miss my ex boyfriend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The one who was forced to leave me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want him back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm still in love with him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But he's with someone else now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I won't bother him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I still cry over him"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Sneak into his house and cut some of his hair of and get his make a very accurate body pillow"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Sneak into his house and cut some of his hair of and get his make a very accurate body pillow"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "StopTheEwo wtf"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "its a good plan"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Sneak into his house and cut some of his hair of and get his make a very accurate body pillow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "StopTheEwo he's in New York and I'm in aArizona"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my parents are lowkey terrible people. they are racist, have homophobic and white supremacist tendencies. can't parent and don't know a thing abt mental health. i legit don't know how to escape them. and its getting aggravating"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " God when I hear other people talking about offing themselves it makes me wanna do it more"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "PODDLE i get that. maybe if your friends say it around you or people around you say it frequently maybe kindly explain that it triggers you and makes you more suicidal"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "oh, I hope that gets better for you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mother is a generally aggressive person. im terrified of them both for past, recent and current things that have happened. these haven't really been homophobicly inclined however. it's just im really uncomfortable with them being like that and when i tell them not to they get mad and dont talk to me.."}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "If you can, try to contact people that you know and trust and talk to them about that kind of abusive behavior. They could help you get out of that type of situation. Dunno, I dont wanna sound blunt but that might be the best option"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Obviously Im not a professional in anything so take that with a grain of salt"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it's like im not in any serious danger like danger of dying... well the only danger of dying i have is due to mental health which they worsen alot. idk i feel like im in danger whenever my mother storms into my room in a rage screaming... it's terrifying. i cant have my bedroom door open now without flinching or getting slightly panicked"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean she only hit me cause it was legal spanking but she used to hit me so hard it left hand prints. one time she smacked me across the back leaving a mark and yanked me by the hair once..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant remember the last time she has physically harmed me but it's beeen a while but im still terrified"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "It sounds like your parents are mentally abusing you which is just as bad as physical abuse. You should really seek professional help and get out if that situation"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah, i'm tryna leave as soon as possible. i don't know but my mother wants me to go to sixth form which means i stay home but i wanna go and live in a dorm to get away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that's next year cause i go to college next year"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sixth form is like college but you stay at like highschool like conditions and the same grounds as the highschool"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Sometimes I Wanna get High and leave my body to escape my neverending nightmare"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Sometimes I just want to kms"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im just numb"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I dont like me and how I am"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I just want to leave this planet"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And I always get told Im not sad and I dont know what depression is and it makes me want to breakdown right there on the spot but i have one time and got told to man up so Im completely emotionless"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And Ive had enough so good bye everyone"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "This is my final goodbye"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre an amazing person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wanna be emotionless sometimes too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I gets better"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Death is never the answer"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It hasnt gotten better for me yet"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ive had enough of everyone and everything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But ik someday it will"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive had enough of life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But we gotta move on"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I always try to hide y emotions but deep down Im slowly rotting away"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "As am I"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u shouldn't hide how u feel, everyone deserves to say how they feel, its only if ur comfortable to talk and are willing to let it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u don't then it will get worse"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "One of the kids tried to take my bracelets off today..."}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ive tried to show my emotions and Ive been told to man up or to be quiet and that no one cares ie had enough"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "harassment"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lets say that didnt end well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hate that just cause we are guys means we can't show our feelings"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ive lived around toxicity my whole life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say if u rather not tell people how u feel maybe just write it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like in a book"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or rant to urself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Doesnt matter how you feel it only matters how you look\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its bs"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ye I agree"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u rather want someone with you u can always rant to me in dms if u like im always free and willing to listen and helps"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Always free"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Thank you so much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ya my advice just take ur time and try to open up ur feelings"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya but i hope the rest of ur night goes well and if u like im always free to talk"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar you told me to do this last time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I trust you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I did it again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok lily last time i told u to try to talk to me or someone when u think about doing that did u? Lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ok ik i can't change the past but next time when u think about it even slightly can u message me or someone pleeease"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I want to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I cant take it in the moment"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its kinda calming"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok every hour i want u to message me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Whyy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "What happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i know ur safe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "every hour just say im fine or something in dms that ik ur ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fineee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or 2 hours just at least frequently so i know ur safe and able to talk to u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna be able to talk"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Is she...ya know?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats all Im gonna say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she is fine just few things on her mind thats all"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so just try to message me often ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we can talk about anything u want in dms as along as i know ur safe ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel like thats gonna get annoying to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u will never annoy me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not busy at all, all i do these days is just listen to music and play games, and u will never bother me ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Low key wanna scream rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so anytime just if u wanna talk about anything even just a fun convo we can talk in dms oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just wanna go outside and yell"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Okiii"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I wanna go dance in the rain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I did that last night"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It was fun"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It sounds fun"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I kinda wanna go dance in the rain with someone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we all know u wanna dance with kimmy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hush"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I wanna kiss someone under a streetlight at night while it rains"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im pretty simple"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just like little things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i had this ig dream of mine where i want to go somewhere far and just lay on the ground with someone watching the stars above"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im watching anime now and having a fantasy about a girl thats in it"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg anime girls are hot"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "?Avatar"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg simar"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "her"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "she sexy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "females in real life are hot too"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yoko is bae"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Eren is bae"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And any women irl is beautiful"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok so um"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I broke it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "You broke what?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If all women are beautiful"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They are"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "DONT YOU DARE"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Your beautiful DEAL WITH IT"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont wanna deal with it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sounds like work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "too bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not work at all"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It isnt work youve been doing it your whole life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg thats smooth"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oh no honey"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Oh yes honey"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maki is a baddie"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Dont make me bust for the 5th time today simar"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "please"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre cuter than me tho"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "your beautiful"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am not"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yes you are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Youre cuter than me tho "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily doesn't mean ur still not cute"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "See you admit it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You are cute"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i worded that wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean that u are cute"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But youre cuter"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": " I did it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "YES HYPE UPPP"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "All women are cute"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what im saying is that there are people cuter then me but i still think im cute so ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " All women are cute"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "StopTheEwo agree"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "ALL FEMALES ARE BEAUTIFUL"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what im saying is that there are people cuter then me but i still think im cute so ya"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint I agree with that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "YES"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "MAYBE"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya so u are cute"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who cares if people are cuter"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you are you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they can't be u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "MAYBE"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so u are the best you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "adorable cutie"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "THERE IS NO MAYBE ITS A YES"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "looking like a cutie"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love yall sm"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Its our duty to let every women in the world to know that"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Other men make too much fun out of women"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I love yall sm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily love you too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yall are adorable"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Other men make too much fun out of women"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "StopTheEwo ikr"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "we re stopping that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Preach"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "rape,assault,being a minority in this world,having no say in anything and women having to protest to stop this its insane"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It needs to stop now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I got called every name you could imagine for getting my helix pierced"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want my helix peirced"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "or my nose"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ooo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Apparently thats one of the most painful"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "but my parents wont let me do anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I didnt feel it B"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I cant even dye my hair"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont wanna dye mine"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want to dye it BLACK"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "OOO nice"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And make it all curly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oml yesss"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Floofy black hair"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i was gonna get a perm at one point"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "when Im 16 Im defo getting a rain drop tattoo under my left eye"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wanna tiny cross on the side of my finger"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Thats cool"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I like simple tattoos"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then my dads death date or birthday on my ankle"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i wanna get a diamond on my back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Or Ill get a slushy cup on my ankle"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "thatd be cool"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think so too"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "itd look cool"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuss"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want to have good fashion but England said NO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I might get something for the ocean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive always loved it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So something like this maybe"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I only have baggy hoodies and jeans"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I hate my fashion"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I have a taste in fashion"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im ok with mine"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just dont have any money"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": " smh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I have a dark underground style of clothing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lets just say I have a taste"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe not a good one"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "same"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Look up MXDVS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But a taste"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They have my Style"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "But they expensive"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "So Im too broke"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "same"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I need a reliable source of income, then i can change the way i dress"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But for now i have no luck"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Cotton thong"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jdifkgkrkr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont really go for specific brands"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I like them"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I like baggy and dark clothes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I dont have an entire wardrobe of just hollister and American eagle"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I like dark clothing"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Hollister is like S85 for some jeans"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Id rather buy Levi"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have a pair of jeans from American eagle and they were like 130 bucks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Black jeans tho"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I like supreme they have very cool vintage clothing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do they like look cool at least"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expomarker ya I love them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea supreme can be cool at times"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I wanna get a dress and be a Femboy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "expomarker ya I love them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lily coolio"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wanna get a dress and be a Femboy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "StopTheEwo YES"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Femboy Ollie"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I STILL NEED TO SHIP OUT THE SHORTS "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dress like a les"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I just watched a monkey hit the bong"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "and get high"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruhhh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "He was lit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint ima buy shorts like the ones on my story and ship them to you B"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I wanna see now"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Lemme put it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oo"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "From who?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "MIRROR PICS AT THE VERY LEAST SIMAR"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "From simar"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oo"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Hers the link to it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "There you go kids"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "those are like really hot"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Slap dem cheeks sooo hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im getting some of those for simar"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omfg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Slap dem cheeks sooo hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "StopTheEwo NoPoint"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "come back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I like rewatching the monkey hitting the bong"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Its funny"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao bruh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Monkey bong"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Pure beauty"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Hes got the munchies"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Hungry monkey"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I have de hunger as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "As do I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I dont eat as much as I should"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nomnomnom"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im gonna go make some Mac and cheese"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lucky"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Its 4 in the morning"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Then snack on somfin little"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nahhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Imma chomp on is sooo hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Kinky"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Is simar ok?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Is he?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Kinky?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idek"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hope hes oki doe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Okay bye"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Have fun eating"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Also you should go to bed soon"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I watching people build mud houses"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ooo I love those"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "How they do that with theyre hands do"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Skill bruh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Imagine they in"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Anyways"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "uhhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Go to bed its late"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You need sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "At least like 3 hours bro"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im not sleeping"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What have I walked in on"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yes you are"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Go to bed"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Why not"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "cause I have my mini fridge full of g fuel"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "thats why"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmfao bruhhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im staying up the whole night"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yesss"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Dude like take a nap"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You neeed it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You need sleep"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its a fact"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I only need hand eye coordination"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Its simple"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I dont need any sleep for that"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant force you to do anything i mean it is what it is"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "My reaction time might be a bit slower"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "but frick it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do you ever just like wanna"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wanna what?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "wanna have an anime girl peg you to the wall"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well have someone else peg me to the wall"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do be horny tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I mean whats your location?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhuhuhuuhuuhahhehehehehhe"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Link me across country"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "West central Florida babyyy B"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Brooo"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Lemme get an airplane brb"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wot"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Butch"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I was writing that"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im off the plane now"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh shet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet Im picking you up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omw"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im cuming"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "picks up in a black SUV"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay I finished it"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "takes back to a reasonably sized House in the suburbs"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmfao bruhhh"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "You lost bby gorl?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Lemme show you the way leads you inside my house"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "slams the door behind you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bet "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Actually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NotSouls I gotta job for you"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "we continue to make sweet sweet love all night long"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "the end"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What have i witnessed"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Nothing weird at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nopeee"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Its alll normal"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuppp"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Life isnt all about being perfect, it isnt about how much friends you have and or if your popular or not. You shouldnt choose you life or compare your life to someone elses. Everyday, I compared my life to these two people. How they are intelligent and really show who they are as a person. I wanted to be like them, I just wanted to be them. But turns out, I dont show my true self, I hide behind a happy person. Im smart, just not enough has them. And I have learned that they have theres faults and falls, like everybody else. You shouldnt compare your life to someone elses, to feel special or something deep inside. Just to let you know that your life is the way you have intended it too be. And your depressed just letting you know, nobody is perfect. And your family and friends care about you. Trust me."}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "NotSouls I gotta job for you"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Lily huh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hold up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lonely"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "hot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhh"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "How u doing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fine u?"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Im aight."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Just found out tiktok getting banned"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that kinda old new"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "news"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are you ok man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "me?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "they made a new announcement today. Theyre tryna ban it tomorrow"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Alright man understandable"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they made a new announcement today. Theyre tryna ban it tomorrow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Wrong o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait is it worldwide banned or just america"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "america"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Microsoft tried to buy tiktok but Trump wont let them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "rip"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "What time is it for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "1:41"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "10:41"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "gonna watch anime until 2"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nice thats mood"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "later"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk if that was lag"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or someone deleted something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i vent to myself then delete it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just something i do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Helo"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Whats wrong?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I meant helo"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Apples"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I almost got stabbed today"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "By who?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "We love being chased by four grown men"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ur ok rn though right?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You ok?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I was trying to play basketball and tons of people in blackout clothes came to the court and started asking me to move so I moved and then got chased for not giving them my ball so I ran over into some bushes where they couldnt see me"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "it was exercise"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Were they like older than you?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Are you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im glad ur ok now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Goood?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cool man"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Just afraid from going outside in case they see me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh so they live near you"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I dont know but the court is a half a block away from my house"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "O damn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Who have you told"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I just kept it to myself because I dont know if they wouldve Stabbed me because I was basing it off past times with other people"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They mightve"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You should really like tell an adult you trust"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Or even if you dont trust them its still good to tell someone"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I think they were robbing people because a lot of them were around my area which is known for having a very Wealthy people"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "possibly"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "but I never know"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Maybe just try to stay inside more often now"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just try to stay safe"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah I wail"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Will"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wail"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Apples"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bananas"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Bananaphone"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are you ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have.. a vent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I havent exactly um"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Eaten"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "In like 3 days"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not hungry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The thought of eating makes me sick"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont want to"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "fruit"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "u need it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ur body needs it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont like it"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "Force yourself to eat something with a lot of calories"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "something like bread or pasta"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im gonna throw up if I do that"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "try not to think k about the sick feeling"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I used to love pasta"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "tell your parents or someone you trust"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Dude"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You need to force yourself to eat like an apple bro"}
{"username": "PODDLE", "content": "you really need to eat and if something is preventing you from doing that then youve gotta find a way to keep your strength"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I get what ur feeling bec i also dont get hungry"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But you need to eat"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just the smallest bit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ur hot dude"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr bro"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You need food bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im hawt B"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yes but still"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You need to eat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do iii?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Please"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill have a banana or something"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Try to eat something else for breakfast as well"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you can"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont eat breakfast"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just kinda cant"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Then lunch"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fine"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Something small just please"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its really important man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thank you lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just want you to be safe man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Kitter"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cri"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Le cat cris I cri"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then ill just not show no more cats ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well ya it is what it is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No cri"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "A dog in cat chat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "PUPPER"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "Doggo"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "M"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "A"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "Y"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "B"}
{"username": "Cozaw", "content": "E"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "O yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so one of my friendsform my school lets name her sally created a server w her friends idk them and one of my friends in our friend group from school"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it was primarily to play minecraft"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but now its just random"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "anyways one of the friends asked who i was and i told them i was sallys friend from school"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they wanted sally and i to join a call"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but they particularly wanted me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and there were 2 of sallys friends who created a private chat w just me and them in it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they asked why sally hated us"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i never knew this but i figured that they prob wanted to discuss it with both of us playing"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so should i tell sally what they did?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they deleted the group convo so i have no proof"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i feel like it would be the right and mature thing to do and she knows im blunt"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i think you should tell her"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the thing is she went to bed"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so ill just text her now and then let her know she can text me in the morning or whatever"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "should i just do it now"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its almost midnight and she has strict parents"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "maybe ill text her later bc i dont want her in trouble"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea u should just text later"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "oh well"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i pm her"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its all good and settled"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i challenged my crush for a 1v1 and if i won she would be my girlfriend and if she wins i give her 5000 vbucks, she won"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "to me thats tragic"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What a tragedy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "TrAgIc"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Truly"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Dont simp m8"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ver"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Can I post a vent"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ofc"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Vents"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Are you going to post a picture of a vent sir"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Vents"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omg so sad"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I hope you guys feel better soon"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i now have lily's booty pics"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i like how u put it in vent"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its great Ik"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Yall ever just feel like somethings missing from ur life n its kinda a sense of emptiness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But he broke my heart twice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its hard to shake off feelings"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont wanna get heart broken again"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Aww:"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I guess I should keep it a secret"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "I get u cuz kinda same"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Its gonna take a while to get over that person but if u think it will be different then go ahead and try again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its really up to you but if u already got told that he doesn't feel the same then i would say just take ur time and see what u wanna do"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So many people told me to throw him away"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But one of my friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if hes a good friend then i would say its better to stay friend then not talk at all with eachother"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told me to still stay with him because he might turn into a better person then he used to be before"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i would just stay with him cause friends are nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i kinda did the same thing where i got kinda close to someone and told them i like them and i kinda knew they didn't like me back so it was hard hearing it from them but we are still friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "yeah'"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it was hard after getting told they don't like u the same way but just took me some time to get myself better ig"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Its hard for ppl to change so idk just go with ur gut"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm still staying freinds with him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Plus he makes me feel loved"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Aww period"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "even if where not together"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna keep him"}
{"username": "itsanjali.", "content": "As u should"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "plus I don't need a lover I got him he's my bestfreind wtih benifits"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "benefits"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what benefits"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "kinda like a boyfreind but not really"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok whatever u say"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "like me and simar"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So it turns out my boy bestfreind with benefits is now in a relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And hes trans so imma have to call him she"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah shes in a relationship and that made me miss my chance of me telling her how much she made me feel loved"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u still can hold on to her, she is still ur friend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Imma just tell her how much she made me feel loved later"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aw Im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But at least she made you feel loved "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im actually gonna start crying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom is being nice to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean why cry for that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Happy tears"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont believe it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say cherish the moment"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ya Im gonna"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its never gonna happen again Ill take what I can get"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "SHES NOT BEING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE ASF FOR ONCE"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HELL YEA"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg she made a joke that wasnt rudely sarcastic I"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thats awesome bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "IK IM CRYING OMGGG:"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I genuinely think I have a disability"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk what but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was supposed to study for a test for tomorrow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know nothing about the subject"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I said shell be right"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling sad today"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Its probably because I have no one to love"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And no one loves me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want someone to love that will love me back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I cant even find someone that will last long"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You lying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am not"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I love you too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I finally got someone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But ur taken"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Sooo"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I cant love someone who's taken"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yo Kimmyy Vixoria can she join us"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Its gonna start drama"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Really?!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We all love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its true"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I physically cannot hate someone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just cant"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I adore you both"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre adorable bruv wdym"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "adoring luv"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Y'all adorable"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Adoring"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lovable"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Caring"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And good at listening"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Yo Kimmyy Vixoria can she join us"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Lily yes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "YUS"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "4some?"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "I love them all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simars JeAlOuS"}
{"username": "Kimmyy", "content": "Oh well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i didn't say anything?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im kidding Im kidding"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sure"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hush child"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We love you too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanna ur guy's child"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Adopt me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Alr bet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "WAIT DO WE HAVE MARRIAGE BOT"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hes not gonna invite that bot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just forgot I was already in an Efamily"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Y'all got Yui bot?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "god damnit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my phone died"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So uh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mileys in the ER"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Same brudur"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh im crying idk why im not sad i dont think"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I was just doing nothing and now im crying like a lot idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "This isnt really a vent"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im just a tad confused"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Send help"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Maybe i am sad idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Doesnt matter what emotion you feel"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just feel it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do have a vent tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mileys in the ER atm and its all my fault"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk what Im gonna do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom didnt even let me hold her"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The puppy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So yea"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "why do you think its your fault?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She got into the rabbit pellets"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I brought her upstairs"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I shouldnt have"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "im sure shell be just fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She hasnt been eating"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She wont move very much"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She kinda just collapses"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well she might not be used to eating much since she is a puppy"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "was she more active before?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Much more active"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "well try not to worry about it too much i doubt something bad will happen"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i am going to put my shoes on the rooftop\ufe0f"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I shidded"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "The fact that you put this in vent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "i didnt shidded"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Very sad"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "If it wasnt for these pill I wouldnt be here but if keep taking these pills I wont be here"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "This lyric hit home frfr"}
{"username": "Dormammu", "content": "Lily you actually have the cutest fu king puppy"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Konichiwa"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I need help"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Is that Japanese?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "How do I get over the fact that I'm in love with my bestfreind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what u need"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "When shes in a relationship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean it could be a love friendship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i love all my friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah but I dont wanna couse drama"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because my friend is dating her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They been together for 8 months"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Block the dude and steal her"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Jk don't do that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I stole some girl before"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "You know what they say HunnyPuppy"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "There are many fish in the ocean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u love her so much u should support her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and just be there for her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "There are many fish in the ocean"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "emil its in the sea"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "OH"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "YE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna use my love as a support for them both"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "plenty fish in the sea"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "It's cuz I'm Danish"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "im indian"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Us Danish people got bad memory"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm mexican"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm toxic"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im indian"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Ahh"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Cartels?!"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "nah i like mexicans"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Amigooo"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "i have a mexican friend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Narco"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My dad sometimes shows his narco side"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mexican families are toxic AF"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And also it nick name is still eoth you forever"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Aye, isn't Mexican the place where a lot of people get rapped?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Ahhh"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Lovely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Very good for anti social people"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "People dont leave there houses"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The put dogs on the roofs as security"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Frfr?!"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "See"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Gives me a reason to be active"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mexico government is so corrupted"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Alr this channel for help?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's to dangerous to live there"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Ah alr"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So they come to the us"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "U a guy?"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Is Emil a girl name..."}
{"username": "emil", "content": ",,"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "All g"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nice cut g"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Yes g"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "I agree g"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No point what's ur nationality"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Mans prob"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Hummm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mix"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Scandinavian"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HUH?!"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "I'M GUESSING"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never heard of that"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Alr we switch to something else than"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Man's prob Romanian"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I though he was indian mix american"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "He might be"}
{"username": "emil", "content": "Let's go back to the main chat though"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We running"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "No point what's ur nationality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ahhh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "indian canadian"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I knew you were Indian"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im kinda Australian but doesn't count that much"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mix"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You a mix baby"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I can predict the future"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or know someone without them telling"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "whats my future"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "eh im just vibing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thte world ending so im just living my life doing what i want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if its not then i go on with life"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Absolute mood right there"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yuh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't need or want anything in life, just vibe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Sit back, chill, and enjoy the ride"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Today I went to my first kind of funeral"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It was actually the wake of the funeral"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Buuut either way someone died /"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And today I went somewhere to remember them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry for ur loss"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And lockdown F U C K I N G S U C K S M A J O R S H I T E"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Also it turns out I'm allowed to drink at events like this "}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Imma bit all over the place, maybe I'll continue this another time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If people stay in lockdown like we did you will be able to leave"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We stayed in lockdown and now have 0 cases"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We are allowed our freedom again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But we still have to be safe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Unfortunately, this country doesn't accept not being able to go to a damn building to go drink overpriced cheap alcohol in the middle of an already crowded city"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And apparently they can't not just graze on, yet another, overcrowded beach"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "They also just love to go to holiday making places too, holiday homes, pitching tents in random fields, and then walking around town without masks and acting as if there isn't a pandemic currently happening"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily What happen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im doneee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "done with what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant live like this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done with life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what whappen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "live with what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry the people around u aren;t giving the love and appreciation that u deserve"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I deserve to be treated like I am"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I cant take it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its so hard"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like a cute amazing wonderful person ya ik"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This is why I dont forgive myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u should forgive urself, u did nothing wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u shouldn't blame urself, everyones time comes it was just her time, just support her and been with her until her last breath"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not ur fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can't put that blame on urself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its my fault"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I did unimaginable things"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And Im never gonna forget it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its gonna be hard but u shouldn't blame urself, just relax, take ur time and try to be on ur own and try to be urself and forgive urself cause i will always forgive u and love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You shouldnt forgive me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well i do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i can"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "None of what I did was right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no shouldn't or should"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing is right or wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is only choices"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the sometimes we regret the choices we make"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I made a terrible choice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its only for that moment and we gotta learn to forgive"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "How about that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so have i"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you know once i tried to kill my friend"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "almst did"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "almost"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Jesus"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You ok?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive tried that a few times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and learn to be better"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was so close one time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I couldnt take her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then u try again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u shouldn't do other things to forgive urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it happens we can't undo the past"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "only see whats in the present"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and we learn from our past and try to see how we can improve"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and sometimes it works"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sometimes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its only worked once for me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I cant take it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive tried and tried"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not worth it anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always worth it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i rather keep trying then giving up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its really not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id much rather give up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then u do u but u shouldn't just give up and lose ur life, u should be urself and be urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "please don't hurt urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or leave me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love you a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u mean a lot to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But I cant do it anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant even go 12 hours without sh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily just take a breather"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and relax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "are u tired?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "None of this wouldve happened if he were here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not tired"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am mentally"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u can't dwell on the past"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not physically at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not about the past"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its about how much worse this is gonna get without him"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes insane"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur worry about this and that but u gotta do something now not on what ur not having"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant get away from her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "How am I supposed to do anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All I can do is sit and wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sick of it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then sometimes we gotta just be patience"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its been 9 years"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done being patient"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then take action"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk what to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "police"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I told you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not an option"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shed be fine if he were here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No no no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Of course not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then take a breath and think of something, just have ur own time have a break and see what u can do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant do anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are everything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If Im everything you are too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily ok how about this why not talk about this tomorrow, why not get some sleep and we can have a clam vc tomorrow morning"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But you should go to bed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why can't u sleep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I cant calm down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes u can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take breather"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This is never ending"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "breath"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I CANT"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes u can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily just breathe for me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im never gonna get out of this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never say never"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stuff can happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u know this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nothings gonna happen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom bought a plane ticket."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you know i was homophobic before"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fucking proud of you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "whats my future"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint it depends I think I can predict like a few seconds before"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had that feeling that you were Bi"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im pretty sure we all did"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar, I love you, youre valid, and such an amazing person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you are too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u matter to me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I am leg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and are wonderful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " I am leg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg leg"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy "}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint you never knew"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Woahhh"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes I am leg sweetie pie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint you never knew"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ebic"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy no"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint now you know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I still dont accept myself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk why"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I am leg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just love her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That's all I accept myself as"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If I die"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And you feel hard pressure on it leg"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Dat will be me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yus"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im terrified"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You should be"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm spoopy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I realize I have nothing outside of this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Do you accept me being spoopy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuss"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I adore you sugar plum"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wuv youuu"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wuv you too"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "Ugh weird"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No u"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "People annoy me"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "I hate people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Seriously bro?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "say that to ur gf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Come on"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bro c'mon"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why you gotta ruin the mood"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily HunnyPuppy i love you both"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you more"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "say that to ur gf"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "NoPoint u talking to me?"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "Rly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "I will say that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I WAS TRYING TO MAKE YOU HAPOY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Too much"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "U alright?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I WAS TRYING TO MAKE YOU HAPOY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HunnyPuppy no no I meant him"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "FUCK"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy no no I meant him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lily oh come here bby"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lemme give you a hug"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar im scared"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Theres blood everywhere"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "let me know whats wrong"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Paola is very aware of ur surroundings"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hold on"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "Hold on"}
{"username": "Apples 3", "content": "Lily what we holding on for?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Shes holding on her love"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "guys i need a second opinion"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "thx xoxo that helped"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "omggg"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I feel like everyone gets irritated when I mention that I dont like my self and idk its just harder when people seems to see something in u that u dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Weve all disliked ourselves at times, sometimes we need help. And thats ok"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Well y dont people then get that i get more mental breakdowns of the pressure they put on me than of my insecurities"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bc theyre worthless"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It doesnt matter what they think"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Theyre trolls"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They try to get to people heads"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell the people tonight were just trying to get to my head"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I let them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They won"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Its not only peoples negative comments its their compliments 2"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like actually nice ones or just people saying it toxicly?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Actually nice"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get that."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im sorry I cant do this rn my headache is killing me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Get some sleep if you can"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of my dad getting deported"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or him being locked up in the cage"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "By ICE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know my parents dont spend time with her 3 kids because she scared of working 2 jobs to support the family because she doesnt have a diploma"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My dad makes like 90 dollars an hour and gives it ti my mom to pay the bills and to buy food"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared that he will be murdered by the ICE"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Ahhh Im not good with this I really just wanna give you a hug tho "}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Virtual hug idk if that helps but idc \ufe0f"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ice?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I gotta go all the way to Michigan"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im in Florida"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And I have to meet my biological family"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Good luck"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Good luck Lily!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wow good luck"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thats crazy"}
{"username": "chloe", "content": "omg good luck"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mom got deported a while back in 2011 and shes ok now, i feel like ICE is only aggressive to the aggressive people, and sense ur father is not a woman and hes not a child theres a lower chance that he'll dissapear like so many others. HunnyPuppy but good luck anyways. I know it can be tough"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "expomarker thanks"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No prob bruv"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You dont have to deal with it if you dont want to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get you wanna help"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "so do i just unfriend him or not talk to him or what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But you have to be mentally stable before you help anyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just try and help without it getting overwhelming for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont let it take over"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "ok thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Of course"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And Im always here to talk"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Damn, they arent a real friend if they arent putting your mental health into consideration. But thats just my own opinion"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily so r u gonna go to ur grandmas?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "God damnit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was hoping you wouldnt really see that ngl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so what u gonna do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I might like it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Here hold on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Update: my mom found the blade "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im scared"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "as anyone thought of tuning away?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "running"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Many times"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i think ill probably call runaway hotline but im really thinking about running away"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "ive just been never happy at home"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I havent been happy here either, but ik I cant support myself on my own"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "just called"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yes, i get that alot. but thats okay. its good to cry when you ffel like it. its not good to bottle it up and hide it away"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah but if i bottle up my emotions i dont have anyone worrying ab me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it seems overwhelming"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "idk anymore"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im not sure if anyone truly cares ab me and thats good bc i dont have to worry ab them thinking of a monstrosity, me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont particularly talk to anyone about my feelings and emotions so im keeping it bottled up"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but then crying feels good"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and then stressful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yeah but if i bottle up my emotions i dont have anyone worrying ab me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "clingy loser i do that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hate it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i sometimes just randomly break down and start tearing up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i just vent to myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it helps me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not write down how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but if rather talk to someone im always free to talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "does writing down help?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "depends"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "in certain situations yes"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "tbh it honestly depends on how im feeling and/or my experiences"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so the times where it doesn't work what do u do?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "lay down and scream in my pillow"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i also try and keep myself away from ppl, no matter if its family or friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so would it be better if someone talks to u if writing down doesn't work?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or like someone with u like in a call?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok how about texts?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can text me if u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ill try to respond as fast as possible if im avaibable"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why in vents?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ive done it in every channel lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "well"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "most"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk how long I can take it for"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yesterday I really wanted to cut myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I didnt have the chance because it would be noticable"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont do it on the wrist"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I do it on fhe thighs"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I remember one time"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was sent to the ER"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I was extremely sick"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I got better"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I still had emotional pain on my chest"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I remember loving someone so hard"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That they decided to play me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The wave memory came back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now I'm sad"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "that doesnt mean u need to self harm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I self harm myself to forget the problems I'm in"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I just think about the infection i will he getting"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That doesnt help"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been in so much emotional pain I lost some of my emotions"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never felt happy in my life after I lost it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just feel like nothing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just feel bad for the people that are trying to make me happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because they know they'll never succeed on making me happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No one can make you happy, you have to be happy with yourself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont depend on people for your happiness"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It never works out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I try my best to keep myself happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But that never works out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I only feel happy when my dog is around me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because shes my emotional support animal"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Do you have your dog with you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My guinea pig was my support animal..."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes I have my dog with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But not right now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She left"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She whent to go somewhere"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh wait nvm shes here with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I didn't see her"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "bad news,"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "my mom is trying to find a lawyer to get full custody and idk if i can keep bandit"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "not sure how im gonna be able to keep him uet"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im trying not to stay with my dad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ohhh oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So you can keep bolty for sure"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "ok im gonna vent"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "its hard walking around with such big pp"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "like why is it so big"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "i have to carry my pp on my shoulder"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "because its just that big"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "So you can keep bolty for sure"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "Lily idk about bandit hut ive had him for almost 6 years"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "wow ur so funny"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "i slapped my meat on a 11 year old the other day"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "and now on house arrest man"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "its hard"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "living"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "with this pp"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Can we keep serious vents in here please?"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "like make it stop"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "i still want pp but dont want big pp"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "yk?"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "like i just dont want meat on my shoulder"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "laughing so hard rn"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "its not funny"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "stfu"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no u"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im good\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "you have nopoint of being here"}
{"username": "Vamphirs", "content": "NoPoint mb"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have nopoint in life either but im here"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Sometimes it takes sadness to find the real happiness in life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My head hurts so fucken' bad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm hungry too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u taken any medicine?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and go eat if ur hungry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been having head aches since last month"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u told ur parents?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm a mexican"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok maybe u should tell them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u taken any medicine for this in the past month"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Only pills that makes me focus yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Its my prescription"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok why not get medicine that will help and maybe u should tell ur parents since if its bothering u"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lemme see if I can try"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mom told me to take one of my dads pills"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Do you have ADHD?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Advil"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont know yet"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Test"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Someone told me that I have symptoms of ADHD"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It sounds like you have adhd I mean you have pills to make you focus you get headaches and all of those are signs of it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I have ADHd"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My cousin said I dont have it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just test to see"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Even tho shes a nurse"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "just get a test when possible to be on the safe side of things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if I can get tested"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Wdym?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My parents will say it will just show off negative"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My parents dont belive in mental illness"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Tell another adult in your family to take u"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Now thats what I call toxicity"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Other then my cousins that are adults yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Ofc its toxicity I live in a mexican household"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "How old are u?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying to find my other shoe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I cant remember where I put it"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I broke my fingie"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My parents dont believe someone as young and clueless\u201d as I am could have mental illness"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom punishment is taking my meds"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Lemme adopt everyone with a toxic family"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Pleeease"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "O found my other pair"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "LETS GOO"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I cant remember were I put my first pair"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "What shoes are they?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lemme send"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Bet"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "There men shoes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Size 7"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Women shoes is size 9"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "More swaggy than swag duck"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuppp"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Im 13 5\u201d10 and size 10 in shoes help"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm 5'3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im literally 5 foot"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HELP"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "EPIC"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Niceee"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want to change my style but I cant because Im too broke and my style is frowned upon here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I usely save up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Those are some ebic shoes my guy B"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "There is this company called MXDVS and they have all the clothes I want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love their stuff bro"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They are very ebic clothes"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I love them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes sir"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They are drippy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like my fit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They expensive asf tho"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm hungry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bucket hats are"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Very vibez"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I love bucket hats"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want to skate and be a goth skate/Femboy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me and my mom are going to the store to get my art school supplies"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Femboy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanna skate"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "same"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want a nice black skirt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I love fanboys"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "femboys"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I would buy one but my parents would kick me out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They are very homophobic and racist and like people wearing appropriate Type of clothing for their gender"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Can I live with u?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "They are very homophobic and racist and like people wearing appropriate Type of clothing for their gender"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "StopTheEwo mine are like that too"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Fuck em"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Can I live with u?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "StopTheEwo yes"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I make money so I can support my self"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Chu welcome"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I can live with someone and pay rent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "At dinner last night they were talking about how carrying shit of any sort would be considered a mans job\u201d"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Fuuck"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "At my house"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You have to he quite when ur at the dinner table eating"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "be"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats bs"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "They are toxic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre amazing"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "So I lock my door everyday and film"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And edit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yo ima buy a house with the money my mom says Ill never make and we all gonna move in :"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And Im a really small Channel with less than 10 subs but its what ever"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I only do it for my future wife and kids"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I want them to have the childhood I wished I had"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I wish one day my name will be on bill boards"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "everywhere"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I can see that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Beck"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Beck B"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "My comp name is Autzy and Im the next 5 years youll see that name dominating the gaming scene"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Imma be big asf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes sir"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Idek how I have three sponsors honestly"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "But Im not complaining"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I dont get paid a lot but its money I never had"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Easy enough ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My dog tried to eat someone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Where going to a different store"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I need charcoal pencils"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Drawing with charcoal is a lot of fun"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My kneaded eraser has gotten so dark"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Same!"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I draw a lot at work"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I leave it there tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "One of my friends has really pretty hands and I got a new ring so I drew it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I was pretty proud"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I have the worst schedule ever"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "IM SURE IT WAS AMAZING BABY"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "It was meh I guess"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wish you kept it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HunnyPuppy can I steal groovy?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "My schedule is wake up eat cereal,get high and listen to music,gaming,and Finishing it off with FaceTimimg with my gf and falling asleep on it"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Name a more boring schedule"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy can I steal groovy?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lily no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hes not in your vc btw"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Imma get him back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nvm you can gave him"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yay ty"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "AHA ur pfp"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry babes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They died from the heat"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "F in chat"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "F"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Not gonna help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You alright?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Valentin was one of my favorite Guinea pigs"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry baby"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My guinea pig just died"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She helped me with a lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks baby for your help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Itll be ok"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im sorry for losses"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It hasnt got much better for me bc she calms me down so Ive been having hella panic attacks but Im sure itll be better"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hope u get better soon"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Idk i just heard a song that reminded me of my mom and I miss living with her and being around her all the time cause now i barely see her"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Don't know, she always talks about coming over but never does"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "it's chill, at some point i gotta get over it. just gotta be optimistic she'll swing over some day"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aye 4th day in a row having a panic attack at midnight"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This is greeeat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I. Cant. Breathe."}
{"username": "coplyt play", "content": "awuebo"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": ":"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "idk how to help but \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Im not to good at emotion stuff w"}
{"username": "coplyt play", "content": "quien para paja grupal"}
{"username": "coplyt play", "content": "awueno masta"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel unsafe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "very unsafe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I feel unsafe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily :"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "This isnt fun"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And the fact that my moms drinking again doesnt exactly help with that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Or the fact that shes gonna get back at me for slamming the car door\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "coplyt play funny"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was able to get over him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I thought I found a friend with benefits"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Imma just keep looking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want someone to love"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm having love problems"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate itb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wish I got someone to finally love that will love me back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Is it that hard to understand?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive found that friends with benefits never work out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "because its not real"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Either makes you feel attached or more sad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Same thing with my relationships"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Its just online dating"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's not real"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Well same"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Pretty much"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Unless you meet in person"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "every online thing I ever had ended in me being ghosted"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Well to me kinda"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Online its easy to just leave someone and go be with someone else"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "All of my relationships last for like 5 months or less"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want someone to love that will love me back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I did had a bestfreind with benefits"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But we're no longer benefits"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Shes in a relationship now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont wanna ruin that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm slowly drifting away"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "HunnyPuppy hiii"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Luv"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Heyy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Baby"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "OH"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "NO I AM NO LEVELING UP"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "I cant summarize it."}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Thank you."}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Its just. Idk. Ive always felt that these feelings were invalid because of my parents"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "We all feel like that at some point"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Sometimes we feel like nobody cares and nobody ever will, as a person with trust issues I know how it feels to just feel like your emotions dont care to other. But they really do so if you ever need someone to talk to everybody here is open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "SOYA ya"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ya sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk why ur saying sorry when its true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "something wrong?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Nah dw bout it ah sorry for bothering ya oof"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah u weren't bothering me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always nice to talk to u but really if there is something wrong u can talk to me but ik u don't really open up with feelings and emotions"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Ya guess I'd rather show the fun side of me over others, but thanks buddy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "@.... ana.... i can resend the message if u like"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "please do"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "i lowkey took up the whole typing thing"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "oh i see where it blacklisted my bad sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "but yeah anas life 101"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry ana and i do hope things get better for you, i would say its better to talk it out with them if u can otherwise they aren't worth it if they can't hear u out, just take ur time maybe have a break from them for a bit and see what u want to do"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "thankies! imma just probably take a break from discord in general"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aw ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love you and Im gonna miss you lovey! Take your time coming back"}
{"username": ".... ana....", "content": "thankyou"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya take ur time, and i hope things get better \ufe0f"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My ex and I started talking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it honestly feels like I'm gonna cry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because he still havent found a reason why his parents told him to stop talking to men"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm gonna cry because I missed him so much"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if we should get back together"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or we just stay as friends from there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just stay as friends for now and see how it goes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hope your doing well NoPoint"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I understand how you feel"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Been there before"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Love you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i think im well and love you too"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Can i vent?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yes, of course. go right ahead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok first off im really sorry and i kinda get that but i would say maybe u could just have a nice time with her without feelings and talk and just enjoy ur time, while having other friends that will support u and be there for you, i have many friends that i only like play games with but don't really talk about my feelings with them, then i got those friends that i can talk about anything with so its really up to u of how u feel about her, i don't think shes a friend that helps other people with their problems which i get not everyone can do that but she makes u happy which is good, so its really up to you just know that you can always have more friends for specific things, she can be the friend that u just have a good time with and vibe without feeling sad, then u will have those friends that support u and cry with u and smile with u, ik this really doesn't help but i do hope everything goes well for you3"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea the only mates that play w me on roblox r my ibfs and when i hang around w amy i just feel likenik being used cause she forces me to go everywhere tound schl w her and also it may sound weird but when i get tickled i kick snd punch so this girl tickled me and i punched her as a reflex and she the girl all the time would throwbme ti the ground and kick my legs and just be really mean to me and amy wouldnstand there laughing saying do it again so i went to my other mate and they all came up and had a go at me for not being w them and also I honestly feel like she's tikd everyone my secrets cause she's that type of person and i told her things I regret mentioning:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok tbh she doesn't seem like a good friend"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "But she makes me rlly happy thob:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "may i ask how she does that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Id say stay away from her, she realizes she makes you happy and that youll always come back, make her realize shes not manipulative enough to make you stay, make her realize she doesnt have power over you, make her realize if she doesnt shape up youre gonna head on out"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "She just makes me laugh and when we go to town its rlly fun and we watched the next step together on tour and that was the best"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "I will i may distence myslef from her but not completely end the relationship"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Friendship"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If shes toxic, ignore her, make her realize she needs to be herself but at the same time cant hurt you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But if she wants to be nice let her be"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "She only wants you when shes in a mood"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im everyones last choice"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yeah and the sad thing is that thats friend 1 out of 6 that make me feel bad"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If all they do is make you feel bad you need to head out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just like dat"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yeaaa"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "This will now be me when i next see herr:E"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Ello luvs"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "okay read it and wow"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "lets go back to other chat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg yes"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ditchthebitch"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Okii"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk how to feel rn"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but will she matter in 10 years?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "bc its like a they come and go situation"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine to feel the way you feel"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its part of life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its aids"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean yea it is but theres really no use telling anyone"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but itll help getting it off ur chest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it doesnt have to have a use, sometimes u just gotta say how u feel and sometimes u wont get an answer or the thing ur looking for it just helps to talk to someone and be able to let out how u feel"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont know how i feel, all i ever say is unnecessary personal information that doesnt benefit myself or anyone else. Telling people just makes me feel worse tbh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But its fine ig"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ill just get over it eventually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You dont have to tell anyone if you dont want to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But dont not say it bc you feel bad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "That made no sense lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You know what I mean right?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i get what ur saying"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "hi guys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea I try to be patient but it ends up in them moving on and me feeling like shit"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I'll try to get better ig"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "There is no better\u201d"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just the better version of yourself \ufe0f"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "With them i was my best"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But nvm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "U both are right"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They made me feel so happy i literally just dont get it anymore"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im fine tho lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I'll forget about them eventually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont want you to think eventually"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i wouldn't forget about the feeling of being happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say hold on to that feeling"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just dont forget that a lot more than just one person or thing can make you happy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You guys give good advice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Luv u guys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not that much help lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "luv you too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love you babes"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "good night everyone all of you will be in my prayers and hopefully tomorrow will bring lots of joy to your hearts and healing souls \ufe0f"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I like ur pfp"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "thanks "}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "i think luigi is better than mario tbh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "He is tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Always has been"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "hes no like other plumbers"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "not"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "He green"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "yessir"}
{"username": "claire02", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Poggers bro"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you know this is vents right claire02"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jsjsjsjsj"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "you know this is vents right claire02"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "NoPoint yeah i told lord it is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant tell if ur serious or not"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "its someone elses story its gotta be"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "autzy is like 14!"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I used to daydream heaps before but I was getting little sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So try sleep more maybe?"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea i sleep from 119 everyday and i cant sleep cause of it sometimes so i cant sleep till like 2 am so if i tlk on this gc at night its cause i cant i can do it sometimes i cant sleep:"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Thats the vid"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh I sleep from 12pm to 7am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sounds confusing"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "when im w my mates i still think it and they find it rlly weird that I sometimes just start laughing but in my head the people said something"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Ohh but im trying to think a coping method for what? Cause tbh i feel fine but im ligit while typing this daydreaming i rlly need to stop "}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": " Ohh but im trying to think a coping method for what? Cause tbh i feel fine but im ligit while typing this daydreaming i rlly need to stop "}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Danni 3 btw i was replying to someone"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Well i just found out its linked w schizophrenia im so happy"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "shrekislifeforever bruh thats not normal. Someone replied to my comment daying that:"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": " Sounds confusing"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Gee you basically have a whole different life in your head like its not a daydream exactly its like one long never lasting scenario"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "The same scenario has been going out in my head for abt 6 months: x"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "I just cant stop it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not the smartest person but to me that sounds kinda cool just having a world you can escape to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it has consequences from not knowing what did and didnt happen"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea i prefere that world and ik how to get to it but no one would help me"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "The world is like im an actor and i have the best life none of my fake friends and ive met all my ibfs"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "... genuine question. Am i annoying? Am i like... terrible cause i feel like people hate me and im just tryna figure out why..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think youre amazing to be around and youve never annoyed me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youre sweet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I joke about that stuff a lot"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats my way of talking to people and I feel bad bc some people take it to heart"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You deserve the world lovey"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "As much as i appreciate to here that. Nothing can convince me i do right now. I need help. Serious help. But i dont know how to get it. How to approach my parents. Knowing them theyd just say im overreacting."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ask for help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "See what you can get"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You wont get it if you dont try at all"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just want things to be different. I wish none of it happened. I wish my dad was still alive. This all could have been avoided if he was here. But he isnt"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I wish things were different."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I wonder... if my dad was still alive. Would i have found you guys... would i have stayed here because i yearned for social interaction and a way to escape home life"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Would my yearn to escape not be there if he was alive so would i have never met you?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "But i just wish he was"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "He was everything to me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just miss him thats all"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "What did i do to deserve him dying on me?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wonder the same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What did our dads do to deserve it?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What did the people who loved them do to deserve it?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Yo I can actually relate to you guys"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Yeah if you didnt know my dad killed himself so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry love"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Yeah if you didnt know my dad killed himself so"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "greg awe no that's terrible, i'm so so sorry max. im always here if you need to talk 3"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Taylax its all good it was when I was nine and Ive coped"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Gonna go cry myself to sleep tho so ya know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gonna go cry myself to sleep tho so ya know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "greg Im here if you wanna talk about it lovey"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Lily its all good Im just super stressed and worried right now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "About what hun?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Lots of things"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I mean maybe honestly I just wish my gf was here to cuddle me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Its okie I talk to her everyday so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "It is I really really like her so it makes me really happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yay!"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "And she says she feels the same way about me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love that for you"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Its very nice"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Hopefully I can talk to her before school tomorrow so I can relax"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Try to"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "If shes awake I definitely will"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Or just try to relax in general"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Im gonna wake up early to meditate so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Dont worry lily I take care of myself"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "My dream job is a therapist and Ive been counseling people since I was 9"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aww"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "But Im going to become a psychiatrist so I can help people like my dad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg I love that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wanna do what my dad did"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "What was that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He was a mechanic"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "OOOh thatd be fun"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Im sorry hes not here anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its all good"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im really sorry about your dad tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I had no idea"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Its ok"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "What happens happens"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It is what it is"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Also I just want you to know Im always here for you ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thank you lovey "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im always gonna be here for you as well"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I know: youre a good friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love having you as a friend"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Awww thanks that means a lot"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ofc"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Love you too"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "But imma head off I have school I hope you have a wonderful night"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Good luck with school"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sleep well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love you"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I experienced my first relative death last week, it was my great auntie, but I didn't feel at all affect by the death, it was a shock, sure, it started off as a small heart attack which she was treated for, then the doctors thought it would be a good idea to see what was going on, so she had open heart surgery, and then something happened to do with her capillaries and arteries and it quickly turned into a 14 hour surgery... They called in her immediate family, and when they were putting her on some life support machines, she passed... they way that her family put it, pretty suddenly and, luckily, painlessly"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "awww Im so sorry buttons"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry lovey"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "But the thing that is bothering me the most is the fact that ever since an assualt incident I was involved in 2018 I haven't been able to express MAJOR emotions towards anything thrown at me anymore, like for everyone this past 3 years at least has been utter shit, plus god knows what other personal stuff piled on top of that"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm lost basically.. dunno what I'm supposed to be thinking anymore"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "awww buttons include so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I'm lost basically.. dunno what I'm supposed to be thinking anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "buttons I get how you feel"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I feel like I'm disrespecting her in a way like this, but I don't feel affected by that, it's like an emotional limbo"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I get how you feel, after having any major incident or minor one at that can make you just feel less emotions. I lost a dog of 13 years and I didnt cry at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hard"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "well i have experienced a death of someone close to me and ur definitely seem to be in a sense of shock"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the shock is causing u to feel emotionless"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I feel like I'm disrespecting her in a way like this, but I don't feel affected by that, it's like an emotional limbo"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "buttons your not at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I lost my dog today, it still hasnt hit me that shes not coming back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The shock hurts"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "awww noo lily im so sorry"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Shock is what messes you up the most"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk I just dont believe it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes always been there"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I had to give away my pit bull of like 5 years because we couldnt keep her. It was heartbreaking just looking back at her and walking away"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its ok it takes time to get over it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my cousins and i were young like 711? but they definitely took it a lot harder bc they were younger and never experienced a death"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "aww im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I had to give up a foster puppy a few years ago"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im never gonna foster again"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying so fucken hard to cry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I can't seem to cry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Am I weak"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Am I numb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or am I nothing"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Non of the above, sometimes its just difficult to get those feelings out and we cant help it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel like nothing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know that we can't help it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But wish"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wish"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wish for someone to stay with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That's all I wish for"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I wish for someone to love deeply"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Everytime someone gives me a compliment"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or when they say I love you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It just feels like a lie"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like no one appreciates me anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like no one believes in my thinking and my feelings"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Im tired."}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I tried to play Minecraft but I saw a world I had with my ex and it made me sad"}
{"username": "twin 1", "content": "if you dont like it rename it and plant tnt everywhere"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Big oofs"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jesus you guys are so supportive"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just delete it bro"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So you cant be reminded of them anymore"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But I did a lot of cool stuff in those worlds"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jeez"}
{"username": "twin 1", "content": "rename it and break all the things that mainly remind you of her then just change some blocks make it look cooler and better"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "but the thing is"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont hate her"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I'm still in love with my ex"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Whyd you break up?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He was forced to leave me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "His parents told him to stop talking to me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He moved in with his nana"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And he can now talk to me"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Well I understand why youd love him still, he was forced to break up with you and it wasnt anything like cheating or just loss of emotions"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "So a connection is still kinda there"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm extremely love sick"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I sometimes get chest pains"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or head aches"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "whats wrong with talking with him again"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I love that I'm talking to him again"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I extremely missed him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But were back to are old self's"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Were still not together still"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But were back to talking less"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He works now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "From 10pm to 7am"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I need to work"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I sometimes wish he had a one day break for us to catch up for those 3 months"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I bet he sleeps all day"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think he does"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Is he a gamer"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "He definitely does that too"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Oof a mix between a night shift and gaming aint good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "tbh I have no purpose so night shift and gaming doesnt sound too bad actually"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I really wish I was there with him in person to tell him how I'm still in love with him"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "awe"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Maybe you can some day"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Some day I can"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm crying rn"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "aw why"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "crying helps sometimes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I wish I did it more"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Agreed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want to cured from my love sickness"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "It to go away"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "or"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It'll go away after 24 months"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Dang"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been in so much emotional pain"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Is there any chance you guys can get back together?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't seem to stop crying about it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm on a break from dating"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If he wants to get back with me I can"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "If you think thats whats best to not date then go for it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "English"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But were staying as friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And we see it from there"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Also"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its ok to cry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Some people think its weakness or something"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But crying does relieve a lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Anyways I hope whatever happens"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Works out for you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I fake laugh to fit in"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I think a lot of us do"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "but I dont find anything funny anymore:T"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "but I dont find anything funny anymore:T"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Gingie what about me I'm funny"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Like no feeling at all"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You can tell me whats bothering you, Im listening"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "its not really just one thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tell me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tell me what youre comfortable with saying"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Well some people have told me that I can be a depressing person and nobody wants to be around a depressing person its just facts"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats why I dont talk a lot about that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have told a lot of people that like im going through shit and being depressed then after awhile they just stop talking to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i feel u, if u want to talk about anything my dms are open"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I already have no friends as it is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well im ur friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I lost hella friends when I stopped being the happy kid\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "The said I wasnt the same\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like bro thats the point"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im done acting like Im happy"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well nobody really talked to me in high school cuz I always looked depressed and sometimes I really wasnt. Like its sad to say but nobody likes talking to depressed people and sometimes that can make it worse."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get how you feel"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But you have to be ready mentally yourself, before you can help others with their issues"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "that and people dont really want their vibe to be ruined"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "usually you have yo be the one to go talk to them try to have a conversation and just try to have fun, being sad is just an emotion that everyone has so true friends are the people who would stay"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Very true"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well thats not always the case"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have no real friends tho"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Pretty much same"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive had this friend since middle school"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "We played video games together"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats sweet"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and hes really my true friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have one true friend"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I guess since video games are my escape"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And I at least seem happy when I play them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Music is my escape"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont make it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "but my other friend from middle school"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "he moved to the same area and we went to high school together"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But my mood can be changed in 2 seconds bc of music"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hes not really my friend anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Aw Im sorry"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "we never really hung out"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Or anything"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Even though we were driving distance"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have a huge friend group but we kinda just chill on Main Street together"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fun being around them"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But theyre not that great when it comes to feelings"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mainly just hang out and have block partys and shit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes not every friend group will talk about feelings, its usually the friend groups that dont talk about it are the ones that just have fun and dont care if they are feeling sad they would just enjoy ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but there will be friend groups that will talk about feeling and comfort you and all that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well I dont even have any that will hang out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to reach out to make friends?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "its too late now"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its my own fault really"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its never too late"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "It is for me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And its not your fault at all"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im done with school"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "it is though"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "That doesnt matter"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I was selectively mute freshman year"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats fine"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and most of sophomore year"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats the prime time to make friends"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And even after then I didnt make any"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its my own fault I have none"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Any time is a great time to make friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And its fine to be scared to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya for my whole freshmen year i didnt talk to anyone cause i never really been to a school that i knew no one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive been with the same 100 kids my whole life"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well I had just moved from where I knew everyone in the small school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but at the end i talked to people in my class and sophomore we have like a 10 friend group"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "yeah I dont have that luxury"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ebiccc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well I had just moved from where I knew everyone in the small school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Gingie so is there someone ur closest with?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You dont have to talk to people"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "literally the one I played games with"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But hes in the military now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats nice"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Cant talk to him much since he just started"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And it wont be the same after"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I havent seen anyone I go to school with since March"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It sucksss"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I didnt even have friends in school"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "so it doesnt matter for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyone in school that ur like closest with?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Well the one I knew from middle school"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "He literally just left for college"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "but we didnt hang out much at all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about people in ur classes?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not start from there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "make connects in classes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont have school anymore"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im graduated"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do you have an old yearbook that has a couple phone numbers in it?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Nobody ever signed my yearbooks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My teacher used to make everyone"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And I didnt even get my senior one because my mom forgot to order it online"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "your going to college right?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "couldnt if I wanted to"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I have no money"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Not even a scholarship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait so no school at all?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get to go for free cause Im adopted"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "not at all"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats nice"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "use it wisely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about neighbors?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like u have no neigbors?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I do but I dont have any around my age"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "they would probably be in college rn"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Anyways"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean any age still u can be friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah but Im not going to go around to the neighborhood children as a legal adult asking to be friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just invite em to sit on your roof or something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats what I do"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I cant even get on my roof"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I sleep out there sometimes in a tent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A little tiny one"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You have a roof big enough to have a tent?!"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Even a tiny one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its like the size of me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And Im tiny asf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im the only one that can fit in it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Beside my little siblings"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Theres also another thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "My parents are plot up"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Split"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Stupid autocorrect"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Anyways"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I havent seen my half siblings in a couple years"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My dad died when I was young"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And I cant even go to them because I need a car"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So i get having one parent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Or at least one parent at a time ig"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "like I need to have so many things in order to move on in life"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I need a car which Im probably going to need a car loan to buy"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Which means I need a job"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "At all times"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "While Im paying for that loan"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And I need a beefy pc in order to do the things I want to do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hehe I cant drive"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Neither can I technically"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im trying to learn manual and its the hardest thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "because thats the only car my mom has"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Rip"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "My mom has a really old gmc"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "So thats stressful"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It runs terribly"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and Im pressured to learn it soon too because she hurt her already bad ankle falling on the doorstep"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and hip"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg Im so sorry"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "She will be fine"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I hope"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant drive for more than 30 minutes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "but I have to learn how to drive for her surgeries"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Manual is so easy to get distracted"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "even if you dont have it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "ADHD"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I forgot to use my blinker the first 2 turns driving manual for the first time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "because you have to do too many things at once"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its annoying asf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like my mom is so used to it shes like wham bam yes maam"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You have to make sure youre going the right speed for your gear and then you have to shift perfectly and you have to pay attention to all the cars on the road and obey all traffic laws and its the hardest thing"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "The hardest thing is stopping and going"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And thats when you need to pay attention to the road the most"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im pretty good at parking tho"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I just wish I had an automatic"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "vent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Because?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tell me what youre comfortable with telling me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tell you what?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't want anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel eh just it is what it is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just kinda"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not even there"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I just want everyone in the server to know that I may not understand exactly how they feel, but I will go out of my way to listen to them"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jeez"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So being a human has positive and negatives. The positive is all of the cheerful moments in your life. Your happy days, and your best day ever days too. And even thoughts of your happiness and excitement. And your negativities are, your down days, your terrible days. Which we all experience. Days we all just want to end it all. Days we can remember what pain we felt. The days where we all lost it. And just stayed in our rooms, crying. Thinking unbearable thoughts. And how every mistake builds, and eventually will go away. I surely have gotten days like this. I have ADHD and paranoia, and you put that together, you get so scared that your cant even sleep. And I think of theses thoughts when at night. Which wont let me sleep. And nightmares which traumatized me. That happened for years. Same nightmare. When I was younger I wanted to be a nice looking dude, which I cried. But then they have her there downs too. There falls. And I regret many mistakes, but I know most people has those same mistakes. Mistakes are things your learning from. But then I know, that my life has a purpose. I havent seek yet, but eventually I will. And now, I am a happy person. I forget those mistakes and think positive. At school, Im the reason your smiling. And you can be that person too. Think positive thoughts. And your mistakes will eventually fade away."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm crying terribly right now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm having hiccups as I cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You ok love?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm not okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm fucken upset"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Earlier in the morning my cousin who can see demons, Angel's and spirits"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She saw one in the halls this morning while we we're cooking hot pockets"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She said her prayers for the spirit to go away"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And today at night my dad told me to go brush my teeth"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And the hall way was dark"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a feeling of some grabbing my spine"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And o was having extreme anxiety"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told my mom about what happened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She said she gonna stop inviting my cousin"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats terrific"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get how you feel"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have anxiety and it affects my day to day life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Even my dad doesnt belive in her and me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They both dont believe in spirits demons and Angel's"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Even tjo were cathlic"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And my mom told me to stop believing in her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I believe in all that stuff"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mom walked in on me venting and in the dark I saw a clown face on her face"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mainly because"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told her about it and she didnt belive me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats terrifying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She said it was just my imagination"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I bet it was"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm gonna sleep with the light on"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And when she told me that god is gonna help you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told her that god never helped me out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That he never helped me out in my life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He will if you let him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told her that I was in pain and I told god to make it better for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She said did it got better"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I never let him, and he never did, then I tried to get closer to him and well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told her no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He never helped me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He never did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And that things only got better for me because the devil could hear me crying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The devil was the one that helped me out not god"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "God never helped me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He never did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He just watched me in pain begging for help of my pain"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I go to chruch every sunday"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I even prayed for having a better life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry lovey"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He never gave me that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't even breathe through my nose"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "You cant just pray and think itll get better, you gotta put your time and effort into everything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That's what I did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because god never helped me out in my entire life"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "He has helped you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Many times"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No he have not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik for a fact he has"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HE DIDN'T SAVE ME FROM MY DEPRESSION"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hell be there for you through it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I prayed every month for him to cure my depression"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "All that it do is just made me numb"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Atm Im losing my battle to mental illness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've lost my happiness completely gone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But ik hell be there"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "For both of us"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine ig"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know if I still have depression"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I don't feel anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hope you dont"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I cant even breathe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have to breathe through my mouth"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar can tell you Ive broken down many times to the point where I cant talk because I cant breathe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its a pain in the ass"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So how do I feel emotion again"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm having therapy for that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So am I"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I awlays laugh at terrible situations"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant take living this life anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My eyes are tired"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Go get some sleep love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ik its hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But try"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And if you cant thats fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If you wanna talk instead Ill be here to listen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay thank you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ofc babes"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I hope you feel better hun, sleep well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you Soy"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i r e l a p s e d:"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "again."}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "You doing ok?"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "somewhat"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "just disappointed"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Its gonna be ok, sometimes we all fall in and cant control it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What happened lovey?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If youre comfortable telling me"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "I relapsed cut again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get its hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do it too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hard to tell someone before you do, but we gotta try"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i just wish i hadnt"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i promise my my mom and my close friend i wouldnt do it anymore"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "but i just did"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "yeah it does"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not the best thing to do and ik that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But its just"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its so addictive"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "yeah."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like once you feel the feeling of something other than crying over mental pain you focus on the physical"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It feels ok in the moment"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But you feel terrible after"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Kinda like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What have I done\u201d"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "it stings"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i feel like it constantly reminds me that im not good enough"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But it feels better than mental pain"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "im too dependent on my pills tbh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And thats ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hard"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Meds do help"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i know im just scared of being helpless without them"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "theyre the only things keeping me from staying up all night wondering when will it end"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "i miss one day of not taking them things like this happen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I feel thattt"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "its like a broken record telling me the same thing over and over just the word numb"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "but i guess id rather feel pain then nothing"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Is it really necessary to do this in vent?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like come on yall know better"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Yall"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yes yall?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine just do it in spam next time pleeease"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oke"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love yall"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "Senpai3", "content": "im convinced all my friends hate me and are around me cause they feel bad"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "we are your new friends, and if you have any problem, do not hesitate to tell us:3"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Idk what it is but I lost my vibe here"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I have no clue whats happening most of the time and idk how to add to whatever tf these convos are"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Usually Id leave by now"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Who wants to vibe with sad songs with me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Come in vc with me"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im vibing to sad songs tho"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats private"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im not a mod"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill have someone drag you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Neverrr"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Alr kid"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "My whole vibe is ruined Im getting off"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bye love youu"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I do tho"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "dont lie to me bish"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont lie tho"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "because if just up n left this server you wouldnt give two shits"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I really would"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I like talking to you"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well see about that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "toxic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "How"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Huh"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Skip my song I was gonna vibe to and its funny like ha"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "cool"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I didnt even know it was one of the songs you queued"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "yeah but you never even cared in the first place lmao"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont exist"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Gingie, chill dude"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oh my"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wish I didnt exist after that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "She didnt know it was yours"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill see yall later"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No lily"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Ship Lily x Gingie and I alredy know that lily is taken but ship"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You stay and have fun"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Stay"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Because literally I dont exist here"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Wot"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You can at least talk to people"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Pp"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Sh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im just gonna leave you alone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily, stay babe."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Cya"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "NOOO"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "LILY"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Everyone always thinks Im joking around like Im a joke"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Sad now"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Stop"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Everyone here loves u"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "And u can't say no"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "YOUR PISSING ME OFF MAN"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LIKE COME ON"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I think Ill do everyone a favor and leave"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Nooo"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "No dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea I would do that if I were you"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Pls"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "LILY"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I'm just gonna"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "UR SUPPOSED TO HELP"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Fuck"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im sorry man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not gonna help people who are gonna be like that"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Sup"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "ok nvm we were already calm"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "U ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea now that he left"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "He left the server"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Or what"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Phhht"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nah he didnt leave the server"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Pog"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yee"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Mow"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "J7s"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Fuck"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Nein"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Nein"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Shh"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Shh"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Shhh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I never said I wanted you to do that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And when was I not the victim?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "bruh everyone gotta feel special"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What?!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What the actual hell"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I mean Ill leave the server if you want me to"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie no"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Because Im fed up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "With?!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What did we do"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Just gonna back up and watch this"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im on Lilys side though"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Id expect everyone to be"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "cuz no one knows me"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I'm on my own side"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "How bro"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Scroll up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I literally skipped a song"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Fuck off"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im just gonna say its not just you so dont get all up in a twist"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No wait, Im intrigued as to what shes gonna say."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "In case you didnt know theres this great command for groovy that I gladly wouldve used if you told me you wanted to listen to that song. back\u201d woah ik crazy right"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Pffft"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im interesting huh"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "you know I mentioned you skipped it several times"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "then when I was ignored I left"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Then was added back for some reason"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "so I left again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I didnt see you said that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And listened to it on my own"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I DIDNT SEE IT BRO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and you kept acting like I was joking around"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I was not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oml"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We kid a lot here"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive been ignored a lot on this server"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its not the last time youre gonna hear it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "that just made me super upset"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its not the fact that it was skipped"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "We jokingly ignore people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youll live"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "well I guess Im the biggest joke here"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro Im laughing so hard"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its so funny how I dont exist"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its hilarious"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Cant eeeven"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Maybe people ignored u by accident"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Just understand why Im pissed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gonna"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "OFFF"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simars gonna kill me"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thats true"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hes like the only person that can calm me down tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima just"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Leave"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Alright, how about you both just take a couple of breaths, and leave it be."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "LILY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "FINEEE"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "IM GONNA GET IN TROUBLE"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I wont"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Maybe they ignoring u cuz u aren't talking the same topic, or when ur new, sometimes they ignore u, it happened to me too, but if u talk all day and make new friends they'll never ignore u, that happened to me so I can tell"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Finny fun"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yah"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "very good contribution"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hilarious"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I have nothing important to add to this so I'll just uh go"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im not mad anymore"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Thats why they ignore u, there's sometimes that I don't notice u and thats why I ignore u, but then I notice and respond to ur question or whatever u have said, I'll never ignore someone"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Just go off"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Get it out"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Just"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Try not to say something that will hurt him"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Hurt"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Oh gof"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "God"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its bad"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I already dont feel anything anymore just say it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "You're"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I cant bro"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Please lily"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima die"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima just"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You can send it in dms"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Go punch the wall rq"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Not"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Do not do it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "if itll help you calm down just message me in dms"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just no"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Sorry I made you mad"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Jsosksklsk"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "just do it in dms"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gonna"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Scream"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I hope you have a good day, I hope your mode changes, sorry if I did something wrong, but Lily please don't do it, I know what will happen but please don't do it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im literally telling you to say everything on your mind about me in dms why wont you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I hope you have a good day, I hope your mode changes, sorry if I did something wrong, but Lily please don't do it, I know what will happen but please don't do it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Allison you did absolutely nothing lovey, Im gonna try and calm down"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Istg"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Gingie, just dont. Please just drop it."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont understand"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "It's over"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "It's history"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm really sorry if ur mad gingie, we're here trying to make new friends, I'm so sorry, hope u have a good day"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Like if you wanna say it just say it to me. Itll help you calm down"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "U said sorty"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Fuck"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "She said sorry"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Now"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Pp"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Done"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im already calm"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I said sorry too"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "That's what I said"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "And lily, u can tell me everything that makes u mad, I'll try to help u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its all good"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Guys it ok. I got Lily"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I don't want to be ignorant, but, this was all formed because someone removed the song that gingie played, right?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "no its other things"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sorry I get pissed off really easily"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats what just set me off"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I don't want to be ignorant, but, this was all formed because someone removed the song that gingie played, right?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Allison mhm"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm sorry guys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "it was also being ignored after I mentioned it"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I hope u guys have a good day/night/afternoon and I hope ur mood changes"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Love y'all"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Peace our"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Out"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "see you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love youu"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Bye Allie!"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "No im not leaving xd"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Love u too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lets move to chat"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Dean, lily, Josh and gingie"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Love y'all"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love you too babes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive been calm for a little. I dont even want to vent and explain myself anymore because everyone will just see me as the bad guy anyways. Or theyll just say drop it, its over but I dont have anything against Lily thats what Im trying to get through to everyone. anyways I kinda ruined it for myself in this server idk if Ill be staying much longer"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I know u got nothing against lily"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I think the others do too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yuh"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Ive been calm for a little. I dont even want to vent and explain myself anymore because everyone will just see me as the bad guy anyways. Or theyll just say drop it, its over but I dont have anything against Lily thats what Im trying to get through to everyone. anyways I kinda ruined it for myself in this server idk if Ill be staying much longer"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie I'm not gonna get mad at u or see u as a bad guys, we all here want to make friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A lot of people hate me for my personality at first"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "And u didn't ruin it, ur a person and we all make mistakes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Then they get to know me and they either love me or hate me 100x more"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont usually do stuff like that but Ive been keeping stuff in so nobody hates me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Tell me what you think about me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Honestly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im not gonna get mad"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I havent known you long enough I dont judge people with the little knowledge that I have of them"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie, u can say it, it's ur opinionGingie"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love you hun! Everything about you. Your personality, looks, just about everything I know about you. DO NOT CHANGE YOUR BOOTIFUL SELF!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Say what you think about me so far"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you dean baby"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love you more"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Not possible"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I havent talked to you enough to gather an opinion of you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "To the moon and back babe!"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "U can say everything thing abt me"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "That u don't like"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm not gonna get mad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you infinitely"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Theres nothing about you I dont like."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love it all"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im not telling everyone what I dislike about them the stuff Ive been keeping in is about me"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Yes ik, I'm crazy and weird"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont even dislike anyone here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im annoying asf, thats why Im 1"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Jsjsjsj lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ranks speak the truth"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "That good gingie"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Okie Im gonna go on a bike ride"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yeet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Have fun lovey!"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thanks! Love you Lily babe!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Love youuu"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Im not telling everyone what I dislike about them the stuff Ive been keeping in is about me"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie go to our dms and tell us everything u don't like abt us, I won't get mad, But try to say it in the least rude way possible"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Cya deaaan"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Have fun dean"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im not doing that. I have aspergers so its hard for me to socialize like everyone else. I havent been sharing too much of the depressing stuff because Ive seen and also been told that people dont like being around that. All of my discord friends have kinda left me because Im not exactly the happiest person to be around. Ive just turned 18 and Im the first to graduate high school in my family and theres high expectations for me since Im the oldest even out of all of my cousins. All my friends have left to go to college or in the army or whatever. Ive never really felt so alone in my life. I miss my dad and all my half siblings which I havent seen in years because family issues. Im stressed because I have to get a job and a car soon and I dont even know what I want to do for a career. I dont have a scholarship or any way to pay for college without going into insane amounts of debt. I cant even make friends online anymore I never even had friends in person other than those select few that are already gone. I realized Ive wasted all of high school being a quiet nobody making 0 friends and doing absolutely nothing fun. I feel like a waste of space. I just wish I could do it all over again. But I cant"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and Ive just realized this is the most Ive cried since my cousin died"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Anyways I doubt anyone will ever read that so Im gonna watch YouTube or something"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Omg I'm so sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm having mad anxiety"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Is it my anxiety attack"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or is it my next class"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive felt that dilemma a million times and I completely understand how you feel. Ill always be here to listen and help with what I can"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I lost my dog the other day actually."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im still kinda in shock"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ive had her since I was 4"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk what to think exactly"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "ive had my dog since i was 8"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im so sorry love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its really confusing"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm so sorry that's happening I hope for the best in your situation"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im considering leaving the server"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I wouldnt"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A lot of people here love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why leave"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont feel like I fit well or even deserve to be here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I think you do honestly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Except the fact that were inane"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "And we havent made you lose it yet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "If thats losing it you havent seen what a lot of the people do here when theyre mad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its bad"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im just tired of pretending like nothing is wrong with me. I feel like I would be doing you guys a favor"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nah we like having you here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Half the time people come here for like a week, open up about life and then everyone becomes best friends"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats why Id be doing you guys a favor by leaving"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But we like having extra friends"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "it prevents attachment to someone thatll eventually be gone in the end"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill be here for life"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I wont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ill always at least try to be it contact with the people here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Honestly feel the exact same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nothing that used to make me happy does anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I keep relapsing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u ever tried meditating?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "meditation helps"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Thats all I need"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Not even talking helps anymore meditation is just more time in my own mind that I already hate"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean meditation is to try to clear your head"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and relax urself"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Eating resolve all my problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i would say its worth giving a shot, idk if your gonna do it again but trying won't hurt"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "food makes my stomach hurt"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont eat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Hehe"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "My face hurts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not gonna force you to stay in this server or not, it is your choice, all im saying is that its better to clear your mind then make decisions but this is just advice, you don't have to follow if u don't want to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if ur face hurts have u taken medication for it, maybe resting?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simar is best at advice here"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "nah its from crying earlier"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I havent cried like that in forever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u washed your face?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont wanna get up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok when your able to get up just try freshening up, it will feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try to do it soon so its easier but again not gonna force, just do as u please, just try to be able to get up soon and freshen up and then you can think of something to do after"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its completely fine, sometimes everyone is pathetic and its fine, no one will force you to join vc, its always gonna be your choice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry that today wasn't the best day and i can't really do much behind a screen but i do hope tomorrow is better for you"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "the sad thing is Ive already ruined my own life. Idk if tomorrow could get any worse"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont give 2020 any ideas"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean there is always time to rebuild, sometimes it takes baby steps, sometimes u take 1 step forward but 3 steps backwards but at least u stepped forward and thats an improvement"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its gonna get worse before it gets better"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Woah soelling"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "FUCK"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So clors"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "CLOSW"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "fuck ut"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lily why"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Sure, but why?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Seriously though why"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im a disgrace to my family"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my mom hit me countless times when she came home"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "bruh why"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats the issue"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm so sorry lily:"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i wanna know what i did to her that makes her hate me so much"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what did i do wrong"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You didnt do anything"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "wait w h a t"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Fr tho it is"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "she grabbed my arm too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "now i gotta explain to people it was the cats"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I don't have mom"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I hope whatever is wrong will go away"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean it will eventually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i have hella people that are my moms"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Same doe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "fr tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i need someone to knock some sense into me"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "My part hurts a lot help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "SAMEEE BRO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im dying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its so heavy this time too bro"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Why do it hurtsss"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im dying"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I didn't even touched it"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Why it hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I didn't hit it or something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im cramping so bad rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dying"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "send help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i can barely type"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Pls"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I can't send help tho"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Gingie send help"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Or niko"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Someone send heeelp"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to go to the restroom?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "BRO WDYMMM"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats not how it works my friend"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "We don't need that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "bro i bled all over my shorts last night"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im dyinggg"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im guessing ur both on ur period i think"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wild guess"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm not in my period yet"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "good one, you are indeed correct"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oh nvm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "welp"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i am"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "There's no blood"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and im dying"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i had cramps like a week after my actual period stopped"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ohhh i get what you mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like before"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but not"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you get what i mean"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Dms"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Jsjs"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I'm in paaaiiin"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "frrr"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Why is my acne so bad around my eyebrows it hurts so much reee"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "bro yesterday really said:acne has entered the chat"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Or niko"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Allison hmm?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What going on jsjsjsj"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "FACTSSS BRO"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "copying is a form of flattery its all good"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Otay my bad tho"}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "Drugs"}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "clingy loser you do matter be happy"}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "DM me if u need to talk"}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "Np I'll listen all shitty jokes aside"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "my friend, lets call him peyton. peyton and me we're in the same middle school. payton wasn't the nicest person in middle school. he used to bully me and steal my things. and the next years it was the same thing. recently my very good friend who i have always been friends with adds peyton into our group chat. i didn't mind at first since we didn't really talk during the school year. after a few weeks later we we're at a friends house and like always we're venting about how much life sucks and until it was peyton's turn. peyton told us about his abusive household and how his mother was poor for almost half of his life. his father was never around since he was in the military. peyton has became a very different person then before. he has recently told me that he was thinking of ovrdosing. since he has been hanging out with us me and my friends could never lose him. so yeah."}
{"username": "LeBingleToad", "content": "peachfizz just try to point out that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and that instead of giving in to the situation take control be productive and healthy maybe workout I was in a similar situation so that's the advice I would've given myself"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "he doesn't have the money to leave"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "if i died would anyone come to my funeral"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i genuinely feel i make no difference"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i rather people not change and keep going on with their lifes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but thats just me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like just go on with their lives"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Saw a back to school campus sign, the thought of moving back to dorm, while I miss it...wanted to lowkey slam my head into my computer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean at least u can see ur roommates"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "While that is indeed true, whether I'll be having the same roommates is questionable cause it's a new school year technically"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "nah dw, more so just stressed about going back not really new people cause I tend to get along with most"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I got labeled the most anti social, social butterfly. quite fitting"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya cause u vibe with most things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck labels"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all my homies hate labels"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "eh it makes me chuckle lmao"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "it basically means while I get along with everyone and can probably goof around at all times that's only if they see me outside my room"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "vibing along with most thing be fax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fax"}
{"username": "Cup", "content": "I don't know how this works so lemme try it"}
{"username": "Cup", "content": "So I've been single for a while now because me and my Gf broked up before I joined the server. Well, it was a good experience, it made me realize how to really choose who you lay your heart with. So I'm not here because I wanna vent about my relationship, I'm here because I've been so lonely living alone in my apartment while having a dead mother figure. Yeah, it's pretty rough being alone that's why I'm telling you guys to love the people who're so important to you because man, it hurts when you lose them and realize that you didn't love them enough"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Ah sorry you have to go through all of that man, I don't really know how that feels so I can't help u that much but I do want to help u I just don't know how idk I hope that makes u feel better. I'm probably not making sense but yes if anything else is on your mind or if things get worse or something idk u can always tell us, we wanna help so yes there."}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i drank chocolate milk now ny stomach hurts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i wanna feel cared about and that my feelings matter. i feel that im always seen as the tough one bc im the one who always is used for shit and gets picked on i mean its funny depending on who says it and i can take a joke. i feel that im always the odd one out, the one walking behind or in front alone, not having that friend or best friend"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i just am so used to being that person that im overlooked"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i have feelings too but i find myself the one overlooked and when i AM serious ab myself and making smth sound like a joke its like whatever\u201d"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like no one wants to listen to me bc theyre into each others lives and im the one who typically listens"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im usually the one in the group who doesnt understand stuff series and sibling and other shit or im always the one offering my best advice"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i just wanna know why its always me that has these issues"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i feel that im heard but no one listens to me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and when i have the chance to speak my mind and talk ab me and my issues the subject is immediately changed and/or they do smth else/ignore me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i just wanna know WHY"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its been this way for me ever since i was little too and my parents dont take me seriously and i dont feel like expressing myself and shit to random ppl that say oh yeah talk to me when u want\u201d like i barely know up"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like sometimes i feel like asking am i dead to u?\u201d bc i just feel so overlooked"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry that u feel overlooked, i get you with the not having that friend or best friend, i usually have to be the one to push into the convo, i really can't say why people do what they do since im not them, all im gonna say is that maybe if you try to just sit down with them and have a convo and if they listen and change then they are true friends who listen if they don't then they aren't worth your time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There is someone for you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Youre not ugly because you cant be compared to someone who doesnt look like you because if they were to compare and ugly item to a hot item it isnt fair"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes it hurts losing someone you have loved"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Most of us have probably been there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that feeling of not being the one to be with that person but you know even tho its gonna be hard to think about it, there will be someone for you that loves you for you"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I don't really tell people about my problems in real life, but I have a lot of pressure. I'm actually a lot worse than they think I am, so I need to work harder and harder to match their expectation."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean you should go at your speed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you take your time and work on it with baby steps until you feel ready, sometimes people like rushing it but it gets done better if you take your time"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "Yeah I know that mindset"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "But honestly I don't know how to deal with 13 competitions in a month"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean did you want to do these competitions?"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I want to win every of them"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "But there're too much pressure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its ok to lose tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean have u talked to your parents that you feel pressured about these competitons?"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I haven't, but I don't want her to be dissappointed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she won't be disappointed"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I never tell people my problems actually"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure your parents wants you to do your best and they care about how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats ok a lot of people do that, but the best way to solve the problem is to talk it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bottling up your feelings will get worse if you keep it to yourself, so maybe just take your time and try to open up to your parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they do care about you and your well being"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and want you to have to choose your decisions"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "Yeah thanks"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "it'd better if i can have 10 comp"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I'll talk to her tomorrow"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "NoPoint thank you for the wise words"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im only saying what i think is best, its really you that is doing all the work and working on your problems, im just giving advice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ya just talk to her, but again baby steps are sometimes easier then going all in, from my experience is better to start opening up earlier before you feel like its normal to bottle up your feelings"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I always fix my own problems without letting anyone know, that's why I'm not as good as people think I am."}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "But yeah what you say really makes sense"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "im not god, i cant remember 20 different choreographies in a short time lmao"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "I gotta sleep now. thanks again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i do the same i fix my own problems but if u wanna talk about anything my dms are open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good night and np"}
{"username": "YutaA kid that dances", "content": "That's really nice of you! Gn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "night"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Imma stick around for a little bit and see if I can sleep again in an hour or so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg im sorry buttons, you sleep when you are tired and feel like it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm fine now, but if I just sit around in the darkness with nothing but my thoughts for too long then my mind wanders to places I much rather it didn't and I get super worked up about that for no particular reason, then if I calm myslef down one way or another, I don't sleep at all for a while:/"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Thank you for caring np:"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i really felt that man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i need a distraction from what goes on around me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and from the dark places my mind can take me if i dont"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean i guess its kinda hard for buttons not to worry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "grades are really important unfortunatley and basically set you up for carrying on and making your future. its scary. especially at 16. i wish the uk did it like america and ended highschool at 18 instead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean humans are curious so"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Imma sound like an emo: but inbetween breakdowns I just feel completly numb and I'm pretending to feel most things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "feelings matter"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and curiosity is adventure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its how we take risks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "otherwise we would just be sitting in your home doing nothing"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Buttons, you shouldnt have to have that bottled up feeling stashed away for a while only to break down over everything at once. Its not healthy. I hope you know that whatever it is that youre going through, I understand it. I understand more than youd think. And Im here if you ever need someone to talk to or just need a friend. You dont have to go through it alone. Id be happy to take some of that weight off of your shoulders."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "THIS GOES FOR EVERYONE"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im here for all of you!"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because I love each and every one of you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "otherwise we would just be sitting in your home doing nothing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint can i live my life like that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "pleaseee"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "WHYYY"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You arent allowed to do that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because youve got so much potential. And you can become this wonderful person. More than you already are."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i hate it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily, love, one day it will end. I promise you."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "why cant it end now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i wanna get out"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because you have to go through the bad to get to the good lovey"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Its just how it goes. Believe me, I hate it too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i cant get through the bad"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You can"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Youre so strong love"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Talk to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im really not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Tell me why you cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i cant take it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You are! Youre the strongest person I know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i just cant do this"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Talk to me love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont know how"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Try"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont feel safe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I know you dont love. And its not right"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Did you talk to Sam yet?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im trying"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Wipe those tears lovey. Breathe. Slowly."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And try and tell me whats on your mind. Why dont you think you can do it?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but i cant breathe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily wanna vc?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im never gonna get out of this"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You will"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You will get out of it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ill vc when im calm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "enough"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is it possibleif im able to help calm you down?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont wanna ruin anything"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "It might now look so great right now, but there is a light in all of this darkness. You can keep going. It can only get better hun."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What would you ruin?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "your not ruining anything"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Never"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "This is true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people have made jokes about me sleeping with a 13 year old"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hectorrr"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "alr ima shut up for now"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "idfk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i just"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Come on"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Talk to us. Were here for you Lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "would u like me to move you to the call with dean?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Her WiFi isnt that he greatest"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my mom did something with my phone too"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What did she do?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i have no idea"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Doesnt your grandma have it?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats what she said but i doubt it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well if you do wanna vc or need someone to talk to i am always here and will be there for you, dean is always here for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i love you guys"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yeah, were both here."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "love you too3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im still sorry about last night tho"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i shouldnt have said anything"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I dont think he knows"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and it just escalated from joking"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "he knows"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Well, thats not your fault Lily."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im still sorry about last night tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily nothing to be sorry about"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Its a trigger thing. Youve had people yell at you before, and it just triggers something inside of you every time it happens. Whether its joking or not."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea um"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i kinda"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just wanted to say sorry a million times and just try not to do anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not your fault lily, i didn't mean to raise my voice and i am really sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like i do with my mom"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You havent done anything though"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily i have never regret moments talking to you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i just kinda froze"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And thats perfectly normal"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You dont like having someone raise theyre voice at you. And it caused something in you to trigger itself. You froze. It happens. Everyone has that one thing."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "For me, its if someone raises theyre hand. I freeze and curl up."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i do it with that too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i didnt realize i raised my voice and im really sorry but i literally dont regret talking to you, you are always nice and sweet and you have done nothing wrong to me3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i love you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "love you too"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "If that ever happens again, or you freeze, or anything like that, I want you to come to one of us. Because we are here for you. And we will try our god damn best to help you. You shouldnt have to feel the way you do. Its nothing anyone should have to go through. Especially you. And you shouldnt have to go through it alone either."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you have no idea how much that means to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "seriously"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thank you love"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Of course! Its what Im here for!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cuties"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But hun, youre a 10,000/10"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "how"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no maam."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yes you are"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Id prove it to you, but you dont seem to see what I see."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea i dont get how yall think i look good"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What do you meeean?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i just"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont get ittt"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Accept it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You are, and always will be, beautiful."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre beautiful dean, inside and out"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thats you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love youuu"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i love you mooore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thats not possible!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but its trueee "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i calmed down a little if you wanna vc still im gonna check if its working"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I love you, a bushel and a peck, and a hug around the neck."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "We can if you want to"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So a few weeks ago"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My ex sent me a friend request"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I accepted"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We started talking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanted to talk to him badly all day"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But hes awlays at work"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I never got the time to talk to him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now he unfriended me again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry:"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk what's going on with him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay NoPoint"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I'm still in love with him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Even tho he made me extremely love sick"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My cousin is gonna tell if he cheated on me when we we're in a relationship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get still having feelings for your ex"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think its better for you to not talk to him so its easier to move on"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because she said it honestly feels like he cheated on you when you we're together"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh really"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wish I found something to cure my love sickness"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i can tell you something that will stop you from being love sick isnt gonna be hopping into another relationship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe a friend? just try to be close and get a friendship"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I try to cure myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But that never works out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I'm an overthinker"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just overthink on the simple things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I get angry over the simple and little things"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i understand that"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im an overthinker as well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its not fun"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah it was never that fun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that, i still kinda overthink but i try to keep calm and relax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try meditating?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i need a distraction"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I did tried"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But it never works"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nothing works for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like have u tried to do it for a week?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "This is exes?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I did tried it for a month"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I just kept overthinking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I almost overthink on meditating"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "okiii"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I might though"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ill be here if you wanna talk about it lovey"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Well, its more between us."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o you two, my bad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah its all good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so um im gonna be honest, im a pretty unreliable, im pretty disappointing and i let people down. i always think things will get better but my mindset is just like it has to be done overnight if it doesnt then i cant be helped. im pretty lost rn, i dont have any motivation to do anything, i dont have dreams or goals and im just there, i cannot even make myself smile but i just lost happiness towards myself, i dont really vent a lot cause i feel like i rely on people too much and ik its ok to ask for help but i do that a lot and feel like i need to solve my own problems and keep it quiet, im not really bottling up feelings im just dealing with it by myself, but idk im at a point where im pretty much just dead, i dont feel like good things are coming towards my life, i pretty much gave up school and never study or actually try to pass, i dont do anything in my life, and i just get these lonely moments thinking maybe its better to be in a relationship but then how can i love someone else if i cant even organize my life and i dont even try to live to tomorrow, im just at another stand still point in my life and this one is worse then any time that i had been lost, im not really look for an answer well i kinda am but ik im not gonna do anything cause im that lazy and just cant live for a tomorrow and its stupid"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Simar"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You dont ask for enough help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "how do you think youre unreliable tho?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre the one thats always there for us"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Simar, you have to explain to us whats going on in that bright head of yours. Theres something stirring."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And we cant help you if you dont talk to us"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youve got a lot of potential in life"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You may not see it, but we do. We always have."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And it might seem cliche, but theres always something to keep you going."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do talk to people or i used to a lot but i would just rely on people to fix my problems so i just started to be myself and deal with my problems on my own"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik i have potential i can see it and people have told me a lot of times"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats good that you can see it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but that doesnt mean i want to do anything eith the potential"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "What is your dream in life? What have you wanted to do since you were a little kid?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again i dont mind a lot anything in my life i just do what im told to do and dont really make decisions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i never had a proper dream"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even as a child"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all it was is what im told to do by others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want nothing"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dont let people hold you back"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You want something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you got a tiny idea? do it."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Everyone wants something in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is nothing in my mind that would want something"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Maybe not now"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Maybe not tomorrow"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But one day"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "There will be this one thing that you want to do with your life"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And you need to go for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there will be when im actually motivated and axtually want to do things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but these days i dont even deserve a tomorrow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "everyone does"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yes you do"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Everyone does"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that but im just at a point where nothing for me to do or want"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i have no motivation to take care of this family, but i have no motivation to get out, but ik its better for me to get out, im done doing shit for other people. im gonna get out. and im gonna get out for myself. no one else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "been eating less, sleeping less, having more headaches and my body been paining somehow i have been hurting myself so pretty sure im slowly dying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good lily3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im at that point as well..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but itll be ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i hope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ya i take care of myself but im leading to a point where i need nothing or want nothing, i dont wanna die but im just not livibg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "do you wanna vc?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "if i can connect"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if i can and if i do vc and talk about my problems ill end up crying"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Crying is ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont want you to cry but i want you to let everything out"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You have to let it out somehow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i do it let out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "every night i vent to myself3"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Its nice to vent to someone else as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lovey"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "if you need to get it off your chest,"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i do when i need an answer or just cannot really take it i talk to someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i was gonna delete what i said cause i do that nornally"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just let it out and delete it"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dont delete it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i do that usuallt"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yeah, but that defeats the purpose"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its there to look back on and realize how much youve grown"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i cant look back on messages i judt get upset"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you can delete it if you want im not gonna force you to do anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simar, i love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and i need you to know that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "We all love you. And we are all here for you. Every time."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "everyone here loves you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and i see no reason why someone wouldnt like you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily and I especially love you. And well be here for you Simar."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "forever and always"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im ready to drop out more than ever"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im stressing about an essay coming up and im in year 9"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "imagine year 12"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have no idea about my future"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not even any work thoughts"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "When your ps plus ends"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ooof"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Had that happen to me and I didnt have any money"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "The worst time ever"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I dont feel like I belong here. The longer I stay, the more I feel distant and uninvolved whenever I try to chat. Its not like Im trying to be uninvolved either"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "I dont feel like I belong here. The longer I stay, the more I feel distant and uninvolved whenever I try to chat. Its not like Im trying to be uninvolved either"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "Gingie relatable and I've been here an hour"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "HenryTheHoover well thats usually how all servers be in the first hour. Ive been here a week I believe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well the more you talk the more we get to know your personality"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like me I used to be in here just for the pokecord"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then I started talking in main"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now Im trial staff"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "the thing is that I do talk"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "and nothing really feels right"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It may take a bit idk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sorry I got to go school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i didnt get like fully noticed until like a month after i joined"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "a month I ain't got patience for that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im used to not talking a lot and just sit back"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "now that I can do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i would miss you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "a lot of people would"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "OLLIE"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dont you dare"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You are loved in this world"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Bro trust me, you don't want to do it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "more people than you know care about you"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "I understand because I almost did it when I was 13"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "If you talk to us, we could understand you."}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "This might sound fake, but I found God, more like he found me. He told me not to do it, and persuaded me to change myself"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I dont have a faith"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I understand because I almost did it when I was 13"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gibbgibb222 tried twice, almost worked, but eh"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Nuuu"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily honey"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Just find something you really enjoy, like playing a musical instrument or playing sport"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Lily, are you OK too?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea im all good"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Find people you can talk to."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Were here for you Ollie."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Pick up a book or something"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Reading can help to calm"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "You have any friends that live near you or something?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "watch a movie"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "a show"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u dont need a talent, you are special because u are born into this world"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youtube"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Something funny"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Play a game you really like"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Keep your mind off it"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Stream"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I have no friend to play with and I find playing video games by myself is boring"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "Go to a park or something, and just sit there"}
{"username": "Gibbgibb222", "content": "What games you got?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Watch nature do its thing"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ill try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im down to play games"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what u play on"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I play on Ps4"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what games?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "R6 gta minecraft and a bit of BO3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "mc is ebic B"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Mans got R6"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i got r6 kinda trash on console and i got bo3 and mc so im down to play i dont play much console but if im free im down to play"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "My username is BHTAutzy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aii ill add you when im free to play"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Bet"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yooo NoPoint you on ps4?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Gingie ya but i don't really play much, im mostly on pc"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I have siege and bo3 downloaded and no one to play with"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And mc"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Fat rip"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "You play siege on pc?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ok well the problem is you cant find out your sensitivity"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "on pc?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "No ps4"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "usually its just u choose one and get used to it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats what i had to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i used to play a lot of siege"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I had a friend who started siege on pc but has been playing the ps4 a lot more because he moved and his pc isnt in yet and I gave him good tips on sensitivity and he said he actually likes console siege more because he feels like he has a chance"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hes more of a casual player"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya pc siege players that been playing a little while are pretty good"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive been told on pc theres things you cant do like on console because the aiming is better with a mouse and keyboard."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like leaning without aiming"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just a lot easier to aim with a mouse then a controller"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah that too I wish we could do that. Also, mouse and keyboard adapters are becoming a normal on console so its hard to get past my normal rank I place."}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "did you know Ive been seeing mouse and keyboard adapters in silver rank and they openly admit it when I do custom games or just in casual"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its really sad tbh"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "At that point just buy a pc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean there are people who use controllers when i play on pc"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "yeah but controllers arent gonna give you an obvious advantage"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its kinda sad that they feel like they are better than everyone when they put themselves at a cheating advantage over everyone else"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Ive been called trash because I lost against an mnk but I didnt feel like trash because I actually almost won against him. It went into overtime. If I almost beat them using a controller and theyre using mnk and Im trash what does that make them?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i mean the thing is that a person that just started siege on console vc a person that just started siege on mnk pretty sure the console player would win"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "imagine getting pewpewed on"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simarrr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yeh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Anyways ima go play video games alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki im gonna go watch anime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk to you later3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "bye love yall"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "do it god damnit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "too lazy3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just gonna die3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "can i die too please"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "pleeease"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i beg of you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and ask dean that not me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you stupid3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "why dean?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "cause?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you got a reason for that?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aren't u together?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea and?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and would u hurt her?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "exactly my point"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "h u h"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ok thenn"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "when your insurance won't cover your physical therapy so you're stuck with ur chronic dislocation"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "apples are now illegal. so is yawning and sleeping on my side"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i say u dont need a point in life well i dont have a point but even then i think im just done, im alone, i cannot do anything right in this world, im actually a disappointment but people say its alright its really not, im just kinda done im broken and dont think i can rebuild and just gave up, ill live probably, but my life is basically over, idk what to do and it will stay like that forever3. maybe one day ill laugh at this and say i survived but im on the edge of the cliff and idk what im holding on to but letting go seems like my only option3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simar listen to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "letting go isnt the option"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "have you had someone that didnt feel loved let go?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its painful for the people you leave"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "very"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "very painful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its the only option3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre not doing anything to hurt yourself are you?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "the things id do to get the people back that committed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and the only reason i havent done it is because ik how much it hurts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i dont"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never felt someone close past away"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never had someone close"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre lucky"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i dont let people get close to me anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well im alone gonna stick to that3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you dont have to be alone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im here for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youve never bothered, annoyed or hurt me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dont hurt yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes i am and you know it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have hurt you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i hate myself for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i shouldnt be around people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i swear it wasnt that bad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre not gonna be alone forever"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i promise"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and youre not alone right now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i should be3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no you shouldnt be"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i love you ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i dont love me3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im always gonna be here with you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you dont have to love yourself, but you should accept yourself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "accept that i cannot do anything in this world ya already did3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youve done so much for me and everyone in the server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i have done a lot of hurting and annoying3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im not gonna lie to you right now, quite a few times you saved my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya and im grateful i did cause u have an amazing life and i see bright things in your future"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and look where it got u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "more friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and gf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ya and im grateful i did cause u have an amazing life and i see bright things in your future"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint look at all that you have, so many people love you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simar dont do anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "please"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i saw this quote"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it said"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the loneliest feeling is when everyone loves you but no one likes you3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "felt that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "phone die now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simar, please be careful, go charge your phone and come back and talk to me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "please i need to know youre ok"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dean lovey"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im scared for that as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hold on my moms gonna force me to eat then ima throw it up"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "cya in a few"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But hes strong. And were here with him throughout all of it."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "LILY"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "EAT AND DO NOT THROW IT BACK UP"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because its not healthy love"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Love, you shouldnt do that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You need to eat"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ill talk to you later babe"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And throwing it back up destroys your throat"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Its acid your throwing up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im scared i feel like simars gonna do something to himself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Lily im not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You better not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Damn it Daniel"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I swear to god I will make that trip up to you, slap you, and then hug you."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Bye lovey!"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Tuff"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "bye love you guys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "simar please be safe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Sleep has been PROPER tough recently, I think I'm quietly stressing over the fact that this place is crumbling before us and no one not in power can do anything about it, nor would they care if they realised what they were doing. Businesses left and right have started closing for good, school has raised it's bus prices to E350 a month, and quite possibly the catering prices too due to funding cuts, my family is being called into work more often because the companies are struggling... DAMN 2020 REALLY SUCKS BIG ARSE"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Big shame all this, Imma have to go to another new school if the costly problem persists so that's gonna be fun... not:P"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Buttons!"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I want food"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Cmere"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i hope it gets better love"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Daniel! Cookies! Cookies are a hunger remedy!"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Come join me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I can't join just yet, maybe inna a bit though:D"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Theres nothing in this bloody house"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Huuntii Big mood, whenever Imma home alone, I literally search the house from top to bottom to scower the snacks"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "All I have are edible brownies"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "But Im Savin those"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "im a dinsoaur"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "and a toaster oven called steve"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I hate when you keep leaving someone on read and they dont get the memo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean how would u feel when someone u wanna talk to leaves you on read"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea it hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "it does"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lowkey tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "a lot"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Makes me question my self worth tbh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "knowing that you sent something and they ignored it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Hurts. Actually, that recently happened to me."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And Im very sad"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Who did it bruv"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yes, it is."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u guys literally said it hurts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its completely fine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i get that you dont talk on snap anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dw lovey"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats bs"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "no one likes me xo vent over"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "pls editsnipe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hm?"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "oh yeah and I always get ignored"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Thats not what I was trying to say really. The person in particular Ive talked to for a while and Ive already expressed Im not into them like that but they still persistent"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Its an awkward situation so I just started leaving them in read"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u told them that u dont wanna talk to them?"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Not really I thought it might come off kinda mean"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I mean I dont mind talking to them"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "But its just every second of the day they want to talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o well that could be just cause they are bored maybe?"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya or they are just lonely"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "If there lonely I wish I could hang out with them but Im just so busy all the time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya then that could be a reason why they wanna talk so i would say ask how they feel"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Im scared Ill draw out a big conversation that will make them think Im interested\u201d in them again. I dont know how to word it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u dont want to lead them on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just say how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and they should say how they feel"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Wish me luck"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Thx"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good luck"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Yo she sent me the whole Declaration of Independence"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Its to late now"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I cant turn back"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "i nedd more alcjol"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lily JAJAJAJ NO U DONT"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "She does"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i do"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "If she can still type"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ew aspsklein"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Shes not wasted enough"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ther we fof"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Shes not wasted enough"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Huuntii fctds"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "facys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "eh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "whatver"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh my"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My ex broke my heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said he wont leave me again but yet he unfriended me again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tuhd sut"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "fycik"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im nnot gone hbe any hep"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ncm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I didnt crying over him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why what happened"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "cant spell"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wow oj"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "noe i sn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okiw"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter cnx you ecplisn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expalin"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "whatvee"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Yo bro this is starting to get stressful"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "somde"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "pleas"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "how"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "IDFL MZAB"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "JUSRV HELP"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Ima screenshot it"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "If she gets mad she gets mad"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Oh wait I cant send things here"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Big tuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "media"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "is anyone else like, so comfortable in their depressed state that theyre afraid to leave it? like i wanna get better and maybe eventually not have it anymore but im not ready to leave my comfort zone. sad times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ya i felt that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u take as much time as u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but soon u have to get out of ur comfort zone"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Jesus I really had a hold on her and I didnt even know I feel so bad now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just found out the reason why my older cousin said I'm prettier then my cousin Vicky"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "People in my family and outside my family says I look alot like her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And sometimes act like her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They say we both look very similar"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I found out why he said I'm prettier then her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He raped vicky when she was little"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm scared that I'm going to get raped"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I can now see why she stays away from him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never knew there was rape history in my family blood line"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg r u able to tell your parents?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Theu never believ me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then i want you to always stay with another cousin"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never be alone with him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "always have someone with you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm scared to be around him now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try to stay away from him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "expalin"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily hm?"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "get"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "ignored"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "you ever get that feeling where you just want to cry for hours but no tears ever come out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "All the time bro"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "good I'm not alone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Usually I cant cry until I cant take it anymore then I cry insanely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My dad just yelled at men"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanted to smell the alcohol from the bottle"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But my dad yelled at me YOU CANT DRINK THIS YOUR TOO YOUNG"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I yelled at him back saying I DONT WANNA DRINK IT I JUST WANNA SMELL IT"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "h u h"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Why smell it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Jaja"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I like the smell of alcohol"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just down the damn bottle"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im lightweight I cant be talking"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ima head out now"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lily jajajajajaj"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Legit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "4 shots was not it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "It was 35 by volume I"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I deleted my meme folder"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I had gold"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "BRO WHAAAT"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I cant get it back"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk how it happened"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im really pissed rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Smh my head"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I would be too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "IKRRR"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean sound ways idk how to help there, looks you can try maybe working out, try to improve yourself"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "yeah I do I do lots of sports"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "so that helps a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya just takes time"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "true"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "im so confused what my sexuality is and its stressing me out"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like sexuality shouldn't be a thing you should worry that much about tbh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ur still young so just go for whatever feels good in the moment yk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You probably have a lot on ur plate atm so you dont need another thing to stress about"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it shouldnt be stressful"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "think about your attractions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can always just be curious"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i still question my sexuality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take as much time as u need"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Why is satan muted"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so confused what my sexuality is and its stressing me out"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "slipknot.toad6764 honestly same its so hard"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "guys y'friend' is being mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like she saying that"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ok but like i rlly feel like i need to cry like i want to to get it out my system but i just cant like i need to but my body aint letting me what do i do?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If you still cant cry, then try breathing and or going outside"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Or not the second option since youre already outside, I assume"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "nah i came back abt 40 mins ago and im meant to be asleep now lols"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ayy"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Gn then"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i aint going bed to "}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "im going when i finish a few episodes of ttd"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So um"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ummm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "A friend of mine sent like a suicide note over text to everyone in her contacts"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont think she wil"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Will"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im tryna talk to her but she wont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wait what"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She wont listen"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Do you know where she is?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Like for sure"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "In another state bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Probably in the uhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Kitchen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Oh god"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She has a history of cuts but"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Shes been clean for months"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And now idk what to do"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Simars better at this than me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Idk if Im gonna be any help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ur fine lily"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dont rlly need help rn ig"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im doing all that i can"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She thinks that like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She thinks i hate her"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idky"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ive done nothing wrong"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Her other friends dont even care"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk anymore"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Just try and calm her down, tell her youre here for her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Get her to trust you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im scared man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I am too"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If she sent a suicide note\u201d to you and her friends, chances are shes definitely considering or already decided to do it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Convince her otherwise that you dont hate her, and get her friends to do so too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Is she responding to texts or calls?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Know her parents numbers?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Get ahold of someone like her parents"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Agreed"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cant"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dont leave her alone"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Keep talking to her"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And have someone else call 911"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And her parents"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im trying"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Whats her address?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ill call"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Just because she isnt responding doesnt mean she doesnt see them, unless the phone doesnt say your texts were received"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They arent being received"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im gonna just go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Jesus Christ"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Niko"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nikole"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Call her parents"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Get 911 on the phone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dont leave her alone"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Keep talking to her"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dont tell her not to do it. Because it only makes her want to do it more."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Just talk to her about something else"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Try and help her realize why she deserves to live"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No, thats not a good idea."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Shell only doubt it."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya, try to just keep her with you and talk to her, tell her you are there for her and try to comfort her, and ya police would be a good options if she is serious about this, otherwise all you can do is keep her distracted, and just saying to calm someone else down you have to be calm too so just try to relax yourself and take things slowly"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Do you know why she might be considering suicide, other than she feels like shes being hated?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Talk about something youve done together."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im gonna have to put all my attention to her rn"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And get the police. Describe where she lives."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so try to stay calm niko"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "No, thats not a good idea."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter this is why I dont help people that often I dont help very much either way"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Were here for you Niko."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I havent cried like this in a while"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Agreed, panic from you can lead her to panic too"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok but um"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ill talk to yall later"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter this is why I dont help people that often I dont help very much either way"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Lily yes you do. I just have classes in this sort of thing."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i hope she stays safe and i hope you are doing alright too niko"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to update us if u are able to"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Love yall"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Love you too"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bye ig"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Dont worry too much as to feel distressed yourself"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ill check in with you a little bit later. Ok?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I love you too, stay safe and I hope both of yall feel better"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So uh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Yea?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I got her to go get one of her cats"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So hopefully that calms her down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ok good"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Um"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im worrying myself to the point where i feel like actually sick"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Aha"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Drink some water, take some deep breaths"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I know that feeling"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "A little too well"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Sit down. Take deep breaths."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Shes laughing now"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Do as Knee said, and get some water"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk she thinks im funny ig"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Her laughter means so much to me im crying"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Wow so"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Yeah?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Well people are social creatures who are motivated by selfinterest"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "But me and Yazmine are just talking about cats rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "expomarker at least shes ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im glad"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Unfortunately not more people to come help, but agreed"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I haven't actually cried in a really long time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I forgot i was even capable of doing so"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Its ok to cry, love"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And remembering them means youre still human"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Everyone needs to cry. Its only healthy"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Niko, are you ok?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Breath"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Take deep breaths"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Hold it for 5 seconds"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "And release"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Repeat"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Guys she just thanked me for being her friend i feel so happy"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Breathe Nikole"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Breathe"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel worthy for once"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You are worthy"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Always"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Got it?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Maybe cause you already were"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Niko? You there?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im going to have to go now"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Okie. Remember to breathe. In. Hold for a few. Then release. And repeat."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Got it?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How do i get rid of red eyes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Splash some water on your face"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Try not rubbing em too"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I really love you guys"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ok bye"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ill get back on later"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Sayonara"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Love you too hun"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So being a human has positive and negatives. The positive is all of the cheerful moments in your life. Your happy days, and your best day ever days too. And even thoughts of your happiness and excitement. And your negativities are, your down days, your terrible days. Which we all experience. Days we all just want to end it all. Days we can remember what pain we felt. The days where we all lost it. And just stayed in our rooms, crying. Thinking unbearable thoughts. And how every mistake builds, and eventually will go away. I surely have gotten days like this. I have ADHD and paranoia, and you put that together, you get so scared that your cant even sleep. And I think of theses thoughts when at night. Which wont let me sleep. And nightmares which traumatized me. That happened for years. Same nightmare. When I was younger I wanted to be a nice looking dude, which I cried. But then they have her there downs too. There falls. And I regret many mistakes, but I know most people has those same mistakes. Mistakes are things your learning from. But then I know, that my life has a purpose. I havent seek yet, but eventually I will. And now, I am a happy person. I forget those mistakes and think positive. At school, Im the reason your smiling. And you can be that person too. Think positive thoughts. And your mistakes will eventually fade away."}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Live life day by day"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "im not making it past 18"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why:"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "theres just so much going on and today was so freaking stressful. i genuinely have no one to talk to that will listen. even my own girlfriend isnt there for me. i mean she is but its always im sorry\u201d or \u201d. ive been clean for awhile now and i almost relapsed, thats when i just kinda lost it all. ive been crying for the past two hours and reaching out to a server channel to vent makes me feel really stupid and attention seeking but its wtv ig."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I'm now a drug dealer"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk yet"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont sell them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just give them to this girl whose my friend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because shes the same as me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She needed antidepressants"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I gave her some of my antidepressants"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's been like a year that it happened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "These two other students got iss for bringing drugs to school"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was never cought"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And she told me of I have more antidepressants"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Bro chill"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told her no since they took it off my prescription list"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "What state you in"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The state that I live in or my state of my feelings?"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told me to get xanax from my therapist"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Yeah um I mean Arizona has really strict laws on drugs"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Since we both do badly have very terrible anxiety"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told my councilor of anxiety weed does help"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "That would be illegal everywhere"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told me that it doesnt exist that it's just weed"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Your counselor told you that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We even play games when I'm with her:"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "But I mean if you aint getting caught"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Go ahead"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I might get cought"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I smoke and have sold some a bit here and there but as long as you dont boast it online you should be good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Never doing it online"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I weirdly attract girls who already have a boyfriend"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Its a curse"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Very normal"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "My acne is so bad"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And its making me sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "theres just so much going on and today was so freaking stressful. i genuinely have no one to talk to that will listen. even my own girlfriend isnt there for me. i mean she is but its always im sorry\u201d or \u201d. ive been clean for awhile now and i almost relapsed, thats when i just kinda lost it all. ive been crying for the past two hours and reaching out to a server channel to vent makes me feel really stupid and attention seeking but its wtv ig."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "xluver you can always vent to me in dms"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ill always try my best to comfort and help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i get life is stressful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its better to just let it all out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u need someone to listen and help i will be that person if u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "xluver", "content": "thank you sm 33"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I think I'm now a drug dealer"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "HunnyPuppy oh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its midnight so sad times"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont really get along with my main friendgroup anymore irl"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We were playing downball at lunch today and I got out but they played it on but everyone in line insisted I was out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I was the only person they did it too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That was the only place I feel like I fit in and I was just kicked out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont really have anywhere to go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its the popular kids, the downball kids or, the kids no one seems to like for some reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know what"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think Im gonna talk to them"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Just be like me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im really confused now"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "And"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "With what I said on main"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Don't have anyone to talk to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "In"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah thats me rn"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "i might be bipolar"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "thanks for coming to my ted talk\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "i have a lot of symptoms but im scared to talk to my therapist abt it"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "actually i dont go to therapy anymore"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "it makes me remember my traumas"}
{"username": "Deniz Vogue.", "content": "um chile anyways so how are u guys doing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just realized that organs fall out of ur body when you reach old age with hyserectony"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I feel hazy, I can't sleep, annnd maybe losing another section of my brain?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm feel like there's something wrong but at the same time I don't?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe check it out?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Imma confuddling myself and it's somewhat scaring me lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "doctors?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No no, I've only been feeling like this since I had dinner a few hours ago, sleep has always been a problem for me, but my parents don't see this as a medical problem, they just think I can't sleep because technology"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Also I think my doctor's practice is unavalible at the mo... relocating for a few weeks or something"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That is if I'm even registered to the doctors around here.. I can't remember if I handed my form in"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its not gonna hurt if you check if there id anything wrong"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I haven't slept since late Sunday, but I can't sleep, and trust me on this, I do try I swear, I'm not on Discord the whole noght, I just come onto Discord to help"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Imma go disappear for a while I think, I'll see what I can do"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "KFC or Popeyes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "umm i actually never had popeyes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to have some"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never got the time to"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "popeyes"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "living by someone words is constraining u to experiencing the good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Baby"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one wants to hurt but its just life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone gets hurt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Theres more life then dead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just how humans are"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I work different"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanna start a family"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But to bad I cant find anyone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Imma just fucken have a bone marrow baby"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm a clown like that"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "S...Sadly yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats not sadly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We saved zero from committing suicide"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I was the one who made her sleep"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling happy that shes alseep now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel better about myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I do feel bad that no one came to save me when I was committing suicide"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like no one at all"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had to rescue myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No one didnt know what to do or what to say when I told them o tried to overdose"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or that I'm gonna overdose"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But hey"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel better that I saved Zero"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or as if WE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was the one who made her fall asleep I think"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or we all made her fall asleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need some advice"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Whats stopping you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats the thing"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "Bro some guys havent had there first gf till they were in there 20s"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oh heck! I have school tomorrow"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "E b r b"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Server has been inactive for 2 hours"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Bruh Im in grade 9 too and Ive only dated 1 person"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "For some people they just gotta find someone they connect with first rather than diving head in"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its better to take things slow and just take ur time instead just going straight for a relationship"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I dont expect to meet my soulmate anytime soon"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah ofc"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If I spend more then 5 months with that person it makes me feel like I found my soulmate"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I heard that relationships last for only 3 or 5 months"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Most dont make it past 3 months"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I think in America I'm in 10th grade, and I've never a dated anyone, because school relationships below 18 don't really last long usually, and most people who got together at that age and manaed to get married got in martial financial trouble, and then divorced, messily"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I remember making it past 3 months"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So if you do, is cherish it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "To bad I had to end it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wished I made the relationship last longer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I think in America I'm in 10th grade, and I've never a dated anyone, because school relationships below 18 don't really last long usually, and most people who got together at that age and manaed to get married got in martial financial trouble, and then divorced, messily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "buttons you are 11th now buttons"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Waaait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "w h a t"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "buttons you are 11th now buttons"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "NoPoint Oh yeah.. I'm old now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What are the grades in the uk?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Im confused"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I heard that if ur from 2008 you already started high school"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Youd be 12"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "uk hes year 12"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What are the grades in the uk?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Lily The grades in UK are known as academic years shortened to just years and they are always one digit ahead of american Grades EXAMPLE: 9th grade year 10, 10th grade year 11"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats 11th here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait buttons what year r u"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Ohhh oki"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "wait buttons what year r u"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "NoPoint Going into year 12 in Sept"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya so you will be 11th in america"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yuppers"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wonder what grade I am in the UK"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What year and month were you born?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "June 19 2005"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I am in 10th grade in high school here in america"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Year 10 then, going into year 11 in September ! YOU HAVE TO DO GCSESSS"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "gg"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That is what I would say if you lived in England"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Luckily, you don't"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont wanna go to the Uk"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Very very luckily"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont wanna go live there"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I heard that theres alot of acid attacks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "What about June 2006?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Well that's untrue"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The acid attack?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "June 2006? ummm same as KMMYHNt na"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeth"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "january 2004?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont have a online mom"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I only have an online dad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Whos that?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Plannedfatherhood is his name"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Mmm i see"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm in his family server tok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have an entire family"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have my other 2 kids in there"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "The acid attack?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "HunnyPuppy Yeah, we had a few feminists boarding trains across the country same group, working together over the internet that were pouring acid later found to be everyday bleach on men who were manspreading on public transport asserting their dominance as men arguably, where that meme came from"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "january 2004?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "clingy loser Same year as me, Year 11 going into year 12 in Sept"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy Yeah, we had a few feminists boarding trains across the country same group, working together over the internet that were pouring acid later found to be everyday bleach on men who were manspreading on public transport asserting their dominance as men arguably, where that meme came from"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "buttons oh"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im the same age as u buttons?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "To bad my kids father left me twice"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "If your 16 then yeah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I have kids, a wife, parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles, and a lot more"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have alot of brother and sisters online"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'm April 2004, I joined the server on my birthday without realising"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I have a death wish"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont wanna date a boy that's younger than me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I keep hearing that boys who are younger then there girlfriend cheat"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I have 4 Grandparents, 1 stepgranddad, 2 uncles and 2 aunties, two and a bit cousins, my parents and my older brother"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "idrc but i prefer being younger and not having much of an age difference if im older"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have a big irl family ngl"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Not here on discord but in real life"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "diego, lily, emily, and the other cat"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I remember telling my friends that I have cousins is russia"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I remember"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I have a huge family if we're counting my dad's uncle's and aunt's and their families like DAMN my great grandparents had a lotta kids"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My dads side of family is just 7 siblings"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And 8 kids my age"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "then immigrated here for college and lived here"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "idk my russian side there was a divorce"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "3 kids the same age as my sister and lower"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "My family has stayed in the UK and Ireland since waaayyy before BC apparently"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm half mexican"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Someone found out the earliest record of our ancestors were on the Isle of Man, a tiny island... inbetween the UK and Ireland"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But mexico does have some african blood in it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I will never escape this hell"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because mexico was also apart if slavery"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Mexico is what also freed the slaves and kept them when slavery was banned from the us"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And yet I dont see any african in mexico sadly"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "can i vent please?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "2 secs"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ok imma do it now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Sounds like Tay has something in common with someone"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "She gets attached to fictional characters as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Taylax help this mans"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "but it was the fact abt how he couldnt complete his one dream and when i asked hey can we tlk i aint feeling gd abt myself i told her she took ss's of the chat and sent them to her ates and they all called me attention seekser"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "so i think if they dont wanna help me am i rlly worth it?"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "acc im sorry for bothering u please just ignore them u shouldnt waste ur time over me"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "guys i have proof my mates have been laughing abt me and making nicknaes abt me what di i do?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ditch them Im ur mate now"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "they r all in my tutor thp"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "so i have ligit all lessons w them"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Just avoid them as much as u can"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i will try but my only real friend is moving away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Danni 3 i understand this fully. you are not weird for getting attached to people and looking up to people and being upset when they died. the people who told you you were overreacting are wrong. it hurts when we see someone we idolise has gone. we saw alot of what his character did and what he did so its easy for our brains to make connections to characters and people even if we have never actually interacted with them. i get this all the time, like satan last night asking why im crying over mha cause its just a show. or my mother asking why im crying over a silent voice cause its not real. its not abnormal to feel this way and you are completely valid in being upset over his death."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "also if someone is mean to me i cant buck up the courage to tell them to stop or i dont wanna be mates w them cause i feel like ive let everyone down"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": " Danni 3 i understand this fully. you are not weird for getting attached to people and looking up to people and being upset when they died. the people who told you you were overreacting are wrong. it hurts when we see someone we idolise has gone. we saw alot of what his character did and what he did so its easy for our brains to make connections to characters and people even if we have never actually interacted with them. i get this all the time, like satan last night asking why im crying over mha cause its just a show. or my mother asking why im crying over a silent voice cause its not real. its not abnormal to feel this way and you are completely valid in being upset over his death."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Taylax that honestley made my day he ligit was my idol i wished i was his friend and his death impacted a lot on me and im learning how to switch realites and when i do imma hug snape cause i honest;ey love him"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "over whos death"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "gran torino?"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "alan rickmans"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": ":o i wanna learn how to do that to or at least lucid dream so i can hug all my fave anime characters cause i honestly simp over characters with loads of trauma and they deserve hugs and cuddle"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " gran torino?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Jackie bro"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "im ligit having to cover my mouth so my parents dont wake up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if you just gave me an mha spoiler ima eat your kneecaps Jackie"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "IM NOT DONE WITH S4 YET LMAO"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "STOP"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "shig or whatever"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i will mute you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "stop talking"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "talking."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i wanna learn how to do that to or at least lucid dream so i can hug all my fave anime characters cause i honestly simp over characters with loads of trauma and they deserve hugs and cuddle"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Taylax do switching realities its much easier and all u need to do is make a script and be relaxed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Taylax do switching realities its much easier and all u need to do is make a script and be relaxed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Danni 3 yeah ive learned a bit abt it i just need to learn all the methods and try a few"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "my mate did it and lets say she went the next step w draco if u know what i mean..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my mate did it and lets say she went the next step w draco if u know what i mean..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Danni 3 :O"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "yeah we do the raven method"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "yea..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "wait so i can peg levi fr?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hold on"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i need to proccess"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i can peg levi..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "brb in shock"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "so much for 100 SFW smh"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "yea my mate said its just like the show or movie"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "u decide what happens tho"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "IM SORRY BUT HE JUST GAVE ME AN MHA SPOILER"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "IM NOT EVEN DONE WITH S4 OR WATCHED ANY MOVIES OR OVAS YET SCREEE"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "someone give me a harry potter movie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "umm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "chamber of secrets"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my fave hp ovie is prisoner of azkaban"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "oki imma do poa cause of draco"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ok so tomorrow imma go into the poa reality"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "anything u want me to say remeber they dunno they r in a movie they think they r normal humans"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "or witches/wizards"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "goblet of fire"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i did that one today"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i beat up pansy"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "and stole hermiones date:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "it was funny"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i love to make trouble"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean sounds fun"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "i threw my heels at ginny cause she was laughing at me"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "u know u gotta be a savage"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "my mate did it w draco..."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "she went to poa i did gof"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "omg wait what happens if i make snape survive in deathly hallows"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": ";00"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I still feel so alone"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "k"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "you really broke that one up mate huh"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "anyways my callus comments aside"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "failing is part of learning"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "in both life and love"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "no one ever marries their first crush"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I started my first relationship all wrong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It taken me over a year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But you get over it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "never dated"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i get shipped a lot w my guy bff that ive grown up with"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "bc of this one incident"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its annoying when someone goes to ship when you are really good friends with someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or when people say that you should date someone"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah fr"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i went to the movies w him bc he wasnt trusted home alone and his classmate had a birthday party and he wasnt invited and then they all said we went on a date"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That must have been annoying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "why do people pretend to be your friend?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean it could be just ya they toxic or they are just like lonely at school maybe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause i have friends only at school and friends outside of school"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "i spilt my chocolate milk:"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yooo im actually gonna cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i feel terrible"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "i know its so bad"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "it was like the last of it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no one should go through that pain jackie"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "think imma go take a walk...\u201d"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": " ok maybe that was too far"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Okay whats going on Mellow"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Have you spoken to an adult about these feelings"}
{"username": "Mellow", "content": "I'm so tired of living..."}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Tell an adult honestly you need to tell someone who can get you help"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Those are really serious thoughts"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "1"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "Talk To Someone Now: Lifeline"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Theres also Youth help line and 7cups of year those have helped me"}
{"username": "Jackie", "content": "Youre looking for professional help. We arent professionals. Im sorry but any advice we could give you could be harmful"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "i want my yellow color back!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lmao i love how you put this in vent"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "cause im venting about my color"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "heh"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "im"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg i feel u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "True"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just be purple then"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Problem solved"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "whats up lovey?"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Whats up? HunnyPuppy"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "IM A FAT ASWELL I GET WEIGHT SHAMED ASWELL"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I WANT TO BE SKINNY BUT BEING BIG IS BETTER"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It makes me very insecure when I see a slim thick girl"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "BEING A BIT CHONKY IS BEAUTIFUL"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "ITS BEING HUMAN"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I also want my thickness to still he here with me"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "being skinny is overrated"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Being chunky is where its at"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I used to weight 203 pounds"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "How much do u weight now?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm now 175 pounds"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "how long did it take to lose 28 pounds?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like a whole school year"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Just keep on pushing towards you goal"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Of whatever it is"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want weight loss surgery"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Turn a whole school year to half a school year to lose that"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "weight loss surgery leaves scars and stuff"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if I get scars"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wanna be skinny"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "being skinny isnt even that good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Be happy with how u are"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I keep getting fat shamed by my dad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm not happy with myself at all"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "How old are u?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "15"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You've never seen me"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Ive seen you send in selfies"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Your beautiful"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I dont have the self love to do that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know how to love myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "To love yourself you just need confidence in yourself"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "And believe that you can do anything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn but u cant be thicc without a love handles and a tummy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you wish to be thicc without those its unrealistic"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "facts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and thats why im"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "insecure"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I love tummy and love handles"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "They cute"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Fr tho they are"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oo"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Poggers"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "whats up love?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im actually concerned"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i can definitely imagine that being traumatizing..."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I think you should talk to an adult irl and get some help"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "omg im so sorry"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Look Im here too talk if you need it"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "but its clearly something that causes you pain now. just because it happened years ago doesnt change how it is bothering you now."}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Of course were here to talk and listen but im not sure we can help you the way adults irl can"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im here if you wanna talk about that too"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "we can only help so much, were here to lend an ear but none of us are professionals im afraid. id really encourage you to seek help from a psychiatrist and therapist if you can."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just to be safe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i can"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "i understand if you are unable to see someone, but do try to find an adult you can trust with this."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I can as well"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I know the feeling"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "and theres no blame on you for not being able to do anything."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i would if i were you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "probably a good idea"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ok dont lay down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "that never help me tbh"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just sit on your bed"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "or something"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no dont be sorry"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "theres nothing to apologize for"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you have nothing to be sorry for"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "and sometimes we all feel lonely"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Zero no need too feel alone"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Im here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ill be here for you love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "facts"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Im not going too be happy again"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But if you look at the bright side at least you had a boyfriend"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "So theres a chance you might get another"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "then he didnt deserve you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Ah yeah"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Im"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Not"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Nice one Gingie"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "No honey it wasnt"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "You have meaning too people"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Nice one Gingie"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter nice what?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And Gingie that wasnt very helpful"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "sorry"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "As in, sleep?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You should try resting"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "You can talk too me just please Im here for you and all of you"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Yes you are more then me"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Like we are for you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "always"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Dont"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Its trash can not trash cannot"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Shut up Jack"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "Its trash can not trash cannot"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "NotSouls"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "I cant be loved with out feeling sad"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "got u"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Fr tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "homies..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "move along back to chat"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "like you 2'd depresso"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "wasnt 4"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but 2"}
{"username": "speedynate", "content": "someone drag me in again plz"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "And Im me and me is a reck"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Look Im just a person who loves to lead yall to a treasure I cannot have"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "Zero you are loving but some times dont dig down please stop just lead on"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "I want to start getting into anime"}
{"username": "Huuntii", "content": "But its idk how to even approach it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u got netflix start from there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i started from my friend showing me fighting videos"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "or use websites but some of them have pop ups"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "but if ur gonna start id start on something simple like bnha or like something short but if u like different genres u could ask or find others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe seven deadly sins its like 3 seasons but its 4 on netflix"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Whats this youre talking abou"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "About"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "I don't need to be anyone favourite's person"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you realise you made them better for someone else"}
{"username": "meat bag", "content": "hit me in the face with car"}
{"username": "Kris ,", "content": "in all honesty, the better solution here is for him to move out and get distance between his emotionally invasive family"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya its better to just have a distance until his parents cool off"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lyrics?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean who in specific left you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "your ex?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I feel like I dont fit in anywhere and Im jealous of the people around me cuz I see how they r successful in their lives while I just realized I have trauma from my past"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what happened love?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I realized that all my friends r closer to each other and that in the friend groups Im in I cant call anyone of them my best friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i get that, and its ok to feel like that"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And at the same time Im trying to get a hang of my life since everythings just chaos"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just let it go"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "if theyre not gonna help you with anything they arent worth it"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "The thing is not that they r not there for me the thing is that I dont feel like I can talk to them about this stuff cuz when I feel like im close to people I feel like I cant talk problems with them cuz of my old friends leaving me for being to depressed all the time cuz I had a traumatic experience"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And everything is just wrong rn"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im in the middle of a storm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry jojo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Hey jojo i get its hard to talk about your problems and since u had issues that made it worse, ik we aren't close but i consider you as a friend and would always love to talk to you and my dms are always open if u wanna talk about anything and i get its hard to open up but i will be waiting until u are comfortable with opening up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it does take time to reach out and open up but once you past those baby steps it will feel so much better"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "nopoint u r the nicest person on here i swear"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That just makes my blood boil and I never even saw Black Panther, it's just common sense!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "okayyy...?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I dislike people"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "In specific"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "That one"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But its fine"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "YOU DISLIKE THE CELEBRITY THAT DIED?"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "?"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON IS BACK"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "LET ME TELL U ABOUT BRAXTON"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON LIKES PUBG"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON SENSES A BANNED MAN"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No need for caps kid"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "no need for a circumcisions kid"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "uh"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i feel like this is a banned alt account"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "me?"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "if you are not going to respect the fact that a man who was beloved by many sadly passed away, then you will be either muted or banned depending on the severity."}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i think braxton is sus"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "K BAXTON is ok with that starting now"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "i feel like this is a banned alt account"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "clingy loser yea fr"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Mb"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "k check logs then if u so confident"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "pick fights?/"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "hehe BRAXTON LOVES FIGHTS"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "!snipe"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "sniped"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "I LIKIE ICELAND"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Picking fights is not allowed on this server either, do not fight here, thank you"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Why they keep talkin bout themself in third person like im fr worried for them rn"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON likes to beat the people up"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "ban? lmao im not5 on his side but specify"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im not tryna be mean so ima just stay outa this channel fo a bit"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTONS ONLY FOE IS JAKE"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "Please take this outside of vent as this channel is actually meant for serious discussions and yknow, vents."}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "JAKEY BEATS BRAXTON UP"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "h u h"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "this is a reverent discussion"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "THAT IS SERIOUS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oh god"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "i"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "ii"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "BRAXTON hey bro are you doing ok"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "We can talk if you want"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im being serious"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I usually have time on my hands and my dms are open"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON IS FINE"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "he is fine what is there rto worry ab"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "noir says they have a personality disorder"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "he is fine what is there to worry ab"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "CJ021 im just confused why are people like this"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But maybe its just an odd game they're playing"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just to get a reaction from peopls"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "what happened to/"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "he got banned?"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "BRAXTON WANTS TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO/"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "A personality disorder is def a big leap to assume"}
{"username": "BRAXTON", "content": "OR U WILL BE MY OPPONET THIS SUNDAY AT NO WAY OUT"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I have experience with DID I'll catch on if there's a problem"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "But other than that, we are best not to assume"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "what happened to charles1x"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "There isn't anyone on the server called Charles1x"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "yeha he got banned"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "idk why tho"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Oooh wait no no Charles1x is/"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "pls snipe"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I'm gonna vent tf out on this channel."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "So in my personal experiences with a long distance relationship it is a very hard thing to keep going. Like I dated this one girl for 23 months and things had always seemed fishy so I never fully committed to the relationship, I found out that she texting other guys and I instantly dipped, tbh I felt like an asshole for so long but after time I realized it wasn't worth it. I personally think that looking for an actual girlfriend is the best option"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "All I've had for 2 years is long distance relationships. I'm pathetic"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "You're not pathetic"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "You're empathetic if im guessing, im just taking a guess but do you easily get attached to people and get sad when friends leave?"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Yup."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "All the time."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I have attachment issues."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "See im the same way"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Sometimes when im playing games with people online I get sad when its over because I will never meet them again if they don't add me"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Tbh i really dont know how to help it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Same, my parents were druggys and alcoholics and I was never actually loved"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "It tore me whenever I was told she was gonna give me up as a kid"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I was told that I'd be given to another family, when I was 12 y/o. By both of my parents."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yep, that tore a hole through me"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I think I just attach to people to fill that void even though I know I will probably be left"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I havent been in a actual relationship ever but I do feel like having someone to talk with and love would be nice"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Once you find that person, make sure she feels the same first, then you tell her."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I've made the mistake of reversing that rule."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "But if course, I'll never find someone. I've looked, and stopped looking."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, I have a girl I am really into but she's always hanging with another guy so it hurts"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Get her attention. Do something out of your ordinary."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Well I would but I'm more of the quiet type unless I'm with my close friend group"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "As am I."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Just be you, and go up to her and talk to her, if she rejects you I hAvE a BoYfRiEnD just reject her back like you're not as hot as you think you are"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "It'll eat her alive."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I know for sure she's not that type of person, she would be sure to shut me down nicely"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "She is caring"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "That's good. At least she's a good one."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, I talk with her occasionally over text but we never really talk in person"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I've learned to be mean, because I've dealt with some mean bitches in life."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Talk in person, it'll mean WAAAY more."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I'm not mean all the time. I'm actually the opposite."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, it will take some practice"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Ask for help from a friend who's a girl."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I probably could"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "There's a start. And probably your best way to approach the situation."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, my approach was wait until senior year and ask her to prom"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "But I'm scared she will be dating the guy she hangs with a lot"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Then ask her to hangout with you, now go do something with her and listen to her. Let her talk, but you make the decision on where to go and what to do, but ask her stuff too, and give her a choice, but only give 2 options."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I've suggested hanging out but she always ask if the other guy can come, i think when i can get a car ill offer to take her to dinner one night"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Can you drive now?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Not yet"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Ask her out to dinner, and tell her that guy cannot come."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "But next week I can"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I'll ask her if just her and I could go out to dinner"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Yes. That, but say it like I'm going to dinner and I would like you to join me. And insert name here cannot come"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Alright, I'll definitely do that. And i live in a small town so it will have to be a small local restaurant but thats fine with me"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "That'll work. Make sure you pay for the whole thing, if she offers to pay, still pay."}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Make sure to have enough money for you and her to go do something after that, like idek..."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah she is like that, whenever there was a fair we both went together and payed for the tickets when I was doing something"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "She sounds like a really good person."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "She really is, she's smart, cute, and a genuinely good person"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Catch her if you can."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yep, im trying to play it slow right now"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Yup, and just be calm"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, my nerves are a lot of the time jumpy around her so I try to be calm"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "You heart races, doesn't it?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yep, and it gets hard to form sentences"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Just stay calm, and compose yourself. Tell her that you like her, at some point, probably later in that evening. Just chill out and talk with her, be real with her, but not to open or revealing. Let her guess and make her want you."}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Yeah sometimes"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "so you and I are in agreement"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yes we are"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "welp imma go die have fun with the rest of your life give everyone my regards"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk what its called"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "It happens sometimes you get the bad ones"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Gives you trust issues when you get one tho"}
{"username": "Windnut17", "content": "are you american?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No im british"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "And so is slip"}
{"username": "Windnut17", "content": "Whos Slip?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Person who is typing"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "she also shrugged and tutted at me"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "ALOT"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Spilling a drink is literally an accident how are you meant to even try control that"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "no clue"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "i also was dancing on the rug and he told me to get off the rug and i did and then he beat me for getting off the rug"}
{"username": "Windnut17", "content": "its technically your fault but he shouldnt of done that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its technically your fault but he shouldnt of done that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Windnut17 excuse me what?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Wtf"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait isnt slip Australian or did she move"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Why is that?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Stop."}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "Wait isnt slip Australian or did she move"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "Gee im bri ish hehe"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Thats literally victim blaming"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "You dont say that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Ever"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "How was it ever gonna be their fault?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Like how?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "She spilled a drink. Literally an accident."}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "i cleaned it up aswell so like how it was a problem i will never understand"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "OH MERRY 30TH OF AUGUST"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Good morning"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i put off doing my essay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "and now i have 2 days left"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "until we submit"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "no lessons to work on it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "AND we have more work from other classes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "why do i have to be so stupod"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "YOU GOT THIS GEE JUST WORK REALLY REALLY HARD"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im in year 9 and i cant do my work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "imagine grade 12"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "If you need me to mute you from the server for the next 2 days so you can work I can"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Give you less distractions"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "no its fine"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i dont usually use discord on pc"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Okay, if youre still far behind after tomorrow Im gonna mute you for a day so you can focus"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "okay thank you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Of course, I firmly believe in you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "well i dont believe in me but thank you"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "TAKE ALL MY BELIEF OKAY"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "TAKE IT ALL"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "have to sleep but if you need anything feel free to reach out"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "You got this, you really do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "you better \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Try to split it up into smaller sections and it might make things a bit more manageable and I will"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i will try"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Yeh?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i will use the wise words of yoda"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Indeed indeed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "did that not work?"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "why is it link"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "probably"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Pffft if it isnt itll usually make it a link"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "well now it isnt working at all"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "do need sleeps, goodnight honeybee, if it works just dm me Yodas wise words"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Try not to, and of course"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Goodnight/good day"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "goodnight betty"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "its nearly night for me but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now Ive been reminded about other work I forgot about"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im doing it again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i keep overthinking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "read my messages from"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "you will understand"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk why Im telling you people this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dunno if I have it but I get embarrassed really easily and I find it hard to talk to someone without stuffing up my words"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "ugh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "okay im genuinely scared my charger was having a seizure so i went to get my mums charger and she walked in and said thats my dildo charger UGXITZITSUTSTSYOYSOUTSUSIT9YTS8YTS8TYD8T8TD8YD8YD8TDTS77TD7TDY I WANT TO DIE IM SO SCARRED FOR LIFE"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "slipknot.toad6764 NO"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "RUN"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "GET OUT"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LEEEAVE"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "LMFAO"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "IM PLANNING TO"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "IM PACKING"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "not that type of packing "}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "BUT PACKING MY SHIT UP"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "packing"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "lesoka"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "or hevi?"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "IDFK HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "DOES SHE MEAN VIBRATOR CHARGER"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Dildos dont use chargers tho they are just hard rubber or plastic idk"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "StopTheEwo you can get dildos that vibrate lmao"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "fancy"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "posh dildos"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "lmao what"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "StopTheEwo you can get dildos that vibrate lmao"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "Taylax yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats stupid that people dont understand that we are all humans everyone cries and gets hurts, they probably cry too but think its better for them to make fun of but honestly crying just means you are letting it all out and not just bottling up the pain ehich will make it worse"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "soo true"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeds"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "and boys are supposed to be strong"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "yeah ikr and you're to be good at sports and everything like that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "if anyone's up for big sad talks i'd love to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u wanna have a big sad talk?"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "kinda do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "would u like to talk about ur sad talk or someone elses"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "anything goes"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "sharing big sad is cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then do you have something on ur mind thats bothering u?"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "i kinda do. uhhh is it okay to talk about mental illness here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes its fine, you can talk about anything u like or want to talk about "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u rather not say it here we can always go to dms so im not gonna force you to do anything"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "ok neat. so i have bipolar disorder and now it's a depressive episode for me so i kinda feel really down. i used to draw and all but rn i don't have energy to even get up and shower. also this year i've lost all my friends and ppl that could actually just yk interact with me so i'm completely socially deprived. i has a few kms attempts too and lots of sh but now it's getting better ig, replace harmful stimming with smth else. so it's been rough this year. and i kinda do not cope rn. like i've been having lost of self care recently and i almost managed to feel alive? dunno how to describe it. but now it's all going back, like i've done nothing. i feel helpless and drained. and i really dunno what's gonna happen tomorrow when i get back to society and studying, it kinda freaks me out. so yeah. things r hard. life's too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im really sorry u have a rough year and im gonna be honest there will be worse but that feeling u got that feeling of feeling alive isn't impossible cause u felt it right and there always will be a way to get back to that feel, you will jump as high as u can feel it for a moment then get back down but that just means u know that feel and are able to go back to that feeling"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "thanks bud"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always gonna be saddness in life but the way we know the feeling of being happy and knowing that u felt it makes it even more that u want that feeling, ik this is kinda confusing cause now idk what im saying but all im saying if you know what you want and that feeling ik u can get through hard times"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "it's kinda getting harder and harder to distinguish the feeling of being alive or happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i understand but you always gotta keep trying"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "yep i do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there will never be that you can't be happy, there is always a chance even if its small still a chance to be happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "to feel that special thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its different for everyone so i can't say ik it"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "hopefully i can find it again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ik what it feels like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik u will find it "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i believe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you are strong"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "thanks:,"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "it means a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anytime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always nice to have a smile on someone else"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "naw u so cute"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "so do u have anything to share? i'm here to listen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean since you shared, im ok to share"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so even tho my problem is just minor, im always going back to the feeling of loneliness and like people expect me to do a lot and want me to be the image they are thinking of and i always try to follow and do what others tell me cause i don't wanna be a disappointment again and i just lost the feeling of wanting something its like i don't know what i want anymore, im not really best shape physically been having some problems and mentally i always try to stay strong that im special and able to get through but just break out and feel like im not gonna move on from the feeling, and idk just kinda lost but im doing fine, just having some mental issues i think nothing serious probably just stress or idk, physically probably just cause im lazy and lost the motivation to do anything but im coping ig surviving would probably be better word"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just feel like i should never be not ok and just stay happy which i try to, just get those depressing moments but ya idk my unique life isn't really unique, a lot of people know what they want and work on it, i have potential to be great but just waste it cause i don't have goals or want anything, my sister she is awesome always study and working on me and i just be lazy and don't care, i feel like shes older then me and ik im smart at times and actually try i can do stuff but idk i don't want to try i just rather give knowledge i have to my sister and im not really going anywhere in life so ya"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "i mean no human being alive is always happy. like legit. allow yourself to be sad or depressed because it's natural. it's okay to feel off. we all do. and comparing problems should never be a things because yeah ppl got worse lives out there but it's your life and it's feels bad. also looking at other people's achievements doesn't really help a lot. take a break, make up your mental health and then maybe try to start creating goals. if you feel like life's failed it's actually not. i'm an adult and i'm like really unsuccessful among ppl my age. but i don't really care. life doesn't end this fast and someday i'm gonna be successful too. and you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you3"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "u welcome hun"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "I miss her soo much rn"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Gee hows the essay going?"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "is it bad that I'm like pushing myself away from everyone days before school starts and I don't feel bad about it, like I actually find it better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not bad for doing something that makes u feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u feel like being alone is better rn for u then u do u, then when the times come go out and find new friendships"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "it's Wierd bc yeah I like being on my own and not have to worry about pier pressure and everything but then I get sad when I see people having a party or something and not inviting me so like idk"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "tf kii?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HenryTheHoover i get that feeling, sometimes u just gotta go in and see what happens cause sitting back doesn't really help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "well this isnt good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "my essay is due in 2 hours"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i know thats a lot of time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "but i dont believe i can do it in time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im gonna fail everything next year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "im in year 9"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "and im struggling to write an essay over the course of 1 week"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "we are supposed to do 3 essays in 3 hours"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i hate this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "FUCK"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I NEED TO CONCENTRATE"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "?mute Gee 1 hour"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "im gonna fail everything next year"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "Gee Gee youll be fine I know its stress full but just lay back and listen ya know?"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "all the classes I got in were hell"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "Pure chaos"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "And I bearly even listened yet I passed. If a retard like me can pass youll be fine"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "I can help if you need help with it"}
{"username": "Ayano T", "content": "As long as it aint maths"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "HenryTheHoover i get that feeling, sometimes u just gotta go in and see what happens cause sitting back doesn't really help"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "NoPoint0004 thank you I'll try doing that"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "peachfizz"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "SHE SAYS HOLA COMO ESTA SHE SAYS KONICHIWA"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "GET OUT"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "SHE SAYS HOLA COMO ESTA SHE SAYS KONICHIWA"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Please stop venting in the venting channel thxs"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "umm ok, ill vent in chat then"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "agreed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Ik him irl aswell... i just realised i cant vent here now without some of my friends seeing which was the main reason i vented here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u can always vent in dms, my dms are open"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "aww how nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean u can always vent in dms, my dms are open"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint shsundd awe thank you sim"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint shsundd awe thank you sim "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax \ufe0f"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Taylax yea, unless your venting about me, i don't actually care"}
{"username": "High", "content": "You should know this"}
{"username": "High", "content": "U big bafoon"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Hense the fact I have not looked back in this chat"}
{"username": "High", "content": "About to call no point a simp but it is in their roles so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya a simp for helping out nice"}
{"username": "StopTheEwo", "content": "Neither is showing respect"}
{"username": "riley!", "content": "kids found out about the word and wont shut up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "High", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Unless our lord and saviour Jesus Christ comes and saves me"}
{"username": "High", "content": "I think I might have to"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Taylax yea, unless your venting about me, i don't actually care"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "High i mean its not that. its more i dont want you guys to know abt alot of stuff i talk abt and used to in here. i find it kinda awkward when you then have to face them the next day after they know abt your most recent mental breakdown"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Goddd"}
{"username": "High", "content": "U need bigger things to worry about lmao"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Then about I might see a rant you made"}
{"username": "High", "content": "I can leave if u wantTaylax"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "chill"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no you are fine i can go in dms or just delete my vents after, i havent even vented in awhile since ive been generally okay recently"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Do you have anyone else in here? Taylax"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "phoenix, ren and luka"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "High"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "High", "content": "K"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Interesting"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Ima go with what I think you meant not what you actually said and leave it, I just won't go in this channel ez fix"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Taylax"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Go to sleep"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Its like 1am"}
{"username": "High", "content": "School soon"}
{"username": "High", "content": "You can not be having these late nights"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "its 6:50 pm actually"}
{"username": "High", "content": "It's actually every.30"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Pmam"}
{"username": "High", "content": "This is venting"}
{"username": "High", "content": "Don't look into it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its like 1am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "High i was up till like 6am yesterday lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i am going to bed in a few tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Halp"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Whats this channel for"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "for"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Venting"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It says vent bruv"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "What does that mean"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "venting"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Ahh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Well I accidentally ate a pancake"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "How was that an accident"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Just idk"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "were u forced or sumthing?"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "I just wanted to get that off my chest"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Alright man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sucks"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "good for you?"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Chomperaki", "content": "Alright cya guys"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "h e l p a h a h a h a"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bong water"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "moans"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No but actually help"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im really bad at rejecting people and i wanna stay friends"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And its quarantine so like"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They feels prolly fake"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ha"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea i did"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk bro i think i might just drop them entirely"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "They being defensive now"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I'll live"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sorry"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "yea cut them off"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But thats mean"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ahhh"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "no its not"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "of their being fake then just do it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "drop the toxic"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it may seem bleh now, but its definitely the right move"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Alri"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "i was feeling the same way about my ex before i broke up with him, but trust me itll be worth it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What is wrong with me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I never think before I do something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And it always turns out bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone makes mistakes, just gotta learn from it, try to take ur time don't rush things"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have had this problem for ages though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "As I kid I always made the wrong decision and now when Im asked to pick something I can never decide"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And when I do I feel really guilty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok there really is no wrong decisions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we just make decisions we regret"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u just gotta go with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "regretting it does nothing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like for my birthday few years back i was with my nan and she was getting me a present light and she wanted me to chose so I didnt chose the one I like I chose the cheaper one and I know that was good but mum said why did you pick that one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you know what u did wrong now just remember that for next time, even tho its been a problem for awhile u have the power to change it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "She says hola como esta She says Konichiwa"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ive had the problem for so long that my parents are grounding me if I say Im not sure when they ask me to chose"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Which is very annoying"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Choose randomly"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Once I didn't study for a test, then I started randomly deciding the answers and I passed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That creates unnecessary stress"}
{"username": "Allison", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well I dont like talking in front of people even friends and I always stuff up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So any extra stress is bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "CJ021", "content": "Gods plan"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont think wishing someone was dead is a good thing unless they are reallly bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im sorry about whats happening to you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hope it gets better soon"}
{"username": "Homeless", "content": "I just Pissed myself"}
{"username": "Homeless", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "good for you?"}
{"username": "Homeless", "content": "Venting"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "MUDAE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have no one to talk to in my family"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The one that I talked to the most is going to be muted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wait wait wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im confused"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She chose to be muted"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And she said it hurts your vocals if you do it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I told her ehy you doing it?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She said shes been thinking about doing this when she was 8"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "w h a t"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And she told me to not tell my or her family about it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Why would she"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats just why"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Ye ah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u can still talk to her just that she isn't able to speak"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And shes gonna tell some of her friends about it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I can still talk to her through text just not on voice"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but why does she wanna do it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thats so confusing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "frfr"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Theres no benifit"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like shes gonna do it just to do it?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "she said it hurts too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "whats the point"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk yey"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yet"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Some people often choose not to talk because they either prefer not speaking or they do it as like.. a way to prove that they can do something and have control"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But yeah you can still talk to her and she can write out responses and hug you and be there for you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah but I wanna have it om voice not on text"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Maybe see if she can get a tex to voice thing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Good news"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She was still able to talk to me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She just said she will start it from tomorrow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But she got her phone privileged away for a month"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay I was able to study with her actually"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "I feel so sad and alone and I don't know how to exactly express it in words, but I generally don't feel like anyone gives a fuck about me anymore compared to my life before COVID, before everything. That's how I'll divide everything in rn, I just feel so tired, lonely and ik I shouldn't need to constantly connect with others to be happy, but it doesn't help feeling nonexistential and purposeless. I try to VC with people and I get constantly ignored these days, I post artwork on twitter and only get 2 likes after 24 hours, while I tag a lot out of it, while I see other tweets get 15 likes in 2 minutes. I go on instagram and see my irl friends like my other friends' stories instead. I post so many stories about my day out but I barely get anyone dming me, except like one person who I find kinda tiring to reply to all the time since he probably won't accept the things I constantly do and I post artwork in a discord server I'm active in but nobody gives a shit about it. Idk if it's because I expect so many likes but now I get nexttonothing and irl I'm just an unattractive asian dude that everyone will just constantly ignore because I'm different."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel you and im gonna be honest, everyone is happy cause they have other people in life its just how people work, you just havent found those right people that will make you happy and enjoy ur life, you are still young and have a long way to go and there will be many chances of every thing life isnt over, you seem like a very nice and sweet person and people here are very nice and accept all and we have an art channel so if u like to post ur art here u can, people comment on the art work and its always positive, we are a community that talks to each other and try to include everyone so you can always just talk with us"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "yeah im the same there, i usually get left out but putting heaps of stuff on your story may feel good but for other people it can be really annoying"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "So much to read"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "Thanks guys, yeah I know I'm young but I guess being at home constantly keeps me feeling existential, I turned 21 last month so I feel like I'm aging quick, even though I didn't feel this much when I was 20. I constantly just get scared that I haven't done much in life and I'm gonna regret everything I've ever done when I'm older. Constantly serverbouncing to find a community is proof of that , but sure I have a few friends but not when I need them mostly."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "toad 3 get I got the sweaters I just need to mail it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok there is gonna be a lot of things happening in ur life all the time, its just how life is, i don't think u are a burden i don't ever think anyone is, if people want u there then u aren't a burden just cause u do nothing doesn't make u a burden"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's also a note so open up the paper and read ehats inside:3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But the problem is I need to go to the mail store and have them mail it to you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I dont have the red flag from my mailbox because it got stolen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm gonna just have to send it through mail stote"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "It's also a note so open up the paper and read ehats inside:3"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "HunnyPuppy OOO YAY"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy OOO YAY"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "toad 3 but I also have to remove it and add a dash of perfume to make your day better and a note;"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "thankyou so much youve made me smile today ive felt terrible"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "thankyou"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Happy to help"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You're welcome:3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want the person who would awlays check up in me to come back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "honestly same i miss him a lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But to bad that person stopped"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "we never talk anymore and every time we do we act like weve been friends for 30 minutes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It honestly made me cry when they stopped checking on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And its gonna make me cry again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Who?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i cried hard over them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Someone who promised that they will check up on me all day"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly miss that person"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Can I know what that someones name is?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "uh no sir"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know his name"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats classified information"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh ok sss sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I lost his username in my Dms"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wait what you dont know his name?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I mean their name"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They didnt tell me their gender so"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want someone to check up on me all day"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It will make me feel happy if it did"}
{"username": "ken", "content": "MI PAN ZU ZU ZU"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "So In my human life, I always compared myself to other. And thought I was Cool\u201d. Which meant I gotten bad grades. Then they got good because I didnt care what others meant, and didnt compare. Now, I compare my life to my friends. Like what would she do. And its quite frustrating. Or thinking negative thoughts when Im in Zoom. I just dont know how to not compare myself anymore."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just compare to your past"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see how u improved"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to compare, just comparing with others can stress a person a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "only person u should compare urself with is u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i say comparing is pretty shit and i hate it but i do compare myself to my past and see how much i have grown"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. I compared my self to my pass just now and it helped. How I can improve and what mistakes I have been doing. Thank you NoPoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I used to bully a girl"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Which made her move schools"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I didn't even cared"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wanted something to realise my anger at"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was being emotionally and physically abused by my parents"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I guess it got back to me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I started getting bullied when I was in 6th grade"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I got bullied in 7th grade"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I bullied him back"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "are u trying to day u wanna like apologize to them m?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I do"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But idk were to find her I don't have her contacts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nope"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I didnt have a phone back than"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Love you all"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Wha"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "gee u good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he not gonna be on for a few days"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "Yeah I'm struggling with the comparing aspect too."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "how do i distract myself"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i have misphonia and i have a lot of trigger sounds and my hearing is terrible but like i can hear things as fine as breathing"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I usually listen to music or just rain at a low volume so I can still hear what others say if they need to speak to me but I cant hear the icky noises"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i listen to music but i cant blast it and i cant listen to it when talking to ppl"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I tried it but accidentally used a butter knife so my psychotic break didnt las long enough so here I am"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Huh, for me its chewing noises that just make me super uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Would maybe just one earbud playing music help?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "bc i tend to focus on the trigger sounds uncontrollably"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and ik i shouldnt and all but like i try not to but its like my brain is addicted to them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not when speaking to someone focus on their voice, or maybe watch a movie and just focus on their voices"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to ignore every other sounds and just focus on the voices"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "you could try writing down what somebody is saying so you have to focus on that instead?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thats what i try and do like focus on the voice but i just cant get over the noises"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it just annoys me sm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe listen to a podcast?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just sit in ur room and only listen to the podcast"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I like brutally murdering small animals helps me release stress and think about all the people Ive hurt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "podcast are fun to listen to cause most of them are funnei"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Oh!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I like brutally murdering small animals helps me release stress and think about all the people Ive hurt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Mantis why do you want to remember the people u hurt?"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If you want a podcast try MBMBAM My Brother, My brother and Me"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Well most of them are girls and I think its funny disappointing girls"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "And it helps me retain my loneliness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean wouldn't it be better to just be nice to be people to not be lonely?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Im only nice to ppl I think are cool and I care about"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Most of the girls Ive disappointed have garnered no interest from me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok well then if u are intending on disappointing them then why hurt animals?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "And I like being lonely itll make me feel better if I find someone I truly love"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean truly love can be friendship too"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "ok well then if u are intending on disappointing them then why hurt animals?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "NoPoint oh mostly bc the squirrels are stealing. My tomatoes form my garden"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I usually hit them with a bb pellet then put them out of their misery"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "And I live in a suburb btw"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "So ya I have to be a good shot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so like you kill them cause they stealing or cause u want to feel better?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Stealing mostly"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I play basketball and listen to music to feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I wanna level up so I can choose roles"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ughhh"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "So wat r u into"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wdym?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Hobbies or things u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o um mainly just listen to music ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "otherwise i don't really do anything else"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Thats cool"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Yay thank you baby"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Not sexually baby just your name"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its all good"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "How do I use the roles the emojis arent showing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can u ss and show it in media"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ur listening to roses? I used to like that song"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "How do I link Spotify?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i always have music on so its like random songs"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can put the link in media"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a hard time sleeping yesterday since it was just only me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My sister wasn't even in the room"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But she is here now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My parents picked her up from my aunts house"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I almost had a breakdown of being alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I couldn't fall asleep untill like at 12:55"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate sleeping alone it makes me feel threatened"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "awe"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Are you ok?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No I'm not okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate sleeping alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It makes me feel threatened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I have to fall alseep with a night light on and watch TV while sleeping"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't sleep alone"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I remember when I was like that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "The only way to get comfortable sleeping alone is by sleeping alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I hate sleeping alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It makes me feel threatened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It made me feel threatened when I was 5 or 4"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was able to sleep but I still felt threatened even when my sister was here in the room with me I kept seeing demonic stuff around my bed ad I was very scared to keep my hands open wide so had something to hold or make in a fist or just hold my own hands"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I needed to use the restroom which I did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But when I cake back it felt like someone was here in the same bed as me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like their were trying to comfort me by sleeping with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I liked the company but I was getting cold"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I used my really heavy blaky to cover me and it made me sweat but it didnt matter but I wor up in cold sweat when I remove the blanket off me"}
{"username": "Markus Bergland", "content": "We live in a social society"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I am mad I have smol pp"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ella you are absolutely stunning"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I understand that everyone is different and stuff but everything else about my appearance has gotten better that I hated before. Now theres just this one thing about myself that I hate. Ive never cared much more self love or being my own person. I know that if this doesnt somehow improve as I get older which it most likely wont then I'll probably get some sort of hair transplant, but until then I have to live like this"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And I know its a small, trivial thing but I just hate feeling subpar"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Thank you simar and dean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tell me 10 things u love about urself"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Not much physically except my hair"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Illusive everyday say 1 thing that u love about urself in the mirror for like a week"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "There isn't much to say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there so much to say"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna get a new therapist"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Since the one I have rn isnt answering my mom phone calls"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So it's been months without therapy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if u think u need therapy then thats good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it seems that I'm getting happier ot sadder without my therapy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't tell of my emotions"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I awlays get shut down everytime I'm happy or feel confident about something"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I really do need some friends that doesn't really shut me down when I get hyped"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But atleast I got better friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm happy for them for not shutting me down"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bit I just can't understand my emotions"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know what emotions I'm feeling everytime"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nervous or happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Angry or sad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't tell the difference"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm just very upset that I can't understand myself anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean no one ever knows what emotion they feel rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just whatever u feel at the moment"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah but I cant never seem to understand myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like I cant read myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like I'm not me"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Emotion stuff is hard for me"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "So I know how you feel"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "HunnyPuppy you could try getting a dictionary and looking at nervous AND happy and looking at definitions and synonyms until you get better at distinguishing them maybe?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy you could try getting a dictionary and looking at nervous AND happy and looking at definitions and synonyms until you get better at distinguishing them maybe?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Illusive okay"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "attak3 there could be Chance youre dissociating or if something traumatic happened to you, your memory could just be suffering. To try and help, you could download Lumosity to try and work on memory and carry around a journal so you can write down everything important that you want to do, and check them off when you do. You should also get fish oil pills, which help to directly improve the memory part of the brain"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "i kinda think i need to see a doctor because i think i have ptsd. i asked my mum and she just scoffed at me and idk what to do because im crying everyday and i have really dark circles under my eyes and it looks weird i also hate my weight because all the people i like are way skinnier than me and my metabolism is so slowww w w anyways there was this girl who ruined my life and just as soon as ive started to get it back together school starts and shes there and being really nice to me. my best friend has forgiven her but idk if im ready yet because she broke all trust i had of her but i feel really horrible because she doesnt have many friends because shes so horrid to everyone. her friends bullied me for self harming and being bisexual and she joined in and never stopped them. i feel so mean for not being frens with her but ive no clue when the right time is."}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "oo yay hehe"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "also sowwy for a really big para \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "first off, maybe tell another adult to help you check out if u do have ptsd, and you are beautiful for you, everything about you is wonderful and if you want to improve on yourself start ur own goals and make a change, and its ok not to forgive someone you broke ur trust, you dont have to consider her as a friend just like hang out with ur friends and if she is there either you can just hang out with them idk kinda hard to explain and ur not being mean for choosing u rather have friends over"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "help help help"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Help"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i have an issue with my online college course"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it still says i owe nothing and my friend started hers and apparently she has work due already"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "she had the same issues as me im panicking"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Well i sadly know nothing about college i wish i can help you have you tried asking around?"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "people dont like me because Im expressing myself differently than them"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "I dont know what to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "expressing urself how?"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "People dont like our Furryness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why care if people like u or not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just find people who do like you and hang out with them"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Because I want to be loved "}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "gasp"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again whos y'all"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Thats a personality trait!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not asking for ur name"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who is the y'all"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "im shawty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we are all people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "I love animals"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so do i"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "im the melody"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Like I LoVe them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i did something?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " Like I LoVe them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Big Daddy Fly and thats perfectly fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what did i specifically do"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Daddy?"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "hes never been the same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok idk who ur daddy is and i didn't even do anything so like ya"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "a weak defense"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "But I miss my Daddy!"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "corpses are tight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Mmm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk i was just watching anime and i came on to see this"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "what anime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fruit basket"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Watch us instead UwU"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "we can put on a real good show"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ew anime gorss"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wizzlebop so u hating on anime?"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "tickles"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "gasp"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u think thats right?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but people can't hate on furries?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aii"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "thats a part of who u are, not a hobbY"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk they are just questions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im aloud to ask questions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then leave"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "OOO"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "YEeeS"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "DAdDyYy"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Of corpse not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "tickles booty"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "Im 9, Borg is my sister"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im a mod so i don't encourage people doing wrong things"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "Sweet home Alabama"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "No not MomMy"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "just ban us"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "please"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "I said I was 9"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sounds like effort"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "end my suffering"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "licks nips"}
{"username": "Big Daddy Fly", "content": "caresses butt plug"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nipples"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so like who wanted to get banned?"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "Can you buy my tabi toe socks?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u want me to buy ur tabi toe socks"}
{"username": "gurglethefishpee", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "What"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya im a pretty lazy person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk i cant sleep. i should sleep early cause i have school tomorrow but im so nervy and anxious for it i cant..."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Same I'm here with you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I usually eat before I eat"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk of that's healthy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I usually drink sleeping tea when I have a really hard time sleeping"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Maybe that will help you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i would but we only have british tea and my parents are in bed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Ouh"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Try mixing the tea with sleeping pills"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like crush dem pills and put it in the tea and drink it maybe that will help"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I used to be scared of taking pills"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But not anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean best to check it out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats the best thing to do is the check it out"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it is"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but we're supposed to get our insurance cards any day and im pretty sure my mom wouldnt let me"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "at least until then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe its better to talk to your parents and see what the best possible thing to do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you ok?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry im late"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "NoPoint I'm not sure what was wrong. I just felt numb and started getting more depressed than I had been in a while."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Mr. RavenWolfe have u told ur parents about this?"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "I don't live with either of them nor do talk to them anymore NoPoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who do you live with?"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do you any adult that u are close with?"}
{"username": "Mr. RavenWolfe", "content": "Nah, I'm not really open to talking with people idk. None of my neighbors are really...talkative."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i cant use basic pain meds bbc they give me headaches"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "THIS IS THE BBC"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "is the pain still there? itll feel a bit like cramps"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it feels like cramps and then my right thigh feels like its being crushed"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its hard to explain"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i feel nauseas a LOT"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "okay try pressing on your lower right of your abdomen"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "itll hurt if you press if your appendix is inflamed"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you have?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "was it not removed?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but it was pms"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it hUrts"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "ohh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "right okay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "does the pain come in like waves"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and we need our health insurance"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like it comes and goes etc."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "extreme pain comes in waves but theres still a persistent small pain"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "this doesnt sound good im not going to lie"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you have alot of the symptoms"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if you press on your lower right abdomen it hurts correct?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "a high temperature and flushed face is also a symptom along with feeling and being sick"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "constipation or diarrhoea are ones along with a loss of appetite but what you are describing now feels very similar"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "97.2 after i walked"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont have either of those i just have tons of pain and headaches"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and nauseas"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i say get in contact talk to your parents, go to a doctor. if its nothing its nothing. but better to be safe than sorry"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "having it rupture inside will need antibiotic treatment or you risk getting blood poisoning"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i cant go anywhere thats the thing:"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im not allowed anywhere until we get our health insurance cards"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah actually considering what this is abt that might be good but also you said that these symptoms started earlier this morning for me anyways"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ive had symptoms but they keep getting worse"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i was in hospital for like a day or so and spent a day with symptoms. thats how long i lasted before it burst. how long till you get your health insurance cards?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "still you really should tell your parents. i was lucky it ruptured just before surgery so they could treat it but any later was a serious health risk. i dont wanna sugar coat it and im sorry if this worries you but if it is appendicitis and it bursts its a large risk and likeliness of dying of blood poisoning due to the infection"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "please do, i hope everything works out and goes okay 3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "no problem, stay safe satan \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "lmao no i did to i was tryna be serious but i lowkey snorted and choked on air"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if I have depression anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I still feel loney"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like no one wants me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I get really extremely bad anxiety when ever I leave my house"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It feels like a whole ton of eyes are on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it honestly kinda made me commit suicide"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I was able to survive from it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I tried to over dose"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It it only made my throat hurt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I was able to recover"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I didnt tell anyone that I tried to overdose except for my friends at school"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Do you still feel this way sometimes?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It feels like no one wants me to be around"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I know there are some people who wants me to be around them but I just feel like that's a total lie"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like everyone leaves me even I need someone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't feel alone around my pet dog"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because she awlays come to me whenever I feel alone or am alone"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Awww thats nice having a pet can really boost your spirit and make you feel alot better thats what i love about pets"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "But have you ever tired talking 2 family or freinds about this or no?"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Honestly i had someone saying that same stuff 2 me before about family if you family really treats you like that then im sorry"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Is there anyone you trust?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No oneb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Not even the adults that are parents"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Tbh i dont really talk 2 my parents about things as well reasons"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah same here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have communication problems with my dad"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "SAME"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Well atleast she sometimes listens thats show she aleast cares right?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Ajdhdhbd"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "I WAS READING THAT D:"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "well then im glad i did delete it then"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bc it was not something worth reading"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "prolly just waste a minute of your time"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Anything is worth reading 333 no worries you wont waist any of my time. If I can help someone thats my goal"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor i think ur parents would care"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Well I care about you and your well being:/"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If you need to talk im here"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "We all care abt u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya man"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "No Im not lying, I wouldnt lie nor play someone like that. Were being genuine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "exactly, why would anyone lie"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we care for you and want u to succeed in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it may take time but it will happen"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Mhm, whatever your going through theres light at the end of the tunnel. There are people walking that dark place with you there are people who relate people who comes to rescue..those are the ones who understand. There is light I promise"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im an online dude, there is no need for me to lie, i care about everyone and want to help as much as possible, i can't say i will see u in teh future but i want to help as much as possible"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Not all people are like that though"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Thats completely wrong of her dude and if its defense its not wrong"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Plead physical defense"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "What is she the type to whine her way out of everything..?"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "If so Ill have my rope and bleach ready"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "If so Ill have my rope and bleach ready"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Bee kinky"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Bee kinky"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "NoPoint I do have special treatment for those who want it.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint I do have special treatment for those who want it.. "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Bee"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor why do u delete the messages?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "because i made a mistake and i try my best to fix them and deleting the message is the only way i can fix my mistake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trust me"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Its not a mistake, nothings a mistake my guy it may be a slight incident but I mean noting is a mistake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do the same thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i vent here then delete it right after"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it doesn't help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you talking here is 1 step closer to becoming better"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Getting it out is"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "But once more we wont force you"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Feel better man.. I hope everything gets better and gets you on the right track keep your head up 3"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It would be easier to type it out than react"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "But its alright"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Damn ok"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ok well ima head to bed but not really im listen to music in a ball"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bc thats what i do best"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thats alright"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Keep your head up 3 gn sleep well love you no hetero"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Cya later man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Gn valor"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor ur not putting ur problems on us"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u put it here and we came here willing to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't blame urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we are just here to help"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nah i actually put it here to get it off my chest and for no one to see but that didnt end up well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well its better to talk to others"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not rlly bc now i have put my self in this situation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "in a situation where people want to help u?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u are never alone mate, there are many people here that want to help"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "in a situation where people want to help u?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "NoPoint yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean people care about u thats why"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "thats kinda the problem i dont want to bring people down with my problems"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i just want to get it off my chest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats kinda the problem i dont want to bring people down with my problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor ur not bringing anyone down"}
{"username": "Mrflilfli", "content": "I been dealing with depression lately and I been down I took a one day break and I feel kinda better"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "I been dealing with depression lately and I been down I took a one day break and I feel kinda better"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "Mrflilfli Im sorry to hear thats youve been dealing with that, Ik it can be really hard and no one has the same experience, Im here for you whenever you need it tho, dont feel alone"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "also Im glad the break helped"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'll get atlseast 1 hug because someone is proud of me for survive after I tried to over dose in my prescriptions, was able to take up all the hate I was getting, was able to stand up for myself when no one can, I was able to still stand up and move on when my ex left me twice, when I stopped cutting myself for 2 years now and all of that for just 1 hug so I can be proud of myself"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Ah congrats on being 2 years clean! And good for you that you were able to get into a correct mind set and help yourself"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea nice job bro proud of you"}
{"username": "jay :pleading_face:", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea i will on monday i just rlly wanna get closer to miracle the girl as when we r together we ligit have the best convos and like i fell like ppl would hate me for wanting to be besties w other ppl"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Nah its your choice mate someone cant stop you from being friends with other people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya if they are blocking you from what u really want then its better to let them go, if this mate of urs makes u happy then go hang out with her more"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea ty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u wanna talk about those thoughts or u rather not?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why do you think u think about violence?"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "i have no idea"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there something that u are mad at?"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "no"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "this has been going on since like june"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there something that u regret doing?"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe the violence came from that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u wanna talk about what u regretted?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok thats fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the sex thing i think thats just normal teenager thoughts"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Since i was 8 or 9 less and less ppl ahve remembered my bday that aint fam last yr no one remembered so does that mean no one cares and i kinda feel like its the univerese telling me to go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe something is stressing u thats making these violent thoughts?"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "im not sure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im gonna be honest i dont remember bdays thats just me i only remember if they talk about it a lot or i talk to them a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i sometimes forget mine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "me?"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "WHO"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "I HAVE NO ONE I PRETEND IM THE HAPPY FRIEND AND THE THERAPIST FRIEND BUT IN REALITY IM THE SADEST MY MATE THINKS I HAVE maladaptive daydreaming disorder AND NOT ONE PERSON SAYS OH HI DANNI HRU? ITS ALWAYS ME GOING OH HIII U ALR THEN LYING I STRUGGLE TO LET MY FEEKINGS OUT EVEN ON HERE AS I FEEL ABD"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Bad"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "LIKE IM BOMBARDING U W MY THOUGHTS AND I FEEL SO BAD"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "some girls were at a sleepover and saw that i was at a guys house on snap map and assumed i was hooking up but i was on VACATION and he was keeping my streaks and now it's going around and i've tried to talk to some of them and clarify but they're denying it but i know they started it bc one of my friends was at the sleepover and she told me and aaa"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "i'm mortified"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "anddd there's one girl who's in charge of it all and i'm scared to confront her/dm her clarifying"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "and now i'm scared that the ones i dmed are making fun of me because of how i clarified i want to crawl under a rock and die"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "oh nice"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Can i vent pls"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "I rlly need to something has just happend"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Vent no one is stopping you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u talked to her about how u feel about this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "attak3 its ok to be scared but sometimes being honest hurts but its better then not telling what happen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you go to a party and don get asked to take picture with when everyone else does"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Even the hosts siblings got photo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt even get tagged on insta"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "oh my god"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "thats so horrible"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "cant relate to the party thing but"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "that sounds terrible"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My second party this year I went to"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "have u talked to her about how u feel about this"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "NoPoint if ur talking to me then yea i did but she just laughed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint if ur talking to me then yea i did but she just laughed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Danni 3 then i dont think u should be friends with this person"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea and the thing is ive been invited to a bday oarty and she will be there:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u want to go to the party?"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "My mom will force me to go as i dint see anyone anymore but im scared to acc like speak to ppl"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea i rlly do but ahe will be there and another one going hates me"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "OMG DRACO JUST CAME ON THE TV"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok just go but be careful maybe try not to interact with them"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Ye i will try not to"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "If i feel awkward i will just daydream more then i normally would"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Which is pretty easy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but try to socialize too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk to people"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea i will try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "small talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya try ur best"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "But i get awkward a bit around ppl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats perfectly ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "as long as u tried to talk to people is what matters"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "baby steps"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea and everyone going have all been mates since yr 1 but i only came mates w them in yr 5/6"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "So its like i would feel like im intruding"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it doesnt matter when u met them, just hang out with them, friends can be found anytime"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea its like i get left out tho in that group"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if they dont want u in the group im sure they would tell you but you are in the group for a reason, they want u there"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "And the sad thing is im always being left out and even my teacher knows but she just moves me no way near them so i gdt left out even more"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "No trust me when i werent w them on friday ive never seen them so happy its like im a dead weight and its awkward if they just go'danni we dint want u to be w us anymore'"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean do you want to be friends with them?"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yes they make me happy but they dont like me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if they make you happy hang out with them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u hang out with ur friends do u feel lonely?"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "well uh i dont have any so thats probably why"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "idk why i asked why i feel lonely sorry i didnt know what else to say so i said that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't apologize, ur just venting and thats fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe go out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "find some friends"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah i want to but for some reason i dont because i guess im just shy or scared or something i dont know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright to be shy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im shy asf kinda hard for me to find friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but it takes time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just gotta have a little courage to just go up to someone and have a small talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who knows maybe u guys will have a lot in common"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah i guess but people at school laugh at me and arent very nice"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "and i know that there are other nice people"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "because of them i feel like everyone will laugh at me or something idk if that makes sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean everyone is different, just try to find at least 1 friend to hang out with then it will be easier to find more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "most of my freshmen year i had no friends until the end where i started talking to one my classmate and now im a junior and we have like a huge friend group at school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it just takes time"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeah i will try"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "now that i think about it, that really helps actually so thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "now that i think about it, that really helps actually so thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Joshh np josh3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " I've been thinking about mine and my best friends friendship and like it's so one sided I send her all the full face snaps I send her all the goofy ones I make the jokes I help her with school work and shit I help her with her problems I let her ss all my stupid snaps but she she sends me eye snaps she sent me like 5 full face snaps she doesn't send me goofy snaps I have no ss of her she hasn't told me anything that has turned into an inside joke like stuff I've done and told her but really long story short is how tf do I tell her this without hurting or feelings rn I'm just distancing myself ever so slightly every few days but she started to catch on and told me am I all right and that I seemed to have changed so like what do I do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HenryTheHoover maybe just have like a calming talk about how u feel, just say that it feels like you don't want to be friends with me idk if this is what u mean this is just an example or just how say how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its hard to say something without hurting the other persons feelings but its better to tell the truth then lie and make it worse"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "yeah that's why I don't want to do it I just kinda like leave her on delivered for long periods of time and chat on discord to take my mind off it while I think of something to say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i say thats worse then not telling her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Say nice walls or eye"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Trust me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Happened to me last night"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "maybe but the main reason I don't want to say anything is bc ik we'll still have each other on snapchat and it'd just be awkward every time we snap"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "and the only reason I started thinking about this is bc she lost the 2 month heart"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u like ever call her?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well I was otg with someone and I decided to stop because i honestly saw it more as a friendship and she is still the top of my bsf list"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Being awkward will just be a speedbump to a friendship or whatever you are going for"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "well we hp regularly which is basically the same thing but we don't as much now bc of school and stuff"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just send nudes to a friend"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The way he was asking what it looked like sounded like he was gonna expose me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yo dont"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yo why"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because he asked a question of what my titties looked like;;"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "but on the bright side I recently got talking to a friend I haven't talked with in over a year and a half"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "so it kinda evens out for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He even told me to show him what my titties look like"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "HunnyPuppy does the dude have brown or black hair and a perm or bleached hair"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy does the dude have brown or black hair and a perm or bleached hair"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HenryTheHoover he has black hair brown eyes tan skin"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "is the black hair curly on the top but not natural curls"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "oh then before lockdown was it like curly"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "idk I'm just asking bc in my opinion any lad that has brown or black hair that's a perm or bleached blonde hair on the top and dark hair on the bottom are instant signs of a fuckboy but it is what it is"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told him that hes making me uncomfyb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said you don't trust me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told him that the convo was making me uncomfortable and he said he was so sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He's giving me space so I cam send him my naked booty pic;;"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel so insecure and so ashamed of myself"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "dont do it then"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "problem solved"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I don't wanan seem rude"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "its not rude to not send nudes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I remember the last time I was forced to send nudes"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "ur talkin to the wrong people"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "and if he says that's fine or like sorry for asking or something like that then try link with him bc he's the one"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "bc that's a nice guy"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "but as the song says nice guys always finish last shoulda known that"}
{"username": "Jucks", "content": "thats some bad advice"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "not really"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "bc if they lash out bc you didn't send nudes they obviously were just horny and weren't interested in ya but if they respect your decision it means there's a better chance of them being nice and understanding"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "Tw/ Sh, self harm"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "WOO WOO YEA YEA 2 WEEKS CLEAN i think its 2 weeks at least AND THEYRE FULLY HEALED NOW SO NO ONE CAN SEE THEM WOO WOO YEA YEA"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "This is more of a positive vent but i didn't know where else to put it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "YAY IM SO PROUD OF YOU MAN"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "KEEP IT UP BRO"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "THATS GOOD YA PROUD OF U"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "THANKS GUYS SJDJDND"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "GOOD JOB!"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "WOO THATS GREAT IM VERY PROUD"}
{"username": "Chaotic Yahiano", "content": "THANKS GUYS!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so um im probably fine ig been overthibking a lot and ik suicide is never the option but like its been on my mind lately but i really dont want to die, i want to live a happy life and im trying to but idk im happy for while but get back down which ik its not impossible to get back up and work harder its just everytime i fall it becomes worse and that feeling is getting closer and closer and idk where the edge is but its close and i just been in a lot of pain and i try to hide it or find a way to release it, its not hard to forget about it but ik its not the best option since it will be worse for me but its like i always just forget about it but when it comes back it bites hard and idk if im making since or not but all im saying is that im struggling to stay alive but i am trying my best"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know how you feel NoPoint"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been there too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "At the edge of a breaking point"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I remember fall of the edge"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It wasn't that pretty yet I want it to happen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hated my life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I promise things will get better"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk of praying helps because it doesnt work on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And everytime someone prays for me it actually doesn't work"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'll just hope you just don't fall off the edge of the breaking point"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know things will get better for you I know it will happen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I know my life is getting shitty"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I know that your day will come and it will save you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "so um im probably fine ig been overthibking a lot and ik suicide is never the option but like its been on my mind lately but i really dont want to die, i want to live a happy life and im trying to but idk im happy for while but get back down which ik its not impossible to get back up and work harder its just everytime i fall it becomes worse and that feeling is getting closer and closer and idk where the edge is but its close and i just been in a lot of pain and i try to hide it or find a way to release it, its not hard to forget about it but ik its not the best option since it will be worse for me but its like i always just forget about it but when it comes back it bites hard and idk if im making since or not but all im saying is that im struggling to stay alive but i am trying my best"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "NoPoint It is good that you know it isnt the answer but it will always get better but it will take time, Yes it will be rough but the reward for pushing through is amazing, and having it rough for a while is better than having it dead forever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "by who"}
{"username": "apple sauce3", "content": "I know Im supposed to be used to having like racist slurs yelled at me or gestured at me bc its been happening my whole life. My friends say I should be used to it by now and yeah maybe I guess, but it still doesnt hurt any less when peoples parents see me and immediately tell them they cant be friends with me bc of the way I look"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even when people say they are used to it ik it still bothers them or hurts them because that means they are used to the pain and the pain will always be there"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Okay you are NOT required to send him pictures."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You have no obligation to him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't want to send him any pics anymore"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If he made you uncomfortable then you need to tell him"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Even if he doesnt ask for any more, you need to tell him now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told him that he made me uncomfortable"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said you sign trust me"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It is your body and your life and he needs to respect that"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "This is honestly really creepy behaviour from him in my opinion"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Thats 1. Illegal 2. A violation of privacy and rights and 3. A dick move"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "He didnt even completely stop when you told him to"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hes from spain and I'm here in america"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "If he doesnt you need to drop him"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You should make sure that he doesnt have the pics saved and then cut him out of your life"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Friends dont do that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "If he has the pics saved your face wasnt in them correct?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My face was never in it"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Ok your good then"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never show my face in nudes"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "In no way shape or form can be prove it was yours"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Even if he has ss of you sending it it could be some picture you pulled off of the dark web"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It doesnt matter why, he pressured you from start to finish"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "He didnt respect you"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "And he better have a damn good explanation"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "An apology doesnt change that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said that he loves me so much"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "If he continues it drop him. You dont deserve that and everyone id beautiful in their own way"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "If he loves you he wont cross boundaries he put down"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Love is something that you earn not just get"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "And if he doesnt earn it by respecting you completely"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Frick him man"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "media"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "someone asked u that?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im confused"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "confused heather noises"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Go to media"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He deadass still asking for the nudeb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He deadass asked if me sending a pic with a bra on was the problem or was it the butt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have to tell him that both of those made me uncomfortable"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He even deadass said he can't control it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I told him that if he can't control it than I'm gonna block him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said sorry and will try to control it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i saw block rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "say"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm trying to get him to sleep early since its 9pm for him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And he kept saying that I'm trying to get rid of him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't wanna talk to him anymore"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "block him. Dont even give him an explanation just do it."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told him that I needed to go"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bro just block"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Youve told him it made you uncomfortable a lot and he apologized and then kept doing it. He wont learn and he obviously doesnt care about how he's making you feel, he's toxic and you dont need someone like that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I told him that I needed to go get ready for a friend pool party"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And if he keeps bringing it up again I'm gonna block him"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You shouldnt even have to give him an excuse, if someone makes you uncomfortable just leave the situation next time"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Or even just say I dont want to talk to you right now'"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "He wont learn if you keep saying youll forgive him and not being straight forwards"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Im sorry he's making you uncomfortable"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just don't want to be rude and block him out of nowhere"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Its not rude."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You dont owe him your company"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "He was disrespectful and creepy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It is not rude at all to block someone like that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks rosie"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Anytime, always put yourself first3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay thank you 3"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "So basically a couple of weeks ago i talked abt not being able to stop day dreaming and that it interupts my daily life, so i found out there was a test a doctor made online to see if u have it and it says that theres an extremely high chance i do and idk what to do.."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I say never put your full trust in a test online, even if a doctor made it, he had to get a programmer to program it for them most likely, or they have put their trust in an AI to do some calculation to give you result, I would take this result to your GP and get it proof checked and maybe you can talk through with them what it is you think you have and your concerns, for the time being though, stay calm, don't jump to the conclusion just yet:"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Yea but the thing is i dont wanna go to a doctor tbh i feel like it would be weord to say to my parents oh i think i have maladaptive daydreaming can we go to the doctors it just dont feel right so idk what to so"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I understand your embarrassment, I don't ask my parents most of the time because they would more than likely tell me I'm fine and there's nothing wrong with me. Be stubborn though, tell them that it never hurts to go to the doctor for a check up, especially when you haven't been for a while"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Im going to the hospital next Wednesday "}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "KILL ME PLS I DONT WANNA GO"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "d a m n"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "CAUSE THEN I HAVE TO HAVE A BLOOD TEST"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "but they do put shrek on for me whenever i cone"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Come"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "w h a"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Cause i go to a children's hospital cause im so ill"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "So they put shrek bee movie moana on ligit 24/7"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "n i c e"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Today hasnt been a good. So around lunch, I found out that my grandad, is losing his vision and may go blind. My other grandpa had a stroke today. Which makes me quite sad and many emotions. I was playing bee wars and my stepbrother I told him, and started to be a jerk. So I left."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry james, i hope both ur grandas get better and its ok to be sad maybe just be with urself or hang out with someone u really trust and comfortable with"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh im so sorry bro"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I really hope both af your grandparents end up well"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Sorry, if I ever become quite angry"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "There the only two people I have left as a grandpa"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright james just try to relax urself and take care of urself"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its alright man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just try and take care of urself and things will work out"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. I will try at least. And hopefully things will be better"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "am i annoying?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i feel annoying"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "nopers"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe i should stop going on abt anime characters"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "that must be annoying"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i forget thats weird"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im such a weird person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not annoying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are just expressing what u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats perfectly normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is weird in their own way and its ok to show it"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "you are simply filled with a love for something that you like to talk about, it's not annoying /"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just wish that everything was okay so i didnt find comfort in fictional characters"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and then get so worked up over them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i find so much comfort in them it hurts when someone bashes them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or bashes me for simping for them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "of finding comfort in them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i need to stop investing so much"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it did stop mental breakdowns did this escapism with anime"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it isn't u that is annoying it is the person that is annoying u and making u uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe i should just deal with them instead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are just doing what makes u comfort"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sure but i feel everyone is sick of hearing it now"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i randomnly pop in main to talk abt them"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mostly get ignored but"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "this is a server, a group chat there is always gonna be different convos and u popping in ur gonna find other people that would love to talk about it too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are just making another topic"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i rather u talk about what u like then u just staying quiet"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "does jack actually dislike me or is it a joke cause i cant tell anymore..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i felt the same with another person ik"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i guess i just get into these moments of self doubt and shiz and i already felt a little ignored so i guess it just didnt click as a joke at the time"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you sim... you are always so nice to me even when i dont deserve it. youve always helped me and im very grateful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u deserve the world tay don't put urself down"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i havent cried like this in ages. i guess it was pent up all day i already felt like crying but couldnt earlier"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we all have our days its ok to cry but all im saying is that u are amazing and i will always be here for you and care for you and nothing will change that"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you so so much i just need to hear that once in awhile... and you are amazing too and ill always be here for you as well \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i love my irl friends but they arent very affectionate"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "so i dont hear that very often"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hehe if u ever just want love i will always give it \ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you uhurhug you are so sweet 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Idk why I even talk here anymore"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Id get more out of talking to a brick wall"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i responded to ur comment, i was just too into the other convo, ik it seems like its hard to talk to people its just cause there are different convos and sometimes people only pay attention to their convo so kinda hard but i get that, i saw a lot of things and no one notices it, i have like the most messages in the server thats cause i talk about and sometimes my messages get ignored and im ok with that, its just that sometimes people are into a different convo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats kinda the problem with servesr is that convos are gonna be hard when one has already started"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "The server is so big a chat 2 would be nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we did have a chat 2 but it wasn't used"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so we deleted it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Id use it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I get ignored all the time in main chat"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "So then I just leave and not talk for a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i try to respond to everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes im too into another convo i don't pay attention to whats going on only whats happening with the convo that im into"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but a chat 2 isn;t really necessary cause we have like only minimum 3 people talking and its only when it gets active and everyone is talking it is a little harder"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah no im just gonna stop spouting about stuff i am interested in main i cant handle it when im already having a bad night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what happen?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who told u"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i get it was probably a joke but when we were talking abt nate looking like one of them i started listing of their names and baka just had to go tell me to indirectly shut up because we dont care or something cant remember... wasnt really what i needed to hear after just getting upset abt feeling annoying when i start spouting abt my interests"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah thats mean"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i wish i could curl into a ball sometimes and just fade away. but yeah i really dont wanna talk abt them anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o oki i saw what he said"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "it wasnt even off topic this time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok look tay"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I understand that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i get what u mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i understand"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but you can talk all u want in this server"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one can stop u"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "its kinda like the same feeling when I get ignored"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one should"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "baka said it as a joke thats what he does"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "baka is never serious and doesn't mean to hurt anyones feelings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he is genuinely a nice dude but i get how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright tay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i used to be the same"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "also Taylax I notice whenever you talk about your interests a lot of people like to talk about it with you which is cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "greg used to do the same to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i felt like when he talks i shouldn't talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i came to that point where i just felt like i made it worse"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "since when was social interaction this hard..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but seriously if anyone tells u to be quiet just keep going, idc who they are u are amazing for you and this is a server where everyone wants u to talk"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Tell me about it"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Also you arent pathetic for taking a joke seriously when you cant see it was meant as a joke its literally text on a screen. Theres no context for it being a joke"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "why cant this be straight forward its so frustrating"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "yeah I know how that feels"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "considering what I have"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "oh yeah i feel a little insensitive now for ranting abt that when im neurotypical apologies aha"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "No its ok"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I notice a lot of people like talking about your interests when you come to chat and thats pretty cool. Theres a lot of people here for you that enjoy talking to you and about the stuff you like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay everyone loves you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I notice a lot of people like talking about your interests when you come to chat and thats pretty cool. Theres a lot of people here for you that enjoy talking to you and about the stuff you like"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Gingie Yeah its just catching the right people when i talk abt them in main"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if i get the right ones i get replies. i dont its like talking to a wall"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah unfortunately thats how it is for me most of the time"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or they just tell you to shut up. normally its a joke and when its not i can take it but today just wasnt that day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya remember this is a big gc so there gonna be people with the same interest and some who don't"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i mean if i do talk when chat is dead for a bit it ends up a whole paragraph of me talking and when someone finally appears and they say something on a different topic and everyone starts talking again you kinda just feel kind of rejected/dejected i guess"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah I know that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "All to well"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Happens to me in real conversations"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "most people want to talk about their topics so there is gonna be different topics i have seen that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah theres also a lot of topics I dont know about like tiktok and anime and inside jokes or personal stuff"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah same with my irl friends ill be going on abt my interests. one of them my best friend listens so i can rant abt my hyperfixtations and obsessions then there is the other who just wont listen and just shuts me down when i talk abt them cause they dont care abt that topic"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "something i struggled with for a while was recognizing it is completely normal to feel sad when being shut down while your talking about something you like. i use to think that i was totally taking it too seriously and that it shouldn't bother me, but it did bother me and that's normal. nobody likes to be excited about something and have someone either not care or immediately try and get you to stop talking about it. whether it's you discussing a comfort character, someone you simp for, a recent series you like, you are never in the wrong for feeling bad when you're not allowed to be open about your happiness towards that subject."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats why im happy to talk to anyone, ik its hard to talk about what ur comfortable with but like im always willing to talk about anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even tho i might not have knowledge of it i am willing to talk about it"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "i used to get hyperfixations pretty frequently and they'd last a while to help me cope with certain problems i had. even now though, when i'm excited about a book, i tend to apologize for rambling about it because i had friends who didn't wanna hear about it. you're not overreacting or too sensitive if these things upset you, they upset me too. they upset everyone i promise you."}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Whenever I see someone ignored I try to talk to them because I know how it feels in this server"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "even if someone acts nonchalant about it, nobody likes being forced to keep their interests a secret."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i really like listening to people ramble abt books or shows cause its fun to listen to someone talk abt something they really like. like i enjoy vcs with kali cause even if i dont know the book she may be reading she is so excited and passionate abt it i like listening abt the story lmao"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah I find that fun too"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "when my friend rants abt a show and how bad it is its fun to listen to cause she makes loads of jokes abt it as well"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "tayla, you are more than welcome to reach out to me on whatever it is you are interested in, even if i lack knowledge about it. you being so open about how you feel for certain characters and series, makes me really happy and i love to hear about it. hell, i dmed you like 50 images of sakusa and you didn't complain once."}
{"username": "echo", "content": "and thanks tayla, i really appreciate that 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "kali im happy when u get excited about a book because u are happy about it and are comfortable and want to talk about it and i always listen and respond to as much as i can ofc and i always care about what u are talking about."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Tay same with you, i always like talking to you so i enjoy our talk about anime or boys or anything cause i enjoy talking to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if that came out right"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "jhusudbdfj you going into rocky waters there cause if you get me on a subject im really interested in or a character youll end up with a mile long essay of why bakugo is a misunderstood character and why he is great"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im totally fine with that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again i enjoy talking to u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can always talk to me about anything"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you guys are great i love you so much. Gingie you too gingie 3"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "No u"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sojsduihdufd"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you guys are really good at cheering me up..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i enjoy talking to you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i enjoy talking to you too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax wow me no"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "and liam, the one time i vced with you i thought you were really cool and nice. i'm sorry you sometimes feel invisible in the server, if you ever wanna talk, you can send me a message. i'm really bad at responding but am always down to call"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she is really bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "and i love you too tay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "terriable"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "james?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I have struggled with was comparing, or even feeling judge for wearing a piece of clothing. Back in elementary I thought I was cool, got terrible grades and even judge for my grades. Middle school year I did great. So far Im not doing too well. Im getting bad grades and think that if I wear this clothing it makes me cool, and I dont want to be cool. So Im not gonna wear it, pretty much. Which I have been saying a piece of clothing shouldnt make me cool, or shoes\u201d. Which I struggle with that. I want to be smart, but really I dont know. I was doing great, then I fell."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can wear what u want to wear something u are comfortable with"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u are already cool james"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think u are cool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and try to focus on ur grades"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its ok to fall sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just get back up and try another time"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah, I just think that a piece of clothing makes me cool\u201d. I am, but idk. Just falling. Ever since this summer, I been doing bad. Or 2020."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright to fall james"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it happens to the best of us"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try to do better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then if u fall again just get back up and try again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trial and error"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I can try. This online it making me wonky"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "trying is all we can do"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I wrote something, that I been reading to try to make me feel better"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Life isnt all about being perfect, it isnt about how much friends you have and or if your popular or not. You shouldnt choose you life or compare your life to someone elses. Everyday, I compared my life to these two people. How they are intelligent and really show who they are as a person. I wanted to be like them, I just wanted to be them. But turns out, I dont show my true self, I hide behind a happy person. Im smart, just not enough has them. And I have learned that they have theres faults and falls, like everybody else. You shouldnt compare your life to someone elses, to feel special or something deep inside. Just to let you know that your life is the way you have intended it too be. And your depressed just letting you know, nobody is perfect. And your family and friends care about you. Trust me."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "HUH"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yaaa my bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i didnt know when it would be a good time to put that but yaaa"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya man thx im trying having a hard time in life rn and i dont think i will be getting back up, i have fallen and havent gotten up so im trying my best to have that feeling of getting up but idk its fading and im just having some trouble"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "physically im not doing the best"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mentally my brain is dying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and my life isnt really going anywhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not really trying cause i gave up awhile ago and i just do my best to stay happy but having a hard time with that too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i appreciate everyone in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i dont hate anyone or dislike anyone"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "ya man thx im trying having a hard time in life rn and i dont think i will be getting back up, i have fallen and havent gotten up so im trying my best to have that feeling of getting up but idk its fading and im just having some trouble"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NoPoint Please just dont kill yourself. Its okay to be yourself, trust me. Man, I really do enjoy talking to you. And you really make my day go up."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love everyone in this sever and im proud to call myself a friend to everyone here but man im just not doing great"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Do you want to talk about it? That may help"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I feel like you thinking that way abt death doesnt mean ur getting closer to it. I mean idk if you feel like you're just getting closer to your breaking point or something but yea i hope you know its not the only choice"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Things just have to get worse to get better sometimes"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah, remember in life you have your negatives and positive"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "And mistakes are alright"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It might help to find something to occupy ur time with"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Like picking up a new hobby"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "So ur not just stuck thinking"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Possibly try reading or painting"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And im glad that you're at least trying to be happy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Trying takes a lot of effort sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have already been to my lowest point of life where i had no one and didnt do anything but i came back up very little but its not going too well, life is beautiful and i do hope to see it all the way through but just if i had the chance to die i would just i dont see a future for me if im being honest, im just a waste of potential, nothing really gets me out of bed really only people do, like i want to be there for people i want people to be happy and i want my family to be happy but i just cause problems a lot of times and kinda ruin a lot of things, i just stay alone and that idk i dont wanna die i really dont but its just like im running out of options"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Then let people be your motivation to keep living"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Your going to make me cry. But like isnt all about being Perfect, just know there hope. Things may brighten up, without you I would be in vent right not knowing what to do. And its okay not to be happy most of the time. Possibly spend more time with your family or go get yourself a girlfriend. Man, I really care about you. I almost lost my brother, mother, sister, and even my stepbrother to suicide. And you are really hope for me."}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If people are truly all that keeps you going at this time in your life, then let them motivate you to stay in this world longer"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You really mean a lot to so many people simar"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah, and you make my day brighten up."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just want to be there for people and i feel like i need to be happy so others can be happy, i always thought i had potential still think i do but its a waste in me when cant do snything with it, my family is awesome and im glad im a part of it but i feel like me being here makes everything worse, honestly i want a gf too but i really dont want my problems on someone else i just feel like i need to fix myself before letting someone else love me. like i really do want to be with everyone and literally see their smile on their face and have fun but i just kinda drag things and ruin things and i dont wanna ruin peoples modd"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mood"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "i just want to be there for people and i feel like i need to be happy so others can be happy, i always thought i had potential still think i do but its a waste in me when cant do snything with it, my family is awesome and im glad im a part of it but i feel like me being here makes everything worse, honestly i want a gf too but i really dont want my problems on someone else i just feel like i need to fix myself before letting someone else love me. like i really do want to be with everyone and literally see their smile on their face and have fun but i just kinda drag things and ruin things and i dont wanna ruin peoples modd"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NoPoint What do you mean when you say your making everyone experience terrible here?! Trust me man, you cant ever be too much. And your still changing into adult."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Never"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i overthink a lot on how people feel and even tho idrc what people say about me like i ignore negative comments about me i care about how they feel like if i made them feel better or worse its just something i do a lot which is why i get really scared when i talk to someone if they are sad cause if i say 1 thing wrong it could hurt them more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i just dont wanna hurt people anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "i overthink a lot on how people feel and even tho idrc what people say about me like i ignore negative comments about me i care about how they feel like if i made them feel better or worse its just something i do a lot which is why i get really scared when i talk to someone if they are sad cause if i say 1 thing wrong it could hurt them more"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NoPoint Your not hurting anyone! And if you do its a mistake, and you can apologize. Eventually they will accept. Patient. But man, you cant ever make someone hurt. Also thats life; interactions, enemies, and even mistakes. Mistakes are made for you to learn."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i even made my parents fight today"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It probably want your fault entirely"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Issues with how out parents treat eachother really cant be controlled by us"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "You really shouldnt take the blame when there mustve been other small factors just leading to that moment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk i usually take the blame cause its a heavy weight to hold and it does stress people but i dont really stress about anything cause i do nothing"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean just as long as you're trying to get better then thats what matters rn. Bec you do have potential for a good future, as everyone does. You made it past your last big downfall in life so you can make it past this one ok?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "NoPoint Well. I hope you become better. Goodnight"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Sleep well!"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The pool had 3ft 4ft and 5ft"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I almost drowned"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "At 5ft even tho I'm 5'3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had to be on the boys back because they were big and taller than me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Wish I took pictures doe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It is very weird"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well not really"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This sounds cringe to me but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why is it I want a relationship when I only like one person and they probably dont even like me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Well, did you ask one out?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Last year"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah, I never have been in a relationship"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "2 weeks, didnt tell me why she broke up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well dont rush into your first relationship"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Dont even have my first kiss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "how does one bring up to their parents they want to get tested for ADHD and go to therapy cause i have so many symptoms i think i need to see if i do at this point"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "along with alot of the more common symptoms other symptoms are like being sensitive to rejection and bad volume control..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just go to ur parents and say u wanna talk to them about something and say what u want and reasons why"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sounds simple enough in theory"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everything is simple in theory"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always harder to do it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "interacting with parents is the bane of my existence"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well ik u are awesome and maybe it will take some time but u will be talk to them about this at some point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just gotta go for it sometimes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait too long and u moght not get the opportunity"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i am currently jumping up and down on a bus now that im writing thos i realized how wrong this sounds"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah i hope so cause i wonder if i can get medication to help me stay focused and try quell my scatter brainess and lack luster effort to commit to long brain effort tasks"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " and i am currently jumping up and down on a bounce now that im writing thos i realized how wrong this sounds"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint jksadhyudsfgsujk"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "not me putting something doing and forgetting it was there 10 seconds later then trying to do one task then doing another before finishing and changing tasks quickly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya tay i see nothing wrong with u u are perfect the way u are but if u fee like something is bothering u and medication will help then u should try to get it right away"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "you just go through the symptoms realise how many you have and then the things that come along with adhd and suddenly alot of it makes sense"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "tay u never know until u test so try to ask right away when u are comfortable and have enough courage for it at the moment because i know u are strong and wonderful and literally can do anything u want with just a little bit of confidence boost"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thank you for the advice sim i appreciate it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "jsjsduhdsj"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if I should feel this way but"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel so lonely even when I hang out with friends I still feel lonely inside"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like I'm so lonely I can't feel like someone is here with me"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "its okay to feel that way"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And its honestly gonna make me cry"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "we all feel lonely but I promise youll find someone"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "like a really nice friend"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "I know I might just be some stranger on discord"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "but I promise one day u wont feel lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I keep finding someone who'll make not feel lonely"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "Keep your head up\ufe0f"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bit it keeps failing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't keep my head up I'm giving up so fucken quickly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I felt so alone since last year"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "why, if you dont mind me asking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I've been with alot of people who said that they won't leave me but honestly they did"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I hate them for that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling so lonely"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "those people werent made for you"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "youll find better people"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It felt like I've been living in the dark which I'm scared of"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of the dark it bring back trama"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "Ive made it to the dark place many times but I seem to make it out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't make out my fears"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Their called feara for a reason"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "fears are scary and all."}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "but I believe you can overcome them"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "if you try hard enough"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "!"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't overcome anything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of falling in love because if I do they'll leave me"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "Im really bad at relationships"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Me too b"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I can't seem to make them last longer"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "the last person I dated we were in a 1year relationship"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "and I just gave up on luv"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No matter how much o try to make things work out I just fail to keep them longer"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "love"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I've been in 6 relationships"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "None of them worked out how I wanted to be"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "Ive been in to many and Ive been either lied to or betrayed"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "same."}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "but you cant think that way"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "not while Im around!"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I already did"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "please just keep your head up"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "believe in yourself"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "take breaks when needed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No I can't"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know who to believe in"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "people are scary, but."}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "you cant let them take advantage"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "my fear is being forgotten, and its happen to many times by people I love. But I found something that makes me feel better example: Music. It calms me down,its something i use to cope"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "do u have something you use to cope/calm yourself down?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes indie music calms me down and music that describes me"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "why dont you listen to that for a bit and think?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "kazerrii", "content": "take care\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really stuffed up my essay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And my parents are gonna be really mad"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "its just one essay"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "dont be sad or scared bout ur parents"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "if theyre strict explain it to them"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "if ure having a hard time go ask them"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "and plus school is just a learning process we all have our own paces slow or fast we'll get to the finish line anyways"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes but my parents get mad really easily"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A few weeks ago I had math test and I thought I wouldve failed but turns out I passed and my parents were still mad"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "isnt passing like good?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "id like to speak to ur parents"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Why cant I be older sooner"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "age"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yo"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "what if transage was a thing"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "a 9 year old could identify as 19"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ikr"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "and then it wouldnt be pedaphilia"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "das crazy"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "I would identify as a 16 year old so I could drive"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Im 13"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im not going to"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Yungun"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i would identify as 15 bc 2005"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bc the class of 24"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "missed a genetic or something"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ong"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Wait.."}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Mantis HELLO STEP FATHER KIND I YHINK?"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Wait a minute"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Cozy"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Whos ur dad"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Bee"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Are you married to YourLocalShrub"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Mantis"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Yeh hello father"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Kind of"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "I was forced into her family"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ummmh is"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ur okay"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "How did u get forced in"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Long story1"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ok well hi"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Child"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Hope u enjoy ur stay before we ship u off to college"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Nah man ship me off to the middle of the sea. Let me drown itll be fun"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ah u have my humor"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Lets go"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Whos ur dad tho"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Shes my step daughter so like"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Ohhh so shes my second step daughter"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I didnt want her but it came with a marriage"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Oopsies"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Well she stays"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Im pretty sure shes gonna rage quit and divorce my actual dad one of these days cause of me"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Lets go"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Probably"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Im actually wanted by something thats not my cat but then again they just want food"}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Mantis", "content": "Do u know ur sister"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Uh"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "damn i really just walked into a family reunion"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Yeh"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Welcome"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a panic attack for a moment"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I whent to go use the restroom"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And when I came back I see my screen all green"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I literally thought they all heard me use the restroom"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But when I looked at the screen turns out I was on mute"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "that would have been awkward asf"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Are you okay?.."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Are you okay?.."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bee yeah I'm okay"}
{"username": "Bee", "content": "Thats good"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im going to study rn i hope i dont lose focus"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "someone believe in me:0"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "someone believe in me:0"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "im one of the many I believe in you"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mom told me she's gonna go work an hour more at 3:20pm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm hungry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't like the taste of my cooking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want my moms cooking in my mouth bec I only like my mom cooking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm okay with dad's cooking it's really tasty but it's better if my mom made it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My aunts cooking I'm not used to it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She burnts the bread"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She makes it charcoal"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I dont want to eat it bec it's all burnt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate burnt food, its nasty"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm gonna go stave untill my mom comes home"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "cant you go to the store"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't have money tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My leg ache"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We walked all day today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I got a cool aboriginal painting on my hand to show respect to them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It was really cool"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But its gone now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "it hurts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its a constant pain"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "hurts more if its the heart"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "but i wanna help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its like a pulse running through my foot up my leg"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "does it feel like ants going to ur leg?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "can u still walk?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its just leg aches like you get when its cold"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "get a warm towel"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or I think when you dont have enough water"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im supposed to be asleep"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "do u have anyone there"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "doesnt matter if ure supposed to be asleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "its better to inform someone"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "go text or shout to the person in ur place"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The pain takes a while to go away"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Once I am asleep I will be fine"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "yes try to think"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "or watch a yt video"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "if not im here to talk"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i always have this irritating pain in my eyes"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "it lasted for abt 2 days"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "cuz my mom saw a document where if u dont blink too much ur eyes will start to hurt"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i thought it was just hair in my eye or sumn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just wrapped my feet up"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "mk"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "which do u prefer for the pain to go away? cold or hot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That eye thing sounds annoying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wym?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hot helps, I had a shower an hour ago or sm and it was nice because it was warm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But its cold again"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Hot helps, I had a shower an hour ago or sm and it was nice because it was warm"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Gee good good"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " But its cold again"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Gee hmmm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now I feel sick"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "put a blanket?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "u got a temperature checker?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "look did u ask anyone for help in ur house?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "or place ur staying at?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I already hav two blankets"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And no"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "That eye thing sounds annoying"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Gee yes when i blink it hurts"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "so i had to keep my eye open alot of times"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "its like being blind"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have Been sick past few days"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "so i just slept the whole day"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " I have Been sick past few days"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Gee where do u think u got it from"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Btw if my spelling is bad my phone is bing really bad"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "idrc"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "let me read this"}
{"username": "woo", "content": ":"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im scared of people"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "very much"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i hate humans"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "quarantine changed everything"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i just feel kinda depressed all the time . I've been at home a lot because going anywhere is expensive rn and then there's COVID restrictions and all, it's uncomfortable. I also live in a very suburbian neighbourhood with old people but i need to take the bus to go to the nearest shops and stuff so it's tiring."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i do think the same when u said idk what purpose is of life"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "But when it comes to friends, I feel like they'll leave me asap, I'm just a boring individual that often displays signs of antisocial behaviour, yet I try so hard."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i hate how its repetative:/"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " But when it comes to friends, I feel like they'll leave me asap, I'm just a boring individual that often displays signs of antisocial behaviour, yet I try so hard."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "DynamiteQuan:"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "idk how i can help buddy"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i wanna help"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "but i cant find the words to say it"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "Honestly idk though, i just wish i had friends I can feel happy around. I've mostly been sad all summer. I made the mistake of ghosting my irl friends on insta by not replying back after 6 months and idk.. it's gonna be awkward if i text them back since we aren't really that close of friends so it'll seem forced"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i was only starting to make friends properly last year and then right before COVID"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "but that messed up everything"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "And idk if i should even do art anymore if i get nobody liking it, and i see others posting art that looks a little more meh and garnering likes"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i spent all night last night doing art, then i took pictures, posted it on twitter right after. I was asleep, excited hoping I could finally get noticed"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "I got up and only got 1 like"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "I know i shouldn't care like that since it seems totally childish, but I crave attention and I haven't got any good ones in a very long long time"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "totally feel depressed and maybe harming myself is the only way out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Note y pone is broken"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Spelling will be bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Do not harm yourself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am possibly like you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want attention"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "In school I get attention"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Outside I get none"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont you love watching a movie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then you wish you were someone from the movie or in it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because that just happened"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To m"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "people around me use the f slur so much that i wonder if they actually hate me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "everyone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling extremely lonely today"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk what to do"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I got a blue alert that will happen at 11:35pm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk what blue alert is but okay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm wanna talk if you are lonenly?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just feel so lonely idk when"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Maybe when my ex left me twice or when I keep losing someone I loved the most"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think one of those moments is what made me feel so lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate feeling lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Makes me feel so worthless"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate myself more I keep feeling more loneli"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm is there a speficifik reason you dislike beig lonely actually"}
{"username": "ANet", "content": "I feel so sad rn Im getting bullied by baka Jokes"}
{"username": "ANet", "content": "No how"}
{"username": "ANet", "content": "How"}
{"username": "ANet", "content": "Hoe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "hm is there a speficifik reason you dislike beig lonely actually"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "im one of the many yes it makes me feel threatened whenever I'm alone"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "threatend like fear?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Everytime I'm alone it feels like someone is hugging me and kisses my neck for comfort when I'm alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But it honestly makes me feel threatened because it scares me and idk what couses it to hug me and kiss me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now my back hurts"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm was this fear caused by a happening in your past or was it just there?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It happened when I was 4"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "When I was younger I used to live in an apartment in ohio"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I would awlays hear whispering and movement in the closets inside my apartment"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I saw it ran past my moms closet and it saw it have metallic skin very tall and thin but muscular"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly felt so scared sleeping alone"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "was that the last time youve seen of that thing?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I ignored it one when I fall asleep and one of them ended up getting attached to me when I slept alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Back in 2012 or 2011"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "When I was 4"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm maybe they were ghost"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or when I was 5"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "or what do you think they were"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That's what I think so too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just think that their comfort ghosts"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if you think that they dont harm you maybe they dont have ill intend?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm what if you invisioned talking to them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know how to talk to them actually"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have no clue how to talk to them"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if they are ghosts then a good option would be talking to them as if they were a real person maybe?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah maybe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I do enjoy their comfort but their looks scares me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think that if you dont know when you'll get rid of them you need to face them and get over your fear"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe i cant really grasp how hard it is to face somthing that is as uncommon as that but its up to you when you can overcome it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also maybe you should talk to a psychiatrist or somthing, bc it might just be a mental inlness also"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna tell my therapist about this when I get a new one"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmhm thats good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "For now I'm gonna have to tell my councilor about this ghost confort thing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki, im trusting you to make the right descision for yourself"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "goodluck:0"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay, thank you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This isnt really a vent"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just gotta let off some steam"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So we have probably all heard of the maze runner movies"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well so they made 3 of the books into movies but not the rest"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im pissed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because they were so good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I miss out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And not in a gay way but some of the characters were hot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hot as in they look good"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ye ik what u mean"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats Thomas"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "raze munner"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "tf did i type"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "maze runner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bro he is hot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Gee pretty sure they are gonna make more of the maze runner movies but its probably gonna take time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean they are going off the book"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so ya"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I cant seriously be the only one that doesnt like Thomas"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no ik there are a lot of people who dont like him"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ive never talked to someone that doesnt like him other than me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "That Im avare of"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik a lot of people that are like into maze runner who dont like him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its pretty rare cause he is the main character"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "I like Thomas"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i like both the actor and the character"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im addicted to sour milk creme, hewp me:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is that bad?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no its the best thing ive discovered recently"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but being addicted to anything is probably bad ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ehh not really, maybe just to take less as then u usually take"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just baby steps"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "You can put sour cream on enchiladas"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Theres no one else that tends to sit alone at ur school?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Man I do have a group of friends to hang out but the gang broke up"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "All I'm left with is just my bestfreind and my other friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Everytime we go to eat lunch I'm all by myself when my other friends are absent since my bestfreind eats in the old cafeteria and I eat in the new one"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "I get along pretty well with pretty much everyone so I've never had that problem but I'm sorry you guys have"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I going off to bed now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm kinda scared of he's going to cuddle me when I'm gonna go sleep"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Well anyways Goodnight y'all sweet dreams"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "When does the pain stop"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Do you want to know what really grinds my gears me a freshman help juniors and seniors put up lgbtq posters in the hallway and then junior vollyball girls tore the posters down cause they were peer pressured into doing it also a teacher at my school had a student call a bisexual student the fslur and she laughed and said it was funny"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the teacher laughed?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "The teacher laughed and this was supposedly the teacher that was going to start a gsa gaystraight alliance in the school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "same, but there a difference bewteen accidentaly being funny and having that comedic timing on point you kno. like constantly making goodones"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but a lot of the times people need more confidence to make a joke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i will obtain the funny someday"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes u will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i believe it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ya people are confident when they make jokes, sometimes it just comes on spot"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Im in mental and physical pain and idk when its gonna end"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyone with u?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Nah why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if ur in pain its best to get someone with you"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Tf they gon do homie"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Tell me to stop hurting physically"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean help someway"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause if ur alone its a lot harder"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Thats what she said..."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ok so basically last night i went to my mates house tyea for her bday and i went w 3 others so we were all gucci then when it was nearly my time to leave we were by the hill and i started crying as i had bad cramps cause of my illness but when i when it got bad one of my mates were helping me w the pain while the other 2 were ligit screaming at her to leave me to go to them but she never did when it was time for me to go they all said bye and they were supposed to leave aswell but they ended up staying there for an eztra 2 hrs and went live so i joined and they were having way more fun without me and tbh idk what to do"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Ok"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "somtimes i cant move my letf arm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "this has become more frequent over the last month"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe check with a doctor or an adult?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "this has become more frequent over the last month"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "im one of the many Has it felt numb at all?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "like at first"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but then just nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya probably best to check with a doctor or check it up"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im going to the doctor next wednesday"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Try and see a doctor ASAP, if you have periods of numbness in any limbs, or specific parts of the body, and not be able to move them, you could have a serious problem, like serious serious. But otherwise you might be fine"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Or a blood clot in an artery"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "n o w a i t"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "just a blood clot somewhere"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmhm, i think you're on the right track here"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Sometimes I just want someone to ask me how I am or just notice me but Im always just to invisible for people to notice when Im sad or in a bad mood. And when Im at home and in a bad mood the only thing my parents does it scream at me for it and start a fight"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And everytime I try to tell that that i dont feel well they just think im saying it for attention or cuz I dont want to go to school. Why cant they just believe me for once in their lives just think about my health instead of my grades"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But ig its just how my life is Im not meant to be noticed I will always be a ghost. Theres nothing special about me Ive always just been a nobody."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Even in my family my brother has always gotten more attention. Like both my mom and dad have forgotten me on multiple occasions"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im so sorry you have to go through all that. you definietely arent a nobody, there are people who appriciate you you'll just need to search for them even tho its pretty hard. for now i know that people from discord really care for you and wanna know how you feel during the day"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you're pretty pog from what ive seen"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like I even had to go to the hospital when I was a baby cuz I didnt get enough attention so my body kinda made my parents notice me by needing to get more blood. And ig I get I mean my brother had cancer but they just put so much pressure on me and think Im gonna be fine they even know how many deaths Ive had to process these last 3 years and they know that may of them had a special place in my heart"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But they still just make me feel like a disappointment"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " you're pretty pog from what ive seen"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "im one of the many aww ty"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm thats pretty immature of your parents, do you maybe have some1 else close to you that you can notify or talk to so you can feel appriciated like a friend or a classmate maybe. if there arent you can always talk to me btw. im on most of the time if you need to get somthing of your chest"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sry i type really slow"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "you ever just think to yourself ya know I can't trust people anymore"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Whats wrong?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "don't worry about it"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Im worrying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm in my room all alone so one is in here with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I cam hear breathing that is not mine"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The TV is on with the Volume up"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can hear breathing in the walls and under my bed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Is that the ghost or the demon telling me to go to sleep or"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Am I going inside"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I felt light headed now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can feel them touching my belly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It gave me shivers"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Woah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think you should sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant focus very well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Can't its 6:07am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im so sorry for ur losses and horrible things that have happen in ur life, if ur friends is making u wake up every day then keep it the same, let it wake you up everyday."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " you ever just think to yourself ya know I can't trust people anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "greg why u think that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "You a little late"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u said not to worry so im worrying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also i fell asleep when u said that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "well don't worry it don't matter"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it matters"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can't just always say don't worry about it when you know its something to worry about"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I act VERY differently depending who I am around. In front of my family, I am an innocent, positive ball of energy, that does well in school and abides by rules and laws always because I'm cute"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And that comes back to bite me when I wanna be mature, and trustworthy, I'm treated like a cookie cutter teenager a lot of the time just cuz I'm 16. They point out when I'm being a grumpy teen whenever I show a small sign of annoyance, they blame my lack of sleep on technology, despite them knowing that I had quite a traumatic funfun time in one of my previous schools... It's like they don't wanna admit that I'm somewhat different, I don't like to sound like that hipster dude that always says I'm not like the general population or some shizz, but I don't think I am not broken mentally because of what happened rendering me slightly different to your everyday, jackofalltrades, grumpy teenager"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It pisses me off that they seem to turn away and try to ignore what they know what happened, and try to continue on with life as if nothing happened"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It's been eating away at me for a few years now, but they still treat me like this after all this time"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And now I feel like I'm just saying nonsense so Imma s t o p"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "bloody paragraph b a r f"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I feel like I'm missing context, and I feel like I shouldn't have said some of the things I said because it sounds like I'm am being a stuck up egocentric idiot"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Oh hey look I'm having a crisis Imma disappear"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "buttons you can type all you want, its venting you can say how muhc you want, and i can't know ik ur parents minds idk wht they are thinking, i don't really have an answer but really only way is to talk to them even tho it is difficult and ik it is cause like i can't even talk to my parents but takes a bit of courage and conifdence and u can pretty much do anything and i think im stupid cause courage and confidence are the same thing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How long does it take to find that person"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just hate it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You see everyone else happy"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "I feel you, sometimes it takes a long time and cause we are only in our teen years or very early twenties it feels even long. But youll find them someday whenever that day may be"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That the thing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its that uncertainty"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because some people dont find love"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I dont want that to be me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know someone from our grade once dated 12 girls in one year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And then there is me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "1 girl in 14 years"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "For 2 weeks"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Thats better than some people so aye good for you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I guess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I never knew why she left so it was difficult for me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Made up reasons"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Couldve been for a lot of things"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but no one likes me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I doubt someone will come to me"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "SAME Im in your boat man"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because we are supposed to muck around as children"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "literally almost all relationships are toxic"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i see it between kids in my grade"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "High school dating is a good way to experience the bad and not make those kinda mistakes later"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "just be patient and dont compare urself"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thats true"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The sad thing is I still like my ex and its been over a year"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Its okay"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "That happens to some people"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "At some point youll get over them"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Just take your time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait how would I know its the one"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont wanna just break my heart again"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You might not know Gee"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You just have to hope"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Because there has to be hope in order for there to be love"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It is very confusing"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Welp my friend is mad at me and probably because I havent said anything to them in a couple days. I havent really said anything to anyone for a couple of days really."}
{"username": "sangwoosbasementchains", "content": "also idk if im over them or not LMAOAOO"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Gee"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Saw your chat and I know love is everything one can dream of and its something people wish they didnt know about. You cant find love, it comes to you. You and your partner cross paths once and stay forever"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It takes a long time and personally, I dont say it from experience but from observance. I helped the people who felt the most helpless find a place with love where they wan to be. It takes a long time but it is worth the wait. The true one also makes mistakes because no one is perfect and it takes a long time depending on how long it takes on to learn. Patience is key and when your patient sometimes you cant find the lock"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "What Im saying is that you have to flow with time. And from experience, theres a chance things will be easier but you have to hope for the best and plan for the worst"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "For example, maybe your relationship was falling apart and you were in denial. So as the basic ice cream and a movie is the way some girls deal with their break up. They hoped for the best and planned for the worst with the ice cream in the fridge."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know it doesnt make sense but sometimes we have to remember its the real world and sadly its not directed by a director. Make your life the way you want it to be.. Things will only get harder from now on and you have to stay strong"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Life is about risks"}
{"username": "sangwoosbasementchains", "content": "that was great like actually thanks for typing that out"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Ofc!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor be careful"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "sangwoosbasementchains Anime characters are shifting into the real world"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "HunnyPuppy I agree"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 thank you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 thank you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Gee Of course! You ok? I dont see you in Main Chat"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hes from australia so hes usually on at night"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Now I level up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do you have something that helps you eith stress?"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just took my blood pressure"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's at 100"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk if I can lower that"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I wanna do someting really bad to myself..and i dont if i can fight the urge to do it anymore"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Oh please dont!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Express your reasons!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And why do you care about those peoples acceptance?!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I may not be the person"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Youd like to have care from but when it comes to these situations I know I dont have control and ONLY you do"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "EVEN if those people are family or friends"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "They dont have the right to tell you what to do"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "My own dad threatened to kill me this morning and he wasnt joking this time.."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Try to look for help!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Find a teen shelter near your area!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "An abusive home but Im not sure how youll be able to get any paperwork thats important"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its mental abuse and thats not right!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "No one is perfect and DONT be sorry you werent the picture of the perfect daughter he wanted"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Dont feel ashamed"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Be GRATEFUL you arent what he wanted but that youre a more SPECIAL being!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please come back to me!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Look for a shelter or a friends house!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "If youre afraid of the virus DONT BE"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It will be SO MUCH better being sick than living in a Toxic place!"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Nah..i genuinely wanna and nothings stopping me this time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Thats killing your self esteem!"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "So yeah"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Stopping you from what! No self harm!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know you have doubts"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I KNOW YOU DO!"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Thanks for trying to help but never works on me."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Youll only give the satisfaction of your blood to your enemies!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Dont let them see your weak wether they know it or not"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THINK ABOUT YOUR DIFFERENCE"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "What will happen when youre away from them"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "When your successful!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know EVERYONE who has HOPE and PERSEVERANCE can go anywhere they wish as long as the direction is UP"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please come back to me"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Or type!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I want to make sure youre reading this!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im sorry Im not of any help.."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please call?"}
{"username": "YourLocalShrub", "content": "Send it in media maybe?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Or in selfies!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Just let me know where Im so glad to see youre back "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please stay a little longer.."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "A little means an eternity btw"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "One second..."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Is it sent through media?"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Sending"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Sent"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Ok! Ill check it now"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "That IS!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I cant believe it I know what they possibly want"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "They want your last words to go to someone who wants to feel worthy but doesnt even tell you to STEP AWAY?!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THAT is cruel YOU are so much MORE than that"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know you have doubts!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I dont know what maybe made you happy.. wether it was the first time you ate ice cream or passed a test"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Im sitting in the window right now"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "No one has notice yet"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Maybe you skipped school once and you were so happy that your adrenaline was running?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please step away"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know you can get through this"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It may seem impossible but its no where near that"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I just want someone to notice me so i can feel special to at least someone"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "They want your last words to go to someone who wants to feel worthy but doesnt even tell you to STEP AWAY?!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 and this I have seen before Im not saying it applies to you cause it doesnt"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I try art, sports, everything"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Fuck ive even broken bone to get attention"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I just want someone to notice me so i can feel special to at least someone"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "SOFTIE MARS What I know about you is, I know your special! I know you are a beautiful person and if your heart could be seems EVERYONE would try to take it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know that youre passionate about things you want to keep doing"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Things that inspire you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Why when you were 4?"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Ive been abused and neglected my whole life"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "My dad has stabbed me, punched me, and i havent told a soul"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I may not know what you are exactly feeling, wanting, needing, desiring; but I know that you have talent, beauty, passions, and a bright smile with beautiful diamond eyes that the world needs to see"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You need to get out of the toxicity there"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You have to find a shelter or a place"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "The reason is because youre the only one being absorbed by the atmosphere"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And I know that wanting attention from those of your own blood is wrong because you should never ask for it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You should never ask for better treatment or for a better place"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Those who truly know you for who you are will beg differ"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Tell me"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know you want to get through it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And you may not know where to start"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I want someone i call my parents and will treat me like i belong for once"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I want that actually care fot me and hang out"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Theres a difference in parent who are parents by name and parents who are there for you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But not everyone has the luck and IT IS difficult to understand"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Theres only so much you can trust someone"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "I wanna jump out of this window and i dont know if can continue to hold back while we talk"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please dont"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Look"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "When you get through it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Youll be looking upon the sky happy there was not a last time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It seems impossible but you will get through it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "No one can tell you exactly when, how or why it happened"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But you need to understand that its because YOU are the one who make the choices"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And the choice you wan to make is NOT the right one"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its not the one that will guide you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Or make things right"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Youre here for a reason and that reason is to not give up"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You are a uniquely strong human being"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Can i take a moment to sit here and think?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And youll never know the changes unless you Try"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Yes go ahead"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its been while"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And its the next day! Or at least in my time zone"}
{"username": "SOFTIE MARS", "content": "Thanks btw.."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "YES OF COURSE!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im so glad you got back to me!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I understand you needed a breather and take the time you need to process! We all work at different paces!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I hope you dont mind I have to sleep I wake up in about 5 hours, Good night!"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Gee Of course! You ok? I dont see you in Main Chat"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 sorry I was on, I was at school"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its ok Im suppose to be asleep hehe "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I just cant sleep"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I have my net but cant find the Zzzs to catch! Are you feeling better?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have my net but cant find the Zzzs to catch! Are you feeling better?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 not really tbh because someone has made a joke and I fear it could spread and be very bad"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "What type of joke? Gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What type of joke? Gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 so there is a party happening in a few days and because I was otg with the person who is hosting we decided to be friends they keep making jokes about our relationship and I was asking what time does the party start and finish"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And they said for me the party doesnt actually start until everyone else leaves"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Damn be careful"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Youre a college student?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Year 9"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im 14 turning 15 nov"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i thought i was older than you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "i thought i was older than you "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Lily F"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Dont go to parties at a young age"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "They probably want to do drugs after everyone leaves or something but Id rather not go if I were you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No it wasnt drugs it was the"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You see when a man and a women fall in love"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That thing"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Lets just say that even though not all parties are safe, there kids who like to explore certain things that shouldnt be their interest"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That was my best attempt to explain"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Yeah I know please dont go any further"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Thanks! "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Killed me "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "What type of shrek is that?! Is that even one? "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Well if youre into that you can stay at the party but if you want to stay safer then do what you think is safe but.. what was the joke?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That is shrek and Barry b benson"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The joke was they said I should stay the night there"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Oml \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ya boi getting the girls already"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Jk"}
{"username": "FireBeatsICE", "content": "Year 9"}
{"username": "FireBeatsICE", "content": "Gee isnt that 1314? In Yr 10 I turned 15 now I'm in Yr 11"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And why do you fear it spreads? Because then theyll know the true intentions of a guy? Its nothing new its old"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im 14 turning 15 this year"}
{"username": "FireBeatsICE", "content": "Oh cool cool"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Freshmen be like"}
{"username": "FireBeatsICE", "content": "So ur in yr 10 now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And why do you fear it spreads? Because then theyll know the true intentions of a guy? Its nothing new its old"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 no because I didnt do it, and I dont want fake rumours"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": " So ur in yr 10 now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "FireBeatsICE next year"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the grading system are confusing"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Well then theres no one to say you did"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Besides the Hosts and everyone else.. If they do theres not much you could do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wym"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "If they do make up some lies about you and they tell others it can spread"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "When was the last time you saw gossip being turned down?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ohh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought you meant if the do do the nasty"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait so if this is going to be a possibility"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need advice for what to look out for"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because I dont want it to happen"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Just take 2 or 3 friends that are actually your friends"}
{"username": "maddylew", "content": "i have nobodyyy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maddy wdym"}
{"username": "FireBeatsICE", "content": "Hmm?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "i have nobodyyy"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "maddylew To call my own"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "That song is so old"}
{"username": "maddylew", "content": "lmao ik"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im gonna yeet myself off a cliff that is all"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Parents pissed me of thats all ill get over it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "try and ignore them"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they say things they dont mean to prove a point but its usually really exaggerated"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im not okay. I shouldn't get this angry over something so minor. I just wanna be okay"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I really do"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I dont wanna be like this anymore"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its exhausting"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Draining"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I feel so lonely whilst having so many friends who love me and care for me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe cause i feel so unloveable"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and then even when i do everyone here tells me they love me and that im great"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but i cant tell if anyone is genuine without seeing or hearing them say it so my mind overworks"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the self hatred fucks everything up"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i genuinley feel so annoying all of the time"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and i dont wanna feel like im a terrible person"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe i am"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "maybe there is just nothing i can to correct the self hatred"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "because its there because im terrible"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "no youre not a terrible person. your negative thoughts are making you very insecure ab urself. thats whats causing u to think this way. what are some things you like about yourself? u need to discover urself and find more traits ab urself u like. write in a journal, it helps. any negative thought u have u write down and throw away."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thats the issue. i genuinley could not tell you one thing i like about myself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "one good thing abt myself"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i never thought of that..."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "youre kind"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ur friends care and love u for reasons"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "good qualities, good attributes..."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Maybe the only reason you feel lonely is because you dont have self love. When you feel that love you wont worry about others loving you because you have the ultimate feeling you need to bear with life"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You are the person who is tearing you apart"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Or is there someone in specific who you want? Maybe its because they havent made it clear that you feel youre not good enough for them. You seek their comfort and want to meet their standards."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You should feel enough because youre more than that and youre not meant to be someone else, youre meant to be yourself and if youre not being your self then you have to find yourself because you might be losing yourself to the person youre not"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And Im being genuine because no one should feel that way!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You dont have to say your feelings are bad or that they sound bad because not all the feelings are the same"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I understand you may want to feel those emotions and that you dont want to wait but it takes time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You never know who the person on the other side is and you can just fall into someones hands who may not feel the same way"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Thats why it takes time to get to know them and for them to slowly show you what personality they have developed over the course of the years"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Is part of the reason you want someone on the intimacy level to feel worth something or to be someone value? I know how hard it is to mask everything but you cant keep the same mask on forever"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its not bad to show your feelings because we all have them and you shouldnt feel ashamed"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It seems you dont mind the distance because you just want the relationship to be close to each other"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You dont have to feel so bad and bring yourself down everyday"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But theres a difference"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "didnt mean to send that right then but it seems you understand my emotions more than i do"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Theres a bringing down that help your confidence because if you can talk yourself down everyday in the mirror or so it means you tell yourself this because it allows you not to care for others emotions to you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Give me a sec Im in a class"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "and yeah im just like extremely lonely to the point i project it onto fiction.'simp' and gain similar feelings to what i would feel to actual people with fictional characters. mostly anime characters"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " Give me a sec Im in a class"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "THISGIRL024 thats okay dw"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And then theres a talking down that only brings you down making things worse and making yourself seem utterly useless even though your not and you think you have taken the blindfold off when you really have put more and more which does not allow you to see the true talents and beauty youve always had"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i dont get how to stop. i dont even consciously do it. it kind of just happens. i just wish everything would go tf away. i wish everything that has happened to me hasnt i just want my dad back for gods sake"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its important to know that anime characters have a chosen fate and their lives have been written by others who had a goal to satisfy you. And I dont blame you because I sometimes do compare my strengths and emotions to them but thats besides the point"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "The point is that instead of writing yourself a life into a hole youll never get out of, you should think otherwise. Youre the one who makes choices and youre the one who writes your story"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint thank you for that. i love you alot too and feelings are mutual. im probably closer to you than mostly anyone else on this server."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "No one has your book and pencil, only you do and you have to make sure theyre always with you, remember youre the one in control and if youre not in control then whats the point of trying to have it when you can just use it to help yourself or those around you who you know truly love and care for you"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Its important to know that anime characters have a chosen fate and their lives have been written by others who had a goal to satisfy you. And I dont blame you because I sometimes do compare my strengths and emotions to them but thats besides the point"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "The point is that instead of writing yourself a life into a hole youll never get out of, you should think otherwise. Youre the one who makes choices and youre the one who writes your story"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "THISGIRL024 mhm i try not to compare myself to them apart from relating to their problems and finding comfort in that. when i say projecting lonelliness i mostly imagine myself dating them. literally almsot being in love with them as sad and weird as that sounds. i make self insert OCs which i find are idealised versions of myself and put them and insert them into these animes i watch to imagine i interact with these characters etc. this method of escapism has helped me alot and i did get reduced breakdowns but it was because i was living in a world of fantasy.. but i cant live in that world forever. and the idea of not doing so hurts. and causes so much pain that its concerning"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its fine to compare urself, its natural, maybe try to compare urself to ur past self then people who aren't u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think it helps improve a person if they focus on how much they have grown then comparing urself to people who aren't u"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but i prefer past me which is the worst thing"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i miss how okay i was"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "how indifferent i was to how i looked etc."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "how i didnt care what anyone else thought"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i want that back"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "childhood was so simple and carefree"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 mhm i try not to compare myself to them apart from relating to their problems and finding comfort in that. when i say projecting lonelliness i mostly imagine myself dating them. literally almsot being in love with them as sad and weird as that sounds. i make self insert OCs which i find are idealised versions of myself and put them and insert them into these animes i watch to imagine i interact with these characters etc. this method of escapism has helped me alot and i did get reduced breakdowns but it was because i was living in a world of fantasy.. but i cant live in that world forever. and the idea of not doing so hurts. and causes so much pain that its concerning"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Taylax I honestly used to do that but instead of watching anime I used read webtoons. I stopped reading and instead of living in my world of fantasy I picked up hobbies and when I didnt feel happy or distracted doing them then Id drop them because I have the power"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im not sure what your interests are but you can pick up honbies or watch videos about the hobbies you like. Maybe you want to be in a law or health career and I think because those are your dreams that you can make realities, then you should try to work to make them real"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "It doesnt mean you have to stop fantasizing because it helped you and if you know it did then you can keep it ip but only minimize to when you need to"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "hobbies. art. i love art but have lacked inspiration till recently"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can fantasize all you want, just don't make it where its bringing you down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " hobbies. art. i love art but have lacked inspiration till recently"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax can u draw something for me every wekk?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "week"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just cant help but imagine how different i would be now if my dad never died. all my problems started after his death"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like just make something nice and show"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anything u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a bird"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "whatever"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Taylax can u draw something for me every wekk?"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint that gives me a goal so if you are okay with me bothering you with that every week then i would enjoy that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint that gives me a goal so if you are okay with me bothering you with that every week then i would enjoy that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax tay you never bother me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but yes i would love that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also its ok to imagine different things that could have happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do the same"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "u can fantasize all you want, just don't make it where its bringing you down"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "NoPoint Yes only until you need it but when you start bringing yourself down then thats when you dont need it because its affection you in the opposite way"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "When you start running the first 2 hours are ok not the best but ok then as you go and reach about 56 hours your body triggers the production chemical of happiness and then when you reach 910 hours of running non stop it affects you negatively"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I dont know how to explain but too little is not enough and too much it also bad"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "jhvoifgn well at least that is sorted. i can do one by next tuesday and thats a goal to achieve and might help me actually manage to do some"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its not gonna change the fact it has been down, all you have to do is focus on ur future, ur presents self"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " jhvoifgn well at least that is sorted. i can do one by next tuesday and thats a goal to achieve and might help me actually manage to do some"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax i will always help if u ever need to3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint Yes only until you need it but when you start bringing yourself down then thats when you dont need it because its affection you in the opposite way"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "When you start running the first 2 hours are ok not the best but ok then as you go and reach about 56 hours your body triggers the production chemical of happiness and then when you reach 910 hours of running non stop it affects you negatively"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "THISGIRL024 mhm i get that. i mean i have been watching anime recently which i dont insert myself into it and dont want but when i need that i go back to some old ones like mha etc. when i need to for that feeling of affection y'know"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " Taylax i will always help if u ever need to3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint expect most the pieces to be anime related etc. cause anime is a MASSIVE interest of mine rn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im not complaining"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "THISGIRL024 mhm i get that. i mean i have been watching anime recently which i dont insert myself into it and dont want but when i need that i go back to some old ones like mha etc. when i need to for that feeling of affection y'know"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Taylax like ones ive already inserted myself in and created my own storyline and character etc."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " i mean im not complaining"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint this is probably why you are one of the best people for this the mutual interest in anime works"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "TAY I WILL ALWAYS GIVE U AFFECTION BECAUSE U ONLY DESERVE THE BEST THINGS IN THIS WORLD3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint this is probably why you are one of the best people for this the mutual interest in anime works"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax HEHE"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "TAY I WILL ALWAYS GIVE U AFFECTION BECAUSE U ONLY DESERVE THE BEST THINGS IN THIS WORLD3"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint ik you will but i meant affection as in relationship type affection. i appreciate the sentiment tho. you are always the best for whenever i need cheering up tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "WDYM RELATIONSHIP WE ARE MARRIED IDOT"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "djsfhuisjf"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "fair point"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I see the origins of your problems and if I can ask do you feel because your father is gone in body, you feel lonely like hes only in your heart and mind?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im sure your day would hate to see you the way you are and would help you with everything they could. If it helps try picking up a hobbie that he did so you take a part of him with you and when you understand you are not lonely because theyre taking care of you, its when you have moved on."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I cant imagine the pain of losing a dad or a parent but I know its like losing the reason of your life. One feels this way because they wouldve loved to teach you more and you can always relive those happy memories as long as you dont feel harmed"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Anyways, Im going to check out if you dont mind and sorry Im not much of help and if I was even a tiny bit then Im glad I was able to help!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Have a good day you 2"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure u were great help "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and its alright u have a life to live"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk to you later girl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that sounds weird asf"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "THISGIRL024 oh no you were a great help really. you are definitley helping me understand how i feel more and how to deal with that and i really appreciate all your help today seriously. thank you. and yeah ive talked abt how much i miss my dad and how much i loved him here before. we had so many plans now unable to be completed. a step mother that turned out to be trash agh its all just accumulated. but ive come to terms with the fact my dads death is the reason for alot of my negative feelings"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " that sounds weird asf"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "NoPoint LMAO IT DOES"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "but yeah, girl, you were a really massive help and i really appreciate. thank you so so much 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "attak3 aren't u allowed to switch class?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 oh no you were a great help really. you are definitley helping me understand how i feel more and how to deal with that and i really appreciate all your help today seriously. thank you. and yeah ive talked abt how much i miss my dad and how much i loved him here before. we had so many plans now unable to be completed. a step mother that turned out to be trash agh its all just accumulated. but ive come to terms with the fact my dads death is the reason for alot of my negative feelings"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Taylax I took psychology because it applies to the healthcare system since its mental health so it is also required to get my degree but I also know what it is to understand your emotions in a different way, since I did find new things about myself too"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im 16 so dont be scared Im some creep "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": " but yeah, girl, you were a really massive help and i really appreciate. thank you so so much 3"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Taylax NoPoint Thank you!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh also try not to be seen by yourself with a girl and dont go upstairs after cause thats where its suppose to happen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "THISGIRL024 that is a good idea"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Yeah just try to steer clear, yk?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Im thinking about leaving the server"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "what why?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I have my reasons"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what are those reasons"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Theres a person"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you dont like?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "No I dont dislike anyone"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "so whatcha thinkin"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so what about this person?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "Its someone who I used to think of as a friend but I dont really anymore and they havent done anything its just uncomfy seeing their name"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oh?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to talk to them?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I don't try anymore tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean why leave cause of 1 person when everyone wants u to be here"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I mean I'm sure that person wants me here too they probably still think of us as friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then whats the problem?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "bruh I just told you the problem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so they make u uncomfortable but they still think of u as a friend"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yep it's not like they know they make me uncomfy"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "look at our mutual friendslist and there should be a person who you would expect me to be friends with but I'm not"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "but don't say who it is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean why don't you think of them as a friend?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "if I explained that they'd know who they were"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ur explaining to me not to them so, why do you think they are not ur friend?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "yeah but they can see and I don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ur saying ur feelings u have a right"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "I know that simar"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "fine I'll just tell you who it is"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "it's kali"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok and why don't u think of her as a friend"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "do I really have to explain that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i can't read ur mind"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "well first I doubt she'd care if we stopped being friends anyway"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok why do u think that?"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "why wouldn't I?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i can't read ur mind so u kinda have to explain"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "imma be real with you I don't want to explain it but I'm not the only person that thinks it"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "and if you wanna see if I'm right go ahead I don't care but I don't wanna talk about it for now so I'm either gonna leave or I'm gonna stay so we'll see"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u came to vent to say that u thinking about leaving the server, so that means u have a chance to stay soo u came for the answer. soo i think you should stay, i do care we are still friends, i mean i think of you as a friend but its ur life i only can give some advice and thats ur choice to take it or not i just hope you stay"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "I dont think you should let one person ruin your whole experience of a group, if you block them Im pretty sure it wont show their name."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate it when everyone treats me like a second option"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I frfr get treated like a second option everytime they say Oh I won't treat you like a second option"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But than treats me like one"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Makes me feel like I'm not good enough to be the first option"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't see anything of how much I'm worth"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Everyone just honestly treats me like garbage"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They even promised me something than breaks it ot just forgets what was the promise"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate it so much"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "I know some people just honestly arent worth your time, you are so much more than you know, you just have to learn to realize that you are good enough and worth it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "How do I realize that I'm worth so much"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "How do I realize that what I'm doing is good enough"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because everyone doesn't EVEN SEE IT"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'M IN SOOO MUCH OF EMOTIONAL PAIN I CAN'T BELIVE HOW I STILL EVEN LIVING"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I HATE IT HERE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "I dont know honestly, just treat yourself with respect and do what you think is right. You are worth it. One day you will realize it"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Trust me I know how that feels just hang in there, I love you and I dont even know you. I tell myself everyday I want the pain to go away, it gets better. You will get those things when you least expect it"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "You are perfect"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I CAN'T HOLD ON MUCH LONGER"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'M GOING TO DIE FROM EMOTIONAL PAIN"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "MY CHEST IS HURTING"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "I know, but you have to. For your family or animals and for yourself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'M GOING TO DIE FROM EMOTIONAL PAIN"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "ALL I HAVE THAT CARES FOR ME IST EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "MY FREINDS, AND MY FAMILY"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "And think about how broken that animal would be if it had to watch you go"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "BUT I KNOE I DISAPOINT THEM SO MUCH THAT O THINK THEY DON'T EVEN CARE ABOIT ME"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Think about the screams your family would let out if they found you gone. Ive heard that scream is so terrifying that they cant even mimic it."}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "You are so important"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NO I'M NOT"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'M FUCKEN BROKEN CAN'T YOU SEE I'M IN TERRIBLE PAIN"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Think about how your animal would walk around the house searching for you until they gave out"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "We are all in pain"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "But we cant give up"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I GAVE UP ON MYSELF ALREADY"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "BUT I STILL GOING BECAUSE I'M GOING TO END MYSELF ONE DAY"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Dont think like that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "AND I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO BE PROUD FOR ME FOR ONCE"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "You will get better"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "And I am so proud of you"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "And so many people are proud of you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "IF THEIR PROUD OF ME WHY CAN'T THEY PROOF IT"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "LIKE IF THEY REALLY DID LOVE WHY CAN'T THEY PROOF IT THAT THEY LOVE ME"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I HATE IT HERE"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm just verry sad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm in so much of emotional pain"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want it to end"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "I know it will get better"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Just hold on as hard as you can"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HOW DO YOU KNOW IT WILL GET BETTER FOR ME?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "HOW DO YOU KNOW IT WILL GET BETTER FOR ME?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "HunnyPuppy hey it will be ok"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "We are here for you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If you're here for me will you just leave me out of the blue when I really need you?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "No"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am a very busy person but I will help you with what ever you need"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okau just promise me that you won't abandon me"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I wont abandon you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Morrigan:heart:", "content": "Same here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well, this was one of the first places on discord that i had fun, and i am gonna start being inactive on discord, ill be on from time to time, but ill thank you guys especially for helping me through my times not hector NotSouls NoPoint Jimpycoo greg adios, and if you want to ban me from pinging mods go ahead, ok see ya sometime soon"}
{"username": "greg", "content": "see ya"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thanks mom"}
{"username": "Jimpycoo", "content": "awww okay bye, Im so happy we were able to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stay safe and take care of urself3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ok thanks guys, cya"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Aw no problem, stay safe and see you around!"}
{"username": "not hector", "content": "damn i love you dex \ufe0f stay healthy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just took advil when I was having chest pain"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It felt like something broke in my heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I honestly don't know what couses it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope you get better, and find out what causes you to feel that way"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "so um I just had the covid test bc I've been sick for the past week and I've absolutely no idea if I have it or not I really hope I don't but idk what will happen if I do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well you will just have to wait and see but you should hopefully be fine"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Remember its just been winter and you may just be sick from that"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "I mean I guess"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "I mean if you do happen to have it then you'll just be quarantined for a couple of weeks plus u might not have it at all and even if u do then I don't think anything really bad will happen"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "HenryTheHoover I hope you feel better"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know a tea thats strong but Ill remember the recipe and tag you with it, it helps with COVID and your immune system"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "If your dont mind?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know you may not have it but its best to start early"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "and sure I'll try it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "and sure I'll try it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "HenryTheHoover Ok if I recall"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1 1/3 cup of water"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1/2 Tbs of oregano"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1 pinch of thyme"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "2 ices for cool down optional"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1 tbs of honey optional"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "1. After a boil add oregano and thyme and let boil for 1 minute"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "2. Strain into a heat resistant cup or a mug and add honey with ice if optional"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "3. Let sit for 12 minutes before drinking"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I forgot what else you add to it:/"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You can also just drink orange juice without pulp and thats that"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Sorry Im in class but..."}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I dont want to do work"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "HenryTheHoover"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "What is that for"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "... READ! Im jk"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "I'm reading"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "They fear they may have COVID"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "So I asked if theyd like a recipe and they said sure"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its ok Valor is just Bipolar af"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Or has Personality disorder"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "HenryTheHoover Ok if I recall"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "1 1/3 cup of water"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "1/2 Tbs of oregano"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "1 pinch of thyme"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "Uhhh"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "2 ices for cool down optional"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "1 tbs of honey optional"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "1. After a boil add oregano and thyme and let boil for 1 minute"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "2. Strain into a heat resistant cup or a mug and add honey with ice if optional"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "3. Let sit for 12 minutes before drinking"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "THISGIRL024 tysm"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Of course!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "If you eat soups make sure you add oregano as it improves your immune system"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I have never drank this tea but last time I got sick was 4 years ago in like 7th or 8th grade"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I have drank it but not at that time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its mainly orange juice for me"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "So youve done it before? I dont want to know how that went"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": " Its ok Valor is just Bipolar af"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 And i did jokes earlier, I dont mean any mean things I say cause Im not like that"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Its meant to sound the other way"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But I do believe you are bipolar"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "BOII"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Why are you apologizing for being you? I dont take anything seriously"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Just be yourself even if youre depressed but you may have bipolar depression since you have some or few regrets"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "so I shouldnt regret cussing people out and saying mean things to people that have done nothing to me"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "My bad"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": " BOII"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "THISGIRL024 dont BOII\u201d me twerp"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "THISGIRL024 dont BOII\u201d me twerp"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Valor You pog"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "No \ufe0f"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "so I shouldnt regret cussing people out and saying mean things to people that have done nothing to me"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Valor You dOnT have to to me"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "I say pog as a joke"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I know that you have that type of humor"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "I dont actually use the word pog like legit"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Ok?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im still gonna use it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Oml Im saying that you say bad words as humor half the time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Dont try to be difficult"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Cause its not working"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But if you want keep trying"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Why do people call you that?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Because you referred to them first? Like how you welcome some people?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Like uni, satan,kimmmy,lily, and niko say it to everyone"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": " Because you referred to them first? Like how you welcome some people?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "THISGIRL024 ur mean"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "I leave now"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Ok?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Cya "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I still dont understand how Im mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I mean no one said it seriously"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it was all jokes"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Why does everyone do Jokes"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I mean I do them too but not all the time"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "HEHE"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its not all the time"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "No I mean different people in other servers too"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "No one does me"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "I do them"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Cap"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Im here"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "I do you"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Perv"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "JOKE STOP LYING!"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Oh ok"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Say less"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Sure"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Jokes"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Soo"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Whyd I get pinged?"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "I only let cuties ping me"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Oh wait thats why u can ping me"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Smh"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "BYe bye"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I only let cuties ping me"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Jokes Thats why you cant ping yourself either"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "and I do it to mess with you"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Jokes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Am I cute now"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Bc I pinged u"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Pog"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Why so mean THISGIRL024"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Am I cute now"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Valor Thats why yall fck with eachother all the time"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Ill legit slap u in 100 different ways"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Tell them all to me"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Nty"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Sorry I was fcking with bot, what happened?"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im just kidding I did you right there"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Ur confusing"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Thats what I love to be "}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Cya!"}
{"username": "Jokes", "content": "Okay then"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Ok bye"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "If someone was reading that notes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Dont tell anyone"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Cant u see audit log doe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "So why try to snipe"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Because like sniping, you can't see deleted images"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It only shows up as the filename"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "In this case the default image0.png"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "U cant snipe images either"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah, like I said"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why do I laugh at serious things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like when I laugh when someone is giving me the serious face"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Can i vent to someone for a minute?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "My bad didn't see it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Texas Toast"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Alright i got told today that after the first semester of school that I can attend full college classes online, which I think is pretty nice but at the same time that means next year u have to take 10 college classes through the year which I dont know if im capable of doing. My school has a stigma around me that since I was smart in elementary that it would carry through too high school and im worried that I will disappoint everyone. The main goal though for doing the college is to earn an associates degree by the time I graduate which would be nice but i doubt myself"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I average about an AB average but I just don't know if I can do it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "It seems out of reach"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "You'll be okay, no one should pressure you to do anything or stick you in an uncomfortable position"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I'd say give it a whirl, it's always worth a try"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And if you feel yourself slipping let your teachers know, or whoever is in charge, and maybe then you guys could sort something out to help, or lower your workload"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, I want to do it because if I manage to pull it off I will be able to get into the college I want to, it would help me set up my future"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Its just everyone expects so much of me and I've had a following stigma around me that im the smart kid when im really not"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I understand that, just remember to think about yourself, don't let other people's thoughts control what happens to you or your future, if you feel someone who is expecting too much of you is putting you somewhere that is too much for you, remember you have the power to speak up"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Feel like I'm kinda just saying bullcrap now, it's true, but kinda cheesy"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Well in terms of myself I tend to be clumsy and forgetful but people view me academically as smart and there is no way I can really shake it without flanking some stuff. At times I don't mind it but I just always get worried that I'm gonna let people down and they'll give up on me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's understandable... Maybe let people know directly when they praise you in such a way that makes you feel kinda meh?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, I definitely need to be more open about those issues"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "But yeah, im just a bit stressed, ill talk to my guidance counselor more tomorrow and go in depth about it the details, but for now it scares me a bit"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I deffo understand your position, there are ways to help you, I'm sure your councillor will know what to do"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yeah, I was only briefly told about it, I just never really thought I'd be able to get into a position like this though at the same time"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Maybe I should look at it more in a positive way and think that its the first step into college and less of a burden"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's a great way of thinking, just always remember to think about yourself and keep in tune with your thoughts:"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Yep, I can better realize that. Thanks for hearing me out"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No probs"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "this week destroyed me"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "just like, wave after wave of problems all kind of built up and this is the breaking point"}
{"username": "attak3", "content": "i'm just crying, i don't know what else to do. everything is bad. i want to curl up in a ball and pretend this week didn't happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its ok to cry, we all have days sometimes even weeks where its just bad, you just have to stay calm and relax, maybe find something that can hwlp you relax?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And high school?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Full college"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Oh thats like yeah thats not a biggie"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "But technically still in high school"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im in high school..."}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Its just stressful because I struggle with high school classes and im about to take on 4 college classes"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Same, im in 11th grade right now"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "2 M/W and 2 T/Th?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Oh thats cool were in the same grade!"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "No, its 5 classes every day"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "That is pretty cool"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Thats an odd schedule"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Umm thats not like the usual college"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Where are you going Harvard? That sounds about right? Im sure youre really smart and they see A LOT of potential in you"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Stop doubting yourself\u201d was what I heard from a trusted source"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "And it applies to you"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Well im gonna be taking certain classes to get into the University of Florida but im not sure I can make it, the acceptance rate is under 40"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And here I am moaning about my college when I only have one course"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "guys I don't have covid"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "YAY!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You have successfully lifted that weight off your chest"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "yeah thank God"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Please wait 1 1/2 weeks for the next level!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Tip: It will not be easy!"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "no it will not"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Do you agree to level up or quit?"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Quoting will result in the loss of progress and you may have to restart"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Love when im pushed aside in my family"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Its sick"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like they aren't telling u things or they aren't including u?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Im just not important"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "And barely acknowledged"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "meaning like they forget about u?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Pretty much, its like whenever my sister would do something everyone would be so happy, whenever she got her car bought for her everyone congratulated her but whenever I buy one no one says anything. And I just recently started planning classes for college and when I tell my family I get yelled at"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Its like they want me to feel like shit"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "The only family member who is genuinely happy for me is my sister but she doesn't live with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u talked to them about how u feel?"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Not really, i just don't want to mention it because I feel like i shouldn't"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Like a simple congrats would make me feel happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if u want it then you have to tell them how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no should or shouldn't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its only what u want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u want this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then go for it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Well its just ive been doing all this stuff and no one acknowledges me, i mean I don't like being the center of attention but its just i always get yelled at for doing nothing when I worked for 7 months to buy my own car and get called lazy by my family"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just want to be loved is pretty much what it is, then just talk to ur parents"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Well i live with just my grandma, im not sure where my parents are. But that's probably it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "I didnt mean to turn it that way but I get what you were saying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just whenever u get the chance, just tell ur parents how u feel"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "If you know your parents wont listen to you then you should right them a letter, or if they check your room or walk in just have it laying around and theyll probably see it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "You can do that if you feel like you wont have the courage to ever give it to them and if you want to just give it to them then you can also do that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My parents left the house to get my dad an Xray"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He was feeling pain somewhere on his body"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I'm home alone with my siblings and my grandma"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I hungry"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Grandma"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "So therefore u should never go hungry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But my grandma doesn't cook anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She's old"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And plus I'm only used to my mom's and dad's cooking"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "oh ok"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bro my stomach could make a noise and my grandma has already got some soup or something 2 feet down my throat"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "or something"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ims sorry"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "or something"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "expomarker"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Yo?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Sus"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Always has been"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I always been sus man"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "We know"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "At least we've come to an understanding"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Hekn hek"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sir"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Yo?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Whats up"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "can someone believe in me eventhough you dont what im doing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bro i always believe in you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "can someone believe in me eventhough you dont what im doing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im one of the many i believe in you, forever and always"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thanks, im fired upp!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "GO GET EM"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "aaa"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "saaame"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't want my stuff animal to be the only thing to sleep with me in bed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean sometimes people aren't able to be there with you, so i get its nice having someone there but its better to start learning to sleep alone too?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared to sleep alone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never grew out of my fear of being alone, and the dark"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of fhe dark it couse trauma"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe have a light on then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "when sleeping"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have a night light"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it's a big blue Christmas light"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I hate being alone it scares me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks for your help ig"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I never get to adapt to environments if I feel extremely lonely"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok there is a limit to extremely lonely and just sleeping"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "What's the limit than?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "extremely lonely well to me is like i have no one to talk to, like a day where didn't talk to anyone outside my house or online"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just sticked to myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel lonely like that type that no one wants you even if someone wants you it still makes you feel like no one is there for me because it feels like their trying to built up my confidence and destroy it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "SHUT IT MEE6"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It honestly feel very lonely even I have someone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't let anyone in my heart box easily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok do u want urself?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I may get emotionally attached to someone but I need to know them more so I can let them fully in my heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": " ok do u want urself?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint I don't feel like myself anymore I feel like I'm a nobody"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats probably why then"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one is a nobody"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No matter how much people try to make le happy I just go down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are urself and i think u are wonderful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "self love is very important"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hmmm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know how to love myself tbh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "especially if u want someone else with u its important to have self love"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not just love from someone else"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want someone to teach me self love"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok try to go to the mirror every morning and say at least 1 thing u are proud of urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and what u like about urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do that for like a week"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes there is something"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm not proud of myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I am proud for eating because that's my comfort"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i like that u are very sweet, kind, caring and wonderful"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see already got 4 things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I already got 4 reasons to not feel worthless about"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I just still don't see that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel like a god of loneliness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like no one wants me even if their there for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Idk making me feel that way"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who cares what other people want or not want, u should focus on urself, care for what u want, what ur dreams are, ik its selfish but thats what self love is"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I didn't felt lonely when they would check up on me all day I honestly miss that person for checking up in me everyday"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I would tell them all my problems and they would give me adive of joe to turn my problems around"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But now I wonder where that person whent"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They stopped checking up on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now I felt more lonelier than ever"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so u are looking for someone else to care for you? is that right"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want someone to awlays be there for me even of their busy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I awlays pray to god for that person"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I guess god didnt answered and tje devil heard my prayer"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "time is always against god"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate going to chruch it's soo boring and it doesn't help me do well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ofc its gonna be boring, and problems isn't always fixed overnight, even tho im not religious i think praying is more like a long time term effect"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a dream before when I was extremely upset bec no one was there for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it was a young man crying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He was yelling at someone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He was in distress"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly felt his pain"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The shocked on his face when we both heard You don't matter to me anymore, you can honestly just leave made me cry in my sleep"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean im not a person to care if people check on me or care for me, it is what it is but ik there are people that care about me cause ik if there wasn't i would be living on the streets alone doing nothing with my life and living with regrets"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya we are all gonna make mistakes and regret it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but why would that hold us back?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to live my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to see my grand kids smile"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i want to do many things in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i have a lot of regrets but that doesn't hold me back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "those regrets made me the person i am today"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everything that i have done has been to this person and im still going to make mistakes and imrpove"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I guess you're right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik i may have not helped but the only person that can help you improve is urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hmm thank you"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "phew, that felt good."}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "he deleted it so we made a new one since the community was great and banned him from it, eventually i became owner"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oo thats cool"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "females are complicated asf"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "...yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone is pretty complicated even if u think u aren't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if she tells u about other dudes ur probably the main then"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "There's usually a very thin line with girls when knowing if they think of you as a friend or someone who they want to pursue something more with"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya pretty much"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "idk she said i was adorable"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "and then like a min later"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "said i looked like caioulo"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "that one bald kid"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "the cartoon"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "idk how u say his name"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "Depends on the personality honestly. Some girl could joke to me about daddy jokes and all she thinks of me is someone she's comfortable to joke around with and wants to be friends and nothing more. On the other, someone could really want you but you get nothing anywhere near that level so you think they like you just as friends"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Shes just poking fun at u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya most people here just mess around with me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its all good"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "but its fax doe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again i take nothing seriously"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My dad just fat shamed me for eating one tiny bar of Hershey milk chocolate"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not good"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "wanna trade?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "How's your dad and how's your mom"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I live in a mexican household"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "abusive"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "extremely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So the emotional and physical abuse is extremd"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "work on a farm"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "and them school"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "and then sleep"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My parents are poir"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "5 annpying sistets"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bro i know nothing but poverty"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "1 really annoying sister who I used to abuse"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And 1 brother who is 2 years younger than me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And btw"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mom cam hear me do anything"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "same"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She can hear me brush my teeth, put on my shoes, get in online classes QUIETLY!"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "my mom got spidey senses"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "bro i gotta tell u sum"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So there's no point of trading parents when are parents are the same"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Sure what is it?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nothing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i have a lady friend you could say now"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "so like theres this discord game i play. its basically you start out with 16 people, split up into teams, you compete in a challenge, if your team loses you vote someone out until theres 2 people left, then you the other eliminated players vote for who they think played better. anyways we have an all stars season coming up and they didnt make the cut so they went off on me over it and i just gave my reasonings and left the chat"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "so like theres this discord game i play. its basically you start out with 16 people, split up into teams, you compete in a challenge, if your team loses you vote someone out until theres 2 people left, then you the other eliminated players vote for who they think played better. anyways we have an all stars season coming up and they didnt make the cut so they went off on me over it and i just gave my reasonings and left the chat"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Jack That sounds toxic AF but at least you left it"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "This server is a better place"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "oh i left her group dm, not the server, she left on her own accord thank god"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "i have a lady friend you could say now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Valor yes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I guess its the same for many Mexican households but you guys have it worse than I do"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "THISGIRL024 yeah Abuse does run in the culture"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": " Im really sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "THISGIRL024 it's okay some of us are used to it some of us arn't"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im still sorry:"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "But I cant lie saying I havent had a similar experience I just chose to avoid the topics"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im just saying its better now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nvm im single again"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "that went well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I miss this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I miss all of you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I dont want to lose you all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know I will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean spend as much time as you can then with the things u love"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "Just got misgendered in photography class and Im so tired of being alive"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait wdym?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like people thought u were a girl?"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "I mean"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "Thats not it chief"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "Just being called a girl gives me dysphoria"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ik everyone is different, but people think im a pedo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean then would standing up be better, like saying that u are a guy, everyone is gonna assume at first cause that is what people do but if u tell them then they will understand"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "i found my home"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "hugs vent"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so is there something on ur mind or u help others?"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "Rn no but im usually sad"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "But yeah i love to help others"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "that emoji always cheers me up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Rn no but im usually sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MISA u can always talk to me if u need someone to talk to"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "Oh okie"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "Also nice pfp"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "Doctor stone:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yaaa"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u have a nice pfp too"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "E"}
{"username": "MISA", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just saw my body at my mirror"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And omg"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I gained alot of Quarantine weight "}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No wonder my dad fat shames me everytime he sees me eat something"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean its not ur fault that ur dads a dick"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And its hard tryna stay healthy during quarantine anyways, especially if you dont have a schedule yk"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And just remember that you dont have to change for anyone but yourself ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "um lets maybe not do that"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "forgot to delete it my bad"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "we dont talk about that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fine but take care of urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i got my appstore back finally"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok its alright to talk about urself, this is a place to vent and its ok to be selfish, but if you have feelings for her you should tell her soon then later, its better to say how u feel then just keeping it locked up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im always down to talk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my dms are always open if u ever need to talk to someone"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "same my crush used me"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "for money, stole my friends"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "played with my heart and emotions"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "same my crush used me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "for money, stole my friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion yup that happened to me to "}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im emotionless"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "but the wrost thing is i fall in love with her"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "it was so bad bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i do be over it yet emotionally unstable"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "than i fall in love with 2 of my so called best friends"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry man"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Sounds like you need company, maybe consider sticking round in chat for a while and see how you feel?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Your call, really, I'm not your mum /"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "im still in pain"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "I would love to be in a call rn cause thats a really good distraction, but i got a mountain of hw so like Imma just lurk and talk when i can until i can be in one"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "It just has to be one of those nights I can't just sit in VC the whole time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I would love to be in a call rn cause thats a really good distraction, but i got a mountain of hw so like Imma just lurk and talk when i can until i can be in one"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NotSouls you can join ours when youre done"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "i agree"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "You ever get that gut feeling that things have been going way too well, so its any day now that itll all fall apart and be ripped away? Yeah i got that right now. Just callin it."}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "thxs"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im struggling to find the strength to live"}
{"username": "tywin.the.awesome.lion", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "Today on seeing people I used to know still be best friends with each other while I still have never had a best friend"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i am afraid to admit this"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "but im a simp"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "A simp for who"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "shiii anyone that dont treat me bad"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "arianna"}
{"username": "Strawberry Cola", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i didnt see anything"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ight bye"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "abyiebhvir7325", "content": "I be simping too"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "amen"}
{"username": "gearkind", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Im jk do wtv you want"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do be simpiny"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not physically"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "any type, its not a shame to be weak"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mentally?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I actually believe I have anxiety or something because I hate being embarrassed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But oh well here we go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Gonna step outside the comfort zone once again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There is a girl, I have liked her for a while, we dated, broke up and I never knew why so I never had a reason to stop liking her, and now I miss it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "havw u tried talking to her?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont even know if she has a boy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Friend"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I heard she likes someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean you can still tak to her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "talk"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well I try to start streaks and she either doesnt open or leaves on open"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just say hey and see what happens"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But that seems really awkward"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ya its gonna be awkward but you have to at least try"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont want to come off as desperate"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I dont even know what I would say"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try to start a convo, like how you talk to anyone else, see how shes doign and whats going on"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait I could say someone chat, like Im sending it to other people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And then just send it to her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok that sounds weird"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its up to u but its better to just straight up text her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She is probably asleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its 11pm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "probably"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "probably"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I probably should be too"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been doing farm work past 3 days"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya then best to go to sleep gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Goodnight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good night gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Where the disappero guy emoji"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There we go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Bye"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "later"}
{"username": "LiamBurgers", "content": "Grr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "grr"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Grrr"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "grr"}
{"username": "Lukas Bergland", "content": "Racisim is very bad!"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "just because he doesnt show his pride in u doesnt mean hes not proud"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "How do you know that?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i just cant contain this infromation any longer"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im afraid to admit but i have a massive schlong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wish i had the confidence and inches for that"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "its ok"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "your simar your 2 inches is automattically 2 feet"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "I'm gonna be totally honest I'm really unsure about my sexuality..."}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "it's okay to be unsure, you can take however long you need to figure it out."}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "and you don't ever need a label if you don't want one!"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "I did try some of those sexuality tests and most say that I'm bisexual."}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "it really depends on how you feel you identify, if you feel like bisexual is the right label for you then you can use it."}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "and sexuality can change over time too, so you might think you're bisexual and then realise you're gay, and that's fine too"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "I'm not gay for certain. I have been attracted to girls."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i need some serious help on my sexuality myself, and i think its fine not to have a label"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "atm im pan and demi lmao"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im complicated"}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "i've gone through so much with my sexuality/gender, i'm still a little confused with it"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "I'm either bisexual, pansexual or just straight...but I'm not sure."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I'm gonna be totally honest I'm really unsure about my sexuality..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "LegalAndy360 its fine to be bi curious"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or just curious"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just be urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "when you know what you feel you are then you can say that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see ur options and see what u think is right for u"}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "yeah, it's okay to just be unsure until you know what you are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it does take a lot of time and thinking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and maybe experience too"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tru"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so you can't really know unless u try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so you should just do what u feel is right for you"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "I'm not really ready for a relationship yet tbh."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "take your time love"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hey buttons"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "LegalAndy360 I am a b s o l u t l y lost with my sexuality, so for the time being while I get my thoughts together, I say I m questioning, because I am confuzzled:"}
{"username": "LegalAndy360", "content": "Hi George!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "also shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz nice music taste my dude:D"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Hey'all:"}
{"username": "shslw0rm.0n.str1ngz", "content": "thanks!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I'm not really ready for a relationship yet tbh."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "LegalAndy360 and thats too fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and see when u are fully ready"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "I know that stick h might've been great at one point, now it's meaningless"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Hi"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Anyone"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Plz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hi?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just found out that my ex who left me twice actually cheated on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I giggled when I heard that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was like idec lmaooo he's my ex"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If we we're still together and cheated on me I would cryy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bit nah he's my ex now do idc about him lmao"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "read username for how i would deal with that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "read username for how i would deal with that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Jack sameb"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He broke my heart when he left me twice"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But it's whatever now"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Awe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "she has already found someone else and it aint even been a whole day yet"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "gonna go kms now im obviously not worth that much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "dont actually"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "nah im a full sender"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "already got the glock9"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "at the chin"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "boutta 200 pump my self"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "U CANT STOP ME"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "DIES"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not tho"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i am doe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i was born on birth control"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "no wonder im such a screw up"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "thats called a mistake"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i wasnt supposed to happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so who cares how it happen, you are born into this world to be u, who cares if u mess up just get back up and do even better"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was unexpected"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "kinda hard doe my guy when there is no getting up when ur stuck under the current of life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "What makes you think I make unexpected things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": " kinda hard doe my guy when there is no getting up when ur stuck under the current of life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Valor I know that feeling when your on the edge of the cliff and trying to give up but can't couse you don't have the motivation to do give up"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i been at da edge of my cliff since birth"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not one good thing has happened to me"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not one"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "never"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ever"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't hate you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But ik there's gonna be a good thing happening to you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just have hope"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im trying to my guy"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "its hard after 14 years of non stop pain"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Have you try to change things?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like my guy if you can't achieve in anything like my guy you need change yourself into a better person than you already are and to be there for someone or for everyone and to like not be thay sensitive when it comes to things you hate"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "i try broski"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im legit there for everyone when i can be bc of my past i know how it feels"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Bro"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Have you ever heard of therapy maybe that'll help"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But it's okay if you don't want to go to therapy"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "too expenisve"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I get that not wanting to go to therapy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "What"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im here too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": " Olympe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yea idk what to do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 u good"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Tiffany for now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "alr vent to me"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "whats that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have 20 more minutes with u"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "whats vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "means talk"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "go on im all ears"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if i dont reply that means im prepping for my sleep"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Ok so I was diagnosed with depression when I was 5 ever since my family split apart all because of my dads family Ive had 2 deaths in the pass 2 months Ive been on an app that ppl kill themselfs on Ive actually stabbed myself with a knife and every single day Ive cried over things that has happened to my pass so I thought instead of living I could just die which seems like a good idea but tbh I love crying myself to sleep and I just cut myself every night my best friend has got rid of it a little bit but whenever Im happy something happens"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "danggg that was personal but yk u didnt have to tell me that bc one u could have dm me that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bc that was personal to me at least"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "oh srry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its all good unless u were comfortable saying it"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "I was"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "I finally got it off my chest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so tell me more about this app"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways mikayla imma go to sleep but first need to do my math hw so have fun hope u doing well just dm me or ping me in this channel if u need anything or just someone to annoy bc i see u like a lil sis bc ur around my lil sisters age alr cool cool peace out luvv byee MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Bye love you too \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Shinigami", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "Shinigami", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Ciao"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont think i need friends anymore"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "neither a relationship"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just wanna have a good time"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "NoPoint I sent a text, I was to nervous to talk straight up so I did the someone chat"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Also sorry ping"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you wanna cry but your brother in the room"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk if she is just ignoring my text or something but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She must go to sleep real early"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Actually well I go to sleep late so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "how long has it been since you sent the snap"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She actually has a good sleep schedule"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It has been"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Half hour"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "37 mins"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To be precise"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok see tomorrow if she opens it or not"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Will do"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "danggg lmaoo yk what i do to my boyfriend, i get mad and post something on my private and he knows im mad at him : but before i do that, i say good night and yeahh: Gee"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "reading the past 20 minutes of chat between ari and that one guy"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not pog for my mental health"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "make want die levels increase by fair amount"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "the already low levels of serotonin levels decrease rapidly in a short period of time"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "plays juice wrld"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "but your not though my guy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't need a worth to live"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thxs love kinda a strong word and i have serious trust issues, my boyfriend hates my guyts when i keep stuff from him like it scares me when he just looks at me and knows something is going on sighhh. but im always denying his love and pushing him away:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if he is blocking you from being happy then i don't think you should be with him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but it might be that hes looking out for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just talk to him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its not really denying his love, its more of stop telling me or shwoing ur love to me idk why i do that"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "then just break up with him then man"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "idk what to tell u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if u feel like he is blocking you from being happy then ya best bet is to break up with him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no hes definitely not blocking me from being happy in fact he makes me laugh and smile a lot, i think about him a lot sometimes i laugh too much i start crying but yeahh and no i really love him we dont argue a lot now its just i think its more of a me problem than our relationship problem, and sighh i think he is looking out for me but i dont really like when people look out for me idk. okay one i cant talk to him bc i cant tlaking to people in my life and opening up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok he is ur bf and he is always gonna be there for u"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "this kid legit wrote sigh"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "off topic my bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i would say just take ur time and open up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he will be there for you and always try to make u happy"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah im trying: i cant seem to open up to anyone in my life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "except online people"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "smh"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "breaks up and meets on tinder"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "there problem solved"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yeah im trying: i cant seem to open up to anyone in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Doe just take ur time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "baby steps"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just talk to him about how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and see where that goes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk how i feel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel lost in my emotions"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "somem confusing emotions jumbled together"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok how do u feel rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i can seem to describe how i feel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what are u thinking about"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uh idk what else"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "how old are you?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "emotion central"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so how do u feel about ur boyfriend?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk tbh all ik is i wanna see him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i care for him and i love him"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but when i think about his love, one someting deeep down is making me deny it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like as if its fake"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "thats not good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then talk to him about it"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sighhh i should"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its his and ur love, we can't really tell whats fake or not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u should"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then i feel bad"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "SIMAR! BE A THERAPIST! IT PAYS WELL AND UR GOOD AT IT!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good relationship happens with good communication"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " SIMAR! BE A THERAPIST! IT PAYS WELL AND UR GOOD AT IT!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Valor im still too young"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "trueee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and inexperienced"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and lazy asf"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ik that"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "fax doe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "not rlly"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "doe"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "doe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ye i get what u mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " then i feel bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Bianchi u shouldn't feel bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just talk to him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i cant i feel bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk if its feeling bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk how to describe it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a good relationship is when both parties have good communication and understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like i said i dont like opening up to anyone in my life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i don't either its not my kind of thing but reaching out to people helps"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe except my 21 year old brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and improves on u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but only thru text"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or vc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then try to text ur bf and see how it goes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just start slow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and say as much as u can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it won't happen over night"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it will take some time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm i think hes teh type to listen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u just need a little confidence"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and then try to do it for a shrot amount and then forget about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean u know him better then i do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok try to make a goal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and stick to it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "mange ur time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do i really know him that weel?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im questioning"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "only known him for 5 months"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk how long i have been dating him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats what happens when ur in love"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i mean i knew him for 2 years ish just never talked to him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like never"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all im saying is that he is ur bf for a reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a reason only u and him can talk about"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and will always be there for u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sighh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel like me talking to him wont do any good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u never know until u try"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i ddi talk to him once, he said he would try harder"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all im saying even tho im lazy a little effort can do a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and then he did for 2 weeks and after that treated me as if i was a friend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm i should stop questioning or imma break down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then talk to him thats literally the only solution, its u two relationship and u need to understand both ur feelings"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " hmm i should stop questioning or imma break down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Prochora its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just stay calm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "relax"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ill question our relationship at night"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "that way i dont cry in class"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or blow up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways i cant control my emotions recently"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok well if u need me il always free and willing to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and maybe u shouldn't control them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but thats cause u just don't reach out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and talk about how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u should open up more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't hide ur feelings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "to who"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i cant trust anyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "to anyone u trust"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "except my brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im willing to listen if u like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "probably only person i trust"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but he makes jokes about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my life n problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well if u have no one else im always willing to listen and help out"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but helps me, currently im ignoring him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh okayyy yeahh thats dope"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who are u ignoring?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is it cause he is bothering u?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "more like hes annoying"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so u just want space?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo ya i understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what i mean by my emotions are getting out of control"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "when im close with someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "one moment im chill and cool"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the next day or 2 im annoyed at them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i do this every week or every 2 weeks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its bad for me at least"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats fine, i think its cause u are controlling ur emotions too much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its best to just let them out, better then just taming them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause not everyone likes to be controlled am i right?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so tonight just maybe have someone to talk to and let out ur emotions"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "colgate or crest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i need help answering that question"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk what colgate or crest is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sorry:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dang where r u from"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "canada"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh dang"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i think it might be only in the usa"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its tooth paste brands"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh okayyy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nah its all good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not the brightest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "stubbing toe or hitting elbow on something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait whatt"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "which is worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "umm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think toe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways i should try to talk to someone tonight"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "im back"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "deifinitely not my brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anyways i should try to talk to someone tonight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Siouxie yaa"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wb valor"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i talk to myselfff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it has to be another person"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ": sooo its cool"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i actually talk to myself a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "which is fine"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but talk to someone else tonight"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh okayyy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sighh okayyy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "funny thing i do it at night a lot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well tonight will be different"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk who that will be"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats up to u but ik u will find someone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeahh and sighh i hope i do find someone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope u do too:D"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hello NoPoint tywin.the.awesome.lion"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it might be u who knows"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hello lmaoo that was for nopoint"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmaoo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if it is me u can just dm me oki3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my bad"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Chat dead for 15 minutes now"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "My ears hurt Lounge one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats scary place"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Nice PFP adventure time?"}
{"username": "chl0e", "content": "hi simar"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "There someone with a high pitch noice!"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hi simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "chl0e Hey finn"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " Nice PFP adventure time?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "THISGIRL024 yaa"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its all good dont be sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion heyy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u said sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm is that a personal experience?"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Hello people:/"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "i've made progress with my username"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "as have i"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want that person back in my life they would check up on me everyday but now they stopped and it makes me feel very lonely but I'm getting warmer and warmer because I have someone special in my life now and I don't want to end and have it hurt me very badly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm trying so hard to forget that person"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate them for stopping to check up on me every day"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "i've made progress with my username"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Jack Stunning!"}
{"username": "Ch3ry", "content": "VENT"}
{"username": "liz", "content": "I don't really think that's how this works"}
{"username": "burnttoast", "content": "does your body ever feel completely numb for no reason"}
{"username": "tanner", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "tanner", "content": "when that happens i"}
{"username": "ilana", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "ilana", "content": "anyone wanna sleep call with me tn"}
{"username": "ilana", "content": "plz dm"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Wass up"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "Ima help you"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "you said you cut yourself?"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Talk to us"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "Listen thats a really bad path to go down mikay kay Ive gone down that path"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Hey hun you can talk to us if u want"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "And its a really bad path to go down"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "Pls pls pls No cutting bb"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "we all love you here"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "it hurts us to see you harm yourself"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Ok so I was diagnosed with depression when I was 5 ever since my family split apart all because of my dads family Ive had 2 deaths in the pass 2 months Ive been on an app that ppl kill themselfs on Ive actually stabbed myself with a knife and every single day Ive cried over things that has happened to my pass so I thought instead of living I could just die which seems like a good idea but tbh I love crying myself to sleep and I just cut myself every night my best friend has got rid of it a little bit but whenever Im happy something happens"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Awee come here you lemme give you a hug. You know you matter so much! And your life is precious"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Hun I get it I know what it feels like to just leave and that death seems like a good option but it really isnt okay. I know this saying that keeps me going and it may not help you now but if you start thinking about it, it will make u see things more positively sorry if this is cringey"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "hugs am I a disappointment"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 guess what"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "noone cares about you"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not your friends"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not your family"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not me"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "just go and die"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "noone loves you"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not your friends"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not your family"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "not me"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "noone wants you"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion TF IS WRONG WITH U DUDE"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Are u kidding me"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 guess what"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "noone cares about you"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not your friends"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not your family"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not me"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "just go and die"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "noone loves you"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not your friends"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not your family"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "not me"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "noone wants you"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion ok I will"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Hold on"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion Get TF OUT OF HERE RN"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "RN"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Someone"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Kick him"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "OUT"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "Hold up"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "DONT LISTEN TO HIM MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Mikayla"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "This is the problem"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "U listen to the negativity"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Ignore em"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Then only you'll understand what your life holds"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Im actually crying"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "she tried to hit on me"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "tywin.the.awesome.lion dude"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "baka"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Ban"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Cardon"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Thats no reason to say those awful things u did"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Thank god"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "THANK GOD"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "!kick tywin.the.awesome.lion"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "@.Pissbaby they gone"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Thank u"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "if they werent kicked i coulda banned em"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "but its aight"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "same thing"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "nah ur gucci"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Im actually really mad rn"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "just stop being mad"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Im actually crying"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "I wanna commit man slaughter "}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "on cardon"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "I miss my best friend"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "she died"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "apparently I have to die"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 hun"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "on the 16 of September"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Those feelingss you're having"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 okay so if you want me to give you legit help and options I can cause I dont want to say how or why I can on here but I know ways to get help okay"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "mikay kay We all love you sweety"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I have em all the time"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "please please please dont be sad"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "What im grateful about is ik i have people who care"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "They bring me out of that pit"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": " mikay kay We all love you sweety"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Love is real we really do"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "And I also look at this now in a different POV since Ive been through a lot of stuff so what you guys are saying now is not what Im fully thinking "}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Okie"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I thought this was vent"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 are u here can u read what I said"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "She made a mistake"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I hope shes alright"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "I do too"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "oh mikiberries?"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "All I ask is for a therapist"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "So like we can only help a friend out so much that if we try to fix it ourselves it hurts us mentally physically and emotionally because like what Ive done is take all of someones issues and try to solve it and forget mine. You can be there and help but you can only do so much it really depends on professionals and adult you can give them support and some advice but dont hurt or mess yourself over it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i already have a therapist sooo rip"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but honestly sometimes he isnt helpful like i just cant open up to him"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways im getting a new one"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "All I ask is for a therapist"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 did u talk about it with your mom"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hello boyyy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or maaam and i am baddd i am freaking out for my chem test how r u tho"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well im procrastinating : rip"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dont know who cardon is and idk who that is anyways u shouldnt ask me im not a mod or anything or a staff"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "rip yup"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wym? im so lost rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "who is he"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "isk who that is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dont know who that is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "danggg why u asking if u dont know or?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im lost"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anywyas lets move on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hows ur day"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "kind of good just ate a chocolate bar and i am drinking my tea"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "Am I a bad child If I hate my parents sometimes"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "Thankyou for answering"}
{"username": "shibes", "content": "and no"}
{"username": "shibes", "content": "ur not"}
{"username": "shibes", "content": "its normal"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "Yes thanks now I dont feel as bad"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "I need to vent cuz today someone in my speech class brought up self harm and yk I tried my best to stay calm but I could feel it through both my wrists and no I havent self harmed my wrist for almost a year but it was so triggering like I wasnt triggered but somehow my body was"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "nd I hope my parents divorce"}
{"username": "shibes", "content": "i know its not my place to ask but what did they do?"}
{"username": "shibes", "content": "also try to refrain from self harm, i know me saying it does nothing and the pain can be unbearable but think about how you can change ur life and make the pain go away, try to keep on moving forward"}
{"username": "dirb", "content": "that helped alot thanks"}
{"username": "What...!", "content": "Hey hey"}
{"username": "What...!", "content": "Hey hey hey hey hey"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "your welcome"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "you can talk to any time"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "jon.snow i think he was being sarcastic"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "NoPoint gotta love the 20hour delivered"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im doing homework"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So gotta get back to it"}
{"username": "Agent Belkan", "content": "To be honest, I have no idea where to start, my siblings are starting to pull pranks on me as jokes, my parents are starting to give attention to my younger siblings because I'm the oldest sibling, my legs have been aching day an night, I'm getting extremely tired and getting around 4 hours of sleep, I'm getting many thoughts of how I should end my life. I just don't like it. At all."}
{"username": "Agent Belkan", "content": "I ended up cutting once and I regretted it."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know it is hard to talk to people about that stuff but getting more sleep will help a lot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Last year I hated life and now it is great because I met all of you, and I have been given amazing opportunities so dont ever think of ending it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dang i totally forgot to text or talk to someone last nigth"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeahh i hopso too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ive been stress eating for the past 3 years"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "mines is pretty bad, i eat a lot of chocolate"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "daily somtimes i try to stop but i cant"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Shh"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "jon.snow I feel like you secretly text everyone"}
{"username": "kiitzy", "content": "nothing idk what to reply with"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Aight"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I think they was talkin bout dms my guy"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No one said you were bro"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you have the power to make them fell at ease and calm. you should probably try to convince them to notify the cops so that it doesnt happen again with someone else"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "by text"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "convincing her is the best option i think"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm how so"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "dude"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you should defientely call the cops then"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and you dont have any controll on how your ex behaves, its definietely not your fault"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "but have you maybe tried to talk to your ex also"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm, i think that helping your gf keep her distance is also an option but i dont recommand you guys takingaction on your own if your ex capable of going thatfar. get a third party involved?"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "Had a very weird dream."}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "It was around the end of summer or so and I was standing in an open field on a warm, not hot sunny day, around 5 pm or so, basically evening. It was extremely peaceful all I could really hear was some birds chirping in the distance, but the main thing was that right near me there was a small, well built wooden cabin with the door slightly open. I decided to just go ahead and walk right in when there was an older man like 70s or something who seemed to be carving something out of wood. Again, basically all peaceful, at this point all I could hear was a slight ticking of a clock which was in the cabin. The man then turns around and asks do you know a why you're here my name? As he continues carving. And I was like no not really. There was a bit of silence before he basically gestured me over saying come, come and shows me what he's working on which looks like it's an interesting star shaped thing. Couldn't really describe it but it looked neat. From there he tells this place, it's peaceful isn't it and I'm like yeah it is. He says, I think so too and chuckled a bit."}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "Then I pretty much woke up"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "Maybe not so much as weird, probably fascinating"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmaooo i miss my ex:9"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk if im a crazy ex"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "What?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "shes in a gang?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or friend group?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh danggg do u know her well? or?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so u never met her?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "dangg so how is she gonna hurt ur gf"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so how does ur ex know u have a gf"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and your gf told ur ex ur her gf?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm wel its someones fault for opening their mouth"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm it someones"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not urs never said that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways restraining order?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "wym take her down?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "physically?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so you never met this current gf of urs?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then why are you doing it if it doesnt make it right"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yk there is a simpler way or ways to do this"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uh u can do it another way"}
{"username": "Kiri", "content": "sometimes i feel like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yoo whats up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "she got raped?"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Ill come back sorry I dont wanna interrupt your lots convo sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nah its all good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i can talk to multiple people at once dukenukem6901"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "uh one i would feel sad"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Naaa its calm Ill feel bad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or go to the lounge channel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ill talk with u there or any other talking channel"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "two i would wish it never happened"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmaoo my best friend is my gf but i am a girl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i would feel mad deep down"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Im just trying to make friends but tbh Im really socially awkward"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "one violence isnt the answer"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww or dm me dukenukem6901"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ill be ur friend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just dont hurt her"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sighh can you talk to the school about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "get your gf to talk to the counselor"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "report it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "one report it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "her parents?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or get ur gf to come visit u one day and both of u guys can call the national sexual assault hotline"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or get her to transfer from her school to ur school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont think u should move her to ur house"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "one call the national sexual assult hotline"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "discuss what happen, they will help u"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just call the hotline"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats the best bet u go, these people are pros and do it for a living"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "got"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u live in the usa?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh rip"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i say call the hotline first"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "these people know how to handle these situations"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes they do"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Why did the messages delete"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "He got banned"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "k im pissed so i hope no one minds that i vent here.. sooo basically today heres some context my friend and my gf are close and basically my friend was saying she was gonna kill herself and so she went offline at the time and then parents find out what were saying so my gf told my friend to use her old account so they did that and now we are here and we dont know who tf is posing as our possibly dead friend and im pissed: even if our friend is just messing with us im still gonna be pissed cuz urgh"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "im legit shakinggg"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "are you serious?"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "yea.. my gf just told me"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "not good"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "im gonna go i need to cool off"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "take your time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "shell be ok"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i promise"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Is anyone here wanna be my friends plz Im sorry for being awkward Im not very good with social"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im always down to make new friends!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "howve ya been love?"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Meh ngl Ive been trying to make new friends but you know"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Lily How are you tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lily How are you tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dukenukem6901 my bad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im ok"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Thats ok and is ok to add you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yea ofc"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lets head to chat?"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Yis"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Lily is ok to dm u instead"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Lily is ok to dm u instead"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dukenukem6901 yea ofc man"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "hey.. im back im feeling a lil better now not much tho.."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats better than nothing"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Red pretty sus"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Just saw him vent"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "also that girl i was talking bout shes alive"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Great"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "I want dead"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "There is NoPoint in living"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "I just feel the worst"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "Your right"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "Actually saved me from doing somthing I would have regretted"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "Thanks tho"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "had a guy drop out of an all stars discord game i help run. its something where they were getting information about it back in august. literally 12 hours before the cast reveal he dropped, but at the same time i cant blame him. its just tough scrambling last minute"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Gender equality doesn't exist in my fucken house hold"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly hate it when my mom or dad tells me You need to learn how to cook or you won't get married"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or when my dad tells me Wow you look so pretty when you cook, every girl needs to cook or they won't get married"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "everyone should learn to cook"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I wish I knew how to cook"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know how to cook but I don't know how to do it more"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Cooking is a good skill to learn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "All I know is just basic cooking"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It can also be fun and calming if you do it for yourself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanna make Tamales"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If you Wanna cook more then I suggest watching'Binging With Babish' on YouTube and finding a basic recipe to do or anything that inspires you and just having fun"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But cooking doesnt equal worth, especially if youre a woman"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But my dad keeps saying You're so lazy and women needs to coo for their husband and only women can cook no man"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Get a wife that likes cooking instead of a husband then"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And she can cook cuz she isnt a man"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Lots of men can cook"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "A what"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Then why would you want him in your life anyway"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Do you actually want the respect and love of your dad?"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Because from what Ive seen, it sounds like all he does is berate you over sexist and mean things"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I do respect him but he doesnt respect me back"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You shouldnt respect him if he doesnt respect you and treats you like that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Val saids I should respect my mom even tho she emotionally and physically abused me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "They all keep saying that I should respect my parents even tho they emotionally and physically abused me"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "If you dont want to respect someone because theyve hurt you in some way, you dont have to"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You have no reason to respect them"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You did your best, you tried to respect them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah but when I try to tell them both out of the abuse they just don't listen and do it even more"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "As long as you treat them as humans and tolerate them, they dont deserve anything else from you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Nothing helps in this household"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Try to tune out whatever they say"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Eventually youll get out of the toxic environment, okay?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Only thing that will help is when one of my siblings dies from the abuse and they're change"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't get out of this toxic environment"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Dont worry about what they say because it obviously doesnt matter because their views are skewed and wrong"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You will eventually as you get older"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have to live with my parents until I'm married"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Then get in a fake marriage where no real feelings are expected"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And they'll visit me when I get out of their lives"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Not if you dont let them"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Get married and then give them a fake address and fake number"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I honestly want to abandon my family"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'll give them the john cena hot line"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Do it"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "You owe nothing to them if they dont try to actually love you for you"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Just find a way out"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And build your life how you want it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okau"}
{"username": "chirglas", "content": "What are the roles for?"}
{"username": "teddy", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "teddy", "content": "Just to change color or for more permission"}
{"username": "chow", "content": "I've been swindled again. GG. Never gonna go out of my room again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im confused"}
{"username": "chow", "content": "Hmm. Well I've been through this same phase a lot so I usually watch myself quite cautiously such that I don't end up being in the same thing. But this time an acquaintance of mine caught me off guard. She wanted to be friends with me, I neither rushed in nor ignored her I simply said, okay. It was going good and I guess that asking'how's it going' and'how you doing' isn't weird so the conversation lasted like this. The voice calls were rather hectic for me, because I really don't prefer talking over the bars. I couldn't visit her Since I'm locked at my house due to Pandemic and now I'm blocked from everywhere. I tried to call to clear things out but got the same thing. Now even if I visit her I possibly couldn't bear enough to talk because I'm Hella confused. Ah yes, besides confusion I wanna thank her for making me feel that how hopeless I am. I ain't ever gonna get out of my own space. For now at least."}
{"username": "chow", "content": "Nah, you need to say nothing. I just wanted to vent it out where people don't know me"}
{"username": "chow", "content": "I'm good"}
{"username": "grousecorp", "content": "imo"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "send proof?"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "tf you mean send proof?"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "and i'm sorting it out rn, we're talking about it atm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "how are you sorting it out, youre not mod?"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "Im the admin"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youre not?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ummm?"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "it's not in this server bro"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so confused"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "it's in me and a friends server. Me and my friend have a server. I am an admin and so is my friend but my friend is not the one who banned the member. I, the admin, saw that the mod banned someone without reason so now me, the admin, and the mod are discussing why she banned the member. there was a situation prior involving this member but they've fixed themselves. The mod was annoyed with the member for some reason and next thing I know the member is kicked and then they've blocked me."}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "yeah lmao"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "i wanna take their perms but i have to talk to the other admin about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya best to communicate with the other mods"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "gotchu"}
{"username": "Zeros", "content": "Damm"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im weird. I have anxiety and paranoia. Which really affects me. Bud also, something else effects me. I feel like when I do something, for example watch a movie. I feel like its gonna change me. Like today I watched Hocuspocus and I havent seen that in forever. I felt like that affected me somehow. Like spelling."}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Can someone help me"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "TattoodMonk8 with what?"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Ive got a bunch of problems with my stepdad but Ive pretty much figured them out"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "So I dont know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there something on ur mind?"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Not really"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well?"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Idk its a long story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i got time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "unless i pass out"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Its a REAAALLY long story"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well i might pass out soon then soo ig another time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "TattoodMonk8 i can hellppp u even tho i feel scared"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "saddd something bad happened to me:"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "TattoodMonk8 i can hellppp u even tho i feel scared"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Shelah whats wrong?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "a stalker"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk if thats teh right word but some lady was standing outside at 9 pm and rn its 10:34 so 1 hour and a half ago was outside my gate while i was cleaning teh car and just staring at me for 10 minuets"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeahhh im paranoid soo"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its scaring me even more"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i went to a nearby state with my family and it was a 3 hour drive and we basically spent our entire day there, woke up at 5 am and drove to there and got back at 8 ish pm almost 9 pm and then i was cleaning teh car bc we made a mess and i was cleanign and didnt realize she was there but then when i realized she was there i kept turning around every minute and every minute passed and she was there"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah i called my dad after 10 minutes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "first i called my brother and i was really scared and he was being ignorant so he didnt help me, and then i called my younger brother and he saw her and lowkey got scared so he called my dad and my dad came out and was like what do u want. and then seh was like i was tasing ur mushrooms and looking at ur mushrooms. but im not being crazy or nothing but i swear my house has no mushrooms and we dont grow mushrooms and we just dont have mushrooms and ik for a fact we dont. so i told my dad earlier during dinner that and he was like calm down, ill checkif there are mushrooms by our gate to see if she was lying sighh"}
{"username": "TattoodMonk8", "content": "Thats wierd man"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah scary i dont wanna go to sleep yet"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Oh my gosh if u want u can text me personally"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeahh oh okay"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "my parents thinking of disowning me because I've become too westernized.. man that hurts"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "my dad's scared of me because I'm just a bit rebellious and too emotional and because of that, I'm also really immature for my age"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "well I'm asian and we try to live in a traditional religious culture, i live in a big family and i don't like mixing with them because I'm just really different"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Ohhh okay"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "westernized means in a way that I'm trying to be more idk.. like the countries in the western world america, europe..etc."}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "so as to say, I'm pretty much behaving like a snowflake millenial"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "honestly idk how to explain it, im bad at explaining things"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "No you're fine"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "So do you live in like some part of asia or something?"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "oh no i live in ireland.. i was born here, grew up here, lived here all my life but we try to go by a traditional asian setting because both my parents are malaysian"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "they keep complaining im trying to be too irish"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "I mean I don't think they can blame you though. If that's the setting you grew up in how is it not supposed to effect you?"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "yeah i get what you mean.."}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "idk.. i've changed a lot in the past few years, before that I was always really obedient and stuff"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "but i grew out of it because I struggled to fit in with the world"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "and now i feel like I'm being blamed for it, i still feel like it's partially my fault for being more rebellious but at the same time, i hate not standing up for myself"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Well how do you act out?"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i hide in my room 24/7 not wanting to interact with anyone at home"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Wait how old r u"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "whenever i get the oppportunity to go out, i spend as much time as i can away from everyone"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "21"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "ik, it's a tough life for me rn"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "im grown up, i should do this, ik"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Oh I was gonna say so like a normal teen but I guess ur not really a teen anymore"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "But still that's not that bad"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i'd like to say i'm not really maturing for my age or that i'm just really different"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "because i do feel like a teen or do feel the things teens does"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i often blame it on my family or the setting i'm in because I don't feel like im growing up as much"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Why don't you text me individually?"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i can't really make friends with anyone my age because adults are so complicated"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i mean sure ig"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "SHT"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ITS 10:28pm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I got to get up at 7"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats not so bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well considering the fact I cant sleep"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Maybe it is bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what I sent"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Whoa"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Where did u send"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "It"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Snapchat"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Arh"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Has she moved on yet"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She hasnt answered me"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "man istg if she screenshots it and posts it on a private story"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Shes not like that"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "good"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Maybe you should just distance yourself"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "She might reach out to u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not saying this in a crush way but she is a really nice and caring person"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Doubt it"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "How long have u been together"}
{"username": "HenryTheHoover", "content": "maybe send her fake streaks or something so she'll see the happen"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "yooo"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "slide"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How long have u been together"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "slycatnala we were together for two weeks, but it was the school holidays after 1 week of dating and then she just left me, made up a fake excuse and yeah"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Pass"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": " slycatnala we were together for two weeks, but it was the school holidays after 1 week of dating and then she just left me, made up a fake excuse and yeah"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Gee dude what"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "You arent over a girl who u dated for like 2 weeks"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "its been over a year too"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "you wildinn"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Trueee"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Damn bro"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Bro move on honestly its been a pretty long time you should just find someone else tbh"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "you need to relax"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "and fix yourself man"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "She wasnt serious if she left u like that"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Go to the gym"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "love yourself before you fall in love with others"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I bet u deserve someone"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Or adopt of my donkeys"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Ill give u 49 off"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Id like to see em donkeys bro"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U do know telling me to just get over it doesnt help"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "i thought they was free"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I tried"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "wth"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "U do know telling me to just get over it doesnt help"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Gee i think ik what u need...closure"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was otg with someone else but my mind wasnt with them so I had to stop it"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Pics of my donkey Jose with be in selfies"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Gee i think ik what u need...closure"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "slycatnala thats what Im trying to get, I needed the truth"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I was otg with someone else but my mind wasnt with them so I had to stop it"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Gee u need to meet her up and sort it out"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Cuz the path you've taken"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Who"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Your ex"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Its deteriorating"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "You mentally"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Most likely"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Hmmm just confront her"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Call her up n ask make a choice"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Cut her off"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I cant call her"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I get nervous really easily and stuff up my words"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I get nervous really easily and stuff up my words"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Gee do it"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Its one shot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Man up and move on become a man grow up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Silent telling someone to man up doesnt fix everything"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "U make it or lose it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Getting over someone is HARD"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "But its worth every sec to try"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Complaining about your Im sorry"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Gee complaining about your problems isnt fixing anything"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Complaining about your Im sorry"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Gee complaining about your problems isnt fixing anything"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Silent it does help"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "look"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Hes talking it through"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Help but not fix"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "he is either the type to complain"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "and not do anything about it"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Nth can be fixed in one go"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "It takes time"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Will clearly its took to much time"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "or complains and goes through the effort of solving their own issues"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "I wanna judge but i wont"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Cuz he'll feel bad"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "It takes time"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "slycatnala its been over a year thoo"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "So i hope u make the right decision Gee"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": " slycatnala its been over a year thoo"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Milk Man ikr"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Okay gtg shower"}
{"username": "slycatnala", "content": "Ttyl"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "no more sugar coating man"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "You wont regret it"}
{"username": "Milk Man", "content": "you got a deal"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Dm"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "He came here to hear what he wants to hear"}
{"username": "Silent", "content": "Tell me if Im wrong"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "milk man"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats sad sad"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like sad sad"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "i know my life is so hard"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "it truly is a daily struggle"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Damn I'll pray for you lmao"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "fank yuu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel like this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like what?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why feel like this?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cause im bored"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and lem isnt coming online;;"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk who lem is"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "SourLemons"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure they will come on soon"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "They'd punch me"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "They'd yell at me"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " have u told their parents?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "NoPoint they already know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and they haven't done anything?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it is unhealthy, its bad for them and you"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I'm been gaslight for so long I need someone to say I'm right for once"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " it is unhealthy, its bad for them and you"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "NoPoint thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur just trying to be a friend to them and i get that, i get you want to help them and its hard when they aren't allowing you to"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "They don't say it and say the expact opposite but it's like I have to fix them and I can't"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I'm not a therapist"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I want to help them so much"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "But I'm helpless"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " ur just trying to be a friend to them and i get that, i get you want to help them and its hard when they aren't allowing you to"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "NoPoint how can you know something but need to be told it so much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean not really a need its more of a reminder but idk tbh, im not a therapist either and i don't think im gonna be and im saying is that if they think of you as a freind they would understand how u feel about it too and how u are trying to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "some people take depression as a way to just stay sad"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I think it's a case of misery is so comfortable"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "They can't get better"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "The human mind is a miracle and you will never see it jump more quickly into action them to prove it dosn't have to change"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "My favourite quote"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Two of my friends are on this chat and could see this but I don't really care"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I'm to tired"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I can't settle in this group because I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I'm so anxious then I have all my school stress"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe take a break for them for a bit, just focus on urself"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I've had a meltdown every other day for the past 3 weeks"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " maybe take a break for them for a bit, just focus on urself"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "NoPoint I gonna try and leave it's just hard because one of them we've been close for years and have so much fun but when the entire group is together they're so depressing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya, just try to focus on urself, don't stress too much, try to live ur life to the fullest"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Yeah their mental health isn't my job I love my friends and want them to get better but it isn't my job to drag them to get better"}
{"username": "HappyAccident", "content": "Hm that really is a tough thing you have on your hands, but I think its important to understand that you cant help someone who doesnt want to help themselves, ya know? You can encourage them to get help, and talk to someone who is a professional in that field and if theyre getting ANGRY at you for these suggestions then theres not much to do. Also I want to point out, if someone is not respecting what youve expressed to be uncomfortable then they arent really your friends, EVEN if they are mentally ill that doesnt give someone the right to think theyre entitled to put all their emotional disparities on you, like I have a friend whos depressed and use to harm and anytime if Ive told her Im uncomfortable with something she stops. You shouldnt have to deal with people who dont respect you, ya know? But with that being said if you arent looking to end the friendship maybe try having a sit down conversation with all of them, and express how you feel and based on your response maybe see where that goes."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Yeah their mental health isn't my job I love my friends and want them to get better but it isn't my job to drag them to get better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ren ya first take care of urself"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "But with that being said if you arent looking to end the friendship maybe try having a sit down conversation with all of them, and express how you feel and based on your response maybe see where that goes."}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "HappyAccident I'll try that but I'm scared they'll yell at me again"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "I have sensory issues due to have aspergous syndrome"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "And noise is my strongest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time, once u feel like you are ready to say how u feel then you go do it"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Why try when no matter the outcome your portrayed as a failure.\u201d"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "That's something my friends would say"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " Why try when no matter the outcome your portrayed as a failure.\u201d"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Valor lots of reasons 1 Improvement"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "2 your worth being looked at as more then your flaws"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Huh?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "Why do you keep deleting messages?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I feeling very empty at the moment, quite odd, usually when I'm here on the server, I'm usually quite cheerful, and it has never failed to cheer me up when I am feeling a bit shit."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "But right now? I jus feeling really bloody empty"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Kinda scary, and I dunno what to do, I feel like I should be panicking, but I'm not"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I guess that's all I have to say, I think I've probably missed something but I just feel really confused and lost i dunno"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure there is just something on ur mind thats bothering u"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Oh, plenty, for sure, but I have never reacted in this way before"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we learn new things about ourselves everyday"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I guess so, but surly feeling absolutely devoid of thoughts, feelings and opinions isn't normal right?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "eh i don't think anything is normal"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Fair enough"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "i feel like 2 sides of the same coin"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i feel like a different person nowedays too ig"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "ye, but i have been for all my life now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Living in both your older brothers shadows"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im supposed to be just like them at sport"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I do think I am good at sport but"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When they kick an AFL footy it goes straight but with me its goes to the sides"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "i can relate"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "but i live in the shadows of my own self and my parent"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "F"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sorry but I cant talk long my cousins are picking me up for a trip"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Also we have no COVID here so I am allowed to do this"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "cool"}
{"username": "Drewd didnt help", "content": "and you are sure it isnt bc of the chargers/"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Is it possible to get something off my mind?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "it is believe it or not"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "I've been bugged by something for the past 4 years"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "It's almost laser burned into my head"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "take your time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "somethings been on my mind since i was about 4"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i still cant shake the thought"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but itll get better"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Now what bothers me most to this day is the fact that in those 9 months, I hadn't been eating properly and basically starving myself, only seeing my mom 2 hours a week for a total of 5 times and eventually moved up to Pennsylvania with my dad..."}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "And I went through all that just to never see her again because a year later in December she died in her sleep for reasons I still don't know"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Mainly because some cunt didn't decide to tell me until after my 16th birthday in January"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "For 4 years I've been wondering why nobody told me until a month after and didn't even have at least a piss poor explanation for what happened"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Why my dad even cried when this happened baffles me"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "He didn't care"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "He still doesn't, neither did my sister and I was the only one who had the patience to see her drugged up on psych medication, the only one who cared long enough until it was over"}
{"username": "Patches", "content": "I saw purple vent"}
{"username": "Patches", "content": "We should vote them"}
{"username": "Patches", "content": "Wait Im purple as well.."}
{"username": "Patches", "content": "I mean light purple"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "That wasn't very funny tbh"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "That's my life you're joking with"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "But whatever"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Cool"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it isnt very funny i agreee and im here for u if u need anything im in a sad mood so i cant really help tbh nikwilliam"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "OOOf this not really a bad issue but man Im so lonely and also just ugh "}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "I want someone but I have to wait"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "As well as this person hasnt been on discord in a while and oof"}
{"username": "mikiberries", "content": "Yea its okay"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "aha friend just commited check"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "my friend went aha yk yeetus deletus"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "itsalg i just dunno how to take it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "when?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like right now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean everyone takes it differently so just take ur time, try to focus on urself and don't stress to much"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "just got a call from their mother"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "omg im so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i hope you feel better"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "aha she was the same girl who stayed up late for me when i told her to sleep she wanted to make me happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "she was that friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i really am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "those are good friends and im sorry you lost a very good friend:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "i knew she was hurting and she acted happy but nobody got and warning she was doing it"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "she just snapped"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so sorry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i cant help much but if you wanna talk i can"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "ima act like nothing happened in the chat like normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if u ever need someone talk to im more then willing to be that person"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just take ur time with things and just go things ur way"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "ah nice my mother is blaming me for their death"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "dumb"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "apparently cause shes my friend im resposible for her death"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "we love mentally and verbally abusive and manipulative parents"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry the world is cruel:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "aha yk i could go through all my trauma but i dont got hours"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "like i have a ed at 8"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "describing that alone would take 30mins"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we can talk later after ur ed"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly if there was a possibility i would totally let u switch lives with me cause i see a lot of people go through a lot and me just having depression when i probably shouldn't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "im used to it"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "fuck it ima say it cause i aint ashamed i have depression, anxiety, seperation anxiety, tics, adhd, social anxiety, ocd, ptsd, insomnia and physical disablilities 3"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "i aint ashamed cause its me. its me being me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean for someone with social anxiety i think ur pretty open"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "ye i try to be"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "its mainly up front"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure u will over come it"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "im trying"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "its like if i dont know the person irl it doesnt affect me for some reason"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im pretty shy irl, i can't even talk to a person thats on my bus but we snap each other"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i think u are pretty cool so im sure u will be able to over come it"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "im now considering writing a book on my trauma"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if ur up for it"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "like people ask about my trauma. copy and paste it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean it would save the writing ig, but thats full up to you"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "ye"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "aha im 2 seconds from TOPPING MYSELF"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "you heard me:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "its means killing self"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "right, also please don't"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "i m i g h t"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well, there is a bright future ahead of you, and ik you probably won't see it but its true, there is so much to life so please don't:"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "aha nope"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "nah"}
{"username": "Jack", "content": "i keep telling myself i just have to get through about a month more of the server i now own. theres a game which i help run, it takes about 39 days and since it was all stars season which means the best players of this game are playing, the old owner is playing so she promoted me to that. but anyways, it can take up a lot of my time and ive been doing this since the pandemic began. like i enjoy the people there, but then i always think theres more i should be doing IRL socially than that."}
{"username": "Gubbi", "content": "Jack the way I keep myself running this server is taking breaks"}
{"username": "Gubbi", "content": "Take like a few days break where u just dont get on discord and hang out with people or do work other than on your pc/ phone"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Just got into a call with my cousin saying I shouldn't bring up their dad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "mostly becouse I defended myself when my cousin called a fat cow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "and now I'm kicked for their server"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "tbh I don't even care anymore if he keeps insulting me he should learn the consaqueses of insulting me vey badly"}
{"username": "Little Light", "content": "Is this where the imposters hang out?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Im really really stoopid"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thats my vent"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Thank you for coming"}
{"username": "Kirtio Kantashi", "content": "Well Im gay i Get Yelled at Cuz It Goodbye... forever"}
{"username": "Kirtio Kantashi", "content": "...And Ever...and ever"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "no"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "you good bb"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "shh"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "its all ok"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "Welp."}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "mac n cheese is honestly the best food"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "the combination of savory with the texture of the noodles and creamy cheese just bring a delight to the senses"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "someone told me to put parmesan in my mac n cheese"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "i said nay"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "parmesan is for pizza and spaghetti"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Bruh, pelmeni is best food"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Change my mind"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "not mac n cheese. it doesnt belong"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "idek what pelmeni is lemme look it up"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "yoo it looks like tortellini Slavic Crusader"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "and i know for sure tortellini slaps hard"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "yoo it looks like tortellini Slavic Crusader"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Dirtwich"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "It's dumpling with meat inside"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "oh nice"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "im polish so i eat pierogis Slavic Crusader"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "i look like humpty dumpty wtf"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "woo"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Use more make up"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": " im polish so i eat pierogis Slavic Crusader"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Dirtwich"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "PiroZky, noice"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "Why can't I be normal and happy?... Why do I have to be so weak."}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "is that polish?"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "what is it russian?"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "..."}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "If it was polish, it would look more retarded"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "ruh roh"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "I guess I really don't have a place here"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "good thing i dont get offended or else u would have triggered me"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Emotions go brrr?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "woo"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Use more make up"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Slavic Crusader jesus"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Slavic Crusader jesus"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "woo yes, I'm his postman"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "legendary"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "woo yes, I'm his postman"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Slavic Crusader LFMADSKODMASSOADAS"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "I wish things will get better. I hope that whatever I do it will be done to make myself happy..i want my brother to stop calling me names..i want to be accepted..i want to be able to talk with my parents... I wanna be able to look at my crush and say I love you With confidence...i wanna be able to walk outside wearing a more tight shirt and love being me. I wanna be happy.."}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "sometimes i cover myself in glue and then roll around in salad croutons so i can pretend to be a breaded chicken breast"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "sometimes i cover myself with orange paint and go in the garden and pretend to be a carrot"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "sometimes i cover myself in glue and then roll around in salad croutons so i can pretend to be a breaded chicken breast"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Dirtwich"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Noice"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "I wanna be able to look at myself and say Im proud of myself I wanna look in the mirror without saying I'm too fat Or I'm too skinny"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Sometimes I cover myself in oil and slides on roads"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "sometimes i lift the couch on top of myself and pretend to be a dust bunny"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "sometimes i spin in circles pretending to be a ceiling fan"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "LMFSOOSOSOLDSK"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "I wanna be like everyone else..i wanna be normal"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "sometimes i stare at the sun for 10 minutes so i can be as blind as the refs at my games"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "sometimes i spin in circles pretending to be a ceiling fan"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Dirtwich"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Sometimes I scream suka blyat for fun"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "sometimes i open the freezer and pretend im in space"}
{"username": "emilygobrrr", "content": "I'm done venting"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " Dirtwich"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Sometimes I scream suka blyat for fun"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Slavic Crusader nononono"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "suka blyat bad"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "BAD"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "one time i got really high and i held a candle up to my ear because i couldnt hear it"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "one time i got really drunk at a grad party and i woke up outside without a shirt"}
{"username": "Dirtwich", "content": "never found the shirt"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Slavic Crusader nononono"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "woo"}
{"username": "Slavic Crusader", "content": "Why no"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "and thats on not eating in 3 days cause your family calls you fat"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "talk to him again"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i just need to stop loving"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "he blocked me on everything"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "thats how he broke up with me"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "he didnt say anything"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "he just blocked me"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "well he wasnt the one"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "it felt like he was the one"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "dont always trust your feelings"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "my parents could see the happiness change in me when i was with him"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "ill give you a tip in life that might benefit you later on"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "dont ever put your everything on someone because when they leave then youll have nothing"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i trusted him with everything"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "and how did that go"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "no you actually didnt"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "so dont blame yourself because people left you"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "sometimes its actually for your own good without you knowing it"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "how so"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i always say sum or do sum that makes them leave"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i dont mean to make them leave"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "im just impossible to love"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "they leave cuz they werent good enough"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "start believing that"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "and eventually someone whos good enough will stick by you forver and after"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "im the one whos not good enough"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "nah you just blaming all on yourself"}
{"username": "Sir Trillion", "content": "just blame it on love"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "but the thing is if he wanted to get back together in a couple of days yk what i would"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i would get back with him"}
{"username": "madi", "content": "i love him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u should start loathing urself less"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "only then it ll get better:"}
{"username": "phoenix", "content": "i dont wanna grow up yet"}
{"username": "phoenix", "content": "im too young to feel this sad and stressed about school and what i look like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean ye, everyone should relax sometimes and just do what they want, why not try to have a clear head and set times for urself then you can relax and do whatever u want"}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "Hey dont do that"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "i dont have anything to live for"}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "What about ur family"}
{"username": "Jakefromstatefarm", "content": "Do you have any pets"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "naw"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "you shouldnt live for the sake of others. i bet there's things in life that u wanna do. live for urself, do things that make u happy"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "i dont have anyone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if u depend on others, people are bound to leave and when they do u'll have no one again"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "all i have is weed the weeknd and you guys and some irl freind"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so just do things on ur own"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well thats enough?"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "im usally alone"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "i feel like im dead"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "im slways scared or parinoid"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u got hobbies?"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "nah just weed and the weeknd and talking u to guys"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "actually"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel the same but if something makes u wake up everyday then let it wake you up"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "thats more then enough"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i just feel like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if u r not willing to make ur own life more interesting and fun"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "honestly, no one else will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even though im some random person, i like talking to everyone here and everyone gives me the energy to make me get up, it might not be the same for you but ik life will get better"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "i kinda ks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would like to talk to you more but im currently in class"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "is"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "i feel a lil better"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "kinda"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but if u wanna talk my dms are open and im always willing yo help out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "to"}
{"username": "swaggerr", "content": "alway man thank you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "what's the point"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "of everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats the thing. we don't know which makes it mysterious"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we can make the point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you urself can make your own point and go with it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya maybe it will change but thats just how it is"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "bot your futures the point. The life you have ahead like family and friends"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "But i dont see it that way"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "Btw thank u NoPoint babygirl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np if u still wanna talk my dms are open:D"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "But i dont see it that way"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "bot I'm sorry. I know exactly what you mean tho I was in the same place a little while back. If you ever need to talk you can message me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its better to change ur view if first few times it doesn't work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always an option for everything"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Sorry for the book, I just feel conflicted and in search of answers."}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Sounds like u desperately need motivation and a sense of self worth, and you desperately need a sense of independence"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You're not wrong."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "But I don't know how to break this string of failures that is my life."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think u should set goals, dreams, try to set times for urself, just try to do things how u want it, try new things and yes it will be a trial and error, there will be ups and downs but thats how u learn, just try to start with small things, always best to start slow with baby steps"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Yep yep"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Buy a calendar, or set reminders on ur phone everyday for somethinganything"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Positive ofc"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Never"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Never give up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "life is a trial and error"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there will always be times where u fail and feel like nothing will get better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but thats not true"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "once u get 1 win it will get so much better u just have to keep trying"}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Look at ur failures as lessons. Look at why you failed, and what led up to it. And do the opposite of that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "People who fail less give up easily, people who try many times will have a better end because they tried harder then people who tried very less"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "better end meaning better life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't really take failure easily it fucks me but that doesn't mean you should give up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya there has been times where i don't think i can succeed but there is always hope:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I understand, but I just don't know how much longer I can last. Failure isn't even my biggest issue. My biggest issue is my memories."}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Memories?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Read the latter half of my paragraph."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "memories will always stick, i can't say they will go away, they will always be there but u can make good memories and look into ur past and see what made you the person you are today"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not everyone gets a good start but doesn't mean ur ending will not be good, just do ur best and thats i can ask of you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'll try, but I can't make any promises that a year from now I'll still be on this Earth."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "It's hell."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look i can't force you to do anything, just do ur best and see what u can do, but there is a lot to the world that not everyone knows"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but there is always other options"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just have to look in every direction"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks for the support."}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "I know how u feel... Well how life is hell anyway... I felt like that for years every single day. But i dont see it that way anymore. And this may sound cheesy but i really suggest hoing outside and just looking at the sky. Or looking at the trees and grass. It gave me a new filter over my perspective and now i realize just how beautiful the world is. Even looking out a window. It slows ur mind down so you dont focus on ur problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np i get life is hard but thats what makes us humans better"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks guys."}
{"username": "Sister Lucia", "content": "Ye np"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Chamberlain wow I'm so sorry you had to go through those things I almost cried reading that. If you wanna talk my dms are always open"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Feel free to hmu if you have any questions about it, but I've said really all I need to say without coming off as whiny."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So my meeting with my therapist new one got cancles and is up for next week"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah next Wednesday yeah I'm still stuck in that therapy group session"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "So my meeting with my therapist new one got cancles and is up for next week"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HunnyPuppy im meeting my new one on tuesday i think"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy im meeting my new one on tuesday i think"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Lily cool"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I saw big toe in here, I swear"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "no commuting swan dive into missouri river"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u told him to stop?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "SOYA how is he messing with you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just strait up shut him down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "fuckin auto"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be mini hulk and take him down :"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "And how do u just become ugly all of a sudden? That doesn't make sense"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I straight up rejected him so I feel mildly bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not ur fault u just didnt feel the same way"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I mean i was ugly before so no cap idk"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "I smell cap"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "He just does small things to make my job a Hassel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if he is annoying you u should either complain to the manger or tell him to stop"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I have"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if he doesnt then gonna be some issues"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i will end him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say best to like get away from him then"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "We work in the same area idk if he's distracted or actually working for once he doesn't, it's not a big deal just a lil irritating I spose"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if it bothers you, you stood conplain about it!"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I havvveee tho, the dude supervisor was just like guys will be guys /"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hey guys. I found the cool people"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "And the other supervisors weren't around to save me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I havvveee tho, the dude supervisor was just like guys will be guys /"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "SOYA lemme smack him please"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Dawg. Imma hold your hoops! SNATCH BIS WEAVE"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "HIS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "LMAO JAMES"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I'm one of the youngest there and he called me a baby I was like if I'm a baby, pls stop tryna get into my diaper"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Wow wot"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oof. Girl, Im a boy myself. And I say you just take him to corporate."}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "I mean I don't want him to get in trouble with corporate, just stop bothering mw"}
{"username": "Dragxnoverdxse", "content": "How old are you"}
{"username": "SOYA", "content": "Who? Me?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ay do you know how I was struggling with getting over someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just been invited to pool party and they will be there and knowing me that will not help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And if they read the message before the party it will be very very awkward"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So hopefully they dont"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Read it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sure it will be fine gee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Hopefully"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yup"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " u good slavic?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?lock"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?unlock"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Pog"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "4th night and I still can't sleep"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "i am tired and i think i am slowly but surely dying"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I can't sleep no matter what I do"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "e"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "e"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "e"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I'm fucken pissed anyway"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "wh0y"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I haven't slept in days"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "i was staying all night long"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "and i have work too"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Also, almost lost my arm in a car accident today"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Shouldn't u sleep?"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I can't"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "Close one then, wish you good luck tomorrow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Is there something on ur mind thats making u have trouble sleeping?"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Not at all"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "my body denies to sleep"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Its fucken irritating at this point"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Damn"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "ikr.."}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I was the same until I found stuff to fall asleep to"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Like music or watching a cute video before bed"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "I always listen to music"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I have stuffed animals too tho, maybe that's something"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "maybe thats why i cant sleep"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Some people feel comfort to sounds, like a fan or AC"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "ah i would sleep with a fan"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "if my ma would let me"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I listen to 10 hour rain sounds sometimes"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "i listen to slowed songs mostly"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "calming and all"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Put it to the second lowest volume and I'll fall asleep after a bit"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Yea me too, I have a playlist"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "I mostly open randomly"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "to find new songs"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "and all"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I cant fall asleep to new songs, have to be my favorites or sum, because then I'll stay up thinking about their lyrics and such"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Ive tried many things bruh"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I rly wanna knock myself out this time"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "I found too many good songs while random listening"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "but i dont keep names of em"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "my problem starts here"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Try tiring yourself out"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I workout a lil bit"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "hmm working out sounds good"}
{"username": "mrstealyogirl", "content": "I literally have 13 followers on Instagram and 48 on tiptoe while everyone is in my grade has atleast 200 on both"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im not feeling it."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "The sympathy,"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "that emotion."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I just wanna disappear."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But say goodbye"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My life isnt bad."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just, Im not sure."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Its different feeling."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like, whats the point of the life?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just to keep repeating the same day while getting old."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Losing people."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im just not strong enough."}
{"username": "AOK20", "content": "Hey man hang in there I know you just lost a friend and it's hard but you can get through it and we will help you"}
{"username": "AOK20", "content": "If ever you feel sad just tell us and we'll find a way to cheer you up"}
{"username": "AOK20", "content": "I don't understand what you are going through but I can understand that you are in pain so just stay with us and have some fun."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Thanks. Yeah, just. Im not feeling it, on how I felt last year. This year just hasnt been a great start to my life."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I try to stay positive, but fully it cant never work out"}
{"username": "AOK20", "content": "We got you man"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Thanks."}
{"username": "B. Lung", "content": "I am out of wheat bread"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I think theres something wrong with me"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I cant keep anybody interested in me for more than 2 weeks"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "I cant keep anybody interested in me for more than 2 weeks"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "FrostHT The only person I've been able to keep is now 18 so we can't be together even tho he calls me baby and talks to me about having a future"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "That sound super self centered I'm sorry"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "No i understand. I have a similar situation going on but now it seems like she is tired of me"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "FrostHT oh I'm sorry if u wanna talk my dms are always open:"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not the time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Arent there police or something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because that sounds fucking scary"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why am I nice at the wrong time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just spent 1 hour and a half fixing up someones Mc house which was grieved and the person who grieved it turned out to be the owner of the house"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Fml honestly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant get over her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im sorry for not getting over it like some of you said to do last time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But its hard ok"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Idk what I saw in her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But whatever it was she didnt see it in me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And she never told me why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And that led to me making up excuses about why she left me to myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Our lies sound best to ourselves and thats what happened to me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I believed what I was saying"}
{"username": "jv", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "why though?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem indra"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I wanna do it but i won't dw"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "why do you want to though"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "the problem is the fact you want to do it in the first place"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Welp"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Reasons"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "But I won't bruh"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "do ya want to talk about it i have nothing to do for the rest of the day and my dm's are always open if ya wanna talk about it"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "like please reach out to me if you need help with coping or other things im always here"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "yall"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i had like"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "real bad ptsd yesterday and took it out on my boyfriend and feel just, awful"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "like"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "like"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i love him so damn much and i be feelin so down for like bein standoffish towards him"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "like i jus wanted a hug but like barely even looked in his direction when i was with him its just ugh"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "why do i be like this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its hard to show how u feel sometimes, im sure your boyfriend loves you dearly and cares for you, so just talk to him, he wants u in his life and wants to be with you"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "well i know"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "ill see him today but he was v upset about it and understandably so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe just go up to him and hug him, it will maybe make you feel better and him"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "well thats the plan but"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "he do be grumpy when he wakes up and he bout to nap"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "so maybe ill wait on the hug"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o im sorry:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Would like to say just as a maybe message or more of a quote"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "stop being afraid of what can go wrong, and start being positive about what can go right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its a good quote but i understand that its ok to be scared of not getting the outcome you want but always try to think positive and do your best, getting something wrong is apart of life its just how we learn and grow3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Do something today that your future self will thank you for"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "What can be done tomorrow can be done today this quote hits so hard cause of how lazy i am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience, worst days give you lessons, and best days give you memories."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the first step is you have to say that you can"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can't use up creativity. The more you use, the more you have"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "He who blames others, has a long way to go on his journey. He who blames himself is half way there. he who blames no one has arrived"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Nothing is impossible, the word itself says im possible"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be patient with yourself, nothing in nature blooms all year"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "You are amazing just the way you are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like to say if anyone is reading this that if u wanna vent you can, im not stopping you to, i will always try to help, im just doing this to spread positivity3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "speak your body in a loving way. It's the only one you've got it's your home, and it deserves your respect"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes when things are falling apart, they may actually be falling in place"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if you want something you never had you have to do something never done"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if its bother anyone, ill stop"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thank you for that simar"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nope not btohtering me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "not at all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ahha"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im still going"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im like really bored"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "just bored in general not by the quotes lmao"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aww"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 mikayla?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never give up on things that make you happy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "can i say some quotes sim?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya lily, you can do whatever you want3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yay ty ily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "starting today, forget whats gone. appreciate what still remains and look forward to whats coming next\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yooo"}
{"username": "xav", "content": "whatsup"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "nm hbu"}
{"username": "xav", "content": "bored asf"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im just looking for quotes atm lmao"}
{"username": "xav", "content": "I see I see"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "hehe"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you cant always have a good day. but you can always face a bad day with a good attitude\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "youve survived everything youve gone through up to this point. the best day of your life is yet to come. there are still people you havent met and things you havent experienced\u201d"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "your mind is a powerful thing. once you fill it with positive thoughts, your life will begin to change\u201d"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14 mikayla?"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Elsa Ye?"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "My boyfriend keeps saying the N word, what do I do?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tell him to chill tf out"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Right, I told him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "My boyfriend keeps saying the N word, what do I do?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Poopyman have u asked to stop saying that?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and explain why he shouldnt be saying that"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "He's black but still"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "o damn"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "All said that like yall were more surprised he was black than anything else lmfaoo"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Helloo"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Who gon be my friend"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "I got memes"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Plenty of memes"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Wait Whaa happend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "kushie you can go to chat to make a lot more friends than in here"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Can we be friends Lily"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "If yes today marks our history as we RISE TO THE TOP OF MEMEHOOD"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "DO YOU ACCEPT THIS REQUEST FOR MEMELATIONS?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yes sir"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "AMAZING MY CHILD WE SHALL RISE TOGETHER"}
{"username": "BiggieBluntsMassacure", "content": "Ill leave a meme for good luck"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lets fuckin go boys"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "you can put the meme in memes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh ur here MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Poopyman aww ur a girl"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ayee i feel ya my boyfriend is half black too but he doesnt over use it, more like he uses it on me a lot lmaoo"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "I personally wouldn't allow it if the person was lightskin or sum, I'm half black myself but I'm very much light"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "So I dont allow myself to say it at all"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hes blasian"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways he doesnt listen to me pretty stubborn if u ask me so i cant do nothing"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "That's poopy of him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my ex boyfriend was a drug dealer"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The weed made his IQ dropped badly"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "all he did was play cod, smoke weed, and sell drugs"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My ex who cheated on me he barley talked to me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my other ex almost died while dating"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "me"}
{"username": "Poopyman", "content": "Pimp I was kidding, it was just that he'll cheat alot and I'll have to act normal about it"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "he was dosing off of drugs"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Im sorry to hear that with you lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think I'm a druh dealer now"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I give my prescription to my friend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "can i get some of that supply"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "give me sum hehee"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Is this a drug dealer chant"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Chat"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "All I have now is just sleeping pills and focus pills"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "indeed"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Coz I think Im missing something here"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I used to take antidepressants"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Set me some of them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But they took it off my charts"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Ooof"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "But there really good for you"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "As my friend recommended me it before"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i need focus pills tbh"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Guessing school and stuff"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't have antidepressants back in my prescription list again untill I get diagnosed with depression again"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i cant focus"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "like frfr"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Sameb"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Mood"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nah i have a ahrd time focusing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I give them off to my friend for free because she doesnt have money"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "on anything"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Thats good at least in a way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sometiems texting tbh"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "And thats valid"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Do you get tired a lot?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Easily wise"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i dont text a lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I put sexy in dyslexic"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "which is why i let my text messages fill up"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and then peopel get mad"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "I wish that was me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bc i dont text back"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Sounds like my one friend"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "But its understandable its hard and long to always have a lot of friends"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "I just know this from my one friend"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww they arent my friedns tho"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "HunnyPuppy wym by that earlier"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": " Humble wym"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Oh nvm"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Im special"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy wym by that earlier"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "dukenukem6901 what?"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "About the sexy thing"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont have friends"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "is the bottom line"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh I got it from a VR youtuber"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Oh fairs"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "And well I can be your friend if you want"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "His name is Juicy"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "I have like three if I can count"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Ahhh juicy is jokes"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Love him"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sure why not"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "I used to watch him a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but we gonna fade"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just saying friends never last"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "I understand but theres ppl in life that youll meet that will be there for life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm i dont believe"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "anyways i gotta go"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "somehwere"}
{"username": "dukenukem6901", "content": "Yeet valid but still dont give up as currently Im trying my best"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "You evee just have those random moments when you just flat out dont want to care anymore and then you get scared because if I dont care then bad things will happen but if i do care I'm going to be hurt and like I dont want to give up on people and I probably wont but it's that split sexind of feeling cold and heartless thats fkn terrifying"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Oop sad boi hours ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "honestly same"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "That happens to me all the time"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Yea fun times:"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'm listening to music now so I feel a bit better but still feel sucky"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel sucky all the time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why do u feel that?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have no self esteem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then best to work on it now then never, just give urself a little confidence day by day"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think you are wonderful for who you are and the world should know that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i already give up on life"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "never too late to get back up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "life isnt over until you live it to the fullest"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i tried"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it just sucks"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i need some computer tech"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my paernts lost my phone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": ":"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its dead too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well its ok to try and fail its just life, its never always gonna be happy and positive there will be times you will be down, but that just means to stride higher and try to live it to the fullest, go chase ur dreams, set goals and stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and sorry about ur phone:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "hmm i believe some dreasm dont come true"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its okay"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just emans i have to keep working"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "to get a phone"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but since im not of working age"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "they give me stipends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well they only dont come true if u give up, if u keep going and trying ur best ik u will make ur dream come true"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tho i belive dreams come true for some lives"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just not others"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but for me i believe imma get a job that isnt gonna make me happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or a job that i realy love and i am super passionate about?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ya feel me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if you believe and do ur best ik u can do whatever3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "we will see where that goes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i will see you succeed in life and living ur best time3"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "small chance gonna happen"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but we will see"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "positive mind"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ahhah dont have one remember"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then start one, always best to be positive"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yaaa"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i dont like positvity"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "its just"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "too much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o i understand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "some dude just calld me rude"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ouch"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how could he"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im the most respecctful women ik"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats good to know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Mikeyy", "content": "I don't feel like I fit in with this community."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Luke", "content": "I feel empty all the time"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feel broken"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "i love you"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "your status"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aww thxs"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bc i dont have to feel what im feeling"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "what are you feeling"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sasd"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sad"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "suicidal"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "why"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "no reason"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "bye"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "u r 13"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i am not 13"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but okay"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "how old are you"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": " Stefanac"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not 13"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "since u assumed i was 13"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not telling u my age tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "do u think"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "im 13?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh why not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause u talk calming, and you understand most things also im pretty sure u told ur age to me before"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i did"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so ur saying 13 year olds aren't necessarily calm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but im annoying"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya 13 usually aren't as calm, and i don't think u are annoying"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "im 16"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i ping u a lot"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't really mind pings"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u sure"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "ikr"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya you don't annoy me"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "idk why people thinks a ping is annoying"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it is"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "depends on how many times someone pings and for what reason"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i used to get ping"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "some people literally ping you all the time w/o needing to"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and it gets annoying"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "on my previous dsicord accounts"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and i deleted those"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well i mean as a person in like 100 servers with 7k pings i don't really mind"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "i mute most of the servers i'm in"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and don't talk in a lot of them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i turned off all my notifications expect for a few servers im active in"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "i get way too distracted by discord"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "so i have to mute lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya same"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "but then i lowkey forget i'm in some of them"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and don't check for a long time;"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "samee"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bc of people like me"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just pin gu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ping"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then how do u guys handle school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "lmaooo"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "nah tbh they just don't ping cause they have no reason to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "or r u dropouts"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "i'm too old to be in school rn"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "no nopoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't pay attention in school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "idk nopoints name"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just gonna say nopoint"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "if that is fine with u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats fine"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh then? what about ur aprens"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "what do they think of u not paying attention ins chool"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they think that with the grades i get i could get perfect if i actually tried"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "so u have passing grades"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "not good ones?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't really put effort in anything anymore so i just don't try, i have usually average grades"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "i don't really put effort in anything anymore so i just don't try, i have usually average grades"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "NoPoint last year of school"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "dont do nothing"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "you will pass"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its my second last year of high school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yeah junior year"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sat?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "year"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk what sat is"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "school is trash"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "but education is good"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": "is something that god cant explain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "canada schools don't do sat"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sat is the test u take for colleges to see ig how much u know"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "how do colleges tehre work?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well tbh i don't fully know, you apply in the beginning of your last year of high school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at least for university"}
{"username": "sasx", "content": ".ookiujgt"}
{"username": "SaberSouls", "content": "Fake...people"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "I feel so scared to open up in fear im just gonna get yelled at again for overreacting\u201d or rearranging words\u201d I dont know what to do but I know keeping it inside is damaging...Im lost..I dont want to be lost...I hate feeling lost..."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sorry about that, I kinda know how it feels, I say I do but its not confirmed but I feel like I have anxiety so I struggle to make decisions about say for dinner whether we have Stir fry or soup for eg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just dont like the uncertainty of knowing what will happen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I have had that feeling for so long"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I really struggle making decisions"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But one day you will find your feet again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It may be tomorrow, who knows?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But you will get there"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes it takes time but so does everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Everything is based on a factor of time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That made me feel really smart just then lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah but there is no telling how a relationship could go"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "Just don't get into any ez"}
{"username": "xav", "content": "I know"}
{"username": "SourLemons", "content": "20000 weights have been dropped on my chest by my anxiety and ocd"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to do an anxiety test online or something but Im worried my parents will see search history"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Found one but you had to do all these details"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I havent done one"}
{"username": "ATAN", "content": "Hey, calm down. You can always delete it afterwards. But if you can't they need to understand that you need help. The faster you get help the more maybe your anxiety will drop down buddy"}
{"username": "suki desu", "content": "Love is real here"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "Alr"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "so basically my mom called me a mistake last night i got suicidal and then my girlfriend decides it was the right time to break up with she does that i start to cry this is the first time ive ever cried over a girl and then everything just got confusing apparently were still together idfk"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "im very very confused"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "and sad"}
{"username": "suki desu", "content": "well first of all, does your mom oftenly calls you that?"}
{"username": "suki desu", "content": "if so, she was never meant to be a mother, especially her calling you a mistake."}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "yes she usally calls me a mistake"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "even tho i have straight A's"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "and i try"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "really hard"}
{"username": "suki desu", "content": "and if you think you are, you arent. please dont be like that. just dont believe your mother even if you think you are."}
{"username": "suki desu", "content": "ive never been good at giving at advices, so please excuse me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "It doesn't matter if your a mistake or that you were suppose to be born, you were born in this world for a reason and have a life to live, and you should live it to the fullest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we only have one life and people take that for granted, live ur life how u want to live it"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "thank you guys"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "like"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "alot"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I hate how relationships starts to feel dreadful... I don't want to chat him in a routine but then that's the only time I get to chat with him because of a timezone. Heck I don't even know if he'll ever respond back for the day. He could be working, playing games, or reading. Afraid to schedule a call or an anime date with him cause he might be too busy... and I can't keep on making up questions or send memes as a topic... I ran out, he barely starts a conversation. I tried confronting about it earlier but it seemed baseless. Could be my paranoia, but things just feel tensed even since the 2 months has ended. Despite how many times he tells me he loves me and is trying for me, or how he trusted me about his story, his agenda or when's his bathroom break.. I still can't help but worry..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to have like a small break"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i get its an online relationship so maybe just get off online for a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just think what u want in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have a relaxed mind"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and see what can be done"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Yeah, sometimes it's best to just collect yourself for awhile and make"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "You can't just roll over tho"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I had been trying to, sometimes a day, sometimes a week. It still.. seems to stress me out and he's still distant"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "A relationship requires to people"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "two"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "You can't carry it by yourself"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "He needs to put in the effort too"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "And if he doesn't, then he doesn't deserve you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if its just you doing everything thats not a relationship, thats just u having to carry for stress for urself"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Over all a relationship should make you feel good about yourself,not bring you down"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "And if it does bring you down then it is not worth it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe talk to him but i think its best to maybe not be in a relationship with him"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "But of course we are just strangers on the internet at the end of the day it's gotta be your decision"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I could tell how genuine he is with me but yeah he rarely tries..."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I'll take a break"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya maybe have a break, see how it feels but break ups even if its for the best still are hard to over come, just see how u feel but remember to choose what u think is best3"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Yeah make sure you're happy"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I just didn't know if I should, or shouldn't in the first place. Because the two of us rarely talk nowadays..."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "relationship are good with communication if there is no communication then there really shouldn't be a relationship"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "honestly if the relationship isn't making you happy anymore and there's barely anything going on/communication, it's really best to just end it unless it looks like it will get better soon"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "it's just unnecessary anxiety/stress if you stay in such a relationship w/ it going nowhere"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "There's that issue too... I'm confused with his intentions. I could tell he's genuine and loyal with me, comfortable with sharing his past, but he never makes the time for me, and he rarely starts a convo.. he always blames the timezone, but he inconveniently do other things when I'm up."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I guess so..."}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "it's easy to claim you care and love someone but in the end if they can't show it and you're not content with that then it's what it is i guess"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and some people just aren't in a good place for a relationship"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "It's your decision love, some people will never be able to fully commit.. you shouldn't have to be the only one trying"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "It will hurt you both in the end if you stretch it out"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "yeah...if it's meant to work out, i believe things always somehow work out on their own"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "but if not then it's better to save yourself the trouble and time/feelings"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I don't know how to fix this.. confrontation after confrontation"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Hmm... I see"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "just tell him honestly how you feel and that you think you need a break for awhile, if not permanently"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Then don't. You shouldn't have to be the one always fixing things"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "just so you can gather your thoughts better and see if you're happier w/ things that way"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Take a break and see if your happier without him"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "He's online rn.. I don't know how to talk anymore."}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "i took a break from my ex for a bit and after a couple days decided i should really just end it after months of prolonging it"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "And if I miss him a lot during?"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Ohh.."}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Then you know that you wanna keep things going"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "missing someone you used to love is natural, it's hard to suddenly change your habits/schedule/etc"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "See how he feels about it though"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "but in the end if you think it's best for your mental/emotional/physical health then it's worth the temporary struggle"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "you can still be friends afterall if he's ok with it"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I just got used into talking the guy... like everyday before we started dating we just laugh like there's no tomorrow... since two months ended. We're just going from lovey dovey to lonely to anxiety in a loop"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I'm sure he's up for being friends, can't say the same for me.."}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Do what makes you happy, don't feel guilty for it"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "well if you don't wish to be friends either it's ok too"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "yeah, just do what is best for you"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "if he can't make you happy and things aren't working out then he can't stop you"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "it might hurt but that's just life and love in general"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya its gonna be a hard transition idk if thats the right spelling but honestly it will be better for you but thats not really my decision"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look whatever path u take its not right or wrong its just a decision you make and u go with it, ya u might regret it but that shouldn't stop u from moving forward"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "It might not seem like it but there's always gonna be others"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "That might be kinda rude"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "But it's trus"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Trus"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "I can't spell"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Hmm.. I do hear that a lot. Just need to decide if I should just break it off or let it flow and trust him... though idk how long till I finally lose all my sanity"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just try to clear ur mind, maybe meditate and try to have like a week to yourself and see how u feel"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do whatever u want"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Aight, I'll do that first before continuing on letting things flow... for now I just asked him this"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Morning love"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": ".. sorry if I seem aaah.. too much right now and yesterday but what do you intend this relationship to flow into? Like.. what should we do about it? And where do you think we'll end up at this point?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i think thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also love the morning love thats adorable"}
{"username": "JorDean27", "content": "Sounds good to me"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "hm if he responds with another Just trust me and go with the flow, I'm sorry our timezone isn't matched up I'm getting tf out"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "You go queen"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Okay I wanna vent about something. I know as an adult, I should be more mature but I would be lying if I said I was. I didn't exactly have a great social life as a kid but I was happy with playing video games and watching videos. A few months ago I made friendship with this girl online. It was great at first but things turned pretty bad for me. She would reject me when I asked for a relationship but would blame me if I didn't give her enough time. You know, kinda leading me on. She made me question my sanity so many times, like blaming me when I opened up to her My family had domestic violence issues. Anyway, I don't exactly know when it happened but I am very much mentally traumatized. I cut connections with her but I can't forget and move on. My trauama is that I feel like something is wrong even when it isn't. This feeling I get is of walking among corpses, pure vomitting types."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I found a new friend and everything is good between us. But I can't stop that feeling. For example, even if everything is good, I would feel like it isn't for no reason."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I keep questioning my sanity. I feel like I am walking wrong at this point. I can't stop these thoughts no matter how hard I try. Can't move on."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I just want the bad thoughts to stop. All I remember is at one point I was so happy watching videos and playing games"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think its just trust issues"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I don't feel it anymore."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "would is ok, sometimes its actually better to have trust issues, ur more alert"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but maybe try thinking positively"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just see the good things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not the bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "gonna be a bit hard but its not impossible"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yes I agree with you. I just wish I had a map to see where I am going. Don't really want these trust issues anymore."}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "you just gotta learn along the way that some people are going to be toxic to you and treat you badly and not the way you deserve to be, and not everyone is worth giving all of your trust to and letting hurt you like that. if you continue to believe in what they say and assume it's true, it will always haunt you, but if there's really no reason to justify the things they told you or the way they treated you, it's best to try and convince yourself that there's nothing wrong with you as a person in general, it was just their problem."}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and always be aware/cautious of people who ask too much of you despite seeming to reject you or setting hard boundaries. if they don't want to be in a relationship then they really have no obligation to your time/etc more than you're willing to give as a friend. if they start to act entitled then try to figure out their true intentions and if it's not pure and innocent in any sense then it's better not to associate with such people"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "selfish/selfcentered people are the most draining and best staying away from them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jinhii NoPoint thank you for listening and giving advice. I am willing to do anything to feel normal again."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np but i kinda don't know what normal is, everyone is unique for themselves"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "ofc : i always wish the best for others and i hope you can find your way to happiness even though it may be hard right now, just try and stay positive when you can and look on the bright side of things and appreciate the good people in your life that make you feel safe and happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Do you ever feel like you are not worthy of love?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all the time"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "i do, but it's a selfesteem issue and often made worse by the way others treat us and view us i think"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "even if there's generally nothing wrong with you someone will always have an issue w/ the way you are and nitpick or get upset w/ you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I feel like people who love me are putting expectations on me that I will never be able to uphold"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and it's just really harmful when people do that when you're not even doing anything bad"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and it's hard to feel like you're worthy of love when you can't even love yourself anymore cause everyone else acts like they hate you"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "but you are deserving of love, don't ever think otherwise"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people who love you, love you for who"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i said that wrong"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i meant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "people who love you, love you for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "it's all good"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I wish I had friends like you when I was a kid"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jinhii I also think it maybe because I don't love myself enough"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well life might not have a good start but you can make ur life better while its going on"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "this is a cute emoji"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I agree"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i agree"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thanks I feel better. I didn't really expect anyone to understand but you did"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "So theres this friend of ours who comes down to this place my friend and I volunteer at, and honestly Im so tired of this little prick"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "yeah, that's why it's important to learn to love yourself before anyone else tbh"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "it's ok to love others but it's best to be able to love yourself too"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "cause then others will love you even more and you can be a positive influence and be more of a pleasure to be around"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "people who can't love themselves often end up bringing other ppl's moods down too"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "and end up lowkey toxic in a sense at times as well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "So theres this friend of ours who comes down to this place my friend and I volunteer at, and honestly Im so tired of this little prick"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nikwilliam Are you able to like kick him out?"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "so it's best to learn to love yourself and accept yourself first"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "then you can be happy even w/o other peoples' validation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we all of that one person we kinda don't like"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "From what I have learned, it's best to ignore fools. They don't understand any form of reason."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Annoying people are annoying"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Like mf dont be pushy when we allowed you to come here"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "He probably saw one of those alpha male videos on YouTube"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Dear lord"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Ugh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes agree"}
{"username": "KingOfMadness", "content": "So I went to the doctor today"}
{"username": "king nut", "content": "How did it go?"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "This is where the fun begins"}
{"username": "Clarine 2eb80d21", "content": "Im so shook is also the most annoying grammatical construction. The correct phase is I'm so shocked. Shook is a verb not an adjective. Shook is the past tense of shake and shocked is the past tense of shock. I don't know if people just say I'm so shook because it sounds cool or if they legitimately don't know what the words mean"}
{"username": "old account no longer using", "content": "I feel like Ill never be good enough even if I worked for a whole day straight I feel like I never did enough i overwork myself and try to perfect everything sometimes and all I can think is that why didnt you fo that? You couldve done better. I almost always get straight As in school and I still feel like complete garbage and feel like I didnt work hard enough this has fallen me into kinda a depression I tell people im fine and good I know I should tell them but I dont why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so i understand the not good enough, i feel the same but you gotta understand that you are way more then good enough, if you try ur best everyday then i say your more then perfect, and telling how u feel can be difficult its easier to say im fine and not explain whars going on in ur mind but im telling you once you open up u will feel better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it takes time but ik you can do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " Why does it happen... ever since I was a child I grow anxious towards socialization. So its hard for me to make any connection, even to my own parents. As I grew, whenever I do get a connection, I get more paranoid than the other. Tore hundreds of friendships, been through thousands of fights, and I feel like Im losing my lover... slowly. He just find ways to hide from me since were in a LDR... I just can tell. Is my body reaction a self defense mecha?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "xMira ok with socializing its hard to be good at that ngl, its just one of the many problems we go through, so maybe try to have conversations with ur parents more little by litte, but i get it will take time but its better to start somewhere then never starting"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Its getting harder and harder.."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what is?"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Life? Or?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "kill us at the same time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there will be no killing"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "but.. but i like stabby stabbys"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "plz do"}
{"username": "Scarlet", "content": "stabby stabby?"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Nvm"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I was sad asf"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Not anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok im glad ur better now3"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "who wanna talk about bullcrap and vent cringey with me:"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "exactly. thats what i hate about life. its a cycle."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "schoolworkdie"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats it"}
{"username": "INeedABetterUsername", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "this is why my mom takes away my razor"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "nikwilliam stop being sad"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Nah"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i give you hug so you stop being sad"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Dont micromanage me and just come home"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i come give you kiss and you be happy ok?"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i think thats good deal"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "i give you cuddles and we forget our past troubles"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "thats in the past babyboi"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "im outside finishing my cig"}
{"username": "shel", "content": "YO people think im mean and yeah i can admit i do act mean a lot and put on a tough exterior but i do nice things like share answers and help people with things like hw or other and im a fun person and i genuinely care i just feel like people always call me mean when i feel like im a nice person, like i cant joke around with them? does me engaging in some friendly bullying fog all else good i have done? also people should understand that people act the way they do for a reason, like im mean cause im sensitive and been hurt deep down but if people just TRIED TO TRY A LITTLE MORE WITH ME THEY WOULD SEE THAT IM ACTUALLY REALLY FUCKING NICE AND SWEET AND THE BEST PERSON EVER U KNOW?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Also she hasnt opened the snap yet which is kinda a good thing because I have a party coming up I have probably told you this and she is going"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Even though my bf apologized for being distant... I'm still crying for some reason. It still hurts. He tried joking around, and easing up the issue, I still can't help it."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "xMira I understand how you feel. Really not your fault to feel this way."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "You're right, but I still.. don't get why I'm being this way."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "xMira as I told you, it's natural to feel this way. It's not your fault. You are feeling this way because certain expectations are not being met."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Hm.. that makes sense"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "xMira yup. It's happens but if it becomes a regular thing, then it's not right. Don't let him mistreat you."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Aight, let's see how this will go"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "xMira mhm"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Should I talk this out with him? Or I should just distance myself... for a month?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always best to talk to your partner about issues or whatever since then u guys can find a solution"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "xMira yeah it's best to talk with him. Why should you have to hide feelings? The whole point of relationships is being able to be open and vulnerable."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "It's been harder to be so.. honest. After accusing him over and over for the past September..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Oh I see. Was he always like this?"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Distant? No. Not at all,"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I hate it too when people become distant and act as if everything's normal"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "As if that's an expected natural behaviour"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Can't really tell for certain cause I don't know him."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Maybe you should first get your thoughts straight you know. Find and note down all your problems."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Make the mind clearer"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Meditation helps if you can do that."}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "I guess I should, I'll find the time once college actually takes a break for once"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhmm"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Feel free to dm me if you wanna discuss anything"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Okie dokie, I'll dm when I can ': thanks for the advice, see you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yup tc"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "man idk"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "i just want to talk to ppl"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "i just lonely since this covid thing"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "i cant be coochie man outside"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "im inside"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "so i barely see any girls anymore"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "so pls"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "help"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "oh wait"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "i mess up"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "ok listen"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "if u need help"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "to talk to ppl or u just sad just dm me"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "ok deal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why only girls"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about school?"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "idek"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "fine"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "i want to play sports but im moving and idk if its gonna be hard to make friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just gotta go out, try to get out of ur comfort zone and meet people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its always hard to make some friends but once u got at least one it feels nice:D"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "ok listen im the most popular kid since i was in 2nd grade"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "but idk if im gonna get that feeling again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u were popular because u earned everyones respect"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just gotta earn everyones respect thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ye then im sure u will be fine making friends"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "its not hard to have ppl earn my respect"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its pretty much if u can vibe with people thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't know if the area ur moving is mostly blacks?"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "cuz im going to D1 school which means that its gonna be tuff"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "Atlanta"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk what that is"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "im moving back"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "georgia"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look man i think ur pretty chill and everyone likes ur vibe so im sure u will be fine"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "besides joshie ur right"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "joshie always kills my vibe"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "joshie is joshie"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "i kinda wanna vent here but im scared"}
{"username": "SaberSouls", "content": "Dont be"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jammtoast feel free"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Or you can dm me personally too"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "idek what i wanna say"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": " Groscr thanks \ufe0f"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jammtoast sure"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "ok umm"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "i think i just had a panic attack"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Are you okay?"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "yea."}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "im just scared nobody likes me, or that ill end up alone with no friends like before. I mean,try not to think about it and sometimes it works and things seem to go great and it feels like im surrounded with people and then i just kinda feel alone again. i see the smallest thing and it just sends me straight off the cliff, and suddenly im lashing out and yelling at people who didnt do anything wrong."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Jammtoast I feel the same way. Always worried about ending up alone. I never really know if people stopped liking me. Some people ghost me without giving any reason. I am always left confused."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You know best thing to do is to not worry about who is liking me or not"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You know. You have to put effort because people don't know you are good for them. You have to keep giving them signs to let them know you are a good person."}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "yea..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Thing is you do your part. After that, if they talk or not is totally upto them"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "You move on then"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "you have a point"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm. That's how I do things too"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I found some good friends after long time"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "thanks:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Mhm"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "im happy for you"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "And I wish the best for you"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "\ufe0f \ufe0f same for you"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "and again thank youu"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Welcome"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Anybody else on the verge of tears? Cause same"}
{"username": "Exotic Fruit", "content": "I guess"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm losing myself again arn't I"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Anybody else on the verge of tears? Cause same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "babygirl u wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Im losing myself again arnt I"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy wdym?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl u wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "NoPoint I'm okay just super stressed cause I'm really far behind in school. And I keep procrastinating it because it's giving me panic attacks so it's a never ending cycle"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint Im okay just super stressed cause Im really far behind in school. And I keep procrastinating it because its giving me panic attacks so its a never ending cycle"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "babygirl ya i understand just take ur time, everyone goes at their own pace, just try little by little and im sure u are very smart and will get excellent grades, u got this!"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl ya i understand just take ur time, everyone goes at their own pace, just try little by little and im sure u are very smart and will get excellent grades, u got this!"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "NoPoint thanks but I have to finish everything by the end of this week cause the semester will be over and my mom's pissed at how far behind I am"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i would say just to not worry about how others feel just go with ur with ur flow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u got this go i believe in u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "babygirl"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "NoPoint thank youuu \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy wdym?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint I'm losing everything I've lost myself again but I try to hide and it just seems to work I keel losing myself alot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint Im losing everything Ive lost myself again but I try to hide and it just seems to work I keel losing myself alot"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy you shouldnt hide urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy you shouldnt hide urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint why?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy u should he urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy u should he urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint I want to be myself but I don't have the guys dude I get shamed for being myself because they thing it's better for me"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "pretty epic ngl"}
{"username": "THISGIRL024", "content": "Ima prey, please dont though"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "dont what"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "be depressed"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "ight den"}
{"username": "kikissi", "content": "Valor i hope things get better for u if u need someone to vent to im here even tho u dont know me but im js tryina help out someone:"}
{"username": "kikissi", "content": "Valor i rly dont care if i help u out even just by little ill be happy"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Why tf do people tell me turn off your voice changer do you act or am I a voice actor or say hey your voice is deep I get it I have a deep voice but damn why is this a daily thing why can't people just ignore it and just talk to me like I'm a normal person and not make my voice the only quality I have like damn my voice isn't something to get moist over or bring up can't I just be that tall guy instead for a day. I don't mind it every now and then but it is every single day."}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE r u tall?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE r u tall?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl I mean yeah"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl I mean yeah"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE how tall?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE how tall?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl Last time I went to the doctor I was 64 and I was 18 why?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl Last time I went to the doctor I was 64 and I was 18 why?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE damn that's tall. You're almost a whole foot taller than me. And you said you wanted to be the tall guy for a day lmao"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE damn that's tall. You're almost a whole foot taller than me. And you said you wanted to be the tall guy for a day lmao "}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl oh thanks I feel better now but height is a family curse lmao"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl oh thanks I feel better now but height is a family curse lmao"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE so u don't like being tall or having a deep voice?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE so u don't like being tall or having a deep voice?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl I sound like corpse so I keep getting mistakin for him and being tall try to move a house and hit your head on a uhaul door over and over. I don't care I have it just don't like people only knowing me as the deep voice man all the time and that's it."}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE I might sound a little dumb but idk who that is. And yeah I understand not liking being tall"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE I might sound a little dumb but idk who that is. And yeah I understand not liking being tall"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl it's not dumb at all trust me I had no idea who he was still someone asked if I was him I look him up he was a YouTuber who sounds almost exactly like I do I think my voice is deeper from what I know lmao."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "babygirl it's not dumb at all trust me I had no idea who he was still someone asked if I was him I look him up he was a YouTuber who sounds almost exactly like I do I think my voice is deeper from what I know lmao."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Not CORPSE I watched some of corpses new videos. I had no idea that he was this big deal"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE dang I just looked him up. He honestly sounds pretty cool though"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE dang I just looked him up. He honestly sounds pretty cool though"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl yeah he blew up out of nowhere lmao"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE well I see how you could get annoyed. Cause just watching one of his videos it seems like he gets attacked about how deep it is"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE well I see how you could get annoyed. Cause just watching one of his videos it seems like he gets attacked about how deep it is"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl yeah it happens alot alot it's made me basically not want to vc at all when it comes to socializing online. It is what it is"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE I'm so sorry but is it bad that I kinda wanna here?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "He doesnt sound like him completely. Theres a clear difference"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE I'm so sorry but is it bad that I kinda wanna here?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl lmaoo no not really I'm not able to vc tonight because of a 52 demon next to me but I'll add you and vc later."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yo do I get a request to?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Yo do I get a request to?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter have we been in voice chat before? Like not at night"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I dont think so"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE a 5'2 demon?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I could still tell the difference though"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE a 5'2 demon?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl yes a short sleeping person who is grumpy"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "You dont sound like him too much"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "But a 5'2 demon? Is that a gf?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "A lot of people have deep voices"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "His voice is alot more dead inside I know that"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "But a 5'2 demon? Is that a gf?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl Yeah probably gonna be more than that but for now yeah lmao."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Yo add me and well vc another day"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Done"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "How long have yall been together?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl Yeah probably gonna be more than that but for now yeah lmao."}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Not CORPSE omg ur gonna propose? That's so cute! How old r u?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "I've been living with her for almost 2 years now."}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "That doesnt quite answer any question"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE omg ur gonna propose? That's so cute! How old r u?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl yes but I'm young for marriage"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter u good?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "About to be 20"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "My girlfriend of 4 months just broke up with me tonight"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Dean The EMT Firefighter I'm so sorry\ufe0f how old r u?"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "15"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Im a young gorl"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Yo same"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "But thats when love is felt the most"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "That's rough man"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Youre not exposed to the harshness of the world"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Its not that harsh but if ya need to talk I'm here with all the wisdom of a 5 year old girl"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ah I see"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Thank you for your offer at a chance of wisdom"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Np man"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "What's up with u and toast?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "It's bread"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Narrator, do you think Im a guy?"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "same difference"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Nah I call everyone bro"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Usually they assume by the name"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "What's up with u and toast?"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "babygirl tbh I just send it in chats because I don't know what to say and all the sudden I made a cult"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Cults are formed very easily here"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "That makes me happy"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Bread cult shall take over eventually"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "There was a Monki cult that lasted for about 2 months"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Oh no it's spreading"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "How does someone assume that spooky EMT is a man or women? How can u assume someone's gender from that"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "yeah sometimes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have three thingy due tomorrow and I am stressing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And we have a math test"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Which I am not going to do well on"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because I stress"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then I forget everything"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like today, the others 2 others computers werent working so they sat next to me each side and used my computer and they were talking and I couldnt focus and I just"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got really stressed because I couldnt think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Tf is wrong with me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why cant I just be smart"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "Gee fr just be smart ez \ufe0f"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "is the math test that hard?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its hard"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Some find it easy others dont"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "That's life"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "life sux"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "but hey"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "u can fix it"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "temporarily doe"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "being a lefty can also be tough"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "but like"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "much easier than real problems ppl have"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "soapsoup i left you for one day what happened"}
{"username": "Exotic Fruit", "content": "Lel"}
{"username": "SaberSouls", "content": "SaberSouls she wants you to be good looking? Is that what you said?"}
{"username": "SaberSouls", "content": "babygirl yeah"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "babygirl yeah"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "SaberSouls well that's kinda rude. Shouldn't she have no problems with what her child looks like"}
{"username": "Exotic Fruit", "content": "Hmpf not nice"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "soapsoup i left you for one day what happened"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Jammtoast oh hey sorry i was in school, nthing really"}
{"username": "Ashes", "content": "Hang in there SS:"}
{"username": "Ashes", "content": "My mom commented on my feet and stuff. I'm horribly insecure about them now."}
{"username": "Ashes", "content": "None of it is your problem. Many factors contribute to weight issues. Just keep telling yourself that and do your best to work through their comments. Easier said than done, but you gotta ignore the comments."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "exaclty"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like ive eaten healthy and stuff and now im just really cutting calories"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "and working out ofc"}
{"username": "Ashes", "content": "You'll always be accepted."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "ive never been particularly skinny and my mom has been doing this to me like what am i supposed to do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "clingy loser I am the exact opposite, I was skinny like really skinny and they told me I need to gain weight"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it hurts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you try and try but it doesnt work"}
{"username": "janis", "content": "this is probably the most interestinf place on this channel"}
{"username": "Exotic Fruit", "content": "Did red vent?"}
{"username": "Exotic Fruit", "content": " its called vent but rlly i know what this is"}
{"username": "coochie man", "content": "well i just got ip banned for the 3rd time in 2 weeks idk why well i do but i still dont know why even tho i dont do anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u got banned the first time why go back?"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "is it weird to vent here more than once lmao"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its fine"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "u do u no judgment"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just that every once in a while i have like a relapse of the same emotions and idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Jammtoast honestly i say thats pretty normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i do the exact same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u are unique for urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who tf cares what they think"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "something is wrong wit them if they can't see how awesome u are"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "hatem6s", "content": "physically present, mentally at Rihhanas concert in 2009"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Really?"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Cool"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "I had a dream abt her last night, it was weird"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Or I was reality shifting to her concert"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Jammtoast", "content": "NoPoint \ufe0f"}
{"username": "hatem6s", "content": "Or I was reality shifting to her concert"}
{"username": "hatem6s", "content": "ruthie4.01298 youre manifesting Riri into your reality"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "lowkey felt the rihanna concert comment. wish I was there rn"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I know, Im suppose to take a break from discord. But its vent. So for some reason I cant cry rn. I tried. But right now, it would be amazing to cry. For some reason. But I just cant."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what happen?"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Ghost sus"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "Whenever I'm home alone I keep hearing weird noises in le kitchen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They are probably going to be my screams when my mum finds out I submitted work without her seeing it first"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know what would help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A big hug"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But thats not happening so"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I have a problem, a growing problem"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE no you DONT"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "@.ghostie bruh how do you know lmao."}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": " Not CORPSE i know but YOU ARE VERY GORGEOUS TO MEE"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "@.ghostie lmao thank you for the complement, I'm very eh best I can do is describe my looks because picture anxiety."}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Ghost sus"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "No it doesn't you will get through these hard times"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Trust me I've been in the same place"}
{"username": "babygirl:sparkles:", "content": "Who did you loose?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just need someone to ducking love, I know I gotta make sure its real not me just desperate but when you see all your friends get into relationships and you dont it hits"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "Hey man, hold it there BigManEli"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "What's going on?"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "\ufe0fno"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "Come on man"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Im done being nice \ufe0fI give up\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "Why though dude? You can probably work it out"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Exs"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Everything"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Everything is too much"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "It just takes some perspective and someone to talk to man"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "What's the reason for it?"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "For running away?"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "Hey man, if you do go through with it, I wish you the best"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "I am not one for convincing, though I hope you realize"}
{"username": "Seespotbyte", "content": "It's not worth it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "BigManEli think about if it was you, if you were in your parents shoes and your kid ran away, you would be worried sick"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "You dont know my position,"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No I dont"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Would you like to give me a quick explanation"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I can try help"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Have you tried proving that it wasnt you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Probably yes"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Nobody cares enough to listen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How old are you?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im just trying to think here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If I cant stop you from leaving but if you did where would you go"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "My parents are gonna go through my phone, I cant say or theyll know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I live in Australia so I doubt if you said certain locations I would know where that is"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok all g"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait but wont they see that you said all this"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "Idc"}
{"username": "BigManEli", "content": "At least they wont know where Im at"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok it may seem shit, and leaving may seem like the best option but it wont be, you would most likely be on the streets, you will get robbed, beaten up, abused and made fun of. Do you really want to live like that?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You probably have done a lot of the stuff I suggest but try call someone anonymously like a help line or 000 or whatever the emergency service is in America"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Try talk to your parents"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I find that very confronting and dont like it but it would help them realise what you are going through"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But leaving will only make things worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I did a project on homelessness and most homeless people tried to end it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And that is not the right idea"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But leaving home, your parents would be worried so much, wth so little information"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You are here for a reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You were not here just to leave home and live on the streets"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "U"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You are destined to greatness"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah it will take hard work but thats life"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "If you truly want something you will work for it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I am telling you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont leave home"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Try sort it out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes I get you would have tried"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But never give up trying again"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Always push on"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Even at the darkest time you have to keep moving"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Success comes from hard work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So sort things out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont leave home"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And tell someone how you are feeling"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It doesnt matter who"}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "Hello.."}
{"username": "MikaylaLeigh14", "content": "today my friend was upset and I wanted to help Because I normally dont fix thing I normally ruin things and he came back and hes fine, I wanted to help so badly but he just didnt want me to help even tho for years I wanted to be helping people but the one time I had a chance to help my best friend he is fine"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "ever just make a joke and your friends are like funny we hate you now goodbye And then you just think abt drowning yourself in the bathtub"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look, u are more then good enough, u are beautiful in ur own way, u are amazing because u are u, ik people care about u, and life will get better3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm tired and sleept"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Um so she has replied to my text that I sent 34 weeks ago"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I am not going to open it until later"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am very nervous"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Some of you will know what Im talking aboutthe text"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think I know what she is going to say"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But Im gonna open it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its been 20 mins"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "FUCKING SHIT"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She completely ignored me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait no"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She hasnt opened my snaps"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was gonna snap her back so she opened them but then she was at a party so she would have showed someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or they would have seen"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why would she not open it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This is very frustrating"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why is everyone except me getting into relationships"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont want to rush but I feel so left out"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "Gee be in my relationshop"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to go outside"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The night sky is awake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Gee i feel the same but its better to take time cause those are the best relationships"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh I meant the thing about the text but yeah I get what you mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk about that i cant even read porperly rn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant type because I have headache and cant focus"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I fix it before I send it but"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "best to go to sleep then"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait whats wrong with the pumpkin patch?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "@.ghostie you ok love?"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "@.ghostie i hope you're okay! please come back to us when u r ready"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "@.ghostie please take things slow and do the 54321 method"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "name 5 things u can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things u can smell, and 1 happy thing you can think of or look forward to"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "keep doing it over and over until you feel at ground, or go beyond the numbers if you'd like. you'll be okay, i promise"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Oh no i think i hopped into something sad"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "What happened?:"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Awww"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": " i'm ok now i think"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "@.ghostie great then:"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "i'm having a rough time"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "am i in the right server for that?"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "i've been having very intrusive thoughts. they scare me"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "my anxiety is really bad right now. any tips on making intrusive thoughts go away?"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "thats really smart. i'd think of my safe person, but we're currently fighting i'll try thinking of the beach. it sounds like a really nice place to be right now.. thank you"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "we've been long distance since covid started, which really sucks. i haven't seen him in 7mo... may not seem long to some other people. i think my favorite memory with him was when we stood outside of a car at 2am and danced in the middle of a gravel road barefoot. he's very warm and reminds me of the ocean."}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "i'm gonna think about that and see if it helps"}
{"username": "beachdad", "content": "we only live 30 minutes away and go to the same school so realistically it's not bad what so ever, but he's been on lockdown and unable to leave his house since the pandemic hit us. 7 months! that's so long for someone being so close.."}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "gh0st is typing..."}
{"username": "Makkk", "content": "y'all I hate my life sm"}
{"username": "NotSouls", "content": "Bro wack"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "goodluck then"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I'm going to school in person now tomorrow"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "HunnyPuppy bruh ive been going in person since the school year started... id rather stay at home actually..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "who vented"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thx ghost3"}
{"username": "Jinhii", "content": "You're not a waste of space at all, just wishing for and striving to be a better person and wishing for everyone's wellbeing is a great and amazing thing not everyone can do. I've seen you try your best to help others as well, so don't say or think you are worthless or a failure. Shit happens all the time but it's not always something you have much control over so don't let those things put you down or make you give up on yourself when you did nothing wrong. And I feel you on the taking all the negativity on yourself part but in order to help others it's important to help yourself and love yourself too as well. We should seek to make everyone happier including ourselves. But don't take it as a responsibility to do so for everyone. Just do what you can manage and wish to and that's totally fine. We live to share our experiences and pain and seek happiness together, not fall into darkness and suffer just to lift someone else up. Please take care of yourself as much as you need when you are struggling as well."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you \ufe0f Jinhii"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "circumference ilysmt 3"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "its kinda bad but im runing off of caffeine and cant think rn..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u should rest"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "ily tho dont forget that NoPoint"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "it'd feel so weird w/o you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "3 ilyt"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "i hope you all understand that you are also able to confide in me. yeah, Im just a stranger. nothing more or less, so if you dont feel comfortable venting on here, Ill say it:"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "my dms are open. always."}
{"username": "noems", "content": "Ill be sure to get back to you whenever I can and Ill be able to sympathize with you if you talk to me."}
{"username": "noems", "content": "Thanks to everyone for being here \ufe0f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thank you noems, u are not a stranger, i think of you as a friend3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint simar, listen to me. you are nothing but positive and you dont need to hide what you feel. dont ever be sorry for venting. i love you and im always here for you. im so so sorry about your relative and what happened with your friend and im here if you wanna talk about it i will listen to everything, i need you to know i love you and im never gonna stop loving you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thx lily"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ily sim"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy bruh ive been going in person since the school year started... id rather stay at home actually..."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "soapsoup same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i already lost my motivation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint i'm right here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "@.ghostie 3"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i already lost my motivation"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "NoPoint its gonna be ok love, i promise 3."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "time to vent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "sighh i cant get over my ex"}
{"username": "PotatoBot", "content": "pls use rob"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "i already lost my motivation"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint I thought I was your motivation..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint I thought I was your motivation..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy idk"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy idk"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint oh okay"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya motivation meaning like to do anything"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "ugh.. so lately stuff has been kinda tough i really just miss how things used to be i miss all my old friends and lately someone that i was starting to really really like has drifted away and i feel so scared and sad and alone because of that and i dont want to anymore.. Its gotten to the point where it doesnt feel like i can smile anymore without it being fake I hate it"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "no worries im okay, im j dramatic"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "dont worry about me ill delete it sorry"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "@.ghostie thanks for the offer, i just didn't know how to word it i guess but i'll be fine."}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "im okay really im just over dramatic i promise nothing more, nothing less"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "oh yeah"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "im sorry for making u worry about me"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "didnt mean to do that"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "ill be taking my leave now"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "ill try to be here tomorrow"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i constatnly cry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "at out of nowhere:"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Sometimes I feel like life isnt worth it. I feel constantly lonely and sad and I feel like I have no purpose in life. I feel like if I were to disappear tomorrow nobody would notice or care."}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I have a person I can talk to but I feel like I shouldnt because I dont want to burden them or make them sad."}
{"username": "hatem6s", "content": "so much about the seeking of meaning in life can be found when you base your own happiness or/and value on the things you do regularly as hobbies and activities, and not base it on your social relationships/standing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I heard something today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "There is a difference between happiness and a distraction from sadness"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been listening to headspace and it has helped a lot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just calming me down and relaxing and not stressing"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Thank you dude"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "?warn 2QcsqOpB spam"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "?warn XjL79oBq spam"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "?warn fMwVNASd3748 spam"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant be stuffed lmao"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Too many"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "HEL"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "HELP"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "I CANT TLAK"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "Talk"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "TALK"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Can anyone else not send stuff in commands"}
{"username": "hxtOmi", "content": "Someone kick the bots out"}
{"username": "baka", "content": "?lock"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "?unlock"}
{"username": "person2345", "content": "intersting"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so even if u arent able to finish on the dead line that doesnt mean u cant finish at all, deadlines are only there so you actually set times to so it, if u never had a deadline u wouldnt even think about it, maybe try to adjust urself and just try small things that help you motivate urself to do like school stuff, like what goals do you have, what u wanna do, its better to start there then you will be able to get back up and have the motivation to move forward"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "Honestly idk, the only reason I like being in uni is for the social life, I only like my course because it seems kinda cool, also because idk where else to make friends irl."}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "I really want to motivate myself, i just don't know exactly where i see myself in the future, i mean i have an idea but idk how i'd enjoy it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well ik working is boring and stuff, but at least 1 day out of the week just only do school work and see how it feels, try to just make urself do it"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "like maybe i want to graduate from college, but idk how to do this without overthinking all the time"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "also because i never had a job before, i probably don't even know what it's like to fully commit to something"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": " well ik working is boring and stuff, but at least 1 day out of the week just only do school work and see how it feels, try to just make urself do it"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "NoPoint honestly i just have so much to do, like 3 weeks of work to catch up"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "maybe if i dedicate myself a full day, i can see where it goes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well its best to take ur time to do it"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "alright"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "that's good advice"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "because like i've been selfsabotaging myself binging shows on my laptop"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "now that everything's online"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "it's hard to have selfcontrol"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "like really hard"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "i try uninstalling discord, i keep thinking about the things i miss and 15 minutes later, i'll reinstall it"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "honestly ill start small, im just really anxious rn don't think i can get this homework done in 2 hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not really ig educated for like this, its best if you feel like you have no where to go to maybe try a therapist, it may or may not help but its a worth try"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "oh perfect. i'm seeing my counsellor tomorrow anyway"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "im just the worst procrastinator ever"}
{"username": "DynamiteQuan", "content": "like really, im the worst. so much money is spent on me, only to disappoint people every time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "don't really think about the money or whos gonna be disappointed its more what you wanna do and that if ur committed to do it, money is always wasted everyday, its best to see what u want and do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe like everyday in the morning or before you sleep make a list of what ur gonna do that day or tomorrow and just try to do most of the things in the list or even better do all of it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it may be small or big depending on the day but try to make a check list"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "That him he would awlays tell me to go to sleep when it's very late"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I miss his comfort"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Someone who I used to love"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But he ended up breaking my heart"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "crunky?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NO"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We're still together"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean thats good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "His name was william"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "was?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Wait no his name is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i was about to say did he like pass"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but um what happened, did he like leave or something?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said that he loved me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And spoiled me with all his love and guess what happened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He would leave me on open and we don't talk that much after talking alot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He's from the eats coast and I'm from the southwest"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Turns out he had a girlfriend and cheated on her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And it honestly feels like he didnt even loved me back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And him saying I love you was just trying to make me fall for him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I miss his comfort"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so he controlled u?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I think so"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a friend who knew about him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told everything what happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats why u miss him, he controlled u into falling for him and i think thats what happened"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And she said that he used me as a toy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats what happens when u get manipulated"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya, so its probably gonna take awhile to get over the feeling but its better not to talk to him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah he stopped talking to me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya thats good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He didn't even apologize for breaking my heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I still forgave him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he isn't gonna apologize, he manipulated you, thats what horrible people do"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I know"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "yea im not gonna be here for long forget about how i feel nothing ever matters anyways"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "@.ghostie not true u matter and stuff matter there are things that matter Ik how you feel well not about the cheating part. But Ive been feeling hopeless for many years and Ive had moments where Ive just wanted to die but I kept on fighting for my best friend. And at my lows Ive felt just like nothing matters but then I just started to think about the few good things with my lives that I actually cared about and things that does matter to me no matter what my mood is"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't wanna go to school anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I do wanna go to school because I made a mew friend there"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We would awlays sit together at lunch and wait for each other"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I don't have enough engery to go to school anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why do I feel left out out of anything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I left early becouse I had therapy meeting"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We both talked about relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told me that I figured all the puzzles out of a relationship I need and dont need and how to change it back hoe it orginally was in the relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just need practice to do them out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And tbh I do wanna practice those puzzles out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I'm just to afraid of what will happen when I do say them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Man I wish I had the confidence to do something that is very healthy for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm to afraid that if I set boundaries on my boyfriend who I'm currently with rn I'm to afraid if o set those with him he will go off and find someone new"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks I do hope things get better for me"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "I see, I can't offer much help as I don't have experience. All I can say is good luck. I hope you feel better soon. The only advice I can offer is to rest. You've gone through a lot and even resting for a day could help. Get your emotions in check and try to find energy somewhere."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'll try to find my energy somewhere in me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But thanks for your helps anyways"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "if its not in you, there are a lot of ways to find it somewhere else. Maybe in your friends or family."}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "Don't lose hope"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying so hard to not lose hope"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "yeah i understand. Perhaps try to find a laugh out of something. Maybe watch some things that make you happy, make you hopeful."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay thanks"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "im sorry btw. i dont know a lot of things in ur situation so i cant help as much"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay I understand"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But thanks for your help anyways"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "no problem. maybe theres someone here who can help u"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They literally dont care about anyone elses feelings"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "He didnt even try hide his screen so I couldnt see the instagram gc"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "theyre not ur friends u need to drop them asap"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my old friend\u201d group made plans in front of me and it hurt"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "drop them now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They are the people I sit with in class because the other boys are a completely different friend group"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "At lunch and recess I have tried to go somewhere else"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And then when I dont invite them to partys this happened once last year, I didnt really talk to him that much back then I get told Im rude"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Exactly"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I cant help but feel bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I know its not my friend group though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want to go outside"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Lie down on the grass with someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And stare at the stars"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Damn those late night songs hit"}
{"username": "MILO", "content": "@.ghostie are u okay?"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "most people i see just keep talking and dont know how to listen eh"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "if my brain could stop making me have frustration breakdowns so i get so frutrated i cry and break down that would be nice"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its not flattering"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "the anger issues dont mix neither"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait what"}
{"username": "DRK Clxudz", "content": "i like how tay and satan avoid me"}
{"username": "DRK Clxudz", "content": "im not mean"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "That gives off v small pp vibes smoX"}
{"username": "xxcatgirlxx W", "content": "im so sowwy youre under lots of stress"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "aww thanks:"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "i still have 13 missing assighnments"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "im alright rn its just been alot of stress lately"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "oof"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "but they are easy"}
{"username": "xxcatgirlxx W", "content": "school is really challenging now cause of da rona"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "so im good but im just lazyyy"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "i dont want to do anything i just wanna sleep"}
{"username": "xxcatgirlxx W", "content": "i usually just wanna watch anime and drown everything out"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "same"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "yea"}
{"username": "lime", "content": "yea same"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look tbh i get where ur boyfriend is coming from, he cares about you a lot and wants you to be safe and healthy, but also in a relationship is trust and im sure he trust you a lot, so just maybe talk to him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean again man is just really worried about you and wants to take care of you, but he should understand that you are capable of taking care of urself"}
{"username": "malina", "content": "i guess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if he is moody ig best to give space, cause if he is not talking to you now then best to do it when he is more clam"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "calm"}
{"username": "malina", "content": "yeah, thanks:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i wasnt really a big help but np"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "NoPoint that does help me a little. i do have a lot of online friends but it doesnt feel like friendship yk it feels more like you see me in a server so youre kinda forced to talk to me. i also see you rlly close and its nice to hear it from you cause everytime i talked to you i felt like you were just being nice out of pity or something. tbh idek the whole point of my rant or maybe just rlly anything. i just feel extremely unmotivated to live and idk what to do anymore. i feel like i do have purpose aand it should be clear to me but idk whats going on ahhh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint that does help me a little. i do have a lot of online friends but it doesnt feel like friendship yk it feels more like you see me in a server so youre kinda forced to talk to me. i also see you rlly close and its nice to hear it from you cause everytime i talked to you i felt like you were just being nice out of pity or something. tbh idek the whole point of my rant or maybe just rlly anything. i just feel extremely unmotivated to live and idk what to do anymore. i feel like i do have purpose aand it should be clear to me but idk whats going on ahhh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "circumference sometimes we are stopped at a red light, we just gotta wait and see what we want and do that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i do like talking to you3"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "my overreaction ruins every chance i get on love or friendships"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "i overreact and end up looking stupid"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "but i do like talking to you3"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "NoPoint i love talking to you its nice seeing that some1 actually cares 3"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "esp some1 i like talking to"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i feeel so lonely probably bc i keep listening to the song lonely by justin bieber...: i have a real problem with listening to sad songs :"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "for me sad songs just make me feel more sad and more negative ngl:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "same i get that feeling"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to move away for that then"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i cant"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "thats the problem"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can, it just takes a lot of time and motivation ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe listen to songs with someone els"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "well sad songs just make me wanna cry so probably why i cant stop listening to it yk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand, maybe try to calm music, but honestly best to listen with someone their music"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i used to listen to 12 hours straight of elecronic music"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe not go back to that, since ik sometimes it doesn't feel the same, try new songs every week"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "alr i will try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "and then im doing terribel in school"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have a F in one class"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like the class average or u got an f in a tes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "t"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "the grade for the class"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "where u at:? MikaylaLeigh14"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "doesn't look like she is on discord"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but yeah i have all B's and one f"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean school isn't over so im sure u will bring that up:D"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i have less than 1 month left"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "my district does 3 classes 1 quarter and next quarter is 3 other and so basically my grade will stay like that"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "ughh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "does that make sense?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you arent a dissappointment, from the things ive heard about you you are pretty amazing:0. i also think that looking back on your pastself is oke but comparing yourself to isnt a good idea. ive felt like i didnt meet the expectations i or other people set for myself but people always say to me that wanting to be better is oke but you should be satisfied with the way you are so i kinda think you should do the same you know"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sry i repeated myself at the end"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "maybe just saying something and letting it out will help but i dont have access to a therapist and my parents barely know a thing ab me fyi"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "clingy loser same my parents want me to open up and they r tyring to get me a therapist but over time they have seen me kind of change adn ig they have stopped looking for a therapist that fits me. but the difference wtih me and u is i have suicidal thoughts and sometiems i attempt at it whcih my parents dont know if. only my older brother and my sister. and usualyl i put this different image and different person i am at home, at school, around friends, etc..."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "So my friend B, I had a fling with him in the summer, anyways he told his friend K that I'd be down to hook up with him since I did stuff with B during the summer. Like wtf"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I'm annoyed now"}
{"username": "Reese", "content": "she left me because I didnt give her what she wants d"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww im sorry, its okay at least shes out of ur life:, but im hoping ur finding time to heal and get over her:"}
{"username": "Miles Edgeworth", "content": "I dont know guys, should I seek psychological help?"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I feel dead asf"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "I am dead asf"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Who want to vent out our problems to each other "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MILO is there something bothering u?"}
{"username": "MILO", "content": "NoPoint a bit yes"}
{"username": "MILO", "content": "noems why?"}
{"username": "MILO", "content": "indra also why?"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Life yk MILO"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint a bit yes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "MILO would u like to talk about it?"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "oh nothing dw about it cuz it's nothing to do w u MILO"}
{"username": "sleepy.stuff", "content": "Hello anyone here right now?"}
{"username": "sleepy.stuff", "content": "How are u?"}
{"username": "sleepy.stuff", "content": "Anyone else here?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im still here"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "stop it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "bad saber"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Im hurt"}
{"username": "xMira", "content": "Why:"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Well its funny how people break trust like its nothing"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "It cant get any worse in my case"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It can always get worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And it is for me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I dont know how to change it"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "My death will be the result if it gets worse"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Ill try my best to let it not get any worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Death is not the answer"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Ik it isn't"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah it seems like it but"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Also, im not talking about suicide"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Far out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "People ditched someones bday party to go to someone elses party"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And to think that those people were my friend group"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I thought they were nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I didnt even realise"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why cant she leave me alone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She keeps lying"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Extreme moodswings ree"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont know what to say, but i feel for you man. having not that many people to trust in your surroundings can like really frick up your mental stability"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im barely holding it together and idk what to do"}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "Tay, you're a fantastic person with a vibrant personality, I know life is hard right now but it will get better, I believe in you, you're a strong person you've just got to keep going and the sun will rise another day it may seem low right now it may seem hopeless but it does get better, believe me I believe in you and if you need to I'm here to talk to you, my dms are open we can text or call, we may not be too close but I care a lot about you as you're a fantastic person"}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "I get life being tough I have struggled for a while as well, but tay if you were too go a lot of people would be sad myself included, you are amazing, if you need help definitely come to me I can work on trying to help fix you I don't give up I'm very persistent in that regard, I will always be here for you, I can show you the bright aspects of life and keep you surrounded by those if you'd like, I can show you how to cope with stuff better I can show you healthy outlets for your problems if you want, I am willing to dedicate portions of my day to helping you if needed"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "alright i have a good amount of venting i can do"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "So i started vaping and smoking tobaco recently my best friend fucked my 5th grade girlfriend next to me while i was sleeping idrc abt it tho"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "I snuck out at night ran into a tree"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "almost got hit by 4 cars in the past week"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "And my parents got divorced while my actual gf cheated on me with my brother"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "so if anyone knows how to help with that feel free to try"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Wait your best friend lost his virginity by 5th grade I'm in ninth and still have my v card ok that's besides the point try but just keep holding on ik it can be hard at times and you may feel really down but just pick yourself up walk it off find people who actually care abt the smoking and vaping before I can help you with that I got to help myself with that"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Oh ok"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Continue I want to try and help you"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "well beside the fact of my gf cheating on me with my brother and my parents divorcing"}
{"username": "Love is real", "content": "thats abt it"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i did it agaaain"}
{"username": "bruhuhcuh", "content": "I suspect my girlfriend is cheating nlg"}
{"username": "7800F", "content": "Explain bruhuhcuh"}
{"username": "7800F", "content": "Maybe I can help"}
{"username": "bruhuhcuh", "content": "She acting distant and being overall weird"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I hide behind a fake smile because I dont want people to feel the way I do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same, I know telling someone feels bad because when you see them next you are really awkward and shit and I bottle a lot up but I let some of it out on discord so that I dont get really stressed out, I prefer on discord because no one knows who I am so it wont be awkward"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its good that you dont self harm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it gets better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it will take time"}
{"username": "Jadenumber1fan", "content": "Honestly thats me all the time"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "FrostHT I couldnt have said it better my self. Thats like almost exactly how I feel"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "jesus dude"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u told the girl about this?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sorry to hear that honestly, freacking boycot those people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also have u tried to tell another adult like a teacher that you get abused by ur grandma"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I always get played when it comes to love, and i have actuslly but they wont do anything so now im trying to find something to do as far as a job to noy only escape her but to get money to move away when i can."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look if u warned her and told her about him and she still chooses to be with him u cant really so anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "what about police?"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "True, I dont really know what my sexuality is anyways... And ive called 911 bc i tried stabbing myself through my leg and it didnt work and told them why but nothing rlly happened"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "And i csnt take my anxiety and depression meds bc they make me feel worse"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok its alright to be curious about ur sexuality"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im the same i dont know where i stand"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and thats alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it takes time and a lot of ig experience to know what you like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "is there anyone else you can live with?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "doesnt sound like a healthy place to live, maybe get some help from a teacher?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "may i ask how old u r kris?"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I'm 15"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok do you know anyone that ur close with that can like help care for you?"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Not at all."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who do you trust the most in ur life"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Ill try and get away when i can, as for now im going to join furry servers and stuff just to do commissions to earn money."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm oki"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but what about after you get away"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "At 16 if i have enough money and stuff to take care of myself I am allowed to live on my own, so ig ill save up and eventually rent a home."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm dont you wanna study to become somthing? that will be really tough"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "As for now im going to try and get a job at some of these places around me, i dont know what it will take but its gonna be worth it im tired of the abuse, i dont wanna be sad"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Nono i am still going to go to school im not ditching school"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try to get a bond with someone, having someone with you will help"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I will continue going to school aswell, its hard to have bonds bc if someone is sad i grt sad bc i feel im not helping, im fr a wack person."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not everything can be done alone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look thats normal, i get sad if im talking to someone who is sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright as long as ur there for each other thats what makes a bond"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Thats true, but i dont exactly know how to work with things, i am currently seeing 2 therapist smh.."}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "They dont know how to help me either."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well maybe you just need a friend"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I feel im just a bother to people, and im skrry if I am bothering you guys i just feel that since Idk you guys i rlly dont care about being judged, i like hearing others point of views and things."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "of therapy doesnt work maybe you should like search things you like doing to make yoursef happy"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Yeah thats true"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "But idk what makes me happy"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I really dont."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur not bothering me at all kris"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i get that feeling tho, i dont like bothering people and its hard for me to talk to people"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think a lot of people dont, but they just do what feels right for them ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but just try to reach other, just talk im sure if they fee bothered they will tell but ur a pretty chill and cool person so im sure no one will he bothered by u"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Well if i am or if I am annoying i apologize, I havent cut in like a week and I just wanna go at it, i cant even keep promjses about it now days, and thank you alot guys:"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Oh i forgot i took my anxiety and depress meds for the first time in like a month so thats probably why im like this rn"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh a replacement for cutting is usually like an elastic on your wrist, its less harmfull so you can get rid of that habbit on a nice tempo"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I dont have any, i have hair ties and I have one on my wrist but i normally twist them but they bust oop"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Plus my tics dont even let me get the chance sometimes"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "My anxiety causes my tics to get bad at times, then other times i tic and punch or harm myself."}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Im dizzy"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Am eating cheetos uwu"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think its still worth the effort, if its an alteranive for not harming yourself you should always try"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Thats true, thank you for helping me."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Im dizzy"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "PHROG go drink some water lo"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Imagine drinking water akfhsjjrnsd"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no problem dude"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "me drinking a monster"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "coudnt be me, i always drink slurp juice"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg my headass was thinking so wrong when u said that"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Oop"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Headass cute lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Ifydhfkfjr"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Ifydhfkfjr"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "YO I THOIGHT MT TURTLE WAS DEAD FOR A MIN"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "i almost cried"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "damn luckily he is alive, give him a lot of love"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "I will owo"}
{"username": "PHROG", "content": "Just for chu"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idrk where I wanna go with this but I just. Idk todays been a bad day and at many times suicidal thoughts and its been like a year since I had them last and at that point I beat them but rn Ive been in a low so idk how much longer I can do this"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its only just a day jojo, we all have bad days, im sure tomorrow will be better!"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "its only just a day jojo, we all have bad days, im sure tomorrow will be better!"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "NoPoint the thing is they have been in the back of my head for like 23 weeks one"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to get ur mind off it?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u tried to talk to ur parents about this?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but if ur having these thoughts its best to talk to an adult"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "or just some1 close to you if you dont feel comfortable speaking to your parents"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Sometimes I feel trapped in a glass box. People see me but dont hear me. Its locked but nobody has the key"}
{"username": "bruhuhcuh", "content": "Boys I lost her"}
{"username": "SaberSouls", "content": "I said everything I could remember"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Im done sigh"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "I feel like nobody loves me. I've felt this before but exceedingly high today. I may be overreacting but people act unusual when I'm around. In real life, the loud ones become quiet, the jokes disappear and the fun feels like it ended. Online, people stop texting, the chat dies, and once again, the fun feels like it ended. I feel like im destined to forever be alone. Never loved, never cared."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "now it's making me sad because i feel like i'm not enough"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "im sorry u have to go through that"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "u alr did a lot"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "u did ur best"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "be proud of ur self"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "ty:"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i just hope she doesn't go that far"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "hope for the best ig. dont worry my guy, u worked hard. you've done enough"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i just don't have the motivation to do stuff:/ like i'm always lazy and i'm always too stressed"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " hope for the best ig. dont worry my guy, u worked hard. you've done enough"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "niles isak yea i'm trying to think like that"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "i just don't have the motivation to do stuff:/ like i'm always lazy and i'm always too stressed"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "woo yeah i understand, i feel the same way."}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": " niles isak yea i'm trying to think like that"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "woo well, good luck"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "awh i'll try helping with your problems"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " I also feel like I'm never able to help anyone. Even if I try to help, most of the time, I end up making it worse"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "niles isak6969 nah i rlly dont think that, look you tried helping and that's what counts if you end making it worse then just know you did your best in helping"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "if you can't help so what? that's all you can do you can't do that much"}
{"username": "woo", "content": " so im sorry for filling this channel with useless information"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "niles isak6969 there's a reason it's a vent channel so this information is good and not useless and people can help you;"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "damn it whyd i put;"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "and thanks for the help"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "yw:"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "niles isak6969 nah i rlly dont think that, look you tried helping and that's what counts if you end making it worse then just know you did your best in helping"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "woo i could try harder tho, maybe i had information that could've helped them but couldn't remember it"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "woo i could try harder tho, maybe i had information that could've helped them but couldn't remember it"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "niles isak hm well trying hard, if you know that you tried your best like really know that's all you can do it's fine if you can't do anything more. but if you know you can try harder just think about you trying hard for what youre helping in don't push yourself out of your limits"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "i see, thank you so much for ur help"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "no probs just keep in mind of your limits"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "ok, ill try"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "tysm, really, u helped a lot"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "if you can't help a friend atleast give em space maybe that"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "that's what they need"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i accidentally clicked enter"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "ahh, i see."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "tysm, really, u helped a lot"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "niles isak:"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "anyways goodluck with whatevers happening"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "u 2"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i'm usually online so"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "feel free to talk"}
{"username": "niles isak", "content": "ok, and same. feel free to talk 2"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I wanna die i feel so worthless there is nothing good about me i just make people feel sorry for me and upset because of me wanting to kill myself i wish i could be normal and smile without pulling a act or faking a smile. my depression is getting worse by day and it gotten to the point where i dont feel like living anymore would i be better of not in this world. I just see no meaning living life if there is nothing to look forward to it would be best if i where dead"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "joshie, love, talk to me when i get home, ok?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "promise?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its always hard to say how i feel"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Explosive anger enough to burn a 3000 mile wide crater into the Earth's surface, perhaps?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im alright with that"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nvm im not tbh"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Everything in my relationship is going down hill"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "how so"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He isn't answering my texts hes awlays offline"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "is he offline on other social media too?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I might just be over reacting"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know I don't have him on my snapchat nor Instagram"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm oke how long has this been going for"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "For about a few days"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe he has somthing important to focus on rn"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "do you guys go to the same school perhaps?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's an online relationship"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm oke"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We go to different schools in different states"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if you are really worried you can ask people around him if hes oke ig"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah that's what I'm trying to do"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying to see if one of his friends knows what had happened to him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But everyone seems to ignore me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye that doesnt look good ig ye"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying to find out what happened to him"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its only ben a few days tho"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "like did somthing happen between you guys prior to this"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I remember being is a similar problem like this in my previous relationship"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh ik"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "that probably was an online relationship too wasnt it?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah how my ex unfriended me and he never talked to me again for like a week only to find out his parents forced him to break up with me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah it was an online relationship"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "when people are dealing with school and stuff they kinda dont wanna mess with sociale media anymore, its like playing an adictive game but then needing to quite for a sec to hard focus on other stuff again"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "dont focus on the game part btw"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "just an anology"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe he needs to find time again for his other stuff since maybe texting and being in a retaionship has been drawing a lot of time from the day"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah..."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im just speaking from personall experience tho, im not an expert in psychology"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh okay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "also sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanted to work things out with him but I guess he's too busy for me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "a lot of stuff could be going on, you should wait its only been a couple days before drawing conclussions"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "True"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna just wait for him again even tho I'm inpatient"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats a wisefull desicion"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm gonna wait for him to come back"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But also thank you for helping"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i didnt do much"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nor did i help"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i just gave you advise i didnt do much"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "any1 can do that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But thank you anyways"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont deserve your thanks"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": " this is my message"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "arjunie that is a nice message"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it trully lets your personality show"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats why its so uniek and pretty"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "arjunie, You have leveled up! You are now level 2"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Social Bot that's literally the wrong time goodbye"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "thanks that really helps that you took the time to write that its just really stressfull with everything and i would never do drugs but its hard because some days i just have suicidal thoughts when i know i dont want to and never will i should be seeing my counselor but since covid started i havent been able to but thank you so much:"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i will be ur friend"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "16"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "nope"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "aww ur all so nice"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "not really since ive started being pan i havent really labeled myself in a religeon tho i used to be a christian"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "yea people that you relate to are always better then counselors"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i dont really think so i dont remember the last time i was happy"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "ive lost hope"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "being happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "rough days gets u to the best days"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "u will be happy"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just not now"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i know i just know for a fact i wont ever think that way"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "i used to have this addiction to cutting myself"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i will stay alive but the thoughts are always gonna be there"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i try it just gets so overpowering that those thoughts are a natural thing"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "its scary and im tired of being scared of my mind"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "every night my mind feels like its spinny and then i get like this"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i hate living and its bs i know i have to stay alive but why cant i feel like staying alive"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "thats all it really is for me i cant stop thinking about it but i know im not going to"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "yea i will"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "stayin alive"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like people can just see right trough me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It hurts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It hurts a lot when it happens"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Its happened to me as long as I can remember so I dont rlly know what it feels like not to be but it still hurts indeed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Im friends with a lot of people but its not a big friendship, just a chat and shit and then outside of school Im non existent"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Gee same thing with me bruhhh"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "I wish i did it when i had the chance."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "awww while ur still alive so u still have oppurtunities to make friends"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "Wrong another warn or report to staff?"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "thats old"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "We already warned and muted"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Ill report it"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "alrighty"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Idk how I feel anymore Im just in an all time low rn"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And Im tired of pretending tired of giving away my fake smile all the time"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "It feels like I cant be happy"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz everytime I get happy something happens and I get pushed down again"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "some1 with depression is like trying to make some happy and push to that base line of happiness but they fall back down the next day, the base line of you return happiness is way lower then normal people"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think that if you get a massive influx of positive emotions for a while that baseline will get back up again"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you should like take some time of to really make yourself happy"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im scared of being happy"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz like I said everytime I start to feel happy again I get pushed down by my friends hurting me or by people/animals dying"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Only this year Ive had to face 3 deaths"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ik, the hardest part is staying happy since the world is filled with negativity"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "try surrounding yourself with positive toughts as much as you can"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And the same year the people I had called my best friends for years just turning their backs on me cuz they stopped liking me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And the year before that I lost my best friend"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "a lot of emotional pain i see"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "She was a dog Ik but she was still my bestie and she had always been with me since my birth"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its only logical that you are depressed ig, youve done a pretty good job coping with it untill now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "youve got a strong personality"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Then during all this Ive also had many insecurities with my body which had led to me almost getting a eating disorder many times and my whole family is worried for me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "My grandma, my aunts, my parents"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I always feel like im letting people down"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Due to my parents standards they set for me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "My brother had cancer when he was young which has effected his whole life and mine well my whole familys lives"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So since he had it hard in school my parents expects me to be perfect"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And every time I lower my grades in like 2 subject but I get my grades higher in 6 other they only see my failure\u201d"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I just see the disappointment in their faces"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And mean while Im busy proving to my brother that Im good at playing flute cuz every time I wanna practice he just get irritated and complains"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look jojo, i understand that ur past experience makes you think happiness doesn't help but it does, cause it brings the best in people, and being scared of being happing is fully fine, i fear not getting close with people cause ik they will leave at one point, but i still try to enjoy as much as i can, fear is just a challenge that u have to face, yes its gonna be hard but once u have overcome it, it will help so much, it will take a lot of effort and time but just be urself jojo, be happy how u want to be happy"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Sometimes I just wished I was born in another family"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I dont know who I am anymore"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i dont think your parents hate you since they cared for you when you almost had a disorder, from what ive seen i can clearly tell that you have a strong personality and that youve tried your best to keep up with everything that has hhappend to you.people and parent will always make expectations for their child since they dont really know how they affect you but you should know that you arent a dissapointment in anysort"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": " I dont know who I am anymore"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Jojo1217 you are pogchamp:0"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But everytime I feel like I am my self people pushes me away"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I get that I need a lot of attention but thats cuz I never get attention at home"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "When I was a baby I in someway lost blood with out bleeding cuz I had such a lack of attention from my parents because of my brothers leukemia"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its oke, its not a lot btw people are happy to help you wiht your problems here"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its perfectly normal to want attention"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And everytime I wanted help with my hw at home they prioritized my brother"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone wants attention"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "even i get jealous, you wouldnt even believe it xd, and you will get your love again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel the exact same way, look jojo, everyone has their own happiness, you will find someone that loves u but first love yourself, cause u are amazing from just being urself"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im starting to be better at loving my self but I still just mainly see flaws"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I dont get how people can think Im pretty"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "everyone has flaws that makes us human, and good of you for making that effort it must be hard during these conditions."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you are pretty tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its scientifically proven"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "How"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one is perfect jojo, even if u see someone that looks perfect everyone has flaws, but u shouldn't see urself with the flaws u have, u should see urself with the awesomeness u have"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "by meassuring the shape of your nose combined with the distance between your other facial parts you have a higher beauty ratio"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I try to focus on the things I like about my self like my eyes and my hair"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": " by meassuring the shape of your nose combined with the distance between your other facial parts you have a higher beauty ratio"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "mr.no one1052"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "and your personality"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "What about my personality?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "things you should like about yourself"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I like that Im adventurous, curious, stubborn, that I like to help people etc."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pogchamp"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "It was tho a interesting experience I had with my grandmas dog Lisa today tho cuz she doesnt like showers and she needed a shower and were both stubborn so at a certain point I had enough of her walking out of the shower all the time and me taking her in there again with candies so then I was just like nope u know what if u wont go in voulenterantly idk how its spelled imma have to drag u there I also wanna add shes a 10 year old golden"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And after me dragging and pushing her into the shower she gave up on not being in the shower"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "sounds like a fun relationship tbh xd"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Yes she does loves being petted and I love petting her"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But she did not like me that much at the end of the day since I both clipped her claws which she hates and then gave her a shower"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But I gave her a pigs ear afterwards so she would be a little happier"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "damn xd, atleast she still loves you"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I very much hope she does"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Also ty I feel much better now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Also ty I feel much better now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "Jojo1217 no worries, anytime"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I've gotten more confused with myself recently"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I can't understand my own reasoning about my own emotions"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "In the past month I have lost two great aunts of mine which I was quite close with, and both within one month"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yet when I was told of their deaths the next day afterwards, I didn't feel remorse, saddened, angry or whatever, I just felt as I usually do, like as if I was listening to a normal conversation"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "And the days that followed, I felt normal"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "These are the first family deaths I have experienced yet I'm not affected, which scares me"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Adding on to this though, which confuses me even more;"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Buttons it can just be that you dont understand what have happened when Ive lost people my brain havent fully understood what happened until their funerals"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "My mum found a dead cat in the church yard across the road from our house, it was struck by a van and seemed fine, until it lay down, as if asking in the sun, and died."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "So like any normal human, my mum and I went to go find the owner in our village"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ive had the same thing, i think that you wont find the deaths of people you dont interact with of iflunece your daily interaction as emotionally stimulating. but i thinkk thta when you are going to visit their house you will feel somthing since you know that the moment couldve gone by differently if they were still there"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "We found the owner, thanks to the cat being chipped, the owner was understandably distraught, crying and all, and after he had collected his cat, my mum and I cried"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I was more saddened about this cat I had never even known up until we found it dead than two close family members"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And like even now 3 years later I went to a place I had not been too since my grandmas dog passed away I still got the understanding of how she wasnt with me anymore"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "theres this psychologicall manerism that were humans copy others emotions, they do this a lot woth people they look up to. i think that it was really normal for you to cry bc maybe seeing your mom cry gave you like 2x the effect of the dead cat"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Have you been to their funerals yet buttons?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Cuz if u havent your brain havent gotten any evidence of them being dead which can make it harder for the brain to understand that its actually real"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "No, the first great aunt was about 3 weeks ago, we went to the wake of the funeral, we talked with other family members, but it just felt like a party of some sorts"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Then the second aunt, she only passed last week, I dunno what's happening with her funeral because of Wales being in full lockdown, no one is allowed to go anywhere"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like I didnt fully understand that the people Ive lost were gone until I attended their funerals and saw their coffins"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Maybe I will feel something like visiting their houses and going to their graves, yeah... That thought will keep me occupied enough to keep me sane:"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "So buttons this is normal and Ik its weird i dont rlly think Ive fully understood that my grandpas brother passed away cuz I havent been to their house since his passing"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yeah, I think I know what I need to do now:"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "That's what I'm gonna do when I come out of lockdown"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And be prepared that it can be harder than you think"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I gotta go to bed now, but that's put my mind at ease, cheers Jojo:"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Definitely"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Goodnight buttons"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Goodnight Jojo!"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I dont smile"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I feel down"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Its late"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if gravity only went up we couldnt dig down"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "its definietly late, people say weird stuff at night"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "tru"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe you should lay in bed for a bit to think about stuff more clear"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I feel like Ive been depressed for a long time"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I never had suicidal thoughts so it isnt bad"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh thats good"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "being depressed and suicidal go togheter most of the time"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "youre a special case ig"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I isolate myself away from a part of my family"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I will try to not fake my smile"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I maybe you should lay in bed for a bit to think about stuff more clear"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "im one of the many"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Im mostly negative"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "But okay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "is this really a problem"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I feel negative and I need to get it out"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "So here I am"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm i can definietly understand that"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I feel like, making a friendship based on humor and no seriousness isnt a friendship at all"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what would you say of the opposite tho?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "is that a friendship?"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Humor serious is okay if humor isnt 1st"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm ye"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "can i be all serious and still call it a frienship?"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Im going to go, I have tests tomorrow now Ill have 5 hours and 30 minutes sleep"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm oke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "goodnight, goodluck with your tests"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Ive never encountered that situation so I wouldn t know"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i havent either i just use previously garnered information"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "Yuminous", "content": "I never think what a good Day I think whats gonna go wrong today"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what thinking what is going to happen today?"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "about"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oke"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "mob is so cool, hes somthing i strive to be"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I was speedrunning Minecraft, and I got everything I need to kill the enderdragon, after I got out of the nether portal, I went out of the ravine and I feel off my water, and died. And my eyes of ender fell in the lava. I dont want to live on this world any more."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "just bc u died u dont want to live on this world anymore?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "damn ahh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "This sums it up pretty well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im not trying to make up something to be sad about but this is so true"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "whats with these tiktoks of people riding skateboards and just a deep tweet above"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "never vented in my life but i like being at school"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh some1 with the same name"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i am a vent"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pls snipe"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you oke indra"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "No"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Im not"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "whats up dude"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you arent dude, its undrestandable to need a break from your struggles dude"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Im indeed struggling to survive but so is my gf"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I need to be here for her and protect her"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "But im pathetic dude"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Im not gonna kill myself tho dw"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "But i hate myself ngl"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Sigh"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I rly dont have any strength left to keep on fighting"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I need rest"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Just for smtime"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "i at least need some strength"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I meant to say that i cant keep going thru"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I need some rest"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "I mean i need sometime without any problems in my life"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Ill get back on the track once i get some rest"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "But problems dont fkin stop entering my life"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "thats a good descin of you, when your mind is clear again you will be able to just solve those problems bro. everyone gets problems in their but we just keep on going dude"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "Tch yeah"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Ez"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Nah Im jk dont"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Not pog"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i accidentally vented"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "BAHAHHA WHAT"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Niki knows too much"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We must stop niko before anyone is notified"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omg what"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "If ur planning on killing me just ask yk I'd say yes"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i shitted during class"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "WAIT IM SORRY"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "ill actually read what u said kfdmsoamoa"}
{"username": "samin", "content": "have fun dude i remember the highs they were pretty nice"}
{"username": "mixi", "content": "Pop"}
{"username": "mixi", "content": "Pop"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i melted some of my skin of"}
{"username": "B. Lung", "content": "I am not doing any school work, I havent done any in like 3 months"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "why not"}
{"username": "B. Lung", "content": "nah"}
{"username": "indra", "content": "it hurts"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I kinda feel like nobody even likes me as a person anymore"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm from what ive seen of you on this server you are a pretty cool dude tho"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm i also think that you'll feel better if you surround yourself with people who appriciate your presence"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Yeah I guess. Its just really hard to find those people"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "true, the pay of is worth it tho. also since you are on social media it will be a lot easier"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Currently blasting heavy metal to forget about my problems"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Yay"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "what song"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Psychosocial"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Cool"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "slipknot is also really cool"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Okii ima go cry and take a walk"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Talk to ya later"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Have a good day"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you too dude"}
{"username": "presentated", "content": "hi i have an ed"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "B. Lung SAME IM FAILING IN SCHOOL"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "FrostHT you seem cool i like you as a human"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "omg nopointtt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yes"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "where have u beenzzz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "where have u beenzzz"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Emily idk tbh"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "alr thatsa cool too"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "and another thing is that i'm bottling up my emotions a lot more now. i don't feel ad comfortable seeking help and reassurance as i used to because i've been judged for it or seen as overly clingy. which, yeah, i am."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look, friendships don't ruin over 1 insult, we all fuck up, it happens, just talk to them, if u and they feel uncomfortable or insulted then u should talk about it, its better to communicate then just screaming and arguing with each other"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also its ok to not feel comfortable to reach out, it takes time, u just have to start slow"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a long term race is never won by the fastest, its won but the one who waits and goes at their own pace"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "start maybe opening up with friends, then maybe parents and just build confidence and to ge the comfort"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "yeah, true. though i'm a lot more paranoid about that being the case now because i fell out with an online friend and we went seperate ways for a while."}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "we're friends again but now i'm just really cautious about what i say because i don't want that to happen again."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it really depends on the friendship ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause some friends we insult each other"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "some we don't"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it is just really how ur friendship is"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "i'll probably keep limited to my friends for a while because whenever i seek help from my mother she always seems to turn it into something way bigger than it is."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can talk to them and how u feel about it, its not bad just saying how u feel"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand the mother thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just keep it so ur comfortable and try growing from that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but at ur own pace"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "i will"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is no need to rush anything in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "take ur time and do everything how fast u want it"}
{"username": "arson says awooga", "content": "tysm"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "woo bet"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Not CORPSE make it feel better"}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "Not CORPSE make it feel better "}
{"username": "Not CORPSE", "content": "woo and this is where I make like my dad and dip."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "woo and this is where I make like my dad and dip."}
{"username": "woo", "content": "Not CORPSE"}
{"username": "circumference", "content": "schizo hey are you okay"}
{"username": "skidmark", "content": "I know."}
{"username": "skidmark", "content": "They hurt me so bad"}
{"username": "shitstain", "content": "contact the police and frame them for a naughty crime"}
{"username": "shitstain", "content": "that will get them back"}
{"username": "skidmark", "content": "I could never do thta"}
{"username": "shitstain", "content": "well thats on you."}
{"username": "skidmark", "content": "They need to be slowly tortured with regret"}
{"username": "Dusty", "content": "Hey! Today marks my 250th day of being sober from self harm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg nice good dusty! very proud of you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "DUSTY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "I THOUGT ABOUT YOU THE OTHER DAY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "fuck spellinb"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "BRUH"}
{"username": "cole 3", "content": "Great job Dusty! Proud of you"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Oop, i don't even know, but u gotta eat somthing"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "eat rice"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nvm weird question"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you werent actually, if you were actually mean im sure people would also act mean towards you you know"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "everyone is capable of a lot of mean things and people will have their moments. hmm i dont know how the break up went but i dont think that you should hate yourself, you really arent a bad person"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ah that sucks, being the bad guy in the situation must feel really bad i imagine, but in my opinion you just messed up, that doesnt really make you a bad person, you just didnt know what effect you had on a person. that happens to a lot of people but in different intensities. this break up was really recent so ig its understandable for you to feel like this"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm from what ive seen from you on discord you never really have ill intention so if you mean changed from being mean, id say that you changed"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you arent, people are oblivious somtimes. being aware of everyones emotions at all times is a hard thing to do you know"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe ig, not always tho. i am oblivious too almost all of the time, doesnt make me a bad person ig"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "just somthing i need to work on"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "a lot of people think like that about their first relationship. but dont you think that a break up was a bit much for being just rude, maybe you can apologize and just get back togheter?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "no"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i didnt realize how bad i was"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was told to be nice multiple times but i thought it was a joke"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i just kept going on and didnt realize a thing"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im now blocked and their friends are very mad at me and i deserve it all back"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they were with their friends today. and then they came here and now here i am"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im really hurting and i genuinely deserve the worst"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "also"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "no one irl knew about us"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "now im just gonna act so funky and im just gonna be so weird and everything"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i cant take myself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean we all deserve a lot but saying that doesnt change anything, if u fell down, u learn how to get back up, and u keep doing it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u cant change the past but u can improve urself for the future"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they havent left btw"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik that feeling it sucks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it will probably feel that for a while, its best just to improve and start somewhere"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was just madly in love and didnt realize what i did. i wanna have that feeling of having a positive future"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "its just so sudden"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it just happened like snap"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i literally was straight my entire life and they changed me. i never met someone like them that would care that much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again ik what u mean, there is someone like that in my life that i thought would have been the best thing ever to be with them, but shit happened and i just have to improve myself and not let me go down"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ae u over them?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it isnt that easy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik everything takes time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and no im not over them"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it just makes me get better cause i can't get over them"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "clingy loser take solace in the fact that you recognize how you acted. It's the first step to becoming a better person."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's something I can relate to, not with the breakup, but realizing what you did wrong for so long"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "if you ever need to talk about it or just want some advice on it, my dms are always open"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's something I have a lot experience dealing with, both from me and my best friend"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I dont know what to do anymore. I cant read or even spell correctly. Out of nowhere my mind just reset. I cant really read, or even spell. I have to use Siri. Idk, but it seems like my mind kinda just reset, and I forgot about all of those basic skill."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nateee look ik its hard but if u were able to do it before you can do it again, ya u might fall down but if u were able to touch the top, ik u will be able to reach it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " I dont know what to do anymore. I cant read or even spell correctly. Out of nowhere my mind just reset. I cant really read, or even spell. I have to use Siri. Idk, but it seems like my mind kinda just reset, and I forgot about all of those basic skill."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Mister Turtle maybe try reading books"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "nateee look ik its hard but if u were able to do it before you can do it again, ya u might fall down but if u were able to touch the top, ik u will be able to reach it"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "NoPoint whats the point of even trying to fix everything when everything just leads to more depression. no matter what i do, in the end ill always feel sad and i cant fix anything at all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint whats the point of even trying to fix everything when everything just leads to more depression. no matter what i do, in the end ill always feel sad and i cant fix anything at all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nateee the depression isnt getting worse cause u try too much, its getting worse cause ur giving up, ya ik its hard, but ik u can pull through, there will always be harder time but u can do it just keep trying"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "nateee the depression isnt getting worse cause u try too much, its getting worse cause ur giving up, ya ik its hard, but ik u can pull through, there will always be harder time but u can do it just keep trying"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "NoPoint Unfortunately it isn't that simple. Depression gets worse before it gets better. That doesn't mean you should give up, but it's more complicated than not trying enough."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o oki sorry"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone feels lonely, its a pretty common thing, but u gotta remember ur never alone, there is always someone that will be there for you, maybe u won't notice but someone is there with you, i don't think ur a disappointment, yes there will be times where ur gonna feel disappointed but u gotta remember thats just a moment, a moment does not define you, you define urself, if u try ur best everyday, thats not disappointment, thats u actually trying, u just gotta give self love, don't just be ureslf up, give confidence to urself build it up, ya it will take awhile but once u get to it, u will feel like ur on top of the world"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn ya man im just sick and tired of this horrible feeling and i just want everything to feel fine. im tired of feeling lonely and im tired of feeling like a disappointment"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "nateee I know 100 what you mean. It's an absolutely awful feeling. The single best thing you can do is to keep going. If you haven't, please talk to your doctor about it. For me, medication was the turning point. The first 4 either did nothing or made things worse, and I thought I was the reason it didn't work, I wasn't trying enough, I wasn't doing the right thing. It isn't your fault though. Depression is just something that we have to deal with in whatever way we can, it isn't something you can fix alone, take advantage of the people that help us deal with depression for a living, they are there for you."}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "when you first talked to your doctor or therapist about everything, were you scared? Ashlyn"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I actually wasn't even going for depression"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I was going to start my transition, and now I have severe depression and sever social anxiety"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "like i just feel super scared and anxious to get any help"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There is absolutely nothing wrong with that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's not something you really get any experience with before doing it, not really something that you can compare it to"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's worth it, at least is has been for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everytime u try something new u will be scared in some way"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "idk why but i just dont feel comfortable talking to someone professional about everything"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "but i feel fine with you guys"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "even tho you guys are basically complete strangers"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "That's part of the safety of the internet"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "you don't know any of us, you can always block us or leave the server if you don't like how we react or what we say about it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i get what u mean, i can't open up to anyone ik irl but here i can open up easily"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's completely different saying your problems to someones face, it takes getting used to but I gurantee that pretty much every therapist or psychiatrist has had a patients with very similar problems or worse problems so they don't typically judge you. They are there to help you"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There is nothing wrong with being scared, but as my therapist would say, bravery isn't not being scared, it's being scared and doing it anyway"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya there is no harm trying, ya it will take awhile and might be scary at first but once u get comfortable with a person ur speaking to you, it will be easily to open up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no connection starts right away, there will always be build up and understanding, it just takes time to get used to being with another person"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Exactly, you also have no obligation to go right in and talk about the hardest things you're dealing with. Just start of with things that you are comfortable with but still want to talk about just to get a feel for how it goes. One of the things that helped me open up to my therapist was the fact that she can't legally say anything I tell her to anyone unless you plan on hurting yourself or someone else. You don't have to feel shame because it's one person, and it's a person who is experienced in helping people deal with their darkest thoughts and problems. And hey, if it doesn't work out, there are thousands of other therapists that you can go to."}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "ya true"}
{"username": "nateee", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Of course, like I said, if you ever need someone to talk to, my dms are always open. I didn't take my mental health seriously before, so if I can help someone else work on theirs then I feel like my life was worth it."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't feel so good"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel lonely and sick"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel a little bit cold and hot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah but I'm not sure if I'm actually sick or not"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "no harm in checking right"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah lemme go check if I have a thermometer"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hm oki"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm checking my temperature"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "97.8f"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh thats hot"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "that's normal"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah it's normal"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But my head hurts a little"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i toughtthe normal body temp was 37 degrees"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My forehead hurts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My head hurts"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "maybe put a really cold towel on your forehead"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Or is it becouse I stayed up all night"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "it helps with headaches"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "ye thats probably it then"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "why wont you sleep rn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It's day"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "school?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "We don't have school today"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "if not then sleep even for a little"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "like 1 or 2"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just told you I can't sleep"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have insomia"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have sleeping pills but it only works at night"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh i see"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Imma go take am advil"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "There I took it"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "nice"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm having anxiety now"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "why"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you oke buddy?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have no idea why"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm listening to music to calm me down"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "good, nice thinking"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "No I'm not okay I'm having anxiety"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just saw a red light next to me"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "like in your periviral vision?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "did you check it out?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah I looked over and there was nothing that caused a red flashing light"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "i have the answers"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you should stay in a relatifly calm or quiet area and its important to breath"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "keeping your mind working with grounded questions is also important"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "idk i you have astma or anything liker that but if yuo do its best to stay around some1"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "np"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "pogchamp, you are going to make it, we all know you can do it:0"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "oh. im sorry to hear that."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "losing someone close hurts. when it hits you, it hurts."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah i know what youre going through"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yes you can"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "they turned because it's THEIR problems. not yours. valuing your life based on what ppl do isnt gonna get you anywhere"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thats why we're here for you, even if it might seem as not. we are. i find that most ppl here on discord who shared common issues brings ppl together and theyre nicer."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i understand. what's going on at home is causing u to become afraid of losing those close to you. you're an amazing caring person. you wont. and if you do, ur friend was worth your time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look jenny, if they are true friends i don't think u will let them down, we all know that life isn't easy, and im sure they feel the same of not losing u, so just keep them close"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look jenny, u don't need to stress urself, if u worry too much about losing them one day ur gonna forget the fun times"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright, just relax and have fun, think positive"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "me crying bc i cant get a hug n i also cant sleep bc my breathing is off and it is extremely windy outside? more likely than you'd think"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "do you maybe know the reason for that?"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "ate too much, pooped too much"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "did you know that if you poop to aggressivly you there is a chance of getting hemroids"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "WHAT"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "scared rn"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "you help other people and are polite most of the time, not to mention that you are very kind and helpfull. people complain all the time about stuff and some express it and some dont i think its a strong personality trait of you for being able to manage having trouble with stuff and wanting to solve them on your own, but somtimes problems seem so simple but we cant come up with the answers and thats why you need to ask for peoples help you know. also a lot o kind people seem to think that they are mean people, its like people who do a craft and know how everything works and then they say they are bad at doing it just because you maybe see some1 who is better or you mess up one time. oh depression is kinda like when people have a very low base point of happiness and they return to that everytime they wake up you know for a very long timemonths."}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "hmm i think that in comparison to the average person you definietely are a good person even compared to the best people i know you are a good person, you are like a lvl 100 support"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its simple but not easy. im very grateful that u think of me like that, thank you very much"}
{"username": "im one of the many", "content": "im pretty sure that the majority of people here think of you like that, but thats no secret. no problem"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "it's not easy at all"}
{"username": "Animals4life", "content": "A girl just asked me to be her girlfriend and I'm really hesitant because I have no self confidence"}
{"username": "Animals4life", "content": "I'm not sure if I should do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean do u like the girl?"}
{"username": "Animals4life", "content": "Yea shes great but I'm scared"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well then go for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "they like u for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing els"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "e"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bet u should build ur confidence, she likes u for you"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "i wish i got asked out"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "but yea go for it"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "maybe when your with her your confidence will increase"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "its worth a try"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im single and always will be"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "samee honestly"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah im sure u will find someone that will love and care for you"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "you will too thoo"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "somewhere out there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't think so but idk the future so maybe"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Yea, your back is gonna do a really cool trick"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "so make sure you watch it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ashlyn if u wanna vent about it, u can in someone's dms, my dms are open too, its just better keep politics out of chat thats all, but ya:D"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Yea, I get it. I don't really like talking about politics anymore to begin with. When I was more into it, it just made my depression significantly worse. My therapist said I wasn't allowed to look at politics anymore"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn same, difference is that i debate now about minor stuff then elections more often"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "im one of the many Debating also made me super depressed. And most of my political opinions are not minor, so I don't know what I would even debate over"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but still u can always talk to me if u like,:D"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I appreciate it:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not really stress headaches, i just spend too much time on like ig devices my head hurts like once a week, i take advil to help me anytime that happens, i don't tend to get stressed i just overthink possibilists and think of stupid things ig, i don't really even jokely do, i just tend to not talk about them at all, i don't really want an answer ig, well i just want something to overcome it over night but thats not possible, i really like talking to others, its nice, its just im more quiet so i feel like i don't really bring anything to the table, or im just plain out annoying so ya but thx for the advice:D"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it doesn't matter how much it did, the fact u gave it just means ur trying to help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean it doesn't have to meaningful, best thing to do for people is to just be there for them"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Have you ever encountered a person you want to hit with a stone?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't really want to hurt people even if they hurt me"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Must only be me"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Im in 5 discords and in one theres a guy I absolutely cant stand"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Today was the first time in like a year I thought about self harm... I probably should get new meds"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "I haven't went in a while"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Cuz of coronavirus"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "People online treat Me better than the people I know in real life."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am constantly pushed away and treated like I am lower than everybody else."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I just want people to treat me normally and help me."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I feel like I am screaming for help and no one can hear me."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I want to make other people happy because I cant be happy myself."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "The people online are the only true family I have, they care about me, they treat me like I am a actual human being, they cheer me up when I am sad, and they love me."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I cant be happy so I try to make others happy so they dont know sadness and Loneliness."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am constantly alone because I am afraid of rejection."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I want to see others smile because I cant."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am constantly haunted by my pass attempts of suicide and the harm I caused others."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Discord friends are the only friends that make me feel a little bit of happiness."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Sometimes I burn myself so I can feel emotion and I still feel nothing but sadness."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I make up lies about myself online so I feel better about myself."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I feel like ending it all but I remember that people online care about me and will miss me."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I wish I can apologize to everybody that I lied to."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "i am so sorry"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Giza i mean was there a reason why?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint idek I just thought about doing it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint idek I just thought about doing it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Orest i mean is there something bothering u?"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "crunky Honestly i feel you're pain, however you only need you, if you are happy with yourself you need no one else. I think you are very kind and highly amazing from what i see so far. I think others think its Amazing to see others down. Im sure you tried your best to be a better person but no its not you. You do not need to burn urself beacuse everyone here is all ur friends and will remain here for you threw the sadest times, i think that discord is a place for everyone to become one as a family, you do not need to say sorry for something you have no intention on doing, its just for ur better health, i want to see you grow and smile and improve as you are, not as others impact on you."}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Gabrielle i mean is there something bothering u?"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint I've been depressed for years and last year I even went to a mental hospital, but idk if its bc of the weather changing or since it's around the time I went to the hospital last year. Idk tbh it's just how my brain works whenever I feel down or sad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Theran so ik this may not work but if u feel like ur having thoughts about self harm, maybe try making a story, fiction story ofc, just make ur own story, ur the main character and just have an awesome story, pretty much daydream"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "Dominy so ik this may not work but if u feel like ur having thoughts about self harm, maybe try making a story, fiction story ofc, just make ur own story, ur the main character and just have an awesome story, pretty much daydream"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint I've done that before, I haven't hurt myself i took a nap instead. It helped a little. I'll try writing again tho"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya, again even if it helps a little that makes a difference"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im not really like a professional so i don't know what things help but its different for everyone so sometimes u just gotta try out new things"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i do hope you are safe, please take care of urself and if u ever wanna talk again u can dm me anytime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "but i do hope you are safe, please take care of urself and if u ever wanna talk again u can dm me anytime"}
{"username": "Wadsworth", "content": "NoPoint thank you a lot, you did help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint thank you a lot, you did help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Frissell np 3"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "The end \ufe0f"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "No"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I do need help tho"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk with what"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im just lost lowkey"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "expomarker what happened?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Nothing new"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "My mind wanders and i end up regretting everything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean its ok to think just no doing anything bad"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I think im gonna seek professional help when i get brave enough to ask my father"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "we are always thinking"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its normal to think"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I think too much though"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Always paranoid"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if this works but have u ever just tried to daydream"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like if u do get thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "try day dreaming"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "something awesome"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and cool for u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if it will work"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but it works for me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk but thanks"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there are different ways for different people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u just have to find urs"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I mean it might work but if i had time to daydream it would only be me procrastinating lmao"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im always so busy i need a break lowkey"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Im gonna try and find a healthy way to cope though"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I think im gonna seek professional help when i get brave enough to ask my father"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker it has helped me a lot. having the ability to trust someone completely to the point of legality has helped me immensely'"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I really dont wanna be an alcoholic by 16 lmao but its an easy path to take"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I really dont wanna be an alcoholic by 16 lmao but its an easy path to take"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker as someone who has gotten on the edge of severe addiction, it's not worth it"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "expomarker it has helped me a lot. having the ability to trust someone completely to the point of legality has helped me immensely'"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ashlyn yeah i wish i trusted him more though. My dad doesnt even think that the meds docs give you work bec hes tried them. He doesnt wanna believe its different for every individual"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "but its hard, having a negative outlook on the world can easily lead u to a mindset of abusing alcohol and drugs and shit bc it looks like a simple way of escaping problems"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "clingy loser the best choices are always the hardest ones to make broski"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "your dad doesnt seem to be doing much"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "your parents are not always right, please please please think for yourself. You are better than them"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was suicidal in middle school up to sophomore year. i know man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Waiting is so difficult when you dont know what comes next"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "what if u try talking to him more and more ab ur problems with EASE and then maybe he can flip his mind"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "it is"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "And chances are it wont get much better"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn hes the only one i can talk to that has the slightest chance of actually getting me help rn"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker that's the unfortunate part of having parents. If you can find a therapist, then you are set. Since I found a therapist, I've become so much more comfortable being myself. They don't decide who I am"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "could be good could be bad"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "isnt nice to have experience and know how to handle certain situations?"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's one of the few things I suggest people get"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "therapy has helped me more than words can express"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "what if u try talking to him more and more ab ur problems with EASE and then maybe he can flip his mind"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "clingy loser lmao the other day i was trying to talk to him abt pro life vs pro choice and i accidentally outed myself as suicidal idk how tf that happened though lmao he was shook"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": " expomarker that's the unfortunate part of having parents. If you can find a therapist, then you are set. Since I found a therapist, I've become so much more comfortable being myself. They don't decide who I am"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ashlyn i gotta wait till he realizes i actually do need help though"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": " isnt nice to have experience and know how to handle certain situations?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "clingy loser ive experienced a lot but some things are too much"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my parents think im a content tenn"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "teen"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im really not and they know NOTHING ab me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I just wanna move out"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": " im really not and they know NOTHING ab me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "clingy loser lmao same"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I just wanna move out"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker I've had the same sentiment for the past 4 years. The best revenge is taking advantage of that. Save up money and cut them out when you can. if you want to"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "when im 18 i wanna move out so bad but im also not ready for responsibilities"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "I wish i was better at talking to adults tbh it never feels like they listen"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "assuming you are also non binary based on the previous roles you've had, you parents will most likely not understand it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being yourself despite that"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "we have technology and were the most suicidal generation"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmaooo"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Well i mean im not even out to my dad yet"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Well i mean im not even out to my dad yet"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker I am. My dad told me straight to my face that god made everyone the right gender and that anything else is a choice. However your feelings are still valid"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Ik my dads like an overly ignorant person and im somewhat ok with that but i cant be that mad at him because he broke the abusive cycle between him and his father and grandfather"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "everyone deserves to be able to be themselves and express their true feelings"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn god was just a lil tipsy when he made us"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker FACTS. as someone who is currently very drunk, if I was a cis white male still i would've done the same thing. I am severely ashamed to say that but it's true"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "even if i said a random female was looking pretty or had a nice outfit my parents would get sus so fast it aint funny"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "your generation is truly the last bastion of hope for me"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Idk man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Have a nice night"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Thanks for talking to me tho but i need to go do shit"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "expomarker if you ever need to talk to someone who has had similar experience, my dms are 100 open."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "preferably when I'm not hammered"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao alright"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Thanks man"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Peace"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "of course:"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There is absolutely nothing wrong with feeling like that. It's really hard being vulnerable, especially if people have taken advantage of that before. Your mental health and emotions are really important. I would suggest, when you can move away from your parents, try to get professional help again. Everyone is different, so stuff that works for others might not work for you, but you are important and it's worth trying again. There is also absolutely nothing wrong with not fitting in. I didn't fit in, a lot of my friends didn't as well. There are people who you do fit in with though, it's just not always easy to find those people. If you ever need to talk or just want to vent, my dms are always open. x,Aiden 3"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "There is absolutely nothing wrong with feeling like that. It's really hard being vulnerable, especially if people have taken advantage of that before. Your mental health and emotions are really important. I would suggest, when you can move away from your parents, try to get professional help again. Everyone is different, so stuff that works for others might not work for you, but you are important and it's worth trying again. There is also absolutely nothing wrong with not fitting in. I didn't fit in, a lot of my friends didn't as well. There are people who you do fit in with though, it's just not always easy to find those people. If you ever need to talk or just want to vent, my dms are always open. x,Aiden 3"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "Ashlyn Thank you."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "time to stress and panic"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "panic and stress"}
{"username": "TSAMT", "content": "Zain made me"}
{"username": "TSAMT", "content": "I'm sorru"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "no i did not"}
{"username": "TSAMT", "content": "He told me to do it or I will go bye bye"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "dude"}
{"username": "TSAMT", "content": "Or he will touch my no no square"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "im not saying anything"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "stio"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "stio"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "stop"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "making me look bad"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "Im married to one"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "hate my life"}
{"username": "Raiem", "content": "I wonder why"}
{"username": "Raiem", "content": "LMFAOANDOWJCAKXJ"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Is it a bad thing that this anime brings me more happiness than any of my family?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "playing amoung us with my friends and then they mute me for ages i start crying because i have excile issues due to being autistic and the isolation i feel because of it when they finally do unmute me they get snipy that i'm getting'stressy' i'm crying and hyperventaling please help"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "there gonna yell at me again for the typing sound i know they are i'm waiting for it"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "and i'm on vc with them and i keep thinking of how my teacher asked if my friends put me first"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "they don't"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "If they do that to you are they really your friends?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "they could hear my crying and only one of them tried to comfort me but they said it in a joking tone"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "so i couldn't believe her"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": " If they do that to you are they really your friends?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "FrostHT i have no one else but them"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i'll be on my own"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i worked so hard to make friends"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Maybe try getting in a private dm or vc with her? I know what its like to have nobody. But if your friends dont support you when youre down then they arent good friends are they?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i've known for a while"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "In my opinion no friends are better than bad ones."}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i just keep hoping they'll get better or it's all in my head"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "and they're actully really nice once the stress of the next test is over"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "and they'll care about me when i'm haveing a meltdown"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "If that one girl did try and comfort you Id try to get in a private call with her. Tell her what youre going through"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i'm scared my best friend will be mad"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Even if she did sound sarcastic she may just not know what to say or how to say it. Its easier to talk 1 on 1 then with a group of people"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "And why would your best friend be mad?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "because she gets very deffensive"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "if i talk to L the girl that tried to comfort me about the stress and how isolated being muted by my best friend and then being ingnored when i'm crying"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "she'll get mad"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "the best friend will"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Then let her be mad. If she gets upset about you telling a person about your problems then she has no reason to be upset"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "She will get over it"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i don't wanna make her mad because she'll be mad for days and may yell at me and sharp noise hurt my ears"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Would she yell at you in real life?"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "she's really nice when it's just me and her"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "but in a group she's not as nice"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Thats what I call a fake friend"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Im not saying she doesnt like you Im just saying that if she wont treat you well when shes with other people thats not okay"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i'm scared that if i tell her how she's makeing me feel she'll get defensive and angry"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i'm tired of passive aggression sorry if i offended you or i didn't mean to upset you"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I cant say I know exactly youre situation but I know how you feel"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i don'y know what to do"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "my social group is comprised of people with very serious mental health issues"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i just have aspergers"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Its your decision to make but I would talk to the person you feel most comforted by."}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i don't have that honestly"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "the best friend is normally really good when i have a meltdown"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i'll try talking to her despite the parinoia"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "That would probably be best. Im here for you if you need to talk, dm me Ill add you as a friend"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "thanks"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "i joined back to the vc but i don't do it"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Just tell them if you feel ready"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "there was two dead squirrels on the road and it looked like they were cuddling and thats love right there idk"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "yukes"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "sgrhehdh"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "there was two dead squirrels on the road and it looked like they were cuddling and thats love right there idk"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "pizzaroli. Romeo and Juliet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "can't what?"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Its romeo and juliet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Sorry that was a waste of ur time lmao"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nah ur all good:D"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur never a waste of time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Omg"}
{"username": "Raiem", "content": "Please stop"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Stop what"}
{"username": "Raiem", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Raiem", "content": "I just hate everything"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "my aunt just told me to start visiting my grandfather more because she noticed he's getting worse and slowing down a whole bunch the way my grandmother did before she died."}
{"username": "boo", "content": "so basically i was informed to visit my grandfather bc my aunt thinks he doesnt have much time left:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry but i get the visiting him, my great grandfather is still alive and my mum always says just to like sit with him for a bit, they like company and just someone there, i rather not think they are ending soon, i rather think they can relax and we can just have time with them, its gonna be hard but its best to just hang out with him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i understand, its better not to overthink it ig, u can't really change what she said, but also if u need someone to talk to im always free and my dms are open"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "Thank you sm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My throat hurts a little bit"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I drank the entire bottle of sprite"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm sad that I finished my favorite soda drink"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Drink water"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "Why do i feel lonely when I have people to talk too?"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "I feel like no one cares"}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "And that i'm constantly bothering people, and no one agrees with me. I want nothing and something at the same time. People say i'm being over dramatic, i don't know if i am."}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "My anxiety is killing me, i'm never happy, i'm always depressd, and apparently it bothers my parents. The fact that i'm depressed bothers them Like seriously? They want me to smile, even though i can't, i try but i can't."}
{"username": "ruthie4.0", "content": "No one wants me around, i just mess everything up. I want help, but i feel like no one can."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Why do i feel lonely when I have people to talk too?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ruthie4.01298 i mean is it because u have to talk to them first or do they check up on u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also its ok to not want anything, u can make a goal and strive it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i think u can get better its just that u think someone else has to help you, its that they can give guidance thats, ur the person that will make decisions that will benefit u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik u can do it, just tkaes a lot of time and effoet thats all"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then why are u friends with her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I dont know actually"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Shes funny"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "But also"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I care more about the friendship than she does"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Like Im basically in love w her and she just doesnt care"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I wanna be her numero uno"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Her main bitch"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then why waste ur time if she doesnt give time back to you"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Her ride or die"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Yeah I know"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Youre so wise"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Like an owl"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I should just drop her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "No way am I doing that"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Shes hostile"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean best relationship is good communication"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Like shell insult me out of nowhere when I just wanted to talk to her ab something"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Yeah ur right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "she seems aggressive"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Yeah I dont want to get on her bad side ever but its inevitable"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Okay you dont have to listen but Ill say what happened today just bc I need to let go of it"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "So I have this other friend"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i will listen"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Well call her daisy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im here as long as u want me here "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "And the girl Im ranting ab well call her mari"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Ofc I want u here bb it means so much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "does mari have other friends?"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "And get this then she said u just stay friends w anybody who makes u laugh in the moment but i dont get it because daisy isnt even funny so wheres the reason\u201d"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Thats a direct quote"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Except for the name"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "It stung a little bit T.B.H "}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "But I didnt respond to that bc again I really didnt want to fight with her bc she gets so mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i think she is either jealous cause she likes u or cause she has no other friends"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "does mari have other friends?"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "NoPoint Ya she has tons of other friends but shes my only friend basically its quite pathetic ikik"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "She didnt need to insult me like that omf why so harsh"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok i think she might like u then cause why would she get this mad for u being friends with daisy"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I didnt even do anything to her why did she say that all I did was ask why she doesnt like her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Idk man"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I dont think she does"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I think she just wants me to bow down to her or something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe cause she has never has someone ig simp for her?"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "No omg def not that everyone loves her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I think she wants me to be jealous of her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "And like I am"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Its not doing me good"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "More hurt than happi"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe u shouldnt be friends with her"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "And also she does this thing sometimes where like well be joking around and everything is cool n all that but then shell switch into like this monster and shell get so hostile"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "As if everything I say to her is a personal attack"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya idk its best to like maybe take a break from her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "anf see how it feels"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "And I feel like well never be able to have a good discussion even if I told her how I felt because when shes in arguing mode she never listens to anyone elses pov"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Yuuup"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Ill do that"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Thank you so much for listening to me"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I love u"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Mwah"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i love you too"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "I feel better now bc Ive been keeping in all my feelings abt her and it feels like a weights been lifted from my chest"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can talk to me anything u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my dms are always open"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "U too"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "bye :pensive:", "content": "Wait nvm"}
{"username": "Rita", "content": "Eeuurrrghhhfff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "move to canada"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I would but it's not exactly that easy to do."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ik"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "And the countries that are easier to move too are not always safe for lgbtq people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also why change ur pfp"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "depression"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I'll probably change it back in a bit"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry:, u wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "nah, I'll be fine. I don't really have a lot to be depressed about, my body just gives me bad chemicals"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well u can always talk to me if you ever want to ok3"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I appreciate it:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Five years in the shitter"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Did you enjoy the time you were friends with them?"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Maybe three years of it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Then cherish that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Growing apart is a part of growing up"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Most friendships unfortunately do not last, and people can change pretty drastically in a short time"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but still realize that he was a good friend at the beginning"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "trust me"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I get that"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "He was my brother"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "My han brolo"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "As we called it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Take your time to feel it out, and once you feel ok, you can find a new best friend"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but again, cherish the time you had with him"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Eh"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "I think crippling depression and alcoholism is the next step ngl"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "trust me"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's not worth it"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "It used to be like that"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Nothing but sadness, drugs and alcohol"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "I grew out of that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I'm still working on it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I've gotten close to just moving across the country and trying again"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but I don't think it will fix the problems I already have"}
{"username": "nikwilliam", "content": "Probably not"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My Mami left flu medication in my room"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "so whenever I'm feeling sick i can take 2 shots of it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I already took 2 shots and drank my Viatemen water"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling a little bit better"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Less of a vent but im so happy. Ive talked to my mother alot tonight. I feel so much closer. Everythings getting better and im just so happy. Everythings just getting happier"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tay im so happy for you bebe"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Thank you lily"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bro yes im so proud of you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ":D"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't deserve all the pain"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one does"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It sounds like you're on the right track to becoming a better person"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Do yall ever feel depressed out of nowhere? I dont know why. This week has been terrible for me to be honest. I lost a animal, Minecraft isnt working and the air pollution is getting worst. Idk. But. Im not really sure to be honest. And I question myself what the meeting of life is, and to be honest no one knows. Its one of the most unanswered questions out there. But some may say, to live through a life or family or friends, and etc... I have been wanting to leave this Earth back in January. But I keep a healthy mind. I dont know what Im writing. Im pretty sure my feelings, who knows..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Mister Turtle Nothing wrong with being depressed sometimes, if it's a long term thing then you should talk to your doctor about it. In terms of the meaning of life. Why do you think it needs a meaning?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Mister Turtle Nothing wrong with being depressed sometimes, if it's a long term thing then you should talk to your doctor about it. In terms of the meaning of life. Why do you think it needs a meaning?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ashlyn Yeah. Soon Ill talk to a therapist or someone. Why I think theres a meaning of life because, no one knows why us humans are here. There has to be a meaning..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "You say that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but us being here doesn't mean there is a meaning"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "the meaning of life has many definitions"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u make ur own meaning"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "So again, why do you think there NEEDS to be a meaning"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u create ur own"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I've heard that saying, it honestly doesn't cut it for me"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I could be the odd man out tho"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "but us being here doesn't mean there is a meaning"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ashlyn Well. Why do we even live"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "But I can't think of any meaning that matters"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Why are there billions of planets devoid of anything"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Like. We gotta pay money for stuff and why we have to live throughout the same life each day"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "because they just are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I've heard that saying, it honestly doesn't cut it for me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Ashlyn nah u make ur own meaning ash and ik u will find urs soon"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "nah trust me, anything that humans can possibly think of isn't going to matter"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes u might find ur meaning at the end sometimes u might find it sooner"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "the heat death of the universe is the biggest counterpoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but the fact that u strive to make urself better is how u find it 3"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I think that you can giving meaning to your own life and your own time on the planet"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Humans are just dumb"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but in terms of overarching humanity and life"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "there is absolutely no meaning"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "we just are"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. But theres a answer for everything"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Well yeha"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I just dont know the point of living"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "The thing that I think about tho"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "If there is no meaning, then I can be myself and do what I want to do with my life"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "The risks I take are meaningless specks of nothing in the vastness of the universe"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It makes it easier to be who I want to be"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Your right about that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But also"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "The only thing you can do is live the best life you can"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "My life is quite messed up."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "in the end, we all are gonna die, the earth is gonna be destroyed and the universe will end"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "so why not enjoy it while it lasts"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "that's how I see it at least"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "What I meant with my life is just, anxiety got the best of me."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ah."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But life is just born if"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "partially because it keeps me going"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and partially because my therapist said I can't think about the meaning of life anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hmm. Yeah I need one, but thats good. Im not sure why tho"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "because it pushes me to be more suicidal"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Also. Im sorry for not responding too much"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Ah."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Don't worry about it, I'm just here to have a good time"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "If I think about the fact that nothing matters"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it makes it easier to just give up"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. And thats kinda what Im struggling with"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but if I can help people that need it and live a life I enjoy, then it feels worth it"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im think of suicidal thoughts"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "nothing wrong with that"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "As long as you work on understanding why you have them and trying to work on changing it"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I try to help people. But sometimes It doesnt always work out... Im a completely different person just by myself"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah true. Im still just seeking in that understanding"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "including my best friend, and for a short time girlfriend"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Wow. Sorry"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "But I feel guilt"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "don't worry about it"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "For something that happened"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I try to be open about my life"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "because I think it can help when others can relate to it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and know they aren't alone in their experiences"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. Im relating to you."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it helps people see a clearer path"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "when you can relate to someone that's working on the same pain"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. It really does"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and it also helps when I can shutdown what people say about themselves"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Oh wow"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yeah. I think I may of done that, but in a different way and a depressing situation"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's usually not as bad as you think it is"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Well..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and owning up to what you did can go a long way"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Well. I didnt do anything wrong, just feel a type of guilt for it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "do you wanna talk about it?"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "if you'd prefer, we could also talk about it in dms"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Uhh sure."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Dms would be preferred"}
{"username": "tusk", "content": "I cant believe people are really voting for Biden"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Yikes"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "r slur and everything"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Also, no politics"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Not here"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There is a place and a time for it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just best not to bring up politics here"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "here isn't either"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can in dms if u like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "screw him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "he doesnt deserve u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk if i worded that right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think this might help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ur prettier :"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "uh yk how your sad but you dont want to show it so you just hide it bc your friends are sad and you want them to be happy? your like the therapy to them, but then again you sometimes need help but just decide not to get it yeah i feel like that sometimes, you feel like nobody would give a shit about it or just not help you at all"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "pizzaroli. I used to be like that as well. I still kind of am. But you can help others more if you also help yourself. If you are happier overall, you can better spread that to the people around you. It's something I'm still learning and I suggest everyone in the same position to try and learn as well."}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "pizzaroli. I used to be like that as well. I still kind of am. But you can help others more if you also help yourself. If you are happier overall, you can better spread that to the people around you. It's something I'm still learning and I suggest everyone in the same position to try and learn as well."}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "Ashlyn aw thanks that really helps I'll try to do that as well but it is going to be difficult since i dont rlly talk abt my feelings bc i feel weird abt it thanks again"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn aw thanks that really helps I'll try to do that as well but it is going to be difficult since i dont rlly talk abt my feelings bc i feel weird abt it thanks again"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "pizzaroli. I can relate to that as well. When I started working on my depression, I didn't even know what most of the feelings I had were. The hardest part is opening up and making yourself vulnerable, it's really scary since you don't really know what people are gonna say or how people react. For me personally, therapy has helped a lot. My therapist helped me recognize what I was feeling and understanding that those feelings are completely valid and ok to have."}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "pizzaroli. I can relate to that as well. When I started working on my depression, I didn't even know what most of the feelings I had were. The hardest part is opening up and making yourself vulnerable, it's really scary since you don't really know what people are gonna say or how people react. For me personally, therapy has helped a lot. My therapist helped me recognize what I was feeling and understanding that those feelings are completely valid and ok to have."}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "Ashlyn i used to have a therapist but my ma stop taking me so its kinda hard now but i have skool counselors but i have a rlly bad experience with them so usually i wouls have rarely anyone to talk to. yeah thats true opening up abt your feelings was never my thing and its very scary but i hope that we can both get to a point where we can open up more yk? thanks tho i needed to hear someones opinion and yea thanks againnn!"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm still wondering if he ever got justice"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't care if he cheated on me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I still want to know if he got justice"}
{"username": "chase", "content": "Guysss"}
{"username": "chase", "content": "I want to party"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "then party"}
{"username": "chase", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "chase", "content": "Cause there no party"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "make one then"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn i used to have a therapist but my ma stop taking me so its kinda hard now but i have skool counselors but i have a rlly bad experience with them so usually i wouls have rarely anyone to talk to. yeah thats true opening up abt your feelings was never my thing and its very scary but i hope that we can both get to a point where we can open up more yk? thanks tho i needed to hear someones opinion and yea thanks againnn!"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "pizzaroli. of course, I'm not one to judge or expose what you say to me. So if you ever want to talk to someone about something you're dealing with or your emotions, my dms are always open"}
{"username": "chase", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "pizzaroli. of course, I'm not one to judge or expose what you say to me. So if you ever want to talk to someone about something you're dealing with or your emotions, my dms are always open"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "Ashlyn hehehe thankss I'll keep that in mindd my dms are always openn too if you ever want to talk or something:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look ella u deserve the world, u are very caring and so fun to talk to, whoever the person that gets to call u her girlfriend will be really lucky, everyone deserves to find their partner its just how life is, ik how u feel tho, i always see my bad traits and think no one should like me and stuff, i still am trying to get better from it but ya its hard but there will be that person that will stay there with u and want to spend the rest of their life with u, ur not really putting stuff on people its more that they are helping u hold it up, i don't think u should hide how u feel, it gets worse if u just don't say anything, all im saying is that u deserve so much and ik one day someone lucky will call u their girlfriend3"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Thank you simar3 i just dont think Im a good fit for anyone, even if they think they like me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look im gonna be honest thats a pretty normal thing these days"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i feel the exact same as u do"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but they like u for a reason, they like ur pros and ik u have a lot cause ur absolutely amazing3 but they will also know that they will be there for you even at ur darkest time"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I just think a lot of my pros are fake and at least currently my cons outweigh them"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I'm scared of messing up and I dont want to hold anyone back or worsen their mental health because of my own problems"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you actaully are amazing ella and im not saying that to make u feel better, its my own opinion and its honest and u are really wonderful3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look messing up is a part of life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "even in relationships its something ur gotta build up"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "a relationship doesn't happen out of nowhere"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "communication is first"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and then bonding and stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yk cringe stuff"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but a partner is always gonna be there for you, its more like u always have someone in ur corner when u need them and u have their corner"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But even you dont know me properly"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I just dont think that even if I want a relationship that Id be very healthy for anyone? And I dont think its something I can very easily work on"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well im not saying u need to be in a relationship rn but when u find someone that loves you and u love them, they will help and be there for you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no one is very healthy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is always something on someone minds"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its just how we are"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes a partner that yk will always be there for you can help"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but then again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u don't need to be in a relationship"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I just feel really cuddle deprived sometimes and I wish I could have a girlfriend? But Im not even crushing on anyone right now"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Idk I just feel messed up"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I know but I dont think Id be good for anyone else, even if I love them"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Just with everything Ive done and gone through, I dont feel deserving or ready or even just right for anyone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok deserve and ready is pretty differnet"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i think u dseerve someone else"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and i think u will be great for another person"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and im sure they know that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ready thats up to you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't tell u when to date"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats ur decision"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but u are more then good enough ella"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "See I want to be dating now but otherwise it just doesnt feel right"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "are u seeing someone right now?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or like interested"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Theres one girl I think is really cute"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But i havent like talked much with her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok well maybe talk to her, and see how it goes"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Love you simar"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "love you too ella3"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I know it's kinda late, but you don't have to love yourself to be loved"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So, I was at a party last night and the amount of romance in the room, two cuddling on the floor, two who werent dating but its was kinda there you know, and it hit different"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The late night songs and all that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so how was the party"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had two that day so I got kinda bored but it was alright"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Watched a movie and played some Xbox then went outside"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not in that order tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "They kept talking through the movie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But it wasnt even a scary movie"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "It was, In the tall grass"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Or something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i don't like those types of people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "isn't that a horror movie tho"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I could barely hear it so that would take away some of the scary vibes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "noises are always the scariest"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It was, In the tall grass"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Gee dude i love that movie"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "It really makes you think"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When the girl fell over when they were heading to the building, I knew it would have moved. I was just like, and the building is gone"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Yep"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Just a loop"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "In time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Crazy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Indeed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm sad and disappointed rn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm sad because my bestfreind can't come over today"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm disappointed because I'm still sick"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That is sad, but if you are sick its good that your friend doesnt come over"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm getting better now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So maybe tomorrow I might be cured"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "tw ED i think:/"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "so like over the last 34 months ive been eating less and less. Still not eating healthy, but eating less. And ppl keep saying'oh ur losing weight!' And thats what i want to lose weight, but i was like 145lb in August. I used a scale today for the first time in months, and its old, not digital either, so idk how reliable it is, but it said 148lb and now i dont even wanna look at food bc thats the reason im big yk? like im hungry as all hell but i dont wanna eat bc it bloats me and makes me look even bigger. and then theres the fact that i should exercise and lose weight healthily. exercising i can do, but i need time to do it, but healthy eating is like near impossible bc that stuff costs so much money and money is very scarce:/"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if ur hungry i think u should eat, i get its important but its better if u eat, and as u said that is old so it might not be true, and ik its gonna be stressing u but really its better to take care of urself by just eating, im sure u are still young and there is a lot of time to change, please don't get sick"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "if u wanna lose weight btw eating less isn't really the way, ya exercise does help a lot and even if its a little it helps long term, just do little by little"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "baby steps are important"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "I know:/"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "Its just a matter of finding time for it"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "And motivation"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "Bc lately i havent had time for anything aside from work and school, and i barely even have the motivation for those"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes we are at a red light"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and we don't know when it turns green"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it turns green when u try, sometimes ya it won't work but u just gotta try things, its hard to get motivation but best thing is to make a goal before doing anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and saying u can do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i know u can do it btw3"}
{"username": "boo", "content": "thank you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I matured off of pain"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I am also lost"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Not lost for direction"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But lost for where to go in life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it could be early morning of why im thinking like this but i really just never wanna wake up, like i think im suicidal but i dont try anything, i just wanna get it over with"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "That is a lesser version of being suicidal. Even if you don't have a plan or anything, the idea of wanting to die is consider suicidal ideation, even if it's the idea of well if I got hit by a truck, I wouldn't mind. In some cases it can get worse the more you ignore, in some cases it can stay there or you could generally feel better. If the thoughts get any worse however, I suggest talking to a doctor or therapist."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean i kinda had a talk with my parents of having a therapist but they just got worried and kinda made them struggle which i don't wanna put them on that stress, but ya im kinda caring less and less about my own life so idk"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "You need to prioritize your own mental health first and foremost"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Parents are gonna worry about everything, but it's better to worry and still have you than you to be dead"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya ur right"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "As someone who had undiagnosed depression for most of my life, It gets harder and more painful the longer you wait. Don't make the same mistake I did."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok thank you3"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "anytime 3"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i farted in a vent"}
{"username": "catto", "content": "i meant chat"}
{"username": "catto", "content": "zain felt deppressed bc of this"}
{"username": "catto", "content": "i hope the chat gets deleted"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "That doesn't change the fact that this channel has helped several people"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i hope the chat gets deleted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "That sexy mf monkey0471 k"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Lmao"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm getting better from my sickness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I still feel sick from the heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know how to get over that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't know how to cure myself from my heart"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Do you mind if I ask what you mean by that?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling sick from my heart"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I don't know how to cure that sickness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Ashlyn"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy physically or mentally"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Ashlyn both very painfull"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Well if you need to talk about emotions, here or someones dm is best"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "mine is open if needed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "of course, mental health is half your health, it's important to work on it when needed"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'm having suicidal thoughts and idk why im bout to cry;; tommarow I have school and I really dont feel like doing anything I feel so alone rn even tho I'm not alone hate it here wish I could leave"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Papa John's ik life is hard and shit but there is a lot in ur future good things, ya it may not seem like it but im telling you things will get better just takes a lot of time, if u ever need someone to talk to my dms are always open, but if u are thinking about it its best to tell an adult and have them help out"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "do you ever just get them times when you arent exactly sad or upset you just wanna die..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "cause im experiencing that rn idk where it came from"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like idk im just tired of life in general"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "its exhausting"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i just wanna be in a different reality"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or just"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yknow not here"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "like drained"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "finally found the word"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "things get happier and have been but its just exhausting to be alive still"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "This is a type of depression"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "there is a misconception that depression is being sad. It's not, it can be but that's not what depression is"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It can also just be not really feeling anything, or just feeling meh all the time"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "there is nothing wrong in feeling that way"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but it certainly wouldn't be a bad idea to talk to your doctor about it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah ive tried talking to my mother but i couldnt fully open up so she didnt just exactly understand"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "my relationship is getting better with her but i still find it difficult im trying to work as well with what i can for now till i can tell her cause im still scared shell just yell at me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "or brush it off as just being a teenager"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There is also nothing wrong with feeling like that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "My parents have told me I can talk to them about anything"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and know that I have severe depression and I was suicidal"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "But I don't talk to them about stuff, I trust my therapist and friends more, because they don't have any power over me"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's scary telling the people who own the house you live in the problems you're dealing with, because you don't really know how they will react"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "even more so if they punish you for small things"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "yeah thats what she tells me. but when i did open up to her i was scared as hell for no reason i just didnt know how or what to tell her. and cause i couldnt explain she screamed at me and i had a panic attack so thats fun said i was acting like a baby."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "didnt exactly help. tried telling her im scared of her, went over her head"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": " even more so if they punish you for small things"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Ashlyn oh yeah thats pretty common"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "You have absolutely no obligation to tell them your problems"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thats good to know. shes been trying to get me too for awhile but idk just cant"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "She can try all she wants, but if you are not comfortable telling her, especially if she's gonna yell at you and say you're acting like a baby, then don't tell her"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "ask if you can see a therapist and just say you're more comfortable talking to one"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "thats a good idea, i could also pluck up the courage to talk to school and set up an appointment with the nurse that comes in pretty sure she does mental health stuff. thank you for the advice, it was really helpful"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "keep in mind that school nurses aren't specialized in anything. they can help with injuries or mental health stuff, but your best bet is a therapist"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "no problem:"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "farted"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "I feel really conflicted right now."}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "I dont think anyone is going to really reply to this but I want to move out of my house and I feel responsible for everything. Its such a heavy feeling just dragging on and on and I really can't because its so exhausted. I feel so mad sometimes but I dont know how to express it and I end up making a fool out of myself and making it seem like its a huge deal . I dont want to ask for pity, but why can't at least one person really pretend to care? like..seriously"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I feel really conflicted right now."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I dont think anyone is going to really reply to this but I want to move out of my house and I feel responsible for everything. Its such a heavy feeling just dragging on and on and I really can't because its so exhausted. I feel so mad sometimes but I dont know how to express it and I end up making a fool out of myself and making it seem like its a huge deal . I dont want to ask for pity, but why can't at least one person really pretend to care? like..seriously"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "waterbottle Moving out is a massive thing to do, stressing over it and worry about how you do it is going to feel exhausting as fuck, and that's ok. This is new territory for you, you're gonna make mistakes and you're gonna get frustrated, that's completely normal. It is absolutely ok to make mistakes, especially with something like moving out. In terms of others caring, it's can be hard for others to show you they care with something like moving out. It's not that they don't, but they might just not know how to help or don't realize you're struggling with anything. Try to be open about what you're dealing with to the people you're close to, and either a therapist for a short term to talk about your frustrations, or just venting to people that will listen can help take a some of the stress off of you. Be forgiving to yourself during this process, everyone makes mistakes."}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Can i just get everything of my chest here pls"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "U dont have to reply or read it"}
{"username": "Danni 3", "content": "Only if u wanna see what i go through"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "You can put anything here \ufe0f"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "period"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "simar go off"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "venting king"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My crush asked my cousin out"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I really did liked him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "but I don't know what to think anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just might as well have him have her"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want to see him happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "but she also saids she doesn't know her feels to well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "and well"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "i started crying becouse I'm scared that if I confess my love to him he will leave me or do something negative"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm honestly scared"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "becosue I keep thinking about William that kid who pretended to love me when I really did loved him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "he broke my badly after I found out that he never loved back but he was cheating on his girlfriend with me and other girls too"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It really broke me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "but my next relationship half way fixed it for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "he left me twice"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "and now i have a fear of love and fear of comminment"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't want to be in the same relationship i was in before"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared to be in a relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of everything"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't do it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of everything in my life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of getting into problems"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I literally cried when I found that out and now my eyes are sleepy"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I became mute..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It started off as a throaght ache last weekend so it would really hurt when i speak... now it developted in me not being able to make a noise at all... im both confused, sad, kinda panicking... doctors dunno whats going on yet... idk what to do... i cant sleep for 3 days and its a week full of tests... i feel like im dying from the insde out"}
{"username": "Mr.CloudmanChef", "content": "Big toe"}
{"username": "Mr.CloudmanChef", "content": "I give you homie kiss"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lemme give you a kiss as well"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im sorry love3"}
{"username": "Mr.CloudmanChef", "content": "You matter"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Yeah but what good do i have in me im just a useless person that shouldnt be here"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "look joshie, i love you. you matter. i care about you. and thats never gonna change. ok love?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yall are the reason im still alive, youre someone i talk to the most, youre special to me"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Well thanks for saying that but i just wish i wasnt here and i could stop making the people i care about hurt and upset i wish they could just forgot about me it would be the best for them and me"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Ashlyn thanks I don't know where to go from here its like I have done everything. I never really talk to anyone about my feelings because i don't know what i feel Idk how to even start getting my life back to normal its really hard i do talk to my psychiatrist alot and my support teacher but i really doesnt seem to be helping to just get asked the same stuff every time and I feel like I'm getting no where with it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Ashlyn thanks I don't know where to go from here its like I have done everything. I never really talk to anyone about my feelings because i don't know what i feel Idk how to even start getting my life back to normal its really hard i do talk to my psychiatrist alot and my support teacher but i really doesnt seem to be helping to just get asked the same stuff every time and I feel like I'm getting no where with it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Joshie Since you have a psychiatrist, do you have an anti depressant? In terms of talking to people about your emotions, therapist specifically are going to be your best bet. I didn't really know what I was feeling most of the time and talking to someone who knows what I'm feeling when I describe it has helped me be more in tune with my emotions."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Don't put too much focus on getting back to normal, it doesn't always work that way. And deciding what is normal is not something you can really do since different people have a different normal. Focus on what you CAN control, you don't know where your life is going right now, that is absolutely ok, but don't let the fear of the future consume you, you have to work on how you are feeling right now, and then once you are in a spot that you feel ok, start looking at your future. You are in no rush to get to the future, for you it could be college, it could be taking time off or it could be right in to work. Cross that bridge when you get there. Focus on either finding a therapist that works or trying to be more open to your therapist, tell them that you don't know what you're feeling. If you feel like figuring out your emotions is going to help, focus on working through them with your therapist and understanding them more instead of trying to jump right to fixing them. You don't fix stuff without knowing how they work, figure out how you work and how you can deal with your emotions in a healthy way. And again, don't be afraid to be picky with your therapist, if they aren't helping find another. Therapists aren't a one size fits all, each therapist is going to get you different results based on what works for YOU."}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Okay thank ill try look for another therapist but trying to get my emotions out is hard I have been doing this since I started high school do you think Thats just the way I am an empty person that has no emotions? Idk who or what i am but i all i want to do is have a proper smile not put on a fake one like actual smile feel happiness Thats my only wish i have right now but i haven't gotten anywhere but ill try another therapist and thank for the advice I appreciate it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Okay ill try and think like that I just hope my lifes goes back to the way it was and thanks again"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Okay ill try and think like that I just hope my lifes goes back to the way it was and thanks again"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Joshie I'm gonna be straightforward with you, and it might be hard to hear. It won't go back to how it was. For better or worse, you grow and what that means is for you to figure out. For me personally, I don't think I want to go back to how it was, life is harder now, but I feel more like who I'm meant to be. Don't try to go back, move forward"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I hope for the best for you either way"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Ashlyn Okay I try move forward and forgot about the past and thanks for hoping"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "don't forget, but don't use that as the benchmark for who you are. There is a lot to learn from what you've done, don't let that go to waste"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So from when i was really little ive been girly, felt better around girls... and stayed ever since... but lately ive be an feeling weird... and also messed up, some days i would fe well more like a girl and some days much much less which is weird bc i almost nrver felt like that... alotta times i feel anxious about me being a guy and stuff... idk what you would call that... and i also kinda feel like i dont fufil others expectations for me to be like... and its making me insane, i cant focus on anything... like no... and now even the being mute situatuion is just making it worse... im prety much a mess..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "And i know with the expectations allota u would say that i should care about others... but its easier said than done, especially cause of my family"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "That sounds a lot like gender dysphoria, and I'm sure a lot.of the trans people in the server would agree. That could mean a lot of different things and it's up to you to explore that part of yourself. For me, it meant being non binary, not feeling like I fit in or feel comfortable identifying as male or female, for you it could be similar, it could be shifting where your gender is dependent on who you feel more comfortable as that day, it could mean you're female or it could just be a temporary feeling that goes away as you get older. The hard part is telling your family or doctor. If you aren't comfortable telling your parents, I've heard of people starting therapy for other things and using that as a way to talk about how you feel in regards to your gender. Telling your parents that you could be trans is really scary, especially if they aren't really supportive of lgbt people, and for some they could get kicked out of their house for saying it. Do you what you feel safe doing, I suggest trying to ask your parents about a therapist without mentioning that but it's up to you to decide. It's completely ok to feel like this, you are at the point where you start really forming your identity, it can be scary but try to explore that part of yourself to see where you feel comfortable"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Keep in mind, I can't tell you for sure, professionals are the ones who can help you figure it all out, and if they believe that it's worth doing, they can put you on hormone blockers to give you more time to figure it out"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Oh wow... that is really interesting"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": ":"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "But like"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Is there like a thing cuz like i said i dont feel like a female 100 of the time, sometimes i do feel like my birth assigned gender and what everyone sees me as but not fully ofc but still like a guy..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So does that have like a name?"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There are a lot of non binary genders that could fit that feeling"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "the first one that comes to mind would be genderfluid, meaning you don't have a fixed gender, it can fluctuate. For some it could be every few days, some every few months."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Oo"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "That sounds"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Idk maybe yes but who am to judge that for now like im still just 4 hours into this thing like i cant really figure if thats that just yet.."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Like I said, there is no rush"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's for you to decide how you go about it, if you feel like talking to a therapist would help, then do that. Personally that is my suggestion, they can help work through your feelings around it, and if they believe it will help, can prescribe puberty blockers"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "or refer you to someone who would"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Don't take that to heart. For a lot of people, especially younger, they are taught to feel that way. guys are typically seen as the tough, no crying manly men and girls are seen as more emotional and weak"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "These don't describe how genders are though, there are butch women who prefer looking more masculine but still are women, and there are feminine guys who are still guys"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's ok to be like that, but people put a lot of pressure on filling the role you were assigned"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It's for you to decide how you go about it, if you feel like talking to a therapist would help, then do that. Personally that is my suggestion, they can help work through your feelings around it, and if they believe it will help, can prescribe puberty blockers"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn hm.. but like my mom she really just cannot not know why i ask her something even hypothetical like anything... and if i a so my dad he would just be like oh cmon even whatever it is u don TV need an therapist ur 14 what would u need one for also the question would be like can i go see a therapist i dont wanna say why i just need for something"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "If you aren't comfortable telling them, which is absolutely ok, then just ask if you can start seeing a therapist because there are things you want to talk about that you don't want to open up to them about yet"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "it's ok to be like that, but people put a lot of pressure on filling the role you were assigned"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn yeah i mean i get u... but the expectations from others are and have been for a while one of the biggest issues of being like this..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": " If you aren't comfortable telling them, which is absolutely ok, then just ask if you can start seeing a therapist because there are things you want to talk about that you don't want to open up to them about yet"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn believe me... they wont agree if they dont know enough"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It gets easier with time. College especially, at least in my experience, opened up for me. Right now you are kinda stuck with the people you know until you move to a different school or move out of your parents house. It's the hardest part of finding out you aren't cis or straight while young, the fear of how people will see you and treat you. As you get older and explore more of you are, it gets easier to be more confident and open about it. I was the exact same way, if you told me I wasn't cis or even that I wasn't straight, I would never have believed you. But I try and be open about it now, and I feel more comfortable doing it because I have more control over who I associate with"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "In terms of asking them, it's hard to say since I don't know them"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "You could say you think you might have depression and just want a therapist to help"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "But I don't know if that would be enough since I don't know how open your parents are to therapy"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It gets easier with time. College especially, at least in my experience, opened up for me. Right now you are kinda stuck with the people you know until you move to a different school or move out of your parents house. It's the hardest part of finding out you aren't cis or straight while young, the fear of how people will see you and treat you. As you get older and explore more of you are, it gets easier to be more confident and open about it. I was the exact same way, if you told me I wasn't cis or even that I wasn't straight, I would never have believed you. But I try and be open about it now, and I feel more comfortable doing it because I have more control over who I associate with"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn: you are probably right... i shouldnt rush it im just trying to know as much as possible like u get me likethis is a whole new thing"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": " But I don't know if that would be enough since I don't know how open your parents are to therapy"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn oh my mom went to a therapist after mom and dad divorced so yeah shes good with em... but she wont believe the depression thing bc sshe knows im a happy person"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I don't know how your country is with teen medical privacy, but you could also ask to talk to your doctor, make sure that they won't tell your parents about it, and ask if they can refer you to a therapist"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "if a doctor refers you to one, and says that it's a good idea you go without saying why, that might help convince them"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "You can also try and just test the waters on how they feel about trans people. If they are comfortable with it, it might not be a bad idea to just say why you want to do therapy"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "For me, I was worried my parents would kick me out, but they are really supportive now. But you are the one to decide if you do that. If you don't think they'll be ok with it then wait until you can get a therapist on your own. You have your whole life to figure it out, it's a better idea to stay safe and work through it more openly when you don't rely on them"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It can also help, if you can't get a therapist, to just talk to female friends about it, assuming they are open to it, and try to explore stuff with their help. Things like changing pronouns or makeup or anything like that really"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Well ok first im really glad they supported u, and i could like see how they deal with that... and with the makeup... ok so this miiight sound like a jerk thing to do but i pranked two of my friends that im closed to that i was trans once they believed it btw so idk if that could work... the pronouns maybe wouldnt be hard to try and practice to recgonise myself, and the makeup idk how i feel about makeup.. like maybe only nail polish, but yeah i suck at it so i should maybe like buy fake nails to practice on... idk"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Well ok first im really glad they supported u, and i could like see how they deal with that... and with the makeup... ok so this miiight sound like a jerk thing to do but i pranked two of my friends that im closed to that i was trans once they believed it btw so idk if that could work... the pronouns maybe wouldnt be hard to try and practice to recgonise myself, and the makeup idk how i feel about makeup.. like maybe only nail polish, but yeah i suck at it so i should maybe like buy fake nails to practice on... idk "}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "soapsoup Honestly if one of my friends joked about it, and then a year later said they might actually be, I wouldn't even give it a second thought. I would look back on the joke initially made as testing the waters if anything. With makeup, trust me, no one is good when they start, same with nails. Practice makes perfect, but if you say let friends give you a makeover or something, that can help you figure out how you feel about it. Makeup isn't what makes the gender though, I know plenty of girls who don't wear makeup except for special occasions, so not wanting to do makeup is perfectly ok"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah i dont really like it that much except as i said... nail polish... and yeah but tbh wouldnt trust bc of the prank... like maybe if they keep being like that after some time yeah i may trust believeing them but no... not straight up on the start... whatabout online friends tho? Like being lgbt isnt really common around here in general... but online... yknow... like they could maybe understand me better... like just to talk to them would be better bc theyre all very supportive, and one of them are also u 3"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ashlyn"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "True: well actuallyyy in the prank they were like kinda still questioning alot yknow but they werent against it... idk whatever could happened DEFINEDLY not yet... like i should think about this much much more... ik... no rush... but can we be get back to the gender despori or whatever its called so most of the times i feel anxious just being around guys in general... actually how i got into thinking about this today was in pe in the changing room, i didnt feel like i belonged there... and another thing im more disgusted of to say is like body hair... when i see it on people i just get so disgusted and also a bit anxious like shit thats gonna be me...\u201d"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "You know its pretty bad"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah... im glad im not the only one who understands that... but what also makes me dysphoric is for the last time i swear the expectations... like i sometimes act what im expected to... which... well doesnt really makes me anxious just really anxious... like act tough... dont cry... things like that... except the body hair everything else is ok on a guy body tbh to me its more of like clothes and my personality in general... also when there was that prank... a twitch streamer whos fans kinda force him to dress like a girl, did a gender test once that i used for the prank... now it actually is a protected site run by doctors, so it may be more accurate than others... but it ofc still cant be as good of a judge as me right?"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "True..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I just took the test btw"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It says moderate indication of gender dysphoria..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Might be it... but yeah"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "You are indeed right i think also most of the people get pressured by the expectations and stereotypes sorrounding our birth assigned gender..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Also another thing that is messing with mr alot is like how we should stand... like i cant do the hands on the sides of my torso if u get me or just one hand and the other down... crossed legs are seen weird... etc"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Keep in mind, gender dysphoria is not necessary to be transgender. This might be a controversial one, but there are people transition for personal reasons, or who are agender because, not because of any dysphoria, but as a rejection of gender itself. The stereotypes that are forced upon us are what define a lot of people. If you aren't comfortable with those stereotypes or expectations, you don't have to follow them. Whether it just be opening yourself up to your feminine side but staying male, or transitioning to female or a non binary gender is for you to explore and decide. For how you stand or sit, I'll be honest I'm probably the last person to give advice on. I still get pretty dysphoric with how I sit, stand and walk. They aren't easy things to change once your body grows into and gets used to it. For people judging you over crossed legs, it can be hard not to but try not to worry too much about it. If people are worried about how you sit, then they are focused too much on other people. If people say stuff about it, just say you're more comfortable standing or sitting certain ways. It's not your job to please them"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah i know that its not necessary to be transgender if u have dysphoria but from the thing beforr that i might be genderfluid even its better to stay like this i think... idk tho... but also this is society we still gotta fit in somehow... and if allota people see you as a weird person, ofc u would be depressed or anxious... right? Like you cant not please other people by their expectations at all... and if what ur planning on just is the opposite of what people want maybe if u can just take it in slowly... right?"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah true... as i said before like im rushing and cant stop which i would expect is pretty normal in this kind of situation... like i remember when my parents divorced i was so rushed thinking whats gonna happen overthinking everything feeling like thats gonna be the worst day of my life... while now i feel pretty similar... i shouldnt rush anything... maybe after a good night sleep i could feel better and understand things better too... also once i stole a bit of my moms clothes... fore them and it felt so nice like as u probably already know i rly like fashion... female fashion to be more exact actuallly i think we already talked about this when we first met but still yknow it felt nice which made me really happy... that was around the time that was pointed out in the first message i sent..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Yeah true... as i said before like im rushing and cant stop which i would expect is pretty normal in this kind of situation... like i remember when my parents divorced i was so rushed thinking whats gonna happen overthinking everything feeling like thats gonna be the worst day of my life... while now i feel pretty similar... i shouldnt rush anything... maybe after a good night sleep i could feel better and understand things better too... also once i stole a bit of my moms clothes... fore them and it felt so nice like as u probably already know i rly like fashion... female fashion to be more exact actuallly i think we already talked about this when we first met but still yknow it felt nice which made me really happy... that was around the time that was pointed out in the first message i sent..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "soapsoup It can be hard to not feel like you want to rush it, I certainly rushed myself initially. But when you try something, try to reflect on how it makes you feel, good, bad, or whatever else. And try to limit how much you do at a time as to not overwhelm yourself. It can be really exciting, especially the first few months after you start thinking about it more. And trust me, I've done that as well. It's not terribly uncommon, I even ended up buying a skirt I wore while my parents were on vacation before I came out. And yea we did talk a bit about fashion"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So i remember correctly  ... anyways, yeah thats what i thought everyone would feel like that... ok maybe noteveryone but most people... sorry if i respond late i usualy take time to think what to say... i dont wanna get overwhelmed too much bc i am a overthinker, with a small indication of OCD... so getting overwhelmed is really easy but also hard to take"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "So i remember correctly  ... anyways, yeah thats what i thought everyone would feel like that... ok maybe noteveryone but most people... sorry if i respond late i usualy take time to think what to say... i dont wanna get overwhelmed too much bc i am a overthinker, with a small indication of OCD... so getting overwhelmed is really easy but also hard to take"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "soapsoup That want to rush is partially based on the excitement. Like holy shit I can finally start figuring out who I am more, I want to try so many things. But try your best to have self control, especially if you're like me and get overwhelmed easily"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah getting overwhelmed is easy so a pretty bad situation... but for now, yeah there is a bit of excitment but theres also shock yknow.. i mean the shock passed so its just a bita overthinking rn"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Yeah getting overwhelmed is easy so a pretty bad situation... but for now, yeah there is a bit of excitment but theres also shock yknow.. i mean the shock passed so its just a bita overthinking rn"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "soapsoup try typing or writing your thoughts out typing will be more secure since you can save stuff and hide it in folders or locks on your phone to help focus your thoughts a bit. And then you can look back tomorrow or next week to reflect on them some more"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ok yeah true... but im not saying that that was a bullshit thought, its just tha i felt like it was at that moment..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I ran outta things to talk about.."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Cant think of anything since we covered most of it "}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I ithink"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "That's okay to feel that, but try not to view thoughts overall in that way"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "that's okay, if you ever want to just ask some stuff about it or whatever just dm me or ping me. I might not be awake or I might be busy, but I try to reply"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": ":"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Ur the most useful, undestanding, sweet, but then again supportive person i met online..."}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I try my best to be. I've ignored myself and my mental health for a long time, and I've been the person helping others and the one who needed help, more so the latter. I have a lot of experience with what a lot of people in the server are going through, and if I can be the one that helps them figure stuff out about themselves or get to a point where they feel better about themselves and their life, then it helps me justify staying alive and accepting my mistakes"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So its kind of a cycle"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "You help people with your expirience"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Then u help urself and have more expirience to help people with"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Omg my vision just got blurry for a second what the f"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "exactly, helping others and learning about their experiences helps me get a better understanding of how others in similar situations feel and I can help them work through that. I think a lot of people lack someone like that in their life, someone who may not be a professional and know how to help everyone, but someone who has dealt with what they are going through or has experience with it and can point them in the right direction when they are lost"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Then i was lucky enough to meet you:"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "People like that are why I'm even alive today, if I didn't have people, some who don't even know who I am, that gave me direction and helped give me the motivation to keep going, I would've definitely ended my life"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I'm glad you feel that way:"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Aw thats both sad and wholesome... u were that depressed?: if its a sensitive topic its ok u dont have to talk about it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Don't worry, I try and be open about it. I know it's hard for a lot of people to talk about, but I know that there are even more people who are scared to talk about it, if I can be the person that makes it easy then that's ok with me"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "and like I said, a lot of the stuff the people here are dealing with or might deal with I've had some experience with"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "a very wise and experienced perzon i c"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Failed relationships, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, mild depression, severe depression, anxiety, suicide attempts, motivational issues, feeling alone or isolated"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "there are dozens of other things, it would be nice if I didn't have to go through those things"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "but it helped me grow and helps me help people who are also dealing with those things"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": ": i believe thats something i cant really experience yet... like ive always seen strange people talk about always being alone and stuff, while i can now understand bc im still young friends are pretty much always there"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's something you can still feel when you have friends right there with you, I know that from experience. Some of the times I've felt the most alone were times I was surrounded by friends"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "There's nothing wrong with feeling like that, and a lot of people won't deal with that feeling"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "if you don't"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "that's ok, if you do, that's ok."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeah i dont know what to say to that except i feel bad for the people who do feel like that"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "It's just something some people have to cope with, for me it was talking to my friends and trying to be open about that feeling, but I only could do that after I started therapy"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "I still have days where I feel alone, but I have 2 very close friends that also know that feeling and we try to be open about it"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": ":"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Oh well uh sorry ash but"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Its like almost midnight rn and im having a bit of a migraine so i should probably get some sleep"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "don't worry about it, I'm probably gonna take a nap here soon anyway"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Hope u have a good rest if the day now and peace out \ufe0f"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Cya 3"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "cya 3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel so week"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And sad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My crush has feelings for my cousin"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I feel sad now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was gonna give him my heart origami paper that I made for him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But not anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He has feelings for someone now"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And that made me very love sick"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "it's unfortunately something that's gonna happen throughout everyones life. It's hard, seeing someone you have feelings for not reciprocating those feelings. But you can't control how others feel, if you could it wouldn't really be real love. As you move through life, you're gonna find a lot of people that you have feelings for, a lot of them are gonna end up in other relationships, and a lot you could end up dating. Take your time to work through those feelings, but don't let it feel like the end of your life. There is always going to be more people who you are interested in, and that are interested in you."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Wow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I guess your right"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "no problem, it's absolutely ok to feel like, it does pass but don't rush yourself to get past those feelings. Take as long as you need to work through them"}
{"username": "pip", "content": "yes i hear ou no thanks cause its 2am rn"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "TAKE RAMEN AND LOVE YOURSELF BECAUSE WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE AND WE ALL LOVE YOU, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR US NOW ITS OUR TURN"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "DUDE BREATH AND THINK ABOUT WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY BETTER YET WHAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY:"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "i have never been happy but thanks for caring about me ill try but idk how much or of this i can take"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "i have never been happy but thanks for caring about me ill try but idk how much or of this i cant take"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "Joshie Happiness isn't something you experience it comes when it comes, you dont need happiness to be yourself. You have many talents and other traits and im sorry your going threw this. However if you can't take this let others know how you feel, not us but ur parents, or even turn yourself to someone safe who can hold you, if your girlfriend is there for you. Go hug her tight and let her know how you feel its ok to cry, but just our loves one holding us is enough to bring just a little confidence."}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "And your welcome /3"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "Sometimes expressing yourself is for the better and the ones who did not except it has had a reason or was emotional inside, i'm rlly sorry and hope that you have the best of your days, i don't want any suicidal or hurtful thought in ur mind, i don't expect you to be happy"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "i just want you to be ok"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "or even"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "eh"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Thanks for talking to me about this but i just wish i didnt say anything and my life at school and at home would be fine"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "Silence would just hurt you inside im glad you got it out, and we all can help on the outside"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "but you have to help us help you"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "3"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "AND NOW THEY TREAT ME DIFFERENT"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "x,Aiden 3"}
{"username": "Souls", "content": "Draikuu"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Thanks i appreciate it"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "Somebody, please go to music 1"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "girll.. this is vent wtf are you talking about"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": " Thanks i appreciate it"}
{"username": "x,Aiden 3", "content": "Joshie anytime 3"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "VENT IS BACK YAY"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "we r baq"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "I idk I just. Ive gotten into a new low and Im just so tired of fake smiling day in and day out. But I just dont want people to ask me how I feel cuz thats when I start to feel about how Im actually feeling even more and everything gets worse. I just dont feel like I fit in anywhere and Im always invisible when I wanna be seen but when I wanna be invisible Im seen. Its just so annoying like I just want to be someone, is that too much too ask"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Like I just want people to understand me. People know who I am."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And I just wanna get over my social anxiety. I like talking to people and I want to talk to new people but when Im about to join that vc with unknown people I just feel dizzy and I back out cuz I feel like they r gonna judge me or something or just not like me"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And Ik Im not like other people but I just dont want to feel like Im unliked"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "hey just wanted to let you know I know how u feel, personally I'm vv conscious of my voice n really scared to join a vc but if u need a private vent about anything I'm here if needed"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "And everytime I talk about my probelms it feels like people just see me as an attention seeker and that I pretend not to be okay just for people to care but I dont I just want to be happy and not be afraid of it anymore"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "trust me honey I've seen attention seekers you dont fit the vibe of one"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Ty"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Why am I judging my self more than other people judge me"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "np idk if I helped I hope I did in some way"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im eating my self up from the inside and idk what to do everythings just getting worse again"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "we do that to ourselves n we dont mean to but our self esteem just kinda drops and morphs us to be worse than we are ig"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Im just so tired of fighting all the time"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Tired of fighting the voices in my head"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Whos telling me that I cant be enough"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "That Im just a little ghost and no body cares about me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My head hurts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It hella hurts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a mental break down when I was in the shower"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It was over my love sickness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I was crying over the fact that no one loves me.."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Well some do but I'm talking about relationship love"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My relationships never last"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "At the end of the day they never loved me because they left me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I know some had to leave due to personal problems and I respect that"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm just crying over me jumping into relationship to relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying so hard to take a break from dating"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And yet I keep finding myself in another relationship"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying to find love that last longer that I'll probably never will experience"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Shut up you bot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm trying so fucken hard to keep myself tight and not lose"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I keep losing myself again and again and again"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm giving up on myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm giving up so badly"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It really does hurt"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It feels like it's going to kill me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It feels like I'm going to be murdered by them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If they keep continuing to leave me I'll die from heartbreak and loneliness"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't wanna be lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I want to be loved"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But I guess that will never happen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Pls snipe"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "HunnyPuppy hey, jump to music 1"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy hey, jump to music 1"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Magnemax why?"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "Because of this"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because of what"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Is this the land of the imposters Bc yall venting"}
{"username": "azuriii", "content": "I don't wanna be lonely"}
{"username": "azuriii", "content": "HunnyPuppy hey dw the right person will come eventually"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "bruhh bot its not the best time rn smh"}
{"username": "Bob Duncan", "content": "You know its people like you that we need more of"}
{"username": "Bob Duncan", "content": "pizzaroli."}
{"username": "Bob Duncan", "content": "And thanks man really does help"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "aw thanks i just try helping Bob Duncan"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Nothing"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I am nothing"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Why"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Im nothing"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Nothing I said nothing!"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Spam"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "No"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "For"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "You"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Ugly people"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "People no"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Human"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I will kiss human"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I need to love human!"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I need love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "You need love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love is life"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Humans"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I am nothing"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Nobody"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "No one"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Life"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Is interesting"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "We need"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Light!"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Light is good"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "For human!"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "LIGHTTTY"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I need"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Human"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "No"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I need"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "No"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "I need"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Oh no one love"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": "Sad"}
{"username": "imjustsus", "content": ":"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "fast roach"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "legit same"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "VicarVickerton hey, vika"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "vika?"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "did u just call me vika"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "I love that"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": " VicarVickerton hey, vika"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "Magnemax hello"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "May you go to the music 1"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "why"}
{"username": "Magnemax", "content": "Because of this"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "of what"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "Magnemax I'd love to but it ain't letting sorry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So my cousin told me that she also likes my crush but not a lot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I told her that He can have you"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And I'm sad bec she likes him back but only a little bit"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I give up she can have him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Even if it hurts me for them to get together"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I still let them have each other"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My cousin and I are planning to tell all this to him tomorrow"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Stfu you bot"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm taking now listen"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I need a cure for my love sickness"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Even if it hurts me for them to get together"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy but doesn't ur cousin want u to be happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy but doesn't ur cousin want u to be happy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint yeah..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint yeah..."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy ya so she should understand that u like him more"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy ya so she should understand that u like him more"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint yeah but my crush likes her more"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait did he tell both of you that he likes both of u?"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He said that he likes me but I had a bf at that time"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And before we broke up I had feelings for him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And now my crush likes my cousin"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean, does ur crush know that u like hi,?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "him"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why not tell him how u feel"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He confessed his feelings to my cousin"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My crush likes my cousin"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can't confess"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "O"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry:"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "im sorry:"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "NoPoint it's okay I'll try to get over him"}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "I feel bad for you HunnyPuppy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel bad for you HunnyPuppy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Binyo I know everyone does it makes us human"}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "Binyo I know everyone does it makes us human"}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "HunnyPuppy Well think positive, you can still find your soulmate"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy Well think positive, you can still find your soulmate"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Binyo I did founded my soulmate...he left me..."}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "Binyo I did founded my soulmate...he left me..."}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "HunnyPuppy maybe is not, you will never know"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HunnyPuppy maybe is not, you will never know"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Binyo I'm just sad because I keep thinking that their soulmates and boom they just leave my feelings are to fatal"}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "Binyo I'm just sad because I keep thinking that their soulmates and boom they just leave my feelings are to fatal"}
{"username": "Binyo", "content": "HunnyPuppy Did you really know him?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I regret dating my bf n literally crying my eyes out for him last night just for him to say the r slur n ignore me "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "@! exia omg im sorry:, but i mean we all make decisions and we do regret them but we shouldn't just holy focus on regret, we should move on cause screw ur bf, ur so much better then he is"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "THANK U FSHEJHFG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "@! exia 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " tw self harm: when you see a knife do you just wanna "}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique why do u wanna do that?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint idk ive never did it but i just imagine doing it whenever i see one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique ok well its still not good to think about it, have u tried to talk to ur parents about this?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint theyd probably be like nah the internet just saying and teaching that or something"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique ok well, maybe try day dreaming, ik it sounds stupid but being creative and making ur own world helps a lot, it gives ur creativity and like ur own world u can do what u want, it might not help but u can try it out, otherwise, it might be best to talk to someone if u have these thoughts about hurting urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint i feel like i cant. i already draw in class, so why would i daydream?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique i mean, day dreaming makes u have ur own world and do whatever u want but drawing helps too, just try to relax urself, is there like a reason when u see a knife why u might have those thoughts?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint tw ed: ive been slightly sad lately and wanting not to eat thats probably why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique is there a reason why u been sad, and why not wanting to eat, food is yum"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint thats the reason, i eat food a lot and i keep gaining weight. ive been sad bc i have barely anyone, only one friend irl and online friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique i mean, maybe start a working out and eating like meals and healthy food, like not eating doesn't make u lose weight"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "iconique i mean, maybe start a working out and eating like meals and healthy food, like not eating doesn't make u lose weight"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "NoPoint my brother said the main thing to lose weight is to eat less"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "aww wait i didn't see it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " NoPoint my brother said the main thing to lose weight is to eat less"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique ok he pretty dumb"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "best way to lose weight is to have a good workout like way and eat healthy and balance out"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "best way to lose weight is to have a good workout like way and eat healthy and balance out"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "NoPoint thing is im 13 so i cant really lose weight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint thing is im 13 so i cant really lose weight"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique you can?"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "iconique you can?"}
{"username": "iconique", "content": "NoPoint well my parents dont really think i should lose weight yet bc im too young\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint well my parents dont really think i should lose weight yet bc im too young\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "iconique i mean u can always workout at any age"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my sister is 14 and she is working out"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "oops already messed that up"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "and u say she didnt know the proper background of it"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "@! exia Keep in mind that parents usually want what they see is best for their children. Most of the time we don't agree on what is best, and to her, putting slut on a caption probably looks pretty bad to her. For us, it doesn't really, a lot of people will do it as a joke, a lot of people are ok with calling themselves that and the word is just generally less derogatory in more circumstances it used to be. Unless you live in the same house and she can punish you somehow, she can eat shit. Even then, unless there is a genuine punishment, she can eat shit. With the sugar skull makeup, a lot of people don't really understand the implications of using someones culture as a fashion statement and only do it because they like how it looks. But if she doesn't recognize what is wrong with it, she isn't gonna care if someone doesn't like it."}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "VicarVickerton she wore the sugar skull makeup look for Halloween without having basic knowledge of its origins"}
{"username": "VicarVickerton", "content": "@! exia yeah that's shitty"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "GOOD NEWS"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I GOT MY CHANCE TO CONFESS MY LOVE TO MY CRUSG"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "MY COUSIN REJECTED HIM BECAUSE SHE STILL LIKES ANOGHER GUY"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "HE SEES ME AS A FRIEND"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "BUT THAT WON'T CHANCE ME FOR CONFESSING TO HIM"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm so proud of myself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And to my cousin"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My love sickness is getting better"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "I GOT MY CHANCE TO CONFESS MY LOVE TO MY CRUSG"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy ooo niceee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im always proud of you soo, me even more proud"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "YAY"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "THANK YOU"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had one of my worst days today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Worst day in a while"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And my birthday is in a few days"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I have no happiness towards it apart from being 15"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont really want to have a party"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I had heaps of ideas but my parents neglected them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now they are threatening to make me move to the farm and change schools because I dont appreciate being fortunate enough to go to it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes I do take it for granted"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont wanna leave that school"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cried for the first time in ages today"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really just wanna sneak out and lie outside and escape from it all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "CbAnDzZz pinged you so when you wake up you can see"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sorry I didnt respond earlier"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint lad you have depression, you're bound to get better go down and get better again, that's the unfortunate thing, but lad distancing yourself/not talking to people will make it worse you're giving into what your depression wants, it wants you to be alone, it wants you to not have anyone to turn to, you gotta fight it man, you're very strong, your head is gonna tell you otherwise but you're a fantastic person, you're fun to talk to, you have a soothing voice, you're funny, like dude you're cool asf you gotta ignore the thoughts man they just gonna drag you down"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Avotic thank you ethan"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im sorry it hasn't been the best, i hope you get better with the leg, with school ik its like gonna get harder and worse, but sometimes we just need like 1 day off and help us relax ourselves, so maybe just have a day to urself, it might feel not like u can't, but u will always have one day to urself, i say maybe if stress is getting to you to like try some hobbies or something to help with the stress and help have a clear head to move forward"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You are worth it, you arent a waste"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You were put through things that someone should never have to go through"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But that is motivating for you to push forward and keep strong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I also remember a time where everything made me happy and now its not like that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But we have to keep forward"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life is kinda like a bike, you gotta keep moving forward or you will lose your balance"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its ok to be feeling down"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And its good that you have let us know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "How nice does this look"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "For my eyes its pitch black"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "it looks pretty cool"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wanna go out and look at the stars"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Also the trees are green"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "you can see the trees really well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I DID IT WITH A COLOUR AND"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got a ghost on camera"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "See that shit on the tree"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "im heading out"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "if you all need me message me I guess but I wont be sure when Ill be back"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "thanks for everything 3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just feel very helpless sometimes. i want to help people and i want them to be better in the end but i always end up feeling like i did nothing and made things worse."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im so insecure i feel like everyone genuinely dislikes me or at least find me annoying. whether its my laugh, me in general etc. just idk ik people dont hate me but i cant help it."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i used to have so many goals that were possibly unreachable sure but i tried to acheive them. now i just dont care. my one that exists that i want is: move to canada and now im just giving up and dont care anymore. i dont know what i want to do anymore i used to be so sure but now idc i just want to curl up into a ball and fade away."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sometimes i just feel like im wandering aimlessly. i used to feel like trying but now i dont care of have any drive to want to try to get things i want ive just got so apathetic and i dont know what to do anymore."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "idk if its cause ive been trapped inside for 2 weeks or not but god i just cant be assed to do anything anymore. cba to just do life in general. its too exhausting."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "I just dont care to try fix it anymore tho, id rather just help everyone else. thats really all that matters tbh. their happiness over mine. ik its toxic to myself but my saviour complex really said no "}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "well i guess thats good right..."}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i cant do anything i migh perceive as selfish without being disgusted afterwards and then afraid people will think its selfish and hate me"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "im repulsed at the idea of being narcassistic and selfish that things many will tell me arent i still think they are ad actively avoid doing it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "probably why i dont have an ounce of self love"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "i kinda wanna go on a rant abt more insecurities cause ive never really told anyone but ive done so much already"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i kinda wanna go on a rant abt more insecurities cause ive never really told anyone but ive done so much already"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "Taylax u can always rant to me3"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh my god johnni im so sorry"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "Hey thank you guys for being my friends"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "Big dum np ily"}
{"username": "Big dum", "content": "@.ghostie:"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Yea so today hasnt been great my friend is leaving me on read and the other is taking a break from social media and they didnt tell me before hand: anddd my friend gave me a panic from earlier on top of that I feel really disconnected: aaa"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Thats all"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Anyone else just sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You cant think of a reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But youre just sad"}
{"username": "sa1t", "content": "oh yeah all the time"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Hey thank you guys for being my friends"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Big dum np ily jj"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "ehh i need advice I guess"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "pog"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "but my friend left a server while ago and I think I wanna add them back but I dont know if theyre gonna respond. also they seem kinda distant? like theyre dissassociating and its making me worried since they wont tell me the problem. I dont want to force it out of them, we just been friends for so long its concerning but I wont say anything about it."}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "i guess people have their times and their moments but this is just new to me ive never seen it happen before"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but my friend left a server while ago and I think I wanna add them back but I dont know if theyre gonna respond. also they seem kinda distant? like theyre dissassociating and its making me worried since they wont tell me the problem. I dont want to force it out of them, we just been friends for so long its concerning but I wont say anything about it."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "waterbottle i would say just ask how they are and just say and let them know ur there for them and comfort them otherwise u can't really do anything be wait for them and be patience for them, just in sure them ur always there for them"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "okay, but when is it okay to DM them? they dont answer like they used to and Im just really concerned thats all"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "bcs all I get back is a dont worry\u201d or they bring up anotjer topic and Im stumped"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "should I just go along with it?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "whenever u feel comfortable3"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": " bcs all I get back is a dont worry\u201d or they bring up anotjer topic and Im stumped"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "waterbottle i used to have a friend like that too, and honestly i enjoyed talking to them but anytime i think something happen they say don't worry kinda pissed me off but just try to like in sure them ur there for him anytime he says that ig"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "I cried myself to sleep last night and I have no idea why"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "and even if im not being forced to delete my social media im probably still gonna take a little break because these last few weeks have really not been the best and ive had a bunch of little anxiety attacks like one im having right now"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oki emily stay safe be careful love you!"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Oh damn alright please stay safe emily"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "NoPoint Im not sure. I mean nothing different from how I normally feel has happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "NoPoint Im not sure. I mean nothing different from how I normally feel has happened"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "FrostHT just speak ur mind"}
{"username": "waterbottle", "content": "its not that i'm really pissed off at my friend, im just a bit frusturated but i think they have trust issues and can't speak their mind even with those they can trust. It scares me because i know that they are bottleing everything inside and i'm so worried. I haven't messaged them either because im too nervous to and this server is the only one i can trust ig"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "arson says awooga so if u ever need me u can dm me ok, ur an amazing person and ik everyone that cares about u loves u 3"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It honastly feels like I'm losing myself rn"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "lets see if i make it until new years"}
{"username": "Zane.", "content": "FR THOUGJTHGHB"}
{"username": "Zane.", "content": "My math teacher be like that doe"}
{"username": "MamaGrace", "content": "my dad wants me to come to thanksgiving, he wants me to visit for a couple days because my sisters mental health has been deteriorating. but i dont think i can, since him calling me i just feel so gross about saying id go. and i know why it is, and honestly im torn, i dont think i should have any type of relationship with him because of our past and how he treated me throughout my life and until now. part of me however still wants him to love me and care about me and just treat me like his daughter but it just... hurts talking to him and seeing him and looking at him, and i want to do this for my sister but i feel like at this point ive come so far in improving my life and getting happy and staying there and im finally doing good! but i just feel like ill backslide, i dont feel obligation to do it because were family but the only two times ive seen him in the past 3 years were when my grandmother and her sister died, and part of me worries that might happen again if i dont go now."}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "10"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "But I do maths that u do in ur 11th year"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "so geometry?"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "Depends but I also have a sister\u201d whos good at maths so if I cant explain she can"}
{"username": "kii.", "content": "nvm, its cool. thank you though"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "KEA NO"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "im just here to vent"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oki oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "tell me whats wrong bebe"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "ima be honest i always thought i was confused about my sexuality but this time im not and i just found out my mom thought i was playing about being a lesbian and she always makes fun of me for it and now i dont talk to my dad because he doesnt accept me for who i am so i dont know what to do now because i have no one to talk to at home and all i do is fakea smile"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "kea, babes, dont fake it. talk to people who love you, ik your parents love you no matter what. but if you arent comfortable talking to them im always available just ping it sm me"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "well"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "its coming back"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "slowly but surely"}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "lowkey wanna die but can't show it cause I'm a therapist too people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its ok ethan"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "we all feel like that at some point"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "can we just agree that this generation needs some serious help."}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "we're the most connected generation but the most lonely one at the same time"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "w h y a m i c r y i n g"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yall give me the ability to cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i barely can"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i forgot how"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i get a couple tears then its over"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i try to make myself cry but it doesnt rlly work"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i just hurt myself rlly bad "}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "whoops"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "When I was younger I was verbally abused and when I'm sad like this the feeling of getting yelled at comes back and it makes me wanna die:"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "sarah what did you do"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "nothing"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "nvm"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "i was sexually assulted when i was 7"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "and he told me not to tell anyone"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I wouldnt say what you did.."}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Just incase"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i was 6 :"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "im not gonna"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "About the self harm"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Oki"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "or sm it to me sarah"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "anyways what yall want from mcdonalds?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "dm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "MCFLURRY"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "he would touch me in places i never wanted to be touched"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "or we looking to be more classy"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "dennys!"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Nothing I dont feel like eating"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "likewise"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "but we can chill"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "he forced me to do things i didnt want to do"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "he was 15 and i was 7"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Ima be hungry later And i will be eating but rn I'd rather starve"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my nose is bleeding..."}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "and when i told my mom about it she told his parents and then he said i wanted to do all those things and i got in trouble in a way i will never forget"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "do yall ever see kids at school w sh scars?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "it always is"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I havent"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "tbf"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I wish I had tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i do. a lot. and its sad but at least no ones seen mine"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "the ones i see are never as bad as mine"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "there on my thighs tho"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Ive never self harmed tho ive wanted t"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "to"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i always where long sleeves and shorts so i cant cut my thighs"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "And ive tried to but I could never actually make a mark"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "theres only 4 cuts so i can still use shorts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "oh yea"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Who wanna go play Russian roullette"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Me"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Fun times"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Avotic i made it 9 days"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "the words he called me are replaying in my head..."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thank you ethan"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i love you sm yall"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "hes the reason my depression and anxiety got worse"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "i love you too"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "My thoughts scare me:"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "bubbles i just want to thank you for being here for me and all the support you give me"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "forever and always."}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Honestly it doesnt feel like I can love anyone rn so sorry I didnt say it back"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "absolutely babes."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i get scared easily"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Thank for being here tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ofc"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Its less of me being scared and more me hating every second of it"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "And then the random suicidal thought hits and I sob like crazy"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its not scary in particular it just doesnt seem right"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "It doesnt feel like me"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Never does"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but you know what feels even worse"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "being truly happy for about a day and then remembering youre never gonna get that back again"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "it hurts."}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "What about for the whole day putting up a fake personality to random ppl online to replace the non exostant irl social life i have and then realising today that I really dont know what I am anymore"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Am I acting right now or not I'll never tell cuz its all bs"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Jesus Christ I'm emo rn"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "lmao"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Ouch"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "At least it feels like I'm being honest with myself for once"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "how does one cry?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "or at least pretend"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "asking for a friend"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "idk anymore sarah"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its hard to get me to cry"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I don't know"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "seeing yall in pain makes me cry"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "thats all"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I hate feeling emotions"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Idk how to cut so I just use a screwdriver and press down"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Nah.."}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'll be fine"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "No blood"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i dont wanna pressure you"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "bc i know how much that hurts"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "but"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "nonetheless"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "try"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "LMAO"}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "I fake smile"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i dont"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its hard to fake a smile"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Same"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i think smiling is my normal face"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "When you dont know if you faking anything or if your faking everything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "my default is smile bc yes"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Its hard to fake something"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i only have 2 expressions"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "a smile"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "and aaa"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "My default is frown"}
{"username": "Avotic", "content": "i have a emotionless face and my fake smile"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "a mischievous look almost"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "You'll see me in a video making weird faces to stop myself from frowning"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i look like im gonna burn your house down"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "like ?"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'll just sit with my tongue to the side a weird"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "OMG"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "I SLAP MY MOUTH"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "I CANT STOP"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Oof"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I feel a little better now but I'm not gonna switch to the other chat until I know I'm okay idk what I'll say"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "uh huh"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im just here to try and help people"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im gonna die"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ping if you need to talk"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Alright"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "love yall"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "so much"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "You too"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "we love youuu tooo"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "i fake laugh"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "and fake smile too"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "If i do fake smile or laugh I wouldn't know"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I dont think I do"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "im just glad i made it this far"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "kea dont do anything"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "please"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "i wont i promise"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "lily im sorry i promise i wont self harm again this is the last time"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know, last year I really felt like I was gonna give up, I was literally looking for a spot. But something stopped me, I dont know what it was, but I felt something. So I didnt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im really glad I didnt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Because life has gotten so much better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And yeah theres ups and downs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But thats just part of it"}
{"username": "keaa!", "content": "im reallly sorry gee i know i shouldnt self harm but i was lost in my thoughts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now I am otg with someone"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I honestly feel like there may be something wrong with me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am not very smart"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like at times I can get these moment where I am smart"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I have little lack of general knowledge of anythin"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "G"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just ask me a few questions"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And then theres my problem speaking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I always stuff up my words no matter who I am talking to"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I have energy highs and then I can be reallly tired"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And when I yawn my eyes water"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And so it looks like Im crying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But when I have energy i talk a lot and people get annoyed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I have no way to get rid of that energy in class except for the old leg bounce thing"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Could I not repeat last night pls"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "why do i have jealousy issues"}
{"username": "xz", "content": "tahnk you verry much!"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "Um hello"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "Um so I need to talk to someone"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "And um its about parental abuse"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "DMs are always open here"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "So I can dm you?"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Yup"}
{"username": "Kuronuma", "content": "second account btw"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Someone come over"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I hate everything right now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just want someone here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To comfort me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "To show me that someone cares"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Someone who isnt online"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "Gee its gonna be ok we're here for you"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "you can always dm me if you feel lonely or sad and I'll try and help"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "you arent alone and people care abt you"}
{"username": "pizzaroli.", "content": "bc you are valid"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean, even if he thought u liked them, and u say no multiple times, it still means they he shouldn't try to like touch you, but thats up to you if u think its assaulted again its ur body not mine, but i say its better not to get close like physical wise with him, but he keeps doing it then i would say he just wants to get in ur pants, if i was with a person i liked yes i would get close but otherwise i would respect the decision of the other person cause again if this is the person i wanna date then i wouldn't wanna like mess it up, thats just me"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Ok so this is my only message today. Ive felt so done with everything recently, and for the past month I feel myself slowly edging closer to a breakdown. And Ive been trying to keep it in and stay strong since my friends are also kinda sad so I just console them. But today I almost broke. Ive only ever had one before and I dont want that again. I literally cried for the first time in months. I almost exploded. What am I supposed to do whenever I actually do? Help wanted with this one"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe try to get a therapist"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ik its hard but talking to others and speaking how u feel helps a lot"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Ok Ill look into that"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Jensen", "content": "Im just not sure how my parents would react. Ive talked to my sister whos in college and she went through the exact same thing. Sucks that my parents dont realize that stress that theyve put on us."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya i get what u mean"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Hey!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "How are you today? Ask the question to yourself ."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Please stop and read."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Breathe."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "In and out."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "One more time."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "In and out."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Are you feeling worthless or unloved."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Are you feeling anxious, depressed."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Or all of above."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Just remember, I love you."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "If you feel like no one loves you, well."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Youre wrong."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Your brother, sister, dad, mom, uncle, grandparents, and even the turtle. They all love and care of you no matter what!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I even care/love you!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im not saying it is easy, but I believe in you."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Everyone has there faults and flaws not just you."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "You have to be motivated."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Think about the turtle he believes in you!"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "If that doesnt work, think about yourself."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Youre worth it!"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "cant cry anymore"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im sad! Lily doesnt like me anymore.:"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "Nobody liked lily so..."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "did lily actually leave"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "mean"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "I like you"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "Of course lovey!"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "YAYYY"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ILYSM DEAN"}
{"username": "Dean The EMT Firefighter", "content": "ilyt!"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "Hello"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So, as most of ya probably know, I've been mute for the last like month, and lately it's been making me really depressed, I cannot communicate easily with people, so many times it came as a disatvantage, both in school and socialy, which is why my grades havent been the best lately... I've been really sad, and instead of doing homework, I would just sit and listen to sad lofi to relax... I cannot focus and its really bad..."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "well i mean not everyone is obliged to learn sl"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "except my family and stuff ofc they know"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "i usually wouldnt go to this part of a server for problems but my partners offline. any tips for falling and staying asleep? my anxiety is being a bitch to me and i cant sleep without my partner singing/talking."}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "i just dont wanna be dependent on it ya know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its different for everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but its more of trial and error"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "before ur partner how did u sleep?"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "green vented btw"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "thank you simar:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "or is it something bothering u that u cant normally sleep?"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "i sing if i hear music, but maybe ill try falling asleep to law and order or something since ive seen a lot of the episodes."}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "and i was worried about my grades but i checked them and theyre fine so im not stressed about anything in particular"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "i did find a lullaby called close your eyes sleepy paws i like a lot at least!"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ooo thats good"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again carlie its just trial and error, everyone is different so u just gotta find what makes you like comfortable to sleep"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "yuh yuh yuh thankies"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "is dreaming about your own deaths okay and i mean that's is the only thing i dream about is that normal?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "not really normal since everyone can dream about anything but its not really the best thing to always dream about u dying"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "okie"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i mean ive dreamed about me dying"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "i do kinda often"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "dreamt"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "english"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "If he does care about you, he'll understand, maybe not straight away, maybe it'll take a day or two, point is, if he does come round and eventually realise then I still loves you."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Just as long as you mention you wanna have a heart to heart, it feels like he's loosing interest in you, and it hurts you because you've been holding back because you are afraid of loosing him."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Don't be afraid to talk your mind a little bit to him, if he's human, he'll understand:"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "ouf I didn't realise it was this big of a paragraph sorry o0"}
{"username": "gon freecss", "content": "Hey"}
{"username": "Ren", "content": "hi people"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "hiya!"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "g o o d d a y"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "howdy"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "Well hello"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I just had a full on spontaneous breakdown, I dunno why, it happened shortly after talking about how we sleep and I mentioned I sleep with an old stuffed toy for comfort, because there is a specific reason why I can't, and don't sleep, trauma, but I'm not comfortable saying what it is proper publicly just yet... Point is I lay there in bed in the early morning 6AM crying about something I don't even know what I'm I'm crying about, I know it isn't bad to cry, it just scares me that I don't know what caused it"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "look Buttons its fine i know for a fact half of this server crys just to cry or fore no reason"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "and yeah i gotchu on the being alone forever thing i always think about loneliness mainly bc im imbound for it but dude its alr its all gon be alr dw"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Cheers Valor.. sorry for not replying sooner I fell asleep not long after this 0o"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Sometimes I can barely take it"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Can't wait to leave this earth and go literally anywhere else"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "hi. my health isnt good apparently. i cant do much about it if my parents dont care and i cant drive alone i have my permit not my license. ever since october everything has felt like a dream, or unreal. ever since the summer ive been having awful stomach aches before bed. i also have had chronic migraines for the longest time and they have just been getting worse and worse. in addition, im having these weird pins and needles in the back of my head and ive had them before in 5th grade and they concerned my doctor. lately, these past few weeks ive been feeling super delirious and that i was gonna pass out at any given time. i have no idea whats going on and i cant take painkillers or else i get a bad headache. ik for a fact that i dont have corona but i have no idea whats going on and my parents wont take me anywhere. any idea as to what it is? my friends say i should go to a hospital or a doctor but like i cant and my mom refuses to believe i have migraines. someone send help"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "anyways since the second shutdown none of my friends keep in contact with me im literally just rotting away and crying my eyes out 24/7. I just want to see someone besides my parents you know?"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "Of course I go here first but I feel so invalidated rn, my friend who ive known since 4th grade said that he didnt have to call me by the pronouns i wanted i go by they/them because apparently it's optional now and now i feel so sad? angry? ive been stressed out lately and that just great for me"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "on this"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "wow"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "yeah i could try"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "i didnt feel like arguing with them abt it so I just stop messaging"}
{"username": "Bob Duncan", "content": "Yeah maybe you guys just need some time apart"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "im just conflicted rn cause ive known them for awhile but that really hurts bro ngl"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "my friends tried to explain it to him"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "So basically its incorrect because her gender is non binary"}
{"username": "behamfil", "content": "well hM"}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "at least it seems like hes trying to understand a bit! any updates?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I need money :c"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My heart hurts even more"}
{"username": "Markus Bergland", "content": "Great"}
{"username": "Markus Bergland", "content": "My point exactly"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "is it 12 am? yes"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "am i crying? also yes"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "am i going to be up until 6 am crying? most likely."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "did i just get dead named and misgendered for the 7th time today? yes."}
{"username": "jaixbehr", "content": "here is cat with thumbs to help u feel better"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "I woke up at 3 am due to my wack sleep schedule, once i got into school did 4 tests for 4 of my classes and they count as most of my grades, got into a fight with my boyfriend and friend, was told i was a girl and that transgender people didn't exist, and got hit on by a adult. This is surprisingly normal for me.. why can't i have a normal life like other people?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I feel bad, I wish I could help you out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And Im sorry about whatever you have had to go through"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Being an adult must suck."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "So most of us like human contact, cuz that's kinda hardwired into our brains, because of our parents."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "Weather you have/had one, two or none, if your here, you've had a hug or other type of contact like that from a parental figure in your life."}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "What has been bothering me recently is what happens when you leave home? What happens if your alone when you move? Is it even possible to live without that caring contact? Those wquestions gave been stuck on my mind for a couple months now and I dunno how to feel about it.. for some reason it makes me feel empty inside, and rather upset.. it's strange and the human mind spooks me about all it's little wants and needs..."}
{"username": "gh0ul", "content": "i asked him how he felt and he simply said, its confusing, yes. every time i ask him thats always his response and i keep letting myself get attached because of some made believe world that will never happen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u ever asked him why its confusing?"}
{"username": "gh0ul", "content": "i get too worried and scared to ask him agian because i dont want him to get annoyed or frustrated with me"}
{"username": "gh0ul", "content": "no i never really thought of that, i felt like it might be prying to much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well, u have the right to know as he is someone u care about, so its best to know why its confusing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be there for him"}
{"username": "gh0ul", "content": "ok, thanks for this btw"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "np3"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "hi so like my grandpas dying and hes in another country russia. about 2 months ago his health started rapidly declining once he was bedridden still is after he broke his hip. currently, hes not doing well and my mom has to fly back there. she left for 3 weeks to be with him in november and put him in a nursing home. i mean i kinda was expecting it bc he is 92 and a WW2 vet. but im also super anxious for my SAT tmr and i have to do well bc my moms expecting a lot from me. going back to my grandpa, i have no idea how long my mom will be gone. hes widowed and theres a lot that needs to be done. im not sure if my dad will be able to go for a possible funeral a few weeks after my mom leaves; i know for sure im staying home for school and i wont have an opportunity. the scary part is that during the holidays in russia, the country practically shuts down, pandemic or not, bc the holidays are major there. im just super stressed and anxious and i feel that everythings at an uncertain. i just want 2020 over. i also dont mind being home alone for awhile bc it was like that when my mom left bc my dad works but idk man it takes a toll. i just want to do well on my SAT and make my mom happy. shes expecting at least a 1200 highest score is 1600 bc i got a 1140 on my PSAT highest score is 1520. so like if anyone has some tips on stress relief and relaxation please help it would be very appreciated:"}
{"username": "Lugnutz430", "content": "A nice relaxing drive always helped me. Or drink some green tea or chocolate."}
{"username": "Lugnutz430", "content": "Also working out then a nice shower."}
{"username": "Lugnutz430", "content": "Those dont really work for me anymore but they used to."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thank you sm"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bunny is there a reason why?"}
{"username": "bunny", "content": "idrc"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if u wanna talk about it then we can dm or just say it here if u don't then i understand but i don't think u should die, im sure u are an amazing person"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Why does it not matter?"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "@.ghostie"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Im here for you"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Why:"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "\ufe0f\ufe0f\ufe0f"}
{"username": "Feather House", "content": "What'd i miss?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "um trying to find one currently"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Guys only want one thing and its ducking disgusting"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What guys want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "man i kinda want that right now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Same honestly "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You know I have never hugged a girl?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nor kissed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have had a girl put her head on my shoulder and I put my head on hers at a party but apart from that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lily"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "was"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at 5 am"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its so weird"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its on an angle"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so i always thought music was my way of not thinking of suicidal thoughts"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and now i have been thinking of different ways to die for about 4 hours"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "NoPoint tbh i understand what you mean i always thought music or keeping myself busy would help and nothing really helps but I can tell you wont end up like me having to resort to different takes try going for a walks or try new things mby think might help you keep your might of Suicadal thoughts \ufe0f if nothing works I don't mind talking to you Thats if I'm not busy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "idk i feel like the moment no one sees me ill probably try to end it, in the summer i tried to go for like walks and just riding my bike to get my thoughts cleared but i stopped going cause i got unmotivated"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "If you ever EVER need to just talk or vent to someone you can count on me I'm here for you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i dont fight cause if u fight u have something to fight for, i just dont really want to fight for anything i dont want to fight, ya ik im not alone but everytime i got no one in my hear no one that is with me, then i just feel lonely but then im just being annoying and thinking that i always need someone with me but i dont know ehat i want, im not the type to reach out to anyone cause im already struggling to talk to anyone about how i feel or anythhing about myself cause who tf wants to talk about me im not really interesting i dont really wanna worry people or think i want attention cause i dont, i never really want attention its just not bad to have but idk"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "You are amazing, and till you start believing that life will be harsh and I can't guarantee that once you start loving yourself life will get better. But I can tell you that when you start loving yourself you learn to value who you are and who you are is a very important person. Weather you believe it or not"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "You are more than what you think you are"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "You are amazing, and anyone who ever said other wise can suck it okay. Because whoever pushed you down to make you believe it and eventually push yourself down are incorrect asholes okay."}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "I know it seems hard or even impossible to ever learn to love yourself but it's not impossible. And I am here to help you every step of the way okay, I can teach you some techniques on how I learned to accept myself that really helped me"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing is impossible even the word impossible is im possible"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "And guess what your human and that's okay to fall and give up sometimes, but you have to get back up, because you a real strong I know you are okay. Don't let what other people say or do get to you."}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "You are not a disappointment, you are you and that's all that matters."}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "Because at the end of the day it's you and yourself not anyone else you have to sleep with yourself not anyone else okay."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "okay"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "And if your not happy with who you are, do something about it. Change yourself to who you want to be, not who everyone else wants you to be but who you want to be. And if you don't know who you want to be that's okay too okay. Just take it day by day and tweak whatever you want to tweak okay."}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "Because nobody can make you do anything nobody can make you feel better only you can do that, and I believe in you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i just feel like im a waste by just being here that i dont have dreams"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no goals"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "no life things i want"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "nothing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "all i want is for othets to be happy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "only goal would be helping others"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "will i got none"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "some days i lay in bed for hours not even sleeping just laying there"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "been eating less and less"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "That's not good"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "Well then from now on I'll be your little helper"}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "Weather you like it or not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean if u want to but its gonna be a waste of time"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'm feeling a little better now I'm calm enough to text at least"}
{"username": "buttons", "content": "I hate this place."}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "this isnt the main chat lmaoo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I think I just lost it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just started crying for no reason"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I havent been feeling sad and"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That has just happened"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait for sadness to kick in"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "is getting used to cutting yourself a bad thing or a good thing?"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "quite a bad thing"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "its an addiction, like alcohol you can build up a tolerance"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im getting used to pain?"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "you should be careful with this fr"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "better seek for help from therapist"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "luv"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its hard ik, im still figuring out a way to actually live my life"}
{"username": "Taya", "content": "i really can't carry on with living an adult life anymore. everything feels so heavy and i feel like a little kid in supermarket with no money. anything i do have such consequences that i regret it immediately. all of this makes me want to flee. but there's nowhere to go. no one to help you. mental illnesses just mess up all my day schedule and thoughts. i really don't know how am i gonna get through this. maybe i won't."}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "Hey girl i aint a adult but i think this may work out for you,focus on yourself more often!Take care of yourself!Sleep early so you can wake up to see the sunrise,Walk in the park and pick up some plants,and try to put them in jars or sum! Adulthood isnt easy and im not ready for it too! Just stay safe and just do something to make you happy College wont do yall good! Only if you want to go to it.Theres a girl who inspried me and said that she had a disease killing her organs but she left the hospital to explore the world,i wanted to do the same so bad"}
{"username": "Skylar! 3", "content": "And that was around when I was like 56"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "also sorry that u got screamed at:"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wair"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wronf reaction"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "my"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "bad"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "cause if ur not happy cause of ur household then u should have the right to move sesy from that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "away"}
{"username": "Skylar! 3", "content": "True"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "merry jolly fun times"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "thats what i like to call it"}
{"username": "naethan", "content": "thats not very good"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I really felt like making that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "felt that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am at the farm and Im lonely "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "All my friends are in town"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I cant go to the parties and chill with this girl"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "do u not have a ride?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im at the farm and we arent going to town until Christmas"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i will be up for maybe another few hours"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so if u wanna text or call just dm me and we can get to know each other more:D"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im done"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "I was talking to some friends in a different group and my dad asks who I'm talking to I don't know them but I'm making friends and he looks at the pfp can one of them had a mustache and he say Your not talking to adults They were teens and he tells me to delete discord I say I do and I don't and can't vc with friends unless at my mom's and she's ok about it and he's so controlling I can have privacy and Your 11 you don't get privacy I hate it here and he treats me like shit and always yells at me and I think he's going through my phone bc I never talk him about that I'm bi and yeah his name was dad Now it's DAD I don't like it here I need advice"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Thanks"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "My gf got high and did the stuff with someone."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh no"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im so sorry"}
{"username": "gina ackerman", "content": "I'm so sorry, are you okay?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im sure its nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I would say can I hear it but yoi probably wouldnt want to because you hate it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But trust me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Your voice would be fine"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "When you lose 2 people in one day"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "saraphina idk"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "no one deserves to feel that way"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "but i beg of you please try to talk to someone"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "im always here i know we dont know eachother that well"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "but ill listen"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I have but I made it worse"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "maybe talk to someone but not talk on the subject"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "like talk about anything"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "anything at all"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "deaths the only thing on my mind"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I cant think happy or think straight"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "what makes you think of death, then?"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "wow that was fast"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "leveled again"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I never smile etc"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "you sound like someone i know rn"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "its not much of a bad thing, the dudes got talent"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "im sure u do too"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "have you ever tried just relaxing your face and smiling?"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "sarah has a question"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "sarah are you she/her?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "yes yes"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "its in my roles"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "okie ty"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "so I don't have one"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "thats not good"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "ya I just drink water"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i hear you like football"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "team?"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "well i hardly watch it now but for the most part yes"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "ah i see i see"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "how come you like american football so much?"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "its not the best thing In the world but i watch it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "main reason all my friends watch it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "so I have to keep updated with it"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "convo material"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "can u perhaps tell be about it? i dont know much"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Uhh see now that's a problem"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "you neeed to watch some part of it before I explain it"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i know a bit"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "or you will be like wtf"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "@ kaafie but I you kinda need to watch a game or something then I can explain it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "because I wont make sense"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "wait which football is this"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "the blackandwhite ball or the orange one"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "i dint really know what am football is xD"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "theyre both just called football here in my area"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "which is confusing af"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "in europe its futbol which in america is soccer"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "u might be confusing it w that"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but american football involves a lot of tackling"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "ohhh that oneee"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "man the people here taught me confusing terms"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "bnw ball football"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "orange oblong football"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "they couldnt have done that better"}
{"username": "ly", "content": "leveling"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "yah its so fast"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "ohhh so thats a football"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "yes its an american foot ball"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "so the other is a soccer ball then"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "ohhh"}
{"username": "kaafie", "content": "thanks for the info that had me so confused"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "i know you love me but i have to go alright? the last words my best friend said before killing herself"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "shes not here anymore.. today is the day she died last year and it hurts but... ive built thick skin"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "i promise my family every birthday that.. ill be here till next year and more but i dont know this time"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "its hard to see people go.. it really is.. i know people will miss me but.. thats equal or less for my enemies and my bad thoughts"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "im still not sure"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The easy way is never the right way"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Your a sweet person, but i can't continue to see you break every. single. day. It happens again and again. And i'm afraid you might be at your limits. I loved you, i did. but it didn't last. don't miss me Mi Amor. Liam, my boyfriend"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "If he really loved me, he would have cared and stayed. If he really loved me he would have not cheated on my with my best friend and my ex. If he loved me, He would still be here with me, holding me as i cry for the fifth time today. If he loved me, He wouldn't get drunk every night, underaged, and hook up with random people. IF HE LOVED ME, LIKE HE SAID, I WOULDN'T BE HERE CRYING, ANGRY AT THE WORLD AND MYSELF FOR NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM! if he loved me. But he didn't in the end. so for 4 years of my life, he pretended to love me and care for me and say i was ok. for 4 years... i thought i was safe with a person who loved me for me. But in the end i was wrong."}
{"username": "GaMer GirL", "content": "My vent"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "\ufe0f"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "beep beep im so pissed of today"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "someone called me the fslur"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "I"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "FUCK THEM"}
{"username": "slacky", "content": "so whats the funny part?"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "And anytime I get close to someone these intrusive thoughts come in and I want to hurt them emotionally even if I love them and I wish it wasnt like that"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "Im so touch starved and I need someone to hold me and tell me Im not a terrible person"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "Even though I am"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "For 16 years the only form of love Ive ever known was all a lie. He told me to my face he only acted like he loved me because he wanted to hurt my mom"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "I was nothing but a pawn in his game"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "So I have no real depiction of love"}
{"username": "yourdaddy", "content": "Because the only love Ive ever known was fake"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok well its hard ti change"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but with proper friends"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "that will be there for u u can do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i believe in you"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and ik u can do it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it takes a lot of time and effort but u got this queen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u are amazing and deserve to be treated like a queen"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "yourdaddy"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just believe in urself"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im here if u ever wanna talk about anything"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "again its no ones fault"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so we will start dming more to each other promise?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "promise"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Anyone else have that song on and they just die"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just die of sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Wait"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "That doesnt make sens"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im going back to dying to this song"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Its just the song that breaks you"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "Im just feeling confused at times and ask why i deserve all these people my friends my family and others when ive done so many hurtful things"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "i dont feel too well either"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I'm sorry to hear that I hope you can find something or someone to make you happy"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "thank u, i hopu u do too"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Thank you I left all my friends purposefully cause I got made fun of by them and now I miss them so much"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yall. I been missing my great grandma, because she was a grandma to me. I dont have a grandma, not even one to grow up with. And its been one year since my great grandmother passed. I call one my last family members my grandma since, she kind is. Its also coming up to the day when my friend committed. Which is January something, and I feel quality. I didnt do anything wrong, I just dont know. Also. I been just sad. And theres not much reasons for why Im sad."}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "3"}
{"username": "....", "content": "I don't want to get political"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But when someone gives me something that I really deserve I dont know how to reaspond"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "sometimes its ok to like not respond"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Oh sorry I was in class"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its alright"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "be urself"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Hmm"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Okay"}
{"username": "rose", "content": "Realising I think Im starting to love this guy Im speaking to and Im so scared of commitment, Ive recently come out of a toxic relationship and really want to trust him but Im worried Ill push him too far and he wont come back"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok, do u like this dude a lot?"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "ive stopped talking to everyone and just given up with things in general. i dont feel a place here anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "im"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "dumb"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "lets start over"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why step talking to everyone"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "OMG NOW STEP"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "owakdmjowa"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok"}
{"username": "toad 3", "content": "TISITDTDITE"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok just whats on ur mind"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "oops"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just wanna go to sleep forever"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't wanna wake up and annoy people or bother them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Because I know how annoying I am to them"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Why should I bother hang out with them if they are gonna bass my energy"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want someone with the same energy as me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I just want to be accepted"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "HunnyPuppy u dont bother or annoy anyone"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "It's the middle of class and i feel like i need 12 shots of vodka. what has my life come to?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "So my ex cheated on me while high and she just kinda disappeared after because she knew what she did and understood what came next"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And you know how someone would be really upset about that right"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I was for the first couple days"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "And its like yeah it sucks"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But Im not really like feeling as much loss as I feel I should"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Idk if it just hasnt hit me yet or what"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Its not that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Like I have this constant feeling of loss"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But its like"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Not as extreme"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Or going away"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Or bothering me as much as I feel it should"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "its hard to describe"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "I know how it feels. im sorry you have to feel that though:/"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "hey"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So ok like, ive been really concious about: male puberty, body hair, deep voice, extreme growth all that, it makes me a bit uncomfortable and anxious"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "yeah no ofc"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "So like idk if those are signs of dysphoria or?"}
{"username": "Professor", "content": "here can you dm me"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Oop k"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "@Trans ChildNiokii we love you your so strong"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Not me getting punched in the gut by a full grown man but a karen complaining about wearing a mask"}
{"username": "StarSwordsmin", "content": "Idk if this is venting but bro why do women have to be so confusing"}
{"username": "StarSwordsmin", "content": "I like this dude and she is basically saying in my face that she likes me too but she says she likes someone else so am i just the brother"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "what is the point to life? all it gives you is pain and sorrow.."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Not me popping pain relief pills because my gut hurts"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Insomnia really got the best of me"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I feel guilt."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you have paro"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "They just locked the chat"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I've tried no one will take me and it just keeps getting worse and worse"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Which I am not because its been over a year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She is currently at her sport I believe"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So she cant see my messages"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I told her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am not using her to get over my ex, that I do like her and that its not fake and thats I am sorry if I ever made it seem that way"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah and thats annoying"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I have been left on opened now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She may be typing a long thingo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "In a snap instead of text"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I have to get up now sorru"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I was left on opened"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But thank you"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Fuck this hurts"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I honestly think its over for us now"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "WHY TF IS IT WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE AND YOU TELL THEM SOMETHIJG THATS GOING ON IN YOURS LIFE THEY USE THAT AGAINST YOU"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know if its over"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We werent dating but we were otg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Coming back from this with her is going to take a while"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I actually thought it would work"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Fucking stupid"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Like always"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont want to make up my mind though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She didnt say she wanted to end us"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I feel like its not going to work"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I want a chubby girl I could hold in my arms and cuddle with But I am afraid of rejection."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am sick of being lonely all the time"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I always get compliments on my looks but I cant even find a girl"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I feel like I am not good enough for anyone"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I hope so"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "But the problem is that I only date chubby girls"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Its because I love to cuddle"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "And skinny girls arent really meant for cuddling"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "What do you mean? @.Pissbaby"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I wont find love like that?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "But chubby people are more soft and warm"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "sigh I shouldnt have come here cause people are going to complain about my favorite body type"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "@.ghostie thanks ghost"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I'm still in a lot of pain and I don't know how to express it to my parents the never seem to listen"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I've told them multiple times I needed to go they don't care tho"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "They always notice my mistakes more than they notice anything else I do I'm slowly becoming to hate myself more and more"}
{"username": "xenji!", "content": "also were on a floating rock"}
{"username": "xenji!", "content": "i mean like the earth is just a massive rock floating in space so essentially most of the things that we worry about on a daily basis is pretty insignificant when you look at the bigger picture"}
{"username": "xenji!", "content": "idk if that rlly works but i think of everything in that kinda way so they arent that heavy on my conscience"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "So the most I'd say that you would be able to do in this situation is to think more positive and or make their days feel better by talking with them"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Because the way I'm see it right now is when they die soon, you're going to fall into a deeper hole than the Mariana Trench, and even if you don't, you're going to suffer from it regardless"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "So you should focus on completely defending/maintaining your mental health, and as well as help your family's mental health if you can"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "It's better to take a bullet with a bulletproof vest than without one"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my mom would fly over maybe my dad too depending on work but i would stay home bc school"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "if you can facetime or call, then staying home shouldn't be much different from being there physically"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my uncle is gonna be fine he just has a lot of pre existing health conditions and its not really good for him"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If he's endured them for that long, then he's already a champ"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "my mom calls my grandpa on whatsapp or whatever thru his social worker he has one since hes a ww2 vet"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh really?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "This is my personal opinion, but I think it would be a good idea for him to meet with a platoon member he's fought with before"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "ah, never mind then"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "That's nice"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If he meets with you, make sure that he feels happy talking with you. It should make him comfortable with the fact that you care about him"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "he broke his hip in november and my mom was in russia for 3 weeks to get him in a nursing home and stuff but she thinks after the holidays shes gonna fly over again"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "um he forgot who i was LMAO"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh dang"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "When was the 3rd time?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "3 years ago"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "or 4"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was 12 or 13 i think"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And does he remember your mom?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yeah"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "pog"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "their constant communication keeps him in the loop"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Then if he doesn't remember if you meet him a 4th time, remind him you two last met 3 years ago"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im just not ready to become the family therapist bc i cant talk to a legit therapist and it bogs me down"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i can try that but when my mom calls him im in school bc of the 8 hour difference"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh, and if you can't communicate with him whatsoever, then tell your mom that his strong, matured granddaughter has grown up and sends her regards"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "yeah, try over break then"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "nah it's all good, a few min is nothing compared to a decade"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "true"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thank you for the advice i appreciate it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "no problem mate"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know what I did wrong"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have an idea but I may be overthinking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yesterday I got logged out of Snapchat, then she started talking about my ex, who is named shawtybae on Snapchat because of a memory on camp, it was her word of the week and I found it funny and so she was saying that I was still trying to get over her or something"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She said she was overthinking stuff"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And that she thought I was using her to get over my ex"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No I actually didnt"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I believe I may have told her something about my ex a while and she may have gotten the idea"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant ask her rn though"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She is with people"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Someone come and hug me on the trampoline"}
{"username": "woo", "content": "i thought my birthday would be nice"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Emotional support at its finest"}
{"username": "Juice afk11jackass", "content": "Damn no one responded"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Hey dad if your feeling sad why don't you talk to me"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "I'd gladly talk to you"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Just don't kill your self it's not worth it, your going to miss the life ahead of you what if you are the president or a cult leader. Just don't kill your self please thank you"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Valor"}
{"username": "Valor", "content": "I dont really need to talk to anyone and if I do its to get something off my chest so Ill usually just put it here"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Then there's a lot on your chest that you haven't gotten off"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "wow tay"}
{"username": "rowlint", "content": "i shouldve gotten it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "Im poor i needed it"}
{"username": "Taylax", "content": "No"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "azuriii", "content": "so uhm i and my bf now ex just broke up 2 weeks ago and we always had matching pfps when we were together but today i saw that he changed his pfp to one of the christmas couple matching ones and im lowkey kinda hurt but i shouldnt be worrying too much right? he's my ex anyway yeah uh"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need to say this before I go to bed so Im not struggling to sleep, so New Years is coming up and someone is having a party and we might be going to our shack so I might miss out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I really want to go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And if I do go I am pretty sure I will get that New Years kiss and I just dont wanna lose this opportunity"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And its really affecting me"}
{"username": "SnowBellPastel", "content": "I need hkep"}
{"username": "SnowBellPastel", "content": "This dude on Instagram wont stop harassing me"}
{"username": "SnowBellPastel", "content": "He keeps asking alot of personal questions and its making me really uncomfortable"}
{"username": "Social", "content": "use the block feature"}
{"username": "SnowBellPastel", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "Social", "content": "Makes new account? Well just use the ignore feature."}
{"username": "ladybirdstan", "content": "both"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u asked them how u feel?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u talked to them about how u feel"}
{"username": "ladybirdstan", "content": "yeah but only my close friends and they just were like same\u201d"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I feel so good right now but its getting drained out cuz I know I'm gonna feel terrible in an hpur"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Hour"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im missing out on an event that happens once a year"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dont get to have my New Years kiss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Never even had a kiss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "so."}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You first if you want"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont mind"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Mines already done actually"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i do be crying bc im not sure if he actually likes me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Above these texts"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i got a kiss today tho"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and not like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "a tap kiss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Fr"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Dammm"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Making me even more sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Keep going"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "so uhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "we cuddled"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "and uhm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i got thrown on the bed"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is this the person who you dont think likes you"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yus"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im scared he doesnt like meee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Oh well now I can relate slightly"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "bc SOME people fake their feelings"}
{"username": "Social", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "The girl I am otg with started overthinking and thought I was using her to get over my ex, even though we cuddle and hug at parties, a few days before she asked me if I actually liked her we were at a early Christmas party and we just cuddled on this chair for half an hour or more it was squishy but it was nice but I told her that I wasnt faking my feelings and that I was not using her to get over my ex"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When you get into this mindset and start overthinking it can be very bad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And can actually ruin the relationship"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "mhmm"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i get that"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was scared that It was over between us because we had a kinda fight and I just didnt know what was going to happen with us but we are still otg"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "A New Years party was planned and I was going to actually get my first ever kiss and kiss her at midnight but i overthought about it and I wasnt able to go to the party because our family is at the shack"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "finna go over to his house and kiss him"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "for new years"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "im so excited bro its crazy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats what happened to me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I got all hyped"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I started imagining the moment"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Standing next to her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Turning her head"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "sjsjjsjsjsjs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Thats not going to happen"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "wait wait"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "gib picture of her:0"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "i bet shes pwettyyy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant go to the party because my parents didnt tell me we were going to our shack for new years"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "pain."}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "Gee gib picture"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am actually talking to her right now"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I told her we need to start a convo and she is now asking me questions"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "nice nice"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "When was your biggest adrenaline rush:"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I sad"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "said"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Either riding the motorbike or when I broke my arm, its not really adrenaline I dont think but when we were hugging on the chair I felt this weird feeling I have never felt before"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": ":0"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "niceee"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We shall see what she says"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "but like"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "it was adorable"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "What was"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "he threw me on the bed like this"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Sorry for the little bit of stalking but YOU ARE LISTENING TO LITTLE LION MAN  SUCH A GOOD SONG"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "YESSS"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "yusss"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And then what happened "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She just said where would I be if I could be anywhere and what would I be looking at"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I said on the beach, clear night sky, stargazing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Playing the cards well"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Mhm definitely "}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I AM PLAYING MY CARDS SO FINE RN LIKE SHIII"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "HSJSKAJDJSN"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We talking about how nice the sky would be"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "AND I SAID IMAGINe if IT WAS A CLEAR as this and sent the Whats Gibby thinking about video"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ooo"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Now she is talking about"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Is home a place or a feeling"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Might try make the chat deep here"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "For a deeper connection"}
{"username": "Lily", "content": "ooope"}
{"username": "PDR Arya Raskar", "content": "Can anyone be my discord friend if you want pls send me a friend request"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "If i commited unalive, would i finally get to be happy? would i finally not wake up in pain and wake up with people who constantly misgender and dead name me to the point where i want to die? would i finally be able to say i am ok?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "probably not but.. what if?"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Is it a catfish?"}
{"username": "ladybirdstan", "content": "I am sorry if i talk too much here. I'm sorry, but I just need some place to share my thoughts. I really do hate my dad. One of the reasons why is because he criticizes me whenever I eat. Yesterday I ordered a steak for dinner and he said Really? A steak?. And the other day I got McDonalds and he said Oh, of course you're eating McDonalds because you can't eat adult food. No matter what I do he criticizes me. So thats a lil bit of why I cry so much. If anybody see's this, thank you. It's nice to know that somebody listens. Have a good day."}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "vent channels"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "my favorite"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "if anyone needs to talk ping me here or dms"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Bye bye..."}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "My mom passed away at around 9:30pm. i now know what it feels like to be numb. i dont know what to do anymore"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm feeling kinda lonley"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "Zzzame"}
{"username": "ladybirdstan", "content": "same, i like this one guy but nobody has ever liked me back when i like somebody, so my chances are low"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "Mister Turtle feel ya hope u feel better"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Well I am doing challenge and you are supposed to do it everyday"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I might do a certain amount throughout the day"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So I rest a bit"}
{"username": "Texas Toast", "content": "Straight up not having a good time"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Just hang around in a server for a while and people will start recognizing you"}
{"username": "koraline", "content": "yeah i'll try i guess, thanks"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Pog"}
{"username": "Isaac", "content": "!play choke me"}
{"username": "Isaac", "content": "!skip"}
{"username": "Yourlocalrat", "content": "here is me being akward: i havnt been able to eat much and only eat during dinner when my family is around me and im becoming addicted to self harm again and one of my clessmates mentioned my wrist today and i didnt reply and i think they know, im just not doing great \ufe0f"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Good thing I reported to the server and hes now banned"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Just block him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I did"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Arth its when abusive people take people more innocent/younger/less experienced in general life than them and try to like.. make them into someone they can abuse"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It usually involves a lot of complimenting, which leads to flirting"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I dunno how else to explain it, but its really gross and theyre basically just trying to take advantage of someone's innocence"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i thought i got groomed but if it involves a lot of complimenting and flirting then it wasnt that"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "It could be a similar experience"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "a girl i knew one came to me after a month of no contact and said/did pretty lewd things and forced me to do that too..."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "That is sexual assault/abuse"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Grooming can often lead to that, but grooming is moreso a process"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Im sorry that happened to you"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and i liked her so much as a friend and didn't wan't to disappoint her that i went along... but after some days she blocked me..."}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Its a good thing shes out of your life then, she sounds like a very abusive person"}
{"username": "plumbus", "content": "I'm so sorry you had to experience that"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "it's okay"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why do they have to be so nosy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Just leave us be"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "who?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "are you two a thing or what? You dont have to answer"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My friends"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I am otg with someone but we said we will take it slow"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And the others asked if we are dating"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And being really nosy about it"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and what did you say?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I dont know what to say"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "atleast u picked up on it"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "well its passed ig"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "how many times did you get pinged hunny? qwq"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "1314 times? qwq"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "bro i wiiish"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "discord glitchy"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i am happy if i even get mentioned or dm'd once a week qwq"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "kk"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "uuu"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "u"}
{"username": "glenn", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "why are you using commands in vent?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "@.ghostie yeah your problem seems pretty concerning"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i wish you the best tho"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and stay happy"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "de nada!"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "it's not like you're getting worse, but that you can't do everything you did before is not niceor maybe it's only like that for me, sometimes i feel like i'm depressed but i know that i'm not, it's just that i can't do anything, i can't meet someone, or have fun with my siblings outside..."}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "for example, i wanted to play airsoft with my brother after my 18th... but now we can't anymore"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "or going in clubs or something"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "life just got so boring"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and if you can't do anything it not good"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "that's why i've started meditating, drawing, even more programming than before"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "to just forget how boring life is atm"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I seriously cant do anything when I try do something with myself I get bored and start to hide myself so no one sees me"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Like Im starting to be really really stressed and its happening a lot more"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "And its doesnt help when Im depressed because its making me worse and i cant stop it"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "have you tried to learn something new?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "just to like... uhm... have some change in your daily lifestyle"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "you mean alcohol with drinking?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "maybe try to drink like uhm..."}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "capri sun"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Hmmm na I find drinking alcohol better then over things"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "but it isn't"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "it's one of the worst things you can do"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "especially all day"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Sooo its worse then cutting yourself everyday?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i can't force you to stop with something, i can only tell you what i think and know"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "no one forces you to cut yourself"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and y?"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Because its get anyway all the negative thoughts"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "yeah cuz you're concentrating yourself on that instead of other things"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "but if you try something else where you need to concentrate that would help more"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I have tried everything single thing"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "das a lie"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Walking, keeping myself busy, music, talking to people, elastic bands etc"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "And nothing helps"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "keep trying"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "someday you'll find something that u like"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "besides drinking and cutting yourself"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I found drinking"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "then instead of drinking alcohol just drink water"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "that's healthier"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "No the the hole point in drinking alcohol is to waste yourself so you dont have to think of anything or do anything and plus its fun I enjoy it"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "that's pretty sad"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "have you ever tried to dance?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "it's fun and looks cool"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": ":3"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "no im not really into the dancing side of things"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i thought that too at first"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "but now i think it's fun and cool and you can meet so many new people with that"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "I dont want people to look at me"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Im shy I like my space dancing wont help"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "ooor, hmmm, i guess you're a boy cuz of husband soo... something manly..."}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "mmm"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "boxing?"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "The only thing I do is football"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "But Im starting to lose my interest"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "understandable"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "wait"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "which football?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "american or soccer football"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "American"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "oOO"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "das so coool"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i wish i could play but in switzerland there are not many clubs that do that"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "What would you play QB, WR?"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i don't really know that much bout that"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "but i think it looks really cool"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and catching a ball and run is pretty fun"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "and ramming people"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "you lurker"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": ":c"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "why?"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "I thought I was in main sorry"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "staaay with me"}
{"username": "Arth", "content": "i'm so alone"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Ive never been happy in 10 years after my dad died"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Help me"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Also i just rejected someone rn"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "And i feel bad"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Mea"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Mwa"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Mwa"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I do drink a beer here and there tho but i dont like get drunk lmao"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Now i feel bad"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Hm"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "No i dont"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Maybe"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I cant recgonise my emots"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "naw don't. i got adopted and i have a great life with my fiance."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Congrats!"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "She said yees?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i live in california where i can get married underaged."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Coool"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I wanna visit americaaa"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "US"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Watch mee"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "NOOO"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "YESS"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "My friend told me to just lay down and do nothing to not get a bad hungover"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Shes just lying"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "AHHH"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "naw i have had a hangover so many times and had to go to school so i would suggest drinking water and laying down."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yes thats what she say"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "But no"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "I brushed my teeth so many times"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "The aftertaste isnt going out"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yeahhh"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "But like only after an hour"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It gets gross"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "To me atleast"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Also i rejected someone like an hour ago"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "im sorry i'm trying to like text my fiance, chat, and here at the same exact time."}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "No regrett"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Yh nu problemo"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "cool."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "wanna just co to main chat?"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Nah theres to many convos going on the already"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "ouch sorry:/"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also if your stomach was already weak in the first place, why drink alcohol"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "It wasnt"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I mean for niokii"}
{"username": "2PinsLoren", "content": "Discord makes me feel like the oldest Old Maidy McMaidster ever. I'm worried about dying alone, being lonely, turning into either Schoolmarm who Crochets or Simpsons level crazy cat lady."}
{"username": "Blame", "content": "I got such a hard life dawg"}
{"username": "PDR Arya Raskar", "content": "Can anyone be my discord friend if you want send me a friend request"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm crying because I'm in the dark"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm scared of the dark"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm just a winy baby"}
{"username": "expomarker", "content": "Bruh"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Bruv"}
{"username": "Just Bones", "content": "Just realized this is venting, uh yeah poor joke"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "mmm, take notes my dears."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "drink coffee with vodka in it. it makes it better. and helps you get through the day."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "but if you are underaged don't. i don't take responsibility for underaged drinking"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "KILL MEEE"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i hate life. i really just wish i could die and finally feel ok and be able to say im fine when i am really staying up every night crying to myself as i look and the mirror and think i am not pretty enough. like i say i am ok but really everyday i am crying for 2 hours at least and saying that i am good enough but im not."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "no seriously"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "It's just plain bad for your blood and organs altogether"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "No shit you're feeling terrible, you're treating yourself terribly"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You're doing things for pleasure that lasts a few seconds and not things that give pleasure long term"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You need stop punching yourself in the face every 5 seconds"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "...fineee... sorry..."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "No, say sorry to yourself"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "...i'll try to be better...?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "better to yourself"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "ah i understand"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Understanding is one thing, implementing that understanding is another"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i understand and i will do better for myself and my health?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Don't question it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Just do it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "stupid bot"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "jfc ofc the mods haven't removed it from vent"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "shrug"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "alright, thank you"}
{"username": "echo", "content": "of course, no problem. i hope everything is okay with you both and things get better"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "sbgrab"}
{"username": "plumbus", "content": "school is ridiculous they give me so much work and I just feel so overworked and its like they want me to prioritise my homework being handed in over my own happiness, with my maths work I have to do a test over and over until I get 100 and I need to do it by the end of today and I just don't understand and I was told to listen so I listen but I just don't understand and they won't accept it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told my mom and showed her screen shots of me being groomed by the man you saw"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She told me that she will maybe call the police"}
{"username": "something.spooky", "content": "thank youu"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "they said its a 17 chance he's going to make it... it was less than what i thought it would be but he would make it, right? like...he wouldn't leave me right?...right?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i was wrong... he left me..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "but thats ok right? at least he's happy, right?... god... why can't i have my brother back?... it wasn't his time yet... he said he would never leave me..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "WHY DID HE LEAVE ME THEN?!"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "HE PROMISED ME...that he wouldn't go..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "but he lied.."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "and he left..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "and now im alone with the voice banging around my head..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "the ones that tell me it was my fault and the ones that tell me im not enough.."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Dont try to be prefect. Just try to be better than you were yesterday\u201d"}
{"username": "droplets", "content": "Hey I need help so I was thinking I am straight but now idk I feel a bit different"}
{"username": "droplets", "content": "Does anyone have advice"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Ik this is typical advice, but breathing deeply"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "and closing eyes while doing so"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And doing it without any stop in between that breathing"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "maybe 15 deep inhales and exhales, and don't try to speed each breath up"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "oh i thought she wasn't thinking straight, my bad"}
{"username": "droplets", "content": "Thank u it will help me"}
{"username": "droplets", "content": "Thank u"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "My swedish boyfriend ditched me yay"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "So my mom calls me saying there's and 200S Xbox charge on my card I replied'I dont know' when she talks about the charge, then She asks me to buy something to see if the card works, so I do it works... Then I'm panicking thinking about who it could be, she asks me to delete the cards and I do so, a few days later she asks me questions about it, I replied with the truth, she believes me and I talk about one friends she knows, then to day my mom walks in on me doing stuff Bc it's late and she thinks I'm asleep, so we talk and stuff and she says my friend is going into complete lock down because of the charge, I know she did do it I feel so bad, I dont know what to do. End vent thank you"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Sorry if there's any miss spellings"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "soapsoup if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Np"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "Gn if I can sleep"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "I'll stay in the vc if you wanna talk"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Night night"}
{"username": "soapsoup", "content": "Nah no need"}
{"username": "Thecutestdevil", "content": "Yeah i can relate, but like you have to accept the reality, life will alway be hard but you have to keep going and try to change your life i know its hard bc i keep trying to change my life but nothing works"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If you do nothing about your lack of happiness, then you're gonna stay unhappy. I won't get a pizza done if I don't prepare the ingredients. I can't grow a tree if I don't have a seed. I can't write if I don't have a pencil. And I can't be happy if I don't confront my sadness."}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I told my friend that he was making me feel uncomfortable but he still kept going"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had to like keep telling him to stop"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So one of my friends"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Like agreed to stop"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But that one friend keeps on going"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "So I had to tell him that he was making me feel VIOLATED so than he stopped"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh dang, mate. I'm sorry about that"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Was it like a confession or something?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She said I wasnt putting enough effort into trying to catch up"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I have been at the farm all holidays"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I am in town rn"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And she told me about this festival kinda thing"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Said I should go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I said I cant because Mum wont let me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And she wont let me go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And now in a group chat she said someone come to this park with her and her dog, and someone said gee can and I just"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just wanna fucking disappear right now"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "dang"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "can you make a compromise with your mom?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No because it is late at night"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I think it would be really awkward if I went"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "did you say on the gc that you can't"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "then say it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "they should understand"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "if they're logical peeps"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "leave them off with a good vibe if you can"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "like say something positive at the end of your message"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "like: sorry, I can't come with you to the event, but I wish I could've"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "My sister and her kid and her boyfriend are over for a week or more and they just got here today and they are already treating me like I'm their personal babysitter and whenever I try to say no my mom always yells at me or makes me feel bad"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "My dad also threw me to the ground a couple days ago and then when I tried to get my coat and shoes to leave he did it again so I left without my coat or shoes in the snow and my mom called the cops on me and the cop was rude as hell"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Your own parents called the cops on you? What was her reason?"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "put salt in all of their pockets /3"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "butv whyd she call the police if you dad was pushing you and ifk if im right idk much abt this but isnt that abse?"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "so uh"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "almost drowned"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "tryna help a little kid out"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "got caught in the current"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "i kept my cool but the did was panicking"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "and i got help and was chilling"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "well called for it"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "after a while i didnt even need help but my leg cramped cuz at first i tried to swim out"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "but the kid was swollowing water"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "then the mom came"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "then both were paniking"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "and today my dad said im the reason they almost died"}
{"username": "Nagisa.", "content": "and im still shooked cuz if i would have hit a rock i would be died"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "you did a good thing"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "I don't know what to say"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I don't know the full context, but be careful in what you do in extreme situations like those, especially involving life and death"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Yeah I told her that I was not some kinda babysitter and they said they didn't care"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "bruh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You gotta stand up for yourself man"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "They can't always be dependent on the same dude every time"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "it wasnt your fault? you tried to help even if you were told not to in school or whatever its brtter than leaving someone who couldnt help themself than leaving them there until someone gets there"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "not everything is abt a game idk if its a misunderstanding but no its kinda obvious its not the game "}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "just say youre not too good with this stuff and try your best"}
{"username": "Bex3", "content": "sad"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i dont vent offen cuz i keep it all to myself here it goes. i was born with autism if you dont know it is a spectrum disorder ASD, refers to a broad range of conditions characterized by challenges with social skills, repetitive behaviors, speech and nonverbal communication. I've had autism since I was six years old. And it's been hard for me to learn in school ever since i was young and high school is just horrible for me since people in my school dont really understand what asd is. online learning is difficult since it really challenges myself. so yeah"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Is ASD a general term I assume?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "By asd, the SD refers to Spectrum Disorder?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "yes it is"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Has learning been difficult since elementary or all the time?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "former or latter?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "since idk much about asd"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Youre born with that"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Which you said"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But you said since you were 6"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Is that when your parents found out?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Sorry I can't give more, I'm currently in the process of becoming more of a vegetable than peeps in a coma"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Yeah people learn better in different ways"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "I was lucky because Im very high on the spectrum"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "some would say I learn better than most people"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "mhm"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im told that i understand things more"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "But Im not very good at social stuff"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "im a very social and it gets to the best of me at sometimes"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "i am very not social"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Well thats selfish because if he doesnt treat you like a son then it might as well be that way"}
{"username": "jay1258", "content": "Right and he and my mom made up and he said that I was in the wrong for trying to leave"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Why dont my parents believe in me"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "My mum wants me to go for a run with her tomorrow at this event but I said I dont really want to go"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then she said"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You have to get fitter so you can play AFL this year yet she doesnt seem to see how fit I am at the moment"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "im having super bad mood swings, period or not. theyre really major for me and i can be at an all time high or all time low. ive never seen a therapist or anything and i never will have access to one until im an adult or whatever. i really need to talk to a legit therapist and my mood swings are super unhealthy and i know it. ive had them since middle school but lately theyve been worsening really bad, since september? i just dont get how one second i can be on cloud nine and the next im below zero. it makes no sense. i just wish i could talk to someone like a therapist. my parents are ignorant to my problems and when i try and talk to them theyre all like stop faking\u201d when really im suffering inside. yes im in a happy and healthy relationship thats making me very happy and has changed me for the better. but no, i dont want my partner turning into my therapist as per thats not what love is about. i just want my problems to go away. yes im hungover and this is scattered. sorry. i just need a solid therapist, NOT someone saying oh im here for u blah blah blah\u201d and all that. i want to be happy like i was when i was younger, not bottling up. i dont really need a response but i mean if u wanna give advice id appreciate it but i just needed to vent bc this is really bothering me"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I just want someone to hold and cuddle with"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am sick of being so lonely all the time"}
{"username": "Gingie", "content": "Same pretty much"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "Mhmm"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "same"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "clingy loser I am very sorry about what you are going though, it must be very difficult and I hope you get better soon I am always welcome to talk if you want"}
{"username": "camiyams", "content": "I want to run away from all my problems so bad. More importantly, I want to run from myself. Its the beginning of my life and I already screwed all of it up. The days are not getting better. Isnt that supposed to happen? I feel so uncomfortable with myself. I cant think about myself, look at myself, or listen to my self without feeling like squirming out of my own skin. Does everyone else feel this way?"}
{"username": "Marshin", "content": "and no matter what i do shell always view me as that there's nth i can do to change that"}
{"username": "Cute.", "content": "Move on, just...walk away, save the friendship but accept there is nothing you can do"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "as I said the embarrassment will be worth it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "if you really want this person then you would tell them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just want my parents to be told by someone else or figure it out and me not have to tell them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I just"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "you want this person right?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im going to try explain"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I want her but then at the same time I dont, and I dont know why, I like her and I like when we hug at a party and just cuddle on a couch but then I also sometimes just see it as a friendship, and I am so lost, not many people like her, they think she is weird and everyone saying that is affecting my thoughts about it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "well if you want her"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "go for her"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "but you really need to parents"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "because its not good to have a relationship without your parents knowing trust me:"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "it will be worth it"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "i promise you"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "if you want things to work then"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "you need to tell them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But what happens if I tell them"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Then we go back to school and we arent in the same class and we distance"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And it stops"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "again your call"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "but"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "you should tell your parents"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "its the right thing in my opinion"}
{"username": "Ashlyn", "content": "Gee I think you need to decide whether the stress of hiding a relationship is worth having the relationship. Relationships are supposed to bring you up, they have downpoints but generally they're supposed to improve the lives of both or more participants. If you are constantly stressing over this, it might be a good idea to reconsider the relationship or try to be brave and be more open about having said relationship"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "FrostHT so its pretty normal to think this cause u care about her a lot, honestly man just do ur best, be urself cause thats what she likes, if she doesnt like for who you are then i dont think u should be with them but its alex, shes a wonderful person, and ik she cares for you a lot, she wanted to be with you because you are you, nothing more nothing less, i cant really tell you how she feels so u might have to ask her but if ur there for each other i think its more then good enough"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "And everything that Simmy said aswell"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I cant talk right now"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "nope nope"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i do maybe recommend fidget toys? to maybe occupy your hands?"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i would say take baby steps"}
{"username": "peachfizz", "content": "i know it's sounds bitchy but don't let them step all over you and bring you down"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "not in the slightest"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "youre a wonderful girl"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "and an even better friend"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "youre amazing in every way shape and form"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "let that sink in"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "self affirmations"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "dianne"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "think about it this way"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "those people that say that"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "are so beyond jealous"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "do i need to list the reasons?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "but those are things people have told you"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "and like i said those people are jealous"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "you shouldnt believe people when they tell you those things and choose not to believe the good things"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "that kinda hurts the people trying to tell you that youre not shit\u201d"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "people dont see you that way dianne"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "people see you as a beautiful young women who is extremely smart and kind and is so easy to talk to"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "EXCUSE ME"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "dianne youre a problem solver"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "you know how to get through to people"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "you always know what to say"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "and you know what i find that amazing"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "and i envy you for that"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "so the minute you try to tell yourself you arent that gets to me"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "whats it gonna take for you to believe that youre so beyond amazing?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "dont let that happen"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "you have the ability to branch out of that"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i know it"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "dianne youre one of the brightest and most resilient ppl i know. youre super strong and courageous for still being here after what youve gone through. i know i probably sound basic but im being honest. your mentality isnt where it should be and you need to change habits, little by little. that starts with the mindset that you need to be here, WE WANT YOU HERE. just bc ppl around u might not want to doesnt mean u should bc that wont last long. little thoughts add up. then slowly ease into healthy habits and allowing ur body to tolerate things bc u need to love urself in order to go anywhere and were always here for u. easier said than done. look for motivation, know ur motivation. then the little baby steps. then progress. you can do it and we all love u and and want you here."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i know"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "do you want to feel better? live to be who YOU want to be?"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i was suicidal and sh from 8th til mid sophomore year and something that helped me realize that i didnt wanna be dead was that realizing in my future i wouldnt be around the people making me feel like shit. and if i were to push through and live, i could do it"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I saw this thing"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "am"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "a"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "mess"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "Joshh whys that:"}
{"username": "Bettyboopatethemoon", "content": "Okay first of all I understand people need breaks but if youre going to ghost everyone after saying some concerning things then yeah, Im gonna be worried, and yeah I was justified in calling the police. Also usually when people want to kill themselves they dont tell the people about it. I understand people leave notes and shit but if youre properly going to go through with it chances are youre not gonna say much to anyone. Thank you for saying that Ethan probably needed a break Sarah but that doesnt change the fact that we were worried. Ethan, I dont feel bad you got your Xbox or phone taken away and just because you may not have found it super serious Sarah doesnt mean other people dont. Goodnight. saraphina Avotic"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Life"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Especially a few certain people in staff at the moment"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Like that echo thing"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "She is a Subhuman"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "im gonna say one thing and one thing only ethan always gives a warning"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "You are the only staff that I like"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i forgot this is vent so i gotta be srs"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "i know you think that jordan"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "And some staff should mind their own business too"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "so stop being hella open about it and fix your problems instead of shoving them into other peoples faces"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "maybe talk to kali instead of letting the whole world know you hate her"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "ghostie pooh is typing..."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "So I can vent"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Right?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "So go away if you arent helping..."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Then why are you here?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Well thank god she isnt as active as she was"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Ok and?"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "bc i know how you like to switch up hella fast"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "she knows too"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "ghostie pooh is typing...again..."}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I was just putting on a show for her"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "exactly"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I was lying"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "UGHHH"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Anyways ghost you were saying?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Upset? no"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am not upset"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am happy"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am happy because my opinion on one person pissed someone off"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Its very funny"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I used to be very nice"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Trust me"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I used to be"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "You have now seen my mean side"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "And I can get worse"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "But if I do Ill make some jackasses cry"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "So I wont"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "this is a nightmare"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "they blocked me..."}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "who"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "the perosn kail ban"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "Why do I push the people who try to help me away?"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am a bad person"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I shouldve killed my self the night I lost her"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "No one deserves the pain I inflicted on you guys"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "FrostHT I am sorry too"}
{"username": "crunky", "content": "I am just a horrible person"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "i forgive you bro. you arent a horrible person you just made a bad decision"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "Knowing what it feels like to be in pain is exactly why we try to be kind to others. Master Jiraiya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good quote"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "have a nice break off discordig"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm sad"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yesterday my doggie got neaurted"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wanted puppies"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But my mommy told me that my doggie may or may not have puppies"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "She also said that if she does get pregnant she will have a small amount of puppies"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "dang, sorry mate"}
{"username": "akaashi's bae", "content": "oh"}
{"username": "akaashi's bae", "content": "damn"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "idk if adopting a puppy will have the same feeling as having a puppy born, but if it does, then i'd go for that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ".mute"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "look"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": ".mute NoPoint"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "oops"}
{"username": "Neh", "content": "the cops are onto me and i don't know why."}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "It feels like theres a constant dark cloud over me. The only person who I feel truly made me happy wants nothing to do with me. I cant stop crying, Im always trying to reach them. I miss them so much and I want them to at least see me as a friend."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "do you ever just want to talk about your feelings because you hold them in so much it just begins to hurt because you want people to see you as happy but you are not happy because you push all of your happy into other people when they are sad but you never get any happy back?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Not really society in this case, but you get what I mean. At least the actual good people among humanity are rare, and it's very satisfying when you do find one of them"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I dated them but it was only for a bit. They dont plan on contacting me again"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I knew them for not that long before we started dating"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I really wish I had kept my no labels\u201d rule"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "It's why they say Betrayal hurts the most because it comes from the people you love"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "There isn't a point in really waiting for someone else to do it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "then stop squeezing for others"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "why contribute to people who won't even appreciate it"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I say that because they can say thank you so much for the help niokii but their thoughts say otherwise"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "it's when people are appreciative of your actions rather than the person helping them that is the issue"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "...why do people have to be so selfish...and then when i don't want to give anymore they make me think i am selfish...i am not selfish i just want to survive..!"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "especially when the person is the source of those actions they would be so appreciative about"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "should I dump some of my friends because my girlfriend gets jealous?"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "or is that not in her place to decide who I'm friends with or not"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "don't be obsessed with how others think you"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "if they never cared to pour your cup in the first place, then they never even thought of you much to begin with"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "wouldn't be much of a difference if you started being selfish for once"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "if they didn't see you when you helped them, they won't see you when you start being selfish"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "she's abusive"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "but she threatened to kill herself"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "i forgot how to spell halfway through that"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "and im scared"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "she will"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "if I leave"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "fuck"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I thinkn"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "ill make sure she has friends"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "and that she's on her feet"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "then ill leave"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "...that would be a good idea"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "whatever happens from there I tried my best"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "So V if you see, stay safe and Ill always be proud of you!"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "pfttt"}
{"username": "saraphina", "content": "im the stupidest person ik i rest my case"}
{"username": "pringles", "content": "no ur not"}
{"username": "pringles", "content": "without u i would have to get up for my food"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "don't just leave out of impulse, have a plan"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "yeyeye im almost there"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "just"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "a few years"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "wha"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "omg"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i realized how much i worth"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "zamn"}
{"username": "plumbus", "content": "if anybody here has watched the chilling adventures of sabrina can you tell me if its good, I just started the first episode and I don't wanna watch hour long episodes to be disappointed lmao"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "i watched it a whileee ago though so i dont remember much"}
{"username": "noems", "content": "take a shot at it, why not"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "wait why say it in vents"}
{"username": "monke", "content": "idk"}
{"username": "plumbus", "content": "wait i thought this was chat lmao"}
{"username": "plumbus", "content": "sorry my bad"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Uhm I like being insulted so is it weird for me to want to get rejected from girls?"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "?"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "Orr"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "They were on a personal level about my insecurities"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I dont know"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "At this point"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its not bad to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but at the same time"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "its more for pleasure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I guess I cant lose when I ask girls out now"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "If they reject me I get pleasure"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "pretty much"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it is what it is man"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone got their kinks"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "You have it too?"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "So its normal"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "kinks meaning different types"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i don't like being degradee"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I think I like being dominated and degraded"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there is nothing normal with kinks they are just preferences for people pleasure"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "Im curious how do you feel if ure not rejected"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "Do u get disappointed?"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Ill have to try it"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "A friend I once knew bullied me on my insecurities"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I told her I got off to it"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "So she bullied me again"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "and again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i wouldn't like let that go into ur life"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "And thats how I realized I actually like it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "like ya its fine to have pleasure but its better to keep that under the sheets"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean again"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "everyone has their own kinks"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Ya I think Im gonna call my crush"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "o"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "good luck"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so u feel good getting yelled ay?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "at"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "You dont even message me why are you asking me this\u201d"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "No! Dont ever talk to me again"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Im blocking you\u201d"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "thats harsh"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Yeah Itfelt pretty nice"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "see i wanna say thats unfair for blocking since all u did is ask her out like idk why she got so mad but at the same time i liked it so"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok if u knew each other"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and u complimented her"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "why would she get mad"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "She sounded more annoyed idk"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Hey youre hot wanna go out with me"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I said that"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "out of the nowhere u said that?"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "Ya"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "First thing"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I actually get pleasure from that rejection"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "I suppose this confirms it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but i would say keep that pleasure under the sheets, cause idk if u getting rejected everytime is a good thing"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but ig u can say it as a win win situation"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i see"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My friend keeps making sexual complaints to me or my body"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He has a girlfriend"}
{"username": "Pegj", "content": "tell him you find that to be uncomfortable"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Another is trying to explain it in a way that's understandable to anyone, including children. For example, if you were to try learning about cellular structure, you wanna try giving information about it to children in a way that they can understand. Because if a child can understand it, a teen can too. You can write the explanation on a piece of paper or something."}
{"username": "monke", "content": "@ KNEE thank you homie"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "thats good"}
{"username": "Joshh", "content": "i think"}
{"username": "Lem seul", "content": "im hungry and i dont wanna go downstairs because my neighbours are over"}
{"username": "Lem seul", "content": "i will be cringe if i go"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "just ask ur parents or sibling to bring food upstairs"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Ok so"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I need to get the message clear with my gf, but the message isnt clear with myself"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And its not happening again any time soon"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So how do I know"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so ur saying u need to get a clear message with ur gf but u don't know if it clear"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "So basically"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "We were at a party"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And we kissed and I didnt know how to act or what to do"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I didnt know how I felt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who went in to kiss first"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u or her"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "No covid here so we arent wanted by the government"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "She went"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so i don't see the problem"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I wasnt expecting it"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "did u not want to kiss her?"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok so u were scared that things were going too fast?"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I cant remember, I dont know what was going through my head"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then why not let her know that, u weren't expecting her to do that and just be honest, but if she went to kiss you then it tends to mean shes likes you a lot"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yeah I know"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I was going to try talk to her today but she is busy at breaks and we arent in any classes"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok then maybe call?"}
{"username": "Toast", "content": "Cheese"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "well you know that is an option but like if ur tired all u need to do is rest, just take a breather and relax, get ur energy back up and keep going"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i can't really tell you what to do, but i can give suggestions and support if u like"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I cant"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "you can't what"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Try to relax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "u can't try it or u don't want to relax"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I dont want to relax"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I cant even if I wanted to"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Its fine to the point my hair is falling out so Ive just accepted this is what I deserve"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I cant take it anymore"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ok why don't u want to relax"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and wdym what you deserve"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "who decides what you should or shouldn't deserve"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but wouldn't that be the same if u left"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "there are people that care about u"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "and if u left them how would they feel"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Idk"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "ya it sucks when someone u love leaves but thats not the end of the world, if they didn't give you the time and attention you need then they aren't for you, there is someone out there maybe looking for you"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because I wouldnt"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "so who knows cause future is a mystery to us"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "have u seen the future"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "No"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "But whats to look forward to"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "i mean when your watching a show, u wouldn't know what happens next, its the same thing with life"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "it could be good or bad but it will still keep going"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "maybe there is something to look forward too"}
{"username": "NoPoint", "content": "but to know that you would have to be there"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "And my friends have a tendency to.. Ignore me, not sure if it's exactly the right word. But i don't want to seem annoying OwO so it's a lose lose situation for me"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "Yay I love my life rn"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "Their always busy, which sometimes I think is a lie 3"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "Idk, but thank you for the advice I appreciate it \ufe0f"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I am 14!"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "im taking vitamin that could make u feel sleepy, but there's no effect to me fck"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I finally got over the guy I was sad over, I found someone else. But you know the world loves to hate me so he blocked me. Ive just been crying this whole time, hoping someone will come along and make me feel better about myself"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "drophim"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "even if hes lying"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "he shouldnt be joking about that"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "it doesnt really depend what youre saying but it does. if youre saying something that really like offensive then ig your both in the wrong but if its just something thats not bad then yeah"}
{"username": "ghostshart...", "content": "but just block him"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Yeah he keeps saying all this bad stuff about me and my gender"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "But when I say a gay joke to him which I think was offensive he said he will rape me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have the zoom privet chat saved"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have his @ but he isn't in the server"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "GuardianAngel736805"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I maybe report it to the principle"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He goes to my school"}
{"username": "Joshie", "content": "when can i be happy again? when can i smile again? when will negative thoughts go away? when will depression leave? i just wanna be happy again i wanna smile and actually mean it not acting or saying im alright when i never am, i wanna be complete again feel emotions properly more in fact understand them but every time time i try to be happy i just get worse and more depressed like is there any point in trying at this point anymore i just see no point in trying its been like near enough 23 years and nothing the only thing that has gone up is my suicide attempts etc like honestly wtf is the point in trying may as well finish myself off for once im sick and tired of trying and most of all trying to live when i see no point in it"}
{"username": "Jojo1217", "content": "iauanctmncitt. emofttam. atbhihbitijml. Ty for listening"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "The past couple nights Ive been struggling to sleep. 3 nights ago I missed taking my antidepressant and so the following two nights of taking it made me feel sick and made sleeping nearly impossible. Last night I felt no sickness and was so relieved and thought this time i can get a full nights rest'. A few minutes later I started cramping and my period started. I feel so annoyed, I just want to sleep well for once."}
{"username": "door ape", "content": "I just cut rist"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "I cant do that either Ive tried, I associate my bed with safety the most and Im a slob so when my mental health drops theres nowhere else I can really go. This isnt really something I think I can fix aside from hoping the antidepressants dont make me sick again lmao"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "But yeah period pains usually happen on the first day for me, generally for hours? Sometimes they happen again on the next couple days too"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "My mom is someone who deals a lot with people's health so theres a lot of methods Ive tried for things"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Sick as in pain or uncomfortable?"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Its both, like nausea that sort of hurts in my chest?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Because if you're suffering side effects from antidepressants, you should consult your doc on that. Also, have you tried reducing your time on watching computer screens?"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Ill be honest, Im addicted to my device so nope"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And the side effects are because I missed taking it for one day I believe a few days ago. It doesnt usually effect things if I only miss one day but maybe its because my period was coming"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "And if the cramps happen during the day I can put warmth on myself, along with some mint but it still takes time for it to get better lmao"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I guess the only thing I can say then is endure it until the sleep decides to finally come"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "At least it'll be more satisfying once rest arrives"}
{"username": "Illusive", "content": "Yeah I guess, I just hope it happens soon"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "You just gotta find a pace"}
{"username": "Wrong", "content": "No problem. If you need any other suggestions of support. Just dm me."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Okay! Thank you once again!"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "say it with me: potah"}
{"username": "DualWieldingLizard", "content": "My rant would be that I tried to friend every dan on discord but because I friended so many dans discord suspended my account"}
{"username": "DualWieldingLizard", "content": "I just wanted to catch them all you know?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Yall! I think Im depressed. I been very unmotivated.. I been staying up around 12 clock and I been having trouble sleeping... Then in the mornings I just wanna go back to sleep and not do any schoolwork. And sadly enough I been think very and thoughts. I also been wanting to cry.. Thoughts that could lead to suicide... I think this is being caused, by knowing that me and family may have to put down my dog, that been with us for 12 years. We basically grew up together and its tough. And school too.."}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "do you have any forms of transportation?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Uhh."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "The bus."}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "no"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "the closest bus station is too far"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Uhh."}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "and are you on your neighbor's good side?"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "I know you said your father is close with some"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont talk to them"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont even acknowledge them"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "like i dont see them"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "did they do something?"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "just that usually people do something to not get aknowledged"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "or is it that you just don't know them well"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "fair enough"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "because you could try asking your neighbors for any basic needs of transportation, and if you feel uncomfortable asking you could ask your parents to ask."}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "especially with food or something"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Your neighbors remind me of my landlord. He is a 50 man looking at my sisters butt"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "and have you told your parents about the bill situation?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "P E D O"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont mind asking my friends parents to drive me around but it would be awkward af"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "i would, you'll have to talk to people sooner or later to succeed in life"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "you might want to get them to contact the bill company to see if they could delay the bills"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "it's not like as soon as you don't pay bills you lose power"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "they usually give warnings and things"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "SATAN"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "HELP"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "It was a road..."}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "RAID"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "and you will probably get the bills at the end of the month. 1 week from now is the 3rd/fourth depending on time zone in us"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "the bill company wont shut power off that quickly"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "if the power and stuff gets cut though, you can call them up and explain what is going on"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ive watched enough tv to know that water and electricity can be shut off in a snap"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "yep"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "but the thing is"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "minors cant live alone"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "true"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "so do you have anyone to watch you?"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "I see"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "unless my dad makes a neighbor ask if im alright"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "you could ask your parents if your friend's family stays over"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "I mean. Your frog wont me a minor"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Your frog can watch you"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "huh"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "wont me a minor?"}
{"username": "Mister Turtle", "content": "Im a minor"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "but if you get your friend's family to watch you at your place, you should be fine"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "thats what i wanna do"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i wanna see if i can get one of the adults to make sure im fine"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "ive been staying ohme alone since i was like 10"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "so"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont need constant supervision, i just need an adult to make sure all the adulty problems are handled"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "even it just be that one of your friends parents checks in every day"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "np"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "everything will be okay"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "as I always say"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "R"}
{"username": "Capitalist Vodka", "content": "all is good"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "its crazy how quickly a single song can change your mood. i was feeling decent today and then boom. sad. i wanna be happy again lmao"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Lefts up my mood everyday"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "ill check it out"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "I should be happy"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "But I am not"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "And I dont know why"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Nah Im joking"}
{"username": "Gee", "content": "Im 15"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "thinkin bout doin something i shouldnt tonight"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If you shouldn't, then don't"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "i wanna go to sleep foreverrr"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "why"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "if you're dead, you can never have the satisfaction of falling asleep ever again"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "that satisfaction is more addicting than 10 tons of weed"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "except it's actually healthy unlike drugs"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "I miss playing but i dont have time anymore. Adulting s vcks:"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "No, you matter the most to yourself"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "especially right now, you're currently in NO STATE to be helping other people"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "It's like trying to help with construction when you're arm is broken"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "i dont matter to myself so whats wrong with making people feel happy and loved and wanted i just like seeing people happy and letting them know im there for them and i wont go"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "then work around it and dont give up"}
{"username": "clingy loser", "content": "or else im known as a quitter"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "I get that you wanna go against the no lives matter reality, but how the hell can you do that if you're hurting yourself in the process?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You can never make someone's life matter if you can't get your life to matter"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Then convince yourself to stop"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Put on the brakes, pop the tires, place a damn wall in front of the car if need be"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Agreed"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And taking care of yourself isn't quitting"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "In your case, it's a tactical retreat"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "In wars, armies didn't win just by sending their troops fullforce"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "If you lose too many troops, you fall back and replan, and after the replan, you go again."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Doesn't work, repeat, repeat until you win."}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Knee Chan"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Unlike soldiers and war crimes though, your enemy isn't planning against you."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Put a little logic into your emotions, yeah?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also I think it's a little fine for you to be cocky, at least have some logic that justifies that personality."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also you need to consider the possibility that the people you're helping might be putting on an act."}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You want to make their lives... matter, right?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Yes or no? clingy loser"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Bark, but no bite"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And would you say that the people you are trying to help fit this description?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "clingy loser"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "But you're not like them, right? You're the selfless girl who does anything to please bystanders who'd only turn to you for themselves only. You're already exceptional than most people in that."}
{"username": "Donni", "content": "@ KNEE you good"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "what"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "alr"}
{"username": "Donni", "content": "Me head feel weird and light headed"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "clingy loser I'm moving on to the next person for now, don't lie if you need more reassurance"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because I dont want to live without someone"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "What's your relationship with em"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "What caused the breakup"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They stopped loving me \ufe0f"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Then how did it go during the last time you saw them?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "It was good"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Until they told me the never want to see me again"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "No buildup, no reassurance?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "One sec"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Just flat out said it?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Leave me alone for the rest of eternity"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Thats exactly what they said"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Would you saw they're a douche or not?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "feelings aside"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "No"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I love them"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "And they've treated you nicely all before that, right?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Like kinda yeah"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They said Im too attached"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Do you agree with them that you were too attached"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "kindakuteki"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Im gonna ball my eyes out later tonight"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "like, did you text them every 5 seconds? or did you keep leaning on them for a while?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "kindakuteki"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Leaning"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "that's it?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "leaning made them leave you?"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "what made you feel angry then"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "and was it justifiable anger?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They were acting cold to me out of nowhere for no reason"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Probably both"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "That I was talking too much?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They moved on in less than a month"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "what did you talk a lot about then"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "No"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Im going to bed"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Oh, uh"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "You sure?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Yes"}
{"username": "KNEE", "content": "Also both people need to be able to change and not just expect the other to do all the changing. Your ex expected you to change, especially in such a short time, but never made any effort themselves to change. It's very, very unlikely for two people to ALREADY be perfect for each other the first time they meet. So relationships, if not all of them, rely on both parties to adapt to one another. If the 2 don't mesh well together, take the time to change as people so both people can eventually, and truly, find love in the other."}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Well what classes are you struggling with, is it possible that this is something you can get a tutor for?"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "No it's when I try to do the homework most of the classes I'm fine but two of them I'm failing in"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "What 2"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "And like specifically my auto class is so hard like yesterday my teacher gave us an 82 minute long homework assignment that was due that night"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Most of the class I barely pay attention to cuz I'm not putting in the effort but I want to"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Obv if I want anything to change it starts with me but it's so stressful and it makes me so overwhelmed"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "It's the same for the other class which is english language arts"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "However I understand it it's just I'm held back by my work In auto class"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You need baby steps, to make a change like that, and to break a cycle of inactivity like that you need to discipline yourself to pay attention in class, start little, if its that overwhelming dont force yourself to pay attention 100 yk"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Do a little note taking then go drink some water"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Okay that's a good idea"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "But I dont have the time"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I have one or two months"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Until this semester is over and my dad wants me to have no missing work this week"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "But I already have missing work and idk what he'll do"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "on top of that I swap in between homes and my mom always yells at me to do this and do that but I cant"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I can but I'm only over her house one day and when im there I just wanna lay down all day cuz I dont have my other parents my dad and aunt jen down my back about school"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I'm tired of all this shit"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "In all honesty, you should let your teacher know this"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Just upfront let him know youre feeling overwhelmed and maybe ask for some extra time on some of the projects"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Just let him know how your feeling and hope he understands"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "What if he doesnt"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I asked for help on the homework from yesterday and they said just to study"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "they dont understand and neither do my parents"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Well all you can do is try"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Let him know"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "See how it goes"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You still have 2 months to clutch"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "your right"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "still feel like sht though"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "It gets me so worked ip"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Up"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "It's just amplified with my mental health and shit"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "now this just sounds like a pity fest"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Yeah I get it bro"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Find a constructive way to let out that anx yk"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "For me it was working out for you it may be something else"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Yea"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "Thank you"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "So much"}
{"username": "Papa John's", "content": "I've calmed down now"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Np man feel free to dm me anytime"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "If your ever feeling down just know"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "Kitty loved and adores you"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "loved?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of smiling even though im not happy."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of acting like im happy even though im...im breaking.."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of people saying that everything will be ok. Its not...going to be ok:"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of my teachers asking if im ok. do i look ok? do i act ok?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of people coming to me for their problems. How am i supposed to make it better?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of not getting enough sleep. How am i supposed to survive off of 12 hours of sleep...?"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of eating. Im not skinny like those girls..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of trying. Giving up would be so much fucking easier..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of people saying im pretty. Im not. Its true...the hard reality..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of not being good enough. But i guess that i just...wont ever be good enough..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of people my teachers saying i have to do my work. Do i not have enough already? im working from 12 am to 12 am every day on everything. i have work, activities, stupid homework, and never enough time..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired of my friends telling me to eat. I can't...my body doesn't want it."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "Im tired...im so tired...i just...gave up.."}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Have you considered, or have been, seeing a therapist"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Therapy works wonders for the smallest, to the largest problems"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "I seriously consider seeing one if youre under this much stress"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "therapy has only made it worse..."}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Elaborate"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "ever time i go she just tells me the elaborate and that it will get better and maybe i should talk to my doctor about medicine and that i should try to get more sleep and i should have less screen time but IT NEVER GETS BETTER! I AM IN PAIN EVERY DAY MY BODY IS SO SORE AND STIFF FROM MY WORK AND ACTIVITIES AND I CAN BARELY GET OUT OF BED! SHE TELLS ME I SHOULD GET FRESH AIR! WHEN I FEEL FRESH AIR IT TAKES ME BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD WHERE MY FATHER PURPOSELY LEFT ME AT THE PARK AND I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED FOR HIM TO COME BACK! YOU SHOULDN'T DO THAT TO A 6 YEAR OLD KID! AND EVERY TIME SHE TELLS ME TO SLEEP I HAVE SLEEP PARALYSIS AND I HAVE INSOMNIA! it is so so so beautiful how someone can talk my whole life of trauma and stress and depression and anxiety and PTSD and suicidal thoughts and say antidepressants! or anxiety pills! YOU THINK I DON'T POP THOSE EVERY DAY?! WELL I DO. WELCOME TO MY LIFE HUN. WHERE I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF TO NOT POP ALL THOSE PILLS AND OVERDOSE OR WHERE I CAN'T BE ALONE BECAUSE MY BRAIN TELLS MY BODY TO CUT THOSE SUUUPER SEXY SCARS ON MY ARM OR STOMACH OR LEGS! im so FUCKING tired of this..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "it"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "is"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "sooo"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "tiring..."}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "I cant possibly convey in words anything that would be meaningful enough to help, you are past the point where someone else can tell you something to make you feel better, all meaningful change must be from action on your end, if your activities are that painful, drop them, if it physically pains you to get out of bed in the morning because of activities, drop them"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "There is nothing positive from that experience it isnt worth your time and effort"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "There is nothing people can do about your view on life other than just slightly nudge you in the right direction and hope it goes well"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You need to somehow understand the problem and compromise that is the only solution"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "...i need some alone time...please do not try to contact me for the next 24 hours..."}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "I'm so touch deprived, at first I just try to ignore it but it's actually getting annoying"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "relatable but im love deprived"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You still doing the mandatory social distancing and all that where you are?"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "If you are then I wouldn't worry too much about it, once everything opens back up it'll be much easier on you I think"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Im so tired of peoples dumb humour, i want to feel special for once"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "good enough and finally be able to stop doing ridiculous things to show people I care"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "I want to be appreciated how I appreciate others"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "if I acted how others act I would lose so many connections which is so funny to me"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "its almost like ppl wouldnt like their own treatment!"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "also bruh ever since my health has gotten a lot worse my family has been a lot more touchy and I get hugged loads but I dont like their touch that much"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "shouldve always hugged me if u loved me and not when you finally realise theres issues"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "plus lolzers parents said they didnt give me proper attention when I was a kid thats why I didnt interact or communicate with others bc I was just bad at it etc"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "We swaggin on em"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Im not going to pretend to know your situation but for the parents thing if the hugging makes you uncomfortable then you should make it clear, also theyre hugging you because if your health is really that bad they want to value you as much as they can because theyre scared This is jsut with info I got from this so lmk if Im wrong"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Also with the friends thing, if they would stop being your friends over something like that then they arent your friends"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Get friends who like you for the real you not friends who like you for the act you put on"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "yeah but idk how"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "bc Im bad a replying bc I just lay in bed"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Thats why I usually make online friends but its hard to keep em"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "And I understand why theyre hugging me but its just a shame they didnt show me as much loving when I was growing up"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Online friends take more time but its definitely possible, and yeah it is a shame but I mean them showing it now just means that theyve always loved you its just that now they need to show it more"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Theyre worried"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Ive said that Ill hug now and again and not loads constantly bc it drains my social battery"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "its really just a shame that Im getting the stuff I needed as a child right as the age of me moving out is arriving"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "It is a shame but theres nothing you can do about it, if you love your parents, sit them down, say Mom, Dad, I love you but all the hugging makes me uncomfortable could you please ease a bit"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Boom problem solved"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You get your boundaries set and they dont get their feelings hurt"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Its 5am, I have classes in 4 hours Im gonna go to bed, feel free to dm me anytime though"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Yeah Dwai I just felt like saying stuff bc it bothered me"}
{"username": "julia", "content": "Sleep well and have fun in class"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Its a vent channel I get that just throwing my opinion out there, and thank you"}
{"username": "Mirr", "content": "Guys"}
{"username": "Sexphobic", "content": "Many nights of no sleep, overhung with thoughts that drown the need to sleep, trying to think of that thing thats keeping you up"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "i legit just got told we didnt want you here\u201d it may have been a joke god i sure hope it was but dat kinda hurted me doe"}
{"username": "Sexphobic", "content": "Dont take it to heart"}
{"username": "Sexphobic", "content": "and yeah it hurts a ton been there before"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "i take everything to heart"}
{"username": "FrostHT", "content": "because i apparently have a tough time figuring out what is sarcasm and whats not"}
{"username": "vanilla", "content": "ah yeah, people arent careful with words sometimes and they end up hurting"}
{"username": "vanilla", "content": "but theres some out there who are genuine and would love to be your friend"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "um...so..this happened at swim team practice..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "I was... the boy in my lane... he was behind me and he... he grabbed my thigh and tugged himself up so he could get before me... he got really close to my privates and...i feel really uncomfortable...he sexually harassed me...i told my coach but all he said was hes a little autistic but thats not an excuse...he also kept on pushing my up against the line and swam in the middle so i had to stop and he could get before me...i feel really guilty..."}
{"username": "monke", "content": "If you want to talk about it I'm here"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "ok..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "maybe later..."}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Sorry to coffee drinkers in advance:"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Coffee looks and smells delicious, it isnt, its disgusting, why do you people drink it"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "This isnt a vent this is just a question and I didnt know where to put it"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "you have different taste idk i drink it bc im trying to stay up and not fall back asleep"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "i drink a diff kind"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "What kind?"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "vietnamese coffee cuz i like it"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Ive never tried it so maybe its good "}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Im not cultured in coffee so my opinion on it doesnt really matter"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Also yeah people drink it to stay up so that makes sense"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "Anyone got tips on how not to care"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "its so frustrating, they only love u and talk to u when they need u"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "If theyre hurting you you gotta learn to distance yourself from them, theyre not worth your time if youre getting hurt"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "but how tho"}
{"username": "akkhali", "content": "No matter how bad it is i still continue to accept them"}
{"username": "runa yomozuki", "content": "block their contact. get new friends. or just try a new hobby so u keep yourself busy"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "If its that difficult to leave them you need a fresh start"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "1 definite thing that you cant really go back on yk"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I wish I was someone else. That I could put this all behind me and turn over a new leaf. I could be a whole different person and people will actually enjoy being around me"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Time will heal everything, especially relationships, its a little cliche ik but everyones been there and the only real thing you can do is move on, whoever they were they werent worth you or your time"}
{"username": "runa yomozuki", "content": "true"}
{"username": "door ape", "content": "I'm rn thinking about ending my life"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Hold on Ill dm you"}
{"username": "KillerNeko", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "KillerNeko", "content": "hmmm"}
{"username": "KillerNeko", "content": "sooo ded!"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im eating applesauce"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Makes pain go away"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "It BUSSIN"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "So now Im here"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "hello"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "ive been told to go here"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Light I agree communicating is great but I cant talk to them"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because they blocked me"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "can i ask why?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Ive tried changing myself in the past but I keep going back to step one"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "why do u think you should change urself?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because they said I was rude and that they dont feel happy talking to me"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "And I feel happy talking to them so ofc I want them to feel the same"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Well yeah"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Jealous"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "why were u jealous?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because they like someone else"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "was it because you felt as if he liked something ab someone and so you feel hell drift away"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "So now I feel like even if I do change I wont be good enough"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They just said to me one day that they didnt love me anymore"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "well think of it in a positive way"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "you couldve avoided so much stuff"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Ofc I was confused on what I did wrong so I tried to get them to tell me"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "maybe its nothing you did wrong they're just not the one"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "you will always find better"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Yeah but I cant and wont find better"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "But they were everything I wanted"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "right now u may think what you have is great but theres always better and maybe you will stay in the relationship and it will get btter"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "can i ask how old r u?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "14"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Now I wallow in sadness until one day they finally give up on finding someone better and go back to me. Because other guys either dont like me or arent like him"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "your still young trust me from 1418 relationships dont count sorry but we're still young"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Even if Im a last option I dont care I just want them to come back"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Well I cant just Idk forget about them"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I was happiest with them knap"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "trust me you will be happier and you will be sadder but this is still a start and if he drifts away its not that he doensnt like you, its that you guys still young and our brains arent fully developed and we feel things we neve thought we felt which is why im telling you to learn from this"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Im still gonna wait"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "it will be a great tool to know that even the perfect one isnt so perfect after all and you will have better luck"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They got over me in a week but I dont care"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I was already self destructing"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "because trust me when i say it will hurt like a bullet dont let som guy/girl/etc hurt you because some arent worth hurting for"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Why cant they just realize Im unhappy without them"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "its not fair and it shouldnt be this way but you cant let that go though you yk"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Should I try and talk to them"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I really want to but Im trying to Idk change before I do"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "if you want and tell them how it effects or will effect you if you want to ask if they feel a way you can"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "be open"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "but not too open"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "cause sadly we live in a world where being hurt is really simple"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I want to dm them but I cant"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "I have the urge rn but Im gonna wait til next week when they wont be as busy"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "They still have me blocked so I cant message them"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Cant"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Because they wont unblock me"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "text their friend/"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Hm ok"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "What should they say?"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "like to tell them who ur dating to talk to u its imp"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "or to get a chance to talk ab this"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Hmm ok"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Theyre like in this server"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Do you want to talk to them?"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "i mean if you want me to speak for you i dont mind if they dont"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Dating?"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "No"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "the friend"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "We arent dating sadly"}
{"username": "kindakuteki", "content": "Yeah ik"}
{"username": "Light", "content": "well what would u like me to tel them ab"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm tired"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel like shit"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It honestly feels like my friends don't wanna be there for me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "He keeps telling me to watch what I say or else imma regret it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "And yet he said something bad about me and I told him and yet you're the one who told me to watch what I'm saying other wise imma regret it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I feel nothing"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I don't believe in soulmates"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I had a soulmate but he left me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It broke me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It hurted me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm dying"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "My mental illness is catching up to me"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I can feel it grabbing my shoulders"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "The heavy weight I carry"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wish I was dead"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wish I was something else other than human"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I have so many people support me but yet I still feel lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I'm always lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I end up being lonely"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate it"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "It feels like I'm not good enough"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I hate my life"}
{"username": "HunnyPuppy", "content": "I wish I could just end it"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "You need to surround yourself with a more positive environment something like this will only drag you down"}
{"username": "bot", "content": "tired and sad."}
{"username": "Elizabethh..aftonnn", "content": "e"}
{"username": "Elizabethh..aftonnn", "content": "i vented"}
{"username": ":broken_heart:StevenUniverse", "content": "AMOG US"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "That is the main hurdle then"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Guys Im feeling lost again"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "My hearts racing"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im losing control of my body"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "I feel like a psychopath"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "My trauma is haunting me"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im laughing my pain"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "What am I going to do with life"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "I cant control myself"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im losing time"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "My soul and personality is evaporating"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "My pain is now"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "I feel it"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Its taking over"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "My heart is turning black"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "I feel numb"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im stuck"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "In a parallel void"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Filled with pain"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Laugh it off"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Its fine"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Im fine"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Everythings okay"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Nothing wrong with you"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Shut up you loser you are doing it for attention"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "You being assaulted is no reason for you to act like this"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Your fine"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Shut up you hore"}
{"username": "Jewelz", "content": "Die"}
{"username": "Elizabethh..aftonnn", "content": "WADE IN THE WATER"}
{"username": "Forest", "content": "mmm relatable"}
{"username": "door ape", "content": "I've looked up if I can overdose on pill I have but it's very rare to overdose on it so no suicide"}
{"username": "Nyaarlathotep Priest", "content": "Thats the worst possible option"}
{"username": "door ape", "content": "Every day I try to think of ways to kill myself"}
{"username": "thxnzi", "content": "i feel ignored"}
{"username": "rikka is my wifu", "content": "is it bad that i have bhen listing to the same song for the past 3 hours and it is I Deserve to Bleed by Sushi Soucy"}
{"username": "Mono", "content": "waht"}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "someday im going to be dead. and your just going to think im offline..."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": "maybe not today. but one day."}
{"username": ":sparkles:Trans ChildNiokii:sparkles:", "content": ":"}