blown good blown good iron curtain memoir written member life experiences self published united_states november background raised los_angeles california mother raised church early age began work employee church age soon joined worked international headquarters california years claims escaped international headquarters organization received help police escape organization wrote record overwhelmingly shows joined voluntarily worked sea organization believed right thing enjoyed thought working honoring commitment adhered court noted private quarters outside base access vehicles multiple opportunities leave leaving organization wrote experiences writings published media including news magazines publications internet websites invited speak hamburg germany conference discussing abuses alongside actor lived los_angeles california wife children opened business contents book title reference terms blow blown describe leaves prior authorization organization recounts episodes years member time order called details experiences working hour weeks international headquarters known california eighty miles southeast los_angeles book includes forward written high ranking official worked film production studio facilities held multiple positions employed mainly focused production video audio materials message founder helped originate scripts videos introduce new members supervised large scale public events presided leader reproduced thousands copies audio recordings speeches video author describes event awarded organization medal video leaked internet january initially video intended event featured cruise celebrities including smith appearing camera praising actor disapproved instructed staff create video cruise speak views said video important videos produced writes departure states gained approval sell old materials money organization later accused knew faced sent organization prison like program decided leave worried leaving mean separated wife claire married years family members accordance practice left motorcycle followed security guards resulted falling bike road california police arrived helped safely away compound traveled father kansas_city later reunited wife employee gold base prior wife departure monitored closely day night organization author credits multiple sources introducing doubts conditions living gold base writes listened john discussion allowed think critically time compound says viewing conan brien fun celebrities changed views individuals organization spoken internally reverence response danish film crew went gold base confronted gold staff said account escape lived place property place altogether said video clips incident day explained sheriff sheriff looked said mean left time said yes left time reviewing evidence agreed lived outside base opportunities leave gold staff problem leaving try person declare interview john asked experienced retaliation speaking critically organization said issued declaration considered person members organization explained basically thing goes saying person person longer speak speak somebody person declared person said left organization gave statement bill courses received actually illegal basically charging job training california charge somebody job training real value don know think going wages going sue don know said reception book self published november available author website blown good selected finalist book year awards editor chief village_voice described book remarkable account noted story provides account life working concluded review commenting best service provides blown good giving non sense like work day day strange organization gold base pond says shit coming ears pores days kind celebrities high ranking members enjoy talk radio program john commentators talked blown good discussed observer commented book details allegations systematic abuse bizarre episodes experiences noted book follows year plagued revelations high profile fresh media investigation practices catholic online associate editor characterized blown good bold insider memoir sly reported criticism australian senate senator commented provides vivid activities confirm australian senator concerns sly noted number comments left website indicated confirmed author accounts coast coast commented song got place certainly theme chapters blown good described book design featuring dramatic action scene type cover called work new tell book star described blown good explosive new book sun called book revealing account church flemish daily newspaper published belgium noted book discusses remarkable experiences author underwent staff member article new noted release end year blown good kind impact author hoped having built online buzz courtesy anonymous sold thousands copies says receiving letters said revelations book confirmed suspicions inner workings church
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