life orange life orange growing guru account child growing movement led book account written age years experiences book published book title reference term orange people refer members movement color dyed clothes guest describes mother initially raised strict catholicism later turned tape going period experimenting sex drugs dyed clothes orange took son moved movement near bombay guest mother moved different leadership roles movement eventually running suffolk guest recounts regretted absence mother presence time describes controversial living conditions children guest mother moved acre km2 oregon mother demoted position sent live different cologne family later movement moved encountered difficulties mainstream society life orange received generally positive reviews highlighted non fiction list daily_telegraph best books beach independent called book disturbing record child neglect people sought heaven hell new statesman described excellent study happens charismatic leader comes contact group people called absorbing book survival good intentions gone author attended studied psychology obtained degree creative writing guest journalist guardian daily_telegraph publication life orange guest later wrote book phenomenon electronic virtual worlds video games titled second lives journey virtual worlds published july guest died suspected heart attack years old found dead wife despite efforts unable revive later determined guest died contents mother anne born catholic family took courses psychology father psychologist staff university gave birth guest mother fell love man guest months old feminist studied experimented sex drugs guest mother follower guest listening cassette tape displayed cover text surrender transform titled meditation art taught followers perspective chaotic therapy sexual freedom brought son movement given sanskrit mother love wonder dyed clothes orange mother took live operated india guest renamed movement grew influence involved controversy guest mother involved movement guest moved including london devon india oregon germany guest moved times sent live mother guest mother involved running father lived united_states raised members movement lived children mother ran called suffolk guest went school run history classes given guest describes multiple rules disliked observe living including restricted diet mandated worship stuffed animals books taken away spend time mother frequently working movement moved india oregon guest mother moved oregon guest enjoyed acre km2 wished spend time mother mother later demoted leadership status members female leadership sent guest cologne guest difficulty learning german spent time hiding pile book playing describes childhood movement lord flies writes mothers spend time mother according guest group leaders movement initiated fourteen year old girls sex guest mother left movement teenager burned orange clothing guest left mother age inform leaving live father san_francisco mother left group guest moved united_kingdom guest mother stepfather martin moved north london began process experiencing society different inside movement guest society age faced confusion contrast experiences childhood movement new experiences teenager london enrolled north london trouble teen years drugs alcohol difficult relations stepfather spent time prior london anne martin went period time thought beings different world read books guest fostered interest reading went study university reception life orange received generally positive reviews book trade publications media new_yorker critic characterized life orange best decade daily_telegraph placed book non fiction list year best biographies histories memoirs independent highlighted book best books beach review commented participants movement created adults like guest marked neglect suffered childhood completely self absorbed described book disturbing record child neglect people sought heaven hell life orange highlighted best books reading groups review book best books concluded thoroughly enjoyable read fascinating insight workings people beliefs attitudes amusing sad pretty book received favorable review wrote excellent study happens charismatic leader comes contact group people follow let away spectator wrote guest makes mature debut rare ability describe childhood small child lives accepting helpless curious gave book positive review wrote book deep light similar life experiences sure find book personal experience find narrative fascinating characterized life orange honest vivid absorbing book survival good intentions gone called book stirring memoir wrote guest writes reporter sense economy restraint letting absurd shocking details speak gave book positive review sunday_times wrote extraordinary account childhood notorious indian guru survivor tale poignant funny wise review daily_telegraph commented main failure guest excellent book absence character mother comes history personality life orange slightly construction absorbing piece writing compelling begging questions answers author refusal ask pity wrote review book observer director festival literature characterized life orange extraordinary account childhood writing read ages described book past rave noted having angry mother guest reconciled family reclaimed childhood come rogue got away thing boston_globe characterized book moving written account growing midst cruel madness dallas morning news gave book favorable review wrote book offers glimpse thoughts followers examines fine line spirituality insanity religion cult shane irish times characterized book intriguing humorous mix straightforward 1980s nostalgia cult
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